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Episode 27:
"To know thyself is the beginning of wisdom." In Episode 27 of "Warrior: The Art of War for Life" I discuss how to develop an unbreakable mindset through self-knowledge. By examining the beliefs, thoughts, & feelings that drive us, we become unbreakable!
Know Thyself & Understand Others: The Secret to Becoming Unbreakable Hey, hey, hey! Welcome, everyone! Thanks for joining us! I’m so glad you’re all here listening. I really am. This week we’re going to talk about one of the most famous passages in the entire Art of War. We’re going to talk about knowing thyself and knowing others. So let’s go! If you’re a visual learner like me, check out the…
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BLASEBALL SHIP BRACKET ROUND 1
64 ships enter, one ship leaves! who will reign supreme? how will your faves fare? it's a tlournament for the ages!
this is a seeded bracket generated from ships suggested in a google form. round 1 begins thursday, 03/30/23 and will run for one week. propaganda is encouraged - tag this blog and i'll share it!
ROUND 1 MATCHUPS:
Megan Ito/Parker MacMillan VS Leon Duncan/Andrew Trebek
Finn James/Kennedy Loser VS Hewitt Best/Yeong-Ho Garcia
Flattery McKinley/Niq Nyong'o VS Jessica Telephone/Betsy Trombone
Tillman Henderson/Declan Suzanne VS Don Mitchell/Percival Wheeler
Baldwin Breadwinner/Alyssa Harrell VS Axel Cardenas/Miguel Wheeler
Dominic Marijuana/Andrew Solis VS Eduardo Ingram/Leach Ingram
Pedro Davids/Valentine Games VS Anathema Elemefayo/Patty Fox/Hatfield Suzuki
Stevenson Heat/James Mora VS Baby Triumphant/Castillo Turner
Yosh Carpenter/Sebastian Woodman VS Cannonball Sports/Bees Taswell
Igneus Delacruz/Howell Franklin VS Mcdowell Mason/Sexton Wheerer
Allison Abbott/Kichiro Guerra VS Eugenia Garbage/Ziwa Mueller
Caleb Alvarado/Isaac Johnson VS Conner Haley/Sebastian Telephone
Brock Forbes/Adalberto Tosser VS Domino Bootleg/Theodore Honeywell
Lenny Marijuana/Chorby Short VS Moody Cookbook/Landry Violence
Margarito Nava/Nic Winkler VS Riley Firewall/Geraldine Frost
Inez Owens/Bees Taswell VS Paula Turnip/Hiroto Wilcox
Tyreek Olive/Landry Violence VS Fitzgerald Blackburn/Math Velazquez
Val Hitherto/Nerd Pacheco VS Ortiz Lopez/Pitching Machine
Luis Acevedo/Tot Clark VS Derrick Krueger/Sebastian Telephone
The San Francisco Lovers VS Gita Sparrow/Jayden Wright
Tillman Henderson/Mike Townsend VS Famous Owens/Mclaughlin Scorpler
Alaynabella Hollywood/Magi Ruiz VS Nerd Pacheco/Lars Taylor
Nagomi Mcdaniel/York Silk's Mom VS Qais Dogwalker/Grollis Zephyr
Jacob Haynes/Alaynabella Hollywood/Moses Mason VS Burke Gonzalez/Brock Watson/Joshua Watson
Jaylen Hotdogfingers/Jessica Telephone VS Juice Collins/Sutton Dreamy
Sandford Garner/Don Mitchell VS Famous Owens/Nerd Pacheco
Rivers Rosa/Lou Roseheart VS Jode Crutch/Rush Ito
Declan Suzanne/Edric Tosser/Baby Triumphant VS Lady Matsuyama/Bottles Šuljak
Cornelius Games/Richardson Games VS Mags Banananana/Eugenia Bickle
Workman Gloom & PolkaDot Patterson VS Shannon Chamberlain/Kennedy Loser
Caligula Lotus/Beck Whitney VS Steals Mondegreen/Silvaire Semiquaver
Summers Preston/Stephanie Winters VS Haruta Byrd/Bright Zimmerman
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november 2022
1. carly rae jepsen - far away 2. genes - run! 3. thuy - u should feel special 4. tove lo - pineapple slice 5. tayler buono - screen 6. iri - friends 7. alaina castillo - fantasies 8. kilder - comfort me 9. terror jr - be some body 10. piri - say it 11. julia wolf - dracula 12. lolo zouaï - gummy bear 13. upsahl - into my body 14. nessa barrett - madhouse 15. mothica - nightshift 16. chloe moriondo - trophy 17. daine - stay close 18. bantug - sour flowers 19. salem ilese - exbox 20. king mala - sloppy 21. nina nesbitt - need you 22. stalking gia - obviously… 23. liv dawson - last thing on my mind 24. kailee morgue - arizona pretty 25. ruby the rabbitfoot - love without a lover 26. gabrielle aplin - never be the same 27. alex lustig - fate 28. charlie houston - comfortable 29. carlie hanson - 608 30. girl in red - october passed me by 31. fazerdaze - thick of the honey 32. babygirl - always 33. oh wonder - 22 make 34. tegan and sara - pretty shitty time 35. gracie abrams - difficult 36. noah cyrus - ready to go 37. field medic - always emptiness 38. johanna warren - hi res 39. alomar - dirty sink water 40. andrea von kampen - time + space (molto bella) 41. ann annie - riverside 42. the 1975 - when we are together 43. hozier - swan upon leda 44. katie dey - her sweet weight 45. the early november - pretty pretty 46. jizue - ordinary 47. sakanamon - mad baller 48. so much light - invincible 49. fraternal twin - cloudsong 50. frankie cosmos - abigail 51. oso oso - de facto 52. their / they're / there - a symphony of sparrows 53. the ghost ease - brb dying 54. tigers jaw - reckless 55. tragwag - failure 56. tatiana hazel - love is so fucked up 57. willow - hover like a goddess 58. blink-182 - edging 59. birds in row - rodin 60. ruby haunt - headland 61. winter - crimson enclosure 62. breakup - sorry 63. tanukichan - make believe 64. brothertiger - be true 65. dan mason ダン·メイソン - taking time 66. bladee - hahah 67. palmistry - bad vibes 68. wednesday campanella - hot pot commander 69. layfullstop - family affair 70. joyce wrice - iced tea 71. jamila woods - boundaries 72. post malone - cooped up / return of the mack https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3DLhonDh27PuRzJ6bsALrP?si=631c1d2f75bd482f
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where can you see fah yongwaree and hunter schafer fitting?
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well these are two absolutely gorgeous faces so, regardless of which direction you take them in, we would love to see them in roswell ! some ideas that come to mind are:
fah yongwaree — i can see her filling the wanted connections of: kang chaewon's roller derby teammate, fletcher liu’s squadron member or dylan taylor's ex-girlfriend. i think she would fit perfectly working at solar flare salon, as a waitress at the crashdown cafe, or as an instructor/fitness coach at satellite sports complex ! 
for hunter schafer — i can see her filling the wanted connections of esme cristina castillo's best friend/roommate, mattie laurent's high-school best friend or sparrow moore’s sibling. i think she could be really fun working at rocket radio station, gallactica giftshop, or as a guide/shop assistant at alien gulch. i also think her character would be really fun as a hardcore alien conspiracy theorist. 
i hope this helps, but feel free to reach out if you would like more ideas or an expansion of the above. we hope to see you soon ! 
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emmatai88 · 6 years
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Amazing artist Castillo Dario @castillo.dario awesome bird girl tattoo sleeve !
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ssenseofficial · 6 years
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Untitled #1111 by douxlaur featuring white home decor ❤ liked on Polyvore
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Pirates of the Caribbean
This is an ask from @shrigma-male​, but i accidentally deleted the ask.. so sorry! I am high key excited to get an ask about this topic, as the Pirates of the Caribbean ride is probably one of my earliest animatronic centric obsessions. not only is it one of the earliest and most impressive feats of Imagineering, it also remains solid to this day. it houses a great many iconic animatronic figurines, all of which work together in perfect harmony to capture beautifully life filled scenes of a cohesive storyline. Its individual ride concept was so strong that it birthed a line of clones and even a famous movie franchise. isn’t that sick? a RIDE was the key source material for a whole movie series! but it’s unsurprising, with the time and care poured into the ride. Unfortunately, or fortunately depending on how you think about it, the ride is JAM PACKED so there is a LOT to talk about. This will only be a super brief post information-wise, but who knows? There may be more to come if this performs well. Apologies, my life’s not going great at the moment and i don’t have a lot of spare time so this is not as high a quality as i would like it to be.
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Here’s my fast fact file on it!
Debut: March 16, 1967
Withdrawal: All rides are still operating
Attraction: The Pirates of the Caribbean 
Locations: Disneyland, Magic Kingdom, Tokyo Disneyland, Disneyland Paris, Shanghai Disney (but this one’s heavily modified)
Attraction Type: Dark ride
Riders Per Vehicle: 23–24
Number of vehicles:  50
Animatronics: 119 ish but it depends on the ride version
Ride videos: The entire ride varies from version to version and different people want to see different parts. i’m leaving you guys to find your own ride videos. it’s a very popular ride, just type on in to youtube and you’ll find heaps of nice high quality ones. 
The thing that stands out about this ride is the theming and the sheer amount of effort put in to creating an immersive environment. the ride houses an impressive 119 audio animatronics, 53 of which are animals. There are 630,000 gallons of water in the ride (original Disneyland) and takes three whole days to drain. there are over 40,000 gold coins in the treasure room scene alone. It holds what could possibly be considered Disney’s first themed restaurant which can be seen at the start of the ride. It is objectively one of the coolest things I’ve ever ridden. I want to call specific attention to the boat scene, where cannons fare at each other from opposite ships, creating glowing impacts and throwing water about. the first time I rode it it ensnared my attention and completely suspended my disbelief.The ride system is based on the one used in it’s a small world, due to that rides incredible success in debuting a boat-based transport system. Although I hate it’s a small world with a burning passion and refuse to write anything on it, I must be forced to admit that it did wonders as a test on how to create a good dark ride, emphasising key features such as a high rider capacity, boat-based transport system, and proving that animatronics are an incredibly attractive key event. Since the 60’s when it debuted, the Pirates of the Caribbean ride has gone through many changes throughout its location, including entire scenes being added and removed. but what it has maintained throughout its historic run time is its notoriety and splendour. the key change that I will bring up is the 2006 and 2007 renovations that include more theming from the very successful movie franchise. slightly unrelated, but the song “Yo ho, a pirate’s life for me” was actually first written for the ride. The rides are all being constantly updated in minor ways whether it’s slightly improving the animatronics, touching up background details or changing costuming. I’ll attach here a brief sort of timeline of the ride that I’ve whipped up here, but it only touches on the most notable modifications. sorry about how crap-tier it is..
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Now, to talk more specifically about animatronics. The animatronics used on this ride are some of the earliest made by Disney. some are really quite basic, with their full range of motions being a singular full body action such as raising and lowering out of a barrel, but others move heads and arms in (sort of) lifelike actions. Some are newer, (specifically captain Jack Sparrow), but most are the original ones from the 60’s. One of my (and everyone’s tbh) favourites is the redheaded lady. She is (very originally) named Redd. Previously she was being sold off for auction, but in 2018 she was swapped to being an auctioneer. She has stunning red curls and a beautiful dress to match, and now holds a gun. here’s a little before and after.
