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#shin okazaki x reader
getosugurugirlfriend · 3 months
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hii, could i have a NANA headcanons of reader being ren's younger sister, who is born deaf & mute? (maybe there's a bit of shin x reader as well👀) thank you so much! have a nice day :)))
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Shin x deaf & mute! reader, Ren x younger sister reader
Hey anon, if you wanted something more specific feel free to also elaborate more in chat with me in private, I am not judging requests. <3
a/n: Correct me if there are misinformations, because I am not deaf and mute, but I can kinda relate to it, because I am a semi verbal autistic person and I can only hear on one ear, so I tried my best. I tried to get into the disability with this. Shin and the reader are in a relationship in here.
So read this as the reader and shin being around the same age. I love my boy.
Request are open, but it will take me some time, because I am changing schools atm :).
Will proofread it tomorrow.
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─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─── Ren ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───
✮ So Ren will be used to taking care of you, because he is the older brother. I see him as a protective brother, so he will make sure that everybody is treating you right and will correct people if they are saying something hurtful.
✮ If you get harassed in school about being deaf and mute, he will take action and yes, it’s in a physical way.
✮ Ren is a loving brother, he will give you the world, because he wasn’t treated well in his childhood, when he was young.
✮ When you grew up, he will learn sign language along with you, so he is able to communicate with you in every way possible.
✮ If you are feeling down because of your disability, he will confront you about it and will make sure that you know, that it is normal to have something special about you.
✮ He is probably a brother that will show you physical affection, to make you feel more grounded and will hug you and cuddle with you.
✮ If you need a hearing aid, he will do anything to provide you with one, even tho your family (I mean it’s probably only you and him I’m sorry) are having financial issues.
✮ He will inform people about your disability, so you don’t have the need to do it yourself and avoiding the chance to make you uncomfortable.
✮ He wants you to feel like a ‘normal’ kid.
✮ If you have problem making friends, I can see him as someone, that will drag you to shin, because he found out from Nana, that her band member is in your age.
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─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─── Shin ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───
✫ I can only see Shin as someone that wants and will learn more about the disability, how to comfort you, how to properly handle it and how you want to be treated. He wants you to elaborate everything, if you can read lips, if you are able to use sign language or you are able to hear, but not well.
✫ He doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable, as in making you feel like you are different than others, so he will do research.
✫ My boy will learn sign language for you (if it’s the way you want to communicate with others), he wants to take the effort to properly have a conversation to you.
✫ When he first met you, he heard that he should avoid mumbling and covering his mouth. If you didn’t catch what he said, he takes his time and will repeat it for you.
✫ Shin will be having conversations with you from eye to eye, he will not see you as something less or as someone that can’t do something on their own. While talking he will keep still, to make it easier for you to understand him.
✫ He will make sure that you are in an environment with not much background noises taking place.
✫ When he got to know you better, at first he obviously couldn’t do sign language, but he will be very excited to show you the new words he learned (such a puppy), you mentioned to him before that he should use gestures and express his body language a lot, so he did.
✫ He will be a bit self conscious, because he thinks he won’t be doing a good job at learning about it, but he actually does really well with it.
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mommypieck · 1 year
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May I please request NSFW headcanons for Ren, Shin, Yasu, and Naoki meeting their female S/O backstage after one of her concerts?
ren
"there's my girl." ren says, placing his hands around you. you're in the backstage of one of your favorite singers and ren's decided to go with you today. also his presence makes other people believe that they're not in a dirty bar but in serious high class club.
"the lights are making you look so good." he mumbles into your hair, his hands coming lower and they rest on your ass. you chuckle at his gesture, knowing that he's getting needy.
"what's this all about?" you ask with a smile, wrapping your arms around his neck and coming closer to him. he just kisses the side of your head, mumbling a little "nothing." his mouth latches onto your neck and he sucks few purple marks. you love when he gets this possessive.
he basically purrs as he watches the love bites he made on your neck.
you can feel his hand coming from your butt to your core and he massages your thigh.
"let's sit down, sweetheart. come on my lap." he says, placing you on his lap. he kisses your deeply, one hand on your thigh and the other on your face. he start massaging your inner thigh again and you can feel yourself getting wetter and wetter. his cock is hard as rock underneath your ass and you playfully drag your hips. he hisses, stilling your hips.
"baby is so desperate for my cock." he tssks, putting his hand into your panties to rub your clit. he moans at the wetness he finds, just few rubs of his hand leave juices all over it.
"i need your cock." you whine, grinding your hips against his.
"such an inpatient baby." he says but he unbuttons his pants to free his aching cock. you can see that he's ready for it as much as you are. you take his cock in your hand and you slowly sink into it. you're surprised that he lets you set the pace and you start to move your hips. the pace is slow and you savor every second of how his cock feels inside of you. he's big and he's filling you in all the right ways.
"is it too much for you?" he asks when he notices you losing rhythm. you only nod, bringing you hand down to rub your clit. "naughty girl," he mumbles under his breath, fucking into you harder.
"are you getting close, sweets?"
you nod again, laying on your on his shoulder as you let him fuck you hard. you can feel your orgasm nearing and before you know it, you're cumming all over ren's lap. he cums shortly after you, filling you up.
"we made a mess, baby. let's clean this up."
yasu
"you shouldn't be here all by yourself." a voice wakes you up from daydreaming and you see yasu standing in front of you.
"you alright, sweetheart?" he asks you, kissing you on the lips. the kiss is sweet and you can feel yasu's cigarettes on his lips.
"did you enjoy the show?" you nod and yasu smiles at you. you wrap your arms around his middle, cuddling into his chest. he smells nice and he's warm too, making you feel good inside. he kisses the top of your head, holding you in his arms. the way he holds you and his smell make you lightheaded and hot inside. you let your hand creep on his chest, massaging his muscles.
"are you doing what i think you're doing?" he asks you with a smirk, cupping your face in his palm. he places a kiss on your lips and it soon becomes heated. his tongue explores your mouth and his teeth bite your lip, making you moan.
yasu presses you against the wall, making some of the things on the hanger next to u fall. his hands caress your body with delight. he inspects your every curve but his hands slow down when he gets to your boobs. he fondles them with his hand, pinching your nipples.
"so pretty," he breaths out. his hands slowly pull your shirt of your body, leaving you in front of him just in your bra. anyone would walk in right now and see you half naked, but yasu doesn't care. he undresses himself too, spreading your thighs so that he can line himself with you. his cock teases your wet folds but doesn't press in.
"please yasu, fuck me." you beg, spreading your thighs a bit further. he just smirks but still not pressing him. his cock is soaked in your wet folds. after some time, he finally presses in. you moan when his size fills you up. he wraps one of your legs around his hips and he starts thrusting in. he's rough and he doesn't spare you. you can feel his cock hitting your cervix with every thrust.
"baby, you feel so good." he praises you, his hand falling back. his facial expression are a work of art and you wish nothing but to see him like this for the rest of your life.
"im close." you whimper, holding onto yasu harder.
"you're close, sweetheart?" his fingers find your clit, massaging the little bud. your whole body feels like on fire and you cum around yasu's cock.
"good girl." he moans, fucking into you even harder. he can feel himself being close and he knows he's not gonna last any longer.
"im gonna fill your pretty pussy." he says as he cums inside of your cunt. you can feel him shooting inside of you and you cum again.
"good girl. you did so good for me. now let's get you cleaned up."
naoki
"i know i would find you here." you hear your boyfriend announce as he tries to get his way to you. you always wait for your friend to finish her gig but today's the first time you bring naoki with you.
"she's fucking awesome, isn't she?" you ask, motioning to your friend on the stage.
"damn right she is." he agrees, bringing your chest to his. he wraps your arms around you as you listen to the song. you don't realize how thrilling the song is until you feel naoki's erection poking your leg.
"naoki god, that's my friend singing." you squeak out, hitting him playfully in the chest.
"i know, but you just look so pretty tonight."
his lips are on yours in the next second, sucking and biting as hard as they can. his hands search every inch of your body until they land on your ass, softly lifting you up so that you can wrap your legs around his waist. he swears that luck is on his side when he slithers his hand underneath your skirt and finds out you're not wearing any underwear.
