#possibly LITERAL suicide

[peapodjoe]

Does WBY know how ascension works?

I'm seeing people argue that WBY knows how ascension works, and that's why they don't have any kind of freak out over Ruby drinking the tea, but do they know that? Do they really?

The paper stars explained how ascension works for them, but there's been a claim since early in the show that going to the tree doesn't work the same way if you're not from the Ever After. Jaune claimed that going to the tree/ascension means you lose yourself and your memories, that you become someone else.

100%, if I was one of WBY and I saw Ruby drink some tea, 'die', and get summarily swallowed up by the earth I would not be living in calmsville. I mean, I ASSUME I would at LEAST be as upset as the freaking cat.

Like, come on. Are we supposed to think WBY are Ruby's friends? Like, at all? We jump back into the show and the first thing they do is smile and give Jaune a pep talk about how failure is okay.

#Like #guys? #Your team lead kind of just committed metaphorical #possibly LITERAL suicide #right in front of you? #she made eye contact with her sister while she did that? #No one is CONCERNED? #rwby criticism #rwde #rwby volume 9 spoilers #rwby

[soyverjn]

hi tumblr 😁

#crackship #crack post #bsd #bsd fanart #bungo stray dogs fanart #dazai osamu #nagito komaeda #danganronpa nagito #danganronpa #komazai #kodazai #dazai osamu x nagito komaeda #they’re literally in love #both mentally ill so like- dream couple #otp #tbh #they’re GAY. #dazai asks 4 suicide mistaking nagito as a girl #idk how that’s possible bht pretend it is #i’m sorry tumblr

[puppyeared]

How'd Augusta end up being radioactive? :o

A second chance.

// suicidal themes below

Augusta originally worked as a part time astronaut at a Star Depot, which collected star Fragments and sent them back to earth to be used as fuel similar to nuclear power.

Augusta wasn’t really in a good place at the time while working there. She never had any kind of big ambition in life and wanted to live life peacefully, but knew that “getting by” isn’t enough for her to survive. People around her kept expecting so much of her that she didn’t know what to tell them.

Working as an astronaut helps take her mind off things at first, but then she starts to feel worse. She doesn’t get invited out to things, but she doesn’t really make any effort to try, and relatives are asking how she’s doing and she doesn’t know what to tell them without it turning into a lecture. and over time it piles up

First she starts asking for more shifts handling and shipping the stars. Then she asks to do overtime. And finally one day she finds a tiny Fragment on the floor.

The thing about Fragments is that they change your body and can make you very sick if youre near them for too long.

Tomorrow would be a holiday and the building would be closed. The Shift manager, who promised to close up, left early for drinks with coworkers. So she was the only employee working.

So she picks up the star and swallows it expecting to die. But instead her hair turns pink and the dust around her floats, and when she breathes no air comes out. The Star fused to her body and latched to her heart.

Basically, her suicide attempt gave her her own way to live and pink hair as a bonus lol

Here’s what her hair looked like before and after The Incident <3

#sorry if it’s not very comprehensive but that’s basically what she’s got going on lol. I tried to make it as shortened down as possible but #I did share this at some point and managed to bring the chat to their knees wjfjggs. sorry if this version doesn’t have the same effect lol #besides turning radioactive she also has minor antigravity powers and doesn’t need to eat. basically somewhat immortal lol #is it a healthy way of solving your problems? probably not. but she’s much happier now #after this happens she steals a ship and just Explores space for a long ass time before Meeting and eventually marrying Anton #she can still interact with others but she needs to be wearing her spacesuit to dampen the radiation. it won’t kill you but you can feel #Sick or Tores After being near her for like a couple days straight. Not her whole Body either just the chest and Torsi since the Stars there #*tired #I should also mention I don’t know exactly everything about radiation but enough to build this. so if it doesn’t sound like how radiation #works don’t worry about it cause I literally would not know and it’s for fun OC purposes anyway #thank you so much for asking btw’!!!! I’ve been itching to dump this LOL #Augusta #oc lore #yapping #txt #doodles #// suicide #tw suicide #suicide ment

[hussyknee]

"We don't hate Jews and fight them because they are Jews. Jews are people of a religion, and we are people of a religion. We love all people of different religions. My brother even if he is my brother and he is a Muslim—if he steals my house and kicks me out, I will resist him."

