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teamatsumu · 6 months
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kinktober 2023 -> day 30
overstimulation - sugawara koushi x reader
word count: 662
warnings: smut, swearing, nsfw, dom!suga
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Sugawara Koushi could be cruel.
Your friends would be appalled by this statement. So would anyone who had met him even once. Koushi? Cruel? What a ridiculous thing to say. Koushi was kind and nurturing. He was a great mentor, and helpful senpai, a loyal friend. He didn’t have a single cruel bone in his body.
Oh, the misconceptions people have.
“Come on, baby.” He cooed, voice like honey in your ear, sounding as soothing as he always did. But it didn’t settle you at all. It couldn’t. Not with how tightly wound up you were. Not when your muscles were fatigued and stretched taut, every limb constricting and twisting until it almost hurt. You let out a broken sob, shaking your head with any ounce of strength you still had in you.
“Can’t.” You heaved out. “Can’t, Koushi. Can’t, can’t, can’t, can’t.”
“Yes, you can.” He encouraged, breath hitting the shell of your ear. “Which one will this be? Fifth? Sixth? Come on, sweetie. You’ve done more before. Don’t disappoint me.”
And you weeped, because it was true, you didn’t want to disappoint him. Despite the tingles that ran over your swollen, angry cunt, and despite how it burned when Koushi’s cock slid over your walls, you wanted to cum for him. You wanted to see the way his pupils dilated and how his pink tongue slid over his bottom lip when he watched you fall apart on him. While he loved watching you cum, you loved how he looked at you while you came.
You felt numb from the waist down, like the very soul had been sapped out of you. Koushi moved in deep, languid strokes that ended with him digging into the spongy little spot inside you. Stars burst in your vision with every brush of his cock on it, and despite how far you had been pushed, little tendrils of pleasure still zipped up your stomach at the feeling. Koushi’s fingers, skilled and meticulous, ran over your clit in ghostly touches, and even that little brush of them had you jerking and twitching. You felt empty, spent, and your boyfriend still showed no signs of stopping. He had been saying ‘one more’ for the last two hours, and here you were, cumming on him over and over until you were dizzy and blood was roaring in your ears.
You gasped when Koushi sped up, dread running through you. Speeding up meant he was ready to see you cum again, but you were sure you couldn’t give him more. You couldn’t. You felt like there was nothing left to give.
“Koushi. Please.” You didn’t know what you were begging him for. To stop, and finally let your body rest? Or to keep going, unable to yet give up on the buzzing happening under your skin?
He hummed to let you know he had heard, giving you a soft smile entirely contradictory to his cruel behavior. His hair fell to the side, windswept and effortlessly gorgeous. His eyes were warm brown as always, staring at you kindly like he wasn’t buried balls deep in you. His thumb and forefinger pinched your clit, making you yelp, before he immediately started rubbing on it hard.
“Fuck-” There was no stopping it, your breath completely ceasing in your lungs as your back arched impossibly high, another mind-numbing orgasm shaking through your very bones. Your teary eyes never left Koushi’s warm ones, watching as he bit his lower lip, gaze running hungrily over your sweaty, trembling body.
You gasped and nearly choked your way through it, going limp and hugging Koushi’s waist with your weak legs. He placed a soft kiss on your temple, running a hand up your side to ground you, whispering sweet praises into your skin and stilling inside you to give you a little reprieve. His lips brushed your ear, laying a tiny kiss behind it before speaking the two words you had been dreading the most.
“One more.”
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system-to-the-madness · 2 months
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Secret Notes and Misunderstandings - Sugawara Kōshi x Reader
Pairing: Sugawara Kōshi x Reader (can be read as any gender, no pronouns used) Genre: fluff Word Count: 3 420 Warnings: Use of y/n, Tanaka and Noya Summary: You receive secret notes from someone. If only they were from your crush Suga A/N: I’m not really happy with the style of this one…
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It had to be every schoolgirl’s dream, receiving cute notes written by a secret admirer, pushed into her locker every morning. And the notes were cute, they really were. Never creepy or offensive, just sweet.
It had started almost a month ago. One morning you had opened your locker, only to find a small note fluttering out. Not recognizing it, you had unfolded the paper that seemed to have been ripped from a Kanji exercise book. In an unfamiliar handwriting, using what seemed like a fine 0.3mm black ink pen, a few words had been scribbled down, making a smile pull at your lips.
“I’m too shy to tell you this in person, but your presentation on the United Nations yesterday was crazy good.”
You had folded the note back together, and placed it in your pencil case, where it made you smile every time you glanced at it.
“You’re in a good mood today,” Sugawara, your classmate, had grinned when he had passed you during lunch break on this way to the sink.
You had shrugged, your heart beating faster when you had realized that Suga had addressed you. The feeling that ran through your body at every interaction with him was so different from the feelings the note had sparked, so much better.
The notes had started that day, and there had not been one day of school since then, that there hadn’t been one shoved into your locker in the morning. Over time they had gotten more personal, leaving less and less doubt about the author’s attraction to you. He (and you knew it was a guy by the words he used), was never offensive or creepy, just plainly sweet, complimenting the hair clip you had worn the other day, or sometimes even admitting how he wished he would be brave enough to talk to you normally, without these notes.
And the more he revealed his own thoughts, his own insecurities and wishes, the more he revealed of his heart, the worse you felt. The notes were cute, sweet, and normally you would have been dying to know who went through all the effort just for your sake. Maybe you would have been trying to find out who it was and asked them out, just because you felt like after all the effort he had made, he deserved you take a risk too.
But no matter how much you wanted to feel excited and honoured by these notes, there was still Suga. Suga who was in the same class as you and your mysterious admirer, Suga who was working hard in every subject, who helped the other students when they struggled, who laughed loud and unashamedly in the breaks, who’s smile was warm like summer sun beams, even when it was only late February. So really it was Sugawara’s fault, you thought to yourself, that you couldn’t reciprocate the feelings these notes conveyed. If it weren’t for your stupid, stupid, unrequited crush on him, you’d have tried to get into contact with the author of these notes weeks ago. But your heart was hopelessly hung up on someone else, no matter how much you tried to convince yourself to let these feelings go.
So, when you stared down on what had to be the boldest note yet, you felt a little sick.
"I've been trying to work up the courage to ask you to sit with me for lunch for weeks now, but every time I think about getting up and asking you, I get so nervous that I can't even think properly anymore. Maybe I’ll ask you tomorrow. I want to make salmon onigiri, I know you like those. What do you think?"
The nervousness of the author as he had written these words and then pushed the note into your locker was basically seeping out of the paper into your hands, pleading you to be as nervous about him as he was about you. But instead, you knew he was just setting himself up for heartbreak. This had to stop. Now. You had allowed this boy to bring up his hopes for far too long now. You had to end this. Even if it would hurt him. Even when you would feel awful for breaking his heart.  But it was better to end this now than to have him work up the courage to face you and then tell it into his face.
Although he did deserve a gentle let down, he didn’t deserve to torture himself before it. So, after your last class, you ripped out a page of your notebook and grabbed one of your pens. During class, between paying attention to the teachers’ words and the way Suga was bouncing his leg under the table on the other side of the classroom, you had mentally prepared what you wanted to write.
“Dear friend, thank you very much for all the notes over the past weeks. I have enjoyed reading them, but I’m sorry to tell you that I can’t reciprocate your feelings. I already have someone I like, and it wouldn’t be fair to let you keep hoping I will return your feelings. In fact, I should have told you this a lot sooner, and I’m sorry for the pain I’m causing you now. Let this be the last exchange.”
You had been tempted to add words of reassurance or comfort, but you were worried they might make him hope against hope that you would eventually return his feelings. When the last class was over, you used a thin strip of washi-tape and stuck the note to your locker so it was blocking the little gap in the door. This way the note couldn’t possibly go unnoticed by whoever had sent you the others.
The next morning rolled around, and you were almost nervous, when you took off your shoes and placed them in the rack, going to your locker to grab your books for the day. The note you had stuck to its door the day prior was gone, and you already feared someone else might have removed it, but when you opened the locker, no new note came sailing out. You were almost a little disappointed. But you had asked him to stop writing, so you had gotte what you wanted. This was for the best. Let him be disappointed or maybe even a little heartbroken, and by next week he would have moved on.
When you entered the classroom, you found, much to your surprise, that yesterday’s note hadn’t been the last. Instead, someone had placed two wrapped onigiri on your table, and a note underneath. Up until now, the paper had always been torn neatly out of notebooks, the signs evenly paced and written with precision. This time, even though it was the by now familiar handwriting, the page seemed to have been ripped out in haste, the words smeared over the paper, smudging the ink.
“I already made these, and I thought you should have them. If you don’t want them, leave them on the desk during lunch break and I’ll take them back. This is my last note. Thanks for your honesty.”
You bit your lip, staring down at the paper. You could tell his hand had shaken when he had written this note. While nervousness had seeped out of the other notes, this one seemed to ooze pain. He’ll get over it, you thought to yourself, over me.
Quickly you crumbled the note in your hand, pushing the onigiris to the edge of the table, not intending to eat them. With a few steps you made your way to the paper basked, discarding the final note of your secret admirer. On your way back to your desk, your eyes skipped over to where Suga was sitting, as always when you got the chance.
He sat backsided on a chair, arms crossed over the backrest, chin propped on his lower arm. He had taken off his jacket, leaving him in the short sleeved, white button-up of the uniform. Warm spring sunlight flitted in through the window, catching in his silver hair and making it gleam like star light. He looked angelic, you thought to yourself. Even though Daichi was telling him something, and laughing at his side, Suga barely seemed to listen, his gaze absentmindedly directed into the distance. He looked pale, you realized, pale and tired. Hopefully he wouldn’t get sick in the last weeks of the school year.
Suddenly his gaze drew away from wherever he had stared of to, and directed itself to you instead. You felt like your heart almost stopped at the way his coffee brown eyes bore into you, and feeling your cheeks heat up, you lifted your hand to wave at him with a smile. Instead of returning the gesture, he only seemed to tense, before tearing his eyes away from you and sitting up, saying something to Daichi instead.
Confused at his unusual reaction, you walked back to your seat, sitting down. The onigiri in front of you seemed to mock you, and far more frequent than usually your gaze flickered over to Suga during the day. His mood didn’t seem to better though, and in fact it grew only grimmer when he caught you staring at him once.
You were not the only one who seemed to pick up on his unusual behaviour, because as the bell rang for lunch break, you overheard Daichi ask him if everything was okay. Suga only answered he was fine, even though he sounded upset and annoyed, but the rest of the conversation got drowned out by the voices of other students.
Like every day, you left the classroom at the beginning of lunchbreak to refill your bottle at the water fountain in the hallway. Today you made sure to take an extra few minutes; hopefully giving the author of the notes you had received enough time to retrieve the onigiri from your desk. And sure enough, by the time you returned to the classroom, they were gone.
The rest of the day went by without any other incidents, unless one counted Suga’s terrible mood. Even across the classroom it seemed to rub off on you. Originally you had wanted to pay closer attention to the other boys, trying to see if anyone’s behaviour differed from usually which might give them away as the author of the messages, but instead your focus was entirely on Suga and what you could do to cheer him up.
When the last class ended, and you still hadn’t thought of anything useful to say to Suga, you just opted for a wave and a smile, as you usually did, bidding him goodbye before heading off to your club. But unlike all the other days, he ignored you completely, leaving a bitter taste in your mouth and your heart heavy.
It was already growing dark outside when you hasted through the corridors of the school again. Your club had finished only a few minutes ago, when you had remembered there was a book you needed for homework, so you were on your way back to the lockers. You had almost reached them, when suddenly the voices of two students made you stop.
“He explicitly said not to get involved,” the one nagged.
“But have you seen him? Can you really just stand by and watch him suffer like that,” the other voice replied.
Carefully you snuck around the last corner, finding two boys standing in front of your locker. Even in the dim light you could make out the one’s buzzcut and the other’s unruly hair. They were both in the year below you, you realized, and members of the volleyball team, teammates of Suga’s. The one with the unruly hair was trying to push a piece of paper through the gap below the door into your locker.
You were about to ask them what they were up to. After all, neither of them couldn’t have been the one writing the notes you had received; that person was in your class. You knew that from the references to your classwork he had been making.
“You know, he’s gonna hate you when he finds out you got involved.”
“So what, let him hate me! As long as he gets his girl! (Y/n) just has to give him a second chance!”
“Who am I supposed to give a second chance,” you asked out loud, stepping out from behind the corner.
