#theyre fucking. what proof do i have? none

[viralvava]

gay people

#romancing saga 3 #mikhail ausbach #leonid #theyre fucking. what proof do i have? none #what doubt do i have? also none

[sun-stricken]

Hello. I absolutely love your Fairy Tail head-canons, especially about demon slayer Gray. Feel free to take or leave these little ideas. Always love when you post <3

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Imagine Team Natsu has to rent a vehicle or something and they require actual legal paperwork like a birth certificate and address or something like that (more than just “guild business! Gonna need this!”). Lucy doesn’t want to rent it because there is no way she’s going to be responsible for the inevitable damage. Erza, being the leader and a good friend volunteers. A few minutes later she comes back out, puzzled.

Erza: “why would they need a birth certificate? Shouldn’t me being present be proof enough of my existence?”

Gray starts snickering in the background. Natsu goes in next but comes out even earlier than Erza, cause at least Erza had a probably legal address at Fairy Hills, Natsu on the other hand lives in a house in the woods.

By the time Wendy goes in the receptionist is exasperated. “Yes I understand you are with Fairy Tail but that isn’t until page three of the paper work. None of you have made it past the first page.”

Gray finds this all very amusing.

Lucy: “Since you find it so amusing why don’t you go register, Gray!?”

Gray: mutters something

Natsu: “What do you mean you’re legally dead?!”

Cause you know, Ur just found a kid (the only survivor) and just decided to keep him. Oh, no official rescue crews didn’t show up until two days later? My kid now :)

The search and rescue teams never found any survivors in Gray’s old town so everyone was pronounced dead. The magic council or whoever is in charge of that stuff is also disorganized enough that no one realized that Gray Fullbuster is both a famous wizard and supposedly dead. So, just, Gray technically being considered legally dead the entire time he was at Fairy Tail.

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Also, the slayers all going out on a job together(the dragon slayers had to drag Gray). The job turns out to be a trap (surprise!) and the floor just opens up revealing a giant vehicle.

Dark mage: “Ha-ha! I have bested the dragon slayer! The most powerful mages-“spots Gray just chilling, perfectly fine and not motion sick. “what are you doing?” Cause the guy was planning to capture dragon slayer, not whatever a demon slayer was (the dark mage didn’t even know demon slayers were a thing). Gray defeats the dark mage but holds it over Natsu’s head for a week.

After that anytime a large group of dragon slayers takes a job together they take Gray along for “extra security during transportation” or just extra security in general.

I also head-canon that each type of slayer magic has its own unique weakness. Dragon slayers get severely motion sick. God slayers are claustrophobic. Demon slayers cannot handle sweets. If Gray gets even a whiff of cake or any other dessert his gag reflex acts up and he gets really nauseous and other stuff like that. He of course hid it at first (he was afraid Erza would disown him) but eventually everyone learned about the weakness of demon slayers. Natsu teases him about it but never pushes it too far to the point of accidentally making Gray really sick.

Anyways, sorry for the long ask. Feel free to expand on anything. Always love some good slayer bonding head-canons and just Fairy Tail head-canons in general. <3

This was so much fun to make tbh so domt apologize, i love long asks <3 and thank for for what you said ant my posts! theyre fun to make so im glad ppl enjoy them

Oh, you have no idea how often ive though about Gray being legally dead, my personal favorite scenario is him trying to fix it and prove himself alive but cant

“How the fuck would i know my social security number??? i was eight years old! i had no reason to know!!!”

There was no dna or finger-print records of him or his family so he couldn’t prove it that way either. Apparently, declaring someone born or dead is easier than someone ‘resurrected’. To the law Gray of Isvan is dead and although Gray of Fiore bares similarities, they are two different people.

But ALSO to the law Gray of Fiore doesnt exist bc he has no birth certificate. And while hes adamant, he has no real proof beyond his word he is Gray Fullbuster of Isvan.

So basically, According to the law, Both Gray Fullbuster of Isvan and Fiore are dead and never existed, respectively.

tbh this sounds like an identity crisis waiting to happen, but what else is new with him

Erza probably tried to fix it after she was told bc she legally didnt exist for a minute either (never was filed as a real person, she was able to file for a late birth certificate on account that she wasnt claiming to be a ‘separate’ person and also Makarov did it for her) (dont ask why he didnt for Gray, i like plot holes). But quickly realized their situations were very different, him waiting over a decade to check in as a survivor with the proper authorities definitely weakened his case considering he was running around free before he decided he needed a birth certificate.

But hey, as long as he doesn’t need to rent something, or get a license or id, or work somewhere beyond Fairy Tail, or get married, or, god forbid, die again, he should be fine!

i wonder if he would be considered a ‘john doe’ if he actually died again since they have ‘no’ birth records

This also makes games like ‘two truths and a lie’ amazing

“alright so, im legally dead, i legally dont exist, and ive never physically died before” “Gray what the hell do you mean” “Guess the right one and ill tell you” “WHAT THE HELL DOES THIS MEAN THOUGH??”

i love everything to do with the ‘dragon slayers + gray’ dynamic

‘Extra security’ just turns into Gray babysitting a bunch of rambunctious dragons for hours. seriously, get this guy a reward for how he hasnt killed or maimed any of them yet.

Imagine them trying to convince Gray to walk to their destination instead of taking the train

“Its not that far!!” “its fucking 5 hours by train, How long do you think itll take to walk? Why would even you pick this job if you knew how long the ride would be??” … “nobody looked..” “are you actually serious.” … “oh my fucking god”

and thats the story of how one Demon slayer ended up having to babysit 4 very pitiful looking Fairy Tail Dragon slayers on a train. Dude had to drag them off it once it stopped too.

