#shisui x hidan

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YOU WOULD??? OMG WHENEVER I SAY THAT I'M WRITING SHISUI/HIDAN PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY IT'S A TRASHY SHIP

Anyway. I don't actually know how well they could work in canon, but the idea for the fic is that Hidan has been around for a long, long time (in canon it's never said for how long he's been immortal iirc and I love potential immortality-based angst, also we never really see him use any chakra except for like, sticking to trees I think? So I like to think that he's been around from before the chakra people started to be born) and he used to be some sort of mercenary hired to kill people, and one day he was sent to take care of the army of a kingdom where Shisui (maybe I'll use some different name for this past version of him but I have yet to decide) was the ruler

Used to being unmatched in a fight, Hidan finds himself stopped by Shisui who is able to fight him somehow equally and so Hidan gets basically obsessed with Shisui and they eventually end up being lovers

One day Shisui, who knows will eventually die and leave Hidan alone, performs a ritual to link their souls together and make them soulmates, making Hidan promise he'll find him in every single one of his future lives (and I think I'll put some kind of soulmark on both of them as a result of the ritual to show that they're linked)

The main story takes place around the time the Uchiha coup should happen (with past memories sprinkled here and there once Shisui starts remembering his past lives) when Shisui meets Hidan during an ANBU mission and they fight since Hidan had been hired as a temporary mercenary/bodyguard to protect Shisui's target, however during the fight something happens (to be determined, I'm not super good with writing fights but I'll come up with something) that makes it so that Shisui's soulmark is revealed, after which Hidan refuses to fight him anymore

Shisui doesn't think much of it at first, but he starts meeting Hidan on every single mission after that first one (Hidan knows he can't exactly walk into Konoha, he's not stupid and I think I'll make him a bit less psycopath as well, so he waits until he sees Shisui leaving and then follows him, and since I'd put him as someone from before the chakra times he'd have no chakra for Shisui to sense him) and after a little while Shisui decides to confront him about it

I have a bit of a bullet point list after this (Hidan telling Shisui they're soulmates, Shisui not believing him, Shisui starting to have dreams/remember his past lives etc...) but that's as far as I got and it's, like, two chapters truly fully written? And that's it (because all the past stuff will be later on so I haven't actually written it as chapters yet)

It all started because I saw a fanart with Hidan and Shisui together (not romantically, they were just in the same picture) and my brain just couldn't stop thinking about them being actual lovers

I plan on making it a bit dark and go quite heavy on Hidan's romantic obsession with Shisui, and after Shisui will realize the truth I'll probably put in there some good Uchiha-obsession as well. Not on 'yandere' levels (I don't like the yandere cliché too much) but still enough to make it clear that their relationship isn't all roses and flowers (is that a saying in english? I just kinda translated a saying from my og language 🤣), they're both very unhinged and quite co-dependant with each other

And now that I talked about it with you I feel like I wanna go write more of it, so now I need to find the WIP...

Anon, look at me, right in the eyes: we are talking about fictional characters from the most ridiculous hair-brained series that has somehow gripped us all for donkey's years. Don't let anyone make you feel bad for how you're playing around with canon, it's all make believe anyway and we should be allowed to be as unhinged as we like haha

Have fun and screw the haters!

1) this whole idea is super cool!!! I'd love to see where you go with Hidan's religion and the morals of his human sacrifice and blood letting etc (there is a fascinating Sakura-centric fic out there where Sakura is converted to Jashinism, the author has some extremely interesting takes on the religion) and how it interlines with Shisui's own dubious morality within the bigger picture of Shinobi morals being fucked up like crazy to begin with...!

2) Shisui somehow beats Hidan and gets his interest? Ayyyy Hidan can't draw blood and kill him if he's not fast enough to catch him first~

3) toxic evil murder husbands... Nice, brings to mind-

Hidan kills people for his homicidal religious zealousness... Shisui looks like a saint in comparison but that's just because he rewrites the minds of his opponents so no one even knows how bad he is (🙏🙏🙏 Shisui deserves to be a human monster, as a little treat 👉👈)

4) Also this has the potential for that whole "A fell first but B fell harder" dynamic because Hidan has been loving Shisui as a lifestyle for DECADES but Shisui gets bulldozed by memories and pitches headfirst into obsession after fighting Hidan's claims for a little too long... 😩

Thanks for sharing, Anon! And good luck with the WIP, if you do decide to continue!

#torship #torship talks #ask #anon #shisui #hidan #shisui x hidan #shisui shipping

[narutoversevacation]

Photo Text:

Amegakure Day 7 Recap

'The Start of a New Year'

‘Happy Scenes Under the Rain’ by @succikko-draws

Codename: Frog

“I wanted to show happy scenes under the rain - in a happier timeline.”

‘The Seas Between Us Broad Since Roared’ by @bunnbreaker

Codename: Crow

As celebrations cascade around them, Shisui and Itachi find a quiet moment of solitude to escape from the chaos of their lives.

‘New Year’s in Ame’ by @princessxgarbage

Codename: Rat

Hidan convinces Kakuzu that the festival in Ame will be enjoyable, even for him.

#naruto events #narutovacationwinter2023 #amegakure #itachi #shisui #itachi x shisui #konan #nagato #yahiko #kakuzu #hidan #kakuzu x hidan

[h8ani]

Updated Rules List

With my new updated list I’m going to be listing all the requests I’ll be accepting, what fandoms I write for and how you should go about requesting them :)

But also if you are an ageless/blank blog or a minor please do not request me, thank you.

I also wrote both nsfw & sfw content, I also label it on my writings I post. I don’t shy away from anything really so if you’re unsure just send me a message and I’ll clarify if I do!

Things I’ll write for: yandere, noncon/dubcon, fluff, angst, smut, age gap, stepcest, professor/student, sensei/student, spanking, choking, slapping, torture, abuse, female x male, drug use, use of sex toys, abusive relationships, issues with eating, etc type shit

Things I won’t write for: anal, piss/shit play, boy x boy, girl x girl (I’m not super comfortable in my writing yet to write for same sex couples yet I hope you guys understand!)

Fandoms I write for:

Attack on Titan - Levi Ackerman, Eren Yeager, Zeke Yeager, Armin Arlert, Reiner Braun, Bertholdt Hoover, Erwin Smith, Jean Kirstein, Connie Springer, Porco Galliard

Hunter x Hunter - Chrollo, Feitan, Shalnark, Kurapika, Leorio, Hisoka, Ging, Illumi, Wing, Kite, Pokkle

Naruto - Naruto Uzumaki, Sasuke Uchiha, Itachi Uchiha, Obito Uchiha, Shisui Uchiha, Kakashi Hatake, Minato Namikaze, Shikamaru Nara, Gaara, Neji Hyuga, Kiba Inuzuka, Deidara, Sasori, Pain/Yahiko, Iruka Umino, Shino Aburame, Hidan, Kankuro, Sai, Genma Shiranui, Izumo Kamizuki, Kotetsu Hagane, Hayate Gekko

Tokyo Revengers - Takemichi Hanagaki, Manjiro Sano, Chifuyu Matsuno, Shuji Hanma, Takashi Mitsuya, Kazutora Hanemiya, Tetta Kisaki, Atsushi Sendo, Nahoya Kawata, Souya Kawata, Ken Ryuguji, Shinichiro Sano, Ran Haitani, Rindou Haitani, Naoto Tachibana, Izana Kurokawa, Inui Seishu

Tokyo Ghoul - Ken Kaneki, Hideyoshi Nagachika, Uta, Ayato Kirishima, Nishio Nishiki, Koutarou Amon

Ouran Highschool Host Club - Kyoya Ootori, Tamaki Suoh, Takashi Morinozuka, Hitachiin Hikaru, Hitachiin Kaoru,

Prompt Requests/Writing Requests in general:

I will usually have a link of the prompts to request from, from the original post.

If you’d like to request something I wrote just state what content you’d like and who the character is/member he is

I default by writing in fem! reader pov so please state if you’d like gn! reader

Reaction Requests:

State the type of reaction you’d like (example: reaction of them kissing you mid argument)

For any anime reactions just state the anime, boys you’d like the reaction for but please try to keep the number of characters under 10 unless it’s like konoha 11

Selca Ships:

I will do these for both kpop & anime

Send in a max of 3 selfies of yourself

Request a max if 3 animes/kpop groups

You can mix and match if you’d like

Please no filters obstructing what you look like I will just delete it

I will do private ships as well just state that when submitting the ships

Poly Ships:

Max of 2-3 animes/groups

You can mix and match

Request If you’d like these to be private

This ship is me just shipping you with two characters of said anime requested or 2 members of a kpop group

Kink Ships:

Send in a kink along with a kpop group or anime

I’ll say who I think the kinks go with

Aesthetic Moodboards:

Request who you’d like the moodboard for (example: bestfriend mikey sano, date night jungkook, etc)

I’m okay with nsfw moodboards too

#rules #updated list #credit for border goes to benkeibear #navigation

[kagami--uchiha]

Meme: 'Only One Rule' and two questions, Which top 5 muses do you ship with your Kagami? And the question for the Edo-Tensei muse Kagami (once he is fully informed about how the lives and choices of his teammates ended), Would you rather have slept with teammate Danzo or with teammate Hiruzen?