The two boys jumped in surprise as your presence, the one with the unruly hair, quickly hiding a piece of paper behind his back.
“Well, you see, the thing is our set-,” he started, immediately receiving a harsh nudge from his friend.
“And what were you trying to push into my locker,” you added. Usually you were not very intimidating, but being a year older than them had its perks: they had to respect you. Demanding, you held out your hand.
The boy with the blond streak in this dishevelled hair shot his friend a side glance before stepping forward and dropping the paper into your outstretched hand.
“Have you been the ones putting notes into my locker,” you asked.
“Yes, well, no. Maybe. Sometimes,” the boy with the buzzcut answered. Tanaka, you remembered.
“What is it now. Have you or have you not?”
“Sometimes,” the other one – Nuka? Nayo? Noya? Oh yes, Noya was his name – answered. “Sometimes we delivered them for our friend, when you had club late and there was the chance of you running into Su-“
He got interrupted by another shove between his ribs. He coughed.
Biting your lip, you twirled the paper between your fingers. You could find out who had sent you all these notes, you realized. You just had to ask now. Tanaka would probably be quiet, but Noya seemed eager to make you like whoever had sent them to deliver them. But did you want to know? Did you really want to go to class tomorrow, look at the person who had written these notes and pretend you didn’t know?
“Please,” Tanaka interrupted your thoughts. “Can’t you give our friend a chance? We know you like someone else, but you’ll forget about that guy in no time, I promise! Our friend is like- he’s the best guy there is really. He’s smart, and patient, and funny-”
“Charming, good-looking, athletic,” Noya continued. “A little chaotic sometimes maybe, but he has like the biggest heart-”
You shook your head. “Listen guys, Tanaka-kun, Noya-kun. I appreciate your effort and I know you just want to see your friend happy, but as I already wrote him: there is someone else I like, and it wouldn’t be right to let your friend hope that my feelings will change eventually. That’s just not fair.”
“But you should’ve seen him today during practice,” Noya continued. “He was not himself! He was devastated! And Suga’s ready to let you walk away because he respects you, but I- we think-”
“Wait, wait,” you lifted your hands in the air, signalling him to stop talking. Your heart was racing. “Say that again.”
“He respects you and-”
“No, you said his name,” you disagreed.
The boys exchanged glances.
“He’ll kill you,” Tanaka mumbled to Noya.
“Did you say Suga,” you asked.
Their silence was answer enough.
All this time you had wanted Suga to notice you and all this time it had been him who had sent you these notes? And then you had rejected him? Was that why he had been so pale today, why he hadn’t smiled at you today? Because you had rejected him, not even knowing who you had rejected? Your heart dropped and the floor felt like it was giving way beneath your feet. You had to fix that. Somehow you had to fix this stupid, stupid situation.
“Do you have a pen?”
Tanaka rummaged around in his pocket, before handing you a blunt pencil. You took it anyway. Unfolding the paper you had taken from Noya, you placed it against the closest locker, flipping it to its empty side.
“What’s Suga’s favourite onigiri filling,” you asked, glancing at Tanaka and Noya from over your shoulder.
“Salmon,” they answered at the same time without hesitation.
You furrowed your brows. “Are you sure?”
“We talked about it just the other day,” Tanaka assured you.
“He said, he likes them because you like them,” Noya added. You exhaled slowly, trying not to laugh. This sounded so much like something Suga would say.
Putting the pen down, you began writing.
“Noya and Tanaka ranted you out. Don’t be mad at them, I made them tell me. Let’s eat lunch together. I’ll make salmon onigiri, I know you like those. We can eat outside under the plum tree. The blossoms are your favourite, aren’t they?”
Quickly, before you could change your mind, you folded the paper, and pushed it into Suga’s locker, making the two boys exchange wide eyed glances.
“What did you write,” they asked excitedly as you returned to your locker to retrieve the book you had come here for.
“Are you giving him a second chance?”
“You’ll see,” you answered with a smile.
The next morning, Suga was already sitting in the classroom when you entered, like he did every morning. When he saw you sitting down behind your own desk, he quickly exchanged a few words with Daichi, before walking over.
Pink was dusting his cheeks, the colour almost matching that of the plum blossoms outside. He was nervous, you could tell, fiddling around with a piece of paper between his fingers. Watching him walk over, your own pulse spiked. Yesterday you had been filled with confidence when you had written the note, but today it all seemed unreal. That was until he dropped the small piece of paper on the desk in front of you, leaning against the table.
For a moment you looked up at him, his chocolate brown eyes nervous but also filled with warmth as he glanced down to you, then you reached for the paper. He had rolled it into a tight scroll, probably an act of nervosity while he had waited for you. For the first time the note didn’t contain any words, only a doodled Smilie. The smile on your face was instantaneous, and quickly you looked back up to Suga, who was full on blushing now.
“I know, I said I’d stop it with the notes, but…” he shrugged bashfully, making you laugh quietly.
“No, that’s okay,” you let him know.
“I do gotta ask though- not that I’m complaining, just curious – what changed your mind?”
He’s still smiling, but you could hear the insecurity in his voice as well.
Inhaling deeply, you settled for the truth. “Turned out the guy I rejected was actually the guy I was rejecting him for.”
Suga just furrowed his brows in confusion.
“What I mean is,” you shuffled in your seat a little, wondering if the words would come any easier if you sat differently or if Suga weren’t nailing you to the chair with the intensity with which he was considering you now. “You’re the guy I was talking about in that note, the person I like. I didn’t know you were also the person sending me these notes.”
Finally, the last bit of hesitation seemed to melt away from Suga. “Lucky then, that I like you, too,” he teased, making your heart stutter and his cheeks tint an even deeper pink. “Sooo, are we eating lunch together?"
You nodded. “I made onigiri, like promised. Is salmon really your favourite filling?”
Suga laughed. “Yeah, it is. Always has been, since I was little.”
He was about to say something else, but was interrupted by the teacher, calling the beginning of the class.
Quickly he pushed away from your desk, winking at you mischievously. This Suga was so very different from the disappointed, heartbroken Suga from yesterday. You knew exactly which one you preferred. He turned around and hurried back to his desk, but not before dropping another note to your table, this one folded several times.
As the teacher began the class, you quickly unfolded the paper under your desk, reading the few words Suga had written down. This time they were a lot neater than the note he had left with the rejected onigiri the day prior.
“I mean it. I really like you too.”
And underneath he had drawn a tiny, almost hesitant doodle of a heart.
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takeomisbitch · 6 months
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The Man With The Candle
Kinktober day 19 Sugawara Kōushi x Fem!Reader
Word Count:818
Tags:NSFW, Modern AU, Wax play, Light bondage, FWB
Synopsis:You and your friends with benefits try out a new kink together
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Suga shows up to your apartment an hour before the designated time you said, “You’re here early,” facing Sugawara as he stands in your doorway with a bag in his hands. “I was in the neighborhood.” 
Smiling at him you move to the side letting him through the door, closing the door behind him, he walks to the living room setting his bag on the coffee table. “What did you get?” Curious about what’s in the bag you take a peek, but just as you were about to look he grabs the bag from you, “No don’t peek Y/N.” 
Pouting, you walk up to him sitting next to him on the couch, “what is it Kōushi,” leaning your head on his shoulders Sugawara pulls two long unscented candles and cute black fuzzy handcuffs. “Wanna try it out sweetheart.” 
Sugawara motioned towards the things in his hands looking down at you as you looked up at him with your head on his shoulder, “Try what exactly?” so many thoughts run through your head you know what the cuffs are for but what is the candle for? “Wax play, a bit of bondage. You know?” Sugawara moves, lifting your head off his shoulder, he looks at you with a sly smile on his face, “Come on let's go try it, you always said you wanted to try new things.” 
For someone that is just for sex he has always been attentive to you, getting you things when you're too tired or lazy to get it yourself, taking care of you when you're sick and so on. 
‘Ok but be careful, my skin is very sensitive,” giggling when Sugawara grabs your hand and pulls you off the couch and towards your room, “I know sweetheart, I’ll be careful.” He winks at you as he drags you down the hall and to your bedroom, “Take your clothes off Y/N,” he throws the candles, lighter and cuffs on the bed. Stripping from your clothes with pure eagerness, you wait for Sugawara's next moves. 
Sugawara takes his clothes off and throws them next to yours, he puts his hand up making a come here motion to you, walking to him he turns you around grabbing your hand and putting them behind your back. He grabs the black fuzzy cuffs, putting them around your wrists, letting out a small whine as you adjust your wrists trying to make yourself more comfortable. 
He moves you the bed laying you on your back your head resting on your pillow, “Ready for the candle baby,” Sugawara grabs one of the candles and the lighter, he lights the lighter bringing the small flame to the untouched wick, he put the lighter down watching as wax starts to drip from the candle. He tilts the candle so the wax drips down to your body, a warm droplet of the white wax lands on your stomach clenching your stomach you whine as the wax hits your stomach and continues to his your stomach, “Oh fuck Kōushi.” 
Grinding your hips against his thigh trying to gain some sort of friction as the hot wax drips onto your chest, the wax drops onto your nipples hardening quickly as it lands on your. “Kō’ I need your cock, please,” whining you try to move your hands forgetting that they are cuffed behind your back, “Ok sweetheart hold on,” Sugawara moves his free hand down to his cock, teasing your pussy by moving his tip up and down your slit before shoving it deep into your cunt. 
You both let out long exaggerated moans your legs wrapping around his torso, “Such a warm pussy,”  Sugawara brings the candle down to your pussy dropping the wax on top of it your body twitches at the new feeling, “Fuck Kōushi.” 
His cock rubs against your walls as he fucks his fat cock into your tight hole, his tip touching your g-spot. The candles burns out hitting his fingers, “Ow fuck,” he shakes his hand bringing his hands to your hips. Sugawara fucks into you like he is possessed by your pussy, he tries to mold your hold into the shape of his cock so you can only get off to his cock. 
Your whimpers are getting louder the more he rubs against your g-spot, “Fuck Kō’ I’m gonna come, please don’t stop,” your cunt squeezes his cock feeling each and every vein on his cock, one last thrust from Sugawara you cum around his cock, your moans fill the room as your cum soaks his dick. 
His tempo never falters as the tightgens from your cunt squeezing him has him cumming in your cunt, the warm feeling of his cum filling you has a longer strangled moan comes from his lips, your chest heaving up and down, as Sugawara’s chest heaves with yours his neck and face red. “Want to use the other candle baby.”
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kitashousewife · 1 year
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lesson planning
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an: back on my winter event business! its been a little snowy and with the start of the new year, i thought this would be perfect!
pairings: timeskip!sugawara x fem!reader
warnings: none really, lots of fluff, mentions of school and teaching and kids, lots of pet names
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the pen resting between sugawara's fingertips seems to get heavier by the second. it's been over an hour, and he hasn't written a single thing. it's one week after the break, and he feels busier than ever.
a frustrated sigh leaves his lips before his eyes look out the window of his home office. the snowflakes dance before him, slowly falling down onto the roof of his home. all weekend, he's been trying to come up with a lesson plan for his elementary students, ultimately with little to no progress. now it's sunday afternoon, and he's stuck.
sugawara groans, head thrown back while he spins slightly in his chair, starting to feel a little hopeless.
"koushi? are you okay?"
his eyes snap open and he's met with you leaning against the doorframe, very worried at his stressed state. you're in one of his old sweatshirts with a sleepy look on your face, and he pouts.
"well, yes," he starts, standing up to shuffle to you. he grabs your hands to kiss them both, before kissing your forehead. "did i wake you up? i'm so sorry,"
"no kou, it's okay," you smile, following him back to his desk chair. "what's wrong?"
he laughed with a shake of his head. "i'm out of ideas. i'm trying to plan these stupid lessons for the week, but i have no idea what to do." he gestures toward his book, each day of the week quite empty.
you hum. "can you just go along with the curriculum?"
he smirks. "of course i could," he laughs before raising an eyebrow. "but they're kids, babe. i don't want to be some boring teacher that they forget and can't stand."
you laugh. you've been dating him for almost three years now, and ever since you've been with him, he has put his all into his students. from his fun socks to interactive lessons, to individual birthday gifts for his students on their special days. he would do anything for them, so of course he can't just follow the curriculum.
it wouldn't be sugawara if it wasn't something extravagant.
you look outside at the light snow, smiling to yourself at the beauty of it all. his small neighborhood has a powdery dusting, making everything a little brighter, and the houses look a little dreamier. the snow gives everything a story-book-type feeling.