"my dirty girl." he grins, quickly unbuckling his pants to press his hard-on into your pussy. your head falls back when he bottoms you. his hands are carefully lifting you up and placing you back down. he feels too good inside you and you let out a whiny moan.
"you have to be quiet." he says even tho nobody can hear you because of the music. his thrusts are quick and you can feel that he nears his orgasm.
"gonna cum inside that pretty pussy." he says, positioning himself better so he can abuse your pussy better. after few thrusts be comes spilling inside of your pussy. he sets you down and you whine at your lack of orgasm.
"don't worry." he says before kneeling in front of you. you yelp when his mouth latches onto your clit. it feels so dirty but he loves pleasuring you. you cum onto his tongue in no time.
"good girl. now let's get out of here."
shin - sfw
"i knew i would find you here." he says, wrapping his arms around you. you smile at him, leaning your head on his shoulder to look at him.
"did you like the show?" you ask as you bring your hand to caress his cheek.
"it was already," he says, "but we are better." his chuckle makes butterflies wake up in your stomach.
"but now i just want you all to myself." he takes your hand to lead you backstage. his lips are on yours as soon as he closed the door. he's a lot taller than you so he has to lean down to capture your lips with him. the kiss soon becomes heated and your lips hurt from how hard he bites them.
"shin, baby." you breathe out in between kisses, trying to pull away from his greedy mouth.
"too much?" he asks, his thumb stroking your cheek. you nod your head, laying your head against his chest. you can feel his chest quickly rising from the make out session and you know that if you looked up, he would be all red.
"i love you, shin." you whisper into his chest. his breathing stops for a moment before he replies with soft voice, "i love you too, y/n."
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heyitslilingpage · 2 months
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shinichi okazaki
billie ella
solo artist meets a punk artist in the dark
shinichi okazaki x oc
mature+
This story follows Billie as she struggles from a past relationship and balancing her career as a solo artist. Then she met a boy in the dark that was just as lost as her.
Story on my wattpad account, @ LITTLE-ING
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anime-fan-05 · 2 months
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im in love with your account 😭🫶🏻 can i ask nana's boys when they are in love/have a crush but you're not dating yet? :3
Nana ~With their crush~
Manga/anime: Nana
Warnings: nothing
(Y/N): your name
T. Nobuo (Nobu)
He's definitely the one who shows his crush on you the most
Indeed, every time he's in your company, he blushes a lot and tries to make you notice him, although he often ends up making a fool of himself
Plus, he always goes out of his way to make you smile, even if it means getting hurt or humiliated
For example, one day you were sad due to a harsh insult on your social profile; he started making jokes, but, after seeing you weren't feeling better, he softened his tone and sweetly listed everything he loved about you
In short, it's truly clear he's totally in love with you; the point is he doesn't realize it and, when he confesses to you, he'll be amazed you already knew his feelings!
O. Shin'ichi (Shin)
It's more likely others will notice before you he has a crush on you
In fact, he doesn't openly demonstrate he has feelings for you: he apparently doesn't talk to you and treat you differently from everyone else, he doesn't give you more time than he gives to his band members, he doesn't give you gifts except for your birthday...
In short, his feelings are almost unrecognizable to you
However, to outside eyes it's more than obvious what he feels
Indeed, his eyes soften as he looks at you, he's always ready to catch you if you should fall and he makes very small gestures for you which pass off as friendship gestures, such as serving you the dish first during lunch or dinner or, when he cooks (at BLAST's retreats or at dinners or lunches with friends), avoiding everything you don't like
T. Yasushi (Yasu)
Like Shin, it's very likely you don't notice his crush on you
He also doesn't behave differently towards you than towards others, but his signals, although still imperceptible, are less notables than those of Shin
For example, if you need help, even if this happens in the middle of the night, he'll rush to you, masking his apprehension thanks to his responsible nature
Another gesture, which he's capable of disguising, is taking care of you when you're sick
One day, in fact, he stayed with you all day, since you had a fever, and he refused to leave your house until you were better ("Yasu, what about your work?" "Don't worry about that, just think about getting well.")
H. Ren
Do you know the typical story of the popular boy who, in love with a girl, courts her by making fun of her so much she thinks he hates her, but in the end he proves to be the sweetest person in the world with her?
Well, that's how Ren is
He's truly a mystery to you: he's a mix between a tease and a very sweet boy
For example, one day he had teased you quite cruelly, almost making you burst into tears; the next day, having noticed how you avoided him like the plague, he came to you and consoled you sweetly
In the end, he's just a shy and insecure guy trying in his own way to get you to notice him
I. Takumi
You'll never know what he feels: he behaves with you totally as he does with everyone he knows
No one was, is and will be able to notice his feelings in any way, least of all you
However, there's only one event, since he's had a crush on you, where he demonstrated those: one evening, while you were at a dinner with Trapnest, a boy had tried to flirt with you; Takumi had gotten so jealous he almost fought with him, if it hadn't been for you, who hugged him tightly, begging him to stop
By the way, when you remind him of that event, he ignores you and walks away (so you can't see his red face for showing you his feelings)
It'll truly be a wonderful surprise for you when he confesses to you!
💮 Rules 💮 Masterlist 💮
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issacballsac · 5 months
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QUIET TIMES
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16:27, Tuesday
The scratches of your pencil flooded your mind as your eyebrows scrunched in deep thought. The current assignment for school had been more grueling than anticipated.
Frustration hit as you took a small break to clear your mind.
Mid-exhale a loud knock at your door alerted you. Your parents had gone out for their anniversary leaving the house to you.
Cautiously approaching the front door you peaked out the hole to see none other than Shinichi Okazaki.
「Why are you here, Shin?」
「To see you, of course!」 He flashed his most innocent smile and shook the door knob.
With an exasperated sigh, you reluctantly opened the door for the boy, 「Thanks!」
Throwing yourself on the couch you stare over at your new guest. 「Why are you actually here?」 You ask once again.
Turning to you with a mischievous glimmer in his eyes he parts his lips, 「Help me dye my hair.」
Scoffing softly you smirk, 「That’s all? I thought it’d be more drastic.」 He threw his head back dramatically, 「So are you gonna help or not?」
「Sure.」
Giddily pulling out two boxes of hair dye from his pocket he strutted towards the bathroom. 「Well? What’re we waiting for?」
16:45, Tuesday
The snap of the protective gloves alerted Shin whom had just taken an—unpleasant—seat on the bathroom tile. 「Alright you’re hair is pretty light already so we probably shouldn’t let the bleach sit in it too long.」
Sighing deeply, 「Just make sure my hair doesn’t turn brassy.」, he leaned backwards onto your legs.
Fully mixing the color concoction together you set it aside in exchange for bleach. Unwillingly sniffing it as you applied it along Shin’s hair.
「Tingly.」 He snipped as the bleach settled. His comments died down as the time went on and his hair lightened. The timer softly ticking away.
Sitting in blissful silence his eyes wandered to your unfinished homework. 「Yikes, so glad I don’t have to do that.」 He snickered as you glared at his unhelpful comment. 「Don’t look at me like that, take it as a compliment, you’re smart!」 Dropping your glare as the timer for his bleach went off.
Shinichi instinctually following behind you, the both of you made your return to the bathroom. 「I think one round of bleach is fine, but, are you sure you want this blue color?」
「Yeah, it’s gonna look nice, if you don’t mess it up of course.」
Grabbing the sky stained bowl you cut your eyes at him, 「You’re hilarious.」
Lathering his hair in blue the slouching of the dye rang through your ears.
The peace ensued as you both let the dye sit. A comforting silence rather than awkward.
Having the timer go off a final time you began to wash the excess dye out of Shin’s hair.
「Sick bowl cut, Shin.」 You slyly snickered at his wet hair. 「I look good regardless.」 He immediately retorted simultaneously spiking up his hair.
「Anyways—thanks for the help! The ladies will love this.」
「Anytime! Now go on, the women are getting impatient can’t you hear it?」 His brows quirked in confusion.
Taking on a higher pitch you whined, 「Oh Shin get over here with that Sonic hair of yours! My money is waiting!」
「Shut up.」 He playfully pushed you away.
