Madhubala (Mughal-e-Azam, Barsaat Ki Raat, Mr. & Mrs. '55)βThe Venus of India; heart-throb of all who saw her; responsible for the sexual awakening of every single desi lesbian I know (including me!) And my god, she is breathtakingly beautiful. Look at the subtle grace with which she moves, and that smile - the kind of radiant smile that can make you laugh with sheer delight, or cry because of its hidden pain. Those wild curls! That Cupid's bow! The way she tilts back her head and smiles at you with mischief dancing in her eyes! She has a way of looking at the camera that makes you feel she's sharing a private joke just with you; it's something about that quizzical twist of the lips and eyebrows. As an actress, she is inimitable; she seems to effortlessly inhabit roles ranging from a heart-broken courtesan to a laughter-loving socialite. Fun fact : she's had quite the fan following in Greece! Stelios Kazantidis even wrote a song as a tribute to her.
Ingrid Bergman (Gaslight, Casablanca, Notorious)βWhere do I even begin with Ingrid Bergman? I fell in love with her with her astounding performance in the 1956 version of Anastasia -- the best Anastasia movie in large part due to her wonderful and touching performance. She's got this amazing, fascinating intensity to her in whatever role she's in. She commits 100%, and she's got this light in whatever she's in that's stunning. She's utterly convincing no matter what she plays, from an amnesiac possible lost princess, from a nun, from a woman taking her revenge on the town that wronged her, to light romantic comedy. She's never missed in any role I've seen her in! Also she became quite the MILF.
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Madhubala:
An icon of Bollywood, who was well known for her beauty and has continued to inspire performances and songs into the 21st century. She was at times described as "the number one beauty of the Indian screen" and "the biggest star in the world".
SHE IS EVERYTHING AHHH. JUST LOOK AT HER SMILE-
She's been nicknamed the Marilyn Monroe of India and was one of the highest paid actresses in the Hindi film industry (the term Bollywood did not exist yet) during the 1950s. Also an extremely talented dancer and singer
SHE'S JUST SO STUNNING, like seeing her eyes IMMEDIATELY CAPTIVATES YOU, THE DANCING, THE BEAUTY!!!!!!!!! She worked in Bollywood for over 20 years and passed away at a sad early age of 36, BUT THE IMPACT SHE HAD WAS UNMATCHED!!!!!
That sassy sideways glance she does always has me WEAK AT THE KNEES. And when she's making silly faces at the camera to mimic someone ahhhh my gay little heart <3
Ingrid Bergman:
God, she's fantastic. She's both beautiful and a compelling actor who's more than capable of putting the whole movie on her shoulders if necessary. It's worth noting that while her beauty is conventional, she was seen as refreshingly "natural" with more eyebrows and less makeup than many other leading ladies of the time. She's well known for her role in Casablanca, but in Notorious, Spellbound, (both available on archive.org ) and Gaslight (1944) she shows how immensely capable she is.
I mean...she's Ingrid Bergman. I feel like that should be enough, you know? She's physically beautiful (her eyes!) but watching her is like a transcendent experience. Her voice, her expressions... beautiful woman, beautiful actor.
I'm a gay man but even I understand her appeal. I'll watch any movie she shows up in. Gorgeous woman.
Just try and watch her movies without sighing wistfully, then get back to me!
Choosing 1-3 movies where Bergman was at her hottest was agony because, of course, she was always at her hottest. Not just because she was beautiful but because she was absolutely willing to go up against the bs women in Hollywood were constantly dealing with. When exiled from Hollywood for having an affair with Roberto Rossellini, not only did she refuse to apologize at any point, but she went on to say that Hollywood's films had grown stagnant and boring to her. Though she said she appreciated her time working there, she wanted to try new, different techniques (hence starring in Italian neorealist films, working on stage, and acting under directors like Ingmar Bergman). She was not afraid to chase after her artistic ideals and go outside the box regardless of what society had to say about it. From her first movie to her last she killed it. There's so much more to say about Bergman's career and life, but I've already written five million words so I'll stop at that.
ion words so I'll stop at that.
One of the most incredible actors I've ever seen on film. Her facial expressions are so intricate and poignant that I cannot look away. I'm either ace or straight, but damn she made me question that.
SEVEN TIME OSCAR NOMINEE QUEEN. Girl also PULLED, having affairs with famously hot men Gary Cooper and Gregory Peck IN ADDITION to her three marriages...sexy
She has a very natural beauty to her, and she's from Sweden!
She left Hollywood and only became more beautiful. You could drown in her eyes. She can look innocent AND like she's seen it all. She is effortlessly elegant. She's played Joan of Arc (automatically hot) AND was in the movie that coined gaslight as a term. And where would we be without that!
She was known for being a breath of fresh air on the movie scene at the time with her windswept hair, dreamy smile and soulful eyes. I have loved her in every movie I have seen her in - she was just magnetic!
Where do I even start. There's a neighborly quality to this beautiful, talented actress that makes her hotness one of a kind and her looks impossible to forget
With a career spanning five decades, Bergman is often regarded as one of the most influential screen figures in cinematic history. Known for her naturally luminous beauty, Bergman spoke five languages β Swedish, English, German, Italian and French β and acted in each.
She's hot, don't get me wrong, but I've always found her very approachable, like she could easily be a member of my friend group
A lot of the time hotness in a movie is just about words and framing. "You're the most beautiful person here" [vaseline lens] well I sure hope so because that's who you cast. But when, in Casablanca, they call Ingrid Bergman the most beautiful woman in the world... they were not fucking lying. And such a dynamite actor too!! I'd only seen Casablanca up until last year, and there she's confined to love interest. But in Gaslight she was maybe one of the most incredible actors I've ever seen!!!! Goddddd shes so fucking hot and cool.
Winning Gold in Life - Lando Norris x BritishOlympicFigureSkating! Reader
Plot: You and Lando will try to coordinate his helmet designs to your figure skating outfit, so that you guys can match and win together.
Credits to off-t0-the-races for the GIF
"You looked amazing out there baby!" Lando grins picking you up and spinning you around as you got to the edge of the ice rink by the gate to leave.
You orange dress that had the Mclaren Logo all up the sheer see-through sleeves and on the back as if it were a tramp-stamp flowed around you hips as he spun you.
"Ah that was so nerve-racking having you watching me!" you exclaim, leaning your head into the crook of his neck. You both sat on the stands waiting for the results.
"Y/N, that was an fantastic performance. Think we have a chance for Gold!" your coach says coming over to you handing you your coat and gloves like she normally did after you'd been out on the ice.
"Thank you Maddie, I just hope it was enough!" you nod nervously. Lando rubs his hand up and down your legs in a comforting manor before pulling you into his hold.
"You did do well, no matter where you come... I'm going to be proud of you for just going out there today!" he whispers in your ear and tears start to build up in your eyeline. Some of you eyeliner and mascara had already started to melt off your face but Lando couldn't stand to see himself make it worse.
"Ohhhh, don't cry baby!" he laughs seeing your little pouty expression that he found adorable. You look at him is his thumbs wipe under your eyes trying to fix the black and brown makeup that had started to streak and make you loosely resemble a Panda.
As you waited for the results to come in, you anxiously bite your lips until you hear you name said by the Chinese commentator before the English one making you look at Lando and your trainer.
"Was that my name or am i tripping?" you ask looking between them and Lando has a huge grin on his face.
"That was your name baby, GOLD!" he exclaims and you crouch down into a sort of squat in shock. Tears streaming down your face.
"Y/N come on! Onto the ice!" you trainer grins and you take Lando's hand dragging him so he's as close to the barriers between the ice and the stadium seats as possible.
You see the camera on you and the other two medalists who you immediately pull into hugs, you'd gotten close to them since you guys landed here in Beijing.
You stake out to where the podium is and stand on the top place, getting help from someone to get up onto it. You smile at your flag, proud of what you've done for team GB.
The medal gets placed around you neck after the others and you get handed your flowers as you all stand listening to the British National Anthem, your hand on your heart and medal while you look up trying to keep the tears at bay.
You skate back and see Lando is filming your arrival making you make a silly face at the camera before showing your cold medal to him and the camera with a big cheesy grin on you face.
"Darling I'm so proud of you!" he smiles pulling you in for a hug and kisses your forehead as he takes a second to observe you.
"I love you so much, having you here for support was everything!" you admit, knowing you probably wouldn't have done as well if he wasn't here cheering you on.
"Well, now that you've got your first gold. I think it's time that I got my first win..." he smiles.
"Yeah? Will that be in Bahrain with your new matching lid" you grin at him and he nods.
"Need my good luck charm with me, if I'm going to win!"
And that was how you found yourself once again in the fuel scented paddock that you'd become accustomed too over the few years you'd been dating Lando for.
"Things have been looking promising babe! You guy's sandbagged hard!" you grin, knowing there was a lot more oophm to the car than what they'd let on in February's pre-season testing.
"Zac's orders. We'll be up there with Red Bull and Mercedes this year!" he grins and FP1 and FP2 proved that. He had a mega performance having the quickest time in the first and going third fastest in the second.
Sunday came around far to quickly for your liking and you were sat in the paddock in shorts and Lando's Mclaren Shirt for the warm weather Bahrain had brought. You even had to go to the merch stand to by yourself a McLaren hat because the darkness to you hair had started to burn the top of you head.
It was an embarrassing interaction, you asked for a Lando Norris McLaren hat but it was so busy and so loud they'd mistaken it for a Lewis Hamilton Mercedes hat so you were strolling through the paddock with that on your head.
"Ahhh, well if it isn't my biggest fan Y/N Y/L/N!" Lewis says catching you as he strides past on his scooter stopping to talk to you.
"They made a mistake at the merch shop. I didnt have the heart to correct them..." you chuckle and he laughs as well, he pulls out a pen starting to sign it while it was on your head.
"For my biggest fan" he laughs and you cant help but laugh as well. Only seconds later do the media catch on to the two athletes conversing and pull them up on it.
"Hey guys, how are we doing today!" one of the interviewers asks making you freeze a little like a deer in headlights.
"I'm doing great, just you know spending time with a fan!" Lewis jokes making the reporters laughs and turn to you.
"Yep, big fan of his work. Ppppft whose that Lando Norris guy in pole position. I don't know him..." you joke back knowing Lewis and Lando had the front row locked out.
"Y/N, all jokes aside it's great to see you back in the paddock now after all the training ... which clearly paid off congratulations" she smiles and you blush a little nod liking to brag or show off.
"Thank you, my team and I worked really hard. I obviously had the power of Mclaren and Lando on my side and I'm happy to have achieved Gold after my not so good attempt in 2018!" you cringe remembering when you were so much younger and naive that you hadn't performed as well, just missing out on a bronze medal.
"Well all the best to you and Lando!" she grins before keeping Lewis and letting you dash off back to McLaren.
2 hours later and you were anxuously biting your nails watching Lando catch up to the lead of the race after a slow pitstop and reclaim his P1.
It wasn't until the last lap, where DRS was enabled that he could overtake Charles and take back his P1 having an advantage on the final turn and straight for him to cross the finish line in P1.
His first F1 win.
You didn't have the most graceful reaction for a WAG, that was for sure but seeing Lando win after working so hard towards his goal, you couldn't contain your emotions.
You ran up to him, and you jumped on him not caring about the wetness of his suit from sweat and you were wrapping your arms around his neck and legs around his waist as his gloved hands came down to support you holding just under your bum.
"You are amazing!" you cry pulling up his visor so you can see his own eyes that are full of tears.
You later watched on as he celebrated his podium with Charles and Lewis, and you saw the elated and happy expression on your face that you would do anything to keep on their permanently as your favourite thing about him was his smile.
That was your man... and he was forever your man.
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y/user: Life recently! Winning Gold in all aspects of life ... McLaren Papaya inspired drip, and Lando getting a new lid for 2023 (Iβm not allowed to show you guys till race weekend) <3
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landonorris: my gorgeous baby! I love you π₯°β€οΈ
-> y/user: I love you more! Thank you for all your support recently π«ΆπΌβ€οΈ
mclaren: when the drip is dripping π¦π€π§‘
-> y/user: always π§‘
fan1: itβs so cute how Lando and Y/N always matchπ₯Ί
fan2: Y/N show us the lid we wonβt snitch!
maxfewtrell: thank you for making it to the merch drop. We miss seeing you!
-> y/user: missing you too Max π«ΆπΌ
pietra.pilao: beautiful, gorgeous girl
-> y/user: no you ππΌβΊοΈ
-> pietra.pilao: letβs date β€οΈ
-> y/user: YES! Spa days for life π«£π«ΆπΌ
fan3: P and Y/Nβs friendship is so funny π₯Ίπ§‘
summary: A new series on ynrecommends channel on YT called Celebrity Book Club grabbed Harry's attention. Now, they are simply joined at the hip. As friends. Right?
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yourinstagram hello! i started a new series on my YouTube channel - celebrity book club! my first victim was the one and only - Harry Styles. he has an... interesting library to recommend. click the link in bio if you want to watch me gush over harry, new bookshop I found and the best coffee ive ever made!! byeee, xx
also, you harries are too good with photoshop. i was sure he was reading book lovers...
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yourbestfriend bestie gettin' famous!!!!
β€· yourinstagram i knew it was a bad idea to listen to you...
β€· yourbestfriend people need to know how great of a booktuber and reader you are
harryupdates that's a great video! i immediately subscribed to your channel!
β€· yourinstagram thank you! I hope you'll find something for yourself there, xx
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harryupdates yn from ynrecommends on yt did a video where she read all the books that Harry has ever recommended. she is hilarious, very sweet, and absolutely clever. watch it when you have some spare time, you won't be disappointed!!
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hArrysbtch ive been watching her videos for months!!! thank god she finally gets the spotlight she deserves
β€· harrysmoustache does she (like most of the booktubers) sugar-coat everything or she's just blunt?
β€· hArrysbtch oh she's super down to earth! she also does those instagram lives where she talks about the latest book(s) she's read. super funny and laid back
β€· harrysmoustache oh, thank god! i was looking for someone like that! im diving into her channel right now!
yourinstagram thank you so much! thanks to you, you harries are flooding my socials!! (im not complaining) xx
β€· harryupdates can't wait for another video!
harryshoee she's so beautiful, too! and loves cats!
harrysmylife "harry, if you ever watch it, let's pretend you guys, if you ever watch it, i recommend you diving into Toshikazu Kawaguchi" she has TASTE, let me tell you
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harrymylove I'VE MET HARRY YESTERDAY!!!! look at him and my doggy Bart. i still can't process it...
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hArrysbtch how was it???
β€· harrymylove it was so lovely! he was kind enough to take a photo and talk with me for a while!
β€· hArrysbtch what did you talk about? pls spill the tea
β€· harrymylove im an English major so i asked him about some book recommendations. he answered with "i didn't have much time to read anything new recently. but was recommended and just bought Toshikazu Kawaguchi's books, so maybe this author"
hArrysbtch Kawaguchi???? after yn recommend that to him in a video???? he watched her video??? yourinstagram
harrysmoustache I've just started reading 'before the coffee gets cold' and looooove it!!
harryupdates do we think he actually watched yn's video?
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yourinstagram hopefully, this date will be successful
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yourbestfriend was it?
β€· yourinstagram after a couple glasses of wine, we moved to the bedroom
β€· yourbestfriend STOP
β€· yourinstagram never praise a ford till you get over...
harrystyles Assuming it wasn't successful, do you have any dates free?
β€· yourinstagram i'll need to check my calendar, although i only attend when coffee (or wine) and good books are provided
β€· harrystyles Done.
