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reilleclan-blog · 3 months
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I know no one is really gonna care when I post this but that's ok,
So "Cyberpunk 2077" is a pretty fun game, it's complex, and focuses a lot on existence, "who are u" and "who do u want to change into" also correct me if I'm wrong, the UNIVERSE OF CYBERPUNK 2077 THE GAME, is based off of our society's reality but "different"
So in this game, gender is what it is a "social construct" ppl dress how they want. Even change their looks from skin to their ankles. There are no boundaries when it comes to expressing one's self. There's no "racism" or "homophobia" b/c the society of 'Cyberpunk 2077' doesn't care for it in their universe.
So those two out ten trillion white supremacy ideals have been cast aside. But what about the pollution, climate change, and poverty, and oh yeah the abusive law enforcement. That's ALL STILL THERE. So why does a game talking about fascism, and breaking down gender and homophobia, still have audiences STILL be homophobic or racist to the people part of the cyberpunk fandom.
Cyberpunk would be called "Woke propaganda" to others. But why is it so hard for ppl to just let others express the way they want/are. I started posting on Reddit and joining different forums regarding Cyberpunk b/c this has been the most fun game I've played in 4 years. I join the forum it's ppl mad at other Cyberpunk enjoyers for being gay or even liking black characters like River and Panam.(there was literally a mod made to make Panam white)
I think this is just the poison of triple A gaming, it's just so frustrating cause no matter where I go I'm never "fully accepted"👏🏾 and the racism and isms on Reddit is so normalized. I guess it's my fault maybe I should take a break from social medias but that won't change the fact that racism is everywhere I go. When I'm online, watching a movie, watching anime it's always there. Even in my own head cause surprise surprise internalized racism is a thing.
My point is, ppl really missed the point of Cyberpunk. Why is it always like that idk. Like a show will make a commentary on our society and ppl will be like "haha edgy, I agree" lol idk. Makes me think of Rick and Morty as well, cause it wasn't fully "incelly"
I guess that also comes down to ppls' able to think for themselves. And be able to see past "propaganda" but i realized years ago that not many ppl can critically think for themselves. But if a game so popularly loved can cast out harmful shit like racism and homophobia, why can't we do that in our "society" so we can focus on the real threat which is "white supremacy"(white supremacy comes in many forms btw, ppl that deny racism is also part of the many forms that white supremacy takes)
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This has been on my mind cause ppl really be hating black ppl 24/7 so unwarranted. And non black ppl will tell us "racism doesn't exist" while gaslighting us when we can't even wear our own hairstyles at jobs or in our schools. Cause it is deemed "unprofessional"
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yooniesim · 11 months
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hey guys, hope yall are doing well as usual! 💗 I think I'm gonna be on break a little while longer.
I'm not sure quite how long. I might be back into it in a day or a week or a month, I just don't know how I'm gonna feel, haha. It's nothing to do with anything here, or sims burn out or something like that (ok, maybe a little burnout, but not much). My mental health just has not been the best all round for a little bit. Often times I'm very tired and struggle with anything besides sleep. I don't have access to meds atm and there's going to be hurdles to climb to improve the situation I'm in now, that sometimes feel like molehills and sometimes like mountains. Life is very heavy now. And while sims remains one source of comfort, simblr has become less so. Sometimes when I rest, things that were said here come back to me and stick in my brain, weigh on my heart instead of lightening it. Usually, seeing good comments from friends and funny asks and people enjoying my cc balances that out, but sometimes it doesn't. It's all things over and done with, that the people involved probably didn't think about then and certainly don't now, and yet I still do. It takes time to forget things like that. Even if it is really just crumbs compared to everything else I'm experiencing, sometimes it's like the little tiny feather landing on a gigantic pile that just causes it all to collapse. But I think, maybe, venting these feelings will help. I know that many of you probably also suffer with depression, self-doubt, intrusive thoughts and other negative emotions. And probably also had (possibly many) indeterminate hiatuses. Besides just keeping yall updated, posting like this feels helpful because I know there are others here that understand that weight. And when I do see good comments from yall, it reminds me that, there is a lot of good here on simblr. That we're all just people trying to connect with people, in the forms of silly lil sims. That lifts my mood a lot.
Ah. Here i am on another tangent lol. I've gone so far off my original point, but. Bringing it in... it may be a while before I'm truly back in form, so to speak. I want to post things here still when I have the energy and motivation. But I dont have a schedule for that just yet. I'll just be taking each day as it comes.
Thank you to the ppl that leave me nice replies and mention me even when I'm on hiatus. Thank you to the two people that donated to my patreon!!! I was so shocked to get notifs haha. Thank you to my lovely mutuals and everyone that downloads my cc. I'm really grateful to everyone!!! I love yall.
And yes...... I will make more teef 😬 just be patient 😉
Now. Back to the skyrim tiddy mods 🤧
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aziraphales-library · 2 years
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hi! first of all I appreciate all the work you're doing, you guys are truly great!! so I wanted to ask if you had any fics where crowley for some reason ends up adopting a child (a girl would be better haha but either gender is ok), so the story would be crowley and aziraphale raising them together? thanks a lot in advance!!
Hello and thank you! We have so, so many fics on our #kid fic tag, so definitely check those out! Here are some adoptions fics to add to the collection...
Like a Ghost at Break of Day by OrdinaryRealities (T)
In which Aziraphale and Crowley offer to adopt Warlock. Warlock takes them up on it.
An Angel, a Demon, and a Girl by Deadlydollies13 (T)
It had been a year after the almost-Armageddon. Well, it had actually been only nine months. Aziraphale and Crowley’s respective head offices left them alone for the most part, just as they had said they would after the whole Holy Water and Hellfire incident. They carried out their days rather normally. Crowley would go about causing some mayhem around Britain and Aziraphale would go about spreading peace and holiness and whatnot. They were best friends, after all. They enjoyed each other’s company, walked around the park on sunny afternoons and fed the ducks, and took turns taking the other out for meals. And just like the past six thousand years, neither had admitted their attraction to the other. Both had told themselves that they were content the way things were, just the two of them. No need to ruin a good thing, and with Heaven and Hell not really in the picture anymore, it was easy for the two to carry on with their lives. That is, until one day, when a college student named Eve enters their lives. As if they already didn't have an Adam to worry about.
Maybe This is My Fault by Midgard_writer (NR)
Crowley and Aziraphale are faced with their next challenge—a mischievous demon accidentally freed from his prison thanks to a curious Irish Orphan. Now, as they search for the mischief-maker and capture him, the angel and the demon take on a whole new responsibility.
Guardian Demon and Angel by Penguinhugger (NR)
Crowley and Aziraphale believe they would have a peaceful life after the averted Armageddon. Or at least a few months before their side would start bothering them again. They did even get that. A whole new chapter started when a little girl entered their lives.
Shelter from the Storm by ShesAKillerQueen98 (M)
Three years have passed since the world didn't end and Azirpahale and Crowley are sharing a blissful life together. But life is just full of surprises. One stormy afternoon in winter, Aziraphale finds a homeless teenager asleep in his shop who has a whole laundry list of problems. One such problem leads the pair to take her in and help her get back on her feet, but who can say where life will lead them?
Godfathers by ShesAKillerQueen98 (M)
She stopped pacing and turned to face the now very gobsmacked men. The tears continued to pour from her eyes. “What am I supposed to do?” She asked weakly. “I want answers but I have this horrible feeling that if I go looking for them, I won’t like where I end up.” Crowley and Aziraphale exchanged glances. “Well you might not have to look too far for those answers.” Crowley muttered.
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Kaera knows she's different but she can't figure out why. Things in her life happen that seem too odd for logic to decipher. And when dark creatures from the shadows start to follow her, the only people she can turn to are an Angel named Aziraphale, and a Demon named Crowley. The more time she spends with them, the more she learns about what she is, where she came from, and what she can do.
Mind the tags on those last two!
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paradoxcase · 2 years
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Hey, what’s up, guys, it’s been a long time, I know, but I am feeling the pressure of not having a place where I go to formulate my thoughts, so perhaps it’s time to dust this old tumblr off again.  I got a new, better job, I moved back to Seattle and already feel way more at home here, I’m really glad to be back.  And haha, I still have a library account here, and Walgreens actually had an extremely old address for me on file from when I lived here back in 2011-2015.  Wild.
