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yeah guys /jk does not seem like my guy anymore turns out /srs is like reaaaally understanding actually

#i hate it here #mentally fucked #mentally exhausted #vent #tw self destruction #self destruction #depressing shit #self loathing

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And for my next trick I will cvt my wrists vertically while i dangle from a sturdy beam only held on to by my neck with a see through plastic bag over my head! Big round of applause please! You're not allowed to touch the magician! The show will not go on after this!

#im getting worse and worse somehow. #mentally fucked #mentally exhausted #depressing shit #depressing thoughts #tw self loathing #self loathing #tw self destruction #i hate it here #su1c1d3 #tw suicide ideation #suicide ideation

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"its only an episode" i tell myself the nineth week in a row

#depressing shit #depression #depressed #mentally fucked #mentally exhausted #dead inside #vent #self loathing #self h@rm #tw depression

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If I ever kill myself please remember that I'm fucking ecstatic about leaving this shithole of a place and pity all people that are still bound to their hopeless existence here

#su1c1d3 #tw suicide #suicide ideation #tw sui ideation #i hate it here #mentally fucked #mentally exhausted #vent #tw self destruction #self loathing #bpd thoughts

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Do you ever just ?

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and that in mere minutes sometimes

Gotta love going from “i love life and life is good” to “i should be dead, i want to die, no one loves me and i should kms” and then back to “life is so good right now”

#intrusive thoughts #mood swings #bpd vent

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real i wish i was john

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i can not believe how much doing the bare minimum stresses me out

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the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day

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it's me and this feeling of emptiness against the world

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