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casablancarossa · 2 months
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Follow your body rhythm..
<<a [medium spicy] taemin x reader scenario>>
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Pairing: Taemin x Female!Reader
Genre: Slightly smutty.
Content Warning: Not Advised for Minors. Minors DNI. Usage of pet names.
Synopsis: In preparing for your comeback, your practice session is rudely interrupted by your ex-boyfriend and suddenly bad ideas become good ones.
Author's Note: Sometimes the way that man dances is just so sinful. Like sir who allowed you. Do you think his hip rolls in bed are just as lethal?
The music pulsated a little too loud in your head this time. Maybe that's what happens after 6 hours on the floor without taking a break, but you would get so lost in the zone, and no one else was in the studio to really remind you to chill out for a bit.
As the last note rang through the room, it was like it had hit an off switch in your body and now you are on the floor, breathing so heavily and out of breath. Your vision wasn't any better as it felt like the room was spinning and honestly you'd had better vision, blind drunk without your contact lenses than you do now. Your eyes flutter shut as you bring up your arm to cover your eyes for a bit, audibly panting as you unzip your hoodie to cool your body off.
"Mmm, be careful, being a temptress could get you hurt", a voice reacted seeing your sweatpants riding low on your hips, paired with a half mesh sports bra, almost leaving nothing to the imagination as your breasts practically pool over the top.
The sudden presence of someone shocked you and you didn't even think twice to stand up and bow your back, greeting whoever was in the room. "Hello, sunbae!", your voice tried to sound respectful and less annoyed and by the time you stand fully straight, you noticed it was Taemin standing at the doorway of the dance studio, leaning against the doorframe with his arms folded. "Oh--it's ... you", the words left your breathless as you collapse down onto the ground again.
Taemin's eyes widened, flinching to reach out to you, witnessing your body drop, but seeing you groan in anger as you shift to sit up, pressing your back against the cool mirror. "Sorry, sunbae, I'll leave in a bit, just.. let me catch my breath.." you mumbled, throwing your head back to rest against the mirror.
"Working hard again hm? How's prepping for your comeback?" Taemin smiled as he steps into the room, walking towards you.
"Shit.."
"It can't be that bad..."
"I think I prefer it when I used to be a back-up dancer"
"3 years as an idol can feel like a lifetime, I suppose. Boa-noona misses you by the way. " Taemin smirks, settling down beside you.
"Has it only been three years?" , your eyes roll just enough that Taemin makes a note of it before you lie back down on the ground, suddenly feeling less pressure to leave.
"And yet you still use our studio..", he mused quietly.
Your turn your head to get a view of Taemin before rolling your eyes once more and stare at the ceiling. If it has been 3 years since you debuted, then it has been almost 4 years since you broke up with Taemin and roughly a few weeks since you last hooked up with him.
Taemin and you are old enough to know what you two were doing , and within reason, it was absolutely insane and totally wrong. The both of you were never really the 'casual sex' type of people but at the same time, you two never really had a deep meaningful conversation to know where you both stand together. You had prioritized your career, and so did Taemin, and unsurprisingly the two of you had needs. Sexual needs, that only you two could fulfil for each other.
Every morning after a 'playtime sessions' (you two have labelled it as such), you and Taemin would laugh about it over coffee, claiming that the previous night was going to be the last time and then acknowledge later on that 'last time' was not going to the 'last time'. But it worked for the both of you or at least you though it did.
"When's your first stage? How long is the promo?" Taemin's questions pulls you out of your thoughts.
"Jeez mom, relax." you giggled "Promo for 3 weeks and first stage is I think in 2 weeks, maybe later"
Taemin nodded his head and ponders for a moment before scooting his body across the floor to lie down beside you, resting on his elbows. His eyes bore holes into your body as he slowly analyses your face, biting his lips by the time his eyes cast over your plump lips, to your jawline, downwards your neck and continuing further to just the top of your exposed cleavage. He curses to himself internally, he was a fool to have let you go this long.
"So... anyone catch your eye recently?" Taemin tries to downplay his curiosity but his words carried the tone of spite behind it.
"Depends, any of your peers curious?" you hummed lightly, rotating your head to look at Taemin's reaction through his reflection. "You know, I did miss the chance to give my number to Taeyong oppa, do you think he'd still be interested?"
Taemin's face did not disappoint, you could see his jaw clench at the mention of Taeyong's name before muttering audible curses, thinking you wouldn't hear him. A fog washed over his gaze, he was deep in thought, the same blank stare he would give when he was angry. It would all steep deep in his core and he would never let it bubble over. Taemin's anger scared you before. The empty hooded gaze, the low voice, the way he'd flex his hands open only to ball up into a tight fist along with the sickly sweet tone he would adopt that has nothing but malice behind it. He mouths Taeyong's name, each time looking more and more annoyed.
You reach over to flick Taemin's forehead, sighing as you roll onto your side, looking at him. "Oppa, I was joking. Relax.."
He doesn't react, but his eyes were now on you and it felt hot and uncomfortable, like you were being judged.
"You say this, but I know he is featured in your stage as the male dance partner", Taemin's voice betrayed his apparent 'no-shits-given' appearance with a jealous tone.
"Aww baby, are you jealous?" you teased lightly, while your hand reaches up to caress his cheeks.
Instantly he melts with your touch as his head leans into your hold. You haven't called him by any sort of pet-name in a very long time. Taemin didn't even realize how much he missed it until he heard it from you. His reaction to your touch catches you off guard, quickly you pull your hand away and pull yourself upwards to a standing position, somewhat struggling to convince your body to do anything but stay beside Taemin.
"Ah oppa, I'll just get my stuff and you can have the studio" you announced without looking at him and when he gave no verbal cue back, you start walking away to the benches, quickly gathering your stuff, carelessly piling them into your duffel bag.
It was all the sudden, and you didn't even hear Taemin move across the floor, hell you didn't even hear him calling out your name, but out of nowhere, his hand was on your wrist, pulling you towards him, physically shortening the distance you created between you two. "Dance with me, y/n."
"What?"
"I've sat in a few of Taeyong's practices with the choreographer. I'd like to think I know the dance pretty well."
You stare at Taemin with wide eyes, slightly shocked unsure how to respond.
"Your phone is still connected right?" he said firmly, turning on his heel to walk towards the speakers, grabbing your phone and pausing to look at you.
Accept now and you'd look to eager. Reject and you'd be considered pretty rude. No one ever denies Taemin a chance to dance, whether he is pushing his back-up dancers for one more round, or inviting an idol to perform a song with him, and you would be no different. Without saying anything, the action of dropping whatever was in your hand while peeling off your hoodie, and walking to the middle of the studio was enough of an answer to the senior idol, who quickly presses play and shuffle.
Your body shifts into your starting position with Taemin standing off to the side, waiting for the cue to begin. As the beat drops and music plays, you begin to dance your routine as you always have but now instead of practicing it alone, you had someone with you instead. Technically, there was a list of male idols who you would share the stage with for the duration of your promotions, but you actually had not practiced with any of them yet.
It really didn't click in your head that the dance was really intimate in some ways and maybe you might be faced with a lot of hate for performing a sensual dance, with a male idol. You think it's rather tasteful, and quite a technical dance. You would count the beats in your head until Taemin's cue to essentially slide into his spot so you two could dance together.
Every longing pause, every hit of the beat, every sway of the hips, Taemin matched your rhythm and movement perfectly. Effortlessly, there was no hesitation when Taemin's body would be pressed against yours, or when you would need to lean on him as he supports your weight for a twirl. Suddenly the choreo felt electric. Any time Taemin's hands would be positioned at your hips, he would grip lightly, causing a hitch in your breath and those ghostly touches would fluidly move around your body when the choreo needed it.o
When your faces would meet, he'd have this alluring, almost seductive stare. Taemin wouldn't hold back during parts that required 'closeness' and would purposely graze, occasionally bumping his lips against the skin of your arm or shoulders.
"Mmm, tell me you aren't tempted to ditch Taeyong and have me as your partner instead" Taemin muses into your ear as he pauses.
You sigh, slightly annoyed, dropping out of your own pose to flick Taemin at the forehead. "Idiot. You are jealous"
"Why would I be? I'm not the jealous type. If you really want to dance with Yongie.. then fine." his voice laced with defeat and annoyance.
"Taem... come on. It's me. Be honest"
"Okay, maybe I am a bit jealous.." Taemin sighs as he reaches his arm out to hook around your waist, pulling you to him. "I can't help it...something about you, just makes it hard to control myself.."
"Yeah right.."
"Do I need to remind you?"
"Ah ah ah, you don't have to" you let out an annoyed groan.
At your protests, Taemin attempts to pick you up, wrapping your legs around his waist as he support you by your ass. The sudden movement causes you to yelp, trying to smack his shoulders as your arms cling around his neck. You and Taemin have been far more intimate than this but you couldn't help but to be shy at this moment. He had a childish smile on his face as he walks in circles around the studio, carrying you up and playing childish tricks on you, by pretending to drop you.
Each time you felt a pit in your stomach, you would wrap your arms tighter around him. The closeness of your two bodies gave you the chills. Did he get stronger? Why does it feel like his grip has gotten tighter? Does he look at me the same way I look at him? Thoughts flooded your brain, but it was suddenly interrupted by a cold shock running down your body.
Taemin had taken the liberty to walk towards the large mirrors, slamming your body against the cool screen, making you hiss a little. He uses the friction and leverage to slightly hoist you a little higher so he would be head height with your chest.
"Ow? What was that for?" you questioned, but there was quiver in your voice and that unmistakable glint in your eye like something had triggered within you.
"Oh sorry, I distinctively remember, that you love being pinned to the wall" the snarky yet alluring comment from Taemin caused your legs to tremble and suddenly your arousal made its presence known.
"Seriously in the studio? Where people can walk in?"
"Don't you think it's fun that way? Besides Y/N..I'm hungry" Taemin flashes a quick dirty smile before latching his lips at the top of your breasts, clamping down with a needy bite.
You barely had time to react, groaning as your head throws back. You would wantonly mewl Taemin's name as his teeth navigated closer to the hem of your sports bra, nipping at the fabric to release your nipple from its confinements. Your head lowers just in time to see him lick his lips, immediately going for the sensitive bud. "Ah..Taem..min..nggh", your words fail you.
Taemin's eyes look up to see your panting reddened face. Nothing excited him more that looking at your panicked, aroused state.
"It's about that time again Y/N..." he whispers lowly, the cool air of his breath gives you goosbumps. "Time for us to commit sin against god"
"Here, I was thinking that last time was the last time.." you chuckled, feeling a sudden twinge in your lower region.
"Oh baby, you and I both know, that's never going to happen" Taemin pushes his neck out so he could nip at your throat, before lovingly decorating it with kisses and bites.
You could only hum and lose yourself in his actions. Those damn lips were a curse, a curse you never wanted to end. It wasn't long before your fingers were wrapped in Taemin's hair, pulling him closer to you, letting him ravish you. Just beneath you, you could also feel his need for you pressing into your thigh and you couldn't help but shift just to feel it more at the spots that mattered.
"What's this princess? I though the studio was too lowly for you", he chuckles.
"Mmf, Taemin.. I can't.. I think I need you now..." you managed to speak in staggered breath.
Taemin grants you a moment of relief as your lips collide to a passionate kiss. Full of want and hotness. You couldn't help but cup his face in your hands as your tongues begin to dance, the way you two would hungrily bite each others lips.
In the deep desire to make Taemin's idol life harder, you wanted to lay your mark. Your fingers once more curl into Taemin's dark locks, now grabbing a fistful and yanking his head back so you can grant him the same 'gifts' he has blessed your neck with.
Taemin lowly growls, finding the dominance you were displaying very attractive. So he continues to allow you to place the bites. He is a grown man and resourced with talented makeup artists; a few hickeys would be no problem. What took him off guard was the way your free hand slipped to the base of his neck, applying slight pressure that ellicited a delightful moan out of him.
"Princess.. you are playing a dangerous game" he snarls, immediately grabbing your wrist and pinning it to the mirrored wall along with the slight slam of your body.
"Why? Scared I'd win..",you cocked a single brow up, taunting Taemin.
"Only because I'd let you win. Don't forget the only one begging and screaming is you.." he chuckles.
A foreign voice suddenly erupts. "Taemin-ah! Taemin-ah! Are you here Taemin-ah?"
As the door of the studio swings open, you had never found yourself and Taemin move so quick as you unfurl your legs as he quickly but gently lets you down before taking a step back.
"Oh hyung I'm here" Taemin calls out as his eyes widened staring at your chest, reaching out to quickly raise the fabric of your sport bra to hide your nipple.
"Oh Taemin you're here. Ah Y/N too. You were practicing too huh"
You raise your head to see Euisoo walking towards you two with coffee in hand. You quickly bow in greeting and keeping your head down, you rush towards your bag, picking it up from the floor and grabbing your hoodie and zipping it up to cover yourself more.
"I'm.. uh... I finished practicing.. I'll uhhh... I'll get out of your way" you stumbled to find your words after almost being caught by Taemin's manager.
Your feet quickly shuffled towards the speakers and unplugging your phone before heading to the door. You bow once more, waving your hands out to Euisoo and Taemin.
"Umm.. bye. I'll uhh.. I'll see you guys around." you nervously laughed before leaving the room.
Euisoo and Taemin chuckle to themselves, seeing you extra flustered.
Meanwhile you take the phone into your hand trying to think of what to send to Taemin as you navigate your way out of the building.
*beep beep*
Y/N sent a message : Name a place and time. Tonight. I'll show you, I can win the game too.
Despite the fact Euisoo rambling on about future schedules in line for Taemin, the idol only chuckles at the sight of your message, immediately coming up with a response.
Taemin sent a message: How about your place? Let's give your housemates something to talk about.
Y/N sent a message: Fine. But you better bring beer and rabboki.
Taemin sent a message: Food and drinks. Check. By the way, loser wears a collar for their next stage. ♥️
Y/N sent a message: 🥵 Can't wait.
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armysantiny · 6 months
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Dry Ink – LMH
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P: Mark x gender neutral reader | G: drabble, fluff, comfort | Inc: writer!reader, taking a break, writer's block, movie night, falling asleep on Mark | Wc: 439 | W: food (bc snacks) | R: G
Min's notes: originally wrote this to try and combat my writer's block... it took me a month.
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It hurts as y/n drops their pen for the nth time that afternoon, frustrated with the minimal progress of the story they’re putting together. The scene has them stuck, laughing in the writer’s face as writer’s block hits them over the head. Writing is easy, it’s what y/n is good at, what their career has been built on, so why are they having trouble now?
It's just some damn words on—
“You alright in there, babe?” Mark’s voice calls out, breaking through the deafening silence in y/n’s office. “It’s been like, six hours? Do you, I dunno, wanna take a break for a bit?”
It’s been that long?
Defeated, y/n nods, getting out of their seat and following their boyfriend into the living room. The exhaustion of hours of mental effort hits as soon as they make contact with the sofa, sitting down with a drawn-out yawn. They could do with a nap. Or two. Or three. Mark returns to the living room a short while later as well, a tray of snacks in his hands and a blanket bundled under his arm, which y/n takes and buries themselves under.
“Room for one more under there?” Mark grins, bringing y/n into his arms the moment he sits down and gets under the blanket. “Up for binging movies tonight? Get you back in that creative~ mood of yours.”
“Two birds, one stone?”
“Bingo~! I know some shitty ones we can laugh at too~.” Y/n rolls their eyes, commenting on the cheesiness of Mark’s reply while they choose the first of many movies. Mark’s embrace is warm, comforting and they relax into his arms as the first movie begins to play. It’s helpful; watching film and tv when the creative cogs grind to their eventual halt, exhausted of inspiration.
The sun is setting by the time the credits of the third movie start to roll across the screen, one tired y/n resting their head on Mark’s chest. He’s drumming his fingers against their arm, and a ghost of inspiration haunts the back of y/n’s mind. Enough inspiration to brainstorm for a few hours and get back to the story waiting for them in their office.
But they’re rather comfy now and getting up and heading into their office instead of staying under the blanket is simply far too much effort.
“Mark?” Y/n hums, tired, as they meet their boyfriend’s gaze. “Do me a favour?”
Mark nods, “sure, what is it?”
“Mind listening to me list off ideas?” They ask, “I can’t be asked to move right now. Too comfortable.”
Mark just laughs, hearts in his eyes.