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piinkyypriincess · 4 months
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LETTER'S TO MY LOVELY
Shinichi Okazaki x American!OC
"I Love You"
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Main Pairing ~ Shinichi Okazaki x American!OC
Warning ~ Neglective parents, moving countries, naivety, and coming of age.
Spoilers ~ Yes!!
Masterpost ~ Here.
Beta Read/Edited ~ No (No Beta Lmao)
Word Count ~ 1.5k Words.
Chp Summary ~ Shinichi looked like a whirlwind had barreled over his body and swept him up in a storm. He was sweet like honey, nice as could be. He was truly everything, even from a first glance.
Chp 1 ~ Lovely, as Sweet as Honey.
Living in Tokyo was never something Penelope Brown thought she would be doing at fourteen.
The girl thought she would be going to school dances, and fretting about what skirt to wear at her public school in America.
The girl thought she'd be worried about maintaining steady grades, and staying up for all-nighters.
The girl even envisioned giggling with other school girls about boys at sleepovers.
Girlhood is what she thought she'd have; not being shoved full force into uprising adulthood, and at a private boarding school nonetheless.
Being shoved into a mold meant for perfection, being polished into a refined lady, is something she never envisioned for herself.
Not quite yet had she wanted to ripen into adulthood.
Penelope wanted girlhood that came straight out of the cliché movies with friends and petty problems.
Too bad that girls don't get what they want; and women understand that. A woman was not something she was yet, mentally at least.
But even so: possibilities are the endless opening for more opportunities.
How could she pass up the once-in-a-lifetime chance to go to Japan? Her parents were average middle-class African Americans, they wanted her to take flight from the nest as soon as possible. So, after an extremely short conversation with each other, they inevitably encouraged her transfer. 
If not due to how it would look on her resume, they also claimed that she would be able to broaden her horizons. Maybe she would figure out what career path she wanted to pursue, and the school would support it.
Penelope thought it was because they wouldn't have to take care of her anymore, and they got boasting rights that their daughter was going overseas.
She didn't voice her opinion to spare herself from an argument; plus she was too beside herself that she would be leaving the hellfire that is Florida, and her friends behind.
Her parent's might've been neglecting, but they weren't physically abusive. 
She still harbored love for them, as manipulative as that love was.
Penelope didn't want to leave America. She didn't care that her grade average was high, there were kids smarter than her, so why her? 
She didn't even know what she wanted to do with her life.
So, like the naive little girl she was, she begged for change. 
She begged through hitching sobs and wet lashes up at the moon, like it was some deity. She childishly wished for an opportunity to live out her dreams of girlhood, even if she was confined in a Japanese boarding school.
Still, she was just a girl. And girls didn't get exactly what they wanted after all. 
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It was such a first-world problem, to want to have a school life like one of those cute shoujo mangas she'd been reading recently.
Penelope gave that thought a wet, humorless laugh. She swung her legs back and forth, childishly, over the gray stones that bordered the Tama River.
She was a top-grading student at her junior high in America, and was being granted the opportunity of a lifetime. Yes, she was going to be chucked into Japanese society as a transfer student.
She should've been overjoyed that her school chose her to attend school at their newly opened sister school. She should've been even happier that her parents agreed to the terms of her moving overseas.
Penelope should've been overjoyed. She should've been jumping for joy; she got to attend a private boarding school with some of the brightest minds of her generation.
The school had so many different courses that she didn't even know what to choose as her main curriculum, and ultimately chose general studies.
Possibilities are the endless opening for more opportunities; she'd choose a career eventually.
Junior high was filled with boys, dances, and fun, wouldn't high school be the same?
Penelope prayed to whatever deity that would listen for an exciting life, one that emulated a girlhood the way she'd envisioned.
Ever the greedy soul, wanting more, Penelope got just what she wanted sitting on the late-night train to Shinjuku, Japan.
She'd just left her spot in Chofu by the Tama River. The smooth rocks she sat at were near an apartment complex, that was older judging by its architecture, but had an old luxury feel to it.
Penelope wished she could have lived there instead of having to move into a dorm room. The brown-skinned girl picked at the edges of her sparkly pink nail polish, wondering if she'd have a roommate.
She'd have to return to the hotel the school was providing her to stay in until the new school year started. For now, she stayed half a mile outside the school grounds and was trying to get familiarized with the area before April.
The doors were close to closing when a lanky boy slunk his way through the gap of the closing doors.
He bent down on his right knee with his hand clutching a shiny black belt, in the other hand, he clutched his cell phone impossibly tight.
Muffled yells filled the slightly empty train car, the boy still panting in his soaking wet clothes. Light hazel eyes flitted over the filled seats of the train car, he looked frightened almost.
The train car's door shut with a hiss, and the wheels started to squeak as the train sparked to life. The teenage boy still hadn't sat down yet, making a crease of confusion in Penelope's brow as she took in the empty spaces.
It wasn't as if the boy was just standing, waiting for his stop; he looked like he didn't know what to do with himself as he stood directly in front of the double doors. The doors nearly clipped his clothes as they closed.
Penelope took out an earbud that was connected to her Motorola Razr phone, and waved her hand tentatively.
A small smile graced her lips when the boy clicked a button on his phone, and pushed his antenna down. He took a seat beside her.
Shoving his phone into his wet jean pocket, the boy gave a small reassuring smile back at her. Penelope blinked, looking away from the boy who had a small swipe of red lipstick staining his lip and chin.
The boy muttered a small greeting; the brown-skinned girl smiled a little wider and attempted to keep her eyes off of the boy.
The girl's syrupy eyes were shining with glee as he sat next to her. A pregnant pause of silence enveloped them as the train started to pick up speed. Penelope noted how the boy had a pale skin tone compared to the slight tan that graced the skin of Japanese natives.
Penelope, as an African American girl, was expected to be several shades darker than the rest of her peers.
It would isolate her further besides not being Einstein intelligent.
The girl shook her head at the thought. The first school semester hadn't even started, the negative thoughts that plagued her mind were from nerves. She shouldn't be so negative when nothing has happened.
However, Penelope got strange looks from random people when she walked by them, and squirmed as their stare flamed her body.
She wouldn't want someone else to feel that way with her staring. She didn't want to make an assumption in her mind about his features, or why he looked so disheveled as he tied the laces of his sneakers.
The teen girl just muttered a greeting back trying to exile the thoughts.
The teens' clothes looked uncomfortable with the way they clung to his skinny form. Penelope didn't think as she muttered, “Tough night?” In English before going to correct herself in her limited Japanese.
The glum expression of empty sadness was replaced with amusement as the boy nodded.
Penelope felt the tips of her ears grow warm with embarrassment as she started to sputter an apology. For the first time, Penelope wished she could not speak to evade the embarrassment.
“Yeah actually,” The boy responded in English with an air of surprise around him. A posh British accent with a hint of a foreign twang graced her ears.
A grin spread on his face, “You're accents different,” He said curiously, eyes crinkling into half moons as he gave her a sly boyish grin.
“I'm American,” She started and stuck her hand out politely with a shy smile.
“My name's Penelope, what's yours?” She said hesitantly, attempting to make a new friend without coming off so seemingly like herself.
The boy seemed different, more mature as he spoke without a stutter. He was good at making small talk like adults did to be polite; nothing to do with the lipstick that stained his pale skin so obviously, or even to question in her head, why he was holding his belt.
The boy grasped her warm hand in his cold, damp one. His touch was gentle, and the pads of his fingers rubbed a quick circle into her palm politely with a firm shake.
“Shinichi Okazaki, a pleasure to meet you, Penelope,” He said, moving his body closer to hers.
Penelope could feel his wet clothes seep her own with cool dampness, his side entirely pressed against her as if she was a familiar person to him already.
Penelope disregarded that fact, just happy to have a social interaction that wasn't forced.
A silver-studded designer earring caught her wide-eye's attention. The close proximity to the boy and height difference, despite being seated, made her crane her neck to look into his eyes.
They were several shades lighter than her own, a hazel coffee brown that seemed warm and comforting. She analyzed the features of his face freely as she was taken off guard by his friendliness.