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 in the same refurbishment that changed her the mist screen in the tunnel before the fort battle was removed and replaced with a pirate in a cage who turns into a skeleton via an optical trick as well as an octopus playing with some medallions, along with the original 1967 narration about cursed treasure being restored. Her new version is based off none other than Anne Bonny herself (worth a google, she’s a fucking BOSS (like seriously!! Queer history icon!!! LOOK 👏 HER 👏 UP 👏 )) . She’s also displayed in dead man’s cove in a portrait, which I think is kinda neat. Her Paris version is completely silent, but the others yell about selling rum. Sadly I have never actually seen the new Redd in person, as I have only ridden the ride in Tokyo (where she is still being sold).
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Now, the barker bird! oh how I love him so <3 he’s a little green pirate parrot, who spent his days crying about the ride. he was originally in the queue area but got kicked outside eventually to help deal with crowd control. he was then gotten rid of in 2006 in the big movie refurb. He was remarkably similar to the original barker bird who resided outside of the Enchanted Tikki Room; however, the pirate version has a peg leg, eye patch, tattoo on his chest and wondrously villainous hat. he was originally based off of Captain Flint, the parrot from Treasure Island. It is theorised that he has a skeletal clone inside the ride; the parrot belonging to “the Dirty Feet pirate”. 
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When you first get on the ride, the first animatronic you come across is Old Joe. he is an animatronic character used in multiple different attractions, including Liberty Belle Riverboat, The Western River and Mark Twain Riverboat. in each version, he lives in a shack and is associated with the banjo. I say associated because it is actually a really common misconception that he actually plays the banjo. he does not, it is just a dark scene and there is banjo music playing around him. you can see the tip of his pipe glowing as you approach it in the ride, lit up alongside the fireflies. he is a small taste of what is to come.
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Barbossa replaced the original pirate captain of The Wicked Wench in the boat battle scene in the mass movie renovation. he is my tied favourite with the redhead, as his dialog adds so much to the scene. his character moves in a beautiful fashion, lit up by a spotlight. His face is artfully painted, capturing what I believe to be the most human expression in the entire ride. His boat is fighting a Castillo del Morro fortress of Isla Tesoro, whilst busy searching for treasure and presumably captain jack sparrow. in 2011 his WDW version’s outfit was swapped over to his privateer uniform from On Stranger Tides, to keep the ride tied to the movies. What can be considered quite odd is that in Paris’s later renovation, the Captain did not replace the Wicked Wench captain, and was rather added in to a scene at the end of the ride, in the skeleton grotto. he is standing on the shipwreck beside the skeleton helmsman, carrying a lantern. 
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The auctioneer. I don’t like him. greasy man. his eyes are wild. He’s originally voiced by Paul Frees (an icon, a legend) and is inspired by Captain Bartholomew Roberts (considered the most successful pirate in the golden age of piracy. He is also a pirate from the ship The Wicked Wench, and his auction is set up near a canteen called "La Cantina”. very creative. He was originally selling brides (human trafficking, not very snazzy) but now he sells chickens he stole from townspeople. however, this is unsuccessful. In the Paris version, instead of the chickens he is trying to sell a painting of Jean Laffite. Funnily enough, Jean is one of Disney’s sort of “stand in” pirate characters that they frequently just use whenever they need a pirate to slide in. Unfortunately, the auctioneer is always kept relatively up to date with the shiniest, newest technology that Disney can spare, and is always one of the most advanced figures on the ride. doesn’t deserve it, he’s slimy and I don’t like him. I should probably mention that he doesn’t actually have a name other than the auctioneer. There’s also a clone of him used in the haunted mansion for the duelling animatronics. loser. 
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This is a very long post, so I shall cut it here. I will leave you with an image gallery, further reading and a possible promise of a part two if this post does well. Thank you!
(ok so i actually haven’t got any further reading gathered yet. give me like 6 hours and ill fix it in an edit. i promise. i just want to get this post out asap)
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Neon Blood oc memes pt 1
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Suma y sigue
Tengo parado a Hugo desde el jueves 27. Hoy es día 1 de mayo (dos cero veintiuno). Bueno, hay que poner el pan en la mesa, y estos días he tenido que aceptar un montón de pequeños trabajos escritos que, sumados todos, van haciendo alimenticia caja. ¡Jorobada está la cosa! Hugo se ocupa más bien de lo creativo; yo le ayudo, pero suministro fundamentalmente las lentejas. Ayer y antes de ayer, no obstante, nos vinieron a los dos unos poemitas. Él me los rebotó muy de noche; yo los miré, hice algún pequeño cambio, y se los devolví. Sondamos juntos los abismos del pasado hasta encontrar, en el fondo de un baúl que las telarañas custodiaban, una bella imagen con la que ilustrar en la Bitácora las piezas. Y se hizo, rayando casi el alba, la luz de la poesía. El mirlo cantaba en la copa del cedro, a pocos metros de mi ventana; siempre está ahí, animándome para que no decaiga (a las seis o seis y cuarto de la mañana mantenemos coloquios divinos en el silencio de la madrugada; él canta y yo atesoro sus gorjeos).
Luego he tenido otra pequeña gran alegría: este día 29, del mes de abril que hasta ayer corría, me llegaron mis ejemplares del primer tomo de Toda esta poesía, que si no me equivoco aterrizó en las librerías —idóneamente, y el hecho me llena de humilde gratitud fervorosa— el 23 de abril, fecha señalada donde las haya. Mejor no es posible que hubiera podido quedar el volumen. Estoy, además, especialmente contento: Abelardo me ha hecho el honor de agraciar la contraportada del libro con una breve nota de su cosecha. Conste aquí mi agradecimiento; ¡es tanto lo que le debo a Abelardo! Le dije hace poco a un corresponsal, en un correo, que no se podía hablar de mí, ni de mi obra, sin hablar de Abelardo Linares al mismo tiempo. ¡Siempre busqué a mi John Martin particular! Tal vez no cayera, y ahora por fin caigo, en que mi Martin es Linares, y en que Bárbara —la mujer de John Martin, que con inigualable y candorosa inspiración diseñaba los títulos de Black Sparrow Press— es precisamente Marie-Christine del Castillo, que se ha ocupado del trabajo gráfico de esta primera entrega de Toda esta poesía, y se ocupará de las siguientes. ¡Espléndida labor! Todo esto, salido de la simpar Sevilla, donde me parece que estaremos pronto Hugo y yo, protagonizando un pequeño acto que celebre esta gozosa ocasión.
Ahora me espera otra vez la faena alimenticia. Dichoso me arremango para ponerme con ella; mientras tanto, en los desvanes de los tiempos muertos, se van recargando las baterías del numen, aprestándose para el regreso, en breve, al ruedo de la palabra.
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Ostara
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Northern Hemisphere Dates: circa March 19th - 23rd
Southern Hemisphere Dates: circa September 19th - 23rd
Similar Celebrations: The most obvious parallel for Ostara is the Christian Easter. This is the day when Jesus emerges from his tomb after sacrificing himself the previous Friday on Black Friday. Though doesn’t obviously have anything to do with Ostara, it deals with the same themes of rebirth, renewal, light, and love. The Jewish holiday of Passover also occurs at the time of Ostara. This is a very somber holiday that honors the exodus of the Jewish people from Egypt. Alban Eiler is the Druidic celebration of Ostara, which celebrates the time that crops are sown. This is known among the druids to be a very magickal time. Bacchanalia was a celebration in Ancient Rome that was in honor of the God of Wine Bacchus or Dionysus. This was a time of drunken revelry and sex.
Purpose: Though the Sabbat is named after the Goddess Eostre, historians debate if she was actually worshipped at all. A monk named Bede was the first one to introduce this Goddess, but other than his writings, there is very little writing or historical evidence of this Goddess. Although this is the case, many ancient peoples took note of the spring or vernal equinox. Many monuments and megalithic cairns have been built to display the position of the sun at the equinoxes and the solstices. Some examples are the Mayan El Castillo, America’s Stonehenge in New Hampshire, Fajada Butte in New Mexico, Angkor Wat in Cambodia, and Mnajdra in Malta. The origin of Ostara is with Gerald Gardner, who took the idea of the spring equinox and mixed it with the Goddess Eostre and a few other existing traditions around this time. Despite the lack of historic celebration, we know this time to be a time of renewal, where new life is brought into the world, and the God is getting stronger and warming the world once again. This is also a time of beginnings and renewals, where we must continue to grow into our new selves.
Goddess and God: The Goddess is in the form of a maiden, and is fertile as she walks the earth awakened from her slumber and bringing new life to all she touches. The God is in the form of a young, lustful man who will soon become a father. He is the wild, green man.
Key Words: Agriculture, Balance, Beauty, Fertility, Growth, Life, Light, Love, Rebirth/Renewal. These themes represent the coming of spring. Because the vernal equinox is the first official day of spring, it is truly the time when we start to see new life in the form of sprouts and baby animals. The balance of this Sabbat is represented when the sun reaches its zenith and the day is as long as the night.
Decorations: The traditional decorations for Ostara are decorated eggs. This comes from a myth about the Goddess Eostre. It is said the Eostre was wandering the winter woods, and came across a dying sparrow. In order to help the poor bird, she tried to transform him into a hare. Unfortunately, the magick didn’t all together work, and though the bird looked like a hare, he still lay eggs. This is the origin of the Easter Bunny! Along with decorated eggs, baskets, seeds, and hares are symbols of the season.
Correspondence Chart:
Trees: Ash, Birch, Maple, Yew
Herbs & Spices: Daffodil, Gorse, Honeysuckle, Lily, Rose, Violet
Stones & Metals: Aquamarine, Moonstone, Rose Quartz
Animal Totems: Hare, Rabbit, Sheep (Ram), Snake, Cormorant, Hawk, Sparrow, Swallow
Deities: Aphrodite, Ariadne, Artemis, Astarte, Athena, Coatlicue, Cybele, Dememter, Diana, Eos, Gaia, Hera, Idunn, Iris, Ishtar, Isis, Juno, Minerva, Ostara, Persephone, Venus, Vesta, Adonis, Attis, Cernunnos, the Dagda, Sumuzi, the Green Man, Mithras, Odin, Osiris, Pan
Planet: the Sun
Time: Dawn
Season: Spring
Element: Air
Zodiac: Aries, Pisces
Colors: Light Blue, Green, Pink, Yellow
Ogham: Onn
Works Cited:
Sandra Kynes (2013), The Complete Book of Correspondences, Llewellyn, e-book, page 379
Scott Cuningham (1996), Wicca: A Guide for the Solitary Practitioner, Llewellyn, print
Kerri Connor (2015), Ostara: Rituals, Recipes, and Lore for the Spring Equinox, Llewellyn, print
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Number 8 from the first list?
8: “If you keep screwing around like this you’re going to get yourself killed.” “I hope so.” “You shouldn’t joke about things like that.” “Who said I was joking?”
CW: Negative thoughts, suicide ideation, minor injuries, hurt/comfort
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“Owwww!” Roman whined and pulled away as Virgil tried (and failed) to press a bandage to the cut above Roman’s eye. 
“Hold still, Princey!” Virgil commanded, reaching out and grabbing Roman’s chin to hold it steady as he applied the first aid. “I swear, it’s like you don’t want to be patched up!” 