"how can i help?" you sit on his desk, feet kicking back and forth.
"oh, you don't have to sweets. you can just sit and look pretty, my pretty girl." he looks up to you for a kiss, which you grant immediately.
"i don't mind! what's on the plan for monday?"
he smiles, looking at the schedule next to his planner. "monday we are starting our topic of seasons and weather, which we will be on for," he pauses, flipping through the pages. "a month or so."
you point out the window. "this will be perfect! it's sunday, and there is no way that all of this is going to melt by tomorrow right?"
his brows furrow, which shows how much he is thinking about this. he waits for a moment before turning to you with a smile.
"grab your shoes, babe. we're going outside!"
after grabbing some coats and a pair of extra gloves that sugawara had in his closet, the two of you go outside. you are immediately struck by how quiet it is. the snow falling causes everything to be muffled, the world around you calm and relaxed. you sigh before taking a few steps into the snow.
"so im thinking," sugawara steps into the now covered grass in front of his home. "i start by telling the students about what season we're in currently. how it's winter time, the cold temperatures, all that good stuff."
you nod along, watching as he picks up a clump in his hands.
"but that's too boring."
of course it is.
"well mr. sugawara, what did you have in mind?"
he beams at that. his heart skips a beat, and he gets distracted for a moment. the way you look right now, eyelashes decorated lightly with snowflakes, your soft lips pulled into a slight smile, and your hair getting its own dusting the longer the two of you stand. you look incredible, so beautiful, almost angelic with the snow.
"i think we could make things a little more interesting! instead of just telling them about the weather, how about i help them experience it instead!" he gives you a wink before laying himself down on the grass, moving his arms and legs to make a snow angel. "i thought, we could do some snow things together, i'll take some pictures for a reference, and then i will take the students out to do some of the things! what do you think?"
his head tilts in the snow, grey tresses tangling in the white underneath them, his eyes squint up at you while he tries to avoid any snowflakes in his eyes. you plop down next to him, making an angel of your own before turning towards him.
"i think that's a perfect idea."
until it got dark outside, the two of you did it all. snapping a photo of your angels, building a snowman together before posing with it, and snapping a few photos along the way. the two of you attempted an igloo, which was not the most structurally sound thing but it looked great in a photo. the last thing the two of you did was write your initials in the snow, inside of a small heart, before taking a photo in front of it. everything was perfect, a wonderful mix of informative and personal, something his students would absolutely love.
dimness started to take over the neighborhood, streetlights flicking on one by one.
"okay, okay. one last photo and we can be done, i promise!" sugawara says through giggles as you shake your head.
"anything for you, kou. what do you want for this one?"
he pulls you towards your snowman before holding his phone up for a photo. you turn your head to smile, but he stops you. gloved fingertips reach up to your chin, turning you toward him to face him once more.
"hi," he smiles, looking at your lips.
"hi kou," you smile back. he tips your chin up a little, lips only a breath away.
"c'mere," he puts his lips on yours, the faint click of his phone camera in the background. when you pull away, he places a kiss on your forehead as well.
"thanks for helping me with my plans, love. i owe ya,"
he pulls you inside, shutting the door behind the two of you before taking your coat. you toe off your boots before heading towards the kitchen.
"you don't owe me anything, koushi. i'm happy to help." you hoist yourself on the counter before your rosy-cheeked boyfriend joins you. "actually i can think of something."
"oh yeah?"
you place a kiss on his freckle that sits right below his eye.
"some dinner would be perfect."
he laughs, patting your thigh before heading towards the fridge. "you got it baby."
sugawara spends the night feeling bittersweet. the new week means a new opportunity, but it also means less time seeing you. he can't help the thought that lingers in his mind, telling him to just have you move in. endless sleepovers, endless weekend feelings, and he could finally come home to someone he loves.
as he sits at his desk, opening the bento that you so lovingly made for him this morning before you left for work, and scrolls on his phone. catching up on missed texts and notifications, checking his email, and finally texting you to check-in.
he laughs to himself, knowing you are going to ask how his lesson went. he knows everything he's going to say, all the details of how his students were beaming the entire lesson, the giggles they had while they made a class snowman, and of course, they love any chance they can see you. sugawara shares about you often, showing them photos of your weekend outings, as well as keeping a photo on his desk that he rotates each month.
his favorite part though was when he finished his lesson, showing the students the last photo you sent. squeals from the students, a mix of ews and awws, scrunched faces and smiles around his students. the best part was when a student in the front row raised her hand, and with a small voice asked him a question.
"when are you getting married, sugawara sensei?"
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kingyo-konbini · 2 months
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hello hello, this is my first time requesting on your blog so i’m sorry if i make any mistakes with my request !! but can i please have a drabble of any of these men: shinsou hitoshi, daichi sawamura, koushi sugawara or yu nishinoya comforting a pretty stressed out female s/o? she’s been working and studying that she doesn’t have much time for herself, thank you so much!
TAKE CARE [SUGAWARA KOUSHI X READER]
[SUMMARY] sugawara helps you destress [PRONOUNS] she/her [GENRE] fluff [POV] second person [WORD COUNT] 964 [CONTENT] sugawara being the best bf [A/N] THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE REQUEST you have no idea how much it means to me (*´ω`*) AND I AM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG ;-; I hope you enjoy!!
“I think I’m dying.”
“I also think you’re dying.”
You tossed an unimpressed look his way, pouting at the teasing grin on his lips.
“That’s not what you’re supposed to say.”
Sugawara chuckled and closed the textbook in front of him, shuffling a bit so he was facing you instead of the table. “It’s true. Listen, I’m all for studying, but you’ve been working yourself too hard.”
“Have not.” You huffed, turning away from him to focus on the textbook before you. “Exams are coming up and I need to do well on them.”
“And you will.” Sugawara’s voice was certain, as were his movements as he placed a hand over the page you were reading before gently tugging it away from your grasp. “You’ve been spending all your time either studying or working. When was the last time you had a proper meal?” 
You let out a heavy and reluctant sigh, watching as your boyfriend slipped a spare sheet of paper into the textbook to mark your place before closing it.
“When was the last time we went out to eat?”
This time it was his turn to sigh, and his teasing smile turned sympathetic as he gazed at you. “[Name], listen to me. You need to take care of yourself.”
“I’m fine, I need to study-”
“If you don’t ace these exams, then no one will. You’ve been going nonstop for weeks.”
You avoided his eyes. “I’m fine, I promise!”
Sugawara let out another sigh and from the corner of your eye you watched him shake his head. “Well, if you won’t take care of yourself, then I guess I will.”
“Huh?”
Before you had time to question his statement further, Sugawara had gotten to his feet and was tugging you up to do the same, quickly placing his hands on your shoulders and spinning you away from the table you’d been sitting at for hours. “You are incredibly stubborn, you know that?”
“Am not.”
Sugawara laughed at that and grinned before shoving you out of the kitchen and towards the couch. “You may act like and say that you’re fine, but I can feel the tension in your shoulders. You need to de-stress.”
“Do not.”
“And luckily for you, I know the perfect way to do that!”
You yelped as he shoved you (rather unceremoniously) onto the couch. He grinned proudly from his stance above you as you wiggled around in a subconscious attempt to get comfortable, settling his hands on his hips in triumph at your defeat.
“Now you just lay there and look pretty and I’m going to be right back. Don’t you dare get up from that spot– I’ll know.”
“Koushi, what are you-”
“Put something on TV or pull up a game; my Switch should still be connected.” He grabbed the remotes and shoved them into your hands before leaning down and planting a chaste kiss on your forehead. “Remember: no moving from this spot.”
“You’re a menace, you know that?”
“Be back soon!” He said with a laugh, prancing out the door before you had another chance to argue.
Resigned to your fate, and appreciating the softness of the couch on your aching back (hunching over while reading was probably not the best idea), you snuggled further into the cushions and turned on the television, your eyes drifting closed after only a couple of minutes.
...
The sound of rustling plastic woke you from your spontaneous nap.
“Koushi?” You mumbled, sleep thick in your throat and slurring your speech. You rose into a sitting position and rubbed at your eyes, trying to rid them of their blurriness.
Once you were able to fully comprehend your surroundings, you spotted your partner crouching down by the kotatsu and looking rather sheepish with his hands in one of the many plastic shopping bags that littered the surface.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up. You’re cute when you sleep, you know?”
“You always say that.” You grumbled, stifling a yawn. “I didn’t hear you come in.”
“Seems like all of my sneakiness was spent on that feat.” He chuckled, pulling a box of takeout from the bag. His nose was still red from the time he’d spent outside, and if you focused you could feel the chill from the winter winds radiating off of him.
“What’d you get?” You swung your legs over the edge of the couch, sliding to the floor to waddle closer to the kotatsu and slip your legs under the cover. 
“Your favorites. Thought it’d be a nice surprise and reward for all of your hard work.” Sugawara beamed, continuing to reveal box after box until there was a pile of discarded plastic bags on the floor and the surface before you was overflowing with your favorite foods and drink. “And a chance for you to actually eat something and take a break.” 
Your heart swelled. “Thank you.” You smile, almost shyly, at him. “You’re too sweet.”
“Nah.” Sugawara dismissed your claim, handing you a pair of chopsticks he seemed to pull out of the ether. “I’d say I’m the perfect amount of sweetness.”
You couldn’t stop the laughter from escaping your lips, Sugawara slipping under the kotatsu as well and bumping his legs against yours in a playful manner. 
“Besides, you’d do the same for me.” He shrugged, opening the box closest to him. “Not that you’d ever have to, of course, because I’m able to properly balance my work, studies, and self-care… unlike some people.” You kicked him. “Ow.”
“Shut up.” You stuck your tongue out at him, before following his movements and opening a few of the boxes before you.
“Thank you for the meal.” You both said in unison, and with another heartfelt smile sent his way, you began to eat.
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sunarots · 1 year
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hate you?
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koushi isn't really sure on what it is that daichi and asahi are talking about because his eyes are fixed on you on the other side of the room. he's wondering what it is you're talking to kiyoko about, what kiyoko could possibly be saying to have you laughing as hard as you are. but he's not mad about it in the slightest. in fact, his heart is stuttering even though he can't hear you over the blaring music, because the smile on your face has him swooning much too hard to be able to hear anything over the beating over his own heart.
he's pretending to listen to the conversation between his friends and nods his head to whatever daichi says, but he's forced to finally divert his attention when there's an arm around his neck urging him to his feet. koushi looks at asahi in surprise and before he knows it his feet are moving in time with his friend's right towards
you.
and even though he's held plenty of conversations with you over the years of high school, it's nothing new, but now that he's seeing you so close to graduation and he may not see you again for a long time? it's terrifying. fear bubbles in his stomach when he stands in front of you and kiyoko with asahi and daichi on either side of him to prevent him from running, and it's only now ringing in his mind what it was daichi could have said, and they all involve something that makes him wish he had shaken his head instead.
you smile at him with a greeting and his head whirls at a million miles a minute because your smile is the most magical thing he's seen in his life. he smiles back at you and he knows it's nothing compared to yours, not with the way your eyes still seem to sparkle even under the led lights of the party.
your lips move and you ask a question that he doesn't hear. koushi clears his throat and apologises, asking you to repeat yourself.
you smile again and he has to will himself to listen to what it is you actually say. "do you want to get some air?"
and he does, he really does. because even when he's trying to pay attention he can barely hear your voice and it makes him sad because oh, he really likes your voice.
you follow him outside and there's very little people and the music is distant and he can see just how perfect you look under the moonlight and how lucky he is to stand here with you. but there's anxiety in your aura and he so desperately wants to rid you of it because why should you be anxious? it's just you two, and he could never find himself judging you.
and then you ask another question that makes his heart drop. "do you hate me?"
because those four words are horrifying for him to hear. hate you? how could he hate you? sugawara koushi adores you. his expression softens and he shakes his head slightly, a breath escaping past your lips at his gentle denial.
"because it seems a little like you hate me. you barely talk to me unless you're with daichi or asahi or i'm with kiyoko. i feel like you hate me and i don't want to leave karasuno without knowing what i did to make you hate me."
you hadn't been paying attention with your focus on getting across your point, but he's taken step after step towards you so he can finally look at you up close and he smiles.
you stop when he smiles at you because why should he be smiling when you're talking about him hating you?
