#this is what i’m doing with my life

[strawberryscarecr0w]

guys i’m giving in to the charlie brainwash im gonna sit down and listen to his audios

this is not a drill yall

#bittersweet yuurivoice #yuurivoice #yuurivoice charlie #charlie yuurivoice #rat man #this is what i’m doing with my life

[heraldofcrow]

One day I’ll sit on my porch and tell my grandkids about the glorious days of my 20s, where I fangirled on tumblr dot com over a bird NPC in my free time.

#this is what i’m doing with my life #no regrets #CrowNotes

[satansleftnutcheek]

Finished drawing for the day and now I’m waiting for Sam Riegal to post video game dick

#yup #this is what I’m doing with my life #apparently #critical role #sam riegel #bg3

[tombstone-ghost]

My little dumb dumb brain came up with a little stupid idea. Breaking bad but tally hall and below are screenshots of me deciding who is who with little to no knowledge about any of the characters because I never watched breaking bad and only videos 😭

#tally hall #breaking bad #this is what I’m doing with my life #also please forget I said weed I was not thinking

[cringethursday]

My physics professor just told the class the wildest story from when he was in grad school about building a high voltage unauthorized Tesla coil with the ability to kill a man

#physics #we actually have a physics department party tonight and I specifically wore the most punk rock outfit in my closet so I could look like the #coolest person there even though I’m a Fucking Nerd #but no matter how I dress or what I do for the rest of my life I will never be as cool as this man

[yaolmao]

simp

#I HATE COLORING I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE #my friends bought me an Apple Pencil and omgggg I’ve never had pressure before in my life #this changes everything #I can actually put my hand down on my iPad to doodle?? #I’ve gotten so used to hovering my hand like what is going on #anyways 15!chuuya is actually amazing #I’ve made a recent discovery that I’m a lot similar to Dazai than I thought and idk how I feel about that cause he’s such a brat #ive gotten to the point that I’d actually talk to him on those character ai’s and it’s actually so embarrassing like it’s nothing #like the actual bsd dazai but I’d actually rather talk to a robot than a real person about my problems #I like kids being kids so I’m always down to draw 15!skk #chuuya nakahara #dazai Osamu #bsd #bungou stray dogs #skk #soukoku #myart #I’m gonna post and pass out now

[ilikecheeseandchocolatee]

So I really need to do this and it makes me scared but I have decided that I have no choice now. I have A Levels soon and my stupid brain refuses to study. This is an emergency.

100 notes: I’ll finish studying the astrophysics section

200 notes: I’ll email my teacher about The Thing

500 notes: I’ll finish studying the magnetic fields and nuclear physics sections, including voice notes

800 notes: I’ll go over my math topics thoroughly

1200 notes: I’ll start on my Further Maths topics

1600 notes: I’ll finish doing Further Maths in time to do some practice papers before my exams

2000 notes: I’ll study statistics BEFORE the day before the statistics exam (I really fucking hate statistics)

10,000 notes: I’ll email The University about The Thing (I seriously don’t wanna do this even tho I know I need to)

As a note: I hope I end up doing the first 5 things even if I don’t get the notes but I’m doing this so I have no choice but to do it as soon as I can because I’m literally capable of doing it but motivation is MIA. This better guilt trip me into doing it, desperate times call for desperate measures. These exams are really important to me and anything less than A*A*A will be disappointing, to a lot of people (those are my predicted grades, that was before mental health started kicking my ass hard)

My exams start in the second half of May so ideally I should get 1200 notes before that at least so I have some semblance of preparedness. Again, even if I don’t I hope I end up doing the things anyway but the notes are supposed to be Tumblr Decree and I can’t just ignore Tumblr Decree so I have to do it.

Anyone who helps me, thank you and I hope you know it means the world to me ♥️

Progress

Edit 1: I finished a single topic from astrophysics and I’m planning to finish the rest of it by the end of the day!!

Edit 2: it’s pretty much the end of the day for me now and I’m done with half of the astrophysics section, but I’ll finish it tomorrow!! Along with magnetic fields!!

