#part 2 of buff figure lol | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

zenuloo · 10 days

Note

Can you write a medium to long, friends to lovers ff about woo wonjae 🎀🎀🎀🎀

can't believe you're making me do this...

anyways, im staying true to my bio LOL so yes. its kind of rushed but uhhhhhhhh I hope its ok. it's more were-friends-but-i-dont-want-to-be to almost-lovers than friends to lovers I hope u don't mind..... I can write a part 2 if u want me to js lmk. ok I'll shut up now here u go. also im tagging u for SHAME @therealbobbyshloby

(1k words)

-------

The semester was ending and so was my patience.

I still remember my first day. It had been a tiring day, the only physical outstand of my want to continue with it being a five-foot-eleven, blonde, basketball buff sitting at the desk in front of mine. I had never spoken to him, never even exchanged glances with him, but nothing stopped me from filling my boredom with scenarios of our future meeting.

‘You’re smiling at him again.’ Wonjae whispered from beside me, just below the volume that no one else would hear. I felt his gaze pressen against the side of my face and only hoped in a twist of reality that he would give up and turn away. But he remained unmoving, an irritation. Like always, he would try to speak to me, and like always, I had no desire to answer.

Wonjae was the only friend acquaintance I had made at college, though I didn't speak to him often, it was trusting to know he was there, despite his own large circle in which I had no interest in ever becoming a part of. And so, everytime he would try to indulge in conversation with me, I would murmur an uninterested response in hopes that he would leave me alone.

‘Shh.’ I couldn’t look at him. Not like this, not when I didn't know why he was yet again interfering with my longing at the man sat in front of me in class, the man he somehow knew I would do anything for a chance to speak to. And so I said nothing, only listened as he chuckled at my irritance and returned his attention back to the professor.

When class was over, he followed me in confidence. We weren’t close enough to be together alone, yet I felt somehow comfortable in his unwanted presence. As we were walking, I felt his eyes linger on me once more. Although, this time, I felt the need to know why.

I stopped walking. As did he.

‘What’s going on?’ I asked, warily.

His eyebrow quirked at my question. ‘In life, or…’

I'm not doing this, I told myself in reassurance, but my own mind betrayed me. I shut my eyes in an intake of breath and allowed myself a moment to calm before responding, but it did no help for my growing frustration. I dead-panned. ‘Yes, in life. I’d love to know about your life, Wonjae. I think it’d be really interesting for me to stand here and listen to you talk about your life for like an hour and then maybe we could go to a cafe and you talk about your life some more.’

The smile that rose to his lips was shortly replaced with a vacant look of displeasure.

‘You’re funny.’ He said, reproducing my sarcasm. ‘But seriously, what do you mean, what's going on?’ His eyes searched mine like floodlights, scanning for my answer between my features. I kept them stone, unmoving. I couldn't believe his naivety to question my question.

‘With you! You’re being… weird.’

‘Weird? By talking to you?’ He laughed again and the sound made my stomach sick as if it knew he was mocking me. ‘Is there something so wrong about wanting to be your friend?’

I felt stupid. ‘No.’

‘Then good. I’ll see you in tomorrow's class.’

The ignorance I had given to the pure innocence in his sudden closeness made me feel small, unworthy of his attention. He just wanted to be my friend. Yet something sinister still felt like it was bubbling below his intentions and I felt an urge to figure him out. An urge to understand why he kept trying to talk to me, why wanted to be my friend.

—

I spent the night scrolling mindlessly on my phone, photo after photo of students I hadn’t wished to learn the name of flashing up on the screen. My mind stilled when I laid my eyes upon a familiar trail of black thorns, cascading up the neck of a man whose face I had never truly studied before, despite my knowing him. He wasn’t as smug behind camera, wasn’t as teasing or intimidating when caught in still motion; I didn't feel the looming chaos that he could expose my crush at any moment, ridicule me for all my flaws. He was just a guy, uninvolved yet present.

My heart subsided when I noticed the arm of the man beside him.

My class crush.

They were friends.

My fingers stilled above the screen, sending pangs of indescribable shame to course through my body and send shocks that dulled my former attraction to him to substitute themselves for embarrassment. Wonjae would have told him. That's why he befriended me; to laugh about my crush with his friend.