Penelope blinked back in surprise and gave the boy a gummy smile, pearly whites on display due to his kindness.
Shinichi was lovely, the naive girl decided. A lovely boy her age who was as sweet as honey, a friend, a good opportunity to have a sense of companionship with.
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Shinichi, I still think you're lovely, even if you don't think that way about yourself.
Not much has changed about you to this day. You're like dark chocolate; sweet and tangy.
Even though I believe our lives would have been different, maybe it was a blessing that we met that night. Maybe it was a curse.
After all, that's what love is, right?
I said before that I wished we never met, but I'm glad we did. Who knows what would've happened if we didn't ever meet?
I know for a fact you would have made it in life regardless, the resilient man you are. I'm glad I got to experience you, even if I am frustrated that you will never be mine.
Thank you for taking my hand in yours that night. I don't think my palm will fit so perfectly with another's, other than you.
You've ruined every aspect of love for me. I'm grateful I even got to experience it with you.
I love you,
Penelope.
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Okay, this may seem weird but...what do you think the CxM and Amnesia boys smell like?
Dude.... don't even worry. Ask away all the weird questions, I seriously don't mind any of it! I'm one of the weirdos who wouldn't mind thinking/reading about these things.... ;3c
Unfortunately though, I'm extremely not good with scents and smells... I smell a smell and I identify it, but when it comes to something I'm not actively smelling at the moment my brain just kind of.... refuses to remember the smell. But I shall try my best!
Yanagi wears a subtle, masculine cologne (don't ask me which one cause I have no clue what they smell like D:). It's neither a very expensive brand, or a cheap one. Just in between. So when you're in his tight embrace, you can smell just a small bit of his cologne along with his natural scent. Everything that's his has this similar scent of cologne on it, and it makes you feel like you're in his strong arms.
Enomoto is a little bit of a wildcard. Sometimes he'll be trying out new soaps that a new "100 heart-jerking seduction tips!" book recommended (or some random magazine article he read), which always ends up being something that smells like Old Spice or some floral, more 'delicate' scent. He may as well smell of sweat and dirt if he just finished an intense on-the-job chase. The poor man sweats easily as well, so sometimes if he doesn't layer on a ton of soap or colognes or something then he may get a little smelly!
As for Takeru.... it's dish soap. Don't ask me why. He just somehow always smells like he just cleaned. Although, if he's coming out of the shower you can definitely tell he uses Old Spice!
Kei smells really, really good. Not to sound creepy or anything. But this man bathes (not literally) in the most amazing of scents. He always smells like the sweetest, most angelic vanilla you've ever had the pleasure of experiencing. He smells like icing and cupcakes and just... absolute heaven. That being said, it is a somewhat subtle scent, but if you're near him you can definitely tell it's vanilla. If you get close enough though, you can sometimes pick up on whatever incense he's been using during his naps!
Shiraishi, like Yanagi, smells strangely comforting. He smells like the cold air coming in through a window on a summer or late spring night. Like the grass after it rains. He says he doesn't see the need to wear any specific scents, but how in the hell does he smell so nice otherwise?! Although, on occasion, you may pick up a hint of something... chemically. A smell akin to sterile hospital air.
You already know Ikki wears major name brand cologne. Only the most popular, most expensive, and best selling brand. This dude layers the stuff on- not like teenage boys with ax but you can definitely smell the stuff if you hug him.
Our wonderful little pseudo-yandere Toma almost permanently has that new car smell. You don't know how he manages it, but you always wanna give him a hug when you see him (although not always just because he smells nice!)
Shin occasionally smells like flowers. Don't ask me why! He just does! But most importantly, why the fuck does he smell like chocolate? Either way, it's quite pleasant. (Turns out he somehow managed to get his hands on a chocolate scented body wash!)
Kent smells like fresh books. Not old books. Just fresh books. Like you just picked up a freshly printed paperback book off the shelf of a popular bookstore and opened it's pages.
Ukyo smells like a forest after it rains! He smells slightly earthy and beautifully refreshing. Laying with him is truly relaxing.
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❉ 139 Dreams (Shinichi Okazaki) Off Guard
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Genre: Angst, Fluff, Romance ☁
Word Count: 2,000 ☁
Pairing: Reader x Shinichi ☁
World: NANA ☁
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You frowned at the beer in your hand, hanging your head. You didn’t understand what was wrong with you lately. When you were writing your first book, the words flowed like water from a faucet, and ideas had been popping into your head left and right. You finished writing that book within only four months and, six months after that, the book was published with a well-known company.
When you had gotten the news that your book was on the best-sellers list, you felt absolutely ecstatic. Calls started pouring in, congratulating you on your debut success and your publisher began to push you for book number two, despite the fact that you had no plans of turning it into a series.
At the time, you felt energized and excited, immediately agreeing to the demand, but when you finally got around to sitting down to start writing said book, your mind went as blank as the page. How many times had you set the pen to the paper only to lift it back up again before a single line was written? What happened to that overflow of ideas you once had? Did they just disappear into smoke?
‘Am I just going to be a one-hit-wonder? Is this really where my dream ends?’ You found yourself wondering as your hand clenched the bottle tighter.
Your two close friends had long since stopped chatting, exchanging worried looks as they watched you. Koko reached out, setting her hand atop your own, which snapped you from your thoughts. You sent her a confused look. Was she trying to confess or something?
“Are you okay?” she inquired softly.
You forced a bright smile, sitting up straighter. “Yeah, I’m fine!”
“You were zoning out again,” Lee commended, resting his chin in his hand.
“Was I?” You sheepishly rubbed the back of your head. “Sorry, it’s been a long day. Writer’s stuff, you know.”
Koko hummed, reaching into her purse for a pen. She scribbled a number onto the napkin under her glass before sliding it over to you. You looked at it curiously, raising a brow – it wasn’t a number you recognized.
She giggled, her cheeks turning pink. “Call him. He has a way of knowing just what a person needs! Trust me, Y/N, Shinichi will blow your mind.”
You frowned down at the napkin, running your thumb over the dried ink. ‘Maybe I do need to get laid to clear my mind… Maybe if the experience is as good as she claims, it’ll even inspire something within me for the next book,’
After spending thirty more minutes together, the three of you exited the bar and went your separate ways. As you walked down the street, folding and unfolding the napkin, you decided to just bite the bullet. What did you have to lose? You pulled out your phone and dialed the number, heart racing as it started to ring.
“Hello?”
“Hi!” You answered a bit awkwardly. “Is this Shinichi?”
“This is him,”
“My friend gave me your number,” you chewed on your bottom lip, trying to think of the right words.
He chuckled and you faintly heard the flick of a lighter. “Would you like to make an appointment? I’m free tonight and will meet you wherever is convenient.”
“Oh, um, yeah! That’ll work. There’s a motel on Honjo street… do you know it?”
“Yeah, I’m not far from there. I’ll meet you there in twenty.”
“Sure,” The phone went dead and you ended the call, turning around to head in the direction of the motel. Night had long since fallen and the parking lot was nearly empty as you approached the glass door of the office where you found a middle-aged woman sitting behind the desk, drinking from something within a brown paper bag before coughing violently as the liquid went down the wrong pipe.
You forced a smile, pretending like you hadn’t seen the scene. “I’d like a room for two days, please.”
She hiccuped, turning toward the computer – an ancient fossil of a thing that you were surprised even worked. You had to repeat your information several times before she finally got it entered correctly. After confirming the payment, she handed you the key for room 204 and you stepped out into the chilly night. Movement from the left made you glance over, seeing a male stepping out of a taxi. He was thin with spiky, powder blue hair. Multiple piercings glinted under the light of the streetlamp, covering his ears and even one connected to his lip.
The man turned around after paying his fare and smiled, approaching you without hesitation. He was definitely cute but… something about him felt off and you just couldn’t put your finger on it.
“Hi,” you said softly, playing with the key in your hand to calm your nerves. “Shinichi, right? I got us a room.”
