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Just read every one of your Toji fics.. Mr Krabs I have an idea.. Size kink toji and reader that have been sexting and calling nonstop online finally meet up
໒꒰ྀ ྀིᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ thankuu thehe ! ! i am soo ready to indulge in this idea wink wonk 😼 but toji is old soo expect him to act it in the txts el oh el — i hope u enjoy ! <3 btw i did not proofread this whole thing sob ! !
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ᯓ★ warnings. mdni | f! reader | sws, sexting, [n]sfw twt links, size difference/kink, he's HUNG, belly bulge, cervix/womb fucking, overstimulation, he takes vids + pics of reader!, age gap ( reader: early 20s, toji: late 30s ), praising, cunnilingus, fingering, squirting ( x2 ), overstimulation, mindbreak, creampie. ᡣ 𐭩 | wc. 3.6k + |
THE YAWN STRETCHING YOUR mouth wide exhaled pure exhaustion out of you… Tapping at the cluttered papers on your desk with a pretty pink pen, bored out of your mind — until — your phone buzzed in your back pocket.
Fishing for it, your eyes light up brighter than the notification buzzing itself.
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It makes you gleam. Knowing that silly little name you picked out suited him all too well… Always reminding you how he's a rather older man, of course — an older man that was also packing a threat of three dicks in one in those grey sweats he'd always wear…
He was simply a big dick dilf you loved texting!
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Today 6:58 PM
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| Watching those videos of you playing with yourself right now :)
| Making my dick so hard pretty girl.
tojiiii |
im at worrrk rn dont do this to mee |
| Haha.
| Can't help it. You make me horny.
♡ hehe |
but gossh it takes sooo long to take him out |
…wish i wasnt working today :( |
| Too long sometimes haha.
| But I hope it goes easy today baby 😁
| Want to have some fun with me to pass time then ;) ? Send me some upskirt pics? Show me how hardworking you are.
yes baby but only if u cum to them :(( |
| I promise.
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enjoyy ;p |
| Hot! You look so fucking wet naughty girl.
| Thank you.
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| Got me cumming so hard.
yummy >< that was a lot toji! |
i get u that excited? :D |
| All the damn time.
| But don't get caught fingering yourself in the office for me now haha.
i cant stop so no promises 😽 |
| Fuck. I wish I was fucking that pretty pussy instead of those fingers.
| I'd fill you up so much more.
i wish u could fuck me too ♡ |
but aaah exactly!! ur so big!! |
idk if i could handle all that ;(( |
| Let me come over and grant that wish? Haha.
| I’ll take care of you. So don't you worry your pretty little head off, let me do that ;)
gosh toji who could say no >< |
| Why not? It's been long enough and I can't stop thinking about you and that perfect body.
true ☹️ |
every time u txt my pussy just gets so wett :(( |
idk how much longer i can take without u being in me!? :(( |
| Fuck. Making me hard again.
| Then let's do something about that ;) When do you get off tonight? 10 like usual?
mhm! |
u promise youll rlly come over? |
i dont wanna play with myself all alone tonight :( |
| Shit. You're so fucking bad.
| As much as I like those videos you send when you do… I promise you won't be lonely tonight.
yayy! omgg im so excited!! ♡ |
*SHARED LOCATION* |
| Me too 👍🏼
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No. You were nervous.
It was thirty minutes past ten, and he seemed to have left soon as you sent your address — Toji had mentioned living only just a few towns over from you, three or so hours away, so you thought it'd be a while ‘till then… but soon as you were done trying to recollect and prepare yourself, you were already hearing a hard knock bust at your front door…
You met him through Facebook.
He seemed like a family guy but distant from said family… The obvious sign he was an older man, no less than thirty by the looks of his awkward profile picture; a low angle as if he wasn't aware of the camera pointing at him, yet it caught the scruffy look aging at his chin and the low set of leafy eyes you adored — he was rather handsome.
That haggard look of a tired hunk of a man itched something in you.
Digging deeper, his social profile seemed old and rarely updated, but the little collection in weapons and fishing, random masculine quotes, and scenic views was fitted when he did… but that ‘not in a relationship’ status highlighted right at your own pretty eyes…
You reached out to him day of, curious and intrigued. A rise of fun risk chatting with an older man online coiled something in you — yearning for the attention and he damn sure delivered.
Approximately within 24 hours.
Toji greeted himself quick, and then conversations began to pick up more frequently, from daily pictures of just random things going on in your lives to full-on phone calls within weeks! Hearing him for the first time rumbled a deep pit in your core to erupt. His voice so smooth and husky, like auditory caramel that was pleasant to the ears, and even that slight rasp on some of his syllables he'd drawl out was scratching further into your brain to feen for more.
You didn't need to take anything further from your own hands. He seemed rather lonely yet mysterious, but made it very clear what he wanted.
Toji initiated the flirtatious comments once he figured out how to open your photo gallery on your profile, or once he figured out the FaceTime option to get a full live view of your pretty self some more… You remember it was on the second or so phone call when he started to chuckle out praises of how beautiful you are. Even admiring your intellect or your creativity when you'd show him your hobbies and such...
You were filing something in for him — vice versa too…
You also remember when you first sent a picture of your tits out of craven; fleshy mountains peaked hard at the tips, forcing them to jiggle once you found the courage to make videos for him after the overwhelming praise the first time.
He made you feel… special.
More or so, when you first saw his cock. That's when the button to malfunction clicked.
That day, you swore your jaw was sore the whole evening from how hard it dropped. You could not believe how hung he was — jackpot!
From what you could see through such a simple device, Toji’s dick dangled between his thick thighs like a damn church bell clanging with mighty vigor. When the meaty log slapped from side to side against naked flesh, it had weight—it was heavy and made an audible fleshy clap. In some of his videos, he'd lift his shirt up too — showing more of himself off as if that alone wasn't enough. He knew was sculpted like fine marble chiseled to perfection, he just had to make sure you saw what he worked so hard on…
When the older man first jerked himself off, moaning right into the speaker; lewd groans of your name spewing out, you couldn’t help but admire the way his fingers barely touched when he fucked up into his fist… Usually a collage of your naked self was on his laptop while he recorded himself getting off. It was cute. But fuck, the tan skin gliding over his bulbous tip always swepped that oozing, sappy pre he invariably seemed to drench himself with — practically lubing that nth-inch bitch breaker to full extent...
It was always so pretty even when it was sleeping. When he was really in a mood, he'd call you and let you watch it grow — let you talk filthy to make him twitch into the full hard pole it wakes up in…
His soft was as big as your ex’s hard.
Sighing heavily.
You had plenty of calls and videos shared with him, mostly getting off on each other with zoom-ins on your pretty bits… So, this couldn't be any different… Clearly, it wasn't enough anymore to only tease each other, you ached for the real thing — the real mammoth cock you watched like an addict to get lodged right up your bare pussy...
Damn, why were your hands so clammy.
Reminding yourself, your situation with him was always an annoyingly so close, yet so far annoyance. And this was the time to change that.
Marching up to the door with your head high, a throbbing pang shot right between your legs reminding you exactly what you craved for.
Another knock banged at your door before you could reach the golden knob.
Scratch that.
Feeble like sand falling, “Oh fuck…” Your stomach twists. She was thinking for you! Dammnint he was a monster, think clear! Not even the tip could nudge through.
Relax.
This was your first time ever meeting up with someone on the internet — let alone meeting with them to fuck. Or even just creating a full-blown sexual relationship in the digital world… A sexual relationship with a man twice your age too— twice your damn mass not to mention for the tenth time!
The third knock felt like a punch straight to your gut when the hinges rattled.
His presence was strong. You knew he was standing on the other side of that thin wall barring between you both ever so patiently. This is all that was between you now, not miles of distance or digital love, just a closed door.
You could hear heavy boots click off.
Shit!
Your phone goes off too.
Head spinning like a barrel at each noise that seemed rather louder than they actually were... you catch the notification banner with his name written all over it.
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Today 10:53 PM
| Hey baby
| I think I'm here. It's 201 right?
| The ice cream is melting 😱 Haha.
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| Hey?
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Toji was holding a container of mixed ice cream, that is in fact melting… but spotting flowers with a small black bag hanging in his other hand, you puckered out your lips in awe, glossing them over with your tongue.
Though as stiff as your neck went as you looked him up and down, you savored that saliva drying up in your mouth. Feeling it run barren only catching half his robust body that seemed to wander off with his own head glued into his phone, seeming to check again for the address.
Attempting to swallow that dry pit clogged in your throat to muster up a pitiful, “Toji… Hi.” Idiot.
When he turned, his body's depth grew tenfold.
He was massive. Now catching sight of a clear view of his full sature, he could be described as one would with a walking goliath… A great abundance of stacked muscles kissed even through his grey sweater; pecs strong and full – round even with long limbs standing tall in a might of mass to settle around bones, and it only takes a few steps for him to reach you.
You audibly gulp.
Throat bobbing as his face drew closer, and as he did, Toji held a simple, small smile. Noticing that notable scar he'd usually lick over and shine the silvery mark lined down those thin, yet full lips. Lips that made your own quiver – aching to drag him in for a full mouth and tongue kiss to fix that, not caring if teeth collide—
“Wow. You look good—amazing…” Toji’s voice resonated a thick rumble as those naturally, pale green eyes hooded, adventuring all around you a few times before, “Really good... Ah, this melted — I hope you like flowers though.” And he presents you the small vase bundled up in a various color of blooming buds.
Clammy hands reach for them, “Hah, they're lovely. Thank you…”
Toji sucks in hot air through his teeth, still hanging right outside your door… “You all right?” He notices the small pearly beads trailing across your hairline.
“Yeah! Yeah, I'm just–– you look good… I knew you were big but, damn.” Saying that forced a clear connotation to spark up. If he's this big in real life — bigger than what you have already seen online, what you've prepared yourself for mentally, but now connecting the dots, all of those angles and views were shot from his eyes. Now in your personal POV, this was a clear difference… and you couldn't help but think about that monster stuffed between his legs that was appointed and waiting for you to be a lot more than you could fathom...
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At least, Toji knew you needed prep first. He could just tell…
So to speak, his tongue was steady lapping around in a winding circle against your slit. Already sappy against his mouth, but the wads of spit he bubbles against puffy lips, swoons you blissfully to a faucet…
He didn't mean to shove his tongue so deep, but the natural nectar your pussy gushes with was utterly mouthwatering, he couldn't stop slurping it up! And he didn't mean to cut you off when you finally invited him in, but his cock was also steering the engines – remembering one second your mouth was full with coherent words, telling him how your day was, small talk and giggles about the ice cream, but now, you could only babble out god knows what… Even — faintly, remembering how he pinched and squeezed at your sides when you finally invited him in your room to get things where they needed to be; letting him take a plop down only to get dragged with him closely, quickly enveloping you with his needs and mass…
Time moved quick, even motions and kisses. Hands too. He was not shy… Could say he had a damn set of paws on him.
Hands shaking, Toji laps “Make sure you get a good angle...” And you try hard to record your pussy being eaten raw.
Something Toji asked about, if he could get some real good photos of you both before he goes back to his place… It was fun at first, but shaky hands recording a video is not a good mix. But, you tried…
Toji delved to get to his destination and he made it clear what this was all for. He let you relax and talk for a bit, enjoying your voice now against his skin, now feeling you for the first time — skin to skin, so smooth and gentle, teasing almost for the entirety… but as soon as you hinted you were ready, he spayled out right between knobbly legs he coveted in with a sort of haste…
Whiffing up your aroma, he groans, “Fuck baby…” His mouth opened wide with an inviting seal – a suction, he rolls out his tongue like a dog in heat; shaking his head gently and sliding that slippery tongue back and forth, Toji keeps hooded eyes on yours. Watching how you looked up into the clouds as heat pressed between your legs.
“Taste so good. I knew you would,” Toji pops your puffy clit in his mouth, sucking with a hard pull ‘till it bobbled out — swollen now.
“Gotta open you up, pretty pussy is so tight.” Mark his words, a digit teases your entrance, handling your quiver; he toys at your little hole, circling and flicking ‘till he could nudge in tight walls.
Hooking soon as gummy walls expand— suck him in, “Greedy girl.” Toji prods against the puffy mounds of your cunt.
Hot mouth raking against the length that he spreads with working hands, he bumps and curls another finger in. Nuzzling deep, his nose suffocates against your pelvis when he plows in, hands doing just the same.
Feeling the older man press around to play at spongy walls, you couldn't help but knot a free hand through his shaggy hair as the other tightened around his phone… The nimble stretch kicked your feet up. Shivering, sheer incredulity warred across your features; your jaw was agape – totally agape. Nothing but strangled noises left your lustrous lips.
Suckling at pert folds and scissoring spongy walls, Toji worked with eager rolls with the tip of his tongue. Flicking across the pretty underside with deft movements that sent the flesh trembling. Trailing along the curving plumpness, his mouth maps your folds and bits that force your legs to tweeze around his shoulders.
He traces patterns into the lush flesh – no random movements, all meticulously and hard… Riding up your slit, never missing the rhythm that forced a kindled roll in your hips, along the ridges—the drawing, you felt a bold, T. O. J. I. trace out teasingly.
The distinguishing mark of the tittle from the “I” pressed right into your puffy hood. And he curled his tongue just right, the little nub puckered out into a spasm.
A sweet spasm too.
Engorged, your face grew tight. Twisting and turning, your tummy coiled ‘till it sprang up, feeling Toji slosh around in your cunt; bullying your walls to clench with a force until they fluttered open all while keeping a working mouth prodded against your thrumming needs.
“Toji!!” Your back lifts up off from the sheets. A perfect arch, he slides a hand beneath, holding you still while you mush shakey hips into his face, drawing out that high spiking through you and out like a geyser.
Fumbling over thoughts, Toji drowns between the sweet heat of your legs. Letting you glisten down the stubble on his chin. Groaning at the treat you spatter against his tongue, almost making his mouth a damn pool itself, he refreshes himself.
His throat bobs as he swallows you up.
A few languorous seconds, he pulls away sloppily. Saliva and messy juices still pearling in streams was sent pattering down his chin. With much of it staining his face – he didn't mind, he relished it, the nectar taste and how it sort of cooled him off was utterly pleasing…
He grabs the phone, smirking how it fumbled down with you.
Your mouth hangs loose. Limp and tingling all throughout.
Only for the tingles to spark into shots of raw lightning, barred hands travel of your sides, “So perfect baby… You think you're ready now? I think you are..?” Still trying to catch robbed breaths, weak eyes manage to flutter open and seize at the sight of the clamoring coming from below your bodies.
Pupils dilating and now snapped wide, you flinch at the presence of something so immense. Instinctively, the tips of your fingers press into the hard ‘v’ tracing down his pelvis in trepidation.
When the hell did he take that out?!
Like a church bell clanging, it swung low. His cock was heavy, the weight couldn't keep his hard pole up no matter how much blood flowed. When the rough-tough cock throbbed, it was the only time stiff dick meat lifted an inch…
“Heh, don’t get shy on me now.” Toji grabs your hand and swipes it away with a feathery kiss, “I told you not to worry that pretty little head off. That's my job.” And he was doing a damn good job!
“You're already so wet, so it'll slide in easy, m’kay?.. But I got this though. Just in case.” That black bag he brought in now answered your questions. The plastic crumbled as he reached for it – hucking it, a bottle of lube rolled in his palm and popped open.
Shaking it up, he dumps out half the bottle into his already soggy palm. Before shining his prize for you, he plops himself right on your rising tummy. Dammnit! He was teasing you out of your mind! Purely showing off how deep he was about to go…
Adorably nervous, the arousal from Toji tonguing you into oblivion excited those fuming hormones on how good he can work your pussy, but now? With a mammoth cock ready for you next, riled up your very engines…
Knobbily legs spread wide.
Biting at your lower lip, “Reach my guts, Toji.” Your hand dips between naked bodies and grabs a handful of thick cock meat. The oozing lube globbing at his base, you stroked it all the way up to his capped tip. Slathering the thin flesh with a twist.
Oh.
His silvery scar stretches, “Mmhm… Someone's worked up the courage.” He chuckles, carefully watching how you cutely try to wrap him whole into your palm.
Barely working out, but you tried.
… You were… ready — jittering with eager excitement, pussy still dribbling in muck, and a heart ready to throb out your chest again. You wanted— needed him in you, reminding yourself all the times you had to finger your pussy to just mere pictures, to a cock you drooled over digitally all alone with only tinkering thoughts. This was the time to finally fixate on fantasies, though Toji’s size still loomed at the back of your mind as he guided himself between sopping folds, prodding against your little entrance when you deemed his cock to be doused enough…
You suck in a deep breath.
Ready.
Yet, the audacity to whisper, “See, you're a big girl.” While half his body shrouded yours as he prepped himself above you; full mass shadowing over your frame with alluring sature, you toiled.
Blowing out a lust-laden breath. Toji soothes at your thighs, holding them in a firm grasp, and angled himself to mush the rubbery pink tip between the tightness of your quim. Any trepidation you had felt was clearly lost in the pressure of his crown plugging in, disappearing slow and methodically; penetrating you with a groan-inducing rush, a sensation of being gently, and nicely filled with the weight of something greater than you immediately expected.
“Oh fuck...” Almost in unison, his body curls forward while yours expands.
Toji felt hard and swollen inside. Having a well-ready, well-prepared cock that was itching for sexual relief, both of you wanted it. So, letting spongy walls stretch in rough accommodation for it; swelling around the girth of the thick slab of cock as he pushed down, sinking an inch, then two, then three, then… inside in a steady rhythm.
“Atta girl…” Aching. He didn't move fast. No hesitation, no waiting, but no real rush, either. But just a firm push that you could catch the first sight of his cock driving down into the tight, slick seal before knocking back, “Look at that.” As Toji pressed further in, a bump—a thick outline bubbled up at your tummy.
Your eyes almost cross. Trying hard to focus on the log settling in the pit of your softest parts — with fail, your head bobbles into sheets, and throat scars with an endless mewl.
Toji took this chance to sink the rest of his cock in. And as he shimmied his hips forward, he got closer, chest hovering over yours almost stroking gently. You take this chance to wrap your arms around his neck as a safe haven. Clawing red trails to sweep the sauntering man who prowled in inches for a kiss – a hot, fast smack of the mouths, far more forceful than earlier; simply locked into a lustful maw as his cock wormed fully in.
Without preamble. Both of you let the moments to adjust to the feeling of his cock inside of you pass before sodden hurls could play out… It was a euphoric phenomenon that made the walls of your pussy flutter, a grinding touch and a friction-filled push that made nerve endings crackle like an active wire.
Walls flexing and expanding to the hilt, Toji felt much, much bigger inside of you than he did outside. Optics or not, the firm drop of the hips, your stomach muscles curled and promoted what was throbbing, deeply in you.
“So fucking tight.” So tight, Toji had to buck his hips with a little force. The pressure of your walls kept sliding him right out, but staying firm, he glides back in.
Sparking up a rhythm, catching how mewls turned into needy wants, and knitted brows softening up for more. He draws out his hips, slowly letting his dick flop out, but never unplugging you completely; quick with driving his pink head down to keep you filled. Utterly filled, to the hilt.
“Toji–fuck–yes, please… please, fuck me.”
That's all he needed to hear.
Truly ready now.
Toji’s lusty lips pop off from yours as he powered himself forward. The first few thrusts gutted you, practically molding a new shape in your insides. Drilling into you with slick, manipulation, he expands wet barriers with working hips. Mushing the mounds ‘till they snapped around him and sucked him right up.
“Yeah, this what I needed.” His words worked up of mostly groans as he rocked back and forth—even dragging the bed with him… “This is what I was dreaming for...”
Barreling now, each swing roughened up. And each time he shoved himself into your weeping pussy, the bulge followed along your pelvis.
Locking your ankles around his waist, Toji leans up, needing to bend his knees to reach balls deep. Lifting your butt from the sheets, he holds your lower half in the air. All that muscle working, half your body was in his vice — Well, your damn head was in the clouds too… Torso splayed flat, the view of your lifted bottom half was exotic; all you could see was his cock head jackhammering ‘till he couldn't get any further than your perk cervix.
He held you tightly, the pads of his fingers dug deep into the soft flesh of your thighs. Knowing bruises were sure to blossom in the morning… Not only surface level, but each bump trudging through you hit at your sensitive womb.
Hard, fast, and brisk, each motion blending into the next rhythm—a forward swing and a backward pull like a damn pendulum. And he was focused on dragging all inches as he did, filling you out in endless repetitions, sending his cockhead through those clenching depths and right up against your perk cervix.
You didn't think you could breathe now, but as his hands glided to the extent of your legs, spreading them by your ankles. Toji was growling as he brought you further up with him; Holding your hips up, all human instincts replaced by feral needs. Positioning himself tall until he was fucking you like a construction worker drilling out cement, forcing your flimsy, fucked out body to be arranged at a downward angle, chin tucked with knobbly legs kept wide.
The camera was catching it all too! A genius, he thought, placing it right below your jiggling ass to catch all pounding movement… Even catching the flyaways of your sap milking out and slobbing down his length—Hard thigh too! The harder he barreled into you, a thicker shine dribbled between your bodies and blurred up the lens of the phone…
Heavy balls splat down against your ass at each hard plow. Balls deep, deeper than you could imagine—hard to, and your mind ogles and short circuits trying to comprehend this.
Gurgling, your tummy coils again… And this time Toji could feel your walls spasming all the more.
Deep, rolling strokes. Strong hips come in fleshy swings and he forcibly fucks out your high, “Yeah! Fuck baby, cum f’me. Cum all over this dick.” Dream dick to be fair.
That's all you could do, and as your pussy squeezed and clenched, leaking with a glisten, Toji drags your ankles towards your head. Pushing his twisting toes into the sheets, practically flattening his heavy orbs into doughy globes, and jamming all nth inches into you, your sappy cum gushes out all around him.
Electricity coursed along your limbs, waking them up again to wail like a damn fish out the sea and crowd around his chest. Squeezing and pulling taut receptively, and even as you cursed the sensations of bliss through a sloppy tongue, Toji followed.
“You feel so–fucck—!” Through an endless wave of pleasure, he pants.
Sending his cock thundering through your soaked channel. His pace was more pronounced ‘till weak. Mounting you; the tightening of his face, the swelling of his shaft, the throbbing of the balls pressed right against your perk ass, he was ready to explode.
Filling out your elastic folds with almost desperate movements, clearly right on the peak of popping. Toji topples into your mouth and shoves in a few more and final wet claps until he lets out a guttural moan.
“Tojii!—” In sync, you both watch each other, gazing so deeply with mouths agape as his cock hiccups and burps out a fresh load of white cum.
… Did you just fall in love?
Toji wiggles into you, “Take it all.” Carefully observing how you nod, breathless and dazed, he keeps you filled with baby batter—Filling you like a damn pastry!
Your body falls in the wreck as he plants his sweating skin across yours. Heaving heavily, the older, bigger man keeps you close. Keeping you beneath him as his cock pumps, moving like an inching worm through patted soil; and spurting out wads of thick ropes. Gooey warmness seeps in deep, filling up your pussy like a personal pool at each throb he pulsates with.
Though as he seemed to have dumped his whole load, balls now empty and less tightened from the flex of swimming cells. He huddles you close, keeping his dick lodged in you...
"I-wow.." Toji breathes, more of a shakey moan, "That was... you were..." He chuckles.
Swiping the sticking hair out of his face, he observes how you try to also recollect yourself too—a lot more of heavy breathing and gasps come from you... But assured, you pant out a bewildered giggle, "Yeah..."
"Yeah..." He repeats after you, agreeing.
… You feel a buzz on your ass..?
“Damn,” Toji easily lifts you to grab that damn phone he propped up thinking he was some cameraman in the making, “Damn again. Your pussy was leaking so much some got on the camera…” He inspects it, “It'd be hot to see when that happened… but hopefully, not for the majority of this perfect moment...”