Anyway, after thinking about it for a very long time I actually made a decision and bought Stardew Valley.  And this game is actually so fun?  Back when I first heard about it I was at the tail end of a huge farming sim kick and was like, ok, I’ve just finished playing like every other farming sim in existence, I’m pretty burned out on this now, so maybe I will take a break and not go into yet another farming sim game.  But that was a long time ago and I haven’t played a farming sim in ages, so I decided to give it a go.  And the game is so much more than a farming sim.  I wish the fishing minigame was easier, I’ll probably install a mod for that at some point, but I do want to experience as much of the content as possible one time through before I go and install a ton of mods, so I will limp along for now.  I feel like I am behind in the mines, but I did make it down to level 40 finally, which I think means I’ll start getting actual iron ore now, which will make making sprinklers easier.  I’ve almost got the greenhouse and I want to install a bunch of sprinklers and the ~100 strawberry seeds I bought at the year 2 egg festival and then never think about watering a bunch of plants ever again so I can pet all my animals and make some progress in the mines and on the damn fishing skill.  I didn’t expect to like the NPC friending part of the game, but I really like that I feel like I’m actually getting to be good friends with a bunch of them, and that’s really cool?  And I gave Sebastian a bouquet, because, as an introverted programmer I can’t tell you how thrilled I was that there was an introverted programmer character in this game, that’s just absolutely fantastic, but then I got to see his 10-heart event and my dumb romance-aversion ruined this like objectively cute scene and I’m so mad.  Like, I know for a fact that I would love this scene if it involved two characters who were both definitely not me, and I sort of anticipated this and did my best to make my farmer Not Me, she doesn’t look like me, she doesn’t have my name, but I guess she’s still Me enough that it ruined the scene for me.  So I don’t know what I want to do, at this point.  I did sort of think, I think thinking about dating a woman is significantly different than thinking about dating a man, it might just be because there’s never been a particular woman I’ve ever thought about dating so everything I think about it is very vague, but maybe the gender really does make a difference.  So I gave another bouquet to Abigail and I am going to see if her 10-heart scene makes me feel oogy too, and if it doesn’t, maybe I will marry her instead.  She was a very close second for me, anyway.  If it still makes me feel oogy, who knows.  I know there is an aromantic “marriage” option, who I haven’t actually met yet (and I have no idea how close I am to meeting him), but I do want to try a regular marriage and experience all of the content one time, just to see how it is.  I’ll probably install the platonic partnerships mod the next time I play, and probably also the multimarriage mod and then platonically marry like four people, because there are actually a lot of good options.  But I do want to see it unmodded *once*.
Incidentally, Sambastian is a Quality Ship and I’ve been reading some fanfic.  I just wish there was something I could do in the actual game to make Sebastian date Sam instead of my farmer, that would be great
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meltedhorror · 3 years
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Big brained
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ask-missmargiezelle · 3 years
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//I’m gonna take a break for a few days so I can rest up a little! I’m having a bit of artblock right now but I’ll be back by this weekend I hope! ^^
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Ishqbaaz Liveblog, E5: Devi Maiyya Working Overtime for Shivika to Happen
Previously: E4 “Anyone between 40-59 is shit”
No big note here, except that I am still enjoying Ishqbaaz! I love the long gazes, the bros chilling, Anika being a badass and my desi self enjoying this like anything. 
Ab, enjoy the liveblog:
Episode 5 “Devi Maiyya Working Overtime for Shivika to Happen”
- Ewww Pinky here. 
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- Tia? Who’s she?
- Pinky is so happy, over interest in beta ka chakkar. 
- Lady Baba? Lol, RUDY YOU ARE AMAZING. You call Tia that?Good, Shivaay told his bro to respect Tia. 
- Rudy: Respected Lady Baba! Okay so Shiaay just accepted he loves Tia. Hmm.
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- LOL RUDY IS… HILARIOUS! 
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- Ok so Rudy is about Nibba Nibbi waala pyaar and Omkara is all about Dhadkan waala pyaar. 
- Shivaay, lineage class bloodline aren’t qualities. Lol, Shivaay clarified that Tia gives space and stuff. So great. 
- Ohhhh… there’s a 1500 crore deal with their relationship - actually happens in big families. 
- Omkara wishing bro gets real love.
- Lolllll RUDY HOPING SHIVAAY FALLS IN LOVE PRE-WEDDING OTHERWISE IT COULD CAUSE COMPLICATIONS! 
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- Dadi, what mystery call are you doing? 
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- Baapre, Dadi got enough shock to get a heart attack. I have an inkling that with every other episode the IB people just give a heart attack to Dadi. 
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- Dadi why are you surprised that they said lie, especially after taking Ram’s kasam. You have over estimated your sanskaar. 
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- People overestimate children, you overestimated your teachings. 
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- Poor Anika. Trauma from the death of her parents and (death?) of her younger sis.
- oK MY HEART IS BREAKING HOW OLDER ANIKA SNUGGLES UP TO SAHIL. 
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- “Why fear something that even fireflies can defeat (darkness).” MY HEART MELTED.
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- Side note: She’s middle classed so how is her room so big!!!!! Yaar mujhe bhi aise hi middle class hona hai.
- Of course, Shivaay and Anika are on the same road. 
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- This Shivaay and Anika ka milaap ke liye Devi Maiyya is working on overdrive. I pity her, Devi Maiyya has lost all her time and sleep in making impossible happen - ArShi, ShivIka, RiKara - can’t these humans do anything for themselves.
- OH GOD HE WILL RUN OVER HER. AND ANIKA DON’T FIX YOUR SHOE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD.
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- ANIKA LOOK BEHIND YOU 
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- Shivaay pulling a Singham! Didn’t know he was Ajay Devgn fan. 
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- What car swerve, Rohit Shetty will be proud of you. 
- Nice suit Shivaay.
- Ok, Anika and Shivaay’s banter is hilarious. 
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- “You had to find my car to die?” “Excuse me, I’m middle classed. I will find a middle classed way to die - such as under a local train” *Monisha Sarabhai clapping and whistling from the other end of Cuffe Parade*
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- Ah, 2 crores car. This reminds me;
- Oh main nikla, gaddi leke, Oh sarak pe, Anika lane pe, Jo mod main liya, Uske pas dil chor aaya.
- Rudy will be proud of me.
- Meanwhile, Arnav and Khushi’s alter egos - Shivaay and Anika bicker about aukaad and all. Do all these heroes go to the same school?
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- How come they all have the same homework! *cheater*
- Anika’s shock on a 2 crore car is me, I hate LUXURY ITEMS. Faltu ka kharcha!
- Ok Anika is SMART. Why not use the 2 crores to start a business instead - great idea. 
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- Lol she thought dialogue is over and muttered “if not for being Priyanka’s bro” and FINALLY SOMEONE ADDRESSED THE DRAMATIC ENTRY OF A 4LION HERO.
- WHO RANDOMLY APPEARS
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“KI AAP BHOOT KI TARHA ENTRY KYUN MAARTE HAIN!”
- Rudy, you don’t know how it feels to give half completed art of someone without telling the other person. Ah, no wonder Om is sweetly beating up his bro. 
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- Dadi again in #merebetefeelz
- Oh no Dadi don’t go in the i-won’t-tell-them-truth-cause-they’re-so-happy. IT NEVER WORKS! DID YOU NOT SEE IPK! DEKHA WHAT HAPPENED WHEN KHUSHI HID SHYAM’S TRUTH? WHEN PAYAL HID SHYAM’S TRUTH? WHEN ARNAV LATER HID SHYAM’S TRUTH…
- Wait 70% of all problems came with everyone hiding Shyam’s truth? 
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- Rudy is asking important questions, why is Shivaay marrying Lady Baba urf Tia. Lol, Rudy is roasting Tia like hell. #rudyroasts Om agrees! Arrey, Mr. Shayar strikes again. 
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- Ok Om, Arnav would disagree - saudaa is also relationship. Sauda is a relationship.
- Wah, here Om talks about how the woman for Shivaay should be of his ‘takkar’ and boom we’re cut to Shivaay and Anika. I must say, this show lives and breathes on foreshadowing. Matlab subtlety jaye ghaas lene.
- Ok I love Anika’s throwbacks to every iconic male lead dialogue.
- “Pray you don’t see Shivaay Singh Oberoi’s anger” - SSO
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- “Dude, wtf do you think you are?” - Anika 
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- LOL Anika is going to test the power of Shivaay’s name with bulls - apparently the world doesn’t stop for Shivaay! Ok I’m loving this way too much.
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- Ok Shivaay shut up, don’t go to Anika’s parents.
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- LOL ANIKA THREW SHIT SHIVAAY’S CAR BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT SHIVAAY SPOKE CRAP.
- OH WHAT A SENTENCE I CRAFTED. 
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- Om and Dadi and Rudy sitting and chatting about Shivaay. Is this the audience? Dadi has two jobs - clarify Shivaay’s stance and oversell him to the audience, or just foreshadow things in Shivaay’s life. 
- Shivaay, you flexer! But what a flex. 
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- Anika legit challenged him if he could fly above a landslide.
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- Turns out he can.