Leaping to my feet, rage enveloped me. It was an emotion I had never felt before, humiliation; an emotion I had never allowed to form beneath the depth of my brain, deep enough to drown. This was why I never spoke to him, this was why my unresolved disgust for Woo Wonjae had settled so elegantly within me. But nothing had saved what I was trying to protect, stolen from within me - shame, pity, embarrassment.

—

‘Why didn’t you tell me?’

I met him outside, prior to our class. I had to know.

‘Didn’t know I had to… You sure like to ask me questions, sweetheart.’ He laughed.

I didn't know how to feel, I didn't know if I should be angry at him for not telling me, or angry at myself for not asking.

‘Don’t call me sweetheart.’

‘Why not? Wish I was him instead?’ His laugh reached his eyes, curling up and forming dimples in between his brows.

No. I wanted to say. I just want to speak to you without the fear that you'll taunt me. Why I want to speak to you, is a mystery upon myself.

‘Why didn’t you sit with him on the first day? Why did you constantly irritate me when he was right there? You could have sat with him instead’, was what I really said, concealed to me that this would be exactly where the truth would lie, waiting, waiting, waiting.

He shook his head.

‘You really have no idea, do you?’

I could only stare back.

‘I don’t want you to look at him.’

‘What?’

‘Look at me.’

Look at me.

#I hate this im sorry #how to write romance ab a rapper?????#oh well lol #writing requests #writing #woo wonjae #khh #fanfic #writeblr

11 notes · View notes

hatosaur · 11 months

Note

I was about to go crazy in the tags reblogging one of your posts, but I figured I should just compliment you to your face!! (As much as I can via internet lol)

I absolutely LOVE your analysis of Ellie and Abby’s character designs!! To be fair, I haven’t delved far into the online community for TLOU, but you are one of the few artists I’ve seen who appreciates the symbolism behind the hair and physiques.

ALSO to be fair, I am bias because my sis works for Naughty Dog so I love and support her hard work on TLOU2, BUT I genuinely love the story. It makes me so happy to see your beautiful art and headcanons for it. I agree, there is no reason to think the end of part 2 isn’t hopeful. I love that your buff Ellie design stems from her growth/healing arc.

In conclusion… Fully Love and Support Buff Ellie Living A Happy Life With Dinah and JJ the Potato 💙💙💙

thank you for all the kind words!!!! i'm very detailed oriented when it comes to stories and character so i can't help but apply to characters that i hold so dear to my heart :)

#asks #talkies #the meta of us #older au

16 notes · View notes

tempenensis · 11 months

Note

lele! first of all: I hope you’re doing well. found your blog recently and spent the better part of a day going feral over lore posts, translations and discussions: you + this blog are absolute gems! I have a question on the topic of translation, if you have the time & urge to answer: do you know if the line “the positive energy that is born from the reverse technique... that energy is channeled into the infinity technique I’ve carved into myself” (satoru v tōji round 2, chapter 74, second to last page) utilises characters which mean ‘carved into’ literally or figuratively? reasonably, I imagine the RCT wouldn’t allow for satoru to physically carve himself open (rather, it wouldn’t stick), but it’s such a specific/visceral line that I keep coming back to if it’s meant literally; his shirt is also dotted with big splotches of blood when he comes back (which could 100% be the result of having been stabbed in the throat and forehead, lol) in a way that maaaaybe indicates wounds below?

ofc cannot find anything about this tiny inconsequential detail online, and we haven't seen him shirtless (iirc) since early hidden inventory, so I figured, if anyone, you could probably answer

thank u in advance (if you do decide to check this), and thank u in general for a blog that's answered a myriad lil jjk Qs of mine + proper fed my inner lore buff x

HSHSh thank you, anon. I'm glad if you found my blog enjoyable. My hidden mission is to make people read more lmao

This is the original panel that you ask

My personal interpretation of this panel would be: "the positive energy born from reversed cursed technique; that energy is poured into the Infinity cursed technique engraved in his own self."

The translator might be confused because of lack of subject in the sentence; because that's just how Japanese is lol. The confusing word here is 刻まれた (kizamareta), which means "engraved into", "carved into", "etched on", both literally and metaphorically

#le-ask #jjk #jjk manga spoilers #gojou satoru #nihongo

18 notes · View notes

mejomonster · 11 months

Text

Also I played the ff16 demo and vaguely worded SPOILERS

I liked Joshua a lot. I got hype I could play him. Yoko Taro games make me quite fond of cute boy main characters (Emil, Nier, 9S) and I know like generally in the genre people like Tough Cool Men as leads in games not cute short anime boys.