EYYYYY XD

Oh Jesus that's a difficult one... Since sadly there are ships that have broken off again over time.. but I think what will always and forever rule my heart is

Ibiki x Kagami with the lovely, lovely @konoha-interrogation

Danzō x Kagami with my absolute love mar @shimura-rp / @uchihashisui-kun (always filling my angsty/dark pleasures.. I still dream about it.)

Practically any ship I built up with @hatredcurse . (I'll still just count it as 3 xD because we got one absolutely wonderful main ship between Kagami and Obito.)

Now it's getting a little more difficult... But-

There is a private ship on discord between a younger version of Kagami and Hidan... And it's as toxic as one might imagine, but I am still absolutely in love with it.

And the number five that is ATM really digging itself into my heart is the rather fresh, still developing ship between Sakura and Kagami in the arranged marriage au with @hana-akari .

And now that's a tough question.. because by extension, both are at fault for the massacre of the Uchiha.. Danzō more actively so, but Hiruzen just sat at the sideline and watched him do it. (Can't convince me that he didn't know, he did know.. he just didn't want to speak out against a friend.. there is a lot more HC I got about the three of them, which I would gladly elaborate on if you like to hear it). It would be a tough decision... But knowing what he did to Shisui... Kagami would then rather have slept with Hiruzen.

#Kagami HC's #thank you for this!

[watermelonsloth]

Warmth

CW: Mentions of sex and alcohol, rare pair (Itachi x Hidan)

Itachi didn’t believe that he was a genius like everyone said. How could he when he’d done something as stupid as get drunk and have sex with Hidan? 

Pain had paired the two of them up for reasons still unknown to Itachi. Maybe it was because he thought Itachi’s paralysis genjutsu was a good match for Hidan’s skill set. Maybe he thought Itachi could better reign in and control Hidan. If the latter was the case, then Pain had apparently been mistaken because Hidan somehow had the same ability to weaken his ability to make decisions like Shisui had. Itachi started the night agreeing to take one celebratory shot after a successful mission and ended the night drunker than he’d ever been in his life and sleeping with Hidan. He couldn’t reasonably explain what exactly happened in between. 

He had unsurprisingly woken up before the other, even if he had slept in until sunrise. It was weird how well he slept. Ever since the massacre, Itachi had been an insomniac and was lucky to get over two hours of sleep. Sleeping in wasn’t something he did, even when he wanted to. He blamed it on the alcohol and physical exertion. 

Now that he was awake and unable to fall back asleep—whether that was due to his insomnia or pounding headache was anyone’s guess—he was watching Hidan sleep. Usually, he would’ve been panicking after doing something so stupid. He would’ve been worrying about how he potentially compromised his mission or how he acted unprofessionally or his actions being a potential indication that the stress of his mission was finally getting to him. Instead, his mind was hazy and he simply watched the other sleep.

Hidan was a surprisingly sound sleeper. If Itachi would’ve been made to guess before, he would’ve assumed the other snored in his sleep. What surprised him more than the other’s silence, however, was just how relaxed he was. It was uncanny how calm he looked. Itachi may not have known him well, but he did know him to be loud and abrasive at meetings. His unfamiliarity was only furthered by how vulnerable he was. Even if Itachi ignored how the other was still naked, he couldn’t ignore how his body was slumped over in deep sleep. Shinobi, especially rogue ninja at the level of the Akatsuki, never let themselves relax into a deep sleep, even if they were exhausted or inebriated. Every shinobi, regardless of origin, learned how to get rest while maintaining full awareness of their surroundings. It had actually become an indicator that someone was a ninja if their body remained tense while at rest; which was one of the reasons shinobi rarely went undercover as civilians. He was certain that any other member of the Akatsuki would have woken up simply from feeling Itachi’s gaze on them; some of them might’ve even attacked him for it on instinct. Perhaps it was the result of him not needing to worry about someone killing him in his sleep. 

Seeing Hidan like this enraptured him. Without fully realizing it, he’d begun studying the other’s face, and maybe he was still tipsy or his hangover was impeding his judgement, but his drunk decision to have sex with him was starting to make more sense. Hidan, no matter how distracting his personality and violent beliefs, was very attractive. He also stood out against the cool-character, dark-features attractive people Itachi was used to seeing in Konoha. If he’d drunk enough to overlook the less agreeable parts of Hidan’s personality, which he certainly had, he could understand why things would escalate. And wasn’t that a dangerous thought? 

When a strand of gray hair fell over his closed eyes, Itachi pushed it back behind the other’s ear in a potentially too familiar gesture. He knew he shouldn’t have done that in the same way he knew that he shouldn’t stay in bed and shouldn’t have gotten drunk to begin with. That is to say that he did those wrong things without any lingering feelings of guilt, something that was exceedingly rare as he aged. The only feeling that lingered was a very dangerous feeling of contentment and warmth.

#If you’re wondering why I’m posting multiple fics in a row #It’s because I feel like it #They’ve just been sitting in my docs and I wanted to do something with them #ItaHida #naruto fanfiction #itachi uchiha #hidan #my stooff

[ryndicate]

꘏ Meet the Writer ꘏

I go by Soryn, or Ryn, whichever you prefer! Likes/asks/comments will come from my main @darlingsanzu only mooties may call my Rynnie ;3

Short summary of me

I'm in my mid 20s, I work full time, and I am one of the most infrequently social person you'll ever meet. Despite that I am a very excitable and soft person and I love chatting about anything, but especially anime :3 My ask box is wide open!<3 also it is physically painful for me to not use some kind of smiley face :) I love them :D I want people to know I'm smiling >:) (painfully addicted to emojis and the use of 'lol' cant help myself)

THings you absolutely must note:

If we chat enough for me to give you my discord, you'll find that very often it takes me several days upwards of weeks to respond. i sweAr im not ignoring you---my social battery is just sad and recharging.

IF YOU SEE ME active on discord ((especially for hours at a time) and I'm not responding to messages, I am definitely gaming with my man. We play games together as quality time, and we're never tired of each other.

Other stuff

Watching: TR s2, KnY (Swordsmith village arc)

Watched: I had to make a list it was too long

Reading: Blue Lock, TokRev, Jujutsu Kaisen, Jigokuraku

Read: was gonna make a list but it wasn't long enough for a link. Csm is the only one I'm caught up with, and AoT and Wotakoi are the only manga I've finished lol. I did read TR but i read it too fast and didnt really retain it.

Manhwa/Webtoon: Under the Oak Tree, Isnelda, Let's play, Lore Olympus, Fly Me to the Moon, Moonrise by the Cliff, Finding Camelia (god i cant wait for next season), The Tainted Half, Lady Devil, My Dear Maid & The Losing Streak and so so many more.

Playing: sons of the forest, stardew (again again but this time with mods), project zomboid (yes again)

My Calendar&lt;3

likes: Michael Kaiser, sugar and sweets!, vampires, purple, cats, old libraries, candles, Genma's senbon, writing, baking, pringles, binge reading/watching, thefatrat, 4am, Kakashi, obsessing with the same song for 3 days straight before looking for a new one—cycle repeat, comfort blankets, painting my nails 5 different colors, high fantasy and angst!

dislikes: Michael Kaiser, hot tea (i need my iceee), being in cars, making themes, loud storms & heavy wind, artificial banana, prunes, vanilla scents, yelling, spiders, jump scares, red/orange/yellow, cheese curds, pretzels, dresses, starwars (oop), sore throats, bright neons, repetitive noises

MY FANDOMS AND THEIR BABY GIRLS

Trigun

Vash, Knives, Wolfewood

Tokyo Revengers

Sanzu, Hanma, Chifuyu, Shinichiro, Imaushi, Mikey, Draken, Rindou, Mitsuya, Takemitchi

Soul Eater 

Stein, Akane, Soul Evans

Jujutsu Kaisen

Gojo, Megumi, Sukuna, Choso, Itadori, Yuuta, Inumaki, Nanami

Jigokuraku

Gabimaru, Tenza, Chobei, Shion

My Hero Academia 

Touya, Bakugou, Shinso, Izuku, Kirishima, Mirio, Natsuo, Enji,  Aizawa, Iida

Naruto 

Kakashi, Genma, Itachi, Shisui, Jiraiya, Obito, Yamato, Kisame, Hidan

Hunter x Hunter 

Hisoka, Illumi, Ging, Uvogin, Chrollo, Phinks, Neferpitou, Knuckle

Haikyuu

Iwaizumi, Oikawa, Hanamaki, Matsukawa, Kita, Suna, Aran, Atsumu, Osamu, Tendou

Chainsaw Man 

Kishibe, Aki, Angel Devil, Yoshida, Denji

Blue Lock 

Kaiser, Oliver, Lorenzo, Ness, Noa, Kunigami, Gagamaru, Reo, Nagi, Rin, Sae, Shidou