“Sure, hit me with ‘em.”
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nso-csi · 7 months
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231103 NME interview
Taemin on ‘Guilty’: “I think it’s more attractive to make the negative look beautiful”
“I like to separate the personas. It’s like actors, who separate the person and the character”
“On that vague border between good and bad / You played the fool for me,” Taemin whispers on his newest single, ‘Guilty’. In the music video, faceless hands grab his neck, rearrange his body, control him in a suffocating atmosphere. But don’t be mistaken – he’s the one playing here. It’s his own hand who snakes underneath his shirt, shutting him up as he proclaims, “You got me G-U-I-L-T-Y.”
Which brings us to Taemin’s definition of love: “There’s different forms. There is love that you receive from your parents, the love from your girlfriend or boyfriend, and the love from fans. But there’s always a sacrifice, and pushing someone to sacrifice is also love.” Admitting to the shadow side of love, the side that no one wants or expects, is a wisdom that he acquired with time. “There are a lot of things I gain from being a singer but, at the same time, there are lots of things I have to give up, and these are the ones I emphasised in this single.”
 “I learned to be careful to trust someone, because it really hurts when someone suddenly disappoints you,” he says. “It’s very important in relationships to be careful about what you talk and what you do.”
“I like to separate the personas. It’s like actors, who separate the person and the character,” he explains. “Off stage, I think I’m more playful and simpler, like a little kid.”
While reminiscing about this dichotomy, he goes as far as to compare his life to the 1998 satirical drama The Truman Show. “In the movie, Jim Carey realises that everyone has been watching him at the end. I came to SM [Entertainment] when I was 12 years old, and the period of time when I was training, my debut, all the moments where I was growing up were shared and seen by a lot of people, so I relate to that,” he explains.
“Like when you’re writing a journal, I find that I’m able to organise what I learned and what I think through the albums that I release”
“It covers a lot of topics about breaking taboos, and I thought about how this can reflect on my music and the perspective I put into it. For example, showing skin is still a taboo, so when a male performer rips their shirt and the crowd goes wild, I wanted to understand and incorporate the concept of breaking that taboo.”
“I have a very different lifestyle than most people, and I realised that, because of my career, I receive a lot of love and support. I knew it in my head, but now I feel it in my skin. Many people my age are still finding their way, so I feel very fortunate to have found out what I love to do,” he adds.
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mymoodwriting · 3 months
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Request for Anon (Exs To Lovers With Idol!Taemin) 1.9k, exs to lovers au, idol au, idol reader, awkwardness, singing, tears, confessions, apologies, dancing (@starillusion13)
“Too young, too dumb to realize…”
Taemin perked up when he heard a familiar voice, looking around for the source. His manager noticed his confusion and gestured over to the TV. A music video was playing, and then he knew why he recognized the voice. It was yours, your beautiful voice and face on the screen. You were having a comeback. He didn’t keep up with your activities, but it seemed that this song had gone viral and was being played everywhere. His manager was about to change it, but he was okay with letting it play. It’s been a long while since he’s heard you sing.
“Shoulda gave you all my hours, when I had the chance…”
The video showed you going around with who seemed to be playing as your boyfriend. You were going on dates, but after a moment it would show you doing all these things alone. It was a bit amusing, given that this was all familiar to him. This was a heartbreak song after all. He understood the words, the meaning they held, and who it was meant for. He couldn’t help but wonder if your fans knew who this was about too. The older ones probably did, but the newer ones may not.
“Now I’ll never, never get to clean up the mess I made, and that haunts me every time I close my eyes…”
This song was one of your originals. Something you had probably been working on for years, and were only able to release it now. Your contract had been up for renewal recently, so you probably negotiated for this, and more. Although it made him wonder, if this song was going viral, was that a good thing or a bad thing.
“Although it hurts, I’ll be the first to say, I was wrong, I know I’m probably much too late to try and apologize for my mistakes but I just want you to know…”
Taemin was interrupted out of his thoughts when his stylist told him that they were done and he was ready to go. He finished dressing, glancing over at TV to see the end of it all. You had some flowers in your hand, walking in a garden when you spotted your ex-boyfriend with another. The flowers fell to the floor, the petals scattering in the wind.
“I hope she buys you flowers, I hope she holds your hand, gives you all her hours when she has the chance, takes you to every party ‘cause I remember how much you love to dance… do all the things I should’ve done, when I was with you… do all the things I should’ve done… when I was with you…”
🖤
“Taemin, are you alright?”
“Hm?”
“You seem a little bit out of it.”
“I’m fine…”
“It’s the video isn’t it?”
“What are you talking about?”
“Anyone who knows anything about anything knows that song was about you.” His manager said. “Don’t know why she’s dragging this all up to the surface now but-
“I’m fine.”
“Taemin, I’m not asking cause I want to bring this up, but… one of your upcoming schedules is with her.”
“What?”
“It’s a variety show, and she was a last minute addition due to her song going viral. Your schedules never lined up back then, so this would be a first, but I understand if you don’t want to do it. There’s no problem canceling. More attention would be on her anyway.”
“I’m not canceling.”
“Taemin-”
“It’s all in the past anyway. I have no problem facing her.”
“Are you sure about this?”
“Yes. I can’t avoid her forever anyway, not in this industry.”
Taemin was trying to be strong, but he was nervous. He hadn’t seen you in so long he wasn’t sure what you’d be like. Upon arriving at the location he saw that his dressing room was right next to yours. He could hear his manager already making a fuss about it but he said nothing. That is until he walked in and found some flowers on the table. Taemin didn’t pay them any mind and began preparing for the show. He was a bit nervous whenever he heard a knock, expecting you, but it never was. He thought he’d see you before the show, but instead he saw you when he went to the stage. You were sitting next to each other.
“Hi, Taemin, it’s nice to see you again.”
“Yeah.”
The show went on as he expected. He had done many of these before. It was a bit strange to be here with you though, given that he never shared a stage with you. His gaze couldn’t help but linger on you, seeing you smile and laugh. You had gotten good at the whole idol business. After all the games and pranks everyone was winding down. That’s when the host asked you about your latest hit.
“I honestly never expected such a song from you.” The host admitted. “Even today, you’re so full of energy and joyful. How is it that you wrote such a heartbreaking song?”
“Ah, well, as you said, I’m usually so cheerful, and I wanted to do something different this time. I wanted to be honest and deep, especially with my fans. There’s more to me than just my smile.”
“Truly. Tell me, was there something, or someone, in mind while you wrote this? It really seems like this song comes from the heart.”
“It does. Honestly this song was written for someone, and I’m sure they know who they are.”
“Oh, are you really just gonna tease us like this?”
“I won’t say anything more about who I wrote this for.”
“Wow, it makes it all the more interesting. Speaking of, Taemin.”
“Hm?”
“The song is a bit similar to yours isn’t it? 2 Kids.”
“Ah, a bit. They’re both songs about heartbreak.” Taemin explained. “Although they’re in different stages. When I Was With You takes place at the end of the heartache, when one has moved on, leaving the other to reminisce about the past. We see our main character let go, expressing their regrets, and wishing their former lover the best. Whereas 2 Kids focuses on the beginning of heartbreak, still feeling the pain and full of regret for their actions, swimming in the what ifs of the relationship.”
“Wow, very insightful. So then how do you feel about y/n’s song? Do you think the intended party would like it?”
“I mean… I can feel the heart in it, the sincerity, so I would hope the recipient understands the other’s feelings, but I’m not so sure if it would end in forgiveness.”
Things shifted gears from there, trying to create a lighter atmosphere before the end of the show. You honestly don’t know how you kept your cool. To be fair there was plenty going on around you to distract yourself. Once done filming you chatted with some of the other stars there, getting many congratulations on your win. Taemin was nowhere to be seen, which you expected. You didn’t think he’d want to see you, especially after being forced to sit next to you, and answering questions about your song. After you spoke with everyone you went back to your dressing room, ready to get your things and get going.
“We were just two kids… too young and dumb…”
You were startled by finding Taemin in your dressing room. As soon as the initial shock passed you got a bit shy, lowering your gaze.
“Hi… how… how you been? Good I suppose, since you got great music and a successful career.”
“Congratulations on your comeback win.”
“Ta… thanks…”
“Hm…”
It was silent for a moment, a long while actually. All you knew was Taemin was sitting on the couch, but you could feel his gaze on you. This was probably your only chance to be honest, so you had to be.
“I’m sorry, Taemin.” You said nervously. “I don’t expect your forgiveness or anything, but I had to say it. I’m really sorry. I hope we’re not awkward in the future, and I’ll do my best not to bother you either.”
“Y/n.” There was a knock at the door. “We need to get going.”
“I’ll be out in a bit.” You bowed to Taemin. “It really was nice seeing you again.”
You went to grab your things when you suddenly heard a lock, looking back to see Taemin locking the door.
“Taemin-”
“What are you sorry for?”
“I…”
“Tell me honestly.”
You took a breath. “I’m sorry for all the miscommunication… for not realizing how much you needed me, and not treating you right. I was dumb, unsure of what we were, and instead of speaking to you about it I kept it a secret. As if I’d get the answer somehow. I was filled with doubts and that ate me up from the inside. You’re such a star, an incredible person on and off the stage, I couldn’t see myself standing by your side. I thought I was more of a burden to you than anything else. I’m so sorry… I shouldn’t have been so scared to be honest with you, but instead I took the easy way out. I regret hurting you, and I’m sorry for everything I did.”
“If you could go back… would you change anything?”
“Yes… I’d do better by you… treat you better and be someone you could be proud of…”
You didn’t know when the tears had started falling. You didn’t want to cry in front of Taemin, not like this. You wanted to leave, but you could feel the pain in your chest, finally able to speak the truth. The tears blurred your vision and you tried to be quiet. You were so focused on yourself you didn’t notice Taemin stepping towards you, not until he reached for your hands, taking them in his and pulling you close. As you dried your tears your eyes met Taemin’s, seeing the bits of tears he was holding back too. Without  realizing you two started slow dancing, moving gently, side to side.
“Sing for me.” Taemin requested. “Your song.”
“… too young… too dumb… to realize… that I should’ve bought you flowers…”
“You don’t need to get me flowers.”
“… and held your hand…”
“Hold them tight.” Taemin pressed a kiss against your hand. “Like this.”
“… shoulda gave you all my hours… when I had the chance…”
“We’re both busy with our careers, but we can set time aside for each other. I don’t want you to stress yourself out.”
“… take you to every party… cause I remember how much you love to dance…”
“We don’t need parties, I just want to dance with you like this.”
You wound up resting your head against Taemin’s chest as you both moved together. Hearing his heartbeat, the soothing rhythm, it made a few more silent tears fall.
“I didn’t like your music video.”
“Huh?”
“It hurt to see you so happy and sad back to back. It was wrong.”
“Was it?”
“I never want to see you sad, and I want to be the reason you’re happy.”
‘Taemin…”
“Hm?”
“Can we… can we really try again?”
“What do you think?”
“I know better now, I won’t hide… and I have so many things I never did for you…”
“I’d like to try again too.” Taemin pressed a kiss against your head. “Do you still have my number?”
“Of course.”
“Call me.”
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Heartbreak - Lee Taemin
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A/N: To the anon that requested this. I am not good with headcanon's, so this has become a fic.
W/C: 1.4K
Note: Blank blogs will be blocked. I don’t trust y’all, so make sure you have your age in your bio/desc or something on your blog. Minors DNI.
Warnings: Angst, break up, make up, exes to friends.
Age Warning: None for this work.
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You never thought the day would come when you would run into your ex-boyfriend, Taemin, again, and never in your wildest dreams did you think you would find him on your doorstep with a sheepish smile on his lips and an apologetic look in his eyes.
“Taemin… what are you doing here?” You breathe out in shock. Your hand gripped the wooden door tightly, you could feel your hand starting to cramp up, the last memory of him that you had was of him walking out the door and leaving you behind with a broken heart about five years ago.
You clutch the knife in your hand as you slowly put your fork down on the table, you can feel your heart pinching in pain as you stare at Taemin, on the outside you look emotionless, but on the inside, you are falling apart.
“This, what we have,” He says. “It’s not working, we have been fighting for weeks about literally anything and everything, and we can’t even find a middle ground,” You had been fighting for weeks when you had tried to talk to him, but your conversations would always end in a fight, you weren’t sure what had happened, but you were tired of it as well. However, you still wanted to fight for what you had with him, you still wanted to work things out with him, but it seemed like he had given up.
“I’ve tried talking to you, Taemin,” You say. You watch him stand from his chair but keep your eyes straight ahead. “But you keep blowing up on me, you don’t want to tell me why, don’t you think I’m tired of that also?” You tried to remain calm and keep your voice even as you spoke. “You keep pushing me away when I try to break through to you,” You put the knife down on the table and slowly lift your gaze to look at his face. “What’s going on? Is something bothering you at work?” You watch his jaw clench. “Let me guess, I wouldn’t understand?” You stand from your chair, walk around the table, and approach him. “I’ve heard it over and over the past few weeks.”
“Well, I don’t think I’m wrong,” He says. You stop in front of him and your gaze hardens. “You wouldn’t understand what’s happening, or going on, so why should I bother trying to explain it to you?”
“Because I’m your partner!” You say a bit too loudly. You clear your throat and glance at the plate on the table, that was still untouched by him. “I can try to understand, or make me understand, Taemin,” You lift your gaze to meet his, but he does everything to avoid meeting your eyes. “Even if I don’t understand, it would be better for you to let it out, instead of keeping it all inside.”
“Why should I bother?!” He says loudly, making you flinch and take a step back from him. “I would be wasting my breath, and my time!” You could feel your eyes burning as tears began to form in them, his words were harsh and cutting you like a knife. “You will never understand, so it’s best we end things now before either of us gets hurt even more.”
“Taemin…” You whisper, and reach out for him, only for him to pull his arm away and take a step back. You feel your tears spill down your cheeks at that movement, it felt like a knife had been jabbed into your heart. He turns around and makes his way towards the door, you watch him pull it open and look back at you.
“I’ll come for my things later, or throw them out,” He says before he walks out the door and shuts it. As it shuts, your knees buckle, and you crumble to the floor, Is this really it? Was this really the end between you both?
You hadn’t heard from him for two weeks before you had boxed up his things and sent them to his company before letting the landlord know that you would be moving out by the end of the week. You weren’t ever expecting to see Taemin in front of you again, especially not willingly.
“Can I come in?” He asks, he almost looks uncertain about what he is asking. “Only if it’s just for a minute,” You step aside and he slowly enters your apartment. “Thank you,” You close the door once he is inside and turn towards him.
“Do you want to sit down?” You ask. He shakes his head, and you watch as he begins to fiddle with his fingers. “Okay, then maybe you can explain what you’re doing here and how you found me?”
“Well, I had asked around,” He says. “We have some mutual friends,” You nod your head. He takes in a deep breath. “And for why I’m here… well, I would like to apologise for five years ago,” You feel a pinch in your heart. “I had no right to be like that towards you, treat you like that…”
“Taemin,” You begin, only for him to lift his hand and stop you from saying more.
“I was going through things, and feelings and emotions that I couldn’t explain or even understand, but that’s no excuse for my behaviour,” He says. “And I needed to come and apologise for that, for treating you like that all those years ago,” You nod your head, waiting for him to continue. “I know I’m five years too late, but I’m truly sorry for my words and my behaviour towards you.”
“Well…” You quietly say. “I appreciate you apologising to me for that, I am also sorry for what was said during that time,” He shakes his head and lifts his hands.
“No, no, you don’t need to apologise, you tried your hardest to get me to open up to you, but I was just being foolish,” He says and lowers his hands. “And I hope that we can become friends again, I would completely understand if you wouldn’t want that,” You softly smile at him.
“You do know that it would take a while for both of us to be able to trust one another completely again and that it will be hard work, right?” You ask. He nods his head. “Then we can give it a shot,” You knew that it would take you a while to trust him fully again, but hopefully one day you could have a beautiful friendship with him again. “Would you like to come over for a movie sometime?”
“I would like that, but can we make it at my place?” He asks. “I recently got two cats and I don’t want to leave them alone for too long during the evenings,” You nod your head.
“You should have started with your cats, I would have immediately agreed to be friends with you again,” You jokingly say. He chuckles and gives an apologetic look. “Just let me know the day and the time, and I’ll see if I can be there.”
