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bluesidez · 1 month
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GymRat!Miguel Part 1
I’ve seen everyone doing these drabbles/aus and I wanted to join! 🤠
content warning: It gets suggestive towards the end so MINORS BEWARE.
word count: 719 (kind of proofread, I got excited)
Daydreaming about GymRat!Miguel x PlusSize!Reader / Chubby!Reader and the dynamic of big tall bf x shorter chubby gf 🚻
Next ✩°。 ⋆⸜ 🎧✮ Masterlist
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GymRat!Miguel who started off as an awkward, lanky, nerdy teen using the gym to blow off steam. His mom felt that he wasn’t a great influence to his brother, his father wasn’t his real father, and his step-brother was an asshole.
GymRat!Miguel who’s nearly triple his weight by the time he starts college, body full of muscle. His mom has calmed down despite him previously eating her out of a house and a home. His biological dad agreed to help with any leftover college expenses and his step-dad helps him move on campus. He’s tearful when he hugs Gabriel goodbye, promising to call and play their weekly games.
GymRat!Miguel who stays loyal to his nerdy roots and aims for a Science degree with a minor in Robotics for fun. He sticks out like a sore thumb in his classes, body taking up the ends of lab tables. Even though he prefers to sit in the front of classes, he opts to sit in the back so that everyone can see. He’s constantly using office hours and lingering after class so that he can make sure that his notes are correct.
GymRat!Miguel who first meets you in one of his bio labs and is immediately enamored by you. Your clothes hug your curves, you smell sweet, and something on you always matches. Your shoes and your backpack, your skirt and your jacket, your accessories and your nails.
GymRat!Miguel who ends up being in your group for a project and watches in awe as you take the lead, helping everyone decide which parts to complete. You go out of your way to make the powerpoint colorful and creative. You’re ecstatic when he turns in his parts extra early as everyone else has gone a-wall.
GymRat!Miguel who calms you down when the deadline is near and the rest of the group still hasn’t done their part. You two meet late in the library to finish everything. He thinks you’re adorable despite how stressed and tired you are. He makes the last minute decision to delete the other two group member’s names off of the title slide, taking the initiative to email the teacher before hand.
GymRat!Miguel who walks into the lab building on presentation day 50 minutes early and sees you being cornered by the other group members eyes full of confusion. He quickly walks over asking if there was a problem. Seeing him looming over them, the two decide give up, and scramble together a last minute presentation.
GymRat!Miguel who explains everything, telling you not to worry about the others and just focus on you all’s presentation. You two have great presentation, chemistry blooming as you bounce off each other. You both get an easy A and you hug Miguel out of an excitement before the next lab starts.
GymRat!Miguel who imprints the feeling of your body against his in his memory. Your smell, how soft you were, how small you felt in his arms, how tight you squeezed him.
GymRat!Miguel whose dreams of you have him tossing and turning in his twin sized bed that was far too little for him. He scares his poor roommate to death when his body hits the floor with a big boom. The dream of you under him shattering as he collides with the ground. He groans and apologizes to his roommate, pain in his side and his groin.
GymRat!Miguel who takes a cold shower, too aroused to go back to sleep. He bites his fist trying to quiet his moans, not wanting to wake his roommate for a second time. He replays images of you in his mind, pulling at his length until he shutters against the tile walls.
GymRat!Miguel whose heart drops when he checks his phone after his shower. You followed him on Instagram three hours ago. He checks your page and sees that you're private, but your profile picture is a lot. It's an angle from above you, your cleavage on display.
GymRat!Miguel who stands in the bathroom ogling at the photo like an idiot. He clicks the follow back button, watching as it shifts to pending, and stares down at his body again. He sighs and turns the shower back on, banking on his roommate sleeping through everything once again.
You had no idea the effect you had on him.
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sh1-n0bu · 6 months
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𝔫𝔬𝔟𝔲’𝔰 𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔨𝔱𝔬𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣 2023!
day 20: corruption with albedo from genshin impact
warnings: corruption, dacryphilia, sensitive albedo, fingering, blowjob, slight size kink, albedo hinted to have a small dick
notes: briefly thought of making it corruption with rubedo… hmmmmmm
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it was no secret that the kriedeprinz disliked socializing. for whatever reasons or purposes it may be, he just refused to get into any deep relationships with people.
but it happened before with klee. when the little pyromaniac child had ended up becoming his little sister, he unknowingly created a deep bond sith someone. and it happened yet again with sucrose. when the shy, young alchemist became his student and he took her under his wing to guide her in the wast field of alchemy. it happened yet again with the traveler when he realized they were not of teyvat. when he relied on them to be the one to finish him if his corruption were to ever get out of hand.
speaking of corruption…
never would have albedo thought that he could be turned into a flustered mess so easily by just a stupid memory. you were simply supposed to be acting in being his significant other. fake dating, to keep the annoying people who kept asking to be his admirers away.
yet again, unknowingly, he formed a deep bond with you. sleeping together in the bed with klee in between you two, going on picnics together, holding hands in public, taking care of each other. it all became a habit and a routine before albedo even realized it.
and before he knew it, he was thinking of you constantly. what you wearing this morning, what colored lipgloss you had on when you kissed his cheek goodbye, what noises you made whenever you stretched.
the kreideprinz prided himself in being able to constantly keep his cool in whatever situation he may find himself in. and yet he found himself thinking of you in provocative ways lately. how would your bigger hand feel wrapped around his throat, gently applying pressure to the sides of his neck gently. how would your tongue feel, fucking his hole open. or even when taking his painfully erect cock into the warm caves of your mouth.
ah shit, he was hard again just from imagining it.
quickly walking into his office within the second floor of knights of favonius’ headquarters, albedo finds himself with flushed face and knees trembling with his hard cock straining against the confines of his shorts. unable to help himself, he unbuckles his shorts, slipping it off before his boxers followed. immediately his cock sprung out, slapping his stomach with a lewd sound. he was leaking pre all over himself just because he thought of you.
with shaky hand and stuttered breath, he swipes his thumb over the weeping tip, smearing the fluid over himself. closing his eyes and slipping lower on the couch in his office, albedo finds himself imagining you.
instead of his inexperienced chalk hand, it would be your human one. harsh, scarred and marred yet warm as it glides over his cock. teasing him as you whispered filth into his ear for not being the prince he makes himself to be. it doesn’t take long until he imagines you sucking on his cock.
pressing kisses on his shaft, trailing it down to his balls where you would suck slightly to provoke him. how you would take his small length into your mouth easily without warning, making his knees close shut around your head as he moans out loudly, throwing his head back.
archons, albedo was so inexperienced and it showed in the way how he easily came over his stomach by just the thought of you with your name falling from his lips like a mantra. trying to catch his breath, a sense of shame washes over him as he recalls how he thought of you. opening his eyes, the first thing he notices was you. standing by the door, leaning against the bookshelf with a grin as you watch him.
oh fuck, how long had you been there watching him?
while the alchemist was scrambling to cover himself or even try to explain himself, you walked over before kneeling down before him on the floor. all he could do was look away, hoping that you won’t tease him. but knowing that shit eating grin on your face, you would.
“open your legs for me, ‘bedo” your voice calls out, eyes staying on the closed shut legs of his. the soft squish of his thighs and the slight pudge on top of his thigh high socks got you feeling all aroused. he was definitely inexperienced. and the sudden thought of corrupting him got you smirking.
with hesitance and a lot of shyness, albedo opens his legs showing that his cock was hard and weeping yet again. what an adorable sight.
“have you been thinking of me while touching yourself, ‘bedo?” you hum, feigning innocence and your hand reaches up to rest on the soft plush of his thighs. just the simple act of resting your hands on his thighs got him whining. weakly, he nods. biting his lips, unable to use his words.
that was fine. you can handle his first time of being shy.
“can i touch you? or would you like me not—“
“please! please do!” his voice cuts you off short, all high pitched and soft, unlike his quiet and calculated cold tone. so unlike him to be crumbling so easily.
but with his consent given, you simply nod with a smile. leaning in close, you plant a kiss to his tip. tongue darting out to swipe at his pre. albedo’s thighs flinch in response, threatening to close around your head but your push his legs open. he was smaller than you expected but that was adorable. you could just suckle on him like he was a cute candy.
opening your jaw further, you take his tip inside. slowly sinking your mouth down on him until his entire length rests inside your hot mouth, dripping pre all over the back of your throat.
“haaANGH! h-hot… y-your mouth… feelsh sho hottt uhmg—♡︎!” albedo drools, blabbering pleasure drunken shit as his hips buck into your mouth.
head thrown back, loud moans of how hot your mouth feels, how his dick was melting inside your mouth, how you felt better than his own hand as he drools over himself — it was clear that the kreideprinz was long lost in the hazy pleasure that you were providing him. unknowing of your fingers swiping at the cum resting on his stomach until he feels your finger slip inside him.
“gannck! [na-name]! b-big! wait, you’re too big—!” instinctively, albedo’s thighs close shut around your head, hips stuttering as his cock spurts small droplets of his cum down your throat. just a single finger slip inside and he was cumming already.
good thing you locked the door. because now you have all the time to corrupt your sweet albedo.
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ethanlandryswhore · 9 months
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Late once again.
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Pairing: Non!GF Ethan Landry x Fem!Reader
Genre/Warnings: Fluff, Slight suggestive mentions, Cursing
Summary: After a wild night out, you wake up with Ethan in your bed, immediately panicking after realizing how late the two of you are for your 1:30 pm Econ class.
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You blink your eyes awake, stirring slightly at the sound of light breathing coming from next to you. You wince, sorenesses taking over your body. Your legs tangle with someone else’s and as you gaze up you see Ethan Landry in your bed right next to you.
“Oh shit.” You mumble.
Looking down, your lack of decency both confuses and surprises you at the same time. Glancing away from Ethan, you slowly lift your head off his chest trying to gently untangle your legs from his.
Sitting up, the weight of your headache causes you to practically fall back down. Your hangover hits you hard as you rub circles into your temples, attempting to piece together what happened the previous night.
The smell of alcohol consumes your room and fills your nose the second you breathe in. Scanning the area around you, Ethan’s light blue polo shirt and the shorts you had worn to the party last night catch your eye immediately.
“Shit shit shit.” You repeat again. Slight panic fills your mind as you try not to move so much, way too afraid to wake the sleeping boy next to you.
Before your brain even allows you to panic, your heart can’t help but stop to take in all of Ethan’s features. The window next to your bed shines light into your room, the most perfect gaze of light shining onto Ethan’s face.
The hickeys that scatter his chest, neck, and collar bone seemingly glow due to the sun. His bed hair is unbelievably adorable and his lips part slightly as he breathes in and out ever so peacefully.
Your blanket covers the bottom half of his body, his black boxers slightly visible and his pants inside out on the floor next to your closed bedroom door.
His body is relaxed and calm, his chest rising and falling as his freckles practically sparkle in the sunlight and for a second you consider not getting out of bed. He looks way to angelic for you to want to leave.
Suddenly it occurs to you what woke you up. Or what didn’t wake you up. You scramble to pick up your phone and after realizing it was 1:20 pm on a Monday morning, your heart practically dropped.
“Ethan. Ethan, fuck, wake up.” You panic shaking your boyfriend awake. Ethan stirs gently, reaching up to block the sun out of his eyes as he opens them.
“Hm?” He hums, shifting around in your bed. He repositions himself and proceeds to try and pull the covers up past his chest.
“Baby, my alarm, it-it didn’t go off. We have to get up, like, now.” You say, turning over to face him and push his curls out from in front of his face.
You let the covers go, allowing Ethan to swaddle himself in them, your black lacy bra that had been previously covered, now showing.
“What?” Ethan asks again, opening his eyes fully to look at you. His voice is deep raspy from sleep.
“We’re going to be late for class, Ethan. Shit, what are we going to go? I completely forgot we had that lecture today.”
Ethan groans and grabs your body swiftly, causing you to basically fall on top of him. As he engulfs you in his arms, he pulls your entire body into his, allowing your head resting on top of his chest.
As if it were muscle memory, your arms wrap around his half nude body, kissing at his warm chest. He smells like roses and the cheap cologne you bought him for his birthday almost year ago.
His hands move to wrap around your shoulders as he kisses you on the temple, “Mm, stay in bed.” He mumbles, closing his eyes and now kissing your lips softly.
You shake your head and much to your own protest, pull away from him. Ethan only lets out soft groans of protest as you sit up on his chest facing him. His eyes open, squinting softly, his hands rub along your thighs tenderly.
“Baby, please.” He whines pouting his lip out, eyes now straining due to the sun.
“We can’t skip again, love. Mr. Brown said last Thursday was our final warning.” You say leaning down and kissing his swollen lips repeatedly.
Suddenly, Ethan’s eyes open fully scanning yours, “He did?” He asks, eyebrows furrowing.
You smile at the clueless boy, leaning over to get off of him. He moans softly at the loss of your comfort but you dismiss him with another soft peck to the face. Standing up out of bed, you sigh mumbling to yourself as Ethan rubs his eyes, attempting to rid them of sleep.
“Shit, wait, what time is it?” He asks reaching over to your side of the bed, seaching for your phone to check the time.
“It’s 1:20. Class starts at 1:30.” You say walking past him, heading toward your bathroom.
“Oh, Fuck.” He groans, slowly pulling himself out of bed to follow you.
“Damnit, I have to shower. We’re gonna be late for sure.” You sigh running your fingers through your hair.
Looking through the mirror you notice the top half of your body completely littered in hickey’s, each one bigger than the last. Your makeup has smudged and once again, you wonder what the hell happened last night.
Hastily, you turn on the shower water taking off your undergarments. Not waiting for the shower to warm up, you step in and shiver.
It hasn’t even been a minute before Ethan promptly opens the shower curtain and steps in with you. Before you can even ask, he kisses you, pulling your body onto to his.
“Eth-“ You start but he smirks, kissing you tenderly cupping your mouth onto his. He deepens the kiss but quickly pulls away, watching the water flow down your body.
“I'm sure they won't mind if we're late just this once, hm?”
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teyamsgrl · 1 year
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you've been caught, babygirl ✧ jake sully
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❗️MDNI ❗️
this one is longer than my others but idk what to say HE JUST MAKES ME FERAL MAAAAAAN 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ - part two!!!
°˖➴ warnings: fem omatikaya reader (best friends with agedup!kiri), implied infidelity, very sub!reader, dilf!jake, dom!jake, obvi age gap, masturbation, sorta cocky!jake, daddy kink duh, nipple play, oral m receiving, rough sex, DIRTY TALK - sevin: pretty
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kiri sully was your best friend. you spent almost every minute of the day together. you first became friends as children but ultimately bonded over your shared interests and tsahik practice. now both in your mid twenties, you two are inseparable. since you’ve become an adult, there has been something looming everytime you are in the sully’s tent and in the presence of toruk makto himself. despite knowing how wrong it is, you cannot stop your eyes from drifting to and staying on jake, millions of thoughts running through your mind about him as a partner but more significantly, how he is in bed. it engulfs your mind constantly, the thought of him dragging you away to pound you or his hands pushing your mouth further down his massive cock. he was undeniably sexy and hard to remove from your mind.
one night when you're unable to sleep, you decide to take a walk through the forest, hoping to clear your head of the dirty thoughts encroaching. you get deep enough in the forest and hit a small pond, deciding to rest on the nearby rock. you hoist yourself on top of the rock, sighing as you look up to night sky. your hands fall to your thighs, fingers tracing your glowing freckles. you sigh as your finger inches closer to your loincloth which is guarding your dripping and pulsating pussy. you run your finger over the wet spot, instantly rolling your hips upon contact. "fuck it.." you mumble, slipping off your loincloth and laying it down beside you on the rock. you spread your legs, fingers trailing to your clit. you gasp, slowly rubbing circles on it. you shut your eyes at the feeling, moving your fingers faster along what is your now throbbing clit. you bring your fingers lower, entering two immediately into your hole. "oh- jake.." you subconsciously moaned his name into the air, something you did often when masturbating. all you could think of was him. him. him. him.
speaking of him, jake was also unable to fall into a slumber tonight. he quietly escaped his family's tent, initially planning to take a ride on his ikran, but decided a walk would maybe be better. little did he know a walk would be a wonderful decision. he figured he would walk to the nearby pond, stick his feet in the water and try to relax. as he got in closer proximity with the pond, he could hear some faint moans... and then his name. he sauntered over as quietly as possible, peering through the trees to spot you. legs spread, two fingers deep and moaning his name. he smirks to himself, concocting a plan in just seconds.
just as you throw your head back and your moans become more intense, you are startled by a single sentence: "you've been caught, babygirl". your eyes shoot open at the familiar voice, knowing exactly who would be standing in front of you. you scramble to collect your breaths and loincloth, a purple blush flooding your cheeks as this was quite possibly your worst nightmare. "i-, i-" you begin to stutter, avoiding eye contact out of pure shock. "no need to be shy, sevin" you feel his fingers grab your chin, tilting it up and forcing you to look into his eyes, a darker shade of amber compared to normal. "do you normally moan my name when you do this? when you have your fingers deep in your pussy?" he taunts, grabbing said fingers and bringing them to his mouth to taste you. he hums at the taste, pulling them out and smirking at your expression, desperate yet so silent. "gonna use your words and talk to me?" he tilts his head in curiosity, awaiting your response. "jake, this is wrong-" his cocky chuckle cuts you off, "is it? i mean, you were the one fingering yourself while thinking of me... so that is a pretty hypocritical thing to say" he leans closer, breath grazing your lips.