Edit 3: Unfortunately I had work today so I couldn’t study at all :c. BUT. I emailed my teacher finally. I need you guys to realize that I’ve been putting this off for MONTHS and I finally made myself do it just because of this tumblr post. I’m forever going to be grateful to each and every one of you. ❤️

Edit 4: finished astrophysics!!!!!!!!!!!

#help #help me #please #in my life this is an emergency and i can’t believe I’m doing this sigh #note game thingy idk what it’s called #idk what to tag this #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #important

[vacantgodling]

ngl i get that people hype up hating writing for the bit but like. idk. yall i Do actually really like writing. it is so satisfying and fun and rewarding and i get to look back what i made over and over again and get joy every single time.

yes writing is hard but if you hate it more than you love it im kinda like. idk. find another hobby?

#also the planning parts and the daydreaming is part of the process so idk #yall it is getting exhausting seeing all the quirky see how little i’m writing shit #like what if for once i am writing and im having a grand time!! #what if not being able to write isn’t a fun joke it is honestly detrimental to my brain!!! #what if writing has been my friend when i never had any and it is the love of my life and love language and i love actually doing it perhap #talking #ren hot cakes

[tobisaw]

hl2vrai leak

#the gordon part is from two months ago from when I originally wanted to do this joke #I hope enough people know what I’m redrawing or I’m going to be embarrassed #hlvrai #half life but the ai is self aware #gordon feetman #benrey #benry #tommy coolatta #dr coomer #dr bubby #darnold pepper #my art

[doresworld]

Being disabled means experiencing something terrifying health wise, but being uncertain if it’s hospital worthy

#dores world 🌍 #disability #disabled #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #disabled life #actually disabled #chronic disability #my sugars went to 3.8 for the first time ever and I don’t know what to do #I mean had some carbs and sugar so I’m just waiting to see what that does and I guess I’ll go from there #diabetes #diabetic

[strawberryscarecr0w]

Can you do a werewolf seth smut fic? 👀(gn reader if not to much trouble)

WOOO WEREWOLF SETH LETS GOOOO

Werewolf! Seth x GN! Reader

this is by far the craziest thing I ever wrote

CW: Monster fucking, Oral (GN! receiving), Smut w Plot, Creampie, Degradation

~ ~

You and Seth had been dating for over a year now so you were aware that he had a unique ability. That ability, of course, being that he was a werewolf. The first time you had met his alternate self, you were surprised at the gentleness of the beast. Though what surprised you most was the morning after when Seth got all flustered and shy, admitting his feelings for you. Soon after you two became an item, you grew used to him leaving for the farm the night of the full moon. You always missed him the nights he left but were greeted warmly the next morning with kisses from your loving boyfriend. 

Tonight was a full moon and as expected, Seth left an hour before the sun began to set. Everything was the way it should be, you snuggled up alone on the couch, putting on your favorite scary movie. It began to storm, lightning conveniently flashing during the jump scares. The wind was loud and you watched nervously as branches whipped around, their shadows casting an eerily look across your windows. Swallowing hard, you turned up the volume of the movie, wishing you weren’t alone tonight. The noise was drowned out and you were able to focus on your movie again until you heard a loud bang coming from your backyard. You jumped up, pausing the movie with trembling hands. A shadow loomed from the windows, your heart hammering in your chest as the door was ripped open.

“Sweetheart..” A growl escaped the shadow as it crawled into the light, revealing a familiar beast. “Seth? What- what are you doing here?” You asked frantically, not sure whether to be relieved or worried, “You left for the farm hours ago!” Your beloved boyfriend was in his werewolf form, fur protruding from his ripped clothes. He approached you, claws tearing at the wall, making you flinch. You’d scold him about it later but it didn’t seem appropriate to do that now when he was towering over you like this. “Couldn’t make it- Needed you so bad..” He growled, one clawed hand wrapping around your waist pulling you closer, you began to question him only to come to a realization. When he was in his alternate form, he became needy both for food and relief. 