- Ok WHY IS OH JAANA PLAYING? I DON’T GET IT. WHEN YOU DO THIS I DON’T UNDERSTAND IF THIS IS SHOW TELLING US YO THESE TWO GONNA DO THE DEED ONE DAY OR TELLING US IF THE CHARACTERS FEEL A SPARK…
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- Just noticed, Shivaay is a bit of an awkward teen around Anika. 
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- Ok we come to this show’s Sim and Pam. 
- Hello Lady Baba.
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- OMG DIA FROM MJHT!!!!!!! MERI DIA!!!!! HULCHUL HO DIL MAIN MILEY HAB HUM TUM!!!
- She’s Tia from Dia? Lol. 
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- Oh I just realised that I have a shirt just like Anika’s. 
- OH GOD Devi Maiyya WORKING SO HARD TO GET SHIVAAY AND ANIKA TOGETHER. ANIKA HAD TO DELIVER FOOD AT TIA’S PLACE!
- Devi Maiyya be like:
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- Wah, despite using a helicopter babua arrived later than Anika at Tia’s place. 
- I’m sometimes confused by the bg musics the show chooses.
- Hahaha Shivaay is stuck seeing Anika. 
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- Ok has Nakuul been instructed to take his sunglasses off in just one way. 
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- Haha Anika dancing so cutely in the bg, OK SEE NOW I DON’T KNOW IF SHIVAAY LIKES HER CRAZY DAN— 
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- OH WAIT WHENEVER HE DOES THAT LITTLE TEEN HAIR THING IT MEANS HE’S ATTRACTED TO WHAT HE SEES BUT IS A BIT DOOFUS TO GET THAT. LOL
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I cannot wait to see what happens next! No big footnote either cause finger cut but the lb was prewritten and it’s one of my biggest source if joy as of now, lol. AND I LOVE YOU’RE ALL KE NOTES!!!
See you soon, 
- JWB
Next up: E6 “Rudy takes over Devi Maiyya’s shipping duties”
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dangan-happy · 3 years
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KAME-HAME FORGET ABOUT IT!
I would like to say thank you to mod taichi, mod rantaro and mod komaeda. I am the anon who was desperate, the one who struggles with academic issue, keep sleeping past midnight because of extra chores, and struggling with executive dysfunction. I don't know how to refer myself haha
It's funny, I saw the notification from your blog about my ask when I was REALLY in need of comfort unexpectedly. it was one of the worse day, I failed the selection to go to college I'm aiming for. there is an alternate way by taking a test but it was a huge and important thing for me, because other relatives would talk (or possibly brag) about how their children are doing wonderfully in academic stuff to my parents. I don't want my parents to feel embarrassed because of me. so of course, it gives me a LOT of anxiety. my heart is beating rapidly that my chest hurts so much.
Then I receive your response to my ask. It's very comforting, it calmed me down. I may teared up a bit. I really appreciate the advices, encouragements, and hugs. (I love hugs) Especially mod komaeda's advices. Thank you so much, I appreciate them. They really mean a lot to me. I didn't realize how much I needed all of these. To be honest, when I was re-reading my ask, I almost can't believe I typed all that. I didn't realize how much I struggled and desperate I am. It was truly a moment of weakness lmao
I've been struggling to respond your response because,, well. I'm still struggling haha. Unfortunately, after I send that ask, things are getting hella rough for me. It was one of those unlucky phase of time, where your days get worse each day, except this time is WAY worse because I'm going to graduate in a month and I have an important exam in two days. Then I got hit by other problems too like a member of my group project doesn't corporate so we were late to submit and it was even half done (it happened just a hour ago and it gives me an emotional breakdown because it was an important one but I'm fine now), I got blamed for something I didn't do (this happens a lot anyway but I'm very drained mentally and physically), I accidentally spat something that I've been keeping to myself to my parents and made them angry (I don't want to talk about my true feelings to them bc they only make me feel worse or worse, they get upset), more homeworks to catch up and more stressful stuff .
Basically anxiety is on my ass 24/7. It's the worst time of my life.
But whenever I hit rock bottom I would re-read your response and it lifts me up, you know? It always cheers me up reading your kind words about me, and as cheesy as it sounds, it makes me feel hopeful haha. But I never felt this hopeful before. So I'm very thankful for it, and thankful for the other mods who work hard helping other people too who come to this blog. Because even though I'm still struggling and facing the worst time right now, I'm not doing as bad as before.
Is it alright if I ask for another hug? Sorry, this whole ask ended up with me venting again haha. But I really am doing not as bad as before... I guess I'm doing better. Step by step maybe. Again, thank you so much!!
( By the way, this is out of topic but... hopefully people who know me don't recognize me on this blog for this question haha (if they do then oh well. shrugs): which one does look scarier for you, Once-ler from Lorax or the character designs from the movie called Cats (2019)? I'm not hating the movie, my friend and I are having a lighthearted discourse about it. u_u )
(Neither. Neither one is even that scary at all, for I fear nothing ~ Mod Hajime 🍊🌈)
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O-Oh, welcome back, kiddo! Whoa, that’s quite the ask you got here. But it’s more or less an update, i-if I’m correct, and a decent one at th-that. Like you said, it’s all step by step progress, wh-which is still progress no matter how you look at it.
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I-I hate to hear that there’s been a few extra bumps along the road since your last ask, b-but I’m at least glad to hear that you’ve been making some sort of progress. Progress is still progress, no matter what. I-I’m just glad that you came to us. I-I’m just some average programmer, but I will agree that Nagito and Rantaro did amazing. Nagito’s... quite the interesting kiddo, but he means well, and Rantaro’s a brotherly figure th-that everyone likes, one way or another. Me? Ah, well... I-I can at least give good hugs, I guess?
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S-Speaking of hugs, I’d love to give you one. I-I can at least do that right, heh. I’ll give you as many hugs as you want, kiddo. I personally don’t mind at all.
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Hey there anon, you don't have to worry about referring to yourself, I remember you just fine! Hey, how's that for awesome timing huh? I'm glad you could read our answers when you needed it. I'm sorry to hear that you were having a worse day, but hey, it sounds like there's a way to make that test up a different way, so I'd give your all to trying that route. Don't give up just yet ok? Damn, yeah, I'm no stranger to the whole family bragging thing, that's a whole lot of pressure I think both of us can do without. It's really thoughtful of you to worry about your parents in this scenario, but you can worry about yourself too ok? Regardless of what you do, they should still be proud of you, and if they aren't, they're completely oblivious to your intelligence level and the amazing things you can do. Aw, I'm smiling real hard hearing how much our response helped, I'm always worried that I didn't help, or I somehow made it worse. Not gonna lie, this did give me a confidence boost. Hey, it's ok, you were in a more emotional state. It wasn't a moment of weakness. Everyone breaks down like that from time to time, and I'm happy that we were here to help you at the time. So don't feel bad about that, you're only human, and it's ok to get like that.
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You don't have to worry about having the perfect response either. As much as I wish we could, we can't automatically fix any anons' problems, we can only toss our two cents in and cross our fingers that it helps. The good news is that you came to us with your struggles again, so we can try to help some more. Eesh, yeah, those periods are never fun. Pretty sure Komaeda knows more about them than I do, but I can understand at the least. First of all, congrats on graduating! That's real impressive all by itself, so hopefully you can take some pride in that. Ugh, ok, wow, the second part of that. Damn I got hit with all the feels. I hate it when group projects go like that. I'm usually stuck with all the work, or the one who's up at one am trying to finish the damn thing. I think I'm getting kinda incoherent, so sorry about that. I'm glad you're doing better on that end though, hopefully things work out with that. Aw man, I'm really sorry to hear about the blaming thing. Is there any way to prove your innocence? I'm not saying go all class trial or anything, but is there any way for you to argue your case? Even if it happens a lot, that doesn't mean it's ok. You shouldn't have to get used to things like that.
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Yikes, yeah I can totally relate to the last part too. I'm also the type to clam up about my feelings because I don't wanna make anyone mad, but that happens some times, and honestly you had every right to say how you feel. You're keeping this all in, and it's gonna take a toll on you. Yeah, that's a whole lot of stress for one person to carry. I'm really impressed you haven't crashed and burned under the weight, seriously, you're an amazing, strong, resilient/ person, and it just blows me away. Trust me, you're gonna get through this stressful time. You're getting close to the end of it, and I know that you're gonna make it through. Damn, I'm smiling and blushing now. I'm really really glad we were able to help you out that much. Good! It's not cheesy at all! I'm glad you're feeling hopeful! The little steps are just as valuable as the big ones, and the fact that you're at least doing a little bit better is fantastic. Of course you can have another hug! It's ok, we're here to listen to vents, so say whatever you want to, no one's gonna judge you, I promise. Yeah, step by step, that's how you do it. 
