#personal delete later 😬

[lovelyisadora]

rattling the bars of my enclosure over here get these tumors out of me!!!

#and let me quit my job because oh my fucking god is my manager a dick to me #also he spit on my keys today but that’s a whole other story #but!! these tumors man!! how is it that they don’t hurt for almost three full days and yet the moment I get to work it’s unbearable!!! #and it’s a twelve hour shift!! and I picked up three extra shifts this week!!! #I wanna go home and rip my tumors out myself they don’t pay rent!! who gave them permission to be there!!!! #I can’t get them surgically removed until the summer and by then they might be 20 percent bigger!!! #they’re already 4-5cm!!!!! that’s like larger than golfballs!!!!! #anyway sorry this is a classic vent post #my coworker just went to go get us coffee and there’s still another three hours into my shift and I’ve taken the max amount of ibuprofen #and still every nerve ending is on fire rn it feels like someone took a sledgehammer to my hips #get these tumors out of me I’m like literally gnashing my teeth and gorilla thumping my chest rn rattling the bars of my enclosure #anyway. ya girl has multiple fibroids ✌️🫡 #that’s the new update lol. also still probably failing grad school but hey I qualify for paid medical leave so #personal delete later 😬

[my-beloved-lakes]

I see a lot of people I knew from school posting pictures on their social medias with all their friends doing various fun things together. Meanwhile, I'm sitting at home wishing I could take a group photo with all my Tumblr mutuals to post so I can brag about having the best friends.

#too much of my social life is based on Tumblr but i really don't get out much since I don't have a job and i made like 1 friend in school #so i don't really know anyone to hangout with other than my siblings and my one friend #and i don't go out much exept for occasionally to the library or the store so i don't get the chance to meet new people #i used to have all 5 of my sisters at home and that was all the company i needed #but now they've all moved out except for my younger sister and im realizing that im very deeply lonely #i need to get a social life! but how! #Also i think this is part of the reason I jumped into things too quickly with my ex gf now my best friend #like I was so excited that i had found someone who was just as interested in being friends with me as i was with her #that i misstook my feelings for her as romantic ones cuz i was so lonely and she was such a good friend #and i was so scared to tell her cuz I didn't want to ruin our relationship. it didn't. we're still besties. #but i think im so lonely idk if I'll be able to know the difference between platonic and romantic feelings #and part of that definitely comes from being ace as well #anyways there's my tangent for the night about why I need a better social life and maybe a bit of therapy too #haha that got super personal oops 😬 #might delete these tags later

[henryhas2moms]

sometimes i think about the fact the regina had an intrusive thought that upset her so badly she tried to commit a partial suicide and i want to drive a forklift through a wall

#and emma and snow ENCOURAGED her to do that???? where the fuck was archie???? #if you don’t know what i’m talking about— i’m talking about 5x22 only you where she says her first instinct when she saw hook was alive when #robin was dead was to rip hooks throat out #like babyyyyyyyyyy :’’( that doesn’t mean you are ontologically evil that means you are a human person who experiences emotions including #grief and anger and also intrusive thoughts #also i can tell you— everyone watching the show who liked regina even a little bit had the same reaction lol #i did not care about robin but they were MAKING OUT OVER HIS OPEN GRAVE??? DISrespectful!!! #sigh #and further clarification— then she split herself in two and crushes the heart of her her other half #with emma and snow cheering 😵‍💫🙃🫠🫠 #i guess emma made amends by being on regina suicide watch for the next season… and snow made peace with the eq… #*​kendall roy chanting & banging on windows* Family! Therapy! Family! Therapy! #suicide tw #suicidality tw #these are tags i use #sorry for posting this 😬 it’s just in my brain like a popcorn kernel #sorry i don’t mean to be like ‘10 edgy disney theories (dark!)’ this is just. this is just. 😑 i don’t know. i’m in the business of misery #and like i know the intrusive thought wasn’t the only factor there’s a lot going on in regina’s poor little head but it sure didn’t help! #will prob delete later?? #actually it’s probably not that bad as far as posts go i’m just rly upset about it

[goldenstarprincesses]

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#going to therapy for the first time in a long time today #😬😬😬 #very nervous #personal #delete later

[dmdumouchel]

Ace culture is not being able to take sex or anything sexual seriously

#how does anyone take it seriously at all #not to overshare to an uncomfortable extent or anything but #my poor bf…I laugh every time we attempt anything #to quote that one TikTok sound ‘be fuckin for real’ lmaooooo #anyway 😬 #delete later #personal

[lowgothree]

004. ༺BUT WITH EASE༻∘

a/n: OH MY GOD i feel so awkward abt this chapter lmaooo...probably gonna delete later. probably offensive.

summary: after getting unexpectedly left by your roommate, you find yourself in need of a replacement.

contents: reader is (still) down bad. paige pining after an ex situationship. kinda angsty. smut (oh lord).

previous. next. masterlist.

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paige was being weird. and maybe you didn’t know her well enough to decipher that with certainty but you just knew. she didn’t knock on your door to beg for some of your snacks or inform you she was going to shower or to ask if you wanted to watch a movie with her anymore. she didn’t tell you goodmorning or goodnight…she didn’t tell you much of anything, really. in other words, paige was being fucking weird. 

it probably definitely shouldn’t bother you. after all, she’s your roommate and she has that thing with olivia. but it’s fucking killing you. slowly, from the inside out. 