His side career of ‘Dragon Slayer Babysitter’ only gets harder when they realize holy shit! cold compresses can help nausea! and what do they have? a walking cold compress.

Taking a train trip with them just means second hand nausea AND embarrassment, and absolutely no personal space. A dream come true.

At least he gets to hold it over their heads

Tbh i like the irony of Dragon Slayers being motion sick because, yk, dragons can fly, so my hc for side effects for God Slayers and Demon Slayers were along the same lines

God Slayers being wide open space or flying since Gods are like the epitome of freedom? all knowing and have complete reign over everything, But claustrophobia works so much better for that same reason. It would cause extreme panic and rash decisions

And Demon Slayers was the dark because demons are supposed to be these evil creatures who thrive in the dark n stuff? basically it would send a Demon Slayer into a paranoid spiral.

But sweets being a weakness instead is such a silly thing that im gonna take it and run

Gray never cared for sweets in the first place, gave him a stomachache, but now he has to walk away from Erza mid conversation if she decides to indulge, which is almost everyday. She was absolutely heartbroken and devastated when the weakness was revealed, it was such a dramatic reaction one wouod think she was the one with the new weakness

When Gray pokes fun at Natsus motion sickness he’ll go on about how Gray is gonna have the lamest parties since he cant handle even the smell of sweets, especially cake.

A terrible realization for everyone involved with him, on par with when Gray realized he wouldnt be able to have ice cream comfortably again, thats like a staple for ice mages

heart wrenching, truly

#fairy tail #sun strickens ft #sun stricken answers #gray fullbuster #theres like a hundred ppl me mentioned vaguely #so heres the ones by name #natsu dragneel #erza scarlet #makarov dreyar #fairy tail headcanons #demon slayer gray #fairy tail slayers #i may make the legally dead thing a whole post #i have so many scenarios for it #fairy tail incorrect quotes #i mean theres a few #saddest bday party bc the treats would have to be outside and away from him #they just stick candles into a steak or smth #imagine the dragons piled on top of gray so they can cool down #he just stares at the ceiling wondering if he can put ‘i tamed 6 dragons and brought them nack to full health’ on his resume

[transsexualromantic]

how have we gone back to cnc discourse like seriously. we've been over this. and the thing is. heres the thing. shockingly, its NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS what somebodys kinks are! unless you have SERIOUS reason to believe they are doing GENUINE harm to a PHYSICAL PERSON you do not get to call them a predator. show me proof or youre a transmisogynist.

you do not get to call someone dangerous for having a cnc kink. it is literally such a garden variety kink that so many people have and even if it were weirder or more niche; people are infinitely more complex than you think. what is being argued is that there are more individuals in the world and more reasons for someone to engage in something than you can ever conceptualize because there are EIGHT BILLION PEOPLE ON EARTH and you are just one person with one lived experience and you can not predict the reasons why someone may do something. you can not brand someone a predator because of your ASSUMPTIONS of them. and for queer people to be doing this shit pisses me off so badly. do you forget your roots? do you not remember how many of us have been killed, how many of us are still being killed, for being presumed to be sexual predators? are you not seeing whats currently going on with this rise in anti LGBT legislation? are you so far detached from your own community that you would rather join the side ousting and attacking us than be seen side by side with a sex freak?

idk. i would trust someone in a diaper before i would trust someone who would try to brand a trans person as a rapist because theyre into cnc.

[nerdylilpeebee]

Hello, I see you posting a lot about the Isreal/Palestine conflict, and generally find what you post to be quite valuable, so I hope it's alright to ask you a question.

Since the massacre I've been seeing so many artists and others on here I used to enjoy post or reblog things that are in uncritical support of Palestine, either seeming to justify Hamas actions or completely handwave any wrong doing at all, chanting that same fucking call to genocide while crying about how terrible things are for the people of Palestine (which, I ache horribly for the civillians caught in this horrific conflict, but that doesn't suddenly make the endorsement of Ethnic cleansing okay), and I just feel so frustratingly helpless seeing them spread this rhetoric when I doubt they understand any of the depth behind what they're supporting and spreading and it makes me so hurt and angry to keep seeing while knowing I can't really do anything.

So, I wanted to ask if you might have any advice on how to deal with this, or if there's any action I can do to help combat all this unquestioned antisemitism? Or even just, commiserate on the fucking state of the internet in regards to completely ignoring the reality of what theyre cheering for.

And thank you for being a voice that speaks up against this stuff, as I often see you do. I think that strength is amazing, but I hope you also make sure to take care of yourself.

I'm not sure what I could give in terms of advice. I mean, if you could bring their attention to certain posts proving that sources within Gaza use AI to add corpses to pictures, or that they take pictures of murdered Israeli children to add to collages of "missing Palestinian Children," that tends to be enough for a lot of people to see that much of the information coming from Gaza is blatant fucking lies.

But if that doesn't convince them, you could try showing them actual Arab speakers have pointed out the translation of their favorite little chant is NOT "Palestine will be free" but "Palestine will be Arab" and show them the video proof that Hamas views Gaza as a country of martyrs that they're willing to sacrifice. I can try to provide links of this stuff today, if I can find them again.

But if none of that works to show them that this situation is not as Hamas and Gazan reporters are portraying it, then there's not much you can do. They're just being willfully ignorant at that point, either due to antisemitism or because they just can't accept people they view as oppressed are lying.

