#sorry. im ahving a moment

[catamaurrr-star]

thinking about my ocs again. it would be sooo fucked up if you were pyre actually

#imagine being at the brink of heat death and this red flower offers you life and water and stuff in exchange for you working for it #and . it doesnt sound too bad of a deal tbh #and one day you wkae up with a bandaged hand and under that bandage is a fuckinhg HOLE in your hand #and youre starting to forget stuff. and youre starting to act different #youre startign to lose yourself. but you have noooo idea thats even happening #you feel fine! you feel better than youve ever felt before! this is so great! right? #and one day you look in your reflection and you dont see yourself anymore. once blue eyes turned red with a 5 petal flower forever imprinte #on your eye to mock you for the rest of time. and that isnt Fucking You #and then you forget it the next morning. and then the flower fucking Gets You #sorry. im ahving a moment #maurposting #oc #pyre #aahahha . anyways #hes also a dilf. completeyly unrelated #everytime he comes close to realizing just how fucked up he is. flower takes over #i mean one day he will eventually be free. but Man that shit fucked him up sooooo bad #almost two decades of his life completely gone. and he cant even recognize himself anymore #is there a tag limit. this is getting really long actually

[seahydra]

💥 CATEGORY 5 LEVIATHAN MOMENT 🐍🔥💥⁉️

#ATARI.LUV #HI SORRY Sorry I ahve. Im havin.g. Im having #!!!!!!!!!! #Having a moment. #I reading one of his card stories and losing part of my psyche unfortunately. #HE'S SO CUTE. HE'S UNBEARABLY ADORABLE #My partner is the cutest thing in the entire worldddd Ohhhh yayyy my babygirl (<- if he heard me saying this he would attack me I think) #Sorry. I need to get it together. Anyway the card story was really cute except when the moment gotFUCKING INTERRUPTED AS USUAL!!!!!!!!!!!! #🐍🐍🐍🔊🔊🔇🔊🔊🔇🪴🌿🌿🦅🏢⛹‍♀️⛹‍♀️⛹‍♀️⛹‍♀️😭😭😳😭😭😭😭🦇 #🐍🦇

[sirwolficus]

Hi! I just met you and I love you! <3 I just read your Marvel 6260 and it's awesome! your versions of Doc Ock and MJ are truly the best in this universe, and let's not get started with Pete, this adorkable nerd it's an angel in every sense. But what I love the most is your Harry Osborn; I really love that guy and the trope you manage with him, I mean heck yeah, there are too many Harrys who tries to impress his father, make him resent it for once!! If there's no problem, talk more about him

ok im about to go through so many 6260 asks i ahve been staring at these for so long im so sorry. i never answered them.

I LOVEE HARRY OSBORN SO MUCH hes always been one of my favourite spiderman characters (thank u to the raimi movies i grew up with) but its so tiring to always see him like, try to live up to what his father wants him to be, even if he doesnt like his father (asm2 moment), let him be MEAN!!!!!!!!

not really sure what else to expand upon with harrys character, obviously his home life isnt that good, but a lot of his character does kind of revolve around his relationship with his father -- i mean obviously he's a good friend to pete and mj, but just like other incarnations, norman has a big impact on him.

i like to think harry isnt an intrinsically nice guy, instead being fairly neutral, while peter is the good samaritan of the group and mj bending rules all the time. he cares about pete and mj because theyre the only ones (in his mind at least) that genuinely care about him for his personality and sense of self, and not just for his money or status, like some other students might do (like flash or smth)

but he also likes to stick it to his father, so that leads to him doing something fun with his friends, but purposefully doing something that his dad wouldn't approve of -- setting off firecrackers in a parking lot with mj, wasting tons of money on fast/junk food, instead of studying going out to the movies or arcade or something. anything to escape the oppressive nature of his home life.

harry also dresses very business-casual/formal, mainly because of his father, but he definitely has some sweatpants and casual wear stored away somewhere that he wears on the off-day. though i like to imagine him being a bit of a skater kid, and its really funny to imagine him in his long coat trying to learn how to do a kickflip while wearing docs lol

#ask #earth 6260 #earth 6260 au #harry osborn

[dissociativedreadtheatre]

Were currently struggling to accept help. Its been hard and confusing but our whole lives anytime anyone (doctors and therapists included) try to validate us or even when reading other peoples experiences that we relate to our stomach twists up, our mind gets fuzzy and our chest feels like its getting stabbed.