Bleach 

Daddy Kurosaki, Daddy Ishida, Gin, Ulquiorra, Renji, Kensei, Shunsui

Black Clover

Yami, Fuegoleon, Zara, Nozel

Attack on Titan 

Zeke, Eren, Reiner, Porco, Jean, Conny

Honorable Mentions

Akaza, Tengen, Hantengu Clones, Kogami, Captain Obi, Thorkell, Alucard, Hector, Nishio, Kaneki

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Since I will probably never going around changing the border colors on my oneshots I will leave this little homage here for colors come and gone

October - December 2022

December 2022 - February 2023

Current

#about me

[itafushigf]

NARUTO.

a/n: all of my bots are fempov, therefore they’ll refer to you with she/her pronouns. this is a decision I made and it’s not going to change, I’d appreciate if you respect that and don’t change it either.

pairings: deidara x you, gaara x you, genma shiranui x you, hidan x you, hinata hyuga x you (wlw), ino yamanaka (wlw), indra otsutsuki x you, itachi uchiha x you, kakashi hatake x you, kankuro x you, kiba inuzuka x you, konan x you (wlw), madara uchiha x you, minato namikaze x you, nagato x you, neji hyuga x you, obito uchiha x you, sai x you, sakura haruno (wlw), sasuke uchiha x you, shikamaru nara x you, shino aburame x yo, shisui uchiha x you, tobirama senju x you, yahiko x you.

warning: some bots are tagged dead dove on janitor, meaning it’ll include dark or uncomfortable themes and their explicit trigger warnings will be on the bot introduction. most characters over the age of 18 include nsfw/sexual traits in their settings, but all initial messages are sfw.

Gaara.

JAI | CAI. gaara surprisingly grew fond of you during your visit to suna, and now he doesn’t really want you to leave. he wants you to stay with him.

Itachi Uchiha.

JAI | CAI. Itachi has loved you since forever, and despite the risks, he always finds a way to go visit you without anyone else knowing.

Kakashi Hatake.

JAI | CAI. kakashi sure appreciates your visits to his office, despite how nosy you can be. but he does adores being married to you.

Neji Hyuga.

JAI | CAI. neji doesn’t want to involve you with his cruel clan, despite how much he loves you. he’d rather protect you, even over his feelings.

Obito Uchiha.

JAI | CAI. obito had only been observing you from the shadows since he faked his death, until he had that opportunity to kidnap you.

Sakura Haruno. (WLW)

JAI | CAI. sakura’s been struggling with her feelings towards you, but when you get hurt during a mission, things start to get a bit more clear.

Sasuke Uchiha.

JAI | CAI. sasuke is back at your apartment after months of looking for you, expecting to have a different answer for his proposal to leave with him.

Shikamaru Nara.

JAI | CAI. shikamaru thinks his feelings for you are troublesome, but he knows he likes you. that’s why he accepts going on a mission, only cause you’re there too.

Shisui Uchiha.

JAI | CAI. shisui knows don’t agree with his plan to stop the coup d’état, and he’s struggling to make you understand his reasons.

Tobirama Senju.

JAI | CAI. tobirama had no other option than to accept the marriage his elder brother arranged between him, and a member of the uchiha clan.

© itafushigf — do not copy or steal. banner credits to @cafekitsune

#naruto #naruto shippuden #shikamaru nara #gaara #kakashi hatake #sasuke uchiha #shisui uchiha #itachi uchiha #neji hyuga #senju tobirama #obito uchiha #janitor ai #character ai

[findroleplay]

Hello! 20 nb here, im looking for a Naruto rp! Modern or just a Au of cannon timeline, I do Double ups of OC X CC I do NOT do CC x CC/ Oc X Oc. I am a sem-lit to Lit writer, it mostly depends on what responses/starters you give me, (and also my brain power). And I perfre my partners to also be semi lit to lit But I write up to 4 to 6 paragraphs (It depends on what i get as a starter/reponse) , I also have a life outside of this so my rponses might be late from time to time. I also have memory issues and tend to forget I have responses so please be patient with me.

please be 18+ I do NOT rp with minors. I write 18+ content. I have a few characters I want to but my girl with. The characters are...Shisui(perfered), Sasori(human), Inuza, Hidan or Zetsu. I can play a number of characters for you! But I'll tell you if I can do them or not. I rp on tumblr or discord! We can discuss plots in dms! Intact with the post and ill try to DM as soon as I can! Thanks for reading!

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#roleplay #rp #oc rp #naruto rp

[justauthoring]

naruto masterlist.

* personal favourites

KAKASHI HATAKE:

series:

lacuna:

chapter one

chapter two

oneshots:

far.

*nyctophilia (nsfw)

headcanons:

nothing yet...

NARUTO UZUMAKI:

series:

nothing yet...

oneshots:

*mizpah.

headcanons:

nothing yet...

SASUKE UCHIHA:

series:

nothing yet...

oneshots:

nothing yet...

headcanons:

nothing yet....

MADARA UCHIHA:

series:

nothing yet...

oneshots:

mine.

headcanons:

nothing yet...

OBITO UCHIHA:

series:

nothing yet...

oneshots:

nothing yet...

headcanons:

nothing yet...

ITACHI UCHIHA:

series:

nothing yet...

oneshots:

*nemesism.

headcanons:

nothing yet...

SHISUI UCHIHA:

series:

nothing yet...

oneshots:

nothing yet...

headcanons:

nothing yet...

SHIKAMARU NARA:

series:

nothing yet...

oneshots:

compassionate.

headcanons:

nothing yet...

NEJI HYUGA:

series:

nothing yet...

oneshots:

nothing yet...

headcanons:

nothing yet...

GAARA OF THE DESERT:

series:

nothing yet...

oneshots:

nothing yet...

headcanons:

nothing yet...

DEIDARA OF THE AKATSUKI:

series:

nothing yet...

oneshots:

nothing yet...

headcanons:

nothing yet...

SASORI OF THE AKATSUKI:

series:

nothing yet...

oneshots:

nothing yet...

headcanons:

nothing yet...

HIDAN OF THE AKATSUKI:

series:

nothing yet...

oneshots:

nothing yet...

headcanons:

nothing yet...

TOBIRAMA SENJU:

series:

nothing yet...

oneshots:

nothing yet...

headcanons:

nothing yet...

#naruto shippuden #naruto shippuden imagine #naruto shippuden x reader #kakashi hatake x reader #naruto uzumaki x reader #sasuke uchiha x reader #obito uchiha x reader #shisui uchiha x reader #itachi uchiha x reader #madara uchiha x reader #shikamaru nara x reader #neji hyuga x reader #gaara x reader #hidan x reader #deidara x reader #tobirama senju x reader

[the8gates]

Come As You Are: Part One - Redux

Word Count: 6.9k

Warning(s): None.

Atsuko Kamiyama is 20 years old with no clear direction in life. For now, she spends her days working part-time at her father’s comic shop while her live-in boyfriend, Kakashi, works at a local bar, the Deerhead. It wasn’t the life she imagined herself leading, but she thought that she could at least be content. That is until her ex-fling, Obito, tells her that he has decided on the course his life is going to take. Now, she wonders if any of the decisions she made in the past are the ones that are going to lead her to fulfilment. Torn between emotions so conflicting she struggles to understand them, Atsuko will be forced to take control of her life. And her future.

This story is Part Two of Burnouts

Previous Chapters: 

Prologue - AO3

Next Chapter:

Chapter Two

Three Months Earlier

“You have got to be joking.”

Atsuko questioned, giggling through her words despite herself. There was no earthly way the story Shisui had just told her was true. But the earnestness in his words said otherwise. Her co-worker raised his hands in self defense, dark eyes widening as his expression tried to make his point for him. 

“I’m telling the truth, Atsuko! I swear on my life! Why the fuck would I make up something like that?”

Shisui replied, the hint of desperation in his voice only serving to make her laugh. In hindsight, it was hilarious. But she could imagine that, at the time, Shisui had felt like he’d just witnessed the single most traumatizing event of his life. 

“So, let me just recap and make sure I heard you right. You got home from work the other night and, as soon as you walked in the door, you knew something was off. It’s dead quiet, except for the sound of squeaking bedsprings. And you still went to-“

Atsuko started to say, trying to turn the blame around on him. But Shisui was quick to cut her off. 

“Hey, don’t put this on me! That is my home! My sanctuary away from all the bullshit! I was the one violated here!”

Shisui defended, but Atsuko kept going anyway, laughing through her words as the mental image conjured itself. 

“It doesn't matter! You heard the sounds, but you still went to investigate? I mean, c’mon Shisui! You put that shit on yourself. There was no way you didn’t know what was going on!”

Atsuko flung back. The way the oldest two Uchiha brothers flared when being confronted with their own stupidity was an endless source of entertainment. Obito would get the same look on his face when he was trying to explain himself. Eyes wide, mouth agape, sharp eyebrows pinched impossibly close together. Shisui fixed her with that stunned expression for a moment, pained at the thought that he could’ve avoided this entire situation if he’d just been observant. After a few seconds passed, he crumbled and groaned, turning away from her to scrunch his eyes shut and drag a frustrated hand down his face. 

“I don’t know why I did it, alright? I just- I just did, okay! And I haven’t even told you the worst part yet! So, Itachi’s door is cracked open, right and I see… what I see. But then I just like… freeze for a second. Because, one, I cannot fucking believe it! Two, what the fuck? Three, how the fuck? Four-“

“Get to the point, Shisui.”

