#things i’m trying not to forget

[pixlokita]

Wanted to draw @tzitzimitl-eztli ‘s Freddy bear with baby bear Greg :’v just love your arts sm they make me cry my eyes out sometimes so cute ( °̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥˟°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ )💖

#pix habla #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf security breach #glamrock freddy #gregory fnaf #gosh it hasn’t even been that long but I’m forgetting the name of my AUs to tag #also sorry TTwTT for tagging you I tried to send it as an ask but couldn’t 👉👈 #just trying to draw different things #babybear #yep got the tag wrong pffft

[crybaby-bkg]

Yakuza boss Deku that’s sooo sweet and gentle with you, that you had no clue what he did in terms of work. You just assumed that maybe he was an heir to a big corporation, or hustled a lot on the side whenever you weren’t around. You couldn’t be further from the truth, but it’s all still so baffling. At how gentle he is with you, how kind he is, sweet and caring. It’s only been a few weeks since you started seeing each other, and he was nothing if not a gentleman.

Your sexual explorations with each other never went very far. He never got fully undressed, despite you laying bare in front of him. But oh, would he worship you. Get down on his knees and eat you out for hours, it was a wonder his jaw wasn’t tired. And even then, would he just keep going and going until you passed out, unable to ask him if he wanted to switch places.

But, one day, you’re determined to do something for him. Izuku was just too kind, it was unfair how he never let you treat him as well as he treated you. So when he comes over to your place one day, tired, with his head resting on the back of your couch, do you finally worship him the way he deserves.

“What’re you doing?” He asks in a gasp, catching your hands in his own big ones as you start undoing his belt. You can only look up at him with big, rounded eyes, hope he caves as easily as he always does when it comes to you.

“It’s unfair,” you pout. “You never let me touch you too. I just wanna please you, ‘Zuku.” Your voice is so soft and your mouth is so warm where you kiss at his knuckles. You’ll ask him later where that one bruise came from, but for now, you rest your head in his lap. Try not to grin when you feel his cock jump under your cheek, batting your lashes when he swallows audibly.

“Just,” Izuku swallows again, slowly releasing your hands as he undoes his own belt, pushing his black slacks down until they rest just beneath his balls. “Just this once, okay?”

And it’s all you need to hear. You kiss and lick at the side of his cock, nuzzling your cheek against it, mouthing at the forking veins up the side. Izuku can’t help his noises, his little grunts and sighs, his deep groan when you finally put the head in your mouth. He’s so gentle, holding your cheek softly in his grip, feeling it hollow in a suctioning motion as you slide a little further past his tip.

He doesn’t buck his hips or push your head down, and in a sense, you wish he would. So you move his hand to the back of your head, encouraging him to guide you, moaning around his length when he twitches in your mouth.

“I don’t wanna hurt you,” you hear him say in a gasp the moment you slide down on his cock. His tip hits the back of your throat and you gag, holding still despite Izuku trying to pull you back up for air. But you don’t budge, only let your jaw hang a little, panting, tongue dancing up the underside, relishing in the brief tug at your hair before it loosens.

You don’t answer him verbally, but instead sink down on his cock again and again, until you’re sure the back of your mouth is bruised in the shape of his tip. You never take him out of your mouth, only pull back until his head rests on your tongue, jerking the rest of it sloppily with your hand. You stare up at him all the while, feeling yourself throb at the sight of him.

Izuku has always been a composed man. Always stood tall and sure of himself, always handled himself with the confidence that made you start to fall for him. But now? Now, his hair is a disheveled mess, like he’s been running a hand through it the entire time. His emerald eyes are dull, blown out by lust, pupils dilated in pleasure. His mouth hangs open, and you can see the strain in his white button up as he tries not to shove your head down. Something terrible must glint in your eyes, because he does just that.

Shoves you down until you choke and splutter, nails digging into his thighs as he starts using your mouth for his own pleasure. He’s full of apologies the whole time as he abuses your throat, thighs tensing at the gagging sounds you emit, whining high in his throat when you gurgle around his balls.