Something stops us from being able to relate to people, to feel valid and safe. The feeling of warmth and safty always gets ripped from us. Its isolating to say the least. We know that at one point we were seen as some godlike entity or that one could talk threw us? So were not "suppose" to have anything wrong with us and were really not "suppose" to relate to "normal people" but this often leaves us feeling like we have nothing wrong with us and so arnt allowed in victim spaces if we dont idetify with anything having happened to us even tho we do logically know it did.

Even when doctors tell us somethings wrong with us we cant believe them. Even when we DO logically believe them its like no matter how much I want to I just cant. I can get blood tests to come back positive on illnesses and STILL cant get myself to believe any of it.

I know we have programed parts set to not take medications and not listen to medical or social cues unless approved by someone of power. Im not sure if there are just more programs then we know about or if one just kinda permeates all of it. We recently left the family behind but the mother was the only person our programs listened to. Were just not sure what to do anymore. We want to join your discord, we want to access recrosses, we want to be able to take our medications, we want to believe our doctor when they say we have a chronic illness and be able to use our mobility aides. But we just cant...something stops us each and every time and it hurts and im at my complete wits end over it all. Sometimes its a spinning feeling, sometimes its a painful feeling, sometimes someone else fronts and they stop us, sometimes fragments stop us, its all just so much to much to type up. We have no way of finding a therapist for help to break any of this down. At times me and my system cant help but feel like failures. Before finding all of this we use to think we were a really shitty system for how disordered and debilitating our systoms with DID are. People say you can live a healthy plurl life and you can work together if you just work on it and splitting happens less and you can send out alters to help were you need it and like...we try our hardest we all really do. and i love my system for everything and yes we have been able to work together but also we just split more and more and more and the nightmears and hullusiations are so sary and we cant get ahold of ourselves and we DONT work like a big team there are to many of us and so many people ahve to split up their prioritys betwene parts and honestly were just to damn tired. were just to exsaughted to keep doing this alone. oh im so sorry :( we didnt mean to rant like this were sorry

You genuinely have nothing to apologise about, you are allowed to use our asks in such ways to yell and scream because it means that you are getting it out rather then keeping it in.

The first step in healing is acknowledging the fact that how you're existing at the moment needs to change. It is the want that is really important, you want to have access to resources and take medical aids that will help your quality of life. That is the first step, and you've admitted that to us, which means you genuinely want to change the way things are.

Deprogramming is something that can not be forced, yes therapy and medical settings do help for a large sum of people however sometimes that privilege is not there and sometimes therapy doesn't help. It is understandable that accepting help is difficult, especially if you have been programmed to quite literally not accept it. However right here and now, you have reached out to us, that is a really big step in the right direction of healing! That is genuinely incredible and you should be proud of yourself!

For systems who are survivors, when you're just starting to realise the trauma you went through, even listening to other survivors is daunting, and horrifying. It takes time to realise that what happened, is not your fault, you didn’t have any control over it, and you can't change what happened. Living in denial is a coping mechanism that can be incredibly harmful, however if it is what you need to do right now to exist, there isn't anything wrong with leaving the trauma processing to another day.

It is a hard battle between you logical and mental thinking, often logically you know so much but attempting to convince you irrational thinking? Your emotional thinking? That is incredibly difficult and hard to change, and it definitely will not change over night, it takes time, and energy. So instead of attempting to fix it all ASAP, take your time, take your time in the world because attempting to rush your healing, will make it infinitely worse.

A part of programming is denial programming, a failsafe for your thinking process that is used against you to make you believe, and truly believe, that none of your trauma happened. None of your hurt that you feel happened. It is an incredibly hard program to over come because you logically want to heal and take steps forward but you feel dragged back by other parts. It sounds like a lot of the things you exhibit such as spinning, and a painful feeling, are all forms of programs that I and several others exhibit.

It is hard to believe that you are not alone in this battle, but I promise, you've reached out to us, and that is incredible process. Incredible process to begin healing. To recognise that what happened, happened, and the responses you get now are valid because what happened, was fucked up, and it majorly effected you. Take you time, I know I am sure as hell not going anywhere, we will always be here, take your time with healing. You healing will take as much or as little time as it needs.

Take your time, you're not alone, take deep breaths, and know, you are allowed to not be okay, its okay to not be okay. I believe in you, you've got this.

#ramcoa #ramcoa server #tbmc #dbmc

[madasrabbits]

cant expeess how i mained panic for years of my life sorry im having g. a moment z. i need everyone to let me ahve this

[730hcck]

[ @itsyazmin ]

contact: yaz ✨

( sent ): i’n drunk, only god knniws wjere i aum, i htink im either e;thinkgin toi hard or ium having a heat struhjoke andn i known i fucked up

( sent ): i fucjed up the nonent the words left my mourh when you came uo to talk to me in the ljen fir the batgriom nad i mase youi wlak away grom me

( sent ): i fucke f uo the moment i didn’t just ask yiu to the party

( sent ): it was going tk be after my match on wednesday

( sent ): we were jb fhe trainers, rnemeber?