“I said I’d be fine,” Roman huffed, but Virgil shook his head. 
He’d insisted on helping Roman tend to his wounds when he’d found the creative side in the kitchen at 3 am, digging through the fridge with several cuts and bruises scattered across his face and arms. 
“You really need to be more careful in the imagination,” Virgil said, rolling his eyes and reaching for another role of gauze. “I mean, just look at you! Whatever that thing you were fighting was, it nearly ripped you to shreds! If you keep screwing around like this, you’re going to get yourself killed!” 
“I hope so,” Roman grumbled, wincing as Virgil patched up another cut. Virgil shook his head. 
“You shouldn’t joke about things like that, Princey. Patton might hear you, and he’ll never let you hear the end of it.” 
“Who said I was joking?” 
Roman hadn’t meant to say it. The words had slipped from his lips before he had a chance to stop them, and as Virgil froze and his expression changed, Roman wanted nothing more than to grab the treacherous little things out of the air and stuff them back into his mouth where they wouldn’t expose him. But the damage was done, and Roman found himself squirming under Virgil’s gaze. 
“Roman…” 
“What?” Roman asked, too loudly and too quickly, and he cursed himself internally for losing his cool. 
“What’s the matter?” Virgil’s voice was impossibly soft, his eyes soft and searching, and Roman found it difficult not to squirm under the anxious side’s gaze.
“Why, nothing is the matter, my chemically imbalanced–”
“Roman.” Virgil’s voice was low, but commanding, and Roman found himself looking up into Virgil’s eyes. “Don’t lie to me.” 
Somehow, those four simple words were enough to break through whatever had been holding Roman back and he slumped, the facade of the confident prince falling away to reveal someone far more broken underneath. 
“I…I don’t know,” he admitted quietly, his gaze falling away from Virgil. “I don’t know what’s wrong. I’m meant to be the strong, brave, princely one, but I just feel so…defeated.” 
“Roman, it’s okay to–” 
“But it’s NOT okay!” Roman insisted. “Nothing is okay! But I’ve been feeling this way so long that I’m not even sure what ‘okay’ is supposed to feel like anymore. Maybe this actually is okay?” 
“Roman…” 
“But it can’t be okay, because I haven’t been able to do my job at all these last few months, my ideas have been slipping, my work isn’t up to par, I can’t do anything right. I’m just disappointing Thomas and all of you; I can’t even fight a stupid monster in the imagination right. And if a prince cannot fight off evil, then maybe…maybe he deserves to be–”
“No,” Virgil interrupted, with such force that Roman fell silent. “Don’t say that. Don’t you ever say that you deserve this, Roman. It’s not true.” 
“Virgil, I–”
“Not. True,” Virgil insisted, placing two firm hands on Roman’s shoulders. “Do you understand me?” 
Roman’s eyes stung as he nodded, and Virgil’s thumb gently brushed against his cheek, wiping at the tears that had appeared. It was such a tender gesture, one so unexpected from Virgil, of all people, that Roman found himself surging forward, wrapping his arms around the anxious side and burying his face in Virgil’s neck. 
Virgil held him gently, rubbing soothing circles every now and then into his back and making no sound, letting Roman fall apart in the safety of his arms.
When Roman finally drew away, his eyes were damp and all traces of his princely mask were gone from his face. 
“Thank you,” he whispered, and Virgil nodded. 
“Just promise me something, Princey?” 
“Hm?” 
“Next time you feel this way…don’t go into the imagination by yourself, okay? Talk to me…or talk to one of the others, hell, I’ll go with you if you still feel like you have to go in there. Just…don’t isolate yourself.” 
Roman chuckled weakly. 
“Pot, have you met the kettle?” he asked, and Virgil rolled his eyes. 
“Yeah yeah, I know, I’m one to talk. But…please, Ro? We care about you a lot…we want to help. I want to help.” 
Roman smiled, and for the first time in a long time, he felt a little closer to okay.
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books I read in 2019 (not including rereads, favorites are bolded!)
Come Close - Sappho
Shanghai Baby - Wei Hui
Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair - Pablo Neruda
Bad Feminist: Essays - Roxane Gay
The Mother of Black Hollywood: A Memoir - Jenifer Lewis
Sula - Toni Morrison
Reinventing the Enemy’s Language: Contemporary Native Women’s Writings of North America - ed. Joy Harjo and Gloria Bird
How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee
Night Sky With Exit Wounds - Ocean Vuong
If They Come For Us - Fatimah Asghar
Heart Berries: A Memoir - Terese Marie Mailhot
Less - Andrew Sean Greer
The Astonishing Color of After - Emily X.R. Pan
Goodbye, Vitamin - Rachel Khong
Darius the Great is Not Okay - Adib Khorram
Exit West - Mohsin Hamid
Homegirls and Handgrenades - Sonia Sanchez
Heavy: An American Memoir - Keise Laymon
All You Can Ever Know - Nicole Chung
Unaccustomed Earth - Jhumpa Lahiri
The Wife Between Us - Greer Hendricks and Sarah Pekkanen
The Way You Make Me Feel - Maureen Goo
A Very Large Expanse of Sea - Tahereh Mafi
Water By the Spoonful - Quiara Alegría Hudes
I Can’t Date Jesus: Love, Sex, Family, Race, and Other Reasons I’ve Put My Faith in Beyoncé - Michael Arceneaux
Bury It - Sam Sax
White Dancing Elephants - Chaya Bhuvaneswar
Pulp - Robin Talley
Shit is Real - Aisha Franz
Silencer - Marcus Wicker
Forget Sorrow: An Ancestral Tale - Belle Yang
Bestiary: Poems - Donika Kelly
Monster Portraits - Sofia Samatar
No Matter the Wreckage - Sarah Kay
Violet Energy Ingots - Hoa Nguyen
Olio - Tyehimba Jess
The Kane Chronicles: The Serpent’s Shadow - Rick Riordan
There Are More Beautiful Things Than Beyoncé - Morgan Parker
Nylon Road: A Graphic Memoir of Coming of Age in Iran - Parsua Bashi
The Wedding Date - Jasmine Guillory
Fruit of the Drunken Tree - Ingrid Rojas Contreras
An American Marriage - Tayari Jones
Family Trust - Kathy Wang
Not That Bad: Dispatches from Rape Culture - ed. Roxane Gay
Little & Lion - Brandy Colbert
A Girl Like That - Tanaz Bhathena
Suicide Club: A Novel About Living - Rachel Heng
The Disturbed Girl’s Dictionary - NoNieqa Ramos
My Old Faithful: Stories - Yang Huang
Crazy Rich Asians - Kevin Kwan
Girls Burn Brighter - Shobha Rao
Moon of the Crusted Snow - Waubgeshig Rice
Kingdom Animalia - Aracelis Girmay
Happiness - Aminatta Forna
Devotions - Mary Oliver
The Proposal - Jasmine Guillory
The Kiss Quotient - Helen Hoang
When Katie Met Cassidy - Camille Perri
Heads of the Colored People - Nafissa Thompson-Spires
Friday Black: Stories - Nana Kwame Adjei-Brenyah
The Word is Murder - Anthony Horowitz
Miles from Nowhere - Nami Mun
The Lost Ones - Sheena Kamal
All the Names They Used for God - Anjali Sachdeva
Confessions of the Fox - Jordy Rosenberg
Love, Loss, and What We Ate: A Memoir - Padma Lakshmi
On the Come Up - Angie Thomas
The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society - Mary Ann Shaffer and Annie Barrows
The Love & Lies of Rukhsana Ali - Sabina Khan
See What I Have Done - Sarah Schmitt
Convenience Store Woman - Sayaka Murata
I Am Not Your Perfect Mexican Daughter - Erika Sánchez
For Today I Am A Boy - Kim Fu
The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo - Taylor Jenkins Reid
Conflict Resolution for Holy Beings - Joy Harjo
They Can’t Kill Us Until They Kill Us - Hanif Abdurraqib
Mongrels - Stephen Graham Jones
If Beale Street Could Talk - James Baldwin
Death of Innocence: The Story of the Hate Crime that Changed America - Mamie Till-Mobley and Christopher Benson
The Gilded Wolves - Roshani Chokshi
To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before - Jenny Han
The Perfect Nanny - Leila Slimani, translated by Sam Taylor
The Travelling Cat Chronicles - Hiro Arikawa, translated by Philip Gabriel
Things We Lost in the Fire - Mariana Enríquez, translated by Megan McDowell
Sunburn - Laura Lippman
The House of Impossible Beauties - Joseph Cassara
Freshwater - Akwaeke Emezi
A Private Life - Chen Ran, translated by John Howard-Gibbon
Invisible: The Forgotten Story of the Black Woman Lawyer Who Took Down America’s Most Powerful Mobster - Stephen L. Carter
Undead Girl Gang - Lily Anderson
They Both Die at the End - Adam Silvera
The Friend - Sigrid Nunez
Severance - Ling Ma
Tiny Crimes: Very Short Tales of Mystery & Murder - ed. Licoln Michel and Nadxieli Nieto
Mapping the Interior - Stephen Graham Jones
Give Me Some Truth - Eric Gansworth
How to Love a Jamaican - Alexia Arthurs
All of This is True - Lygia Day Peñaflor
Swimmer Among the Stars - Kanishk Tharoor
The Wicked + the Divine, Vol. 7: Mothering Invention - Kieron Gillen and Jamie McKelvie
This is Kind of an Epic Love Story - Kheryn Callender
Gingerbread - Helen Oyeyemi
Where the Dead Sit Talking - Brandon Hobson
The Ensemble - Aja Gabel
My Education - Susan Choi
More Happy than Not - Adam Silvera
Nobody Cares: Essays - Anne T. Donahue
Kiss and Tell: A Romantic Résumé, Ages 0 to 22 - Marinaomi
Oculus: Poems - Sally Wen Mao
Let’s Talk About Love - Claire Kann
History is All You Left Me - Adam Silvera
Opposite of Always - Justin A. Reynolds