"i could never hate you," he says, keeping his hands firm by his sides. "everything about you..." he takes in a sharp breath and considers stopping, but he can't let you think he hates you. "you're everything that i want."
those five words have you standing staring in surprise because you never would have thought koushi sugawara liked you. not when he can't look at you and he won't come near you unless there's a third person in the vicinity but the way his hands are on your cheeks and he's leaning in with hesitance- no, he can't hate you.
koushi sugawara can't hate you if his he's holding your face in his hands like he's scared you're going to break. no, he could never hate you when he's kissing you so softly, like he's trying to savour every moment. he couldn't hate you when he pulls away with nothing but care and warmth in his eyes.
"hate you?" he whispers, voice carried away into the night by the music. "i love you."
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missuga · 1 year
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Cheater — Sugawara Koushi
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“Stop it! What are you doing?”
You huff, pulling your controller out of Suga’s hands, fighting the urge to quite literally punch him.
Suga rolls his eyes, trying to act annoyed despite the smile plastered on his face. “I’m not doing anything, you’re the one that was cheating-”
“I did not cheat.” You interrupt, narrowing your eyes at him. “I don’t even think you can cheat at mario kart.”
“You totally did!” He says, staring at you with wide eyes now.
“Mmm, nope, I don’t think so.” You shrug before looking back at the tv still flashing with the final scores of the last cup, your name sitting proudly in first place for the third time in a row.
From the corner of your eye you see Suga cross his arms, bottom lip jutting out in a pout that is just ridiculous.
“Let’s play again.”
“You’re joking.” You deadpan, this had been going on for the last hour. One simple game of mario kart had turned into something akin to the Olympics between the two of you.
“I refuse to believe that you can win again, if you’re not cheating then it was just luck, and I know you’re not that lucky.” Suga glances at you once before turning to the screen, you knew there was no changing his mind now, he was already starting up the next race.
“Fine, one last race.” You say under your breath, readying your controller again. If he thought you were cheating the last few times, you were going to make sure he knew you were cheating now.
As soon as the countdown ended, you leaned forward grabbing his controller tossing it to the side while shoving him in the opposite direction. With out skipping a beat you went back to yours, starting the race.
You could see him staring at you with wide eyes, trying to process what happened, gears slowly turning in his head.
“Oh, you’re on now.” He narrowed his eyes at you, pushing off he couch to grab the controller you threw. Before he sat down he stood in front of your view of the tv blinding you from where you were on the track.
“Get out of the way, loser.” You yanked at his shirt to pull him back to the couch, leaning to look around him. There was no way he was going to win this; he barely started the race, and you were on lap two already.
You weren’t taking any chances though, switching to used the controller with your left hand you reached up and covered his eyes with your right.
“What the hell-“ Suga barked out a laugh, pulling your hand off his face he pushed against your arm, trying to keep you away from him. “Stop touching me.”
“Stop cheating, Suga.” You couldn’t contain your own laughter now barely able to keep driving on the track. In your distraction Suga grabbed your controller, but instead of tossing like you did, he started driving your character backwards.
You couldn’t even try to grab it back, tears forming in your eyes at how hard you were laughing now, never thinking that he’d do that. Your failed attempts to steal his controller again put him into a laughing fit as well.
By the time both of you calmed down the race was long forgotten. Some other random character winning this time, neither of you had even made it passed the finish line, time running out to end the race instead.
“You’re so stupid.” You leaned against the couch, trying to catch your breath wiping at the tears that spilled down your face. “How did you even think of driving my guy backwards, please that killed me.”
“I thought you said you don’t cheat, liar.” Suga shoved your shoulder lightly, the grin still plastered on his face, slumping into the couch too.
“I don’t! I was proving to you that I could cheat, not that I do.” You laughed again, rolling your eyes at his words. “I win fair and square, unlike you.”
“Mhm, sure. Well it looks like bowser won this round, I bet he didn’t cheat.”
“Oh my god, shut up.”
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sunniewrites · 2 years
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☁︎TYPES OF DADS THE HAIKYUU CHARACTERS ARE
character included in headcannons: timeskip!miya atsumu, sakusa kiyoomi, kuroo tetsuro, kozume kenma, oikawa tooru and sugawara koshi.
warnings: none that i can thing of!
a/n: a post to celebrate father's day!! <3 sorry for the late post :) kinda lost motivation at the end sorry
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MIYA ATSUMU
miya atsumu is the type of father that gives your daughter candy when you have specifically told him not too. his only defense? that his daughter gave him puppy eyes. the same look he uses on you to get you to forgive him. he gets his daughter to call all of his teammates uncle and tries to get her to hate her uncle but c'mon, they have the same face. he is a good father of course. he knows when to say no to his daughter but he wants her to be happy. he's willing to do anything to keep her happy just like he is for you.
SAKUSA KIYOOMI
sakusa kiyoomi is the type of father that will buy his son anything he wants. he's technically not spoiling him when he bought him two bags of candy when he wanted five right? and he's pretty sure that the smile that appears on his son's face after he open the candy bag is the cutest thing in the world. the best feeling is opening the door to your son's bedroom to find sakusa squeezed onto the small bed frame to calm his son down after his nightmare so he didn't wake you up. his son is a candle in the darkness of the world and sakusa will do anything to protect him.
KUROO TETSURO
kuroo tetsuro is the type of father that will show up at his daughter's games. like if she's interested in any sport he is willing to clear his schedule for her first ever game. cheer's the absolutely loudest at every single game just to show her that he's her biggest supporter. if his daughter's interested in volleyball kuroo is ready to teach her every single thing he knows. he might even call up some professional volleyball players to help her. he just wants to make sure that his daughter can be her best self <3
KOZUME KENMA
kozume kenma is the type of father that makes sure his son is always comfortable. whether that means making sure he wants to be on the stream or making sure he has everything he needs before going to bed. kozume knows how it is to be uncomfortable in certain situations and he wants to make sure his son never feels the way he felt in his childhood. his whole fan base knows that his son is basically a little version of him.
OIKAWA TOORU
oikawa tooru is the type of father that wants his daughter to be a better person than he was. he knows that he wasn't the best person in high school and he wants to make sure that his daughter doesn't follow in his path because he knows that she can be better than he was. he'll introduce her to all of his friends, even maybe getting her to call iwaizumi 'uncle iwa' ;)
SUGAWARA KOUSHI
sugawara koushi is the type of father that wants the best for his son's education. as a teacher himself he knows what questions to ask to find out what happens in his son's classroom. one of the most supportive dads ever!! he will try to get his son into volleyball because that's what he knows the most in and he wants his son to be the best!
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revasserium · 1 year
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I'm so sorry I know you're in a Naruto mood, but childhood friends to lovers with Suga sounds so cute 😭
reqs are open :)
anatomy of a wish (or the thermodynamics of falling in love)
sugawara; sfw; 1,617 words
june, 2001
“tomorrow’s my birthday! u wanna come?”
the two of you are all of seven years old, with dreams too big for this world to handle, and bodies still small enough for the sky to seem like an endless place. he grins at you, jabbing a thumb into his chest, puffing it out like all his favorite superheroes. like this, he thinks, there’s no way she’ll say no! because the pretty girls never say no to the heroes in movies. and that’s just how things go.
“only if you tell me your birthday wish!" you say, grinning from ear to ear, watching as he struggles with the concept of telling someone else his birthday wish.
"ah... but momma said that if you tell someone a wish, then it won't come true!"
july, 2012
“nee, koushi… what’d you get for question 12?”
you’re splayed across his bedroom floor, cheek pressed against the workbook pages. there’s two bottles of fanta sitting in the space between your bodies, condensation beading on the frosted glass, their contents half drunk, the bubbles falling flatter with each passing second.
“it’s too damn hot in this stupid town… i wish it's just... cool down or something...” he says, lying on his back with his arms splayed out beside him, staring up at the lazy circles of the ceiling fan, doing absolutely nothing to cool down the tepid heat rising within the walls of his room.
“wishes don't come true just because you want them to, you know that right?” you flash him a lopsided grin and he feels his stomach backflip inside him.
august, 2002
“we’re supposed to hold hands when we cross the street!”
you bite your lips as suga grabs your tiny hand in his, your palms sticky with the summer heat, the road deserted except for the shadow of a few large crows, feasting on the remains of some long-dead roadkill. you crinkle your nose as he pulls you across the street to the convenience store, the both of you heaving a long sigh of relief as you step through the air-conditioned doors.
“kou-chan… you’re sweaty.” you blink down at your linked hands.
he hums loudly, pointing with this free hand at the on-sale tuna onigiri on the counter, and makes no effort to let you go.
september, 2012
“so, where’re you gonna apply?” you tap your pencil on the wooden desk, him leaning over the back of his chair to doodle in the margins of your notebook.
“hm? i dunno… probably somewhere close by…”
“are you… gonna keep on playing volleyball?”
his pencil pauses; so does yours.
“yeah. i-i think i am.”
you smile, your pencil resuming it’s rhythmic tap, tap, tap on the table. he doesn’t look up, but you can see the grin on his lips as he continues to shade in the stripes of a perfectly drawn volleyball.
“good. okay.”
october, 2004
at ten years old, sugawara koushi is certain he’s going to marry you.
“what kinda wedding dress do you think you’d wear?” he asks, the pair of you lying on the futon in your room, staring at the soft green glow of the stars pasted across your ceiling. once upon a time, you might've asked what wishes he would've made. but wishes are for children, and they won't come true if you tell them to someone anyway.
“mmm… something pretty.”
“well, duh.”
you make to kick him; he laughs, rolling out of your reach.
“i just meant that anything would look pretty on you!” he says, still laughing.
you sniff, feeling your cheeks warm with the weight of his words.
“you’re cheesy,” you say, unable to stop the smile from spreading across your lips.
“your moms says that girls like that kinda thing.”
november, 2013
“hey! how’s tokyo? ah — well, i guess i was just there last year for nationals — right… but miyagi is the same as ever. quiet… but it’s the nice kinda quiet, y’know? i — uhm… i miss you. i mean, all of us do — asahi and daichi too! but… i think i miss you the most. i know you’re busy with studies so it’s okay if you don’t call me back for a while but… i just wanted you to know that. we’re all good here, so don’t worry. ah — right. that’s it! let me know if you’re coming back for new years! it — it’d be nice to see you again. we... we can visit the shrine and make our new years wishes."
december, 2008
“we go to high school next year!”
you laugh as suga skips half a step in front of you, his breath puffing out in front of him in a great cloud of white.
“you applied to karasuno, right?”
he nods, his moon-kissed hair flopping excitedly about his ears.
“mhm! i watched their team play at nationals and — uwah, it was so cool!!! wait — you applied there too, right?”
you grin, raising an eyebrow, “hm… did i?”
suga pins you with a reproachful look, “it’s mean to play with a young boy’s tender emotions like that, y’know!”
you roll your eyes, “you’re full of shit, sugawara koushi.”
january, 2014
you meet at the foot of the stairs leading up to the shrine, the air is crystalline and clear.
“happy new years,” you both say at the exact same time.
a pregnant pause, and then, you fall into the laughter, the sweet, twinkling, midnight laughter, the warm, welcoming sunrise laughter. the laughter you both grew up surrounded by because you were always, always with each other and nothing has ever been so easy as falling back into this.
“know what you’re gonna wish for?” you ask.
suga grins, bumping you with his shoulder, “i’ve got an idea, you?”
you glance at him and bump him back.
“i’ve got an idea.”
february, 2009
“i got in! i can’t believe i actually got in! i’m going to the karasuno high!”
he waves an acceptance letter in your face, the morning air still cold enough to sting. but the sun is rising behind him and you smile at him like the first breath of spring. he freezes, something clunking clumsily inside his chest like a pair of sneakers tossed into a washing machine.
“you… you made it too, right?” he asks, cautiously, because there’s no way that you’re not going to the same high school as him, right?
you lilt your head to one side, your grin calcifying into something he’s always knew he loved in the space between his chest and his stomach.
“guess,” you say, sidestepping him on the sidewalk even as he nearly stumbles to follow after you.
“of course you did! i-it’d be stupid if you didn’t.”
he levels himself with you and you cast him sidelong glance, holding his gaze just long enough for him to doubt, to blush, to look away.
“it sure would be, huh.”
march, 2016
“so… education, huh?” you tuck a strand of hair behind you ear, the first buds of spring clinging to the winter-bare branches like beads of morning dew.
“yeah… i think i — i’d like to try. y’know… shaping young minds and all that.”