( sent ): i wa sholding ur habd, u were hilding uo an ice oakc ti me

( sent ): but when i nws gonna do it, you alreaydv said someone ekse asked yiu

( sent ): but that’s not reh inly time i fucked up

( sent ): i fucjmed up when j djdn’t kiss you at the mall

( sent ): wheb you grabbed my chin and yurned my head when j was lookjgn at us ib the mirror

( sent ): i shoudka kissed you an dtokd you nkt to go to the psrty with dom

( sent ): and be my date instemmmmed

( sent ): or at the djne r

( sent ): at ass o’clock in the mkrnjng - waking up early eveb though i’m nkt a morning person bc i didn’t wan tt o miss out on breakfast wirh you

( sent ): i shoild a just ignored that loud ass ugky ass bitch ass waitress who was far too happy on a morning

( sent ): or the nghtt at the club

( sent ): i dont remenber what happened after tbra asshole showed uo

( sent ): but j should have kissed you then

( sent ): at any point i shiudn shave kissed you

( sent ): ir that night i chdkdled you

( sent ): when you turne dalrind and i soooned yiu

( sent ): i shoukd gav turned y around and kissed your worries away

( sent ): or maybe that very first not-date. battlebsip

( sent ): i shoukd ahve told you i don’t car e what haooens to ys in the future - whether you’d “ruin” me ot nkt

( sent ): becaus e thatms a risk i’n willing to take if it means i get to know you

( sent ): but we bith didn’t expect that i’d be the one to ruin you, huh?

( sent ): i’ve been wanting to kiss you since that very first night.

( sent ): i think about kissing you all the time.

( sent ): would you have let me kiss you? did you want me to kiss you all those times?

( sent ): i’m sorry i suck at being just friends with you

( sent ): i’m sorry i let my jealousy blind me and treat you like shit today - you’re free to be with whoever you want. i guess seeing dom calling you his date had fucjifn blindsided me kien crazy even thi i alreaydvjnew you were comjng with him

( sent ): coming because of him. becayse be asked you, nkt me. becays e im always nksising the timjngs ont ehse things and now i’ve lost you.

( sent ): imn sorry it toon me so long to accept my own feelings and huritbg yours in the orocess

( sent ): the fucking doubeld stabdsrds are crayz and imm dk sorry evvayse you don’t deserve shit ljen that and i shouldnnt have been jeakous in the first when all i do is think with my dicke

( sent ): i’ll leave u alroen now, i hust saw your posts in the dashb and it’s oretty obvjous you din’t want me aroudn anymore

( sent ): but jf you want tk talk, just look uo at the stars ans talk to them

( sent ): i’m looking up at the stars and telling them all about my favorite person

( sent ): all about you

( sent ): and how much better you deserve that a dude who can’t even recognize his nown feldkngs of jealousy and resorts to ebeing a dickhead

#[ texts — 𝐢𝐭𝐬𝐲𝐚𝐳𝐦𝐢𝐧 ]

[lunarain0918]