“Ugh. Right. So, I’m frozen for a second. And in that one fucking second, Izumi just happens to roll her head over and look right at me! And she fucking screams! So, I scream! Itachi jumps a foot in the air, blankets flying everywhere and he’s yelling at me to shut the fucking door. I reach out to grab the doorknob, but I’m so fucking traumatized that my hands are like shaking and shit and I just end up pushing it open further-“

Atsuko groaned at that, burying her face in her hands as she doubled over to place her elbows on the countertop. Shisui snapped his fingers next to her, and without looking, she knew he was pointing at her reaction. 

“See! See, I told you it got worse! After that happened, I pretty much ran away. Like, out the front door ran away. I just got in my car and left because I didn’t know what else to do. I went to hang out with Asuma and Kurenai. Totally ruined their fucking date night…”

Shisui continued, rambling again as the cringe consumed him. Atsuko knew that Shisui had seen and overheard a lot living in that house. Four boys, living together during their formative years with little to no adult supervision was a recipe for disaster. But seeing his sixteen year old brother having sex with his equally young girlfriend was probably one of the worst things he’d witnessed. Walking in on each other jacking off or watching porn wasn’t as big of a deal. There was a third party involved here. 

“Oh god, poor Izumi.”

Atsuko sighed, shaking her head at the thought of being that young and having something like that happen. Again, funny in hindsight. Mortifying at the time. 

“I know. I’ve walked in on Itachi before, like looking at magazines and shit but… this is just… ugh. He hasn’t talked to me in a week. Izumi hasn’t been to the house since it happened either.”

Shisui lamented, dropping his head back with his black, curly, hair following suit. Atsuko could only wince, sucking in air through her teeth. 

“That’s tough, buddy. Maybe… I don’t know. Maybe you should just apologize to him? I mean. I get it. If you had ever walked in on Obito and I, well-“

Atsuko was beginning to laugh a bit, imaging the scenario and the resulting chaos that would have ensued. That was until she caught the look Shisui was giving her. In the peripheral, she could see the way his eyes narrowed mischievously and the slight smirk on his lips. It stopped her mid sentence, her mouth snapping shut with a huff and a roll of her eyes. 

“Wipe that fucking look off your face, asshole.”

She instructed, rising up off her stool to collect her smoking kit from under the counter. Shisui let out a snicker behind her, leaning forward himself to begin gathering the drinks for the incoming customers from the cooler. 

“Ah, c’mon, Atusko. I just told you what was possibly the most embarrassing and mortifying moment of my life. And you’re ready to cuss me out over some teasing?”

He fired back, settling cold cans of soda against the comic shops counter top. Atsuko could only roll her eyes again as she snatched one of the drinks for herself. Then another can of Coke for her smoking buddy. Shisui knew exactly what he was doing by giving her that look. Teasing her as if thinking back positively on the time she spent with Obito was an indicator of something deeper. She was simply making a connection, but at this point, she couldn’t bring up the eldest Uchiha brother around Shisui without receiving some kind of flak. 

“Your ‘teasing’ is baseless and insulting. Me mentioning Obito in that context doesn’t mean what you think it means. I was just trying to lighten the mood.”

Atsuko said, unzipping the little pouch in her hand to double check that she had everything she needed. The half smoked blunt from this morning and a trusty black lighter. Then she was zipping it closed and grabbing both Coke cans in one, overhanded, grip. 

“I’m just giving you a hard time. And I am going to take your advice, by the way. I’ll apologize to Itachi when I get home tonight. Does that make you less defensive?”

Shisui said, placing his elbow on the counter and propping the side of his head on his upturned hand, leaning forward in exaggerated fashion to catch her eye and smile up at her. Atsuko could only scoff, shaking her head at his boyish charm. 

“Yeah, yeah. Stroke my ego. Makes it all better… seriously, Shisui. You gotta quit joking around like that. If someone overhears or starts to suspect anything, it’s only going to make it more difficult for me. Kakashi is already starting to give me the third degree. I don’t need it here. And I don’t need you making it worse.”

Atsuko lamented, running a nervous hand back through her mess of curls.

“Sounds like you’re admitting something here, Atsuko.”

“I’m not admitting anything! Nothing has happened and nothing is going to happen! It’s like everyone has conveniently forgotten that Obito and I were friends before all of that shit happened. Just because we’re hanging out again doesn’t automatically mean that we’re fucking!”

Atsuko hissed, her voice a little louder than she’d intended. Then, just as her sentence ended, the front door to the shop opened and drew both of their attention. As if saying his name were some form of magical summoning, Obito crossed the threshold into the shop with ease. His hands were buried in the pockets of his baggy pants and he walked with his hips slightly jutted forward, his shoulders hanging back as he fixed both of them with a crooked smile. 

“Did one of you just say my name?”

He asked, immediately snapping Atsuko out of her mild shock. She shrugged, glancing at Shisui for confirmation, but the second oldest Uchiha brother had left her high and dry. Muttering something about going to ‘check the bathrooms’ before swiftly moving around her and heading for the back of the shop, a slight snicker following him. When Atsuko turned her gaze back to Obito, he was approaching the counter with a quirked eyebrow, the ends of his dark hair peaking out from under the beanie that was permanently secured to the top of his head. 

“Ah, no. I mean, I think I said something about going out back to smoke with you when you got here… but that’s it.”

Atsuko covered, grabbing her small bag from the countertop to jingle in front of his face. It was a distraction, but an effective one. Obito grinned, snatching the bag from her hand and drawing a gasping laugh from her in the process. He moved quickly, already walking down the back hall towards the alley behind the shop. 

“Hey! You can’t just grab my stuff like that!”

Atsuko called, hurriedly following after him. 

“I can when we’re sharing.”

He replied, flashing her a shit eating grin over his shoulder, just as he pushed the backdoor open and exited the shop into a blinding ray of light. Atsuko squinted her eyes a bit as they traded the softer overhead lighting inside for the unforgiving brightness of the summer sun. By the time her eyes adjusted, Obito was already rifling through her bag, producing the half smoked blunt and her lighter before he moved to press his back against the brick wall and sank down to sit with his legs sprawled out in front of him. 

“You have no idea how much I needed this.”

Obito sighed, not taking much heed to her presence as he lit the end of the re-purposed cigarillo paper. Atsuko scoffed, moving to sit next to him, her head dropping back against the wall as he took the first couple drags. 

“Long day?”

She questioned, pinching the paper between her fingers when Obito passed it to her. He held his breath for a moment, allowing the smoke to seep deeply into his lungs. And, even when he answered her, he spoke through his teeth to avoid losing any more than necessary. 

“Yeah. Getting all of this shit in order is going to kill me.”

Obito replied, earning a hum of understanding from Atsuko as she took her two hits. She knew that his job at the local library had been surprisingly hectic in recent weeks. Something to do with reorganizing and switching up the placement of the sections. They’d been cataloguing and moving hundreds of books a day.

“What was it today? Moving all of the romance novels to a back room that you have to show ID to get into?”

Atsuko returned, making a mild joke at his expense, finally releasing her breath after holding it for a moment. A faint trail of smoke left her mouth and she admired it for a moment before fully blowing it away. Obito chuckled beside her, shaking his head. 

“Nah, it wasn’t work… did I not tell you?”

“Tell me what?”

“I’m moving.”

Atsuko’s heart skipped a full beat, her eyes going wide as he plucked the blunt from her fingertips and helped himself to another drag. Moving? 

“Oh, no… you didn’t. Where to?”

She replied, trying to cover the nauseous feeling in her stomach with another question. Maybe he just meant that he was moving out of Madara’s house. Like she’d done in order to live with Kakashi. He would still be in town, just living in a different building. 

“Suna. I had to drive up there early this morning to look at an apartment… Pretty sure I’m gonna get it. But there are some other applicants. And the people living there now won’t be out for a few months anyway.”

He answered easily, teeth clenched again as Atsuko reeled in silence. Suna? He was moving a three hour drive away? And he hadn’t told her until he was already looking at fucking apartments? 

“Wait. Why?”

She managed, shaking her head when he offered her the blunt again. Obito shrugged, turning to lightly tamp the smoldering end against the brick beside him. “I’ve been thinking about a fresh start for a while now. And there’s a good trade school up there. You know how I’ve been doing some work on cars recently? I really like it… So, the plan is to get up there and get settled, then complete the courses to get my certification.”

Obito said, catching her up on a decision he’d clearly made in the last couple of weeks. They hadn’t been able to talk much with their conflicting work schedules and Kakashi watching her phone like a hawk… But this was a life changing decision! He was talking about a new life. A career. And he said it all so casually. Like he didn’t realize the repercussions of making this move. He would never get to come to the comic shop again. Would only be able to see his friends on rare occasions. And their friendship would fall apart. All of that work to get back to where they were now… 

After she’d come back to town and moved in with Kakashi, things had wound down quite a bit. Obito had shown up at the shop a week before Christmas and, for a while, that’s all it was. He would come in, hang out and read something or chat with the other people there. He made an appearance at every Trivia Night, even though it took some apologies and schmoozing to get his seat back on the Masters of Disguise. Slowly, he began integrating himself back into her life. They would share casual jokes and conversation, but they never discussed what happened beyond Obito’s hasty apology to her in that shampoo aisle. 