You tease, “If then, we could just record another…” And Toji licks at his scar, feeling his cock hardening ‘till it stiffened up rock hard like a mighty pole…
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Today 4:33 AM
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| You're so fucking hot.
| Can't stop thinking of that pretty face moaning.
| When are you free again?
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Innocent Selfie
Paring: Wooyoung x Reader
Summery: Yeonjun takes an innocent selfie with his friends. The picture peeks fans interest when they see wooyoung and yeonjun’s friend, y/n together.
Word Count: 389
Style: Friendship, SFW, Comedy, Fluff
Yeonjun, ChanBin, and Wooyoung were lounging in their favorite café, bantering over cups of coffee. Their laughter filled the air, a pleasant soundtrack to their casual afternoon. Y/N, an old friend of Yeonjun's since middle school, was with them, her easy-going nature blending seamlessly with the group's vibe.
As Y/N excused herself to visit the bathroom, the dynamic shifted slightly. ChanBin leaned forward, a mischievous glint in his eye. "So, Wooyoung," he began, his tone teasing, "when are you going to confess to Y/N?"
Wooyoung, caught off guard, sputtered on his coffee. "What? Confess? I don't know what you're talking about," he stammered, avoiding their knowing looks.
Yeonjun chuckled, not buying it for a second. "Come on, we've seen the way you look at her. It's pretty obvious."
Before Wooyoung could protest further, Y/N returned, her presence instantly lightening the mood. Seizing the opportunity, Yeonjun whipped out his phone. "Let's take a selfie, everyone get in!"
They huddled together, Yeonjun and ChanBin flashing peace signs. Wooyoung and Y/N, however, were a different story. Wooyoung's arm found its way around Y/N's waist, pulling her close, while her arm looped around his neck. Their cheeks pressed together, a picture of comfort and closeness.
Yeonjun, oblivious to the undercurrents, happily posted the photo on his Instagram account.
Later that day, at the TXT dorm, Soobin was scrolling through Instagram when he stumbled upon Yeonjun's post. He liked it and dropped a comment, but then his eyes landed on Wooyoung and Y/N. Reading the comments, he realized he wasn't the only one who noticed the duo's chemistry; the comments were buzzing with curiosity about the girl.
Soobin looked over at Yeonjun, who was also scrolling through the reactions. "Did you see this?" Soobin asked, gesturing to the phone.
Yeonjun, a look of surprise crossing his face, nodded. "I just thought it was a cute picture. Who knew it would stir up so much so quickly?"
As the two shared a bemused glance, elsewhere, Wooyoung's phone was buzzing relentlessly with notifications, a mix of curiosity and teasing from fans and friends alike. He glanced at his phone, a blush creeping up his cheeks. Maybe, just maybe, it was time to stop hiding his feelings for Y/N.
#ateez#ateez x reader#ateez fanfic#ateez fic#ateez imagines#ateez scenarios#ateez fluff#ateez wooyoung#ateez x you#ateez x y/n#ateez x female reader#wooyoung#wooyoung x reader#wooyoung x y/n#wooyoung x you
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TXT AS DADS
How I envision TXT as fathers.
YEONJUN
Yeonjun def is the flashy type of dad.
Would show up in expensive ass attire to his kid's parent-teacher conference.
Every teacher and parent has a big fat crush on him.
His children's friends would literally IDOLIZE him for how cool he looked.
100% would buy flashy clothes for his kids.
He would be in charge of dressing them up
Would buy all the versions of 'Just Dance' and gift it to his kids for Christmas.
Would 100% be more excited about playing it than his own kids are.
He would for sure blast music while making dinner.
Teach his kids how to rap and dance.
Would write a whole rap about you for mothers days and make his kid sing it while he does the background vocals lol.
SOOBIN
He would probably be the type to film and document EVERYTHING his kid does. (their first step, the first day of kindergarten, etc.)
Would lowkey be so overprotective of his child.
"No, you're too young"
"Dad I'm literally 16 years old."
Would probably read his kid's bedtime stories and not stop until they are at least 18 years old.
His rule is, ALWAYS TUCK HIS KIDS TO SLEEP and never miss a day.
He would also be so excited when a day like "take your kid to work day" happens.
He just wants his kids to be so proud of their dad and who he is.
He would honestly be the type to introduce his kid to each and everyone he knows, and praise his kid even when he does the bare minimum like idk, shaking hands with someone?
He would be so open about "awkward" conversations with his children and even prompt them to feel comfortable talking about said topics. (sexual orientation, sex, mental issues, body dysmorphia, etc.)
He would support his kids NO MATTER WHAT.
Oh, you went to jail? He would likely scold the fuck out of you but nonetheless help bail you out.
BEOMGYU
Beomgyu for sure would teach his kids (especially his son) how to make a girl/boy swoon.
It would be the worst mistake to send Beomgyu and your kids to the grocery store together.
They would completely disregard the list you made and would come out with bags of candy and toys.
Has a hard time saying no to his kids, and he admits to it.
Family game nights are a MUST in his household and it always ends up with him and one of your kids fighting over who won.
He would 100% teach his child how to play the guitar.
His children would have amazing music taste by default due to his impeccable taste in music.
Whenever ya'll go to the mall he always takes his children to the arcade.
He would for sure be more immersed in winning than his own kids are.
You would have to literally DRAG HIM OUT of the arcade because he's just too stubborn but ends up winning a giant teddy bear so it's okay ig.
Beomgyu would probably be the type to fall asleep while trying to put his own kid to bed.
Poor baby is exhausted and couldn't help but fall right asleep once he sat on the rocking chair :(
TAEHYUN
Taehyun would for sure be the type to help his child with homework or help them study for a quiz.
His patience level is out of this world.
He has such a soft spot for his kids so if his kid asks him for something he just HAS to get it.
Loves telling them that they look beautiful like their mother.
He'd honestly be the calm type of scolder, he wouldn't yell or make a big fuss, but will make sure his kids know what they did was wrong.
Finds it absolutely ADORABLE when his children ask for him or want to be around him.
100% would shed tears during fathers day because seeing his little children saying they love and appreciate him makes his heart melt.
He would be such a good person to talk to, so naturally, his kids feel extremely comfortable talking to him about anything.
He would for sure be the type to swing and throw his child in the air. (yk when dads do the little throw and catch, yeah well that.)
Taehyun would probably not know what to do when his daughter has her first boyfriend, he wouldn't be overprotective, but if someone hurts his precious daughter's heart, he will make sure the person responsible never sees the light of day again.
HUENING KAI
Kai would be the mushiest, cutest little baby when it came to his kids.
He's just so soft around his kids that it makes your heart melt.
He would be the best dad in the world, I literally cannot.
He would be SO DEDICATED to decorate his child's room with a shit ton of plushies and blankets.
You would sometimes find him and your kid fighting over who gets to sleep with the stuffed animal.
Kai would definitely yell something like "CHILDREN REMEMBER DADDY LOVES YOU ALL SO MUCH, HAVE A NICE DAY!!!" while dropping his kids off at school.
He would get so shy when his kids say they love him.
Lowkey cannot say no to his kids, if his kids want to eat ice cream for breakfast they get ice cream for breakfast.
Sometimes you scold him for doing everything their kids want but he can't help it, he just wants to make his kids happy.
Tries to be more strict but fails immediately when his kids start crying.
Def would be the type to take his kids to Disney World every summer or some shit like that.
Overall the softest dad in the whole entire universe.
#txt#tomorrow x together#kpop imagines#kpop fluff#txt fluff#soobin#yeonjun#beomgyu#taehyun#hueningkai
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Hanteez
Pairing : Han Jisung x Reader x Ateez
Lee: Reader
Ler: Han, Honjoong, Seonghwa, Wooyoung, San
Genre: Fluff, BF Han, Idol Han, Stay Reader, relationship, tickle, Han tickle, Lee!reader, Ler!Han, Skz fluff, Skz relationship, Skz tickle, Ateez ticke, Ler! Wooyoung, Ler!San, Ler!Honjoong, Ler!Seonghwa, Ateez Fluff, Ateez friends, Atiny reader, Atiny x Ateez
A/n: Okay so I think this is my longest fiction for now, it's not only a t-word related ff, so I hope you enjoy it ... I don't know if I do well since it's my first normal ff and I do absolutely not know if I am talented but I'll try my best... Hwaiting...!
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Intro:
• Y/n, 18 years old, loves music, has a job in a restaurant, lives in seoul, parents and family in Germany, lives with her best friend, loves reading, big Kpop fan, loves Skz, Svt, BTS, Ateez, Boynextdoor, P1Harmony, Oneus, Enhypen, TXT, Itzy, BP, Dreamcatcher and many more, studies in Korea, since 3 months in Korea, speaks Korean fluently since she studied it for 5 years, loves being at night at the Han river, always listens to music, single, friendly, nice, not very tall, cute, european, loves Kdramas, loves love storys and historical dramas, likes special things, loves to learn new things, good dancer, loves black, purple, orange, red and blue (not based on me, actually based on nobody but my creativity)
• Han Jisung, 22 years old, loves music, Idol, member of Skz, rapper, member of 3Racha, lives in Seoul, Korean, ... (A/n: I guess everybody who reads this knows Han so I'll stop here since you all know what he is like)
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It was 10pm and you were sitting on a bench at the Han river, listening to music. You had your black headphones on and your phone played music on them. You were vibing to "Voices" of Stray Kids, who you really loved, while looking at the Han river, watching couples dating here. It was a wonderful scene and everytime you came here, you calmed down. It was not that normal to calm down at this place since it was so crowded every day. So every bench on the river was used by at least one couple. You stared at the water while your headphones played the "there are so many voices" and you sang quietly along.
There was another person this evening who wanted to calm down at Han River. Han Jisung was walking along the river and watched the people, taking care of not getting recognized. He searched for a free bench, but every single one was taken. Then he saw a girl, you, maybe a few years younger than him, sitting on a bench and wearing headphones. He saw that nobody else was sitting on this bench, so he decided to risk it and ask if he may sit there. He walked to you and you did not see him, so you ignored him. The song on your headphones changed to "Erase me" by Oneus. You absolutely loved this song.
He tapped on your shoulder to get your attention and you flinched and stopped the song as you took your headphones off and looked at him. Your eyes widenend immediately because of course you'd recognize your Bias from your second Favourite Group. But you also saw that Han, THE Han Jisung, looked very exhausted and you did not want to exhaust him more and ask for a photo and a sign. So you just waited that he said something since he stared at you for a minute now. Then he said in a friendly tone "Hello! Can I sit here, please?" And you just nodded, because you weren't sure of your voice was gonna work since HAN JISUNG stood on front of you and was about to sit down next to you.
So he sat down and you realized that you still stared at him so you looked at the Han river and not the Han next to you. You really wanted to ask him for a photo but he was sitting peacefully next to you and you did not want to annoy him. You tried to calm down and as you just went more calm you realized that HE was staring at YOU. You carefully looked at him and he smiled softly. Your heart just melted and you smiled back. Then you closed your eyes to concentrate on thw music again but the song changed to "Jump" by P1Harmony. You loved this song too and lightly moved to the sound.
He was still watching you and you were kinda nervous but the Butterflies in your stomach exploded as he asked "What song do you listen to?" . "Ohh...ehm...Jump by P1Harmony. Do you know it?" He shook his head (A/n: I have no plan if he knows this song) and you had an idea. It was maybe a bit too much but you had nothing to loose. So you asked "Do You want to hear it?" and offered him an Airpod. He looked so surprised that you had to hold back your laugher but then he just said "Sure why not. Thank you!" And you listened to the song together. You and HAN JISUNG listened to one of your favourite songs together! Your Airpod was in his ear!!!
And he actually liked it! You felt kinda proud because he moved to the song and smiled. The next song on your playlist was "PS5" by TXT and someone else and you also liked this song. You were brave and sang along and he first looked at you and seemed a bit surprised but then he sang along too! Your smile grew bigger and you two vibed to "Reason" by Dreamcatcher, "Like crazy" by Jimin, "Back in Vogue" by AleXa, "Bouncy" by Ateez and "Bite me" by Enhypen. You did not notice that over an half hour passed and you did not mind at all, you both needed that. After a few minutes you did not see him as the Idol anymore but as normal person who you could have fun with. You really enjoyed your time and he also did since he was able to forget the stress for a few minutes and just being happy with the cute girl he just met and who did not scream as she saw him.
You listened to "Take two" by BTS, to "The happiest girl" by Blackpink, "Love dive" by IVE, "Hype Boy" by NewJeans, "Antifragile" by Le Sserrafim (A/n: sorry for wrong spelling😭) , "Night Dancer" by Imase and many other songs and did not notice that it suddenly was midnight. You looked at the clock on your phone and your eyes widened. It was already 1am and you were still sitting at the Han River, listening with Han Jisung to some KPop songs you adore. "Oh my, It's already 1am I really have to go home now. I'm so sorry!" "Oh really?! Wow..." He answered and looked kinda sad as your time you had together was over.
He gave you back your Airpod and you took it, smiling thankfully. "Thank you! I'm Y/n by the way." You said and he responded with " Nice to meet you, Y/n! I'm Han Jaesung." You knew he were lying about his name but then suddenly he gave you his phone so you could add your number to his contact list. You could have taken it, running away with all those numbers and sell it. But of course you didn't. You were like a statue, not touching his phone, standing there in trace and trying to order your thoughts. He looked at you like you were a bit cringe, but then, after like one minute of him holding his phone for you to take, you were finally taking it and saved your number in it. "I liked this night so much! Thank you for it Y/nah! Let's do this again anytime." You thought your heart was stopping but you managed to nod and agree with him. "Yeah it was very cool! I actually needed that, having someone to just be with. Thank you! See you then, Han Jaesung" You waved and he waved back. As you turned around to go home, it was very hard for you to not explode. O.M.F.G. OH MY F****** GOD! You just gave HAN JISUNG your phone number! You were the luckiest person in the world this week. The whole week you were so damn happy about just the fact that he talked to you.
You did not mind as he did not contact you because you knew he was busy with Stray Kids' new Album and all the shows. But one day, 10 days after you met him, an unknown number contacted you. It actually called you! You were trembling a bit but you tapped on the green button on your screen and tried to keep your voice normal as you said : "Hello? Y/n here." He was silent but then he said "Ah Hello! I was thinking about if you maybe would like to meet me again...?" he sounded so insecure and you just tapped on the 'dumb' button and screamed. Then you turned 'dumb' off and just said " Oh Yeah! Yes of course, I'd love to! You seemed nice last time." and tried to not sound as excited as you were. "Hey cool! When are you free?" he asked and you just tried to not cry because he were so damn gentle and cute and asked you about your freetime while he was definetly more busy than you."Uhm it doesn't matter it's different." you answered and he said " Oh okay well... Then what's about tomorrow evening, 9pm at the Han river, bench 49?" (A/n: do the benchs have numbers? I guess not but let's pretend they'd have numbers...). You were so fucking excited. "Yes, that would be perfect! The time is fitting my schedule, so see you tomorrow!" You said fastly and he just answered "Yes nice! See you then!" and finished the call after you said "See you! Take care...". You felt like in trance and stared at your phone for minutes. Maybe for hours. Han. Jisung. Of. Stray. Kids. Called. You. And. Asked. For. A. well, what was it? Was it a date? A formal meeting? A simple hangover with new friends? You did not know. But you didn't mind. You were too busy screaming and laughing like a maniac. You still could not believe it.
*next day*
It was 8pm and you were standing in front of the mirror, having a big struggle. What should you wear? Should you wear Make-up? What shoes do match to your outfit? What outfits do match? Should you wear a hoodie or a crop top? And what about your hair? "AHHHH~" Someone help you please.
An half hour later were you ready. You had your hair tied to a simple plaid and wore only a little bit of Makeup. You were wearing a simple black-white half-length skirt and a black t-shirt that ended over your bellybutton. And you also wore white sneakers, black earrings and of course your precious little black-pink handbag. There you had your phone, a lipbalm, cheewinggums and, of course, your airpods in. You looked at the clock on your phone and took your key from the chest of drawers (A/n: I absolutely don't know if I said this right, it sounds suspicious but Google translater said this 🥲). "I'M GOING NOW! WHISH ME LUCK SEONGHWA!" you shouted and Seonghwa answered with a "GOOD LUCK Y/NAH! SEE U THEN!". You smiled and left the appartment. You walked downstairs and left the house. Then you crossed the street and walked to the Han river, what only took you 15 minutes. So you were 10 minutes early as you found the bench number 49. But someone was already sitting there. You looked at the person and scanned him with your eyes but then you realized that it was Han!
You went to him and sat next to him. He looked up surprised and smiled as soon as he saw you. You smiled back and said "Hi Han Jaesung. How'r u?". "Hey Y/nah! I'm a bit stressed these days but I'm happy you were able to come! I was looking forward the whole week to this..." he said a bit shyly. Your smile grew bigger. "So what do you want to do?" you asked. "What about eating ice cream or heottok and listening to music while just talking?" He answered and you nodded and smiled excited. "Sounds great!" You two stood up and went to a street with many street food shops. You decided to eat chocolate Ice Cream and bought a big cup of it. Then you bought two bottles of Coca Cola and went back to the bench. You sat down and put your Airpods out of your bag and gave him one. He put it in his ear and you started the playlist you created extra for this evening. The first song was "Make it Right" by BTS. You both knew the lyrics and sang along while you feed each other with ice cream. Yes. You read right. You feed each other with Ice cream. Han. Jisung. Was. Feeding. You. With. Chocolate. Ice. Cream. O.M.G.OMFGOMFGOMFG. But you did not see him as the idol but as someone you easily could fall in love with and you imagined yourself living with. You saw him as someone special as a person not only as an Idol. And you both enjoyed the time. "You were there for me through every times I cried, I was there for you but then I lost my mind..." You sang along the english version and this song always made you cry. As this time too.
A tear rolled down your cheek as you thought about your best friend and Boyfriend who passed away a year ago. You were always, since he died, thinking that his death was your fault since you were not there to protect him from dying, from doing suicide. You always had the feeling that you were not able to make him happy enough. You loved him so much. But nothing worth it. You loved each other. You were a couple for two years. He was dead now for one whole year. One year of depressions, bad feelings, crying yourself to sleep, missing, a giant dark hole in your heart and bad memories for you. Seonghwa helped you when you had those randomly depressions and Kpop Idols really helped you too but you were depressed for so long now. And the last time you were together with Han you realized that it was the only time in during the last year when you did NOT think about Moonbin. (A/n: I am not making a joke about Moonbins death, I cried my eyes out as I heard that he died🕊️🥀😭. I was not that a big fan of Astro but however its still so damn sad... But I did not want to name anyone who is still alive so please understand...😭) Han saw that tear and wiped it away, feeding you with another portion of healing chocolate ice cream.
You were only crying more and he hugged you tight. You cried your eyes out on his shoulder and he rubbed your back to calm you down and as there were no more tears to let out, you slowly calmed down. And you really felt refreshed and better. All the other times you just felt bad and uncomfy after crying that helpless and alone in your room but this time you felt better. You felt that Han liftet a little bit of the tons of weights on your shoulders. Through all this time, he said nothing and was just there for you, even when you just know each other for about a week now. When you completely calmed down, you sat back again and did not look at him, being embarassed. "Hey" he said. "It's okay" and you looked at him carefully. "I'm sorry I did not had control over my feelings" you said and he just nodded and offered you another spoon of ice cream. You took it and you were quiet again, and when you were ready he asked "Do you want to talk about it? It sometimes helps...". You looked at him surprised but then you nodded. Why not...?
You told him your story. Begining with your growing, your dead parents and your unfriendly family. Your old friends in Germany who cheated at you and became fake friends. Your travel to Korea. Your new-start in Korea. Your Job, your friends in Korea. How you get to know Seonghwa. How you get to know Moonbin. How happy you were. Your passion for KPop and the country. Moonbins death. Your hard time after that. But you let out the fact that he helped you. That his band helped you so damn much to find yourself again and to crawl out of your hole. That he was helping you with just being there, that Felix' Voice healed your wounds, that one look at Hyunjin made you happy, that Chan's Lives made you have someone to rely on, that Changbin's Aegyo always make you laugh, that Seungmin always made you happy with just being there. That Minho's existence was your strength and I.N's singing your savior. (A/n: sorry this is so deep...)
He listened to you and you felt like being understood. After you finished, he asked you some questions and you answered them and when you ate all the ice cream up, he asked "Hey, do you want to got to a Karaoke-room?" "Yeah, good idea why not!" You answered and smiled in excitement. You two stood up, threw away the cup and went to a Karaoke-room nearby. You booked it for 4 hours and went in. The room was cute. It was really cute and it was romantic. The walls were black with cute rainbow hearts and the sofa was rainbow colored too. The little table in front of the sofa had the colour of rainbow too. You loved it. You threw your bag on the couch and turned on the screen and the mic. Then you two sang the first song. 'Super' by Seventeen. You got 89%. Not bad! You continued and between the songs you talked about this and that and both of you enjoyed the time so much. So you were very surprised as it was already 3am when you left the room. He drove you home and said good night to you, and that he would call you next time. You smiled at him and went into the house with a "Bye Oppa! See u next time! I had so much fun..." He laughed as you called him 'oppa' and waved at you. "Me too!" You went in your appartment, took your shoes of, changed your clothes into something comfy, got ready in the bathroom and fell into the bed, already asleep, at 3:30am.
"Bye Sarah! Have a good afternoon! See u tomorrow gurl!" you said and smiled friendly. Sarah looked at you, seeming a bit confused. "You're very happy the last weeks. Not like before... you were like a agressive panther. What happened?" she asked and you blushed lightly. "No-Nothing special... I maybe just met someone~" you said and her eyes grew wider. " WHAT?! Why didn't you tell me? I want to know everything!" she shouted and you looked around. " Don't be that loud! We're in a Café!" but then you laughed. " I'm sorry bestie but I don't think I can tell you yet... I don't even know if there is or will be more but he ... he just...." You did not know how to continue and she laughed. " Oh okay I understand ~ See u tomorrow babe!" she said and waved at you, still smiling. "Bye Sarah!" you said and waved back.
~ 1 Week later ~
You had the night work time and you had to stay in the café until 11pm. It was exhausting but you were earning more money because nobody wanted to do this job. So you took it and you actually liked it because there were not so many people at this time and you were a night owl. There were exactly five customers in the café and it was 7pm. Four hours left. You took in an airpod and played the 'work playlist' while delivering coffee, tea, cookies and pieces of cakes. You gave bills and received money for your good work. At 10pm there were only two customers left. One hour~
Then suddenly a new customer came in and you looked up. He had a mask on his face and you just realized that his gait seemed a bit like you knew it but there could be hundrets of people who had the same gait. So you smiled friendly and asked "Annyeonghaseyo! How can I help you?". He looked at you and under his cap you saw his eyes. And yours grew wider. "Han! What are you doing here?" you whispered and he looked at you confused. You remembered that you pretended to not know him as Idol and fastly changed the tone of your voice. "I mean why are you here? How did you know that I would be here?" you said and he chuckled. "I did not know. I just wanted a coffee.". "At 10pm?" you asked and lifted one eyebrow. "Yes. It's gonna be a long night..." he sighed. "But now since I know that you work here I'll come more often. I promise!" he placed his hand on his heart and you laughed. "It's allrigt. So which coffee do you want?" you asked. "An Americano please." "Was that everything?" you looked at him confused. "Yes that was all". Well okay...