"i know you want to babygirl, do it" he whispers before you collide your lips against his, a heated and passionate kiss forming. his hands reach to remove your top, tits becoming exposed to the evening air. you gasp as the cool breeze hardens your nipples, and gasp louder when his large hands grope them and flick at your nipples. he pulls away from the kiss, causing a whimper to fall from your now swollen lips. "what is it, princess? you like when daddy plays with your nipples?" he pinches them, watching your eyes shut out of pleasure. "ah ah- don't look away from daddy now, keep your eyes on me" you re-open your eyes, hands trailing up to his biceps. "do you see what you do to me, baby?" his eyes glance down to his erection under his loincloth before observing how you lick your lips.
"come suck daddy's cock" he steps back for you to jump off the rock, switching so he is leaning against it now. you kneel, grabbing the waistband of his loincloth and pulling it down to reveal his large cock. your eyes widen slightly, your imagination not even coming close to the real thing. it was so hard, calling your name. you couldn't fathom the fact that you were actually in this scenario outside of your mind. you lick the tip, already leaking precum. you purr at the salty taste, gazing up at jake's face. his stare is direct and lustful, mouth agape slightly. his one hand presses into the rock while the other becomes situated at the back of your head. "that's it, show daddy what you think of while you fuck yourself" you whine and nod, mouth enveloping his tip. you begin to suck, slowly moving further down his shaft. you bob your head up and down consistently on him, his moans gaining volume. his eyes meet yours again, his head then getting thrown back. "those eyes- i see the way you look at me all the time, dying to get fucked" he chuckles softly, using his hand on your head to push you all the way down and hold you there. you choke lightly, moaning around him. he groans and bites his lip, watching your eyes water. "such a slut for me, huh?" he pulls you off, watching you gasp for air. "again.." you whimper, spit dripping from your chin. "yeah? you want more?" he pushes you down again, eyes boring into yours once again. "you're such a good slut for daddy" he moans and pulls you off again then pulls you to stand up.
he pulls your front flush against his, his frame towering over yours. you grip his shoulders, his hands roaming to your ass and placing a hard spank on your ass cheek. you whine, hips jerking against his hard cock. "gonna mark this ass with my handprint" he growls, spanking you again, again and again. you whine continuously, basking in the pleasurable tingle coming off of your ass. "should i fuck you now, sevin? hm?" he keeps a solid grip on your already sore ass cheeks, head tilted down to address you. "y-yes, please..." he tsks, "that's not how you ask for cock babygirl". you whimper under his gaze before speaking, "please daddy, i've never wanted something more, please fuck me and use me, please daddy i'm your good slut.. take me.." the sentence leaves your mouth as a whine, chest heaving from adrenaline and anticipation. "that's better, darling. on your back, lie on the ground and lift those legs for me" he gestures to the grass, watching you attentively. your brain is already foggy, taking a moment to process his instructions. "don't make me punish you, on the ground now" he says sternly, and you rush to settle yourself on the grass, holding your legs up by the back of your thighs.
jake hovers above you, stroking his stiff cock in his large hand. "daddy~" you mewl, barely being able to wait at this point. "patience.." he drops to his knees, hands spreading your legs open. "how many times have you imagined this?" he whispers, kissing along your neck. "so many times...", he hums and sucks on your sweet spot, leaving a deep purple mark. "well it's gonna be better than you ever fucking thought it would be" he whispers, throwing your legs on his shoulders and lining his cock up with your hole. his cockiness made him even hotter. he pushes in all the way, stuffing you full with his cock. you moan loudly, already arching at the sensation. "fuck yes..." he breathes, pulling out and starting to thrust. it was hard and fast from the get-go, no mercy being given. "oh my- daddy" you moan, hands digging into the grass. he groans and thrusts deeper, "you're such a dirty girl, letting your best friend's dad use your pussy". you nod as your brain fog increases, mind completely boggled at the events. he chuckles watching your eyes roll back, face fucked out. "you like this cock, huh? you love daddy's cock, don't you?" he moans as your pussy clenches around him, "yes, i fucking-" you breathe heavily, "i love my daddy's cock". your pussy clenches again, urging him to fuck you even further into oblivion as he groans. "yeah, i'm your daddy, girl.. you're mine". a fluttering begins inside you, eyes rolling again. "o-oh fuck, can i- can i cum?" you ask in a low whimper, totally submissive to the man above you. "yes yes, soak my cock" he moans as he watches your back fully arch off the forest floor, cum flowing out of you along with a string of profanities. "good girl- fuck.. you want daddy to fill you with his cum? hm? want his cum leaking out of your hole all day tomorrow?" he questions, grasp on your legs tightening as he feels his orgasm approaching. "i need it! yes!" you squeal, pussy clenching at the mere thought. "i'm cumming- oh y/n.." your name spilled from his mouth as his cum filled your pussy straight to the brim. he groans loudly, catching his breath before placing your legs back to the ground gently and leaning over you. "you okay, darling?" he strokes your cheek before you giggle softly, "more than okay, shit" you giggle more, kissing him deeply. "i always knew you weren't that innocent" he whispers, helping you sit up.
the next day you entered the sully's tent to collect kiri for your daily tsahik trainings, smiling at her brothers. "y/n- HEY what is that?" she lowers her voice to a whisper, pointing at the prominent mark at the side of your neck. your eyes flicker over to jake who is smirking to himself as he cleans his gun. "o-oh, you know me, bumped into a branch again while walking at night" you fake chuckle, replaying the feeling of jake's lips in your head. she laughs "you have to be more careful! anyways, let's go" she begins to leads you both out of the tent. you look over your shoulder and watch jake's eyes travel from your ass to meet your own. he winks, causing a heat to course through your body. he might just be the death of you.
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badasmuse · 6 months
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“Don’t You Know?” PT.2
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Bada Lee x Fem!Reader
Part One — Part Two
Warnings: 18+ (MDNI) Sex, Heartbroken Reader, Drunk Reader, top!bada, bottom!reader, Lowercase Intended, Swearing, Penetrative and Oral Sex
Summary: Bada goes to get Y/N and gives her what she been asking for
Pt.1 Linked^
Based off DeVita’s Don’t You Know
twenty minutes go by and i feel a hand grab my arm.
“hey let me-“ i cut myself off when i realize it’s bada.
she bows slightly to kyma and lusher and pulls me out the bar gently. she seems upset. maybe because i interrupted her sleep, maybe because i’m out drinking. either way i want her to take it out on me.
“bada,” i start to speak but the side eye she gives makes me shut up.
about twelve minutes later we’re at her place. she walks around to my side of the car, opening the door. i instinctively clench my thighs together and i hear her chuckle lightly.
“all i did was open the door.” is all she says before my seatbelt is being unbuckled and i’m being pulled out of the car.
i lean on her for support as my legs don’t feel real due to all the alcohol i’ve consumed tonight.
she unlocks the door and pulls me in. i immediately kick off my shoes turning to say something but i stop myself when i see her.
bada is leaning against the door, aggravation evident on her face, looking at me. “why did you call me?”
“i wanted you.” i mumbled.
“you know i hate when you do that shit. speak up.” she says pulling her hair out of her face.
“i wanted you.” i said a bit louder, “i’m drunk yeah but i keep thinking about how… good you were when we were together and i need it again.”
she laughs. she fucking laughs. “so you called me? why not just go back to your ex and ask her for one more night?”
i whine and stomp my foot, almost like -no- exactly like a child having a tantrum. “cause she didn’t do it right. what you did was too good and it’s not fair.”
“if i’m not mistaken, you broke up with me. it’s your fault you got stuck with shitty sex.”
“are you gonna fuck me or make fun of me?”
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an hour later i’m face down, arms pinned behind my back, having my insides scrambled like fucking eggs.
“fuck bada-“ i cut myself off with a moan and try to pull myself away from her.
“you wanted it so bad. don’t run from it.” she replies, tightening the grip on my wrists. her other hand goes to my hair and she pulls slightly.
my nails dig into her hand that has me as she repeatedly hits that spot making me see stars. in seconds i’m cumming, her name rolling off my tongue so naturally.
she helps me ride out my high and pulls out. i fall down on the mattress trying to catch my breath. she then lifts my hips and moves down to start licking up the mess i made.
“uh uh bada stop i’m done.” i’m extremely sensitive and my legs are shaking bad.
“nah we’re done when i’m ready to be done.”
lord please help me.
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littledollll · 6 months
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hi hi i would absolutely adore if you could write an agere fic with larissa and a reader who regresses to 9-11. go wild :3
Office day
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A/n: I don’t think I’ve ever written for littles on the older side or like bigger than toddlers at all. It's definitely a little harder I think but I had fun with this, I hope you enjoy!
Warnings: none?
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“Momma momma momma!” Bright and early Larissa was shaken awake by your somehow overly energetic self. It’s 4:53 am. How the hell were you near ready for a marathon right now?
She had no idea where you came from but you certainly were running from somewhere and ended up crashing into her half-awake self at full speed.
She groaned as she felt your weight over her body before she even got to open her eyes. Eyes half closed, her hands cupped your face gently, giving you a little pinch before she leaned up to press a soft kiss to your forehead. Sighing as she reached over to turn the lamp on, she addressed you. “And what’s got my little darling so energetic today? I’m impressed you were even up before me.”
“I dunno! I just woke up! I slept very very well actually and wasn’t sleepy at all when I woke up.” You so happily explained, and Larissa only slightly envied the idea of actually feeling restful. “That’s very good, but momma isn’t feeling quite as energetic as you, dear. Can we use our inside voices when it’s early in the morning?”
She was always so gentle when she spoke to you. It was near impossible to actively go against her wishes or requests.
“I have a feeling a little one like you isn’t going to work today, hm?” Larissa muses as she finally feels a little more awake. Sitting against the headboard, she pulls you to lay your head on her lap and starts very carefully brushing through your hair. It almost made you fall right back to sleep.
“Hey! I am not a little one. I'ma big kid.” “Oh yes, very big, my love. But certainly not big enough to work.” She says again. More as a fact than a question. You nod in agreement.
There were a few minutes of peace and quiet. Something that was basically a sacred ritual for the two of you never to be disturbed. A second to breathe and just exist together in the quiet and calm of the morning, despite your energy and her lack of the very same. It was the perfect start to the day.
“How about you get out of your pjs and stay in my office when it’s time for work? I’ll pass it as a sick day and you can keep momma company.” She suggested quietly. Of course you sprung up at the idea of it, your energy resurfacing. Immediately jumping up to get changed so you could spend the day completely with her for once.
Larissa gives herself props later for telling you to get ready first thing in the morning because it takes you forty minutes to pick out an outfit that you’re just going to sit in, hidden away at the office.
“Little love, come get your breakfast.” You hear Larissa call from the kitchen and scramble to just chose something and walk out.
“You look very nice, that whole hour it took you was definitely worth it.” She mused, a soft smile on her lips as she tilted her head your way. You so rudely glared at her, making her fake a gasp and put her hand to her chest in feigned surprise. “Look at you with your little attitude. That doesn’t seem like something a big kid would do.”
That only earned her second glare, and she couldn’t help but chuckle as you joined her for breakfast, forgetting your previous attitude. “…thank you momma.” You said after a moment. Larissa only hummed, standing up and placing yet another kiss this one to the top of your head. “You’re very welcome. Wash your dishes before you leave, ‘big kid’. I have to go punch in.”
You pouted and grumbled but Larissa left no room for arguing as she swiftly left the room.
The rest of your day was spent with her just like promised. You roamed her whole office in the span of the whole day. You sat, walked, and laid down practically everywhere. Contrary to her who was stuck at her desk, occasionally taking a walk around the school to make sure everything was in order. Which you happily joined her for.
She reminded you to get off her desk just about a million times only for it to go ignored or forgotten about in just a second.
“Can we order out today?” You asked, praying to every and any higher power that Larissa would agree, and practically cheering when she did. Thinking about it for only a moment, she nodded soon after.
“I guess we could.. sure, darling. I don’t feel like cooking anyways.”
“Yes! You’re the best!” She looked quite happy at that, chuckling as you jumped off the desk to hug her. “Well thank you, dear.. now settle down for just a few minutes so momma can finish up and we can leave soon.”
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You Scare Me, Professor: Chapter 10
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Summary: The reader is taking graduate classes at a local university in the wooded upstate New York. She is drawn to her professor, Dr. Joel Miller, though she is also inherently aware that he has something dark about him that she can't quite put her finger on. As the reader's attraction grows deeper, she has to decide whether to endure the danger or run away as fast as possible. 
Pairing: Professor Joel Miller x f!reader 
I hadn't even realized I slept the entire night uninterrupted until my eyes flickered open upon feeling a gentle brush of my hair. My eyes flickered open and it took me a moment to recognize where I was.
“I'm sorry to wake you.” It took me several seconds to realize Dr. Miller was leaning over the bed, fully clothed and looking as stunning as ever.
“I didn't even hear you get up.” Embarrassment began to take over, leaving butterflies in my core again but he quickly squashed those anxious thoughts.
“Stay in bed,” Dr. Miller encouraged me when I tried to scramble up. “You called out of work, remember?”
I gave a little laugh with an accompanied nod, and his cool smile eased my mind even more.
“My last class ends at two this afternoon.” He nodded toward an open door in the corner of the room. “I left you a couple towels.. some things for a bath.. toothbrush.”
“You didn't have to-”
He cut me off with a firm, closed-mouth kiss and then added, “Make yourself at home. Help yourself to something to eat. I left you a pair of sweatpants and a sweatshirt to put on.”
It was too much. I was overwhelmed by gratitude as he threw out all the accommodations he had prepared for me while I was still sleeping.
“Thank you.” My lips curled up into a half smile and I pulled him back for another kiss.
“If you need to leave the keys to the truck are on the counter by the fruit basket. The code for the main gate is-”
“2003,” I finished.
A smile spread across his face again. “Good memory.” Dr. Miller kissed me again.. and again. I was tempted to pull him down on top of me but I wasn't about to be selfish and make him late for work.
“Thank you,” I whispered again.
“I'll be home in a bit.”
“Okay.”
“Go back to sleep.”
I agreed but I knew that was impossible. When he left, I laid in the center of his bed completely naked, a bit in awe and in a state of bliss I couldn't accurately describe if I tried. The mystery of the early portion of the night and then the mind blowing sex - they were enough to make me glow a heated crimson color; but the way I was treated the morning after left me swooning.
I turned on my side, gripping the pillow and smiled wide. I was on cloud nine. And then my phone buzzed on the nightstand.
Hoping it was Dr. Miller, I reached for it and felt a small wave of guilt when I noticed the number of missed calls and texts from my roommate. Immediately my thumbs danced across the screen, landed on her name and I hurried to put together a couple of sentences explaining what had happened, leaving out the ‘with who’ part.