#tvp discourse #long post #gaza #hamas #palestine #israel #arab israeli conflict

[terraliensvent]

multiple ppl close to kinah were able to verify that they were in the hospital recovering when the attempt happened. all of those ppl could not collab and lie so one person could get “extra attention” in ur words. Im frustrated with terra staff aswell but that doesn’t mean its ok now to call someones suicide attempt fake so ur feelings seem more valid. I find that extremely sickening. U have zero evidence or good reason for doubt or else u would have vented about it already. all u have is ur feefees. u do need therapy. And mod pls stop validating baseless speculation on smth so serious. what happened 2 people needing proof for claims like this

alright yeah im deleting kinah asks now

first off i dont think that people should just believe whatever they read on the internet, because you dont know who these people are irl. again, thats not to say that you shouldnt give support where you can or that you should make public callouts saying that it was all fake when you dont know for sure, BUT at the same time theres a level of speculation regardless because its the fucking internet. people are wild, people are strangers, and there is a non zero chance that people could have lied. just because people have a level of speculation on something they read online, that doesnt mean they need therapy and it doesnt mean theyre a bad person, it means they have a brain. if YOU want to believe it without a shadow of a doubt then thats fine, and if other people have some doubt thats also fine, just dont go out of your way to fucking bother people because thats just unnecessary.

second off, i need proof for accusations like “so and so is posting feral” or “so and so is an abuser,” saying things like “the way that kinah bounced back into cs makes me speculate” isnt an accusation.

the views of the anons i post here arent reflective of my own views, and if something is a problem i give my own input on it in my response. when i created this blog i didnt want to delete asks because i feel like that controls a narrative and makes me an unreliable narrator when it comes to these discussions. if people want to talk about things like this, i didnt want to force silence because thats not how you hold a discussion.

as an additional note: anons have been becoming increasingly aggressive in my inbox, whether its towards one another or towards myself. i implore all of you to stop being so aggressive, stop making assumptions, and stop playing this holier than thou card. so much of the art and cs community is made up of people who will virtue signal and place themselves on a moral pedestal and my inbox is the last place for that. if you want to rant and complain, go ahead, but stop acting like youre better than each other because you have the Correct Opinion on everything and believe everything you read on the internet.

my final thoughts on this are as follows: there is a non zero chance that everyone is lying. is it a small chance? sure. does this mean we should spread the narrative that it was all fake? no. are you a horrible person who should die in a fire because you dont 100 percent believe that the attempts were real? no, but also dont go out of your way to be an asshole because of that belief. i think we should all publicly operate under the assumption that the attempts were real. if you want to privately speculate, go fucking wild. could kinah going back into cs and making stuff for terras possibly be bad for their mental health? maybe. but also, its none of our business. and thats what im ending this topic with, a lot of this shit really is just none of our business and i think you all give way too much of a fuck about someone who you will never know irl.

i dont dislike kinah, in fact i actually really liked them when they were on staff for terras. but at some point we all gotta throw our arms up and say why is this taking up so much of my brain power when this person is just someone i follow on fucking toyhouse.

we are done with asks about kinahs attempt now, unless anyone has important info or something new to say im deleting them.

#closed species vent #terralien #closed species #terraliens #vent #mod rambles #kinah #yall are insufferable sometimes

[mashiee]

Arlo family lore plspls its beneficial to my health

OKAY SO

so i got another ask specifically about [REDACTED] so im gonna talk abt that in a separate ask

BUT i will tell u abt my ocs for arlos fam (almost exclusively on his dads/valeries side, havent thought abt mom much) and general stuff for them and their relationships w eachother and arlo specifically

OKAY SO

i gave Arlo four older siblings because why the hell not and i can (i will get to the parents later)

also while im thinking abt it, im unsure abt Arlo's last name but im thinking Kingston right now

OKAY ANYWAY

also i just wanna say that when made character names i usually just smash sound together until i find something i like and hope it isnt a slur in another language

so what im saying is none of the names have any relevance or importance i just like their sounds and how they look

the first oc is Mammi (pronounced like ma'am-ee)

hes the oldest of the five of them, as of current uno time hes 25

he/him

amab cismasc

haven't decided sexuality. probably gay bc im gay and i self project too much

anyway he currently works with the authorities and is in a relatively high ranking position

but surprise surprise hes a spy for [ERROR]

(a secret organization :) also has a whole Thing that would require a separate post. a lot of new characters and also some world building. plus it also kind of plays into my bod au/rei fic)

but unfortunately the authorities are all fucking idiots and no one would even think of suspecting him

Valeire is the only one who does (she basically Knows) bc their father (her brother) was against a lot of the things the authorities did

but she has absolutely no proof so she cant do anything :)

fun fact Mammi and the entirety of Arlo's sibling except for Arlo himself all Loathe Valerie

2 of them want her dead

one would actively make an attempt on her life themselves if they ever saw her again

pst psst Mammi is the former

anyway Mammi is Tall (TM)

atm his height is fluctuating between 6'5 and 6'6 bc i cant choose

i just think itd be hysterical if Arlo's entire family on his dad's side were all giants

speaking of that let me take this time to tell you that Arlo is the youngest in his family aside from his mom and Valerie because i thought it'd be really funny

bc Mammi is in the authorities he often wears a suit and let me tell you this man looks fine as hell

not all men can work a suit but this one can

i still havent drawn any of the siblings except for a bit of the next one so my visuals of them are all p vague and could absolutely change but as of now

