#sorry i just need somewhere to vent

[attroxx]

rant under the cut i'm just tired of being an adult ((:

every time i think i'm ahead i just get pushed back. i just spent 300$ on tires and my grandpa calls me and tells me my back tire is going flat. and i'm not sure if those are the new tires or not but either way, either i gotta replace the rest of my tires or the ones i just bought are bogus. i'm on the verge of tears. i have a trip coming up in 2 weeks and i've been so excited cause i need a break and UGHHHHHHHHHHHH

#〈 ooc. ★ 〉 #rant cw #negativity cw #sorry i just need somewhere to vent #im probably not gonna write much #except maybe work on my new oc's bio.

[frc-ambaradan]

A few thoughts on Thrawn’s portrayal in Ahsoka

First thing first: I think they absolutely nailed him.

Lars Mikkelsen is perfect and I don’t think there could ever been another actor fit to bring Thrawn alive. We’re talking about the same man who got an Annie Nomitation for his voice performance in Rebels. He knows the character, he knows how Thrawn speaks, the way he moves, he knows how to use silence... and he absolutely kills it!

And, let’s forget about the new canon for a moment, shall we? 

This Thrawn looks like he just jumped out of “Heir to the Empire”. 

Looks like Filoni’s going for the more Moriarty-like, more evil Legends Thrawn. And, as much as I love the new books, that’s the Thrawn we first met and loved, the character who became the standard bearer of the Expanded Universe, one of the greatest villains of the franchise second only to Darth Vader and one of the best characters in Sci-fi fiction. That’s a guy who’s politely conferring with you a moment before and the second later he’s having a tractor beam technician be dismembered by his bodyguard.

Pellaeon never even saw Rukh move. Pieterson certainly never had time to scream. From farther down the crew pit came the sound of someone trying valiantly not to be sick. Thrawn glanced over Pellaeon's shoulder gain and gestured, and the silence was further broken by the sound of a pair of stormtroopers coming forward. "Dispose of it," the Grand Admiral ordered them, turning away from Pieterson's crumpled body and pinning Colclazure with a stare. "The error, Ensign," he told the other softly, "has now been corrected. You may begin training a replacement." Timothy Zahn, Heir to the Empire (1991)

The infinite pauses Mikkelsen makes, with Thrawn just staring at his interlocutor in silence, are so unnerving and so perfectly in character. Pick any page of the Thrawn trilogy where the Grand Admiral’s talking to Pellaeon and you’ll find the same feeling of fear and malaise. 

And guys, Thrawn was never meant to be likeable. He’s not a puppy, he’s a wolf. He’s someone to be admired for his tactical genius, to be respected for his abilities; you can understand his reasons and his way of thinking but still he’s someone to be wary of and to be feared. You can talk with Thrawn. He will listen and will understand your point, but once you find yourself between him and his goal, you’re dead.

Not surprisingly, Grand Admiral Thrawn was inspired by General Rommel. And they indeed are very similar (I might say they’re basically clones ^^): both military geniuses coming from the lower ranks of society and raising to the highest ranks of the army by sheer talent and yet pretty much naive when it comes to politics and highly opposed by other high ranking officers driven mostly by pure envy (hell! Rommel was taken in higher regard by the British than by his fellow German high ranking officers! In fact, Rommel kept his rank only because Hitler liked him, just like Thrawn did because Palpatine liked him).

Erwin Rommel and Mitth'raw'nuruodo are basically the same person in two different universes...

Both Thrawn and Rommel are well mannered, honourable and very professional officers, considerate to their troops and respectful of their adversaries and as such highly esteemed by both their men and their enemies. That doesn’t change the fact that they both have their fair amount of atrocities on their shoulders, they work for the most evil governments of their age and both have pretty close personal relationships with the Emperor and with Adolf Hitler. And still. You can fight on the wrong side of history and still be an honorable man.

That said, I’ve read complains about Thrawn's physique and yes, I didn’t like his belly either when he first showed up but that was just for a fraction of a second ‘cause the moment he opened his mouth I was totally sold.

Why? Because physical prowess isn’t Thrawn’s main characteristic. Yes, he’s a very well trained warrior and a martial arts expert, but the reason why he’s such a great character is his charisma, it’s his brain and, if I'm right, the Thrawn we have in Ahsoka is the evil cat- ops, I mean ysalamiri-petting Thrawn ^^.