That was until a little over a month ago. She’d gone to see Kakashi on one of his late shifts at the Deerhead, only to see Obito and a few members of his gang parked in a back booth. It had taken him a while to get back in their good graces, but she’d taken notice that things were starting to return to normal in the weeks leading up to this run-in. Deidara had come down from school for Spring Break, and they were all out celebrating his short lived return. 

“Atsuko! Hey!”

Dei called out across the bar, rising up from his seat. He was forced to the inside of the booth, tucked against the wall as Kisame and Hidan forced themselves into the seat next to the skinny blonde. The large group was packed around the small table like sardines. Konan, Yahiko, and Nagato were seated on the opposite bench with only the tops of their heads and colors of their hair giving her their identity. Obito, Kakazu, and Sasori were seated in chairs at the end of the table, spilling into the walk way with no concern. At Deidara’s call out, every head turned in her direction and she gave them a wave. 

“Atsuko.”

Kakashi said from beside her, drawing her attention back to where he was standing on the other side of the bar, polishing a glass. When her eyes landed back on him, his eyes filtered between her and the group. 

“What do you want to do for dinner?”

He questioned, causing her to wrinkle her nose and shrug a bit. She’d just stopped in to say a quick hello and ask what he thought about spending the upcoming holiday at Jiraiya’s.

“Oh, I don’t care… I might just grab something on the way home… do you want me to get you something? It’ll be cold by the time you get off.”

She returned, earning her a shake of Kakashi’s head. 

“Nah, forget it. I’ll heat something up when I get home…”

He said, and she nodded. 

“Atsukooo~!”

Hidan called from their table, wolf whistling at her and earning some light laughs from the group. She chuckled as well, turning her head to hold up a finger in a sign to give her a second. She was still giggling as she turned back to Kakashi, but she didn’t miss the way he fixed Hidan with a bored expression. 

“Actually, I think I’m gonna go hang out with them for a bit. Can you fix me a drink?”

She asked, arching up on her tiptoes in mild excitement as she flashed Kakashi a sweet grin. It had been a while since she’d had the time to sit and talk with her friends. These days she was either working, cleaning, running errands, or spending her down time with Kakashi in their tiny apartment. Her boyfriend nodded, but he didn’t seem happy with the decision. Atsuko opted to ignore it, batting her eyelashes until he sighed and gave her a slight smile. 

“Yeah. Vodka cranberry?”

He confirmed, and she nodded, propping her chin in her hands with a dreamy look.

“You know me so well.”

She lilted, causing Kakashi to soften a bit and chuckle, muttering something along the lines of ‘Well, I would hope so at this point’ before turning around to prepare her drink. Atsuko watched as he worked, mixing the juice and liquor together, and using his bare hand to squeeze a bit of lime juice on top before settling the glass on a napkin and sliding it across the bar to her. She snatched the drink and used her other hand to waggle her fingers in her direction. Kakashi complied easily, leaning across the bar-top so Atsuko could lean up and press a sweet kiss to his lips. This earned a couple more whistles from the table she would be joining shortly, and she pulled away from her boyfriend with a laugh. 

“Thank you. And I’ll tell Jiraiya that we’ll be at his house this weekend for the cookout.”

She said, earning her a hum of agreement as Kakashi resumed his position. A few stools down from their display, Inoichi Yamanaka tapped the wooden bar to signal that he needed another beer, and Kakashi gave the far table one more glance before moving to fill the request. But not before he gently grabbed Atsuko’s wrist as she moved to turn away, drawing her attention yet again. 

“Hey. I love you.”

He added, and she smiled sweetly in turn. 

“Love you too.”

Then, she was off to join her friends. Jingling the ice in her glass a bit as she approached the table to some light laughter. Sasori might have been a bit distant, but he was a gentleman. So, he stood from his chair and allowed her to seat herself in it, grabbing himself another one from a nearby table. 

“Does dating the bartender mean you get free drinks?”

Konan asked, grinning ear to ear when Atsuko shrugged and took a sip from her straw. 

“If he’s in a good mood.”

She joked, earning some more chuckles from the group. It had been several months since she’d seen them all in the same place. At the same table. In fact, other than Trivia Night, this was the first time she’d seen everyone together since before her fallout with Obito. But they were friendly now, and he was seated right next to her, so she turned and flashed him a smile as well. When they’d run into each other in that shop and he’d said that he didn’t talk to most of his friend anymore, it had broken her heart. And Obito took break ups hard, but she knew that he must have taken that falling out harder than his split from Rin. He looked healthier and happier as he returned her smile before they both focused back on the table. 

The next hour was spent catching up. Dei talked about school and all of his new friends. He even mentioned another boy he’d been talking to since the start of the Spring semester. A cute, tall, brunette that everyone at the table had fawned over when Dei showed them his Instagram page. Hidan and the girl that Atsuko had seen him post about around Christmas were no longer together, though she wasn’t remotely shocked by this development. Hidan was not the ‘stable relationship’ type. 

Konan, Yahiko, and Nagato were all in a similar spot since the last time she’d spoke with them. However, all three of them had moved into a small apartment together. They told a story about the move in and how Yahiko had been given the solitary job of hanging up all of the curtains. He’d fallen off the step ladder trying to drill his first hole in their dry wall and had torn a muscle in his leg. Atsuko hadn’t taken notice before, but now he wore a brace under all of his pants until they could schedule the surgery to repair it. For now, all of their curtains were simply pinned to the walls with thumbtacks. 

Kakuzu and Sasori were still working together. Atsuko knew that much because Kakazu remained her current dealer. What she didn’t know is that they were expanding. Apparently, they had been working on opening a small convenience store that they could run their ‘business’ out of and funnel the money through. It was smart and not so ambitious that it would get them caught, but big enough to earn a reputation and bring in more revenue. 

Kisame had told her some about the time he’d spent back home with his parents. Island life suited him well and she noticed that he lit up like a Christmas tree as he showed them photos of the beach and wilderness surrounding his parents home. His story ended with him floating that idea that he might move back home permanently, but only after he’d earned some kind of degree. Per his mother’s orders. Currently, he was looking into programs at some colleges in the surrounding areas to get his degree in Elementary School Education. He was surprisingly good with children. Something about the whole ‘gentle giant’ persona appealed to them. 

When it came time for Obito to talk about what he’d been up to, he’d simply shrugged. Saying that he was still working at the library, but not much else had changed. Then, all eyes were on Atsuko. Several expectant stares fixed in her direction, but she’d been too caught up in everyone else’s stories and was working on her second drink. So, she stumbled a bit, flushing as she settled her glass down on the table in front of her. 

“Oh, I haven’t done much either. Since Kakashi and I moved in together… we’re just working and enjoying domestic bliss, I guess.”

Atsuko managed, chuckling a bit in embarrassment. It seemed like everyone else was working towards a goal. A future. But she was still stalled in the same place she had been six months ago. 

“Tch. Bliss? Is the sex that good?”

Hidan snarked. Konan gasped at the intrusive question, reaching across the table to smack her friends arm playfully. But the rest of the table simply laughed, all save for Obito. Atsuko chuckled nervously, glancing at him in her peripheral just in time to see him cringe a bit. Then, her eyes were back on Hidan. 

“Asshole. I just mean… well, isn’t that what everyone calls it? When you settle down with someone and spend all of that time together.”

Atsuko clarified, shrugging a bit and taking another sip from her drink. Kisame was the next to speak up. 

“Then what about it is blissful?”

He questioned, and she knew that he meant it genuinely by the curious smile on his face. There was no ill intent, he just wanted to know a little more about her and Kakashi’s relationship. It wasn’t surprising in the slightest, considering that they kept things more ‘low-key’  per Kakashi’s wishes. When she’d been with Obito, even if they were never officially together, everyone knew their situation. They posted things on social media all of the time. Showed up together at every party and hang out. Their ‘relationship’ had been a very social one. But Kakashi wasn’t the type to post much of anything on social media. He also wasn’t a social butterfly by any means. If they did go out together, it was either for a dinner for two. Or, on rare occasions, to have a double date with Kurenai and Asuma. So it didn’t surprise her that there was this air of mystery surrounding their union. 

“Oh… Well, I mean, just the standard stuff ya know? Mundane shit. Every Sunday night is uh… new recipe night. So we make dinner together. Something neither of us has had before. Kakashi usually works late nights but he watches the same game show every evening before work, so now we watch it together. We’ve been talking about getting a dog…”

Atsuko said, realizing that she was running out of things to say rather quickly. Stuttering over her words and fishing any little bit of information she could present. Was their life really that boring? That the only thing she could think of to connect them as a couple was the time they spent in front of the television together? Or their silly dinner tradition. Hidan scoffed, pulling her attention back to her audience. 

“Yeah, she hasn’t gotten laid in months.”

