#suicidal shit

[dead-inside-247]

You think I don't care about you ?? If I didn't, you wouldn't be seeing me everyday. Infact, you wouldn't be seeing me at all, anymore. The fact that I haven't kms yet is the greatest testimony of my "care" for you

#suicidal shit #suicidal #wanna disappear #wanna kms #im hurtin #i want to cvt

[animentality]

All the links to the above charities here.

Brianna Ghey's family:

STA:

Gallop:

Mermaids:

GI:

#twitter #trans rights #lgbt #tw suicide #brianna ghey #transgender #fuck the gender critical movement #pieces of shit

[blueskittlesart]

Now that you're gone

#*guy who just spent a full month selling 60 pages worth of comics voice* i should write another comic #this is part 1 of 2 btw. i have another one scripted from aryll's pov LOL #anyway. the concept for this has been in my head for like. years. finally decided to actually write it tho lol #the thought of his family after the initial calamity strike makes me crazy. they lost him. but he was already gone. #he was gone the moment he picked up that sword. could they have stopped it? should they have? #would things have ended any differently if they'd tried? or would it only have been worse for him? #ANYWAY. hi everyone new black and white zelda comic from the black and white zelda comic guy #skribbles #botw #loz #legend of zelda #breath of the wild #totk #tears of the kingdom #OH SHIT. TRIGGER WARNINGS #tw gore #tw suicide #tw suicidal ideation #<sorry 4 forgetting at first LMAO

[dumbsuicidalteen]

one thing about me is i am not doing so well

[xunknownxbrokenxgodx]

they should invent a way that makes suicide fucking easy

#vent #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #mentally exhausted #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destruction #i hate it here #tw suicide ideation #tw suicide #suicide ideation #committing suicide

[mybestcopingmechanism]

people who see cute coquette / nymphette posts and say that the women are romanticising pedophilia are so annoying

#women arent allowed to like shit without somebody demonising it #girlhood is being sexualised #girlblog #this is a girlblog #girlblog aesthetic #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #female manipulator #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #girlblogger #female hysteria #girlhood #girlblogging #femcel #coquette #nympette #lana del rey #this is what makes us girls #hell is a teenage girl #girl interrupted #the virgin suicides #vintage americana

[spilledkaleidoscope]

Horrific Necktie

#oh yeah sometimes I just want to draw super depressing shit I guess #disco elysium #cw suicide #getting fast at this kind of stuff #wooosh #comic #Kim Kitsuragi #harry du bois #harrier du bois #my art

[hazel2468]

Hey. You.

The world is better with you in it.

#seeing all this shit about that one suicide #and how people are straight up glorifying it #is making me remember when I wanted to kill myself so #remember that the world IS better with you in it

[magnetictapedatastorage]

TRAs to minors: you need amputations and chemical injections or you're going to fucking kill yourself. rush rush rush rush rush as FAST as you can. LIE and THREATEN SUICIDE to anyone who stands in your way. here's a script of fake statements to make to your doctor so you can get the amputations and chemicals as fast as possible. doubt is the enemy. if you even THINK about not going through with it RIGHT NOW, you're permanently hindering your ability to pass as an adult. which means you WILL KILL YOURSELF AND THERE IS NO OTHER WAY. YOU WILL KILL YOURSELF. YOU WILL KILL YOURSELF YOU WILL KILL YOURSELF THERE IS NO WAY OUT THERE IS NO ESCAPE

TRAs when someone detransitions for literally any reason: you were a fucking liar and never really trans you nazi piece of human trash. nobody would ever pressure you like that or tell you to lie. the least you can do is shut your fucking mouth and toe the line, and stop trying to convince people there's any alternatives other than amputations + chemicals, or straight up killing yourself. you're a fucking conversion therapy supporter and deserve to be beaten to death and raped

#gender critical #nsfl #sorry i am just angry as fuck at the shit i'm seeing #tw rape #tw suicide

[maniccherrygirl]

#girlblogging #girlhood #sylvia plath #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #gone girl #female hysteria #sadgirl #girl interrupted syndrome #femme fatale #mentally deranged #mentally fucked #bpd vent #bpd yandere #bpd blog #insane #the virgin suicides #depressing shit

[dead-inside-247]

Ngl if I don't get the grades I want or don't get into my dream uni...I am gonna jump off that 10 storeyed building while doing a Naruto run

#tw sui joke #suicidal shit

[finniestoncrane]

💙🪃💛

#finnie gifs #captain boomerang #george harkness #digger harkness #husband #my shit #ss: ktjl #suicide squad #suicide squad kill the justice league #kill the justice league #ktjl #suicide squad: kill the justice league #suicide squad: kill the justice league spoilers #ss:ktjl spoilers #kill the justice league spoilers #spoilers

[yardsards]

hot take but you all NEED to stop telling people to kill themselves.

yes, even *those* people. i don't care if you're talking to some monster who puts live puppies into a wood chipper for fun, don't say that shit.

because mx. puppychipper isn't gonna be affected by your words.

but you know who might be affected? some innocent third party reading the words you said on a public website.

because telling people to kill themselves says "suicide is a punishment for being a bad person. bad people, upon realizing they're bad, should simply commit suicide instead of working to atone for their actions."

and that is NOT a message you wanna be normalizing to anyone, but ESPECIALLY people with depression (who, let's be real, make up a higher than average chunk of this site's userbase). whose mental illness is already telling them that 1: they're an inherently terrible worthless person no matter what they do 2: death is an appealing option.

is reading "kill yourself" once or twice gonna make them do it? nah, probably not. but reading it multiple times a day every day is gonna make their mental health worse. it's probably not good for your mental health to be saying that kind of thing, either.

just knock that shit off. the world is already so hostile to people with mental illness, and managing mental illness and unlearning unhealthy thought patterns is already so difficult. you don't need to be out here making it worse.