“Seth,” you began to protest but he scooped you up, clawing his way into your bedroom. “Hold on-,” You said as you were tossed into your bed, he growled but stopped making advances to let you speak. “I can’t take you like this,” His tail began to wag as you spoke, “You’re too big.. everywhere.” You concluded only to get laughed at. “Don’t worry babe,” The beast chuckled, leaning down to spread your legs, his furry face resting between them, “I’ll make sure you’re nice and wet for me.” His teeth caught your sweatpants, ripping them clean off, taking your underwear with them. You began to complain about them being new but your voice was cut off with a gasp. His tongue slid out from his mouth, licking a stripe up your thigh. “Seth-,” You started to whimper only to be shushed gently as his tongue licked your eager hole. Your hands slid into his fur, pulling his face closer as his tongue entered you, curling into the spots that made you see stars. Legs trembling next to his head as his tongue went deeper, suddenly making you aware of how long his tongue was. Just as you were about to orgasm, he pulled away, licking your mess off his lips.

You whined at the loss of contact causing him to chuckle, fingers pushing you down softly into the covers. His claws hooked the remains of his ripped jeans, tearing them off revealing his dick. Swallowing hard as you examined it, you had seen it before but never when it was gonna go in you. In his normal human form, it was big but now, you were scared you were gonna be impaled. The head pressed against your entrance, causing you to whimper. As he started to push the tip in, you gripped the sheets as you felt the stretch. The pain felt good despite it being almost overwhelming. “I told you that you could take it.” He growled into your ear, his teeth brushing your cheek. You looked down in surprise to see you were already half way down his dick. “You don’t have to take all of it,” Seth said softly, his claws gently caressing your side. “I can,” You stammered out, “I can take it..” This caused him to grin, all of his sharp canines on full display.

Though you immediately regretted your words as he bottomed out, the air being knocked out of you. His clawed hands gripped the covers by your head as he used it for leeway to slam in and out of you. Tears brimmed your eyes, spilling down your cheeks as you choked out sobs of pleasure. You were small compared to his looming size, pounding into your hole like you were his own personal fuck toy. Your orgasm came crashing down on you, cumming all over yourself as you gasped for air. “There you go baby, take this fucking dick like a good little slut.” He snarled above you as he continued to slam into your exhausted body. 

Finally you felt the familiar feeling of being filled as he howled, his cum dripping from your hole. The two sat in silence, catching their breath as your vice grip on the sheets loosened. He pulled out of you, panting as he curled up beside you, pulling your tired body closer. You relaxed in his arms, enjoying the warmth of his fur as his tail wrapped around you to shield you from the cold A/C blowing throughout the room. “I’ll take care of you, babe, I always do.” He whispered, nose buried in your hair as the two drifted off to sleep.

~~

does this make me a furry

dont answer that

Word Count: 1,003

#yuurivoice #bittersweet yuurivoice #yuurivoice seth #yuurivoice sugar #yuurivoice werewolf seth #this is what i’m doing with my life #smut

[ohno-the-sun]

Sol

#I’m just gonna put these here so I can rant about all the issues I see in the #so like I as an idiot was like let’s see if I can do a style study on qwille using my favorite boy right #but qwille a brain works in mysterious ways cause like I’m trying to hard to firgure out how they know where to put stuff #and of course the rendering is like that in between fully rendered and that more soft vague #which is gorge #but my brain when I do it is like you need to fix you need to fix this looks bad you suck blahblah #not to even mention the anatomy #which is completely fucked here #I can’t do shoulders to save my life #and he looks so dumb sitting on that box #like what’s wrong with his shoe #I know something’s wrong #I think I need to take a moment #I’m caught in one of those logic loops rn #blahhhhhh

[inumbrapugnabimus-maybe]

did I ever mention how much I love these two?

(based on @birb-boyo’s wonderful post)

#Warriors in the second panel be like🧍‍♂️ #Ok but warriors is such a big brother sort of guy #and no I am not saying this because he reminds me of my big brother #ok maybe i am #but still #it’s true #my art #art #linked universe #doodles #lu #linkeduniverse #linked universe fanart #lu warriors #lu legend #someone give legend a popsicle I feel like he needs one #linked universe warriors #linked universe legend #Lu memes #what am I doing with my life #I’m adding this tag a bit later but guys I officially have 200 followers WHAT #I should probably do something abt that soon

[hiddenbarinapocketdimension]

This morning sucked. Woke up at 7 on less than 5 hours of sleep to bake over 50 Eccles cakes. Didn’t have like half my ingredients. Bought more only to realise I still didn’t have them all. Burnt myself on the syrupy filling. Printer died on me as I was trying to get a printing job done. Forgot to have lunch I was so excited. Locked my car key in the boot. Waited an hour in the sun in all black to make sure I didn’t get a parking ticket whilst trying to get said key out. Got stuck in traffic for half an hour only to find I’d just moved under 100 metres. Accidentally had the thermostat cranked up to 40C the whole journey. All of this, just to get to a screening.