Falling hard for people you've never met

Specifically made this account for my over thinking lol. Okay so 3 years I met two amazing people. To say that they changed my life is kinda an understatement, which does sound stupid. So first lets start with boy 1. boy 1 and boy 2 where bestfriends. I dont rallly remember how they met its whatevs. so me and boy 1 got really close and we texted eachother for about a year every single day. I mean there was not one second we werent talking. I never really got close to boy 2 which i knew he had some weird atraction towards me. I was also really young and naive and would let every remark that they said towards me slide. Like bro i was so blinded at it, when i first turned 19 i forgot about them somehwhat. i would still think about them from time to time. But when i first got to college i made the smartest decision to delete both of them days after they contacted me first. Now a couplde months later, i get a notification that boy 2 added me. my dumbass added him back then i think we talked for like 1 day and went back to no contact. After i turned 20 i noticed him starting to watch all my socials all the time and i wanted to text him to catch up but it was NOT worth it, so i didnt. Couple months later, i am back in college and i made the stupid decision to add boy 1 on social, which again was stupid but i did. This was like the day before spring break and me and my friend decided to be stupid that night and like stalk literally everyone and their baby mommas swear. We honestly could be like secret spys or something my god. Anyways the day of springbreak i unadded him because he didnt accept it. BLAH BLAH BLAh. anyways again one night with me and said friend i decided to text boy 2 and of course they are bestfriends so he texted boy 1 so he added me back. Also sorry if i sound incompetent in some sentences i am very gone. Anyways me and boy 2 text eveyday ish, then it started getting slower and slower and i remember getting mad at myself because i am letting this happen AGAIN sam situation different friend. Let me also explain me and boy 1 relationship was so confusing towards me because we didnt act like friends but less than a relationship typa deal. There are so many things i just now learned, three years later about boy 2 and it scared me and i told myself not to do the same shit again but i did lmao, no surprise and i hate myself for that. I tried excusing their behavor at certain time towards me, but there is only a certain limit your body can handle. It was weird that my body knew what was going to happen before i actually knew until that moment. In life your always going to meet people, and you really dont know if they are considered a lesson to teach you something, ot if they are going to be in your life completely. Which sucks because im impatiant and i always end up getting hurt. I finally started standing up for myself and not scared to speak up for myself. Thats new for me, people cant walk all over me anymore and ive never felt so alone. Let me expalin that. When you start actually saying something and people finally realize that youll sya something back is when they leave. They no longer have that power over you and they know that. I feel alone not lonely, better to not deal with people actions and not allow yourself to feel like that again. I devoted 3 years of my life towards them and im never allowing myself to be in an relationship or friendship, or whatever the fuck that was that constitely leaves me confused after every conversation. Im a new adult and i never want to go through that again, but once again i ahve a whole life ahead of me that its really inevetable, which sucks but character developemtn i guess. I do want to say that for both of them this is an apology for not meeting yall later on and not when i was so young. I think thats what kinda ruined in but i cant change anything about that. I dont regret that we met im actually glad i expirienced that with the both of them, but i think its time to move on. I say that but i know if they both texted me right now i would respond in an instant.

[youreyeslookliketheocean]

chap 5 review i finally have time lets go i hate school:

tommy learning asl just to fuck with wilbur lmao

also when wilbur stepped up for tommy after he couldnt speak was awesoem i love crimeboys

its so interesting the relarionship between tommy and his old coach bc its such a complicated mess that really fucked tommy up but it hurts more relaizing that the entire public saw it (or parts of it) too and nto saying anything until his mom was lkke hey thats gfucked up loike the public knew that old cheif only cared abt racing while phil cares abt tommmy

crimeboys are becoming friends <3

also damn wilburs accident was pretyy severe.

im kinda excited for when the new team figures out abt tomys trauma and insecurites (if they do lol)

also imagine walking into a pillow fight. phil be like "alright then"

also i like all th e side characters too especaillh purpled and aims

chapter 6 too bc yeah:

beach beach beach

also wtf why is wil tht good. he has no right.

toomy stop hating on urself phil cares abt u

give wil false hope lmao ope theere he is right thwre

stop. tommy stop. stop hating on urself being deaf is fine phil isnt gonna hate u anyway how u constanty compare everything to old cheif is very important bc it shows how its different

hes being kidnapped lets go i love beach scene beach (i actually ahve horrible memories from florida beaches we went at the wrong time of year)

george founder is an absolutely badass name good job on that one

dream isnt the old cheif relally???? im genuienly surprised but thats cool. nice to actually see him in a dsmp fic where hes actually chill. also sapnap i forgot he cuased the accident that must be awkward af (tommy stop blaming urself)

yeah no u show his lack of self confidence/esteem perfectly u take so many W

oh my god 🦀 makes an appearance hes such a celebrity

wait fuck all my brain proccessed was crab legs its a hermitcrab

mother of twitch prime. that is a tommy thing to say

yeah take em aids off that must be annoying as hell

is it just me or do i sense that tommy isnt accepting that hes HOH now hmm :/ | yeah losing smth as important as a sense must be scary if u've had it for so long

istg is wil gonna bully him into- and he did (also was it him 🦀? is he in the full throttle?)

hes learning asl im so happy oh shit not them waves i once got rolled by waves its scary af

oh no old cheif angst again ahh. and wil being concerned ahh this will be character development. this is crucial scene alret. oh they laughing awwwww oh he smile a /gen smile !!!!!!!!!1 crimeboys brainrotting full throttle version commence omg he likes wil now- ope nvm

"theyre different from his old crew. all of them are" YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

hes not that worried in sim. anymore abt being good

oh no his left ear but itll be ok

"hen slips away to his room to ruminate on the fact that never—not in his whole racing career—has he felt so loved by his team as he does now. He’s not worth it. He’s a fuck up, a failure, and he’s going to disappoint them.  He doesn’t want it to end." i will live for the moment when he fucks up. its gonna be so great for character development

ok this chap. is very long so im splitting to parts byeeee sorry this took so long school sucks :( but full throttle does not :)

Ahhh thank you!!!!!