— Sheikh Ahmed Ismail Hassan Yassin, founder of Hamas.

#yes the 1988 charter is very fundie islamic and uses an antisemitic hadith. it has been changed #but you cannot possibly treat antisemitism as something separate from the geo-political character of the situation #hate as a reaction to oppression vs hate as a reaction to paranoia. one is human the other is always a deflection from the legitimate threat #there's really no point asking colonizers to feel the suffering of the colonized #or to treat them as human beings who wouldn't make these choices if anything else had ever worked #none of the people criticising armed revolt and suicide attacks consider how intolerable the occupation must be to prefer death #how armed rebellion is the choice made between dying a victim and dying a fighter #i am literally the last person to advocate for armed rebellion until and unless every other option is exhausted #the same value for human life that makes violence the last resort must embrace violence when it is the last resort #decolonization #free palestine #hamas #glory to the resistance #knee of huss

[dysfunctionaldogdude]

I feel like actually shit like the entirety of last week getting to me. I wish I could have a moment of actual relaxation and not just me forgetting I have shit to do.

(Tag warning-> depressing talk, dark topics)

Might delete this idk..

#vent post #tag rambles #I have over 60 different things to fill out that I need to do by tomorrow and I forgot to do them. I feel so stupid #I actually hate having adhd #people try to make it out to be just a quirky thing that its not that big of a deal or anything #but it's not #it impairs on relationships #I struggle to remember important things that I need to do and even WANT to do. I struggle so bad #I even have fights with people about me being a “liar” even though I'm not #I just have a shit ass memory I feel useless 90% of the time and shit #gods and I doubt it's just me having adhd. Im pretty sure its my possibility of having bpd and autism #i show all symptoms of bpd and I relate far too much with autism videos #like this is stuff active in my daily life #people don't see it often due to have carefully Ive crafted.. this is going to sound a bit fannibal of me but literally a person suit #i swear a person suit #it's not even funny #gods i just wish I could function without getting all up and arms about how much of a pos I feel #if I don't get attention from.. basically.. my fp I get all sad and melancholy. i spiral #I'm pretty sure I have at least three fps #if I even have bpd #but gods #just so stupid how I can barely fucking function without all of these crutches #I'm not in a certian program anymore for a thing and now I can't fuction and work how I use to since it was a slower environment #I'm failing #like I won't be able to make it I feel like #not suicide or anything #just in things I wanted to do #feels like my future is doomed cause life keeps throwing curve balls at me #someone with at least two mental disabilities #i definitely have more

[cycle-hit]

actually on the topic of muu i think about how she mightve been going to commit suicide right in front of rei a lot. shes so fucked up. i want to tell her that shes going to escape high school one day

#[muu voice] KILLING MYSELF IN FRONT OF MY GIRL BESTIE THAT I VERY POSSIBLY HAVE CANON FEELINGS FOR TO CHANGE THE TRAJECTORY OF HER LIFE FOR- #-EVER #shes literally just a 16 year old girl man. i cant rly fathom/understand how so many people hate her or “villify” her #i think a lot of the demonisation of muu probably comes from people around her age. if that makes sense. #anyways. i like muu srry i never talk about her. here u go. #suicide mention #little guy posting

[kraviolis]

RIP my legacy minecraft account. wouldve been 13 years old next spring, but it's execution date has been set in stone for this september bcus microsoft is expecting me to have bank records for my purchase from over a decade ago

#krav talks #dont even ask abt the email it literally doesnt exist anymore #it was a custom domain my mom had and then got rid of and then the url was bought out by a suicide awareness organization #the only way i couldve prevented this was if i had a premonition 8 yrs ago about how microsoft was going to buy minecraft #and that it would fuck up my entire account and that i should figure it out as soon as possible rather than shrug and go 'eh it still works #now if i wanna play minecraft i'll be forced to pay $30 which is. currently half of my sorta-monthly income

[blackswallowtailbutterfly]

If we're going to justify companies underpaying and underhiring women for potentially getting pregnant, well, women might get pregnant and take a year off for maternity leave but at least they won't kill themselves because they got stressed and wouldn't go to a therapist or because child porn was found on their computer, so actually I'd say men should be paid less and not given prestigious positions and lots of responsibilities. Just in case.