“Fuck, I’m sorry, I don’t mean to—fuck!” Izuku hisses through his teeth, feeling his sack tighten as he’s about to cum. He rips your mouth off of him, watching the drool and precum messy your lips and chin, connecting to his twitching cock, and it’s enough to do him in. He finishes all over your face, still holding your hair in his hands as he jerks himself off, cum splattering over your eyes and nose and that big grin you never seem to lose.

When he finishes and catches his breath, you attempt to clean him up, pull his pants down even further so that maybe he could shower with you. But as you go to yank them off of him, you get a glimpse of some ink on his thigh. Izuku stops you quickly, post haze going up in flames as he looks at you with wild eyes. He blinks a few times, wonders if you’ve seen too much, and only speaks when you don’t get that terrified look so many have had in the past.

“Let’s go to your room, so I can reward you. Yeah?” He hopes he doesn’t sound as breathless from nervousness, that you equate it to still coming down from his high. And you seem none the wiser, nodding your head as you stand on shaky legs, grabbing his hand and pulling him to your bedroom. You only hope if you confront him about the tattoos, he doesn’t do what Yakuza members know best.

#I was hesitant to write this bc I know bkg posts do better #but I said FICK YHAY I write for myself ^_^ #also I was only gonna write the concept down so I wouldn’t forget #but ended up writing the whole thing even tho I’m supposed to be leaving in a few mins wksjdkd #also I saw one of those Reddit story time tt’s and it talked about yakuza members breaking this guys legs #cause he kicked a kid in the chest and I was like. wow. dk core. #anyway pls enjoy this as I try not to cry putting my headwrap on :) #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #deku treats! 🍬

[vic-does-battlecats]

Minor spoilers for the already revealed chapters of the next A Starless Clan book Wind

#a starless clan #a starless clan spoilers #wind spoilers #asc spoilers #warrior cats spoilers #warriors #warrior cats #tigerheart #tigerheartstar #tigerstar 2 #tigerstar #Squirrelflight #squirrelstar #frostpaw #Nightheart #I’ve been wanting to draw this ever since the chapters were revealed and what better time than like two days til the book comes out #i actually think tigerheartstar is an interesting character in this arc he genuinely thinks he’s doing the right thing and he does honestly #want to help. he just does it by trying to crack dad jokes to lighten the mood while trying to run a group that doesn’t want him there #i also think it’s funny that he’s consistently just chill with taking in cats thrown out of their clans. ESPECIALLY from RiverClan #don’t get me wrong he’s super weird in omen of the stars and avos and I think in his super edition (I haven’t read it in a while) #but he’s also a good dad. he’s such a perplexing character I can’t help but find him interesting. at least he DOES stuff yknow #I’ll eat my words if he does turn out to be completely evil or something. but I’ll hate if he does his behavior really isn’t like Tigerstar #-the first. this guy isn’t out here trying to seize power #but ENOUGH ABOUT HIM!! Nightheart asking squirrelstar if frostpaw could come to thunderclan with him was so sweet #i wish she’d accepted I don’t want them to split up I’m worried the writers will forget the entire last book and they won’t be close again

[1960z]

how people go about interpreting dr bashir I presume? really frustrates me sometimes ngl especially the “jules bashir died” scene.

like that whole scene is about julian revealing the depth of how deeply his augmentations fractured his sense of identity and who he is - which feeds into the themes of the whole episode surrounding how disability and then by extension disabled people are often viewed as a problem to be solved and because of that are often denied the ability to have fulfilling lives because the able bodied people around them don’t believe that they can.

but… idk, when the fandom talks about it there’s always seems to be a push to read a trans allegory into it that I don’t think is really there? I keep mulling over this post in my mind and when I initially reblogged it I didn’t really want to talk about this because the post is about how stories about racism can be hijacked by white people to be made about their own transness and it felt like as a white person, using that post to complain about ableism would be missing the point. but it really helped me articulate in my mind why the trans reading of this episode feels off to me because the same general principle seems to apply and that is taking a story trying to discuss a specific type of marginalisation and putting a trans reading above it because you can relate more to it personally.