And guys, people do age, even chiss. Thrawn’s 70 years old, he has every right to get old and look old. And that belly looks like a very deliberate choice to me.

Ten years separate Rebels Thrawn from Ahsoka Thrawn, ten years and an inter-galactical hyperspace jump. People change. And get old.

Also, you must consider the fact that Thrawn was wrapped in the purrgill's tantacles when they jumped into hyperspace, so it's safe to assume that he substained heavy injuries and that his body was heavily affected by it. We also don't know how well he fared while stranded for ten years in an unknown galaxy, meddling with stuff he should stay kilometers away from (let's face it: it never ends well when he starts meddling with the Force or anything he has no real grip or power on).

I don't know, but I don't think chiss are made to fly in hyperspace.

So, on a closing note... is Thrawn's make-up perfect? No.

Is that such a big problem? No. What the make-up doesn’t achieve, the actor’s performance will.

And hear me out, there is room for improvement and I’m sure they will fill the gap. They did with Ahsoka… remember how everyone criticized her lekku in The Mandalorian? That was because of an actual, practical reason, but they did manage to correct it and they did improve it. Ahsoka looks great now. And just how they did with her, they will improve Thrawn’s appearance as well.

It’s impossible to nail something at first try. And it's impossible to appease everyone.

I work as a digital artist and I can tell you that sometimes you just can’t do the best you can, because maybe the budget doesn’t allow it or there’s just too little time to do it (or people just keep asking change after change 😒), but once you’ve got the basis, and I think they’ve got pretty solid basis with Thrawn, to improve the look of him adding details and correcting those little errors is gonna be a much easier job and you’ll, see, he’s gonna look much better in the next season.

Sometimes things don’t need to be perfect to work. And Mikkelsen’s Thrawn works, because it’s Mikkelsen and because it’s Thrawn.

#omg #forgive the screed #i just need to talk #i need to vent my excitement somewhere #sorry ^^' #thrawn #mitth'raw'nuruodo #grand admiral thrawn #lars mikkelsen #my thoughts #heir to the empire #star wars legends #erwin rommel #star wars rebels #lars mikkelsen is an absolute monster #and his thrawn is perfect <3 #ahsoka #star wars

[skrunksthatwunk]

you go to a lesbian blog and find it says women only!! no men allowed!!! and go oh! excuse me, um, what about other lesbians? plenty of lesbians are genderqueer... and they go well, okay, go fuck yourself tim chop off your sweaty dick and stop calling yourself a lesbian. you do not have a dick, actually. you think about that fact often, even though it does you no good. you do not tell this person that.

you go to another lesbian blog and it says women only and you try again, and this time they change it to wlw + nblw only (non-men who love non-men :D). and you'll say hey i appreciate that but gender's not really that cut and dry for a lot of people. someone could be both a man and nonbinary, for instance. i just worry that you're looking at nonbinary as a generic third gender, or an extension of womanhood. i mean yeah you include nblw in your tags but all your posts are about pussy-havers exclusively. what's with that? and they say go fuck yourself you pervy man pretending to be a lesbian. you tried to sneak in but i won't let you.