TO: SEAN

i think my roommate hates me idk

FROM: SEAN

The sexy roommate that you want so bad? 

TO: SEAN

SHUT UP

her name is paige

FROM: SEAN

I know

The basketball player

Why does Paige hate us?

TO: SEAN

idfk

she’s just being weird

FROM: SEAN

Maybe you’re being weird…

Always staring at her and shit

She’s probably terrified for her life😬

TO: SEAN

u r a really bad person

FROM: SEAN

Remind me why you can’t just flirt with her again?

TO: SEAN

cause she’s dating someone

kind of

they’re weird

FROM: SEAN

So they’re weird

She’s weird

But you still want her?

TO: SEAN

real bad

FROM: SEAN

Oh lord

How serious is she with the girl she’s dating(?)?

you start to type a message back and then you see her. 

in a sports bra and shorts.

damn. 

you try not to stare at her perfectly lean stomach or her toned legs or her back or –– you’re staring. the moment you realize it you’re looking down at your blanket, pulling at the loose strings.

should you say something? would it be awkward to say something…? it’s awkward saying nothing though. before you had enough time to change your mind you cleared your throat and whispered. “hey…”

if the house wasn’t so silent she might not have even heard you.

“hi.” she muttered in response, back and shoulders tensing, doing nothing to soothe your nerves.

weird. weird. weird.

“um, i’m watching a movie…” you clear your throat, trying not to be obviously nervous. “do you wanna watch?”

paige turns around, sighing and shoulders relaxing. “why not?” she shuffles over next to you, plopping down on the couch. she smells fucking good. she sits close enough so that your arms and legs are touching, she doesn’t move for distance and neither do you.

you look over at her, noticing the way her eyes are glued to the screen. “are…are you okay?”

“i’m fine.”

“you sure? cause you’ve been acting off the past week…”

“it’s nothing…” she dismisses again. this time, you don’t push for more information, deciding that no matter how unbelievable they may be, you’d take her words at face value.

you nod and the two of you watch the movie in silence for about twenty more minutes before paige asks a question that makes you heart stop beating for a moment.

“how many girls have you been with?”

you immediately look over at her only to find her eyes trained directly on you. your eyes flutter a few times, as if trying to blink away the question. “...what?”

“sorry…that’s probably inappropriate to ask but i guess i’m just curious.” she looks ashamed and turns back over to watch the movie as her face turns red. 

“five.” you mumble after a few seconds.

she looks at you again, silently. you feel like all the breath is getting sucked out of your lungs a little more every second she doesn’t say anything. 

“olivia ended things with me. for real this time.” paige whispers like it’s a secret only meant for you to hear. you aren’t exactly sure why she’s telling you this…and you definitely aren’t sure why that makes you feel a bit giddy.

“oh…i’m ––– ” ecstatic. “sorry. that must suck. i know you said you didn’t love her but i’m sure you care about her deeply regardless.”

“i did.” past tense. eye contact. that slow, sultry voice. you feel like you’re drowning in her.

you remain silent, not sure of why her words bring you so much pause. 

“you wanna know why she ended things with me?” she moved fucking closer. her hand brushing up against your thigh and that causes the rational part of your brain –– the part that would tell you things like ‘no it’s too soon’, ‘she just ended things with olivia’, and ‘this isn’t how you wanted this to happen’ –– to shut off completely, only leaving you shuttering and nodding.

“cause she thinks i’m attracted to you.”

oh.

paige slowly trails her hand down to rest on your knee and you’ve never felt so stiff. “she isn’t wrong.”

there she goes with that warm, tempting and inviting voice again. before you even have time to react, she kisses you. you go from surprised to melting within seconds. it’s so natural pathetic how quickly you open your lips so her tongue can sweep in and steal what small fraction of sanity you had left. you couldn’t help it –– you actually moaned into her mouth as one of her hands slid down your body, gripping your waist just enough to pull you to her. both your hands come up and grab onto her shoulders so that you don’t sag to the ground from the pure intensity of it all. this is not the kiss you wanted…but you’ve pined after her for long enough that you forget to care. that’s a problem for future you. 

she pushed you down, separating her lips from yours so that she could position herself above you. you stretched your thighs to make room for her. you blink and clear you throat. “wait…wait –– ”

she immediately pulls away and stares at you. 

“this isn’t a good idea…you just got out of a relationship.”

“it wasn’t technically a relationship.”

paige mutters defensively and you have to physically restrain your eyes from rolling. “you know what i mean.”

“i want you.” she whispers, leaning back into you, hovering her lips over yours and it’s pure temptation. “i’ve wanted you ever since i moved in here…now i don’t have to feel guilty about it…”

“i know you want me too. i’ve seen how you stare at me…just let me have you.” she practically whimpers and you shudder. “it won’t change anything…”

you can’t help but think of all the reasons why saying yes would be a bad idea…you think of every bad reason and then some and ignore them all. “okay…” 

she smirked, wasting no time to rid you of your shirt, sucking in a deep breath when she sees you’re not wearing a bra. for a moment…she just stared. it made you feel awkward enough that you reached up to cover your face, she immediately pulled your hands away from your face, giving you a stern look.