He smirked, “You work fast~” And then his hand slid into your own, his fingers calloused and rough. “Lead the way,”
With a nod, you started toward the row of rooms, glancing at him every few seconds. “I hope you’ll forgive me, but I’m not sure how this works.” You slid the key into the lock and entered the room, letting the door shut behind the two of you. “I’ve never done this before…”
Shinichi smiled gently as he sat on the side of the bed, hands behind him to support his weight. “Don’t worry, we can take it as slow as you need. First, tell me your name.”
You took a seat across from him on the other bed. “My name is Y/N,”
“Y/N,” he tested the way your name tasted on his tongue. “A gorgeous name for a gorgeous person.”
You giggled. “You’re quite the charmer, aren’t you.”
“It’s my job to be. Now, what is it you’re looking for, Y/N?”
Your lips parted to answer, but nothing escaped and your shoulders slumped as you frowned. ‘What do I want?’
Sensing your hesitation, Shinichi stood up and gently pushed you back onto the bed, his body hovering over your own as his knee settled between your legs and his lips pressed into the skin beneath your ear. His voice was husky as he spoke, warm breath tickling your skin. “Don’t overthink it. Tell me what’s bothering you, what made you give me a call.”
Your hands gripped at his slim waist, fingers sliding through the loops on his jeans. You’re not sure exactly what came over you, but you didn’t hesitate to spill your guts to this man, telling him every little detail from the moment you started writing to the current pressures from your publisher. Sometime during the story, he had shifted so he straddled your waist, looking down at you with wonder shining in his blue eyes.
“You’re really a best-selling author?” He grinned. “That’s so cool,”
“Yeah… cool.” You smiled back, but it was forced. “It’s looking like it’s just gonna be the one, though.”
“Hmm, I’ve always heard that it’s easiest to write about what you know or what you’ve personally experienced.”
“I’ve heard that before,” you admitted. “But my life hasn’t exactly been exciting or interesting.”
“Even so, you just got to start writing.” Shinichi stood up, pulling you with him before searching the small table between the two beds. He found a small pad of paper and a ballpoint pen and handed them over to you. “Don’t overthink it, just write whatever comes to mind.” He gave you an encouraging smile, tugging you toward the table.
You had very little hope that it would work, but his expression was just so damn cute you couldn’t deny him. Taking a deep breath to clear your mind, you sat down across from him and set the pen to the page.
And you started to write.
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You burst through your apartment door, startling Shinichi who was sat on the floor with his guitar in his lap. “Shin! Guess what!”
He hummed, setting the guitar on the floor beside him as he crossed his legs. “Did you finally get a promotion at work?”
“Even better!” You cried, throwing yourself to the ground across from him. The excitement was so high that you couldn’t even sit still.
Shinichi frowned, leaning back against the couch. “Did you get a boyfriend?”
You rolled your eyes, smacking his knee. “No, you dork. My publisher approved the new book!”
“That’s great!” He smiled brightly, launching himself at you. You squeaked in surprise as the force sent you tumbling backward, his arms tight around your waist as he snuggled his face against your chest. “I knew you could do it, Y/N. I’m proud of you.”
You brought your hand up, fingers lacing through his hair, slightly stiff from the amount of gel he used to make it so spikey. “It’s all because of you, Shin.”
And it was. Since that first fateful meeting two years ago, you had met with him twice a week, soon going to three times a week before finally asking him over to your apartment where he spent several nights at a time. Each meeting, he would encourage you to write whatever came to your mind while he sat and observed you. You grew close to him pretty quickly and, soon, you completed the first draft for your next book.
Together, the two of you read through the draft, making corrections or changes as you saw fit. This book was just as much his as it was yours, and you made sure to tell him so.
“I helped with the ideas, sure, but you’re the one that put in the real work.” He responded, a smile lighting up his face.
“Move in with me,” you told him suddenly, feeling your heart quicken as you realized what you just said. ‘Shit, I said the first thing that popped into my head!’ You knew Shinichi was a prostitute and that he hadn’t stopped seeing his other clients since meeting you. You never figured he would, to be honest, but… you had let yourself get too attached to him and now it hurt knowing he went to see other people, sleeping with them and spending time with them.
He was a young, attractive man, so naturally he would rather be with the clients that actually slept with him rather than picking his brain for ideas for a book. The farthest you had gone with him was a kiss on the cheek.
Silence fell over the apartment and you closed your eyes, wishing you could just disappear. ‘Y/N, you idiot. God, why did I say that?’
Shinichi pushed himself away from you after the words had left your lips. The minutes ticked by in absolute silence, seeming to stretch on forever as you prayed that the ground would just swallow you up whole.
He took an intake of breath, slowly releasing it. “Okay,”
Now that caught you off guard. Your eyes snapped open, locking with his own. Had you misheard him?
With a soft smile, he leaned forward until his forehead was resting against yours. “I would love to live with you, Y/N.” And then his lips found yours and you knew he had developed feelings for you, too.
You nipped at his lip before flipping him over so that you were hovering above him. “You joked about me finding a boyfriend. How could I when you’re the only one I want, Shinichi?” You hoped your feelings could reach him, eyes shining with love. “You don’t have to sell yourself anymore! You can have my money, live in my apartment, eat my food. You never have to worry about making money anym -”
He cut off your words when he grabbed the back of your neck, slamming his lips against yours to silence you. It was obvious he didn’t know how to convey his feelings through words like you could, so he used his body to do the talking for him. And to you, his desires were clear as day.
‘I’m yours now,’
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anime-fan-05 · 7 months
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hey, i was wondering if you could do shin headcanons? <3
Nana ~General dating headcanon~
Manga/anime: Nana
Warnings: nothing
(Y/N): your name
O. Shin'ichi (Shin)
I tell you one thing: you're really lucky Shin unfolded himself enough to let you be his girlfriend. He's a person who doesn't trust others; your presence probably made him so much at ease he decided he wanted to be with you as your boyfriend: in fact, when he starts a romantic relationship with a person, know he'll want to spend his whole life with them, since he isn't the type of guy who is engaged to a person just for fun. He has very serious intentions with you!
Shin will probably continue to prostitute himself, but not because he wants to have a full barrel and a drunk wife: he only does this to survive economically. In fact, if BLAST achieved success or if you were very rich, Shin would immediately stop prostituting himself and he would dedicate himself totally to you
Shin loves when you listen to him play during BLAST concerts or during rehearsals: the fact you dedicate your time to come and listen to him makes him happy, especially if you don't like that kind of music too much. He also really likes it when you cuddle together in bed or on the couch: holding you close to him makes him feel so good he would like to hold you in his arms forever
However, I think Shin's first love language is words of affirmation: he knows what it feels like to not be loved and how it feels when people ignore you, so he always tries to make you feel loved by saying sweet words to you. For example, whenever you wear a really cute dress, he always compliments you ("You look beautiful, (Y/N)."), and he always notice if you cut your hair or paint your nails and point it out to you ("Have you done anything to your hair/nails? You look very good."). He also tells you very often he loves you: as soon as he wakes up and before going to sleep, he always sends you a message (when you don't sleep together), writing he loves you very much; he tells you this even when you get together after not seeing each other for a long time
Shin doesn't really call you by a nickname: mostly he calls you by your name, sometimes also "love" or "my love"
If you didn't know, the saying "to have a full barrel and a drunk wife" (avere la botte piena e la moglie ubriaca) is an Italian saying which means having two mutually exclusive advantages.
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anime-fan-05 · 3 months
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May I please request headcanons for BLAST reacting to their female S/O who’s a legendary singer performing with another singer, dancing with them and showing great chemistry?
Nana ~With a legendary singer reader who's very connected with her singing partner~
Manga/anime: Nana
Warnings: nothing
(Y/N): your name
Before starting the headcanon, I just wanted to say thanks to an anonymous person who complimented my Hunter x Hunter post. Thank you very much!
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T. Nobuo (Nobu)
He's so proud of you!
He absolutely wants to do duets with you, and he would like you to sing the music he wrote for you (yes, he wrote you about ten songs, but he's ashamed to give them to you)
However, he feels really sad when he sees the connection you've with your partner, but not because of you: he's sad because he feels like you two are missing that special connection
Because this reason he decides to talk to you about it ("(Y/N), are you happy with me? Do you feel as connected to me as you do to him?")