“jules bashir died in that hospital because you couldn't live with the shame of having a son who didn't measure up!” this scene is the culmination of julian expressing his pain about what was done to him as a disabled child by his parents due to how they viewed his disability. but often when I see it being discussed, people aren’t really interested in talking about that. instead supplanting it with a trans reading instead which, in my opinion is an allegory that doesn’t even really work when you think about what’s going on in the broader context of the scene.

julian didn’t stop going by jules because he came to the conclusion on his own that the identity didn’t suit him similar to the way a trans person questions or rejects the gender they were assigned at birth, he stopped going by jules because he felt like the identity attached to that name was taken from him because of what his parents did. it’s not julian affirming who he wants to be it’s grieving over who he can’t be and to me at least, it’s honestly kind of harrowing.

and as an aside: when people read transness into a story about parents who change their child’s body and mind at a very young age without consent, which is literally a narrative projected onto trans people by transphobes to justify the curtailing of trans rights, that also doesn’t sit well with me. I think people latch onto this reading because of the idea of “killing a name” but again in the context of the whole episode the trans reading really doesn’t feel appropriate.

I think it’s okay for people to have trans headcanons about julian of course or literally any character they want to really, but I think saying that specific episode codes him as trans isn’t all that great honestly.

#shut up abe #julian bashir #ds9 #star trek #I’m nervous to post this tbh and I’m not trying to come for anyone specifically #this is just a general trend I’ve noticed and have been frustrated w for a while #and I’m not trying to say that like you can never relate to a narrative that’s textually about a marginalisation you don’t experience #like something that fascinates me about spock is how his arc is written in a way that is relatable to many different marginalised people #and that overlap in experience is interesting to talk about #but we also shouldn’t forget that *textually* a lot of what spock goes through is a metaphor for being biracial #and I’ve seen people get frustrated bc like. people often do forget lol #it's just a thing where I think we should think about what readings we give the most attention to and why yk

[jewishjon]

Look, I love Jon as much as the next person but I think some of you have gone so far along the ‘Jon is a sad little man who did nothing wrong’ route that you’ve genuinely forgotten all the times he held power in a situation or like. Made a decision that hurt people

#yes Jon was in a terrible situation where he was manipulated and was often powerless and blamed for things he had no control over #yes there have been times where the fandom has been overly critical of Jon and it’s ok to try to combat that #but that does not mean Jon is completely powerless and ‘stupid’ and did nothing wrong!!!! #the entire Point of tma is that the morality of your actions and their results cannot be simply defined as good or bad #Jon was just a person who tried and sometimes failed #also it was a pretty big part of s5 that Jon was the most powerful person in the world. like. did we forget about the murders or #AND the stalking AND him being a totally arse to Martin in s1 #anyway I understand where the poor little meow meow characterisation comes from but to me it’s just doing a disservice to Jon #ugh I can’t believe I’m kinda engaging in discourse #gonna be brave and maintag this: #tma #the magnus archives #Jon sims #be nice to me pls

[thisiswhereikeepdcthings]

In case someone out there has never encountered a goose, and is wondering if they really are that terrible, well…

…Yes. Yes they are.

#my kid took these by the way #wasn’t even fazed #which I mean kudos there because I would have been traumatized for life #just looking at it afterwards was sufficient nightmare fuel #as I was proudly shown this #just smiling and nodding and wondering wtf #sometimes you forget all your past encounters with geese and then this gets shoved in your face #you’re welcome #I did see some hyenas in a zoo catch a goose once though #they were excited little puppies for the next ten minutes as they tore that thing apart #honestly it was kind of cute in a bloody gory morbid way #time to go reread some soulmate goose of enforcement fics #those things are hilarious when you have this kind of image running through your mind the entire time #geese tw #not batfam or dc related #yet #it could be if we try hard and believe in ourselves #wouldn’t be the worst thing to get thrown into the blender that is dc fanon #I’m sure we can get some geese to fit #Damian’s got room in his heart and backyard surely

[puppyeared]

I love you when we haven’t talked in weeks and months I love you when I have 12 unread messages I love you when im not in the mood to talk. We’re still friends even when we spend time apart