β€· yourinstagram i'll think about it π«£
harryupdates oh those are so tricky!!!
hArrysbtch stop, i also had an awful blind date with a book...
β€· yourinstagram that's the worst! i just need to read the synopsis and thena few pages to decide if I want to buy it
harrysmoustache why is nobody talking about harry being in the comment section??? ASKING HER OUT??? who is this man??? what's happening
β€· user93 well, it's clearly not him typing or even controlling it! the managmet took it over long ago!
β€· harrysmoustache and they say im delulu...
harrysmylife SHUT UP !!! avtivrry is my favourite harry, like??? what do you mean he can type the comment? the flirty one? the one asking a girl out? like???
hArrysbtch sooo, this is a still from yn's latest video... that stack of books looks awfully familiar to the one that Harry posted a week or so ago... coincidence? i don't think so. plus!!!! she did say she didn't spend a penny on those books
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harrysmoustache if they are together, i feel like the fandom would love her
β€· hArrysbtch i would hope so!
harrysmylife relationship, friendship or whatever -ship it is, im here for itttt
user94 y'all are really reaching now...
harryupdates it's the way she was glowing in that video for me! she looked so happy
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yourinstagram the promised vlog is up on my channel! grab some good drink and a snack for a quick talk about being single, vulnerability, loving your friends more than anything and - of course - some good books I've read in Italy!!!
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harrystyles I see the similarities between pictures 3 and 4
β€· yourinstagram well, one is a cute little creature and the other is a sweet creature
β€· harrystyles Good one.
hArrysbtch best vlog I've ever watched!!! Good job!
harrysmoustache being single??? what do you mean? i was rooting for you...
β€· stylesbabie ...we were all rooting for you
harryupdates great recommendations as always!!! my tbr is growing with each of your video
celebrityupdates Single? Our sources are saying quite otherwise!
β€· user56 spill the tea!!!!
β€· celebrityupdates Link in bio to all the things you need to know about this romance!
β€· harrysmylife it's like a man and a woman cannot be friends
After breaking up with your long-time boyfriend, your best friend is trying to make you feel happy. So she invited you to a Christmas party when you met someone new.
"You can't be here crying for a man like him!" your best friend told you.
It has been 3 months since your break up with your boyfriend of 5 years, and here you are, lying in your bed still crying for him. It wasn't easy, less in this time. Christmas feels different without him. You haven't decor your house or going shopping as you usually do. Instead, you just cry and cry all day.
"I'm trying," you told your best friend, covering your head with the sheet.
"So try harder," she said, rolling her eyes.
"I am, believe me!" you cry.
"Hey, don't cry. I'm sorry for what I just said. I just... I just want you to be happy and not crying for Leonard. He doesn't deserve you," she tried to comfort you.
"I know. I just... I don't know... This is really hard," you said.
"Listen, I know how to help you," she gave you a smile.
"Oh, no, please," you begged.
"I'm throwing a Christmas party at Mike's house. Well, his mother is throwing it, but I'm helping her. So, I told her about your situation, and she thought you should go. It will be good for you. Believe me," she told you.
You weren't so keen on the idea, but know that it wasn't the best for you just lying on your bed and crying all day for your ex-boyfriend who would be away in the Bahamas with his mistress. It wasn't good for you, and you knew it.
"Fine. I'll go," you said, giving up.
"Fantastic! Now, you need to shower, and we'll go shopping for a new dress for the party!" she celebrated.
You looked up from your phone and the post you had made not more than 3 minutes before. Yes, you were happy to be there, but it felt strange to you. Everybody was with their partners and children, and you were alone. You were sitting on the couch next to the fireplace alone. You were looking at the fire for so long that you didn't feel when someone sat next to you.
"Hey, are you alright?" a French accent asked you.
"Hmm?" you answered.
The person next to you laughed a little at your confusion. That was when you looked up to see them. Sitting next to you was the most handsome guy you have ever seen. His face looked like it was carved by the Greek Gods. Oh, man. Were you heartbroken five minutes ago? Yes. Are you still heartbroken now? Oh, hell, no.
"I asked if you were alright. You don't seem too happy to be here," he repeated.
"Really? Oh, I'm really sorry. I mean. I'm happy to be here with my friends and everything, just... It's not the happiest time for me," you said, frowning a little.
"Christmas isn't the happiest time for you? Why?" he asked in disbelief.
"No, no Christmas, but the time. I broke up with my boyfriend a few months ago and haven't moved on. This time, the holidays just remind me of him. It's fucked up, I know." you explained, throwing your head back.
"Actually, I understand. I'm living the same. My girlfriend of 6 years and I broke up at the beginning of the year, and now she has another boyfriend, and it's hard, so I understand." he gave you a little sad smile.
"We're screwed up, aren't we?" you laughed a little so did him.
"Yes, we are," he agreed.
You two sat there in silence until he broke the ice.
"So, are you doing anything special this Christmas?" he asked.
"I'm not sure. I was thinking of ordering food and watching some movies. Nothing special. Just me being lazy." you answered trying to not think about it. "And what about you? What are your plans for Christmas?"
"Well, nothing special. I'm going home for the holidays. I'm from Monaco." he said.
"Monaco. That sounds really fun!" you laughed a little.
"Yeah, it is. You know? I have an idea. Why don't you come home with me? I can show you around, and my family will be happy to have you. They're incredible, believe me. You'll have a lot of fun." he gave a smile that made your heart melt. He looked so handsome.
"I-I don't know. I just barely know you, in fact, I just met you. What if you are a serial killer who kills women for fun?" you said skeptically.
"Well, my name is Charles Leclerc. I'm 26. I'm from Monaco, and I am a Formula 1 driver for Ferrari, number 16, so you can cheer me up." he smiled.
You looked at him in surprise. You couldn't believe what he had said. He was a Formula 1 driver, and not only that, he was inviting you to go with him to Monaco. You. Of all the people in the world, he was inviting you. You, who were a mess because of your break-up and haven't met him before. He chose you for a strange reason you didn't know.
Charles looked at you with a little smile. He didn't know why he asked you that, but honestly, he thought you were the prettiest person in the party and the world. He wanted to spend time with you, and inviting you to his home in Monaco was the best way to do it. Well, that was what he thought.
"Are you serious?" you asked, still in disbelief.
"I am. We'll have a good time, I promise you." he smiled.
You thought about it for the rest of the party. You weren't sure about accepting, but again, you weren't going to do something special for the holidays, and Monaco sounds like an amazing plan to do. Maybe, just maybe, you could have fun after months of being depressed. Charles didn't look like a bad guy. He was very lovely and fun to be with. You couldn't stop imagining being with him as a couple. Yeah, you should go to Monaco.
"Have you think about it? Will you come with me to Monaco?" he asked, handing you your jacket.
You were about to leave your friend's boyfriend's house, and he insisted to accompany you to your car. That was so sweet of him. You smiled when he asked you that again. He was nervous and looking at the floor. You took his hand in yours and smiled. He looked up at you with hope.
"Yes, I'll go with you." you smiled.
He smiled immediately and hugged you. He whispered some words in French in your ear before letting you go. You were happier than in the last three months. This was incredible. He was incredible.
"You won't regret it, I promise you," he told you, giving you a big smile.
And you believe him. And he was right, you didn't regret it.
All right, so maybe I went haring off to another fandom for awhile, but I will never fully let go of my STAR WARS fic reading roots because there's just so much incredible fic here and I have such intense feelings about these characters, like how can I possibly truly leave when this fandom knows how to scratch my id just right or make me cry over fictional characters or hyena laugh because you people are very funny? There's just so much fic that is so good that of course I keep coming back! Especially when it comes to Obi-Wan Kenobi and Anakin Skywalker, there are just so many incredible people making incredible fics for them that feed right back into my love for their twisty, turny, complicated, beautiful, awful relationship.
So here's a bunch of Obikin fic because the fandom is amazing and you should go love them as much as I love them, since you can hopefully completely sate yourself on a bunch of fantastic fic to read! Or idk send yourself into a grief coma because sometimes fic writers are almost as mean as canon was, but in the best way, the way that really hits you in the feelings place. Or idk idk just gorge on all the porn because DANG Obikin fandom brings the porn!
WHAT KIND OF FIC YOUβLL FIND HERE:
FICS THAT PUNCHED ME IN THE FACE WITH HOW GOOD THEY WERE
CANON-COMPLIANT (-ISH, WHATEVER) AT LEAST UP UNTIL THE GALAXY GOES PEAR-SHAPED
FUCK THE NOISE OUT OF ANAKIN SKYWALKERβS HEAD
DARTH ASSHOLE CAT SHOULD BE GRABBED BY THE SCRUFF OF THE NECK AND SCOLDED BACK TO THE LIGHT
FUCK YOU, CANON, THINGS GO A LITTLE NICER IN THIS UNIVERSE
WORLD IS HARD AND COLD, OBIKIN FLUFF IS SOFT AND WARM
MODERN AUS CAN BE FUN AND CHARMING AS HELL AND A GREAT CHANCE TO MAP CANON DYNAMICS ONTO A WORLD WHERE THEY CAN HAVE A HAPPIER LIFE, ITβS A WIN ALL THE WAY AROUND
WHAT DID CANON EVER DO BUT BREAK OUR HEARTS ANYWAY? TIME TO TELL CANON TO FUCK OFF AND WRITE AN AU
TIME TO CRY ABOUT SOME FICTIONAL CHARACTERS
FICS THAT PUNCHED ME IN THE FACE WITH HOW GOOD THEY WERE:
β¦ Neutron star collision by thedunesea, obi-wan/anakin & cast, NSFW, 121k wip
Β Β Β In the aftermath of Order 66, Anakin Skywalker's miraculous survival after his confrontation with the new Sith Apprentice Darth Vader ignites a sparkle of hope in the remaining Jedi, in the fledgling rebellion and, above all, in his former Master, who thought he had lost everything to darkness. But darkness is generous, and it is patient.
β¦ Together in Slumber by ibex_ascendant, obi-wan/anakin, 2.4k wip
Β Β Β Several months after his last confrontation with Darth Vader, Obi-Wan finds himself trapped in a vivid and mysterious mindscape. And he isn't there alone.
β¦ Satellite Mind by intermundia, septemberist, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 19.3k
Β Β Β Some doors, once opened, can never be closed, and some secrets, once learned, can never be forgotten. or, Five times Obi-Wan heard Anakinβs thoughts, and one time Anakin heard Obi-Wanβs.
β¦ Slow Learner by Is0lde, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 12.6k
Β Β Β Four times Anakin tried to fit Obi-Wan's big dick inside him and one time he managed it. or; the evolution of their sexual relationship.
β¦ Redolent of you by Himboskywalker, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, omegaverse, dom/sub, 31.3k wip
Β Β Β This act of espionage is going to require some class A play at antiquated alpha and omega dynamics, only problem is Anakin has never submitted in his life and it's certainly not within his nature,or so Obi-Wan thinks.
β¦ Heal Me, My Darling by wasureneba, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, dom/sub, 12.4k
Β Β Β Anakin gets sick. Obi-Wan takes care of him. For two weeks. Alone. This would be easier if Anakin wasn't quite so gone for Obi-Wan. Or if this didn't involve a daily stab in the shebs.
β¦ For He, too, is King by MayMeows, obi-wan/anakin & padme, NSFW, historical au, 7.7k
Β Β Β βI am here to present myself to the man who now calls himself King of my people.β Obi-Wan would be impressed as Anakinβs title as God-King, born from the divine himself, often struck people with awe, terrifying or glorifying, but Queen Amidalaβs voice is as strong as her shoulders are squared.
β¦ How to Save a Galactic Republic Without Really Trying by Sharp_Tongue, obi-wan/anakin & mace & yoda & quinlan & palpatine, nsfw, time travel, 23.9k
Β Β Β After defeating Vader on a barren, nameless moon, Obi-Wan had let go of the past. But the past hadnβt let go of him.
β¦ (feel like i die) βtil i feel your touch by decideophobia, obi-wan/anakin & yoda & mace & ahsoka, 15.5k
Β Β Β OR; Obi-Wan gets himself cursed and makes it everyoneβs, but mainly Anakinβs, problem.
CANON-COMPLIANT (-ISH, WHATEVER) AT LEAST UP UNTIL THE GALAXY GOES PEAR-SHAPED AND/OR DIVERGES:
β¦ Yellow Surprise by ToolMusicLover, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 11.1k
Β Β Β When Anakin is distant with him during a simple negotiation mission Obi-Wan jumps to the wrong conclusion, luckily for him Anakin isn't willing to let him go so easily.
β¦ A Good Epithet by Artemis_Unbound, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 8.2k
Β Β Β Obi-Wan should have been happy. He had fulfilled Qui-Gonβs final wish. He had trained Anakin, he had spent ten years teaching the boy and watching him grow, he had cared for him and scolded him and coddled him by turns. He had, for better or worse, been Anakin Skywalkerβs Master.
β¦ hold on to this lullaby by decideophobia, obi-wan/anakin & rex, 1k
Β Β Β βAnakin,β Kenobi says with a hint of a reprimand in his voice. βWhy arenβt you sleeping?β Skywalker staggers further into the room, and a faint blush spreads across his cheeks. He rolls his eyes but it doesnβt do anything to mitigate the color high on his face and the effect it has on his features: a pleased expression flashing clear as ion fire. Having made his way to one of the chairs, he drops down onto it with the elegance of a Hutt.
β¦ Any Other World by mysticmjolnir, obi-wan/anakin & vader & leia & reva, NSFW, dimension hopping, 24.2k wip
Β Β Β Anakin has been looking for his Master for a very long time. Finally, on Mapuzo, he finds him.
β¦ sea to a desert by maragny, obi-wan/anakin, nsfw, 3.1k
Β Β Β An interlude and an aftermath; or: how to love someone you seem to have spent half your life loving.
β¦ spirit meets the bone by treescape, obi-wan/anakin, nsfw, time travel, dom/sub, 2k
Β Β Β Or, the Force keeps sending Anakin forward in time from the Clone Wars.
β¦ AzΓΊcar, Sudor by Delzi, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, spanking/discipline, 18.6k wip
Β Β Β Anakin can't stand Obi-Wan's new disciplinary tactic, but he absolutely loves it.
β¦ Too Hot by secretsolarsystem, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 4.8k
Β Β Β Too Hot: A game where two players kiss without stopping and without touching each other. If one player touches the other, that player loses. The winner gets to do whatever they want to the loser.
β¦ dream a little dream of me by answersinahauntedclub, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 10.3k
Β Β Β Anakinβs eyes snapped open. Oh no. Oh no. Anakin slumped back into the bed, staring down at himself in horror. Anakin Skywalker had just had a wet dream about Obi-Wan Kenobi. [orβyou think you have problems? try having wet dreams of your friend-slash-former-master and then trying to figure out what thatβs supposed to mean.]
β¦ sea to a desert by maragny, obi-wan/anakin, nsfw, 3.1k
Β Β Β An interlude and an aftermath; or: how to love someone you seem to have spent half your life loving.
FUCK THE NOISE OUT OF ANAKIN SKYWALKERβS HEAD:
β¦ Strings Pulled Taut by preromantics, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 4.8k
Β Β Β (AKA Anakin gets a bunch of gunk in his hair, Obi-Wan has been hyper-fixated, and it all bursts like a bubble.)
β¦ dark red by wesnenski, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 1.9k
Β Β Β He feels Obi-Wan before he sees him: a ripple in the Force, a glow of warmth in the darkness. When he appears from the shadows like a bleary-eyed spectre, Anakin can only look up at him, nostrils flared, lip quivering. Here is his Master, tired and gaunt but solid and present and real.