“don’t do that.” she huffs. “lemme see you.”

when you nod, she cups your tits and kisses you again. when you tug at your pants, tossing them somewhere to the floor, she pulls back to stare at you again. 

“you’re so beautiful…” she whispers softly, she trails her hand down to your underwear, groaning at how soft and warm and wet you were. she reaches her hand inside and you gasp at the feeling of her fingers brushing against you. your whole body tenses.

she starts off so slow, so gentle. “harder. please.”

paige snickers at your politeness. “well, since you said please.” she teases and you roll your eyes.

“shut up––” your words are cut off by a moan when she applies more pressure to your clit. 

she laughs again and smirks triumphantly. “you were saying?”

“you’re awful…” you moan. “i...hate you.”

“yeah? your body’s telling me something different, baby.” baby. you moan again. “look at how wet you are, how your legs are shaking…the way you’re moaning for me. you do all this for someone you hate?”

you don’t respond. you can’t. cause she’s speeding up, increasing the pressure. it’s not enough too much. “don’t stop.” and you’re so embarrassed at how quickly she’s gonna get there but you can’t do anything except keep moaning as orgasm washes over you.

she rides it out for you, slowly pulling her hand out of your pants as you try and catch your breath. afterwards you reach for her shorts and shimmy her out of them. this time, she freezes. 

“you okay?” you pant, chest heaving from the afterglow. “is it too much?”

“no, no it’s not that it’s just –– i, uh…olivia didn’t really like to give, i guess?”

you look at her in disbelief. “wait…like, never?”

paige shakes her head and you bite you lip. “well that’s a fucking shame…you gonna let me rectify that?”

she swallows thickly and nods. you guide her to lay back, once her back is against the couch she lets you take off her underwear and she slowly spreads her legs. she’s so wet. it shocks you for a second. 

“don’t start.” she rolls her eyes when you smirk up at her after you get a good look at the evidence of her arousal. “do i need to remind you how –– ”

you lick a long stripe from her entrance and she immediately stops talking. “oh, so that’s how i shut you up…” you tease but she’s too distracted to respond.

you continue your movement, only stopping to suck her clit which causes her to shift away from your mouth on reflex but you’re persistent, keeping your mouth on her despite all your movements. 

she’s moaning, a mixture of your name and pleas and the sounds she makes are addicting. you don’t stop until she’s trembling, physically pulling you away. you lick your lips and she shuts her eyes, trying to catch her breath.

“come here…” paige whispers and you obey immediately, she kisses you –– sloppy and tired and then she wraps her arms around your frame.

she’s so warm and intoxicating, and you try not to let yourself think of the consequences this would have. Especially not when she falls asleep clinging onto you. you allow your eyes to shut with a silent, daunting acknowledgement…this would change everything.

#rock the boat! #paige bueckers x reader #im gonna hide now #thanks

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for ghosting somebody abt going to a concert?

i (18x) am in a rather tight knit friend group and there was some recent drama. a few months ago, just before i turned 18, i was introduced to another person (23m) who was new to the friend group and we talked for the first time on a discord call. we did not know each other’s ages. we bonded over realizing that we both have the same favorite band, and i impulsively blurted out that i had tickets to see them. we made very loose and noncommittal plans to go to the show together even though we didn’t really know each other, and figured we’d get to know each other in the meantime. we started talking daily and realized we had a lot in common and felt a mutual attraction, but when we revealed our ages to each other we both went 😬 and agreed to just be friends.a few weeks later though, he says he’s thought about it more, changes his mind, and would like to ask me out again. i politely decline. anyways, some shit goes down in the friend group and he gets kicked out of both the groupchat and our in-person hangouts. apparently there was a LOT of beef between him and my other friends surrounding him getting far too angry over small things, constant use of the r slur, and then his flirting with me once i confided in someone. I want to make it very clear that i do not still have feelings for him or contact with him, it was not grooming, just a really really awkward situation that I can recognize he was being very inappropriate ablut. anyways, we haven’t talked in weeks and i’d really rather Not see him or talk to him again but. shit. we never fully worked something out with the concert??? AITA for ghosting him abt the tickets? is it safe to assume that he Gets It and knows he’s uninvited? i don’t know how to contact him now bc he deleted everything

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole #reddit

[loustat-0]

In the show the affair was framed as cheating cause Louis wasn't ok with it and Lestat lied about it, so it wasn't a case of poly cause it requires that both partners agree about it and are aware of another relationship going on. And Lestat wasn't ok with Louis seeing other people, as Lestat's scene about Jonah proved, and you can't have poly if just one person is allowed to have other partners. It's just toxicity, not a polyamorous relationship.

I agree. I never said it wasn't cheating on the show .😊 What I stated was it was one of the changes I didn't like in the show . 😬

Because in the book Lestat being with Antoine wasn't " cheating " in Louis's opinion at all he was kinda okay with Lestat having another human friend who he didn't kill instantly . But even in the first book Lestat wanted to get a rise out of Louis to spend more time with him & he was using Antoine because he thought Claudia and Louis would never believe him or laugh & mock him .