He sat down at the bar and you prepared his coffee. As you were done you saw that he was busy with his phone and decided to give him some specials. You took a little cupcake and placed it on the plate. Then you placed two mini-cookies on top of it and drew a heart in the coffee. NOW it was done. You smiled and turned around to give him his 'coffee'. He looked up when you were placing the cupcake and the coffee in front of him. "Oh! I just ordered a coffee, don't you remember?" he looked at it. "Yeah I do, it's on me. You look like you need a little cupcake like that." You answered and he laughed. "Okay well, thank you Y/nah!" You smiled proudly and sat down on the other site of the bar while watching him.
He was eating the cupcake like there was no tomorrow and you chuckled. "What? Is something wrong with me?" he looked at you confused, once again today. "Oh no, it's all right ^^" you smiled angelic and he grinned. "Okay, if you say so..." He ate the rest of the cupcake but only drank a bit of the coffee. "By the way... Do you want to date again? I really enjoyed the last time and I think I really Like you." Your eyes nerly fell out of your hollows. " Wow~ Of-of course! I-I-I like you too... " He smiled at you in awe and you blushed hardly. "Sooo~ what about Sunday At Lotte Park? Let's meet at 8pm!" he offered you. "Yeah! Sure! I wanted to go to Lotte park the whole last month but I did not find time..." you said and smiled excited. "Nice! Im really looking forward to it!" he said ans sounded just as excited as you were. Then he took his cup and put on the mask. "I have to go now... But we'll see each other sunday, right? See u then, Y/nah!" He waved at you and you waved back. "See u sunday, Han Jaesung!" He went out of the door and you fell back into the chair.
Well... Han called your meetings 'dates' himself. So that means you're.... you're dating Han Jisung. F*** WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR LIFE?! Calm down~ Breathe in.... Breathe out.... Breathe in... Breathe out.... Oh f*** this shit YESSS!!! And luckily it was 10:55pm and there were only five minutes left until you were able to close the café. "I'm sorry? We're closing in five minutes, please be ready to leave mister" you told the customer who was left. He looked at you and you saw that it was an old man. "You're happy right? Enjoy your youth as much as possible~" he said and left the café. "What the hell was that?" you whispered but you didn't mind anymore. It was 10:59pm and you went to the kitchen, took the key and locked the door. You changed your clothes and took your stuff. Then you checked if everything was turned off and left the door. You locked the door and went home.
"I'm baaaaack!" you shouted, knewing Seonghwa was still awake. He came to you. "Did anything happen or why are you so hyped?" "Yeah actually something happened but I won't tell you since you won't believe me..." you said and his eyes widened. "You know I'll always believe you! Tell me!" "Noo I promise you won't believe me!" you whined. "Ohh and I promise if you don't tell me I'll make you~" he said teasingly. You slowly went back but he came with you. "Tell meeeee~" He suddenly squeezed your sides mercylessly and dug his thumb on the other hand in your hip. "NHAHAHAHA SEONGHWAAAAHAHAHAH STAHAHAHAHP I'LL TELL YOU STAHAHAHAHAP" You screamed. It was unbelievable that your best friend had the same name as Seonghwa from Ateez. The Ateez member was so angelic and cute and your best friend was so evil... He was cute though but he tickled you so often! You were sure the Ateez member would never do that! (Well people can have a wrong opinion, right) Seonghwa stopped finally while you were trying to catch your breathe again.
"So You'll finally tell me now, am I right?" he smirked. "Ye-yes but please promise to not laugh at me." you blushed. "Okay fine I will." he said and his face turned curious again. "Well... You know I had these hangouts with Han Jisung of SKZ right?" you started. "Yes... Yeah right I remember" he said and nodded. "Ehm... today he came to the café I work in..." you continued and he looked at you. "How did he know you were working in there?" he asked. "I don't know! But he said he did not, he just wanted a coffee. Ehm yes... He asked if I want to date him." you said and closed your eyes. Seonghwa gasped. "WHAT!!! Ohmygod that's great! Wasn't he your bias from Skz?""Yeah right... And I think I already have feelings for him... But I don't know yet." you said and turned around to not let him see your face. "Aww how cute! Then it's even more great! I really want you to be happy again!" he said and you heard the sweet smile in his voice. You also smiled. "Hey Y/nah let's watch a few KDrama episodes since it's saturday. Do you wanna do this?" Seonghwa asked and you nodded excited. "Sure! I'm only gonna change my clothes..." you said and went into your room.
Ten minutes later you went into the living room again. You were wearing a big hoodie and wide trousers. You also washed your makeup off. Seonghwa, who was sitting at the sofa, waved at you and opened his arms. You jumped into his hug and you two cuddled. "Do you wanna continue watching 'I'm not a robot'?" he asked and you mumbled a "yes why not, I like it" into his chest. He smiled and turned on the Kdrama. "What episode did we watch last?" "12 I think..." you said and sat up, still having his arms around you. You leaned your head on his shoulder and he leaned his head against yours. You missed him so much. The last days he was very busy with work, he worked at HYBE ENTERTAINMENT and was busy with BOYNEXTDOOR's debut stuff. You have always been jealous because of his job but he loved it and you were never thinking bad about him or his job. You loved him just the way he was and the way he was your best friend of all time and for all times.
~ Next morning, 9:45am ~
You woke up because you smelled something. Something delicious. You immediately knew it was Seonghwa because there was nothing else that could create a great smell like him and he was a great cook. He was really great! You opened your eyes and saw him standing in the kitchen and making breakfast. You looked at the watch on the wall and your eyes grew wider. It was already 9:47am! Today was your date with Han! You slept 8 hours! Wow... new record for the last year. You never slept longer that 6 hours... But now you didn't mind anymore because you had to go to the toilet. You REALLY had to go. Aishhh shit~
As you were ready, you had changed your clothes, washed your face and brushed your teeth and your hair. Seonghwa was done with making breakfast and you two ate together. The rest of the day you two finished watching the kdrama, watched YouTube together and played some games. Then it was 6pm. And from one second to the other you were stressed. Extremely stressed... You had to be ready in 2 hours! You ran into your room and needed 30 minutes to choose an outfit, accesoires and makeup. After another 45 minutes you were done with your look. You wore a cute long, wide, bright blue jeans with big holes on the knees and a black hoodie with an ATEEZ sign on it. It was maybe a bit overdressed or not suitable but you knew Skz and Ateez were close so it maybe was a good idea... or not... well let's hope it was a good. You had your hair done to a cute messy bun and wore a bit of makeup. Not much. Just to make your face glow. Now it was 7:15pm. You choose a grey bag this time and again the white sneakers you loved. You checked your look once and twice until Seonghwa came in and told you that you look great. You were a bit calmed but not that much. But however you could not do much now, so you decided to go now. Seonghwa hugged you tight and smiled at you. "Have fun Y/nah. Enjoy your date! Please enjoy... I'll cheer for you!". You smiled and he smiled back. "I will, I promise. Thank you Seonghwa. Really. You're the best friend I ever had. I'll ever have. No, you're the best friend on earth!" He laughed and then you opened the door. "Bye Seonghwaaaaaa!" "Bye Y/naaaaaa" you both laughed and you went down and left the house. Then you took the subway and drove to Lotte Park.
You arrived at the park at 7:48pm. Han texted you the location where he was waiting and you went there. From afar you saw him standing there and you waved. He waved back and went to you. "Hey Y/nah! I'm happy you're here. Let's go!" he said and you smiled. You two went to the entrance and stood in line. He wore a black mask so he would not get recognized and you decided to wear one too. So you two wore couple looks! Cute~ As you were the ones to pay he gave the woman on the other side the money and you wanted to give the money for one card too but he held you back and said "No It's allright, I'll pay since it's a date, right cutie?". You blushed and put the money back in your wallet. The woman smiled in awe and as you got the tickets, you entered the park. (A/n: I have never been at Lotte park so I don't know if every information is right but let's ignore this...) You went to the walls with lockers and took one key. You both put your bag in, you only took your phones. And he took some money since he did not let you pay a single Won tonight.
Your next station was a ghost-rollercoaster (idk how to say it in english but yk those scary slow rollercoasters in dark rooms with ghosts, ect...). You went in and got two seats. You were extremely easy to startle so you sat nearer to him and he put an arm on your shoulder to protect you. The first minutes you were kinda too busy with managing with your melted heart. But then you often screamed or flinched and he pulled you nearer to him. It was such an adorable scene~
After that scary adventure you went to a Bungee-Jumping station. You fist were completely 102% NOT for it but he asked longer that you could stand him. Now you were both standing on top of the constellation and had three guys packing you in safety-stuff. You decided to jump together in each others arms and the staff of the bungee-jumping attraction took good care of you. As soon as the people behind you were done with you, Han pulled you in bis arms and you pulled your arms around him. You closed you eyes and stuck your face in his chest. "Ohmygodohmygodohmygodwhydidisayyesahhh" you said the 'Oh my god' as mantra and Han chuckled. "C'mon it's gonna be fun!" "Nah I dunno but if we die I'll kill you!"
He laughed and his laugh turned into a scream as you were jumping down. You screamed too. And HOW you screamed... You were scared Han's ears were broken after that but you were too busy to continue screaming and being scared because you fell. Deeper and deeper... Then, suddenly, you stopped and the elastic safety-thing pulled you up. But you just jumped up and fell down again, hanging there over the floor, like 10 meters over the floor and 50 meters under the crane... Everytime you two jumped up you screamed. Han was not screaming anymore but laughed. He laughed so much that you could not help but laugh too after a few minutes of screaming. As you were pulled up, you two were laughing like crazy that your stomaches hurt. The personal looked at you in a suspicious way but you didn't mind and took the elevator to get out of this high crane. As you were on the floor again you started laughing again and ran out of the crane, just running all over the place to a ferris wheel. Then you stood in line and were actually in a extremely good mood.
You paid your tickets and were the next soon. You went into a tiny room and sat down next to each other. You took your phones, ready to make photos of the night view of the skyline of Seoul. (A/n: I want to go to Korea right now😭) The big thing (A/n: sorry😭) moved on and after a few minutes you were at the highest point. Then suddenly it stopped because the next ones were getting in. You took photos and then Han wanted to take a selfie with you (!). "Hey Y/nahh smileeeee~" You looked at the camera and smiled in a cute way. He made his cute Quokka-face and you smiled just more. Then you took your phone and made a selfie with him too. You saw him saving the photo as wallpaper and you saved yours as wallpaper too. He watched you and as you looked up he smiled softly. The ferris wheel did not move yet and you were still sitting in 60meters height.
He pulled you closer to him and hugged you from the side. You hugged him back and enjoyed the skyline of Seoul. It was a wonderful scene... You sat like this the rest of the time you sat in this tiny room and were close to each other. You both enjoyed the rest of the night. You two had so much fun and did every attraction and as the park closed you walked through Seoul and explored some high places where you had a wonderful sight. You came home late the next morning. You were back at 5am after he drove you home. Seonghwa was asleep and you just prepared yourself for bed and slept until 4pm.
*3 months later*
"OMG I can't believe it! Seonghwa, am I dreaming?!" Seonghwa laughed and shook his head. "No You're not. You're just so excited to go with Han on a Ateez concert. Haha" he told you. "Right... OMGGGGGGGG I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!" Han confessed a week before that he was Han Jisung from Stray Kids. You only said 'I know' and he actually said 'You know, We know, Lee Know'. You laughed. "I actually love Stray Kids" you told him and he smiled cutely. And then, finally you were brave enough to say "And I love you". He confessed too and you were a couple for one week now. After you confessed he offered you a Concert ticket of Ateez Tour in Seoul for today's evening. You had not had the chance to get a ticket so you were sad as you did not get one but then HE came...! You immediately said Yes and hugged him. He had tickets for the first row and because he knew them in person and was close with then he got a backstage invitation too. You were now part of it. You'll meet your f****** favourite Group...
Now it was 11am on a Saturday morning and you were ready to go. You waited for Han to come and drive to the concert location. You wore a black Ateez-World-Tour t-shirt, a black Jacket with Wooyoungs Face on the back and a simple black jeans with big black boots. You had your hair in your natural blonde colour but you had died some pieces of your hair orange and black. You wore it open and did not wear heavy makeup, just a small Ateez Logo on your cheek and a bit Lipgloss and Mascara. Your earrings were black and orange too. You had an Ateez-bag too with all the important stuff like your phone, the headbangs you were going to wear, a bottle of Water, Snacks, An other jacket, sunglasses and some other merchandises. On the other hand you had your Lightiny in the Lightiny-Case. You were more than ready. Just the butterflies in your stomach were not ready. Them the doorbell rang and you jumped in excitement. "Omggg So excited!!! See you Seonghwa! I'm gonna spam you🫶🏻" you said and kissed him on the cheek. He smiled softly and waved at you. "Bye Y/nahh🫶🏻" he said and opened the door for you. "Have fun! And enjoy it!!!" "Of course I will, how can I not?!" you laughed and waved at him, then you ran downstairs.
Han laughed as he saw you. "Hello Y/nah! Haha, you're a real Atiny I guess~" You blushed "Euh yess... Am I too overdressed?" you asked. "Nah, I'm sure they'll love it!" je said confident and you smiled happily. He took your bag and put it in the car. Then he wanted to take your Lightiny in the car too but you shook your head and pressed it on your chest. He laughed and you two sat into the car. Then he drove the long way to the concert location while you two listened to Ateez Songs the whole hour with the Bluetooth speaker in the car.
An hour and 24 minutes later you were at the location. You saw a huuuuge Ateez Poster over the olympic stadium and everywhere were those Ateez flags of the MVs. You saw so many little shops and many, many people. Soooo many people. And all were Atinys. You felt like you finally came home...And of course you heard Ateez music all over the place. It was so damn great! As you found a place where you could park, you opened the door and Han did so too. You took your bag out of the car and put the Lightiny in it. Then you looked at Han. "Let's go?" you said and he saw your excitement and laughed. "Of course! I see you can't wait any longer~" "Wohoo" you shouted and some people looked at you. But they did not find you weird, they smiled! They smiled!?! But don't mind, you smiled back and you and Han moved forwards to the other Atinys. The first one came to you. "Hello Atiny!!! Nice too see u! Where giving the others the cards for the concert! You know, the cards with the message from Atiny for Ateez! Where are your seats?" A girl with black hair and a "Ateez" headbang came to you and directly spoke to you. "Hey Atiny! Thank you so much! Were directly in the front..." "OMG soo jealous haha, Can I give you my number and you send me the Videos? That would be soooo great..." she laughed and smiled at you. "Yeah sure! Of course, I mean, we're family! Btw I'm Y/n!" "YASSS!!! Oh I love you sis! Thank you soo much! I'm Lee Jangha! Nice to meet you!" she said excited. You laughed and then you gave her your phone. She saved her number in it and then she took a selfie with you and saved it as profile picture. "ThAnK YoU!" she said. "Oh and for which song are we showing the card?" you asked. "When they are singing Halazia! I'm sure we and they'll do great! But I have to go now... See u! And enjoy the concert!!!" she hugged you and then she went to another Atiny.
After 3 hours you had your bag full of photocards, merchandise, posters, albums and more. And your phone storage full of Selfies and pictures with other Atinys, with Han or with the figures of Ateez. You also took so many photos of the place. It was so great~ Now it was 04:30 pm and you had some time left until the concert started. You two went to a food shop and ate tteokbokki (A/n: sry if i wrote this in the wrong way i guess you know what I mean). You drank coca cola and bought two more of those customized bottles of coke. They were so pretty! One had Seonghwas face on it and the other Yeosangs. You sat down at a more quiet place since it was only 1 and a half hour before the concert starts. You took your Lightiny out of the bag and opened the app. Then you paired your Lightiny with the app and scanned your ticket. As it was paired, you stood up and went to the stadiums entrance because it opened in a few minutes. The butterflies in your stomach had gone crazy and you were so. Fucking. Excited. (A/n: I am actually excited but I'm just writing it ...) Then the doors opened and there were like 30.000 people who all wanted to go in now. But since Atiny was a great fandom, nobody was hurt and they even did a huuuuuuuuuge line. You packed the card in your bag and put out the tickets, Han holding your arm to not loose you. You knew that he was excited too. You had offered him a few merchandises too but he only said that you were the bigger fan.
Then you were the next in line and showed the security your tickets, who scanned it and then showed you the direction your places were. You went in screaming and shouting because you did not want to hold it back anymore. You were the happiest now and everybody should see/hear it. ^^ You found your places and sat down, placing the card somewhere they could not see it but you could take it easily. Then you took your bag under the chair and drank something. You had to wait 45 minutes until the concert started. You sat down and talked about this and that with Han and he told you about some experiences he had with the Ateez Members. He made you laugh a multiple times and then the Atinys who had tickets for the places next to you came. You talked with them too and since you came along good with then you exchanged your numbers. Rhen you talked about things Atinys normaly talk about *like Ateez* and waited for the concert to start. Then suddenly all the lightsticks in the hall turned on and the whole stadium screamed. You turned on your camera and held it turned to the stage. Then the lights were going out and the sound turned on. The whole stadium screamed like crazy snd you screamed too. So. F******. Loud.
It was the best concert you ever experienced. You were singing and screaming the whole time, shaking your Lightiny and dancing. The girls next to you, Lia and Xiona, two Japanese girls, did the same. It was soo good. They sang all your favourite songs and everyone looked at you multiple times. Wooyoung send you a flying kiss and you nearly colabsed. Honjoong stole your card to have one and San winked at you. Seonghwa send you a finger heart and Mingi too. Yeosang smiled at you and showed you a thumb up, his finger showing on your look. Yunho took your phone and brought in on the stage, filming the view they had of thousands of Atinys and he was filming all the members, who all looked at the camera and then he filmed you and him on the same screen. Jongho saw Han and waved at you two. Your heart literally melted. And your poor little Fangirl-heart was going to die because you would meet them in person backstage with Han.
It was a half hour after the concert and you were still hyped. It was SOO COOL!!! Your second biggest Atiny-Dream came true and your biggest Atiny-Dream will come true in a half hour! You and Han were sitting in front of the huge Building and you sent the Videos and photos to your new Atiny friends, you even had a chatroom! Called 'AtinySeoul'. (Creative, ik.) Han was busy with his phone too, and you were chatting with the girls from AtinySeoul.
*One new message - AtinySeoul*
Lia: Oh My GoD! AaAaAaAh! SaAaAN! I mean I saw it live but OMG HE LOOKED AT YOUR CAMERA DIRECTLY! I'LL GO DIE NOW BYE
You: NoOoO You can't die San needs you! I have a Sanie-Surprise for you later on~
Lia: WHAT IS IT
You: YOU'LL GET TO KNOW LATER
Xiona: Guys! You: WHAT
Lia: WHAT
Xiona: Do u have a Yunho surprise for me too ^^
You: 🤣
Lia: 😭🤣
You: Of course Mrs Yunhooooooooooooooos wifeu
Xiona: YAaAaAAaS!
Lia: JEONEUN SANIES WIFEU
Xiona: Yeah ofc NOT! NOBODY OF US WILL MARRY EM
You: true I'll marry sbd else but I'LL always LOVE ATEEZ AHHHHHHHHHH
Xiona: SAMEUUUUUU
Lia: Who are you going to marry?!
Jangha: ...
You: Ooh hi Janghaaaa
Lia: Annyeong
Xiona: Hellouu
Jangha: What about Jongho...?
You: Haha sureeeeeeeeee
You: Have to go now gurls see u then~
Lia: Byeeee
Jangha: Bb
Xiona: See u
You: *went offline*
"Sooooo~ Are you ready to meet your favourite group of all time?!" Han shouted. "NOOOOO" you shouted back and you both laughed. But the Butterflies in your stomach went crazy. You were so. Damn. Excited. Ahhhhhhhh. (A/n: Am excited too again 😅 hope you like it until this point...) He went to the stadium again and the security guy recognized Han and let him in. You went on and another security guy brought you to the stage. You climbed up and you were allowed to stand ont he position they were standing. You took so many pictures and selfies from that Position (😅). Then you went backstage and you were shivering so hard this time. You walked slowly besides Han and the security guy. They walked through the backstage rooms and rhen the security guy stopped in front of a door. On the door, there was a big writing, saying '에이티즈' . And then Han knocked and you heard the voices inside stopp talking. Then someone opened the door and you looked directly in Honjoongs smiling face.
You covered your mouth with your hands as he smiled at you and then took your and Hans hands and took you inside the room. "Helloooooooo" the eight members said. Han waved and hugged each one of them. You just stood there, covering your face with your hands and not believing it. Then you screamed as you heard a loud "Boooooh!" from behind you. Nine people laughed about your cute reaction and someone put an arm around your shoulders. You was still covering your face what was not all red. Poor you. But then they tried to make you let them see your face but you were way too stubborn and shy. Extremely shy...
Han was just sitting between them and laughing. San was still standing next to you, you heard his voice, as someone stood on your other sode and put an arm around your shoulders too. "C'mooon we won't bite!" You heard Wooyoung saying. "I have an idea~" and you heard that he was way too near your ear. Then you flinched as someone poke your side. Wooyoung laughed and San did too, the whole room laughed. And you were just standing there being extremely shy and partying inside because F*CK WOOYOUNG JUST POKE YOU AHHHH!!!!! Well, he did it again since you did not let them see your face. He did it again... And again... You flinched harder everytime because he was getting nearer to one of your weak spots. San on the other side joined and they pole your sides from left and right....
You let out a few giggles and Wooyoung made an "Awww" sound while San said that it was the cutest sound he ever heard. Then Wooyoung squeezed your side and you squeaked and sqealed. You finally put down your hands, trying to cover your sides. San squeezed your other side too and poor you were not able to stop them. Your knees get weak and you were trying to sit down, escaping them while you were laughing and squealing. You tried to let sour laugher go silent because you were very insecure about your reactions but they seemed like they were enjoying it. Then they finally let you go and Wooyoung hugged you, San joining. Wooyoung lifted you up and sat on the sofa, placing you between him and Hongjoong.
"So you're Hans Girlfriend?" Honjoong asked. "Ehm yes, Yes I am..." you answered while blushing. "How old are you?" Yunho asked. "I'm 19." you said. "Wow you're pretty young!" "Ehm yes I guess I am..." "What's your name?" Yeosang asked. "I'm Y/n" "Aww pretty name" "thank you..." "Where are you from?" Jongho asked. "I'm from Germany...." "Are you Atiny?" San asked. "No! I mean why should I? not that I'm dying right now bcz I talk to you guys" "HEY!!!" Honjoong and Wooyoung shouted and started poking your sides again.
"Nohohoho I dihihidn't mehahahn thahahat I mehahahan lohoohok ahahat mehehe" Hongjoong stopped. "Okay that's right. But it could be all fake ..." he continued again, smiling adorably. They tortued you a few more minutes but then you finally came free. "Next question" Han said. "Who's your bias?" Seonghwa asked. "Wait do u really want to know this?" you asked. "Yess!!!" everybody said. "It's Wooyoung..." you said and blushed . You covered your face again and Wooyoung hugged you. "Awwe thank you!" Hongjoong poke your sides AGAIN. "Why not meeeee~" "Hehehehey I love you all! AHHHH!!!!" he poke a worse spot and you fastly covered your mouth. "Uh-ohhhh" San teased. "Oh c'mon nooooo I want to get to know you first!" you whined. "Okay well, Give us your number, we're gonna see each other often since you are the Gf of Han now." Yunho said. Han nodded.
You took videos of all of them talking to your new Atiny-Friends through camera. That was the surprise. Maybe they're gonna know then someday but not yet. You sent the videos in the group chat and your phone exploded, so you just turned it off. The rest of the evening, you had fun with Ateez and Han, but then around 11pm you had to go. The members promised to meet you again and you were so happy and grateful that you were able to meet them in person. At 1am you were home and fell instantly into your bed.