Then when I got there….

Shrimp emotions. The atmosphere was incredible. Got there 3 hours early. Immediately bonded with people, and it just felt so warm and exciting. I passed round the Eccles cakes in its little (very large) Antichrist basket. We all counted down with the timer waiting for the episodes to start. The episodes were amazing, and I have to thank @neil-gaiman for making this season come true - it was everything I hoped for and more, and I think that’ll be the case for pretty much everyone. I wouldn’t trade this experience for the world, even if I had to live through this morning 20x over.

Trust me when I say you’re not prepared for season 2. No one is.

Anyways here’s a picture of the cakes in their basket:

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens screening #neil gaiman #like seriously I put like 10 hours into making these cakes so I’m so so happy they went down well. #I hope everyone that was there liked them #its my dream to one day give Neil Gaiman one of my home baked Eccles cakes #anyways #I even got a little poster! I’m gonna treasure it #thank you for making such an amazing thing that has literally shaped my outlook on life and become one of my favourite pieces of media ever #now that I’ve seen eps 1 and 2 I REALLY do not want to Wait to See #mr Neil Gaiman you are insane for this plot #it’s so fun and I never know what to expect #primepremiere #goodomens2 #EDIT: I WAS NOT PREPARED I WAS DEFINITELY NOT PREPARED

[vanhelsingapologist]

Publishing has always been a fucking nightmare, but now it’s a layer of hell. It’s not enough that writers be good at what they do. Writers have to maintain an active social media presence and cultivate a following. Be available.

They have to be conventionally attractive enough to look good enough to see on a screen, aesthetically pleasing, kind, funny, up-to-date on trends, socially aware but not so controversial that they turn off a brand from California from slapping their discount code on a video promoting a book.

They have to do all of this with no media training, with little help from the companies that are supposed to be doing this for them.

Of course, a lot of this isn't possible for say, the 40-something mother of two who teaches English at a school and writes on the side. She’s boxed out of an already complex industry that already has enough walls.

On some level, I think authors have always marketed themselves a little, but we’ve reached such a crazy point where we’re demanding the author become the influencer. Accessibility in publishing has narrowed from an inch to a sliver. And that inch was hard enough to get in as is.

#This is about traditional publishing but there’s pretty privilege and ageism in self publishing too #I can’t think of the last time I saw an up and coming author recording videos who was over thirty #And frankly that’s a shame #It could be that I’m not looking hard enough #but it’s more likely that algorithms are trained the way they are #truly I don’t think they should have to do any of that at all #And forgive me but (and I know it’s rich because I’m an artist on a platform) but art shouldn’t be at the mercy of an algorithm #Now there’s also something to be said about self publishing becoming easier and easier to achieve success in #And doors opening because of influencer status is real and makes publishing wider in a way #But that doesn’t mean it’s accessible #I’m not gonna plaster my health issues over the wall but that life is certainly not accessible to me! #are you healthy enough to write and make sure people on social media still want to like your stuff #are you mentally well enough to be your own pr #I’m sure people who have studied this have more to say and have said it better but this is what I’ve observed #writing #publishing #publishing industry

[tombstoneswerewaiting]

something about how ioh, folie, mania, and smfs are all connected and i’m not normal about it

#pete babe u doing ok? #these songs are all either my no.1 or no.2 on their album so i’m not doing great with this one #finding parallels in fob songs is making my brain explode #fall out boy #fob #pete wentz #patrick stump #andy hurley #joe trohman #folie a deux #infinity on high #mania #so much for stardust #the (after) life of the party #disloyal order of water buffaloes #hold me tight or don’t #what a time to be alive