Dear Diary. Went on a job interview and I am so sure I’m not going to get it. I was probably to much and a tad over exuberant. Oh well. Moving on.
Anyway I don’t know how to feel right now. As I’ve been on medication 💊 for a week or so now, I’m sincerely tempest tossed. Ugh. I’ve been attempting to reach out to a couple people and talk about this experience and I know I can call you but it’s them I want to talk to. I’m also trying to find out how they are doing too. I know that you are working on yourself but I am trying to figure out what their perspective is all.
I’m going back to watching Tarek and then I’m off to the job.
One last thing. When I saw my shrink after the job interview, she said I looked spiffy. Then as I was leaving, she said that whatever was going on with me I should keep it up. Apparently she is liking the new and improved version of me. Bah!! Humbug!!! I’m still a miserable cow.
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Dear Diary.
Last night I had dinner with my friends from high school. We were so happy to get together and talk. I honestly don’t know how many people can say the same. Seriously, I’ve even got friends that I still have in my life from elementary school. One from 2nd grade and one from like 5th grade. I personally think it’s amazing.
Yes we’ve been through a lot, you know bullshit like marriage, having children, divorce and death and just plain life getting in the way. I work hard to keep these people in my life and my heart. I also know that some people are just not going to say that they are jealous because they don’t know how much work goes into having friends for this long. I also know how hard it is to think about how many friends I’ve lost along the way.
I’m sure i mentioned something about it before. I also know that some people who are years older than I have lost their friends and it sucks. I know I lost my uncle and my father lost his brother. I can’t imagine how much that hurt.
I’ve also been on the other side of the fence and I thought I had friends but they’ve faded away. I think about every once in a while. I remember Betty, Beverly, Victor, Nick and many others who were friends for the road but not for a lifetime. I think of Essence, D’Nitra, Paco, Joey and others who had been in my life. We were running the streets and the these lyrics tell the story: “Runnin' wild/Lost control/Runnin' wild/Mighty bold/Feelin' gay/Boisterous too…”
Now I am swathed in the light of burnished umber and as I approach my autumn years, honey child, I’ve had a great time and I’ve got great memories along with the memories that truly piss me off. Oh well.
I’m in a new phase of my life, my journey, knowing that I’m now living life through pharmacology. This is all new to me. The only thing that I can actually say about this is that (roll your eyes), it has blocked my third eye. As an empath, I felt things and I knew that Marie had passed but I couldn’t actually see it because of the meds. I felt it in my heart and as I was driving around I realized it and had to reach out to Lynn. She confirmed what I felt. It’s okay if you don’t believe me. I can feel things and I can tell you what I feel, but you don’t have to believe me. Like I’ve got two coworkers and I know that they are both using. I can tell you that I know when they are high. I told one person and I said something innocuous about them. Lo and behold, shit happened. I then asked her if I was wrong. She replied nope, you weren’t wrong.
Today is a new day and I had a great time last night with my friends.
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The Three Hat's AU: Large vehicles
The large Vehicles in A hat in Time take many large, in my au I want to give some more technical aspects about them or even make some pretty drastic changes to the lore about them.
These concern the Owl and science expresses, The Trains in the metro, Ol' Stella and the SS literally can't sink which has been abrieviated to LCS(and by extention its younger sister the SS Absolutely Will Not Sink or AWNS).
The Owl Express:
The railway the Owl Express travels on was built in 6478 ATB by an independant railway company in the Confederation of Avian States (C.A.S), the Owl Express isn't the only train in 1HT but it is the first and only mainline transcontinental service. Its quite a surprise how it hasn't been taken over by the goverment due to how many unautharised stops are made each journey, it is also a miracle that the locomotive and rolling stock are in peak condition especially with its use in films and regular incidents.
The Owl express runs on a 1435mm railway gauge and has a consist of around 5 wagons and a caboose being pulled by an oil-burning tank locomotive capable of reahing speeds of 75mph, The wagons pulled by the owl express are around 55.5 feet high and are around 10.7 feet wide albiet the interior is quite a bit larger than the exterior.
The locomotive is an oil burning 2-6-4t which can rumble at speeds of up to 120kph and with its rather sizable boiler can generate enough power to go at these consistant speeds, the reason why an electric horn was the original steam whistle was shot off during production of the 3rd Conductors 1st movie. The current conductor has been trying to recover it ever since. It was built at around the same time the railway was finishing construction
There have been 4 conductor's since the trains construction, including our current one.
The Science express:
Basically 2HT's version of the Owl Express but unlike the Owl express was more serious and made use of many advances in experimental technology, causing the Alice in Wonderland size shennaniganry. The science owls use this train for their experiments and also for transport.
The train is ran by Gregg, Walter and Redd as well as 2HT's version of the Conductor, externally the Science and Owl expresses are almost exactly the same but internally there are many differences which make both of them stand out.
The Science Express was the development location of New Earth's KL-11, an alternate version of the Korean K11 assault rifle , which was rejected by the Metro's police force because of its cost in favour of the KL-7 (K7) Submachine gun, Caitlyn recieves the original KL-11 prototype after she stops the Shapeshifter's rampage.