so you go to a lesbian blog with a dozen or so posts about queer people needing to be more weird about it and you sigh in relief. but you still see the men dni. that's odd. hoping for the best, you say hey! i know you mean well but please maybe don't put men dni at the end of the lovely posts on your lesbian blog bc some lesbians are men. and they'll be like ok!! well you're allowed ;) and you say no that's not. no. some men are lesbians not just me. you think about your own dicklessness and wonder if that's why you were given entry. and you add that even if male lesbians are allowed, there's no indication of that. how would anyone know without asking? and they're like ohh gotcha gotcha well men dni + this is for sapphics only!! and you'll be like ok well that treats the concepts of men and sapphics as mutually exclusive identities and i just told you that's not true and you agreed with me so.. i don't think that solves our problem. and they're like. ok. fine. men dni but genderfluid and multigender people are allowed! and you're like no see that's. that's still the same thing.. you're saying the same thing just with different words. if you don't want men to interact but you're fine with multigender/genderfluid/etc ppl interacting then you either don't see them as Real Men (because they don't reach a standard of Full Manhood) or Complete Men (because they're only Part-Time Men), both of which suggest that they are, in some way, not men or less-than men, which is invalidating and defeats the point of the exception in the first place (accommodation) OR that you don't really mean the dni which is confusing and inconsistent and makes guydykes feel weird and uncomfortable and excluded from the lesbian space you're trying to cultivate. and they're like um. ok. so. cishet men dni? and you're like well i think that makes more sense, but what if someone identifies as both a cishet man and a sapphic? again, if we're trying to accommodate the genderfucky populace then that has to be a possibility that is considered. and they say god you people are never happy. what do you want me to do? what am i supposed to say to keep the right men out? and you pause. you empathize with the need for a space free from dudes trying to fuck you straight and feminine. dudes who watch lesbian porn and joke about what they'd do if they were allowed into girls locker rooms. who look at you like a piece of meat, and like someone who looks at women like pieces of meat in the same way he does. you get it. you know. you want a space where you can be sapphic, too. that's why you came to these blogs in the first place. you brace yourself and you say well i don't know that there are "right men" to keep out. i don't know that there's any single label that would accomplish whatever it is you're trying to accomplish. you could go for "sapphics only" or "queers only" and i think that might be the closest thing to what you want, but it's never going to be perfect. creating any exclusive space is going to shut out people you didn't account for, and the broader the label, the more people will be shut out that you didn't want to shut out. and what about people who don't know if they're allowed? what of questioning transbians, where are they supposed to go? and, frankly, i think i might rather my dykey posts get read and appreciated by a gay guy who sees me as a man than a woman who only sees me as a sacred womb, pure from male perversions or violence or whatever. i think community might just be more complex than a dni can handle. and they look at you and say i don't want to not have a dni. i think you're too permissive. you can't just "what about" or microlabel your way into everything. go fuck yourself, i bet you're not even a lesbian anyway. go find a real problem to get mad about.

you go to a lesbian blog. you ignore the men dni because you know you probably don't even count to them. or maybe you do count and, out of respect for your manhood, they'd shun you accordingly. you try to feel okay about that. you scroll past dozens of posts about mediocre men and gagging at straight friends' boyfriends and how gross and undeserving men are of the beautiful women they couple up with and how all women should be gay so they can get treated right and and and and and. you finally find a post about curling into someone you love and feeling at peace and try to lose yourself in it. you know that feeling is what unites you, what makes you belong. you try to focus on it. you think about carding your hands through a butch's hair or lacing fingers with a femme and feeling warm and loved and more yourself than you ever have before. like this is who you're meant to be. you read about lesboys and butch boytoys and genderfucky dykes and big hairy deep-voiced wonderful women (like you want to be someday, like you wish you could make yourself) and you try to ignore the men dni underneath each and every post. and you daydream about meeting someone kind and earnest at a lesbian bar even though you don't think any such bars exist within three states of you and you can't drink and don't want to drink because you need to be in control of yourself at all times so you don't fuck up like you're always about to and here in the nonexistent lesbian bar you feel wanted and safe and in good company. you picture your ideal, happiest self. it is a mistake. ideal-you has a goatee. not the mascara one you smear on and call drag even though you know it's not drag, not really, the beard you call drag because you think everyone would look at you sadly if you told them it was just to pretend you had something out of your reach. a beard that's soft and that you grew and that cannot be smudged away if you get too comfortable with it. the dream shatters. your people pull away from you, their scoffs mixing with the mind-numbing gay girl bedroom pop you learned to settle for just to have something that almost resembled you, they all pull away and turn their backs and do not look at you. you're too close to being a man now, even though you're the same amount of man as before. and they know you're not supposed to interact with men, not as you would with dykes, at least. and it sours. it's all your imagination, all in your head, but it sours.