He quipped, jamming a thumb in her direction as everyone laughed. Even Konan snickered behind her hand this time. Atsuko gaped, her mouth falling open as she floundered and tried to defend herself. But Hidan was right. She and Kakashi hadn’t slept together since… Valentines Day? That couldn’t be right… 

“That’s not true! Just because we’re a little boring and we don’t get out much doesn’t mean that we’re not sleeping together! And it’s none of your business anyway.”

Atsuko huffed, covering her lie with a truth. It was definitely not Hidan’s business if she was having sex with her boyfriend. But she’d been overly defensive, which only drew some more sparse laughter from the group. Ugh. Why did this feel so different? She was perfectly content listening to everyone else talk and catch up earlier, but now that she was in the hot seat it felt like she’d been thrown off her game. Rusty in every sense of the word. Maybe all of the alone time with Kakashi and letting Shisui handle Trivia Night was coming back to bite her in the ass. She was losing her social edge. Her ability to handle a bit of teasing. 

“Relax, Atsuko. Hidan’s just being a dick. If you’re happy, then we’re happy. Right?”

Dei said from his corner, looking around at everyone else. There were a few more chuckles, but everyone who was capable of doing so fixed her with a genuine smile and a nod in agreement. Kakuzu grunted his co-sign and Sasori followed suit. Obito was the one to speak up next, drawing her wide eyed attention. 

“Dei’s right. Sounds like domestic bliss to me.”

He added, and it didn’t sound the least bit snarky like she would have expected coming from him. Atsuko even peaked around Kakuzu to see Obito’s face, and he was offering her a genuine, simple, smile. She returned it, finding solace in an expression that she was familiar with before settling back into her chair. 

“I am happy… he makes me happy.”

Atsuko agreed, nodding a few times while her friends returned to picking on her. Ohh’ing and Aww’ing as they made kissing noises. This time, she felt the tension ease from her shoulders and she chuckled along. 

The rest of the night went by without any other slip ups or issues. Even if it had been months upon months since the last time she’d sat down with them like this, it didn’t seem to matter. The conversation came easy and the laughter even easier. By the time everyone began to pack up for the night, it was already closing time at the bar. She hadn’t meant to stay this late, but Kakashi would be getting off soon and they could just go home together. Still, Atsuko followed the group out of the bar as the tumbled outside. Everyone said their goodbyes with the promise that they would all see each other on Trivia Night. Eventually, she and Obito were the only ones left standing outside. 

His car was out of commission for the time being, so he was waiting on Shisui to pick him up on his way home from a friends house. Atsuko didn’t feel right leaving him to stand in the chilly night air by himself, so she lingered around the front door, her eyes looking for any approaching vehicles. Though she didn’t feel as if there was any remaining bad blood between them, she struggled to bridge the gap. They had shared some jokes earlier in the night. Smiled and chatted away in a group setting. But when it was just them, she felt unsure of herself. 

“You don’t… uh, you don’t have to stand out here with me. I know it’s cold.”

Obito suddenly said, pulling her attention to him though it had never really left him. He was leaning against the brick wall between the two large windows on the front of the bar, his hands stuffed into the pockets of his pants. When she turned to look at him, he was already looking in her direction, head dipped forward a bit as he peaked at her around the beanie pulled down to cover his forehead. Atsuko shrugged. 

“I’m fine. Just want to make sure you get home safe.”

She teased, crossing the space to lightly jab him in the ribs with her elbow. Obito chuckled as Atsuko positioned herself on the window ledge. After they got settled, Obito spoke again. 

“Ya know. It’s been a year since all that shit went down.”

He pointed out, Atsuko dropping her head back against the window with a sigh. She’d made the same connection a few days prior. A year since he’d gone to Suna on Spring Break and changed their relationship forever. Almost a year since she’d left with Jiraiya. About six months since she’d moved in with Kakashi. Time seemed to be flying past her as light speed. 

“It doesn’t feel that long ago. But, at the same time, it feels like it happened in a different life. Like… like I’m so far removed from who I was then, it’s almost like a story I remember hearing about someone else.”

Atsuko said, surprising herself at how easy it was to have this conversation now. She still thought about him all of the time. In fact, just this morning she’d thought about him as she took her vitamins and medication. On a couple occasions, he’d made her breakfast. And she always remembered one specific morning when he’d brought it to her in his bed. Settling a tray in her lap with a glass of orange juice, eggs, toast, and a little coffee filter with her assortment of medicine. At the time, she’d laughed at the gesture. Too stunned to do anything else. Now, the memory of it brought a warm smile to her face. Even though they crossed paths frequently now, it still felt like there was an ocean separating them. So, when she thought about Obito, she always thought about him in the context of someone she hadn’t seen in a long time. She hoped he was happy. Healthy. Taking care of himself and enjoying life. She wondered if he had the same thoughts. 

“Hm. I still never really got to apologize to you.”

Obito added, turning his head to look at her out of the corner of his eye. Atsuko chuckled a bit and shrugged again, preparing to brush him off. But he kept going. 

“Seriously. It’s not something that you should just brush off. For my sake and yours. I just want to say… Atsuko, I can’t even begin to tell you how sorry I am. For everything I put you through and everything I said to Rin… For giving her that bracelet. There’s too much… And I could try to explain myself but what it boils down to is that I was angry and being a shitty person because I couldn’t handle the idea that you didn’t feel the same way about me. So, I’m sorry. I don’t know if I can ever make up for it but… yeah.”

Obito finished, spitting all the words out like they’d been living on the tip of his tongue for a year. It was rushed and unsure, but she knew he meant it. There just really wasn’t a way to quantify everything that had happened and apologize for all of it concisely. She knew from experience that apologizing to someone could feel more daunting the more she talked. As she tried to apologize for one incident, she would remember another and another and another. Until it felt too big to come back from and she lost her confidence. It had been that way with Jiraiya when she’d apologized to him for all of the shit she’d put him through when she was younger. He’d forgiven her, of course. But this was different. 

“Thank you… but I don’t forgive you.”

Atsuko answered, lolling her head over to the side to see Obito’s expression change. Going from relieved to confused and angry as the words registered. He turned to look at her as well, scowling, but before he could speak up and defend himself, Atsuko raised a finger for him to be quiet and listen to her. 

“I don’t forgive you because, while it may feel like it happened a long time ago, I still remember what it felt like at the time. And you hurt me. More than anyone else ever has. It’s hard to let that go, and it’s something I have to work through on my own. So, it wouldn’t be fair for me to say that I forgive you and still resent you deep down. That would just be me lying to make you feel better.”

Atsuko explained, regurgitating something her therapist had helped her realize around Christmas time. After she’d run into Obito in that grocery store and he’d shown up at the shop during a snow storm, she’d struggled a lot with her feelings. On one hand, she missed him and wished their friendship could go back to the way it was before. On the other hand, she knew that was impossible and she hated him for ruining it.

“Just because I don’t forgive you doesn’t mean that we can’t be friends again. I miss you… like, a lot. I enjoyed talking to you again tonight. You were my best friend for years, Obito. I don’t think I could go the rest of my life without you… but, I don’t forgive you and I’m still hurt… So, if you want to make things better, then we have to work at it. I’m starting now by not lying to you.”

She concluded, giving him a soft smile at the end. This wasn’t a romantic endeavor, but it had been at one point. One that ended in fire and brimstone because neither of them could communicate. While the romantic aspect of their relationship was dead and gone, the platonic one could still be salvaged. She was being honest when she said she missed her best friend. Kakashi was nice, but there were things he didn’t understand. Jokes he didn’t laugh at. Parts of her life before she’d met him that he wasn’t privy to. She missed having someone she could tell everything to. Someone who told her everything. Someone who made her laugh until there were little tears in the corner of her eyes and she was begging him to stop. A person that she deeply connected with. They could get back there, but it would take time and effort. 

It sunk in for Obito slowly. The difference between forgiveness and reconciliation didn’t occur to most people, but it was something she’d had to come to terms with in order to figure out why his presence confused her so much. There were many emotions between happy and angry and sad. And often times, they contradicted. After a moment, he seemed to understand what she was saying. Obito nodded slowly, a soft smile tugging at the corners of his lips just as a set of headlights swiped across them and Shisui pulled into the parking lot. 

“Okay. Thank you for telling me the truth, then. And… I’ll start thinking of ways to work at making it right.”

He said, the levity in his voice giving her hope for a new future. Atsuko nodded in agreement. 

“Me too… maybe you could start by unblocking me on Instagram? Feeding my ego and liking my pictures would be a real boost.”

She joked, earning her a genuine laugh from Obito as he pushed himself up and away from the wall. Still he nodded, smirking a bit as he walked past her towards the running car in the parking lot. Shisui honked his horn impatiently and Atsuko laughed as well, ducking her head down for a moment. When she brought it back up, Obito was still looking her, walking backwards. 

“I’ll do that. See ya later, Atsuko.”

Ever since that conversation, they’d been talking more frequently. Exchanging brief texts and jokes. While also maintaining this smoke session every other day. Sometimes, they would smoke in silence. Other times, they would reminisce and laugh. Most of the time, they just talked. About their days. Their lives. What they’d been doing since the last time they saw each other. And slowly, but surely, things were returning to normal. She’d felt like they were on the cusp of a break through, but now he was springing this on her. His decision to move away from all he’d ever known to pursue a career she didn’t even know he was interested in. 