But later on in prince Lestat we know that Antoine was Lestat's lover too & I think Louis was kinda not okay with her being there together with all of them . But in my POV since Lestat was the prince Louis didn't want to make any trouble for Lestat & went along with it . Yet he didn't explicitly consider Lestat a cheater .

Of course the show went on a different path in S1 & made Louis care & hate Antoinette but never actually tell explicitly to Lestat that he wants her dead & he should have ended his relationship with her . Although Lestat should have known he did know that's why he kept using Her to make a rise out of Louis . But he wouldn't stop " cheating" or the " affair " as long as Louis didn't tell him explicitly . Cause he's a Brat . They weren't in a poly relationship.😒

So I wonder if they're gonna delete this poly thing on the show and make all of them monogamous or they're just gonna show loustat monogamous ?

#loustat #interview with the vampire #iwtv #louis de pointe du lac #lestat de lioncourt #amc iwtv #amc interview with the vampire #iwtv 2022 #lestat x louis

[mrhowells]

Smallville 4x22

Can't say I feel sorry for Genevieve bc that woman was nasty but Lana just got another thing added to the huge pile of trauma she already had😬

oh hey Lex, so what happened here was-

bunnyyyyy💕

"I had this one last week, really scary. This... guy wearing a red cape." "Wow, that sounds horrible Lois."

I can't do this they're so?????

STOP HAVING EYE SEX IN FRONT OF THE PARENTS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

I'mskSJkslKSL Jonathan's face kills me

Mr. and Mrs. Kent, I just wanted to say thanks for everything. You guys are like the Mom and Dad I've always wanted to have.

Lois bby🥺😭😭

"Lois, we want you to know that you are welcome back here any time."

"Actually-" "We'll all miss you, Lois."

SHUSH Clark, we're having a moment here😭

blushing kicking my feet

"Oh, come on Clark, your future is laid out right in front of you. You're gonna go to community college, major in agriculture, probably minor in law enforcement. And then you and Lana are gonna have a nice little church wedding."

I can't😭

He's such a menace around her it's EVERYTHING

"Even if I could spell, the last thing I'd wanna do is spend my time in a newsroom. With my luck, I'd probably end up across the desk from the most bumbling reporter on the masthead."

OMFGSAHSAJDKHA

so much eye contact I'm going insane

If you hear faint screaming in the distance, that's me I'm losing it

CLARK YOU CAN'T LOOK AT HER LIKE THAT AND EXPECT ME TO BE NORMAL ABOUT IT I'M FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE HERE

i already know I'm going to hit the media upload limit and have to delete stuff, ugh😭

this episode is feeding me so well

my beautiful family😭😭😭 they raised me actually, true story

"Because you have a way of getting things in half the time a normal person gets things done." "And I'm not normal?"

Chloe really didn't do this one on purpose but OUCH😬

Lois with her "the general said/ taught me..."🥹

now tell me why this interaction fills me with so much joy😭

I love them so much it makes me look stupid

CLARK WILL U STOP BLAMING YOURSELF JESUS STOOOOP

✨and then I paused the episode and didn't continue until over a month later, my brain is wired like that I fear✨

Jor El is so unserious I'm sorry, if he wasn't so vague and cryptic all the time a lot of messes could've been avoided🤡

I just imagine the actual Jor El watching this go down in the afterlife and facepalming so hard

Clark is sad = I'm sad, it's the law

Lana giving Clark the stone without even removing the blood first lol

I feel so bad for her😭 I swear whoever made the plot decisions on this show got off on Lana being in pain and I'm getting more and more angry on her behalf.

and that's on good instincts

(I've seen people say that Lana going to Lex instead of Clark after killing Genevieve is further proof that she doesn't trust Clark at all and it's like... how tf was Clark going to help her in this situation???😭 I agree that Lana and Clark have trust issues ad infinitum but in this case she just did the logical thing, come on now)

I have to respect this man for the level of unhinged he's reached, truly

Lois is so cool😩 Once again I am free on Saturday-

"Before you leave this earth I want you to know... you did create the son you always wanted."

Lionel when I get my hands on you

NUH UH JASON YOU TOUCH MARTHA ALL BETS ARE OFF

I need Lex to chill and stop manhandling Lana & Chloe please and thank you💀 He's joining the unhinged club

Martha & Jonathan against Jason?? Yes please I love fights between people without powers or martial arts training

🎶somebody save meeeeeee🎶

the way Chloe pushed Lex against the cave wall was hilarious I'm sorry

Fortress bestie we're almost hereee🥳

:(((((

Lois is sad = I'm sad, again, those are the rules

seeing the only place she ever considered a permanent home getting completely destroyed, IT'S A LOT. This whole episode was a lot.

And let's not even get started on Lana JESUS CHRIST. Smallville writers I think we need to sit down and have a conversation about her because WTF?

I don't even care that the witch plot was wacky and Jason's character arc was really badly executed, this season was so much fun.