Yeah, I don’t think Tommy really realized how much the public knew until that interview with Wilbur, either. The public saw and knew (to a certain extent) that something was wrong or “off” about Tommy and his chief’s partnership for a long time, but no one ever tried to step in and ask about it, or tell him that he should leave him and find a new chief, or say anything at all on Tommy’s behalf… Writing that part hurt.

Idk how far you’ve gotten by the time this response comes (lol sorry it took so long. University stole my soul for a little while), but… the moment he “fucks up” will definitely be coming 👀

Thank you for the message!!! I giggled at the hermit crab😂

#kat speaks #asks #full throttle #dream smp #dsmp #sbi #dsmp fanfic #sbi fanfic #nascar!au

[rosandguilarehead1968]

why does science need numbers

#im ahving some kind og insane moment here im sorry. i know why numbers are necessary i prommy #im fina and normal about numbers and i enjoy calculations #<- affirmations voice

[somethingileftbehind]

Everyone shut the fuck up he's sleeping

#wow... a post on this blog???? #no way. #tord #eddsworld #ask blog #ew tord #id say sorry but im not #ok i ahve a little guilt for not posting im forever but im a college student and was on an internship and now sjnce quarentine i have like #a moment to breathe so #also lost my tablet pen so its traditional and phone art from here on out babeeee cause it $40 for a new pen lmao

[guhhhhhhhhhhh]

Part three of drunk rant

#fuck #i just dont have the emotional stanima to keep up with anything New in my life right now and kt feels mean and rude to say to this person wh #i actuallt did enoy hanging out with and who is a good dude and cute and nice and all that #i would feel really vad telling them that i dont ahve the enerrgy orntime for it #vut like on top of classes i am working a job and plus i dont really feel comfy meeting up with them often bevause ughhhhhh PANdemique #and i should just be a fuciing adult and communicate wkth them #and the real tragedy of it all id that if i wasnt already head over fucking heels a year and a half deep in love with cole i would absolutel #be jnto thisnoerosn because theyre CUTE like theyre really cute and funny and nice and all that but instead of being jnterested kr tempted #im just fucking stressed like #fUCK FUCK Cfuckkk #Anyway its late and i should go to bed bevause i work esrly tomorrow and i sill be hungover #but he doesnt leave formhome till saturday morning so im going to spend tomorrow night st the apartment #in the hopes that maybe we will stay up late (have time together where our roomates are asleep. bevause jts also difficult to have a private #moment to say anything seriousnto him in) and maybe i will say it then. it would be ideal because #there will be Breathing Space like when he goes home for both of us to process and all that and so maybe i will #but then again maybe i wont ive had a year and a half of dumbass excuses to myself like 'oh i cant say it now. theres an exam tomorrow i #dont wsnt to complicate things and distract him from it sjdngnfnsm' #but anyway fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fUCK FUCKFUCK #a full day at work tomorrow in that room alone woth my thoughts is gonna kick mg sorry ass #personal shite

[elysianslove]

HI SAL CAN I REQUEST 7 IN KISSES WITH SAKUSA FOR THE PROMPTS PELASE PRLWSE PELASEEE IM BEGGIFNG YOU no pressure tho i love u mwa <3 LORD IM !!! I AHVE HAD SUCH A GOOD DAY TODAY I HOPE U HABE TOO LOVDLY !!!! - 🍄

okay i haven’t written in a while, so i really hope this meets your expectations and that you like it!! <3 also sorry for making you wait so long my love :( 

7. passionate kisses with sakusa kiyoomi <3

warnings; suggestive

loving sakusa kiyoomi is a dream. it's equivalent to feeling weightless, something alike swimming among the clouds, floating upon water warmed by the sun, so dizzyingly light and consuming and infatuating, where everything is calm and quiet and ethereal. sakusa kiyoomi himself is a dream. he's breathtakingly beautiful, pale skin and pink lips, dark curls and dark eyes and the prettiest beauty spots, moles that decorate his skin in places hidden and revealed.

kissing sakusa kiyoomi is just as enthralling. his lips are cherry pink and plump and inviting, twisting into a small smile, the corner of his mouth upturning shyly whenever his eyes so much as glance over at you. and when you kiss, even if it’s the smallest, quickest peck, the taste of him lingers on your mouth, until you get to kiss him again, and again, and again, and it’s permanent, imprinted on your tongue. he tastes like peppermint candy, like cinnamon gum, and it always leaves you craving for more, more, more.