So I figured playing Joshua was a fun rare thing. I figured I'd play the older brother big tough soldier cause 1. Obviously (he's the main character) 2. He's the obvious game lead choice. 3. Very few games anyway are going to give me a cute short guy protagonist (outside of Link, or a Nier game, or Kingdom Hearts I guess since Sora is technically the tiny cute weaker guy compared to Buff Riku best friend... and kingdom hearts is probably why I expect and desire to play the cute more relatable shorter dude... and cloud another Nomura design definitely contributes to expecting that lol).

I also figured. Cute younger brother? I've played jrpgs before. Giant chance this kid would die or go missing or be kidnapped and become the emotional motivation for Clive. Just like Riku (the bigger older stronger best friend in Kingdom Hearts) is motivated greatly to protect Sora (who's Joshua's equivlaent), and how Kairi (smaller and weaker than Sora) is used as part of Soras motivation. Or in Nier Replicant, how niers smaller younger sister being ill and needing protecting is used as his motivation (And Nier Replicant comments on a lot of typical fantasy gamr tropes). So I figured: aww man. I love Joshua, he's probably getting ripped away from me :c i know how this goes. (I am however VERY happy ff16 gives you time to care about Joshua. Ff15 has lunafreya be the weaker etc motivation for Noctis, and you don't see lunafreya much at start of game... which makes the motivation less meaningful or important to the player. Seeing Joshua and playing him at the start help a lot to make a player CARE the way Clive cares. Same how in Kingdom Hearts, playing the destiny island bits gives you a reason to care about Sora losing his friends as he cares).

I also perhaps dreaded. I've played The World Ends With You. Joshua is um. Quite the character in that game. Without spoiling, its safe to say if I see the name Joshua in a square enix game now I get very suspicious and notice that character will probably be significant.

SPOILERS

Anyway I. I am torn between hoping the rest of ff16 has more Joshua, or it doesn't. Either way, strong initial choice and good set up for me to care about Clive. I selfishly want more Joshua cause I like playing Emil like characters, 9S like characters, and always want more

The whole guy in tan hood who mouths something? I got flashes to ff10 and I'm dreading in a good way lol. I was like?? Time traveling Joshua? Clive seeing himself in 3rd person cause he snapped? Joshua's soul inside Clive so we are STILL somehow playing both of them moving forward (if Clive ever turns into a phoenix I'll lean toward this theory)? A literal weird talking phantom situation a la ff10 which could bode FANTASTIC if the ff16 plot can commit to whatever wild plot it decides on and fully execute it.

#ff16 #rant #spoilers

4 notes · View notes

youve-doomed-us-all-jerk · 1 year

Text

man of steel watch 2023😁(long af reactions under the cut lmao copied from twitter)

fuck it you already know

still wonder what zacks plan was with the codex🤔🤔🤔was it just there to thematically be him carrying the kryptonian refugees or was there more

still crazy that zack in his unsubtle way made the villain colonizing eugenicists and people got mad at him for saying the appropriate response was killing them lol

minor thing but appreciate jor not saying anything when zod was pleading that lara abort the launch, just a look, he trusts her, feel like thats paralleled with clark and lois's relationship later, again minor but superman medias all about speeches so lmao

"his name is kal, son of el and he is beyond your reach"🥺

lara's theme is so good

the pan to his abs, zack knew the demographic he was reaching for

the worlds too big scene😭😭

if i saw a big breasted man run boobily across a lawn and steal some clothes i wouldnt snitch

he aint need to throw ross out the water like that but he uses words like dicksplash so he deserves it

😭😭😭(got nothing to say about the "maybe" scene, im tired lmao)

forgot how many emotional hits they roll out so early in the movie lmao

lmao remember when people said ludlow wouldnt try to fight clark cuz he was huge, cuz as we all know toxic masculinity definitely doesnt make men act stupid and vile lol anyway proud of clark for fucking up his truck sexual harassers deserve nothing

its her lois lane shes here

genuinely didn't know joe was clark for my first 3 views of this movie lmao

the flashlight to clarks laser eyes transition was cool(so was the pod landing in the farm transitioning to the boat crashing against a wave scene)

super buff sexy drifting doctor clark kent

fuck this nerd who sold lois out after she gave him info. zack was already laying the seeds of the media being dicks from this one blogger lmao

