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jinglyhigh-heels · 3 months

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I’m pretty sure I have a google docs for this, but I’m not in the mood to actually look for it, so:

Issues I have and should address in therapy:

1. not having therapy. I need therapy.

2. feeling like I need to deserve things.

- need to put in This many friendship tokens in order for this person to like me

- need to be better at clarinet in order to buy a better clarinet (when in fact, getting a new clarinet should help me get better*)

3. insecure insecure insecure it’s been twinging in my gut for weeks now idk what to do not good enough even though I‘m not bad for where I’m at (I think), I’m probably technically average but I feel like a disappointment like I’m bad

4. hasn’t been an issue lately (I‘d actually need to hang out around people for this to even be a possibility) but my tendency to fawn/freeze whenever someone seems like they’re going to get angry with me and/or when people yell at me (thanks mom)

5. I‘m so bad at friends?? And I don’t even know what exactly it is. Like I know (at least, I think I do) what I’m technically doing wrong, but I don’t know (well, not exactly—I have a few guesses) the root mental issues and how to tackle them. Because trying to tackle the results clearly ain’t working, and I’m sad and lonely.

*and that’s another thing! Ik that getting a new clarinet will help, but I’m stuck with this loop of subconsciously hoping that it would cure all my issues (and therefore my self-worth/anxiety/self-confidence issues), but knowing that it likely won’t and that having this hope will only lead a really bad anxiety/self-doubt/regret episode when it is inevitably dashed. But I don’t know where exactly to put my expectations! There’s no real answer for how this will immediately help me, until I actually buy the thing, and so my brain keeps going for the ideal! Gah!

6. I know all this and therefore I don’t need therapy, right? Right?!? Ahahahahahahaha

Edit: something I should mention is that I technically have ADHD meds that I should be on. However, many issues were present when it came to actually getting them, so I’m about 3 months unmediated unfortunately. Aside from (?), one reason I haven’t started seeking therapy is that I’m pretty sure my medicine helped with a lot of the insecurity?? And idk if it was like a “the medicine helps with the thing that is causing the anxiety” or a “the medicine actually just fistfights the anxiety”, but either way I think I should wait until I’m able to get back on my meds and readjust to them before I start therapy, that way I go into it knowing what I don’t got covered.

#also‚ sadness over loosing theater like. just hit me?? today??#it’s been literally a year since my last show wtf #delayed reaction much?#even then it was more a twinge‚ and then having it be emotionally sore for ~20 min #that is. a thing ig.

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hoofpeet · 10 months

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#this might b silly i guess but i legitimately want to know how common kettles actually are here #we've had the same kettle my entire life so ig I don't have a frame of reference for how other people boil water #can't edit polls but i would've included electric kettles if i knew those were a thing #also insane to me that it seems a lot of people microwave water... microwave-made coffee tastes to bad to me

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momentary-moss · 3 months

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"You gave me a spinny chair - I will spin on it,"

#neon genesis evangelion #nge fanart #nge rei #rei ayanami #i said that to rou and ig the tone just made him go thats the most rei thing youve ever said #so i had to draw this

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caruliaa · 1 year

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staff still hasn't given me polls, what should i do?

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their moms 69%

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their dads 31%

grace image os i get to look at her

#edit: edited the og post to what i want but to set the record straight i edited to the post to be mathematically correct right after the #first person pointed it out which was like ten mins after i posted the og post. now fuck offf !!!!! the rest of the tags r from the og post #for some reason i feel very immature making your mom jokes about tumblr staff. which i shldnt !!#bc they suck nd they still havent given me polls. but i ig i feel imature bc it a your mom joke 😭 but still i tihnk its kinda funny #EDIT: edited the post to what i want bc yall were getting annoying . but to set the record straight i edited to post to be mathematically #also its *mum* not mom okay i am NOT !! an american . but if i say mum everyone will j be like 'omg british' like i dont know i am #anyway. i want polls please. give me the rigght to force my mutuals chose between the most inane things #also i tihnk it wld b cool for the cs weekly blog. like w each episode #i cld do a poll of like. out of five stars what do u think of this ep #and it wld b a cool thing of which eps r ppls faves #also i cld have like. whose ur fave in team red whos ur fave in acme etc #id prob just have to go with vile faculty bc theres more than 10 ppl in vile. and ppl wld kill me if i didnt include nel the ell or whoever #it wld b fun !!!#oh btw csweekly thats i thing i want to start. prob on uhhh the 11th of feb ill post abt it more but its basically #a tag/blog for watching cs one ep a time watching one ep every saturday #ya !! :3 #flappy rambles #inaccessible #ask to tag #(<- idk. just in case)