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Oh damn, that's an interesting question. Honestly, I unironically love the Lorax movie, so the Oncerler ain't scary to me. Cats however...that was a trip. I don't have a better way to describe it, it was just a trip. So the Cats designs are way scarier. Like if I met the Onceler in a dark alley, I'd be just fine, but if I saw a cat-human-thing in a dark alley, I'd run for the hills. However, if I met the onceler fandom in a dark alley, that's a whole other story. Ok, I think I'm rambling again, so I think I better stop talking. Keep making those small steps forward ok? You got this.
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W-wow... my advice actually helped someone? Please tell me your joking, or better yet pinching me. I can’t believe my little words could affect you so much.... I think I’m tearing up... hehe. I gotta admit, Rantaro and Taichi did a better job than me! What else do you expect from two amazing Ultimates! Anon, I’m terribly sorry to hear that some things have turned up and made your life a bit more harder, but I want you to keep your chin up ok? You’re doing amazing Anon, I can truly tell! Having a partner that doesn’t help with group projects stinks too! It’s ok that you vented again, it’s always good to speak your mind when you feel bad! Helps to let other people hear to so they can help you! And hey, compliments from Taichi? So nice of you! Never heard myself being called an “interesting kiddo” it’s cute!
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I thought you’d never ask! I’d love to give you another hug! As long as you’d let me, I get worried when people want to hug me since I’m utter garbage, but if it makes you feel Hope, then I’m happy to oblige! Ah, and the Onceler or the designs of cats? I’d say the cats, I remember everyone having the hots for the Onceler once, so he can’t be that bad, right?
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guarded-belief · 4 years
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some final thoughts
haha sorry i know i said that this tumblr is dead but honestly having gotten back on it might start being a bit more active again, mostly for just reblogs and seeing anything i might miss on twitter.
but speaking of twitter since i know ive def been speaking alot about the whole RH thing on there id also give some final thoughts on tumblr.
firstly wanna say before i put the rest under read more, if you are someone who still supports ryan or likes him or is someone who refuses to believe or listen to his victims i want you to go click on the unfollow button and leave. I will never and i mean EVER tolerate anyone who supports predators. point blank. so don’t let the door hit you on the way out.
now, i have deleted ALOT of posts both my own art, art that includes him and another other post that has his face in it. theyre all gone, just like alot of the videos and merch from him will be gone too. and ive said it on twitter and ill say it on here if you so much as repost anyones art that has been deleted if it had him in it, mine or others, i will personally hunt you down and break your knees. respect me and the other artists who have deleted our work. it was already painful enough i do not EVER want to see it reposted or reblogged again. there are still a few other posts up that have been altered to wipe his face out but im honestly thinking of just getting rid of all of em. 
also i wanna say i am incredibly heartbroken and angry from what he has done. my heart hurts for the victims, his family and for achievement hunter. 
to the victims, I hear you and i see you and i believe you. you all are brave for speaking out about that monster. 
To AH god it breaks my heart seeing just how broken jack and michael looked on stream today, and i cannot imagine how the others are feeling/felt throughout this last week. 
the worst part too, is knowing just how big a part AH played into my life. I’ve been watching their content since i was in highschool, 8 years man, so not only hurts seeing the whole crew this distraught, but also feels like a huge chunk of my life and work has been sullied on some monster. so this sucks and im angry. angry for AH, angry for the community and especially angry for the victims.
after the stream, while this had been the plan, just seeing how upset jack and michael were broke the camel on the back for me so i immediately did the most therapeutic thing ever. I burned all the art i had that had ryan in it, well aside from posters and what not but any art i made/art from friends who also said it was ok to burn their art, just gone. as well also ripped up all the shirts, felt great.
 and will say if you have any art of mine that has ryan in it, feel free to burn it or destroy it, or cut him out whatever you want i ENCOURAGE it honestly. we could all use some rage therapy.
so, now is a time for healing and moving on. also pls keep listening to all the women that are still coming out with their experiences and the pain he’s caused them. and pls know that this didn’t just started in 2017, this goes back to even further. lastly do not harass his mods, ah, the victims or his family otherwise you will have a storm coming.
anyways love you all, know that while im still not a big part of the community, i still very much care for this community, to especially the friends ive meet through it and for AH, yall will hold a special place in my heart forever. take care guys <3
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anxiouslyhigh · 4 years
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When you drop off Lizzy in the daycare at the college does she ever get upset not wanting to be away from you?
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C: Here’s the thing.... whenever we leave Lizzy with my mom or with Zoe or Jared she gets excited and happy you know?
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C: When it comes to the daycare on college campus she tends to... freak out. She’ll scream until her face is red and it breaks my heart every time so we try not to leave her there, but my mom isn’t always available and neither is Zoe or Jared.
E: We’ve tried leaving her with her favorite stuffed animal but that only does so much.
C: Its weird because she doesn’t freak out around Larry despite the fact she rarely sees him, we can leave her with him and she doesn’t freak out like she does at the daycare.
Haha time for some angsty little headcanons for little Lizzy:
Ok so I know Lizzy was from like a magic Anon and whatever but I’ve decided to give her a bit more background than that because why not. Anyway I like to think that Lizzy has Synesthesia more specifically Chromesthasia and that basically means that whenever she hears sounds certain shapes and colors come along with it. Like a slamming door makes a jagged bright red shape and a jingling wind chime makes overlapping light yellow circles. Things like that.
Moving on, the other day while drawing this I made myself sad by making a little backstory for Lizzy and the night she ended up on Evan and Connors doorstep.
Basically Lizzy’s mom is a teen mom who had to give up Lizzy because she had to run away from home and she didn’t wanna take Lizzy with her because she didn’t wanna drag a baby into her mess. So leaves Lizzy on the doorstep and as she’s getting ready to knock on Evan and Connors door she look at lil baby Lizzy and with a tearful expression tells her:
“I’m sorry sweetie, but I can’t take you with me.”
And like I said the lil baby has Chromesthesia and whenever her mama talks she sees these pretty pink waves that change width and shade with every inflection of her mama’s voice. She associates that shade of pink with her mom, and even though she doesn’t understand what’s being said to her that phrase has been associated with no more mama, no more pretty pink waves.
So whenever she’s left at the daycare and either Con or Ev say this phrase trying to reason with a crying infant (toddler?) it just freaks her out more. It doesn’t help that her mama looked like a mixture of her new dads just with green eyes. So when she looks at em she’s sees a bit of mama. She’s also grown accustomed to seeing her dads colors when they talk.
Evan is lines of sky blue that twirl and swirl around themselves and Connor is ripples of deep reddish purple that bends the space around him.
Connors family have similar colors but different shapes but the color let Lizzy know they’re family. Same goes for Heidi. For Jared it’s the funny shapes his voice makes that leave Lizzy giggly and happy and for Alana it’s the softness of the color in her voice.
I dunno maybe this is cheesy or like dumb y’all tell me.
Mod-Loki
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P6 as an after thought. I'm just returning now. I thought this page would be gone actually, or dead but it's not so congrats to y'all! Don't let it effect your mental health! Take breaks when you need them! If you're only getting parts of this, please just post the apology and delete the rest. That's what's important. Thanks. Genuinely. To everyone who tried to tell me I was being shitty, and I'm sorry I didn't listen. ✌
I hope you are doing ok and that you can move on. Everyone deserves liberation from this hellhole even if they did some fucked up stuff while they were here.
Drama brings out the worst in us and you have to let go somewhat. I have had to forgive chire and the people at the agere council/league and myself. I have to remember we were kids and we can all learn and grow. I hope you are able to keep growing as well tbh being away from agere helps.
And yeah I am honestly surprised we have made it this far. These days it’s mostly people like me who have grown out of/stay away from agere anda few who don’t. Mostly followers submit along with people who search for our blog since I don’t tag posts. I will be closing the blog on feb 28 right after my 18th birthday as I too need to be done with agere. It was a chapter in my life I won’t soon forget but a chapter I need to close. For now though I am super surprised it’s still active. Tumblr agere is not the same..on the other hand I see people debating what cglre means on tik tok so some things never change I guess haha. 