~ Next morning, 8am ~
"Y/nahhhh! Yahhhh! Wake UP! Or i'm gonna tickle you!" you heard someone say. But you were so freaking tired. And you didn't mind who it was, you just wanted to sleep. "C'moooon wake uuuuuuuup!". "Go awayyy" you mumbled and turned around. "Well if you're not gonna wake up now~" "AHHH OKAY OKAY I'M AWAKE I'M STOOOOHOHOP" Seonghwa had started to tickle your feet under the blanket. He stopped. "Ahh what's the matter" you asked. "Oh are you kidding me? Your phone is ringing partout since 6am and the telephone too! I can't make it stop! Please turn it oooooff!" he whined. "I can't sleep like this!". "Why didn't I hear anything" you said. "Because you were sleeping like a Stone! Now c'moooon get up." "Okay okay I'll turn everything off" you said and sat up. You brushed through your messy hair with your fingers and stood up. Then you went to the living room, where the telephone rang. So Seonghwa didn't lie. You turned the button "mailbox" on so everyone who called you was able to leave a message in the mailbox for you. Then you went to your phone and turned it of. There were way too many missed calls and new messages.
*284 new messages*
*447 missed calls*
"What the heeeeeell" you went back to your room and wanted to go back in your bed, but there was already someone in. Seonghwa layed there peacefully and seemed to sleep. Poor guy, he must have had very less sleep. You layed down next to him and hugged him from the side. He hugged you back and you soon fell back asleep.
*6 months later*
"Left Hand Seonghwa!" Yeosang shouted. You lifted your left hand from the Ateez-Twister game and put it on Seonghwas picture face. There were only you, Honjoong and Jongho left. "Y/nah! Y/nah! Y/nah!" your boyfriend Han cheered for you. The rest of the Ateez members, Yeosang, Wooyoung, Yunho, Mingi, Seonghwa and San sat on the floor and watched you in amusement. Then Jongho was the next to move "Right foot Mingi!", said Wooyoung. Jongho moved his right foot from Yeosang to Mingi and while doing this, you pushed Honjoong. Honjoong lost his balance and fell over. "HONJOONG OUT!" San shouted. "Ohhhhhhh you're so gonny pay for this" Honjoong shouted and looked at you with an angry but amused face. But you were too busy to hold your balance as that you were able to mind about what he said. You better did. "Y/n left foot Wooyoung" Seonghwa told you. You did and now it was much more difficult to hold your balance and Jongho was there too. You had your head directly next to his shoulder but he was kind enough to not push you. You couldn't either.
"AHHHHHHH NOHOHO AHAHAHA STAHAAHP OKAHAHAHY OHAHAHAY" you suddenly screamed. Poor Jongho. But Wooyoung had started tickling you to make you fall since he knew how effective it was on you. He squeezed your sides and scratched over your ribs and you went weak soon. "Stahahap I cahahahn't tahahake ihihit" you begged and then you fell down. Jongho won... Again... "JONGHO, JONGHO, JONGHO!!!!" the Ateez members shouted and you sat up and cheered for him too. Mingi went to him to dance with him and Wooyoung and San jumped through the whole room. Han had a call and went out to take it and Yunho, Seonghwa and Yeosang were standing there and watching the scene in amusement.
But where was Hongjoong? You were not able to see him. Then suddenly something came from behind you and pulled you back. It was Honjoong. He tackled you down on the floor and made you sit on your wrists and sat on your tighs himself. You knew what was coming. "Oh nonononononono please Honjoong don't I'm begging you please don't do this we can talk about this please please please pleaseeeee ahahahahah" you tried to beg but then he just smirked, shook his head and spidered all over your tummy. It was unbearable. You giggled and your giggles became louder as he started to scribble over your ribs and hips too. The other members watched you in amusement. "Pleahahase helhehehlp mehehe" you begged but the other seven guys just looked at you, their eyes saying sorry. "We'd be next if we would" Yeosang said and shivered. The others nodded and you tried to help yourself. "I said You're gonna pay for this Y/nahhh~" Honjoong said ans smirked. Then he squeezed your soft skin all over your midsection, twording you like hell.
Then he dug his thumbs into your hips. You were so dead. "AHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOO AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA" you screamed and laughed like a maniac sonce it was one of your worst spot. You heard Yunho saying "I love our soundproof walls here". You blushed and finally escaped your hands. But you knew fighting back would not be very helpful so you covered your face once again. By the way you were tworded to death by KIM HONGJOONG. AHHHH. OMFG. (A/n: Did you ever feel jealous of any Y/n? I am btw) Since he was still one of your favourite Oppas of all time. He tortured you like 10 minutes, digging bis thumbs into your worst spot, right above your hipbone, but then your laugher went silent and you went out of breath. He stopped and sat on the floor, pulling you in a comforting hug. You loved his hugs. He ist so freaking sweet. And angelic~ When he is not twording people to death...
*later this day*
"What did Honjoong do to you that you were that red?" Han asked. You were sitting at the sofa in his dorm, the other skz members all had plans this evening so you had all for you. "You-you didn't hear anything?" you asked with a suspicious look at him. "No... Was there something to hear?" he asked. "Euhm... well... Yes I guess?" you tried to say. "What was it?" he asked. "Ehm... Honjoong just t... t... ti.... tick..... t..... ahhhh I can't say it" you whined. "What?" he asked. You took your phone and write the word down. "Ohhhh~ I understand~" he said and smirked. You put your phone back on the table. "Fine..." you said and covered your blushed face. "So he did it like this?" Han asked and poke your sides and ribs fastly. "Hey! Hehehehy! Stohohop! Hahahan!" you tried to escape but he already grabbed your waist and put his legs around you. "Oh noo! I wanna try it too~" he said teasingly. He sneaked a hand under your pullover and scribbled over your ribs and tummy. "Ahahhahha nohohooh pleahahahs I hahad enouhohohogh" you begged but no chance. He squeezed your sides then. "NahahahAAHH nohohohOOH dohohohHOON'T!" your voice went sometimes a few octaves higher as he hit a special place. He clearly had fun. You either. But he wanted to try everything since you did not even fight back. He dug his fingers in your hips and drew tiny circles there to make you go crazy. "NAHAHAHAAAAAAA HAHAAAAAAAN!!!" " yes Jagi~" he said teasingly.
He tortued you on this spot like for ten minutes but then he turned you around and took your feet in a headlock. "Oh nononoono Han plaese noooot" you begged but he didn't mind at all... He started scribbling, spidering, clawing and poking all over your hypersensitive soles until your laugher went silent. Then he pulled you in a sweet, warm Quokka-hug. You two fell asleep in SKZ' dorm soon...
~ END ~
A/n: OMG I FINALLY finished this it took me SO LONG AHH! I really hope you like it... It's not only a t-word related ff, I wanted to try if I am good at this.... Please let me know if you didn't lile it... Or request something when you feel so! Am open to any requests, but I don't know any group, but am open to get to know then if you adk for a fic about them. I love Ateez, BTS, SKZ, Enhypen, TXT, Day6, BP, Itzy, Eric Nam, Oneus, Svt, P1Harmony any some others but now thank you for reading until here, I really hope it did not bore you... I can do a series about this maybe... I could publish sometimes some episodes based on this...
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New Jeans "DITTO" MVs analysis
or: how I fell in love with this group
I apologize in advance, but when I love something to such an extent I HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT so here I am writing a massive post no one will ever read. If you do, kudos to you, and thank you.
(I actually had so many things extra to say, but I reached the limit of images allowed so I had to cut parts of it, but there are SO MANY INTERESTING DETAILS!!!)
Let me start by stating something: this is NOT a mystery, thriller, or horror kind of story. This is 100% a coming-of-age story.
I understand the vibes and some of the shots might hint at it, but that ain't it, sorry.
It is safe to say that this MV, or well, two MVs, have instantly become one of my all-time favorites.
The reasons are:
1) I'm a sucker for coming-of-age stories. I never get tired of it, I am 30 years old and I still cry like a baby over them. Love them.
2) The team behind it, the actors, the shots, the director, EVERYTHING works so well together it actually is insane to me how people in the industry are aiming for that level of quality sometimes.
I WILL TRY TO KEEP IT A REASONABLE LENGTH THIS WILL BE EXTRA LONG, I CAN'T KEEP IT SHORT, I HAVE A LOT TO SAY.
Let's start!
The main character in this story is Heesoo, a young student that we see more and less directly throughout both MVs.
The MV actually begins with her in the present, as an adult, opening a box with "memories" from the past, and starting a VHS of her past recordings.
Her POV is represented through the camera she holds through most of the MVs: this is important not only for the narrative but to actually understand the meaning behind what we're seeing.
When the reprise is in the retro, VHS style, it is what we see through her eyes; when we actually see wider shots with her in it, it switches back to neutral, HQ shots.
The story is shaped around a coming-of-age kind of narrative, which is a very popular trope we are experiencing among several K-pop groups, particularly within HYBE, with BTS in the past and TXT now.
Heesoo is introduced to us as a young girl in school, who loves to record all the time her group of friends while they have fun and they dance. While she is not necessarily represented as an outcast, it is clear that she might be a more introverted, shy personality, the one that loves to be "behind the camera" more than in front of it.
SIDE A
Heesol is the main character, and she is shown since the very beginning with a cast on her arm. In this MV, she is shown fully part of a group dynamic, with the girls directly involving her, smiling and talking to her, sharing makeup, and snacks during breaks at school, making jokes while running around both inside the school and outside, getting wet in the rain, writing on her cast. While we DO see parts of her perspective in daily life, the narrative is mostly shown from an external POV. The girls consider Heesoo part of the group, falling asleep all together, and in general experiencing all those youthful, happy moments a group of friends has while growing up.
Except, none of it is real.
The girls are not really there, and through the MV we finally get a glimpse of the reality: Heesoo was all alone the whole time, wishing for friends who would care about her, about her strugglings, about her thoughts and happy moments.
And her loneliness, her isolation, and her struggles have been invisible to everyone else in school, except this guy who keeps looking at her. And maybe because she does not understand why he is always watching her, she always turns the other way and stops the recording.
He might be her first youthful love, but in my eyes, he is also the first and only person who sees her struggles, and because of that he is very important in the story.
Before her waking up, showing us the truth about her loneliness, we see her dream of being in a winter landscape full of snow, with a fawn staring at her from the distance. This also comes with the reason that the scene is meant to have a symbolic meaning. The winter storm is her general feeling of loneliness and sadness, and the fawn represents herself. But there's more: a Fawn is widely recognized as a symbol and representation of youth and innocence, often tied with youthful, feminine representations.
She is in the middle of a winter storm, the storm being something negative in her real life, or simply her feelings, and she starts to see herself, her own youth, and her innocence.
She is growing up.
SIDE B
This is not an MV showing the same time but is in fact a continuation of the first one.
The MV starts pretty much with a similar shot we have seen in the previous one, except now we know the truth, and we notice the quick cuts that allow us to see beyond her camera, behind her fantasies. She is not recording her friends, cause they do not exist: we can actually catch some of her classmates looking at her with puzzled faces (cause they probably don't understand why someone is recording them doing nothing), and we also get glimpses of the empty halls that in her imagination were filled with New Jeans members running around freely.
We now see her alone on the roof; outside in the garden, she seems to be surrounded by her friends... Except they are not there, and when that same guy looks at her and SEES HER being alone, she realizes and runs away, not ready to face the reality. Not ready to come to terms with her feelings and pains.
But she can't run away forever (remember the dream from side A?), which is why we see her remember her time spent with her friends writing on her cast, only for her to realize that it never happened, her cast is all white and no one drew anything.
We also see her looking at five girls in a parking lot, in casual clothes, dancing to their song: this is to show that her longing for a group of friends actually comes from her sense of isolation. She wishes to fit in, to have friends caring for her, so she projects this on a group of strangers, young girls who she would love to see having fun with her.
Remember the whole premise about different kind of recording? We see clearly now that the shots with the girls on the roof are all from Heesoo POV, while the same shot from an external POV shows us her being all alone.
The camera and her shots, are all projections of the loneliness and struggles she is now forced to face. Which is why she tries to avoid it and throws her camera from the roof.
But she is, inevitably, growing up.
She is now fully aware, whether she likes it or not, that she is experiencing growing pains and struggling with new, unknown feelings, and she cannot rely anymore on her imagination and fantasy world.
She has to face reality. She now walks alone in the rain alone, without waiting for her friends, but she is now using the umbrella, she is caring about herself instead of running around and having fun. She is slowly developing a sense of responsibility.
Alone at home, she is once again facing reality. Part of her still wishes for a friend to call her on the cellphone (Minji, in this case), but she now knows it is not real, and so she is ready to let go. She does not pick up.
She is now looking the dawn right in the eyes, and it is staring right back at her for a long, important moment, before finally walking away, allowing her to let go of that youthful innocence and begin her walk toward adulthood, starting with someone at her side to grow up with, the guy we see her walk with (possibly her first love, but maybe just a friend... in any case, someone that for the first time made her feel SEEN, someone who CARED, who decided to STAY).
In the end, we came back full circle to the present, where adult Heesoo opens her box of memories of the past: she is now looking back at her struggles, at her pains shown in her recordings, while smiling. She recognizes now, that everything she went through served her to become the woman she is now, and she finally makes peace with her past. She finally smiles.
So what was the role of the members in the story?
They were, to put it simply, a projection of Heesoo's feelings, hopes, dreams, and fantasies she had in her youth.
Feelings she was not ready to leave behind to face adulthood... Until she was. Feelings, good and bad, that made her the woman she is in the present.
And isn't music a form of art? isn't art, in every sort of form, meant to express feelings, thoughts, and moments in life both good and bad? The girls provided the perfect soundtrack for this story, but by appearing and acting in the music video they also gave us a visual representation of the purpose of their own work.
They are here to grow up with the public and to show us all the spectrum of the emotions behind this beautiful moment in life.
(edit from future me, cause I really keep watching it and discovering new thoughts: it's not so much that the girls aren't real, they are, it's just that they are NOT the girls heesoo is portraying, they are a group of friends, classmates, that are very much real but probably not involved as much in heesoo's life. Friends who she wishes were closer to her to give her that supportive system and care she desperately needed at the time.)
(ALSO: the cast might or might not be a symbol of her pain, of her struggles she has to deal with, but this is just me overanalyzing everything.)
[AND ALSO!!! That single painted nail she has in the first MV, where we see her loneliness, might or might not be a not-so-subtle nod to the Polished Man Project, an international non-profit project born to raise awareness over violence against children, particularly to start a conversation over children traumas, their preventions and recoveries all over the world.
This project was born after the real life experience of Elliot Costello, co-founder of it, who came up with the idea for Polished Man after a visit to campaign beneficiary Hagar International in Cambodia. One evening, he met a young girl named Thea, who after playing naughts and crosses for hours, drew a heart on Elliot's palm and painted his nails (rings a bell??? Minji, who is the same girl she was painting Heesoo's nails, drew a heart on her cast with the nail polish).
Later, Elliot learnt how Thea came to be in Hagar's care - she was physically and sexually assaulted on a daily basis.
Elliot made the decision then and there to paint one nail to remember Thea, making it a symbol of the whole campaign.
This famous project has been discussed and promoted by several idols in the K-pop world, most noticeable ATEEZ' Hongjoong, IKON' Bobby, CIX' Seunghun, Wonho etc.]
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Vent post
there are several tw so heed the tags! if you do not want to read this pls scroll past! <3
i've been an abusive on and off relationship for the last 2 years.
the guy is a year older than me and we first started dating 4 months after we'd first met. it was shortly after i was raped.
so, i was still traumatized. i did not want to kiss him or get physical. he began to emotionally manipulate me, until i agreed to kiss him and officially date him. he told me it would be a simple kiss. it wasn't. he began to make out with me and i was like "ok. fine. i can do this" but then he began to take my clothes off. i told him to stop. that i didn't want to continue he told me he wouldn't hurt me. that he loved me and wanted what was best for me. for us. i said nothing and reluctantly had sex with him.
2 days later he started an argument over me having spent 4 hours eating with my friends when i initially said it would only take 2 hours. i cried. he cried too. i felt bad bc he said that he was only looking out for me and was worried for me. i naïvely believed him. i felt like i was the bad guy. like i was the one who had done something wrong. i apologized and he forgave me.
3 days later he asked for some space (we'd only been dating for 5 days). i accepted and believed he would txt me after he'd felt like enough time had passed.
a month later he blocked me. i spent the whole night crying in a panic attack wondering what i'd done wrong.
3 days after he'd blocked me, he unblocked me and sent 19 texts calling me a slut, a whore, a freak, a bitch, a cunt. said he'd never loved me and only wanted me for the sex and my body. that he loved another girl. i immediately blocked him.
i spent the next 2 months in a depression and constant state of anxiety. i self harmed and was irritable. i isolated myself from my friends and family.
i saw him again when the uni year started. he told me he loved me and wanted me back. i ignored him the first 2 months. the third month, he began to flirt with a bunch of sorority girls and spread shit about me. these girls harassed me, both online and in real life, for 5 months. i began to date a new guy that was sweet and loving. my abuser began to bully him, until the guy eventually dumped me and even left uni. i fell into another depression.
my abuser came to me and said he was sorry for everything. that it wouldn't happen again. that he wanted me back, that he loved me. he bullied the girls and drove them to commit suicide.
i told him to go to therapy. he got diagnosed with bpd, sociopathy, psychopathy, ptsd and major depression. he was on all sorts of medication. after that we began to date again and he said he wanted me to keep us quite. i naïvely agreed. then he asked for marriage. i accepted and told my family about us. they weren't happy but said nothing bc they saw that i was happy.
we stopped seeing each other when my family and i went on holidays. he didn't call or text. said it was bc he had lost my phone number when his phone feel down the stairs and broke (his "new" phone looks exactly the same as his "old" one). my family told me to break up with him. i argued with my family but they eventually let me keep dating him.
2 weeks after we'd seen each other again, a friend texts me and says that he (a senior) was caught hitting on a freshman. i cried and threw up, but i broke up with him. he begged me to not break up with him. i didn't budge.
now a week later, he is calling me a stalker, a bitch, a slut while stalking me and my gf. he follows me home. he takes pictures of me. he has manipulated underclassmen into stalking me for him.
idk what to do atp. i feel horrible and i feel dirty and disgusting.
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Staaarr I have a somewhat funny story to share, plus I need advice sorta?
I have this 15 almost 16 year old cousin and her mom thinks she’s a ‘troublemaker’ cause apparently dating as a teen means you’re a bad kid. There was this whole thing during Christmas where she told the entire family she lost her virginity, which was true but it happened a while back, she just chose to say it during Christmas cause she wanted to cause a scene lol
ANYWAY after new years her mom messaged me and asked if I could try and talk to her, make her a better kid, cause I was a bit bad when I was a teen (aka I dated) but I turned out so well (aka I don’t date anymore) and she was like oh you could make her like those Korean bands you like so she won’t have time to act out. I personally took that as her telling me I get no bitches cause I like kpop.
Long story short I casually showed my cousin some girl groups and she hated them, but she liked TXT and she especially liked SKZ 🙃 like a lot. Her bias is Hyunjin and she already bought like 3 of his photocards, made a fucking beaded bracelet with his name and sends me Hyunjin edits on TikTok all day.
She came over to my house yesterday and after making me watch a playlist of her favorite Hyunjin fancams, she told me she started reading fanfic 🤠 and I’m so torn cause the stuff she reads she really shouldn’t be reading but like I’d be a hypocrite if I told her that cause I did the same shit when I was her age but at the same time now that I’m 25 I understand why MDNI exists so 🫠 I really don’t know what to do, I’d love to know your opinion about this 🥲
Anyway Stray Kids saving the youth apparently!!
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OHHHH MY GOSH THIS WAS WILD TO READ….. first of all I REMEMBER when you said your cousin was going to reveal she lost her virginity at Christmas dinner (I still cannot get over how chaotic?? GIRL😭) and I’d been wondering how that went 😭 I do think it’s unfortunate parents think we’re going through some rebellious phase when we’re just dating, especially because when you swear off dating in your 20s, you don’t stop getting hit with the whole “when are you bringing a boyfriend here?” LIKE??? And the way they lowkey implied you get no bitches because you like kpop HELLO???? PLEASE 😭😭😭😭 that is SO my parents I completely get it
I’m glad she’s taking interest in kpop content and loving fancams and photocards and all that!! But the fanfic part… 😕😵💫 unfortunately that’s such a sad part about getting into reading fanmade content at such a young age because you will inevitably stumble across the nsfw content and it’s so hard to control as an adult once the young people start frequenting those sites! I mean I was reading badddd smut at the tender age of 13 and it was…. Not good for my development in the slightest. I would maybe just warn her, and even suggest some sfw fics or authors on the sites she’s on if you know any. Maybe even just having a talk about how adult content isn’t made for kids and that it’s not healthy for her to be consuming could scare her off a little? I think at some point when kids have a phone or a computer, there’s so little we can do, but at least just conveying that adult content is for ADULTS can be a little productive. I never had anyone sit down and tell me that, but I think I would have been more scared of those sites if I had been told they were bad for me 😭
I wish you the best of luck pookie and I wish there was more we could do to protect kids 😕 hopefully she at least loses interest or something and moves onto the next thing! Like girl go watch cartoons and be a kid for as long as you can :(
Sending you sm love, let me know how it goes!! 🩷🫶💖💕💗💓⭐️
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Get to know more, Danise's.
Spend some of your free your time by reading the details & facts about me!
꒰ about me.
Danise. 9teen. asian baby. pronouns are she/they. life path number is 8. literal lovebot. tarot enthusiast. mbti personality is infj - a.
My name is Danise a mixed name from my given name "Danielle Serene". Yeah, that's my biological name, i just felt that's a very ugly name, it's very odd from other people or girls that is around my age. I mean who would like to name your child like this? Unless you were my Mom. It seems like it came from a book character lol.
Has a habit of rbf that's why people first impression and perceive me someone who is cold, snobbish, cruel, mean and quiet. but the quiet one is the only legit, lmao. However, if you will really get to know me more and we've become more close. I am someone who is funny and likes to joke around, this part that only introverted people knows and can relate about what i am writing here.
꒰ byi
I don't frequently post anymore since i am that person who have a very busy lifestyle now not unlike before. However, i'm glad you've found my account. You have free access 24/7 in my account, so you can read them silently without even interacting to me.
꒰ dni
If you are someone who likes to spread hate and negativity on other people please kindly don't interact with me. It's not only affecting me but the people who truly love my works as well my mutual bf's. I believe, we all have different views and perspectives, hate me as long as you want. Who am i to dictate your feelings and tl stop hating me right? It's your feelings feel free to feel what you wanted to feel about me. But if you hate or dislike me just kindly don't engage with me anymore so you won't see my posts, that's just very simple to do right? We experiencing lots of pains so please be kind with your words when it comes to others, we are fragile humans. Call me oa or whatever but one hurtful word has a strong effect into someone else daily life, believe me.
꒰ likes to do.
Reading Books - Watching Yt ASMR videos / Kpop Related Shorts - Painting - Watching Animes - Eating - Calligraphy Lettering - Journaling - Listening To Songs And Podcasts - Reading Tarot And Oracle - Studying something - and My new like to do is reading article news.(idk, maybe adulthood things.)
꒰ dislikes.
Fake people ( duh! i really hate the idea of the being plastic and bad to others.) Being rude to other person without any valid reasons. Spreading negativity that can affect others or harm others in general. Ruining someone reputation because of jealousy.
꒰ favorites
Colors : green, brown, neutral and pastels ones. More into green.
Anything sweet. I am a sweet tooth person. I don't like spicy foods either.
Drinks : coffee & water.
Singers/ musician / artist : anything about kpop, jpop, taylor swift, lana del rey, melanie martinez and little mix. 🫶
◠⋆i. kpop groups i stan
%!old and new : twice, bts, red velvet, mamamoo, blackpink, txt, stray kids, seventeen, itzy, enhyphen, le sserafim, nmixx, aespa, stayc, g-idle.