The Crown Ain’t Worth Much - Hanif Abdurraqib
The Weight of Our Sky - Hanna Alkaf
If You See Me, Don’t Say Hi - Neel Patel
Girls of Paper and Fire - Natasha Ngan
What if It’s Us - Becky Albertalli and Adam Silvera
The Map of Salt and Stars - Jennifer Zeynab Joukhadar
October Mourning: A Song for Matthew Shepard - Lesléa Newman
The Big Smoke - Adrian Matejka
Dissolve - Sherwin Bitsui
The Woman Next Door - Yewande Omotoso
The Refugees - Viet Thanh Nguyen
White Tears - Hari Kunzru
Electric Arches - Eve Ewing
The Black Maria - Aracelis Girmay
Bloodchild and Other Stories - Octavia Butler
Soft Science - Franny Choi
The White Card - Claudia Rankine
Mad Honey Symposium - Sally Wen Mao
The Care and Feeding of Ravenously Hungry Girls - Anissa Gray
Next: New Poems - Lucille Clifton
The Marvelous Arithmetics of Distance: Poems 1987-1992 - Audre Lorde
Quilting the Black-Eyed Pea: Poems and Not Quite Poems - Nikki Giovanni
The Arab of the Future - Riad Sattouf
Ghosts in the Schoolyard: Racism and School Closings on Chicago’s South Side - Eve L. Ewing
Gruel - Bunkong Tuon
Marriage of a Thousand Lies - SJ Sindu
Parable of the Sower - Octavia Butler
Good Night, Willie Lee, I’ll See You in the Morning - Alice Walker
That Kind of Mother - Rumaan Alam
Erotic Stories for Punjabi Widows - Balli Kaur Jaswal
Hera Lindsay Bird - Hera Lindsay Bird
Queenie - Candice Carty-Williams
And Still I Rise - Maya Angelou
The Man Who Shot Out My Eye Is Dead - Chanelle Benz
Everyone Knows You Go Home - Natalia Sylvester
Naming Our Destiny: New and Selected Poems - June Jordan
The 100* Best African American Poems (*But I Cheated) - ed. Nikki Giovanni
The Haunting of Tram Car 015 - P. Djèlí Clark
Bury My Clothes - Roger Bonair-Agard
Selected Poems - Langston Hughes
Their Eyes Were Watching God - Zora Neale Hurston
Sonata Mulattica - Rita Dove
Winnie - Gwendolyn Brooks
Bicycles: Love Poems - Nikki Giovanni
The Black God’s Drums -  P. Djèlí Clark
Kid Gloves: Nine Months of Careful Chaos - Lucy Knisley
Annie Allen - Gwendolyn Brooks
Parable of the Talents  - Octavia Butler
After Disasters - Viet Dinh
Passing for Human: A Graphic Memoir - Liana Finck
Teeth - Aracelis Girmay
A Surprised Queenhood in the New Black Sun: The Life & Legacy of Gwendolyn Brooks - Angela Jackson
Peluda - Melissa Lozada-Oliva
A Map to the Next World - Joy Harjo
Magical Negro - Morgan Parker
Corpse Whale - dg nanouk okpik
Hawkeye: Volume 1 - Matt Fraction
Cenzontle - Marcelo Hernandez Castillo
Don’t Let Me Be Lonely: An American Lyric - Claudia Rankine
Selected Poems - Gwendolyn Brooks
She Had Some Horses - Joy Harjo
The BreakBeat Poets: New American Poetry in the Age of Hip-Hope - ed. Kevin Coval, Quraysh Ali Lansana, and Nate Marshall
Beyond Uhura: Star Trek and Other Memories - Nichelle Nichols
The Past and Other Things that Should Stay Buried - Shaun David Hutchinson
Difficult Women - Roxane Gay
The Woman Who Fell From the Sky - Joy Harjo
The Collected Schizophrenias: Essays - Esmé Weijun Wang
Go Ahead in the Rain: Notes to A Tribe Called Quest - Hanif Abdurraqib
The Frolic of the Beasts - Yukio Mishima
Hawkeye Omnibus - Matt Fraction
Good Talk: A Memoir in Conversations - Mira Jacob
Karamo: My Story of Embracing Purpose, Healing, and Hope - Karamo Brown
Tipping the Velvet - Sarah Waters
When My Brother Was an Aztec - Natalie Diaz
Toxic Flora: Poems - Kimiko Hahn
Virgin - Analicia Sotelo
Easy Prey - Catherine Lo
Laura Dean Keeps Breaking Up With Me - Mariko Tamaki and Rosemary Valero-O’Connell
Saints and Misfits - S.K. Ali
Intercepted - Alexa Martin
Love from A to Z - S.K. Ali
Gemini - Sonya Mukherjee
The Atlas of Reds and Blues - Devi S. Laskar
My Brother’s Husband Vol. II - Gengoroh Tagame
Black Queer Hoe - Britteney Black Rose Kapri
Internment - Samira Ahmed
Dothead: Poems - Amit Majmudar
With the Fire On High - Elizabeth Acevedo
Sabrina & Corina: Stories - Kali Fajardo-Anstine
Milk and Filth - Carmen Giménez Smith
The Key to Happily Ever After - Tif Marcelo
If You’re Out There - Katy Loutzenhiser
Farewell to Manzanar - Jeanne Wakatsuki Houston
New Poets of Native Nations - ed. Heid E. Erdrich
Bodymap: Poems - Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha
Wolf by Wolf - Ryan Graudin
Tell Me How It Ends - Valeria Luiselli
Born a Crime: Stories from a South African Childhood - Trevor Noah
Down and Across - Arvin Ahmadi
The Tradition - Jericho Brown
About Betty’s Boob - Vero Cazot and Julie Rocheleau
Fake It Till You Break It - Jenn P. Nguyen
Storm of Locusts - Rebecca Roanhorse
Silver Sparrow - Tayari Jones
Pride, Prejudice, and Other Flavors - Sonali Dev
Mongrel: Essays, Diatribes, Pranks - Justin Chin
When I Grow Up I Want To Be a List of Further Possibilities - Chen Chen
The New Testament - Jericho Brown
Fumbled - Alexa Martin
If It Makes You Happy - Claire Kann
Brave Face - Shaun David Hutchinson
Words in Deep Blue - Cath Crowley
Lost Children Archive - Valeria Luiselli
Care Work: Dreaming Disability Justice - Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha
We Were Eight Years in Power: An American Tragedy - Ta-Nehisi Coates
Anger is a Gift - Mark Oshiro
The Bride Test - Helen Hoang
Not Your Backup - C.B. Lee
Prelude to Bruise - Saeed Jones
The Night Wanderer: A Graphic Novel - Drew Hayden Taylor and Michael Wyatt
Naturally Tan - Tan France
Bloom - Kevin Panetta and Savanna Ganucheau
Like a Love Story - Abdi Nazemian
I’m Afraid of Men - Vivek Shraya
Juliet Takes a Breath - Gabby Rivera
On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous - Ocean Vuong
Let Me Hear a Rhyme - Tiffany D. Jackson
I Wanna Be Where You Are - Kristina Forest
Hurricane Season - Nicole Melleby
Split Tooth - Tanya Tagaq
Hungry Hearts: 13 Tales of Love and Food - ed. Elsie Chapman and Caroline Tung Richmond
The Night Tiger - Yangsze Choo
Long Live the Tribe of Fatherless Girls - T Kira Madden
Miracle Creek - Angie Kim
Ayesha at Last - Uzma Jalaluddin
Shout - Laurie Halse Anderson
The Breakbeat Poets Vol. 3: Halal if You Hear Me - ed. Fatimah Asghar and Safia Elhillo
The Tenth Muse - Catherine Chung
This Place: 150 Years Retold - various authors
Kings, Queens, and In-Betweens - Tanya Boteju
Midnight Chicken (& Other Recipes Worth Living For) - Ella Risbridger
Library of Small Catastrophes - Alison C. Rollins
Natalie Tan’s Book of Luck and Fortune - Roselle Lim
No Ashes in the Fire: Coming of Age Black and Free in America - Darnell L. Moore
The Book of Delights - Ross Gay
The 7 1/2 Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle - Stuart Turton
Speak No Evil - Uzodinma Iweala
How We Fight White Supremacy - Akiba Solomon and Kenrya Rankin
A Love Story Starring My Dead Best Friend - Emily Horner
Here and Now and Then - Mike Chen 
The Ghost Bride - Yangsze Choo
Red White and Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
Becoming - Michelle Obama
The Wedding Party - Jasmine Guillory
Magic for Liars - Sarah Gailey
I’ll Be Gone in the Dark: One Woman’s Obsessive Search for the Golden State Killer - Michelle McNamara
Brain Fever - Kimiko Hahn
Life on Mars - Tracy K. Smith
Notebooks of a Chile Verde Smuggler - Juan Felipe Herrera
Catalog of Unabashed Gratitude - Ross Gay
Tentacle - Rita Indiana
Hapa Tales and Other Lies: A Memoir About the Mixed Race Hawai’i That I Never Knew - Sharon Chang
Loose Woman - Sandra Cisneros
Duende - Tracy K. Smith
Mostly Dead Things - Kristen Arnett
1919 - Eve L. Ewing
Why I’m No Longer Talking to White People About Race - Reni Eddo-Lodge
Negroland - Margo Jefferson
For Black Girls Like Me - Mariama J. Lockington
Super Extra Grande - Yoss
Home Remedies - Xuan Juliana Wang
You Can’t Touch My Hair: And Other Things I Still Have to Explain - Phoebe Robinson
An Anonymous Girl - Greer Hendricks and Sarah Pekkanen
The Abundance - Amit Majmudar
I Shall Not Be Moved - Maya Angelou
Helium - Rudy Francisco
Teaching My Mother to Give Birth - Warsan Shire
Tomie - Junji Ito
Everything’s Trash, But It’s Okay - Phoebe Robinson
This Time Will Be Different - Misa Sugiura
Junji Ito’s Cat Diary: Yon & Mu - Junji Ito
Stag’s Leap - Sharon Olds
Black Card - Chris L. Terry
It’s Not Like It’s A Secret - Misa Sugiura
Washington Black - Esi Edugyan
From Here To Eternity: Traveling the World to Find the Good Death - Caitlin Doughty
I’m Telling the Truth, But I’m Lying: Essays - Bassey Ikpi
A House of My Own: Stories from my Life - Sandra Cisneros
The Terrible - Yrsa Daley-Ward
The Black Tides of Heaven - JY Yang
The Red Threads of Fortune - JY Yang
Little Fish - Casey Plett
Trick Mirror: Reflections on Self-Delusion - Jia Tolentino
The Black Condition ft. Narcissus - Jayy Dodd
The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt
Dealing in Dreams - Lilliam Rivera
The Tiger Flu - Larissa Lai
The Island of Sea Women - Lisa See
America is Not the Heart - Elaine Castillo
Feel Free - Zadie Smith
Walking on the Ceiling - Aysegul Savas
My Time Among the Whites: Notes from an Unfinished Education - Jennine Capo Crucet
The Unpassing - Chia-Chia Lin
Maurice - E.M. Forster
Permanent Record - Mary H.K. Choi
The Downstairs Girl - Stacey Lee
Red Dust Road: An Autobiographical Journey - Jackie Kay
The Ungrateful Refugee: What Immigrants Never Tell You - Dina Nayeri
I Married My Best Friend to Shut My Parents Up - Naoko Kodama