you sigh. you think about how small you are. how short, how narrow, how feeble. how your voice pitches up when you talk to strangers because it's easier to speak quietly when it carries more, and because you're nervous. because it's a chore to talk, like everything is. you think about testosterone. you think about how your family would look at you, the questions they would ask, your answers they would only pretend to accept. the uncomfortable glances and whispered questions they'd try to hide from you. you think about how small you are, and how small you will always be. how you don't know of a way to fix it, but even if there was one, no one would want you anymore. you'd be the only one thinking it made you a cooler dyke. you think about how you don't even want a T-voice all the time, how you'll never be able to switch it at will, because you don't know how and can't bring yourself to figure it out. you think about how your throat closes around every hint of your own attraction. how wanting is perverse, how wanting is invasive, how wanting is embarrassing and too vulnerable so it must stay anonymous, as an online witness, and how you can barely manage to form or maintain friendships because your brain makes you pull away, always spinning out and struggling to recover from the simplest of interactions. how they'll all leave you and you won't chase after them at all and how that will hurt them. how stuck you get. how it looks like nothing's holding you back, how that frustrates everyone who thought you were going to be more than you were. the people you love who understand except when it comes to being ghosted, being shut out. how you don't want to hurt them. how you can't tell them that because you're stuck. how you turn to stone when touched, how you never reach out, how you lose your speech and can't look at people, how your autism is fun and sexy until it becomes real and you never see them anymore, how much you longed for someone who knew everything without you having to explain, and who loved you anyway. how unreasonable you know that is to expect of anyone. you think about that not-even-real lesbian bar. you think about how you still can't drive. how you can't leave your home on your own, without dragging somebody into helping you. how you can't leave your body. how you can't leave your manhood behind.

you think about finding another lesbian blog and ignoring everything. about skimming it for the parts you can juice some meaning from. the parts men ignore and don't understand, and how typical of you it is to do so. or the parts where you're not welcome and you should accept that, because it's for lesbians only. how you are a lesbian anyway. how you're meant to choose lesbian or man, how each is a betrayal of some kind to yourself or your people, your family, your lovely strangers, your rare friendly acquaintances. about the parts that tell you you're not wanted, that you're ugly and lazy and gross and insert yourself everywhere without even asking. about the parts that tell you you are hated, and how lesbians are above it all by rejecting men. how lesbians are each blessed miracles. about the parts that say you should be ashamed of being whatever twisted confused freak you are, of everything, of looking and wanting or not looking or not wanting, of picking and choosing instead of taking it all in with a smile. after all, shouldn't you take it? or is your ego too fragile, as men's so often are? aren't you tired? good. we're not here for your consumption. and we sure as hell don't want your company or "community" or whatever. didn't you read the sign? no boys allowed. and if you want to come in you have to make up your mind. as if you haven't told them the only answer you have. you're both. you're both.

you know you broke the rule by interacting.

but it gets lonely sometimes. you wonder if they know.

#before i maybe get yelled at: #1) no i do not think ppl are evil for having men dnis no i do not think these are all equal transgressions even #though there is an overlap that should be examined that i think is based in a degree of lesbian separatism + exclusionism #2) yes there are lesbian blogs and people that are cool about genderfucky people. i'm not talking about them #3) this is a stylized vent post about trying to find lesbian content on tumblr that isn't like this. all these dnis/rules are ones i have #encountered. no i do not literally tell these people to change their dnis to suit me. the conversations are symbolic and ideological in #nature. if i find a blog with men dni i generally go somewhere else. it's about emotions. it's about my feelings on that it's not literally #about dming someone demanding they change things. it's not about demanding that You change things or else you're a bad person. #4) it is about the conflicts and hypocrisy and inconsistency of strict and exclusive sexuality labels persisting in gender-diverse spaces #and how it affects me as a lesbian who is a man who is a woman who is fucking whatever else. and yes it is about transphobia too. #5) it's about how lesbians feel the need to exclude men and how i think efforts to do so fail and hurt ppl and are often misguided #tht i think also comes up in like. bi lesbian/mspec lesbian/gaybian discourse. i'm not any of those myself but it seems like there's overla #6) if this post seems whiny and sad and insecure that's because it probably is. i have a right to be all of those things. #7) no i do not think all lesbians are man-hating assholes. i am a lesbian. i love lesbians. i love dykes and most of them are fantastic ppl #i just think the general bullshit of the world leads to this defensive thing that ends up hurting others in our community y'know? #8) i get that my perspective/experience is a bit unusual and many lovely ppl haven't considered it. that's part of why i'm sharing this #nyarla dni #<- sorry man it's too vulnerable. gonna keep this one to the internet-only folks

[aberooski]

I finished a chapter and got so happy and felt so good, then I ruined it by being all "nobody reads or cares about your crap but you", "well you write for a rare pair. Not exactly many people hankering for the content you serve. It's your own fault.", "maybe if I wrote DM stuff things would be different."

STOP.