Eventually, after you console him, you two will do a duet together and your audience will go totally crazy; all his doubts will be dispelled
O. Shin'ichi (Shin)
He's still a kid: he's still very possessive and he gets jealous easily
Naturally, he's very proud of you, but he gets really jealous seeing your connection with your partner
In fact, at the end of your concert, he'll run into your dressing room ignoring your bodyguards, who'll be trying to stop him from invading your privacy by entering that, and kiss you passionately in front of your partner
"What are you doing, Shin?" "She's mine!"
In the end, he's just so insecure, and he wants your reassurance ("You love me too, don't you? We have that connection too, don't we?")
T. Yasushi (Yasu)
He's the calmest of the band when a situation like this arises
Although he feels a jealous (he really wants to run to the stage where you're performing with your partner and to push you away from him), he quickly puts aside his thoughts about that and, after you finish your performance, he'll compliment you
"You were really good, my dear. I'm proud of you."
However, he'll attempt to establish an even deeper connection than you two already have
His dream will become to do a duet with you and to have the same connection you and your singing partner have
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anime-fan-05 · 3 months
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cuddle with nana’s boys? i really loved the nobu hcs btw
Nana ~Cuddling~
Manga/anime: Nana
Warnings: nothing
(Y/N): your name
T. Nobuo (Nobu)
This guy absolutely loves to cuddle with you; after all, physical touch is his first love language
Whenever he can, he either sits on the couch or lies on the bed hugging you
His favorite position, when you two are in bed, is spooning, because he's always been insecure about his height, since he isn't very tall, so holding you in this position makes him feel like he can protect you despite his height
Instead, when you two are sitting on the couch, leg over is the position he most likes to be in
Cuddles for him are a way both to be close to you, to console you and be consoled, and to demonstrate his love for you
O. Shin'ichi (Shin)
He isn't used to give and receive physical affection, as he's always grown up without love
Nevertheless, although he was initially reluctant to do these two actions and to cuddle you, he later began to adore being wrapped in your arms
In fact, his favorite cuddle position is little spoon
However, there's another cuddle position where he holds you he likes: the bear nuzzle
He likes this position so much because it allows him not to show you his red face when he holds you; in fact, whenever he can, he hugs you like this, tucking his head into the crook of your neck
T. Yasushi (Yasu)
Due to the little free time he's available, he believes cuddling is one of the best ways to spend time with you
In fact, whenever he doesn't have to go either to work or to BLAST's rehearsals early in the morning, he remains in your bed with you, holding you tight to him; however, these beautiful idyllic moments don't happen often
The cuddle position he loves most while you two cuddle in bed is the entagled embrace, because he likes standing in front of you and hearing you talk about your day
Another position he loves is you sitting sideways on his lap, with your head on his shoulder, while he works on his laptop at his desk
In short, he likes to give you the impression of protecting you by holding you, but in such a way as to look at your face
H. Ren
He isn't a very affectionate person, so he prefers not to show you too much affection, but, if you ask him to hug or cuddle you, he'll do so without hesitation
He's always been used to being in a relationship with a girl who isn't particularly affectionate, so he prefers to be in cuddling positions which don't put you two too close
In fact, he really enjoys being in the half spoon position
He loves it because this way he can watch you sleep and you don't notice the blush he has while he looks at your cute face (even if you think you're ugly while sleeping, for him you still look beautiful)
When you're sitting, he often wraps his arm around your shoulders in the affirmation huddle position, and he'll blush a lot if you rest your head on his shoulder and snuggle up against him
I. Takumi
Absolutely not
He's against any form of affection, especially in public, and he doesn't want to cuddle you and be cuddled by you without his permission because he's like a cat
However, there's only one position he tolerates to be in, that's the head cradle
He likes this position only because this way he can see your face and it allows him not to show you too much affection
He'll never say it, but he really, really enjoys lying on your thighs after coming back from Trapnest's concerts or rehearsals, while you play with his hair (until you pull a few strands and he literally jumps away like a cat)
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I JUST DISCOVERED YOUR ACCOUNT AND I LOVE IT i couldn't find anyone who wrote for nana 😭😭 can you make jealousy headcanons for nana's boys? (sorry if something is written wrong, english is not my native language 😞)
Nana ~Jealousy~
Manga/anime: Nana
Warnings: nothing
(Y/N): your name
Thank you very much! And I hope I didn't make the characters OOC!
T. Nobuo (Nobu)
He isn't a guy who gets jealous easily: he trusts you blindly
However, he still feels very insecure and, when he sees the interactions you've with another guy, he starts asking a series of discouraging questions in his head ('Would (Y/N) be better off with him? Is she happy with me?')
While you're talking to a boy, he tries to stay close to you and to butt in on your conversations and, when you two are alone, he asks you if you're happy with him
After you answer him, he tends to get a little clingy and hugs you tightly for a few minutes
"Were you jealous?" "Yes..."
O. Shin'ichi (Shin)
He quickly becomes very jealous: he's never had anyone to take care of him, so he tends to become very attached to those he cares about
As soon as he sees a boy approaching you, he immediately stands next to you and puts his arm around your waist
If he notices a guy starting to flirt with you, he approaches you two and kiss you passionately
"What's wrong with you, Shin?" "He was too close to you!"
In the end, he's just scared of losing you, so he tries to act on his fear by staying close to you and not letting anyone make you uncomfortable with their attentions
T. Yasushi (Yasu)
I think he's the calmest of all the characters: he trusts you and knows you would never betray him
However, he still feels a little annoyed when he sees you chatting happily with a boy, so he always goes near you
The days after he feels that mild jealousy, he tries to stay closer to you, working from home and sleeping all night with you (yes, I think he works partly at nights because of the band), and he confesses to you many times his love for you and how much he cares for you
"I love you so much, you know that?" "Yes, you told me that about ten times today."
Nevertheless, he never tries to distance you from guys, because he thinks it isn't right towards you: he thinks, just as you don't stop him from talking to women, he shouldn't do that either
H. Ren
Like Nobu, he also rarely gets jealous, but he feels very insecure when he sees you with another guy
However, unlike him, he puts aside his insecurity and, acting tough, he approaches you and hugs you from behind, glaring at the boy you were chatting with
"What are you talking about, darling?"
As soon as you two are alone, though, he starts holding you tighter, but without hurting you, and allows his insecurities to return: "(Y/N), you're happy with me, right?"
He needs a good dose of reassurance from you to make all his insecurities stop
I. Takumi
He's certainly the most jealous and possessive of all the characters: in fact, it's very likely you two often argue due to his excessive jealousy and possessiveness
When he notices you're with a boy, he immediately runs goes to you and hugs you tightly to make him go away
If the guy doesn't get the hint, he kisses you very passionately
"What did you do, Takumi?!" "You're mine, and that was too close to you!"
He remains angry for days after becoming jealous and, out of spite, he may even date other women, just to "return the favor"
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anime-fan-05 · 2 months
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May I please request headcanons for Nobu, Shin, and Yasu going on a cruise with their wife for their anniversary and the boat ends up capsizing due to a hurricane?
Nana ~Boat's capsizing during your cruise~
Manga/anime: Nana
Warnings: nothing
T. Nobuo (Nobu)
At first he won't even notice the boat is capsizing: he'll just think it's moving due to the hurricane
As soon as he notices this, he'll immediately rush towards you and act as a cushion: all the time the boat is moving, he'll be holding you and preventing you from crashing into objects or people
He'll try to take you to the highest part of the boat, the one which won't be in the water yet, so you can try either to escape on the lifeboats or to look for other ways to save yourself, for example by standing on a wooden beam
Eventually, you'll manage to get into a lifeboat, which will take you safely to the mainland
"In the end, our anniversary didn't go so well, did it?"