Killers of the Flower Moon: The Osage Murders and the Birth of the FBI - David Grann
Ordinary Light - Tracy K. Smith
Cantoras - Carolina De Robertis
Brain on Fire: My Month of Madness - Susannah Cahalan
How to Be Remy Cameron - Julian Winters
The Marriage Clock - Zara Raheem
Moon: Letters, Maps, Poems - Jennifer S. Cheng
Where Reasons End - Yiyun Li
Pet - Akwaeke Emezi
Meddling Kids - Edgar Cantero
A Lucky Man - Jamel Brinkley
Maiden, Mother, Crone: Fantastical Trans Femmes - ed. Gwen Benaway
What is Obscenity? The Story of a Good for Nothing Artist and her Pussy - Rokudenashiko
The Umbrella Academy Vol. III: Hotel Oblivion - Gerard Way
Who Put This Song On? - Morgan Parker
The Souls of Yellow Folk: Essays - Wesley Yang
Wave - Sonali Deraniyagala
Love War Stories - Ivelisse Rodriguez
Baby Teeth - Zoje Stage
A Fortune for Your Disaster - Hanif Abdurraqib
Eyes Bottle Dark with a Mouthful of Flowers - Jake Skeets
Dear America: Notes of an Undocumented Citizen - Jose Antonio Vargas
The Marrow Thieves - Cherie Dimaline
Polite Society - Mahesh Rao
Patron Saints of Nothing - Randy Ribay
The Body Papers: A Memoir - Grace Talusan
A Woman is No Man - Etaf Rum
Travelers - Helon Habila
Trust Exercise - Susan Choi
The Silent Patient - Alex Michaelides
The Intuitionist - Colson Whitehead
A People’s History of Heaven - Mathangi Subramanian
The Buddha of Suburbia - Hanif Kureishi
This is Paradise: Stories - Kristiana Kahakauwila
Brood - Kimiko Hahn
Don’t Look Now - Daphne du Maurier
How We Fight for Our Lives - Saeed Jones
I Hope You Get This Message - Farah Naz Rishi
Unmarriageable - Soniah Kamal
Bad Endings - Carleigh Baker
The Water Dancer - Ta-Nehisi Coates
The Lady from the Black Lagoon: Hollywood Monsters and the Lost Legacy of Milicent Patrick - Mallory O’Meara
Shapes of Native Nonficton: Collected Essays by Contemporary Writers - ed. Elissa Washuta and Theresa Warburton
Harley Quinn: Breaking Glass - Mariko Tamaki
Even the Saints Audition - Rachel Jackson
Slay - Britney Morris
#NotYourPrincess: Voices of Native American Women - ed. Lisa Charleyboy and Mary Beth Leatherdale
The Starlet and the Spy - Ji-min Lee
North of Dawn - Nuruddin Farah
Daisy Jones & The Six - Taylor Jenkins Reid
The Drowning Boy’s Guide to Water - Cameron Barnett
They Called Us Enemy - George Takei
Dear Girls: Intimate Tales, Untold Secrets, and Advice for Living Your Best Life - Ali Wong
The Right Swipe - Alisha Rai
Full Disclosure - Camryn Garrett
Searching for Sylvie Lee - Jean Kwok
Gideon the Ninth - Tasmyn Muir
Stubborn Archivist - Yara Rodrigues Fowler
The Wicked + the Divine, Vol. 8: Old is the New New - Kieron Gillen and Jamie McKelvie
Never Grow Up - Jackie Chan
“All the Real Indians Died Off”: And 20 Other Myths About Native Americans - Roxanna Dunbar-Ortiz
In the Dream House - Carmen Maria Machado
Blame This on the Boogie - Rina Ayuyang
It - Stephen King
Sea Monsters - Chloe Aridjis
My Fate According to the Butterfly - Gail D. Villanueva
The Wicked + the Divine, Vol. 9: “Okay” - Kieron Gillen and Jamie McKelvie
The Deep - Rivers Solomon
I Hope We Choose Love: A Trans Girl’s Notes from the End of the World - Kai Cheng Thom
Mooncakes - Suzanne Walker
BTTM FDRS - Ezra Claytan Daniels and Ben Passmore
Hot Comb - Ebony Flowers
Notes from a Young Black Chef - Kwame Onwuachi
Bunny - Mona Awad
The Twisted Ones - T. Kingfisher
Shuri, Vol. 1: The Search for Black Panther - Nnedi Okorafor
I Was Their American Dream: A Graphic Memoir - Malaka Gharib
Thick: And Other Essays - Tressie McMillan Cottom
Royal Holiday - Jasmine Guillory
Boxers - Gene Luen Yang
Saints - Gene Luen Yang
Fox 8 - George Saunders
The Memory Police - Yoko Ogawa
Last Day - Domenica Ruta
Wakanda Forever - Nnedi Okorafor
The Revisioners - Margaret Wilkerson Sexton
The Future of Another Timeline - Annalee Newitz
We Have Always Been Here: A Queer Muslim Memoir - Samra Habib
Somewhere in the Middle: A Journey to the Phillipines in Search of Roots, Belonging, and Identity - Deborah Francisco Douglas
Crier’s War - Nina Varela
Something in Between - Melissa de la Cruz
The Secrets We Kept - Lara Prescott
The Tao of Raven: An Alaska Native Memoir - Ernestine Hayes
One of Us is Lying - Karen M. McManus
Piecing Me Together - Renee Watson
Binti - Nnedi Okorafor
The Nickel Boys - Colson Whitehead
Recursion - Blake Crouch
Supper Club - Lara Williams
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- A -
Aaron Johnson - Leo Constantine
Aaron Tveit - Ezekiel Wymond
Abbey Lee Kershaw - S
Adam Brody - Cedric P. Powell
Adelaide Kane - Alana Windsor
Aidan Turner - Blaise Lynch
Alicia Vikander - Lily Marzia Lewis
Alona Tal - Claire Jenkins
Alycia Debnam Carey - Faith Franchot
Amber Heard - Edith Mori de Oliveira & Aureola Diana
Amy Poehler - Apple Corin
Ana de Armas - Riley Polanco
AnnaSophia Robb - Olivia Maeve
Andrew Garfield - Christen Austen
Andrew Lincoln - Desmond
Andy Samberg - Milo Dexter
Anna Christine Speckhart - Maria Sparrow
Anna Kendrick - June Lynwood
Ansel Elgort - Landon Scotty
Armie Hammer - Nikolai Fedosov
Ash Stymest - Wilford Grayson
Ashley Benson - Lexie Mallaith
Astrid Berges-Frisbey - Anthea Harrison
Aubrey Plaza - Zoya Everdene
- B -
Barbara Palvin - Annie Lancaster
Bella Heathcote - Fern Weinberg
Bill Skarsgård - Hermes Wolfhart
Boyd Holbrook - Hugo Montague
Bradley Cooper - Adonis Dard
Brett Dalton - Aldous Riordan
Brian J. Smith - Ä°.
Brit Marling - Euria Madlyn
- C -
Candice Accola - Evanora Eckhart
Carey Mulligan - Ophelia Delfino
Charlie Cox - Darcy Hemingway
Charlie Weber - Wardell Jon
Chloe Bennett - Miroslawa Waljewski
Chris Pine - Azure Welkin
Chris Pratt - Dux Stanton
Chris Wood - Atlas
Christian Bale - Mars Brant
Christian Cooke - Conor Lynton
Chyler Leigh - Cassandra Evans
Claire Holt - Karyna Gwen
Clark Gregg - Christopher Hart
Courtney Eaton - Night Haven
- D -
Daisy Ridley - Monica Myles
Dakota Johnson - Barbie Riley
Dan Stevens - Damien Delacroix
Daniel Radcliffe - Michael Genim
Daniel Sharman - Clementine Quinton
Danielle Campbell - Calista Apostolou
David Tennant - Hunter Chandra
Dianna Agron - Isis Chamberlain
Domhnall Gleeson - Jules E. Lincoln
Dominic Cooper - Quentin J. Lloyd
Dominic Sherwood - Dimitri Wolf
Douglas Booth - Vasco Delacour
Dylan O''brien - Nathaniel Hawkins
Dylan Sprayberry -Ove Stanford
- E -
Eddie Redmayne - S
Ebba Zingmark - Eloine Heaven
Eiza Gonzalez - Veronika Boleslava
Eleanor Tomlinson - Calleigh Gardenar
Elizabeth Debicki - Pippa Voughan
Elizabeth Henstridge - Gwendoline Cler
Elizabeth Olsen - Corinne Constantine
Eleanor Tomlinson - Calleigh Gardenar
Ella Purnell - Dolu
Elle Fanning - Rosie Van Laren
Ellen Page - Lydia Carrington
Elodie Yung - S
Emeraude Toubia - Elena Dimitriou
Emma Stone - Alexandra Zaleski
Emilia Clarke - Maya Davenport
Emilie De Ravin - Astrid Blanche
Emily Bett Rickards - Ocean Highmore
Emily Blunt - Lilla Arverne
Emily Browning - Ava Marlowe
Emily Deschanel - Hannah Montiel
Emily Didonato - Vera Isabel
Emmy Rossum - Vivian Gardner
Emily Rudd - Antje Griet
Erin Richards - Glory Constance
Eva Green - Verena Gray
Evan Peters - Viktor Chekov
Evangeline Lilly - Blue Marchand
Ewan McGregor - Acse Lemoine
Ezra Miller - Eugene Irwin
- F -
Felicity Jones - Macey Raphaelle
Felix Kjellberg - Silvestre César
Finn Jones - Buster
Freya Mavor - Olivia Fitzgerald
- G -
Gabriel Luna - José Espina
Gaia Weiss - Freya Kjellfrid
Gal Gadot - Cerys Ryan
Garrett Hedlund - Vitto Carlevaro
Gemma Arterton - Sabetha Belrossa
Georgina Haig - Calypso
Gigi Hadid - Mitchie Finnegan
Gina Rodriguez - Ida Castillo
Grace Phipps - Mia Kayleigh
Gustaf Skarsgård - Vincent Valente
- H -
Haley Bennett - Graciela de la Fuente
Hannah Simone - S
Harry Lloyd - Valentin Veaceslav
Hayden Christensen - Kristoff E. Petrov
Hayden Panettiere - Skyla Chavira
Hayley Atwell - Carmela di Chimici
Henry Cavill -Â Chester Norton
Hunter Parrish - Francis Rousseau
Hwang Jung Eum - Hana Godfrey
Ian De Caestecker - J.C. Murphy
Isabel Lucas - Helen Ambrosia
- J -
Jack O''Connell - Roy Whesker
Jai Courtney - Téo Teixeira
Jake Johson - Tony Thompson
James Franco - N/ash Carrington
James McAvoy - Sebastian Van Laren
Jamie Chung - Irene Weitz
Jane Levy -Â Elsie Rodgers
Jasmine Sanders -Â Liesje Lijsbeth
Jason Statham - Rafael Romero
Jay Baruchel - Cal J.W. Fox
Jeffrey Dean Morgan - Zed O''Callaghan
Jenna-Louise Coleman - Cecilia D. Chandler
Jennifer Morrison - Penny Black
Jensen Ackles - Florian W. Hoffman
Jeon Jeongguk - Jeon Jeongguk
Jeremy Renner - Dorian Dixon
Jesse Soffer - Grover Alen
Jessica De Gouw - Vera Guthrie
Ji Sung - Yong Jae Sun
JoAnna Garcia Swisher - Pacifica
Joe Gilgun - Desmond Gallagher
Johanna Braddy - Reva Keegan
John Krasinski - Jesse Wescott
Jon Kortajarena - Aaron Anderson
Josefine Frida Pettersen - Dolu
Jude Law - Andrei Pavlov
Julian Morris - Wesley Franklin
Julianne Hough - Madelyn Weaver
- K -
Karen Fukuhara - Yuki Nakashima
Karen Gillan - Emma Fray (<33)
Kate Mara - Tuesday Beckett
Kate Mckinnon - Myrna Morgenstern
Katherine McNamara - Norene Harland
Kaya Scodelario - Quinn Jenae
Keira Knightley - Mystral Roux
Kevin Zegers - Damon Wallner
Kit Harington - Joel Paxton
Kristen Bell - Vivien Rouge
Krysten Ritter - Iris Thorne
- L-
Lauren Cohan - Wonder B.