β¦ Take Care of Yourself, I Wish I Could by Kefalion, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, omegaverse, 7k
Β Β Β While Obi-Wan and Anakin are alone on a planet during a mission, Anakin goes into a presentation heat. One Obi-Wan will not help him through no matter how much they'd both want it. Not that they know that want is mutual.
β¦ Fever by dirkygoodness, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, cat boy!anakin, 3.5k
Β Β Β Obi-Wan wakes up to a cuddly (Ny)Anakin and is met with something he isn't expecting. He's going to have to deal with it though. And enjoy himself as he does.
β¦ sink into the dunes by stardies, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 9k
Β Β Β [A collection of small Obikin drabbles. Each chapter will have its own one shot.] 01. sfw, anakinβs separation anxiety. 02. first time nsfw. 03. obikin zine piece, sith!obi-wan, jedi!anakin, handjobs.
β¦ a necessary respite by Anonymous, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 2.6k
Β Β Β to be fair, all of this is obiwanβs fault. even though his master is calmly sorting through reports the faint buzz of arousal in the back of both of their heads is majorly coming from him, anakin just canβt help but react to it.
β¦ the lean and hungry type by tideswept, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, omegaverse, 4.5k
Β Β Β And so is Anakin, really, for being excited about this rather than angry. He wets his lower lip, striving to cohere his thoughts into something that isnβt appallingly horny, when Master speaks. βIβm not in rut,β he says quietly. βI wouldnβt spring that on you.β βI mean,β Anakin pauses. βYou could.β
β¦ when people show you who they are, believe them by RexIsMyCopilot, obi-wan/anakin, nsfw, spanking, dom/sub, 3k
Β Β Β Anakin has a meeting with the Chancellor. Obi-Wan convinces him to take a slow morning instead.
β¦ needs must by silianrail, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, omegaverse, dual sex!anakin, 1.7k
Β Β Β Anakin must be the neediest omega in the entire temple, if not on the entire planet. But if Anakin is needy, what does that make Obi-Wan, who, after all, bends to so many of his padawanβs desires?
β¦ Use Me by kittimau, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 2.5k
Β Β Β Anakin knows what Obi-Wan needs, even if he won't say it.
β¦ Insatiable by TheSopherfly, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 1.8k
Β Β Β Obi-Wan meets Anakinβs eyes with a rueful smile. βYou wanted it fast, yes?β βYes.β Even without their responsibilities looming, Anakin wouldβve wanted it like this; quick and dirty, like they just canβt help themselves. βYeah. Fast is perfect.β βGood,β Obi-Wan says, punctuating the word with a single thrust. βBecause I donβt think Iβll last long.β Or; With the twins still asleep, Anakin and Obi-Wan steal some time for themselves.
β¦ Hazy Shade of Winter by Lemon (lemon_sprinkles), obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 2.7k
Β Β Β Obi-Wan runs hot; Anakin most definitely does not. Thankfully Obi-Wan is there to warm Anakin up when things get unusually cold in the Jedi Temple.
β¦ The Love You Want by passeridae, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, potential dub con-esque (read the tags), 6.8k
Β Β Β They've returned to their rooms after sparring, flushed and laughing and close enough that the very air feels heated between them. Once the door has closed, Obi-Wan turns to Anakin, smiling, takes Anakin's jaw in the cup of his hand and kisses him like the first blush of spring. "You'll be good for me, won't you?" he murmurs, and Anakin does nothing more than dreamily nod because he knows just what to do when he's slipped under like this. Knows his job is to be obedient and pliant and good.
β¦ Handle Me With Care by greeneyes_blondequiffs, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, omegaverse, 5.3k
Β Β Β Obi Wan wants Anakin but he knows he shouldn't. He also knows that there is no way he could ever act on it - or so he thought.
β¦ tear me apart by RexIsMyCopilot, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, dom/sub, 2.4k
Β Β Β Obi-Wan uses Anakin in the Council Chamber
β¦ A Lesson in Listening by GayCheerios, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, dom/sub, toys, 4.4k
Β Β Β βAnakin,β Obi-Wan says simply. Anakin feels chills run down his spine. That tone means everything except simplicity. βBedroom.β His husband commands.
β¦ Keeping Company by Gwendolyn (storiesofchaos), obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, omegaverse, 11.1k
Β Β Β "So, will you? Will you help me through my heat? Please, I want you to fuck me, Master, I need it." Anakin doesn't care that he's begging already, but he's getting even wetter between his legs and he can't help it. Obi-Wan doesn't seem to mind anyway, because he groans and drags his fingers up into Anakin's hair and tugs slightly, making Anakin gasp. "Force, yes, I'll give you what you need, Anakin."
β¦ king unmaker by unbitten, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, transmasc!anakin, royalty au, 4.4k
Β Β Β How to get your King to stop playing hooky from his appointments to make trips to the brothel? Scold him. Stare disapprovingly. Fuck him yourself.
DARTH ASSHOLE CAT SHOULD BE GRABBED BY THE SCRUFF OF THE NECK AND SCOLDED BACK TO THE LIGHT:
β¦ Reunion by Himboskywalker, obi-wan/darth vader, ~1k
Β Β Β Some sweetness to help with the absolute agony of Obi-Wan lol
β¦ The Jedi Child by RowenaNie, obi-wan/darth vader & luke & leia & cast, NSFW, pregnant!anakin, 48.1k
Β Β Β βThe emperor has put my replacement inside of me,β Vader said.
β¦ Hand in Unlovable Hand by Rachello344, obi-wan/darth vader, NSFW, 2.8k
Β Β Β Post Kenobi Part VI: Instead of leaving Vader for dead, Obi-Wan finds himself unable to abandon his dear friend again and so takes him with him. How can Obi-Wan Kenobi live without the other half of himself? Whatever it takes, he will drag Anakin back to himself, kicking and screaming.
β¦ dreamscape melodies by egeria, obi-wan/darth vader, NSFW, 2.9k
Β Β Β "The layers you Jedi wear are ridiculous," Vader grumbled. Obi-Wan let out a huff. "We're in a dream, are we not? Can we not just will our clothes off?" -- or: Vader is in heat and Obi-Wan is in his dream. It's still complicated.
β¦ to restrain the darkness by treescape, obi-wan/darth vader, NSFW, some dom/sub, 2k
Β Β Β Or, Vader wants Obi-Wan to tie him up.
β¦ dreams of old by treescape, obi-wan/darth vader, nsfw, 4.1k wip
Β Β Β Obi-Wan surrenders to Vader on Jabiim in exchange for everyone else's freedom.
FUCK YOU, CANON, THINGS GO A LITTLE NICER IN THIS UNIVERSE:
β¦ afterimages by shatou, obi-wan/anakin, 1.3k
Β Β Β Mustafar is nothing but a bad dream.
β¦ Sticky by Delziae, obi-wan/anakin & padme & ahsoka & rex & cast, NSFW, omegaverse, 25.9k
Β Β Β [Or: In which Anakin is too horny to handle and Obi-wan has a bit less control than he originally thought.]
β¦ That Never Wrote To Me by Artemis_Unbound, obi-wan/anakin & cast, NSFW, omegaverse, 5.3k
Β Β Β After the Rako Hardeen mission, everyone Obi-Wan loves has turned away from him. Itβs been months since heβs even seen Anakin, but their bond had been closed off for years. Knowing that Anakin would never want him the way Obi-Wan wanted Anakin had been painful enough, but at least he still had their friendship. And now even thatβs gone, and the cold has settled into his bones. Acute Isolation Syndrome is so rare that Obi-Wan doesnβt recognize the symptoms. Doesnβt even realize that heβs dying.
β¦ dream a little dream of me by answersinahauntedclub, obi-wan/anakin & ahsoka & padme, 10.3k
Β Β Β [orβyou think you have problems? try having wet dreams of your friend-slash-former-master and then trying to figure out what thatβs supposed to mean.]
β¦ Stargazing by thegingerwrites, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 21k
Β Β Β Anakin and Obi-Wan have become too well-known on the Holonet to take on undercover assignments anymore. But desperate times call for desperate measures and the Council asks them to make contact with a Separatist defector at a gala hosted on Mandalore. At least the event is a masquerade.
β¦ praise you by RagnarLothcat, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 17.9k
Β Β Β An act of insubordination, a crash landing and a trek through the forests of an uncharted planet bring Anakin and Obi-Wan to a very hospitable village. Sure they think Anakin is a god, but really, what's wrong with wanting to be appreciated?
β¦ terribly inconvenient and incredibly terrific by tennessoui, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, omegaverse, 24.8k
Β Β Β Obi-Wan has the sheer nerve to imply that Anakin is ill-suited for a mission he himself is going on, which means that Anakin will stop at nothing to prove his old master wrong. After all, Anakin can do anything Obi-Wan can do, thank you very much. Even if maybe, just this one time, Obi-Wan is right. This mission relies on the one area of Anakin's life he's never spent much time or effort thinking about: his omega designation and Obi-Wan's alpha one. But there's no way that Anakin is going to back down now. What will Obi-Wan do? Go to the planet with another, non-Anakin omega? Don't make him laugh. He's Obi-Wan's partner. And Obi-Wan is his alpha. Alpha master. Same thing.
β¦ and when you look at me, the weight of how i feel is heavy on me by brahe, obi-wan/anakin & ahsoka & mace & depa & qui-gon & rex & cast, 37.9k
Β Β Β βJusβ like a sun,β Anakin murmurs, and Obi-Wan has to strain to hear it, almost misses it. He stills. βBeautiful shining sun,β Anakin continues, and presses his face further into the pool of robes. His voice is slow and sleepy, and Obi-Wan realizes he can tell Anakin is about to drop off into sleep. He blinks, lifting his head to stare down at him in something between awe and shock. That seems to be the standard operating procedure when it comes to Anakin, he thinks, a little wry, a little wondrous.
WORLD IS HARD AND COLD, OBIKIN FLUFF IS SOFT AND WARM:
β¦ a vacationer's guide to being unexpectedly married by treescape, obi-wan/anakin & cast, 7.8k
Β Β Β βA vacation, you need,β Master Yoda had insisted firmly beneath their incredulous stares when theyβd first received their instructions. βOn a beach, perhaps, hmmm?β
β¦ The Lonely Mollusk by temple_mistress, obi-wan/anakin & luke & leia, nsfw, 2k
Β Β Β Obi-Wan was incredibly horny, Anakin was, Force-bless him, more than ready to oblige, and the children were miraculously still sleeping.
β¦ looking for trouble by orphan_account, obi-wan/anakin (mentioned obi-wan/anakin/padme), spanking, 1.7k
Β Β Β Anakin gets in a fight. Obi-Wan cleans him up and spanks him.
WHAT DID CANON EVER DO BUT BREAK OUR HEARTS ANYWAY? TIME TO TELL CANON TO FUCK OFF AND WRITE AN AU:
β¦ death by any other name by loosingletters, obi-wan/anakin & qui-gon, vampire au, 11.5k
Β Β Β While on a mission during his years as a Padawan, Obi-Wan escapes the tight hold of death transformed into something not quite human. In the years following, he isnβt always so lucky.
β¦ Till Human Voices Wake Us by RagnarLothcat, obi-wan/anakin, mer!anakin, 2.7k
Β Β Β Itβs late summer when Obi-Wan first notices a flash of gold between the waves.
β¦ Goodbye by Ripki, obi-wan/anakin & qui-gon, nsfw, 1.2k
Β Β Β Anakin has no wish to leave Obi-Wan, not when they have just been reunited. Luckily for him, Obi-Wan is good at making their goodbye very memorable.
β¦ tender like a bruise by stardies, obi-wan/anakin & cast, omegaverse, 6.8k wip
Β Β Β In a stroke of desperation, Obi-wan mates Anakin Skywalker by force on the fiery planet of Mustafar to stop his Fall and save his life. Taken back to Coruscant and imprisoned, Anakin feels the senate's pressure for justice, and Obi-wan, his mate and former mentor is determined to give him another chance.
β¦ canaries underground by TheGoodDoctor, obi-wan/padme & references to anakin/padme & obi-wan/anakin & obi-wan/anakin/padme, NSFW, padme lives, 10k
Β Β Β There are good days, and bad days. This is a good one.
β¦ use my body to break your fall by tennessoui, obi-wan/anakin & padme & ahsoka & mace & yoda & palpatine & cast, NSFW, Not a Jedi!Anakin, Sith!Obi-Wan, 63.5k
Β Β Β Obi-Wan Kenobi is too good at being a Sith Lord general of the Separatist army. The Jedi Council approaches Anakin with an offer he can't refuse. These things are, actually, related.
TIME TO CRY ABOUT SOME FICTIONAL CHARACTERS:
β¦ you can't just leave me by amadwinter, obi-wan/anakin, nsfw, omegaverse, 1.6k
Β Β Β Anakin swears heβs above his Omega instincts, but when heβs sparring with his Alpha master one day, some wires get crossed that leave him unable to distinguish friend from foe. A primal fear consumes him, and no amount of Jedi training will shake the feeling he needs to escape. He needs to protect himself from the dangerous Alpha circling around him, searching for any sign of weakness. When backed into a corner, an Omegaβs last line of defense is their bite. After all, an Alpha would never hurt their mateβ¦
β¦ A Little Early, A Little Late by greeneyes_blondequiffs, obi-wan/anakin, omegaverse, pregnant!anakin, 7.4k
Β Β Β Anakin finds out he's pregnant. The problem is that his mating ceremony isn't for another four months.
β¦ Sweet Surprise by greeneyes_blondequiffs, obi-wan/anakin, nsfw, omegaverse, pregnant!anakin, 12.3k
Β Β Β Obi Wan and Anakin are forced to land on an unfamiliar planet. Anakin is perplexed by everyone's obvious interest in him, unsure what could be causing it. That is, until he receives some unexpected news. The problem is, Anakin's not quite sure he believes it. The other problem is what Obi Wan might think when he finds out.
β¦ That Never Wrote To Me by Artemis_Unbound, obi-wan/anakin & ahsoka & vokara, NSFW, omegaverse, pregnant!anakin, 5.3k
Β Β Β After the Rako Hardeen mission, everyone Obi-Wan loves has turned away from him. Itβs been months since heβs even seen Anakin, but their bond had been closed off for years. Knowing that Anakin would never want him the way Obi-Wan wanted Anakin had been painful enough, but at least he still had their friendship. And now even thatβs gone, and the cold has settled into his bones. Acute Isolation Syndrome is so rare that Obi-Wan doesnβt recognize the symptoms. Doesnβt even realize that heβs dying.
Pairing:Β Charles Leclerc x earthy!reader (she/her)
Warnings:Β curse words, Twitter environment, itβs not proofread, etc, etc. Minors DNI!
Summary:Β In which Charles starts dating an earthy/spiritual girl who just loves nature and good energy.
A/n:Β none of the pictures used are mine, they are all from Pinterest and other apps. everything else is made up by me and I do not give permission for it to be published on a different platform. I would appreciate it if those things could be taken into consideration π
A/n2:Β Based onΒ this request.