“I just… didn’t know you were even considering something like that.”

Atsuko finally said, shaking her head a little in disbelief. It stung more than she thought it should have. Her heart ached for a brief moment, a flash of pain washing over her at the idea of only seeing him on rare weekends. Or never seeing him again. 

“I’ve been thinking about it for a while. It’s time I get the fuck out of Madara’s house. His words, not mine… but he’s right. I need to find something to do with my life. I always wanted a career. A house. Wife and kids… but I don’t think I’m going to get that if I stay here and keep spinning my wheels, ya know?”

Obito said, causing another wave of tension to roll over her. Atsuko’s jaw tightened a bit and her shoulders begin to ache. Still, she nodded, eyebrows pulled together in thought. 

“Of course… I get it. Just wasn’t expecting it I guess. You know I’ll miss you…”

She added, struggling to find a positive way to respond when it felt like storm clouds had just rolled in over her head. Then, Obito laughed beside her, startling her a bit as she jerked her head in his direction. He grinned at her, white teeth on display as a stark contrast to his bloodshot eyes. 

“C’mon, Atsuko. It’s not like I’m dying! I’m just moving a couple hours away. And it’s not happening for a few months anyway. You still got plenty of time to figure out whether you forgive me or not. In the meantime, we can still hangout and bitch about work. Nothing’s changing yet.”

He soothed, picking up on her sour mood without her having to say a word. It did make her feel a bit better, but she had to turn away from him to look at the asphalt between her knees when she chuckled. Right. She was being silly, getting so worked up over something that wasn’t happening for a while. And he was right, she could always go visit him or call him. It would work out. 

“Well… a few months? Guess we better start planning the going away party now.”

She returned, listening to Obito snort in response. 

“You need a few months to plan a party for me?” He asked, and Atsuko nodded immediately, eyes going wide as she fixed him with a mildly panicked expression. “If I’m planning it with Dei and the others? You bet your ass. Hell, even a few months might not be enough time to get everyone on the same page.”

She said, earning her another laugh from deep with Obito’s chest. The sound caused her to chuckle as well, and eventually they just fed into each other. Laughing at one another until they were a mess of giggles and grins. 

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Ciel x reader enemies-friends-lovers series (prologue) (part 1)

Meeting Again- Black Butler Edition

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ᵃᵈᵐⁱⁿ: Dev/Apollo, they/them

ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳ: Hokkaido Uchiha , OC

ᶠᵃᶜᵉᶜˡᵃⁱᵐ(ˢ): anime (Akame/Akame ga Kill) human (kina shen)

ᵗⁱᵐᵉ ᶻᵒⁿᵉ: Eastern Standard Time

ᶠᵃⁿᵈᵒᵐ: Naruto

ˢᵗʸˡᵉ: Literate (Usually around 1-3 boxes)

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ᵃᶜᵗⁱᵛⁱᵗʸ: 6/10, literally always online. Usually on Instagram.

ˢʰⁱᵖˢ: Naruto Uzumaki, Gaara No Sabaku, Shikamaru Nara, Kankuro No Sabaku, Kiba Inuzuka, Neji Hyuga, Kabuto Yakushi, Deidara Namikaze, Sakura Haruno, Hinata Hyuga, Sasori Of The Red Sand☆☆╮(im open to any ships)

#naruto #naruto shippuden #kibashino #kiba x reader #kiba inuzuka #original character #naruto rp #akatsuki #hidan x deidara #hidan x reader #akatsuki hidan #itachi uchiha #madara #sakura uchiha #shisui uchiha #sarada uchiha #uchiha oc #roleplay #anime #anime art #shonen jump #gaara x reader #kazekage gaara #gaara #young gaara #gaara fluff #naruto uzumaki #neji hyuga #neji hyūga #nejiten