◠⋆ii. my favorite era of little mix vs favorite album.
%! this is hard but, my favorite era was power era and so the best album belongs to LM5. I love all of their album btw.
[ 5. ] In love the ideas of greek mythology, moon, stars, night, darkness, rain, medical, god, angels, clouds, heaven, worshipping, being kind to others, writing, intuitive, tarot, cooking, baking, astrology, playing guitar, going to church, playing chess, surfboarding, taking swimming lessons, skating, driving late night, counting how many hours will i going to sleep before going to sleep, riding a horse, helping others, future, praying before going to sleep and after waking up, being in love but don't want to be in a relationship, singing, psychology, being alone, dyeing hair, big shirts,success, staying late at night, ballet dancer, learning basketball, playing golf and bowling, maturing, growing up, peaceful & quite places.
꒰ hidden talents.
my hidden talents should be kept hidden.
꒰ skin care routine
new skin cares unlocked version.
peace of mind - 8 hours of sleep - washing your face ; morning and night - using the ordinary glycolic acid 4x a week.
꒰ others.
danise's current motto
"sometimes our great efforts will bring us more rewards."
꒰ best song motivation for me.
looking for you by kirk franklin.
STAY HEALTHY AND SAFE. ALSO DON'T FORGET TO BE KIND TO OTHERS, GIVE AND YOU WILL RECEIVE!!
꒰ do you experiences something bad about your mental health?
I don't intend to harm or hurt your feelings with any of my pac works. Perhaps, I understand that not everyone experiencing the same warning signs of depression and other mental health related. If you think you have one i suggest you to rely on a mental health professional — so assess your own risk. You may view the findahelpline.com website for suicide prevention and crisis support helpline, It's free and available worldwide! If you are shy, my ask box or dm is open. I'm not really good about uplifting someone else mood but I'll try my best to understand your situation so please don't be afraid to talk about your problems, I'm all ears for you if no else did.
— 🦢 ꒰ danise update's [ 03/20/2023. ]
ʚ oopsie you already reached the end. ɞ
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A Change of Rhythm (1)
Pairing: Yoongi x Musician!f.Reader
Recommended playlist: Slump(SKZ), Wishing on a Star(BTS), Stars and Raindrops(SKZ), Coffee(BTS), Hug Me(I.N), Dimple(BTS), Hoodie Season (3racha/SKZ), Chocolate (Day6), Love Senario(iKon), Blueberry Eyes(MAX), Can't Stop(SKZ), Blue Hour(TXT)
This is a work of FICTION, everything is made with creative liberty and is not meant to represent anyone/any true events.
Music. My best friend, my first love, my passion, and turns out to also be my thirteenth reason. When my muse runs out, that’s it. My career is over. Old songs are boring, everything now is just so boring and stressful.
I slammed my hands on my keyboard for the nth time. “Dammit…” I leaned back into my chair, leaning so far back I almost fell to the floor. A heavy sigh left my lips, “Why can’t I come up with anything good anymore?” I looked at the floor, this had been going on for a month, absolutely no songs made, and ten times the stress levels. I knew I needed a break from everything for a while. I needed a change of rhythm.
I grabbed my wallet and jacket and left my genius lab. It’s not a genius lab without a genius in it, I needed to get him back soon. I closed the door, and wouldn’t be returning until this slump came to an end. Which hopefully would be soon.
…
“What do you mean you’re sick? You sound fine. You were fine yesterday.”
“I’m sick of this job,” I said, hanging up the phone. Instead of heading to Hybe, I called in sick. I might have well as been sick, a producer with no creativity is basically on the death bed. Likewise with an unmotivated musician. Sometimes you just need to get away from what you’re bored of for a while and return to it later. I grabbed my tote bag, put a few things in it, and went to a nearby coffee shop. The second floor is always better than the first, you get a beautiful view of the neighbourhood with all of the foliage.
When we got back from Vegas I never thought I would love to see so much green again. “That’s something I could write about—“ I got my pen out to jot in the small notebook of mine only to see the previous page and stop, “oh… I already did.” I always made writing songs look easy, but it never is. Inspiration appears so randomly, sometimes it comes through so clearly, but other times, like today, it’s coming at me like molasses. The ideas and I are almost like two south poles of a magnet. When I reach out for an idea, it runs away.
I let out a soft sigh, putting my notebook back into my tote bag. I finished my coffee while stalking my Instagram profile and deleting random DMs. These people are so unhinged online, it’s disgusting to think of the dirty things some people will message you with. They really drown out the important messages.
“Are you unproductive?” The ad blared from my phone. Instagram ads are so well hidden in the system, but that doesn’t make them any less annoying. I was about to scroll before it continued, “maybe it’s time for a change of rhythm. Here’s ten things to help get your motivation back.”
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So I listened. Fresh air? Check. Book? Check. Dramas? Check. A will to live? Working on it.
It’s what I was doing anyway, just taking a break from everything. Plus Namjoon does this kind of stuff all the time. I brought my tote bag to the park and found a shade tree. I pulled out a self-help book by one of my favourite authors and got to reading. There was the slightest breeze, and the sun felt toasty on my legs that poked out from the shade of the tree.
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I don’t know when I had fallen asleep, but I was woken up by this girl, playing classical music on her phone. Or maybe it was the sun in my face that really woke me. At the moment, however, I could only focus on the loud music, the very thing I was avoiding. Why did she have to blast it like that? “Hey, can you wear headphones or turn it down?” I felt groggy, and not like waking up… at all. She turned to look at me and I saw her hair, (s/t) skin and (e/c) eyes. ‘Oh, she’s a foreigner.’ I suddenly went into English robot mode, “Hello, your music, turn it down. Please?” Her eyes just went wide, like beautiful marbles. Why were they kind of cute? ‘What if she doesn’t speak English?’ My heart dropped at the thought.
“Oh, I’m sorry.” She replied in English. I sighed with relief and grabbed onto my chest. She bowed and walked away. In the distance, I could see her cover her face like she wanted to crawl into a hole from embarrassment. It almost made me feel guilty. But who plays their music so loudly without headphones on, in public? I thought that was clear internationally too, but maybe not. Who am I to judge?
I grabbed my phone and looked at the time, it was a few hours after when I normally ate lunch. Maybe I should just go home for the rest of the day. ‘Home… Maybe I should go back to Daegu for a bit.’ I packed my book, water, and small picnic blanket into my bag and walked home. The sun felt nice on my skin. I thought about writing a song called ‘Sunkissed’ on the walk home.
‘The warm lips of the sun
They hold you in when you’re trying to run...’
“No, I hate it.” I ripped the paper out of my notebook and threw it away. I honestly wanted to cry. Either cry from stress or break everything I could. I opted to cry. And I did, I cried for at least an hour. Through making my lunch. Through eating that lunch while watching a drama on my big flat-screen TV, with Holly on my lap. And finally through my shower to rinse off the dirt from the park.
They say crying is for the weak, but I don't think so. It’s not a weakness, it’s a sign of struggle, and battle scars. It’s a coping mechanism. Screw those people who talk shit about people who cry too much.
I sigh after rinsing my hair out. I grab the towel that hangs on the bar attached to the glass of the shower. Suddenly I thought about what I would have to get for my parents. I shouldn’t visit them empty-handed… although I could. “I’ll make something out of wood for them. I already made cutting boards for the members, so… Maybe a coat hanger to put by the door.” I decided. The only thing you can give someone who has everything already or can get whatever they want is something handmade.
I wrapped the towel around my waist so I could dry my hair. I put a few products in it before blow-drying it. Then I put some face cream and sunscreen on my face and went back to my couch to continue the drama. Holly hopped up on my lap and nuzzled at my elbow until I lifted my arm over him. It’s the cutest thing a dog can do. My heart was completely melted by his actions. “Why are you so cute Holly-ah?” I started petting his curly fur and rubbing his ears. “Do you wanna visit Daegu again? Let's start packing tomorrow, huh?”
“Woof!”
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There was a hesitation before I raised my hand to knock on the door of the two-story building. My mom came to the door with equal hesitation, then she realised it was me. “Yoongi-ah, what are you doing here all unannounced?” I walked in with my small suitcase.
“I thought I’d visit for a little while. I didn’t think I needed to get an invitation.”
“Of course not. I love seeing my little boy.” She picked up Holly, and took the leash from my hands. “Isn’t that right my little boy?” She asked, referring to Holly. I made a bet with myself that within thirty minutes she would dress him in the silliest little outfit. I don’t know how she gets him to let her, I’m lucky if I can get a bandana on him. Mothers are full of magic. “So what’s the real reason why you came, Yoongi-ah? Is work getting stressful?” I could only nod in response. I didn’t need to say anything.
“Is Hyung home?”
“No, he’s at work, probably like you should be right now.”
“Dad too?”
“Yep. I was about to get dinner ready. We weren't expecting you, so go to the store and get more ingredients.” She shifted Holly to her left hand and grabbed my arm with her right. I was practically kidnapped into the kitchen, and given a list of things to get from the store. I briefly looked at the list, and I could see some things that were not just for dinner.
“Do we need cotton pads for dinner?”
“You’re going to the store anyway, there’s no need for multiple trips today.” She patted my back, and mouthed ‘thank you’. I sighed and began my short journey to the store.
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I realised that I should have driven to the store. It never hit me that I would carry more than eight bags home. I had to make two stops, but luckily the stores are relatively close to one another. But that didn’t help my arms from carrying all these bags.
“Need help there?” I turned around towards the voice. I didn’t catch my grin before I saw his face.
“Hyung. Here, take them.”
“All of them?” He started laughing, then realised I was serious.
“Yes,” I replied, holding out all of the bags for him to take. And of course he only took half. “Ya! I said all of them!” I couldn’t throw them all on him before he ran away. We reached home before I knew it. It may have gone faster because I chased him the whole way home.
I only caught up to him after we got home. He was standing by the door, about to take his shoes off, but not quite. He was busy laughing his ass off over god knows what. “Ma, he runs like a grandpa! Hahaha!”
‘So that’s what it was. He’s talking shit.’ I opened the door and walked in calmly. While taking my shoes off I purposefully nudged my hyung with my shoulder. Sadly, he didn’t fall over as I had hoped. “We bumped into each other while walking home.” I brought the bags to the kitchen, washed all of the vegetables, and put them in the baskets with the matching produce. “Mom, I’m done,” I called out.
“Uhuh,” she replied. She walked past me, and pet Holly, who had been standing right outside of the kitchen which was also the entrance hall of the house. She then fanned her hand towards me, telling me to get out of the kitchen. I jumped, ran to Holly and played with him a little.
“So how are you doing Yoongi-ah?” My brother patted my shoulder, behind me.
“Bored out of my mind. How’s the restaurant going?” At some point, he had gotten a bag of chips.
“Pretty much the same since the last time you visited. Pretty busy on the weekends. I still get some of your little fangirls, asking if you can marry them. Maybe if you actually got married they’d stop asking.” He began to laugh and held his belly.
“Shut it hyung, you’re older than me, what about your wife? Oh right, you don’t have one.” I looked at him smugly with my arms crossed. ‘Seriously, this guy…”
“Ouch. That one hurt.” He wrapped both of his hands around his heart like he had been struck by a bullet. “At least I’m not being asked by millions upon millions of people around the world to marry them. I’m perfectly content without that kind of stress. I’m just gonna wait for my Miss Right.”
“You’re like a billion years old, hyung- You know what? Nevermind.” I let out a long sigh. Sometimes hyung was great, he was the only one that had supported my love for music career through my middle and high school ages. But he could also be a brat as if he was the younger sibling.
“I’m going to go help Mom cook. Make yourself useless.” I groaned in response as I made my way from the entrance hall to my room, upstairs. I dove through my suitcase to get my tablet and continued the new drama I had started. I don’t usually watch romances, but this one had good reviews from the watchers. There was also an adorable cat. I couldn’t help but want my own when I watched how cute the kitten was in the show.
At some point in time, Holly had climbed the stairs and walked into my room whining. “What is it Holly-ah? Are you hungry?” Holly’s ears perked up and his head tilted at the word ‘hungry’. I got up with an iconic dad grunt and picked Holly up like a purse between my arm and body. When I got downstairs I pulled out some ground beef from the fridge that Mom didn’t use in her cooking, and began to simmer it in the pan. I mixed it with some sweet potatoes and put some spices that vets recommend for dogs like turmeric and such. Holly jumped around sporadically while I put the contents into a bowl for him. “Sit, hand. Other hand, okay!” Holly was always good with the little training tricks I taught him as a puppy.
“Well now that you’re downstairs, dinner is ready. Come eat Yoongi-ah,” Mom said. I hummed back in understanding and walked to the table in the living room that connected to both the entrance hall and the kitchen like a ‘T’ shape.
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Older Ma observed more comfortable with addressing Duan Tianxiong a smaller amount formally now.
12 months 10061 within the Divine Prefecture Schedule. A substantial group with grand showing reached A number of Spot City over the teleportation great matrix and headed straight to Several Spot Mountain peak. Their introduction established tongues wagging in the town. Some people already worked out they were cultivators through the medieval noble family of Duan.
Given that the traditional noble group of Duan experienced used the motivation to befriend Three Side Town, Ye Futian certainly wouldn’t reject them. It had been always better to find more pals, regardless if that they had ulterior motives at the rear of their kindness. At this point of your match, nobody would hang out on people today from whom they couldn’t advantage. Ye Futian was knowledgeable he could have never genuine pals.h.i.+p in this article while he obtained proficient in the bottom Worlds.
Even though everyone was consuming for their hearts’ content in the banquet, Overlord Duan Tianxiong believed to Aged Ma, “I take a bit of advice. Why not consider we establish a teleportation fantastic matrix between Several Spot Community and Large G.o.ds Area?”
Gossip had it that Crown Prince Duan Qiong was in this article.
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Section 2148: Go to
It meant people living in the 2 locations could teleport over the teleportation lavish matrix in lieu of vacationing the many conflict over the continent.
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Eventually, Ye Futian, who was growing within the small town, gained the news too. The original royal group of Duan got to take a look at Some Nook Town. Directed by Crown Prince Duan Qiong, they specifically asked to talk to Ye Futian.
Ling, Tie Tou, and also other boys and girls adhered to Fang Cun associated with. A lot of villagers had been also arriving, which include a number of seniors.
“Old Ma, I do think it’s realistic,” explained Fang Gai.
He lifted his top of your head to look into the town and noticed like he was in a goal. Almost everything seemed to be diverse now.
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He couldn’t discover far more genuine friends like Yu Sheng, Wucheng, or his mature sibling.
Following Classic Ma lightly recounted the storyline, the villagers did start to see Ye Futian in the new light. They held him in even bigger respect finally recognised him as one of them.
“Sure. I am going to grow in seclusion for quite a while in the small town,” Fang Huan nodded and responded. He was currently a seventh-order Renhuang. If he could cutting-edge into the eighth purchase, none of us except for the grasp cultivators can conquer him.
Fang Cun searched up at his father and claimed quietly, “Dad.”
Eventually, Ye Futian, who was developing on the community, received news reports on top of that. The ancient noble group of Duan came to stop by Several Nook Village. Driven by Crown Prince Duan Qiong, they specifically required to talk with Ye Futian.
…
Persons listened to that even Duan Qiong, the outstanding Crown Prince with the historical noble group of Duan, accepted his inferiority to Ye Futian with feel sorry about. The wonderful cultivator from 4 Part Community was allegedly much more accomplished than any individual in the early noble family of Duan.
Individuals noticed that even Duan Qiong, the astonishing Crown Prince on the historic noble group of Duan, confessed his inferiority to Ye Futian with be sorry for. The remarkable cultivator from Four Side Village was allegedly far more skilled than any individual in the early royal group of Duan.
Down the road, an item of reports originated in the palace. The Overlord had ordered men and women to make a teleportation fantastic matrix for connecting Enormous G.o.ds Location and Some Part Location. The statement surprised everyone once more. However, the teleportation grand matrix was good for cultivators within the Giant G.o.ds Continent likewise. They can take a look at Four Corner Location over the matrix.
“Old Ma, I do believe it’s realistic,” said Fang Gai.
Fang Cun was just a little kid when Fang Huan still left the small town. Now, he was actually a 15-calendar year-outdated teen.
The many villagers show smiled with gratification and muttered, “It’s good you’re back again. On condition that you’re back…”
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Shortly after he acquired this news, Ye Futian discovered various people today taking walks onto him from afar. They spoke at the same time, “Brother Ye.”
Fang Cun was just a young child when Fang Huan eventually left the small town. Now, he had been a 15-season-older teen.
Ling, Fasten Tou, and also other kids adhered to Fang Cun powering. Plenty of villagers ended up also arriving, such as various seniors.
“Old Ma, good work!” a classic gentleman indicated his acceptance.
In addition, Ye Futian’s popularity developed far and large, beyond the Giant G.o.ds Continent.
Nonetheless, probably none of them was Ye Futian’s concern for now.
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psh - love affair
park sunghoon [f. 8516 words] love affair
so when i’m gonna know what to feel inside, baby?
maybe it’s just all in my head, so
don’t overthink, this is love
maybe it’s just a crush
baby, is this your love affair, your love affair?
synopsis: what happens when two childhood best friends make a deal to help each other’s reputations? an unforeseen circumstance prompts sunghoon to approach you, intriguing not just you but practically every other student at your college. you believe your reunion with him can only end in one of two ways: you resort back to being friends and go on with your lives, or you use each other and once you’re both done, you fall out and never talk again. how will you two navigate your companionship? is it just the nostalgia coming up? a revival of feelings? a new crush? could it possibly be actual love?
genre + tropes : fluff. comedy. the slightest angst. childhoodbestfriends!au. enemiestolovers!au. college!au. fakedating!au.
warnings: fem reader. a little swearing. slightly suggestive themes, sorta. a few cliches. mentions of underage drinking. the american collegiate school calendar. does them geeking out over fantasy/sci-fi sagas need a warning? unknown mutual pining. they’re so helplessly clueless of their feelings. also appearances of the rest of enha plus txt.
i. prologue
if someone told you that you would reconnect with your childhood best friend—let alone date him, you would’ve laughed in their face and told them to fuck off. park sunghoon is bad news. well, at least to you he is. one of the infamous campus playboys, you can spot him around the quad flirting with a different girl practically every day.
but to you, he couldn’t have been anymore unlike the sunghoon you grew up with. you grew up with the sunghoon who couldn’t stand being around others, mind always focused on his own interests. you knew him as the little shy boy who would hide behind his mom whenever new people came around. the first person he opened up to was you. you can blame your mom for that. you can vaguely remember her words, something along the lines of mrs. park and i have been friends for longer than you have been alive. when we found out we were both expecting, we knew you two were destined to be besties.
she was right. everyone thought you were two peas in a pod. wherever one of you went, the other followed. always stuck together, like true partners in crime. your close bond stuck for years. if anyone needed you, you’d most likely be found in the seats of sunghoon’s ice skating practices and competitions, cheering him on and being obnoxiously loud. likewise, he always attended your showcases, spending hours complimenting your artwork.
but then the villain of everyone’s lifetime eventually appeared. puberty.
alas, your friendship did what anyone could predict of a couple of preteens entering high school. the usual “no matter what we’re gonna stick together!” leading to “sorry for blowing you off, got really busy,” to the imminent “what happened to us? we used to be so close,” and eventually the end of it all. senior year, the two of you attempted to leave on a good note. by that, you mean your parents made both of you apply to the same colleges to have a chance at sticking together. well, it worked, you got into the same university. funny how the universe does things.
back to present day, you’re now in your second year at hybe university. let’s just say, sunghoon isn’t the only one who went through a personality change. sunghoon traded his late night practices on the ice to one-night stands at frat parties. you, on the other hand, traded your once outgoing and fun-loving persona for a more… cold grunge meets artsy introvert. overall, let’s just say you both have reputations for not being the most approachable people. well at least you still have one thing in common.
ii. the cafe
the busy campus cafe was roaring with study groups filling every table. the aroma of fresh coffee and tea being brewed filling the air, creating a warm atmosphere—contrast to the cold winter weather just outside the walls. the college students scattered around, just like their minds scattered as they prepare for finals. not immune to the dreaded time of year, a group of four boys enter, immediately grabbing the attention of those already nestled inside.
a quick roll call of the four known by the student body as en-4, a combination of the dance crew name enhypen and the notorious f4. lee heeseung—the campus heartthrob, captain of the dance crew, center of the basketball team, and an unknown hopeless romantic. park jongseong, although everyone calls him jay—the resident bad boy and party animal, but those close to him know that he’s actually the responsible one. sim jaeyun, otherwise referred to as jake—the friendly and flirty frat boy who you can catch playing soccer in the quad almost every day. finally, park sunghoon—the handsome heartbreaker. he doesn’t need more of an introduction.
the four of them make their way to the counter, placing their orders. of course jake doesn’t miss his chance to sound extra sweet and send a quick wink to the barista, getting elbowed by heeseung in the process. after getting their drinks, they look around to see almost no where to sit. not a single table to fit all of them was available.
in one of the tucked away areas, sunghoon spots an empty seat at a smaller table. the only catch was there was someone sitting across from it, hunched forward over her laptop. he can’t see much of her figure but he immediately recognizes her features. it’s you. well, a more mature and grown up you, but he couldn’t forget that face for the life of him.
sunghoon’s feet drag himself across the crowded room, catching the attention from the neighboring groups he passed but sneaking away quiet enough to not alarm his own friends. the three are too caught up arguing about what to do. sunghoon can hear the faint voice of jay suggesting going somewhere else while the other two shoot him down as he walks further away. he makes his way all the way up to your side. you look up, scanning him, confused but unamused. “this seat taken?” the first words he said in a year and half to you. still not not giving him any emotion, you hesitantly shake your head once, immediately bringing your focus back to your essay.
ignoring him only works for so long, his gaze not leaving the top of your head. you can feel his stare piercing into you, finally meeting his eyes. “what’s your deal?” the irritation and bluntness in your tone is all too evident.
he shrugs and answers nonchalantly, “nothing, just go along with it.” his answer is hushed, almost as if he’s a bit embarrassed.
“what are you trying to pull here, park?”
“can i not just sit here and peacefully drink my latte? am i that disturbing to you?”
“considering that the second you started walking in this direction, everyone had their eyes on us, then yes, you are that disturbing.”
“they’re not looking at us.” he pauses before continuing with his rant, “they’re looking at you.”
“and why the hell do you think that is?”
“they’re all trying to figure out what could possibly be so interesting about you that i would choose this seat.” he says it like it’s the most obvious answer.
you scoff and turn to see the lingering stares of the others in the cafe. “well, if it isn’t the god park sunghoon being as humble as ever, gracing me with his presence and having mercy on a peasant like me.” the sarcasm dripping off your tongue like venom.
he smiles warmly at your animosity and chuckles. “i’ve always loved your sense of humor.”
“funny cause i’ve always despised yours. i’m gonna ask one more time. what do you want, park?”
he only shrugs. hesitating before responding again, “i like it here. i like talking to you. it’s familiar… comfortable.” he sees your expression change subtly. it’s only for a second before you regain the prior look. he tries to read you. he caught you off guard and his pride brings a smirk to his face.
by now, he finally tunes back into the situation around him and can feel his phone going off in his jean pocket. he pulls out the phone to see dozens of notifications, quickly stealing a glance back up at you to see that you’re already back to typing away on the previously forgotten assignment. he laughs as he sees the boys blowing up their group chat asking what he was doing. he looks up, finding the three sitting at a cramped booth with shock and confusion written all over them.
“enjoying the attention?” your turn to break the silence. when he turns back to you, you continue, “you’re no stranger to it but you’ve always loved it.” he gives you a slow nod, turning the question back to you. you answer him, “you know that it’s not my forte.”
“and why is that? scared people will get to know the real you?”