For a while I just laid there basking in the experience before finally making my way into the master bathroom to draw a bath. The oversized tub was just too tempting not to indulge in and the warm water rejuvenated my aching limbs. I felt completely refreshed afterwards when I finally tossed on the clothes that were left for me.
Let's see what else this house has to offer.
The two doors nearest the bedroom were still closed and so I left them that way, not wanting to pry. As I approached the home office I gave a generous peek in through the open door and then took the stairs back down to the first floor.
The night before had been such an adrenaline-fueled encounter that I hadn't really soaked in the beauty of the home. From the marble counters, to the flawless, dark hardwood floors to the lavish decor that plastered the walls, it felt like something right out of a movie.
I passed through the living room and kitchen beneath an arched doorway that led into a billiards chamber. The artsy and elegant design from the adjacent rooms was overtaken by another scheme - one that was sportier, though no less ostentatious.
An immaculate pool tab with fine, red felt sat perfectly centered on top of an oversized carpet. The dark, hardwood floors beneath complimented thick espresso pillars in the four corners of the room.
There was a bar off to the left with rows of top-shelf liquor bottles overseeing the layout of the room from their perch against a wall of gray-toned stone. The entire house was a masterpiece.
Beneath an oversized flatscreen on the opposite side of the room from the bar was another arched doorway. I suddenly felt like I was in a live game of Clue.
It was Colonel Mustard in the billiards room with the knife, I joked in my mind. It was a rather cheesy line, though it was absolutely fitting. Had one of my friends been with me I would have said it aloud for a cheap laugh.
Crossing through the next doorway was like a miniature adventure. What would I find next? I had my guesses.
Dim lighting led down a hallway lined with stone. With each step the space narrowed and the vibes of Clue now merged with that of Willy Wonka’s chocolate factory. Would there be a chocolate river at the end? Maybe Oompa Loompas? My thoughts grew sillier and less realistic by the second. 
When my short journey landed me in the center of a small library I wasn't wholly surprised. It was as fitting as the rooms I'd traveled through this far. A lavish miniature castle wouldn't be complete without a personal library.
Awestruck didn't accurately describe the way I was feeling. Dr. Miller had secrets - probably secrets that should never cross the threshold of his lips. The thought was planted firmly in my mind before, though it had grown into a garden of certainty. Professors do not have houses like this.
Still, I smiled. Being in the midst of the romantic mystery made me feel alive and somehow important. The latter was a mystery even to me. Whatever secrets lurked behind the walls of the lavish estate had nothing to do with me. I was basically a stranger in Dr. Miller's obscure world.
Why would he trust me here alone? It was the first time that thought crossed my mind. My suspicions suddenly raised and I wondered now if there were hidden cameras watching my every move. It would make sense. The thought made me think twice about climbing an elegant, old ladder that was perched against the bookshelves. Instead, I ran my hand down the smooth, polished wood as I passed and then explored the back of the room.
Another smile decorated my face as my fingers traced the bindings of Edgar Allen Poe’s, The Tell-Tale Heart. It was fitting, or so I thought. Of all the books I had to land on Poe - the talented penman of twisted, poetic horror. Somehow it still felt like a classy read. Maybe that's why I felt it was fitting for Dr. Miller to have in his impressive collection. On the outside he beamed with grace, though inside I knew there was a darker side. I just wasn't sure how dark that side was.
Goosebumps littered my neck now. I was tempted to pull the book from its place but the far-fetched notion that some boobytrap might suddenly spin me into another room, or trap me somehow prevented me from removing the piece of literature from its hiding place. At that, I moved on from the writings of Edgar Allen Poe.
You are being ridiculous. I was, wasn't I? I wouldn't pull a book from its place because I thought I might transfer to some hidden realm? Was I in a 007 movie? Austin Powers?
My fingers traced the Edgar Allen Poe book again before I moved on to browse the bookshelves. Wandering the estate like this made way for plenty of ammunition should another game of twenty questions arise.
A few books down from Poe I bravely removed a red and yellow book from its place. My active imagination sent that familiar jolt of butterflies to my stomach, though I was immediately met with reality. There was no secret room. No Indiana Jones Boulder falling from the ceiling to crush me. It was just a book - H.H. Holmes: The True History of the White City Devil.
The man on the cover immediately drew parallels to what I envisioned Jack the Ripper to like. He wore a top hat and donned a bushy mustache beneath dark, remorseless eyes. I knew this man was who the author penned as the White City Devil.
A piece of paper stuck out from the top of the book just a few pages in and so I thumbed to that page. My eyes landed on an excerpt and so I began to read a short biographical passage about Mr. H.H. Holmes.
By the twenty-first century, Holmes had entered American folklore as the man who built a hotel out of torture chambers to prey on visitors who came to the World’s Fair and may have killed hundreds of people, making him our first and most prolific serial killer. Holmes had already been known as the “king of criminals” before he’d even been formally accused of murder, but now he was a veritable supervillain.
Serial killer. King of criminals. Supervillain. As I flipped back to the cover to look at the man’s face again I looked at him in an eerier light. The red tint chosen to highlight his face was fitting for that of a proclaimed supervillain.
The paper holding the place of the page escaped the bindings and fluttered to the ground. “Shit.” I didn't want Dr. Miller’s bookmark to lose its place, even if it was just a few pages in.
As I squatted down to retrieve it I saw that the paper was folded with the word, LAYOUT, written vertically, letter-by-letter down the outside. My eyes scanned the room in search of some type of recording device while my curious fingers simultaneously unfolded the paper.
Blueprints? I laid the paper down on the ground in front of me and rested on my knees. In my mind I retraced my steps through the rooms I had crossed through to get to the library. Those rooms, like a Clue board, made up the left side of the paper that was titled in the same bold lettering at the top, MAIN FLOOR.
What I was looking at was a blueprint of Dr. Miller's home. The right side of the paper was titled SECOND FLOOR. I noted the home office, several spare bedrooms, the master bedroom and two bathrooms. Nothing out of the ordinary there. It wasn't until I flipped the bluish, white draft over that my interest piqued.
The basement. My heart rate picked up. I could sense that from the flush of warmth in my cheeks. Each section of the basement was labeled accordingly with squared off areas for a home gym, furnace room, laundry area.. and then there was a giant blank space marked off with X’s and lines that resembled some type of an experimental maze for a mouse to escape. There were no written labels aside from the X’s.
As if I was being possessed by a Ouija board, my finger drew a straight line to a staircase all the way to the right of the page. Like a fiend for adventure I flipped the blueprint over again and tracked the origin of the stairwell. 
“The library.” I actually spoke the words aloud and began to scan the room. Is there a secret door in this room like my suspicious brain presumed?
The floor was my first instinct. I patiently wandered the perimeter of the room in search of a loose floorboard or a square that was cut out that could somehow lead down below into the bowels of the house. When my efforts failed I moved to the walls and even pulled out a few books, beginning with Poe.
Nothing.
I scrambled to the floor again to make sure I was correct, that the stairway did, indeed, lead down into the basement from the library.
There's no doubt. I was looking at it, plain and simple, blue and white. Would I have to remove every single book from its place to find what I was looking for? No. That would take way too long, I knew; and it would create an embarrassing mess. What would Dr. Miller think if he came home to his books sprawled across the floor of the library?
Think. My eyes landed on a few books on the shelves I began to perceive as sticking out suspiciously far. I pulled, I tugged, I pushed in, I yanked out.. but there was nothing. No staircase.
A small bout of frustration crept in as I leaned a hand on the ladder. I rested there for a moment before turning to face the wooden rungs. A bigger part of me felt completely ridiculous and I almost wanted to laugh at myself. Still, I was curious and amused.”
Up. I hadn't thought of going up to essentially get down. Just above the ladder was a snug, little balcony that overlooked the room. In the dark it was barely visible from where I had been standing but now, staring up towards the heavens, it was clear as day. The ladder wasn't just there for show, it had a purpose. For a moment I let my fingers tiptoe along one of the rungs as I pondered what might be up in the balcony.
What am I doing? 
I removed my hand from the ladder and tucked the blueprint back into the book. My eyes scanned the row where I had removed it from, though I wasn't quite sure of it's place.
“Shit..” I whispered to myself, wondering if Dr. Miller had a special home for each individual piece of literature.
That's impossible, I thought, scanning the infinite rows of books in the study. He wouldn't know if a single book was just slightly out of place. Would he?
With a deep breath I tucked the book back in between a Stephen King book and another with navy blue binding and no label on the spine. It worked.. for now.
It's just a book.
I glanced up toward the secret loft again, still tempted to wander into uncharted territory, but I refrained. I was a guest in Dr. Miller's house and I knew I had already crossed some type of boundary by investigating the place, as if I was invited to do so.
When I heard a door open and close from somewhere else in the house I quickly scampered out of the library, down the short hallway and into the billiards room. For a moment I stood still and just listened.
Silence.
I let out a quiet inhale and then an exhale. It was the jingle of car keys that led me out of my hiding spot like a dog with its tail between its legs. And then I saw him, handsome as ever, standing in the kitchen loosening his tie.
At first I wasn't sure if he had seen me tiptoe into the room and so I daintily cleared my throat. Dr. Miller looked up abruptly in my direction and I could tell I had startled him from the look on his face as he adjusted the cuffs on his button down shirt.
He then put his hands on his hips and I wasn’t sure what his reaction would be to me being down there. After such a wonderful night, I hoped he wasn’t mad. And as happy as I was to have him back in my company so soon, I couldn’t help but wonder what drew him back to the house so soon after he’d left.
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Chapter Seventeen of I'm Sorry, Teenage Mutant What Now? is up! The gang puts it all on the line for their family and makes their grand debut in the Battle Nexus ring. Read it on ao3 or below the cut.
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Raph had never heard thunder before.
Well, he had. At least, he thought he had, way off in the distance, far above them. He had thought thunder was quiet. Quiet and far away, all the way up in the sky, so far above them that you could barely even hear it.
He hadn’t known it could be so loud. 
Another crash cracked up from up above, and their bedroom window lit up white for just a second, making him jump and go scrambling under his covers. What was that!? Why did the sky light up!? Was something happening!? What if this was a really bad storm and that’s why it was so loud?! Was the sky gonna fall down?! Were aliens invading?!
“Raph,”
He resisted the urge to gasp at the noise, jumping slightly, whipping around to the source of the noise-- only to spot his babiest brother huddled up in his door frame, tears dripping down his cheeks.
Oh. 
He must be scared, too.
“Was’ wrong, Mikey?” He asked anyway, crawling out from under the covers and padding over to his brother’s side, immediately grabbing his hand. Mikey sobbed softly in response, clinging to Raph like a lifeline.
“The sky is yelling!” He whimpered.
“Yeah. I know,” Raph said, wrapping his arms around the other to keep him close, to protect him. “It’s scary.”
“Yeah…” Mikey sniffled loudly, grabbing fistfuls of his brother’s pajamas. “I don’ like it!”
“Me neither,” Raph admitted. “... Do you wanna come sleep with me?”
Mikey sniffled loudly, nodding a bit, and Raph slowly guided him back into his bed, covering them both up with blankets and handing his favorite teddy bear over to Mikey to hold, which he immediately wrapped himself around, hiding in its fur. That made Raph smile a bit, and he sighed softly, slowly settling down. Some more thunder rumbled off in the distance, and Mikey whimpered and jumped, but Raph scooped him up and held him tight and Mikey seemed a bit less scared, and in turn, Raph felt a bit less scared, too. 
As soon as they had settled down properly and snuggled up, however, Raph paused.
“Hey. Mikey?”
“Yeah?”
“Where’s Leo and Donnie?”
“Uhm,” Mikey blinked slowly, and then shrugged. “I’unno.”
“Do you think they’re scared, too?”
“I’unno. Maybe.”
That was good enough for Raph. 
Though they had just gotten settled, he wasted no time in scrambling back out of bed, grabbing Mikey’s hand and tugging gently at him.
“Come on. Let’s go find them.”
With blankets and teddy bears in tow, the two marched down the hall and to the stairs, beginning to journey upwards to Leo and Donnie’s rooms. Every now and again, sound would shake the house, and Mikey would whine, but Raph would find his hand and squeeze it tight each time, and they would keep going.
They approached Donnie’s room first. Raph poked his head inside, quiet and hesitant, wondering if he would find a sleeping brother or not--
Instead, he found two. Neither of which were sleeping, but rather, were huddled together beneath the covers of Donnie’s bed to hide.
Leo’s eyes widened.
“Raph--!” He exclaimed, only to get cut off by another crash from the storm outside. Both twins gasped loudly in response, flinching back and squirming even closer together, clinging to one another. 
See? His big brother senses were never wrong. Taking Mikey along with him, Raph made his way quickly over to Donnie’s bed, reaching up so he could grab at his other two siblings, tugging at the blankets they were huddled beneath slightly.
“Come on,” he bade. “I know where we can hide.”
It took a bit of coaxing, but eventually, he got Leo and Donnie out of bed, too, though they were both wrapped up in a blanket together, draped over their bodies like a shared cape. Once he had a chain of little brothers trailing behind him, all connected by held hands, they set off on their journey, back into the hallway and down the stairs. Lightning flashed brightly outside, and Leo whined, but Raphael led them onwards.
“It’s okay,” he assured. “I don’t think it can get inside. And we’re almost there.”
They all four made their way down the second flight of stairs as well, down to the first floor, around the corner, and down the hall, and to a door, cracked halfway open. As quietly as he could, Raph led the group in. And, one by one, he helped hoist each of them up into their sleeping father’s bed before he followed suit, curling up under the covers and settling in, so that his three younger siblings were sandwiched between himself and their dad.
“We’ll be safe here,” he whispered, watching as the others curled up, settling in, Mikey snuggled up beneath his dad’s arms and Donnie and Leo tangled together in a confusing puzzle of stubby five-year-old limbs. “I promise. Dad won’t let anything get us.”
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The entire group flinched at the roars of the stadium around them, looking up wildly at the thousands of screaming yokai on every side of them. Donnie hissed softly, his hands flying up to the headphones to adjust. He knew it was going to be loud, but-- christ.
“Uhm, and daughter of Lou Jitsu! Excuse you!” April yelled up at the announcement, still echoing through the stadium, as if it might be able to hear her.
“Look!” Mikey gasped, pointing upwards. “I think I can see Dad!”
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He actually had tried to throw himself over the balcony this time. 
Not that it worked. Stupid witch ex-girlfriend and her stupid witch spells.
He had to get out of this goddamn Luxury Box.
Those were his children down there. He should be with them.
He tried everything. Every option he possibly had, he tried it. Pleading, threatening, physically attacking the guards-- thus far, none of it had worked. Of course it hadn’t. Part of him had known it wouldn’t, because Big Mama already knew this song-and-dance and she had never lost before. This was an old game to her. She had over a decade of experience in keeping him where he did not want to be.
If it were that simple to wriggle his way out of her trap, his life would be very different today.
He tried anyway.
All it had gotten him so far was this fuzzy spin to his head and a painful tingle in his nerves that was quite nearly nostalgic.
“Let me down,” he snarled, for the millionth time, clinging to the railings of the balcony so hard that his knuckles were white, absolutely bristling. “I should-- I should get to fight with them. Since when have you ever denied Lou Jitsu a performance? Let me--”
“Noodles, dearheart, that would make it too easy!” She scoffed, tsking a bit, having long since lost interest in anything he had to say. “It’s no fun if it’s not a challenge. But don’t fret, huggypoo. You can still watch. Come on-- sit with me.”
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Leo’s head jerked around when the voice over the loudspeaker continued, a low rumble overtaking the Nexus.
“Versus…”
A door, identical to the one they had just passed through, opened up on the other side of the ring. A pair of glowing yellow eyes shone through the darkness across the way.
“Eugh boi…” Leo muttered. 
“Representing the Battle Nexus-- The Ikuchi!”
Their jaw was the first thing to emerge into the ring, their lips curled back to show off long, curved fangs like a snake. Their snout was long and pointed, with two horns erupting from their head just above their eyes. At first, Leo thought that it was some kind of a creature with a long neck-- but then they just kept coming and coming and coming and coming, and Leo realized two things.