Mammi has long straight blond hair that roughly reaches his waist

its usually in a low ponytail

he has gold eyes :)

not sure what i want his ability to be yet (obviously a shield variant but what exactly) or how powerful

now for the lovely sister of the family

so the next one is Luss (pronounced how it's spelled)

shes 24 :)

she/her pronouns trans woman

6'4

lesbian

a model who travels quite a lot

long curly hair and gold eyes

always wearing red lipstick

a bit mischievous

her ability is... well its honestly kind of useless on its own

she can make shields that are full orbs but theyre only about the size of a fist

she did find out that they hurt if u throw them at ppl tho, esp if u put stuff in them

not sure what level yet. maybe a flat 6.0 . or maybe even like a 5.9 if i wanna get angsty and make like her family disappointed in her for not being a god tier or smth

very caring about her family

very forgiving person to a fault

strongly believes in second chances

Luss is the closest to Mammi

but she doesn't really feel like she has anyone close to her

(which ends up being a huge bonding point between her and Arlo)

tries her best to keep their family together but it's pretty futile

tries to be optimistic and cheerful and such but it's all an act

would do anything for her family, especially her siblings

sees herself a lot in Arlo for what little she's seen of him

and then we have the twins

as stated above, theyre twins

the older one is Sade, and Kallo is idk like two mins younger or smth

theyre both 21

Sade uses they/them pronouns and is nonbinary

Kallo uses he/they and like. he knows he's masculine but he isnt like a man or male

hes keeping his gender unlabeled but sometimes says its homeboy bc he thinks its funny

tbh im not sure what assigned gender at birth i want either of them to be so im just not gonna choose 🤷

both are 6'4 1/2 or sth

the twins are very separated from the rest of the family they want nothing to do w them

they both dont like Mammi

and hate Valerie

Sade wants her dead and if Kallo ever saw her again he'd lunge

they tolerate Luss and don't dislike her but it's not their favorite to be around her

they don't have any feelings towards Arlo

Sade is a fashion designer and occasionally works with Luss, occasionally

Kallo is a mechanic

originally i had him as a surfer dude but i decided not to

the twins live a long long way away from Wellston and the rest of the family and have no intention of ever going back

theyre both closest to eachother obviously

they both have a lot of trust issues (all of them do) and only really trust eachother

again not sure about abilities

might want Kallo to have some variation of his mom's rather than their dads tho, or maybe a combo of both

i think ill keep Sade w a shield variant

also dk abt sexuality 🤷

i feel like at least one of them would be aro or ace tho. maybe like one is aro and the other is ace lol

ok so now that im done w the siblings

mr dad man's name is Vickaius. hes Valerie's brother. not sure if i want him to be older or younger.

he has long yellow hair (usually up in a pony tail) and gold eyes

yes im terrible and am making him an attractive dilf you cant stop me i have no self control

if it makes u feel any better i'll probably make the mom a milf too

anyway

i kinda wanna give him a scar or two and/or an eyepatch

def a god tier. some type of shield ability. i think i want him to be like a 7.1

he/him or he/she not sure what i want

tbh probably bisexual but thinks he's straight for whatever reason

6'5-7 or smth

fun fact he's currently in jail :)

the moms name is Ariella and she has curly hair and blue eyes. im not sure if i want her to have blonde or brown hair

i dont have much to say abt her tbh. not bc i dont care abt her but like. in my arlo fam plot while she is relevant and important she isnt like. you dont need to know about her. if that makes sense

i do know that i want her to be exactly a whole foot shorter than Vickaius bc i think its hilarious

context for post: arlo hcs

other related stuff: [REDACTED]

#ARLO FAMILY LORE ?????? REAL???? #SORRY I GOT THIS OUT SO LATE THIS TOOK AWHILE TO WRITE I KEPT PROCRASTINATING IT #my posts #unordinary #webtoon unordinary #unordinary webtoon #unordinary arlo #arlo unordinary #oc #headcanons

[kindestegg]

what's yr fav hidden gem horror game thats been wiped off the net

the fishermen and the worm :( i first heard it got gone when i randomly got a dm on reddit of all places bc once upon a time i commented on a post recommending it as a creepy game that doesnt look like horror at first, n the person basically went 'yeah hey do u still have the files for this bc turns out its gone from the net' n im like AGH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bc i lost those in between moving computers many times

iirc the only surviving proof of it existing is an incomplete lets play series on youtube n also some screenshots i took revisiting the ending location to show my bf a long time ago.

it was a very neat little game n it makes me sad the creator wanted it gone but i guess i sort of can understand it bc sometimes as an artist ur gonna get embarrassed of ur old art n want to move on from it n see it gone off the net, i know ive done that with like, p much all my old devart profiles (i have none atm)

you might be wondering what it was about... to give a summary, its about these two little guys who are dubiously in love or maybe just besties who live in like this cartoony paradise in a hole n call themselves fishermen but then theyre like. hey why do we call ourselves that if weve never fished. so they go to their elder and are like HEY WHERE THE FUCK IS ALL THE WATER n hes like FUCK YOU THERES NO WATER HERE ITS ON THE SURFACE YOU STUPID FUCK. so they go to the surface n they meet this worm bug lady whos rly nice n sort of a mother figure to them, shes like rly old, shes been told by her moms (<3) to wait for these two guys for thousands of years in that very same spot. theyre like can u show us water n shes like yeah n points to a speck on the horizon n theyre like wtf we meant to fish in n shes like ohhh okay. yeah we gotta go to a different place for that.

AND THEN. THE REAL GAME BEGINS. you see bc every place in this world is called an 'age', n the more you traverse it, the weirder n often times creepier it gets n the more u get the feeling this is kind of telling the story of someones life? but you cant figure out who. not yet at least. without spoiling too much though, i rly like all the diff visual n style changes for every age, the next age you encoutner right after you move away from the worms spot is genuinely really fucking creepy n with this genuinely NASTY looking grit to it n it only gets more fucked up the more u play through it. thats around the point where i realized OH. oh ive been tricked. this ISNT a silly goofy haha rpgmaker game thats short n sweet! THIS IS A SCARY GAME!

but as ive said every age has a diff look to it, one other is psychedelic, another almost looks like a dr seuss book... so on. eventually, everything starts coming together, n what i rly like about this game is that it doesnt just give u dead ends, it expects you to be smart to figure it out, yes, but it also gives you PLENTY of evidence to figure it out n flat out tells you some stuff n by the end youre probably gonna just naturally know what happened.