“oh please, like you aren’t afraid of me exposing all the dirt i have on you. imagine the buzz i could create with all of your old baby pics.”
he jolts up from his relaxed position, eyebrows raised, and completely on edge, “you wouldn’t dare.”
you lean forward in your seat, elbow resting on the table, cheek resting in your palm, and chuckle, “try me.” the words leaving your mouth quickly and a smile immediately replacing it.
“you’re finally smiling at me. good to know you still have emotions.” he gets you to laugh again. you spend the next 20 minutes catching up. looks like you two kept more in common than you thought. things run smoothly between the two of you, some of your old memories and inside jokes being brought up. “why didn’t this happen sooner?”
“what, us talking? i mean, you and i stopped running in the same crowd and school got the best of us. i will admit, though, freshman year sucked without you.”
he sighs when he hears your admission. “how about this? a proposition. i’m sure you’re aware that i don’t have the best reputation.”
you cut him off, “you can say that again.”
“haha, very funny,” he throws in another sarcastic comment. “you know you’re not exactly the most approachable either. hate to be the one to break it to you but you’re pretty intimidating.” he notices the expression on your face turned into one of annoyance at his last statement, “don’t look at me like that, you know it’s true.”
you dismiss the slight jab, telling him to continue. what you don’t expect is the next four words to come out of his mouth. “go out with me.” he sees your face drop, “oh come on, stop looking at me like that.”
“so i see, a little bit of time without me and you go insane.”
“look, i don’t mean actually date me, i mean… pretend to.”
again, you stare at him like he grew another head. “you want me to fake-date you? what are we, in a k-drama now? sorry hoon, you’re attractive but i would’ve preferred hwang in-youp or song kang.”
now he’s a bit annoyed, answering cockily, “i am so much better looking than them.”
“you wish.”
his jaw drops for a few seconds and then he chuckles. “i’m serious, think about it. we go out and spend time with each other like old times. i don’t look like i’m so incapable of being in a committed relationship and you don’t look like such a loner. no offense.”
“offense taken… but i see your point.”
“see, look at you using that smart brain of yours. this would be no strings attached. just two friends helping each other out while simultaneously deceiving everyone else. i know how much you love tricking others.”
you sit quietly, weighing the pros and cons in your head. “deal.”
iii. bro code
a few days later, sunghoon sits in his shared apartment with the boys, slumped on the couch as they eat dinner. “why are you guys so against it? i thought you wanted to see me in a relationship and now that i’m in one, you guys don’t approve. make it make sense. i should be free to date whoever i want.”
“yeah dude,” pausing to take a bite of his burger, “we get that.” jay answers, seeing how defensive his friend is getting.
jake interejects, “we respect your choices, but like… her? of all the girls that are falling at your feet, you chose her? the one that has no interest in you at all? i know you’re powerful but i don’t get how you managed to pull that off.”
“i feel like you could’ve consulted us about it first. bro code, man.” heeseung says as he shrugs his shoulders and sips on his soda.
“that’s kinda why i like her, because she isn’t all over me like the others. she’s cute and fun to hang out with. just give her a chance. honestly, what’s the worst that could happen? we go out and it doesn’t work. no harm in trying….”
that seems to do the trick as the boys lay off from the topic, going back to their own dinners and watching the latest episode of the penthouse.
later that night, sunghoon leaves their dorm to meet up with you. you agreed earlier that if you needed to meet up and talk that you’d go to the art department. perks of being an art major allows you a studio to spend your time in, secluded from the outside world. in this case, you and sunghoon don’t have to worry about nosy roommates.
when he arrives, he makes sure to take the back entrance like you mentioned. he makes his way through the deserted halls, glancing at each room he passes, and taking note of the various pieces framed along the corridor walls. he gets to the end of the building, finding a studio decorated with your name on the door. he silently enters. you don’t notice him at first with your back against the entrance and the music playing too loud through your airpods, focused on molding the clay on the pottery wheel. he grabs an empty stool, propping it beside you and taking a seat. he takes off one of your airpods, putting it in his own ear.
you finally turn your head towards him, “how long ago did you get here?”
“just now. how long were you waiting?”
you sit up, facing his direction. “i had a couple of classes today and came here to finish some stuff, been here for… what time is it?”
“um… almost 11.”
“then like four hours.”
“you’ve been working on that for four hours? what even is it, and when did you start doing pottery?” he points at the unfinished ceramic.
“not just that. i had some paintings that i needed to finish for my portfolio and those are in a separate room to dry. this,” you refer to the clay, “is just something i’m working on for fun. i got into it cause one of my profs suggested i try another medium.”
he nods along while you explain. “you can keep working on it while we talk.”
you hum in confirmation and turn back to the wheel, rewetting your wands. “so how do we make this believable? seems like people already know. word spreads quick when it comes to you.”
“we just need to act like a couple. so hanging out, going on dates, posting each other here and there, and being affectionate.”
“wow you finally found an excuse to kiss me,” you laugh as you joke with him, him following suit. “sounds reasonable, not much different from how we were as kids, just now we have to call them dates.”
“shouldn’t cause too many problems. just don’t fall in love with me, babe.”
you smile at the new nickname, “likewise, hoon.” you continue throwing the clay, molding it to your desired shape. you hyperfocus on the sculpture, tuning out the boy sitting next to you as he watches—he catches on that you still have the habit of pouting whenever you work on your art. you hunch forward, letting some of your hair fall in front of your face. too caught up, you don’t notice that sunghoon left his seat to stand behind you. he takes your locks and ties it into a messy ponytail. you snap out of your tunnel vision to ask, “why do you just have a hair tie handy?”
“i always had to carry some around for you because you always lost them. i never grew out of it, i guess.” he grins warmly, “do you remember how many times you had complained when you would get paint in your hair and i would have to clean it up for you?”
“how could i forget?” the night ends with more laughs and reminiscing on your childhood. time really does fly faster than you think.
iv. rated pg
the bell rings as you and sunghoon enter the convenience store. you two are discussing the movie you two just watched as you walk through the aisles.
you split up agreeing to meet back at the register. you make your way to the drinks in the back while sunghoon goes to get snacks. you grab an iced jasmine tea for yourself and an iced vanilla latte for hoon. sunghoon yells over the stands as he browses, “hey, what should i caption for my insta post?”
you respond loudly, “i don’t know, something related to movies.”
sunghoon looks at the picture on his phone: a photo of you two snuggled up in the theater, most of your face hidden in his hoodie. he types in quickly “rated pg for park’s girl <3”, hits post, and goes back to browsing. he goes to grab bento boxes, honey butter chips, candy jellies, and practically everything his eyes landed on.
when you make it to the cashier, you see sunghoon with his arms full. “you good there, park?”
a muffled “yup” is heard behind all the food.
you look around, walking away when you find what you needed. going closer to him, “why didn’t you just grab a basket?” you start to take some things from his arms, lightening his load.
“i… uh… didn’t think of it.” he pauses in between, an embarrassed expression adorning his face. you giggle as you take everything to be rung up, missing how his ears turned red. you catch the worker’s name on his tag, jungwon. before you can take out your wallet to pay, sunghoon’s already entering his card into the machine. you whip your head around, ready to tell him off. “nope, do not look at me like that.” you roll your eyes at him as you grab the bag with what you just bought.
“oh come on… you can’t seriously be mad at me.” no response from you. “really? the silent treatment?” he scoffs jokingly when you cross your arms against your chest. he comes closer to bend down and wrap his arms around your waist. “it’s snacks. it’s not that big of a deal.”
you release yourself from his grasp and walk out of the store, still faking being mad. you mumble, “whatever,” under your beath but still loud enough for him to hear.
he bids jungwon a quick “have a nice night”, not missing him calling the two of you a cute couple. sunghoon meets up with you outside, already sitting on the curb of the parking lot.
v. pretty boy
the start of a new semester. en-4 are sitting out on the grass of the quad. surrounding them are various groups of students, typical for the buzzing campus on a crisp spring day.
“you need to cook the noodles first. end of discussion.” jake says sternly. he and heeseung are in a heated argument over the proper order of cooking ramen.
heeseung defends himself, “you are so wrong. you make the broth first to build the flavor.”
jay brings his attention up from his phone, “neither of you should be allowed anywhere near a kitchen.”
out of nowhere, a loud car horn is heard, drawing the attention of every student in the area. sunghoon looks up to find you leaning against the passenger door of your car and yelling, “hey, pretty boy! get in.” he chuckles at both the label and how bossy you sound, turning to his friends to grab his things. the three of them are stunned at him.
jake breaks first, “wait, what?”
heeseung lets go of his argument with the australian, “dude, are you seriously leaving?”
sunghoon only nods as he walks away, not letting them ask any more questions. he notices all the watching eyes and decides why not put on a show? he shouts out to you, “thought i was picking you up later, babe.” he makes sure to emphasize the nickname as his infamous smirk tells you exactly what his intentions are.
“lecture ended early, love. prof had some emergency. thought why not surprise you…” you wrap your arms around his shoulders as he reaches you and let him lay a quick peck on your cheek. “now come on, i’m taking you out on a date so either hop in or lose your chance. your choice but i don’t have that much patience so hurry up.”
“yes, ma’am,” he leans in closer and guides his hands lower from your waist. “but i’m driving,” he says as he sneakily takes your keys from your back pocket,
“you sly fox.” he laughs at the new nickname as he opens the door, letting you sit down before closing it. he makes his way around the hood, noting that all attention is still on you two. he meets eyes with his friends again, the three looking much like the faces he saw in the cafe almost six weeks ago. as he buckles in and starts the car, you rest your hand on top of his on the gear shift. he raises his eyebrows and gives you a charming smile. “by the way, why’s your friend looking at me like that?”
he looks back up to face the boys, “which one?”
“jay. since we started doing this, he keeps looking at me weird—like weirder than the others.”
he tilts his head to the side when he realizes that jay is indeed looking in your direction, but his eyes are focused solely on you. “jay is… how should i put this? you know what i’ll tell you later. for now, tell me where to?”
vi. jukebox
the hazy red glow of the neon lights and checkered tiled floors welcomed you as you led sunghoon into the local diner. this place was a staple in your childhood, your go-to hangout spot with the aforementioned boy when you were still in your youth.
“i will say, this is a nice surprise.”
you look up to sunghoon as he sits across from you in the vinyl booth seat, “i knew you would love it.” you laugh with each other as you get situated, seeing a young but tall—why is he so tall? he looks like he’s only a teenager—server coming towards your table.
“hey, i’m niki and i’ll be taking care of you guys today,” the giant says cheerfully. “anything i can start you guys with?”
sunghoon looks up at the boy to take your order swiftly, “two strawberry milkshakes, please.” you watch as niki nods and walks back to the counter.
“well, well, well, park… you remembered?” you question teasingly with a cocked eyebrow.
“you’ve always had a sweet tooth. no wonder you loved me so much,” his turn to turn up the typical park sunghoon charm.
you scrunch your face in annoyance, “you should become a comedian.”
“i will never get tired of your sarcasm. it really just… keeps me going.” his way of joking back. “stay here. i’ll be right back,” he says quickly as he looks behind you and gets out of his seat.
you wait patiently for him, assuming he’s just going to the restroom. unbeknownst to you, sunghoon is making his way to the jukebox on the other side of the restaurant. he flips through the song list, finally finding the one he wants. he quickly puts in the coins and sets it in the queue. as he turns to go back to you, he sees an engraving on the side. he runs his fingers along it as he inspects the writing. property of sunghoon and y/n. he thinks back to your last day of eighth grade when you two etched the label onto the wood. he joyfully walks back to your table, ready to let you know about the memory. he sits next to you now, resting his arm behind you and around your back,
“what took you so long, park?”
right as he’s about to explain, niki comes to your table, “two strawberry milkshakes. anything else i can get you two?”
you turn your head quickly to the boy sitting next to you, seeing his eyes are already focused on yours. “um… no, i, uh, think we’re good.” you stumble and stutter a bit. you watch him as he nods his head and walks away. regaining your composure, you ask sunghoon again, “so what did take you so long?”
once again, he gets interrupted. the sound of “purpose” by justin bieber playing over the speakers makes him stop. he gives you a second to register the song, “that’s why.”
you tilt your head down and look at him quizzically, “really? this is why?” you reach to your drink, sipping on the straw as you wait for his answer.
he mirrors your movement, nodding his head in confirmation. he too drinks from the tall glass, contrary to your use of a straw, he opts to drink straight from the rim. he pulls the milkshake away, leaving some on his upper lip.
you burst into quiet laughter, turning your gaze away to not spit out your own shake.
sunghoon furrows his eyebrows in confusion, “what’s so funny?”
you turn back to him, “you got a little something there, park.” you wipe away the liquid from his face with your thumb, popping into your own mouth to clean it up.”there, all good now.”
sunghoon freezes in his spot, trying to comprehend what just happened. it’s quick but he feels something. trying to shake off the foreign feeling, he turns to face forward again. he feels you lean into him, head resting on his chest. a small grin appears on his face, humming along to the justin bieber tune still playing.
“i missed hearing you sing.”
sunghoon looks down at the crown of your head, “really? you used to always tease me about it, though.”
you shake your head with a light laugh, “i never meant it. whenever you sang, it always calmed me. i used to think… if you didn’t pursue skating, you could’ve been a singer.”
“and then what? i would bring you around on tour everywhere and sneak you in backstage?”
“that could’ve been fun.” you now laugh louder than before, him along with you.
there it is again. sunghoon’s not sure what it is, trying to suppress the odd emotion. he sits there, cuddling up to you in the booth, finishing the strawberry milkshakes, just hoping you can’t hear the way his heart starts to beat faster.
sitting at the bar, snacking on fries, and trying to not be seen by you two are heeseung, jay, and jake. they ask themselves would they really be considered sunghoon’s friends if they didn’t follow them and stake out their date.
vii. nerds
sunghoon picked you up from the art department today. he showed up about ten minutes too early, and he got permission from your instructor to monitor your class from the back. he waited outside the door while you cleaned up, earning a few prying looks from your peers as they exited. as you drove back to his place, you agreed to have a movie marathon.
opening the door to his dorm, you say “we are watching star wars. luke, leia, and han solo are a way better trio than three child magicians.”
sunghoon defends his choice, “first of all, they’re wizards. second, i’m offended. harry, ron, and hermione use magic with their wands. all star wars has is weird weapons and robots.”
“they’re literally in space and excuse you, but does something called—oh, i don’t know—the force ring any bells? they’re jedis, duh.” you rolls your eyes, making your annoyance clear.
sunghoon stops in the hall, “harry potter has spells and potions.”
“star wars has chewbacca.” you stand next to him with your arms crossed.
definitively and matter-of-factly, sunghoon says, “quidditch.”
“you can’t seriously believe quidditch is praiseworthy?” you look at him crazily.
“you two are such nerds.”
you both freeze, turning to see the rest of en-4 sitting in the living room. in the midst of your argument, you both failed to notice the others were home. you realize that jay was the one to stop you two. you also realize it’s the dreaded time for the best friends to finally meet the “girlfriend”. sunghoon seems to realize it as well, reaching to intertwine your hands to both sell the act to his roomates and to calm you down.
he leads you into the living room, meeting eyes with the boys. “so… guys, this is y/n, my girlfriend.”
“it’s so nice to finally meet you! i’m jake. sunghoon here has been holding out on us. i mean, come on, it’s been like two months and he still hasn’t introduced you to us.” the australian continues on with his energetic and positive ramble, asking you questions about your relationship.
heeseung butts in to tell jake to slow down. “i’m heeseung. jake’s right though, you two started dating before winter break and we’re barely meeting you now. sunghoon is always hanging out with you and telling us everything about it. honestly, all i can tell you is to run while you still can.” the others all laugh at his antics.
sunghoon scoffs, “hey, i’m not that bad.”
you excuse yourself to get a drink from the kitchen. you can hear jake spitting out more questions like rapid fire to sunghoon as you walk away. you reach into the fridge, fishing out a water bottle.
behind you, jay enters quietly. “you two are cute together.”
you flinch at his voice, “geez, dude. almost gave me a heart attack.”
he chuckles under his breath and leans against the counter, “sorry, didn’t mean to scare you. i met sunghoon at freshman orientation and we immediately became friends, but i’ve never seen him like this.”
“really hoping you mean that in a good way.”
“don’t worry, it is. you know… he only has a soft spot for you. the three of us are his best friends but he only ever smiles like that with you.” he sways his head back and forth as he rambles, taking a pause between his words. “stay with him. it’ll be good for everyone.”
you smile at his approval, “you wanna know something? he actually said you would be the hardest to win over. he said something about you being super protective over your friends… yet, at the same time you trust their judgement. he told me that when he and i got together, he wasn’t scared to tell you but more worried as to if you would like me.”
he smiles with you now, “that all he said about me?” he asks while raising his eyebrows in curiosity.
“he also mentioned that you’re a good cook.”
viii. proud
a professor of yours is holding their annual spring showcase for contemporary art. every year, a handful of students are chosen to join and display their art amongst other renowned artists. you happen to be one of the few, a top contender chosen for your abilities.
you’ve invited your friends, including en-4 to come by the studio and see your work—albeit a bit nervous for their reactions. you stand on watch by your section, greeting the patrons and waiting for the boys to arrive.
thankfully, they show up within the first hour of the gallery opening. they each show up looking professional and chic, sporting all-black fits—most likely at the hands of jay. sunghoon immediately finding you and leading the way for the rest. you welcome them in, explaining your collection, the concentration being “vulnerability.” the works are a mix of several mediums, majority being oil paint, each displaying a closeup of various people. the paintings show their bare faces, imperfections and blemishes with nothing to hide.
the night continues with more and more passing by, complimenting your collection. by the time the exhibition ends, you and sunghoon are the only ones left in the studio. he’s stayed in the same spot, eyeing one piece incredibly closely. throughout the entire showcase, he had kept going back to the one canvas. you join his side, linking your arm with his. “this one is my favorite,” you hear him say.
you look up to meet his eyes, “why this one?”
“because… it’s you.” you takes your arm out and moves to stand behind you, now wrapping himself around you and resting his chin in the crook of your neck. he holds your hands in his, “i am so proud of you. times like this, i am proud to call you my best friend.” he turns his head, kissing you once on your jaw, and then pulling slightly back to kiss you again on the cheek.
you turn around, hugging him closer with your arms around his shoulders, “thank you.” you hold each other for a few minutes. when you pull away, you lock eyes. you feel your heart beating against your chest and your breathing getting faster. you snap back to reality when you feel sunghoon’s lips on yours. you’re not sure why you tangle your fingers in his hair and kiss him back or why he grabs onto your waist while backing you into the wall. he continues placing pecks on the corner of you lips, creating a trail down to your neck. when you let out a sigh and say his name, he stops. there he stands, a few feet in front of you, awkward and unsure of what to do next.
he breaks the silence, “it’s late. i should drive you back home.” he watches as you slowly nod your head. the drive back to your apartment was dead silent. you tried to occupy yourself by looking out the window.
when he drops you off, he bids you a quick goodnight. “um… text me when you get back home.” sunghoon just looks forward, muttering “ok” before leaving.
in the elevator, you look at your reflection on the metal doors. you make your way inside your place and take a seat on your bed. your mind is too busy reliving the moments with sunghoon before. you try to comprehend what you should do but find yourself too tired, instead falling asleep and missing his text.
ix. spring break
it’s currently the middle of april and the boys have made you an honorary member of en-4. you and sunghoon have been pretending to be a couple and successfully tricking everyone for the last four months.
everyone has the week off for spring break. jay, being the generous guy he is, rented out a cabin in the mountains for the now five members of your friend group. you all rode in one car on the way up, and you totally didn’t fall asleep in the middle seat while cuddling into sunghoon’s side.
you all decide to settle into your rooms once you arrive. “so there are four rooms, two downstairs and two upstairs.” jay pauses, looking towards you and sunghoon, “i assume that you’ll be fine sharing one.”
you immediately answer, “yeah, for sure.” you look to see sunghoon avoiding your gaze, sensing knowing looks from the others. sunghoon and you already guessed that they would make the two of you share a room and truthfully, neither of you minded. growing up together meant a lot of sleepovers and sharing beds so this was no problem.
he continues on, “great, you guys can take the master bedroom on the second floor cause it has the most space. i’ll take the room next to you, heeseung and jake can take the two down here.”
everyone agrees and sets off to their assigned rooms. you and sunghoon drop your bags onto the mattress, starting to unpack. the interior is spacious, the tall glass sliding doors allow lots of natural light to come in. the room itself is cozy, king size bed with matching bedside tables, and a big fluffy area rug. you’re too distracted to notice that sunghoon has gone outside to the balcony. he leans against the railing, taking in the scenic views and the breeze, basking in the setting rust-colored sun. when you finally realize that he’s not next to you anymore, you silently make you way onto the balcony, wrapping your arms around sunghoon from behind.
he tenses up at the sudden contact, relaxing when he realizes it’s you. there it is again, his heart is acting up like at the diner. he’s noticed it more often—the way that whenever he sees you, his heart beats differently. this weird feeling in his chest, this warmth that only shows up around you. he gets lost in his thoughts, envisioning what could become of your situation.
“what’s got you so lost?”
your voice snaps him back to reality. he turns around to face you, “uh… nothing, just thinking.”
just when you want to question him further and talk about what happened at the showcase, a knock is heard on the door. sunghoon walks away, going to open the door. both of you can feel the awkward tension when he leaves his spot.
“hey, we’re kinda hungry so we’re gonna order some food and watch a movie downstairs,” jake informs you two when the door opens. “feel free to come down and join whenever.”
“yeah, we’ll be down in a bit,” sunghoon tells him as heeseung nods before leaving you two alone again. you both finish getting settled before heading downstairs. you gather around the couch as ponyo plays on the tv and you reach for a tray of sushi.
the night continues, the moon sitting high amongst the stars. after the movie, dinner, and some drinking games, everyone retires to their respective rooms. you plop yourself onto the bed, tired after the day’s activities. you hear sunghoon getting something from his bag along with the rustling of some plastic. you crane your head up to see him approaching you. he sits on the edge of the bed, now with fluffy headbands and face masks in hand.
you scoot back a bit, “nope. no way you are getting me to do that.”
he laughs lightly at your antics, “oh come on… let me take care of you, at least just for tonight. please.” he gives you a pleading look with pursed lips, dragging out the “please” to show how desperate he is.
that was the deciding point that led to a spa night. you both changed into comfier clothes, you borrowed one of his hoodies and sweatpants. sunghoon got settled in closer to you and you reached for his wrist to grab one of the elastic bands. you adjusted your position to sit on your knees, reaching up to tie his hair back. he, on the other hand, took one of the headbands to bring your hair back and away from your face.
by the time midnight rolled around, you two were snuggled under the comforter with face masks, surrounded by junk food, and on the fourth episode of some random netflix show. as the night continues, a wave of sleep starts to overtake both of you. you help each other take off the masks and clean up, getting distracted every few minutes because one of you would start messing around. the boys had stopped by to say goodnight, catching you two in the middle of a mild pillow fight. after sending them off, you fall asleep in each other’s arms, basking in the warmth of your shared embrace. heeseung had snuck in at one point and stole a few quick pictures to tease you two with.
the dawn breaking through the sheer curtains causes you to stir in bed. you turn to see the alarm clock on the nightstand say 6:02. untangling yourself from sunghoon’s grasp, you sneak outside. you climb up to sit on the rooftop, feeling the cool chill of the dewy morning. the time alone gives you a sense of serenity.
meanwhile, sunghoon moves under the covers, confused why he can’t feel you. his eyes open and he doesn’t find a trace of you in the room. worried, he gets up and quietly searches the house, making sure to not wake the others. he goes into the backyard, seeing a shadow on the ground with an unusual shape. he looks up to find you perched on the roof, facing the opposite direction. he eventually climbs up to sit next to you. he hesitates before getting closer and putting his arm around you. you sigh as you lean into him. there you both stay, watching the sun come over the horizon in a comfortable silence.
x. disaster averted
the following week, you all return to campus. needless to say, the break was well used—the days at the cabin mostly being spent at the lake or around the campfire. another day spent hanging out at en-4’s dorm after classes. sunghoon went out to pick up food for everyone. you are in his room, trying to cram for an upcoming test and failing miserably because the other three are all playing fifa way too loud.
while the boys are playing, the doorbell rings. jay gets up to check who it is, seeing a young girl and immediately recognizing her. he lets in yeji, sunghoon’s little sister. she casually joins the boys around the tv, catching up on whatever has been happening in their lives. sunghoon arrives back home within twenty minutes.