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sunshineyn
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sunshineyn βοΈ
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charlesandyn I love how nothing is coded, she's just kind and wants to send cute messages to people, it feels nice to be on this fandom for once
β€· sainztires no but even when charles DNF he has a different semblance now, it's like he's bummed, but he does not let it get to him the way it did
β€· lecactus yeah and he's doing way better ever since he started dating her (idc if the car is different, let me think that she actually helped him focus his energy and manifest good stuff)
swiftierussell Green is now my favorite color π
sunshinelewis I love how suddenly the whole fandom is following her handle, sunshine + name
charles_leclerc
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charles_leclerc off season π³ππ₯π
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leclercircus sharls, whose draw is that? it looks fantastic
β€· charles_leclerc it's yn's π€
β€· monzabc omg he actually answered!!!!!
badgirlf1 No, but I won't ever forget when during Charles' live stream Yn said "Also, you're not a tree, you can move" when talking about letting go of some stuff, I laughed but I also got the message. π π€£
sunshineyn Thank you for sharing life with me π
β€· charles_leclerc thank YOU for accepting me as I am
β€· lovemerc so what if they say they love you, do they say "thank you for sharing life with me"? cuz that feels deeper
youreinlove God, I've seen what you did for others π§π»ββοΈ
schumicedes The fact that the dump starts with her and she's the center of everything? true love, I want it
pierregaslight thank you for sharing your love with us, it's heartwarming seeing you two interact π₯Ήπ
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charles_leclerc off season dump pt.2 πΊ
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fortyfourlaps Life is good indeed, I'm being fed with content all week ππ
pairing: 14th doctor x reader & 10th doctor x reader
rating: E
notes: no gender or age given for reader, just that you last saw the doctor fifteen years ago. thank you to @mcganns for being my beta!!
This too shall pass.
It was a sentiment that you had to cling onto when he left, because fuck knows it was the most painful thing youβd ever felt. And youβd run away from actual explosions before. Big ones, in space! Supernovas which could eat entire planets while you hung onto the side of a little blue box.Β
And yet none of it even begins to compare to when he fucking left you.Β
He said it wouldnβt be forever. Well, he shouted it at you as you fell out of the TARDIS. There was a time explosion, and you got rocketed back to your little flat in the middle of Hackney, on Earth only a few days from when heβd picked you up β but in your reality months of adventure had passed.Β
Youβd not really settled back in, certain that he was going to come and rescue you. But then days turned into weeks into months and you finally accepted that the Doctor had abandoned you.Β
So you went back to it all. Your mundane little existence before a mad, brilliant man had whisked you away. Your boss was a bit miffed that youβd gone AWOL but you were their best employee so they couldnβt afford to let you go, all you got was a slap on the wrist and a command not to let it happen again. The people you loved didnβt really seem to notice your absence that much, which stung; you couldnβt blame them though. Youβd probably not miss you much either.Β
The Doctor. He made you feel special in a way nobody had before. Like you were the centre of a whole, giant, fantastic universe, and he adored you for it.Β
Still.Β
No point mulling that over again, is there?
Fifteen years. Things did get better. You moved on eventually. But you still find your thoughts drifting back to him every once in a while, and that fragment of time you spent totally utterly in love with each other. When you think about the way he kissed you, without realising it you end up touching your lips.
No. No. Stop.Β
The singing of the kettle snaps you back into reality, and you pour yourself a hot cuppa. Ah, tea. The antidote to everything. You go to turn the radio on for some company as you shift into your morning routine when you hear a knock at the door.Β
Probably the postie. Heβs a bit early today, you think, but make no more of it as you undo the latch and open the door.Β
Your heart stops.Β
Because there he is, of course.Β
Older. Weathered. Not the young man you once knew but a grownup version of him, as exhausted by life as you are.Β
You drop your mug. Quick as a flash the Doctor grabs it out of midair. The tea sloshes onto the floor but at least nothing gets shattered.Β
He goes to look up at you, but his attention is drawn back to his hand.Β
βI bought you this mug years ago,β he says, utterly amazed.Β
You shut the door in his face.Β
Well, you try to, anyway. But he sticks a foot in between the door and the frame, with one of those stupid Converse he always wears.
βI know youβre angry, I know. But please let me come in.β
Itβs such an absurd statement you find yourself laughing, a high and desperate noise.Β
βAbsolutely not!β Actually, no. Thatβs not enough. βHow dare you. Why are you even here?!β
βBecause I wantedβ I needed to see you.β
You still want to slam the door on him, but thereβs a desperation to his voice that gives you pause. And when he looks at you with those sad, puppy-dog eyes? Those eyes as lined with age as you are?
Fuck. Youβre so weak.Β
So thatβs how you find the Doctor sitting at your kitchen table with a cup of tea in front of him. You lean against the counter, defences still up, eyeing him from over the top of your mug. He drums his fingers against the tablecloth.Β
βI like your house. Your calendar is nice, I enjoy the kitten motif.β
βDonβt,β you spit, slamming the mug down and sloshing tea onto the floor, βdonβt you dare. You donβt get to waltz back here and start telling me βoh, I enjoy your furnishings, havenβt you made a nice little life for yourself since I abandoned you!β I let you in to speak your piece, though god knows why. Say it and be done.β
The Doctor looks deflated. His shoulders sag, mouth falls. You take a moment to properly look at him. He seemsβ¦ tired. Tired in a way you never knew him to be when you went on your adventures. Part of you wants to offer comfort, but the other part of you wants to withhold it maliciously. Anything to make him feel the way you felt.Β
βI looked for you,β is what he settles on, heavily. You didnβt expect that, and it knocks you.Β
βWhat?β
βI did. After the explosion, I tried searching all over the galaxy for you. I didnβt know where - when - youβd ended up. I scanned and scanned but something stopped you from appearing on the TARDISβs sensors. I thinkβ¦ the amount of artron energy emitted during the blast somehow cloaked you.β
You say nothing, your silence an invitation for him to continue his explanation.Β
βIt took years. Literal years, for me. Every spare moment I had, I dedicated to looking for you. Head buried in the circuitry of the TARDIS, trying to fix whatever was hiding you, gave myself a couple of nasty shocks too. And, when I finally tracked you down, Iβd regenerated.β
You blink. Right. Yes. Heβd explained that, but youβd never seen it with your own eyes. The same person, a different face.Β
βI didnβt know if youβd want to see me if I didnβt look like me. But I had to try anyway, didnβt I? So I came here. To your house. I got myself all ready for it, knocked on your doorβ¦ and found that you were married.β
Your fingers grip the counter.Β
βOh.β
βHe seemed nice. Loved you a lot, as you deserved. And I couldnβt tell you I was back, could I? I saw you pottering around in the kitchen, making the tea - you were always the best at making tea - and you were happy. How could I ask you to leave that all, uproot the life youβd made for yourself, just to jump back in the TARDIS with me? How could I be so cruel? I couldnβt, could I. So I left again. Tried to move on. Like you did.β
Youβre crying now. You can feel hot tears slide down your face and soak into your jumper.Β
βOh, Doctor,β you manage. You want to tell him so much. It feels like it might burst out of you. But instead you settle on:
βWhy now?β
He smiles thinly.Β
βBecause somehow I got this face back, and I wanted to see you. I wanted to be selfish for once.β
You find yourself at the table, on the wonky chair opposite him, sliding your hand over to cover his. Itβs rough and warm. Just like you remember. He says your name with reverence, but like it pains him.Β
βI never stopped loving you. Ever. Through it all, every adventure, I knew it wasnβt complete because you werenβt there. It just wasnβt the same without wonderful, brilliant you,β he admits. He sounds defeated. It breaks your heart β or, actually, it might just put it back together again.Β
A beat passes. His confession lingers in the air, heavy, thick and choking like smoke from an untameable fire.Β
βHis name was Simon. He was a baker. He was lovely, actuallyβ¦ and we got divorced two years ago.β
The Doctorβs brow furrows.Β
βYouβ¦ whatβ¦ why?β
βBecause he knew there was someone else I never really let go of. Someone else who, despite everything, I still loved.β
He looks you in the eyes, and you see something glimmer there that you long since gave up on.Β
Hope.Β
And then, suddenly, youβre kissing.Β
Itβs like nothing has changed. His lips are still rough and searching on yours, a hint of tongue giving away into more the deeper you entangle. He sits you up on the table and steps into the space left by your spread legs, and between each kiss he says your name. Itβs full of adoration but lined with desperation, too.Β
Like the kisses he gave you the first night you laid together, on a bed in his spaceship floating across the galaxy. When he buried himself inside you and you felt his two hearts beat in rhythm with your own.Β
βDoctorβ¦β you manage.Β
Fuck. You need him. You didnβt realise how badly you needed him. You didnβt realise a piece of your soul has been missing this whole time, fucking torn out of you and leaving a jagged hole in its wake. And him, back, telling you he loves you and always has? Youβre patched together like kintsugi.Β
Your Doctor is the molten gold you need.Β
βPlease. I need toβ¦β heβs so desperate he can barely get the words out, but you nod; heβs undoing the belt buckle of your jeans and pulling them off like theyβre silk. When his thin waist meets yours you cross your ankles behind him and lock him into place, and his hands - a little fumbling, a little nervous to be mapping out the plain of you again - begin to trace your chest. You lean into his touch to let him know yes. This is okay. I want this. Make me whole again.Β
His warm, rough palms slide under the hem of your shirt and lift it easily over your head, the only break in a while you take from your kiss. You let yourself grab his tie to bring him closer. Heβs fully dressed still and youβre almost naked; you remember how he used to like that, enjoy feeling a bit more put together than you. Cheeky blighter. Still though, as his suit scratches your skin, you canβt say you donβt agree.Β
However. In this instance he has far too many clothes.Β
You tug at his jacket and he knows what you need, letting it fall to the floor with his tie and waistcoat following it. He ruts against you as he unbuttons his shirt a bit, not the whole way, but just enough for you to feel the warmth of his chest. Heβs so skinny. Youβve always been a bit worried that, on one of your rougher days, you might snap him in half. You still are now, actually.Β
Cupping his face in your hands you let your thumbs caress his cheekbones. Your Doctor. Older but the same. Just like you.Β
You can feel him more than half-hard against your leg. No more time wasting. You need him. You need him, you need him, you need him.Β
It doesnβt take long to undo his fly and have him in your hand. Youβll always be glad he chose this human anatomy. Though youβd love him no matter how he looks, thereβs something wonderful about his cock as it is here. He lets his head fall forward onto your shoulder with a moan if your name.Β
βOhβ¦ youβreβ¦β
βMmm hmm,β you agree, a genuine smile passing your face for the first time in god knows how long. Heβs just the right length and on the thick side, and you know what a delicious stretch he is when he pushes inside of you. You canβt wait to feel it again. A couple of pumps and heβs ready, dripping precome and a ruddy red. Another time youβd bend down and taste him, remind yourself what a Time Lordβs cock is like. But now today. Well, not now.Β
You lay back, readjusting yourself so he can push your underwear to the side and find your entrance. A couple of fingers - those long, delicate, clever and cunning fingers - press inside you and test you out. Youβre ready for him. He makes a choked noise in the back of his throat as he realises and you laugh, properly, throwing your head back.Β
βCome on, Doctor. Show me that youβve missed me.β
He used to never shut up. And now heβs stunned into a desperate silence, lining up with you and pushing in as he does his best to make you feel what heβs been feeling too.Β
A loneliness is fixed. He slides home inside you and your hips meet, the both of you letting out a long and ragged breath. You sit there for a moment, locked in the most intimate embrace, and just feel each other. You fist your hands in his shirt. Heβs here. Heβs real. You feel him trace his palm up your back as if you assure himself of the same thing.Β
Slowly he begins to move. It is a long and lovely drag, his cock hitting all the points you missed being touched, and when he feels you gasp he goes harder. The Doctor nuzzles into the skin of your neck, nestling to the warmth of you there, and you hear him repeat a mantra both of your name and βI love youβ.
Over and over. As if the two phrases are inextricably linked.Β
Youβre so full. Youβre so light. Everything feels perfect in this moment. And when he reaches between your bodies to touch your sex, push you to the edge, you know youβll climax for him embarrassingly fast.Β
When you come you see stars light up behind your eyes. The sky, the unfiltered and untamed sky takes you over. The Doctor says your name one final fine and releases inside you, his hips riding it out as if to savour every second in the sweet grip of you.Β
He canβt look at your face when he asks you. He says it from the safety of your shoulder where his face is buried, because if you say no you know his heart will shatter.Β
βCome with me, in the TARDIS again. I know I shouldnβt ask you to leave your home butβ¦ you complete me, you know. Always have.β
βLeave my home?! Doctor, donβt be daft. This is just a house in bloody Hackney. Youβre my home.β
You pull back to meet his gaze. Heβs tired, but bright. His eyes twinkle. And thereβs the Doctor you know.Β
βAnd of course,β you continue. And, as the smile engulfs his face and he lights up, βitβs not like Iβm doing anything else, am I?β
This time, when you go AWOL from your job, you never come back.Β
Warnings: yuki's got a crush, daniel plays match maker, cooking lessons, sexual tension, sex in the kitchen, oral (f!receiving), penetrative sex (p in v), cum play, finger sucking.
Word Count: 2,323
Author's Note: this is a random one, I won't lie to you. it's not very holiday based but it fit yuki so here we are :)) - also a very happy birthday to the queen of audios @2-fast-2-curious thanks for always being unhinged with me <33
merry smutmas series
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Yuki finds himself more fascinated by the woman cooking than the food on his plate for once.Β
The holiday season was underway and Alpha Tauri was hosting their end of season holiday party for all of their staff.
Anyone that knows Yuki, knows his love and appreciation for food. If there wasn't any room in the budget, they got rid of some things to make sure they could fit in a chef. They didn't cater, everything was made to order - something Yuki greatly appreciated.
The younger driver could see into the kitchen from the little cut out they had, the same spot that the waiters would pick up their dishes. She was young, she moved quickly around the kitchen and it seemed as if she was in there alone. He never fully saw the woman behind the doors, just a glimpse of her here and there.
Dinner had wrapped up and thankfully for the woman behind the closed doors, dessert would be a spread, something she could take her time and work on.
Everyone was mingling and Yuki left his seat, making his way to his teammate, Daniel. "Hey man," Daniel smiled at him.
"Hi Danny," Yuki returns the smile, "do you know who the chef was tonight?" He asks, straight to the point.
Daniel nods, "that's y/n, she's a friend of mine. Why?"
"She's fantastic, the food was really good." Yuki tells him, a smile on his face. Daniel glances over at the opened window before looking back to his teammate. "Yeah it was, wasn't it? You know you can go back and tell her that yourself."
"No," Yuki shook his head, "I don't want to disturb her."
"Oh please, y/n cooks at my place with my niece and nephew running circles around her," Daniel slings his arm over his teammate, "I promise you won't be disturbing her, c'mon."
The Aussie walks his teammate towards the kitchen, bumping the door open with his hip as they walk in. You were in the middle of pipping the custard into the tart tins, not bothering to look up and see who was there.
"Don't even think about it," you say, not looking but you do see Daniel's fingers reaching for the Christmas cookies you had set out to cool.
He tsks, making a face at you when you finally look up. "You're no fun," he says, pulling you into a hug. You squished into your friend's side, the man kissing your forehead. "Dinner was great," Daniel says, letting you go.
"Thank you, Danny."
"I've bought a new admirer for you," he raises his brows, looking over at Yuki, the younger driver waving shyly to you. "I'll leave you two to chat," Daniel says, snatching a cookie off the tray before running out the kitchen.
You shook your head at your friend's theatrics, looking at Yuki now. "Please, help yourself," you tell him, nodding towards the cookies on the counter.
He smiles, picking one up and taking a bite. You had gone back to filling the custard tarts when you hear a soft moan. "Everything okay?" You looked up, brows furrowed.
Yuki blushes, "this is so.. wow. I don't have the words."
You chuckled, "thank you."
"I'm Yuki, by the way." He says, sitting on the bench as he eats his cookie.
You smile, "I know, Daniel talks about you all the time." You set the tarts in the fridge, turning around to face him again. "I'm y/n."