i will also say looking back on it i rly appreciate the underlying theme of being gay n growing up gay n how the world aorund you affects you, theres like, SOME REALLY DARK fucking themes when you really get down to it and actually study the full on implications of what its trying to tell you. it rly gets dark with like, how bad homophobia can get n how heartbreaking n desolate sometimes the experience of being a gay kid can be when u have no one who you think you can trust n then growing up into a gay adult whos just getting more confused n worried about the future n sometimes even getting taken advantage of.

but despite all the horror n darkness... its a game that knows when to give you plenty of breathers, the three main characters are so charming they just shine naturally, they combat all the darkness by just being themselves. theyre not the ones who lived through all this horrible crap, theyre just bright little cartoon guys who want to go fish! n by god(s, in this games case) theyre gonna do it!!! n in the end... they may just decide to make things better for everyone else. the game has a good ending. its good guys. the game is good.

#Commander's answers #if left alone i could ramble about this game for us. it is truly something special #im unsure if there will ever be anything quite like. i think only undertale has maybe made me feel this way

[surpriserose]

we need more people to talk about how bad media literacy is and not for stupid fanfic reasons I mean like legit so many people are so incurious and susceptible to propaganda as well......if you look up anything about palestine right now youll see. Obviously its not just media illiteracy contributing to this its the racism ingrained in people from years of previous racist propaganda and they just keep feeding each other.

but if youre wondering who the hell is falling for the beheaded babies nonsense (besides the literal president) and the video game loot drop top secret plans with badly translated arabic and every single lie about hamas atrocities while israel actually commits worse atrocities with no criticism, its redditors its redditors all the way down. And lots of people get their news from reddit the same way they get it from tumblr or twitter or tiktok and thats not great obviously but thats...just whats happening. And none of them want to consider for a second, like everyone should if they havent realized this shit already, why theyre willing to fall hook line and sinker for israeli propaganda and constantly posting news from Israeli papers and the IDF ITSELF exclusively (with some american state news sources occasionally lol)

I cant tell you how many new stories on reddit are completely fabricated or just posting the israeli state line and how many of them are all posting shit israel is currently doing and blaming it on hamas. Israel had the power to shut off all the water in gaza because they already have that much control over Palestinian lives and then did it? Well hamas also fucked up the water pipes and used them for weapons (??????) Israel ordered a million people to evacuate gaza and started bombing evacuation routes? well actually its hamas stopping people and blocking evacution routes because uhhhhhh they want more people to die because uhhhhhh??????? and the proof is uhhhhh??? the IDF said so and they have no reason to lie i mean its not like theyre doing everything to genocide Palestinians in plain sight with imperialist backing and weapons and these are geniunely things ive all seen posted on reddit

idk why im posting this really like i guess i just want people to be more aware of the propaganda out there and be more willing to combat it on and offline when they recognize it and my god is it BLATANT right now and i hope im preaching to the choir right now but my god is it disheartening

Please donate to Palestinian aid if you can and if you dont know where to donate there are better posts than this for that but doctors without borders is in gaza right now

[dude-iloveu]

i have got to like. chill out

whihch one of my impulsive thoughts (?) should i indulge. literally logging out and or deactivating all or some of my important social medias.

maybe finally get a job ???? get over the anxiety of driving and idk man. get experience. stop being so spoiled

to realize that i am living in my own head. in my own safe space and i should stop living in this stupid fantasy

its bad. ive become worse than i ever was. being kind to myself only led to me being a leeching useless idiot who does nothing with their life. at least with being like this i can constantly fuel my motivation with guilt that i havent done anything worthwhile in my life and should do better.

i dont know why i even bother writing this when in reality i would return to the same i was as always

whatever dini just do whatever your existance already is bad so just diam la hahahahhh i can't even articulate what i feel. all this started because i was tired. is 3am so i cannor trust these feeligs. but also i get reminded of how bad a friend i am and i dont want or can have any meaningful relationship. i jsut. idk. somethingabout how my childhood friends seemingly thunk i am still the same amd i havent changed which should be good but i hate that. how come they all have so much they achieve in their life. and that people can see it

i felt like i changed so much. im no longer that scared child i was. but i guess fucking not. ahh you havent changed. no fuck you too. none of my lomg time friendship actually mean anything then. whatever. i suck anyway. i havent replied to my friend who i call my best, who i would die for, what even am i saying now. hypocrite.

an old ex friend tried contacting me. i can't do it. there's a reason i stop talking with them. 5 years and I'm still stuck in the past. it's true then. i haven't changed.

aaaaah ya allahhh ya rabb ya allah aku tak tau la. apa aku buat ni. apa masalah aku. banyak. tapi. entahla. ya allah aku ni makhluk kau yang lemah. ya allah. aku ni....... ya allahhhhhh

this post is just proof i am still the weak scared child i thought i grew out of. worse thing is that child me was better. ive become worse over the years. i imagined dying at 18 and i should have.

why tf am i still writing. agh this sucks. i dont need comforting words or wnything i just need sleep. nothing makes sense about me and im writing to tumblr. any positive thinking or sympathy will just add morebto me feelingguilty of making peoplw waste their time on me because theyre nice people. i know that and yet. still.

