#that’s just me

[heavenlyhischier]

Nico Hischier Post-Raw | 01.15.24

#if you hear someone violently sobbing #that’s just me #devils stop giving me sad nico challenge #nico hischier #new jersey devils #njd #nj devils #nh13

[ourflagmeansheartbreak]

Fight me all you want, Ed didn’t leave because he was scared, he didn’t leave because things went too fast, he didn’t leave because he’s a coward. He left because in his mind, Stede came back for piracy and not for him.

#could’ve just talked but hey #that’s just me #ofmd #ofmd spoilers #our flag means death #ofmd s2 #blackbeard ofmd #ofmd trailer #ofmd season 2 #ofmd 2 #ofmd stede #archive of our own

[ormymarius]

dceu Atlanna and Arthur are so me when it comes to defending Orm, they do not care that man has killed people he’s baby boy

#‘we should hear what he has to say’ #‘the only reason we made it this far is because of him’ #that’s just me

[okcoolthanks]

It is 11 pm

And I’m about to put my phone up

And go to sleep

And I’m thinking about stuff

When I get this from my dear beloved brother whom I love

#no cause he actually does #I’m gonna hit this old man with a fucking car wh #that’s actually what my hair looks like #that’s just me #that’s literally #FUCK

[whythobro]

She’s actually so adorable, it’s unreal. She’s so cutie patootie. How dare you all ignore her. She’s so important to me.

#disney wish #Dahlia #cutie pie #i love her your honor #my heart is hers #ignore the last one #that’s just me #I’m so lesbian #and so is she

[nuuralshams]

Having an urge to write something. On tumblr or substack or make an insta page.

#insta is too loud and out there tho. #substack seems interesting #I want it to be anonymous and raw #vulnerable and personal #but then again I wonder whether I should put it out there at all #I was reading the captions of insta posts I made on my bullet journal account and they made me happy for some reason #like I resonated with it and felt emotion in those captions lol #but then that hobby died off cause I felt uncomfy putting on parts of myself out there in public #and the likes and follower counts got to me obv #tumblr really is the best when it comes to that #the blog with my friend is fun but I need something more personal #that’s just me

[anonymous-dentist]

I will say that the language barrier is really killing a lot of arguments rn. It sucks because for example the q!Forever & q!Cellbit duo have great ideas, but trying to get those ideas across in a foreign language to them is kinda cutting some of those ideas short, yk? Same probably goes for Baghera and Etoiles and Felps and Mike, like I get the reason for the debates being in English, but it’s kinda stifling proper debate yk?

#that’s just me

[swirly-lemonade]

Been lookin at this wip for like

5 minutes and just yeah idk how I mimicked the jelly art style in this way it’s not exactly the jelly art style but it looks close

#art #drawing #my art #doodles #me #that’s just me #that’s me #art wip

[subzeroparade]

*slams fic on the table*

I wrote 48k quality words to answer this question. Read it and weep (as some people literally did. Allegedly.)

#Bloodborne #bloodborne fanfic #I know I sound like a broken record by now but I’d rather tell a story than dump a lore exposé #that’s just me #Ask questions get a multi-chapter answer

[amorhedera6]

i’m giving everyone lore bc i can’t help myself sorry not sorry.

(ruth’s tragic backstory under the cut)

ruth joleigh flemming is the second born child of five. her older brother, nathaniel, is two years older than her. he is the family golden child that does no wrong, he got all the good genes, attractive, taller. he played baseball and was popular in high school. in the hallways he would pretend not to see her, refused to acknowledge her, made her walk home when he drove his friends so he wouldn’t be associated with her. he’s their parents favorite and can do nothing wrong.

ruth on the other hand is only useful of invisible. she is given the most chores, is asked to watch her younger siblings constantly, expected to follow a curfew nathaniel never had. her parents marriage follows traditional gender roles, roles they push fiercely into their children, and ruth is put to work the most. she’s not allowed to drive her parents car when nathaniel was, etc.

her next sibling, henry, is three years younger than her. he is kinder than nathaniel, also often invisible to their parents, for he is more academic than his older brother. he likes science and is always holed up in his room working on smothering or other. he loves animals and learning about them, wants to be a vet. he and ruth walk home with richie every day (bc richie lives a few houses down). he’s quiet, mostly keeps to himself.

after henry is melanie, who’s only a year younger. she also has a lot of expectations on her to be a good girl, good wife, etc. all that sexist, 50s house wife bullshit. ruth tries to shield her from it by doing most of the work, but melanie is a better, less sarcastic help in the kitchen, so she often had to help their mom with the food. she does gymnastics, is really good at too, but her parents write it off as just a hobby. she could do really well professionally if her parents took it seriously.

the youngest is harvey, who’s two years younger than melanie. he does a lot of sports, but all of them in the kid way where he doesn’t really do anything. he likes soccer the best, and wants to continue that when he gets older. he’s a boy scout and plays a lot of video games. he’s the stereotype of the youngest sibling, he gets whatever he wants and doesn’t realize it.