"I know, Daniel also talks about you."
The two of you share a laugh, the man watches as you move about the kitchen and set up the last pieces of dessert. "I just wanted to give you my compliments, the food was amazing."
"Yuki, thank you." You smiled, your hand pressed to your chest. "That's a massive compliment coming from you."
"I can't really cook but I do appreciate a good chef when I meet one."
"Well, I'd be more than happy to teach you a few things if you'd like. I'm in London until Wednesday, then we're closed for the holidays so why don't you come by on Tuesday ?"
"Are you sure? I don't want to disturb you if you've got things to do."
You shake your head, "I'm inviting you, it won't be a disturbance. Please say you'll come by. I have a new recipe I want to test out, so I could use the feedback."
"If you insist," Yuki smiles. You nod, "I do, otherwise I will have to fatten up Daniel again and I won't hear the end of it."
"Okay," he nods, "just send me the address and the time."
"I will," you smile.
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It's late, the restaurant's lights have already been dimmed and the chairs were stacked up on the tables when he walks in. The hostess was on her way out but she let him in, knowing you were expecting him.
"Y/n?" Yuki calls for you, making his way to the back of the restaurant. "Kitchen!" You shout back, you back turned to the door as you stirred something in the pot.
"Hey," he smiles, walking in.
"Hi," you waved, not turning around just yet. "Can you pass by that jar, the one with the gold lid?" Yuki picks up the jar, opening it and passing it to you. the contents were red, and liquid, he read the label; chilli oil.
"What are you making?"
"It's a new recipe, I told you I needed a taste taster," you smile, setting the jar down as you let the sauce boil on the stove. "How was the drive over?"
"Fine." He smiles.
"Good," you wiped your hands on the towel, "I have a few things to finish up and we can eat. Do you mind helping?"
"That's what I'm here for," he gives you a smile, walking over to the sink to wash his hands before returning. In the meantime, you had set up a few things to cut. "Just the peppers and celery." You tell him, cutting a piece of the celery to show him how big you wanted it and you cut a bell pepper, showing him how to do it.
Yuki starts cutting the celery while you turn the stove off, stirring what was in the pot. You watched as he moved onto the peppers, struggling to get them to the same size you had shown him.
"Like this," you stood behind him, your arms wrapped around him as you held his own hand, showing him. Holding the pepper with one hand, you helped him move the knife slowly, up and down as he cut the peppers.
Yuki can't focus on the peppers, he should - to avoid chopping off a finger but he can't help it. All he can feel is your body pressed to his.
Your cheek pressed to his to watch as he cuts them, finally finishing. "Good job, Yuki."
The simple phrase shook him. "Thanks," he whispers as you let go of him, picking up the chopping board as you add the chopped veggies into the sauce.
Yuki sits, asking if there's anything else he can help with but you assure him that you've got the rest. It takes you a few minutes but you finish up, sliding a plate over the counter to him.
"What do we think?" You asked, handing him a fork. Yuki nods, looking down at the food on his plate. "Smells good."
You stand across from the driver quietly, elbow propped up on the counter with his chin in the palm of your hand, watching as he cuts the piece of chicken sitting on top of the pasta. Yuki takes a careful bite, his face going through 6 different emotions, you aren't able to gauge what he was feeling.Β
Brows raised as you wait for the final decision. "Well?" You asked, eager to hear what he thought.
Yuki wipes his mouth on the napkin, a smile on his face when he moves his hand, nodding. "Holy fuck.. that is.. wow."
"Yeah?" You smiled, and he nodded. "So good."
"Okay good, I wanted to make sure. It's a new recipe and I wasn't sure."
"It's perfect.. more than perfect." He says, mouth half full as he takes another bite.
You let Yuki finish eating as you tidy up. The man asks if you'll sit down to eat and you let him know that you already ate; you had a bad habit of eating bits and pieces there, never actually sitting down for a full meal.
Despite not helping to make the mess, Yuki offered to help you clean up. You two cleared up the trash and the leftovers, taking them into the fridge and making a bag for Yuki to take home. You decide to wash the few dishes left over from dinner and Yuki decides to hang around for a bit.
Yuki standing behind you, leaning on the counter as he watches you wash the dishes. Your hips bouncing from side to side along to the beat of the music you had playing
There's a tension in the kitchen, you wouldn't be able to cut it with your sharpest knife.
You ignored it, hoping it would go away but it doesn't. You know where it's come from but you aren't sure how to go about it.
Turning to face the man, he reacts before you could.
The man pins you against the counter, his lips find yours as his hand cups your jaw. Yuki's hands wandering across your body, tugging on the shirt you had on.Β
Pulling and pushing, little by little the clothes end up on the floor.Β
He lifts you onto the counter, your legs on either side of him as he steps between them. Rubbing up your thigh with one hand, the other pulls you by your chin to look at him.
Your eyes find his, watching as he sinks to his knees in front of you.Β
Your hands are flat on the cold counter as you feel his tongue against you. His arms hook around your thighs, pulling you closer to him.Β Your hips jut forward when you feel his tongue against your clit, your hand gripping on his black hair.Β
He glances up at you and youβre like an angel on earth to him right now; head tossed back, skin glistening under the white light of the kitchen, his head buried between your legs.Β
YukiΒ mimicked his actions again until he can feel your legs shake, your grip on his hair tighter than before, his name strung along with the explicits leaving your mouth.Β
He gives you a minute to catch your breath as he kisses his way back up to your face.Β He smiles as he stands, kissing you and you're even more ready than you were before.Β
βThis is wrong,β you whisper to him, eyes fixed on his hand that was wandering across your chest at the moment.Β
His lips follow his fingers, kissing and leaving little marks as he goes along his way. His tongue brushes over your nipple, your back arches involuntarily; your body betrays you.Β
βWe can stop,β he says, a hand slipping between your legs.
You stop talking and pull him closer, kissing him once more; your way of telling him yes.Β He pulls you toward the edge of the counter a little more before heΒ pushes into you. One ankle is over his shoulder and the other hooked around his hip.Β
And once again, you were a sight to see; back arched off the counter, eyes closed and your head tilted back, his name tumbling from your lips for what felt like the millionth time.
YukiΒ has never seen a prettiest sight.
He feels you clench around him, the hand on his shoulder digs in, your nails leaving behind their own set of marks.Β His hand reaches between the two of you, his fingers finding your clit once again.Β
βOh my god,β your hips bucked, his fingers matching the pace of his hips, your body rocking back and forth to get the most out of him. Β
βYuki,β you groaned, eyes pleading with him, βplease.β You beg, your hand wrapped around his wrist.
βHold on baby, patience.β He tells you, hooking your leg on his hip instead of resting it on the edge of the counter. His lips met yours, a hand resting on your hip to keep you up as he fucked you. The further he pushes, your body just keeps welcoming him like he belonged there.
He can feel you squeezing his cock, your eyes fluttering closed. Yuki smacks your jaw lightly, βlook at me,β he tells you. βIf you want to cum, open your eyes.β
You give in, your eyes opening a little and Yuki's thrusts are sloppy, you know heβs just as close as you are. A few more thrusts and youβre over the edge, calling his name as you do.
βWhere?β He asks, his head on your shoulder and you know itβs not gonna last.Β
Your chest is heaving, barely able to hold yourself up, "anywhere."
Itβs not long after, followed by a few sloppy thrusts, that Yuki cums too. The tip of his cock brushing between your folds, spreading his cum all over your pussy. He pulls away, smiling at the whimper he gets from you. His fingers replacing his cock, covered in his cum when you roll over, he sticks his fingers in your mouth and he doesnβt have to tell you what to do.
βGood girl,β he hums, watching as your tongue laps over his fingers. Yuki pulls his fingers away, leaning down to kiss you. A mess of the two of you, not sure where one of you starts and the other ends.
You take a minute to catch your breath, falling back against the counter. Yuki smiles, kissing you once more.
"I should cook you dinner more often." You whispered in the quietness of the kitchen.
Yuki laughs, "I'll thank you like that every time."
because one post isn't enough. we are hashtag blessed with fic.
as requested, i've highlighted fics with noncon and/or dubcon elements in orange. beyond that, you are responsible for reading tags, warnings, and summaries.
pairings are indicated, although these may change or may not be established yet.
there is no method to this madness, no specific order. these are listed here as my brain remembered them.
i've checked all the links maybe three times, if they're broken, i blame tumblr's formatting.
without further ado...
Slasher Handler by @dragonnarrative-writes - Ghost x Reader
"Simon does serial killer things. What a rascal!" Another fantastically written Simon, with wonderful dashes of Gaz and Price. It's put the term 'romance knives' in my vocabulary. There are many quotable bits and moments that made my blood run cold with how normal the ~situation~ feels, but everything has to be experienced firsthand.
The Far Shore by @deadbranch - Soap x Reader
DB's fic collection is rich, and The Far Shore is no different. I fucking loved Pacific Rim, so when I saw her first mention a PR AU, I did imaginary backflips. DB's Readers are some of my favorites because of how complex and realistic they feel, and when combined with the visceral depth of the neural handshake AND Soap? Compelling. The dynamic between them is fascinating. I almost can't wait for it to be finished so I can go back and dissect it.
Falling into Place by @mortuarywriting
Morg's brought the first COD Isekai AU I've read, like a little treat, with A/B/O to boot. The first chapter hooked me and cracked me up. Their dialogue reads so well, it truly feels like I got sucked into the universe. The panicked ramblings, the over-explanation, the 'oh shit, we don't even have a shared cultural touchstone' moments. I cannot wait for more.
Carvings by @femalefemur - Price x Reader
Cyn's got this amazing thing going on called 'Top Quality Worms' where she takes me by the hand and leads me down a rabbit hole I didn't know I'd find so cozy. Carvings is one piece from her incredible list, featuring a bloody, possessive Captain Price. Somehow, out of this entire piece, Price snapping a pen really did it for me. Did someone say loss of control? Oh no, not my kryptonite!
Under Your Spell by @groguspicklejar - Gaz x Reader x Soap
This fic had me at the pairing tag. Lured me right in. No hope for me, and I'm not mad about it. The way Gaz and Soap play off of each other in Under Your Spell is spine-tingling in more ways than one. The definition of scaroused. Kelsi writes a wonderful Gaz. The first two paragraphs in part two, Split My Skin, describe him perfectly to me.
Chokehold by @ccrites - Soap x Reader
Chokehold is a chef's kiss read. Starts off as a cute and sweet gym read, and uh, well, it does get sweeter, in a way. Without spoiling anything, there is a brief cab ride that made me take a lap before things got really going for Reader. CC's Soap is a delightful tease that is tender all at the same time. I'd join his gym in a heartbeat.
Knight/Princess AU by @a-small-writer-in-a-big-world - Price x Reader
I've read and re-read this AU series a dozen times. It's so gd cute, I might need to see the dentist about how it's rotting my teeth. Seriously, it makes ME want to be a princess. Specifically Price's princess. Bear writes such a sweet and gruff Price, catch me holding a hand over my heart and just sighing. I'm also a big fan of multiple POVs and the insight into each character.
Martyr in the Making by @eilidh-eternal - Ghost x Reader
I had a tattoo touch-up the other day, and while waiting, I thought about this fic: the dream and nightmare of being tattooed by Simon and the rest of the 141. It's a dream for obvious reasons (probably unhealthy for me) and a nightmare because of, well, you'll have to read the story. Getting a tattoo can be such an intimate experience. You put yourself into someone's care and get something permanently etched onto your body. When Reader sits for Simon, you're right there with her, the two of you on an altar.
Liquid Smooth by @cordeliawhohung - Gaz x Reader
Bodyguard!Gaz save me, save me, bodyguard!Gaz. Ugh, Gaz is fucking incredible in every flavor, but there is something that hits different about the guy when he's flexing those 'VIP protection' skills. There are several tiny moments in Liquid Smooth that made me audibly whisper, "God, I wish that were me." If you have a conifer tree allergy, you might not be able to handle the god-tier pining. (I'll see myself out.)
pornstar!Gaz by @cordeliawhohung - Gaz x Reader
Gotta include the series that I drop everything for whenever I see an update. Another fantastic depiction of best man Kyle Gaz Garrick. The charm, the jealousy, the care...My personal favorite installments are Whispers and Threesomes.
plus size puppygirl!reader / Simon & Reader / Punishment by @secretsynthetic - Price x Reader x Ghost
Ghost gets his Captain a puppy, and Synth gives us a tasty Price x Reader x Ghost story. I've linked the intro and a Simon x Reader snippet, but my personal favorite is Punishment. Punishment is a deeper dive into Price the disciplinarian: "how the hell do i get a mutt like you to fuckinβ listen?" I'd gush about it, but again, this is another one to read and experience firsthand. One of my favorite recent explorations of a PriceGhost dynamic.
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i'll probably cobble another one of these together in may 2024. my fic backlog is something else. i blame it on all the massive talent. mwah.
Hi! First wanna say I love your writing of the marauders!! Itβs amazing and really fills the need I have for their content so thank you! I was hoping to request something kinda similar to the aftercare poly!marauders washing up fic you just did but with a reader who can be exhausted but the minute they shower and get ready for bed they get a sudden burst of involuntary energy and canβt sleep anymore and they get cranky that they were sorta woken up and blame the boys for making her wash up and sheβs just very bratty and upset and end it with fluff please?
I'm happy you enjoy it! Thanks for requesting <3
cw: very (very) brief implied smut
poly!marauders x fem!reader β‘ 1k words
You lie on your back, the trembling starting to die down and one hand still tangled loosely in Siriusβ hair. You close your eyes, trying to even out your breathing. Remus strokes the outside of your thigh, giving you the time you need to come down. But just as the sweat starts to cool on your body, just as your breathing relaxes into a more familiar rhythm and your mind starts to slip away, he says, βAlright, lovely girl. Letβs get up.βΒ
You sigh, but allow yourself to be hauled upright, mumbling a thanks into Jamesβ shoulder as he piggybacks you into the bathroom. You barely have to stand upright by yourself as you let your boyfriends wash you off, taking turns supporting you and dipping under the showerhead themselves. Sirius teases you for being such a princess when youβre sleepy, and James says that he actually thinks youβd make a fantastic princess, thank Sirius very much, and Remus chuckles at the both of them, and itβs all so familiar it only lulls you further into your tranquil state.Β
Before long, youβre wrapped in a warm towel and James is helping you into your favorite fuzzy pajamas, dropping a kiss on the top of your head when heβs finished. You start to crawl up the bed, loose-limbed and eager to slip between the warm sheets, but Remus stops you with a hand on your shoulder.Β
βHey, wait a minute.β He ducks his head, moving your curtain of wet hair aside so youβre forced to give him your attention. βDid you go to the bathroom?β
You whine, and the concern in his eyes morphs into knowing. βNot negotiable, dove. UTIs are not fun.βΒ
You flop petulantly onto the bed, face down. βLike you would know,β you grumble into the soft sheets.Β
James chuckles, but grabs you around the ankles and tugs until your legs are hanging off the mattress. You clutch loose fistfulls of covers.Β
βItβll be okay jusβ this once,β you yawn. At the moment, a good nightβs rest seems worth whatever mild inconvenience a UTI might cause. Youβre so cozy, and sleep is right there, already coming to reclaim you despite your uncomfortable position at the end of the bed.Β
βCβmon, just go so you can get in here with us, yeah?β Sirius says, prodding you with his foot from underneath the sheets. βWonβt take a couple minutes.βΒ
You groan but slide off the bed, walking zombie-like into the bathroom. The lighting seems harsher now that itβs not clouded by steam. You miss the warmth of the shower, the support of your boyfriendsβ arms. The tile is cold under your feet and someoneβs left the fan on, its whirring noisy and incessant. Everything seems more and worse than it was a few minutes before.Β
By the time youβre done, youβve woken up entirely against your will. The drowsiness from just a minute before feels like a distant, hazy memory. You tromp back into the bedroom, peering through the darkness at your droopy-eyed boyfriends. Envy curls in your stomach like a snake poised to strike. Your eyes, your muscles, your very bones are exhausted, yet you donβt think you could drift off even if someone poured a sleeping draught down your throat. Sirius cracks an eyelid to find you standing over the bed and lazily pulls back the covers, opening his arms for you. You feel like stomping your foot.Β
βIβm not tired anymore,β you complain. Sirius blinks both eyes open, and Remus and James stir. βYou guys made me get up, and now I wonβt be able to sleep.βΒ
βDonβt be silly, dove.β Remus murmurs, not even opening his eyes. βGet in bed, youβll fall asleep soon.βΒ
βI canβt,β you say, too frustrated to be embarrassed at the whiny pitch of your voice.Β
βWhasβ going on?β James is beginning to rouse, and Remus gives you a cross look. Yeah, you think, that makes two of us. Theyβd all forced you to get up, and frankly, youβre not feeling too guilty about letting them have a taste of their own medicine.