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poirott · 5 months

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David Suchet watching Poirot clips on Instagram

- Poirot and More clip, December 8 2023 (also on David's Twitter)

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bronzetomatoes · 7 months

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this poll again but more thorough. if you play multiple instruments choose the one you're best at / like most / play most often. (example instruments are including but not limited to)

#look anika's talking!#democracy tag #musician #ig. idk how to tag things #band things #anika famous moment #greatest hits

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wazzi2ya · 3 months

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Angel Dust: Hey Husky~, came to pick up my baby.

Angel, picking up Fat Nuggets whose mouth is covered in red juice: Sorry, I know you don't like when he eats the fruit for the cocktails.

Husk: Nah, it's fine. I bought extra cherries and limes on the side to have at hand for him.

Angel, trying very hard to keep his heart from bursting through his chest from how much he wants to marry this man: Oh?

#hazbin hotel #huskerdust #hazbin hotel angel dust #hazbin hotel husk #angelhusk #that thing about nuggets eating the fruit is from the IG #to pay him back angel took husk out for shakes. yall have seen the pic #i hope we can see husk babysitting nuggies in the show 🥺

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kaionyx · 15 days

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Pspspsps chubby puppy subs who’ll sit still and make pretty noises around my fingers when I shove them down their throat and use their precious body as my chew toy until I get my fill and they’re coated in drool and blood from all the deep bites and hickeys engraved in them.

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hamletthedane · 10 months

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Love that Oppenheimer is a deeply disturbing horror movie about a man forced to accept that he is, in a person, the representative manifestation of mankind’s evil in committing one of the greatest horrors of human history - LITERALLY acting as the modern Prometheus, tormented by his sins for the remainder of time. Knowing that he will never be pitied and his actions will forever be utterly unforgivable because the blood of genocide and the potential of total human annihilation will eternally drip from his hands.

But also the simultaneous indictment by the film that to blame a single person for the Manhattan Project is to refuse to accept your own capacity for great evil if the ends ever seem to justify the means, and the culpability of every member of a species that lets itself create something so unspeakably terrible.

Hate that twitter’s take on such a nuanced and brilliantly handled examination of those issues is “movie bad because protagonist not evil enough.”

#what’s that quote about the problem with othering the enemy in media is that we can no longer see our own reflection in their eyes #oppenheimer’s motivations WERE sympathetic that’s the POINT #we SHOULD feel uncomfortable with our sympathy for him - the film goes out of its way to make us feel uncomfortable about it #we should be uncomfortable with the fact that we might have made the same decisions as him in his place #yes he’s evil but his evilness represents the evil that we might all accept in ourselves #twitter simply cannot handle nuanced takes on things ig (tumblr does though - the posts on here have been surprisingly excellent)#oppenheimer #(tldr - look if you walk out of Oppenheimer thinking it somehow celebrates the man then you may need to retake 9th grade Literature srry)#films

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ruubesz-draws · 2 months

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When bae is angry at you

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acidsaladd · 2 months

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HAPPY BDAY TO THE TURTLES‼️

[id: it is an animated gif of the turtles from rottmnt. raph is coming up behind the other turtles, arms spread and a mischievous smile on his face. they notice him and he then picks them all up close to his chest before coming back down while holding them in his arms. a small yellow spikey speech bubbles pops up behind raph with text that reads "HAPPY TMNT DAY"./ end id]