“I will do that,” He says. “Can you give me your number, so we can arrange this?” You nod your head and walk past him towards the couch where you had your phone on charge, you unplug it and turn towards him, handing your phone to him. “Thank you,” You watch as he enters his number before you hear a buzz coming from his pocket. “I just sent a message to my phone, so I can save your number,” He hands your phone back to you and you lock it. “Thank you for your time, Y/n.”
“Thank you for coming all the way here to apologise,” You say. “It means a lot to me,” He nods his head, giving you a small smile. “Send me a picture of your cats, okay?” He laughs and nods his head as he begins making his way towards the door.
“I will, I’ll take one ASAP when I get home to send to you,” He says. You walk behind him towards the door. “Take care, Y/n,” He opens the door and steps outside.
“You too, Taemin,” You say. He walks down the hallway towards the elevator, and you watch him until he steps into the elevator before giving him a wave, he returns the wave, a bigger smile now on his lips, and it seems like a mountain had been lifted from his shoulders. It felt the same for you, like a mountain that had weighed you down for five years had finally been lifted.
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Broken hearts can heal - Choi Minho SHINee Fanfic - Chapter I - How we all met
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Story masterlist - please consult it for the summary of the story, trigger warnings etc.
Chapter I - Wattpad link
Chapter II
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Chapter I - How we all met
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"Da-Eun, can you bring the glasses please?!" Kibum shouted after you from the living room just as you prepared a charcuterie board.
"I'm kinda busy!" You shouted back, trying to create the perfect salami rose to display in the middle of your arrangement of expensive cheeses, grapes and crackers. "Come get them yourself!"
"But I'm cleaning!"
"And I'm 3 months pregnant!"
"Almost 4!" He shouted again, making you laugh. "I want to get over with the preparations quicker!" He whined.
"And I wanna rest because my feet are swollen and I'm nauseous. But here I am making food!" You shouted back, still laughing. He knew you were just playing around and that preparing this food arrangement didn't bother you at all, even if you truly felt a bit nauseous and your feet hurt.
Kibum stuck his head out through the kitchen's opened door and smiled at you lovingly.
"Hey." He said. He was just so cute.
"Hey." You said back, and you couldn't help but walk over to him and peck his lips.
"The wine glasses?" He grinned mischievously.
"You're taking advantage of my kindness." You whispered and cupped his cheeks, holding on to them tight. "You're lucky I love you."
"Yea. I really am."
"Three glasses?"
"Four." He corrected you.
"I thought Jinki is not able to make it today?" You raised a brow.
"He isn't, but there's still four of us, right? Minho, Taemin and us."
"I can't drink alcohol, Key." You chuckled.
"No, but I don't want you to feel left out." He pouted. "You can just drink grape juice from it and pretend it's wine!"
"Oh, should I?" You laughed while grabbing four glasses. "It's not like I'm going to be left out anyway, they're basically coming to meet me, no?"
"Speaking of, how's your nerves?" He grabbed the four glasses.
"I mean, it's good that I'll have an ally already."
"Me?" Kibum grinned.
"No, not you, dummy. Taemin. I'm glad I've already met him, and it won't just be... awkward, meeting two new people."
"And here I thought I'm your best ally." Key pouted.
"Of course you are." You kissed him again. "Look, they will be here soon, so I'm going back to this damn rose while I still have the patience for it."
"Good luck! And thanks for these." He smiled, clicking the glasses against each other, and walked out of the kitchen.
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"So, are you nervous?" You whispered, slipping your hand into your boyfriend's while caressing your ever-growing belly with the other.
"Why would I be?" He chuckled. "It's not like I'm the one meeting someone new. It's literally just Minho and Taemin, and we speak all the time anyway."
"I get Taemin. But what about Minho? You still haven't seen him in what, one year?" You smiled, knowing that despite his indifferent appearance, Kibum did miss his friend, and not seeing each other for so long was hard on him, even if he acts annoyed whenever they speak.
"It doesn't matter. We can be away from each other for 15 years and nothing would change between us." He said with a sassy roll of his eyes, making you chuckle. "It was like that when I was in the military, too."
"I hope our baby will have someone like that." You whispered again, more to yourself.
"What about you, Da-Eun? Are you less nervous than two hours ago?" Kibum looked at you, holding your hand tight. He knew about your reluctance of meeting new people, but it was imperative for you to start being around his circle of friends and his family until the baby comes and you get married.
It's a funny thought, eventually having a wedding and being married. You certainly didn't see yourself as the type. Not because there was anything wrong with it, but it just felt... weird to live with someone else, to rely on another person and to show your potential husband not only the good parts, but also the uglier, less appealing ones.
But this is bound to happen, even if it seems a bit too soon. Both of you decided to hold the baptism of your child and the wedding party on the same day, to just have a big celebration of these two big milestones neither of you saw coming so soon in your relationship. You wouldn't have made any plans to get married if it weren't for the baby, since you've only been dating Kibum for a few months by the time you accidentally got pregnant, but now, it had to happen.
Thankfully both of you were very much in love with the other, but since it's all been casual until now, you didn't really meet his friends or anything. Besides Taemin, who you got the pleasure to meet last month, you just met Kibum's family two weeks ago and that didn't go as planned, so yea, it was safe to say you were really nervous about meeting Key's other best friend.
"A bit." You smiled softly, but holding Key's hand made you feel less nervous, and you almost forgot about any discomfort when the doorbell rang, and Minho came through the door with a big bouquet of yellow and white roses.
"Hello!" He came towards you with the biggest smile plastered on his face and handed you the roses. "This is for you."
"Thank you." You smiled.
"I'm Minho, it's so nice to finally meet you, Da-Eun. You're looking amazing. How far along are you?" He said everything in a breath, his openness making you breathe out a sigh of relief and calm down a lot. You were glad he seemed welcoming, at least, compared to Kibum's parents.
"Minho, the pleasure is mine. The flowers are so beautiful, thank you so much. We are so happy you were able to come visit us. I'm around the 16th week mark." You smiled.
"You don't need to be so polite with me, Da-Eun. But he can definitely learn from you." He pointed to Kibum, making you laugh.
"Yah." Key scoffed in disbelief and placed his arms steadily on his hips. "What do you mean to say? Am I not nice?!"
"Of course you are! So, did you miss your big brother?" He winked.
"I'm older than you though?!" Key replied, starting to raise his voice a bit.
"Shhh, what's a couple months?! Mentally I'm older. You should just deal with it." Minho closed his eyes and petted Key's shoulder apologetically while nodding his head, before getting into a fit of laughter.
"So, as you see, Da-Eun, this is my idiot... acquaintance." Key turned to you and faked a smile before dropping his expression into a poker face.
"Acquaintance?! We basically lived together for years!" Minho scoffed in disbelief.
"Are you two always like this?" You chuckled.
"Like what?" Minho grabbed Key's neck and pulled him into a one-sided hug, and you laughed again seeing the grimace on your boyfriend's face.
"Anyway, where is Taemin? I thought you're going to come together." Key intervened and shook his friend's hand away, taking the roses from your hands instead and closing the front door. "Aish, why did you even bring these? What are we supposed to do with flowers? Just bring us money next time!" Kibum scolded Minho with annoyance in his tone.
"Money?! You have enough, though?! Da-Eun, he's always like this. A materialistic prick. To convince him to come to my show I had to buy a fucking bag-"
"Yah, don't talk badly about me to my girlfriend! Where's Taemin, huh?"
"He's running late. He was adamant about bringing the drinks and the fucker- I meant, our dearest Maknae messed up the time and thought we met up at 8."
"8?! That's like, two hours later?" Key slapped his forehead.
"He apparently mistook '18' for '8' and didn't bother checking in with me." Minho shrugged.
You started balancing your weight from one foot to the other, as your feet started to hurt, and you just knew they were getting swollen again. It was hard being pregnant.
"Should we go sit down?" Minho smiled at you, as if he knew you were getting uncomfortable of standing.
"Okay, let's go to the living room." You nodded at him shortly, thanking him for taking care of you.
Key grabbed your hand and sat down next to you on the couch, as Minho began exploring every corner of your apartment.
"Does he usually do this?" You whispered to your boyfriend, who just looked annoyed and scoffed.
"Woah!" Minho spoke loudly from the laundry room. "Everything is so clean! No clothes in the drier?!"
Then, he returned to the living room and examined the table closely.
"And this is spotless. Da-Eun! You're a miracle!" He praised you, and you burst out laughing. What the heck was happening?
"Choi Minho! I'm the one who cleaned the table, okay?!"
"Yet you still let you pregnant soon-to-be-wife do the laundry though, didn't you?"
"Sit down and shut it, will you?" Key rolled his eyes.
"He's working you too hard. I'd beat him up if I were you." Minho sat down and whispered to you, mocking a scared face as soon as his friend made it clear that he, in fact, heard him and started cussing him out and raising his fist in the air.
"Anyway, since Taeminnie isn't here yet with the wine, should I give you some juice from Da-Eun's collection?" Key laughed and petted the back of your head lovingly.
"Hey, you're making me sound like a child!" You retorted. "Minho, I swear I don't only drink juice-"
"Yea, she drinks lemonade too." Key chuckled, kissing your forehead as he stood up.
"When the baby comes, the first thing I'm going to do is get drunk!" You shouted after him and crossed your arms, noticing Minho's smile in front of you.
"You both seem happy together. I'm glad."
"Thank you..." You started fidgeting your fingers. You didn't feel intimidated or anything, but you didn't expect Minho to address your relationship with Key so early into the evening.
"You're both so cute! I bet the baby will be even cuter! I'll be the best uncle to him." He smiled kindly, and you felt your cheeks become red. Minho was a nice person, and you understood why Key always spoke so fondly of him. You were so glad your baby was going to grow up around such amazing people. He was surely going to have such a good childhood with you, Kibum and his three uncles that love him unconditionally already.
And yes, the baby is a he. You found out at your latest doctor's appointment that Key had to miss due to some work, and you haven't told him yet, because you had a surprise in store for him and the boys tonight.
"What got you blushing like that?" Key returned and laughed at your flustered state.
"I just told her I hope the baby won't turn out like you, and it'll be cute like her." Minho laughed.
"Yah, what does that mean? I'm cute!" Key replied, making us all chuckle.
"Of course you are, the cutest." You praised and took the juice glass he just filled for you.
"So, grape juice, hm?" Minho took the juice box from the table, since Kibum didn't bother filling his glass as well.
"It's my saving grace." You spoke serious, noticing the two men start laughing.
"I can't believe you don't keep any alcohol in the house though. Kibum, are you perhaps getting more disciplined since you have a kid on the way?!"
"No, he just drank it all last week and we didn't have time to go shopping." You chuckled.
"Da-Eun, whose side are you taking here?!" Key looked hurt, then started laughing as well, just as the doorbell rang.
"I'll get it." You smiled and tried to stand up, before feeling Key's hand holding you down on the sofa.
"Stay put and relax, you worked hard today." He smiled at you, reminding you once again of why you fell in love with him.
~Flashback, 9 months ago~
"Da-Eun, can you pleeaaasee take care of Table 7? There's an obnoxious party of 8 in Table 5 and I'm really tied up with them! There's just one in Table 7, and he needs a menu. Pleeease?!"
"Sure, babe." You smiled at your coworker, grabbing one of the menus in the stack behind the register.
You made your way through the busy restaurant towards Table 7 and noticed a single man with a cap on his head and dark sunglasses covering his eyes waiting patiently, his back steadily against the chair and his legs crossed. He was scrolling on his phone but noticed you as soon as you approached his table.
"Hello, sir. Here is the menu. While you consult it, would you like me to bring you something to drink?" You smiled gently and delivered your speech, as you usually did whenever you greeted a new customer.
"Hi." He replied, putting his phone away on the table, and taking the menu from your hands. "Yes, that would be great. I'd like a cold beer."
Why would he wear sunglasses and a cap inside when it was so warm, you wondered? Was it because he didn't want anyone to recognise him? If so...
"Sure, coming right up. But first, uhm... if you would like, we also have private rooms, in case you would be more comfortable..." You smiled again, hoping you didn't assume anything and that you didn't make him uncomfortable.
"Oh, is it all right to go, though? I won't order much, just something to eat..."
"Of course! Come, follow me." You smiled and ushered him to the back of the restaurant where you had a few private rooms. During the day, these mostly stay empty, so occupying one wouldn't inconvenience the restaurant in any way. Plus, none of it was reserved.
"Thank you, this is surely more comfortable." He smiled as he took of the cap and glasses, and hell, was he beautiful. You recognised him from somewhere, but you just couldn't put your finger on it.
"So, a beer while you consult our menu, yes?"
"That's right. What do you recommend for food, though... Da-Eun?" He smiled, squinting his eyes to look at your name tag.
"We have some amazing spaghetti... my favourite would be Cacio e Pepe, they're just so creamy and delicious. If you love pepper, anyway." You chuckled.
"Then you can bring me that." He said, giving you back the menu.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, thank you."
You went away and typed the order into the computer, and served him the beer while the cook prepared the pasta.
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"Here you go." You smiled, placing the plate in front of him. "Would you like another beer?"
"Yes, please, that would be great." He smiled.
He was beautiful, and your eyes lingered on his features for a second too long.
You brought him his second drink, he complimented the food, and when he left, he gave you such a good tip, you couldn't contain your smile for the whole day.
You needed money, so you moved to Seoul specifically to be able to earn more, in hopes that you'll be able to save enough so you could pursue your passion: studying psychology. You knew you wouldn't be able to work during University due to the strict hours and amount of studying you would have to do, so you needed to save as much as possible, so you can focus entirely on getting your degree.
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Almost a month later, very late into your shift, the small bell attached to the door frame rang as the door opened, revealing a familiar figure. You went to greet him and help him to a table.
"Welcome back. You dyed your hair." You smiled.
"You recognise me?" The man raised an eyebrow. His shock was understandable, as he was once again wearing a cap, this time glasses as well, but still, you saw a few small blond strands sticking out. You wondered if his hair was soft to the touch, or if the dye messed it up. That blonde is impossible to reach without bleaching the shit out of your hair.
"Of course, you came here a few weeks ago, didn't you? Blonde suits you!" You complimented the man, and instead of showing him to a regular table, you guided him directly to a private room.
"Thank you." He said, taking off his cap and shoving a head through his hair, rearranging it. "I was worried you're already closed for the night."
"It's almost closing time, actually, but the kitchen is still open if you'd like a quick bite."
"Some fried chicken sounds really good right now." He smiled.
"And for drinks? Maybe a Soju bottle?"
"Drinking Soju alone is kind of sad, isn't it?" He laughed. "Maybe you could join me if you don't have too much work to do, Da-Eun."
"Oh?" You tilted your head, genuinely surprised, then started chuckling a bit. "There's not much work... I'd probably have to check out first and join in as a customer."
"If you don't mind?" The man smiled again, and it probably wouldn't have been a good idea to drink with a stranger any other day, but you were curious of him.
"Just give me a minute to put the order in."
"Then... two portions of fried chicken and, let's say, two bottles of Soju to start? We can always get more later."
"Sounds good."
You made your way towards the computer to add the order, your heart racing out of your chest. You couldn't believe you just got invited by such a handsome man to randomly join him eating and drinking, and you were so glad the restaurant was almost around closing time and no new customers would come in.
You grabbed a beer for the man and brought it to him, waiting until the cook finished making the two portions of fried chicken, which would also be the last order of the night.
"Here, on the house." You smiled, putting the beer in front of the stranger. "You can drink this until the food is ready and I close up the place."
"Thanks, Da-Eun." He returned your smile.
"You haven't told me your name yet."
"Oh, you really don't know?" He chuckled. Perhaps you were right when he first came in, he was wearing so many accessories specifically so that no one would recognise him.
Maybe he was famous or something.
"No, sorry."
"That's okay. My name is Kibum."
"Nice to meet you, Kibum." You smiled. "I'm gonna go close up and will join you in a bit, then?"
"Sure, take your time."
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You've never closed the restaurant as quick as you did that night. You cleaned all the tables in super speed and mopped the floors, and just as you were done, the cook finished making the two fried chicken portions, so you grabbed them, took them to Kibum's table and left again to bring two glasses and the soju bottles.
"Shall we eat?" You stood down in front of him and pointed to the fresh chicken. You opened one bottle and poured the liquid in his glass respectfully, then filled yours to the brim.