O. Shin'ichi (Shin)
When the boat starts to capsize, you two will be sleeping
Unfortunately, he's a very deep sleeper, and you'll be the one to wake him up, so at first he'll still be groggy from sleep and you'll still be the one to save both of you
However, when he realizes you're risking your life for both of you, all his sleep will seem to vanish and his protective instincts will kick in
In fact, he'll immediately pick you up and run towards the nearest lifeboat; nevertheless, this one will already be full, so he'll move on to the one after that and the one after that, but they all won't even have a place for you
Finally, completely desperate, he'll take a wooden beam and make you two stand there until help arrives; they'll arrive and you two will be safe
T. Yasushi (Yasu)
As soon as he hears the boat rocking and people start screaming, he'll immediately come to you and start acting as if he expected it might happen
Actually, when he booked the cruise, he had already researched what to do in every possible situation, even if the boat capsized
Like Nobu, he'll also act like a cushion, protecting you from all possible impacts
"My first priority was, is and always will be you", he told you several times, and he'll act accordingly: he'll immediately start looking for a lifeboat and put only you, as there'll only be one place available, on it; your protests will be of no avail, because he'll be adamant
Eventually, after you desperately search for him after arriving on the mainland, you'll meet up with him again
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LETTER'S TO MY LOVELY MASTERPOST
Shinichi Okazaki x American!OC
"I Love You."
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Main Pairing ~ Shinichi Okazaki x American!OC
Warnings ~ Depression, anxiety, neglect, physical abuse, mental abuse, emotional abuse, substace abuse, alcoholism, prostitution, grooming, anger, obsessions, self harm, suicide, EDs, pregnancy, possessive behavior, and death.
Spoilers ~ Yes!
Summary of entire story ~ Below.
Chapters ~ Under the break.
Status ~ On-Going.
Dear, my lovely Shinichi.
Do you remember the first time we met?
or
Shinichi Okazaki bumps into a teen foreigner on the train to Shinjuku.
She's so sweet, it makes Shin's stomach ache with obsessive need. He can't help that he wants to show her how much fun angels have when they fall.
However, Shin doesn't know If he has the obsessive need to protect her, or show her the world's demons.
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Chp 1 ~ I Love You
Chp 1 ~ Lovely, as Sweet as Honey
Chp 2 ~ I Love You
Chp 2 ~ Ironic is the Sweet Symphony
Chp 3 ~ I Love You
Chp 3 ~ Two Nickels for Penny
Chp 4 ~ I Love You (Coming Soon!)
Chp 4 ~ Coming Soon!
All Other Chapters ~ Unpublished, In The Works!
Cross posted on ~ AO3 and eventually Wattpad!
Last Updated ~ 01/24/2024
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LETTER'S TO MY LOVELY
Shinichi Okazaki x American!OC
"I Love You."
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Main Pairing ~ Shinichi Okazaki x American!OC
Warnings ~ Possessive thoughts, obsession, grooming, denial, pedophiles, suggestive thoughts, and repeating the cycle of abuse.
Spoilers ~ Yes!
Masterpost ~ Here.
Beta Read/Edited ~ No (No Beta Lmao)
Word Count ~ 2.4k Words.
Chp Summary ~ From the moment Shin met her, he knew he had a developing issue. Her brown skin would bruise a pretty purple under his lips if he had it his way.
Chp 2 ~ Ironic is the Sweet Symphony
It was too bad that Shinichi thought the same thing about her; a performer is what he truly was.
A poison apple in his own eyes. A wolf in sheep's clothing.
Penelope was sweet with her doe eyes and gummy smile.
Instead of preserving the sweetness of her syrupy eyes and sugary smile, he wanted to devour all the sweetness she would give him.
Innocence of his own to take, and taste.
A sweetness for him to have a hold on, and because people were cruel, Shin knew that best of course.
The Innocence of children is stolen by vultures who feast on their sugary trail of soft smiles and kind eyes; just like hers.
Shin thought of innocence of his own that was taken and abused.
Penelope was reserved, a naive girl who was hesitant with her every move and self conscious more than the average woman.
A girl is what she was.
Truly Shin was no man, but he smelled the sweetness that poured from the girl's thick lips even before he stepped foot on the train.
In that moment he shook her supple hands, and caught sight of that childish sparkly nail polish that chipped from her stubs for nails; he knew he'd never let anyone taste her sweetness if he had her. No one would abuse her as long as he kept her near him, nobody could as long as he could conceal the smell of her honey with his own.
She'd be ruined in Chofu, the naive foreigner she was.
Shin quickly decided as he scooted himself closer to her, that he would never talk to her again if he could.
Shin was good at acknowledging his own faults, and others too. He strived to improve himself as the best he could while bleeding with the abuse other ignorant adults inflicted on him.
He had a sweetness that invited abuse of all kinds with a soft smile and compliant body.
“So, how do you know English? Your accent is different from mine as well. Did you grow up here or somewhere else - wait! Is that an ignorant question to ask? I'm sorry,” Penelope's voice seemed naturally hushed, the sweet melody of her voice chiming through the stuffy metro air. The American girl fiddled with the cuticle of her index finger, picking at the skin.
Shin decided to spare her from her endless overthinking, her awkwardness was almost kind as she attempted small talk.
“I'm Swedish and Japanese. I attended a school in Britain for a bit so my English has a Swedish-British accent.” Not wanting to reveal more than that, Shin took control of steering the conversation to speak more about her. He was always assertive when he spoke, it was the way he was taught in formality and etiquette lessons.
Looking down at the map in her hand, Shinichi thought he'd ask, “Where are you heading this late, dear Penelope?” He teased with a sly smirk.
The map appeared to be marked up in a hot pink pen with side notes at the left white margin. She took a glance down at the map and gasped softly as if she forgot that it was in the hand she was picking at.
“Oh! I'm uh, I'm a transfer student at um - The new academy in Shinjuku. Star Academy of Fine Arts. I start next - ” She pauses her sentence and avoids eye contact nervously as she thinks of when she starts school. Shin smiles at the immature quirk.
The girl looks back into his eyes with a glint that says she remembers the date, “April, twenty-eighth! With my course undecided,”
Her big eyes widen a touch, the overhead light glinting in her brown irises as she realizes she's overshared a touch, and not actually answered the boy's question.
“I'm staying at a hotel for now,” Penelope nodded proud of herself for telling Shin, a practical stranger, where she would reside for a school year.
She shouldn't share that much. Even the tiniest scrap of information some creep will take advantage of and try to find her.
Just like Ryoko did with him.
“Ryoko's not a creep,” He reminds himself despite being consciously aware, she's using him in every way she can.
Shin hummed at the information with a small smile, and was going to ask another leading question when she surprised him and asked him one first.
“Where do you go to school?” Shin grimaced at the question and chuckled trying to think of an answer.
The brown-haired boy was always a good liar, ever since he was a child - he is a child -
Shin shakes his head a bit, bangs falling in his eyes with his faux laughter at the fleeting thought.
He couldn't tell the smaller how he'd cut class and ran away from home. How he didn't know what to do with himself now that he was practically free.
Minus the chain he'd wrapped around his neck and handed the long end to Ryoko, who he was staying with.
As long as he laid underneath her every night with fake starry eyes, and moaned softly into the early hours of morning; he was well taken care of.
“Seikou Academy for Boys is where I'm headed, in Shinjuku,” Shin partially lied to the girl.
He was headed there as punishment for his behavior with his stepfather; the wretched man itching to be rid of the insect that invaded his home.
Penelope nodded ignorantly and gave a small grin, not knowing what the elite school was. Everyone who heard about Seiko Academy knew that it was filled to the brim with snobbish boys who would live, and die, off of Daddy's money.
The Okazaki family was known for their capitalism and cash.
They owned most of Europe and Asia, old money that owned the land before industrialism took off. Seiko Academy was a small island for rich boys owned by Okazaki Institutions.
Shinichi left the first chance he could when his Father mentioned it, and he hadn't looked back since.
“Oh cool!” She said enthusiastically, scooting into his dampness, the girl grew a bit braver to continue.
“I like your earrings, where are they from?” She said looking at the silver adorning his ears.
Shin smirked knowingly to himself, “They're Vivienne Westwood, a big brand in England! It's even bigger in the punk scene,” His boyish grin stretched wider as the girl's eyes scrunched slightly in curiosity.
“The punk scene?” She raised a brow, turning to face him with a slight tilt of her head.
Shin swallowed the saliva that pooled in his mouth, along with the attraction he felt to her natural girlishness.
