you're mine. my pet. mine to use. mine to abuse. mine to hurt. mine to make cry. if anyone else tries to do anything to you i'll kill them.
/na
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I can't get to my greenhouse and I ran out of the herb I use to make the tea I use for my back, I am in massive amounts of pain and want to talk to no one but someone. so ig you can ask me things? idk I'm currently lying on the floor of the kitchen inner world
-lawrence
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Related to a post I was tagged for:
I honestly donโt see Stradeโs mind as complex at all! He thinks like a cocky animal, at the bare bones of it. He is strongest, swiftest, wittiest, and overall biggest animal in the room at all times, in his mind. Heโs prideful. Itโs why he gets so terrified by Rire, why he was too shocked by MC jumping him to care for the wound before brutalizing them, why he kills and kidnaps in the first place. Humans are animals.ย โMeat is meat,โ as another not-so-nice man once said.ย
Strade only has empathy the way animals do. Life or death empathy; otherwise he only shows compassion and sympathy, mostly for beings he considers pets. Everything else he does that showsย โcareโ orย โloveโ is self-satisfying and for his own gain. Manipulation and toying with his captiveโs emotions. Heโs been like that since he was a kid too. He was the biggest animal back on the playground, even if he had to hide it moreso. He sees life as a big old jungle full of other animals, most of which are his prey. If you can imagine a siberian tiger getting cocky and only killing for self-satisfaction, then youโve got Strade.ย
Heโs not complex at all, at the end of it. He sees himself as an animal; a predatory animal. And MC, other captives, even Ren, theyโre nothing but prey. Every good moment or seemingly romantic spark is part of the hunt! Like cats throwing a mouse around in their razor claws, letting it slip and think itโs safe for a moment before grabbing it again.
He taught that mentality to Ren, too. After Strade wasย โbestedโ, it shattered Renโs current worldview. He built it back up with himself in Stradeโs position. With Strade gone, Ren now chose himself as the biggest animal in the jungle. Except it was already biologically ingrained in Ren, being a beastkin. Hence why he becomes more cruel,ย โbiggerโ than Strade as he gets older. Strade was never half the animal as Ren, his very own accidental protgรฉgรฉ
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my actual worst habit will always be that I put human emotions to objects and now I am left without a comfort item because my literal thought was "I don't want him to get sad from dealing with our parents too" for some fucking reason
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This perhaps isn't a good way to meet people, but our Ren introject is looking for other BTD fictives. He's mainly looking for Strade, but Lawrence, Rire, Cain, etc., are also welcome to interact.
Feel free to DM. Keep in mind that we barely use Tumblr for chatting. We'll send you our Discord account instead.
Please be 18+ bodily since we are 19, and our Ren is an age slider (19-20+).
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โ โ
โฎ โ
โ ABOUT ME โ โ
โฎ โ
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Hi, Iโm Spencer but I also go by Jesse and/or Fox! Iโm bodily 22 years old, Demigirl, Intersex, Bisexual, physically disabled, autistic+adhd+ocd, and the host of an OSDD-1B system! I am also a fox therian (influenced by my source) and often call myself a fox boy!! XP Iโm also a Boar therian, zombie therian, and a Succubus therian as well!
I am taken by my lovely soulmate @anatheyma ๐ฆ๐ฆ, we are polyamorous and we like to talk about each other a lot lol.
SYSTEM INFO: We go by Nightshade Sys (๐ฉธ). Most people in our system minus the host (Me) donโt like to be on social media and mainly co-front or exist in the background, so donโt expect them on here often. If they do post, theyโll post their name with a corresponding emoji. I am also an introject of Ren Hana and I age slide into Fox on rare occasions. I AM NOT A FICTIONAL CHARACTER COME TO LIFE DESPITE MY MANNERISMS AND HOW I PRESENT MYSELF, TREAT ME AS A REGULAR PERSON.
Btw yes I am the writer of the Fox roleplay account lol. Feel free to ask me any questions about the blog here!
MY CURRENT INTERESTS:
-Boyfriend to Death/YKMET/TPOF, Frostbite, John Doe, Purpleverse, etc. (My favorite is Strade <3 heโs my biggest comfort rn )
-Sanrio, especially Kuromi
-Scene-Emo culture, music, and fashion
-Gothic subcultures
-Horror
-Anime
-2000โs Cartoons & Webshows
-Video games, mainly Splatoon and Sonic
DNI IF YOU ARE A MINOR, AS I SOMETIMES POST SUGGESTIVE/NSFT THINGS + INTERACT WITH BTD/TPOF RELATED POSTS!! ALSO DNI IF YOU ARE A Z00PH1LE, A L0L1/SH0T@C0N, ETC!!
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My new favorite headcanon I came up while driving with my partner: Ren has DID or OSDD. That's why the announcer can do crimes against humanity until you make him undissociate and think about it, he's a Strade introject of sorts. And why in btd Ren has clear clothing preferences between his captive self (white tank top and shorts) and capture self (Strade introject just forming? Uses Strade's shirt to ground himself) and why he can be so volatile and different depending on triggers and flat out seems to not remember his family, it was a very very different situation and maybe the alters that do remember are dormant or the memories are just completely dissociated. He literally switches from those states of being. I think it'd be mote like OSDD 1a (though the difference between different types of systems is convoluted at best, but that's another ramble) in that he has different versions of the same person in his system because in my other headcanons and in canon, his identity as a fox boy is very very important and saved his life. So his brain would probably keep that.