“hm…” you prop your cheek on the heel of your hand, “you’d make a wonderful teacher.”
silence. you sip at your lavender latte, him at his cappuccino.
“i… think i’d like kids… eventually someday.” he licks his lips, his entire body flushing with heat. he wonders if it’s a good idea to be having caffeine so late in the day but you laugh and he looks up and the smile on your face makes everything worth it.
“y’know… i think i do too.”
april, 2010
“if we win this next practice match, will you go out with me?”
he’s smiling, but you can see the corner of his eyes drawing down in that nervous tick of his, hear the way his voice trembles, ever so slightly.
“no.”
suga blinks, somewhere inside him, he thinks he hears the sound of his heart shattering into a million irreparable pieces.
“n…o?”
you shake your head, “i don’t want us to hinge on the outcome of a volleyball match.”
“then… what do you want us to hinge on?”
may, 2018
“hey, what do you want for your birthday this year?”
you walk down lantern-lit street, hand in hand, your faces illuminated by all the dancing matsuri lights.
“hmm… i’ll only tell you if you promise to say yes.”
you pause, you turn to face him and he turns to face you, and neither of you wonders if you say a wish aloud, whether it'll actually come true. of course it will, because you'll make it so, no matter if the wish was made on a falling star or a birthday candle or just in the spaces between two fated souls.
there’s an entire stampede of wild horses thundering across the plains of your heart and suga smiles like he knows exactly what you're feeling.
“okay… i’ll say yes. as a birthday present,” you say, biting down the feeling of the entire universe shifting around you, of time itself slowing down to watch this moment play out, of destiny tugging on the strings that had always conducted you both. one, and then the other, dancing, circling around just this moment.
suga takes a breath before he drops to one knee.
“marry me.”
june, 2012
“happy birthday!!! c’mon close your eyes and make a wish!”
you cheer as suga squeezes his eyes shut over his folded fingers, and then a second later, blows out eighteen multi-colored candles. everyone cheers around him, the entire volleyball team is there, and you'd all spent hours papering the locker-room ceiling in green plastic stars. but still, he only has eyes for you.
“cake! cake! cakeee!” hinata shouts, bouncing around as daichi rummages around the bakery bag for the plastic cake-cutting knife.
“what did you wish for?” you ask, bumping your shoulder against his, even as suga blushes, licking his lips with a sly little grin.
“can’t tell you.”
“why?”
(because i wished for you.)
“cause then, it won’t come true.”
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midnight lovers
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pairing: sugawara koushi x fem!reader content warnings: written with chubby reader in mind, reader’s hair is long enough to be tied up (colour, texture, etc. is not mentioned), roommates to lovers, fluff, kissing, some suggestive parts - (light choking), mentions of food, one (1) very mean and aggressive guy, koushi is ready to fight. word count: approx. 3.5k
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these were the nights you loved the most. 
a fortuitous meet-up in the kitchen at 11:00pm between two roommates, unsuspecting of what’s to come later in the night. 
it was one of those kinds of nights. 
neither of you could sleep, though, it didn’t bother you. you just had to find a way to occupy yourselves. feeling quite hungry, you propose going to the super market for a late night snack spree. suga happily agrees. you don’t bother changing out of your pajamas, and neither does he. you, in your oversized shirt and sleeping shorts, and koushi, in a white wife-beater and plaid navy blue pants. 
within 5 minutes, you’re in suga’s car, pulling into the dark and empty parking lot. on any other day, this parking lot would be scary, and much too anxiety-inducing to even walk past. but tonight, with suga, it felt so right.
the minute your enter the store, you’re already going separate ways. 
“drinks?” suga asks.
“yep. snacks. meet me in the frozen desserts section in five.”
“alright, see ya.”
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four minutes roll buy, and you’ve collected all that you need, so you head over to the frozen aisle a minute early to scout the possible treats to choose from before koushi comes to meet you. eyeing the many different varieties of popsicles, ice cream flavours and cakes, you try and decide what it is that you’re the most in the mood for. usually, you would’ve chosen ice cream in a heartbeat. but tonight didn’t feel like an ice cream kind of night. you sigh and ultimately conclude that you’d have to consult suga when he got to you. 
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you stand there for a good 45 seconds before he spots you. your back is turned to him, and he sees you sigh. it’s a cute sight, he thinks. your hair is up, and your shirt’s collar is so stretched out, it falls, resting just below your shoulder. you’re wearing your slippers and fluffy socks, and carrying quite a few boxes. you’re practically cradling the snacks in your arms as though they were your babies. he chuckles lightly and advances towards you, holding out a shopping basket in order for you to place your items inside, along with the drinks he picked out. you sound relieved as you dump everything inside. koushi then takes a look at all that you grabbed and gives you an approving nod. 
you turn back towards the freezers,
“it doesn’t feel like an ice cream kind of night...” you voice your thoughts from earlier.
“true... kinda vibing with the popsicles” he responds.
“you read my mind.”
“should we just get the assorted ones?” he asks
you nod and open the door to grab the box, then proceed to make your way to the cash, suga following shortly behind.
the cashier offers you a smile and greets you when you get there. you don’t notice the look he gives suga. 
but koushi definitely sees the way the cashier was looking at you.
“late night spree, i’m guessing?” he inquires.
“oh, yes.” you say with a smile as you load the items onto the conveyor belt. 
suga stands still, holding the basket out to you as you converse with the man. he stares at him, piercing glare never wavering. the man’s smile may be pretty but, lord if it wasn’t recognizable. sugawara was never one to judge someone by their looks, but he knew the type. 
and you. how sweet you are, completely oblivious to the way the cashier is blatantly checking you out. licking his lips, dragging his half-lidded gaze from your face, to your collar-bones and shoulder, to your legs. he’s nodding along to what your saying, but koushi spots the way the man’s eyebrows jump up a bit at the sight of your legs. hell, he hasn’t removed his eyes from them since the minute he first saw them. in fact, he’s so entranced, he doesn’t realize that you’ve finished loading all your items, and that you’re ready to pay. it’s now that you notice his stare. feeling incredibly uncomfortable, you take a cautious step back, and clasp your hands together at your stomach in an attempt to ease your distress. 
suga’s always wanted laser vision growing up, but he’s never dreamed of it so badly as he did right now. he fantasizes of many situations, all of which involve very violent acts towards the cashier in question. gods, he wants to knock his teeth out.
but he doesn’t. instead, he lets out,
“excuse you, but i’d like to pay now.” suga says in the coldest tone you’ve ever heard from him.
the guy gets defensive instantly, and looks at koushi in disdain. he has no shame in his response.
“the fuck d’you say to me?”
“you heard me, keep your filthy eyes off of my girl, and let me pay.”
you blush at the way he addresses you, but think nothing more of it, knowing he’s only defending you and putting on an act. if anything, you found it endearing, how he would take it as far as to call you his girlfriend in order to protect you. 
the cashier says nothing for a couple seconds, and it essentially turns into a staring match, one daring the other to say something else. 
suga wins. 
the guy behind the counter looks away, feigning indifference when he says,
“whatever, she’s probably a slut anyways.”
koushi takes a breath, ready to yell, scream, jump over the conveyor belt and strangle the guy, but before he can do anything, a woman who you can only assume is the manager, wearing a bright red button-down vest and laminated name tag, cuts in.
“is everything okay over here?” 
you see her side-eye her employee as he responds in a brief and clipped tone,
“fine. we’re fine.” he says
though, all she needs is one look at you to know that everything was not, in fact, fine. she turns to you and suga, sympathy written all over her face,
“i’m so sorry for any inconveniences, it won’t happen again. your items are free of charge.”
before either of you can respond, she’s calling him into her office in stern tone you’d never wish to be on the receiving end of. 
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the walk back to the car is silent, and the quiet ensues as you enter. he sits in the driver’s seat with his hands on the wheel, you in the passenger seat with bated breath. you hands twiddle, unsure of what to say. you didn’t want him to be angry.
“i should go back there and punch him.” he breaks the silence.
“no. no, i really don’t think you should.”
“but-”
“it was fucked. i know, but it’s okay. you were there with me. i’m safe.” you try to reassure him.
“he made you upset”
“and it happens. some guys are shit. it sucks, but it’s the way the world works. we’ll contact the managers tomorrow and make sure he gets fired if it makes you feel better? i’ll even put on my best crying voice, just for you. make it real dramatic, he’ll be out of there in no time.” you say.
at this, he lets out a breath that sounds like a chuckle, but it’s short-lived. 
“i really want to go back there. fuck, no one should ever speak to you like that. or even look at you like that. you don’t deserve that shit.” he says, exasperated.
“please, let’s just go. c’mon, we’ll go on a drive or something.” you try to sway him.
“okay, you’re right, i’m sorry.”
there’s a pause. though, it only lasts for about ten seconds until he’s up and out of the car, taking the snacks with him and walking towards the back of the store. extremely confused, you’re quick to follow him. 
“w-where are you going?” you ask, tripping on your slippers a little as you jog to catch up to him. 
“i’m taking you to my favourite spot.” he responds, as he locks the car without stopping or turning around.
“oh, great. woulda been nice of you to tell me the plan before putting it into action, or whatever, but that’s cool.” you say sarcastically.
“doesn’t matter, i knew you’d follow me anyways.”
you don’t say anything back, knowing he’s absolutely, one-hundred percent right.
he leads you to the back of the store, which was very shady, figuratively and literally. there was a single functioning light bolted to the brick wall of the store. you watched as dozens of little mosquitos and moths fluttered and flickered about it, bumping off the cracked plastic panes which enclosed the bulb. he led you a little farther down the alley, past the light and into the darkness. you could barely see him, so you decided to follow the sounds of his footsteps... until they stopped. naturally, you stopped walking too and looked around, though you were met with nothing but more darkness.
“this.... is your favourite spot?” you question cautiously.
he laughs,
“no, yn. give me your hand.”
you struggle to find him in the dark, so he hold his hand out to meet yours. 
ever so gently, he wraps his grip around your wrist, and leads your hand to the wall. it lands on something very cold and rusty and metal. he lets you feel around for a couple seconds.
“a ladder.” you say with a smile. of course, you thought to yourself. of course, it’s a ladder.
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he gets up first, and uses his phone’s flashlight (finally) to show you where and where not to step as you follow. it doesn’t take long before you’re up and on the roof. it was glorious. this high up, you could see all the lights. street lights and store lights, lamp-posts and car lights. he walks over to a small hidden box, and opens it up to reveal several fluffy blankets. 
“and now, we have all that we need!” he exclaims.
“how’d you even find this place? s’ not very often that you find easy access to the roof of a building like this.” you ask, still admiring the view.
he notices you shiver. the wind was much more apparent up here, so he begins setting up the blankets to form a sort of nest for you guys to sit and hangout as  he tells you how his friend had once dared him to explore the back alley as a joke when they were all hanging out in the parking lot one night. that’s when he found the ladder. he called his friends over to check it out and they dared him 2,500 yen to try and climb it. seeing how rusty it was, they didn’t actually expect him to do it. it looked as though it would crumble under the weight of a feather, but still, he went on with the dare. 
the result was a nice hangout spot and a couple extra yen in his pocket. 
“do you know if anyone else comes up here?” you ask.
“not that i know of. that ladder may just be enough to shake off anyone attempting to get up here. if it weren’t for the dare, i never would have even attempted to climb something like that! it looked like it would break any second. that’s why, afterwards, i made sure to memorize where to step when climbing it” he explains.
“awe, look at you with your sneaky little spy moves. you could be secret agent, y’know. you’re very agile.” 
he chuckles “thanks, but i think i’m good.”
by this point, he’s finished setting up the blankets so you go to join him. he sets out all the snacks, chips, cookies, iced tea, popsicles.
you both sit there, as if you were the only two people in the world. it surely felt like it, snacking, talking, sharing secrets, reminiscing.
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“so, any pretty people worth talking about? you crushin’ on anyone?” 
you ask with a giggle and a smile, though, deep inside, you’re desperately praying that he says no. you’ve liked him for far too long, and seen him fawn over far too many people to know that his type isn’t you. but even so, you can’t help but ask every once in a while. 
“um, actually, yeah.” he admits slowly. shyly.
you’re quiet for a while. he’s never been apprehensive in admitting his feelings about anyone. especially not to you. 
could that mean he really likes this person?
could he love them?
“oh.” is how you respond. you try not to look or sound disappointed, but he knows you all too well. it’s not difficult to figure out that something’s bothering you. not when you go quiet, and certainly not when you look out on the horizon, obviously avoiding his gaze. 
he’s watching you. you know it.
from the corner of your eye, you see him staring at you, a slight frown on his forehead as he tries to figure you out. 