"and kal, that's my name "🥺

jor-el's power point presentation let's go

do remember someone in good faith(hopefully lol)saying jor was "glorifying" colonization when he spoke "fondly" of the era of expansion of krypton, and maybe fair though that could also be why he and lara chose not to escape with kal, the whole they were a part of the problem

genuinely fav supes suit I get the desire to have the ma kent suit but i cant see it anymore as anything other than him reassuring his loyalty to earth(america) to the gatekeepers, martha had a whole lifetime with him let him have one of the few connections to his culture he has

first flight😃😃😃😃

seeing this for the first time as a teen and finally understanding "you'll believe a man can fly"

no superhero media has done flying as good as this, not even bvs or zsjl theres just something about MoS's flying that makes my brain light up

don't forget lois lane figured out clarks identity(b4 he even went public) without luther or bruce's resources, smartest bestest investigator in dcu🗣🗣🗣

should they have had a younger actor play 18 yr old clark in the argument with jonathan in the car scene, maybe, though cavills teen angsty" i didnt say that!" and "you're not my dad !>:(" voice was p believable lmao

the way she drops the biggest story cuz her kindness is as big as her drive to get the truth, no wonder she's what inspires him

ngl recently heard laurence fishburne in moon girl and devil dino and the whiplash between his 2 performances lmao

seeing the butterfly trapped in the chain has new meaning now

soundtrack: *hits those mos piano notes* me everytime:

well maybe for a little bit⚰⚰⚰

you think swanwick was watching the your are not alone message and thought it was a cliche

the military people behind the glass watching these two flirt right in front of them

when he breaks the cuffs while standing up😛😏

"it did to me"

maybe love is real idk

the ship atmosphere thing was such a good way to foreshadow kryptonite lmao(yes did still take notes while my twitter was down lmao)

Jor-els fun informative power point presentation vs zod's very bad no good drug trip

clarks mind vision of himself is literally still a farmboy idk why people still think he isnt "connected to his humanity" in the iteration lmao

black suit but with no silver to symbolize pure darkness, death and to make him look the same as zod

though not to jump to zsjl but we know zack had to smuggle the black suit in with the metal padding and post color editing in that movie do wonder if he was gonna go with a totally different design if he had complete control, maybe capeless, pure metal for the silver and a beard? do also remember him teasing the long hair in one interview lmao

watching superman sink into a mountain of skulls really rewired my teenage brain since i only knew of him from pop culture at that point ngl

will say kinda funny that clark is clearly torn up about killing while lois was just blasting kryptonians blam blam🔫🔫🔫girl boss

the escaping the ship ost is so good😩why wasnt it on the official soundtrack, i know theres a good youtube ver of it but lmao

ok starting to think the jor colonization criticism wasn't in good faith cuz clark does kinda bring up the whole "do you agree with zod about wiping out humans???" thing lmao

clark saving lo in the escape pod scene got me tense af in the theater

"YOU THINK YOU CAN THREATEN MY MOTHER?!" still goes hard

do like when clark is a lil petty lmao "cranky cuz your momma didnt teach you to not be overstimulated hmm"

neat little quirk clark does in all of zacks movies, before he gets in a serious fight theres usually a shot of him clenching his fist lmao

nam-ek popped the pilot like a blueberry

faora's so cool

my man fighting for his life in this ihop in front of all his old friends too

flying really was his one advantage against these soldiers and he loses that when he fights zod too they really put him thru it on his first day😭

faora made him waste all his bullets, wait till he pulled out a knife and then pulls out a bigger one like

like to think zack having the military drone strike smallville is a parallel to when the US did it to the african village in BvS

yeah big floaty alien thing in the middle of the city may be a lil overdone now but half dont look as good as how zack did it back then

world engine sound design so sexy too😋

zacks cape porn👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽

oh god🥺best scene, yes am getting emotional, scene means a lot to me

also kinda weird when zack does invoke the moses allegory people arent like "he's literally saying supes is moses!" like they do with jeezy creezy and his imagery lmao he's literally looks like he's parting the sea here lmao

in the wider snyderverse am realizing theres more moses stuff you can connect to even if the timeline is wonky and its not 1:1, obviously darkseid is the pharaoh with his whole enslavement thing, him turning supes to his side could be interpreted as ramses and moses

in this way zod, who believes in kryptons removal of "free choice" like jor and lara said, is the guard moses kills when he sees him mistreating one of his people

and the destruction of the genesis chamber and the other kryptonians being sucked back into the phantom zone could be an allegory for when god killed the first borns of egypt, no moses expert tho so could be reaching lol but fun connections, tangent i know lmao

oh also rather than a race thing it becomes more that clarks "people" are the ones who believe in free will and choice while darkseid and zods dont lmao anyway