One-- that this didn’t just have fangs like a snake, rather, it was a snake. Or something snake-like, anyway, with a long, winding body, decorated with gleaming scales and dripping with a thick, oily substance of some kind, (he could already hear Donnie gagging.) 
Two-- this thing was fucking huge. It was like they were battling a fucking subway. The creature reared back slightly, its head and neck arching back so it could look down at them-- far down at them, and it snorted, a spray of fine mist that smelled like the ocean and felt like ice water raining down on them.
“Gross!” Mikey hissed, holding his hands up to shield himself from the impromptu shower.
“Fight!” The announcer howled up above.
Every muscle in the Ikuchi’s body coiled, and Leo’s eyes widened.
“Run!” Raph howled, and Leo didn’t need to be told twice. He threw himself off to the side, rolling out of the way, and felt the very ground tremble just barely a second later, nearly throwing him off his feet as the yokai slammed its tail down in the space where they just were, leaving a crater in its wake. For a second, Leo panicked, his eyes frantically darting about for his siblings-- relief flooded him as he spotted them running in the opposite direction, having gone right where he went left, but all intact and accounted for. Thank god.
The Ikuchi reeled back, snarling loudly, turning its attention towards the larger group. Leo bristled, his trajectory immediately changing.
“HEY! Back off!” He yelled, throwing himself at the creature, twisting his body to slam the side of his foot into their side. It was a good blow-- a solid blow. And Leo was sure that if they were fighting anything else, it would have sent them reeling from the contact.
But, as it were, he all but bounced off of the creature, his foot sliding across the oily surface of their hide and sending him sprawling, just barely able to avoid falling flat on his back as he swore. And quite frankly, the creature barely even seemed to feel it. There was no flinch, no cry of pain, and Leo thought dimly that that made sense. He was barely the size of this thing’s damn eyeball. Of course it didn’t care.
At least he got its attention. It whipped its head around to face him, hissing lowly and splitting open its jaws. Leo just barely had the time to think, ‘oh, shit,’ before a blast of icy cold seawater enveloped him.
Is this what getting sprayed with a pressure washer feels like? He wondered dimly as he was swept from his feet, his entire body going rigid with the cold. The tidal wave of ocean water sent him tumbling, his arms flailing for a moment as he struggled to right himself, to find the surface to swim to-- before he had a chance, however, he found himself sloshing up against the stone, his head spinning with the motion. He looked around dizzily, realizing after a moment that the blast of water that the Ikuchi had shot from its mouth had swept him down into the divot it had left in the ground from its tail, gravity coaxing the liquid into the lowest possible space, leaving Leo laid out on his back in a shallow pool of saltwater. He was still reeling, coughing and spitting weakly as he sat up, shaking the stars from his eyes. Oh, great. He was totally soaked now…
“Leo!” He heard Raph screaming from across the way, and his eyes jerked open, only to shrink back when he saw the Ikuchi looming over him like a dark shadow, its body pulled taunt like a spring, ready to strike.
Oop. That’s no good. Come on, mystic teleportation, don’t fail me now. We gotta move-- fast. Let’s go, let’s go, let’s go-- Move!
He realized that he wasn’t dead a lot sooner than he realized that that had actually worked, stumbling slightly as he found his feet beneath him. He nearly fell forward, biting out a wry laugh as he flailed his arms to find his balance again. He glanced over at his gaping siblings, now just a few feet from him-- all five of them halfway across the ring from the Ikuchi, who still hadn’t realized that its prey had escaped from it. Oh shit! It actually worked! He actually teleported-- like-- when he wanted to! The way he wanted to!
Damn, maybe there was something to that meditation thing their dad was always touting after all!
“Leo! How did-- are you okay?!” Raph bit out wildly, rushing over to his side, and Leo couldn’t help himself from grinning.
“I think I might have a plan.”
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“Too slow!” Mikey crowed, darting just out of reach of another walloping blow, continuously just one step ahead of the Ikuchi’s reach. He heard the yokai roar in response, and he grinned, sticking out his tongue-- touching the ground again just long enough to launch into another tumbling flip, rocketing out of the way. And, just as he was hoping, the yokai’s tail slammed down in the space where he had just been, leaving a dent of crumbled rock in its wake.
Perfect. Just like they planned it.
“Nice, Mikey!” He heard Raph yell from across the ring, sprinting along the outer edges, playing cover for him and Leo, along with April and Donnie. They were all fast, but he and Leo were the fastest-- and he was the dodgiest, and the best suited for pulling this off, goading the Ikuchi into striking, but keeping just out of its reach. Even now, his chest swelled up with a bit of pride at the thought.
His family was counting on him. 
Another duck and dodge resulted in yet another pit in the surface of the ring, and better yet, Mikey dipped out of the way of a pump of seawater shot from the Ikuchi’s mouth. He felt the spray of water tickling his cheeks as he went, and he grinned, watching the water splash to the ground, rushing in to fill the unoccupied space, turning the pits into shallow pools.
“Alright! Keep it up!” Leo encouraged, just a step behind him, getting the Ikuchi’s attention with a well-aimed strike just so that he could dance out of the way of their attack, darting swiftly to the side. The Ikuchi chased him with a furious shriek, mist spraying through the air, but from the other side of the ring, Raph bodily threw himself into its massive side, throwing off its balance just enough to cause it to falter-- too slow to snatch Leo up. 
“HEY! Pick on someone your own size!” Raph hollered, backing up as the massive eel turned on him instead, curling its lips back in a snarl and howling with fury.
“Raph, you’re nowhere near its size!” Donnie called, pulling a similar move on another section of the Ikuchi’s training body-- darting forward to jump on it, leaping up and over, purposefully landing hard on its spine as he went and then dashing away.
“Well, he’s the closest one!” April laughed, winding up her infamous softball pitch and letting a hunk of rock go shooting through the air, smacking into the side of the Ikuchi’s face. April gave a whoop of victory, grinning widely, only to stumble a bit when the Ikuchi immediately went streaking towards her, a furious hiss winding from its mouth as it went. “Ooh, snap--”
“Tag! You’re it!” Mikey laughed, taking advantage of the creature being a bit lower to the ground in order to bounce over top of it, landing on its head with a firm thud before he went spinning away, flipping off to the side and leaving the dazed creature to chase after him once more. Mikey thought to himself, this is actually working. This might actually work.
If they weren’t strong enough to do any damage, they just had to call on a greater force-- gravity. 
“I’m pretty sure I can teleport them up high enough to knock them out, or at least daze ‘em long enough for us to nab ‘em. I just need someplace to land, and the Ikuchi’s already got all the ingredients we need! We just gotta get ‘em to do the work for us!” Leo had explained in a rush, not ten minutes earlier.
“Are you sure you can get that high?” April had questioned, her brows knit with worry.
“I can do it! Seriously! I’ve got this! I don’t even have to aim or anything. I just gotta go up! And I know I can take it with me if I’ve got a good grip. I’ve been practicing!”
“Leo, are you sure this is safe?” Raph had pressed. “Can’t you teleport yourself back down?”
“Okay, well, I might be getting the hang of this teleporting thing, but not… that much,” he admitted, holding up his hands with a nervous laugh. “Getting up is gonna be a… a task. But I think I can do it! Really. I just… I dunno if I’ll have enough juice to get back down. But that’s fine! We just need a safety net. Trust me. It’ll be just like the high dive, remember?”
Raph had hesitated, but he had nodded. “Alright. Okay. I trust you, Leo,” 
“Perfect,” Leo had said, grinning wide and turning to grin at Mikey. “Okay, Angie. You’re gonna be the best at this, for sure, so we’ll follow your lead. Think you can razzmatazz this place?”
Could he razzmatazz? What kind of a question was that?
Mikey laughed as he twirled effortlessly just out of reach of yet another attack, adrenaline banging excitedly in his chest as he darted away. Right now, in this moment, he swore he could fly. Gravity couldn’t even touch him. Leo had a plan, and Mikey was gonna make it work. They were already halfway there--
A short yelp was wrenched from him when something caught his ankle.
---
Ice raked its way up Leo’s body when he watched his brother fall, tripping over an oil-slick rock, the uneven, rocky terrain yanking him down to earth for just a moment. And Leo knew that he would get back up-- Mikey was tough, he was a bouncer, he bounced back , always did, and he was quick, he would be pulling himself back up to his feet in seconds. 
But the Ikuchi didn’t need more than seconds. Every muscle in its body coiled as it rounded on his baby brother, held tight as it prepared to strike, its lips twisted back to show off pointed fangs longer than his arm.
Fuck.
Guess we gotta move the timeline on this one up a smidge.
In the half a second he had left, Leo dove forward, digging his fingers beneath the yokai’s scales and holding on tight.
---
When Leo and the Ikuchi disappeared, crackling, ghostly blue light left in their wake, it took Donnie a moment to figure out where they went, even though he already knew the plan-- even though he already knew where they were heading. 
He didn’t want to look up.
Still, he wrenched his head back, staring up in horror as the snake creature re-materialized hundreds of feet above the Nexus. And, presumably, his twin brother as well.
Calculations began.
No, no, no, no--
The pools weren’t done. They weren’t deep enough. And they were too high, way too high, even if they did have enough water to break Leo’s fall, he was still going to be injured, but they didn’t have enough water. There was hardly a foot or two worth of it in even the deepest pools.
It wasn’t-- it wasn’t enough.
“LEO!”
---
Leo had never been up so tall before. 
No walls or windows separating him and the rest of the world. Just him, the Ikuchi, and the open air, way up above the Battle Nexus. His family looked tiny, way down beneath him.
He felt the Ikuchi thrash, roaring as it flailed in the air before it began its descent downward, flinging him away like an insect with a flick of its tail. He wished he had the presence of mind to react and correct his trajectory, or at least be annoyed, but the whole world felt fuzzy, like everything had been torn right out of him. Like he had left all his energy and will back down on his ground when he teleported, forgetting it way down below. His muscles ached and pulsed and he went tumbling through the air, flopping about like a ragdoll. He could feel his head spinning in the exact opposite direction of his body. He felt unconsciousness tapping at his shoulder.
You have to get back down, remember?-- he thought blearily to himself. But the blissful promise of sleep just kept on tapping and his vision blurred a bit near the edges.
He realized, distantly, that he had never fallen so far before.
All his organs, seemingly, didn’t get the memo that they were heading down to the ground now, because Leo swore that they were yanked up through his chest by gravity, his stomach ending up in his throat and his heart ending up at the top of his head as he fell.
--- 
His son-- his child was falling. He was falling. Panic gripped every part of Yoshi’s body, nearly throwing himself over the balcony for a second time as he watched his son’s body plummeting through the air, buffeted about by gravity and being thrown in wild somersaults. 
“BLUE!” He wailed. His heart was in his throat. He had to-- but he would never get there in time!-- but that was his child. That was his son! Frantically, he whipped around to face the only other occupant of the Luxury Box, his eyes blown wide and his face pinched with horror. He wouldn’t be quick enough. He wouldn’t make it. But she--
“Gumo! Gumo, please!” He begged.
She shifted a bit. Her face twitched, ever so slightly, and her muscles bunched. But she didn’t quite move.
---
“Raph! Raph!”
Raph’s head immediately bobbed up at the call of his name, looking up from the elaborate city he and Donnie were building in the sandbox. Donnie was the head architect, and he was in charge of all the little people, so it was basically a utopia so far-- but the call of his baby brother easily dragged him from the game, looking over to see Mikey on the ground, pointing… And spotting Leo in the branches of a nearby tree. His eyes widened.
“Leo’s stuck!” Mikey cried, flapping his arms a bit. Raph was on his feet in a second, despite Donnie’s grumble of annoyance, rushing his way over to his two littlest brothers.
“What happened!? Leo! How the heck did you get up there!?” Raph demanded as he approached.
“I climbed!” Leo reported proudly from up above. The tree he was in wasn’t even a part of schoolyard-- the branches just overhung them, and Raph quickly came to the conclusion that Leo must have climbed the chain link fence surrounding the elementary school play area, clambering up into the branches of the tree from there and scaling up, now nearly five feet over Raph’s head.
“Why!?”
“Mikey said I couldn’t!” Leo defended.
“And now he can’t get back down!” Mikey reported, in true youngest-child fashion, pointing accusingly up at the other. Leo looked offended by the other’s claim, but didn’t make any moves to refute them, either, and Raph sighed deeply. 
“Mikey, grab Donnie and go get Miss Farmer,” he instructed quickly, and Mikey gave a sharp little nod, happy to have a task to do, scampering off to go and collect Donnie and find the teacher. Raph focused on the problem at hand, frowning deeply and putting his hands on his hips.
“Are you sure you can’t climb down? Even a little bit?”
“Uh…” Leo seemed to look around, seeming thoughtful. “I dunno. I can try.”
“Well, try then!”
“I could go further up.”
“Do not go further up!”
“But it’d be easier!”
“Leo, that’s the opposite of solvin’ the problem! You gotta come down!”
“Okay! Okay, I’m trying. Hang on.” 
Raph waited patiently as he heard his brother shuffle above him, the leaves ruffling in reply, a few stray buds and twigs occasionally raining down on him and making him splutter in quiet annoyance. It had seemed like Leo was making progress, slowly but surely picking his way downward, though Raph couldn’t see very well between all the branches. He thought, for a minute there, that Leo might be able to get back down on his own-- until he heard the telltale sound of a branch snapping, followed by a surprised yelp and scrabble.
“Leo?”
“Raph! I’m gonna fall!”
Raph huffed loudly, his hands on his hips.
“No you won’t.”
“Yes, I will!”
“Well if you didn’t wanna fall, you shouldn’t a’ climbed up in the first place!”
“RAPH!” Leo cried again, and there was a pinch of panic to his voice this time that made Raph sigh deeply, his annoyance giving way.
“Okay, well, then, jump down, and Raph’ll catch you.”
“What!?”
“You heard me!”
“You will not!”
“I will too!”
“That’s what you said last time! You’re just gonna let me fall!”
“That was different!” Raph defended, scowling. It had been funny that time!
“Nu-uh! It’s too tall, Raph!”
“Leo, I’ll for real catch you this time!” He insisted, but his brother didn’t respond. Raph sighed deeply, glancing over his shoulder. Donnie, Mikey, and the teacher were nowhere in sight so far. He scowled to himself, weighing the options in his head for a moment, hemming and hawwing. But… 
He couldn’t just leave Leo up there.
“Okay, hang on! I’ll come get you!”
Raph wasn’t nearly as good of a climber as Leo was, but scaling the fence wasn’t terribly difficult, and it wasn’t much trouble at all for Raph to pull himself up into the branches, heading his way up the tree until he could catch sight of his brother, clinging to one of the tree’s many limbs, his arms hanging onto one branch and his feet awkwardly resting on another, sagging branch, a jagged break running through the middle of it.
And, okay, now that he was up here, he could… kind of understand Leo’s position. It’d be hard to get down from here, and jumping would probably be… unpleasant, given how many other tree branches were jutting through the path between Leo and the ground.
“Okay, hang on. Raph’s comin’,” Raph said, sticking his tongue out slightly as he tried to devise a plan. He kept close to the trunk of the tree-- he was heavier than Leo was, and he didn’t wanna break any more branches. Once he was above the other, he very slowly scooted his way out, wrapping his legs around the branch he was resting on and stretching out his hand.
“Here. Grab on, I’ll pull you up.”
“Raph, if you drop me, I’ll--”
“I’m not gonna drop you! Just grab on already!” 
Leo whined, and he wiggled for a second, testing each movement before he committed to it, wiggling and readjusting his feet slightly to see how much he could get away with before the branch gave way below him. 
Raph wrinkled up his nose, stretching his arm out even further.
Leo bunched down slightly before he jumped, letting go of the branch so he could grab onto Raph’s hand instead. Raph huffed, bending for just a moment, straining under the weight-- jeez, had Leo always been this heavy!? Before he heaved him upwards, hissing softly with the effort. 
For just a second, he was worried that he really was gonna drop Leo. Then he’d never hear the end of it.