#happy tmnt day everyone #i was not aware this was a thing before today so #i did this in like a couple hours bc i Needed to #this just proves that i can in fact work fast when i want to ig #tumblr ate the quality too so fuck me ig #rottmnt #tmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt fanart #rottmnt raph #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt leo #cositos

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alienssstufff · 3 months

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Updated the way I drew Scar

#stufffsart #character concept stufff #goodtimeswithscar #gtwscar #gtws #bdoubleo100 #bdubs #grian #scardubs #-IG ambiguous to be either. insanee canon quote from hc7 regardless #hermitcraft #trafficblr #hermitblr #mcytblr #ever see a artstyle and go like.boly shjt. I need to add ur thing to mine.#yeah that’s what happened here kinda #barely noticeable but Lives were Changed

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random-twst-things · 2 months

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*Meeting Rollo for the first time*

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Bro...

Idia: Hm?

Mc/Y/N/Yuu, pointing at Rollo: Do you see that damn haircut he got on?

Idia, turning his head: ...

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: ...

Idia: There is no way...

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Well, apparently there is a way...

Idia: His parents totally didn't care about him

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Damn right they didn't, no caring adult would let their child run free in THAT bob without looking good

Idia: L.O.L for real

Malleus, out of nowhere: indeed, child of man, no kind, caring adult would let their child run free in such hair.

Idia, Mc/Y/N/Yuu: AAA?!

Malleus: But what if, perhaps, his parents do wear the same "bob" hair cut? A family tradition of sorts?

Idia, Mc/Y/N/Yuu: ...

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: now I'm imagining a family portrait with all of them wearing bobs

Idia: HEH HEH HEH L.M.A.O I'm imagining that too now

(IDIA IS DOING HIS "Hehehe 👹" LAUGH I SWEAR, NOT THE "hehehe 😝🤭" LAUGH PLZ)

Dividers by/from @/cafekitsune

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beets · 2 months

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baby, bi bi bi

#911 #911edit #evan buckley #buddie #this has been in my drafts for months bc i'm the slowest gif maker in the world and bad at finishing things (wanted to get it done before #s7 oops) but it's even more apt now ig even though i've seen like 6 other versions of it out there already. oh well here's mine #(and bonus i got to include those last two gifs so it worked out)#sorry again that the lone star one is such shit quality i literally can't find a hq version of that episode idk what to tell you #there are things missing from this but i just wanna post it before next episode and i need to go to bed i have to work tomorrow bye (bi bi)#beets.gif

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999999999inadream · 9 months

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toby fox needs to add like a bit of narration in deltarune abt kris like "they themmed they/themily down the stheirs" cus i cant go on seeing them constantly get he/himmed in yt comment sections

#this is my punishment for actually looking at yt comments isnt it #deltarune #kris dreemurr #maybe im looking too much into things but...#it also feels sorta. misogynistic when ppl default to he/him for androgynous/non binary characters #like ive seen multiple ppl use “well its understandable that ppl assume kris is a he when they have such masculine behaviours/hobbies”#the masculine behaviours and hobbies in question are being a prankster #i shit you not #like they called pranking... masc?? huh #can girls and others not get their silly on anymore??#also like i said before with the exception of like frisk and chara like almost every nb character is masculinised #like napstablook monster kid #god there has to be more but my memory is shit atm and i also have to go eat dinner #but i wanna talk more abt like why it feels so misogynistic to me #i thinnk it has to do with the fact that defaulting to he/him just makes women feel like an afterthought. ig like unless its confirmed then #they must be a guy to be relevant or smth #and also like how much they gender entirely non gender specific things (see: pranking)#ofc it wouldnt be BETTER per se if they imagined these characters as girls but its smth ive noticed and i just get frustrated cus #it feels sexist but i cant FULLY articulate why #i feel like i had the answer a lil while ago but i forgot #i might come back to this who knows #wow ok rant over #for now

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totebagbisexual · 1 year

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@chloeinletters on instagram

#writing #t #fvrt #updating the tags: i didn’t realize chloe has tumblr so i linked her ig instead of tagging her here lol oops!!!!#anyway amazing writer i feel things when i look at her account

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