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koushi knows you can see him. 
he also knows that you’re purposefully avoiding his eyes in an attempt to evade the rest of the conversation. hoping that if enough time passes in silence, he’ll let it go and the topic will have been forgotten. but he doesn’t let it go. you’re acting strange, and he’d like to know why.
do you like someone too?
or do you already know that he likes you?
that thought makes his heart stop. could that be why you’re looking away? the last thing he wants to do is make you uncomfortable or ruin your friendship.
do you not feel the same?
he purses his lip, disallowing his bottom lip and chin to quiver and concentrates on the burning in his tear-ducts, willing it to go away.
you finally turn your face back to him after a long while. he’s thankful that it’s dark enough that you can’t see the glassy shine in his eyes.
you speak very quietly when you ask him,
“do you love them?”
his breath is practically taken away. did you really know? was he so obvious? 
the air around both of you suddenly feels heavy. 
he doesn’t want to be dishonest with you, so instead of giving you a ‘yes’ or a ‘no’ he asks,
“how long have you known?”
“known what?” you question back.
he hates that you’re making him say it out loud, but if this is how your friendship ends, he’d much rather be open and clear about it.
“that i’m in love with you.”
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you’d never seen him so look helpless. he looked like a kicked puppy, and it honestly shattered your heart.
“how long have you known?” he asks. 
confused, you question back,
“known what?”
he pauses before answering in the most dejected voice,
“that i’m in love with you.”
surely, you heard that wrong. surely, he couldn’t be talking about you. he must be joking. messing with you, as friends do. you wait for the punchline. you wait for him to say anything, but he doesn’t. it’s then, when you realize that he’s serious. it’s also then when you realize how long you’ve gone without responding to him.
when you finally process it all, you look to him, but he’s no longer sitting cross-legged on the blanket beside you. no, he’s curled in on himself, head ducked into his arms, resting on his knees. 
he took your silence for rejection. 
“oh, my love. my angel, no, nonono, it’s okay. please, it’s okay.” you rush to his side clumsily, your blanket still wrapped around your shoulders as you caress his curved back before making your way to his front, trying to take his face into your hands.
he keeps his eyes scrunched shut, hard, as he tries to turn his head to keep you from holding it.
his lips turned downwards as he lets out,
“no. don’t wanna ruin what we have. please, don’t wanna hear it. i already know.”
there’s a pause, and he takes a deep breath. with his eyes still closed, he repeats,
“i already know..” he sounds defeated.
“please, koushi. look at me.” you beg gently, stroking his tear-stained cheeks with your thumbs. 
he gives in. of course he does. he’d do anything for you. 
when his eyes peel open, they’re watery and red. he looks so vulnerable as his lips quiver. fresh tears threaten to fall as he realizes once again that this is probably the end.
“do you mean it?” you ask.
he didn’t think his heart could break further. 
he nods without breaking eye contact. he looks from one eye to the other, searching your face for something. anything. he has no idea what you’re thinking, or what to take from this whole mess.
finally, you let out a breath, though it sounds more like a sob. his brows furrow slightly, in hope and confusion. you drop your forehead and rest it against his, palms still cupping his cheeks. 
“i’ve loved you for so fucking long, koushi..”
lips quivering and eyebrows furrowed, a breath of relief and disbelief stumbles from his lips. it’s shaky, and he lifts his head to look into your eyes, searching for a lie, for pity. but he sees none of it. 
“you have?” he asks, as if he can’t believe it. 
you nod, with a small smile, “i really have. and i do. i couldn’t even tell you because...” you trail off, just the idea of it making your chest feel tight.
“because?” he urges you to continue
“i thought you were in love with someone else!” you cry as the tears finally roll down your cheek. 
“fuck, baby, im so sorry.” he out breathily.
“no, don’t apologize. you couldn’t have known.”
“i should have been more obvious. or.. fuck, i shoulda just told you. you mean everything to me, baby. i shoulda just told you.”
“it’s okay.” you whisper, kissing his eyelids. you pull back to look into his eyes once more. “you’re my favourite person in the whole world. you make my heart happy and i couldn’t fathom a life without you in it. i’m sorry it took so long for me to tell you. i didn’t want to risk losing you because you’re so so special to me. i never thought that you could want me.”
“i’ve wanted you ever since i’ve known you.” he responds. there’s a silent moment where you’re both just looking into each other's eyes. lips parted, breaths mixing. his eyes dart down to your lips. 
“can i kiss you?” he asks in a whisper. you can only nod.
it’s nothing like the movies. his lips don’t rush to yours, and there’s no clashing of teeth. 
not yet, at least.
he’s careful in the way his lips approach yours. when they meet, it’s soft, but there’s an unmistakable desperation. he tastes sweet, the remnant juices from the watermelon flavoured popsicle he had earlier still on his lips. 
he’s holding back, but still, he’s slow in his movements. his hands snake to your cheeks holding your face firmly. the backs of his fingers then drag down the sides of your neck. his left hand stays at your neck, placing itself there, while the other continues it’s tantalizing path. his other hand moves down your exposed shoulder, down the length of your arm, then back up, just to make it’s way down to your waist. the kiss never falters. not on his part. 
he’s wanted this for so long. and you have too, but god, he’s making it hard to stay focused.
you whimper slightly into the kiss, the feeling of his hands on your body so much and not enough all at once. 
he can’t help himself. his left hand, the one on your neck, experimentally winds itself around the column of your throat, squeezing ever-so slightly. he’s testing the waters. your breath only stops. not from the little pressure he applies, no, but from how weak you feel. you’ve never seen him like this. and you’ve never felt like this. 
he pulls away ever so slightly. he’s stopped kissing you for now, but his lips haven’t travelled too far. 
“is this okay?” you’re so close his bottom lip brushes against yours as he asks the question. 
“yes. yes, please.” he brings his lips back to yours. he’s not holding back so much this time, using his grip on your neck to pull you closer. to deepen the kiss. 
“you’re so perfect.” he whispers into your mouth. you can only tangle your hands into his hair.
you stay like that for a while, whispering to each other, kissing each other. proclaiming your love for each other and making up for all the time lost. for the years you spent pretending to be friends. roomates. best friends, when you were truly so much more than that. you were soulmates.
midnight lovers.
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teamatsumu · 5 months
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hello! i was wondering if i could request smth fluffy with sugawara being like possessive?
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jealous. (sugawara koushi x reader)
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word count: 1105
warnings: fem!reader, it’s all pretty fluffy, slightly suggestive at the end
tags: @keiva1000
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There were perks that came with dating the manager for your university’s volleyball team.
First, it meant that Sugawara had an excuse to see you every single day. He could spend time with you during practice and still not compromise the time he spent playing volleyball. He didn’t have to choose between his club and his girlfriend, and that took a lot of pressure off him. It also meant that he was around you for hours on end, even during training camps to Tokyo. He got to show off his skills to the one person he always wanted to impress, and even though he wasn’t a regular, the times that he got to play, he really made it count. And he loved seeing you cheer him on.
The problem was that there were other boys there too, who constantly wanted your attention as their manager. And try as he might, Sugawara couldn’t help but let this bother him a little.
He knew what everyone on the team was like. Tanaka and Nishinoya were extremely attention hungry and loved being praised. And he knew their need for attention from you was merely because you were their manager and senpai. They didn’t have bad intentions. Then there was Kageyama who was always looking for advice, Hinata who was a social butterfly, Daichi and Asahi who had known you for just as long as he had and were good friends with you. All in all, being a manager wasn’t easy and he knew you were responsible for catering to the needs of the entire team and not just him.
But the ugly voice in his head wouldn’t stop, and he couldn’t help but frown when you cheered for Hinata and Kageyama’s quick, or when you would high five Tanaka and Nishinoya after a good receive and spike combo. Sugawara was very rational, he knew that. And he prided himself for that. So he could swallow it down, tell himself it was a part of your job and that it was heartwarming that you got on with all your juniors so well.
But when Asahi asked you, gentle and hesitant as he was, to help him tie up his hair so little strands wouldn’t poke out and irritate him, Sugawara couldn’t stand and watch anymore.
He walked out of the gym, not bothering to change shoes before stomping off down the path that led to the club room, telling himself he needed to calm down and that he was being irrational. He didn’t even notice you blink in shock at his sudden departure, hands paused where you held up Asahi’s hair tie. The ace turned back to look at you questioningly, raising an eyebrow.
“What was that about?”
You shook your head and shrugged, feeling just as startled as the boy in front of you. “I have no idea.”
You gave Asahi an apologetic smile and held out the hair tie to him. “I should probably go and check.”
Asahi nodded immediately and gave you an encouraging smile. “Of course! Don’t worry about it.”
Back in the clubroom, Sugawara leaned his forehead against the cold metal of the locker, trying to take deep breaths. He hadn’t bothered turning a light on, the room lit only by the sunlight peeking in from under the door. He closed his eyes, and all he saw was your hands carding through Asahi’s hair and you tried to get all of them up into a knot. Your face had been the picture of concentration, and maybe slight frustration, and despite how mad the sight made him, you still looked so beautiful.
Suga felt his shoulders slump.
What was he doing? Being jealous of his own friends? People he knew would never, ever try anything with you. People he truly trusted with his own life. Yet here he was, feeling so bothered he wanted to rip you away from them and hold you tight against him. Wanted to tell all of them that you were his, that you kissed him and hugged him every day. Not them. Not anyone else.
There was a soft knock before the door swung open with a slight squeak, making Sugawara jolt away from the locker. He saw your head peek through, trying to adjust to the darkness. You gave him a little smile that made his insides squirm.
“What’re you doing in the dark, Koushi?” You reached for the light switch and flicked it on, making Sugawara blink a bit. He watched you step in and shut the door behind you gently, walking closer to him until he was within reach. He felt your arms wrap around his waist, your body pressing to his and your chin resting on his chest so you could look up at him.
“You wanna tell me what’s going on?” Your voice was a mere whisper, and your touch seemed to calm him a little. He returned your embrace, holding you tight to him and pressing his forehead to yours.
“It’s nothing.” He muttered, giving you a smile of his own. “I’m glad you’re here.”
You gave him a look that told him you didn’t believe his bullshit, and Sugawara had to curse how perceptive you were.
“It’s just,” he tried to think of the words, “sometimes you get too close to the guys and it-” he paused.
“Pisses you off?” You supplied.
Suga shook his head. “That might be a bit too strong.”
“What else do you call storming out of the gym with a murderous look on your face?”
He groaned and rested his head on your shoulder, feeling it shake with the force of your giggles. You cooed at him, running your soft fingers over his scalp.
“Aw, my baby is jealous.”
Suga tightened his hold on you, squeezing gently. “So what if I am?”
“I don’t mind. I think it’s really sexy.”
That made him lift his head, looking at you in surprise. You had a little smirk on your face, and there was a sizzling heat in your eyes. Sugawara’s core stirred.
“Really?”
You hummed low, tilting your head up until your lips were meeting his. It was firm yet gentle, and in your lips Suga found reassurance and validation, and an urgency that you only showed when you wanted more.
He felt something stir inside him again. He tightened his grip just as you pulled away, making a noise of protest. You laughed in response.
“Not here, Koushi!” You giggled.
Suga didn’t protest, only grinning and shrugging, wiggling his eyebrows at you until you laughed again, the ugly voice inside him dimming more and more by the second.
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Strawberry Daifuku - Sugawara Kōshi x Reader
Pairing: Sugawara Kōshi x fem!Reader AU: college!AU Genre: hurt/comfort Word Count: 3 144 Summary: Suga plans to confess to you the day before Valentine’s Day, but the conversation takes a different turn A/N: I know, usually chocolates are given on Valentine’s Day, not Daifuku (filled mochi), but I made some today for the first time so…
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Sugawara Kōshi was not entirely sure why he felt like a complete fool, standing in front of your door, and yet hesitating to ring. It was the thirteenth of February, just one day before Valentine’s Day, and while he knew that on Valentine’s Day the girls were supposed to confess, he felt like he actually couldn’t stand bottling up his feelings even one day more. Especially when he was placing his bets on you confessing first.
Would he even have a chance with you?
It was weird, he had known you for three years already, having met you at the entrance exams to the university. You had talked then, and when you had bumped into one another at the orientation a few months later, it felt like you both had chosen the other as your ride-or-die. After that it hadn’t taken Sugawara long to fall for you. It had crept in on him since day one, he realized, and the following years he had tried his best to keep his feelings in check.