Leighton Meester - Anastacia Bouvier
Leonardo diCaprio - Jerry Arlexa
Lily Collins - Frankie Chandra
Lily James - Anaïs V. Grimaldi
Lindy Booth - Camilla Weitz
Lindsey Morgan - Zenobia
Lizzy Caplan - Ramona Fade
Logan Lerman -Â Harley Langley
Luana Perez - Elizabeth Burton
Lucy Hale -Â Sheri Payne
Lyndsy Fonseca - Daisy de la Vina
- M -
Mads Mikkelsen - Ä°
Maeve Dermody - Athena Zoega
Maia Mitchell -Â Lynda Stine
Margot Robbie - Josie Lesniewski
Maria Valverde - Valerija Roque
Marie Avgeropoulos - Ljubica Solvej
Marion Cotillard - Marika Lamora
Martin Wallström - Fabio Chepe
Mary Elizabeth Winstead - Amelie Steiner
Matt Hitt - Douglas Roswell
Matt McGorry - Corbin Renwick
Matthew Daddario - Diego Mendoza
Matthew Gray Gubler - Patrick Descoteaux
Max Irons - Marc Janko
Max Riemelt - Ziggy Hildebrand
Melanie Martinez - D
Melissa Benoist - Charlotte Evans
Melissa Fumero - Catherine Winters
Michael Fassbender - Franco Locatelli
Miguel Ángel Silvestre - Rico A. Moreno
Min Yoongi - Min Yoongi
Morena Baccarin - Tulip Talitha
- N -
Natalie Dormer - Gem Julep
Nick Blood - Isaac Wyatt
Nick Offerman - Alfred Castillo
Nico Mirallegro - Jack Daniels
Nikolaj Coster-Waldau - Theos Volantis
Nina Dobrev - Emmaline Winslow
Norman Reedus - Harley Harford
Noomi Rapace - Yulia Utkin
- O/Ö -
Olesya Rulin - Ceku Balım
Olga Kurylenko - Zelda Croft
Olivia Holt -Â Rylee Cantrell
Oscar Isaac - Aldo C. Ferreiro
- Q -
- P -
Paul Rudd - Marco Polo
Paula Patton - Winter Willford
Penelope Mitchell -Â Caitlyn Weatherly
- R -
Rachel McAdams - NavoÅŸ Lancaster
Rashida Jones - Jean Cardellini
Rebel Wilson -Â Lauren Dwyer
Reeve Carney - Dylan Breckendridge
Richard Madden - Tristan Windsor
Rinko Kikuchi - S
Rosario Dawson - Eve Blanchett
Rosamund Pike - Daniela Carlevaro
Rose McIver - Skyler Freestone
Rosie Huntington-Whiteley - Leona Lane
Ruth Negga - Lara Tailler
- S -
Sabrina Carpenter - Louise Linn
Sam Claflin - Mathias Clayton
Sarah Gadon - Nina Buchvarov
Sarah Hyland - Marceline Apostolou
Sebastian Stan - Maximillian di Chimici
Seychelle Gabriel - Leila Beaumont
Scarlett Johansson - Diamontina Dixon
Shailene Woodley - Joy Cappella
Shantel Vansanten - D
Shelley Hennig - Nora Simmons
Sophia Bush - D
Sophie Cookson - Rain Gisbourne
Summer Glau - Rhea Crisanta
- T -
Taron Egerton - Caleb Lysander
Tatiana Maslany - Margo Wiggins & Felicia Makovecz
Taylor Marie Hill - Milla Alexander
Taylor Swift - Melanie Phoenix
Teresa Palmer - Dora Desjardins
Theo James - Keiro Padmore
Tom Ellis - Hector A. Whittemore
Tom Felton - Alpha Rigorous
Tom Hardy - Dito Delfino
Tom Hiddleston - Newton F. Windsor
Tom Holland - Flynn Holdsworth
Tom Mison - Armitage Cromwell
Toni Garrn - Audrey Tyler
Torrey Devitto - D
Travis Fimmel - Forrest Dickson
Tuppence Middleton - Mia Santiago
- U/Ü -
- V -
Victoria Justice - Lotus van Boven & Selo
- X -
Xavier Samuel -Â August FridtjofÂ
- W -
Will Smith - Dante di Mercurio
Willa Holland - Ethea Middlesworth
- Y -
- Z -
Zendaya - Izzy McGowan
Zoe Kazan - D
Zoë Kravitz - Thalia Hardy
Zoe Saldana - Kiara Kingsley
Zooey Deschanel - Hailey Montiel
Zoey Deutch - Myra Blackbourne
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Congratulations to the following contracts:
Cheyenne Stewart for landing the role of Giulietta Miele for The Boy Venus, gaining you 1000 points.
Tomas Visser for landing the role of Emiliano Corelli for The Boy Venus, gaining you 700 points.
Luda Mae Kerrigan for landing the role of Dominika for Red Sparrow, gaining you 600 points.
Annissa Zadani for landing the role of Evelyn for The Mummy, gaining you 560 points.
Jerome Castillo for landing the role of Imhotep for The Mummy, gaining you 480 points.
Cal Renard for landing the role of Nathaniel Nash for Red Sparrow, gaining you 450 points.
Teagan Harper Hale for landing the role of Sarah for Game Night, gaining you 420 points.
Sarah Kinney for landing the role of Topaz for Identity, gaining you 400 points.
Miranda Ellis for landing the role of Aubrey/Monroe for Identity, gaining you 300 points.
Eila Levitt for landing the role of Cane for Identity, gaining you 300 points.
Neta-Li Spector for landing the role of Jennifer Cheek for Jennifer's Body, gaining you 300 points.
Finch Blackwood for landing the role of Rick O'Connell for The Mummy, gaining you 280 points.
Charles Irons for landing the role of Twila/Landry for Nocturnal Animals, gaining you 180 points.
Tahlia Blanche for landing the role of Shia/Bailey for Nocturnal Animals, gaining you 120 points.
Derek Uehara for landing the role of Chip for Jennifer's Body, gaining you 125 points.
Thomas Price for landing the role of Ryan for Game Night, gaining you 70 points.
Juno Benson for landing the role of Vladimir for Red Sparrow, gaining you 50 points.
Lucian Sola will be stepping into the role of Sorrano for The Boy Venus Simon Knight will be stepping into the role of Tripp for Nocturnal Animals
The role of Anita “Needy” Lesnicki for Jennifer’s Body is currently OPEN
An updated cast and crew list for all projects will be posted once filled. The leaderboard reflects current changes. Do not submit gains to it.
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✰ BEST REASONS TO WRITE FUCKIN’ RECORD REVIEWS IN 2018 ✰
✰✰✰✰✰ 6th ANNIVERSARY  ✰✰✰✰✰
Neil Morris, speaking to Alan Lomax in 1959:
“Well, when I was just a small boy, Old Uncle Milt Oldfield…Billy Oldfield, the Congressman from Arkansas for so long, it is his father. He and my father are awfully close friends. And they were discussing music. They were music teachers both of them. 
“And uh, and they said, dad did and Uncle Milt sanctioned what he said, that MUSIC HAD NO END. That you could learn all the other guy [or girl] learned, and after you got that done they would then, something else would crop up. That uh, that you, that was the reason why that uh, music advanced. That’s why that you would get a better music in one generation maybe that is, uh, IT WOULD FIT THE TIMES IN WHICH THEY LIVED.” 
[Lomax: “What about music on the grapevine?”] 
“Welllll, they said that MUSIC GREW LIKE THE GRAPEVINE THAT IS NEVER PRUNED. That each year it’d…it’d put on a little bit more. That was what they said, now, about it. Any further questions?”’
It’s time to feast from 2018′s Grapevine That Is Never Pruned with 123 (+ 162 more) of the BEST REASONS TO WRITE FUCKIN’ RECORD REVIEWS IN 2018!
A prefatory note: The Best Reasons campaigns of our first five years endured critiques from far and wide about too many damn records listed.  Well...we can no longer countenance such reproach.  Every single one of these nuggets is an essential thread in the tapestry of 2018′s combustible sonic arts!  We here at FRR stand for ecumenicism and as such, consider the breadth of our listening parameters: Feeding Tube Records issued 74 items in 2018 (!), Clean Feed released about 80, and Astral Spirits about 30...that’s a lot potential gold in those three labels alone. Sure, it’s too much for any one person to absorb, but still... 
We all know that some combination of easy access to home studio tools, world wide web streaming, social media delirium, legacy record industry collapse, and artistic resistance to creeping authoritarianism has (somewhat paradoxically) unleashed a tidal wave of idiosyncratically great music during the past decade, so it should come as no surprise that such a list as this would contain nearly 300 essential items. Yea, it seems nearly everything gets recorded and released these days (especially the zonked improv/collagist /noise/outer limits realm), but whether or not we listen to such items as frequently as we consumed Exile On Main Street or Cosmic Tones For Mental Therapy back in the day is irrelevant...the time is now, and as far as wild sounds from the outer dimensions goes, now has unprecedented bounty...listen heartily, for tomorrow, who knows?
(...all long playing records unless otherwise noted...also, the list was made complete with links, but grrr they don’t show up, so point your browser as they used to say and happy hunting!)
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✰ ROSALI  Trouble Anyway (Scissor Tail) ✰
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✰ BRIDGET HAYDEN  Pure Touch Only From Now On, They Said So (Early Music, Sweden) ✰
✰ YUZO IWATA Daylight Moon (Siltbreeze) ✰
✰ L$D FUNDRAISER  Witness Disco (CocoMuse, New Zealand) ✰
✰ MAXINE FUNKE  Silk (Feeding Tube) + Eternity 7” (I Dischi Del Barone, Sweden) ✰
✰ LONG HOTS  Monday Night Raw cassette (self-released) ✰
✰ BASIC HUMAN  Cassette (Meatspin, Australia) ✰
✰ LOOSE-Y CRUNCHÉ Unruly Top  cassette (Altered States, Australia) ✰
✰ ETHERS  Ethers (Trouble In Mind) ✰ 
✰ UNHOLY TWO  The Pleasure To End All Pleasures (12XU)
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✰ ZAÏMPH  Rhizomatic Gaze 2LP (Drawing Room) ✰
✰ ALLISON COTTON  All Is Quiet At The Ancient Theatre (Feeding Tube) ✰
✰ CONSTANT MONGREL  Living In Excellence (Anti Fade, Australia / LVEUM, U.K.) ✰ 
✰ OTHERWORLD  (aka Kay Logan) Mad Wee Light  cassette (Kit, UK) ✰
✰ DUSK  Dusk (Don Giovanni)  & “The Pain Of Loneliness (Goes On And On)” 7″ (Dirtnap) ✰
✰ WENDY EISENBERG  Its Shape Is Your Touch (VDSQ) ✰
✰ THALIA ZEDEK BAND Fighting Season (Thrill Jockey) ✰
✰ EN ATTENDANT ANA  Lost And Found (Trouble In Mind) ✰
✰ MARK MORGAN  Department of Heraldry (Open Mouth) ✰
✰ MORE KLEMENTINES More Klementines (Twin Lakes/Feeding Tube)✰
✰ PATOIS COUNSELORS Proper Release (ever/never) ✰
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✰ ANNE GUTHRIE Brass Orchids (Students Of Decay)
✰ STEFAN CHRISTENSEN  City Code (Knotwilg, Belgium) & Two Live cassette (The Loki Label)
✰ BB & The BLIPS  Shame Job (Thrilling Living)
✰ SAMARA LUBELSKI / BILL NACE Samara Lubelski/Bill Nice (Relative Pitch)
✰ The SEDIMENT CLUB  Stucco Thieves (Wharf Cat)
✰ BEAT DETECTIVES  Rhythms & Edits Volume 1 cassette (Altered States, Australia)
✰ The COWBOYS Live At Tony’s Garage  7″ ep (Feel It) & The Cowboys [3rd Album] (HoZac - 2017)
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✰ SUSANA SANTOS SILVA  All the Rivers – Live at Panteão Nacional  cd (Clean Feed, Portugal)
 ✰ DIRE WOLVES Paradisiacal Mind  (Feeding Tube/Cardinal Fuzz, U.K.)