[jabberwockprince]

I was talking about this yesterday with a friend, while we were rewatching Back Cover & Dark Road’s first 4 episodes to prepare for today’s update

thE FUCKING FORETELLER DRAMA IN BACK COVER IS SO DUMB ONCE YOU STOP TO THINK ABOUT IT ... LIKE... I Get It, their fatal flaw is their hardcore blind trust in MoM, it would have never crossed their brains that MoM was Actively Willingly Putting Them Against Each Other, it’s easier to assume one of them is fucking up rather than thinking your own master is doing something fucked up

and perhaps the entire point is that MoM chose them because none of them were fit for their respective roles? in some sort of roundabout way? Ira is shown being a shit leader, barely doing shit all during the entire movie and just causing them all to break down. Aced is A Guy Who Wants To Be The Leader, forced to be the second in command. Invi is supposed to observe and speak up, but she’s got this, shy vibe???? and then Gula is supposed to be this fucking cool genius but he’s the dumbest of them all. Right, and Ava is just there

but idk bro, it would’ve been so much more interesting if Gula, being the supposed genius he is, actually realized MoM’s real intentions -not just his shoddy ass plan of baiting out the traitor- and FOLLOWED THRU anyway because of said Hardcore Blind Trust. the same way Ira accepts that the war MUST happen because MoM said so. it just would’ve been so much cooler if Gula was tasked with finding the traitor only to BE the traitor, following Aced’s alliance drama to incite more in-fighting because he’s FULLY AWARE that this must happen, that the war needs to start with THEM fighting because that’s what MoM wants

because Aced was certain that there was no fucking traitor in the group, that Ira was just ruining everything and being an unfit leader by saying that without actual proof, so when Gula reveals his role, Aced getting super fucking mad because “Gula kept the truth hidden” is dumb as shit, because. THAT WAS HIS ROLE. THE MASTER TOLD HIM TO DO THAT. why is it okay for Ava to train an elite group in secret because the master told her but it’s not okay for Gula to do what the master fucking told him to ?? HES STILL BEING KEPT IN THE DARK LIKE THE REST

if Gula was a conscious traitor, subtly inciting Aced to act up so that everyone starts fighting and doubting each other, that would’ve given Aced a proper reason to ACTUALLY have a personal vendetta against him

its like theyre constantly on the edge of having interesting dynamics and character moments but it immediately reverts to “sorry we didn’t know better even though by now it should be obvious that we’re a self-fullfilling prophecy set up by our own master” 

#this post became very gula centric but im also #mourning the loss of invi and ava potential #and ira i guess but hes so boring

[mionmiown]

July, 17th

just woke up and i already feel that tightness in my gut

guided by my lack of funds, the air i share, and crafts i want

i been here 2 almost 3 and what is there to show? everything.

‘20 stamped, made my wave then parked the amp, saw the politics and rants

one word for all that jawin “champ”

‘21 i had some fun, met a girl, chased the sun.

found some friends ain’t really none. Gas lights, bag pipes, rumors, and more. Fog lights, txt fights between you and your board. I’ll admit… i dabbled, my ego was lit. but once again, i never hurt nobody. and she thanked me for the dick

‘22 now im geeked. all the hate was on me. cause they love to play stupid, and then prescribe your problems with no PhD.

them PPP loans got some of y’all seeing fuzzy. How you hate me when i’m glowing, but loved the me that was bummy? Nappy fro and a smile, a nose for survival, a will to push on, and my poise comes from trials

I haven’t dropped a song ‘cause when i speak in person nowadays it get shut down. Im the type that likes to get to the bottom of things, you know figure em out. and if the problems me! im more than happy to resign. but my ghost is still lingering while my bodies been away for a whole year…. so it can’t be me this time.

Stand firm on what you want for you. They’ll take it. even if not right away, they wanna shake you cause THEYRE shaking. My CONFIDENCE has been identified as arrogance so many times. by so many people. who’ve had so many things to say. about everything. except their own little (lies) lives.

I talk big. I am big. I see big. I work hard. I eat right. I live this.

sorry if i made you feel small. it was never my intention. Im the one couped up in the house while you party wit your friends… shit

Im the one that they talk about when that stench hit (right) You know like when your face tenses up and your jaw bone drop to where ya neck is?

Next year, the trees’ll show their fruit. next year , a this time, i PROMISE you’ll find proof.

i plan on being mist to you. You, the one who swears they’ve got the answers but missed a clue. Mist.

Ill water you, but sparsely and with grace. but im burnt. tired. lonely. with no one to reciprocate.

Fuck what you heard. fuck what they think. know what you know. because ironically the only place i feel safe, secure, and understood nowadays is alone.

I’ve got issues. trust issues. daddy issues. mum issues. addictions. traumas from religion and tongue signals.

“If you do that you’ll burn in hell.” still gets me rattled

God, if you love us so much… and are love, why’s every fucking day a hate filled battle

I am not your punching bag. I am not your therapist. im just a good friend when love becomes imperative. but… honestly, i don’t feel y’all, what’s the difference between pleasure, and pain? the sensation. but one doesn’t exist without the other. so when you see me exercising the latter keep that on your brain.

And find it yourself. Im not your cheerleader.

If you fuck wit me I fuck wit you. If you need my time and i’m available, i will be there.

But to be under valued, and under appreciated is something i’m off…

i’ve tried to teach care, but when i’m talking they talk so…

idk where i’m headed but i’m sure it’ll be great

because i am… and i know that now. everything they’ve said on the web they’ve never said to my FACE

even when my ass got knocked out, he was frozen until i turned away…

you can have it… this side of this states problematic. helping people who don’t want to help themselves… you’ll find yourself in a casket. Might as well just help yo self, like an adlib.

They Love you then they hate you then they love what you do for em but won’t credit you because that’ll be them admitting that you boosted them. i’m tired man. i’m tired.