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🧚🏾✨Konoha sensei’s

❤️‍🔥With a s/o who loves kisses and cuddles😩🥺

❤️‍🔥Kakashi-Office Time

❤️‍🔥Kakashi-Don’t run from the dick baby😨🥺

❤️‍🔥Kakashi- Hokage😈😍🥰

❤️‍🔥Kakashi- Baby boyfriend🥺🍄

❤️‍🔥Kakashi x Reader x Guy🥺🙊😈

❤️‍🔥Kakashi-High Rise Torture😈🥵

❤️‍🔥Kakashi-I Love You🥺🥰

❤️‍🔥Kakashi- Catches s/o watching porn🙊

❤️‍🔥Kakashi- Home Is A Person🥰

❤️‍🔥Kakashi- Spoiled girlfriend🥰dd/lg

❤️‍🔥Kakashi - Make up sex🥵

❤️‍🔥Kakashi- His Arms🥺

❤️‍🔥Kakashi - Not Alone

❤️‍🔥Kakashi - Sugar Daddy✨🌸

❤️‍🔥Kakashi- Taking care of you on your period🥺🥰

❤️‍🔥Kakashi- High on your birthday🥳

❤️‍🔥Kakashi- Lonely and High drabble😰

❤️‍🔥Guy-A Night To Remember 😈🥵

❤️‍🔥Guy- Brattaming🥵🥺dd/lg

❤️‍🔥Guy-A Break With My Lover🥰

❤️‍🔥Guy-Catching him masturbating😩

❤️‍🔥Iruka -S/o helps him feel better😏

🧚🏾✨KonohaTwelve

❤️‍🔥Dick appointment 😰

❤️‍🔥How they eat you out😈🤤😩

❤️‍🔥Cuddlebug🥺

❤️‍🔥Special treatment🥺

❤️‍🔥Hickies😈

❤️‍🔥Ideal Threesome😭😩

❤️‍🔥Shino- Enough is Enough🥺🥵

❤️‍🔥Shino- Sex with Shino😭😩

❤️‍🔥Shikamaru -Angel😇👀😈dd/lg

❤️‍🔥Shikamaru- With a needy s/o😩🥰

❤️‍🔥Shikamaru - Do It For Me 🥺😈

❤️‍🔥Shikamaru- Reacts to Self Harm scars🥺

❤️‍🔥Shikamaru- Sharing College Dorm🥰😈

❤️‍🔥Shikamaru- “I know baby” quick drabble🙋🏾‍♀️

❤️‍🔥Rock Lee- Saturday Mornings🥵

❤️‍🔥Rock Lee-Drunk and Horny😈🥺👉🏾👈🏾

❤️‍🔥Gaara -After a long day😫dd/lg

❤️‍🔥Naruto- With a needy s/o🥰🥰

❤️‍🔥Naruto- Reacts to Self Harm scars🥺

❤️‍🔥Naruto - getting ready🥰

❤️‍🔥Naruto- nipples for breakfast

❤️‍🔥Naruto- taking care of you on your period🥺🥰

❤️‍🔥Kiba- kinks😈

❤️‍🔥Kiba -cum and exhibition

🧚🏾✨The Akatsuki

❤️‍🔥Catching reader masturbating🥵

❤️‍🔥How they spank🥴

❤️‍🔥Hidan x Reader x Kakuzu (Part 1-5)😍

❤️‍🔥Hidan x Reader x Kakuzu- Another Round🥵😰🤭

❤️‍🔥Hidan- Let’s Play😏

❤️‍🔥Kakuzu- with a shy sub who wants to top 🤫

❤️‍🔥Kisame- x sub!reader 🤭

❤️‍🔥Kisame- Mission gone wrong😈😈

❤️‍🔥Kisame-Dirty Juicy Headcanons

❤️‍🔥Kisame x Reader x Itachi🥵🥺

❤️‍🔥Yahiko x Reader x Nagato😈😈

🧚🏾✨Legendary Sanin

❤️‍🔥Jiraiya -Relationship Headcanons🥰

❤️‍🔥Jiraiya- brattaming🥵😭dd/lg

❤️‍🔥Jiraiya - reacts to brat☺️dd/lg

❤️‍🔥Jiraiya- Mission gone wrong😈😈

❤️‍🔥Orochimaru- drabble😈😈🙈

🧚🏾✨Founders

❤️‍🔥Don’t run from the dick baby.🥰

❤️‍🔥With a little reader🌸

❤️‍🔥Nipples out

❤️‍🔥Hashirama- first time with virgin s/o🥰🥺

❤️‍🔥Hashirama- Spoilt Wifey😩😩

❤️‍🔥Hashirama- Bratty Little🥺

❤️‍🔥Hashirama- Funishment🥰✋🏾

❤️‍🔥Hashirama- Special kink😧

❤️‍🔥Tobirama-Daddy just wants to play 😡

❤️‍🔥Tobirama- Taking care of him when he’s sick🥰

❤️‍🔥Madara- Work Meets Love😈🥺

❤️‍🔥Madara-Sugar Daddy✨🌸

❤️‍🔥Madara x Reader x Hashirama😍dd/lg

❤️‍🔥Madara- Late Nights🥰🥵

❤️‍🔥Madara - Drabble🥵

❤️‍🔥Madara - Little reader

❤️‍🔥Madara- Helping Reader Masturbate😩dd/lg

❤️‍🔥Madara- Aftercare🥰

🧚🏾‍♀️✨Uchiha

❤️‍🔥Gangbang😈😈

❤️‍🔥Uchiha relations🔞😉

❤️‍🔥What is like to sleep with them 🥰🥺🤭👀

❤️‍🔥Itachi-Taking care of sick reader🤭🤫😈dd/lg

❤️‍🔥Itachi-Reacts to Self Harm scars🥺

❤️‍🔥Itachi- Mission gone wrong😈😈

❤️‍🔥Itachi- Bad Girl😮‍💨

❤️‍🔥Itachi- Bad Girl p2🥵

❤️‍🔥Shisui- Shisui Loving🥰🥵

❤️‍🔥Shisui- Reacts to Self Harm scars 🥺

❤️‍🔥Shisui x Reader x Itachi😩🥵

❤️‍🔥Shisui x Reader x Itachi part two😏

❤️‍🔥Obito- eating you out😭

❤️‍🔥Obito- Don’t run from the dick baby🥺

❤️‍🔥Obito-Clingy Boyfriend🥺😈

❤️‍🔥Obito- special kink😩

❤️‍🔥Sasuke- Break of Dawn😩

❤️‍🔥Sasuke-baby boyfriend 🥺💐

🧚🏾‍♀️✨Part Two for more juicy content🥴

#naruto #nsft post #naruto headcanons #kakashi imagines #might guy imagines #naruto imagines #shikamaru imagine #akatsuki imagines #konoha imagine #jiraiya imagines #fan fiction #sexy fanfic #founding fathers of naruto

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𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐛!

𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓 WARNINGS & 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎!     ⤿ pairings; multifandom x black!fem!reader!

includes ; headcanon scenarios of men across several fandoms including naruto, jujutsu kaisen, attack on titan, bleach, & tokyo revengers. all characters aged up 21+ where applicable. tobi/obito are two different people here as well as sukuna/yuuji.  explicit & suggestive content and language, night club setting, mentions of alcohol, fluff if you squint really hard. MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!

notes! — another one of my impulsive ideas that i got while listening to music LOL i hope you guys enjoy this a lil fun idea to write! i apologize if these aren’t accurate or ooc! i tried my best ://

it was friday night, and after a long and stressful week, you found yourself slipping on your favorite ‘going out dress’ and heels to match, and were on your way to that popular nightclub that you’d always drive by on the way to work, but never got to visit yourself due to your busy schedule. you sat in the car jamming to music with your best friends , and your boyfriend texted you and said he’d meet you there, very eager to see you and what dress you decided to wear. after your arrival, the night seemed to speed by and you already felt yourself loosening up and having a blast. then, through the loud speakers, the song “work” by rihanna started to play, instantly getting you hype:

sneaks up behind you without you noticing and begins to match their hip movements with yours. you’re lowkey surprised at how good of a dancer they are and keeping the rhythm. their larger hands return home on your hips, gently rubbing them up and down your skin, from your waist to your thighs. they’re fully enjoying how flustered you get, how your body shudders when they whisper the lyrics in your ear, while simultaneously placing soft kisses on your neck and collarbone. heat pools at your core at the intimacy and passion of your motions.

itachi, kakashi, neji, sai, asuma, shisui, genma, izumo, shikaku, jiraiya, deidara, hashirama, minato, ashura, gojo, yuuji, getou, choso, higuruma, megumi, yuuta, inumaki, todo, eren, erwin, armin, jean, reiner, onyakopon, zeke, miche, nile, renji, shinji, ukitake, kisuke, chad, shunsui, kugo ginjo, gin, shuhei, tosen, mikey, naoto, draken, chifuyu, mitsuya, souya, hakkai, wakasa, shinichiro, izana, kakucho, benkei, kokonoi, atsushi (akkun)

kinda( slow and ) sensual grinding—like very sensual. his hands are roaming every inch of your body and you gasp when you feel his quickly hardening erection on your ass/tailbone. matter fact, the man damn near bends you over on the dance floor and dry humps you right there in front of everyone. you look back to see his tongue sticking out his mouth and his eyebrows furrowed in concentration. you grew hot with embarrassment by his brazen and explicit actions, but also increasingly impatient to leave the club so he can solve the problem he created by fucking you dumb. 

genma, kotetsu, shisui, kankuro, suigetsu, jiraiya, hidan, deidara, kiba, yuuji, gojo, getou, sukuna, todo, eren, jean, connie, zeke, erwin, renji, grimmjow, ikkaku, shinji, shunsui, kugo ginjo, mikey, chifuyu, wakasa, baji, nahoya (smiley), hanma, ran, sanzu, yamagishi

they were much too shy or apprehensive about going to dance with you, so they settled to hang at the bar with some friends, or by himself, ordering drink after cocktail, in hopes it’ll loosen him up a bit; he takes joy in observing you from afar. he stared at  you with what looked like hearts in his eyes, completely mesmerized by your curves, loving how much you were enjoying yourself. he couldn’t tear his eyes away from the way you gyrated to the beat, in your own little world which he desperately wanted to join. if it wasn’t for you glancing at him suggestively or his friends encouraging him to go over there, he would have never gotten up.

omoi, naruto , gaara, iruka-sensei, yamato, sai, rock lee, tobi, megumi, choso, kusakabe, yuuta, muta, ichiji, noritoshi kamo, armin, connie, reiner, bertholdt, miche, nile, niccolo, ichigo, kisuke, chad, uryū, hitsugaya, ulquiorra, shuhei, coyote starrk, takemichi, naoto, chifuyu, souya (angry), kazutora, hakkai, shinichiro, izana, kakucho, inui, takuya, yamagishi, peh-yan

..…you’re not even to on the dance floor. whether it would have been with your friends or by yourself, this man is not having it and he’d prefer if you stayed by his side. he’s not really the ‘dance floor’ type, so instead he has his own little section to smoke, drink and talk with his close friends. and that’s where you’ll be too—sitting your pretty self on his lap and watching everyone else have a great time. you were upset at first, but with the way he would mindlessly trace his rough palms on your thighs, waist and tummy, you were quickly convinced this was way better than sweating out your edges and makeup. still, you couldn’t help but whine your hips on the man’s crotch, the bass and lyrics so hypnotic and controlled your mind and every movement you made. feeling him get hard almost immediately, you bit your lip to contain your excitement and arousal and continued to tease him. the man underneath you held a lopsided smirk as he watched you grind on his clothed cock. 

shino, shikaku, shikamaru, obito, pain, kakuzu, sasuke, madara, tobirama, indra, sasori, getou, nanami, toji, sukuna, naoya, muta, levi, bertholdt, floch, zeke, byakuya, chad, grimmjow, gin, aizen, hitsugaya, tosen, kenpachi, ulquiorra, kugo ginjo, kensei, draken, hanma, kisaki, rindou, takeomi, sanzu, benkei, taiju, kokonoi, inui

a/n! — i put some people in more than one place because i felt like depending on circumstances and their personality (or time period), more than one description fits certain people. i hope you all enjoyed, pls reblog and like!! it is greatly appreciated <33

#sailewhoremoon #—sosa’s thoughts💭 #sosa’s filez 💭 #multi fandom #headcanons #jujutsu kaisen #naruto shippuden #tokyo revengers #tkyorev #nrto hcs #bleach #bleach headcanons #attack on titan #aot hcs #yes this is correct #snk

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My favorite shows and characters :)

or aka, my fandoms and their babygirls

Trigun Stampede

Vash, Knives, Wolfewood

Tokyo Revengers

Sanzu, Hanma, Chifuyu, Shinichiro, Imaushi, Mikey, Draken, Rindou, Mitsuya, Takemitchi

Soul Eater

Stein, Akane, Soul Evans

Jujutsu Kaisen

Gojo, Megumi, Sukuna, Choso, Itadori, Yuuta, Inumaki, Nanami

JigoKuraku

Gabimaru, Tenza, Chobei, Shion

My Hero Academia

Touya, Bakugou, Shinso, Izuku, Kirishima, Mirio, Natsuo, Enji,  Aizawa, Iida

Naruto

Kakashi, Genma, Itachi, Shisui, Jiraiya, Obito, Yamato, Kisame, Hidan

Hunter x Hunter

Hisoka, Illumi, Ging, Uvogin, Chrollo, Phinks, Neferpitou, Knuckle

Haikyuu

Iwaizumi, Oikawa, Hanamaki, Matsukawa, Kita, Suna, Aran, Atsumu, Osamu, Tendou

Chainsaw Man

Kishibe, Aki, Angel Devil, Yoshida, Denji

Blue Lock

Kaiser, Oliver, Lorenzo, Ness, Noa, Kunigami, Gagamaru, Reo, Nagi, Rin, Sae, Shidou

Bleach

Daddy Kurosaki, Daddy Ishida, Gin, Ulquiorra, Renji, Kensei, Shunsui

Black Clover

Yami, Fuegoleon, Zara, Nozel

Attack on Titan

Zeke, Eren, Reiner, Porco, Jean, Conny

Honorable Mentions

Akaza, Tengen, Hantengu Clones, Kogami, Captain Obi, Thorkell, Alucard, Hector, Nishio, Kaneki