#like don't talk to me about the male suicide rate and then argue that women are a risk to invest in #not to mention how the vast majority of mass shooters are men too #I should think that potential year off would look pretty good in comparison #and also how are you hanging out in radfem spaces acting like companies are justified in their treatment of women #when men are literally more likely to sink the whole company by making really stupid decisions #companies benefit from hiring women #women make better doctors better teachers better scientists #don't fucking tell me maternity leave isn't completely justified #you're not a feminist #there are plenty of reasons to be critical of the ways human reproduction occurs #to warn women of all possible complications #to not want to do it at all and to encourage other women who don't want to #to condemn men who expect women to bear offspring #to criticize society for putting that expectation on women from birth #but this? ain't fucking it

[aroacettorney]

when will aup sidestories return from war and stop leaving me bitter about how the main story ended

#lumensis' characterization & death + the revelation of ludgers desire were extremely anticlimactic #700+ chapters of building up only to have the resolution forcefully/hastily crammed into. what. 2 and 1/2 chapters? #and am i supposed to care for his relationship with his mom when it didnt come up in 99% of the novel? #tbh it had *many* opportunities to come up but the author wanted to keep ludgers desire as mysterious as possible #and so it lost its chance to have any emotional buildup #well other than the implications of regrets which were frankly a bit oversaturated in the novel #(again. what happened to the 'show dont tell' principles) #honestly even occasional flashbacks to ludgers mom teaching him about all kinds of myths and lores when its relevant #would have helped in this aspect plus showcased his growth and development over time even when its off screen #(doesnt make his vast knowledge look like it conveniently came out of nowhere) #while also greatly enhancing the world building of his game breaking 'real magic' #anyway i think ludgers reconciliation w his mother would have been more impactful if ludgers past life came up more often #hell it would have done wonder in exploring his depth if we are going with framing his past lifestyle as a flaw #the thing about ludger as a character is that his past (in both worlds) is much more interesting than his present #bc its the only way we can see how he mentally changed in comparison as his changes are nearly non existent in the present timeline #(a part of the reasons why ludgercaseys relationship over time is an appealing topic is that it showcases both of their changes) #(reading about a protagonist who has no mental changes over the course of the story is no different than watching... a nature documentary) #im still v salty about how we never get to see arpas and bettys reconciliation btw #so do emotional closures between ludger and other characters #those are literally the meat of the story that would be worthy of their own arc #sayren why the hell did you rush through them and put them off screen #in the end instead of proving that he has finally learnt his lessons by confronting his emotions ludger chose to run away from it yet again #even if we are to assume that is whats gonna happen post epilogue why is his change accomplished by a goddamn last minute timeskip #(that is also lowkey a failed suicide attempt in disguise) #instead of what could have been... idk... a banger novel named aup #good christ #rant

[lith-myathar]