“i’m back with the food,” he shouts out loud enough for everyone to hear including you behind his closed bedroom door. he places the plastic bags on the table, looking up to see another face. “yeji? what are you doing here?”
she gets up to greet her brother, giving him a hug, “it’s my spring break and i wanted to stop by.” sunghoon then realizes that his family doesn’t know about him becoming friends with you again or about your current situation. he drags her into the kitchen hurriedly, “ok so here’s the thing… you remember y/n?”
“of course! she’s like my big sister.”
his breath gets caught in his throat for a second, “yeah, don’t call her that. anyways, her and i are friends again,” he sees yeji’s eyes widen with excitement and continues with his explanation before she can cut him off, “and she’s my girlfriend.”
“what?!”
sunghoon panics and covers her mouth with his palm, “fake girlfriend!” he rushes out the whisper. “the guys don’t know that our relationship isn’t real and i’d like to keep it that way. they don’t even know that we were friends beforehand. yeji, i’m begging you to go along with it. please do this for me.” he clasps his hands together in front of him with a pleading expression.
the young girl crosses her arms in front of her and pretends to think about it, “hmm… fine.”
sunghoon blurts out a chant of “thank you’s” not knowing that his sister only agreed cause she always thought that you and sunghoon would’ve been a good couple. he tells her to help the others set the table while he goes to you. he quickly explains what’s happening and you’re just excited that you get to see yeji again. you both leave his room and you make your own way to the living room, spotting the other girl and exchanging glances.
yeji stops what she’s doing to turn and face you, “who’s this?”
you answer back casually, “y/n. i’m a friend of the boys, and you are?”
“yeji, sunghoon’s younger sister.” she says it proudly, bringing a grin to the aforementioned boy.
“oh, you’re yeji? hoon was right… you are pretty.”
she tilts her head and cocks an eyebrow, questioning you “why would he tell you about me?”
jake chimes in like it’s second nature, “i mean, why wouldn’t he tell his girlfriend about his sister?” he states like it’s so obvious. “they’ve been together since december.”
“girlfriend?” she takes a step back in false shock, “since december? why didn’t i know about this?”
“what? i don’t seem like your brother’s type?”
“it’s not that. i’m just surprised he managed to get and keep a girlfriend. you’re like, way out of his league and he’s a loser.” one thing to know about yeji is that as much as she loves him, she will never miss a chance to tease her brother.
with a scoff, you finally hear sunghoon join in beside you, “not gonna lie, that one hurt a little.”
“i’m so telling mom,” she says with a mischievous smirk.
you laugh at sunghoon’s shocked face and smile at the younger park, “i like you, i think we’ll get along just fine.”
“i like you, too.” she looks at sunghoon, “keep her.”
everyone laughs at the interaction as they settle in to eat. sunghoon sits to your right while yeji sits on your left, wondering how his two favorite girls learned to be such good actresses.
xi. returning the favor
fast forward another month, the end of the semester means the dreaded finals week again. sunghoon has been, for lack of a better word, slacking on some of his classes and is now juggling to prepare for exams and revisions. couple that with yeji telling his mom about your “relationship” and her nonstop questions, all of this stress has been piled on. this all amounting to him getting sick.
now, sunghoon being sunghoon means that he pushed everyone away and hasn’t told you about his condition. luckily for him, you’ve been cooped up in your studio trying to finish your portfolio and also prepare for your exams. unluckily for him, the boys have gotten worried and heeseung called you.
which brings us to the present, sunghoon stuck in bed with a fever, congestion, and neglected notes. a knock on his door does nothing to help his headache but seeing your face meekly peek in makes him relax. “what are you doing here?” he asks hoarsely.
“did you really think i wouldn’t find out?”
he avoids your glare, “i didn’t want you to worry.”
“honestly i’m not upset that you’re sick, but that i had to hear it from your roommates.” you come closer to him, clearing out the scattered papers and textbooks from atop his bed. you sit on the edge, taking out some medicine and cooling packs that you picked up from the convenience store.
“you really don’t have to do this,” he twiddles his fingers in embarrassment.
you tie back his hair and place one of the packs on his forehead, “you’ve always been the one taking care of me, so i might as well return the favor.”
you busy yourself with getting the cough medicine ready and sunghoon takes an actual look at you. he notices that you’re wearing his old skating jacket, the same one he gave you at your high school graduation. he makes more room under the covers, allowing you to come closer and lay next to him. he drapes one arm over you and holds onto the end of the jacket sleeve, “i can’t believe you kept this.”
“we stopped hanging out and we weren’t in each other’s lives for a year and a half after being together basically since birth,” you pause, a little saddened thinking back. “this was the last thing i ever got from you. it’s all i had left.”
he brings you closer, neither of you caring if you got sick. “well… now you have me again. for good.”
xii. the party
the end of the school year has finally arrived. some seniors from the txt frat are hosting a big party to celebrate. of course, en-4 was invited—mostly thanks to heeseung being close with them. although you have made more friends and now have a more active social life, parties are still not your thing.
yet, much to your dismay, being friends with designated party people means that you’re getting bombarded with pleas to go regardless. sunghoon took the lead on convincing you, “please, i promise that it’ll be fun.” the boys join in, their voices overlapping. sunghoon practically tackles you onto your couch while pouting and furrowing his eyebrows in desperation.
“stop looking at me like that. i can’t think properly when you do that.”
right on cue, the boys start to tease you. jay clears his throat and jake makes kissing noises, meanwhile heeseung starts singing y/n and sunghoon sitting in a tree… while you just glare at them.
“if i say i’ll go, will you all leave me alone?”
they all shout “yes” in unison. which is how you ended up at the crowded frat house. although they had begged you to come, they practically abandon you and sunghoon when you get there. jake had yelled back to you that his friend sunoo from his econ class called them over for beer pong.
you and sunghoon find a big bean bag in the corner and stay there for a bit. he offers to get you both some drinks and leaves to the kitchen. you’re not sure how long he’s gone but you eventually get uncomfortable. you start wandering the house for some space to get some air. you find an empty room and make your way into the connected bathroom to wash your face. you take some deep breaths, then realizing that you didn’t tell sunghoon. as you’re about to step out, he enters the room.
“i figured you would want some space.”
“how’d you know where i was?”
he comes up closer to you, “in the sea of people, in this mess, in this frenzy… i will always find you. no matter what happens or who comes into my life, i always find my way back to you.”
“what the hell is that even supposed to mean, park?”
“i mean…” he stops to compose himself, “oh for fucks sake, i’m tired of this being pretend. i’m tired of being allowed to call you my girlfriend in public but not treat you like it in private. when i kissed you at the showcase, i had wanted to do that for so long, and i’ve been wanting to do even more.”
“sunghoon, look-”
“wait, i’m not done. what i’m trying to say is that i want you to be my girlfriend, for real this time—not as a joke, not as a trick. i want us to be together as an actual couple because i like you, a lot more than you could believe-”
you cut him off this time, kissing him like he did all those weeks ago. you kissed him in the way that you weren’t sure what words to say other than, “i would love to be your girlfriend.”
sunghoon shines with the biggest smile, picking you up and spinning around. when he lets you down, he incessantly leaves pecks all over your face. he holds you close, “now, how about we go enjoy the party?”
you nod and lead him hand in hand towards the door. you turn the nob, only to have the three remaining members of your friend group fall at your feet. heeseung landing on top, shouting out, “i fucking knew it!”
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SINGULARITY
summary: a millennium ago, your heart was broken by the only boy who loved you. a forever later, his heart was broken by the only girl he ever loved. genre: angst, vampire and witch!au (y/n is a witch). warnings: none, heartbreak. a/n: listen to/loop ‘singularity’ while reading.
The old birch door swung open with a creak, the rusted sign clattering in the eerie wind. You sighed. This place was old, and there might not be any Wi-Fi here. But it was your only shot at getting a good night’s sleep without the possibility of being murdered or robbed.
The empty road was dangerous at night and you were almost out of fuel, deserted in the middle of nowhere, miles away from Seoul. It was spooky so quiet.
There was a soft ring as the door shut and a different kind of ambience filled the velveteen walls with a ghostly light and you felt at home. A pale woman with a hunched back and greying hair appeared at the front desk - which was also birch. Birch and rusting. Like the wood was so old it rusted like metal.
A cold breeze blew and the lady frowned, raising up her tortoiseshell glasses to her face. “We haven’t had any visitors for a long time... especially since... gosh, it’s been a while. He’ll be very happy, yes, you do look quite like her. Perhaps... perhaps the time has come... a millennium, she said... perhaps it is now time for me to rest... if only...” she appeared to be talking to herself.
You took a step back. You didn’t like this place as much as you originally did. It wasn’t as fancy, more scary. It didn’t help that the woman was really, really creepy, either.
Despite your discomfort, the lady smiled, clearing her throat, the attention of her gazed eyes turning to you. “But of course, it’s far too dangerous for you to stay outside! Especially not at night...” she shivered, like she’d been reading your earlier thoughts.
“Follow me, dear, there’s a room down the hall. Unfortunately, you will have to share, as the other six have been occupied for quite a long time, if I do say so myself...” she chuckled at her own joke, though you didn’t really understand it. The place looked kind of empty. “We can move your things inside once you’ve settled in.”
“Oh, no,” you interrupted her quickly, “thank you, but I’ll just be staying overnight.” you might not even stay the whole night. You’d probably find a way to sneak out later without offending the old woman, she looked lonely.
The lady chuckled sadly, “that’s what they all say, isn’t it? He always lures them here, looking for her. Poor man. Feasts on all those pretty girls. In and never out, just like clockwork. Leaves the rest for his hyungs. You’re different, though. Perhaps there is something about you, he might like, hmm? I wish you farewell and good luck, dear, this is your stop. I hope you enjoy reading.” with a tilt of her hand she waved, and then she was gone.
The door swung open by itself, whistling in the air. It was pretty spooky, and it wasn’t even Halloween yet, it was May, but the interior designers obviously didn’t think so.
The Victorian walls were laced with black swirls that looked like cobwebs. The mirror on said wall was round and coloured an ominous black shade. The bed was black and ghastly, with black and red sheets. Above it hung a black clock that seemed to be broken.
You checked yours, and it appeared to have stopped as well. You clicked your phone but the screen remained dark. You began to back out of the room, instincts shouting danger. The door slammed shut. The candles, scattered all over the room in black mantles, flickered, their flames swaying in the breeze as a lump formed in your throat. Whoever was here was trying to scare you, and it was working.
“Aren’t you a pretty little thing?” a thick, chocolatey, hollow voice oozed out with warmth, making you jump. The voice chuckled at your surprise obnoxiously. You turned to the corner of the room, where a man with dark hair, pale skin and a ruffled white collar sat at a writing desk, returning his fountain pen to the pot of ink.
The beautiful man smiled, getting up. “Chaewong really outdid herself this time...” he murmured the words quietly, taking a step forwards, approaching you carefully. “What a brilliant witch she is, hmm?” the woman at the front desk was a witch? Now, that didn’t make any sense.
“Am I high?” you didn’t mean to say. The man glared at you and you were afraid you’d offended him but thankfully, he sighed, uncrossing his arms.
“Your generation... you’re all so naïve.” he scoffed at his own words, prancing around you like a predator stalking his prey; as if he were some kind of higher power. You frowned. What did he mean, ‘your generation’? You were the same age as he was, if not a few months younger. Anyone could tell.
“Look,” you went with your guts. “I get that this is a joke. So, you got your eomma into it somehow, and got a bit of technology for it, too. I gotta say, great job on the set. But this is getting really creepy, and I just really need a place to stay. I don’t mind sharing a room with you, but if you don’t mind just backing off for a bit -”
Your own eomma had always said you were bad at choosing words of speech. The man growled before huffing and uncrossing his arms again. “You always were the same, weren’t you? Stubborn. Forgetful. Ignorant.” he laughed at forgetful and you clenched your fists; you really didn’t like this guy’s vibe.
“Alright, that’s it. I’m going to call the police. You’re going to jail for harassment. See here? I’m going to call the police on you.” you wove your phone around even though you’d been having trouble turning it on.
The man sighed sadly, “that won’t work.” he hung his head low, sniffing. The voice that dripped confidence now dripped misery. “I’m sorry, Y/N... I learnt my lesson. I really did. I love you forever. I didn’t mean to court her. I only ever wanted you; only you.”
“How do you know who I am?” these serial killers were dangerous on a whole new level. The black-haired man sighed, pushing back his dark locks. “Magic doesn’t stop time,” he murmured sadly, “but love does.” He stepped closer, hoping, praying, that you recognised those words. All you recognised, however, was that you needed to get out of here, and fast.
“Magic always came with a price,” the man continued on, “but you won’t remember that.” you felt sorry for him, perhaps he had a bad case of amnesia. “You’re the one under a memeory spell! Your own, if I do recall.” could everyone here read your thoughts? “Yes,” he crossed his arms, “yes, we can.”
“‘We’?” you thought out loud. The tall man grumbled loudly. “You used to know them. And it’s your fault you forgot them. They are members of our kingdom’s court.” now he was talking nonsense. “I am not talking nonsense,” he retorted, “merely the truth. You knew them, once, and you left them. But nevermind that. You’re here now, and right now all that really matters, is us. You and I, together again.”
He advanced, and before you could object, hooked an arm around your waist, and placed a kiss on your lips. You gasped, but not from the kiss. A white light flashed through your mind at an instant; a thousand memories tumbling into you all at once, pouring the heart back into your soul.
The boys at the palace were brats. They had you set the table only for them to mess it up again. They would send you to fetch things, only for them to tell you to return them shortly after. You went to school, hoping to make friends, only for them to have spread a rumor about you weeks before.
They did get better throughout the years, though, and began treating you as an equal. As their friend. And you didn’t mind, being the only girl in a group of eight. You liked it.
But you liked one of them in particular, more than the rest. He was kind, quiet, beautiful, and he felt absolutely heavenly. His soft voice always sung you to sleep. His warm heart always comforted your broken one. He was the closest that you’d ever been to someone. He was -
“Kim Taehyung.” you spoke into the breath, gasping out the tears. You felt like someone had torn you open, pulled out your heart, thrown it away for years, only for you to find it again. “I’m sorry,” he choked, “I didn’t mean to. She. I was helpless, she...” only to find it broken again. “Please, please forgive me.” the words stung. “You let her,” your voice broke, “you let her make you a monster.” Taehyung flinched at your words.
“She made me,” he insisted, still holding you tight. “She made me. I couldn’t let her get to you, I couldn’t. I couldn’t let her turn you into...” he choked again, “into what I am.”
Suddenly cold, you turned around, back facing him, taking a step forwards. “No!” his voice towered through the walls. Chairs and tables worked together to form a barrier that trapped you in with him. “Please,” his thick voice was shaky, “please let me love you.”
A single tear bit your cheek on its way down. That was as much as you would allow yourself over this man. He’d broken your heart one too many times. “I’m sorry, Taehyung,” you shook your head, shaking silently with tears. “But I love you too much.”
He moaned with such misery that you wanted to break down and cry on him, just like you used to all those years ago. “At least break the curse,” he pleaded, “none of those girls are anything compared to you.” your heart screamed at you. Your lip trembled, “it’s already broken.” you knew he was frowning, “true love’s kiss.”
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tag game !
(aka a rather long overdue compilation of things i’ve been tagged in)
— tagged by: @luvdsc @dreamystuffers @markleebee @jongins-tiddies ◦
— tagging: @eggyukhei @aqiaquas ◦
tag games #1, #2, and #3: handwriting games
first handwriting tag:
url + sideblogs
favorite quote(s)
works in progress
tagging
second handwriting tag:
biases
bias wreckers
idols you’ve been shipped with
urls of your mutuals
third handwriting tag:
hello
numbers 1 - 9
the alphabet, upper- and lowercase
the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog
a quote or something else of your choosing (but i already did it in pt. 2)
tag game #4: playlist
rules: shuffle all the songs in your library and list the first ten.
so good by red velvet
i by taeyeon
really by blackpink
drama by txt
0 mile by nct 127
naughty by irene & seulgi
life goes on by bts
9-teen by seventeen
betcha by baekhyun
after midnight by wayv
tag game #5: writer
which element writer are you?
dust writer:
It's hard to combine air and earth, and you are the proof that impossible is just a word. You mix the patience behind the creation of long stories, with the lightness of air, and its force. Your prompts are the best, interesting, funny, and creating infinite possibilities and universes in front of them. Your words carry the reader in new and unexplored worlds, you give them wings and the whole sky. You can give a just taste and it's too good to stop. Your readers become your fans, because your writing gets them addicted. Your words can have an aftertaste of sadness sometimes, but mainly you like to show the feelings, like to let them really exist, without apologies. You're the writer that's born with the ability to touch the deepest floor of an abyss and, at the same time, smile while sitting on the clouds. Dust writers are a breathing miracle that make readers reach heights that others can only dream of.
tag game #6: aesthetics
soft. 09/20.
baby pink | iridescent | glitter is always a good option | no bra | minimalistic tattoos | cherry patterns | sweet scented perfumes | wearing generous amounts of blush | doodling hearts | getting excited to pet an animal | fun nails | rewatching old barbie movies | hair sticking to glossed lips | heart shaped sunglasses | taking pictures of the sunset or sunrise | stuffed animals | protecting nature | stickers everywhere | teen movies | the light rain that falls from a clear sky at the beginning of the night
dark academia. 09/20.
neutral tones | masculine outfits | studying languages | worn down copy of books | grey skies | turtleneck sweaters | loose fitting pants | hair tied with a silk ribbon | trying to remember a cool difficult word you read somewhere to use in a convo | thick belts | minimal makeup | windows fogged by rain | vintage jewelry | blouses with cuffed sleeves | reading a murder mystery and trying to solve it | oxford style shoes | sweater vests | subtitled old movies in a language you don’t speak | leaves crackling as you walk | annotating books to express your emotions about the story
edgy. 04/20.
closet full of dark clothes | fishnet tights | makeup sweating off | neon signs | searching for unknown songs | chokers | band tees | doodling on old converses | finding smoking aesthetically pleasing but not doing it | weird humor | accidentally very dramatic | dim lights | layered outfits | chain belts | chipped nail polish | messy hair | low quality pics | piercings | combat boots | scribbling on desks
seventies. 05/20.
colorful wardrobe | doodling flowers | wearing short shorts | using a bikini top or bra as a normal top | listening to ABBA | flowers in your hair | DIYing everything | jamming to songs alone in your room | drunkenly telling your friends you love them | patterned bandanas | mid heeled shoes | messy braids | flared sleeves | walking barefoot on grass or sand | bold sunglasses | the good kind of tired you get after doing something you enjoy for hours | feeding stray animals | fun patterned socks | room decorated with succulents and other plants | likes to go roller skating or skateboarding
preppy casual. 10/20.
collared clothes | drinking juice out of a champagne glass | getting excited to see the met gala looks | thick headbands | small pastel cardigans | making your friends take your ootd pics | plaid mini skirts | tweed two pieces | watching reality tv to pass time | frilly tops | watching old hollywood movies | academically driven | long manicured nails | new year’s eve fireworks | colourful tights | layered golden jewelry | yearns for luxury brand items | decorating your room with fairylights | cursive and neat handwriting | lace details
luvcat. 06/20.
drinking rosé whilst lounging in a hammock | jewelry kept in pretty wine glasses | handwritten letters with inked doodles for friends | traveling to different countries every summer | farmers’ markets | buying flowers for yourself | animal crossing | picnics with champagne and a prosciutto board | watching sunsets with your best girl friends | honey bees | half finished paintings drying everywhere | art supplies haphazardly tucked in every crevice of your bedroom | collecting postcards featuring famous paintings | art museums | splurging on good bread and gourmet cheese for movie nights with your roommate | late night drives to the city | concerts | jumping fences at parties | spontaneous weekend trips | little black dresses
april. –/20
making paper stars out of chopstick sleeves | sugar cubes in a small teacup | owning too many blank notebooks | cherry blossoms | love of marine life | dance practice at midnight | bouquet of peonies | books in foreign languages | doodling the same word over and over | sticky note reminders | open mic | tan pleated skirts | berets | tight turtlenecks | restaurant hopping with friends | the smell before it rains | lychee gummy candies | business casual attire | love of shiny things | late night karaoke
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WHY DON’T YOU LOVE ME BACK? // M.YG angst (Suga)
Summary: You finally had your debut with your girl group with Big Hit entertainment. That was your absolute biggest dream but what happens when you have to decide now? Do you want to live your idol life and let the love of your life go for it? Or do you decide for the life of your life?
Word count: 5k
Genre: angst
warnings: established relationship / swearing / soft yoongi / mentioning of breakups / mentioning of suicide/death
Pairing: Yoongi!idol x female idol!reader
A/N: Hello guuuuys! Today I hope very much that you will like this one here! I didn't get any requests so I want to say it again one more time: FEEL FREE TO SEND ME YOUR REQUESTS!!! 😟🥺It’s my second fanfic on this blog I worked very hard on it so I really really hope you guys will enjoy it. If you guys think I could do anything better or you have another preferences please let me know. I’d be very happy if you guys leave a like so I know you read it and liked it. Another note: English is not my first language I’m very sorry if you guys find any mistakes.. 💔
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5th December 2020
What could be better than having a debut just before the year ends? My group and I were supposed to have our debut much earlier but that was postponed due to the COVID pandemic so it was complicated to have a debut this year but nevertheless our company managed to give us a debut before the year ends and I really have to say it's the best thing that could ever happen to me!
My dream has finally come true. How long was I a trainee? Exactly. Six years. Six freaking years I was hidden behind the scenes of my big and famous company. It feels really shitty to be in the shadow of two famous groups in South Korea. Don't get me wrong I'm a really big fan of BTS and TXT but we got tired of being told that we're going to make our debut but at the end we didn’t. I know the guys from BTS and TXT personally and we all get along super well even the other members of my group. But to be honest BTS and TXT couldn't wait for our debut to happen and finally it's here (y/g/n) finally gets the recognition.
31st December 2020
Of course our lives have changed dramatically since we made our debut. Of course it's much harder to go out alone now than before. Before I was a nobody. No one knew me but now I don't even dare to go alone to the convenient store that is just around the corner of our dorm. You might think I'm exaggerating a bit but no, unfortunately it's the truth. Nevertheless, I don't want to spoil my idol life. After our debut we had a lot of promotions and interviews. But even before that we didn't have much time because we had to shoot our music video and photo shoots and we were all sent to the hairdresser because our old look was officially bye bye. I’m happy with my new look I think I look so beautiful I can't believe what a haircut and a nice makeup can do to a person.
Today is the 31st of December. New Year's Eve! New year takes place in less than 24 hours! Where am I? I'm at this year's MBC Gayo DaeJeon. My first new year's eve without my family and officially my first new year's eve as an idol. I'm so excited I can't believe it I'm going to be on stage with my girls and I'm meeting other idols how exciting is that. I'm sitting in the makeup room getting my makeup done by our makeup artist and on the side our hairstylist is making me a high ponytail. I hope I'll look good. Dabi, the oldest of our group and therefore our Unni, has just finished and looks adorable. Miso sits to my left and is also getting her make-up and hair done. Hyemi is getting ready after me because she doesn't take up much time. She has the shortest hair of all of us. I’m sitting with my mobile phone in my hand and texting with my mother. Sometimes I wish I could be with her and with my father and my siblings. I miss them all like hell. I haven't seen them since before our debut. I can't wait to hold them all in my arms next time.