#it’s like delayed parallel play to me.. or perhaps sending letters in the mail #when I wrote this it’s because I have this thing that is like. having too much of a good thing #like if I talk to someone and love them too much I burn out.. does that make sense?? is that a universal experience??? #so sometimes when I have to spend time by myself I don’t stop loving my friends I think #especially because when I burn out I feel miserable for no reason and my brain comes up with ways to hate people #like oh they’re probably spending time with other ppl you’re disposable.. they probably forgot about you #one time I thought that if my friends were getting married they’d forget to invite me and it became a fear I’m trying to get over #but the answer I came up with is to keep reminding people I exist to stay present in their lives #even if it’s not as often as I can manage or would like. idk #yapping #feelings

[shynetyme06]

Some inkfish I’ve been working on, and finished just in time for the first day of rarepair week by @fandomsoda :3

I reworked that one inkling PJ I made and switched him to an octoling :> (my previous reasoning for PJ being an inkling is because it had the word ink in it. Like skelinkton. Erm anyways) Omni is an inktoling!

PJ belongs to @7goodangel

Omni belongs to @cereusblue

OmniPJ is my favorite ship and it’s also canon, yet it isn’t as popular nowadays as it could be. Which is why I wanna draw for it this week ^^

#my art #utmv #splatoon au #paperjam #omni #omnipj #rarepair week 2024 #i already know I’ll miss at the very least a day of this #but I’m gonna try to draw as much as I can #already have some ideas for the rest of the prompts :3 #…and I’ll try not to forget Omni’s birthmark again #love it when I realize these things after finishing #⭐️

[sunmisbf]

i just saw a post about lucas getting a documentary n how he said he wanted to die i’m cryinggggg why is he telling us about it instead of doing it @ lucas

#i’m sorry but he got accused of pressuring a girl into sex n lying about being monogamous so he wouldn’t have to wear a condom hello #did everyone just forget. i feel like ppl didn’t see past the dozen jokes #n it doesn’t seem like he’s defending himself at all this just confirms to me that he did do those things n now he’s trying to victimize #himself? i don’t feel bad for u n if u feel that bad kys about it #.txt

[otaku553]

I'M SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO SOUND SO OMINOUS AJAJSJSINWKD I really meant it in a nice way!

HAHA my bad for reading it as cryptic! Thank you very much for the kind message anon :)

#sorry for replying a few days late. I forgor #i tend to forget to reply to things #but yea thank you!! #I’m trying my best! I’ll get through it

[worstloki]

Thor 1 has so much banger dialogue and visuals that are that way because of the very specific context they’re in and I love that for them despite all the tilted angle shots 💯✨👍

#the movie is actually so so good for analysis for a bunch of narrative reasons which is cool #I’m still smitten by the use of colours alone #the way so much is implied but through proper integration into the setting #it’s very evident with the relationship establishment especially and I love that #because it does so much in a small amount of time??? #a lot of the movie is slow but the meaning of what’s going on happens pretty concisely #like oh Thor is on Earth thinking he’s stuck for the foreseeable future and is becoming less arrogant and more aware of consequences #and how he is able to make mistakes #and ah maybe the way I interact with others should be more considerate to their perspective #and there is knowledge and stories that can and should be learnt and shared #etc. #the COLOURS #I love the use of cool and warm tones so so so so so so much #it’s so clever #the entire movie is colour coordinated #forget the camera angles Thor’s fall from grace STILL landed him in a golden desert albeit in the middle of the night #while Loki on Asgard had the blue tones EVERYWHERE #like BROOO #the times he had gold it was when he was in the room with Odin/Frigga and trying to ‘save’ Asgard by killing Laufey #he went to meet Thor when he was captured by SHIELD and things were WHITE #THEY WERE WHITE

[lexiesdoodles]

New Years Dawn

#pkmnart #trainer Dawn #Pokemon Dawn #Pokemon masters ex #my art #dawn #YO I DIDNT REALIZE YOU COULD ADD ALT TWXT HERE THATS COOL #I’m trying to be better about doing that on social media sites so if I forget please feel free to remind me being accessible is important #(it’s probably been a thing for a while but I don’t use tumblr that often besides to post so like. yeah I don’t look into shit)