"krypton had its chance!" still to this day lives in my mind rent free

lmao love that lois and clark are just horny for each other no matter who is watching not the military not lois's coworkers or the other survivors

zod's monologue👨🏽‍🍳👌🏽

to this day idk if i can think of a cbm fight thats topped superman vs zod, just in like raw visceral action and the fact they actually have stakes in it

thinking about how i remember shannon telling zack "as long as my suit isnt cgi i dont wanna wear those pajamas" or something and zack said yeah and then it was lol

my superman hates and constantly destroys military drones

and welcome to the planet! Glad i watched this again after so long, definitely needed that, hopefully work lets up enough for me to watch the rest of the trilogy✌🏽

4 notes · View notes

retphienix · 16 days

Text

Well hey!

Did a tiny bit of breeding and leveling so that I could /try/ to get a core of "Attack heavy monster / Debuff-attacker / Healer-buffer" going... kinda. I'm at the start :P

Then just tackled through for this continent's boss, something this orb has (as we already suspected)

He was kind enough to not force me into combat when I talked to him which was nice, but I figured I was probably more than ready judging from how ridiculously fast my monsters have felt like they exponentially grew in this one.

I did figure something out though. With the removal of personalities there... isn't really any downside (as small as it was) to just... playing this like a more traditional DQ game instead of relying on the "orders" system?

So after a few rounds of letting my core of "All out / Mixed / Survive" spam some attacks, speed ups, and uppers- I decided to just take over and order them directly which felt kinda nice.

I'm a HUGE fan of the "passive combat" of DQM 1-2 and how it offsets player decision to team building rather than in-the-moment attack decisions, but it's nice to not feel like ordering directly is offsetting personality values here lol

Admittedly, in those games (outside of the tournament where they (SMARTLY!) force you to interact with the personality system via not allowing direct control) the consequences of going direct control isn't "that bad", but it's discouraged! And I support that! (especially the tournament thing!)

But it's neat how due to the caravan part of combat, I kinda feel like I'm still half passive despite taking control- and I like that because it keeps this from just feeling like I'm playing a traditional DQ game.

Because I can order my team BUT the caravan portion is still out of my direct control during combat, it still FEELS like team building for a passive combat system is key to my strategy! I LIKE THAT!

Or to not excitedly talk about it. I can order my monsters directly and the caravan part is still out of my control so I have to keep in mind the order and where I placed my caravan party members before combat- during combat.

Neat!

I don't think I'll be taking control outside of key fights because grinding with the passive orders system is so much faster and easier and is just how I'd prefer it. But for bosses! Definitely taking advantage of this when I can :)

With the defense buffs from Slalon's earlier turns, we genuinely just were never at risk of losing. There was nowhere near enough damage incoming and my team could put the hurt out just fine.

Two of Four orbs done! :)

#Dragon Quest #Dragon Quest Monsters #Dragon Quest Monsters: Caravan Heart #DQM #DQ #RetPlays

1 note · View note

nani-nonny · 4 months

Note

A new day, a new round of, wait drum ro please.... LEONARDO HUNGR GAMES 💙

I swear in the beginning of the " The bloodbath " almost everyone are taking weapons it DOESN'T belong to them!! Like hypno with the sais, f!mikey with sword! AND raphie grabbed an empty bag of food of lord.

AND WARRANT KILLED LCD!! NOOOOO OH MY GOD ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!! LCD DIDN'T DESERVE THIS!! HE'S GETTING RUFFLED IN HIS STORY! IN AM BLUE FIC AND NOW IN LEO HUNGR GAMES!!🥺

First day of hunger games

- and the little kids leos are up to their shenanigans again (especially disaster twin).

- OMO LEO - kid ver - KILLED HYPNO!! OH MY LORD!!