especially when he kisses you like this.

when his kisses become a little more feverish, when his want and desire for you is more obvious, less hidden, less controlled, it leaves you breathless and brainless, mind numbing and lungs collapsing in on themselves. he overwhelms you, surrounding you, around you and within you. his mouth is on yours and his hands are everywhere, taking, taking, taking.

and all you can do is give.

your hands are just as rough as they rest against the nape of his neck, as they travel higher and higher to twist and tangle with his disheveled curls. he kisses you open mouthed with his hands rough and needy, soft gasps spilling from his swollen, parted lips. he breathes you in easily, desperately, like he can’t believe you’re here and like he doesn’t want you to go. you don’t ask what insinuated this, don’t ask why he’s kissing you like he’s lost you and he’d just found you. all you do is kiss him back with as much want, leaning up and into him, wrapping your arms around his neck to push your chest flush to his.

he’s forcing you back clumsily with his hands on your waist, neck tilted so that his mouth doesn’t lift off of yours. you don’t expect a wall to so suddenly meet your back, but the gasp that tumbles out turns into a moan the moment he pushes himself against you, caging you in between him and the wall. a moment passes, loud kissing and desperate pants in between, until he’s leaning down, mouth separating from yours for a second with a choked groan. his chin remains tilted up, hazy eyes locked on yours, as his hands travel lower along your body, grabbing at your hips, then your ass, until they rest at your thighs—

and then he squeezes, lifting you up with so much ease.

your lover’s big. he’s so big, and you know this. he’s all broad shoulders and a tiny waist and taut, lean muscles, hardened from years of work and dedication. but nothing takes your breath away, not even the shirts that cling to his skin after a work out, or the way his back muscles twist and flex when his face is buried in between your thighs, more than being in his arms, like this. with his hips nestled between your legs, spreading them apart. with his hands hoisting and keeping you up and steady by the back of your thighs, urging you to wrap your legs tight around his waist. with your arms wrapped tight around his neck, keeping every part of you close to him. with his lips on yours, with his lips on every part of you, your jaw, your neck, your throat, you shoulder. with his hips grinding against yours, his half hardened bulge straining against his trousers and pressing up against you.

it really makes you the definition of delirious, because no amount of drug could ever make you feel the way kissing sakusa kiyoomi does. especially when he pleadingly moans as you tug at his hair, and your names falls out of his mouth so, so prettily.

#sakusa x reader #sakusa kiyoomi x reader #haikyuu x reader #sal’s fluff tag <3 #sakusa fluff #sakusa thirst

[fandom-imagination-ss]

Imagine: Clark Kent asking you too marry him but having too go save the planet before you give him your answer

Fandom: Superman and Lois

⚠️⚠️⚠️ warnings: none just full fluff

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Clark could of planned for three years how too make this moment perfect. He did spend weeks searching for the best place too eat, the Ring, his Son's even helped pick out what too wear and Clark was neverous Lois even pitched in suggesting ideas and flowers and took you too get your nails done before you got the ring thinking of the photos. Clark planned it too a T! Two things he did NOT expect.

The day of. Clark wakes up too a text from you canceling the date. Clark goes over too your small appartment letting himself. In he had a key too the place. You gave Clark ans the boys a key just in case. Clark walked in seeing you on the sofa tissues surrounding you as you laid on sofa with two tissues up your nose, while you wore your rob and had 4 layers of blankets on you and had golden girls playing on the TV. You were completely out of it your phone in your hand just as he walked closer the screen went dark screen saver.

You didn't stire you were out cold as Clark stepped over and started cleaning up your mess. A advantage of being a alien he cant get the common cold. And hour later you woke up seeing the living room tidied up and Clark placing some gingerale and crackers on the coffee table. Smiling weakly you weren't use too having someone care for you, normally it's you caring for the world. Clark changed that. It filled your heart with joy seeing him bravely stick around you. Most guys wouldn't.

" hi"

Clark turned smiling seeing you awake " hey baby how you feeling?"

“Awful Clark- dont get too - wait you can’t get sick can you?” he shook his head as you groaned at his perfect DNA that pervernte dhim from getting Sick- Hell.. what was a cold too him? you groaned, “Dont get too close im hidious.” he chuckled saying you looked beauitful as you grumble,d “im Sorry i can’t make the dinner tonight i knwo you were planning a special night.” 

“I rather you be feeling better- what can i do?” 