ruth was put in dance at 4 because her mother danced as a kid, and she absolutely loved it. ballet and tap, but she wasn’t graceful enough for ballet. tap she stuck with for a long time. she had this class with peter, who she became friends with at like 12ish. she was expected to be a dancer because it was feminine and quiet and all that shit, so she became insecure about her loudness and lonely. she quit dance in her freshman year when she was picked for a dance solo and had a panic attack on stage.

she fell in love with theatre and joined the tech booth. she wanted to perform, but couldn’t get herself back on stage after what happened. she watched the shows from the back of the auditorium with jealousy.

she knew she was bi watching shake it up bc she fell in love w zendaya at 8. she never told her parents bc she knew it wasn’t worth the hassle. she knows they won’t believe her, will think it’s a phase, and thinks it’s better to just leave it all alone. it’s not like she’s ever getting a girlfriend anyways.

she hates wearing skirts, but if she goes like two weeks wearing just pants her mom sits her down and talks to her about being a proper lady. she’d rather just wear them then hear any of it. she wears a skirt every other thursday and it’s enough that her parents only give her looks instead of actually talking to her.

she likes star wars, absolutely hated the choices made in the new ones but watches them anyway bc the people are all hot. she has star wars merch and shit in her room but not too much bc it’s a “boyish” interest.

she had long dark curls her whole life, hates them. hates managing them, hates the curl routine, hates having such long hair, so in a fit of rage had richie and pete chop it all off in the middle of the night her sophomore year. she got it touched up by her moms hairdresser, but refuses to let it grow any more.

she got her headgear the summer before eighth grade, when she was 13, and has had it ever since. she despises it, but refuses to admit it to anyone but richie and peter. she owns it, matches her clothes to it, acts like she doesn’t give a shit when people call her metalhead or something equally uncreative.

she inherited her fathers anger issues. she keeps a lot of it inside bc she hates social interaction if she isn’t close to a person, but it makes her have a lot of hate for people who annoy her. like trevor, who always mixes up his cue lines and makes her look bad. or caitlin, who likes to spend her breaks annoying ruth in the tech booth.

(caitlin actually has a crush on ruth and has for years, but ruth’s so annoyed with someone pose being in her safe space that she can’t tell she’s being flirted with.)

her parents don’t want her to work, so she can spend time at the house looking after her siblings, cleaning, and all that, so she doesn’t have a job. her parents also don’t want her to go to college, since they think it’s unnecessary. she still applied to schools all over the country to get the fuck out of hatchetfield. she’s marked her major down as math, since she’s okay at it, but she has no interest in doing it with her life. she has no idea what she wants to do. (that’s not true. she wants to act. dance. perform. but she has absolutely no faith in herself, her talent, her ability to overcome her anxiety, so. math it is.)

she’s never told anyone this, she’s ignoring it and pretending she didn’t, but she did send a self tape to a drama school in california. she hasn’t heard back, though.

her favorite color is red, which is why she picked it for her headgear when they made her chose. she likes it because she can get away with wearing it in masculine ways since it’s close enough to pink, but it also represents fire, anger. she thinks color theory is super interesting. she had to learn it when her mom made her learn about flowers, and the flowers part bored her to death, but she loves colors.

her father is named walter, he’s a business executive about thirty years older than her mother. her mother, doreen, wants desperately to be a stay at home mom, but they can’t afford it, so she works at a flower shop. she says that if you must work in life, it might as well be a position for a lady. she still makes dinner every night. she only wears dresses and heels. sometimes ruth thinks her mother was brainwashed or something.

because ruth’s sanctuary is her grandparents. her mothers parents are not at all the stereotypical housewife/working husband couple. they are fiercely strong and interesting people with interesting stories to tell. from their stories, her mom used to be the same way, at one point. she went to college for prelaw, and dropped out her sophomore year after meeting walter. they say she changed a lot, but they don’t talk about it enough for ruth to get real details. she can only pull them by their teeth if they have a lot to drink, which they don’t often do. it’s a mystery shes piecing together slowly.

she knows her parents don’t care about her much. they don’t give a shit about her grades, never go to parent teacher conference night, stopped going to her dance recitals when she was ten, never came to one of the shows she worked on with the school. she was only ever scolded but never really treated like their daughter, more like a misbehaving help they need to set right.

they never hit her, but she’s well aware she’ll be fucked up forever. she is counting down the days until she gets to college and she can get a tattoo and burn her skirts and go to therapy. she loves her friends, and her siblings (most of the time), but she despises hatchetfield and her parents.

she can’t wait to get out.

(she never gets out.)