But he got him up. Leo grabbed onto the branch up above, scrambling up, and Raph immediately scooted backward, back to the relative safety of the tree trunk, careful not to put too much weight in one spot.
… And now they were both stuck in a tree.
“Thanks,” Leo said.
“I told you,” Raph replied.
“Now what?” Leo asked, and Raph sighed, leaning back against the bark of the tree, glancing up at the cove of leaves that surrounded them, the glow of the sun up above casting a gentle green hue over the two of them.
It was kind of nice being this high up, actually. It was peaceful.
“I dunno. I guess we wait.”
---
Raph had never turned away when his brothers needed him before.
He wasn’t about to start now.
He had no idea what he was gonna do. He didn’t have a plan. He didn’t see any path forward, there was no ‘a-ha!’ moment or answer popping up in his brain; that had never been his thing, anyway. He had no idea how he was going to fix this, or if he even could.
None of that mattered. Not even a little bit. All he knew was that Leo was falling, and that he needed help. And if he had to move the ground itself out of the way to make sure he didn’t get hurt, then so fucking be it.
Every fiber of him buzzed with absolute resolve. No backing down. No running away. So long as he was still here on this earth, he knew, with every single piece of himself, that he was gonna be there to protect his family. 
He would stand his ground. 
He would stay.
A brilliant red glow came spiraling through reality.
And just as the Ikuchi came crashing to the ground with a howl, the entire stadium shaking with the impact, a hand that was not quite his own but belonged to him nonetheless, stitched together with vermillion light, reached out and plucked his little brother out of the air.
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Crash and Burn | Chapter 11
Summary: You’re the first female driver to compete in the Formula 1 World Championship in decades and it's your second year of navigating through a male-dominated sport. Your talent and drive to prove yourself made you vicious on the grid. Your seemingly unshakeable confidence was never questioned- until a certain Ferrari driver made you crash and burn.
Pairing: Carlos Sainz Jr. x Reader
Chapters: 11/11
Warnings: swearing
Word Count: 4.6k
Posted on: 05/25/2023
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A/N: The final chapter is finally here. I am so sorry for the wait. I wanted to make sure that it was all wrapped up and cute and fluffy just for you guys. Thank you so so much for taking the time to read whatever I write. I appreciate every single one of your comments. It was so fun writing for Carlos and a driver reader.
Finally, after many years in Formula One, Carlos Sainz had gotten his first pole position here in Silverstone. He cheers and scrambles out of the car and immediately gets congratulated by Charles and Max. He couldn’t believe it. After years of hard work, he has finally gotten the best chance to win a Grand Prix. He was thrumming with excitement and disbelief, he still couldn’t believe it even when they started interviewing him. Once finished, he walks back to the pitlane and is met with a flurry of kisses.
“P1! P1! P1!” you chanted. “Babe, you did it!”
You give him a crushing hug and he returns the favor. It’s been almost 2 months since the accident and he was finally comfortable enough to hold you as tight as he wanted. 
“I didn’t expect it! I thought I was doing bad out there.”
You give him a peck on the cheek. “This is your weekend, Carlos. You can do this!”
You and Carlos part ways only to have him meet you in Aston Martin hospitality so you could drive together back to your place. You offered to let him stay in your apartment for the British Grand Prix so Carlos let his parents have his hotel room. 
After a shower, you and Carlos lounged in your living room trying to decompress as much as possible. Dinner was cooking in the oven and you leaned on Carlos as you both sipped on your electrolyte drinks. The night before the race was essential and your performance coaches were adamant that you send pictures of everything you ate and drank. Rupert and Anna were so used to staying by your side and monitoring everything, but to give you two privacy, they resorted to constant messaging making sure you were prepping for the race. The oven dings and you pull out the baked salmon, roasted vegetables, and baked sweet potato. You send the text to the group chat and place your phone face down on the kitchen counter. 
Despite seeing Carlos almost every week, it didn’t mean you got to spend much time alone. It was one of the busiest parts of the season and you were always in meetings, needed for simulators, and doing things for media and promotions. The only times you would interact was a quick kiss if you happened to pass by, sometimes you couldn’t even see each other at the end of the day because you were too tired. You and Carlos were always surrounded by other people, so times like this were precious because you were finally alone. 
Carlos joins you on the kitchen island and helps you set up the plates and utensils. The last time you were doing something domestic was back in your apartment in Monaco. While you were eating dinner, you made Carlos do some manifesting with you. He rolled his eyes but did it anyway, he would do anything to make you happy. You qualified for P7 so Carlos included you and manifested that you would find your way to third place and share the podium with him. While you would love to, you had Charles, the Red Bulls, and Mercedes to worry about. You know you would have more podiums to come but it was Carlos who needed this. He wasn’t having the best season, and you wanted this to boost his confidence. 
You both wake up from a restful sleep and immediately start your race day routines. You and Carlos drive over to the hotel where Pierre and Yuki were staying to have breakfast with them. You were still a little superstitious about it so you never missed race day breakfast with Pierre. So far, everything was going alright, you and the boys safely made it to the circuit and split up to go to find your teams. 
It’s a few hours before the race and you are sitting in Aston Martin hospitality sipping on your electrolyte drink while you contemplate your life. Two months ago, everything was seemingly falling apart. Your relationship with Carlos was on the line and you were in one of the most ridiculous scandals in all of motorsport. You were in a huge car crash but were able to walk away and recover from your injuries. It’s so strange to look back and see how different your life was. Now, you and Carlos are happier than ever and you have just signed a contract to continue your next two years in Formula One with Aston Martin. Life finally seemed normal again and that scared you.
If things are good, then something bad is bound to happen. You know that’s a horrible mindset to have but after the accident, you’ve been having trouble staying positive. You find yourself paranoid that you would lose every good thing in your life. Carlos knows how you feel and he does his best to be there for you but he was busy too, so you did your best to keep these thoughts to yourself. Anna set you up with a therapist and you’ve listened to the advice she’s giving you. You’ve been getting better at staying positive, this is why you made sure to take some time every day to think about the good things in life. Like in this moment where you just sit and people watch. Aston Martin’s hospitality doors were constantly opening and each person was just as interesting. There were the new interns who would shyly look at you, one of Seb’s engineers who was always nervous, and the guys from your pit crew who were all pumped up and waved at you. 
The rest of the day was a blur as your anxiety increasingly spiked. You wanted this win for Carlos and it was beginning to affect you to the point Anna made you go for a quick run to shake off some of your nerves. It helped for a little bit but by the time you were in your car and doing the formation lap, you were buzzing with anticipation. 
You breathe deeply and do your best to get into the racing mindset. Once all the lights turn off, you send it. You had a fantastic start when you heard the screech of metal from behind you. You whip your head to see one of the Alfa Romeo’s careening past your car. You start swearing when you notice they are upside down. You had already driven too far but you looked in your side mirror to see they crashed into the fence.
“Holy shit! Who was that?” you yell into the radio.
“Red Flag. Red Flag. Proceed to the pitlane.”
You start breathing heavily. “Who was that? Valtteri? Guanyu?”
“It was Guanyu. We don’t have information yet, make your way to the pitlane.”
You looked ahead and everyone’s lights were flashing as you all slowly drove to the pitlane. Carlos’s car was ahead and you let out a sigh of relief, at least he was safe. Once everyone was parked and you received the ‘okay’ to leave the car, you scrambled out and ran to the pit wall. 
“What happened?” your eyes grew big as flashes of your accident appeared. “Are they okay?”
“Zhou, Russel, and Albon are out,” says your strategist. 
He points to the screen that was showing live helicopter and drone footage. It looked bad, Gunayu’s car was wedged between the fence and a barrier. You squint and see that George was on the scene, and see ambulances for Alex and Guanyu. Breathing hard, you find yourself having to use one of the engineers to help with your balance. You squint at the screen just hoping that you would be able to catch a glimpse of him moving in his car. You didn’t even notice you were hyperventilating until Carlos appeared in front of you and told you to breathe slowly. He brings you close and you bury your head against his chest.
“I can’t look anymore, let me know when he gets out.”
Carlos holds you and tells you little updates while you close your eyes and work on breathing slowly. After a minute, he tells you to look up, and that's when you see Guanyu safely get out of the car. You sag onto Carlos and tears start streaming down your face, as quickly as possible, he leads you deep into the garage where you can let all your emotions out and away from the cameras. Someone hands you a tissue and you do your best to contain yourself. Now that you knew the boys were okay, you needed to get back into racing mode. That’s when you suddenly remember Carlos and his predicament.
“Carlos! You’re P2 right now!'' You look at the tv screens and you can see that the marshalls and other staff members were cleaning up the area and restoring the barrier. Guanyu's car was still stuck and the people on the cranes still had to figure out how to get it out. “They’re going to redo the line-up. This is your chance to get your position back!”
Carlos just looks at you and smiles. You had just relived a trauma and here you were trying to get yourself together for his benefit, he did have the greatest girlfriend. He makes you sit on the floor and he sits on the ground so that your legs are touching. 
“Don’t worry about me, I just want to make sure you’re ready to race. I’ll make sure Max doesn’t get ahead of me. I know I can win this, I can feel it,” says Carlos. 
You lean your head on his shoulder and take in a shaky breath. “I’ll be okay to drive, it was just so strange to see an accident so similar to mine. I’ll make sure to visit their garage after to see if we can see Guanyu.”
You and Carlos see Rupert peeking into the Aston Martin garage and the both of you laugh. It was time to go back to work. Pressing a kiss on your forehead, he wishes you luck. You take him by the shoulders and look at him sternly. 
“Max is going to attack and be aggressive right away. He’s already pissed it’s a restart but that’s okay because you're faster and smarter. You can do this!” you say giving him a quick kiss and a shove out of the garage.
The engineers pull you aside and show your data from the start and they tell you what you have to do to achieve the same results. The team principal pulls you aside to see if you were mentally okay to race and you reassure him that you were okay. He seemed hesitant to believe you but when he sees the intensity in your eyes, he knows you won't disappoint him. Seb finds you sitting with Anna and your pit crew. He squats down and gives you a reassuring smile.
“How are you holding up?”
“I’m a little embarrassed. I got emotional but I'm okay. I’m just glad to hear the boys are safe.”
He nods. “I talked to George and he told me Guanyu is fine and just a little shaken up. The medics were able to get him safely out of the card news. Us drivers are insane, something huge happens like this and all we do is take a moment, shake it off, and go back on the track.”
You look at him gratefully and nod.
“We’re all crazy, but that’s what makes us the best in the world,” he says, squeezing your shoulder. 
The team principal says that the race starts in ten minutes so you go to the bathroom and go over your different strategies with the engineers one last time. You look for Carlos, and when you see that he was already in the car with his helmet on, you laugh. The other drivers were still in their garages, he was the only one out there. Making your way over to his Ferrari, you bend down and get at eye level with him. You stick your pinky finger out and he hooks his with yours.
“Don’t forget what I told you, faster and smarter. You got this.”
You see him wink at you through his visor. Using the halo to stabilize yourself, you lean down and kiss the top of his helmet. The pit crew that surrounded him smiled at the gesture, they wished you luck as you headed to your car. The other drivers start trickling onto the pitlane and you’re met with Anna who gives you a pep talk. With your helmet and seat belts on, you closed your eyes and imagined yourself going through the corners of Silverstone.
Because of the accident, some of the guys may be a little hesitant at the start so you plan on using that to your advantage. You have had a strange relationship with driving after the accident. Yes, 30 minutes ago you may have been crying over the crash but that was because it was so similar to the one you had. You find yourself much more aggressive than you were before the accident. You weren’t too cocky about it where you put yourself in more danger but you drove with absolutely no hesitation. The fans noticed and loved it, your family was expectedly weary but they trusted you and your judgment. Since the crash, you have been top 10 in every race and you plan on keeping it like that. 
A formation lap is done and when all the lights go green, you floor it. Turns 1-3 were smooth and once you’re on Wellington Straight, you finally let yourself breathe again. Your strategist tells you you moved up two places making you P5. This excites you, maybe you can make it to the podium with Carlos but you don’t get too excited. You had a whole race ahead of you and anything can happen. You have some interesting battles with Fernando, Lando, and Charles battling for 4th place. You almost had a close call with Fernando and you had to bite your tongue so you wouldn’t lash out at him through the radio. You resort to grumbling incoherent swears at your engineer and he just comically responds with “I know” knowing it was completely Fernando’s fault you almost crashed into him.
You let out a whoop into the radio when you cross the finish line. You finished P5 and was happy with your performance and was even more excited knowing that Carlos got his first-ever win. Parked in the pitlane and clambering out of the car, you clap Charles on the back but before he could even acknowledge you, you were sprinting away from him. Running as fast as you can, you make a beeline for Carlos and jump into his outstretched arms. He holds you tight and after a few moments he rips his helmet off and you do the same. You beam at each other as you clasp your hands around his shoulders, he was glowing and his eyes sparkled.
“Congratulations Carlos Sainz, you’re a Grand Prix Winner,” you say as he holds you tightly. “I am so proud of you and I love you so much.”
He smiles and brings his hands to your face, he was speechless as his heart beat fast at all the celebrations around him. Carlos kisses you deeply and the engineers and other teams around him start cheering loudly. You let go of him and he gives a little cheeky wink. While he hugs his parents and sisters, you get weighed and make your way back to the barricade. Carlos leaves to go to the cool-down room and with the help of his cousin and manager, you climb over the barrier to join his team and family. Carlos Senior and his sisters congratulate you for your p5 finish and Reyes gives you a bone-crushing hug, not caring at all that you are drenched in sweat. 
The announcer calls Carlos’s name and he steps outs waving at the fans who cheer him on. Once situated on the podium, Carlos looks down from the podium balcony, he can’t help but choke up. Just below him were the most important people in his life. The sea of red, his family, and you look up at him with smiles on your faces. He watches as you clutch his mother and sister’s hands and bounce in anticipation during the national anthem. Here he was about to receive a P1 trophy and he has never been happier or more grateful. Carlos knew his life was good, he wanted to be in motorsports and now here he was living the dream. He never thought he needed companionship until he met you, a person who would understand his goals in life and know how much dedication is needed for Formula One. 
When Carlos clutches his trophy, he meets your gaze and smiles softly. He had a second chance to deserve your love and he wasn’t going to mess it up this time. He knows what you both share is a once in a lifetime and he will never do anything to jeopardize your relationship. He caught a glimpse of what it would feel like if you were no longer in his life and he never wanted to feel like that again. 
August 2022 - Formula One Summer Break
The cool blue water looks more and more enticing as the hot sun beats down on your body. You prop yourself onto your elbows and see Carlos on the other side of the boat talking to Lando and Alex. You look around the yacht and see drivers and their friends or significant others lounging on the deck. You were floating somewhere in the Mediterranean Sea with a bunch of exhausted Formula One drivers with sore bodies. Toto Wolff offered his yacht to George for a couple of days to kick-start the summer break. George invited everyone but the younger drivers with no spouses and children were the only ones who took up the offer. The day after the race was usually painful and you and your friends could not wait to get back to Monaco.
You look at Charles sitting on the chaise lounge next to you, staring off into the horizon. The last few months have been rough on the Ferrari drivers but it was Charles who was suffering. He was leading the championship but bad luck just kept hitting him every weekend.   
You tap him on the shoulder and he looks at you with his eyebrow raised.
“Do you ever have moments where you just can’t believe that this is your life? I mean– I’m on a yacht with my closest friends and coworkers. It just happens they’re all Formula One drivers which means that I am one of you,” you say blissfully looking out into the ocean and the faint outline of France and Monaco. “I can hardly believe it.”
Charles looks at you and smiles. Ever since the accident happened, you were always so verbal with your gratitude. You would be doing the most mundane things such as doing the track walk or toasting bread and you would stop, smile and strike up a conversation with the closest person. There was a time when Carlos was holding your hand in the paddock and you stopped walking just so you could lift the clasped hands, and marvel at it for a few seconds before telling Carlos how much you loved him. Those who witnessed it couldn’t stop smiling, they loved your love.   
“We are so lucky,” agreed Charles. “Sometimes I forget, but times like this remind me how lucky I am to be alive and feel the sun or laugh with my friends.”