#eliot posts #suicide mention #animal abuse mention #i guess #ive said similar before and i just said this in the tags of another post but it deserves its own post #i am fucking TIRED of reading this shit so often #i frequently block people for saying it #sometimes i report ppl over it too if they're shitty in other ways too #i luckily don't have the ''i'm a worthless piece of shit and deserve the death penalty'' flavour of depression #but i do have the ''life is endless suffering and i want to euthanize myself'' variety of depression (or. technically bipolar.) #and reading the phrase kys Feels Bad Man w my mental illness #and i have froends w the first type and i worry about them #and one of em has told me it does affect them quite negatively to read kys #so yeah! fucking stop it!

[notaplaceofhonour]

I was raised in the People of Destiny cult (later renamed, and more well-known as, Sovereign Grace Ministries, now Sovereign Grace Churches).

The valorization of martyrdom and The End Times was so ubiquitous it was ambient noise. We stood in the church lobby theorizing about who the antichrist would be, we argued about whether Jesus would rapture us all before, after, or during the Tribulation Period where Satan would be given free reign over the earth. There was a strong Christian Zionist fixation on Israel as the final battleground and capital of the coming Messianic Age. But the one thing we were all certain of was is that we were in the End Times, that we were not of this world and couldn’t get too attached to our lives here.

We were raised to believe our sin nature made us undeserving of life, that we deserved death and eternal conscious torture.

My parents read us the Jesus Freaks books (a series by Christian Rap group DC Talk about martyrs). I spent “devotional time” reading Fox’s Book of Martyrs. We had guest speakers from Voice of the Martyrs, their pamphlets were often stocked in our church’s information center. We grew up with our dad listening to right wing talk radio and making us listen to songs about how the Godless atheists were outlawing Christianity in America, that we could all become martyrs soon.

The group’s theology was damaging & traumatic in a lot of other ways that contributed to the suicidality I have continued to struggle with for the rest of my life. For a long time I did not believe I would live past 20. There are times when the idea of giving my death meaning by using public suicide to make a political statement has appealed to me.

So now, seeing so many social media posts glorifying the suicide of a US Airman this week, I have been furious. Reading his social media posts, I recognize so much about the way I was raised in his all-or-nothing, black-or-white mindset, the valorization of death-seeking & martyrdom, and the apocalyptic fire-and-brimstone imagery of self-immolation. The moment I saw people I followed celebrating his self-immolation, I said to myself “this feels like a cult”

So when I learned he was raised in a cult too, nothing could have made more sense to me. His political orientation may have changed, but his mindset did not—it was no less extreme or cult-like.

I’ve talked about so many of the reasons this response from the broader left scares me, including how it’s laundering that airman’s antisemitic beliefs, but I cannot think of anything that would hit me in a more personal place than this specific response to this specific situation has.

When I see the images, I think: that could have been me. That scares me, and what scares me more is that so many prominent people are overwhelmingly sending the message to people like me that there is nothing else we can do that would have a more meaningful impact than killing ourselves for the cause.

I do not believe that. I will not even entertain it. And having to see his death over and over and over again, to argue against people who are treating this like an intellectual/moral exercise or a valid debate we all have to consider has been immensely triggering and fills me with a rage I rarely feel. It’s unconscionable that we are even putting self-harm on the table, and that pushing back against that is somehow controversial.

There is hope. Our lives do have meaning. There are far more effective means of fighting injustice. And the world is a better place for having you in it. Don’t fall into believing this is a way to give life purpose.

#he was raised in a different cult than me but there is significant overlap in the Community of Jesus & People of Destiny worldviews #EDIT: I originally said the Tribulations were ‘7 1/2’ years but this was me confusing the ‘a time times & half a time’ from Daniel #with the idea of a 7 year tribulation #it’s been forever and a lifetime since I lived in that world so the exact theological details can be hazy #death cult shit #extremely traumatic content #i/p #cw suicide #religious trauma #cw trauma #antisemitism #pdi international #people of destiny cult #sgm cult #sovereign grace cult #christian cult #cult survivor #death cult #evangelical ​apocalypticism #exvangelical

[sad-empty-lost]

My dream for this year is to be dead……I don’t care how, just dead

#personal #life #depressing quotes #tw depression #sad thoughts #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #depressing life #depressing shit #tw triggers #suicide #suicidal #sad #depression

[dumbsuicidalteen]

one of the worst parts of self harm and suicidal ideation is when you’re sitting next to someone you love so much and all you can think about is how badly you want things to end