And thank you I do take breaks. No major drama has gone on for a bit so I have time (knock on wood) at this time I am the only active mod and don’t even have much contact with the old ones (though I miss them all lots) 
Hope you can move on once and for all and live a wonderful life. Remember to drink water and get enough sleep.-Lyra
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i might ramble a bit here, i hope you dont mind, and its ok if you decide to delete this ask instead of posting it :)
i've found your content quite recently, and i really enjoy your CC! it has added a very nice touch to my game, especially your teeth sets, and ig i just wanted to let you know that! finding out that you were one of the rare CC creators who keep their stuff free was a really pleasant surprise
i honestly never understood the paywall thing. modding was never supposed to be an income source. coming from other modding communities back to ts4 after taking a break from the game is always such a jarring experience. i swear no other community has anything like this going on, i dont know how ppl can look at this and think it's normal, or even go out of their way to defend it
this community is honestly so stressful, and i'm not even up to date with any drama bc i stay as far away from that side of the community as possible... ig it's just. very refreshing to see someone speak out abt it from time to time
i hope you have an excellent day! don't forget to hydrate, it's important! sorry for rambling on your inbox, i had some scattered thoughts and no one to talk to abt them
Hi nonny! Thank you for the kind words 💜 I'm glad you enjoy my cc, and no worries at all about rambling- we all need to now and again! (I especially know this well lol)
I agree with what you said about paywalling and how stressful this community is. Remember to take care of yourself too, nonny! When it gets a little too much, I just log off to play my game or spend time with my family. And cuddle with my cat! That really makes me feel better haha.
(And sometimes these days I go and play other modded games like stardew, skyrim, and fallout... makes me feel normal about the whole anti-monetization thing again ajdhkfh)
Feel free to come back and chat anytime, and I hope you're having a good day today~
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writingformeandyou · 4 years
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Nyx survives AU
It has been a smidgen hasn’t it? I hope you guys are well amidst the chaos of the Coronavirus. I am trapped at home with my family with an extended spring break lol. Ok lets get to the story, you guys aren’t here for my rambling haha.
Chapter 3 will be Nyx’s first fight since the fall, how do you think he will do?
~mod Amic
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Chapter 2-
“Hear me defenders of the crown. The power of the kings goes with you and with power comes the duty to the kingdom. Your body is a vessel for the blessings of the stone of Lucis, your blade a ray of hope cleaving a path for the future king. Let it be known that your transgressions are not forgotten. Once the true king awakens light is restored for the world. Awaken glaive!” A voice calls out.
               The man’s eyes open with a rush as he looks around with a slight panic. The landscape surrounding him moves at a fast pace and he realizes that he is in the bed of a truck. “Mornin’, Hero.” A different man’s voice says making him look over to the voice. “You’re probably wondering what you’re doing here.”
               “Hero?” The man questions the other assuming that that is his name.
               “Your nickname.” The other answers. “I am Libertus… do you remember your name?”
               The man lays his head on his fist, trying to prompt any sort of memory to come about. It’s all hazy but he remembers serving a king in a special task force. The glaive? No… the kingsglaive. “I don’t remember a lot. What exactly happened?” The man questions making Libertus’s face drop.
               “No clue?” Libertus inquires so the man nods somberly. “Don’t sweat it. You escaped with something more precious than your memories, you made it out with your life.”
               Libertus pats the man’s shoulder with a smile. “You got real messed up back there. I am glad that you’re ok.” Libertus says so the man lifts a scarred hand in front of his face.
               “I was not always like this?” The man questions.
               “No.” Libertus answers. “Anyways you’re a glaive- like me. The king lends us his power, and we fight to protect him.”
               The man doesn’t entirely know what to think. Like he thought he was a soldier but how much did he go through and what all was different? “Well, fought. The king himself’s long gone.” Libertus adds as he looks down at his hands before looking back into the eyes of his comrade. “His power remains, though, so we’ve gotta put it to good use.”
               The man feels his hand curl into a fist. What happened? How had he and the others failed?
               Libertus looks up ahead to a large city that is almost obscured by rolling hillsides. “See that up ahead? That’s the last bastion of mankind.” Libertus states with a sense of purpose and awe to his voice. “And it’s the Kingsglaive’s job to keep her safe from harm.”
               The man’s eyes latch to the setting sun though and Libertus notices. “Better enjoy the sunshine while it lasts: it’ll be gone before you know it. Only other light left in this world will be the kind we maje ourselves.” Libertus explains, his voice much more sobered before patting a nearby crate with a glowing purple… gem? “And, as you may or may not remember, we play a big role in that process.”
               Libertus is looking at the man now with hope in his eyes. “Let’s hope that jogged your memory. All of Lestallum is counting on us glaives.” Libertus says so the man looks down quietly trying to find words to say that it didn’t help.
               “Daemons ahead- get ready!” A woman calls out from the front of the truck making the man look at Libertus with concern.
               “Take these-” Libertus quickly says as he passes two blades to the man. “They’re yours, your kukris.”
               The man takes them and wonders what kind of man he was after noticing the embellishments. He notices an engraving on one. ‘Nyx Ulric, Galahd’
               Libertus is looking out from the side as the driver halts the truck. “Great- another bump in the road.” Libertus looks at Nyx. “Take it slow, you went through hell and back. If you can’t fight get right back over here or take cover. Let’s move!”
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Helena Klein
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Smut: 
NSFW ABC (A, F, H, I)
NSFW ABC (B, V, Z)
NSFW ABC - Complete
Smutty Prompt #12
Request #1: (NSFW) “Seeing as it's Thotty Tuesday I was wondering if I could request Helena discovering the wonders of sex toys (or a strap-on :cough:) with MC? I blame last weekend's strap-scapades for my less than sfw thoughts regarding our glorious sorceress. 😳😌 And, as always, thank you for being amazing - your writing gives me life. ❤❤❤”
Anon Request #1: (NSFW) “How about Helena x mc bondage. Helena sits on mc face and controls a dildo with magic”
Anon Request #2: (NSFW) “Thigh grinding, bed breaking for Helena please. I miss her sooooo damn much! She’s ma bae ❤️”
Anon Request #3: (NSFW) “ Hey guys! Hope you are all well! Loving your work as always. Could I pretty please request some hot Helena! I miss ma bae with a passion. Anyone else missing our queen or is it just my horny ass 😂🤪 thanks ladies ❤️“
Anon Request #4: (NSFW) “CAN I PRETTY REQUEST FOR HELENA AND MC, IN A HOT TUB, ALL BY THEMSELVES! GOD I’M SO HOT THINKING ABOUT HELENA IN A HOT TUB NOW 🥵🤪 THANKS GUYS. I LOVE YOU ALL ❤️”
Anon Request #5 (NSFW): Can we have some vagina worship for Helena? Maybe MC on her knees eating Helena out, begging Helena to use her hands where MC can’t?
Anon Request #6 (NSFW): Mc giving Helena a sexy lap dance and Helena’s reaction, does she like it, does it turn her on? Does she last till the end of the Dance or can she just not wait!!
Anon Request #7: Body worship for Helena
Anon Request #8:  Hey could you do something with Helena and mc having their first time together, like imagine if they were both virgins and they had grown up together! Lifelong soulmates ❤️
Anon Request #9: Ok ok could we please have some MC trying to distract Helena from studying...I mean in a sexy way too please. See how long Helena could last before she can’t take anymore 😂
Anon Request #10: Hoping it doesn’t come across as indelicate but fic of Helena and MC, after years of trust and love and slowly working toward it under Helena’s guidance and consent, MC being permitted to use both mouth and hands to worship Helena? Can safe word for slowing etc if you like, I just want Helena to finally get to overcome this part of her trauma and reclaim what WQ stole.
Anon Request #11: “Hey guys hope all is well. Can I please request some more strap hotness with Helena and mc ❤️❤️”
Anon Request #12:  Can I have mc meeting Helena at her work, maybe they go into Helena’s office for some lunchtime fun 🤪😜 thanks you guys i love you all lots xxx
Anon Request #13: “Helena and MC first time with a strap headcanons? Either wearing it”
Anon Request #14: “I love Helena but I feel like we missed out on a lot of good things too :( Please may we have a super romantic 'first time' scene between those two where MC is a virgin? Thank you”
Anon Request #15: “Helena masturbation HC's when she moves to Chicago?”
Anon Request #16: “Please can we have some rough sex with Helena and mc! My insides are burning for my sexy sorceress”  
Anon Request #17: “Helena x MC honeymoon smut? All the fluff Helena deserves!”
Anon Request #18: “Missing our gorgeous Sorceress something fierce! Can I get some Helena x MC.. with MC walking in on Helena touching herself.. because.. fuck.”.
Anon Request #19: “Helena x MC shower sex. Thank you =)”
Anon Request #20: “Hey could I please request Helena and mc, maybe one of them has to save the other from dying by performing a sex act 🤪😬”
Anon Request #21: A soft moment with our gorgeous sorceress, turning more steamy? Please?