STOP DOING THAT. YOU LOVE WHAT YOU DO. YOU LOVE TO WRITE. YOU LOVE YOUR SILLY LITTLE CARD GAME SCHOOL KIDS MORE THAN MOST THINGS IN YOUR LIFE. YOU DON’T NEED CONSTANT VALIDATION TO PROVE WHAT YOU DO IS WORTH THE TIME AND EFFORT BECAUSE IT MEANS SOMETHING TO YOU AND THAT SHOULD BE ENOUGH. YOU'RE NOT A TERRIBLE WRITER BECAUSE YOU GET LOW ENGAGEMENT YOU JUST WRITE SUPER NICHE SHIT THAT, SHOCKER, IS ACTUALLY GOOD JUST AGAIN, VERY NICHE. AND THAT'S OKAY.

YOU'RE FINE. YOU'RE NOT A BAD WRITER. YOU ARE NOT VALUED BY ARBITRARY NUMBERS. DON'T DESTROY ONE OF THE FEW JOYS YOU HAVE LEFT OVER THINGS THAT AREN'T TRUE AND DON'T MATTER.

I'M BEING AGRESSIVE BUT IT'S BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, ME. THAT'S THE HARDEST THING FOR ME TO SAY BUT DAMMIT SOMETIMES I ACTUALLY DO.

#abby's self deprication hour #abby's fanfic writer power hour #venting #I just needed to put these thoughts somewhere I'd see them again #I need all the reminders I can get sometimes #sorry I don't mean to be so woe is me all the time #you guys know how it is we've all been there. sometimes you just have to be 😞

[itzsana-kiddingmenow]

a wild sana was spotted in a cafe eating donuts and drinking coffee with her dad a mere hour after he beat her to the floor.

update: he gave me my first motorcycle lesson on the way home 😭🤚🏻

#sana's vents #i swear i love my dad but he seriously would have killed me if my mom hadnt stopped him #thank you mom #the one time i appreciate you literally barricading my body from my dad #HUGE VENT sorry people #gave me a freaking anxiety attack i was literally stuck in my room hyperventilating #i guess i was being a brat tho #you told your sister to stop annoying you??? yeah lets just beat you until your arms are red and bruised #hurts like a bitch #sorry about the vent i need to talk somewhere #DISCLAIMER #i love my dad and mom #but ppl tell me theyre abusive #i think theyre asian hahah #not funny

[stareesm]

life has been insane i just cried infront of my violin teacher 😔

#⠀౨ৎ⠀𝓶arie's 𝓻ambles⠀. #please let me quit violin #i keep on playing wrong notes out of tune 😭 #THERES A RECITAL BUT I DONT HAVE TIMETO PRACTICE #like how??? my school ends at 4:30 and sometimes I have tuition afterwards #plus a shitton of work 😔 #violin is fun but I just feel like I don't have the time for hobbies anymore #I do admit that it's also my fault though bc I should have practiced ☠️ #sorry for venting I just need to let this out somewhere :(

[awek-s]

hm

#little bit uh. feeling like I don’t wanna be here anymore. not here as in tumblr but here as in. yknow. #anyway sorry I don’t wanna post it on here but I just need to vent it somewhere. I’ll prob delete it soon. #I’m just really tired of pretending anything’s ever gonna get better for me #I feel so genuinely powerless to change anything #I’m just very tired #mrow.org

[tempests-bards-and-birds]

for the past few days i've been feeling kind of empty and hopeless for the future and i've been finding it hard to find joy in things that i usually enjoy lol so umm. can people reblog or comment with even just little things that have happened recently that have made them happy?

#sorry i don't usually post stuff like this i've just been feeling really. unmotivated and hopeless recently #and i've been feeling really guilty about being unmotivated and lazy because i know that if i don't try at things then i won't have a future #but i don't have anything motivating me to try because i don't have any goals that i actually want to achieve that will actually #contribute to my life and my career? idk #no career paths or degrees or anything that i can think of excite me in any way and i just. don't know what i'm gonna do with my life #sorry this is kind of heavy lol #i just needed to dump this somewhere #tempest's dumb thoughts #vent post #tw vent

[grumpybabybat]

Wanting and needing a caretaker so bad but also not because I’m so picky and also weirdos on the internet and I’m honestly not that smart and don’t always pick up on things, but don’t care because JUST WANT A CARETAKER but I’m annoying and so clingy and mentally unstable so I’m a lot of work, and feel like a lot of caretakers want a bubbly and cute small one who has no problems at all and I’m not, also I can be a bit bratty and completely defiant but I’m also not?? Know people don’t wanna deal with that so I’m just stuck without a caretaker and watching everyone else get one when I don’t, plus I have a partner so it feels off to just ahhrvahrvdbvrbevr

Sorry for the ramble

#rant post #age regression #sfw agere #age regressor #agere #agere blog #safe agere #sfw interaction only #agere post #sorry again for the rambling i just needed somewhere to put my thoughts out #if it bothers anyone ill delete it #personal vent

[kpchrs]

I don't know, people, I will romanticise everything that makes you cringe to spite you. GET THE FUCK OF THE TAG!!!!!!!