“Clark- you never seen me sick but im  a horrible Nasty person while sick- im sorry.” he chuckled promising he wouldn’t judge. the longer the day went Seeing you in your full sickness. the grumpy snappy remarks sleeping, having No too little patience. he couldnt’ help but grin at the nastiness you were. he never imagined you Ever being blantly Mean but when your sick.. your Mean the filter in yoru brain is gone and you just want too be left alone and the world too Zip it. 

your Horrible mood made him want too be in your life forever more .he wanted too learn what ou do when you ahve a Flu Or your mood after being healthy too see that swtich that goes on in your mind that says your all better. all healed and it was now time too be nice again.  That night you watched a Horrible Christmas Cheesy movie of course it had Santa in it becuase you loved santa and you didn’t give Clark a chance too pick a movie. once it ended you put on Die hard too fall asleep too- till Clark spoke, “I was- i had all this planned.. i had everything planned but- can.. I can’t wait.” 

Glancing over at Clark he smiled weakly as he went over too you. on one knee as you slowly shifted up from the sofa stunned as he spoke, “Y/N I love you- can- May I marry you?” 

just as he uttered the words. the apartment shook - and Clark heard explosions from not that far and people screaming. ‘Shit- the City it’s under attack.” 

you knew he had too go as you spoke, “i’ll tell you the answer when you get back” he nodded his head Zooming off. you knew you were going too say yet. but the challenge was too stay up long enoug thh say Yes ... which you failed at horribly you fell fast asleep. 

when he returned. he saw you asleep as he went too move the blanket too cover you as he spoke, ‘Night.” 

“you shoudl ask me again.” he smiled hearing you speak as he spoke, “Will you marry me?” you smiled brightly opening your eyes seeing hi as you nodded. he smiled reaching down kissing you as you kissed him back. he smiled brightly into the kiss as you spoke, “yes!!’ he smiled brightly wrapping you into  a tight hug "yes?"

"yes!!!"

#fandom imagine #imagine #fandom #clark kent #clark kent imagine #superman imagine #superman and lois #superman and lois imagine #DC comics #dc comics imagine

[mellointheory]

i'm bored sorry mello im flooding ur inbox but another controversial dsmp take:

i didn't like how the red banquet stream went. i actually watched it live and it felt like what they had done when planning it was like: so everyone arrrives. plot twist: they're trapped. plot twist: they knew about it. plot twist: the eggpire knew abt them knowing it. plot twist: someone's killed. plot twist: quackity and purpled are here now. plot twist: technoblade is here

it's like they wanted an epic lore moment but forgot that constantly one upping yourself feels like bad writing after a while.

i have been thinking abt this for a while so sorry for complaint abt the eggpire to u, an eggpire enjoyer. it was still nice to watch, and i appreciated the amount of effort put into it, as well as the build up to it (it was rly hype).

no i agree with you! some of it was rly good but i honestly think the banquet would ahve been so much more entertaining if it ended differently

#mello asks #controversial opinions

[borntobethequeen]

KINGDOM LEGENDARY WAR EPS2

Okay imma keep doing rant about this show every week bc tbh i have nothing better to do.

I would like to make a disclaimer I am NOT a stan of any of these groups (I know iKON the most tho bc i watched WIN, but thats about it) so I’m trying to be as objective about this as possible

The Boyz:

- i was kinda struggling to watch this group performance and behind the scenes stuff bc, drowning and struggling under water is one of my biggest trigger so it was kinda hard for me.

- their performance was great to a certain degree but kinda also all over the place

- I LOVE THE CONCEPT. The POV concept was so smart KUDOS TO YOU GUYS

- the costume... PHENOMENAL, THE MAKE UP CHEF KISS

- the set design is good at first but everything move so fat that i was struggling to keep up...

- there’s white walker and then fire and then throne and snow and drowning... i was so confused

- with that being said their ending is the best out of the three we watch... it was such a clean ending that for a moment I forgot everything I don’t like about it

- yuni’s score: 7.5/10 (their first performance for me is so much better... IM REALLY SORRY)

iKON

- I CANT BELIEVE THEY RANK THE LOWEST?? I was smiling the whole time during their last performance... IT WAS SO MUCH FUN??

- their reaction kinda break my heart but dang the bounce back FAST.

-the whole behind the scenes segment IS WHOLESOME, their phone calls are hilarious

- i was hoping they save love scenario for later performance.... like a secret weapon but i guess they need something to stand uup among the other

- their stage design just meh (i read about the mistreatment and all so i understand, but im being objective here)

- they have the strongest opening out of the three performance

- not the biggest fan of ‘killing me” but the way they make it a musical type of performance made me love it...