Request #1: I love you guys! Thank you so much for keeping things going with Helena and the MC. I am utterly addicted to these writing and the writers. Well done. I just read the story for the MC doing a lap dance for Helena. Could we get one where Helena a striptease for the MC? How far would it go? Thanks for all the good writing ❤️🥰😘
Combined Request #1:  Ok I’m going to need to serious shot stuff for Helena and mc please, just a saucy make out sesh, something to get the blood pumping 🥵🙌 thanks guys! Love you tones!! + Heeeeey guys please can I request Helena pinning mc up against a wall sexiness! 😍🙌thanks as always +  Can I have mc being obsessed with Helena’s tiddys! Coz I like love them so much 🙌❤️ Helena has the best tiddys by far! 🤪 +  Hey there mods!! Hope your all doing great!! Please can I request Helena and mc having some steamy Sex in the Garden where they got married. I miss my Helena and the hot pic that was shared on here made me a thirsty mess 🥵😂 thanks I love you all 😍 especially you mod wraith I’d get steamy with you anytime +  Please can I have some hardcore Helena sex please. My thirstiness is killing me (is that even a word!?) HELP ME!!!!! 🥵🥵 +  Can I please request Helena and mc with a strap. Thanks queens ❤️
Fluff: 
Fluffy ABC (J, K)
Fluffy ABC (A, S, O)
Kissing Prompt (A kiss in the snow for no reason at all)
Super Sappy Prompt #10: (”Stay with me forever”)
Super Sappy Prompt #12: (“I want you. Only you”)
Wordless Ways To Say I Love You #15 (Calming them down after a bad dream)
Anon Request #1: “ Please please please give us some hcs of how helena would react to mc announcing she is pregnant with their child”
Anon Request #2: “How about some head cannons about helena being a mother (I always imagined she would be the 'touch my kid and you dir' type of parent due to her neglect and abuse in her own childhood making her protective but not so protective shes constricting”
Anon Request #3: “how would helena react whilst mc was going through childbirth?”
Anon Request #4: “Any head canons about Helena celebrating her first ever Christmas in chicago? I keep imagining how adorably excited she’d be with all the decorated trees and how she’d inevitably get MC the most perfect gift...❤️”
Anon Request #5: “I loved seeing how much Helena enjoyed the buffet on their honeymoon, and I’m missing her so much. So I was wondering if it would be possible for you to give us some fluffy headcanons about her trying pizza or sushi (or pretty much any foods that they didn’t have in the other world) for the first time? We already know she’s a big fan of burgers and fries, so what else do you think she’d enjoy? 🍕🍣🌻❄️🍟🍔”
Anon Request #6: “Some fluff of Helena and MC chilling and listening to music then slow dancing together please? Also, I absolutely adore all of the fics that have been written so far! Please keep up the amazing work 💕”
Anon Request #7: “Helena and Mc kissing in the rain”
Anon Request #8: “I was listening to "Baby Mine" and it gave me feels. So lets imagine Helena discovering the lullaby "Baby Mine" and singing it to her and MC's child?”
Anon Request #9: “Headcanons about MC introducing Helena to her family, please. Bonus points if she very quickly becomes one of their own & finally finds out what it’s like to have a family/parents who care about her wellbeing and love her unconditionally 🥺🌻❄️”
Anon Request #10: “Helena loves the water right? So can you write something or give us some HC where MC plans a date night to an aquarium to celebrate her first birthday in Chicago? Maybe they even get her fave food at Stop’n’Go to make the night extra special for her. Lots of fluff and her just being completely amazed that A) her wife would do something like this for her, and B) that aquariums are a thing that exist and that she becomes obsessed with 🌻🐠🦑🦈”
Anon Request #11: “Ok so your writing gives me life! Literally makes my day when seeing you guys post stuff ❤️ can I request Helena, what would happen if her and MC took a shower, Helena never having been in a shower before 🤪”
Anon Request #12: “Ten years after coming home to Chicago how do you think Helena x MC’s life will look?”
Anon Request #13: “✨🌈🍀 CAN YOU GIVE US A SNAPSHOT OF HELENA AND MC’S LIFE A DECADE AFTER THEY RETURNED TO CHICAGO? WHERE DO THEY LIVE NOW/WHAT IS THEIR HOME LIKE? DO THEY HAVE CHILDREN OR CATS OR BOTH? THEIR CAREERS? WHAT DO THEY DO IN THEIR FREE TIME? HOW OFTEN DO THEY VISIT THEIR FRIENDS IN FANTASYLAND/HAVE THEY EVER VISITED THEM IN THE MODERN WORLD? AND HOW FAR HAS HELENA COME IN HER RECOVERY? 🌻”
Anon Request #14: “Helena’s MC is a super famous grammy award winning singer/songwriter and now that they’re back in the modern world has written an entire album dedicated to Helena. HC or Fic about Helena listening to all of her songs at one of MC’s concerts/being overwhelmed with joy that her wife literally can’t stop talking about how much she loves her in front of thousands of people” 🥰
Anon Request #15:  “ Loved the Helena with singer/songwriter MC fic. Can y’all continue it with some HC or something? ❤️”
Anon Request #16: “May I request some fluff between Helena and the MC when the MC gives birth to their son and daughter?”
Anon Request #17: “Helena Klein fluff head cannons - stuff like Helena playing with MC's hair while she's asleep, kissing her knuckles, just gazing into each others eyes, smiles and lots of floof & giggles I guess. omg MC fixing Helena's hair like whenever just to show her how much she appreciates her and lots of hand holding hugs”
Anon Request #18: “Can I request HC'S about Helena being introduced to watermelon and lemonade by the MC?”
Anon Request #19: “I adore your Helena/Mc pregnant headcanons, especially the part about Helena being banned from bringing anymore kale into their home. Can you give us a fic where pregnant mc bans her from slipping kale into her every meal? “
Anon Request #20: “Can I request some hc of Helena seeing all of her child's first? For example, their first words and steps.”
Anon Request #21: “I love how all the mods have Helena as one of their favourites. She’s my all time fave! Can I request Helena learning how to drive haha “
Anon Request #22: “Fic or HC where Helena & MC are vacationing overseas for the first time, so have to fly there. I keep imagining how curious Helena would be at the airport and have this HC that MC arrives hoooouuuurrrrssss too early, just so Helena can look at all the airplanes ❤️”
Anon Request #23: “can I get a fic (or some Headcanons if it's easier) about a little kid mistaking Helena for Elsa in Chicago? It's been on my mind and I want to see MCs reaction”
Anon Request #24: Anniversary fluff, please? But like 50th anniversary after growing old together? Helena and MC?
Anon Request #25: “Headcanons for Helena, MC, and their kid cooking dinner as a family?”
Anon Request #26: “bless us with your thoughts on Helena and "I thought you didn't want me" from the Super Sappy Lines prompt?”
Anon Request #27: “Could I request fluff for Helena and mc, the first time Helena gets handed their child after he/she being born. Thanks gals ❤️❤️”
Anon Request #28: “Ok I love your work!! You have some serious!! Talent!! I am jealous. Ok sooo could I request a Helena and mc head canon. Where mc finds out she does have magic, and Helena teaching her how to control it or something. Hope that makes sense. I always thought it would be cool if the MC also has magic and she would have Helena as the perfect person to help her through it. I don't care how long I have to wait! Coz I ain't going anywhere! I love you guys!”
Anon Request #29: My heart MELTED during that scene with the little girl in the elven village in love and legends, sooooo can I please get some Headcanons about Helena and MC finding a lost kid in Chicago? I'm super soft for scenes like that lol
Anon Request #30: “Fluff on MC taking Helena to a Ren Faire?”
Anon Request #31: “Any chance of getting Helena kissing MC on or after a date please?”
Anon Request #32: “Can I request a Helena fluff we’re Helena’s double Helen wasn’t killed by the witch queen? Helena and Mc went to go meet her as Helena and Helen cries as they now call each other family.”
Anon Request #33: “Helena x MC, where MC has been growing a garden for Helena, and gives it to her on her Birthday or Anniversary?”
Anon Request #34: “Hello could I please get a fic about Helena who has finally passed away to join MC who passed away years earlier please can we have lots of fluff and hugs and cuddles and Helena saying I missed you my love then maybe MC says sweetheart i never left your heart. I was waiting here the whole time. Then they could get the forever they were promised ???Something along those lines but more fluff and just more would be awesome thank you”
Anon Request #35: “A piece for Helena being held by MC? Can be fluffy or angsty, just a soft ending please”
Anon Request #36: “Helena and Mc going to the beach and then having a good time together. Then mc getting flirted on by some guys. Helena is super pissed but then MC kisses Helena deeply and tell them bois that she don't need them 😤”
Request #1: “What would Helena do on Valentine’s Day. Would they celebrate is in her world? Does she knows it’s a thing? Would MC Introduce it to her?”
Request #2: “I have dragons and magic on the brain today. Can you do a HC or Fic where Helena tries to make bread or cake for everyone at the castle and something with her magic goes wrong where instead of bread/cake a baby dragon comes out of the oven?”