"Mhm, this tastes amazing. I also thought so last time with the pasta. Your cook is really good."
"Right?! I love eating here so much." You replied, taking a bite of the chicken as well. "Thanks for treating me, by the way."
"Who says I'm treating you?" He replied with fake annoyance, and both of you started chuckling.
"Don't be mean, I ended my shift, but I'm still stuck here because of you."
"Woah! Is that how you're supposed to treat customers, Da-Eun?"
"Kibum, dear, you're not my customer right now, you're my drinking buddy. Don't get the two confused."
"Da-Eun, darling, I'll make sure not to get them confused then." He replied and placed his right hand on his heart, mimicking heartache.
"So, how old are you?"
"Curious?" He chuckled. "31."
"Shut up, no way."
"Yes way!"
"But you look younger than me, though?!" You exclaimed surprised, and kind of jealous.
"Facial treatments, baby." He boasted. "I go twice a week."
"Lucky." You pouted.
"What about you, how old are you, Da-Eun?"
"Just shy of 25."
"Woah, you're so young." He chuckled.
"Not really. I wish I was younger, honestly. The next couple years are going to be really weird."
"How so?" He raised an eyebrow expectedly.
"What's that, some sort of fashion statement?" You pointed to his left eyebrow that had some sort of naked patch.
"What, the scar?" He chuckled. "No, I played with a flowerpot when I was little and I fell, cracking my head open."
"That sounds traumatic."
"Right?! It was!"
"Looks cool though." You downed the soju glass.
"So, as we were saying before you got distracted by my otherworldly beauty, why say that the next years will be weird?"
"You're so modest!" You joked. "Well, I want to go to Uni, and if everything goes to plan, I'll get stuck with a bunch of 18-year-olds by the time I'm your age."
"So what? Just do your best and get that degree you want. I like ambition."
"Why, thank you!" You exclaimed, making Kibum chuckle.
You talked about anything and everything and kept drinking. You drank and drank, until 2 bottles turned into 10, and by the time you had to add everything you've consumed into the register, you were so dizzy from all the alcohol, that you barely saw the correct numbers in the computer.
Kibum's hands on your waist and the way your back was pressed to him made it even more difficult to focus, but still, you skilfully entered everything, and Kibum even gave you a big tip, just like last time, despite him already paying for everything you two ate and drank.
"Do you always tip so well?" You chuckled, feeling his hot breath on the back of your neck.
"If the person deserves it." He said in a quiet voice, pressing his lips on your neck and earning a small moan from you.
"You should come here more often, then."
"Can I only see you if I come here?" He whispered in your ear, kissing your neck again, and your hand instinctively moved to the back of his head, while you let yours fall down on his shoulder to allow him full access to you.
Both of you were fairly intoxicated at this point, but it didn't matter. You made your way to a nearby hotel to just spend a night together.
He was good in bed, and you liked him quite a bit. You liked how much attention he gave each part of your body, how his kisses felt on your skin, and how confidently he held you.
One night turned into many others, and without notice, you two started going on dates, simply enjoying the other's company.
You called it official a few months in, and barely one month later, you found out you were pregnant.
~End of flashback~
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(A/N) Hello!
Thank you so much for reading the first chapter of 'Broken hearts can heal'!
I hope you enjoyed it and I'm looking forward to your thoughts so far.
Chapter 2 will come soon.
Love you lots,
Storm.
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Chapter II
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Jonghyun/Taemin ; number one fan ; PG
Taemin being famous and Jonghyun being not and they're dating and Jonghyun has a Blog where he pretends to be Taemins boyfriend
Taemin thinks it's the funniest thing in the world and his number one favorite thing about being a celebrity. He figures, right now in the closet, it's just funny and harmless, and if he ever decides to actually come out, it'll be absolutely fucking hilarious when he points everyone to the joke blog and tells them that everything on it is 100% factually accurate.
Taemin wakes up the same way he always does: curled up like a shrimp, legs and arms sprawled in front of him, in a puddle of his own drool, and with Jonghyun's arm heavy over his waist. He breathes in deep, inching his head backwards to a dry patch of the pillow. He doesn't try opening his eyes yet. He knows it'll just hurt.
Instead, he tries to remember what he was dreaming about. Something about an orgy? No, it was supposed to be an orgy/movie night/sleepover, but then him and everyone that was there got too invested in the movies and they wound up forgetting to have sex. And then in the morning they woke up at the lake for some reason. Lizzo was there.
Taemin cannot fathom what the fuck his dreams are ever talking about, but at least they're fun. He swallows, then coughs, clearing his throat of morning gunk. He tries opening his eyes; it hurts, but not so bad that he can't blink them hard and get over it. The curtains are only cracked a little bit so it's not too bright in the room. On his dresser, the clock says it's 7:30. Not bad. He yawns, turning into the pillow, then mumbling and grumbling into the pillow because even though his body thought it was time to wake up, that doesn't mean he has to appreciate it.
"Good morning, starshine," Jonghyun sings gently against the back of his head. His arm tightens around Taemin's waist and soon his whole body is pressing up against Taemin’s back. Taemin deflates a little, half sighing, half laughing into the pillow. Good morning starshine indeed. He mumbles back his own greeting in between Jonghyun kissing the back of his neck. "Can I tell all of your lovely fans that you turbo farted for like 20 seconds in your sleep?" Jonghyun asks him, cute and peppy like he's been wide awake for a while.
"Did I fucking really?" Taemin laughs. He worms around until he's facing Jonghyun, blinking at him with crusty eyes. Jonghyun's eyes are round and bright, just like his smile. His pink hair sticks up at odd angles and Taemin reaches up to pat it down.
"Absolutely you did," he confirms. "You woke me up, dude."
"God," Taemin laughs. He believes it, but still. What the fuck. "Sure,” he says. Jonghyun can put that on his blog.
Taemin wouldn't even call it a blog, honestly. More of a performance art piece. All Jonghyun does on it is pretend to be Taemin's boyfriend. Taemin doesn't want to be out to the general public, and he definitely doesn't want the general public knowing about his boyfriend. More for Jonghyun’s safety than his own. But Jonghyun is the type that likes to show off and brag about his boyfriend, so he started the blog as a joke, pretending to be a fan that was a little too attached to his favorite celebrity.
He takes selfies that Taemin has posted to his instagram or fantaken pictures and very badly edits himself into them like they're couple pictures. Sometimes he even takes pictures of Taemin standing with another celebrity and just pastes his head on top of the other person and pretends like it's a real picture of the two of them. He gives out personal details of Taemin's life, but only things like the time he dropped an entire bowl of cereal onto the floor, or that he has an oviposition kink, or when he turbo farts in his sleep.
Originally it was just supposed to be a fun little thing, an inside joke, but then Jonghyun started getting followers. A lot of followers. Followers that get that it's a joke and think it's funny, followers that understand that it's fake but are ravenously angry at him anyway, followers that can't figure out if it's real or not and keep messaging him to ask for clarification, followers that believe it's real and send in their various opinions about it.
Taemin thinks it's the funniest thing in the world and his number one favorite thing about being a celebrity. He figures, right now in the closet, it's just funny and harmless, and if he ever decides to actually come out, it'll be absolutely fucking hilarious when he points everyone to the joke blog and tells them that everything on it is 100% factually accurate.
Taemin had closed his eyes again while he was thinking, but they're drawn open once more by the sound of his phone vibrating on the headboard. Bluh. He reaches up for it, slapping around until he finds it and checking who's calling him. His manager.
"Yeah? Hi," he answers, not bothering to sound like he didn't just wake up. His manager says hello good morning, tells him that he has a reality show to film for soon, and that he'll be there to pick him up in an hour, what does he want from the coffee place? Taemin asks for a little coffee in his milk, a strawberry frappuccino for Jonghyun, reminds his manager to get something for himself too, and flops his phone back up on the headboard when the call is over.
"Busy bee business?" Jonghyun asks, arching one eyebrow behind his phone. Taemin chuckles, sliding his arm over Jonghyun and pushing his face into his chest.
"Just the one show and then dance practice today, I think," he says. Easy day. Fun day. He'll be back home to get snuggles and smooches before he knows it. "What are you going to do today?" He asks. He always likes knowing what his favorite little strawberry is up to.
"Writing, probably," Jonghyun shrugs. "How come you don't like bugs?"
"What?" Taemin asks, baffled, and then, a second later, "oh." Oh, right, the questions from his adoring fans. "I don't know, they're, like, gross," he mumbles. "Like, they're cool, and interesting, and good for the planet, but they're gross. And they fly at you. What's up with that? Mind your own business." He yawns, rolling over to his back. Bluh. If he has to be out in an hour then he better start stretching. He lurches to a sitting position and straightens his legs out under the covers, reaching for his toes. "I used to eat ants, though," he mumbles, remembering suddenly. "When I was little. They had a weird crunch but after that they had a good mouthfeel."
Jonghyun doesn't reply to that; he just laughs, snorting into his palms, and then goes back to typing on his phone. Taemin smiles to himself as he continues his stretching. He likes making Jonghyun laugh.
He finishes his routine, then sits there in the middle of the bed and grumbles about how he doesn't want to get up until Jonghyun ruffles his hair and smooches his cheeks and tells him that he'll do a good job at work today. Then, feeling sufficiently energized and supported, he slouches out of bed and into the bathroom. He finishes all of that business and returns to flop directly on top of Jonghyun and tickle and kiss and drip his wet hair all over him until his manager texts him that he's at the door.
"Come get your coffee," he tells Jonghyun over his loud laughter, grabbing his wrist and tugging him out of bed. Jonghyun follows, nuzzling his shoulder, touching his butt, and striking up a little conversation with Taemin's manager while Taemin rifles around in the kitchen for something to eat in the car.
Armed with a banana and a homemade blueberry muffin that he’ll never tell Jonghyun is kind of dry, Taemin gets one last smooch on the cheek and heads out with his manager. In the car, he listens to what he’s supposed to do today, bothers and teases his manager a little bit, checks the news on his phone, and is bored within 10 minutes.
"I'm going to do a livestream," he says.
"Kay. Don't tell everyone you're working on a new album or I will steal your vocal cords out of your nostrils.”
"I'm going to sing the entire song," Taemin says, grinning when his manager shakes his head. He won't. But he knows that his manager can never be sure if he's joking or not. Something him and Jonghyun have in common, he guesses.
And speaking of Jonghyun, Taemin sees him in his chat a couple minutes after he starts. Saying things like uwu hi babyyyyyy and I forgive you farting on me <3 and can't wait to see you back home later!!!
Taemin barely suppresses the monumental urge to roll his eyes. Jonghyun is so cute and so funny, all the time. He talks to the rest of his fans, reading and appreciating every message Jonghyun sends but not replying to any of them. If there's one thing he thinks is even funnier than Jonghyun's blog, it's pretending to have absolutely no idea about it no matter how many times people send him links and ask him about it.
Which, usually, isn't a problem, but–when Taemin was little, he ate ants n liked it, Jonghyun types. And usually, his comments get lost in the sea of everyone else's, but this time, everyone seems to latch onto that and before Taemin even realizes what's happening, his chat is filled with ant emojis and lmaos and not a single person saying that they disbelieve it for once.
And for the first time, Taemin is grumpy about the blog. He wants so badly to clarify, to say that he didn't like it, they just had a good mouthfeel, but he can't. And Jonghyun knows that. And Taemin knows that Jonghyun knows that Taemin knows that Jonghyun knows.
fucked up. As soon as they arrive at the recording studio and Taemin ends the stream, he sends Jonghyun a single >:( text message. Immediately, Jonghyun sends a single :3c text back.
Taemin can't stay mad at that. He sends back a heart and slots this phone into his pocket. Whatever. It's not like that's even close to the most embarrassing thing Jonghyun has said about him on that blog anyway.
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tm-trx · 11 months
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currents.25/2023
selections from my week in media [18-24 june 2023]
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Click through for kpop ramblings, underwhelming dramas, entertaining dramas, and way too many parenthetical thoughts.
[anticipating]
SHINee - It’s finally comeback week! Maybe we’ll get a performance in the suits? And I’m excited that Minho & Taemin will be on Amazing Saturday.
[listening]
Bouncy / ATEEZ - It’s an earworm at this point, but I’m not mad about it.
Pentagon - Based on this post, I made up a bunch of playlists and have been working my way through them [standouts so far: Like This, Daisy, Shine, Do or Not, and Critical Beauty]. I like them, although I will say they sound “stereotypically kpop” to my ears right now. I don’t consider this to be a bad thing, it’s just that it’s what I would have expected kpop to sound like before I actually started listening to it. For reference: the first kpop I heard was SHINee thanks to Boys Over Flowers, but BTS is who got me started listening to it. Then I figured out who SHINee were and have mostly stayed there. I tend to like groups with clear-cut ‘leader’ voices* so SHINee is exactly what I love.
But it is still early days, and I have not watched any of Pentagon’s promo content so I have very little idea who the members are or what their voices sound like (that said, there is one guy that is starting to stand out - Kino I think?). In that vein, if you are their fan please feel free to send me links (or tag me). I’ll be looking for guides to watch too, but I’m sure some are better than others.
*What I’m calling groups with one or two people whose voices are distinct enough to stand out without knowing the members (whether that person is the official ‘leader’ or not). SHINee is of course my prime example, with both Jonghyun’s and Onew’s voices clearly standing out. This isn’t a quality or value judgement, my ears are just very good at voice recognition so that’s the thing I focus in on most of the time.
TL;DR: Pentagon is great and I want to keep listening/learning until I know them better. (I wasn’t kidding about the playlists. I think I’m up to six. LOL)
[reading]
An Elegant Solution by giraffeter - MDZS fix-it - reread
[watching]
The First Responders - If I had known it ended on a cliffhanger I would have waited until season two was out (MDL says it’s coming August 2023). It was mostly okay. There was a corruption subplot that wasn’t integrated well at all and felt shoe-horned in. On the flip side, I really liked Dojin, the firefighter of the lead triad. Said triad is a great candidate for ot3-ness (which I loved), even though the show went with the tired old love triangle trope. The cases of the week were all interesting and heart-breaking by turns.
King the Land - This show is still firmly in romcom territory and honestly I’m loving it. I haven’t watched a chaebol kdrama in awhile, so the tropes aren’t old or annoying, but instead cheesy and funny.
Love Tractor - It’s still just okay. It’s a critique cliche, but the two leads feel like they are in different dramas. One is in a light and cute country mouse/city mouse romcom, the other is in a moody finding yourself YA romance. (It will surprise no one who has read anything in my #tmtrx watches drama tag which one I prefer.) The appearance of the boyfriend this week was the highlight of the episode. That final conversation was so so good. I hurt for both of them. It’s a painful truth that high school-to-college relationships rarely work out.
Shigatsu no Tokyo wa (Tokyo in April is) - I think I should have waited on this one. We’re two episodes into an eight episode show of 30-minute episodes and I’m getting the slow drip feeling. The problem is that I love it so I’ll probably keep torturing myself by watching week to week.
SHINee World IV concert - Wow. SHINee is back! It was an incredible concert. They really are live vocal kings.
Step By Step - Fits neatly into my ‘delicious angst’ file. What a great episode.
W Two Worlds - Rewatched the whole series this week. I love it so much. I wish they’d made a tie-in manhwa (or at least printed a collection of the manhwa art), because I love the art style they used for it in the show. I also wish the boxed set wasn’t so ding-dang expensive because apparently it includes a director’s cut?!
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Not in the mood for royal things after the recent shitshow, but I really like Emma Corrin, they're so great. The Crown always scores such good actors!
I like LA, but in small doses. Every time I go there it seems cool, but also weirdly suffocating? Despite the nice weather and great nature, idk. When it comes to California I prefer San Fran.
Ahhh when is Baek coming back? N/A... we're so close, yet so far... I think he should be back in March
Yes, the siblings, Taeyeon, Taeyong and Taemin skjahsjshryshhana
Have you seen the recent shitshow between Twitter and Tumblr stans?! They wanna come here and raid Tumblr and make us vote and stream and whatnot 😭 some are overdramatic and act like Tumblr is dead and full of only horny people. Have they seen Twitter?!
Honestly if one member of Ateez gave us one thing they own it would solve so many of our problems 🤧
Seonghwa is the main character, the IT guy, but with so much flavour not one of those protagonists who aren't that interesting and get overshadowed by other characters. This is this world
Choosing good thank you cards and freebies can be fun, but also decisions... decisions, lmao there are so many options.