You look at him as he wistfully gazes toward the direction of Monaco. He thinks of those he had lost, remembering to live each day like it was his last. Charles is ashamed to admit it but sometimes he’d forget so he was glad to have someone like you in his life to remind him what was important. 
“That accident you had in Miami–” he stops before his voice cracks. He lets out a puff of air and breathes deeply. “I can’t imagine how painful that must’ve been.”
“You know, I don’t think I’ve thanked you enough for all the help and support you’ve given me and Carlos this year. Especially after the accident. You were always there to help us and I want you to know how much I appreciate it.”
Charles waves his hand nonchalantly, “I know you would've done the same if roles were reversed.”
Sometimes you would go back to the footage of the accident, you felt a phantom pain in your chest every time you saw the car careen towards the barrier. What hurt the most was seeing how people were reacting to it, you remember seeing Carlos and Lando watching the screens intently but not Charles. You could see the scene so clearly, him facing away from the monitors and breathing hard, his skin pale at the thought of your demise. When you were at the hospital he doted over you, stayed by your side whenever Carlos or Anna had to leave. You remember the way he and his girlfriend would visit you whenever they could when you all got back to Monaco. It made you smile to think of the good friends you had in your life. Charles was right, you would do the same exact thing if roles were reversed. 
Changing the subject to each of your performances this year, Charles starts talking about his frustrations with himself and the car. The two of you get distracted when you see Daniel push Yuki off the boat which leads to Pierre throwing Daniel into the water. Everyone starts cheering and laughing, their smiles turning mischievous as they eye the other people around them. You and Charles look at each other and grin as you get up and start running to the other side of the boat. 
Charles charges toward Pierre and with a yelp, they both crash into the water. You approach Carlos and he turns around with his hands already out to defend himself.
“Amor, no. Don’t do it,” his voice slightly panicked. He eyes the cold blue water and looks at you sporting a cheeky smile.
“What?” you say innocently. “I can’t give my boyfriend a hug?”
You lunge for him but he quickly moves out of the way. The two of you dance around each other playing a cat-and-mouse game. Ultimately, you manage to shove him off the deck but not before he catches your hand and pulls you in. The shrieks turn to laughter as you and the others splash around in the ocean. The contrast between the scorching sun and the cold water became a comfortable medium so you and Carlos decide to stay in and float for a while. The others went back into the yacht but since the sea was relatively calm, you thought you couldn't waste this opportunity to relax in the water.
Carlos lets out a sigh of contentment.
To you, the cold water was especially relaxing since every single muscle in your body was still screaming. A couple of days ago, you had gotten a podium for P3 in Hungary and that race had depleted all your energy. You were racing hard the last 10 laps of the race. George was right behind and the two of you got into some very intense battles but in the end, it was you who was spraying champagne onto Lewis and Max.
“I told you the water would feel nice,” you say, poking him on his side. 
You’re both staring at the clouds and blue sky but you don’t have to look to know that he was grinning ear-to-ear. He reaches for your hand and tangles his fingers with yours, ensuring you don’t drift away from him. You feel like you’re floating toward the sky, the only thing tethering you to Earth is Carlos’s dependable and firm grip. Sometimes you think about what might have happened if you chose not to forgive Carlos. You shiver just thinking about it. Maybe you wouldn’t have gotten into an accident or it could’ve been worse and resulted in permanent injuries or death. All you know is that Carlos is the love of your life and you would do it all over again even if it meant it would end in heartache. The thing is, you don’t think you ever have to worry about that. The universe has given you the perfect partner and despite any upcoming hardships, you know that you belong to each other and nothing will ever change that.
 The two of you enjoyed each other's company in silence until the water became too cold and you needed to get back on the yacht. Carlos helps you up onto the deck and head straight to the outdoor dining area. Everyone is already helping themselves to the food so you sit down and wait because Carlos insisted that he would make your plate for you. Lando teased you relentlessly but you just shrugged. Your boyfriend was excessive when it comes to taking care of you, he knows you could always make your coffee or grab a jacket if you’re cold but whenever you are with him, you barely lift a finger. Of course, you protest whenever he does this but he loves to spoil you so you let him.
Later that day after the sunset and the boat had docked in Monte Carlo, you, the other driver, and their girlfriends were pre-gaming in the lounge area. Everyone was dressed to the nines because you were going to the club and celebrating Max’s win and your third podium. Lily and Carmen compliment the emerald green cocktail dress and you grin when you tell them that Carlos had gifted it to you. This then leads to all the girlfriends scolding their partners for never gifting them a dress to their taste. The boys start hounding you about what kind of gifts you’ve given to Carlos and they are silenced when he flashes his watch you had gotten for him for his win in Silverstone. 
You sidle up to Carlos while his fingers glide over the silk and rest on your hip. Looking up, Carlos smirks down at you as your friends loudly squabble about who has the best sense of style. Everyone was throwing tipsy insults at each other, but it was all part of the banter. Carlos kisses the side of your head making you smile as laughter bubbles out. You wrap your arms around him and inhale the citrus and sandalwood. Feeling his gaze, you look up to see his dark brown eyes looking at you in pure adoration. Placing a hand on the side of his face, you pull him towards you and press a kiss on his lips. 
Here you were in a beautiful dress with the man of your dreams in your arms. You were performing well in the highest level of motorsport breaking records and boundaries for other women out there. A year ago, you were so focused on your work that every single thought was about becoming a world champion or getting as far up the grid as you can. You had to work harder than the boys just to prove that you belonged in this sport just as much as they did. Now that you’ve proven yourself, it makes that fire within you burn brighter. You want to be the best, you want to break records and show the world that you have what it takes to dominate the sport. It was strange to be competing with your boyfriend but it makes you better, some would even say ruthless. This is why you and Carlos work so well together, you teach him to enjoy and savor life while he helps you keep that laser focus on your goals.
You were now leaning against Carlos’s chest with his strong arms holding you close to him. His body gives you warmth as a cool sea breeze brushes past you. As the two of you admired the twinkling lights of Monte-Carlo at night, you can’t think of a better person to spend the rest of your life with.
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story - pavlov
(Giving into indulgence has lasting consequences. weight gain, food play, second person.)
You should have known you were fucked the first time it happened.
It was so innocuous, you almost didn’t notice it - staring at another spreadsheet at work, rubbing your eyes to keep from passing out, the morning coffee wearing off too early to carry you to lunch…lunch. There’s that new wing place across the street…you glance at the menu flyer they left in the lobby. You haven’t had any in a while, but still you could almost taste the way the vinegar bite of the hot sauce cuts through the savory fat of the fried skin, the addictive mix of crispy on the edges, tender on the interior, greasy fat giving way to juicy meat…maybe if you ate quick enough you could get a bit more than a dozen, maybe some fries too…and you felt a tent in your tight work pants.
Your brain scrambled to rationalize the errant reaction. You’re tired, maybe you had an involuntary dick flex, almost like you were sleeping. You rubbed your eyes again and blinked enough to try and focus on the screen again. 20 minutes, then you could get lunch. 19 minutes….
That day, you came back from lunch 15 minutes late with a sauce stain on your collar.
The second time (that you noticed, anyway) felt more like a pattern of behavior.
You were glancing at your fridge, as you’ve made a habit of recently, trying to find something to eat. You were eating out more often at work, and you had to stop burning money on takeout, but you felt like your groceries weren’t quite stretching as far as you’d like anymore.
You opened the fridge door and saw the last two frozen pizzas. A thought entered your mind, one that felt unfamiliar. Could always just eat two pizzas. Gotta go shopping tomorrow anyway. Not giving yourself a moment to reconsider, you slid them out and plopped them on the counter.
That wasn’t what took you over the edge, though. That wasn’t what made you this way.
Waiting for the oven to preheat, you fell back on your fridge gazing habit. A second thought entered, much like the first. If I’m going shopping, might as well use the rest of the lunch meat too. Before you realized, you already had the sandwich made and half eaten. You just licked your lips clean when the pizzas finished up, and you were suddenly hit with the smell of them - cheap, greasy cheese, fatty pepperoni…you could imagine the way the soft, lightly browned crust would collapse like a pillow in your mouth, the almost saccharine pizza sauce tempering the salty cheese and meat…and your dick chubbed up at the idea. Something about the sight of those two pizzas, all for you…it excited you.
You ate those pizzas so fast they nearly burned the roof of your mouth.
From then on, things were different. You weren’t focused at work, but you reveled in the opportunity to try new food in the city. Your work clothes were barely fitting, and you even had to size up once or twice already, but you thrived in those lunch breaks…you stopped coming back from lunch late not from eating any less, but eating faster. It became like a game to you. How much food could you experience in 30 minutes? You’d order an appetizer, a couple entrees, maybe a dessert for the walk back, and got there immediately to savor every bite. And in between, you’d fantasize about it. The rich, creamy sauces, the crispy, crunchy bread, the salty, savory meat, the sweet, rich cakes. You stopped caring so much that it was strange that it excited you like it did.
Forget a hobby, eating was your real full time job, the one you spent your time planning and day-dreaming about.
It stretched into your free time, too - you’d find places to get food on the way home, and spend the commute imagining how those flavors would play together. It didn’t even matter if it was particularly masterful - every meal was delicious, filling, exciting to you.
Of course, it was only a matter of time before you mixed your pleasure with your passion.
You were pent up. Sure, you had your profile on the dating apps, but you’d already updated your profile picture once, showing your fuller, flabbier face, and the connections already began to dry up. And with your new interest, you had an even fatter face to meet them with now, not to mention the bloated, overstuffed body you had along with it.
You were jerking off to some amateur porn when something flashed in your mind…melty, gooey cheese. Then, the rich whipped cream of a tiramisu. You never thought to actually do it yet, like…you could enjoy yourself, but the moment you actually tried to mix the two, it was real and you couldn’t turn back. Still, that night you were feeling particularly indulgent, and you had made a habit of acting on indulgence already.
You sat back up, walked to the kitchen, rummaging through your mostly empty fridge again, and found a mostly full bottle of whipped cream you had knocked over in the back. Simple, sugary, one handed. You plopped your thickened ass onto the couch and started stroking, with the other hand working the nozzle of the can.
Stroke. Spray. Stroke. Spray. You got caught in the rhythm of it, and in moments all the sensations blended together, like a well balanced dish. Mouth full. Sated. Cloying sweet cream. Fat coating your mouth. Stroke. Sticky fingers. Rolling your tongue, feeling the cream deflate in your mouth. Stroke. Sugar. Fat. Sweet. Decadent.
Shot.
Your relationship with food had finished changing, and left you with a gluttonous, decadent body to show for it.
You knew it was irreversible when you had finally gotten a message from one of the apps, a simple ‘hey’ flourishing into a spirited conversation about your (former) interests and hobbies.
Then, he asked the question. “Wanna go out tonight?”
You had already begun the daily ritual, scrolling through the pickup spots and settling on your favorite Thai place for pickup on the way home - you could get some pad Thai, their chicken satay, maybe a couple orders of dumplings and some sticky rice. The tang of the sauce, the silky noodles, the crunchy spring of the bean sprouts.
“Sorry, busy tonight.”
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can i get a day off with bf! christian, preferrably with many cuddles!
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pairing: Christian Pulisic x Reader
TW: none
Christian finally had a day off and he wanted to take advantage of it by staying in and spending it with you. No responsibilities, no training, no games. A nice, relaxing day.
He'd taken you out to dinner the night before, just the two of you for a long awaited and much needed date night.
Despite the fact that you both lived together, your schedules always clashed, leaving little to no time for the pair of you to actually be together. But after finding out that Christian finally had a day off, you immediately requested the day off from work to spend it with your boyfriend of 5 years.
"Good morning, princess" You felt Christian wrap his arms around you, causing you to turn to face him.
"Morning, handsome" You smiled at him.
"Did you sleep well?" He asked, resting his chin on top of your head, not really having anything else to do right now except cuddle.
"Mmhmm" You mumbled back as you buried your head in his neck. You both stayed like this for a while.
"Want some breakfast?" He asked, rubbing your back softly.
"Only if there's bacon involved." You joked back causing Christian to laugh.
After a quick kiss, Christian left the bed to go make some food.
"C'mon! I'll help!" You giggled after him, hopping out of bed and running after him.
As soon as you walked into the kitchen, you immediately started smelling something delicious. Christian stood at the stove, making scrambled eggs and some bacon. With a smile on his face, he handed you a plate and sat down on one of the bar stools near the island.
As you put the plate in front of yourself, you saw him looking at you. There was something about him that was different. Maybe it was because he looked so peaceful or maybe it was the way his eyes shone. Whatever it was, you couldn't stop staring at him. You weren't sure what it was but it was interesting enough to distract you from eating.
"Is something wrong? " You said as Christian broke eye contact, focusing on his plate.
"No! It's just... it's been a while since we've done this, huh?" He glanced up at you.
"Yeah, I guess so." You agreed, staring at your own plate a tad bit too long.
You were contentedly eating, not thinking about how similar his expression was to yours when Christian broke your stare, almost apologetically placing his hand on top of yours. It wasn't until that moment did you notice it.
You didn't even have to look at him to know what he was doing. Your hands came to rest on top of his; causing Christian to quickly place his own hand over yours, completely locking you in. You brought your free hand up to cover his other hand, leaning closer towards him.
He made eye contact once again, meeting your gaze as you looked deep into them.
Without saying another word, you leaned forward, closing the distance between your lips. They met and pressed gently against each other, but still held apart by your fingers.
It was so soft. So perfect. You enjoyed every single second. It only lasted seconds, but you were blissfully satisfied with that feeling of pure happiness.
"What did you want to do today?" You asked him.
"Can we just stay home? I've missed you so much, princess" He leaned over and kissed your forehead.
"Of course. Anything you want." You smiled as you hopped off your stool.
"Last one to the room is a rotten egg!" You shouted as you began running to your shared bedroom.
"Cheater! You got a head start!" Christian called from behind you.
Unfortunately for you, Christian was fast. He quickly caught up to you and picked you up right before you entered the room, carrying you to the bed and softly throwing you onto it.
He jumped onto the bed beside you before getting himself cozy under the covers, you doing the same. He pulled you into him, his head now buried into your neck. He wrapped his arms around you tightly, holding you to him, making you feel safe and protected.
Neither of you moved, knowing this is exactly what the other needed. You just needed to be in each others presence. You were happy being in close proximity with him, it was all you could ask for.
His hand reached up and caressed your cheek tenderly.
"Don't move. Let's just stay like this forever" He whispered.
The sounds of crickets outside were loud and comforting. Nothing else existed in this world but the two of you, alone together in this wonderful room. In this beautiful moment. This very moment was all that mattered. All you wanted to do was bask in the beauty of it. The simplicity.
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Leave it to the land - chapter 6
The world has ended, it's over—except some people can't seem to accept that. Those same people think the cure lies in people like you and your little sister. And they're willing to do anything to find it.
The road to safety is a long one, and you're about to learn that it isn't one you can walk alone.
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There's no time to make a plan—you just have time to shove Dot behind you before one of them rounds the heating vent.
"Got another two," he calls over his shoulder, before reaching down and grabbing you roughly by the shoulder to pull you to your feet. You get tangled in the sleeping bag and trip over your feet but the man just shoves you roughly forward. Behind you, you hear Dot yelp.
"Don't fucking touch her," you snarl, shoving the man's hands off you and trying to turn back to her. He doesn't budge, but grabs you by the nape of your neck, dragging you forward before shoving you to your knees in the centre of the roof. Dot lands next to you a second later. You immediately wrap an arm around her and she buries her head in your side.
A short distance away, Ghost is putting up a fight, despite the fact that they've managed to take his gun. He's already got one guy down and has another in a headlock when a third jams a gun into his back. He freezes, breathing heavily and the look he gives the gunman is terrifying. Nevertheless, a second later, he's on his knees next to you as well.
Unfortunately, he hasn’t managed to kill the guy on the ground, although if the blood is anything to go by, he might have broken his nose. While he staunches the flow of blood, swearing loudly as he does, the man who grabbed you and Dot trains his gun on the three of you while the third ties your hands. You don't see any point struggling until you feel him start to slide your sleeve up. You try and yank away but he steadies you roughly.