The external dimensions of the Science Express are the same as those on the owl express.
The locomotive of the Science express uses an experimental steam-Diesel hybrid system, it looks like it's working to since a more conventional locomotive hasn't replaced it yet. (the system exists irl look it up).
Shapeshifter is Natalie's shadow but had been originally contained in the Science express and experimented on for most of her life, when he escaped she decided to go on a murder spree before being kicked into the firebox of the Owl express.
The Metro Trains
Run on a hollowrail system, a system created in the metro seperate of the original railways, originally these rails were served by more conventional diesel-electric Multiple Units on more conventional rails but concerns about hygene and the carbon emmissions caused a full conversion to Hollowrail which started in 6544 ATB and ended in 6611 ATB but due to them being unable to purchase specially built rolling stock and lacking the material to make their own they instead removed the engines and genetically created these giant fuckoff cats to run them.
Can average the same speeds as your average London Tube train while being similar scale to the most up to date New York Subway units, the cat's aren't very fast when pulling the trains but can hit 100Kmh if pressed and without a burden.
The Empress has some say in what funding is put into the Metro since the Nyakuza was originally created by workers running the original Diesel Electric multiple unit's who grew disatsfied but due to several anti Union laws passed at the time they had to form this group to get their opinions and points across, violently.
The Metro's technology far outstrips the rest of the planet unless you count Caitlyn's ship as part of the rest of the planet.
Sirius Model yacht MK 14 conversion 'Ol' Stella'
The above is the full designation of Caitlyn's ship, since it is the 14th conversion of the Sirius Model Yacht.
Caitlyn built this out of a decommisioned Sirius Yacht and whatever shit she had lying around on hand to weild or bolt on which included starfighter engines and a bomb bay in the engine room, turned out to be surprisingly durable which was placed on full display when a prototype starfighter colided with it and Ol' Stella casually strolled away with little to no damage.
Stella's top speed in atmosphere is mach 54 and can has a 7 second accelaration from standing still to lightspeed.
Stella is armed with several pairs of plasma cannons and can be converted into probably the scariest close air support/ground attack platform ever due to Caitlyn's insistance that cluster munitions because they aren't forbidden by any intergalactic treaties.
Due to Stella making so many long distance high speed trips the Time Piece vault was expanded and modifed to feed into the core fragment tank in order to refill it without having to stop anywhere.
The events of A hat in Time were indirectly caused by Caitlyn neglecting proper maintenace on the vault door and the window due to her being far away from anywhere and hoping to get it fixed up at the next space station, while Stella has no interior defences it has an alarm system which can often be either too effective or next to useless. She got hell for it when it was discovered and was banned from flying for a whole Terran year while Stella was retrofitted with the newest technology.
Caitlyn dislodging her friends with a broom is a courtesy not given to many, if the system hadn't activated the emergancy stop the ship would have shot into hyperspace killing all those hanging off (except the Snatcher) in pretty nasty ways.
Low flyovers are not advised.
Literally Can't Sink class (SS LCS and SS AWNS).
The SS LCS was built in 6600 and was originally christned by the Walrus Captain's hero figure, the ship was 128.3 meters long and could carry up to 470 passangers on cruises up to the arctic circle, it weighed in at 6,690 tons and featured technology donated by the Metro. Both the SS LCS and its successor can reach 19 knots in a calm sea.
Its sister ship the SS AWNS was built in 6628 and was originally going to be called the SS Hat Kid but evidence of Caitlyn being the one causing the sinking was found, fortunetally the company who ran the ship decided to cover up this actual reason because Caitlyn rescuing everyone and then saving their collective arses at Times End was enough of a repayment but even so extra security and safety measures were poured into the new ship. SS AWNS is bigger and heavier than SS LCS and has more to pack in its relatively small shell with it carrying an onboard motorboat for recovery of things like Time Pieces as well as two more lifeboats.
The name SS Hat Kid went to the most modern recovery ship built which ended up being a massive help when the calamity occured.
Both the LCS and the AWNS are used as junior crew training ships for younger crew.
The AWNS is famous for the infamous arctic flyover when a Time Piece spotted and collected by the seals as a present for the captain ended with Stella showing up and scaring the hell out of everyone.
The SS AWNS is the largest vehicle in this post while the metro trains are the smallest.
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Me *Desperately trying to go back to sleep*: ...
Memory of Nerissa sharing her joke pregnant with Kiara's offspring vtuber storyline idea shaking me awake
Me: ...
Memory of how shy Nerissa sounded when she tried sneaking in the pet name "love" to Kiara when she directly addressed Kiara in their talk about said pregnant storyline keeping me further awake.
Me: ....I-I did not expect these levels of gay when I started watching Hololive.
Memory of Kiara confusing Ultrasound Gel for lube and saying she'll spread it on Nerissa's stomach and get her to spread her legs to check the baby on stream, metaphorically jumping up and down on my bed as I try to go back to sleep.
Me: ....that stream was not a fever dream, right??
Aradia *making her rounds to the underside of Jailbird's Beds*: Girl, chill.
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