- Setting sun future mikey hurt himself, bruh so much for mystic warrior/jk

- MF OMO F!Leo just scared me off - am easily scared- bet he jump scared me 🥲

- I swear Nani your survival tactics is to stay in group and i hate you for abandoning me/jk

- OH MY LORD WDS FUTURE LEO TRIED TO KILL OG FUTURE LEO!! OH MY GOD HE'S MAD HE WASN'T IN THE MOVIE!!!/LH

First night!

- What it's wrong with team WDS?! Dee can't make fire and mikey stepped on landmind?! Big blue come get your kids!!

- me and omo leo are such a mood... If we didn't had insomnia 🥲

- Warrent stone and lcd lil leo sleeping in shifts worry me BECAUSE HE KILLED OLDER LCD!!

- Wanna know what Nani's singing to go to sleep...

- OMFG!! FAKE LEONARDO KILLING WDS LEO IS LIKE... FROM THE GAME " The outlast trails " Where when you lose your mind, a phantom comes to kill you... AND IT HAPPENED!!!🤯

- btw, the bottom part; red tending to leo's wounds, leo thinking of home and big mama thinking about winning is so canon things!✨

Day 2

As they say " new day new me! ", OG future leo got medical supplies and BM got one as well - my bets are she pulled few strings but it's still all good - and everything is... Oh wait some died..

- little LCD leo killed FUTURE OMO LEO?! AND REUNION ATTACKED RAPHIE?! WHAT'S GOING ON?!

- WDS ran away from you Nani XD BRUH HE KNOWS WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN TO HIM IN THE NEXT CHAPTER SO HE'S LIKE " oh hell naw!! ".

- Donnie shouldn't be on his own AND TO WHOM HE'S GONNA HUNT FOR?!?!

- WARRANT STONE TRICKING POOR APRIL 😢 SHE'S ADMIRING YOU!!!

Night 2

- Warrant stone letting future mikey in his shelter is scary because HE MAY KILL HIM NEXT!!

- BM shooing me and the leos is just so funny because that what old ladies do to most kids xD

Day 3

- REUNION OLDER LEO IS DYING FROM COLD?!? I KNOW YOUR BONES CAN'T DO MUCH BUT COME ON!!

- most players are either getting donations, going on trip to find themselves or... Just sleep like me 🥲

- GOD DYMN REUNION LIL LEO KILLED BOTH DMD AND WDS?! THE OLDER VER?!?!?🤯🤯

Night 3

- so many donations holy-!!

- lcd little leo shooing big mama from his fire is complete karma xD

- SS!F!Mikey getting awake by nightmares is so canon, why would he try and bring his little him in the bad-timeline?

- Nani and lil dmd leo talking about the game can't be good, can't it?/jk

Day 4

- YO YO YO YO!! NANI YOU TRIED TO SEND ME TO THE AFTERLIFE?!?! AM ON YOUR TEAM!!/JK/LH

Night 4

- First of; AHAHA KARMA!! YOU ATTACKED ME AND YOU GOT A LANDMINE IN RETURN/JK

- DEE POISON LEO?!?! OH NOO WHAT?!?!

- I passed out... Hope i didn't died to otherwise me and you will continue our fight in another area/jk

Day 5

- WAIT YO AM ALIVE!! And lord i would sh!t myself if i figured two buff ass turtles are not that far from me, I DON'T WANT TO GET BEAT UP 😭😭

- I laughed at how Warrant " Sprained " his leg while he's soooo slow xD bet future leo would step on him with no second thought.

- LIL DMD LEO KILLED LCD LEO?!?! OH MY GOD THEY HAVE SO MUCH BLOODS!?

- DEE AND APRIL OFFED WITH THEMSELVES TOO?!?!🤯🤯🤯🤯

TO BE CONTINUED

The scramble for weapons that don’t match in the beginning makes me laugh hahaha I guess first come first serve

The night 1 canon moment of Big Mama thinking about winning lol she can see the prize money a mile away hahaha

Me and dmd lil Leo in cahoots about the leftover tributes hehehe totally not concerning /sarcasm

Night 4 where I accidentally step on a landmine sounds accurate to my life lol what a way to go

I’m rooting for you to win haha!

#leo hunger games #nani nonny answers

1 note · View note

biancaateee · 2 years

Text

Currently- laying on my bed at 9:50pm, finally. I planned to stretch while I blog my feelings but Now that my head is on my pillow I don’t think I will.. lol.