(eomma):
y/n we miss you! New year's eve isn't the same without you but hopefully you'll have fun on stage today. We'll all be watching you! Your dad and I your grandparents and your siblings so don't worry we're always with you! Good luck my child fighting! 🎉🎆
I notice how i get tears in my eyes but no I mustn't cry my makeup gets ruined. Just as I want to answer my mother i get a new text on my phone.
(yoongi):
I'm excited to see you tonight! You'll be great I believe in you.
By the way... I guess I didn't tell you that I'm dating Min Yoongi. That's right, Min Yoongi.
flashback
2014
"Y/n! We're about to meet BTS!" says Hyemi as I just walked into the dance practice room. What BTS? The group that made their debut last year? "Really why?" I ask looking at her confused. Apparently all new trainee male or female, are introduced to BTS because they want to give us some nice words and encouragement on our way as trainees. Just as I was about to sit down, the seven men came in the door. One after the other, they passed us by. Wow, these guys can count themselves lucky that their time is up. But one boy in particular stands out to me. He has red hair. Not too light and not too dark, a red that almost goes brown. He is beautiful.
I haven't really informed myself about who BTS is, of course I still have difficulties to remember their names, I just became a trainee before I didn't care who was a trainee here... but this man is beautiful!
Oh crap he looks at me. Why is he looking at me. Someone tell him to look the other way please I’m so awkward I don't know how to act when someone looks at me I better look the other way. The leader said some nice words to us they all wished us luck and said that they can't wait for us to make our debut and that when the day comes they're all gonna be happy and supportive! Really nice of them I never thought that they would do something like that. We all got up and bowed and said thank you, while BTS was about to walk out I saw the red haired boy looking at me one last time before he went out. Crazy man do I have something on my face stop staring!
2015
I started to get to know them better each and every one of them. I get along best with Hoseok and Taehyung. Every now and then we run into each other in the building and talk for a few minutes. We trainees also got to meet all the guys in person, they are all so nice and down to earth I don't regret it one bit that I joined this company! Jungkook is about my age and every now and then we have a few laughs together. Once you are in the company you are like one big family whether it is with the trainees or the staff. However I have not been able to get close to one person and that is Min Yoongi. I don't know what it is but every time he and I are in a room with other people it just gets awkward. I don't know what it is but every time he is near me I feel intimidated and just want to get out of there. We've never spoken a word to be honest maybe it's because he feels awkward around me too? I can't understand why he feels this way I always try to get along with everyone even if i don't want to and make everyone feel comfortable around me because I want it to be mutual. So what's his problem?
2016
I have heard from his members that he has a crush on me and gets shy around me which I totally don't understand because how can anyone be into me? Especially back then! I don't want to go into too much detail but I can tell you that after a while and with the help of Hoseok and Taehyung he and I started texting at some point. We had been friends for a long time but only online. We were both too nervous to meet in person and to be honest that had been impossible because he was busy as fuck and no one was supposed to find out that we were texting. BTS recognition grew more and more each year and he became busier and busier each day. I was of course very happy for everyone and one rainy day in the evening Yoongi appeared out of nowhere on my doorstep and confessed his love to me. I am still overwhelmed by it and it all feels so unreal and like it just happened yesterday, but I went for it and agreed to be his girlfriend.
back to December 31st 2020
For four years we have been hiding our relationship. Nobody knows about it the whole Big Hit staff doesn't know about it and neither do our managers the only ones who know about it are his members and recently my members. I didn't want to tell them until we made our debut together because I was too scared of being told off during my trainee time. But I have to say that the girls stand behind me and accept our relationship and they all swore they would take it to the grave with them.
I quickly turn down the brightness of my screen because there's too much danger of my hairstylist and makeup artist reading the text. I close my phone and put it on my lap. How much I want to answer him but I don't dare I can't answer him when there are too many people around me. After a while we were called and it was finally our turn I'm so nervous but we managed it all with flying colors and we were the topic of the evening.
In a few minutes it's already new year I'm ready and let 2021 come to me. At midnight Yoongi calls me and I answer the phone with joy.
"Happy new year y/n! I love you and I hope we will spend more time together this year even though it will be harder now." I smile to myself and say "Happy new year Yoongi... how is your shoulder? Are you resting enough? Are you eating enough? Are you sleeping enough? Are you in pain? If you are in pain then take a painkiller and go back to the doctor!" I can't see it but I can tell he is grinning and shaking his head. I don't let him get a word in edgewise.
"Don't worry I’m fine I just miss you you're the only painkiller I can take" - "Hahaha yah! You're so corny! I miss you too sweetheart I wish we had spent this new year together... I’m sorry it turned out like this!" I feel really bad because I know he won't be able to spend new year with his boys or me... To be honest we have never had a new year together except on the phone but this time it could have worked out! He is at home with his injury and if we wouldn't have had our debut then we would have had a first new year together after four years of relationship!
January 10th 2021
At the beginning of the new year our manager gave us our schedule plan at it looked hella busy! This whole January we would be completely busy we don't even have one weekend off! I can’t believe it how will I able to see my family or even Yoongi? I saw him at the first weekend of January we spent it together at his family’s house in Daegu behause to be honest that is actually the only place that we can go to a little far away from Seoul without having to worry that any of the staff could know or see us. My family also knows and loves him to death but with my family living in Seoul it’s complicated to take him there. Our manager left the room and I looked at Dabi with the ‘You and I bathroom NOW!’ look she understood and got up from her place and she followed me to the bathroom. We checked if any other person was inside when there wasn’t I said “What the fuck I’m I gonna do now Unni? How am I able to see Yoongi? How will I be able to even go out. I won’t even have time to take the fucking trash out from our dorm when it’s my turn to clean!” I yell. She stands there giving me a confused look. “What do you expect y/n? You chose to have this idol life you know its busy and complicated to have a boyfriend especially as a fresh debuted idol! Why do you think they won't let us have a relationship? I wish I could help you but I can’t. We’re gonna be busy as fuck!” she yelled back. “Psh shut your volume down unni!” she opened the door to see if there was anyone outside but there wasn’t.
I feel bad I really do. I don't want my members to be in trouble because of me that's the last thing I want. I hug her and apologize to her. I have to think of something I don't know what to do. I don't want us to be away from each other for too long what happens when he stops loving me all of a sudden? What do I do when he goes back to work then it will all be worse! Before I became an idol we could always see each other at the end of the day but now it will be impossible. I have to talk to him about it because one thing we promised each other is that we talk about everything because that's the only way a healthy relationship can work and such a complicated relationship we both have. I take out my phone and write him a message.
(me):
Yoongi. Tonight FaceTime date you and me?
In less than two minutes I already get my answer.
(yoongi):
of course!
evening
I turn on my MacBook and call him on FaceTime. After three rings he answers the phone and turns it off too so he doesn't have to hold it in his hand. He still has his bandage on and his hair is wet he must have been in the shower. He wears cute pyjamas and fight me or not but black haired Yoongi is the most beautiful Yoongi. I always fall in love again when I see him. Hard to believe we were so awkward with each other back then but this year is already approaching 5 years together. I could never imagine my life without him.
"Hey my darling" he says happily and smiles at me. I smile back and ask him how he is. He tells me that he is getting better every day and that during his time off he has found a lot of time for himself and his music and how much he misses the others. And me too, of course. "What's wrong with you?" he asks me when he notices that my mind is somewhere else. I think he took the Facetime date too seriously. He be sitting there with his cup of ramen. I just laugh. "Yoongi... I'm going to be busy all of January and manager oppa said that February might not be any better," I say and wait for his answer. He swallows his noodles and drinks a glass of water. "Does that mean we won't see each other this month?" he asks. I think he's a little disappointed I know him and I know his tones and his looks and I can hear my heart breaking by now. And how much I'd like to see you Yoongi. Every second every day. "No," I say, and then an uncomfortable silence descends.
“You know what baby it’s fine don't worry. I mean I wasn’t any better back then do you remember when I always used to be so busy? I never had time for you and I felt so bad. But you were there for me and you stayed by my side and you were and still are the most supportive girlfriend I could ever ask for. I think it would be unfair to be mad at you. I’m happy for you forever and always” well that was unexpected. I start getting tears in my eyes. I didn't think of this reaction not at all! I smile at him and say “Thank you baby... I will appreciate it I really do. But still I feel bad because especially in this period where you're sick I wish I could be there for you and take care of you. This debut was so unexpected I’m really sorry” - “Yah don't be sorry y/n. You worked your goddamn fine ass off to be where you're at right now be proud of you this is just the beginning. And it’s not like that we won't see each other ever again right?” he says. He’s right. He’s totally right. It’s not like we won't see each other ever again.
January 17th 2020
Well... seven days passed and we still haven't seen each other and we haven't talked since one week. We text every now and then cause I really only get to use my phone when it's night and we go back home but every night I'm so damn exhausted and tired that I forget to answer to his texts. I don't even have time to text my parents back or my siblings. I feel so bad I'm such a bad person. I miss them all so much. I miss my parents. I miss my sister and my brother. I miss my grandparents. I miss my boyfriend. I miss my boyfriend so damn much. I really didn't think this life is gonna be so hard for me. I feel like I've been put in the middle of a scale with my career on one side and my relationship on the other side and I have to choose one side or the other. I've never thought about breaking up with Yoongi ever in my life. Never. I just can't. I need this man too much. Even though we never have the most beautiful and perfect relationship and see each other very rarely, it's just the thought that I know there's someone in my life who loves me and accepts me for who I am that counts. He took me with my imperfections he put his career what he loves most in his life in risk to be with me and now that we are both in this situation I don't know what to do I feel bad and selfish for even thinking about it I don't want to make him feel like my career is more important than him or our relationship he doesn't deserve that he deserves the world and he deserves to be happy. But I love my career I love my job I love my members I love our staff I love our fans. Our biggest fear was not being accepted by the society outside especially now in this period when BTS is one of the biggest groups in the whole world and have a very big influence in the KPOP industry. We were afraid that society would think that since we are the first girl group to make a Big Hit debut in a very long time that people would think that we would mess with the boys heads or that there would be any rumors started between us and the other groups. But on the contrary people have been happy for us and love our music and us individually. I feel like Hannah Montana I feel like I am living a double life.
20th January 2021
"I know you are overwhelmed with the situation my child, I can imagine that it is very hard for you but you have to know what is best for you. You can't tell anyone from your company, you are a rookie, if they find out you had a boyfriend during your trainee time then it is even worse. I wish I was with you and could help you or just be there for you. I love Yoongi very much but I love you even more and I am happy with any decision you make. Just make the right one" my mother says on the phone. Tears have been flowing since she got on the phone but I don't want to tell her and I try not to sob but I know she can tell by my tone that I am crying. She is right. I have to make a decision. Yoongi is getting better day by day and soon he will be busy too he will go back to his daily routine and the other members. He will have comebacks he will have dance practices he will have to go to the recording studio he will have photo shoots he will do interviews and when the corona situation allows he will have to go to other countries and I have to do the same.
I love him to death and I will never love anyone as much as I love him but I am just not happy like this and you can tell me what you want he is not either but he doesn't let it show. Yesterday on the phone there was such an awkward tension between us it felt like I was making small talk with a stranger. Even though I might be the bad guy but one of us has to make the first move. I have wished and hoped that this day will never come but I have to do it.
23 January 2021
Yoongi told me that he is back in his flat in Seoul with his mother. Unfortunately he still can't travel alone so his dear mum went with him. I missed her too, she's the nicest and sweetest woman ever. When I imagine that I won't see her again either, tears well up in my eyes. But today I have to do it. Who would have thought that our reunion would be like this? Who would have thought that I would break up with him. He won't expect it but I have to do it. I’m cold and sick and I just want to go to bed and get the day over with. It's 11pm at night and we've come home after a long hard day. I look out the window and wait until our manager is out of sight.
My members know about my plans and of course have asked me a million times if I am sure and if there is no other way out. I am very happy that they are worried about me but I also feel bad towards them. I have been hiding it from them all our trainee years and when I told them they were all so good about it and even want me not to do it. But no I will do it I am young and want to concentrate on my career and what is coming up for us.
I told Yoongi that I would come, of course he doesn't want to because it's way too late but I said it was important and that we had to talk about something. When I said we had to talk about something he was quiet and then just said he would wait for me. I put on a hat and a thick jacket and the hood of the jacket and a mask and a scarf and go out into the high snow that has covered Seoul. His flat is not far from mine but still I have to take a taxi. I ask the driver to wait for me because I don't want to stay there long I want to get it over with quickly and go.
(me):
can you come down?
(yoongi):
why don't you come up?
(me):
I think its better when you come down Yoongi I don't want your mom to be worried or hears any of that were gonna talk.
He doesn't text back instead I just see the lights turning on from his window. A few minutes later he comes down. Oh my fucking lord he is so handsome. I want to run up to him and kiss him from head to toe. I want to be in his arms. I want us to go upstairs together and fall asleep together. I want to build a snowman with him. I want to be with him forever I love him he is the love of my life.
He comes up to me and smiles at me. He stands in front of me and we both don't say a word. His smile turns into a confused look he notices something is wrong. "Don't I get a kiss or a hug?" he asks me. My heart breaks into a thousand pieces. I would love to rip your clothes off Min Yoongi.
"I want to break up." Silence. Silence. Silence. Silence. "Yoongi say something?" I ask him. He says nothing. He looks at me with a blank look he is sad he is disappointed he is devastated just like me. "Yoongi please?". He does not speak.
"Yoongi, I'm sorry. I-i-I really love you I love you more than anything but I know that I can't give 100% in our relationship now. I just want us to be happy but I see that we are not. It could have been great during your time off but I can't be there for you... sooner or later it should have happened. I want to be with you but I can't anymore it was okay then but it's not okay now we're both famous you're in the biggest boy group in the world if anyone finds out we're together we'll be screwed. Especially me Yoongi. Female idols have it harder than male idols you know that. I’ve been thinking about this for a long time and I think this will be the best thing for us I-" he interrupts me.
"How dare you to tell me what's best for me? Do you have any idea what you're talking about y/n? Stop trying to tell me what's best for me when you know you're the best thing that's ever happened to me in my life god damn. I was going through a difficult time in my life and you were the only one who was there for me! And now you're telling me let’s break up because you're afraid people are gonna find out? And that they are gonna blame you? The fuck? Theres always two fucking persons in a relationship y/n! I also wanted that. I wanted you. Don’t you love me anymore? Why don’t you love me anymore? We hid our relationship for four fucking years why can't we hide it now?" he said yelling at me.
I am shocked and sad I want to die. I don't want to live in this life without Min Yoongi. But I know it's best for us I do it for him and his career too.
"Yes I don't love you anymore" were my last words before I left.
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A/N: damn y/n!!! did you just break up with the mf min yoongi? you better save your relationship! guys if you want a part two (with maybe a happy ending?) let me know! love you bye 🎀
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Hiiiii😚 i wanna request for a ship with txt, enhypen and bts, thank you soo much for taking the time to do this!☺ I hope you have a good day, stay healthy and take care for yourself🤗
INFP-T | enneagram type 4 | sun: Sagittarius, moon: Cancer | Hate studying anything except English | Competitive when it comes to things I love and am passionate about | Like creative writing and interior designing(basically architecture) | Novels over movies | Even if i watch movies its either action or angst-drama, and always like the evil characters more than the good ones because I'm able to sort of understand why they do what they do, I believe everything has a reason, and every action is a result of something | I also believe in soulmates, love at first sight and all sorts of tropes like these | Obsessed with Greek and Roman mythology and ancient Egypt and just in general medieval eras | Love taking polaroid pictures and traveling | Aesthetic all the way, love being in the nature | I love fairylights and abstract paintings and night walks and stargazing | Love sad things | I'm sensitive to smell and don't like artificial scents | I like going to libraries and museums and cathedrals and old medieval buildings, beaches also and other nature aesthetic places | Always observing little details about everything that other people fail to notice | Easily scared or startled | Have huge trust issues and very sensitive | Have very few friends and am loyal before anything | I'm moved by little things and don't really like much of fancy dates, I like it simple and my favorite would be walk along the beach at night | Am very open-minded and wise but no one's really aware of that | Like disturbing people and then giving puppy eyes | Shy at first but when you get close with me I'm very loud, talkative, playful and annoyingly funny and weird | Just realized it yesterday that i tend to 'huh' a Lot | Clingy with people I am very close to(might even jump and koala hug them tbh) | Everyone's comfort pillar | Very expressive with words and actions | CLUMSY(I hit or bump into something at least once a day) | Love eating (taking advantage of my never getting fat genes lol) but am sort of quite picky | 5'2 - 157cm and I like tall people but I have no problem connecting with people on the shorter side of the height spectrum | Baby voice and baby face | side bangs and dark brown short almost straight hair which reaches just 4cms above the shoulders | Big chocolate brown eyes | Have slightly honey tanned skin | I'm a crybaby too, like if someone I love or care a lot about is getting scolded for whatever reason or they are sad or something then I tend to cry immediately. And while watching or reading sad things too | I do random sounds or actions too and I noticed recently I go 'huh' and 'uh' all the time | sometimes I don't even understand myself like a few days back I was wearing a black sock on my left foot and a white one on my right and then i forgot that i wore mismatched socks so when I noticed it after a while I got fascinated for literally no reason then within seconds i forgot about it again and then when it came to my notice again i got fascinated again and this went on the whole day lmao | My fashion style leans towards boho chic/bohemian and casual | And prefer bare face over makeup and converse over other footwear and dusk(sunset) over dawn(sunrise) but in the album I like dawn ver more🤭 | I love spicy and sour food and have a high tolerance of spice | And my love languages are acts of service>physical touch>quality time>words of affirmation.
YOU SOUND SO INTERESTING AND COOL LETS BE FRIENDS 🙄✋
in txt i ship you with!! Beomgyu !!
pls I can already already see yall fighting over movie chararters😭 I just get the vibe y’all met in a really weird way like he was reaching over to grab a random ass toy and you were too and bam!!! Talking, numbers exchanged. He instantly fell in love with you dude. Like gyu isn’t one to simp but your the exception here. Like dude had a big smile when you responded to his text message. Will he ever tell you that he would bounce up like a puppy whenever he got even a notification hoping it was you?? No. Never. That never happened I swear. There was a time where kai texted and was like “hey soobin said practice in an hour” and gyu straight out texted back “idiot shush I’m waiting” and Kai was just like ??? “...ur weird” basically gyu is literally in love with you from the beginning like it’s insane. That doesn’t stop him from teasing you though. Dude you better stay on high alert this dude is constantly pranking you. They are all harmless but if he ever did hurt you or do something wrong. He will instantly hug you and literally apologize all day and shower you in love. Just finding comfort in each other!! Like he is always there to listen to you talk about anything and just comfort you, He also trust you enough to share his issues! He loves to call you idiot all the time but he says it in the sweetest way or just to tease. He also loves to carry you, it makes him feel super tall ( esp when moas be calling him tiny 😭) also sleepy gyu!! Clingy!!! Let’s say y’all went on a date just a quick ice cream and a walk around the park right, He would look at you and be like “your so pretty~” then you look up and be like “huh? What did you say?” And he would just pull you closer to his side and be like “nothing idiot~” in the same cheeky sweet tone. Then later on that day y’all would just to hang out on the couch cuddled up. He was obviously tired since he was yawning every five seconds. He pulled you against his chest and just started mumbling about how happy he was to have you!! But that’s for your ears only!!
Your overall relationship would consist of:
☼lots and lots screaming like dude is loud but he is expressing his love so it’s okay!
☼movie marathons!!
☼pls don’t use puppy eyes on him he’ll cry at how cute you are
☼let him kiss your forehead and your head he wants to be tall
☼he makes u meals but sometimes they burnt 😣
☼brags abt you all the time like I’m pretty sure taehyun knows your favorite food and your birthday by how much gyu talks
☼he loves listening to you talk abt your interest and fascinations !!
so for Enhypen I ship you with !! Mr.Jake sim!
I just know this boy loves you for your witts bro, like.. how can you be so smart, interesting and pretty at the same time?? Like you completely captured this boys heart!! He loves hearing you talk about Roman and Greek mythology and ancient Egypt!! He thinks it’s honestly so amazing to listen to you speak about your interest🥺 He has this thing, where like whenever you do something cute or he just looks at your face he just walks over and squishes your cheeks. He loves loves loves showing physical affection! He WANTS you to know that you are the light of his life and you make him so so happy!! He talks abt Layla to you all the time and even called you her mom like WOAH. Speaking of mom, Jake gives me the vibe he talks to his parents about you!! Like mans is so serious abt you he just adores you!! Dude is so worried about you when you bump into things, like let’s say you accidentally hit a wall. He will be by your side in a second telling you to be more careful them kissing your forehead. He calls you princess 🧍(HAVE U SEEN THAT ONE FAN CALL BYE) he also treats you like a princess as he should. I have a feeling when he can’t see you in person he calls you and y’all will fall asleep on call. like he would be all sleepy and be like “i miss you :(“ and just talk about your guys day and it would be so sweet!! I’m sure you get the idea !! He’s in L word with you hardcore!!
Your overall relationship would consist of!!
☼he always buys snacks for you because he wants his baby to eat well
☼he is a romantic he loves taking walks on the beach with u!! (And Layla)
☼always compliments your eyes !!
☼always gets you flowers or lil things that remind him of you !
☼he has you as his wallpaper!
☼if y’all go see scary movies together he will most definitely try to act tough and protect you but he fails and hides his face in your neck
☼CHEEK KISSES!!!
for bts I ship you with !! Kim taehyung himself !!
okay okay!! I feel like taehyung loves your mind, he loves hearing your side of things and just loves everything about the way you think! He truly thinks your a piece of art !! like homeboy just loves spending time with you and just talking. He is a hopeless romantic like he loves taking you out to dates that mean a lot to both of you! He takes you to art museums and beaches and takes so many pictures of you!! he has a whole folder dedicated to you!! He also loves hanging out with you and your guys friends!! He just wants everyone to know he’s with you forever and ever!! He is the kinda dude to rest his elbow on your head like deadass just to tease you. He takes you to his hometown often because like I said he wants a future with you!! Expect a lot of snacks from his mom because she adores how happy you make him and he is just!! ugh you lucky lucky girl!! He likes to travel with you, like he can be so unpredictable!! dude will sit there and go “for dinner can we get pizza? Also I got us a trip to Paris for my week off” LIKE OKAY WE GET IT YOUR RICH!! But good for you I guess🙄 also matching outfits. He’s buying you a matching beret and your gna wear for that boxy smile idc. He looked at your matching socks and instantly wanted to try and now he claims it’s the coolest shit ever like Yoongi is always like “why tf?? You bought these in pairs?” Like mind your business Yoongi. His baby does it so he wants to do it too !!🙄✋
overall relationship!!
☼kisses on the lips all the time
☼plane ride cuddles
☼ur boyfriend is your professional photographer
☼pls tell him he’s a good boyfriend he just wants to make you happy
☼always talks to you abt the future <3
☼no joke he has y’all’s kids names planned
☼fun fact.. he bought you a promise ring 😣
a/n aaa!! I hope you like it!! I’m so sorry for the wait!!
#enhypen#enhypen x reader#enhypen imagines#jake enhypen#jake imagines#jake sim#beomgyu imagines#beomgyu x reader#tommrow x together imagine#choi beomgyu#bts imagines#bts#bts taehyung#taehyung imagine#taehyung x reader
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