#ellie's smallville thoughts #smallville #4x22 #clark kent #lois lane #jonathan kent #martha kent #clois #lex luthor #lana lang #chloe sullivan #jason teague

[greenhousethree]

Apologies for gushing but your last fic twenty-two was just so beautiful! I'm wondering how you come up with so many good details in all your fics? I'm working on getting better at imagery and would love hearing more about your process, you just have such way with descriptions!

first off, thank you so so much anon! this made my whole week!

but oof, this one is tough since i'm definitely not an authority on descriptive writing (or any sort of writing, really), and i'm not particularly introspective about the process. and twenty-two more or less fell out of my head in one piece, which doesn't happen very often for me, so i'm working a little backwards here.

so at the risk of sounding incredibly preachy, i've taken a stab at articulating how i tend to think when creating scenes. maybe some of this will be helpful?

for me as a reader, details that tend to stick out are both extremely specific and concise. the specific part comes a little easier for me when writing - picking out little actions and details from everyday life that i don't tend to read about very often - but the language precision takes more work. if a detail requires too many descriptors to convey the full picture, i'll usually revisit and search for more specific words or axe it completely.

i think it's really important to trust our abilities to describe things uniquely! which sometimes means swinging for the fences and missing entirely with an analogy that doesn't work, but i find that so much more interesting than relying on clichés.

i'll add to the choir of advocates for killing your darlings. deep down, you know if something doesn't fit. i keep a "dump now use later" doc as a personal pacifier, because it feels easier to delete an *incredibly clever* bit of wording if i think i can recycle it someday (spoiler: i won't).

i try not to think about this too hard, but syntax is a really helpful tool for flow and for characterizing a narrative voice (she says in full awareness that hermione's inner monologue in her fics sounds a lot like ginny's which sounds a lot like harry's... 😬).

i like to let descriptive verbs do the talking over adverbs an adjectives. again this is based on my preferences as a reader; i find actions to be much more immersive when they can stand alone without modifiers.

a wonderful beta changed my life by ruthlessly trimming the fat from one of my works. this is a little different than cutting out entire ideas that don't fit, more like removing filler from your sentences that dilute the point. i'm not necessarily advocating for a minimalist tone (lord knows we're far from that), but this kind of editing really helps the details pop.

a n y w a y , all of that feels very boiled down to a science, which might go against the point? i think it can be good to consider these things while editing, but i guess the biggest piece of 'advice' i would offer is to try and let your voice and your plot/ideas speak before any of the language mechanics. i usually feel most stuck when i'm too focused on phrasing something that doesn't serve the bigger picture, and zooming out to "what is this scene even doing here" often helps me realize that (ahoy, we've circled back to killing our darlings).

maybe some of that made sense, and if not i apologize, but thank you so much again anon for this humongous bit of flattery and for letting me ramble!

🌱

#sweated my whole way through typing this out #not much to see here kindly keep scrolling #anon ask #answered #writing thoughts #the craft

[neon-lights-and-glitter]

Sappy and personal post below, feel free to skip because this is by far the most personal I’ve ever got on here and I’m nervous and might end up deleting later😬

This year has been an incredibly difficult year, despite being in the best place that I think I’ve ever been in mentally right now. At the beginning of the year I got the news that my moms cancer had spread to her brain (it hadn’t, that’s a whole different story but it took a decent amount of time for everything to get figured out.) She is now in remission so that was a complete rollercoaster of emotions, at the beginning of the year thinking you’re going to lose your only living parent to at the end of the year celebrating her being in remission after several years. Throughout all of this I finally got diagnosed with anxiety and got on medication after having panic attacks since I was five years old. Right after I got diagnosed with anxiety, all of the drama on here happened which ended up with me getting blamed for death threats and sent me into the worst anxiety attack and mental state I had been in, which lead me to separate from Tumblr, which had previously been my escape from what I was going through at the beginning of the year. I tried therapy and even though I discovered that it’s not for me, I’ve written several things very similar to this where I’ve worked through how I’m feeling by myself. Over time my mental health had gotten better and I’ve started to come back to tumblr and realized how much I’ve missed it, so I just wanted to thank everyone on here who has contributed to this being my escape and everyone who supported me and checked on me several times with things that I have posted on here, even though I have a bad habit of saying I’m okay even when I might not be. If you have supported me even just by reading my fics, I love you, thank you. Even though it’s early and there’s still a couple weeks until the end of the year, I just wanted to say that I can’t wait to spend next year on here and writing fics for you guys to read!

[mooshs-crack-headcanons]

One personal critique of totk of mine is the Sage abilities

All of them - except Tulin, his is A+++++ I'm so proud of him - they all... kind of suck. They work for their respective dungeons yeah but once you finish them? 😬 The second best I'd have to say is Yunobo's his roll ability is really useful when it comes to cave exploration and depths voyages for rock breaking but then you have Mineru's who is handing for traversal in gloom and lava situations but not at all in combat, Riju's which I only use for when I need emergency extra damage in critical situations and Sidon's the actual fucking worse with his discount Wish dot com Daruks protection and the water slash ability that doesn't hit the opponent 80% of the time.