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#i joke about it and all but like. i cannot emphasize enough what an impact it had on me to be uhhhhhb #micro-institutionalized in the way that i was for the first 14 years if my life #and i am honestly going to count the time i soent in ''elementary'' school bc it wasn't a normal school. it was a charter school #that began as a parent organized alternative and swiftly devolved into an authoritarian nightmare #a bunch of people who were simply not ready to educate children let alone ''problem'' children #of which there were MANY because that school got all the kids who had been turned out of public school for behavioral issues #there were hardline rules about literally everything. normal childhood behavior was pathologized and punished and as a kid #you had no way to understand WHY #and so many of your peers were having problems because ofc those ''problem'' kids were typically severely traumatized #or were actively being abused #so even if it wasn't happening TO you you were being exposed to it in a hundred little ways every day #so i was confused and miserable all the time AND was struggling academically bc i had undiagnosed adhd #(or possibly just trauma?? i honestly neither know nor care which came first at this point) #so my mom pulled me and my brother out. him at 11 and me at 6 and said ''i'll just do it myself'' and #raised us in a way that wasn't religious but resembled evangelical or lds stuff #i couldn't watch commercial tv or listen to popular music bc my parents didn't want me exposed to what they considered inappropriate #and while i still had extracurriculars i was always the odd one out bc i had no exposure to pop culture or normal socialization #for my age group #it resulted in me always feeling alone and like i didn't belong. and since most of my social life was my parents and their friends #that was the perfect soup for adultification #i was fine with adults. put me with my peers and i was a mess #it made the transition to high school incredibly difficult but i DID make it #but that was only 4 years still in an institution. everything began to unravel once i tried to move into anything resembling ''real life'' #and then my dad's suicide which was a major trauma in early adulthood which only made my mom's grip on us tighten #i did get to START life until 26. not really. and it's just been a game of catch up for the last 5 years #and im so *angry* at the unfairness of it all. at the time and experience and milestones that were taken from me. at how i blamed myself #for it for so many years and the problems i developed because of it all. dissociation and substance abuse and suicidality #the fear that still has a death grip on me #the courage required to just exist #it's *exhausting*

[reddiamondyeet]

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#red rants #I'm literally so depressed that I'm past the point of wanting to kms #I'm so fucking tired I don't even consider it. Even that is too much work. #I'm so tired all the time. Too tired to live. Too tired to die. Too tired to express myself. Too tired to keep it all bottled up. #Too tired to care. Too tired to let it slip. #I feel emotion for 15 minutes maximum and then I just fall back into exhaustion #everything I need to do. want to do. takes more effort than I can possibly give right now. #I'm sorry I can't support you but I can hardly fucking support myself right now okay. Plus all my instincts keep screaming at me to isolate #I'm so much happier with other people but I don't have the energy to upkeep connections with them. #I'm too tired. maybe I should just lay in bed and rot away #I know no one will see this. no one ever sees it when I'm upset. I'm half convinced that everyone has my vent tag blocked #but if anyone does see this. I don't know. talk to me maybe? I'm too tired to think of what would help but that usually works so #just please talk to me. i guess #tw suicidal thoughts #eh maybe

[sunkern-plus]

controversial psych critical opinion because few psych critical people agree with me on this but I DO believe BPD describes a real...not necessarily disorder but cluster of symptoms that occur from (usually) attachment trauma that very well deserves to be in the dsm because people with that cluster of symptoms need treatment, but I think generalized anxiety and other disorders where it's basically "youre anxious/depressed/reacting this way for no reason and it's because you have a problem and you're crazy and it's your fault" shouldn't materially exist.

like yes, if you fall under the label of generalized anxiety disorder your suffering is real and valid, but realize that your diagnostic label as it exists is BASICALLY "we think you blow your anxieties over things that might be very real to you out of proportion and also you're hysterical and possibly have munchausen's syndrome"

#basically: if a disorder has an explanation that isnt just 'youre blowing shit out of proportion' its fine #if it has an explanation of 'theres no cause only treatment is meds and youre making problems where there arent any' #i think stuff like that should be thrown out #psych critical #antipsych #disability studies tag #mad studies tag #and yeah this is basically based on my experience of being diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder #going over the symptoms and stuff of it and then realizing 'but my 'generalized anxiety' is me reacting to adhd/possible bpd/ocd stuff' #and then realizing 'hey this is a diagnosis people use to basically tell you you're hysterical and you're making up your very real worries #come to think of it i believe i was diagnosed with generalized anxiety as a child over #1.) actual legitimate realistic fears i blew out of proportion from emotional dysregulation from adhd #(like 'nobody here likes me' literally that was true i had no friends!! the problem wasn't me it was THEM!!) #or 2.) manifestations of my low insight/no insight obsessions #(i.e. the constant fears of the apocalypse was LITERALLY ocd. that was an ocd obsession and i felt i had to 'be good' to prevent it) #(either that or die but people treated me and my suicidal impulses at the time as 'faking it for attention') #(even though my brain and the voices in my head from weird ocd related stuff were telling me 'literally you HAVE to die')