You're right Seonghwa's presence is very big in this household, however maybe we should invest in a cardboard cutout... No, because Seonghwa Targaryen, the Toothless resemblance is not a coincidence
Ahhh the twin story is cute, but I think most of them end up being a love triangle and it either hurts or annoys me, so </3 I would love to choose the nerd, but I feel like the fuckboy would mess me up as well 😢
I'm glad that Seonghwa doesn't have a driving license and I like to think he would be bad at it, but I remember when this happened. Unfortunately he is a loser, but also good at so many things, sigh
While my legs are stronger than my arms, I haven't exercised in 100 years, so no, not toned legs for me, I'm a twig, lol
I don't remember the BTS dream, but after witnessing user's thv recent IG stories I might have nightmares soon
I saw that Hehetmon family drawing and it's cute ngl
I love the grandpafication of Seonghwa! The cutest old man
A hopeless romantic hahsahsjsgshhs who is lowkey romance repulsed. Ah your description is so cute! Now I wanna CAKE (from Sanhwa's patisserie - idk if I could trust them, but I'd act like Nagisa's dad acted towards her mother and pretended she was a good baker - sorry for bringing up Clannad again lmao)
I instantly thought of model Hwa after seeing him with Black Opium, damn maybe I should re-read it and see if he's still on my shitlist
Omg poor Wooyoung, what an unfortunate timing. But also @ Wooyoung's brother, why get married in fall/winter, come on
Seonghwa's boyfriend agenda is crazyyyy for real, also his vlog, this part I-😭💔🤧😭💔🤧😭🤧💔
Yeah me too every time I see you my guy
Wdym if boxer was alive? He died??? I know you didn't write for him and I also didn't vote for him, but I like to think he exists somewhere...
P.S. I saw you talking about TB *war flashbacks* it reminded me of someone in my gc sending this photo with "idk who this guy is but doesn't he scream seonghwa??? thought it was his fanart" and caused all of us who know True Beauty to spiral. Sometimes when I open the webtoon app and see TB it activates my flight or fight response... - DV 💖
hi hello!!
Not in the mood for royal things after the recent shitshow, but I really like Emma Corrin, they're so great. The Crown always scores such good actors!
emma corrin was rly good!! tho theyre a little generous with charles’s casting every season fbwkfhwk they really do! everyone’s so well casted but this season’s storyline be diana look like a completely helpless person like bro is grilling her personal divorce to ANYONE SHE MEETS 😭😭😭 but the bbc and martin bashir thing was so very well filmed, it was infuriating but it was gREAT,,, the queen tho LMFAOOOO not her whining to pay out of her bank 😭😭 but the tampongate convo GRKSHDWKDJWK
I like LA, but in small doses. Every time I go there it seems cool, but also weirdly suffocating? Despite the nice weather and great nature, idk. When it comes to California I prefer San Fran.
ur right!!!! it’s suffocating despite it being so open 😭😭 never been san fran but i wiLL NOW,,, but despite all the shitty things, new york >>>
Ahhh when is Baek coming back? N/A... we're so close, yet so far... I think he should be back in March
🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️i thOUGHT U ASKED WHEN I WAS COMING BACK TO DROP A FIC AND SCREAMED HWKDJWK but baek’s coming 02/05! and it’s believed taemin comes a month after him! prAYING HE FUCKING DOES AND EXO SHINEE GO ON A WORLDTOUR
Yes, the siblings, Taeyeon, Taeyong and Taemin skjahsjshryshhana
LMFAOOOO WE NEED THIS SUBUNIT RIGHT ABOUT NOW
Have you seen the recent shitshow between Twitter and Tumblr stans?! They wanna come here and raid Tumblr and make us vote and stream and whatnot 😭 some are overdramatic and act like Tumblr is dead and full of only horny people. Have they seen Twitter?!
SORRY WHAT??? LMFAOO???? PLS 😭😭 tumblr kpop side finally went calm and now this again 😭🤚🏼if they start making those streaming accs here ,,, the deactivate button looking real nice 😭😭
Honestly if one member of Ateez gave us one thing they own it would solve so many of our problems 🤧
YOURE RIGHT !!!! I NEED JONGHOS LV COLLECTION TO PAY FEES FBWKDBWK IM ON MY WAY TO ROB
Seonghwa is the main character, the IT guy, but with so much flavour not one of those protagonists who aren't that interesting and get overshadowed by other characters. This is this world
u are so, so right. THIS IS HIS WORLD I CANT STRESS THIS ENOUGH BUT EVERYTIME I SEE HIM ON MY TL I JUST GO “there’s no man like this, what the fUCK is he” convinced he’s a siren idc idc iDC
Choosing good thank you cards and freebies can be fun, but also decisions... decisions, lmao there are so many options.
EXACTLY IVE BEEN GETTING TO VOTE ON WHICH ONES THE NICER ONE EVERY TWO HRS 😭😭😭
You're right Seonghwa's presence is very big in this household, however maybe we should invest in a cardboard cutout... No, because Seonghwa Targaryen, the Toothless resemblance is not a coincidence
…u did something here, invest in a cutout, yes. but if i see that cutout in the corner of my room at night the scream ill let out would be loud enough to reach his ears irl,,, we need this but with seonghwa
Ahhh the twin story is cute, but I think most of them end up being a love triangle and it either hurts or annoys me, so </3 I would love to choose the nerd, but I feel like the fuckboy would mess me up as well 😢
HEAR ME OUT THE LOVE TRIANGLE WONT EXIST WHEN MR FUCKBOY STARTS HIS STUFF 🤚🏼🤚🏼 “but I feel like the fuckboy would mess me up as well” when the fuckboy turns soft, IMGONE
I'm glad that Seonghwa doesn't have a driving license and I like to think he would be bad at it, but I remember when this happened. Unfortunately he is a loser, but also good at so many things, sigh
why would u remind me of that. that heart, the tongue, the hair, the cockiness. this man better not get a driving license any time soon. yunho is fine as their cab driver, WE DONT NEED ANOTHER ONE 😭😭😭
While my legs are stronger than my arms, I haven't exercised in 100 years, so no, not toned legs for me, I'm a twig, lol /// I don't remember the BTS dream, but after witnessing user's thv recent IG stories I might have nightmares soon
i can relate on that one with u 😭😭 OH??? WHAT DID THE USER POST— oh, (just saw what it was) grippers too?? 😭😭😭 NIGHTMARES AGAIN GWMDJS MAYBE HE’LL COME TO SAVE U maybe his furry form will ☺️☺️
I saw that Hehetmon family drawing and it's cute ngl
CUTE???? HORRENDOUS 😭🤚🏼
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I love the grandpafication of Seonghwa! The cutest old man
the things id do to see him as one
A hopeless romantic hahsahsjsgshhs who is lowkey romance repulsed. Ah your description is so cute! Now I wanna CAKE (from Sanhwa's patisserie - idk if I could trust them, but I'd act like Nagisa's dad acted towards her mother and pretended she was a good baker - sorry for bringing up Clannad again lmao) /// I instantly thought of model Hwa after seeing him with Black Opium, damn maybe I should re-read it and see if he's still on my shitlist
ROMANCE IMPULSED FBWKFH A HOPELESS ROMANTIC WHO ENJOYS FORBIDDEN RELATIONSHIP BODYGUARD AU’S SO DEARLY 😮‍💨😮‍💨
NOT U BRINGING CLANNAD UP WHY. WHAT WAS THE REASON 😭😭😭 and now don’t be upset if some fics have a sad ending U DID THIS TO URSELF !!! ITS THE WAY HIM USING THE OPIUM AND THE FIC BEING RELEASED A YEAR AGO IM CONVINCED THERES SOMETHING IN THIS ACC,, no re-read it ☺️ he was ☺️ a fun one ☺️ maybe he’ll make u read it again
Omg poor Wooyoung, what an unfortunate timing. But also @ Wooyoung's brother, why get married in fall/winter, come on
when work hinders with personal life, can’t imagine the frustration he must’ve felt 😭 but at least he won’t miss kyungmin’s i guess 😭😭 YEAH HELLO WHY ARE U MARRYING IN THIS COLD 🤨🤨 we could’ve seen ateez at a wedding post 😭🤚🏼
Seonghwa's boyfriend agenda is crazyyyy for real, also his vlog, this part I-😭💔🤧😭💔🤧😭🤧💔
every time i see him, there’s no words left for me to say EVER bc just u all wait, after this yunho fic the way imgonna blow up on seonghwa au’s dO NOT ASK ME FOR ANOTHER MEMBER IM A SHINESTAR WHOLLY
Yeah me too every time I see you my guy /// Wdym if boxer was alive? He died??? I know you didn't write for him and I also didn't vote for him, but I like to think he exists somewhere...
look see, boxer au hwa was a senior and roommates with mingi,, yn had a lil fling with mingi <3 so there’s a little mingi x reader <3 that is until yn finds out the quiet senior roommate of mingi is actually a boxer 😀 OH HE EXISTS as a figment of my imagination <3 it’s also a fic that comes before bodyguard <3
P.S. I saw you talking about TB *war flashbacks* it reminded me of someone in my gc sending this photo with "idk who this guy is but doesn't he scream seonghwa??? thought it was his fanart" and caused all of us who know True Beauty to spiral. Sometimes when I open the webtoon app and see TB it activates my flight or fight response... - DV 💖
FBWMDBMADBAMDJKW WAR FLASHBACKS PLS STOP I RMR THE WHOLE CONVO WE HAD ABOUT IT DHJSVDKS pLS I GAVE UP ON THE WEBTOON VERSION THE AUTHORS MILKING IT ATP 😭😭 TRUE BEAUTY AND THE I LOVE YOO NOW TRIGGER ME SO BAD
this is not a mother, this is a milf, a vampire one also
🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️
what wrong have we done to not see this irl
double assassination
and a …
oh and have u started reborn rich kdrama yet????
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dropsofletters · 5 years
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honey butter
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Title: honey butter Pairing: Lee Taemin/Reader Summary: Taemin knew that the best way to heal someone’s heart was with food.
Some might not know that the taste of rice is almost universal language. It can be eaten alone and it brings a sense of comfort and plainness, just like how it could be mixed with different ingredients to create various recipes that give their own sense of familiarity. Taemin wasn’t necessarily the best cook out there and he didn’t like cooking altogether, but with the amount of hours his girlfriend has spent locked at her workplace working past her normal work-hours in order to get a bigger paycheck, he thought it would be a great idea to make her something. That’s why, after asking his mother, he was left with the incredulous idea of preparing Yaksik, a sweet treat with rice, dried fruits and nuts that could have that little bit of sweetness incorporated into his girlfriend’s life.
The main problem starts when Taemin realizes that there is more to sugar than he actually knew and when he was about to prepare the caramel sauce that was used in Yaksik, he stirred the sugar…which caused it to crystallize and then he had to start again. There was a pretty apron wrapped around his waist, the strands of ebony hair pushed back by an elastic that created a ponytail that stood at the very top of his head, the rest of his body covered in his pajamas, since he decided to get ready to head out once he had finished the meal he was cooking.
He could have easily picked noodles and it would have been easier to cook and now Taemin is starting to regret wanting to prepare something sweeter and tastier.
His fleshy lips spread in a contagious smile when he sees the caramel turning brown, taking it away from the head and adding the necessary amount of tablespoons of water before letting it cool. The rice was already on the steamer, twenty-five minutes passing by since the moment he put it there, he swirls the rice around a little bit with a woodened spoon just to make sure that it wasn’t burning and he releases a sigh. Now, according to the YouTube video he was watching, he needed to prepare the seasoning sauce and the mixture of fruits and nuts, that would take him enough time to finish this recipe that had taken well over five hours of preparation.
It’s in the smell of the dried fruits and the nuts he added to the dish, in the way he stirs frantically to get it done faster, the emotion yet frustration that he adds to the recipe that he found online when he could have easily just bought it—it was way easier. Though easiness is not something that Taemin was very fond of and somehow, he wanted to show someone he really cares about that he can spend hours preparing something for her and it wouldn’t bother him. And also give her the lesson that Lee Taemin is not good with caramelizing things. Cooking is a nightmare.
Taemin has always had a second plan, though, it rests beside the seasoned rice treats that are inside a container, it’s the bag of Honey Butter Chips that Taemin just so happened to buy earlier for himself but he decided to leave it as a plan B. He’s happy, a little bit nervous too, walking with a plastic bag on his hand as he asks the receptionist where he could find his girlfriend. After some explaining to do, the promise of being actually this person’s boyfriend and a sigh of relief after minutes of talking to an old lady, Taemin made his way to the elevators with his heart thumping loudly, looking at his reflection in the mirror behind him to check how he looked. He’s wearing an all-black fitted outfit that left him both warm in the cold weather and also excited to see his girlfriend. He smells like cologne and caramel and uneasiness, but he tries to calm himself down.
His hands are shaky when he knocks on her door, hearing her speak loud enough for him to hear to enter. There were moments in which she was relieved of seeing Taemin—when he came back from long hours of work and when she came back home to see him sprawled on their couch sleeping out of tiredness, there were so little minutes that they could spend together on a daily simply because of their busy schedules and there had been times in which they thought they couldn’t do it anymore, yet she never let go of him and neither did he of her. Taemin smiles at her, a tiny grin that shows just how uncomfortable he is, simply because Taemin could never mask it down and she returns the smile as she stops working for a mini-second.
“Taemin…what are you doing here?” Though her nostrils are instantly filled with the smell of food, making her stomach grumble to remind her that she hadn’t eaten anything still. Taemin drags himself in front of her, resting the plastic bag on her desk before getting the container and the bag of chips out.
“I...cooked you something and I also bought chips if you didn’t like what I made.” Taemin explains softly and then, he realizes her surprised expression as she takes the pink plastic container that looked too childish to be his. The man leans forward as he presses his hands to her desk, puckering up his lips and giving her a chaste kiss before taking a seat in front of her. “Hi, by the way.”
“Hey…” She drags her words as she looks up from the container. “This doesn’t smell like ramen.”
“That’s because it’s not ramen.” Taemin explains. “Guess.”
“I don’t know…a sandwich?”
“Does it smell like a sandwich?”
“No, but I can’t think of anything you’d really take the time on making—” She says while her fingers go to open the container, being welcomed by a big pile of Yaksik. Her mouth lifts up in a smile when she realizes that Taemin had placed the different slices of the rice treat together, causing them to stick to one another because of the sauce. Luckily for him, it still smelled great. “Taemin, they’re stuck together…”
Taemin’s eyes widen as he looks down at the container, seeing that the two big slices of Yaksik that he had prepared for her were now stuck together. “What?!” She laughed as she took the fork from the plastic bag he had brought her, slicing a part of the dish Taemin had prepared for her to taste the sweetness of it. It was too sweet for her taste, probably a lot more caramel than should be added, but it was still pretty tasty. Once she meets Taemin’s gaze, she is surprised to see him blink quickly, almost as if he was expecting an answer from a really exquisite and difficult judge in a cooking show.
“It’s good, Taemin.” But good isn’t good enough for Taemin. He needs excellence, he needs gasps of appreciation and maybe even some exaggeration from her part. Good sounded like she wasn’t completely pleased by it. His girlfriend must have noticed his distress because she spoke soon after. “It’s good but it’s too sweet. It’s amazing for your first try, really, I’ll give this an eight—but baby, this takes fucking hours to make, I don’t want you going through that again.”
Truthfully, she wasn’t even wrong on the first place. Taemin can feel his hands hurting from the amount of stirring he had to do and he still has to buy another pan because he had accidentally let caramel dry on the other and he doesn’t know how to clean it off. “But it’s not bad?”
“Nope, I’ll eat it all.” She replies and Taemin smiles joyously, taking the bag of chips he had brought her to delve into the buttery and overly sweet treat. There was something naturally cute about Taemin, a part of himself that always radiated comfort and a homely nature, almost as if he never tried to conceal his love for someone. Taemin can be a bit of a mess, but he is also extremely organized when it comes to how he feels about her. “Are you hungry?”
“I haven’t eaten since the morning because I spent an entire day preparing those thingies.” Taemin says as he opens the bag of chips, taking a sniff of it to realize that he was hungrier than he thought he was—maybe chips weren’t the best of meals, but it was something. “And I bought these for you in case you didn’t like the Yaksik, but now that you do…”
“Taemin, you…you can’t stop eating like that!”