“Got a marked one here,” he tells the others. “The kid too”, he says a second later. When he's done, the three of them move off to the side, talking quietly together.
You feel the panic building in your chest and your fingers scramble uselessly against the bindings.
“Would you relax?” Ghost eventually huffs from next to you. You do stop at that, if only to glare at him.
“What about this situation would make me want to relax?” you hiss. He just looks down at you, unimpressed.
“If you don't relax, I can't listen. ” He nods towards your group of captors. They're having a hushed conversation that you can't hear, even when you strain your ears.
After a few minutes, the one in charge notices you looking and juts his chin.
“Time to call the boss in, I reckon.”
And something about that makes your stomach sink lower, something you hadn't thought was possible.
You're all quiet as you wait, except for the occasional sniffle from Dot. You try to convey comfort to her but it's pretty hard when the men pacing in front of you keep flexing their guns menacingly.
An indeterminate time later, you hear the sound of the door downstairs crashing open. One of the men move towards the roof door.
And then, out of nowhere, Ghost is on his feet. He barrels into the first of the gunmen, who drops his gun. The others immediately start towards them and you have a second of indecisiveness. Then you shove Dot sideways. She yelps.
“Stay down”, you tell her, before rolling painfully to your feet.
You manage to take the first one by surprise, shoving your head into the side of his abdomen. He grunts and you both fall. All you can think to do is use the little bit of give in your tied hands to slam your elbow into his face.
He yells out in pain and the third captor hesitates, half turned between you and Ghost. He seems to realise that Ghost is the bigger threat and hurries to help his friend.
That decision proves apt immediately when the man underneath you flips you easily so you're on your back with him straddling your chest. His hands wrap immediately around your throat.
You panic. Your whole strategy in this new world is to be quicker than whatever things are trying to hurt you and Dot. You have no real experience in fighting. You try and buck your hips but the man is far bigger than you and doesn’t budge so much as an inch. Your fingers scramble against his hands, then, when that doesn't work, reach towards his face to try and claw at his eyes. He easily leans out of reach.
After a minute or so you start to see dots of lights on your peripheral. Your chest is burning. The noise of Ghost and the others doesn't get any quieter but it suddenly seems farther away. And then a new voice joins the fray.
“Simon!” 
And then a voice, closer to you, and louder, because it's the one voice you can never ignore, the one that would call you back from any precipice. Dot.
“Kyle”, she shouts and the relief in her voice makes you want to cry.
A second later, the weight on top of you is ripped away. And then Kyle is there, his hands on your face, your arms, checking you, checking you're okay. 
“What … the … hell, Kyle?” you manage. Your throat burns. He laughs, a relieved sound and rests his head on yours for a second.
“Good to see you too,” he tells you. “And don't worry, I'll explain everything. Promise.”
Explaining is easier said than done.
“Ghost, man, please just come with us,” Kyle says, sounding exasperated.
“Your guys just tried to kill us.” Ghost’s voice is blunt. He's been rearmed and even resting at his side, the gun is ominous. 
“A misunderstanding, mate. Hit first, ask questions later, yeah?”
“Still don't know why we can't talk here.”
Kyle runs his hands through his hair, sighing.
“We can, obviously. I just think we'd be better back at our safehouse. The tier fives, they get more… active after dark. And we all just made a massive amount of fucking noise. Anyone in the city could be heading this way as we speak.”
You shiver. Ghost’s eyes flicker to you, then back to Kyle.
“Fine,” he grunts. “We'll check it out.”
This is good enough for you, so you grab your stuff and start down the stairs, purposely waiting until you and Dot can go last. When Kyle holds open the door and raises an eyebrow, you scowl at him.
“No offence but I don't think much of your friends.”
Ghost, who's descending right in front of you, shoots you a look and you remember that he and Kyle are also friends. You feel a flash of guilt, which is ridiculous but you can't seem to stop your face from flushing.
“So, where is this place? Is it far?” you say, trying to change the subject.
“Far enough, yeah. Outside the city.”
Your next question of how you're doing to get there is answered almost immediately by the truck parked outside.
The dead have dispersed for now. You look towards the building where Soap is, wondering whether you should mention him. You glance at Ghost only to find him already watching you. He shakes his head.
You furrow your eyebrows but before you can say anything Kyle claps you on the arm.
“Bit of a squeeze, I'd say. Do you, uh, mind sitting on my knee?”
He rubs the back of his neck and you feel the barely faded warmth starting in your cheeks again. 
You're about to answer him when sense prevails. There are five seats and seven of you. That means both you and Dot will need to share. And you already know which of the options Dot would prefer.
“I think maybe you should stick with Dot,” you tell him.
“Oh, right! Yeah, of course! You mind sitting with me, Dotty?” He asks.
She shakes her head vehemently, looking relieved.
“What about you though? Kyle asks.
“Well, I'm not about to sit with them.”  
You jut your chin at the other men then look at Ghost, almost defiantly.
He meets your gaze for a second, then grunts and turns towards the car. 
And that's how you find yourself driving out of the city sitting on Ghost's lap, head bent against the ceiling. On the seat next to you, Dot sits on Kyle's knee.
In an attempt to break the tension, Kyle makes introductions. He tells you the man driving is called Tim, your attacker (who you refuse to look at) is Jeremy, and the last man, still nursing a cloth now soaked in blood, is Jax. None of you bother to keep up the conversation and eventually Kyle also gives up.
You start to nod off again after a while before something dawns on you. You're a bit sleep addled so when you twist around in his lap, you find yourself looking directly in Ghost’s eyes. You normally avoid this—in all honestly the mask still freaks you out. But you look at him now and he looks back.
Simon.
You wake with a jolt when the car stops. You can't see much in the dark and you stumble a bit climbing down from Ghost’s lap.
It looks like an old farm. You've pulled up outside what seems to be the main house but there are smaller outbuildings on the property too from what you can see.
“I can take you guys somewhere to get some sleep and show you around properly in the morning,” Kyle tells you. “The place is well guarded.”
He gestures to where you can see some people moving in the dark. You don't have to look too closely to know they're all armed.
“We should get inside.” Something in Kyle's voice has changed now, so that he sounds almost panicked. 
You stare at him but he just reaches an arm out and gestures you towards the house.
“You guys are tired. Come on—you too, Dot.”
Except he's not looking at you, or Dot, or even Ghost. He's looking at something behind you. You turn around to see what looks like a barn a short distance away, with two men emerging from it.
They start towards your group and one of the men calls out to you.
“Ah, Kyle, there you are!” 
The man is just feet from you when he seems to register you and a delighted smile starts to form on his face. 
You automatically reach out and grab Dot by the shoulder, pushing her behind you so you're between her and this newcomer whose voice you recognise.
“You did it,” he cries, clapping wizened hands together. “You found them!”
And maybe you should turn to look at Kyle now, and see the truth of his betrayal on his face. Maybe that will help you believe it better. But you can't.
If your life depended on it, you don't think you could tear your eyes away from the face of Dr Argylle.
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HEY CHERRY WHAT HEADCANONS, SHIPS, OR WHATEVER HAVE BEEN ON YOUR MIND RECENTLY? 🩷🎤
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HI P1NK!! 🩷
Unsurprisingly, Raindrop. My favourite communication-allergic idiots are always on my mind! Specifically, hcs about how they’re coping with winter (it just snowed here).
I don’t think Rain is coping well - bbg had cold feet in the summer. I think he’s just given up trying to be brave and be considerate to the others by sharing their pet furnace, and Possessive Rain has just kidnapped Dew to be his personal heated body pillow.
Have some Words that ended up being about Phantom instead lol, work is boring today:
Phantom went to see if he could borrow Dew, just for a few minutes, on the third night of sub-zero temperatures. The windows in the Abbey leaked, and the icy draft rattling the panes blew through every room chilling them all to the bone.
Aether's nest had been invaded by four chilly ghoulettes; Sunshine doing her best to keep them all warm but eventually deciding that Aether's room above the warm kitchens was preferable to Cirrus', located at the end of the ghoul wing where the wind whipped around the edge of the building.
Phantom had been stuck to Swiss' side all day like a second shadow, and as they retired to Swiss' room that night Mountain had silently followed. He'd gathered Swiss in his long arms with a shiver, trapping Phantom between them, before promptly passing out. Phantom wriggled against Swiss' warm chest, trying to get comfortable enough to fall asleep. They pressed their frozen toes to Swiss's calves, giggling when the multi ghoul flinched and hissed in discomfort.
"C'mon Bug, I can't turn up the heat enough for that, I'm not Dew."
Phantom huffed, but moved their feet. "I bet Rain's got warm feet, he's had Dew to himself all week!"
Swiss hummed in agreement, pulling Phantom in tightly and blowing warm breath onto the back of their neck making them squirm, wild hair tickling Mountain's nose. The large ghoul let out a distinctly horse-like snort of displeasure.
Phantom lay there, listening as Swiss' breathing slowed but still wide awake themselves. Even with Swiss plastered along their back, they was so cold. Swiss' internal heat just wasn't enough to keep two other ghouls warm as well. Just as they was considering what quintessence tricks they could employ to make the cold feeling go away, another gust of wind blew howled around the Abbey, racing down the chimney and extinguishing the last of the fire. The room was plunged into freezing darkness.
Oh screw this. Phantom thought to themself, scrambling out of the embrace of their larger packmates who immediately shuffled to fill the space they'd just vacated like a pair of magnets snapping together. They stuffed freezing feet into fluffy slippers, and beelined for the door.
"Dew?" they hissed, knocking on the fire ghoul's door. "Can I come in?"
A noncommittal groan from the other side of the door didn't sound like an outright refusal, so Phantom gingerly pushed the door open. They were greeted with the sight of Rain completely curled around Dewdrop, only a small tuft of his blond hair visible behind Rain's arms. Rain raised sleepy eyes to glare at Phantom without moving his head, and watched suspiciously as they slowly entered the room.
"Err, hi Rain, Dew? You awake in there?" Rain growled lowly as Phantom approached, blue eyes flashing in warning and his arms tightening further around Dew. Phantom raised their hands in mock surrender and kept their distance. A muffled noise from within the nest confirmed that Dew was awake.
"Our fire's gone out, and it's so cold, could you relight it? Please?" Phantom didn't like to disturb him, but knew that they'd never get to sleep in Swiss' freezing room without the fire.
Rain growled again, and snapped his teeth at Phantom at the prospect of relinquishing Dew even for a few minutes. A bony arm freed itself from Rain and floundered comically for a few seconds as Dew tried to make his escape.
"Rain!" he huffed, batting at him where he could reach. "Let me out!"
Another rumble from Rain, his arms tightening like a boa constrictor.
"Sorry kid, doesn't look like I'm going anywhere tonight." Dew said sheepishly. "Get in, your lips are going blue and I can hear your teeth chattering from here!"
Phantom looked warily at the pair of ghouls on the bed, Rain still eyeing them like a snake watching its prey.
"Behave!" Dew admonished, pinching Rain on the fins. The ghoul let out an undignified squeak, before slowly maneuvering to allow Phantom space to join them in the nest. Rain hissed briefly as Phantom's cold body clambered onto the bed, but extended an arm to pull them in against Dew.
As Phantom started to settle and defrost, absorbing Dew's warmth like a parched traveler drinks water, the low growls morphed into rumbling purrs from both ghouls and Phantom finally found themself being pulled towards the sleep that had eluded them all night.
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bakugou katsuki x reader
cw: gn reader, implied transmasculine ?? but no pronouns used. pure fluff, katsuki has the day off, implied transmasc katsuki, slightly suggestive content near the end, katsuki's a menace who wakes up early, u shower together <3 food tw he makes u breakfast
an: i wrote this in a craze i love him i miss him i want him 😞 p self indulgent but general enough that i wanted 2 share <33
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when you blink your eyes open in the morning, katsuki's side of the bed is made and cool like you expected. his alarm goes off at dawn even on his days off.
you huff and yank the covers from his side to wrap yourself up, nuzzling back into your pillow fully intent on going back to sleep. you doze off for what seems like a second, but the next thing you know you're being tugged down the bed by your ankles.
gasping in fright, you bolt up only to melt in relief at the sight of your partner's wicked grin. he's still in his gym clothes, muscles defined in the athletic wear as he wiggles your legs.
"katsuki, you dick! don't do that!" you bemoan, flopping back down. "you almost killed me!"
cackling, katsuki straddles your thighs, knees digging into the bed as he puts his full weight on you. "good, are you finally gonna get up? i've been back for half an hour."
you glare up at him weakly. "that means it's 8:30 in the morning."
"yeah?"
"you're obnoxious."
he shrugs and swings his leg off you and off the bed. "get up or i'm burning breakfast," he threatens as he heads towards the door.
"joke's on you, i don't eat breakfast," you muffle into your pillow.
suddenly, something lands on the back of your head. "hey--!" you start, but the words die in your throat.
katsuki leans against the doorway, shirtless and a little red in the face as he stares you down, chewing on his lip. "haven't showered yet," he says softly, temptingly.
you ball his shirt in your hand and scramble out of bed, crowding against his back and ushering him towards the bathroom. "go, go, go, go, go!" you cheer, patting his butt with each word.
"you're a perv. horny all the time," he gripes.
stepping into the bathroom, you strip of what you slept in as katsuki twists on the shower. he absentmindedly brushes an eyelash from your cheek before moving out of the way to allow you in. you step under the hot spray of water and sigh in content. warmth furls in your chest when katsuki gets in beside you, bullying you away from the water with shooing hands and grumbles.
"mm, big boy," you tease as you wrap your arms around him from behind, pressing your face into his back.
he makes a disgruntled sound and puts his hands over yours. "bein' clingy," he whines, even as he pushes his back to your front.
"suck it up," you retort, hiding your smile in his shoulder when he squirms.
"i need to actually get clean, shitty nerd."
you pout, but grab his body wash anyway. "i like you stinky, though."
"you're so gross. vile. foul," he immediately spits and you dissolve into laughter as you start washing his back. he huffs and let's his chin drop to his chest when your fingers rub firm circles over his knotted muscles.
"you like it. stinky." you smack a noisy kiss in the center of his back when you're done, and motion for him to turn around.
he does so easily, and he watches you through heavy lidded eyes as you take to his chest, taking care to be extra gentle with his scars. you purse your lips in an air kiss and the corner of his mouth twitches before he leans in to give you a real kiss. humming, you back him up under the spray again as he tilts his head for more of your lips.
"spoilin' me," he grumbles once he pulls away, blinking the water from his eyelashes.
you lean in to give him one more kiss with a smile. "mhmm. you're washing your hair though," you assert playfully, reaching for your own shampoo.
he merely grunts his assent and gives your hip a pinch.
by the time you two get out, the water's gone lukewarm and your fingers have gone all pruney.
"you wanting to do anything today? it's your day off," you ask him as you're toweling your hair dry.
katsuki furrows his brow in thought as he applies medicinal salve to his chest scars, rubbing the excess on yours. "i haven't been hiking for a while," he muses. he gives you wry look. "you'd complain the whole time."
"i would not," you protest, shoving his arm lightly.
"would too," he retorts, putting his towel on the rack. "'m gonna make food, whaddya want?"
"i don't eat breakfast," you sing after him.
you hear him groan as he walks to the kitchen. "start!"
smiling to yourself, you take your toothbrush from beside his and do your morning rituals. your heart grows fonder the more you look around and realize how you've made katsuki's place yours as well.
once you've gotten dressed, you pad into the kitchen after katsuki.
"goddamn, kats. you do know the windows are open?" you ask incredulously as you take in the scene before you.
katsuki stands over the stove, still completely naked as he cooks.
he looks at you with a raised brow. "yeah? we're on the penthouse floor, not like anyone's gonna see," he reasons.
"yeah, except hawks," you joke, taking a seat at the bar and resting your chin in your palm. he pauses, expression horrifed, and you burst into laughter.
"don't say that shit, you'll make me paranoid," he growls. you see the way he peeks at the window and you can't stop your chuckles.
by the time breakfast is ready, your body's woken up enough to get hungry, ans your stomach growls loud when katsuki sets omlets and rice out.