[nicoscheer]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 god I love these dumb men so much

Via marcelacastelli on twitter

Miles walking up to the mic and Alex like during the TLSP times 😭

The first time in 5 years that these two Grace a stage with their shared presence 🥹 but also how grown up and different they both look while still seeming like the exact same lovesick puppies that met all the way back in 2003

AND JUST YESTERDAY MILES’ GUITARIST POSTED THAT 505 WAS THEIR BAT/TURTEL SIGNAL AND TODAY THEYVARE PLAYING TIGETHER AHHHH sorry I gave up trying with grammar

When we got the info that Miles was present at the stadium I was already freaking out but this this is so much better (I felt like we were playing little illusion machine with ourselves)

Also we got confirmation that they hugged in the beginning and ended it with a kiss on the cheek by Miles

I saw somewhere during 17.06 when the yellow poster got published that someone was being delusional like yellow that’s the color of TLSP who’s in TLSP right Alex And Miles so so conclusion Miles is gonna be there, I mean it was a day too soon but still… being delusional paying off 🤣

Wearing brown leather jacket I love my guys but also please tell me he just quickly popped round to the store after the show for some booze or new cigs while they were celebrating together and didn’t just leave after the gig cause I couldn’t handle that

How Miles keeps looking at Alex and Alex keeps pointing at Miles and Alex stimming at the end and Alex’s full scrunchy face smile when Miles walks up to him and Miles smirk and the mic and and and I’m unter rot irrevocably besotted, how Miles just seamlessly fits in with the boys

But also I’m really hoping for a video where we can see the cheek kiss that apparently happens after the lights went down

With full introduction

I love that we know Miles and Al +monkeys had a very long night cause he posted at around midnight to his story and then nothing for fourteen hours till around 2 pm when the next 505 clips came 🥃 🍸 🍻

Clip of Miles with Chef Tom Brown and Jay Forrester and other friends during Cornerstone, Miles singing along 🥹 (Tom’s restaurant name) god he seems so happy, Tom Farrell was there as well but on the other stadium side (he posted a story of two lads getting into a boxing match during do I wanna know😂) Miles’ manager rosie_skinner was also present, and I love how Miles didn’t just watch from the wings but enjoyed the concert with his friends from the seats (I’m imagining this is how he invited them: “you wanna go out tonight?” “Sure what did you have in mind?” “Wanna come watch me and my husband play our song in Emirates stadium?”) and he probably was given a setlist beforehand or some roadie was ordered to fetch him a few songs ahead to come backstage where his already tuned guitar was and then Miles was ready to go only waiting for Alex to call him onstage

505 Via cat_mason

Somewhat able to see the crowd jumping In the Video

Also just me or does it seem like Miles got a fresh haircut :)

My day literally consisted of watching that HUG over and over again from every possible angle, I love them and their dramatic hugs like they haven’t seen each other barely two weeks ago that we are aware of, but really I need to receive a hug like that one that’s just I missed you and I’m gonna squeeze all my love into you right now, the kisses 🥹🥹 Miles just casually kissing Al’s neck and his cheek and nuzzling his neck again 🫶🏽 and Alex cradling his head I can’t

Via Miles insta how Alex literally tilts Miles head so he can have better access for the neck kiss and how his hand digs into Miles’ shoulder he literally clings onto him for dear life and tries to ground himself and find the strength for the remaining concert in that hug 🫠

A view at 505 from the wings and a quick Miles and Cookie hug and forehead kiss (also thank you Miles for that prime few of Jamie’s arse 🤣🫶🏽)

Miles’ evening summarized #coming on stage #slaying the guitar parts #kissing half the monkeys 💅 #leaving