✰ SPECIAL INTEREST/S Spiraling  (Raw Sugar)
✰ JANUSZEWSKI & SZLAZAK Split cassette (Czaszka, U.K.)
✰ NYLEX  Nylex cassette (Tenth Court, Australia)
✰ CHARALAMBIDES  Tom And Christina Carter 2 LP (Drawing Room)
✰ CHRISTINA KUBISCH/ANNEA LOCKWOOD The Secret Life Of The Inaudible 2 cd (Gruenrekorder, Germany)
✰  HEAVY METAL Heavy Metal ep 7″ (Total Punk)
✰  LUJIACHI  Invisible Hands cassette (Altered States, Australia)
✰  OBNOX Templo del Sonido (Astral Spirits/Monofonus Press)
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✰  PINEAPPLE RNR  Pineapple Rik N Roll 7″ (Lumpy)
✰  WILLIAM PARKER Voices Fall From The Sky 3 cd (AUM Fidelity)
✰  RON JONS SURF SHOP  Ron Jons Surf Shop Sampler cassette (Ron Jons Surf Shop)
✰ LUCY MILLER Lion's Heart : Demos & Early Recordings cd-r (Soleils Bleus, France)
✰ BLUE CHEMISE  Daughters Of Time (Students Of Decay) 
✰ EKIN FIL Maps (Helen Scarsdale) & “Windblow”  download (Longform Editions, Australia)
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✰ COUNTER INTUITS Vietnamese Lighter 7″ (Total Punk)
✰ CHRONOPHAGE  (Minneapolis) Prolog For Tomorrow (Cleta Petra)
✰ HOBBS-WHITE DUO Hobbs-White Duo at Whitechapel Gallery, 10 June 1973H download (EMC, UK)
✰ CHRONOPHAGE (Austin) Give Chance A Peace download (self-released)
✰ CIA DEBUTANTE  Waves (Czaszka, U.K.)
✰ WEEPING BONG BAND  Weeping Bong Band (Feeding Tube)
✰  COOLIES/The FUTURIANS Coolies/The Futurians split cassette (Uniform, New Zealand)
✰ QUIETUS Volume Four (ever/never)
✰ New Centre Of The Universe (Anti Fade, Australia)
✰ LISA CAMERON/SANDY EWEN  See Creatures cassette (Astral Spirits)
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✰ BRUTAL BIRTHDAY “Commotion” + 2 7” (Total Punk)
✰ DE PONTI/MORETTI Before We Were Foam We Were Unbridled Waves cassette (Dinzu Artefacts)
✰ DAVID NANCE GROUP  Peaced And Slightly Pulverized (Trouble In Mind)
✰ CRAMMM  Crammm cassette (Brainplan) &  Live 2018 (Brainplan)
✰ NERVE BEATS Nerve Beats (Fine Concepts)
✰ WILLIE LANE  Known Quantity reissue (Feeding Tube)
✰ The WAY AHEAD Bells, Ghosts And Other Saints cd (Clean Feed, Portugal)
✰ BADSKIN  Where Was I  (Brierfield Flood Press, Australia)
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✰ The ANCIENTS Frozen Aisle (Tenth Court, Australia)
✰ METTE RASMUSSIN & CHRIS CORSANO A View Of The Moon (From The Sun) cd (Clean Feed, Portugal)
✰ SYLVIE COURVOISIER TRIO  D’Agala cd (Intakt, Switzerland)
✰ MOSQUITOES Drip Water Hollow Out Stone (ever/never)
✰ CHARLOTTE HUG Son-Icon Music: Orchestra And Choral Works cd (Fundacja Słuchaj, Poland)
✰ RUSS WATERHOUSE  Amaro cassette (Gertrude Tapes)
✰ RICHARD PAPIERCUTS  Twisting The Night 12″ (ever/never)
✰ The COOL GREENHOUSE  “London”/“The End Of The World” 7” (Market Square Recordings, Spain)
✰ SANDY EWEN & CHASE GARDNER Transfusion cd (Marginal Frequency)
✰ AMEEL BRECHT  Polygraph Heartbeat (Kraak, Belgium)
✰ SUCCHIAMO Mani In Fuoco (Antinote, France)
✰ PORTRON PORTRON LOPEZ De Colère Et D'Envie (PoiL, France)
✰ TOM SMITH & MARK MORGAN Bones Sound Shipwreck cd (KSV, Germany)
✰ CIVIC New Vietnam 12″ (Anti Fade, Australia) & Those Who Know 7″ (Famous Class)
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✰ CARLO GIUSTINO Non Uscire cassette (No Rent)
✰ DONALD MCPHERSON & TETUZI AKIYAMA The Kitchen Tapes, Volume 1 cassette (God In The Music, New Zealand)
✰ HORNE & HOLT Wires (Self-Sabotage)
✰ WOLKOROTS Don Treppenwitz cassette (Dinzu Artefacts)
 ✰SAVAK  Beg Your Pardon (Ernest Jenning Record Co.) 
✰ The BALKANYS The Balkanys  (Toddi Records/Another Records, France)
✰ ANTELOPER Kudu cassette (International Anthem Recording Company)
✰ CLAIRE POTTER & BRIDGET HAYDEN’S I Am Come From A Place) cassette (Fort Evil Fruit, Ireland)
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✰ LAURA LUNA CASTILLO Laminaires (Genot, Czech Republic)
✰ RST  Spectra  (\\NULL|ZØNE//)
✰ TORI KUDO ガラ刑GALAKEI  2 LP (bruit direct disques, France) 
✰ SIGNE DAHLGREEN  Kunki Snuk cassette (Astral Spirits)
✰ PIOUS FAULTS  Old Thread  (Feel It)
✰ MELFI  Four Concerns  cassette (Czaszka, U.K.)
✰ The EX  27 Passports (Ex Records, Netherlands)
✰ J.H. GURAJ Steadfast On Our Sand (Boring Machines, Italy)
✰ KUZU Hiljaisuus (Astral Spirits)
✰ WUSSY  What Heaven Is Like (Shake It)
✰ BORZOI  A Prayer For War (12XU)
✰ RAYS  You Can Get There From Here (Trouble In Mind)
✰ DELPHINE DORA  Eudaimon (three:four, Switzerland)
✰ LAKE MARY & M. SAGE  Lupine Deluxe cassette (Patient Sounds (Intl))
✰ ART GRAY NOIZZ QUINTET  “A Call To You”/”Won’t you Say It To My Face” 7″ (Robelion Music)
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✰ VANILLA POPPERS I Like Your Band 7″ ep (Feel It)
✰ SOURDURE L’Espròva (Les Disques du Festival Permanent/Pagans, France)
✰ LOGARDECAY (Leslie García and Paloma López) FRGL cassette (Umor Rex, Mexico) 
✰ DE KLUMB  Con Pimiento cassette (U-Bac, Germany)
✰ MIDWIFE  Prayer Hands cassette (Antiquated Future)
✰ SALAD BOYS  This Is Glue (Trouble In Mind)
✰ RAMBLE TAMBLE Outlaw Overtones cassette (Eiderdown)
✰ ABBY LEE TEE  Imaginary Friends I cassette (Czaszka, U.K.)
✰ INGRID LAUBROCK Contemporary Chaos Practices / Two Works For Orchestra With Soloists cd (Intakt, Switzerland)
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✰ PATRICK SHIROISHI  Sparrow's Tongue cassette (Fort Evil Fruit, Ireland)
✰ FIA FIELL  All In The Same Room cassette (Nice Music, Australia)
✰ PREENING  Nice Dice 7″ ep (Fine Concepts) & Greasetrap Frisbee 7″ (ever/never)
✰ SABASABA  SabaSaba (Maple Death, U.K)
✰ HEADROOM/DIRE WOLVES Split (Pome Pome Tones/Centripetal Force)
✰ APOLOGIST  Houston  cassette (No Rent)
✰ The SITUATIONS  The Day After The Night Before cassette (Melted Ice Cream, NZ)
✰ WONDERFULS  Voices Like Rain cassette (Round Bale Recordings)
✰ TASHI DORJI & TYLER DAMON  Leave No Trace: Live In St. Louis (Family Vineyard) & Soft Berm cassette (Magnetic South)
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NAUJAWANAN BAIDAR  Volume 1 cassette (Radio KHIYABAN, Netherlands)
LOUIS MINUS II  Je Voudrais Juste Dormir Pour Toujours cassette (Econore, Germany)
The OPAWA 45s Silver Screen Guitar cassette (Melted Ice Cream, New Zealand)
MT ACCORD Postcards From A Dream cassette (Czaszka, U.K.)
JONÁŠ GRUSKA Žaburina (LOM, Slovakia)
CHICALOYOH  Jaune Colère (213 Records, France)
MAMITRI YULITH EXPRESS YONAGUNISAN  Yulith  2 LP (bruit direct disques, France)
AONGHIS MCENVOY & TRISTAN CLUTTERBUCK  Duos cassette  (Fractal Meat Cuts, UK) 
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IE Pone cassette (Moon Glyph)
MARILYN CRISPELL/TANYA KALMANOVITC/RICHARD TEITELBAUM  Dream Libretto (Leo, U.K.)
E  Negative World (Thrill Jockey) 
Wound 2 lp (Carbon Records)
DOMINIQUE VACCARO Close Distances cassette (Dinzu Artefacts)
RIÑA  Aqui No Eres Nadie 7″ ep (Thrilling Living)
GÜNTER BABY SOMMER & TILL BRÖNNER  Baby’s Party cd (Intakt, Switzerland) 
TRISTAN MAGNETIC  Tristan Magnetique  triple cassette box (Otomatik Muziek, Germany)
FAMOUS LOGS IN HISTORY Famous Logs In History cassette (Fuzzy Warbles) 
LUKE STEWART’s Works For Upright Bass And Amplifier  cassette (Astral Spirits)
RADIANT FUTUR  Overdriven Youth download (Get Busy!, Russia)
LÄRMSCHUTZ TAFELMUSIK SEPTET  Vierte Tafelmusik  cassette (Katuktu Collective)
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TERRESTIALS  Terrestials 12″ (Heel Turn)
ALEX CRISPIN Open Submission cassette (Constellation Tatsu)
MAAVIN Sunday Drive EP download (Get Busy!, Russia)
CHARLOTTE HUG & LUCAS NIGGLI  Fulguratio cd (Fundacja Słuchaj, Poland)
NAMELESS FRAMES Already Inside + 3 10″ (Super Secret Records)
GÜNTER SCHLIENZ  Liederbuch cassette (Muzan Editions, Japan)
SCRAP BRAIN Scrap Brain (Thrilling Living)
WURLD SERIES Stately and Befrothed cassette (Melted Ice Cream, NZ)
ENDURANCE Celestial Governors cassette (Tymbal Tapes)
BRABRABRA  Lagooona 7″ ep (Kitchen Leg, Germany)
DAN MELCHIOR  ‘The Folksinger’ (Swashbuckling Hobo, Australia)
JEN KUTLER  Worth cassette (Never Anything)
Field Recordings from the Sahel cassette (Sahel Sounds)
MONNONE ALONE Cut Knuckle 7” (Lost And Lonesome Recording Co., Australia)
ANDREW BARKER & DANIEL CARTER Polyhedron cassette (Astral Spirits)
YVES MALONE  Aced (2014) cassette (Baked Tapes)
JOHN HOEGBERG  Motion Detecting Songs cassette (Ehse)
CHAOSOPHY  Who Are These People And What Do They Believe In cd (Discordian/Liquen Record, Spain)
ARIAN SHAFIEE A Scarlet Fail  (VDSQ) & Beauty Tuning (Hausu Mountain) 
AKIRA SAKATA & CHIKAMORACHI with MASAHIKO SATOH Proton Pump cd (Family Vineyard) 
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LEA BERTUCCI  Metal Aether (NNA)
BIG SUPERMARKET 1800 (Hobbies Galore, Australia)
GARCIA PEOPLES  Cosmic Cash (Beyond Beyond Is Beyond)
R.M.F.C. Hive cassette (Slime Street, Australia)  
BIKINI COPS Three 7” (Drunken Sailor, U.K.)