It wasn't like the forced one that Ryoko put on.
God, how he'd fucking ruin her if he had her.
His fingers twitched in want, he used them to twirl a curl of her hair around his finger. He figured she wouldn't mind, she was too open with his inviting affections.
“Yeah, punk rock! I love playing the bass,” He did love the bass. The comfort of the sound ricocheting off his blue bedroom walls, the weight of his bass in his hand, the custom blue strap around his shoulder.
Shin loved the bass more than any of the hoard of instruments that his father forced him to learn, much to the older man's dismay.
“The bass! You want to be a bassist?” Shin took a second to think about it, a small scrunch forming between his brows.
The girl's curls were soft, unlike Ryokos which had a rougher texture and crunch from the mouse she used to scrunch her hair.
Her hair was stiff with product that stunk of sour chemicals as she attempted to volumize what slight wave she had naturally into looking like crimped curls.
The girl's hair was the total opposite.
Penelope's was soft in touch, natural and springy. She had a girlish scent with the sweet smell of candy and floral haircare.
Jackpot.
He bit the inside fat of his mouth, releasing it, and smiled.
Besides being a prostitute to women and men, what would he do? Would he sell himself for the rest of his life? It's not like sex work was a particularly bad job. The boy shrugged, not entirely sure.
“I dunno what I want to do. But being a bassist would be cool!” He says gnawing on the flesh of the corner on his lip.
The boy played with the buckle of the belt he held after he let go of the spring of long black hair. The belt was the only item he refused to leave with his woman of the night along with his earrings.
Sometimes his clients had a particularly sick quirk where they wanted to parent him. Especially when he was even younger than their kids.
It was like the guilt they had chewed at their flesh and blended over into their kinks. They'd dress him in casual attire that was two sizes too big for his slender body, and showed off his prominent collarbones where lovebites bruised over.
It was like they were displaying that he was a plaything even if he wasn't with his clients outside.
Taking in the dark gold brown of the girl's skin, he thought she would look ravishing with a reddish-purple scabbing around her neck -
“You totally don't seem like a punk rocker, but I think if you wanna be a bassist you should go for it if you have the opportunity.” She remarked with a soft encouraging smile.
Shin took a deep breath and looked up back at her warm eyes. She was so oblivious from when he looked down her neck and chest.
“Yes,” He internally decided. A reddish purple, mulberry, color would blossom from the blood vessels being abused underneath her soft umber skin.
He would treasure her every day and night.
Those glossy lips stretched beautifully to show the pinkish brown of her gums.
Those glossy lips stretched gorgeously around his - Shin shuttered a breath.
Shin had met a plethora of naive people, but her sheer cluelessness from being both a foreigner in Japan and so defenseless as a childish girl.
It was like looking into a mirror image of his past self.
Shin kept eye contact with the girl who darted her vision on different objects on the metro nervously.
Shin huffed a laugh, “You think so, Penelope?” Shin loved the way her name rolled off his tongue, his Swedish accent heavy when pronouncing all the syllables.
The girl looked into his hazel coffee orbs with her syrupy maple ones. Her eyes were so wide and glossy that Shin thought they must have been doll eyes. Thick dark lashes lined her eyes, the feminine feature standing out starkly even without makeup.
She nodded her head and tilted it again to the left side instead of the right.
“Absolutely! I mean - Possibilities are the endless opening for more opportunities. If you're good at playing then why not try to be a bassist, right?” She remarked wisely, as if that sentence had been constantly repeated in her mind.
Shin hummed and looked down at his designer belt. The Vivienne Westwood sovereign orb was in the middle and the belt itself was long so it hung down past his thigh.
What if he joined a band? Shin was confident in his abilities, being not only professionally trained but passionate. He could do something else with his life other than have sex for money, he would.
Shin had plenty of opportunities for prostitution, but none for music.
Maybe he was born for other people to find pleasure in his body, and him to find solace in their company.
“Silver looks quite nice on your skin tone,” The girl quipped nervously, chewing on the middle of her lip as she worked herself up to continue the dwindling conversation.
Shin cut his eyes back over to her doll-like ones.
She was just a girl, slowly grasping the reigns of young adulthood. She was what Shin should be like instead of a grown-up in a boy's body.
While he was a man playing coy, trying to still be a boy for money; she was a girl going through life the way a normal teen should.
Shin had been deprived of childhood even when he was wealthy. He bit the hand that fed him because he was sick of bad parenting.
He was sick of hateful eyes that looked at him like he was the scum of the Earth.
While the true scum of the Earth gazed upon him like he was crafted with rare diamonds and gold.
It was ironic how difficult life was. It was ironic how the childish girl's words stuck with him.
He mulled over the motivational line he wouldn't have expected from the bumbling girl.
“Thank you, Penelope,” Shin started, his tongue heavy in his mouth. The train started to slow and Shin rose from his seat, taking the brown girl up with him by her hand.
The metro squealed to a stop, and the double sliding doors opened with a pop and squeaking noise of plastic against metal.
With a kiss on the back of her hand, Shin smiled genuinely and wrapped her fingers around his belt.
Years later, Shin still questioned himself on why he gave a random girl the belt his clients typically used on him.
His eyes scrunched closed as he stepped outside of the metro doors. He gave the sweet girl one last look before ripping his hungry eyes away from her.
“Thanks for everything, Penelope,” He said before turning to walk down the station, blending in with the hoard of people coming in and out of the trains.
If he even stayed another second trapped inside that boxcar with her, he was sure he would taint what was left of the innocents ebbing off of her.
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The next month, Shin was walking around Chofu with his bass inside his gig bag strapped to his back as he bought a new belt.
It was ironic how Shin found a band poster outside an antique shop called Sabrina looking for a bassist.
Shin entered the shop with a boyish grin spread across his face looking for a woman named Nana Komatsu. The woman was like an overgrown child, a puppy who squealed and squeaked with delight over the smallest of actions is what he learned as they typed up a resume using her boss’s computer.
“Possibilities are the endless opening for more opportunities,” Penelope whispered sweetly like a guiding symphony in his head.
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It was ironic how ironic life was; Shin would take this opportunity and run with it for now.
I was so happy when you told me that night that my words actually helped you follow through with joining Blast. That my random motto is what you heard as you performed for Nana.
You never ruined me, Shinichi, you never would, you never could, and now, you never will.
I Love You,
Penelope.
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LETTERS TO MY LOVELY
Shinichi Okazaki x American!OC
"I love You."
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Main Pairing ~ Shinichi Okazaki x American!OC
Warnings ~ Neglective parents, moving countries, naivety, and coming of age.
Spoilers ~ Yes!!
Masterpost ~ Here.
Beta Read/Edited ~ No (No Beta Lmao)
Word Count ~ 314 Words.
Chp Summary ~ I Love You. Even if we went meant to be.
Chp 1 ~ I Love You.
Dear, my lovely, Shinichi.
Do you remember the first time we met?
We were seatmates on the metro from Chofu to Shinjuku.
It was the last train available that night, and you looked like an absolute mess. Your brown hair was messy, and big hazel eyes bloodshot. Your clothes were all mismatched, you were soaking wet from the rain. 
It was a day of change and discovery, for both of us, in many ways.
I remember piecing together the clues when you told me the truth. Not that you tried to hide your profession, I was am, just naive. 
I didn't think anything of the red lipstick that was smeared all over your skin. How it started from your lips, to your reddened cheeks, and down your neck. 
You looked disheveled; like you pulled clothes on in a hurry to find a seat before the train started moving again. You were holding your expensive designer belt in hand. 
The one you gave to me later.
Your brother was yelling at you over the phone, telling you off for running away. That's what you said later when we got closer.
Even though you turned your phone volume down, everyone on the train could hear; the cart was practically empty. I waved you towards me when the train started again, and you hung up the phone without a word back to your brother.
I still don't know why I did that.
Maybe it was the look of confusion on your face, maybe it was because I couldn't bear to sit in my lonesome anymore. 
If I knew that talking to you for ten minutes would have altered your entire life, I'm okay with admitting to both of us that I wish I never spoke to you on that train.
It would have been better for both of us if we'd never met.
I Love You,
Penelope.
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