And then things get even worse when you're running around and the following you and either constantly in your way or constantly spawning and despawning and respawning every five fucking seconds it gets annoying where I only now have Tulin and one other sage to handle whatever situation I'm in and if there is none I'm only traveling with Tulin because he's the best and most reliable, important, all around useful to have and the only time I turn him off is rare situations where I specifically don't want him to kill certain enemies like the rock octarocks that can fully refurbish your weapons because he's THAT GOOD. He's like a little feathery death machine.

Honestly the Sages (except Tulin I CAN'T stress that enough) are such a downgrade game play wise in comparison to the champions in breath of the wild. The champions were all balanced, reliable, and each one important and tailored to each aspect of the overall the the entire time you played:

Revail - focused on vertical traversal, got you places quicker and convenient. Also could be such a life saver to be escape from dire combat situations like you don't know how many times this bird helped me survive guardian encounters. Tulin's ability is a lot like his in a way and serves the same purpose, only sending you horizontal instead of vertical and while I do miss the vertical wind I do get why they made it that way since we have asend now which sort of does the same thing but on a slower, situational scale but I do very much appreciate the horizontal wind and it's also just as helpful.

Daruk - focused on defense, gives you three free hits before enemies can damage you and can absolutely save you life in dire encounters there's not much left to say, it's a fairly simple ability but it's one of the most helpful that will you will use and probably never take off for the entire game the moment you get it. Sidon's is the equivalent of this. It sucks. A lot. Only has one use and you have to walk your way over to his tall lank ass to activate it instead of just pressing a button (we will come back to this point later)

Urbosa - focuses on offense, my God. This is the most overpowered combat focused ability like. Ever. No wonder its the second largest to take to charge. There's so much versatility when it comes to this move, it activates as you charge up an attack you you get that charge move you'd get anyway without it AND an enemy deleting area of effect in such a large radius???? Insane. Riju's is sort of the equivalent but you have to do it with arrows (again and the bullshit walking up to her to physical activating it which I've personally accidentally triggered her ability at least A THOUSAND times when I'm just mashing A to collect stuff) and it's a lot less powerful, which hey I get this one I'm not too mad at being less stronger than the original with just how insane stupid overpowered Urbosa's fury was.

Mipha - health/life, this is the one ability that statistically probably doesn't get used as much as the other three (depending on what kind of player you are 💀) but I'd argue it's literally the most helpful out of the four. It's quite literally you're free fairy in a bottle, your free escape death because your stubborn horse Romeo kicked you off the bridge of Hylia twelve separate times card (true story) If you're stupid plan fails and you get practically one shotted by a lynel it's Mipha whose saving your ass AND SHE EVEN GIVES YOU EXTRA YELLOW HEARTS!!! Mipha is amazing and it sucks totk didn't give an equivalent ability because it would've personally helped me during SO MANY frustrating moments in my first initial playthrough it's such a same.

My point here is the champions abilities were all as equally useful and balanced, as you unlock them you use them all playthrough and never really stop using them and they naturally become a part of the game play loop and it's nice. The Sages aren't like that besides Tulin and a occasionally Yunobo and Mineru they're just... meh. Forgettable. AND THE WAY YOU ACTIVATE THEM??? THE ACTUAL FUCKING WORST. In breath of the wild the champions abilities were so easy and each of them had a dedicated button to hold down (except Mipha's whose activates automatically the second you reach zero hearts) and it was all so convenient. There's no reason the Sages powers should work the way they do, having to run over to them mostly during battle to press a for the ability to come up only for them to run away from the the mere second you need them and just keep doing so again usually in battle when you NEED them (I'm looking directly at you Sidon) AND GOD FORBID YOU TRY AND PICK UP A GROUP OF ITEMS LYING ON THE GOUND. It's all so miserable. There's no reason Nintendo thought it'd be better than convenient dedicated button presses like the last game there was no reason!! But at least and not shockingly Tulin proves again to be the best sage and his ability has it easy to use and the prompt automatically pops up when you pull out the paraglider, when you're the most likely to use it anyway.

I hope but highly doubt in enviable story DLC that we get enhanced versions of the sage abilities like botw did and maybe, just maybe the option to toggle button use for them. I feel like that would help even just a little bit.

I don't know how to end this post but look at him. I'm proud of him:

Best Sage :)

#the legend of zelda #the legend of zelda tears of the kingdom #tears of the kingdom spoilers #breath of the wild #tloz tulin #tloz yunobo #tloz riju #tloz sidon #tloz urbosa #tloz revali #tloz daruk #tloz mipha #moosh gives his dumb opinions #non request related

[c2-eh]

I fear isa and carlos have broken up theres videos of him at the party that are literally the exact same vibe as checos cheating vids last year im not saying carlos cheated but the way he noticed the camera and half dragged the women behind him and she covered her face 😬 same account as last year was the one to post it and delete it like 30 minutes later

I will say that recently carlos has been acting very different he's got a short temper on and off track to the point of having alonso and lando fans go at him which is a big switch up since they tend to be heavy defenders but from the way he's acting I do think they broke up because the way he acts is the same way charles started acting in october which is when people noticed that he and charlotte did nothing but argue and think they broke up back then

hey anon uhmm did we watch the same video, who was dragging who lmao. unfortunately i can't agree with you on this one, because those videos of checo and that woman from last year where she was literally grinding on him is not the same and carlos just sitting next to another woman and talking with her 😭

honestly i don't think carlos is acting that differently. yes he lost his temper yesterday (and couple of races back. but that is normal), but i don't think carlos is the type he would get his personal life get into his way of formula 1. but i can see where you're coming from here! ngl i am also omw to being convinced they broke up sadly. only god knows why. we can just speculate.