MUYASSAR KURDI & NICHOLAS JOZWIAK Intersections & Variations cassette (Astral Spirts)
P WITS Blonde On Blonde  double cassette (chemical imbalance., Australia)
FOLD Aegean Sea 12” (AUS, UK)
TASHI DORJI & DAVID GRUBBA  Fixed Entrance Derivatives cassette (Sky Lantern)
WET PISS Wet Piss cassette (Dumpster Tapes)
TIM & THE BOYS Growing (Meatspin, Australia)
DINO SPILUTTINI  Forever cassette (No Rent)
NEGATIVE NANCIES You Do You download (CocMuse, New Zealand)
MISSING PAGES  “Long Way Down” 7″ (12XU) 
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SUNWATCHERS II & Illegal Moves 12” (both Trouble In Mind)
EYES NINETY Glaucoma Chameleon (Swashbuckling Hobo, Australia) 
PATRICIA KOKETT  Diabel 12” (Knekelhuis, Netherlands)
GEE TEE  Gee Tee cassette (Slime Street, Australia) 
C. WORTH  A Farther Sea cassette (Gertrude Tapes)
OREN AMBARCHI/KONRAD SPRENGER/PHILLIP SOLLMANN  Panama/Suez 12” (Ostgut Ton, Germany)
REX WONDERFUL & THE SILK SHEETS  Ego Death cassette (Tenth Court, Australia)
SARAH DAVACHI Gave In Rest  (Ba Da Bing) & Let Night Come On Bells End The Day (Recital)
PELVI$$  Pelvi$$ cassette (Fuzzy Warbles)
JEFF TOBIAS  Completely Phantom cassette (Baked Tapes)
BILL ORCUTT & CHRIS CORSANO  Brace Up! (Palilalia)
DONKEY BUGS  Ancient Chinese Secrets (Lumpy)
MOUNTAIN MOVERS  Pink Sky (Trouble In Mind) &  New Jam 12″ (C/Site)
MAbH  cinjusti cassette (Tymbal Tapes)
Bad Taste Vol. II - Another Collection Of Sounds From The NZ Underground cassette (chemical imbalance., Australia)  
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TERRY I’m Terry  (Upset! The Rhythm, UK)
NYZ  RLD GLD ET AL cassette (Fractal Meat Cuts, UK)
THEE OPEN SEX White Horses (Sophomore Lounge)
DRUNK MUMS  Denim & Leather, Together Forever cassette (Slime Street, Australia)
JONES JONES [OCHS/DRESSER/TARASOV] A Jones In Time Saves Nine download (self-released)
IVAN THE TOLERABLE & FRIENDS Autodidact 10″ (Ack! Ack! Ack!, U.K.) 
DANIEL CARTER / WILLIAM PARKER / MATTHEW SHIPP Seraphic Light cd (AUM Fidelity)
PURPUR SPYTT Nitpick 7″ ep (POUeT! Schallplatten, France)
BLOWDRYER  Blowdryer cassette (self-released)
CHARNEL GROUND  Charnel Ground (12XU)
KAJA DRAKSER / PETTER ELDH / CHRISTIAN LILLINGER  Punkt​.​Vrt​.​Plastik cd (Intakt, Switzerland)
DRY CLEANING Sweet Princess cassette (self-released, U.K.) 
ELKHORN Lion Fish cassette (Eiderdown)
ROMAIN BAUDOIN  Bestiari (Pagans/In Situ, France)
SUNWATCHERS AND EUGENE CHADBOURNE 3 Characters 2 LP (Amish) 
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FRANCIS PLAGNE Moss Trumpet (Penultimate Press, U.K. )  
SHITTY LIFE  Switch Off Your Head (self-released, Italy)
SICK LLAMA Stage Poison double cassette (unifactor)
ROCKET 808 “Digital Billboards”/“Mystery Train” 7” (12XU)
JON COLLIN What Is Thunder cassette (Fort Evil Fruit, Ireland)
CONCRETE LAWN Demo cassette (Urge, Australia)
BLANK REALM  Last Seen (Hobbies Galore, Australia)
DJ OVERDOSE  DJ Overdose 12” (L.I.E.S.)
LUDWIG BERGER & VERONIKA EHRENSPERGER  The Capacity Of Things To Act cassette (Dinzu Artefacts)
BRANDY Laugh Track (Monofonus Press)
PETER EVANS/ AGUSTÍ FERNÁNDEZ/BARRY GUY  Free Radicals cd (Fundacja Słuchaj, Poland)
LES HALLES  Zonda cassette (Not Not Fun)
SAMARA LUBELSKI  Flickers At The Station (Drawing Room) 
PRANA CRAFTER  Bodhi Cheetah's Choice  (Beyond Beyond Is Beyond)
YLAYALI  Pumpkin Patch cassette (self-released)
DEAF WISH  Lithium Zion (Sub Pop)
ROSE THOMAS BANNISTER  Ambition cd (self-released)
MIDDEX No Home (Polytechnic Youth, UK) 
SEI A  Phase EP (Aus Music, U.K.) 
KALI MALONE Cast Of Mind (Hollow Ground, Switzerland) & Organ Dirges 2016-2017 cassette (Ascetic House) 
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GERRIT HATCHER Parables For The Tenor cassette (Astral Spirits)
The 1902 Syntropic Seasonal 5 cd-r comp (Wist Rec, Ireland)
The LENTILS  My Pillow Lava (Complete Trilogy)  double cassette (unread)
SCY2E*GLOCHIDS*NURSE BETTY  Weird Ear's Fantastic Voyage (Autumn East Coast Tour) comp (Weird Ear)
the SHIFTERS  Have A Cunning Plan (Trouble In Mind)
CÉCILE CAPOZZO TRIO Sub Rosa cd (Ayler Records, France)
PROJET DE VIE  Vol. #1 EP cassette  ([Equilibre Fragile], France)
JAX DELUCA  Organs In The Wind cassette (ACR, U.K.)
LUCY CLICHÉ Cliché’s Principle (Fleisch, Germany)
JANO DOE( aka KATARÍNA GATIALOVÁ)  Duranzie cassette Genot Centre, Czech Republic)
KOMARE Komare cassette (Round Bale Recordings) 
COLLATE Liminal Concerns (self-released)
AREK GULBENKOGLU  A gift like a hollow vessel (Penultinate Press, UK)
BASIC HOUSE & WANDA GROUP  No Sympathy  (Opal Tapes, U.K.)
MANUEL TROLLER Vanishing Point (three: four, Switzerland)
STEPH RICHARDS/VINNY GOLIA/BERT TURETZKY Trio Music  cd (pfmentum) 
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HEART OF SNAKE  Heart Of Snake cassette (Maple Death, U.K.)
SCHWEBEN Sketches Of Plains cassette (Otomatik Muziek, Germany)
GENEVA SKEEN  A Parallel Array Of Horses download (Room40, Australia)
IKUI DOKI  Ikui Doki  (Ayler, France)
CHARLES BARABÉ  De La Fragilité cassette (Astral Spirits)
MIDNIGHT MINES  Invisible Insurrection Of A Million Minds (The Loki Label) & Stations 7″ (I Dischi Del Barone, Sweden) 
DELACAVE  Window Has No Glass (POUeT! Schallplatten, France)
MARY LATTIMORE & MEG BAIRD  Ghost Forests cd (Three Lobed Recordings)
M/M  I Know You Are Thinking I've Said This All Before cassette (Czaska, U.K.)
The ATTACHMENTS  II cassette (self-released)
TYSHAWN SOREY  Pillars 3 cd (Firehouse 12)
JOËLLE LÉANDRE  Strings Garden 3 cd (Fundacja Słuchaj, Poland)
STONE WITCHES  Machine Efficient cassette (Slime Street, Australia)
CARA STACEY & CAMILO ÁNGELES Ceder  (Kit, U.K)
DIRE WOLVES (JUST EXACTLY PERFECT SISTERS BAND) One For The Heads cassette (Baked Tapes) & Earthquake Country cassette (Sky Lantern) & Shootout At The Dildo Factory (Eiderdown) 142
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(this is a pic of DIRE WOLVES with their eyes closed)
GEN POP II  7″ ep (Feel It)
ANGLES 3  Parede (Clean Feed, Portugal)
FRANK HURRICANE Holy Mountain Coffee tour cassette (self-released)
CARROM  Prehistories cassette (self-released, Canada)
PARSNIP Feeling Small 7″ (Anti Fade, Australia)
ÁINE O’DWYER / GRAHAM LAMBKIN Green Ways 2 cd (erstwhile)
Longform Editions digital series, particularly: EKIN FIL “Windblow”, MARJA AHTI “Entering A Cloud” and STEAM VENT “Swells”
CLINTON GREEN Setting For The Iliad CD-R (Frustration Jazz, Australia)  
PETER EVANS & BARRY GUY Syllogistic Moments cd (Maya Recordings, Swizterland)
ETRAN DE L’AÏR  No. 1 (Sahel Sounds)
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ALIEN NOSEJOB Various Fads & Technological Achievements (Anti Fade, Australia)
J.C. SATÀN Centaur Desire  (Born Bad, France)
NAGUAL & STEFAN CHRISTENSEN Third 7″ (I Dischi Del Barone, Sweden)
EXEK  Ahead Of Two Thoughts (W.25th)  &  A Casual Assembly  12″ (W.25th)
ARUÁN ORTIZ TRIO’s Live in Zurich (Intakt, Switzerland)
MIA DYBERG TRIO Ticket! (Clean Feed, Portugal)
LA DANTA Alpeis Καράκας cassette (Fort Evil Fruit, Ireland)
WEAK SIGNAL LP1 cassette (Reality Delay)
DISTANT STARS The Way Things Work cassette (Detonic, Australia)Field Recordings from the Sahel
MUDHONEY Digital Garbage (Sub Pop)
ROB NOTES & RYAN LEE CROSBY  Modal Improvisations on 34 Strings cassette (Cabin Floor Esoterica)
...all those LOKI LABEL boots...
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