Get me the fuck outta here

[nosecondivelived]

vent tw

i dont know who i am outside of what i do for other people. if i cannot bring them joy or be of help to them in some way i am useless. i am so shit at fucking everything that i am virtually worthless and if i cant even be of service to anyone to help them then what fucking use am i?

the only thing ive ever been fucking decent at is helping others but lately it feels as though ive just become so repulsive and if the only reason im even helping other people is so i can prove i have worth then isnt that proof i have none? i feel like i was born disgusting that either out of pity or because the people in my life felt trapped, people around me have only pretended to like me. they secretly think im disgusting and a horrible person and theyre not wrong to feel that way. i deserve nothing

#personal #vent post

[boyczar]

unde tristitia

#i knew this would be like this #i cant stay asleep i wake up crying even my dreams are just be trapped watching everyone else have fun #thats fucking mean of my subconcious to do that to me #hence this sadness #mine #my face is salty with tears #im begging for a mercy killing #bc even after its over what am i supposed to think/feel #i dont want to see proof & i dont want to hear anything #like gee thats awesome that was the worst week ever after what i had previously thought was the worst week ever #& prior to that was the worst week ever & prior to that was the former worst week ever & before that was the worst week ever & #realizing i might be human & reliant on interaction with others especially the ones i choose to be with #& when i dont get the interaction i start to die emotionally very quickly while theyre completely fine lol #i guess this is what i get for wanting more of a fair game. im no longer on a pedestal no ones going to go out of their way to talk to me #im so nauseous #theres so much left #& i cant bother anyone with the issues at hand rn bc i dont want to ruin their time #im going to fucking explode on janice on friday if im alive then #just a comically horrible time im having i hope i wake up & none of this was true

[vampireschan-remade]

Amongst nctzens what's the tea

:-)

#okay so #someone made a post without checking sources and so people clarified that they were wrong and ok thats fine- its ok to point out mistakes #and tell ppl to correct them because that's what mistakes are about- learning from them. mistakes are inevitable full offence ??? lmfao #anyway so after that ppl started sending them hate and i just.... like wtf....?????? eugh disgusting behaviour as always!!!! and to me its #nothing new!! and now everyones making these stupid 'omg i have proof of this random rumor' joke posts and its so boring like #get a personality and stop dragging out things that shouldn't be made into jokes in the first place #but that bothers me less than the fucking people who are like 'how hard is it to just check your sources omg you guys are so stupid' bc like #i get it? its an avoidable mistake but like FUCK OFF your high horse?? like you've NEVER made a mistake its just such a toxic mindset #and such ugly toxic behaviour that nctzens CONSTANTLY do and like full offence but its just so boring #they all constantly say that *rmys are bad and annoying but theyre no better...? lmfao.. nctzens care about one thing and one thing only #and thats popularity. this entire fandom cares about being the most popular or the funniest or the best at something- when none of this even #matters... its like they cant stop for a second and think about their actions because they all have to always be the FIRST or the FUNNIEST #or the BEST or the SMARTEST and they dont stop to see how toxic and boring it is to try constantly to outdo every1 around you ???? #to cap it ALL off something else i find absolutely annoying about this fandom is its inability to tell the difference between smth they #should actually get mad at and something that doesn't matter or concern them but they somehow get upset over that too?? like grow up and #learn that not every little things deserves to be something to get angry over- stop being fake woke... its just... i dont get it? \ #and ok my last point is: nctzens as they are remind me of how i felt in highschool. its so true. its just this big #callout-culture-popularity-contest-fake-woke group of ppl that don't stop to think for 5 seconds before they make a callous post or send #hate to someone who probably doesn't deserve to be hated on for a simple mistake that anyone could've made. like shut the fuck up and stop #its so so so fucking toxic i HATE it #and thats why i'm upset lmfao #idrc what anyone else has to say about this i'm just kinda mad about ppl being childish and dragging things out that don't have to be...? #also also i've lost lke 6 followers bc of that post yet i d c and thats the beauty of knowing that none of this garbage is reAL #sorry that took so long i had to figure out my thoughts. #anon #answered #delete later

[wickymicky]

alright, here’s something i just wrote on twitter.

the things that Garam is being accused of just arent realistic, or at the very least theyre not easy to believe. it will take a lot more than "someone anonymously said it was true" or "here's a piece of paper, posted anonymously" to prove it lmao. like this isnt just "she was mean", this is like "she almost killed a disabled person" or whatever the fuck lol. that's... quite a claim. and what is your proof of that? that you read it online? is that it? like that's SO serious that it cant just be proven via "someone said so, somewhere"

if someone really does have a restraining order against her, that should be pretty easy to prove right? like isnt that stuff public information? surely, if that were true, it wouldnt just be reported by random anonymous people on some corner of the internet. if your source for a claim THAT big is unknown, then what makes you believe them?

if it turns out to be true, then it was true. but it wont be proven true with the things we know right now. which is to say... nothing. we dont know anything right now.

people keep saying "why are you defending a girl youve known for 2 weeks" about Garam... but why are you attacking a girl youve only known for 2 weeks? actually, you dont know her at all! neither do i! none of us were there, we dont know her, so why are you calling her scum? what makes you think its okay to talk like that about someone who you know nothing about? im not saying Garam is perfect or that she's totally innocent, because i dont know her either. but why are you calling her "that bitch"? or acting like she's some serial killer or something? you are talking about someone who was 12 or 13 years old at the time, and is still a minor now.

be realistic. use your head. look at the big picture. 

[bluewinnerangel]

Hi, how are you? I love H and L so much, so this question it’s not meant to throw hate or anything like that. Under which circumstances do you think Daisy posted that picture? Are they still obligated by contract to do some damage control EVERY TIME something big (both in the same city) happends? I can’t find any other explanation but it just seems odd to me given the fact that they ended things with syco and modest a while ago. Sometimes i think there’s still some abusive contract going on and they need to fight legally in order to end it and then being able to come out. If it’s not that maybe i just have to assume that they are doing this shit becouse they willingly want to keep this narrative and that doesn’t seem about right. Finally, I just wanted to tell how much it breaks my heart that the family is that involved. I know is PR 101 but man, to lie to people like that, is sick.