But what were you feeling for him? He wasn’t sure.
He knew you considered him as one of your closest friends, so there was definitely the risk of losing this friendship if he confessed and you didn’t reciprocate his feelings. But then again, you were both finished with your third year of university. The next year would barely consist of classes, instead you’d both focus on your part-time jobs. You already had a job-offer lined up for after graduation, and Sugawara was aiming to join the masters-degree in one year before starting to work as a teacher. That meant, in the next year you’d both be busy, you’d both drift apart. You might never again be as close to each other as right now, so this felt like the last possible moment to tell you the truth.
He couldn’t wait for tomorrow and the chance that maybe you would confess. Not that he thought you might. You didn’t exactly act like you were interested in him in that way.
Admittedly, he also didn’t know what you acted like when you were interested in someone. In the three years of your friendship, he had never once seen you express any sort of interest in anyone. Which, as foolish as it was, had always given him the hope, that he might have a chance to worm himself into your heart after all.
The person brushing past him in the stairwell on their way downstairs tore him out of his thoughts. Still feeling incredibly foolish, he exhaled with a sigh and pressed the doorbell. The ringing could be heard through the door, and a moment later the sound of something cluttering and muffled swearing.
Suga hid his giggle, and quickly straightened his face when he heard steps approaching the door. A moment later it swung open, revealing you, dressed in a pair of sweatpants, an oversized shirt and an apron. You only took a quick look at Suga’s face before you already turned around again.
“Come in,” you greeted, “I have something on the stove.” Aaaand you were gone again.
Quickly Suga pushed his foot into the closing door, stopping it from falling into the lock. Mumbling a quiet ‘Ojamashimasu’ as he stepped into your flat, he toed of his shoes in the genkan and followed you into the kitchen, just in time to see you pull a pot from the stovetop, and pouring the white, liquid content into a bowl.
“Cooking,” he asked, stepping closer to see what you were making.
“Uhm, not really. Making chocolates,” you corrected, taking a whisk, and beginning to stir. That was when Suga spied the carton of cream and the empty chocolate bar wrappers on the counter.
“Oh, for tomorrow?” He hadn’t imagined bringing up the topic so quickly.
“What’s tomorrow?” Or not.
“Valentine’s Day…”
“Oh, no,” you shook your head, mixing the cream with the melting chocolate. “You know me, I stopped giving away Valentine’s Day chocolates after middle school.”
“I just thought, you know, making chocolates on the day before Valentine’s…” Suga trailed of. “Maybe there’s someone you want to confess to.”
You chuckled amused. “I wouldn’t confess to someone just because it’s Valentine’s Day. The chances of getting rejected are just as high as every other day of the year.”
“Wait, you’ve never tried confessing to someone on Valentine’s Day?” So his chances of getting a confession from you tomorrow had never existed anyway. But also, it suddenly made him doubt that it might be a good idea to confess to you now.
“No,” you admitted, stirring the chocolate-cream mix a little harder. “I wouldn’t confess to someone unless I were fairly certain they’d reciprocate my feelings… Besides, why should I confess to someone, if they’ve can’t be bothered to confess to me any other day of the year? Apparently, they’re not interested enough in me, for me to make the effort of confessing on that one special day. If I want to confess, I might do it as well on any other day. And besides, I’ve never seen the sense in confessing just to confess. And it makes things awkward, especially if it happens between friends.”
Suga felt his heart dropping. Had you figured out his feelings for you? Was this your way of saying ‘Keep that confession and let’s pretend everything’s back to normal’?
“I think most people who confess, knowing their feelings aren’t reciprocated, do so for closure,” Suga said, wondering why his voice suddenly sounded so sharp.
You seemed to have noticed his change in tone, too, looking up from the bowl you had kept stirring.
“Yeah, of course. And if that works for them, that’s cool. Doesn’t mean it would work for me.”
Suga blinked. He felt like he had been rejected even without having confessed anything yet.
“Sooo, you’re just making chocolates for fun? Or as friendship-chocolates?”
“For fun, I doubt anyone would want to eat my chocolates,” you laughed, as if trying to dispense the suddenly tense atmosphere.
“I would,” Suga shrugged, making you look up again.
“Is that your way of saying after three years you’re finally expecting chocolates on Valentine’s Day from me,” you laughed again, raising your eyebrows at him teasingly.
“Well, not expecting,” Suga defended, making you laugh even more. Oh, how he loved that sound. “Just… I wouldn’t complain.”
“Yeah, you and sweets,” you laughed. “But friendship-chocolates are usually store-bought, right? Wouldn’t it be weird to give you homemade ones?”
“I don’t care, chocolate is chocolate,” Suga mumbled, but he couldn’t deny that getting to eat something you had made would mean more to him than getting something he could as well have bought for himself in the store. “I mean, all you have to do is say ‘Those are friendship-chocolates’ and the other person knows what’s going on, right?”
“I guess so,” you agreed, grabbing the bowl you had been stirring the chocolate in, and emptying the contents into a prepared form, laid out with baking paper. “Aw man, this is not turning out nice.”
Suga couldn’t help the giggle that slipped over his lips as he watched you try to smooth down the surface of the chocolate in the baking tray, but it kept sticking to the knife you were using, creating waves, and refusing to smooth down.
“Oh, by the way, why did you drop by?”
Right, there had been a very specific reason. When he had stepped into your small flat, he had been very certain he would finally have the courage to confess his feelings for you. But now…?
The conversation of the past minutes had taken any confidence he had had. Not only was he more convinced than ever that you didn’t like him back, but you had also made it quite clear, that you would think it would make things awkward if someone confessed to you, who you didn’t feel the same way about. And suddenly he felt like it would be best to lie, as usual, while also trying to make his escape as quickly as possible.
“Oh, no reason really,” he answered, but there was one thought in the back of his mind that he just couldn’t get rid of. “Do you really think, someone who truly likes you, wouldn’t confess just because they can’t be bothered?”
“Well, no, of course not,” you sighed, still fighting a silent battle with the chocolate. “It takes tremendous amounts of courage to confess. And perhaps the person thinks just like me, that it’s not worth confessing if they’re not sure I like them. But if they aren’t sure I like them, it’s probably because I don’t. Because I’m really bad at hiding when I like someone, so if I did, they probably would have noticed very quickly. Why do you ask?”
Giving up the fight with the chocolate, you stood up straight, giving Suga a long look as if you expected him to say something. It felt like the way you were looking at him caused something inside of him to tense, all these feelings he had buried deep inside his chest for so long.
Couldn’t you avert your gaze? It was driving him crazy, made him feel like you were reading deep in his soul, laying bare all his well-kept secrets. And then it was too much. Just a minute ago he had decided against telling you the real reason for his visit, and now-
“The real reason I came here today was to tell you that I’ve been in love with you for the past three years.” The words came over his lips so quickly and fluently, he didn’t even know how the phrase had formed in his mind, and before he could quite register the surprised expression in your eyes, or the way your mouth dropped into a tiny “o”, or the way your breath hitched, he continued. “I know you think it will make things awkward, and it probably will. But I owe it to myself to be honest about the way I feel, and I’ve lied to myself for long enough, telling myself it’s okay to just have you as a friend until you eventually fall in love with someone and get together with them. But the truth is, I couldn’t stand that pain. I still value as a friend, but until I’ve dealt with these feelings, it wouldn’t be fair, not to either of us, to continue like this. Sorry.”
Not giving you a chance to respond, not wanting to hear those fateful words of ‘I’m sorry, but I don’t feel that way about you’, he quickly turned around, slipped into his shoes, not bothering to put them on properly, and escaped through the front door. It really felt like an escape, out of that small room of yours that smelled so nicely of chocolate and the laundry detergent you used and your shampoo. Out of that room that seemed to close in on him with every second that the realization increased that he’d never get to call himself yours. Just out of that room. And away from you.
The door was already falling into it’s lock when you called for him, your voice carrying something akin to panic, but Suga ignored you, just sprinted down the steps, grabbed his bike and made sure he got home as quickly as possible, hoping nobody would see his quivering lip or the tears on his cheeks.
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Suga tried to call Daichi at last half a dozen times before he turned off his phone, unable to see your name appearing on the screen again and again as you tried calling him. Daichi was probably still at work, so he couldn’t answer, Suga reminded himself, as he buried himself in the blankets on his bed, turning on some anime he had watched over the past few weeks. Outside it had gotten dark quickly after he had returned home, and eventually he had fallen asleep to the noise of the show still running on the small screen of his laptop.
The next morning was, much to Suga’s dismay, bright and sunny. The weather had quickly taken a warm turn after the cold of January, plum blossoms already blooming on the trees he could see from the window in his dorm. Yesterday around this time, he had still imagined what it would be like to take you out for a date today. Nothing grand, maybe buy some cake at the small bakery at the corner, or at the convenience store, take a blanket and sit in the sun at the side of the river. But now the good weather did nothing but annoy him, so he pulled the curtains closed and tried to ignore the world outside. Which worked quite well, until the doorbell rang around noon. Wondering whether he had forgotten about an online order he had made, he got up and opened the door, only to come face to face with you.
You were nervous, he could tell that from even just a glance. Yesterday he had not only been disappointed and sad, but also angry, more at himself than anyone else. But now, with a bit of distance to his outbreak the day before, it was easier to stay calm.
“Happy Valentine’s,” you smiled shyly, avoiding his eyes, as you held out a small box to him. It was one of those cute Valentine’s Day paper boxes he had seen in the 100yen shop for the past weeks.
“Uhm…,” awkwardly Suga stood in the door, before hesitantly taking the box from you. “Wanna come in?”
“Are you sure?”
It felt like a stab to the heart. How had he managed to make you feel anything but welcome in his home in the span of a few minutes yesterday afternoon?
“Yeah, I mean…”
He stepped aside, holding the door open for you. You mumbled the usual greeting as you took off your shoes and stepped into the small, single room apartment.
“I tried making strawberry Daifuku. Emphasis on tried,” you explained, standing around a little helplessly. Suga motioned for you to sit down on one of the cushions of his small table on the floor. “I couldn’t find any red bean paste though, so I made them with chocolate cream.”
“You made them yourself,” Suga wondered, placing the small box on the table, and fetching two plates from the shelf above the sink.
“They’re for valentine’s day after all. So, I thought I might as well put in some effort. They’re kind of ugly though, just saying. Well, not ugly, they just look… authentically handmade.”
Suga giggled at your comment, placing the plates down on the table and fetching a bottle of milk tea and two classes.
“I thought you weren’t in the habit of handing out friendship-chocolates,” he teased. Sure, it kind of hurt, knowing you had rejected him yesterday, although technically you had never phrased it. He was just infinitely glad, that he hadn’t completely destroyed your friendship. “Or friendship-Daifuku, I guess.”
“No, I’m not,” you answered, and the suddenly tense tone made Suga freeze mid-motion, making him look up at you. “Those are not friendship-chocolates.”
“What?”
“They’re just… ordinary Valentine’s Day chocolates. The kind you give to the person you like, to confess to them. Because that’s what I’m here for. To tell you that I like you and have liked you a lot for a long time and- yeah. That’s why I’m here anyway.” You exhaled shakily, still not looking up at Suga, who stood like frozen half-way between the fridge and the table you were seated at.
He blinked a few times, trying to make your words make sense in his head. You liked him?
“Why didn’t you just say that yesterday,” he asked the first thought that popped into his mind.
“I tried,” you defended, finally looking up at him, and could see how close you were to bursting into tears. “I tried, but you just ran away and then wouldn’t answer my calls! And I wasn’t sure if you wanted to see me after that…”
Suga swallowed thickly, walking the rest of the way over to you, crouching down besides you and placing the glasses down.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered, brushing the back of his fingers over your cheek. “I’m sorry for being such an idiot and confessing in such an undignified manner. And then running away before giving you the chance to answer. I messed up big time.”
“It’s okay-”
“It’s not. It’s really not. But unfortunately, I can’t change how much of an idiot I was in the past, so let me make it up to you? We can go for a walk, take the tea and the Daifuku, sit in the park for a bit and talk? If you’d like, that is.”
You took a deep breath and nodded, a smile finally tucking at your lips.
“Sounds like a date,” you teased, making his heart skip a beat.
“I was hoping for it to be one,” Suga grinned, standing back up.