βShe says she canβt sleep,β Sirius replies, pushing up onto his elbow.Β
James rolls over so heβs facing you, his eyes foggy and half-lidded. βDβyou think you just need to warm up, sweetheart?β
You shake your head, but Sirius joins him. βYeah, cβmere, baby. Let us fix you up.βΒ
And, well. Youβre supposed to be mad, but itβs hard to resist an offer like that.Β
Your huff is mostly performative as you crawl into the bed and Siriusβ waiting arms, letting him maneuver you over him so that youβre lying between him and Remus. It is considerably warmer underneath the covers, and you shuffle closer to Sirius. For body heat, of course.Β
βFuck, you are cold,β he mutters as your feet brush his calves, but he doesnβt pull away, rubbing warmth into your arms.Β
βThis isnβt going to work,β you say as one of his hands moves to your back, tracing smooth circles with his palm. βI still donβt feel tired.βΒ
βTry,β Remus says, managing to sound stern even on the brink of sleep. βJust close your eyes and give it a little while.β
You roll your eyes, tucking your head under Siriusβ chin.Β
βI said close your eyes, dove.βΒ
You donβt know how Remus knows, but this time you comply. Quiet settles like a blanket over the four of you, the only sound the rhythmic swishing of fabric as Siriusβ hand moves over your back. He smells like his conditioner. You read the label once. Itβs called Lilac Breeze, but its aroma is more complex than that, you think. Itβs clove, and itβs midnight, and itβs Sirius, something fundamental to him that makes your breaths deepen and your mind settle. Remus nestles closer behind you, his cinnamony scent wafting over you and intertwining with Siriusβ until youβre doped up on loveliness. Every inch of you has warmed now, and your head sinks further into the pillow. Tension you didnβt realize youβd been holding in your hips and shoulders dissipates. Everything is warm and dark and soft.Β
You realize youβre yawning too late to stifle the sound, and James chuckles. βNot tired, huh?β
βShuddup,β you murmur, and Siriusβ breath fans hot over your forehead as he laughs silently, his hand never faltering on your back. You think you feel a kiss against the back of your head, and thatβs the last thing you know before you fade into unconsciousness.
Request: kind of π€ @l1-l4 Andy threw a fantastic idea one day and I saw it, and from that moment Iβve been thinking about it dailyβ¦ until this idea worked perfectly with another request for my Adele challenge β₯οΈ Andy, you asked for an angsty story, here you go! I hope you and everyone else like it π₯° that gif was amazing and summed Tommyβs anger.
Summary: (Thereβs a time jump between this and the first part) Tommy keeps watching over Y/N, sending flowers, even after getting married to someone else. Until one day he exploded after finding the truth that caused a terrible accident.
βCanβt love in the darkβ is one of my favorite Adele songs, the sentiment she sings with every time she performs it on stage gives me chills π₯Ή
β οΈ Angst but with a little surprise at the end π€
Word count: 4,727 (without the lyrics)
Making the decision to let Tommy go was the hardest thing you ever had to do, but it was for the best, or at least you tried to convince yourself of that. Crying your heart out at night you tried to comfort yourself by thinking that his baby would be able to grow next to his father. Forcing yourself to push aside the feelings and expectations you started to develop towards Tommy and the future he had shared with you thatβd be taking off right after the races.
Heβd have another priorities from now on.
The following day you quit your part time job at the Shelby Company Ltd. and focused entirely on the shoes shop. Tommy tried absolutely everything in his power but all he got in response was a sad glance that broke his heart or you leaving him at the shop speaking to himself while you pretended to be busy in the back.
There was nothing to be angry or resentful towards him, he slept with Grace before meeting you after all⦠but deep down you wished it was you instead of her the one getting pregnant.
With a heavy heart you thought how you could only dream of what couldβve been.
You had been on the edge ever since, struggling to sleep, eating the bare minimum, you felt like a fragile thing thatβd break at the slightest contact, trying to hide from your poor father the sadness that you carried around like a heavy weight on your shoulders.
Nothing seemed to be working out the way he had planned. Not after you made it very clear that the future he had envisioned of the two of you together wasnβt possible, he held the hopes still, thinking youβd accept the marriage proposal and he could be there for his son, but you quickly let him him know that was way too modern and looked extremely bad for you. He tried convincing you over and over, assuring that it would be just fine because it was you the one he wanted to get married to, not Grace.
There was nothing he could say would convince you otherwise.
But what really hit him was that one time when you on the edge of crying asked him to leave, you actually yelled at him frustrated because it was too damn painful to accept the fact that he didnβt belong to you, you accepted out loud that you were jealous of Grace for giving him something you wouldnβt.
As weeks went by, he got the news that Graceβs husband ended with his own life, he decided to not get involved in that matter but it was hard to stay away at the same time because she was pregnant with his baby. She was deeply affected by the way events turned out, constantly on the edge and his major concern was the wellbeing of his unborn child so he did everything he could to ensure it. One thing led to the other and he ended up getting married with Grace because it was the right thing to do.
So here he was, stuck in a marriage for the wrong reasons, thinking of another woman, dreaming of another woman that was slowly, little by little slipping away from him. It was impossible to focus on the fucking papers in front of him, work had been pilling up because he was always looking for a ridiculous excuse to see you, even from afar.
Polly stormed into her nephewβs office fuming after learning that he had blinders guarding Y/N when she took the train to the south to see a new vendor. Despite what happened, Polly still had a good relationship with her.
βItβs been over a year Thomas, you have to let her go, you got married to Grace, have a son nowβ¦ Y/N needs to live her life, rebuild and start over.β
βWhat the fuck do you mean start over?β He squinted his eyes, blowing away the smoke of his cigarette.
βOh! Please donβt play dumb with me, do you really expect her to remain single forever?β
The realization sinking in, it felt as if he got kicked in the gut. The long gulp of whiskey didnβt help.
βNoβ¦ no, there canβt be another man in her life.β
βAre you even listening to what you say?! She deserves to be happy!β
βWhat do you know? Ey?!β
βThereβs someone whoβs interested in her but he canβt get close because of your bloody guards!β Polly exploded.
Jaw clenched at the thought of another man starting to court you. No, anything but that.
βIβve to protect her.β Tommy leant on his desk with palms wide open. Head hanging low.
βYou lost her and all for your stupid revenge towards the woman youβre married now!β
βI never thought she would get pregnant, trust me that wasnβt my intention.β
βBut itβs too late now for thatβ¦ just let the girl move on.β Turning on her heels she walked towards the door. βAnd be more discreet, the maids keep gossiping about how you are sleeping in the guest room.β
****
Hearing the bell, you called from the back of the room; βThe store is closed now, I just forgot to change the signβ but you cut yourself after finding him at the other side of the counter.
βY/Nβ¦ please.β
Take your eyes off of me so I can leave
I'm far too ashamed to do it with you watching me
Defeated, you gave up, manners long forgotten. βHow many times do I have to tell you that youβre not welcomed here anymore?β
Your attitude made him remember the first time he saw you and Tommy had to hide the smirk that was about to appear on his lips.
Please, stay where you are
Don't come any closer
βJust leave, Thomas, for good.β You pointed at the door. βGoodness, sometimes I wish you could keep your fucking promise and burn this fucking place down so I wouldβve a reason to go away.β You admitted with anger, pacing the small shop.
Don't try to change my mind
I'm being cruel to be kind
βI could never do that to you.β
βThat look doesnβt charm me anymore, your shoes are new, I bet all bloody Birmingham has new shoes so you really donβt have anything else to do here.β
βI want to help you.β
βDonβt.β You stated bluntly. βI donβt want your help or anything for the matter.β
βWhen I look around and see all I got, I should be pleased by the way things turned out. But I canβtβ¦ because Iβm not sharing it with you.β
He was sincere and genuine, you knew that.
βThose were your dreams, not mine.β You added one more -an unnecessary- coat of product to clean the shoes, just to distract you from his gaze.
βPolly mentioned you need to move on. But I canβt let you go.β He was selfish without question, but those strong feelings for you didnβt go away even after marrying Grace.
βSo I assume youβll just go and use that razor blade in any potential man I lay my eyes on.β
βThatβs not a bad idea, Iβll consider it thanks.β He added with a smile, loving the irritation in your eyes.
βWhat do you want Thomas?β
βYou.β
It was one word but it included everything he really wanted.
βAnd what do you suggest then? You want me to be your mistress? Thatβs not going to happen.β
βY/Nβ¦β
Emotions got the best of her, her eyes filled with tears. βI canβt love you in the dark.β
βDo you nee-β
I can't love you in the dark
It feels like we're oceans apart
There is so much space between us
Baby, we're already defeated
Shaking your head you gave him a warning look. βIf you donβt leave right now, Iβm going to start throwing shoes at your head for real.β
That was an image he wouldβve loved to see, and deep down he knew you would do it without a doubt. So he decided to save himself the embarrassment and headed to the door, but before he even got to open the door, he turned to give you one more look.
Everything changed me
βPlease just donβt kiss him the same way you kissed meβ¦ cause if you do, youβll remember me.β
Your fist closed around the shoe you had been holding, way to expensive to throw it away, so instead you threw the brush you had been using. Letting out a groan in frustration.
Time didnβt make it any easier to forget him, all the opposite the feelings for him seemed to be stronger than ever, you wouldnβt stand between him and his son. You returned every single present and basket with fruits and flowers he sent over the last months right after reading every note he added to whatever the present was. His words were tattooed in your heart.
You have given me something that I can't live without
You mustn't underestimate that when you are in doubt
If only he didnβt see Grace back then, youβd be enjoying life together.
****
βYou wanted to see me Tommy?β Scudboat poked his head from the door.
βCome in, close the door.β As he saw the blinder step in, he took a long swing of his whiskey, the liquid burning. βI need you to ask your wife to go to Y/Nβs shoes shop.β
βAgain?β Asked in shock Scudboat, he just went last week, but as Tommy gave him a dead stare, he hid his hands in his pockets.
βYes, again, but ask her to go on Monday after eleven oβclock thatβs after Y/N left for the market, and it will take her a while to go back to the shop and youβll give her mother this money.β Tommy planned. He knew youβd go then to prepare lunch for your father and eat with him, then youβd take over the shoe shop while your mother returned home.
Tommy knew every single step you took, at what time you got the newspaper and each vendor youβd visit. Yet, you were so far away from him.
It was unfair for you, he knew that. Heβd never ask you to be his mistress or anything, he just wished to find a fucking way to get you back. It was hard also for him to admit there was a time when he thought that maybe, just maybe over time heβd learn to love Grace like he used to years ago, but deep down he knew heβd never fully forgive her for betraying him. Let alone having a son together would make their marriage work.
But I don't want to carry on like everything is fine
The longer we ignore it, all the more that we will fight
βWhat happened Johnny?β Tommy cleared his throat getting anxious by the minute.
βEhh you wonβt like I-β Johnny muttered but he cut himself off when Grace stepped into the office.
βTommyβ¦β she looked over at Johnny several times, like trying to give him a hint to leave them. βItβs getting late.β
He found it extremely annoying to get interrupted, leaning back in his chair he flicked his cigarette. βI know.β
βAre you coming to say goodnight to Charlie?β She tried batting her eyelashes at him, the sweetest smile on her lips.
βLater, Iβm working.β
βBu-βOne annoyed look and a loud sigh and Grace brought a hand to the end of her hair to disguise her disappointment. βAlright.β
Rolling his shoulders, Tommy looked at Johnny again. βSo?β
βTom I donβt like this, why canβt you just leave the poor girl alone? Youβve a family now, a boy.β
But Tommy kept shaking his head. βIβm paying you to watch her and report her moves to me, not asking if you like it or not.β
Polly knew him, his uncle Charlie was able to read him like the palm of his hand, but Johnny couldnβt understand the motives to keep tracking Y/N down.
βYou broke up a year ago, got marriedβ¦ thereβs no reason to-β
βJohnny, Iβm not going to ask you again.β He dragged the words, if it wasnβt for the desk between them, he wouldβve Johnny Dogs by the collar of his shirt now.
βY/N is dating someone.β Johnny murmured, keeping his head down.
A heavy silence filled the Arrow House office.
Please, don't fall apart
I can't face your breaking heart
Tommy got up from his chair and walked quietly towards the window finding darkness only.
βWho is he?β He asked with more control than he expected.
Johnny made a face. βDonβt do this to yourself Tommy, let her move on.β
The man with icy eyes gave him a side look, it was enough to make him talk.
βHeβs a Doctor, respectable, good background, treats her right, sends flowers every four or five days, walks with her to the park on Wednesdays and Fridays, on Saturday he goes in for dinner but leaves right after that. On Sundays she brings him food to the hospital and...β
βApple pie?β Tommy completed while Johnny nodded.
Tommy knew the fucking recipe from start to finish, he could almost smell it and his mouth watered by the simple memory of how it tasted.
Did she give the doctor a small piece with her fork like she used to do with him?
Did she kiss the corner of his mouth after having a bite to remove the remains of sugar?
βThatβs all Johnny, thank you.β He swallowed hard, memories making his chest ache.
Johnny wondered if he should also tell Tommy another thing he found out while following them.
Stopping right in front of the heavy door, Johnny twisted the peaky cap between his hands.
βHe bought a ring two days ago Tommy.β
βJohnny,β His emotionless voice stopped him, βdonβt follow her, you can go back to the gypsy camp.β
Once alone, Tommy pinched the bridge of his nose, defeated he took the glass of whiskey upstairs.
Looking at his son sleeping in his crib he couldnβt help but wonder why he made the mistake of fucking Grace that one time, he swore he could contain himself and heβd only use her to drive Campbell mad. But no, he was weak and the only time they were together she got pregnant. This wasnβt supposed to be how he envisioned his life, he wanted to date you, then propose to you, get married and start a familyβ¦ you had been there for him to pick up the broken pieces from the ground that Grace left. Somehow you managed to make him softer, showed him he could trust and love again.
It wasnβt a surprise when you took a step back, didnβt accept his apologies, didnβt want to hear his explanations, packing your belongings from his office the very same night of the races, and closed the doors to your heart.
He begged, was willing to get on his knees to ask for forgiveness but you wouldnβt listen. His first mistake was to sleep with Grace that night, the second, marry her because she was with a child.
Was he being selfish? How could he let you go when you got so deep inside his heart?