#tragic teens in a tragedy are tragic! #oops this got long #i gave her a sad backstory bc ofc i did #ofc i’m gonna make it angsty #that’s just me #you can’t have a found family if ur blood family doesn’t suck #and richie ruth and peter are found family sooo #i’ll do richie too #but i’m writing a full fic in the spankoffski and that’s taking a while #ive done steph a few times already #and max kind of #i feel like graces is self explanatory #so #nerdy prudes must die #npmd #starkid #ruth flemming #bi ruth fleming #hatchetfield #peter spankoffski #pete spankoffski #richie lipschitz #The Rambles

[baggy-holmes]

finally back home & i am so sleeeepy

[+ me, all natural]

#me #sunday afternoon #sleepy mode #no makeup #no filter #that’s just me #mine #long drive

[themasterpupil]

I was smoking outside and sympathized with a raccoon like he just looking for some warm lodging, some food, I understand that 🦝

#and it wasn’t the weed #that’s just me

[lonelypep]

ok this is going to sound crazy but hear me out: undertale might be the best game ever.

when i say a statement like that, i don’t mean it as “undertale is my favorite game ever.” if i’m being honest, it probably doesn’t even crack my top 5. i also don’t mean “undertale is objectively amazing and you’re wrong for disliking it.” there’s been plenty of critiques of undertale, and i think all are valid. besides, there will never be a game that every single person enjoys playing, no game will be fun to everyone, and that’s just a fact of life.

what i mean is that there’s no other game that has had a similar impact, and i don’t mean impact in terms of scale, let me explain.

throughout the history of art, art is made with the intention to create something meaningful and impactful. the earliest known art found is the apollo 11 stones found in africa, and while we will never be sure if these were created for recreation, religion, or some other purpose, we can assume they were made because someone, even if it was just one person, thought it would be important. and art has continued to exist for a number of reasons, but it was mostly for recreation, fun, or artistic expression.

i’m unsure of when, but somewhere along the way, art began to be culturally recognized and enjoyed, and as such it began to churn profit. when technology arose to new forms of art in the 1900s, it was created for artistic reasons, but was quickly funded to create profit. but there’s no specific movie or music album that changed public perception of those forms of art, instead they were recognized as art gradually throughout decades. this isn’t true for video games.

unlike film and unlike music, video games were invented for the sole purpose of making money. and i can’t really be mad about that, there’s not a lot of meaningful art one could produce using an atari, or original nintendo.

back to undertale, i’m not calling it the first video game created for the purpose of being art. games like yume nikki, and other early 2000s/late 90s games probably hold that title. but undertale was likely the first popular game that was created like that.

undertale, a low budget game made almost entirely out of recreation, funded by community interest outgrew multi-million dollar games out of sheer quality. it showed a generation of people, my generation of people, that games could be more than just a product. and that’s kinda cool i think.

#i wrote this at midnight #probably some facts i got wrong but i think my thesis is correct… mostly… #you don’t have to agree i just wanted to write some thoughts down be nice to me tumblr #i hope my one irl mutual doesn’t read this. #the world isn’t ready for my essay on how my house.wad is one of the most unique art pieces ever made and comparable to van gogh #that’s just me #undertale #random #long post #text post #essay #mini essay #art history #video games #games as art

[sappy-detective]

people talk about how they think ouma was abused what what our lovely shuichi? he was practically neglected as a kid by his mom and dad. sure he had his aunt and uncle but his uncle was most likely always busy and it’s not the same as having your mom and dad. and especially seeing them in the news/movies more then in real life. i just know when shuichi was feeling down he would watch some of his moms movies to make himself feel better (it almost always made him feel worse)

#and seeing movies where she was a good mother role probably made him upset #just saying.. #i can imagine then finally meeting and her acsedently criticizing something about his life #“why do you care so much about my life anyway? why do you think you have a say in how i live my life when you weren’t even there to raise me #end quote lolz #that’s just me #his parents kinda really suck if you think about it #they abandon him #and it’s sad he doesn’t really seem to see it that way #dangonronpa #shuichi saihara #drv3 #danganronpa v3 killing harmony #killing harmony #danganronpa #danganronpa au #danganronpa drv3 #danganronpa rant #danganronpa hcs #shuichi saihara headcannons #shuichi saihara HC

[anchoeritic]

also i forgot to say this a few days ago ?!???? hello why are there 3,000 horny friends on this stupid lil blog of mine 🫶🏼 forever soooo grateful and soooo in love with every single one of you 💗💗💗 most likely will hold an event soon for valentines day as well !!

#sorry #i hate the word ‘followers’ bcs #it reminds me of a cult #that’s just me #but #whatever #I LOVE YOU ALL SM #MY BEAUTIFUL SEXY FRIENDS #UARGHSHSJS #ARGHEDHJSJS #like #ugh #cried #mwah luv u all #•°. *࿐ speaking notes

[ohmuqueen]

Would like some people to accept SHINee can pull off many genres including hip hop because they are a contemporary R&B group

#revisit their entire discography mayhaps #shinee #they have two rappers in the group cmon now #taemin #jonghyun #onew #minho #key shinee #shinee key #not making it rebloggable bc I don’t want to see rude comments added if at all possible #key #disdaining a whole genre of music rubs me the wrong way #I will always be proud of SHINee’s work bc I see their artistry in everything #that’s just me