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#suicide kink
primalbloodlust · 4 months
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Wouldn't it just be so romantic if I split open your belly from hip to hip with a hooked knife, shot you up full of adrenaline via syringe, and forced you at gunpoint to hang yourself with your own intestines?
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icarusofblood · 4 months
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Wish I had 4 arms so I can choke myself, hold a pistol to my own head, masturbate and scroll Tumblr porn at the same time 🙄
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sunny-and-the-flowers · 3 months
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This man got his own priorities to think about...
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genderkoolaid · 2 months
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has anyone else watched the regime on hbo. im personally in love. these people are so profoundly fucked up. I need more weird gay people's opinion on this show stat
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taintedarabesque · 7 months
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Me
16
uk
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Fav artists: Julie, widowspeak, mazzy star, alice in chains, nirvana, Amy Winehouse, gossling, the cranberries, Sezen Aksu, Imogen heap, Mars argo, Crystal castles, the kinks, the ramones, Cocteau twins, Jeff Buckley, scarling, the doors, fleetwood mac, the smiths, the cure, type o negative, hole, lana del rey, paramore and Radiohead
Shows and movies: ahs, skins uk, teotfw, ianowt, hocus pocus, Alice in wonderland, love exposure and the virgin suicides
Violet Harmon and Cassie Ainsworth are so me
I love reading, Blythe dolls, sylvanian families, fashion and art i mostly blog about ahs and just ramble
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antimony-medusa · 7 months
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In adittion to the "as a person with issues with suicide why did I get into DSMP" and "as a person with issues with child harm why did I get into QSMP," I'm watching phil's chat try to enforce adoption of everyone he sees and going "as a person who has issues with culturally expected childrearing, why on earth did I get into Philza minecraft". 😂
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terrible-boy · 27 days
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how strange it is to be anything at all //
ao3 // unhinged kunikida/dazai stuffing kink angst freakout
"This was different. This was intimacy. As Kunikida dropped mint tea bags into each of the only two mugs Dazai appeared to own, Dazai was loosening the bandages around his ribcage and sighing with relief. He was unbuttoning his trousers and changing into a pair of lightweight sweatpants. He was collapsing onto his futon and rubbing his bloated belly without a hint of reticence. 
This was not Kunikida’s to witness, but Dazai had repeatedly invited him in."
Dazai calls Kunikida after a deeply unserious attempt. Kunikida doesn't know what to do with any of this.
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teddynivvy · 24 days
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can you kill yourself
oh!
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monsterohnenamen · 6 months
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ftmcutiepie · 11 months
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I’m trans and stuck living in transphobic country, I hate my life and I’m planning to kill myself. Does this make you happy and turn you on?
Okay, first things first, in case you're serious:
Call a suicide hotline. Call or go to a local mental health facility that has an emergency service. Go to your local hospital's emergency room.
Talk to family or friends, if you can.
Those things are way better outlets / support opportunities than an online stranger's ask box.
BUT. In case you seriously need someone to talk - and from the tone of this ask I doubt you'd be interested in this offer - you can come off anon and I'll DM you.
I am not taking on responsibility for your mental health, but trans people need to stick together in a world that is so often against us.
Hell, this kink is more often than not a coping mechanism for exactly that.
Where's that tweet that's like, "I'm not fetishizing your experience, I'm fetishizing my experience, idk who you are". That.
This blog, and many blogs that fetishize dark, terrible real life things like SA, abuse, misogyny (dare I say racism? I'm technically mixed race but white passing and culturally white, I don't feel like it's my place to have an opinion on this), are FANTASY, often times COPING MECHANISMS and should be between CONSENTING ADULTS ONLY.
I do engage in this kink from a privileged position. Like I said, white passing and culturally white in central europe. Far from transphobia-free, trans people here are still affected by discrimination and hate crimes, but we have the possibility to get hormones relatively easily (I'm almost 7 months on T), and further medical and "legal" transition is harder to get, but possible. Overall, queer acceptance has been on the rise, but so have been right-wing leaning sentiments.
I made my own experiences with transphobia, mostly from family members, and was closeted in some aspects of my life for years. I'm still not out at work because I'm anxious about negative consequences.
These experiences have given me this kink.
Getting misgendered and even deadnamed hurts less when done to me with my CONSENT, not from a place of genuine transphobia. Masturbating to dysphoria alleviates it.
This kink is playing with real pain and turning it into something positive.
I would never stand for someone misgendering or deadnaming someone without their consent. That is transphobia.
This kink - engaged in between consenting adults - is not.
I am truly sorry about your situation.
Obviously it doesn't make me happy or turn me on. I never said it did. If you actually looked at my blog you'd know that.
Again, fetishizing my own experience has nothing to do with you.
If blogs like mine make you uncomfortable, the block button is free.
A few trans people online engaging in a niche kink to cope isn't the reason for the transphobia around you.
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sexiibunni · 16 days
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My freakness is on the loose,
And running, all over you,
Please take me to places
That nobody, nobody knows
You got me hooked up on the feeling
You got me hanging from the ceiling
Got me up so high I'm barely breathing
So don't let me, don't let me
Don't let me, don't let me go
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𝓜𝓪𝓻𝓻𝔂 𝓶𝓮. @cypres-ss
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knifetomyheart · 8 months
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Currently thinking thoughts about being told "You're so disgusting for letting me do this to you, you should kill yourself"
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