#sorry i just saw something upsetting about antis #and i need to vent somewhere #FUCK OFF

[athymelyreply]

talking to my therapist and it’s just like. I don’t know what you want me to do, man? There’s only so good it can get when life keeps throwing terrible stuff at you. Honestly you should be shocked that I’m even “getting by” right now. Like I don’t know, I don’t think we can radical acceptance ourselves out of this one mate.

#She’s going through all the skills and like- I already KNOW those. We’re reviewing things I already get. #It’s just that those aren’t helping. Trust me ive TRIED. #sorry I just needed somewhere to say this. #Vent #personal

[iguessyouregonnamissthepantyraid]

paying attention to the palestine situation as a U.S. citizen means reconciling what we already knew but seeing it so fucking blatantly presented to us in broad daylight: the U.S. government is so beyond right wing that our "progressives" are just right of center at best, there's a teeny tiny contingent of elected officials who are called "radical" for straying just slightly left of center, our elected officials do not represent the majority of americans (did you know that ⅔ of american citizens support a ceasefire and i can probably count on one hand how many of our officials are even willing to mention it?) and of course that the entire thing is so entrenched in militarization and committing horrible atrocities with zero accountability overseas that 99% of our government has no problem plugging their ears and looking away when an entire culture is being wiped off the map. i'm so fucking tired man

#me #sorry i know i haven't posted about this bc tumblr is not a news site but i needed to vent somewhere #there will be more because guys i'm SO tired #i just saw a horrible horrible image from gaza and it nearly made me start bawling at work

[mahikamihan]

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me, feeling like the only poc 20-something year old in line trying to exercise my right to vote

#YALL I SEE A SEA OF OLD WHITE PEOPLE AND IT'S ACTIVATING MY FLIGHT OR CRY INSTINCTS HELPPPP #skdmskd IM DOING IT FOR THE GREATER GOOD IM DOING IT FOR THE GRRATER GOOD IM DOING I- #us politics #sorry i just needed to vent somewhere this is scaring me idk why #oh also not my art

[slutforyous]

i think im finally back for real this time :) it sucked having to constantly shelter myself from this online community both here and in real life to protect myself from disgusting individuals who took advantage of me, but im back and every individual who hurt me is in jail 🙌🏻 *see last few posts*

my DMs will be open again if anyone would like to chat, or discuss what occurred, my asks will also be opened again however i won’t allow anonymous messages just yet! use these as wisely as possible ✌🏻❤️

#hypnosis #sub thoughts #hypnokink #sorry. i know this isn’t regular hypno content but i just needed to vent somewhere #hypnok1nk #good toy

[nekrophoria]

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#Don't mind me I just need to vent real quick #Ignore this post by all means #Just feeling anxious af right now #Have barely been able to sleep the last two weeks #Plus I'm feeling even more I'll than usual and it just won't pass #Might be down to lack of sleep ofc #Or stress #Cuz I'm basically stressed 24/7 for no reason #Eitherway my gut keeps telling me something is seriously wrong #Like I'm seriously ill #But ofc I can't tell whether that's just anxiety #My doctor just gives me a shrug whenever I show up there #And getting a therapist in this economy is almost impossible #They don't even put you on waiting lists anymore cuz they're just too long #I wouldn't even know which type of therapy to go for anymore #Cuz my diagnoses are a giant cluster fuck and I don't know what to tackle first #It's just a tad bit overwhelming at times #Sorry #Needed to let this out somewhere real quick #Illness tw #Mental illness tw #nonsims #saviorhide

[dangerous-bend]

i cannot process my emotions right now it is too late at night but what a rollercoaster i don't know if i'll survive the night tyler and josh what have you done to me

#twenty one pilots #sorry i just keep saying the same things over and over #i just genuinely #am stuck emotionally #cannot think properly #need to vent somewhere and that's what tumblr is for #*sobbing uncontrollably*