Angst:
Anon Request #1: “a random request after finishing Helena’s season 6 and seeing her reaction at a certain characters’ death at the end it left me wondering how do you think Helena would react to mc’s dead at the hands of the witch queen?”
Anon Request #2: “how do you think Helena reacted during MC’s kidnapping that took place in season five?”
Anon Request #3: “Seeing it is woeful Wednesday, how about mc breaking up with Helena?”
Anon Request #4: “CAN I GET SOMe headcaNons about hElena and mC liviNG peacEfully iN cHICago for A wHILe anD STArting a familY buT afTEr yeaRs Of peaCE the WQ shOWS uP?”
Anon Request #5: Do you think you Could write something where Helena is at a funeral for MC with Reiner's Court where she says bye to MC for the last time?
Anon Request #6: “MC comforting Helena through a flashback? “
Anon Request #7: Hey ladies. Hope you are all doing fabulous! Please can I request Helena and mc where mc goes blind. How do you think Helena would cope, help or change things. This can be hc’s or fic. I don’t mind. Lots of love”
Anon Request #8: So, there’s a song called “come away to the water” and one of the lyrics is “come away, little light, come away to the darkness.” Imagine Helena hearing it on the radio or something. My ANGSTY ASS NEEDS HEADCANONS AAAAA I’m sorry lol
Anon Request: #9: “What if MC never has the chance to escape the WQ when she was blocked in with her and Helena on the other side? Please get angsty on me T_T”
Anon Request #10: “Well. In light of the recent vanessa fic, I am going to request a few things. How about Helena going to MC's high school reunion?”
Anon Request #11: “Can I request for mixture of angsty and fluffy fic where LnL Mc died after giving birth to a daughter. Helena raises their child and sees a bit of mc in her physically and personality?
Anon Request #12:”If it's alright can I request a story for Helena and MC, whereby MC is forced to result to violence and killing to protect Helena?”
Anon Request #13: “Hi there, hope your doing well, can I ask for some AU angst where in Helena gets executed by the council instead of being accepted by Barzilai and what are the reactions of everyone including MC and what happens afterwards. Thank you.”
Miscellaneous:
Request #1: “I don't know why but can we get Helena visiting Sweet Enchantments???”
Helena x MC Family
Helena as the lead singer of a German Band hc
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Stay - Harry x Reader
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* image from LucyDreams, Dangerous Fellows
Word Count: 1,174
Fluff (with a tiny bit of NSFW)
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You and Harry were on night watch inside the school building. It was only as of late that you both had started flirting with each other during your patrols. Subtle gestures of affection exchanged between the both of you were now the norm.
Tonight was no different from the previous night watches.
You and Harry were both walking down one of the hallways when you notice that the moon was full and bright.
“How beautiful is the moon tonight?” You look out the window in awe of its serenity. You could feel Harry’s presence next to you; his gaze was not at the moon but fixated on something else. You turn to look at him; your (e/c) eyes meet with his amethyst ones.
“What?” You ask shyly, feeling a little flustered from the way he was looking at you.
“You look like a goddess under the moonlight.” He reaches out to tuck a piece of your (h/c) hair behind your ear. You giggle at his reply and quickly turn your head away trying to hide the heat of your blush that was creeping upon your cheeks.
“That was horribly corny, Harry!”
The corner of his lips curl into a smug little smile and Harry shrugs his shoulders, unapologetic at his cheesy comment. He took a step closer towards you and you couldn’t help but lock eyes with him. His gaze lingering down to your now parted lips and a small breath of anticipation escapes the both of you.
“Argh!” Harry suddenly gasps.
Startled, your eyes widen at his form. He was pressing a hand to his temple, the look of pain searing across his face. His shoulders tense and you knew instantly what was happening.
“Another one?” You ask gently, concern resonating in your voice. He nods slightly. You reach out to his right side and link your hand with his; caressing his arm with the other. “Let’s head back then. You need to rest.”
You could see that this migraine had hit him pretty hard and you guide Harry back to his classroom ending the patrol early.
After reporting your night watch to everyone in classroom 1-C, you return to Harry’s room hoping that the migraine had subsided.
You knock on the door. “Harry? Is it alright if I come in?”
You didn’t hear a response from him. Worried, you let yourself in and see Harry in the middle of the room, his body curled into a foetal position and cradling his head with both of his hands on the floor. He groans from the pain and your heartaches seeing him so helpless.
You close the door behind you and walk towards Harry. Taking your jacket off you sit beside him, crossing your legs together. You start folding your jacket several times into a makeshift pillow and place it in your lap.
Hopefully, this will help ease the migraine a little, you think to yourself.
“Wh-what are you d-doing, (Y/N)? You should go and g-get some rest. I’ll be f-fine. This will pass. Happens all the t-time.”
Harry staggers to sit up and gives you a weak smile trying his best to hide the grimace that was present on his face.
You give him a sympathetic look and without even thinking, you reach out and run your fingers through his soft silver hair.
“Please, Harry. Let me help!” Giving him a gentle smile, you pat your hands on your jacket welcoming him to lie down in your lap.
Harry lets out a soft chuckle, “Fine...You win.”
He nestles his head on your jacket and closes his eyes.
Feeling a little triumphant, you smile to yourself and place both your hands on either side of his head and start massaging all over his scalp. You work your hands simultaneously as you make circular motions down his neck and then up again. Kneading his temples soothingly, trying not to aggravate the migraine any further.
This is the first time you’ve done anything so... intimate. But it felt natural to touch, to nurture, and to adore him. Whatever this is, whatever you were feeling right now, you didn’t want it to end.
Harry let out a sigh of relief, lips curling into a relaxed and beautiful smile. You couldn’t help but admire his handsome features. The moonlight through the windows made him even more so. Your eyes linger to his supple lips as you begin to wonder how it would feel against your own.
Harry’s eyes open, eyelids hooded, he catches your gaze once more.
“(Y/N)...”
You’ve never heard him say your name with such sweetness before. Another blush paints across your cheeks.
You stop massaging as he reaches up to caress your cheek. With a feather-like touch, Harry traces his thumb along your cheekbone and down your jaw. Feeling the warmth of his hand, you let out a hum. Closing your eyes as you lean into his touch.
“Yeah?” You reply to him softly.
Harry props himself on to his elbow, tilting his head up to meet yours. He keeps his hand on your cheek and you could feel his breath against your lips. Your heart begins to pound in your chest with anticipation. Hoping and yearning for his next move.
“Thank you, for being here with me.” You felt his lips brush against yours as he whispers.
You give him a shy smile. However, this time you have no intention of hiding away.
Harry then traces his thumb along the bottom of your lips, staring at them with lust in his eyes.
“(Y/N)...”
Your name rolls off his tongue with such sensuality that it sends shivers up your spine. You reply with a breathy, “Yes?”
The gentleness of his lips finally meets yours. He slides his hand from your cheek to the nape of your neck and kisses you deeply. Slow, sensual, and full of desire that ignites your entire body.
Harry soon breaks away from your lips and immediately, you miss him.
He presses his forehead against yours and nuzzles his nose on your own, giving you little Eskimo kisses. His hooded eyes lock with yours and a gorgeous wide grin is present on his face. You let out a giggle, feeling giddy at what had just happened.
“Harry? What are we d-”
Before you could even finish your question, Harry pulls you into another kiss. This time passionate, full of hunger, and need. He caresses his tongue against your lips and your lips begin to part, welcoming him with your own. A dance of dominance in your mouth and you craved for more.
Harry gently guides your body to the floor refusing to part with your lips. He then manoeuvres himself on top of you. You instinctively widen your legs letting him fit into you like two pieces of a perfect puzzle. He presses into your hips. You let out a soft moan; one hand grabbing the front of his t-shirt and the other running through his hair.
Harry pulls away from your lips once again, both of you panting breathlessly.
“Stay.”
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A/N: *squeals*!! My first fanfic! I would love to hear your feedback guys! Reblog to spread the love (pls credit us as well if you are). I hope you enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed fantasising about it!
A/N (update): Ok! I’ll stop editing now haha I’m on desktop, so I’m happy with the end result! Final word count is 1,175!
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aaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!! helloooo mods!!!!!!!!! SO! instead of a specific AU, I thought about an author shoutout! what are each mod's fave kaisoo authors? and maybe you could give us one of their underrated stories and/or your favorite that they wrote! Ps: you are all amazing and beautiful and I love you!
HELLOOOO~ this is a great idea annonie uwu. Here are our fav authors (both ever and at the moment) with our fav + underrated fics that we love from them.