“It was for a few hours.” His mouth is filled with honey butter chips as he says that and then, she realizes that there are some crumbs in the corner of his mouth. To know that there was someone in front of her that cared of her so deeply that he didn’t mind spending hours preparing a meal that he didn’t know how to make was something heart-touching, making her look forward to the next free day that she has—to the next moment where she will finally be able to wake up after Taemin or at the same time as him, the day when finally all things go back to normal. She feels touched, to say the least. ”How was your day?”
And he asks about her, he cares, and it feels so different from how she thought her life would be at that very moment. She never thought she’d have a significant other that she’d stay with long enough for her to fall in love, she never thought that she would go past casual relationships and unknown love affairs, but there she is and there he is—like the queen and the king of a game of chess. It’s when they start to talk that she realizes that home will always make her way back to her and Taemin will always go back to her arms.  
Like honey and butter, different yet the perfect match.
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writemekpop · 2 years
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Writemekpop 5000 Follower Event 🤩
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Happy 5000 followers!! We really appreciate all your support 💖🥰
We’re doing an NCT/EXO/SHInee/Blackpink/aespa prompt challenge! 
Pick a member and a prompt, and we’ll write a fic.
Rules:
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Only 1 fic per member - it’s first come first served
Feel free to add an optional detail e.g. High School AU, arranged marriage
Comment to be on the taglist!
A/N: The event is now closed. We will release the fics in May 2022 - so stay tuned!
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MEMBERS:
Taeyong - “Are you jealous?”
Taeil - "I made us dinner..."
Johnny - “You’re pretty.” - “You’re drunk.”
Yuta - “Come over here and make me.”
Kun - “Can I stay here tonight?”
Doyoung - “I don’t like being told what to do unless I’m naked.”
Ten - "Let me take care of things for once, alright?" + “Are you jealous?”
Jaehyun - “They’re gonna hear us if you don’t be quiet.” “Good.”
Winwin - “Are you ashamed of me?” + “Was it worth it?”
Jungwoo - “If you called just to get off on my voice, i’m hanging up.”  + “You remembered?”
Mark - “My girlfriend would kill us.” + "This is a one-time thing." + “Do you think of me when you touch yourself?”
Xiaojun - “Judging by your… reaction, I’m guessing I look good?”
Hendery - “I can't help being the bad guy.” + “Let me take care of things for once, alright?”
Renjun - “My son/daughter really likes you, you know.”
Jeno - “Shut up and take your pants off.”
Haechan - “If you called just to get off on my voice, i’m hanging up.” + “Shut up and take your pants off.”
Jaemin - “I made us dinner…”
Yangyang - “My lipgloss is all over your lips.”
Shotaro - “My lipgloss is all over your lips.”
Sungchan - “Please don’t make me do this.” + “It reminded me of you.”
Chenle - “I didn’t know you could sing.” + “My lipgloss is all over your lips.”
Jisung - “Then why do you keep coming back?”
Other groups: 
Taemin - “I promise I’ll be good.”
Suho - “Can I stay here tonight?” + “Judging by your... reaction, I'm guessing I look good?”
Baekhyun - "Ew, no, don't kiss me! You're covered in paint!" + “Don’t do anything stupid until I get back.”
Kai - “Stop looking at me like that!”
Karina - “Shut up and take your pants off.” + “Do you think of me when you touch yourself?”
Ningning - “I didn’t know you could sing.” + “Don’t do anything stupid until I get back.”
Rose - “Oh don’t mind me, I’m just enjoying the view.”
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PROMPTS:
“Shut up and take your pants off.”
“They’re gonna hear us if you don’t be quiet.” “Good.”
“My boyfriend/girlfriend would kill us.”
“Do you think of me when you touch yourself?”
“If you called just to get off on my voice, i’m hanging up.”
"My son/daughter really likes you, you know."
“Hey…” [hesitates] “be safe, alright?”
"I made us dinner..."
“Come on, let’s get you cleaned up.”
“Stop looking at me like that!”
“I didn’t know you could sing.”
“You’ve changed.”
“Not so cocky now, are you?”
“Are you jealous?”
"Show me where it hurts."
“Come over here and make me.”
“Then why do you keep coming back?”
“I can't help being the bad guy.”
“You look happier.”
“Please don’t make me do this.”
“Don’t do anything stupid until I get back.”
“Can I stay here tonight?”
"Let me take care of things for once, alright?"
“Was it worth it?”
“You’re pretty.” - “You’re drunk.”
“It reminded me of you.”
“My lipgloss is all over your lips.”
“That’s the first time I’ve ever seen you smile.”
“Judging by your... reaction, I'm guessing I look good?”
“You remembered?”
“Why’d you stop?”
“Bite me.” ”If you insist.”
“I promise I’ll be good.”
“Don’t forget who you belong to.”
“Are you ashamed of me?”
“Oh don’t mind me, I’m just enjoying the view.”
“I don’t like being told what to do unless I’m naked.”
"Ew, no, don't kiss me! You're covered in paint!"
"Mind if I join?"
"This is a one-time thing."
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+MASTERLIST+
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sugar-petals · 3 years
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SuperM as Boyfriends Headcanon
↪ caro’s note. extra long version because i miss ‘em. best boys, they’re all bf material to the moon and back ♡
5k words | bullet points
○ warnings ⚠️ 18+, dom/sub play, shibari, female reader, grinding, poly mentions, threesomes, face-sitting, femdom & vanilla, smut and fluff
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⌈ ten
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— motto: they won’t underestimate me for long.
most of your social environment is gonna be confused by ten at the beginning 
and don’t really get what he’s all about
or think he’s like whatever, some random guy in a tank top
acting peculiar
finding him kind of hard to gauge
some of your family and relatives might even think he’s totally unusual and a sneaky fuckboy making you mad 
they seriously wonder what you see in him
down the line that perception has turned by 180 degrees
as it should
ten becomes more irreplaceable, relatable, beautiful, perfect and impressive the more you know him
he’s not as mysterious and impossibly badass as everyone assumes
his personality is very approachable to you 
and you find him interesting in every aspect, looks to hobbies to background to personal habits
and also opinions because ten is a guy who really thinks stuff through
so you gotta be roughly on the same wavelength 
he likes discussing controversial and complicated stuff a lot for sure
being far wiser than his age suggests 
you are the first to share those things with him until the rest of the world catches up to this gem of a person
spending so much time with you
in the most personal way he can
he takes you to see the floating markets in bangkok, you spend the summer in thailand
wakeboarding and playing badminton
his entire family knows you inside out at some point this shit is serious
it’s very important to him to go back to the roots every now and then
and that you have been around his home city as well
getting to enjoy the area and time together eating the most savory delicacies
renting a boat and paddling you around to the important spots, he can explain any question you have
this kissing is gonna be so romantic 
who needs a vacation in venice when you can go to thailand with none other than ten himself as your ferryman let that sink in
except eating durian there he is, the boyfriend who can do anything!
with seemingly no effort
ten does little kind services of love for you throughout the day
he pours you herbal tea, fixes some furniture (he’s surprisingly good at tinkering), comes home from the bakery with your favorite pastry, does the laundry with your favorite fabric softener
he also goes on a huge shopping spree with you monthly because fashion is key in this household and it’s tremendous fun
you giggle when he puts on oversized shirts deliberately to look funny
everyone in the clothing store will think oh man what an adorable pair
ten will model the living hell out of the entire stock
and buy you the cape you really really want as a birthday present
said item turns out to be your favorite couple accessory
because you can sit next to each other on a bench at the river and wear it
what’s not to love about a portable blanket
of course he will take to instagram and make it such a cool thing, photographies of you wearing really cool coats and jackets
mirror bathroom selfies together as well, with a back hug, the classic
and not just for insta
you snuggle a lot generally
ten is always available for affection
and accepts all PDA
he’s a kitty after all, he loves the warmth of your body more than you know
remember how taemin said ten’s hands are always cold, newsflash not anymore since you stuff them into the pocket of your hoodie whenever you can
and hello sir your paws will be nice and cozy on my waist
or hand in hand when you waltz through your apartment
time for dance is a must
oh my god ten is so good at all of this
although say he’s definitely faster into latin than standard genres
tango argentino, he loves flamenco as well
don’t believe me? ten is a diehard rosalía stan!
vamos
so, no-brainer, expect a lot of dancy stuff 
that escalates into wild, passionate fucking
which probably looks like an aggressive form of couple exercises
you poor sore souls
ten’s lil kitty butt is falling apart from all the “i can handle a bigger one!”-level pegging and you have aching legs all over
favorite position? full nelson
if you ask me ten’s ass is probably so carved out by the end of this you could fit lucas and kai in there from head to toe
this is not for the faint of heart
sex with this guy is extra cardio
and if you’re into that a threesome is gonna go down sooner or later
with our girl lisa
there. i said it
miss manoban in those knee-high boots, grinding her thighs between yours and you finishing off on ten’s face? the fucking hottest thing ever i need a moment wow
i don’t have to tell you how orgasmic this is gonna be
steamy sex life with ten very recommended
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⌈ kai
— motto: you’re like a precious rose. i’ll protect you forever.
to be straightforward with you
he is in so heavily in demand it’s madness
to give you an idea of the scale
mark is basically occupied by yuta until the end of time 
but kai has an entire idol fanclub on top of all erigoms
those sharp moves did not go unnoticed
he gets an inkigayo sandwich every other day
jesus christ
if rent-a-sexy-bf.com was a thing kai would be the most requested
his phone would be blowing up with contracts like
and you also have to pass kyungsoo’s vibe check
and taemin’s
the road to being kai’s gf is indeed the way of the samurai
i mean honestly: kim jongin is without a doubt the hardest member to get a date with
this has got to be the most selective man of the entire industry or something
if he likes you he REALLY likes you
and he will be the one showing initiative
because he wants to make it clear he isn’t just spending time out of politeness or something
although it’s pretty logical that if kai was unable to reject someone he would no longer be an idol but a harem husband busy every hour of the day
seoul would be able to found its own village 
kai town
where like 70% of the population is pregnant
but since kai wants to keep on dancing obviously and he wants to lend his heart to only one person 
seoul has to settle with a singular nini family house instead of a kai district
where you and the man himself are a full-fledged household basically since kai’s nieces double as actual kids
if you wanna be a young ass ‘mom but not mom with kids’ and be married to kim kai this is it
does he have a thing for milfs or something
that thought just came to my mind
anyway you’re mommy anyway wink wink
fucking til’ dawn until even his muscles hurt
going raw at the gym together
him cooking the most random food with the infamous waffle maker
cuddling with an army of teddy bears surrounding you
walking the dogs with the sexiest dancer alive 
and the sexiness is only the tip of the iceberg 
we know he’s all-round amazing
kai is the king of figuring out ways to chill out with you anywhere anytime
and yes innocent chilling
...unless you’re in the mood for something else
up to you
anyway
sweet innocent chilling for now... with the stunner... just smooching at best things aren’t going raw or anything
on the couch in the kitchen in the car when it’s parked somewhere in nature
kai takes you very seriously and is a great listener
he’s literally so respectful and open-minded i can’t
he will keep your secrets and stand up for you if it’s ever needed
yes he is extremely caring and invested
kai does not tolerate others being shady towards you
if there’s an instance where you are hurt and unable to assert yourself don’t worry. he knows how to confront others with measure but a firm determination.
kai takes a lot of that responsibility but only to the degree where you are comfortable
i think you get what i mean by that
and he is diplomatic instead of plain patronizing
you have a right to be protected. it means he not only treats you well, but also makes sure your well-being isn’t disturbed in any other way outside of the relationships
outside influences aren’t to be underestimated
and since kai is a godly man you encounter a lot of jealousy from others
a matter he will take into his hands since he knows he’s the reason
standing up for you also means saying no 
to these jealous voices so this is an important boundary he has to draw
that all kinds of hellbent people want to get into his pants and take his stage image too literally is not up to you to fix
kai is there for you to enjoy and love not to defend
that’d be exhausting and beside the point 
kai prevents stress and negativity to come to you
i hope i explained this well he doesn’t do this to be bossed up or make you weak it’s because he wants to make life easier for you
guys being protective will be chalked up as chauvinistic these days. often rightfully so 
but what i mean is that kai support you in all regards so you won’t be at a disadvantage or feel terrible about something
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⌈ taeyong
— motto: we’ll take good care. enjoy the pleasure.
he’s the type of boyfriend who will ask you about things he missed out on while he was busy
things um from the internet
while mark literally knows that one by heart already taeyong will ask you things like what the wellerman song is
and you thought it would be something nsfw
i got you fooled
did we forget that the man literally watched nct memes on youtube
taeyong is both even more 18+ than you think but also even more innocent than you think it’s complicated
this man is just hard to describe he’s so different, i mean every person is unique but he’s an original it’s the extra mile you know
anyway
sea shanties
bopping to it all day since he just heard it 
singing it while he prepares dinner based on a youtube recipe video as he often does
he’s the most adorable person ever ever ever
asking you why shanties are back in fashion 
(good question, requires a deeper sociocultural analysis i reckon)
planning to remix one for his soundcloud lmao i kid you not
maybe your favorite shanty 
featuring fast-pace rap and all
creating his own previously unknown phrases and shit like that you know him
palazzo rocco lemon detox flashbacks
he’s hilarious i swear
taeyong will produce his own shanties for you can you imagine
as he says: my happiness is your happiness
watch out he will drop a shanty music video with extra krumping moves
taeyong is a never-ending source of pure crack
prepare to laugh a lot like, a lot lot
how can a man who seemingly has such a serious outlook on life and such a bonkers kinda face be so lighthearted
it’s like he’s peter pan or something
especially since he has to manage like over 20 brats in nct his cutesy behavior towards you as his gf will stand out to you
yeah so to be clear we all know he’s the cute one in the relationship
and guess who wears the pants
that’s always you ma’am don’t deny it
or wait 
not for long actually because they come off um physically
but not metaphorically
because who doesn’t wanna sit on his face tbh
your favorite reserved spot
he loves it
taeyong has such a thing for your body it’s ridiculous
mister lee got a sexy mama
and you have such a thing for the gloriousness that is him
but neither of you will not admit it as openly as other people would think
all there is... is being flustered
baekhyun probably has to play some cupid now and then
and give you some ideas
like gifting taeyong plushies and things like that
baekhyun knows what taeyong is all about so the advice is very welcome
but most things you find out for yourself
by being a little braver with him you know
you walking around naked in the apartment or basically fresh out the shower with nothing but a towel
will shake up taeyong so immensely, he will back himself against a wall without you even pinning him there lmao!
jeez he’s so deep into kinky stuff but easily shook anyway
i quote him again: “born to be cute, i dunno!”
you can imagine the overwhelm when you rub yourself against him like it’s nobody’s business
it’s so much fun to give taeyong a regular horny meltdown not gonna lie
this man was grinding his whole body all over the superm stage and now he’s basically freezing up and drooling
how many denied and ruined orgasms he’s gonna get, so much overstimulation all the way  
you’ll lose count of it
and just how wet you’re gonna be
is a thing for the history books
taeyong isn’t such a big deal in nct for no reason god gave him every talent 
so great sex is obviously in his repertoire
i think you’re gonna break some records for most fucks per week
you know... guys like lucas taemin kai and baekhyun spend more time wooing and teasing and flirting
but taeyong gets down to business
one glance is enough
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⌈ lucas
— motto: the hottest couple around.