#I love how we are all losing our collective shit right now adore you all <3 #the lucky bastards that got tickets #I can’t wait for all the videos #I know exactly wait I’ll be doing tomorrow #watching every single clip I can find #I’m so far away from okay #Nono those aren’t tears that’s just sweat #I’m literally buzzing out of my skin with uncontained engery #we’re all just overwhelmed and running around like headless chickens #freaking out in a really cool way #I’m so scared for Glastonbury now #cause if miles isn’t there the fandom will commit ritual suicide #looking at what’s happening currently that’s literally gonna happen #please just let them be practicing #in case you haven’t noticed I have too many thoughts on this #but also how hot can Miles possibly look #I cannot cope right now #serotonin overload #really curious what Louise is gonna post about this night 🤣 #refresh every few seconds to not miss anything #this is even better than the Scott Walker concert #but also scared shitless cause so many people said that Alex lost his voice a few times #baby doll please take a break and drink enough tea #gonna seek comfort in cozy blankets and movies now #also why does it look like Miles got a fresh fade just for the show :) #manifestation working wonders :) #Youtube #I made so many strange noises #none of the girlfriends posted anything while Miles’s friends are popping off on IG #London night 3; 18/06/2023

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

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#hm actually that first tag may be triggering or smth so let's get this under the cut #how many tags does it take to do that i wonder #shall we try three and hope they will be enough or #i am very. thoroughly. sick. of wanting to die #it's just so EXHAUSTING guys #usually im more distractable than this but noooo it's been most of today #just there. existing. as a appealing possibility. #doesn't help that i have an imagination neither #so many possibilities! ha. (<- bitter) #tw suicide #tw sh #and i literally lost count of the number of times i harmed today. that hadn't happened yet #i did have two meals today! which probably didn't help the harming situation. but a net win imo #im just. sick of not being normal. #and i should care more than i do about harming. logically i know i should. but i don't care largely and i barely feel the pain. #there was one i thought briefly might send me to hospital but the bleeding did stop with pressure so it was fine #unfortunately one of my regular coping mechanisms/stims (playing the piano a particular song/way/whatever) is apparently becoming a trigger #for harm? i dont know why but this is very inconvenient probably if i care #my brain is a very messed up place to be in at the moment. i wish to check out of it permanently if you please #i did think for a while i might have to call lifeline again but the worst passed #and ha! when my parents ask how im going i am vague adn they think im fine #in reality? i am psychologically drowning and getting stressed over the fact that they rae returning home soon #realistically i will probably be safer as a result but also more stresses on all sorts of different points #woot woot #.....tomorrow's sunday oh no #if im feeling then like i am now i will not be able to go to church because i will not be safe to drive. #joy comes in the morning? i hope? #if i cannot go to church my brother will probably come and stay with me. don't know if i want that or if i don't. would probably entail #telling him about the fact that ive attempted and also been harming. which i keep chickening out of telling him. yay. #if you get this far anyway yes you can probably tell i need prayers.

[pandoratheprocrasticreator]

currently luz only has a handful of glyph combos—invisibility, the sleeping steam spell she did with hunter, the hover spell, and the combos she got from phillip’s journal. i guess she kind of knows phillip’s teleportation glyph? anyway i’m surprised no one has said anything about trying to make a healing glyph? even if luz doesn’t know how to make one, you’d think she’d at least consider looking into it. healing magic is like. one of the basic things plucky fantasy adventurers need and luz is trope savvy enough to know that.

also it fits with her background. her mom is a vet and literally “heals” animals for a living. growing up with a parent like that, luz would have some interest or at least knowledge in medicine that she’d reasonably connect to magic. once she found out she can make glyph combos one of her first thoughts should have been “cool wonder if i can make a healing spell with that since i keep getting myself into danger.” the healing glyph definitely would have come in handy in the most recent episode where hunter almost died lol.

anyway if they never brought it up i dont think they’ll do anything special with healing glyphs. luz can’t discover every glyph combo for every spell in existence within the show. the fact that she’s “only” learned like 7-8 combos in all of season 2 and only discovered like 3 without phillip, shows how hard it is to discover these things. even if luz is considered to be “fast” at learning glyph magic. healing spells are just such an important part of the repertoire in classical fantasy, so i’m surprised that they barely mentioned it in the show.