You were slipping away from him, little by little, if you officially started a relationship with someone else, that man wonβt waste time after realizing how fucking awesome you were, and if that happened, there was nothing left he could do to get you back.
I can't love you in the dark
It feels like we're oceans apart
There is so much space between us
βWhy donβt you come to bed, Tommy?β Grace circled his desk and slipped her arms around his neck from behind. βItβs late.β
βIn a minute.β He replied pretending to look at the papers scattered over the oak desk.
βI think you sho-β
βI said in a fucking minute!β He lost it.
Grace made a little jump when he raised his voice. βI heard what you said, Iβm just trying to be a good wife.β
βDonβt try, Graceβ¦ just donβt try.β He added sharply.
βIβm doing everything Iβm supposed to be doing Tommy, I take care of our house, look over Charlie, I make sure youβve everything you need and yet Iβm always alone here and when my husband is finally home by the end of the day I want him to take care of me.β
Tommy saw Grace toying with her wedding band.
βIβve a load shit to do, alright?β
βIs that true or are you sleeping with some whore around?β
Her accusation made him snap his head at her. βWhat did you just said?β
βYou havenβt even touch me in weeksβ¦β
He wanted to sarcastically laugh at her question. You wouldnβt let him set a foot in your shop, let alone sleep in your bed.
βThe way I see it, if youβre not with me that means youβre fucking someone else. Just tell me what you want and Iβll do it.β
He didnβt have the balls to say that the last time they slept together, he fantasized it was you instead of her, your name almost slipped out of his lips. But it wouldβve drive Grace mad.
βIβm trying to go legal, Grace. Thatβs allβ¦ just go to sleep.β
βTomm-β She started again but he cut her off.
βDonβt make me repeat myself again.β
Before she left, Tommy could swear he heard a sob but he was busy emptying the whiskey in his glass as he stared into the fire absently. Throwing his head back atop of the couch he wondered if you were by yourself that night.
The following day Grace insisted on joining him to visit his beloved horse, who was being trained at another facility. She started telling Charlie heβd see horses and the kid got too excited to advice her against the idea.
ββ¦ as I walked into the jewelry, I saw these lovely earrings that match perfectlyβ¦β Grace chatted non stop as they were on their way to the stables. He was looking forward a quiet day, but Grace had other ideas.
He just wished she could sleep just like Charlie was doing in her arms.
βAre you listening?β
Tommy dragged his eyes from the road to look at Grace for an instant, snapping out of his own thoughts.
βYeah.β
βSo what do you think?β
Shuddering, he took a long puff from his cigarette, feeling the smoke burn in his throat.
βI knew it, Tommyβ¦ youβre not paying attention.β
βCan you please stop this?!β
βDonβt raise your voice, youβll wake up Charlie.β She tried but it was too late, the kid was already fussing. βSee what you did?β
βYou started this.β He pointed angrily.
βShh, shh Charlie donβt cry.β Grace tried to get his boy settled, luckily he found a couple of horses out there.
βLook over there Charlie.β Tommy pointed. βThereβs a horse.β
βJoshiee.β Charlie repeated, clapping.
Stopping the car, Tommy took Charlie in his arms, leaving Grace behind him. The gentleman in him wouldnβt be proud. But each passing day it was harder to pretend that he cared.
Placing his son on the ground, Tommy offered his hand to guide him.
βCome βere.β Pointing at the fishes in the water trough, Tommy looked at the kid smiling with his chubby hand extended. βGoldfish keep the water clean.β He explained as if Charlie could understand. Grace joined them minutes later.
βIβve been thinkingβ¦ we should go away, for a family holiday.β Grace proposed brushing away a lock from her face.
Tommy shook his head instantly.
βCanβt do that, Iβve lots of work to do.β
βFor a few days.β She tried again.
βNo, you can go with Charlie though.β
Grace unamused expression didnβt have any effect on him. He was used by now.
*****
Tommy felt a rush of adrenaline through his body as he pushed past the people gathered on the street. The flames consuming the small shop, people trying to use buckets to attempt to extinguish the fire.
βY/N!β Was all he could think of as he was desperately looking around for you.
We're not the only ones, I don't regret a thing
Every word I've said, you know I'll always mean
Everything was chaos.
Someone shoved him from behind, but since he let his guard down, he never noticed. An angry voice called for him and he recognized it right away.
βYou must be happy now, finally kept your promise of burning my place downβ¦ MY MOTHER WAS INSIDE! You bastard! Get outta here!β Your fist landed on his chest as he was trying to process everything.
Tommy felt a rush of relief wash over him as he saw you were alive, but then he got in defensive mode.
βYou destroyed years of hard work! My grand parents opened this store, my father started here cleaning shoes until he got a promotion and met my mother.β You spat with tears in your eyes, not caring about the venom and anger in your voice, or the people staring. βI HATE YOU THOMAS SHELBY, and I hope you pay for this.β
βI didnβt do this.β He let out a heavy sigh, shocked by your accusation.
His heart was shattered to know you thought he could do something like this. His stomach turned into a tight knot as he found the disappointment in your eyes.
βAs if I didnβt know you, leave for good and donβt you ever come back.β You spat with anger oozing from every pore.
It is the world to me that you are in my life
But I want to live and not just survive
Walking backwards, he stumbled with someone who was trying to help. On his way to his vehicle he saw your mother sitting next to another woman on bench, at least she wasnβt injured.
βFind whoever did this.β Tommy instructed one of the blinders before leaving the place, he still couldnβt believe this was happening, but he had an engagement to attend and besides there was nothing he could do if you didnβt want him there.
Rushing into Arrow House he needed to hurry up to be on time, luckily Frances had his outfit prepared. The phone had been ringing in his office, but he really needed to get out of the house as soon as possible, after adjusting the last touches to his tuxedo, he moved to walk around the car, finding Grace already waiting for him. She welcomed him with a smile and a kiss that took him by surprise, there was something in her eyes different, it seemed like she didnβt had been bothering him about another woman in his life.
βEverything will get better for us after tonight Tommy, I just know.β She checked her reflection.
He doubted it was a possibility, but decided to have a peaceful night for once, specially at an event like this. He needed to raise funds.
βWhere have you been? You were almost late.β She asked casually disturbing the peace he was looking for.
βHad some trouble at the shop. Finn messed up.β He lied.
βHmm thatβs weird, I looked for you there and couldnβt find you.β
βWent to the Garrison afterwards, thatβs the reason I was late.β The lies slipped from his lips so easily.
She wanted to add something else, but Polly intercepted him by the door. βScudboat has been looking for you, he looked deadly worried but wouldnβt tell me whatβs going on.β
βPolly not now, please.β Turning around his head, he found the city Council leader with Grace.
And as they engaged in conversation, Tommyβs gaze was fixed by the entrance, as Father John Hughes and that insufferable MP entered. He couldnβt even stand to watch them, they werenβt welcome so he better hurry up to finish whatever the hell theyβre wanted.
βBrother you need to know something.β Arthur whispered into his ear pushing him towards the staircase for some privacy.
With a heavy sigh, Tommy shook his head. βNot now Arthur, I canβt deal with anything else right now.β He spotted his wife talking to that mad Duchess.
βIt was Grace.β Arthur admitted.
Confused, Tommy gave him a long look.
βGrace started the fire at the shoes shop, she saw a woman inside and thought it was Y/N. Someone recognized her.β
His head was spinning, anger building up and reaching unknown limits. Everything was so confusing, the bile rising up in his throat. Y/N couldβve been dead by now.
Storming like a bull he pushed past the people to find his wife.
βCome with me.β He grabbed Grace by the arm roughly making her gasp.
βTommy I was talking to-β
βWhy are you so worked up Mr. Shelby?β Tatiana smirked. His head was pounding. βI was telling your wife about the sapphire sheβs wearing.β
βTatiana said itβs Russian.β Grace interjected eager to participate.
And somehow the conversation escalated quickly, Tatiana kept pushing Graceβs buttons but at the moment he needed to keep the Duchess at bay. Heβd deal with his wifeβs jealousy later.
Scanning the room, he found Ada, fucking finally! Now he needed to deal with a spoiled princess he thought unamused. As his sister charmed Grace about a fucking donation, he tried to convince Tatiana it was a bad idea to go to the factory, but she was stubborn and had certain urgency to fuck him. There was nothing more discouraging than a woman selling herself off.
He was done. Fucking done of everything; the economic league, the duchess, his wifeβs lies. This woman was absolutely mad
But time stopped as the duchess told him the sapphire had been cursed by a Gypsy. His ears were ringing, a shiver ran down his spine. Tommy had lost his faith back in France, but if there was one thing he believe in was spirits and Gypsy curses.
Speechless, he reached his wife in a few long strides.
βWe need to talk.β Waving his hands anxiously he pointed at Graceβs necklace. βTake it off.β
βNo, why?β Grace hissed visibly pissed off. βTommy you gave it to me. Why are you doing this? You want to give it to someone else?β
βHere we fucking go.β He scoffed bothered. βI donβt fucking care, you want me to say this in front of them? Fine, Iβll tell you what I just learned.β
Anger was boiling inside of him, he simply didnβt care anymore.
He couldnβt explain the real reasons behind his request. βYou told me you stopped by the office earlier huh?β He glanced someone passing towards the grand salon for diner. βBut you forgot to mention that afterwards you stopped by at a shoes shop, the last place where a woman like you would be, Grace.β Looking up at the ceiling he blew the air he had been holding. βYou started a fire at that shoes shop and donβt even try to lie, because people saw you.β
Graceβs features contorted. βYes, I did itβ¦ because youβre distant with me, I know you wanted to marry that shoe saleswoman.β
Tommy saw red. βYeah, I was going to marry her and when she heard you were pregnant she took a step back, walked away from me. Thatβs the biggest and selfless act of love.β
That's why I can't love you in the dark
βAnd where would you be today if it wasnβt for me?β She asked with her jaw clenched.
βRight here with her giving a beautiful speech about kindness.β
βIβm glad sheβs dead by now.β She attempted to walk away, but Tommy took her by the shoulders.
βYou should be thankful sh-β
βI donβt care about anything related to her.β Grace replied.
βWell, you should.β
βAnd why would I care about her?β
βBECAUSE I CARE ABOUT HER!β He lost control, Polly turned her head around at the shouting. βMORNING, NOON, AND NIGHTβ¦ I CARE ABOUT HER.β
Grace walked backwards, looking down.
βYouβre lucky she wasnβt at the shop, sheβs alive and Iβm going to find her after the gala is over.β Tommy admitted triumphantly.
A man stormed in his direction out of the blue.
βFor Angel!β He shouted right before firing his weapon.
The gunshot echoed in every corner of the room.
In the middle of the chaos, Tommy noticed Graceβs body leaned against him harshly, there was blood everywhere and people screaming. Tommy fell to the floor by the impact and Graceβs weightless body.
He called for help, and ambulance, anyone but Grace was already goneβ¦
Someone took her lifeless body away from him and he wasnβt able to react, he remained frozen on spot in a corner. Replaying the images over and over.
Y/N swallowed hard after debating the entire afternoon whether if you were doing the right thing or not, yet here you stood if front of the venue where the Shelby family was leading a gala to raise funds to help people in need. One of the many dreams Tommy had shared with you.
Once the fire was controlled and people started to leave, one of the blinders who helped your mother to come out of it unharmed to let you know it had been Tommyβs wife the one who caused it, not him.
And guilt had been eating you alive ever since.
You needed to apologize for all the terrible things you said to him. You didnβt hate him, said it out of anger.
βY/N! Oh, thereβs been a tragedyβ¦ Grace is dead.β
****
A/N: Thank you so much for reading! Iβm so happy the first part was so well accepted, hoping this following part will like you tooβ¦ did you see that coming? If you have a few minutes, Iβd LOVE to hear what you think!
Surrounded by Ice - Kimi Raikkonen x FigureSkater! Reader
Plot: The Iceman just surrounds himself with Ice in every aspect of his life
A/N: Just a short little Kimi drabble, more exciting stuff coming soon, just been swamped with Uni!
Credit to summerblueringo for the GIF
"How does it feel to bring home a gold medal for your country, again?" the interviewer asks and a big grin appears on your face.
"I mean, i love the sport and I've worked hard to get where I am. I think this year there were many other contestants who also deserved gold and everyone who took part today were amazing!" you keep smiling, it had been a really amazing set for you today. You'd even broke some records while here.
"And now what is your plan?" they ask holding the mic closer to you.
"Well my husband is waiting for me, just over there. So i think he wants to give me his congratulations" you say pointing out our stoic looking husband who was waiting in the background, keeping to himself watching the world go past.
"Ah yes, Kimi Raikkonen! The Ice Man, who arguably married Queen of the Ice" he jokes making you laugh a little. You had heard similar jokes many times since you'd married Kimi.
"Yes, obviously being here in South Korea for the Winter Olympics has been amazing, and I'll be sure to train hard for 2022 but now I'm needed to go support my lovely lovely husband in his fast cars" you exclaim, knowing that the Australian Grand Prix was round the corner.
"Ah yes, it's looking like a good season for Ferrari! And we can tell from your outfit today they already have your support"
"My support is for whatever team my husband is in, so Ferrari have had my support since Kimi has raced with them!"
You left the interview thanking your team before finding Kimi waiting for you quietly.
"Home?" you ask and he nods silently grabbing your hand and pulling you out of the arena.
"You were fantastic today!" he smiles, holding you and pulling you into a kiss.
"Yeah? You liked the new twist i did?" you ask, your routine today being one of the hardest you'd ever done. You mascara had infact started to run, from the sweat building on your forehead throughout the day.
"I like everything you do"
You guys both went back to the hotel, packing up all of your gear that had been here for the past month you'd stayed in Korea for. Once you were sure you hadn't left anything behind you made your way to the airport.
Kimi now only had a month until Australia, his personal trainer had come with you to Korea to help him train while he was out there supporting you.
Now, you'd train while you were travelling with Kimi. Finding ice while on the road with him was always difficult, but finding places to just work out and keep your fitness up was never hard as you'd train alongside Kimi. It was one of the ways to spend extra time with him during the season when he was most busy.
In the free month before Australia you started your research on where you could go in Melbourne to skate, you found somewhere that Kimi was happy with you going too as it wasn't too far from the hotel you'd be staying in or the race track for if anything went wrong.
"Will you watch me on the Sunday though?" he'd asked you as you were both lying in bed the night before you were due to fly to Australia.
"When have I ever not?" you ask, turning over in bed to look at him.
"Hmmm, I can for sure think of one time..." he smirks looking over you.
"If your talking about China, almost 10 years ago that doesn't even count!" you laugh, poking his cheek a little.
Your husband never failed to amaze you, his striking blue eyes and his soft blonde hair was what initially drew you in. But it was your first interaction with him that made you fall for him fully.
It was the Autumn of 2008 and you were 22 and you had just won your second Gold Medal in China, you'd stayed there for the months after the games as they left the Beijing Olympic Park open and it seemed like a good place to stay and to train.
You managed to get tickets to other sporting events in the months you stayed there such as Snow Boarding, Golf but the best one was when the Chinese Grand Prix came about.
You were active on the socials you had back then, and so it wasn't hard for Sauber BMW to reach out to you and give you a guest pass.
You'd been walking round the paddock, just investigating when you'd bumped right into the Finnish Ferrari driver. He had just stared at you while holding a tight grip on your wrist so you didn't fall over.
You remember him asking if you were okay, and some other questions that you hadn't heard fully as your brain had gone foggy at the sound of his soft, yet deep voice.
It was a little embarrassing, when he'd tried to speak Finnish to you, and then decided on English, but with no reply he was left stumped and awkwardly standing there.