Anyways, it’s been awhile since I’ve been on here to spill out all my weird, sad, empty feelings. I figured I’d update tumblr since In a way my tumblr is my diary, Even though it’s public, I don’t think anyone actually reads these. So back to my current status, yes I am still laying down. I finished a 8 hour day at my job (which I’ve switched recently, 6 months ago) and after that 8 hour work day, I hit the gym for about 2 hours. I drove home in the pouring rain, it’s raining today, obviously. Got home, made me a protein shake for tomorrows breakfast and had some left for my post work out Saturday morning. Also made me a sandwich for lunch. I packed for tomorrow’s work day since I plan to hit the gym at 5 am before work. I plan to do this because I have a dinner to be at tomorrow evening and I really don’t want to skip a gym sesh. So moving on, I’ve packed for tomorrow and now Im laying here typing this all up for no freaking reason.

My current physical and mental health is way better then it was a year ago. I thank God for that. Like I mentioned before, I hit the gym for 2 hours after work today. I’ve been doing this consistently since February, so 6 months. I feel a bigger difference in my energy and in myself. Though physically being a little happier with myself I’m still so empty. These last 6 months I’ve realized that I wasted A LOT of time on unnecessary shit. I get so mad about it honestly. I think that’s why I still haven’t learned to love myself the way I should. I think me being so prioritized in other stuff like drinking, partying, smoking, eating, it really took a toll on me. Now that I’ve kindaaaa matured in some aspects, I wish I could go back even 2 years to make it up. Maybe I could’ve been closer to finishing my first part of school. Oh yeah, I’m trying to get back into school. It’s a process right now since I fucked up pretty bad, TWICE. So now I’m waiting to be interviewed, once I’m interviewed and hopefully passed to taking some classes, I can finally start my educational journey, forreal this time. I’m pretty nervous and excited at the same time. I’m hoping I can really discipline myself to get it done. Crazy, I had to fuck up not once but TWICE, to actually realize how much education really makes a difference.

I feel like a year ago, the same people who were important to me then are the same people who are important to me now, and who have been for years. I don’t have manzzzz, which kinda gets boring, but I’m alright. I do want love, but real love. I see couples these days and all their flaws and I get SOOOO turned off. Like even my ex, he still hits me up and he has a girl. Which on my end, I’ve lead him to think he could. But whatever, the point is, I see others in their relationships and I’m terrified. I don’t want another toxic, one sided, relationship. I want that love that makes you feel like nothing bad could ever happen. Ugh, If I ever find that, it’ll probably be a dream.

Now that I’ve been so dedicated in the gym, I have a whole new mind set. It’s pretty cliche of me to say it’s changed me, cause I do feel like a lot of people go through this journey. BUT, I also gotta get that mind set out of my head. I get so discouraged when I feel like a lot of other people do things that I wanna, or have been doing. It’s always been that for me, like I wanna be original. But the gym has really changed my life. Loosing over 30 pounds all by myself?! I feel like that’s some really crazy shit. I know alot of ppl won’t recognize it as a huge accomplishment but for me I am. I’ve always always always, since I can remember, struggled with my weight. I feel like NOW, I have it under control. I’m no where near where I wanna be, cause if we talking big dreams, I wanna be a whole body builder (minus the really really buff arms and legs). I wanna be the girl with a small waist, the nice toned arms and legs, and the big big booty. I feel like I can get there with more hard work and dedication. Actually, I WILL get there. I pray on that.

So, ending this long post on a good note. I WILL, get into school. I WILL, finish the first semester with A’s. I WILL, get the body I deserve. And I WILL, learn to save my money- which that’s a wholeeee other venting sesh-

I WILLLLL!!!!!