This is a long ramble lmao. I have DID with a slight fixation on how systems develop so this is a new brain worm and I love it. I love merging special interests. Psychology, systems, and BTD. That's my list of interests lol
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The variants of the BTD introjects in our system:
Main speaker: Good end!Ren, he speedran Turnip Boy Commits Tax Evasion twice now. [Was an esport player in source]
The Dadโข: Announcer!Strade, this man adopted Ren and someone else unrelated to BTD, now just trying to be a dad. [Quite old, he's in his 50s]
The protector: Pre-Announcer!Fox, has the right balance of childish and mature. [Ren's voice of reason, basically]
[Forgot to add someone heehoo]
The lazy persecutor: Mason, rarely fronts and rather keeping an eye from distance. [Rather teach people how to hunt rather than hunting others]
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So I was wrong weโre unblurred now and my source is very much still Ren / Fox๐ถ
The fact I thought I was a strade introject briefly during that huge blur kinda just confirms it more tbh bc of source memories I got over here but likeโฆ
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โ about me ;
โค my name is strade. i am 34 (bodily 20). my pronouns are he/it/rot.
โค i'm an introject in a dx did system. this isn't a roleplay/kin account.
โค i am autistic and have bpd.
โค i am partnered and in an open poly relationship.
โค i will most likely be posting gore/nsfw/cannabis related things. there will be no trigger warnings, so proceed at risk.
โค sourcemates and doubles (systems and kins) are welcome.
โ dni ;
โค endos/"systems" of any other origin and their supporters.
โค racists, anti-lgbtqia+, truscum/terf/ect, anti-acab/pro-cop, proshippers, and pedophiles (or whatever the fuck they're calling themselves now)
โค minors (i am an ADULT.)
โค basic dni criteria.
โ will probably add on to this if i forgot/learn to add anything.
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please read before interacting!
this is an introject account (dx. did sys), not a roleplay / kin.
18+ only. i may post about nsft, g0r3, or bpd things. my account is not for minors.
about me! :
name โ rennie
age โ 19 (bodily also 19)
pronouns โ he/it
status โ single + poly
i'm an introject of ren hana (btd 1 + 2)! i am autistic and diagnosed with did + bpd, and miss my strade </3
dni! :
- basic dni criteria
- pro cop/anti acab
- proshippers, pedos (of any variant)
- endogenic / any other origin systems
- minors
- pro sh/ed
(will probably add more later on)
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For you:
Please go to my website on the sticker and also go to Roneth's room and press down down down down down right start
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ A
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โAdagio ........ singer
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โAlys ........... goofy
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โAmanda ...... rockstar
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ Andrew ...... cheerful
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โApollo .......... star
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โAstarion ... trickster
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ B
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โBen ............ sweet
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ C
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โCarisi ........ lawyer
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โChat Noir ...... joker
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โCol ....... adventurer
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ D
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โDavid ..... journalist
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โDraco ........ cunning
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โDrew .......... morbid
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ E
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โEdgar ........ painter
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โEeyore ..... pessimist
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ F
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โFreddie .... spiritual
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ G
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โGaby ...... equestrian
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ J
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โJareth ....... saviour
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โJay ........ filmmaker
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โJordan ..... musical
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โJosh ......... dreamer
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ K
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โKeiji ...... detective
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โKevin ........ chaotic
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ L
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โLew .... impressionist
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ M
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โMatteo .......... soft
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โMidori .......... doll
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ N
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โNero .......... glitch
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โNewt ............ kind
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ P
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โPaul ........... dizzy
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ R
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โRainer ...... newmaker
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โRichy ......... guilty
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โRicky ........... boss
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โRikki ........... fish
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ S
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โShin ............ moon
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โStrade ......... moody
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โStrahm ....... special
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ T
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โTiara .......... smart
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โTim ........... sleepy
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ W
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โWesker ..... scientist
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ Z
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โZero ........... ghost
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โZet ........... smiley
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ #
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ2-D ........... pretty
Thanks for testing!
And now a message from Kevin, who has worked hard on this.
Hey there friends! This account belongs to a system! This list of names are that of our system members. More information on each member can be found in this account.
This account was made as an archive for our system. We store information on our system and on ourselves here. We also use this space to vent as we are not out as a system to most friends.
Our system is traumagenic. We do not believe in non-trauma based systems. However, we will not participate in syscourse over this. We are also prone to splitting introjects due to neurodivergent. Some introjects have problematic sources. This does not mean we or they support those sources.
We hope you enjoy navigating through this!
~ Kevin, host
P.S. clicking here will bring you somewhere fun.
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Anons used to be so shocked and disbelieving that they wouldn't get to be ~ the special one ~ who I keep as a pet and fall in love with. Buddy I don't know how to tell you this but both I and canon Strade are low empathy, and the cheerfulness doesn't mean I like you. Everyone is the same to me and I tend to see people as either weaker animals than me, or if I do like you, a pet/possession. Ren wasn't my 'boyfriend' he was my fox. A pet. The thing that I owned. Forgive me for not seeing my sex slave as an equal and husband like the fandom seems to think Strade does.
MC was the same. An object with a scream and way of bleeding that was hotter than normal. I have ASPD and people special to me still aren't equals or even really human in my brain. They're cures to a boredom so deep that I can feel it scratch the inside of my skull. I understand it's hard to know you wouldn't be special to your favourite character, but buddy I'm a fictional introject, not literally Strade here to whisk you away to do bdsm and nothing that actually hurts you. It's not hot to me if you want the torture. I get off to making people scared and uncomfortable (with a safeword obviously), if you want to suck my dick I'm not going to give it to you in a way you'll enjoy.
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it's always nice finding law/strade/BTD folks in general... we're a large system who has Ren, Strade, and Lawrence introjects so it's validating to find similar folks
im super glad you feel that way! thanks for stopping by :)
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