[logically-asexual]

so the stuff nathalie was keeping on her safe is all stuff gabriel didn’t want anymore right? like stuff he tried to destroy or asked her to do so but she couldn’t bring herself to do it and kept them instead.

i just think that’s so Adorable. that she kept all these pictures despite Gabriel’s orders. like the one where the three of them are posing with the peacock miraculous is adorable and it makes sense that she would keep it as it accompanies a fond memory, but i wonder about the rest. like. the menu and the pictures of the junk food place, and the picture of Gabriel, Emilie, André and Audrey.

i don’t know looking at them makes me feel like I’m the one who’s in love with Gabriel. she’s keeping these memories of him because she loves him 🥺 and they’re beautiful. broken and taped back together because she refused to give up on that love and the hope to have that happiness again. for him to have that happiness again.

#i don’t know what i’m saying #i just feel so 🥰 #the only nice thing about that episode is seeing the stuff and trying to forget the context #miraculous ladybug #nathalie sancoeur #gabriel agreste #gabenath

[lovelylumax]

byler is going to be canon in an unforgettable way but at what cost

#black characters being repeatedly sidelined and only existing to further white characters’ arcs #LUCAS SINCLAIR who’s been here ALL THIS TIME getting a half-assed storyline #el being reduced to her anger and trauma and glorified for it as if she’s not suffering #bc why show her healing when she could scream and break down to make her powers stronger #i’m holding out hope they’ll do better but. #we should start accepting that writers can do a beautiful job with one storyline (will and mike) then turn around and fuck up/lose sight of #other stories (black characters; lucas and el in certain ways) #but hey. #byler will be beautiful right? #stranger things #byler #lucas sinclair #el hopper #mike wheeler #will byers #sorry if this is incomprehensible i’m having Thoughts #and i’m not trying to excuse any bad writing with this #OH AND don’t forget the copaganda!! #yeah ummm. #folks remember you’re allowed to see issues in the things you like n all that

[fuckedprophet-arch]

I’m gonna clean up my blog a bit these next coming days.

If you’d like to stay mutuals / interact please give this a like.

*im emptying my inbox and only keeping things I wanna reply to. All active threads are safe but if you’ve lost muse for them let me know 🩷

#//. psa #I usually don’t post things like this but I don’t wanna make a new blog #also I’ll try to soft block anyone I’m breaking muruals with but if I forget it’s not to be mean

[flowercrowngods]

they don’t know that steve has stopped looking at his reflection in the mirror because he keeps getting stuck. because he doesn’t recognise himself anymore, is alienated by the reflection, feels too lost to catch himself anymore

they don’t know that his face is speckled with blood, that his hands are stained no matter how much he washes them, no matter how hard he scrubs, robin and nancy and eddie and dustin, their blood stains his hands and he can never wash it off

they don’t know he’s stopped talking

they don’t know he needs to be known to be human. they don’t know there’s nothing left to be known. they don’t know there’s nothing left

they don’t know about i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you

they don’t know about fragile as it is, it’s still a wall

they don’t know that his name doesn’t feel like his name anymore, they don’t know that steve is dead, they don’t know that nineteen, twenty, they don’t protect you

they don’t know that he’s not steve anymore. but he has no one else to be

they don’t know it’s not much, but it’s sort of all i have left

they don’t know what it would mean if eddie called him mister frodo if only as a joke, because it’s a new name, it’s a new thing to be — and yet he’s already that, has been all along, because

I wish it need not have happened in my time," said Frodo.

"So do I," said Gandalf, "and so do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us.

they don’t know what it would mean for steve to read about hope and despair and trauma in such a way. they don’t know about how much he hopes for silver shores and green lands under a swift sunrise. just in case he fails. just in case he can’t be frodo even when eddie never stops calling him that

they don’t… they don’t know

#getting an ANEURYSM ABOUT THIS STORY AGAIN HDHSHSGSG #time travel au #steddie #i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m just. hhh. HHHHH!! #must yell about it at least once a week such is the law! #also do you know how sometimes there are just things you write that you won’t forget?? just some lines #yeah. yeah i’ll try i’ll try is full of these lines and they just exist within me and hhhhh must throw up about it once a week too