He already knew exactly which spot in the park he wanted to take you to. Not the one underneath the plum blossoms. The grass there was in the shade, and without the sun it wouldn’t be warm enough for the thin jacket you were wearing. Instead, he’d take you to the other side of the river, that was in full early spring sun, from where you’d have a perfect view on the blossoms. And when you had eaten the treats which you had made and drunk the tea he would bring, he’d tell you again how much he liked you. Properly this time, without the annoyance and impatience in his voice, only with affection and warmth. Because you deserved nothing less than that.
Holding his hand out to you, he helped you off the floor, but didn’t let go immediately. Instead, he brought your hand up to his lips, placing a soft, lingering kiss on your knuckles that made both of your cheeks heat up.
When he pulled away, he quickly busied himself with throwing on a cardigan and pushing the bottle of milk tea he was still holding into one of the pockets before he grabbed the box of treats you had made for him and held his other hand out for you again. After a moment’s hesitation, you placed your own in his, watching as he closed his fingers around yours gently.
“Let’s go,” he smiled, guiding you out of the apartment, locking the door behind you. As he was walking down the stairs, the first box of sweets he had ever gotten for a Valentine’s Day in one hand, your hand in the other, he couldn’t wait to turn the rest of the day into the best first date either of you would have ever been able to imagine.
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trimisu · 2 years
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Alright so we’re starting off with an angsty one. Reader has an uterus and their period came by with a LOT of cramps.
So they’re managing for karasuno and there is one person mutually pining (Ehe suga Ehe) and suddenly the cramps kinda explode and reader feels like they’re about to collapse
So they like grabs the nearest wall/door/windowsill and their grip is so strong their fingers are turning white and shit
At some point their body decides: screw this, emergency shutdown and they just double over and faint
The look of pure horror on the boys’ faces as they turn around at the sound of a pretty loud thud and realize that’s one of their managers!! On the floor!!! Unconscious!!
Shit immediately goes down and takeda, Ukai and suga (who was standing closest to y/n) kneel down next to them to check what’s going on and sugas heart breaks as he hears his crush whimper because of the pain they’re in
Bonus points if they realize there is blood (period and all) and kiyoko and yachi immediately know what’s going on but the others don’t and the boys think they’re gonna die or smth
Daichi and ennoshita would probably be the only ones to catch onto what’s wrong
Ahem that was rambling number one
Contain/s: period blood, fem!reader, just pure brainrot
A/n: WHERE 👏 CAN 👏 I 👏 GET 👏 A 👏MAN 👏 LIKE 👏 SUGA????
Reading this makes me realize I don't really post my works with periods on it, maybe because I couldn't remember how I felt or what am i doing during my period 😭 not to mention I have irregular periods, so I still haven't have it in months 🙂 which makes me think that I might be horrible at doing period-related fics.
N e ways, I've ramble enough now! Let's go back to the ask
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I feel like, besides Daichi and Ennoshita, Tanaka would also catch on (since he has an older sister) and be like "(Y/n)-san is on her period!!" until the others (who are smart enough or has sisters who already experienced the bloody nightmare) would go like: :0
#tanaka-feeling-happy-that-he-smart-again
I also think that since Hinata's sister is like 6(?) years old, he would be the one panicking the most once he saw a lot of blood staining your gym pants/skirt and start saying, "what do we do??" "she lost too much blood! Is she going to die???"
Meanwhile, Kiyoko asks Suga if he could lend his jacket for a while to cover up the stain on your gym pants/skirt, while Yachi go look through her bag to get an extra pad for you. Sugawara agrees and gave Kiyoko the jacket.
He watch her place his jacket on your back and wrap its sleeve on your waist, and imagine him wishing that it was his arms hugging your waist (•‿•) but he just brush off that thought because you're in pain and you need help :(( so, with the help of Kiyoko and Yachi, they bought brought you to the infirmary
Now, imagine waking up in the infirmary, the pain now subdue and is now replaced with something hot. You looked down to see a hand holding a hot ice bag onto your abdomen. Looking beside you, you can see Sugawara concentrating at the ice bag he was holding on your abdomen.
Once Sugawara saw you're awake, he starts asking if you're okay and if you are still in pain, maybe about the hot water in the ice bag if it is too hot for you and he would also give you pain killers given by the nurse to subdue the pain :D
To cut it short, once you guys leave the infirmary, Sugawara would always check up on you if you need anything or if you are in pain! Plus, he would also bring an extra jacket for you, just in case your pad overflowed and you didn't notice that your skirt was stained (•‿•) I feel like doing this made your relationship with him even more closer (•‿•)
Anyways, Sugawara is a 100/10, he helps, he cares, and most importantly, he is by your side 24/7!
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Just Sugawara koushi trying to flirt
Sugawara: Sugawara [Name]. [Name]: Huh? thats not my name? Sugawara: I know, it will be shortly. [Name]: wut--
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piichuu · 7 months
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♡ SLEEPING ON THE COUCH AFTER AN ARGUMENT
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FEATURING: sugawara koushi, kageyama tobio, ushijima wakatoshi
WARNINGS: hurt/comfort (ish), fluff, gn!reader
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SUGAWARA KOUSHI
“let’s not fight anymore, the couch must be uncomfortable for you to sleep on,” your boyfriend speaks as his hand is gently put on your shoulder. he has been sitting on the floor, right by the couch for a couple of minutes now, but this is the first time he speaks up. you should’ve known that he wouldn’t let you go to sleep in such an uncomfortable place, especially not after a fight. “we don’t have to talk about it right now, i just want you to come to bed so you’ll have a good nights sleep. if you don’t want to cuddle, we don’t have to, just don’t sleep out here.”
sugawara begins to brush his fingers through your tangled hair and sighs, waiting for you to reply or move. it takes a little bit, but you eventually begin to sit up, now looking down at the man who is still sitting on the floor, wearing the pajamas he put on hours ago. “there you are. come on, let’s head to bed,” he reaches his hand out for you to take which you do, allowing him to lead you into the bedroom where the two of you lie down without you saying a word to one another.
he watches as you get under the covers and once again turn your back to him, so he strokes your arm gently. “i’m sorry for earlier, sweetheart. it’s been a long week for the both of us and we aren’t in our right minds. just know that i’m not mad at you for anything, it may have seemed like it earlier, but i promise you that it was stress that has been built up by my co-workers, not you,” sugawara explains as he eventually moves his hand away from you so you’ll get the space you need.
as you don’t say anything, he closes his eyes and attempts to fall asleep. the two of you usually never go to sleep without solving a fight, but he won’t force you to try and talk to him either, knowing that it might just cause the frustration to grow. so he tries his best, hoping he’ll wake up in the morning and be able to talk to you, but he can’t sleep like this, not knowing whether you’re mad at him or not. those thoughts are however put to sleep as you finally wrap your arms around his middle and nuzzle your face into the crook of his neck. “i’m sorry, i don’t want to fight.”
a slight smile spreads over his lips and he presses a gentle kiss to your temple. “we’re good, baby. let’s just go to sleep together now. i love you.”
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KAGEYAMA TOBIO
he sighs when he finds you already sleeping on the couch, not having spoken to him since he went to take a shower in hopes to rid of all the frustration and stress that’s been taking over for the last couple of days. volleyball practices have become more as him and his team are about to go into a tournament in just two days, so the stress has truly gotten to him, but also to you. he’s aware of the fact that you’re stressed about not being able to come with him for his upcoming games due to school work, so you try to spend as much time with him as possible, but it’s difficult when he’s barely home.
kageyama wants to be with you more than anything in the entire world, but the time often flies away when he’s practicing and the time for you decreases into only a few hours at night when you’re already asleep. when you wake up in the morning, he’s either making a quick breakfast for himself and gives you a kiss goodbye before leaving or he’s already left without a word. he’s never able to wake up beside you nor come home when you aren’t asleep.
today he was tired after hours of practicing and even though he had been looking forward to seeing you as he would finally get home a little earlier, he didn’t expect himself to be met by you with tears in your eyes as you begged for him to stay home the next day so the two of you could spend time together before he had to leave. it wasn’t possible, not now when it’s only a few days left until the tournament, his coach would kill him.
so here he is, standing by the couch, contemplating every single life choice he’s made. what did he even do to deserve someone who keeps trying when he is barely ever there? how come you stay when you never get to talk to him? he certainly doesn’t know, but something he does know is of his love for you. “i’m sorry,” he whispers while laying down behind you on the couch. his arms wrap around your waist as he buries his face into your neck. “i’m gonna come up with something to spend time with you before i leave, i swear. i love you so much, so so much. i wish i could be a with you all the time…”
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USHIJIMA WAKATOSHI
he sits on the edge of the couch, leaning back against the cushions while looking at you who’s already sleeping. you would be in bed if it wasn’t for him and his stubbornness. ushijima injured his arm during his last practice and had been told by doctors not to work out for at least a month, but how did you find him when you got home from work? carrying weights back to their place as if he had just been training. how could you not scold him when he was risking his own arm getting even worse?
at first, he wasn’t agreeing to anything you said as he kept on saying that it wasn’t a big deal and that “it doesn’t even hurt anymore”. but as you only became more furious about the fact that he wouldn’t listen and then went to sleep on the couch instead of in bed with him, he slowly but surely began to understand that he was in fact making his arm worse. you had the right to be worried, but ushijima had no right being so stubborn.
“i’m really sorry for not listening to you,” your boyfriend mumbles as he searches for your hand to hold, giving it a gentle squeeze. “i won’t work out again until the doctors tell me that it’s okay, i promise. it was stupid of me to not listen to either them or you,” he sighs and closes his eyes for a moment, drowning in his own stupidity until he can hear you stir.
“you always make me worry about you so much, you’re so stupid,” you mumble while sitting up, wrapping your arms around his neck. “next time i find you like that, i might actually commit a crime,” usuijima chuckles lightly and shakes his head. “i won’t do it again, i swear. i will listen to your worries from here on out.”
he eventually climbs onto the couch and wraps his arms around your waist. “i hope your arm doesn’t hurt too much now,” you mumble, stroking his hair. ushijima shakes his head and flashes you a soft smile. “it doesn’t, thankfully. thank you for looking out for me, darling.”
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missuga · 2 years
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10:18 p.m — SUGAWARA KOUSHI
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+roomates, no warnings, repost !!
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“What?”
Suga’s hair fell into his eyes slightly as he leaned forward against the table staring up at you. He was already starting to feel the two glasses of wine he’d drank.
“Nothing.” He tried his best the keep a straight face while answering but when you narrowed your eyes slightly he cracked.
You take a moment to admire the smile that creeps on his face, and the soft giggle that slips passed his lips. It was times like these you wondered to yourself if he’d always been this perfect.
“You were staring at me.” You said in return, trying to force a smile from your own lips. He always had that affect on you.
“I was?” Suga asked, resting  his cheek into his palm leaning fully against the table now. He took a slow drink from his glass. It was sweet, and tasted like peaches.
“Yes, dummy. Please don’t tell me you can’t remember.” You roll your eyes at that, he was always a lightweight but he hadn’t been drinking that much.
He didn’t respond to your words, instead opting to fill up both of your glasses again. It’d been a while since he’d been able to relax like this.
“Why don’t we do this more often?” You asked before you realized what you actually meant.
Since the two of you moved into the apartment you learned a lot about each other.
You found out Suga woke up early most days but made sure to keep quiet to not wake you. He learned that you really liked to cook, which was good for him. He wasn’t the best in the kitchen if it wasn’t baking.
He liked lavender scented candles. Not the strong artificial ones, but the soft kind that lingers in the air. He liked warm knit blankets with a cup of tea as he sat doing his homework.
Everything about him was comforting, that’s what you liked.
“You mean hangout more?” He asks, staring up at you again with a slight twinkle in his eyes. When you nod he smiles a little more. “Why, you miss your best friend?”
“You know what, forget I asked.” You respond, rolling your eyes yet again at the smirk lacing his features. “You’re so dumb.”
Even though you’re only slightly annoyed with his response, you cant fake the way your heart speeds up slightly at his words.
Suga hums in amusement as he drinks from his glass again. Each sip of the wine tastes sweeter than before, there’s almost a hint of vanilla at the end of it.
As he stared at you once more, eyes drifting to the soft smile pulling at the corner of your lips he found himself wondering just how sweet the wine tasted on them.
The few glasses of wine only made the urges to tell you how he felt stronger, and maybe he would this time.
But it’s not until you lean back into your chair and kick your legs up to rest on his lap that the words that’ve sat heavy on his tongue come out.
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