#toh #the owl house #luz noceda #shut up pandora #this is because i saw her shirt with the staff of asclepius on it #which is a symbol for doctors and healing #its from her moms vet clinic but it made me think of the possibility of luz as a healer of some sorts in her adventures #obviously thats not her main role but the hexsquad doesn't really have a healer #unless you count hunter supposed first aid skills from the emperors coven #what would be cool is if the rest of luz's friends help her combine glyphs and make a healing glyph #and based on how luz is doing suicidal ideation now #and judging from her shadow in the basement scene in thanks to them #and the pattern of one of luz's owl family members sacrificing themselves to save her every finale #i predict luz is gonna get marcy wu'd while trying to save king and eda or her friends #and obviously she cant die bc shes the plucky teenage protagonist of a tv y7 disney show #so her friends use the healing glyph they came up together to heal whatever fatal wound luz gets #luz is quite literally healed with the power of friendship #weve seen everyone in the hexsquad but willow use glyphs after all #speaking of which willow still needs to have a scene where she uses glyphs i know her plant magic is strong but girl needs to expand #do a little wild magic as a treat connect with the rest of her friends by using glyphs #next episode i want willow to try her hand at using some glyphs #and in episode 3 i want luz to get horribly injured in the self sacrifice she'll inevitably try to pull #and her friends will come through and save her with the magic of friendship and whatnot #idk just a cool idea

[cannivalisms]

@you-are-my-neverland bouncing your tags like a basketball thanks so much.. you’re right, i love my fucked up girls and just really want other people to love them too! or hate them, tbh. any strong emotion would fit the bill.

also two things:

1) yes, juve is the only one to know of safi’s death, even if she doesn’t quite think of it that way because in her mind she is quite literally keeping safi alive - or helping safi live, rather, helping her grow and develop the same way safi would have, the same way safi could have if she hadn’t cut the story short so soon. juve sees what she’s doing as a favor to safi, if a little bit of a fuck you, see what other options you had? she feels qualified to be safi - and, as time goes on, maybe even a little bit more qualified than safi herself was, since at this point juve had ‘furthered her character’ so much more than safi herself had been able to.

in juve’s own words:

(which also ties in with the fake-humble superiority complex juve has towards other skinshifters. but sorry i’m getting off track.)

essentially juve is the one who found safi’s suicide note, dedicated to her, and was so blindsided by grief she turned it into scorn and vague irritation instead - half over the whole situation, which she found entirely avoidable, and half over the fact that there was a note to start with. like, who did safi think juve was, to think she needed an explanation for why she did this? how stupid and oblivious did she think juve was? of course juve knew the reasons. she just didn’t agree with the course of action. and then there was the matter of the contents of the letter itself:

so, yeah. total fail on safi’s end as far as juve sees it (shock is one hell of a drug)

juve went on to keep the note, then shift into safi and take her place to her family and the wider world at large. safi’s parents never paid notice to juve so there was never any question as to where juve went, and juve’s nini (grandmother & primary caretaker, given her parents traveling abroad) had recently passed away as well (another thing juve wasn’t quite processing) - so people assumed her to be grieving, and that she’d just withdrawn for a while. later, when juve didn’t reappear, this view changed to ‘oh shit maybe she ran away?? maybe she killed herself??’ and other general theorization that juve didn’t bother updating them on. this went on for a few months before safi’s parents decided to enlist her for the academy

2) thank you so much for title validation i’d been manifesting a chance to use her for ages - i can finally live out my dream of having two linked wips named after the expressions ‘the road to hell is paved with good intentions’ / ‘no good deed goes unpunished’ 🙏

#good intentions #she writes #others #juve mizani #SORRY sorry ik you literally didn’t ask for any of this. ive just got them on the brain so im taking any possible chance i get to discuss #them. #also i just really love juve’s pov bc she is so technical and insane.. #she can only understand people by becoming them (or her version of them) and she WILL make that your problem! #tw suicide mention