#gossip corner #at the end of the day it's none of our business lol but guess we be curious #also where off track did he lost his temper because nothing is coming up #eva answers

[theangiediary]

@stanfordsweater WW ask

Tumblr ate the original message, so reconstructing here.

happy wincest wednesday angie 🥳 what do you think is sam's favourite funky little costume that dean's ever worn, and vice versa?

Can I be contrary and say.. Sam doesn’t actually like seeing Dean in costume. At most, he’s neutral/occasionally spares a laugh to tease Dean, but it’s not really something he thinks about. Because really Sam delights knowing Dean and seeing other sides of him. Not a character. He’s so used to the mask Dean puts on everyday being the brave hero, brotherfather, etc, that there’s not much appeal to a fake character.

I’m thinking of several scenes: 

the (deleted, and then added in later seasons) scene where Sam says he doesn’t like Halloween for general “not a costume” fan

Fresh Blood where he tells Dean to stop acting like he’s not afraid of his upcoming deal because Sam can tell

Faith when he got to hen Dean for a change and took... a bit of an excessive amount of delight in that, imo*

soulless Sam’s reaction to Dean handling Bobby John (new paternal side)

in the renfest battle, Sam enjoyed Dean’s joy, not the costume itself (although it looked damn good).

*IF I was going to go into what headcanon personally delights me.... it’s not really a costume, but I would say Sam would get an uncomfortable boner seeing Dean in a hospital gown. Like, after knowing that Dean’ll be fine, visiting his hospital room and hnnng. It shouldn’t be hot! Sam knows that! But he’s laying there all vulnerable and grumpy and his dick’s this close to being exposed to everyone.....

Dean would notice. It’d take him a second to work out what was happening (he overestimates Sam’s emotional reactions so he’d first think his brother was just especially upset about the injury), but once he figures it out Dean would nick a couple from the room before checkout and instigate the roleplay with him. Something dumb like send him out for dinner, and then soak in ice water for a bit, make himself almost sick before slipping into the gown and waiting for Sam in their shared bed.

Because Dean however, does like seeing Sam in costume. He’s a simple guy- hot person + slutty outfit = yes. Also, opposite to Sam, Dean likes escaping in movies where good wins, evil loses, and so I think he likes playing pretend more overall.

angel/demon sex dream

comments about Jason Voorhees

cowboy fetish

renfest delight

thinking Sam was cute in Our Town

Dean Smith’s everything

So any of them that Sam looked good in, Dean is down. Doesn’t matter if Dean gets to dress up as well, or if Sam performs for him. Full gimp stuff probably not, and lawyer/cop might make him. I don’t know, sad? Reminder of Stanford; too close to what Sam almost is (when separated from Dean). Professor!Sam maybe, especially during the later seasons. They are both kinda booksluts. Naughty student roleplay definitely. He is. So weird. About high school😬. Ooh, spanking, anyone? 

The yogi look was hot, but idk maybe Sam needs to respect the character he’s dressed as to buy into it a little bit? Cowboys he’d put up with for Dean’s sake and yeah they’re rough and masculine, but for all his Organic Farmers Market arc of late seasons, he’d eyeroll “weed jesus” men hard.

Hmm, that might be my fun, totally unsupported scenario for Dean actually. First time he got his dick sucked by a dude was in highschool, high as fuck in the back of his friend’s van, Dark Side playing. Dean recreates this memory with Sam, who goes absolutely wild with possession, gonna drive any thoughts of Kyle or anyone else out of Dean's pretty little head. Funny version: Sam gets hit way harder by the weed (low tolerance) and thinks he’s championing this shit, but in reality his timing’s off, no suction, etc, while Dean’s fondly looking down at him in his lap and petting his hair. Uh. The costume part is tie dye t-shirts, a headband for Sammy, and hemp bracelets for Dean.

#happy wincest wednesday #and thank you ava!!! I hope this was ava that sent it 😭

[facks-stories]

Note: this isn’t proof read, sorry for any confusion on wording

Summary if you don’t wanna read it all:

I’m basically quitting the social part of Tumblr because I remembered how I hate talking to people online. Also art I said I’d make i will, but *Insert excuse* I’m not even going to say it will be done or even started soon, also even if you don’t want to read the next nine paragraphs, please skip to the end to appreciate the art that @colbyandmillie and @art-mushroomy made for me

Extra shit:

What are you not doing?

What’s going to happen to the blog

Why?

So if you didn’t give a shit why are you doing this?

Cool, but what about the promises that were already made? 

Who?

What about the ask blog?

Art

I won’t be reposting, commenting,asking [anon included] maybe even liking anymore posts or blogs, I just don’t feel like having someone angry or upset about me for something I can’t control, I will still follow pages but that’s about it, this blog is probably but be art every blue moon.