ah, big boy
you really got this man’s attention
doing nothing much at all really
he probably just saw you walking around talking to friends
carrying an impossibly huge veggie burger munching and enjoying yourself after going on a jog
yeah boy that’s how you catch his eye
they say love begins in the stomach and that is the true meaning
or the nose, your food smells really good, lucas is going crazy, he’s seeing stars and shit
anyway
the towering burger isn’t the only thing he wants
lucas cannot get you out of his mind no matter how much he tries to distract himself 
with more good food, movies, games
fooling around with wayv or the superm maknaes, and working out
he’s admittedly... a little himbo head over himbo heels with you the feels got to him
he’s not gonna say it’s a date he’s just gonna invite you just because
to hang out in the kitchen while taeyong cooks and baekhyun comes up with the idea to play twister
imagine lucas with his long arms and legs bending himself all over the place
fighting with kai who almost crashed his shoulders into taemin who avoided the accident quickly
making you lose a round
obviously lucas will hustle until your team wins
mostly because he’s so tall and baekhyun is so small which is a huge advantage when stacking each other over the map
let’s just face it baekhyun only suggested this game to bite everyone’s butts and to see you have skinship with lucas
which is definitely a successful plan of the leader
yukhei is in paradise 
jumping around his room like an oversized bunny after you went home
don’t lie, you fell hard for him as well he’s just such a presence
emotionally, physically
a gentle but persistent giant
he’ll do anything to make your relationship happen once he knows you’re interested
if there’s someone meant to be a boyfriend it’s gotta be him come on
he will cave in after a while and admit he can’t just forget about you 
not gonna lie
your ex is gonna be shaking in his ratty boots
his poor eyes will literally jop from their unexpecting sockets
when he sees lucas hanging out with you
with his shining blonde hair and tall stature, that perfect shapely body, with great fashion on top of that
looking like your guardian angel
man, xuxi really does
pulling you out of your slump that’s been going on for months
and bringing back smiles and a good time he knows how to do that best
and big big hugs of course
you can imagine how soothing and grounded it feels with such huge arms around you
he will make sure that feeling is always there when you need it
because you deserve that treatment
which means he will come over very very often
yeah get ready for how yukhei is a lot more driven than you think just dial and he will be there
underneath the meme surface is someone very determined who really really wants you
yukhei is chaotic good incarnate but in that area he isn’t messing around
his brain is like: “gotta be with her”
on repeat
he must call you, he literally can’t sleep without tying loose ends together as quickly as possible
no second wasted with this guy, even far down the relationship timeline
i really pity your ex 
i mean someone dating any superm member would drive their former partner completely nuts 
but lucas is a special case
he has that kind of look and aura that makes other guys dig themselves into the ground like wiggling worms or cope by fanboying over him
i don’t wanna make this sound like a competition and yet — congrats on your noodly blondie boyfriend alright
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⌈ mark
— motto: two nerds in love.
how to explain this. mark is a perfect balance of a lover, a talker, and a shy bean
with a tendency toward bean
and flicking the bean
you know
cutting right to the chase are we
mark is very invested in pleasing you as good as he can
and defeating his awkwardness
because if we know one thing it’s that he always strives to become better and better like he can’t help it
and isn’t afraid of almost biting off more than he can chew
how many subunits is he part of at this point is it gonna be nct hollywood as well god dangit
back to the point mark doesn’t treat relationships and sex as something static which is a good and rare thing
he does his best and always looks for room to improve
while being very nervous, very bilingual, it takes two languages or more to express what he thinks about you let that sink in
that’s very shaky first date sex while being extremely in love with each other
lucky you
and an afterglow where he plays the guitar for you
that’s so nice 
he can play it while laying down and shit
while singing
not rapping, actual full-fledged serenading
we’ve heard how that sounds in the relay cam
are you dating some kind of teenage heartthrob or something huh
mark will make it very clear he’ll stick around, this bad bitch is here to stay
or actually, he’s a good bitch, don’t misunderstand
mark doesn’t have a lot of edgy in him unless rap is concerned
he’s the kinda guy to get lost in IKEA with 
having a good time 
as often as his schedule permits
you really have to make use of your time together 
this man might as well the busiest idol out there
and you are no different because birds of a feather
you’re both mr. and ms. independent 
out and about very often
so meeting up becomes something special during comeback season
or wait mark always has a comeback going on
which is a double-edged sword but something you both know you signed up for 
which is why you spend a lot of time around NCT dream, 127, and SuperM 
sm’s publicity agents have to work extra hard i’m telling you
a dating rumor is the last thing both of you would need
since you befriend several members you gotta stay on the low as well
but hey the rage of jealous people of the public is nothing compared to the force of nature that is yuta nakamoto
who seriously thinks himself threatened and robbed
in case you are feeling possessive as well...
...you might have to fistfight yuta
to be able to be with mark
who is basically property of osaka at this point
yuta is a scorpio that’s just the way it is
unlike taeyong who wishes his rap buddy the best, yuta kinda wants to be mark’s wingman and see him date, live his best life
but also have mark for himself to fawn over and to adore, to be fascinated by
we get it yuta. bisexual struggles. very understandable
you have to promise in person that mark doesn’t forget about the holy gaming nights with yuta 
which is hilarious since that’s not up to you but mark’s memory
bestie, yuta uses everyone as a scapegoat don’t sweat it too much
regardless you put a weekly reminder on the fridge
so the roaring lion yuta would be pacified
he doesn’t want to lose his sweetheart can you blame him
the ultimate but also most risky solution is obviously inviting yuta for movies 
which will be appreciated but also cause a storm
mark will definitely break a sweat when you start a popcorn war or try to prove who hugs mark the best 
caught in the middle of mayhem is mark lee’s specialty what did you expect
this either ends with murder or a chaotic open relationship down the line
yuta really is attached but who wouldn’t be
it could be worse mark has double the love you know 
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⌈ baekhyun
— motto: you wanna know why i’m your candy?
baby tell me are you ridin’?
in fair verona where we lay our scene...
that baekhyun always wants to woo you — his way, which proves to be very interesting to say the least — is never hard to miss
putting in effort is mochi default mode 
no matter what stage of the relationship you’re in
he might as well regularly serenade you under your balcony in the backyard just because
probably singing ‘baby we can stay up’ and wiggling his ass in all directions because he’s a dirty boy gone wild
yeah. nowadays romeo is twerking instead of feuding with tybalt
that’s good for him and everyone involved
you in particular because you get some very racy eye candy
you know how baekhyun is
at least nobody’s around seeing him put on an 18+ show like that
your little guy is one unhinged fella
if it starts pouring he will grind up and down the next lantern and belt out ‘singing in the rain’
you bet he can do some actual pole dance
he’s strong and bendy you know
and loves to gyrate his whole bag of bones like... he wants to hit you with all the body rolls
in the rain
what a freaky man
but hey you wanna stay up for sure 
doesn’t take long until you beckon him to come upstairs
where the only way to alleviate him of his wet clothes—
oh well he has those roger rabbit vibes and you can’t be mad at it
he will play off all his hormonal antics
baekhyun is hilarious
and so perverted, he can keep up with your spicy idea of playing patty-cake don’t worry
how do i know you’re an extra nsfw kinda person?
who else would like baekhyun
he says juicy things all the time
and does juicy things
yes. finally a couple on eye level indeed. 
when baekhyun asks are you ridin’ you ask how hard 
bruh
this is gonna be fun
and remember
beside handing you sacks of money
his priority is always to make you smile
i’m kidding about the bags but
baekhyun is so rich it’ll show in your relationship, but he’s more about the interactions with you rather than the lifestyle
baekhyun didn’t hustle for a bentley he hustled to sing and get out of sm alive alright
financial stability: important
luxury: very nice to have, he can make you the presents you want to have and travel a lot together
but smiles: baekhyun priority
because he so badly wants to know you love him and adore him, he sometimes feels so insecure
of course you do
you always reassure him with your reactions
it’s very important to him don’t underestimate it
baekhyun has always been talking about his ideal type in terms of how he can cheer her up
so even the naughtiest sexy time evenings are gonna be filled with all giggles
anyway other than that your pussy will be dripping
because this guy is as horny as all other members of super m combined
and you have your ways of leaving him tongue-tied and wrists-tied
taemin’s impact
superm isn’t short of bondage supplies we all know that
so yeah. shibari baekhyun is gonna happen
since he does pilates imagine what kinda shapes you can bend this lil guy into
and take some pictures
privé is in trouble 
bondage model baekhyun is bursting onto the scene
you might even run a risque blog that features cropped pictures with him
heh — you think people will recognize him by his body?
nope
first: you only upload HD pictures that aren’t whitewashed
baekhyun is basically never photographed like that
second: who expects baekhyun to be featured on a bdsm blog with his girlfriend
and this is the guy that drives you around in his expensive car with his big black shades on 
well what can i say
nothing is the way it seems
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⌈ taemin
— motto: i’ll unfold a whole new world for you.
taemin is cocky, he’s sensual, and: a very smiley person as we know
least boring relationship ever
he will prance toward you whenever he can to involve you in cuddles
touch-starved taemin is a thing
kkoong can tell you about it, he needs kisses and embraces so often
might as well pepper him with it no problem
and put him into your oversized sweaters when he eats ice cream on the sofa, watching movies, and you brush his ever-growing hair
he’s smol he’s gonna fit into them don’t worry
and on the other hand he likes a rough and tough girl who thinks of him like a boy toy
who acts tsundere or like his bodyguard
working out almost daily to the point of sweat all over
a gal probably able to pretzel minho lucas and chanyeol into one giant bundle
taemin truly has the taste of a divo
multi-layered as always
so you couldn’t say the relationship is always the same in sentiment, the vibe of the dynamic could be different every day
we love a complex man
what would be volatile to others is actually an advantage up close
because taemin understands every difficult facet of himself and his partner 
even if those facets might be contradictory
or something that’s felt shameful about
he will accept and listen anyway
the same goes for getting what drives you
taemin is like a walking psychology velvet couch with fancy swirls as arm rests
point is he isn’t fooled by the surface of the world
he knows what has to be known
which also means your looks aren’t the part he prioritizes
and not even outward personality and habit is what he’s drawn to
it’s the mentality and values underneath
that’s true compatibility to him and he can feel it
he’s really really smart
and also finds it important that you get along with shinee and superm, that you think they’re nice to be around and vice versa
especially kai as taemin’s absolute bearly bestie. if kai thinks you’re shady and you don’t like kai either
or if you’re permanently super awkward and taemin’s moodmaking doesn’t help
we have a problem
but fair enough
kai and taemin are basically one soul at this point so if taemin likes you jongin does anyway 
bff telepathy
in fact jongin was probably the one introducing you to taemin lmao!
because he knows you go well together instinctively and he is correct
so not to worry then
and it’s good on taemin to think longterm and not see you as a person outside of social interaction y’know
cough cough he thinks about marriage, you might be ms. lee one day
here he goes again taemin is just very mature seeing you as well-rounded in every aspect of life
without letting his dick make the important decisions at the detriment of making this a relationship of two lives not just two bodies only
but obviously don’t assume taemin is no horny devil. we all know he dreams of the freakiest scenarios and fantasies in this whole group
going kinda crazy about the thought of making you cum which he always wants to try with new methods
which occupies his mind more than a big bowl of super spicy noodles which is taemin’s favorite meal so
at the same time taemin junior is definitely the same clingy attention whore as his sparkly owner
limp wrists from all the handjobs on your side
and very swollen lips from giving all that head on his side
this is gonna be interesting
he puts the 6v6 in 69
equals 69v69 am i right
but i’m serious that’s gonna be a lot of oral action
you definitely ask each other about having sex very often, daily if you have the time and find a nice spot
and how on earth do both of you keep your hands off each other sleeping in one bed
taemin is touchy as hell with no shyness, and you squish squeeze and grope this guy like the mochi he is
ah when things go both ways
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blu-joons · 2 years
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When You Ask Him To Play With Your Hair ~ SHINee Reaction
Onew:
“Are you alright?” Jinki laughed as he felt your head rest down against his chest, turning to the left so that you could look up at him.
“Do you mind playing with my hair for a bit?” You asked, noticing that his left hand was empty, “it’s been up in a ponytail all day, I could do with it being messed with to stop it from hurting.”
His head nodded in reply to you, grabbing a few strands of your hair and twirling them around in his fingers, “and here I was thinking that you just wanted to cuddle.”
“I do want to cuddle too,” you vowed, widening your smile in an attempt to convince him, “but I want you to play with my hair too whilst I’m here.”
Jinki nodded, doubtfully accepting your intentions, “you’re lucky that I love playing with your hair.”
“That’s why I’m here, because I knew that you wouldn’t be able to say no to me,” you joked, “if there was one person that I know who can help me with my hair, it’s you.”
“Am I doing it right, is it starting to ease the pressure on your scalp?”
“This is perfect, thank you.”
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Key:
“How long do I have to do this for,” Kibum sniggered as his hands ran through your hair yet again from the very top to the very bottom.
“Stop moaning, I constantly have to help you, you can do this for me,” you smirked in reply, tilting your head backwards so that you could look at his eyes, “I know you love this really.”
His eyes widened at your remark, quickly shaking your head, “you were the one that bribed me into playing with your hair, I didn’t ask to play with your hair.”
“I saw the way you smiled when I asked,” you continued to nudge, “you can pretend you don’t like it, but I know deep down my hair is your weakness.”
Once again, Kibum tried his best to control his smile, “I’m doing this because I’m a nice boyfriend.”
“You didn’t need to play with my hair for me to know that,” you complimented, “it’s just nice when I can get you to play with my hair on top of being an incredible boyfriend too.”
“I’m doing this because you bribed me with a lift to work tomorrow.”
“I know you love it really.”
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Minho:
“Is there anything that I can do to put the smile back on your face,” Minho asked as he helped you to dry the tears under your eyes.
“There is one thing,” you weakly smiled, pulling the hairband out of your hair, “you can say no, but would you mind playing with my hair? It always relaxes me whenever you do that.”
Minho never needed much of an excuse to play with your hair, quickly taking a few strands and messing with him. “Shall we do this on the sofa, it’s more comfortable?”
“Carry me,” you grinned, holding your hands up so that Minho could pick you up, dropping your hair momentarily so that he could move you.
As soon as you were back down, he took your hair again, “I’m sorry that work is so stressful Y/N.”
“It can’t be helped,” you frowned, nuzzling against Minho’s hand in the back of your head, “I’m just lucky that I get to come home to you, you always take good care of me.”
“If you need me to do anything else, then all you have to do is tell me.”
“This is already perfect for me.”
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Taemin:
“I’m so bored,” Taemin whined, switching his phone off and throwing it down beside him, watching you busy yourself with your hair.
“Do you fancy doing the other side?” You asked as you noticed his eyes watching you, “I could teach you how to plait hair if you’re that bored, I promise that it’s not that hard too.”
He slowly sat himself up, taking the left side of your parted hair, “you always make it look so easy when you do it, but I wouldn’t even know where to start.”
“That’s why I can help you,” you smiled enthusiastically, “it doesn’t matter if you make a mistake too, a plait is super easy to untangle.”
Taemin nodded, watching what you did, “so you start with three pieces of hair in your hands?”
“Exactly, and they don’t have to be equal too,” you assured, sitting back as Taemin parted your hair, “just try and hold onto all three of them throughout and the hard part is done.”
“Y/N, I’m pretty sure my hands are too small to hold all of this hair.”
“It takes time, just practice Tae.”
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tinysushimark · 3 years
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Trampoline (LMH)
fluff, established relationship, Mark x Gender Neutral Reader.
0.496k words
"Mark! Don't-" You giggled as your body hawled into the air and landed back on the trampoline. "Who's the winner now?" Your boyfriend shouted with thrill as he kept jumping and your body kept wiggling to pick itself up.
When you gave up on trying to get up, you saw your boyfriend's energy slowly die down and his form lay next to you.
"I'm so glad we bought a trampoline before we move in here." He said and paused, trying to catch his breath. "I'm so glad that we're getting married." You smiled at him and he smiled back at you. 
His hand tangled with yours and then you heard a giggle emerge from his chest. "You really thought I'd give up so easily?" 
"No-" You said and shrieked as he got up and helped you get up. His feet bounced and he jumped high once again, his laughs filled the trampoline and you couldn't help but laugh along.
He held your hands as the both of you jumped slowly and softly, your feet didn't hurt and you were both laughing like maniacs. The laughter made the both of you tired and pools of happy tears collected in the corners of your eyes.
When the both of you lay down again, you saw droplets pour on your face and your face twisted. "Why is it raining?" You said and were about to open up the zip so that the both of you could step out from the trampoline, but Mark's hand wrapped around your wrist and tugged at it.
"Stay with me, while it rains. Just this once, please." He said and you saw the glimmer in his eyes as he leaned back into the net of the trampoline. His hands were in your hair and your head was buried in his chest as rain poured on the both of you. His hand then searched for yours and then he squeezed it softly. 
You looked up at him and his smile was ever so beautiful. He leaned down and kissed your forehead which was drenched with rainwater. He then kissed your eyelids and then your cheeks, a string of sweet nothings left his mouth each time he planted a kiss. He finally stopped and gazed into your eyes when he kissed the corner of your mouth.