"so hiking or no hiking?" you question between bites.
katsuki scoffs and swipes a grain of rice from your cheek with his finger. "another time. i've already showered and don't wanna shower again."
you hum with a nod and keep eating.
he takes a bite, watching you all the while with an unreadable expression. "plus, i can think of other strenuous activities to do on my day off," he suggests, ears a little red but eyes trailing over your form.
your face abruptly runs hot and you cough, looking up at him in surprise. you recover quickly and katsuki watches, slightly amused.
"yeah, hot stuff? so forward," you tease, already reaching for him.
his eyes narrow fondly and he rounds the counter. you slip your arms around his waist and plant a kiss in the center of his chest. your lips trail over his collarbone and up his neck, along his defined jaw, and he shivers a bit. it makes you smile against his skin.
when you kiss him on the mouth, he smiles. "you taste like egg," he whispers.
you shush him with a quiet laugh and he squeezes your thigh, already crowding himself between your legs. "man, cooks me breakfast and wants to bang me? we'll make a house husband of you yet," you mumble against his lips.
he snorts and rubs your noses together. "better get me a fat fuckin' diamond," he grumbles.
you smile and settle your arms over his shoulder, scratching lightly at the back of his head. "anything for you, princess."
if the downstairs neighbors hear katsuki chasing you around for a good five to ten minutes after that, they keep it to themselves.
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Hellooo! How are you? I hope you are well, I would like to do a FGO commission, Headcannons for Morgan Le Fay, Baobhan Sith, Mélusine and Barghest in love with Reader (Master) I would really like to see this, please let me know if you can or not, it's ok if you can't , thank you 😊
Your Wish Is My Command!
(My first Fate request, I had a lot of fun with this! Especially Barghest, but that’s probably because she’s my favorite!  Sorry if it’s shorter than you were expecting or if a lot of it doesn’t make sense. My allergies have been kicking my ass and I had to take one of those pills that knock you out harder than Mike Tyson when I wrote this!)
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Morgan Le Fay
Morgan has the type of style that could only be defined as “Extravagantly Simplistic”
If you don’t understand what I mean by this just look at her dress.
This same style and poise carries over into the relationship you two share.
It doesn’t matter if it’s sleeping or fighting she always keeps a certain elegance about her no matter what.
But this doesn’t mean she’s cold, in fact it’s quite the opposite, she is a very warm hearted person especially with you.
All of that said, do be careful whenever you hear her reciting something under her breath in the Fae tongues, it could be anything from a curse to a shopping list, or both!
Morgan is definitely the small spoon, in pretty much everything when she’s with you but she doesn’t mind being the big spoon every now and then.
She’s probably very violently dismembered someone after they insulted you then asked if you wanted ice cream with a smile.
All in All Morgan is a very kind and giddy significant other unless you are put in the crosshairs of something which in that case… well just pray she doesn’t torture it for to long.
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“OH! Hello there my spouse! I’m glad to see your wounds have healed!” a blood drenched Morgan happily exclaimed as she kicked a flayed arm into a magical fire.
You simply gazed at the fire and asked “I’m gonna go out on a limb and say that was the guy who got the jump on me?” plainly, completely used to Morgan’s overprotective nature.
Morgan simply smiled and nodded
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Baobhan Sith
Baobhan’s style is simply extravagant, at least until she’s alone but I’ll circle around to that in a bit.
In a LOT of way’s she’s a brattier version of her mother.
Be warned though, she is stubborn and petty! Which is quite the combination!
She definitely strikes me as the type to spend her days off sitting in a too large T-Shirt and shorts eating Ice Cream while watching horror movies alone before she accidentally puts on a soap opera and gets sucked in.
She will not hesitate to roast someone so hard they spontaneously combust.
Baobhan is not someone who likes large gatherings of people so she much prefers quality time with just the two of you though she’d rather die before admitting it.
She Says she's a top, she’s not, she’s a sub, small spoon in everything she couldn’t be the big spoon if she tried.
Baobhan is probably the second most possessive person on this list.
That being said she’s probably the last one to jump to violence, wounds are temporary, the destruction Baobhan can unleash with her words is eternal.
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You opened the door to the home that you and Baobhan shared where you immediately tripped over an ice cream carton which was followed by the sound of someone scrambling to change the channel on the TV.
When you walked into the living room you saw Baobhan surrounded by an army of Ice cream cartons with puffy red eye’s
“Were you crying?” You asked.
“nO!” Baobhan lied poorly
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Mélusine 
Melusine’s style is quote: “Warm”
Sweaters, pants, jackets, the works.
She’s a very physical person, all about hugs, handholding, and staying together no matter what.
All of that said, she is the second quickest to violence on this list.
She will absolutely NUKE whatever tries to harm you.
Bug?
NUKED!
Rat?
NUKED!
Some random jackass?
NUKED!
Crippling loneliness?
ABSOLUTELY OBLITERATED!!!
Mélusine is the smolest of spoons.
That being said! She will ABSOLUTELY use her size and cute eyes against you!
You have had to stop her from destroying the world on more than one occasion, usually because of traffic.
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“So when are you going to be home My Master? The show will be starting soon!” Mélusine asked energetically.
You swallowed deeply as you said “Ah… right about that…” before trailing off.
“Master, think VERY carefully about what you say next.” Mélusine coldly stated.
“I’m caught in traffic” You quickly exclaimed, ripping the bandaid off.
Silence was all you heard before a loud boom
“Mélusine nO-”
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Barghest
Barghest’s Style is just cute clothes like sundresses, she also likes to wear earthy colors.
Barghest is pretty awkward, she’s not really sure how to hug or kiss you most of the time mostly because of her size but also because she genuinely loves you and is afraid that she’ll eat you.
Well I say kiss, she licks you but that’s not the point.
Strikes me as the type to just mope around unless the two of you are together or if she’s doing something which usually includes cooking large portions of food, exercising, or watching something that catches her attention which is usually whatever has a catchy tune and some form of well choreographed action.
She loves being the big spoon though she also enjoys being the small spoon on occasion though before the two of you could even get to that point you had to teach her how to cuddle.
Barghest gets jealous pretty easily so watch out for that because that’s usually when she gets possessive and when she gets possessive… Well, I'll let you imagine what happens next (Hint: It involves any form of cushioned space around human size and biting).
She loves cooking, even more so when you’re with her, though be warned her “Normal sized” Portions could feed five men, so you're just going to have to force yourself to eat it.
She’s willing to get into a fight if she has to but she prefers not to.
You constantly have a bite mark on your collar bone, she also licks you on the neck when asked why she does this she gets a possessive and hungry glint in her eyes like she’s daring someone to challenge her and says.
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“I want every single man, woman, child, non-binary and agender person to know you are mine, Master!”
“Oh, okay!” You quietly squeaked out embarrassed.
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Bonds
It was a long flight back from Umber Tor to the Storm Spire, but Callum hardly minded it. It was nice to fly on Zubeia's back after days of nothing but walking, and even nicer to have Rayla's arms wrapped around his middle.
Unnecessarily, maybe, but... It meant he could feel her heartbeat, and that was nice, after almost... after finding her sword and thinking that she—
Nope. He wasn't going to even consider that a second longer than he'd been forced to. Not after she'd come back, again, and he didn't have to constantly worry or wonder if the worst had happened.
He just kept one of his hands over hers, squeezing gently whenever he wanted to remind himself that she was here now. That she was here, resting her head between his shoulder blades, probably hopefully asleep the way Ezran was up by Zubeia's crown, nestled close together with Zym.
Only Soren was still awake, looking away from the sleeping kid and dragonling and then to Callum. His initial smile morphed to a smirk. "Cozy?"
Callum glanced at him, a smile tugging at his lips. "Yeah, it is."
"Aye, shove off," Rayla mumbled sleepily behind him, holding him closer. "You're a right dolt for standing there—do you want to fall off and plummet to your death?"
"Callum would catch me," Soren said confidently but quietly; none of them wanted to wake Ezran.
"I would," Callum agreed, his smile growing. "But maybe sit down, just in case?"
"So, does this mean you two are gonna be smoochy again all the time, too?"
Callum felt his cheeks warm, but he kept his tone light. "Maybe. We'll see."
Soren sat down with Bait in his lap, grumbling good-naturedly. Callum squeezed Rayla's hands over his middle, noticing the subtle changes in her breathing.
"Dozing off now?" he murmured.
"Think so. You make a good pillow." Then, a hint of smallness that tore at him. "Is that okay?"
"Of course it is," he said gently. "Just get some rest. I'll wake you when we reach the Storm Spire, alright?"
He smiled at the sleepy teasing in her voice. "Catch me if I fall off?"
He squeezed her hand again. "Always."
They touched down in Katolis two days later after a brief pitstop at the dragon queen's home, the sun still rising as Zubeia landed in the largest of the castle's courtyards. Callum scrambled his way down, the scales providing less of a foothold than he'd expected. Then he straightened up, smoothed down his rumpled hair and startled expression, and offered a hand to Rayla to help her down.
Rayla snorted, pushing herself up. "I think I can manage," she said dryly, making the jump.
And one of her legs immediately buckled upon landing. Callum's staff clattered to the stones as he caught her upper torso just in time. "I've got you," he murmured, hoisting her back up to her feet.
Rayla blushed, mumbling, "Thanks. Guess the rockslide did more damage than I thought."
"You're okay, though?" he checked, arms loosening. "Your ankle's not broken or sprained or anything, is—"
"It's fine," she said. "Those feel different."
"Okay," he said slowly, even if he didn't let go right away. "We can still make sure with the castle physician—"
"Callum, I'm fine. Really," she smiled. "A bit hungry, maybe, but—"
"Oh." He let go of her then, trying not to feel disappointed. "Well, we can go to the kitchens, then, and—"
Soren coughed, and they both looked up to see Ezran, Corvus, and Opeli standing there looking mildly amused to surprised or unimpressed. "After we finish telling everyone where we've been for two weeks?" he said mildly.
"Right. Breakfast, afterwards." Callum scooped his staff up from the ground and slung it along his back, shooting a tired Opeli and then Rayla an apologetic grin.
"Dork," Rayla said fondly, daring to take his sleeve by the elbow and tug him along.
The council meeting went surprisingly quickly, all things considered. Ezran explained most things, tending to be more succinct than his brother, although Soren chimed in to make sure his knightly heroics and recently acquired title of Gourd Guy wouldn't be forgotten.
Callum was preoccupied, his eyes wandering back to Rayla every few minutes. Rayla, to her credit, at least gave the appearance of genuinely paying attention.
"Well," Opeli said once everyone was done, looking as worn out as they all felt. "I can see you've had quite the journey. The priority for the rest of the day will be to rest and recuperate. Tomorrow, we can start discussions on what our next steps should be."
Their chairs scraped against the floor as they stood up, Callum catching Rayla's wrist in a loose grasp. "You said you were hungry, right?"
"Oh, yeah. I could wait till—"
"Come on. You remember the way to the kitchens, don't you?"
She hesitated, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "I think so," she said.
Ezran slung an arm around her waist, butting in between them with a large grin. "Bait and Callum and I can show you! Come on." Ezran steered her toward the door, Rayla smiling a tad sheepishly, and Callum following with his hands in his pockets.
It was only after a hearty breakfast that they headed back upstairs to the main sleeping quarters.
"I'll walk Ezran to his rooms," Soren said. "Then I can show Rayla to the guest wing."
She looked at him, relieved and seemingly disappointed all at once as she smiled. Relief because she hadn't had to forge through an awkward conversation and had an easy out, as well as a real bed for probably the first time in a while. And disappointment because, well, the last time she'd stayed here, she and Callum had flat out shared a room.
"Oh, no need," Callum said brightly. "Nobody's used Ez's old room in ages. She can just stay there, if that's okay with you, Rayla?"
"Oh!" A faint flush brightened her features, even as she gave a shy nod. "Um, if that would be easier."
"Yeah! I'll go see if the castle seamstress is up, too. If we wanna wash up and change, or anything." He bounced briefly on the balls of his feet and then bounced away.
Soren whistled. "I'll just go with you and Ez till he gets back," Rayla said, fidgeting even if she was also fighting back a smile.
The walk back up to the king's chambers had to be familiar enough, and the tower was a distinct feature of the castle that it was easy to pick out.
Ezran gave them both hugs and then picked up Bait. "I'll see you guys at lunch," he yawned.
"See you," Rayla smiled, giving him another wave before he shut the door. She exhaled, shoulders slumping with fatigue as soon as she didn't have to put on a show for Ez.
"So, uh... you and Callum have seemed a lot better," Soren began as they meandered into the hall and down the stairwell. "Since Umber Tor."
"Yeah. I guess." She played with her hair again, still standoffish. She wouldn't face him as they entered the main halls.
"He could barely say your name, you know. While you were gone."
Rayla glanced at him, pursing her lips. Her eyes shone with guilt. "Soren, I know I hurt him. I knew it would, I—"
"Then why'd you do it? Cause I was also concerned about my dad, y'know? My sister. But I didn't leave."
Her face hardened. "Soren, I'm not having this discussion with you."
"I'm just saying, if you're planning to leave again—"
"I'm not. I would never—" She huffed, glaring at him. "Everything I've done has been to keep the boys safe. Including going after Viren. Both times. And Callum understands that. So don't trust me anymore, or whatever. I'm used to that."
"I'm just saying," Soren repeated more irritably, "he was angry and upset for two years, Rayla, and we had to deal with it. You've been back for like a week and he's already basically over it, just make sure you guys actually get your shit together this time. Don't run away from talking or in general and—"
"I've wanted to talk this whole time," she said, "to him, not to you. Just drop it, Soren, please—"
They'd reached the princes' doors now, Rayla arms crossed over her chest.
"You didn't even have the courage to face him when you left," Soren said haughtily. "Should I not think that you're being a coward again now too when he's already doting over you again?"
Her annoyance faded, replaced by something angrier and more raw, as she swallowed. "I am a coward," she acknowledged, "but I—"
"Soren," Callum's voice was firm, but not sharp or thunderous, as he approached them. He placed a gentle hand on Rayla's shoulder. "I understand you're trying to look out for me, but that's not a fair thing to say to Rayla."
Soren blinked. "Callum, I just meant—"
"I know what you meant," Callum said calmly. "And I appreciate your concern, but my relationship with Rayla is our business. We're working through things in our own way and at our own pace."
He turned to Rayla, his expression softening. "And you're not a coward, Rayla. You're one of the bravest people I know."
Rayla managed a small smile, leaning into his touch. "Thanks, Callum."
Callum looked back at Soren. "I know the past two years have been hard on all of us, and I'm grateful for your support. But please, trust me to handle this. And trust Rayla, too. She's here, and she's staying."
Soren held up his hands, taking a step back. "Okay. I'm sorry, Rayla. I shouldn't have said that."
Rayla nodded. "It's okay, Soren. I understand."
Callum smiled at both of them. "Why don't we all take some time to rest and regroup? It's been a long journey, and we could all use a break."
Soren agreed, heading off to attend to his Crownguard duties. Callum and Rayla stepped into the joined bedrooms, Callum's hand still resting on Rayla's shoulder.
"Are you okay?" he asked gently.
Rayla nodded. "Yeah. Thanks for standing up for me."
"Always," Callum said, pulling her into a hug. "We're in this together, remember?"
Rayla smiled into his shoulder. "I remember."
They spent the rest of the day resting and settling back into the castle. Soren gave them space, realizing that Callum and Rayla needed time to find their footing again.
That evening, Callum found Soren in the courtyard. "Hey," he said, sitting down beside him. "I wanted to apologize for earlier. I know you were just trying to be a good friend."
Soren shook his head. "No, I'm sorry. I overstepped. I just... I saw how much you were hurting, and I didn't want to see you go through that again."
Callum smiled. "I know. And I appreciate it, really. But Rayla and I, we're going to be okay. We just need time."
Soren nodded. "I understand. And for what it's worth, I'm glad she's back. I've never seen you happier than when you're with her."
Callum's smile grew. "Thanks, Soren. That means a lot."
They sat in comfortable silence for a while, watching the sun set over the castle walls. Things weren't perfect, but they were getting better. And with time, patience, and understanding, they would all heal.
Together.
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