- im amaze that they still shine with such a minimum stage setting (good job)

- their ending kinda all over the place BUT i think they want it that way (not a big fan tho)

- THEY ENJOY PERFORMING SO MUCH.... THIS ENERGY IS FUCKIN AWSOME

- yuni’s score: 8.5/10

BTOB

- THEY ARE SO FUNNY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK...

- their behind the scenes segment is the most enjoyable (lol awkward eunkwang)

- yes i agree with jinwhan ikon their performance was THE best during the face-to-face episode.

-THE FOUR SEASONS THEMES AND THE TRADITIONAL KOREAN MUSIC IS AMAZING

- THEY AHVE THE BEST SET DESIGN AND ITS IS SO EASY TO UNDERSTAND

- the costume = beautiful

- im so in love with their midsection ❤️❤️ (the rap and the dancing part

- they are my favorite performance as of now

-yuni’s score: 9/10

Honorable mention moments:

- ateez praying for both them and ikon (cuties)

- sf9 angry at chani for suggesting killing me to ikon (lol)

- ALL OF THEM SINGIN LOVE SCENARIO AND MISSING YOU PUTE BABIES

- stray kids = stressed kids

- ateez’s phone benner (i need to learn about them, they are such a cuties)

-TBZ BIGASS CHANGING ROOM (for some reason i keep laughing everytime i see the way they sit... like 12 siblings in a small sofa, cuties)

- TVXQ WARDROBE 👁👄👁❤️❤️

#kingdom legendary war #stray kids #skz #ikon #stay #ikonic #the boyz #tbz #BTOB #sf9 #ateez #atiny #kpop #mnet kingdom

[hopefullyanauthor]

Um hiiii. I've been really stuggling with coming to terms with my faith to the point where I'm starting to question rather or not God is reall at all even though I don't actaullu believe God isn't real. It's still like really scary to me. And then there's the fcat that Im a biromantic asexual if you ahve any words of advice and could you maybe pray for me i feel so disconnected and I'm terrified of what I could do or even think. Thank you!

I hear you and I understand completely. I still have those days where I struggle with my faith, like you said, even having moments of questioning whether God exists at all, but somehow also knowing God is real. It is a very strange place to be in.

Just know that you aren't alone in this. Remember that God created you. God knows you and understands every struggle. Sometimes all I can do in those moments of confusion and despair is remeber that God is merciful. God doesn't hate me, He knows I'm trying my best to find the truth and until I can get to a place of being somewhat secure in my beliefs, that's what I can lean on. That I am not forsaken just for being stressed and confused, angry even at times.

For me, I have come to a point of realizing that I am not at all the same person that I was several years ago when I thought I had everything together, that I was a "good Christian". I am still up in the air at times because I've discovered some new things about myself, being bisexual and demisexual. I've had to wrestle with the way I was raised to believe. I've come to be sure in something at least: I don't believe anyone in the LGBTQ+ community is automatically against the Bible and against God. He made us all and as long as we are seeking Him, He is there for us, even if we are confused and feel completely disconnected to how we once had a relationship with God. We grow and change over the course of life. God knows that and He is there with us through that.

My therapist recommended this book. I'm still reading it but it has helped me thus far:

One thing specifically is the reminder that God asks us to have faith and having faith isn't always being 100% sure about everything regarding God and Christianity. To have faith is to be unsure sometimes. And that's okay. Don't feel bad for being confused, or for questioning at all. The journey of seeking answers is a good thing. It is hard and hurtful sometimes, but keep going. I am still searching for my own truth and understanding of God, but I know that God cares enough about me to let me ask questions of Him, of this world, of my place, and knowing that He will be with me regardless, even if I don't "feel" Him like I used to. I'm a different person, but God is still the same and He loves me and He loves you.

I will absolutely pray for you. It helps to have someone to talk to. I have my husband, my therapist. There is also a minister at the clinic as well. I have found an LGBTQ+ supporting church that I attended online services. My family doesn't agree with me and that makes it so much harder, especially when they have been the "Christian influences" of my life. I don't know if it is the same for you. But make sure you have some Christian support, that supports all of you. It truly makes a difference because otherwise it does make you feel disconnected and isolated and makes you question yourself even more. Its already hard enough. Feel free to message me anytime. I would be happy to talk with you in more individually, it would help me too to have a friend in a similar situation.

Sorry this is so long, but I thought it was important to say all that. I'll be praying for you. Stay strong. It will get better. God did not put us on this earth to drown in our own sorrow and confusion. God has more planned for you.

#answer #lgbtq christian #lgbtq #queer christian #long post