But now that I won’t be socializing on this account I’ll just post all art I will make and all story scenes I will make after posting it on it’s right blog [the 1-2-3 au blogs] so really this account will be somewhere to see all my art if you don’t wanna check all 3 other blogs

I hate when I can’t tell if someone doesn’t want me to do or not say something/ wants me to do or say something. And online its hard for me to try and see what you mean. This goes for almost anything. Like being rushed, I can’t tell if someone online is rushing me while being angry or not, and using things that look negative to me [using a . Or 😑🫤😐😬 ect.] make me think you are angry whether you are or not, so I’m not going to ask people to not use them, I don’t feel like possibly getting into a argument because my ego/feelings is hurt.

Normally I wouldn’t care if someone is being a ass knowingly or accidentally being a but rude, I probably would have forgotten about it but it’s because what they were asking be was something I didn’t want to do because of lack of being excited for it and energy. Now normally I only need one/only have one, but right now I couldn’t give a shit about drawing fanart, and honestly I don’t think if you asked me to draw Mimu in like 5 days I’d want to. Then I dreaded it for 2 days just to draw something I might delete later in a hour. Like holy shit my ego needs to be worked on because all of yesterday and Friday night was spent being pissed because I didn’t want to draw 4 characters despite having fun those two days 😀

It wasn’t even procrastination at this point the only thing I actually want to draw is Mimu and probably pretty soon I’m not going to want to do that, I don’t don’t think I will be non-petty if I keep talking and making promises,

Eventually i will draw all the peoples characters that i said I would, but I don’t want to half ass it because I’m angry and tired so it might not be anytime soon and they all may have honestly forgotten that I said I would in the first place

“Who the hell am I talking about” for the one random person that might see this, basically inde asked me to complete what I said I’d do so a bit is based off of that but I don’t blame him [if you are wondering why this feels a bit short it’s because I already wrote it but didn’t save before my phone died]

Despite me barely getting asks that aren’t art request [with the few I do get] I will still keep the ask blog open, but still keep in mind that I don’t feel like drawing as many characters so it may just be Mimu for now

I did have people draw Mimu, and they will be in the background of the ask blog posts so thank you @art-mushroomy and @colbyandmillie

Colbyandmillie:

Art-mushroomy:

Alright thats all thanks for reading me being a crybaby for 10 paragraphs (or you came down here for the art, but thats good too)

[also not tagging inde because I want to let him be-]

Womp womp

#digital art #oc story #wattpad #drawing #my oc art #sketch #wattapad #story #oc art #art #my art #traditional art #fan art #artwork #artists on tumblr #original art #original story #stories #storytelling #anon #anons welcome #ask me questions #I didn’t think people looked at tags-

[mamasanctuary]

Whew, this week was quite intense and we still have two days left!

This week’s Friday will be relatively short. I got some triggering ask and I really tried not to take it personally but it was hard not to. On one hand, I thought I share more than enough and I should just delete it. Yet, something in me wanted to explain and defend myself. I feel like I have a good grasp on the intent behind these but if you’re the poster, feel free to message me if I did not. Anyway, let’s jump into the asks below ⬇

I want to preface this by saying, I realize that I have a lot of privilege in being a SAHM in this day and age. It’s also an extreme privilege for me to have seemingly uncomplicated pregnancies and postpartum period(aside from my raging PPA/PPD these last two births). I say that because my responses to these asks may not be what my average reader expects or wants to hear. I was told recently that my blog reads like a funny fairytale. Where things aren’t perfect but you know in the end it will be. Sweet as that may be, that is far from my reality these last four months and likely won’t be in my near future. I’m rambling, let’s go!

 - My first two children were definitely planned. I loved being close in age to my sister and growing up we had a lot of commonalities so I wanted that for Thalia. Solomon was a happy surprise but his birth also came with postpartum anxiety and after experiencing ~10 months of hell, I knew I wanted to pause having anymore for, at least, three years. I’m the first to admit, I enjoy sex. I’m not some prude who has just shriveled up since having kids but unfortunately in the past that meant a pregnancy was inevitable. I truly dislike the idea if birth control but will be taking it now as I cannot trust that my husband will also be responsible. Not going to dive deep into that, just know that a level of coercion and manipulation was at play and that made me vulnerable to the whims of a man who for lack of better words, gets off seeing me pregnant. Hope this answered anon.

- Thank you for the welcome back. My children haven’t caused my anger but sure the added on responsibility hasn’t helped. The largest portion of my anger aside from having untreated PPA/PPD is my husband. I have a major husband issue and not in the way many would think. He’s helpful, participates in our home, an active father, etc... Our problem is we disagree on what our problems are. My main focus has been his borderline abusive and coercive tendencies and he’s focused on how I don’t “tell” him enough. After giving birth to Socorro and having some other difficulties in early February, I just snapped. The love isn’t there for me anymore. I love the idea of us but we have a lot of work to do before I actually love him again 😬. But no, my children aren’t the cause and they aren’t in any harm. It’s a marital thing. 

I’ll end this week’s Friday here because there are so many words on this page. I have other asks I’ll answer later but I want to leave you with a reminder to be mindful of how and what you’re asking. And maybe, just maybe, consider if you’d be okay with these being asked in return. 

#simblr #simblog #simumblr #thefriday