He'd soon left after that but you were on each other's minds for the whole day. You tried to keep up conversations with the BMW drivers Robert and Nick but your mind kept drifting the the Finnish Driver for Ferrari.
He found you after the race, and just stared at you for a while before you made the first move speaking to him. And the rest was history.
You spent the next 5 years together as partners, it was convenient for someone like Kimi who raced all through the year apart from summer and winter to end up with someone in a sport who only competed for a month in the summer and winter. It meant that they also still got a break with each other.
After 5 years, Kimi let the big question unload and now you'd been married for 5 years.
"Of course, my love! You know that!" you smile, pulling him closer to you. You tuck yourself into his surprisingly warm embrace, considering his nickname was 'Iceman' he was the warmest person you'd ever had the privilege of meeting.
"I was thinking ..." he breathes, his voice a little higher and whiny than normal.
"Mmmmm, you don't do that often?" you tease, a hand running up and down his back.
"Well, I'm the ice man, your the Ice Queen... i was thinking maybe it's time we have an Ice Baby?" he whispers in the softest most unsure tone you'd ever heard.
"You think now's a good time?" you ask, and thinking about it... it was. You yourself had two years before the next Olympics in 2020, and Kimi was at a point in his career where he could leave and live comfortably if he needed and wanted to.
"I haven't told you this, but they want the Sauber kid in my spot. I'll be going to Alpha Romeo next year. I feel like I've done what i can and I've had my time in the sport... and we aren't getting any younger. Especially me..." he jokes, being 44 now.
"Mmmmmm I think now is the perfect time" you smile.
Flash forward to the Austin Grand Prix and you were 6 months pregnant. You'd already announced it and so many people were excited for you and Kimi, through the season he had loads of interviews. All against his will of course but people saw a different side to him when he talked about you and the soon to be baby.
It was a great race for Kimi in Austin, he pulled through with his first win of the season, valuable points that helped contribute towards his position in the drivers standings.
"So Kimi, first win of the season today! How are you feeling?" an interviewer asks, he was sat in a panel with some of the other drivers in a debrief.
"It was good to get a win, this season has been tough. We've had an interesting year with veteran drivers like myself, Seb, Fernando and Lewis being pushed by newer or younger drivers who are proving to be good competition like Charles, Max and Pierre" he answers.
"There have been rumors that you wont be here with us next season?" he pushes and Kimi roles his eyes.
"If I'm not it's not an issue... racing is my hobby that i get paid to do. I'll leave when i want to" he admits without letting anything slip that Ferrari wouldn't want to come public knowledge.
"Lets move on to you Lewis..."
And for the rest of the interview all he could think of was coming back to you.
Once your daughter was born in January before the start of the 2019 season and Kimi moving to Alfa Romeo everyone on the grid wanted to meet her. So of course, you were obligated to come to Australia for pre-season testing. Your 3 month old being so intrigued at the busy rush of everything around her.
She was a fan and driver fav around. Everyone had a picture with her and introduced themselves as her uncle and that they would look after her. People like Lewis, Seb and Charles all came with little gifts for her, Seb even had someone make her a custom team Ferrari top so she could fit in with her father and her Uncle Sebastian.
"Today was amazing!" you sighed as you leaned into your husband who currently held your daughter against his bare chest.
"Mmmm, I think you should both take a break though, at least until Summer break and join me afterwards" he smiles, knowing that the heavy time change from Monaco to Australia wasn't good for your or the baby.
"Well, I may as well come to Bahrain with you... its on the way back. But I will leave after that" you smile, pulling him in for a kiss.
"I love you, thank you for giving me this life" he smiles looking between you and his daughter.
pairing: Harry Styles x scientist(physicist)!reader
summary: There is this one professor at Oxford that can explain physics theorems with help of POP culture. What happens when she uses Harry's music to explain one of the themes?
a/n: It took me definitely much more time than I anticipated... I hope I didn't butchered the theorem explanation in this fic (if so, make me aware, please).
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somehow you're useful for science...
my responsibility
what is it?
last time you sent me a link I got an hour long scolding from my mum and she's somewhere in the house
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nothing bad this time
just some professor is explaining a theorem while using your music
she's good, i now know what is the Higgs mechanism
my responsibility
there's no way you understand physics, they must be a miracle worker...
I'll check the video out
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βBut, Dr YSN, the Higgs mechanism does not make sense?β said or rather asked the voice behind the recording phone.Β
βSyrup allegory did not help at all?β Dr YSN turned from the blackboard, looking directly at the asking student.Β
βI mean, I understand that when the Universeβs temperature cooled down the Higgs field condensed in all volume and scattered across it like a fog. But what and how and - ugh - why?β The student grew impatient and angry in her incomprehension.Β
βItβs okay, Lauren. I understand that this subject wasnβt the one you expected while choosing to study biology. And unfortunately it is important, it will help you connect quite a few dots while learning about cell division and bioprocesses. But going back to the Higgs problem.β Doctor cleared her throat and stood near her desk. One hand holding onto the oak surface, drumming her fingers in thought of how to help those young people.Β
βDr YSN," interrupted her thought process some other student. "If the particles are getting stuck why not photons?β They connotated the allegory that Dr YSN wanted to primarily help them with understanding.
βIt all comes to the mass of the particle, and just like you all know now - photons do not have mass. They are, according to quantum mechanics, a portion of energy. Yes?β
The whole room nodded their heads, suddenly remembering the lecture from just two days ago.Β
βOkay, now back to the Higgs problem. Do you guys have a favourite artist?β
The lecture room erupted with not so hushed whispers about who should tell the name of their idol. Doctor patiently waited for one of the young men to grow courage and speak up.Β
βHarry Styles?β
βPerfect!β Exclaimed lecturer. βNow, do we have people here that do not like Mr Stylesβ music?β
On the screen overlooking more than enough of the lecture room could be seen a few of raised hands (a definite minority).
βOkay, listen carefully. Weβre imagining it now."
Doctor strolled from behind her desk and moved forward as to be closer to her students.
"Letβs say that Mr Harry Stylesβ music is our Higgs field. Can you do that? Amazing. Now, when he got his latest album out it spread around the world. Everyone liked it, right?"
Seeing some of the student nodding their heads, she exclaimed, "not right. You," she pointed at the student that previously raised their hands. "You all didnβt know. And that's why you are photons in our experiment. Photons, like we already relearned today, are without mass and in our example they are without love or interest in Mr Stylesβ music. Everything is clear for now?β
After getting an approval of nodding heads, YN anyway moved to the blackboard and wrote:
mass = love for Mr Styles' music
photons = not-fans of Mr Styles' music
βFantastic. Any particle that has some mass, so love for that music, will find itself stuck. Youβre stuck because you love that music -β she pointed to the student that had said Harryβs name, β- so you listen to it, analyse and appreciate. The appreciation grows with love so the resistance grows with mass."
appreciation = resistance
"All in all, the current love is the measure of appreciation. So?β
βThe current mass of the particle is the measure of resistance that the Higgs field can withstand,β said almost everyone present in the room, making the doctor smile from ear to ear. She had already written it down on the board.
βExcuse me? If Harryβs music is the Higgs field then Harry alone is the Higgs particle - the God Particle, right?β Asked someone from the first row.
βThat is correct. Excellent, Madeline! Now, you all understand the basics of the Higgs mechanism and field?βΒ
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wtf, how did i just understand physics???? im a sociology major
can we talk about how she took her time to explain instead of yelling for not understanding? it's sad that we need to point that out
harry + physics ??? never thought i would experience it
as a physics student - WHY CAN'T I HAVE THIS LECTURER?? - she's soooo good
im 15 and understood this shit, holy moly
it's going viral so HELLO HARRY i know that someone sent it to him and he's sitting under his little blanket, watching it
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scienceandharstyles I don't know how many of you know but my physics lecturer is literally the 'viral Higgs professor'. Today, after the lecture, she was kind enough to explain to me this awful mathematics (I hate maths) even though it was late (8:30 PM) and she had plans. I just thought I would post about it here (I have her consent for uploading this photo) to show how amazing she is.
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sciencestudent we need more professors like her!
harryupdates I'd love to have this type of lecturers at my Uni...
β€· scienceandharstyles she really is amazing! after a few examples she wanted me to do to see if i understood the topic, she just flawlessly moved the convo towards my interests, like??? she's so attentive and warm and sweet? i obviously started talking about harry...
hArrysbtch does she know how tiktok is simping over her???
β€· scienceandharstyles she said that as long as people could take something from those videos, she didn't mind
β€· hArrysbtch tbh i don't blame those people... she's gorgeous
harrysmylife HARRY LIKED
helloitsharry guys, remember that tiktok account we thought was harrys? maybe it is and he started it just to watch her videos??
β€· hArrysbtch no way... it makes sense. i checked and that account liked almost all videos that are about dr ysn
β€· harrysmoustache plus it was created around the time the first video of her started going viral. coincidence? i think not!
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harryupdates HARRY was seen arriving at the Oppenheimer's after party in London!!!
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hArrysbtch him and Nolan are besties. CONFIRMED
harrysmoustache wearing all black??? he knows it's serious
β€· harrysfan82 did you want him to wear pink?
β€· harrysmylife harry would be able to pull that off
scienceandharstyles guys, my professor was the consultant on that movie!!!!
β€· harrysmoustache you mean THE professor? the higgs professor???
β€· scienceandharstyles yes! she and one of our older professors were providing knowledge for the director and actors on set. Dr YSN was working with Nolan since he started writing the script!
β€· hArrysbtch i need them together. i need to know everything about them interacting
β€· harrysmoustache can you imagine harry trying to justify him literally stalking all those videos of her explaining her lectures??
β€· hArrysbtch ohhhh, id die to be next to them while they were talking!!!!
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harryupdates HARRY AND DR YN YSN at the after party!
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hArrysbtch NO WAY
hArrysbtch look at his face!!!! he was blushing!!!!
hArrysbtch she's so beautiful π
scienceandharstyles the god particle and his creator!
harrysmoustache i need videos to see if he was shy π€ if so, i know for sure he has a BIG crush on her
harrysmylife guys there was a video going all over twitter! after he was introduced to dr yn and the other professor, she was like, "i've never thought i would see the god particle in person"
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scienceandharstyles guys, i met harry today....
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scienceandharstyles ok, story time! 1) it was at this very cute cat cafe in Oxford, very close to my campus. they serve those beautiful coffee with drawn cats on the foam!! super cute! but back to the story, i was just petting one of the cats - Murphy - when i heard the bells. and I am super noisy and needed to know who entered the cafe
scienceandharstyles 2) i looked up and it was dr YSN (tiktoks higgs professor but i really don't like calling her that). when she saw me she just immediately walked up to me and asked if she could seat with me while she waited for her friend to arrive. i, of course, agreed (i literally love her).
scienceandharstyles 3) she then helped me with some of my work for uni (maths again...) and while explaining she was so attentive and asked about my day. she asked if i got the tickets for the concert i wanted (i didn't say it was for harry) and when I said I did, she was so happy for me!
scienceandharstyles 4) after about 30 minutes of talking someone else entered the cafe and, you guessed it, it was harry. what's more, he walked up to us because HE WAS THE FRIEND MY RPOFESSOR WAS WAITING FOR. he greeted her with a hug and introduced himself to me. i was so shocked i couldn't form a sentence. dr ysn helped me calm down and said a few words for me.
scienceandharstyles 5) they both then moved to the other table to actually enjoy their time together. but before that harry offered to take the photo with me but only if he could wear my hat!!!! yeah, it was a wild day
hArrysbtch oh, that's first date harry, I'm telling you
harryupdates madeline im so happy for you!
harrysmoustache if he dressed like that for our first date, i wouldn't be able to form a sentence... he looks so handsome
harrysmoustache AND HE HAS THE MOUSTACHE AGAIN, LET'S RAISE MOUSTACHE STANS
harrysmylife the tattoos, the chains, the nail polish, the hat, the bicep????? im dead
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physics_oxford Dr YN YSN would like to invite 'anybody that craves knowledge' to the open lecture about Robbert J Oppenheimer's work described in the film Oppenheimer. As the science consultant during the filming, Dr YSN invited the writer and director of the movie - Christopher Nolan, as well as the lead actor - Cillian Murphy. We cannot wait to see you next Friday at the main hall!
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scienceandharstyles Can't wait to attend this!
β€· yourinstagram Can't wait to see you, Madeline! β€οΈ
student21 Dr YSN to the rescue to everyone that didn't understand the movie!!!
studen45 it's amazing that more people can experience the brilliance of Dr YSN teaching! Great move from the Dean.
harrysmoustache i think im going there... fingers crossed
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harryupdates HARRY arriving at Dr YN YSN lecture at Oxford University!
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hArrysbtch who predicted that???
harrysmoustache HARRY AND CILLIAN REUNION
harrysmylife we stay winning, my soldiers
stylesbabie he looks good π«
harrysfan82 he's so supportive of dr ysn
hArrysbtch scienceandharstyles were you there???
β€· scienceandharstyles i was!!! and he literally greeted me by my name?? like, he remembered... After the lecture ended he waited for dr ysn and others from the panel and left with them! even gave me a wave then!
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harryupdates HARRY was seen at the Oxfords library!!
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hArrysbtch oh wattpad girlies open the documents and write about professorry!!!!
harrysmoustache it's giving dark academia
scienceandharstyles guys, he's literally hanging out at our campus. it's so cute!
β€· harrysmylife is he there often?
β€· scienceandharstyles yes! a few times a week. he's bringing lunch or coffee to dr ysn office. sometimes they have lunch together somewhere on the campus. he's now treated here just like any other student. most people don't even pay attention to him!
β€· harryupdates im so glad people don't bother them
β€· user46 is it even allowed?
β€· scienceandharstyles if he's doing it, there must be the dean's consent!
stylesbabie he even dresses like those old-school professors!
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yourbestfriend Dr YN YSN reading her graduate's research paper and finding out that they, indeed, included her boyfriend as one of the examples.
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yourinstagram I am a PROUD supervisor!!!
harrystyles I am, indeed, helping science. Will I also get a Nobel prize?
β€· yourinstagram No, baby. You won't.
β€· harrystyles :(((
scienceandharstyles ohhhh god!!! my thesis!!!
β€· yourinstagram I sent you an email with all comments about the paper, Madeline. You are on the right track! β€οΈ
hArrysbtch she is SOOO BREATHTAKING
β€· harrystyles agreed.
β€· hArrysbtch Harry?!
user492 Isnβt it confidential?
β€· scienceandharstyles Well, they didn't say whose paper was it. I commented that, and I don't mind people knowing. Besides, it will be published soon.
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wired It's been only 12 hours and our newest video of Dr YN YSN answering your questions has over 2,5M views! Should I (the intern) ask THE boss for PART 2? Link in bio.
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yourinstagram It was an absolute pleasure to film this video! I wouldn't be opposite to doing a part 2 π
harrystyles Boycotting! There was no God particle!
β€· yourinstagram So, part 2?
β€· harrystyles Part 2.
harrystyles The best Doctor out there! πΈπ»
β€· yourinstagram β€οΈβ€οΈ
scienceandharstyles our dr is getting famous!!!!
harryupdates Woah, this video singlehandedly is convincing me to change majors!
user49 one of the best videos in the series!
user78 Can't remember seeing someone being this enthusiastic about physics theorems.
yourbestfriend bestie getting famous... i love it
β€· yourinstagram thanks to you and encouraging me!
β€· harrystyles *clearing throat*
β€· yourinstagram and thanks to my wonderful, one and only, best in the whole world boyfriend