....yk what it's one of those discourse days let's go.

Cut because we don't like it here:

Listen, anything I will say about contracts will be pulled right out of my ass. Same goes for everything surrounding this, same goes for everyone else saying shit surrounding any of this. That said, I think "damage control" is rarely applicable anymore. That idea comes from 1D times where one hella gay hella larry thing would be followed up by some look at him being into women over here! almost immediately after.

This is probably yet another hot take but I think currently, "larry" is such a phenomenon that it doesn't actually matter how much theyre "larrying" or that they're in the same city or whatever, damage control isn't a thing anymore. Not for rumors regarding their relationship at least. Even if they get what we consider hella fucking loud, it's just drowned out by the thick fog of it being a conspiracy theory, and that's in part by the massive smoke of idiotic theories being presented as facts over on other platforms (we got some crazy shit over here [hi] but at least we're not coating it in some sOmEtHiNgS gOnNa HaPpEn how-do-i-get-max-clout-from-this screaming or whatever the fuck is going on most days). In other words I think in a sense, Louis and Harry (yes I'm so so sidetracking) are able to be this loud and be this idiotic with their larrying when they want to be because they can hide behind the dumb theories and just wildfires of misinformation across platforms, not. to. mention. if you somehow as innocent who-tf-is-larry-person get exposed to larry now and you look it up you first hit a it's-a-conspiracy wall, then you run into a wholeass bunch of harry-and-louis-are-uncomfortable-and-have-denied-it barbwire and then you fall into the neon-green grass oh wait its actually toxic waste of "larry proof november 2021 louis at harry's concert confirmed!!!" youtube hell, like, even if they start literally just talking fondly about each other excessively or if even if louis would actually go to harry's concert out in the open or really anything substantial enough to hit the media, even then, there's no need for damage control, because the way the concept of larry has become a phenomenon by now, none of it matters anymore? Like if they get spotted together for real, the media will just be "larry shippers are celebrating, but here are all the links to articles on why its a conspiracy theory and H&L hate it actually here's the most recent holivia sighting look you can buy her shirt here" and that's the "damage control". So no, I don't think it's damage control for anything. I do think they do some deliberate look at me I'm over here! Location dropping kinda content giving all the time, in the sense that the second they're away from each other they will go seeeee I'm not there but that's about it.

...OKAY THATS A LOT OF TEXT FOR NOT ANSWERING YOUR QUESTIONS.

About contracts, yeah probably they're stuck in longer lasting bullshit than we think, and theres a bunch of horrifying examples of artists getting absolutely the fucked over by their contracts and the way they all, all of 1D isn't talking to this day vs the amount of we should talk bro in all of their lyrics yeah they're most likely caught in some serious shit there but speculating about that in detail isn't for me. I just don't understand that world well enough to go there. But in general I don't think managers, PR teams, labels, whoever the fuck involved, are like "you have to post this pic now", "you're not allowed to interact with that person", "you can't say this", "you will do that", like in a literal sense. I think public figures are advised to go in a certain direction with things, and they're heavily warned about possible backlashes and effects their actions will have. Aka they're manipulated and made to believe things to the point where they're doing what they think is best for them even if it's stuff like this. And that they've been in the circus long enough by now to know how it runs, that by maybe by now they're doing some of on their own accord, maybe because that satisfies the most people and they'll get off their backs, maybe because they've experienced first hand what happens when they don't listen to said "advice" (I really really do think thats the case rip), maybe its the lesser of two evils, maybe it's part of a long term plan: maybe they're convinced it's for the best. And maybe it is, you know? Maybe they're that far in(to a narrative), this is actually good. Maybe seeing F and having a bunch of pics/vids with him now is the best option. Maybe slowly dropping these pics like this in the long run will help, maybe because he's ending it and this way they'll have pics to go with the news. I think the day they were seen in the arcade (August 3/4) matches the way he looks in the pic of today (November 22), although it's a different death-and-despair t-shirt, it's both slick back long hair under a cap and clean shaven, a wombocombo that narrows down to when this was taken pretty much to.. well.. then. I think is he did go see F this summer, took a wholeass bunch of pics and videos of them together, and that that footage will slowly start dropping in places that can easily be found and used in any media. I don't think that arcade video was for anyone. And I don't think this insta story is to be used in any media either. I think there will be more coming, maybe instagram posts by other family members, so that there's stuff that can be used once it's relevant. Or it has a purpose, at least.

As for Ls (and H for that matter)s family participating in stunts, I think it's, nice, in a way, so he doesn't have to. That is assuming this narrative still needs to be fed for a purpose that will ultimately benefit him. But I also think what his sisters are seeing in terms of... the influence they're having, the response they are getting, I mean the (small, I hope) percentage of fans that is fan of Louis' whole family as if they're the Kardashians rather than just Louis, are also the fans that believe in F being his kiddo and the ones following tomlinson family fan accounts and those accounts all include F. I think for them, the line's already crossed, the damage is already done, to the public F is part of their family and so what they post will fit that. They just post what they think their audience will want to see. And now that they got a pic of them together, they'll use it like it's nothing, because it makes no difference anymore. This is just it, its what they stuck to since the beginning and it's what they will keep sticking to. I doubt they'll know what Louis is planning if he is up to something, and I doubt they'll protest and be like "are you really ok with this, whats going on?" when presented with the opportunity to go off about the F narrative knowing how much traffic that will get them, you know?

Basically we don't know anything, but I'm sure there are more factors at play we can even imagine. I think jumping to any they want this conclusion because we don't get it is.. too easy. And quite a shortcut to building up resentment towards him/them. I'm just gonna sit back, wait for LT2, figure of what T-shirt he's wearing or some shit in the meantime.

#stunts #discourse