I’m excited because this is my first time talking about my fav authors so here it goes~
timefortea
My favorites: Something I Gotta Say (Tom and Jerry) (enemies to lovers au clair de lune (wolf au, royalty au + topsoo, iconic) and Anti-Climax (just read it it’s real hot)
Underrated: What’s Good, Princess? (hs au, crack, please im still laughing), Who You Gonna Call? (ghost busters au, TRULY UNDERRATED GO READ IT)
w_anderingheart
My favorites: Amid Shadows (hitmen + mafia au, one of the first fics i read and still so good), there are no wrong mistakes (college au, puppy love nini and nerdy soo, so cute and amazing)
sooblushes
My favorites: run batted in (college + sports au, baldsoo will forever be legendary), deep tissue (i am drooling jongin is soo’s new massage therapist :-))
Underrated: pause, rewind (this baeksoo but its soooo good and sexy)
jongnugget
My favorites: Love Me Right (hs + sports au, if you haven’t read this yet… where have you been?), Kiss and Cry (figure skater au, one of the most beautiful fics i’ve ever read), and of course The Devil Wears Gucci (fashion au, the devil wears prada inspired and a masterpiece)
Underrated: Break a Leg (college au + drama club au, this is SO good i love it so much), Carpe Diem (salem witch trials inspired, so unique and so good Bite Me (vampire au, we are so blessed this exists)
verseau
My favorites: lately all i want is you on top of me (college au, ~discovering their sexuality~, this is already one of my fav fics ever), spreading inside of me (college professors au but like, really sexy and beautifully written)
Underrated: by my side (love this, see admin w’s commentary. go read it
at1stsoo
My favorites: Campaigning for Your Heart (college au + enemies to lovers, politics, but like it’s too good i’m in love ALSO THE SEQUEL), A Slice of Summer Love (college au, pizza delivery guy au, so cute and the pining i love love love), Lawyer Up (My Ass) (you were all expecting this one and here it is bc im still shook and amazed by this lawyer au), What the Nightingale Spies (spy au, legendary)
Underrated: Push the Pedal Down (hs au where bffs kaisoo escape the school to go on a small road trip Birthday Roulette (this so cute and funny i love it, go read it)
indigomini
My favorites: Pay Me Some Mind (pretty sure this is the first fic i read from her and i’m still in love! college au, fwb to lovers Dark Shadows (Are Woken Inside of Me) (oof wolf au and jong discovers he’s an alpha and soo is in heat and jong is obsessed), Puppy Love (bartender nini is hot asf and soo thinks so too) and finally! Yes, Alpha (wolf au again with soo being nini’s personal in-house chef, fucking love this fic i can’t get enough even after every update)
Underrated: Romantic In Theory (im crying i love this so much jongin is so cheesy and its like crack but the smut is good and they’re just goals)
I have to add parkourdeer because he was one of the first authors I loved and I still love his fics very much.
- Admin Macaroon
t_dragon - is on a roll, so many kaisoo fics and still counting!
SM Origins: Kai - x-men au. it’s slightly more jongin-centric but i personally love the bestfriends-to-love dynamic he has with kyungsoo here :’)
Perfection - hurt comfort but also fluff, jongin is training so hard to become the best dancer but he only hurts himself in the process and kyungsoo is having none of it
coppertears - one of the classic authors (been around since 2012/13 yet!!) and all their kd fics are perfect, I defo recommend reading them all! 
landfall - stripper!kai + office worker!soo fall in love with each other (the push and pull rls ufgh)  
maybe in hell, there is a heaven - umm this is not for the faint-hearted :’) it’s a war au with some graphic scenes, jongin is a prisoner, kyungsoo is one of the commanders, but he always is there to protect jongin much to jongin’s surprise
mercuryretrograte/brujadelmar - amazing amazing amazing, i hope they’ll write more
fav: begging you to keep on haunting me - hybrid au, bodyguard au. jongin is a famous dancer but he’s also a swan hybrid and one evening, he receives a death threat. feared for his life, he hires the best bodyguards also hybrids to protect him day in day out
underrated: Ursae Minoris - game of thrones inspo. i dont watch GoT but i’m sure this fics is only loosely inspired by it. and it’s bomb! jongin got married into a new family and he learns about their different culture (ongoing)
xingnini- angst is good but comedy is the real mvp!
underrated: Itaidōshin (Army of Two) - zombie au + comedy au aka when they try to escape the zombies and fight as one but they AREN’T IN SYNC AT ALL also farmboy!jongin bless and chanhun are so fUNNY
Jjeut Jjeut (Tsk, Tsk) - college/enemies to lovers nerd/straight A’s jongin pisses kyungsoo with his unnecessary questions in class so much he wants to fight him but jongin just made him accidentally agree to go on a date instead HAHA freshman jongin is sooo qt
tinylittlepaws - cute, will they write more? ;_;
Say Hi! - omegle!au and the whole shebang :D in which Jongin is bored and alone on a sunday night and decides to try something new with a Random Stranger on the internet.
Tonight is The Night - het is not many ppl’s fav, but this one is really nice OTL girl!nini is feeling brave one night with soo and makes him go down on her :))
ladyLiliah - they only have a few kaisoo fics but they slap!
Dunes - non au, smut, exo visits dubai again but this time with kyungsoo and jongin is ecstatic c:
Afloat - slice of life non au, smut, both train together and de-stress together yup
kaichocosoo - sooo many great kd fics idek what to rec first tbh! their spn au is gold!
Golden - vampire/werewolf au, kyungsoo is a vampire who has dated many times before but now baek convinces him to go this one with someone he thinks could be ‘the one’ for kyungsoo c: 
Hunt Me Not - jongin is determined to be a good vampire hunter but he’s very much into his mentor hunter prodigy kyungsoo (shy!jongin  hehe)
AbsoluteZXING - has a number of kaisoo fics and theyre qt :’)
Afterlight - first fic i read, this is celebrity au/ bestfriends au…the ending just reminded me of Trees of Heaven drama, i love this :(
No Promises - jongin is not happy he had to leave kyungsoo (he is now an angel), but fate has a different plan for them
potslooshi - a few but very nice kd fics uwu
Chances: The blind side - blind!soo is recovering from an accident and kai, who is junmyeon’s brother and soo’s doctor promises jun to pretend to be soo’s husband to help him heal 
Videre - non au smut with some cute moments of them travelling overseas (hj, dirty talk)
lovelyairi - from fluff to angst to smut this author can do it all c:
Make Me Love You - jongin seeks pleasure in a club but he gets more than expected - a pureblood vampire royalty ;) kyungsoo’s shaved head + purple eyes is a wonderful concept
Gentleman - kyungsoo goes to watch Hyung (yeees the movie he’s starring in) in theatres but there’s a person who’s sobbing loudly next to him which is quite annoying! 
Minty_Pixie - the queen of Garnet Hearts! but also of many other incredible fics *u*
Read Me Right - superpowers/abilities, kyungsoo can read people’s minds by a simple touch and he respects jongin’s boundaries (until one day he touches him in an attempt to wake him up from a nightmare)
Through Fire and Ashes - 84k zombie/post-apocalypse au oh em gee!!!! if you are into zombie au and survival theme w lots of heartbreak and action and kd being in love so much they withstand literally everything, what are u waiting for!
life_not_knife - people stop sleeping on this author!!
Hybrid Hyperbole - wolf au, the history of wolves has been always been full of violence, and mistreatment. it is a challenge for both to defy even if it means they’ll have to deal with repercussions
So Damn Hot! - d/s elements, sub!ks and dom!jongin well done uwu
kxdlola120 - nearly 40 kaisoo fics of various genres and aus? thank you for your service :’)
Crimson pink - vampire au, jongin sacrificed by his town to save them from extinction but the vampire he was sold to has seet his eyes on him long before. ongoing!!
Blue - hello angst :’(( jongin is always by kyungsoo’s side and would follow him everywhere, but he doesn’t get to follow him home… (w for terminal illness)
I’ve listed my favourites several times before and that pretty much still stands, these authors are my faves but also who I feel aren’t talked about much! I’ll make sure to rec more authors when I rmb ^^ - Admin J
strange-seas
Faves: The Loneliest Place to Be, Through the Midnight Streets, A Heart at Peace
Underrated: Somewhere Only We Know (it’s SeKai but it’s underrated AND IT’S FRIGGIN BEAUTIFUL)
unfinishedpages
Faves: Do Overs and Second Chances, Something Lost, Something Borrowed.
Underrated: Tahanan, (Watch me make them bow) One by, one by one
jongnugget
Faves: Kiss From a Rose, The Devil Wears Gucci
Underrated: Peace of Mind
verseau
Fave: spreading inside of me
Underrated: by my side (THIS IS ACTUALLY REALLY NICE & A SOFTER, MORE ANGSTY TAKE ON THE USUAL MAFIA AU OK MORE PPL SHLD READ THIS)
Have to put these in cuz they’ll always be my faves: changdictator, uponinfinity, rainbowtoxicity, w_anderingheart, curryramyeon, and of course arosoo
- Admin W
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