You were on top of him and he smiled when you moved in closer and your lips met with his in a kiss that conveyed more than you could've put in words. The passion which flew when his lips moved against yours was barely describable. A smile took over his features in between it and he tucked your slick hair behind your ear. He pulled away and kissed your cheek. He slowly bounced his knee so that your grip on his waist tightens and a small chuckle left his lips when you held onto him for dear life with your eyes closed.
"Ah, I'm so happy we got the trampoline."
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the-only-ace · 3 years
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Hey I know you are really busy with all the request and job and all that but can you do shinee's reaction to s/o stealing their t-shirts and hoodies?? You can make them one shots of you want too😁
shinee reacts: their s/o wearing their clothes
heyyy~ i really liked this request because i personally love to do this. for this request, i want to try something new since you gave me an idea with the one-shots part. so instead of describing their reactions, i'll convey it in a form of a short story. it will still be per member! i hope you will like this one (heads up though, the posts is a bit longer than my usual shinee reacts) <3
p.s. if you guys can, kindly let me know if you like this kind of format for shinee reacts. thank you!
send in your requests here!
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onew / jinki: you sighed for the nth time within just 10 short minutes. you were staring and pouting in front of your closet for you can't find the perfect clothes for your brunch date with onew. it was a hot day today and you just wanted to wear something cute but comfortable. however, it seems like your wardrobe doesn't offer that kind of outfit.
your eyes slowly traveled toward onew's part of the closet. his side was full of quirky graphic tees which you always find adorable. you don't usually borrow his clothes but you can't help but to take a peek at them and take the one that caught your eyes.
it was a white oversized shirt with a cute box cartoon drawn in front of it. you tried it on and it stopped perfectly on your thighs, making it look like a cute dress. surprisingly, it even matches the pair of sneakers you were wearing.
before you can even decide whether you were keeping it on or not, onew walked into your room. his hair a bit damp and he was only wearing a towel considering that he just took a shower.
"oh, is that my shirt?" he pointed at you.
"uh... yeah. do you mind? i just wanted to wear something that is yours." you sheepishly replied.
"no problem!" he beamed his big bright smile before proceeding to get his own outfit.
you muttered a thank you then went to your vanity to finish touching up your makeup. afterward, you grabbed your phone and wallet and placed them inside your shoulder bag.
"alright, I'm ready to go..." you trailed off as you saw what he looked like. "what the hell are you wearing, lee jinki?"
"your shirt?" he raised an eyebrow, clearly feigning ignorance.
he was wearing your favorite grey t-shirt and it looked pitiful on him, it was as if it can tear at any moment. it barely covered his abdomen and was stretched to its limit.
"no shit, sherlock." you facepalmed at his usual weirdness. "what i want to know is why... why are you wearing it?"
"i thought we were doing a thing wherein we wear each other's clothes." he shrugged as if his response should be expected.
"what? no! please have mercy on my shirt and put on your own clothes." you can't help but laugh at him as you pushed him back to the dresser.
"alright, alright! i just wanted to make you laugh and look, it worked perfectly." he playfully pinched the tip of your nose before taking off the top he borrowed. "also, you should keep that shirt since it looks a hundred--no, million--times better on you."
"thanks, love," you whispered as you wrapped your arms around his waist and pulled him into a warm hug.
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key / kibum:
after the long busy months, you were finally having a girl's night with your best friends. you stood in front of the full-length mirror in your room to give yourself a final check. your hair was styled into textured waves and your lips were colored with the boldest red lipstick you can find. your nude heels matched the little black dress you were wearing. your outfit looked almost perfect and you just knew what you were missing. you quickly snatched key's gold leather jacket and put it on. ah, perfection.
this was the norm for you. your boyfriend's wardrobe was beyond incredible especially his outerwear collection and you just had to wear them every chance you can get. to be honest, key was very stubborn in letting you borrow his clothes... at first. after all the compromising, begging, and crying you made, he eventually budged and gave up. of course, it does not come for free. he practically made you sign a contract that once you stained his clothes, you have to shoulder the bill of the laundry and the shop will be chosen by him. however, if you damaged or god forbid, lost his clothes, you have to replace them. you immediately said yes to all of the conditions in a heartbeat. so far you only paid for 2 incredulously expensive laundry bills.
now, you were finally ready to leave. you walked out of the bedroom and made your way down the living room. there, key was sitting on the couch watching one of his favorite tv series.
"I'll be going out now," you announced as you grab your car keys near the front door.
"hey, hey, hey!" key clicked his tongue upon seeing your clothes. he was now looking behind his shoulder and giving you a stink eye. "is that my jacket?"
"um... maybe?" you gave him an awkward smile.
"of course, it's mine." he shook his head disapprovingly. "only i can pull that off, by the way." he sassily added.
"wow, i didn't know the fashion police was here. you should have given me a head's up, babe ." you bit back with a scoff. the last time you checked, you looked damn fine in it.
"just stating facts, baby," he replied in english.
"alright, then why don't you take me shopping then? so you can buy me a new set of clothes that will satisfy your standards." you challenged and if he said yes, you were clearly the winner.
"excuse me, i do call you 'baby' but i am not your sugar daddy. go now, you'll be late." he shooed you off.
"okay bye," a playful smirk appeared on your face. "daddy."
this made key rolled his eyes before turning his back on you. he would very much rather ignore you if you keep on acting that way.
"it's bye now, for real." you giggled as you open the door. "love you!" you called out before stepping out.
"love you too, brat." key mumbled with a small smile.
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minho:
winter was approaching and the air was slowly becoming colder than usual. it was the best time to stay in the comfort of your warm home and enjoy hot cocoa with your loved ones. a perfect time to wear your sweaters and hoodies indoors. however, this was not the case for minho for his favorite hoodie was missing.
"hey, babe?" he called out from the bedroom. "have you seen my black hoodie? the one with the white writings on it."
"what's that, i didn't hear you?" you went inside a few seconds later.
and there it was, his favorite hoodie being worn by his favorite person. you looked smaller while wearing it since it was way too big for you. the hem almost touched your knees and your whole arms were lost inside the sleeves. he can't help but smile at the sight.
"nothing, i was just looking for my hoodie but it looks like i found it." he gestured at the clothes you were wearing.
"oh, shoot. sorry, i didn't tell you that i borrowed it." you hit your forehead with your palm.
"it's okay. you're free to use them anytime, anyway." he patted the top of your head.
within the last few weeks, minho noticed that you sometimes wear his clothes. it was not a daily thing though and you even asked for his permission. slowly, it became every day and he would just be surprised to see you walking around the house parading his jackets and sweaters. he didn't mind it though, he was just curious about what you do to your own clothing. also, he hoped that he still had some remaining tops for himself during the cold season.
well, guess luck was not on his side.
his eyes were staring at his closet wherein there was only one jacket left, one. you followed his gaze and you promptly felt the warmth raised to your cheeks. you were surely red from embarrassment now. you were happily wearing his clothes that you didn't have the time to count how much was left.
"oh my god, i'm sorry! i didn't--" you cut yourself off as you watched him put on the lone jacket from his dresser. "i'm sorry, i didn't notice it. i just... can't help myself. your jackets are so comfortable and warm compare to mine." you tried to explain yourself. also not to mention that they all smelled just like him.
"don't worry about it." he reassured you as he placed his arm around your shoulder. "just be mindful next time. i might end up half-naked someday, you know."
"how can you be so sure that's not my goal?" you teased before sticking your tongue out.
he laughed at your silliness and then pressed a soft kiss on your warm forehead. you decided to make a cup of hot cocoa for him as a peace offering.
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taemin:
it was past midnight and it was raining cats and dogs outside. you visited taemin in his apartment for a stay-at-home dinner date but a storm came before you can even go back home. taemin then convinced you to spend the night there instead. it was not a big deal anyway since you stayed over a lot of times already. you just didn't bring your sleepover bag with you and the dress you were wearing was definitely not comfortable to sleep on.
your caring boyfriend of course promised to ease your worries. the two of you shared a warm bath after dinner and he lent you his clothes for you to change to. so that was how you ended up on his couch, fighting off sleep because the show you both were watching always had a cliffhanger ending per episode. you two needed some answers before you can drift off to sleep peacefully. it was the weekend tomorrow anyway so staying up late won't hurt that much.
your head was laying on his lap while his right hand was playing on the locks of your hair and his left one was comfortably resting on the top of your hip. his hand would occasionally rub circles on the exposed skin. as much as you hate to move from your cozy spot, you had to or else you might end up dozing off right there and then. not to mention, him playing on your hair does not help at all.
you slowly got up from the sofa as you tried to stifled a yawn. "i'll just go get some cold drink." you pushed yourself up from your seat.
you then raised your arms and stretched with a satisfied groan. your shoulders and back were sore after laying down for more or less 3 hours. you can even hear your joints cracking from stretching out. also, you felt the shirt you were wearing raised up.
taemin's shirts were not overly huge for you whenever you wore them. the hem barely covered your behind and right now you were sure that a tiny portion of your buttcheeks was peeking through the white tee. you weren't conscious about it, taemin saw much more than that anyway.
suddenly, you felt a slap across your behind which made you freeze on your spot. you looked behind and saw your boyfriend confidently leaning on the couch with his legs crossed.
"did you just slap my butt?" you inquired.
"uh-huh," he nodded with a cocky grin. "want me to spank you again?"
you frowned a little as you processed the sudden change of mood. taemin won't deny it though, seeing you in his shirts always made his heart skip a bit and his breathing ragged. you always looked effortlessly sexy in them.
"sure, why not?" you replied wickedly after a few seconds of silence.
taemin processed your answer in a split second and he hastily grabbed you by the waist and threw you on his broad shoulders. he did not forget you give you another smack on the ass when he made his way toward the bedroom, the television was completely forgotten.
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junjungsunwoo · 3 years
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We Are No More.
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“ Whenever you need me, you act as if nothing happened. Don’t look for me as you please. There is no room for you anymore. This is already over” - Back 2 U, NCT 127.
Pairing: Jaehyun x reader
Genre: Angst
Word Count: 1.3k
Summary: You were always told heartbreak was a horrible feeling, but you never really knew how much it really hurted- not until today.
Tags: @geniejunn, @daegalfangirl, @taemin-jaemin, @yeongwvnhi
Networks: @knet-bakery, @supermwritersnet, @k-dinernet​, @foreverkpop-net​, @kpop-script​
Warnings: quite a lot of profanities, mentions of cheating, reader and jaehyun has a pretty toxic relationship, heart break and break ups, if you see some please don’t hesitate to tell me!
A/N: This was written for my Feelings on Shuffle collab! Comments are greatly appreciated! I’d love to see what you guys think of this fic! Maybe if people enjoy this I might release a second part to this! :D
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Sitting at the edge of your window, you blankly stare into the gloomy skies outside. Your knees bent to your chest and you rested your head in your arms as you silently watched the rain outside fall to the ground and onto your window.
The room was silent. Not a single sound was heard other than the little sounds your clock is making and the sound of the rain hitting your window. Teared-up pictures of a once happy couple littered your floor, and the fainting musky scent of your now ex-boyfriend’s favorite cologne lingered in the cold, still air.
Without you realizing it, a single tear begins to run down your face, and soon more follow after it. You did nothing to stop the tears running down your face and you just let your cheeks get stained by the salty water drops. 
You could still remember all of the time you and he were still smiling and laughing together as if there were only the two of you in the world and how he would comfort you with his hugs and kisses, telling you how strong you were and how he was always there for you whenever you need comfort. 
With him, you felt like you were the happiest woman on the planet. He made you feel special. Like you were the only one in his eyes. You gave him everything he needed without hesitation. Everything- from food to clothes, to money- anything that he needed or wanted, you gave it to him.
You were so blinded by his sweet talks and illusions of so-called love that you never even suspected him. You believed him no matter what other people say, telling you how he was bad for you, and that you will only get hurt staying by him- you ignored all of their advice, saying that you knew what was best for you.
Well, clearly you didn’t. If you did know what was good for you, you wouldn’t be sitting on the window seat inside of your bedroom crying over your breakup with Jaehyun. If you knew that heartbreak would hurt so bad, you would have never dated Jaehyun. You would’ve never believed his sweet talks or his charming smile when he first started to court you.
The sudden ringtone of your phone breaks the comforting yet gloomy silence of the room. Your heart aches as you stare at the name of the caller.
“Babe”
You stare at the small profile picture that was shown on top of the contact name as more tears rush to your eyes.
It was a picture of you and Jaehyun smiling together- laughing together. You never noticed it but looking at the picture now, Jaehyun’s smile seemed so...fake.
There were no sparkles in his eyes like you’ve seen when he was laughing with his friends, and they were blank...as if they were dead. He smiled emptily, his dimples still showing but his eyes...his eyes were as if they held no emotions. 
You put down your phone once again, simply watching it until it finally stops ringing and a notification pops up onto your screen. 
You’ve got 1 voicemail!
You clicked on it.
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[voicemail] - 1
“Uh...hey...y/n, it’s Jaehyun here. You didn’t pick up any of my calls and I don’t know if you’ve listened to my other voicemails yet but I’m here...again. I know what I did was...unforgettable, and honestly, I probably hate myself more than you hate me right now and GOD I was so fucking stupid. 
This probably is going to sound like bullshit to you- and I don’t blame you for thinking this way, but fuck...I miss you so fucking much. I miss when you would smile look at me with stars in your eyes. I miss all of the time when you would tell me you loved me, and fuck...I feel so stupid for never saying it back. 
I’m so fucking sorry y/n... I miss you so fucking much- please, I’m begging you- please just respond to me. I don’t care if it’s just a simple ‘hi’ or even a ‘fuck off’ but just please- don’t ignore me. I...I have so much I still want to tell you and I just want us to go back to the way we were before when I didn’t mess everything up.
I know that’s not going to happen anymore, but who’s gonna stop me from trying? Please y/n, just respond to me, please just stop ignoring me. I don’t care if you want to hit me or if you want to yell at me, just- as long as you talking to me, I’ll do anything.
Please y/n...I’m so sorry, please...just respond to me. I’m begging you. I miss you so fucking much…
Please.”
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More and more tears begin to rush to your eyes and soon they begin to run down your cheek one by one. You missed him too, so badly. Wanting to do nothing more than to run back into his arms and hug it out saying ‘I miss you’ and ‘I forgive you’s over and over again.
But you know you shouldn’t. You’ve seen through everything now. How he was only using you for your money that you didn’t have much of to begin with, he used you for his own personal pleasure, he used you to show off to his friends to tell them how he’s got a “very obedient girlfriend who would do anything as long as he tells her to”. But not only that, but he was a liar- a cheater too.
You thought that nothing could ever hurt you anymore after the death of your mother but Jaehyun proved you wrong when you caught him in bed naked with an unfamiliar woman in his arms. 
Nothing pains you more than to hear Jaehyun calling you and sending you voicemails and texts every day. But now, your heartbreak pains you even more than Jaehyun’s pleas.
You still loved him. You never stopped loving him. Not even after knowing that he was such a jerk. 
You knew you could never forget him. He was just too perfect. With his dimples and sweet words, he’s got you under his love spell and you’ve got no way to escape even if you wanted to. Everything reminded you of him and you just couldn’t get him off your mind.
That was the price of loving him. You had put him before your own self. It made you turn blind to everything else that wasn’t him. It was toxic, you knew it was- but you couldn’t stop.
You knew that in order to forget about him, you need to cut him completely out of your life. So with your shaky hands, you picked up your phone when it began to ring once again.
Taking in a shaky breath, you click the glowing green button.
“He-hello? Y/n? Is-is that really you?” 
A deep voice emits from the other side of the device, his voice was shaky, and he stuttered from disbelief, not thinking that you would actually pick up.
“Finally! Oh my god- I’m so sorry-“
You cut him off coldly.
“Jung Jaehyun.”
You try your best to sound confident, trying your hardest to speak louder and clearer in hopes that he doesn’t realize how shaky and hoarse- evidence that proved that you were crying just seconds ago.
“Don’t look for me ever again. If you ever see me, please just turn the other way. We are no more.” 
You cut the call. Immediately your phone rings again, the once adored name and picture popping up once again now only bring pain to your heart.
Trying to not stop the phone, you denied the call before quickly blocking him preventing him from making another call. Before proceeding to block him on all of your other social media platforms.
Dropping your phone onto the floor, you let out a big sigh.
You did it.
You finally let him go.
But your heart’s gonna need a long time to heal from that heartbreak.
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