0 notes

tangyyposting · 2 years

Text

log day 5

ok maybe i lied a little n said not only would i post a nahobino headshot, i would do it yesterday but i uhhhhh ended up playing more smt ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ anyways i did a demi-fiend headshot instead, post-conception and freedom ending but only bc i draw super small and couldnt figure out how to do his tattoos on that scale lol. anyways nothing has happened as of late, like at all tbhtbh,,,, other than playing smt of course but i do have a lot to rant abt that anyways so here goes

tbh there’s alot of stuff that’s super cool and also maybe mixed that i wanna bring attention to,,, and one of it’s the press turn system. like they overhauled it to heck and back and it’s so genuinely good, dismissing/summoning demons only takes half a press turn now and like awooga that’s a big plus, something that was a staple of the nocturne hardtype mod. another thing that the hardtype mod did that smtv did is having demons be able to dismiss/switch out themselves, and buffs now stack up to +2/-2 (but now they also only last for 3 turns which is smth persona started whoopsie). buffs have been a surefire way to break the game ever since nocturne (although dds2 did fix that somewhat with buffs only going up to +3/-3 and having a significantly reduced effect) and honestly this change makes buffs a heckuva lot more balanced which is rlly cool,,,,, the affinity system is also rlly cool tbh, never played 4 and don’t plan to (that last part’s a lie actually) but it was introduced there n like it’s so good,,,,,,,, it drastically widens the pool of used demons bc certain demons are actually intrinsically better at certain things than other demons, instead of their only difference being the occasional unique move and their innate resistances. oh, and before i get into a mixed bag, selectable skills being passed onto ur fused demon is also rlly cool. anyways i think that making physical skills cost mp instead of hp is good but personally i’m just not used to it, used to be able to whip out a physical skill in a time of low mp to deal w/ random encounters, but now u have to manage mp even on ur physical demons. however, now i only have to manage hp when i take damage instead of every time i wanna attack bc physical skills are goaded at endgame (and murakumo only proves my point, never change atlus). the charge/concentrate nerf is also kinda weird :// like instead of 2.5x damage post charge/concentrate it’s now 1.8x :// like zamn i honestly might as well just use crit aura instead w/ murakumo (which gets +crit dmg for some reason) for an extra press turn. ehh i guess it’s more balanced but this is just one of those changes that i don’t understand personally,, i can’t think of anything else other than the game in general being more user-friendly than other titles,,,,, like the essence system is a nice way to learn skills and teach them to newly recruited demons, being able to use glory to upgrade stuffs is pretty cool and demons being able to use items is SO freaking cool,,,, but uhhhh anyways every boss has a weakness now (except demi-fiend bc he’s our special boy :33 [but then again his demons have weaknesses soooo]) which, yeah, does make the game easier but also once again more user friendly, so it is strictly a positive thing. idk i guess i’m just used to bosses like nocturne’s metatron tbhtbh, the only thing that guy has that even resembles a weakness is a neutrality to ice, and he’s a monster on hardtype. still a good thing tho, like i said,,,, guess i’m just old fashioned when it comes to my brutal JRPGs lmao,,,, glad i can be accepting of these new changes tho unlike some ppl in the fandom i know (like srsly some smt fans sound so old uggghhhh like “oh yeah back in my day smt games were harder wah wah wah shut up u geezer it was like that in my day too but u don’t see me whining abt it, just mulling it over bc i like ranting on the internet). anyways if u read this far thank u 💙💙 promise more drawings in the future, most likely hellrabbit bc he’s easy

#tangyytextposting #hellrabbit #web diary #daily diary #wall of text #daily doodle #today’s topic: smt v !!#more hellrabbit to come :33 #also smt screenshots i swear

0 notes

nephaelia-sims · 2 years

Photo

Shawn is a jerk part 2: tbf not really his fault per se, like, if you don’t have a good time, that’s not like, something you can control really?? but dude you just woohooed in a lighthouse... and I have the Woohoo Skill enabled, and y’all just came out of there with PLUS x2 friendship and romance effect thingies (if you guys use MCCC Woohoo Skill you KNOW how rare that is LOL, usually relationships go down and significantly unless your sim is VERY experienced!!!) At the very least you can’t say nothing has happened to you lately omg lol (I didn’t actually remove any buffs- he was embarrassed and I was trying to see why???? never figured that out actually)

#forsythe legacy #my sims

0 notes

thesunicarusfellfor · 3 years

Note

Hello!! Do you think you could do a part 2 of my request? An maybe a lil bit of angst with fluff where the reader comes to the mansion crying because someone hurt them?( Maybe techno or dream? Possibly jack manifold? 👀) Hopefully that's ok I just love the way you write it's so good plus it makes my day whever I read :D hopefully your day or evening is going good

imhereforfan-fic : Omg can you do another yandere tubbo x reader x yandere ranboo romantic relationship please? Maybe where they get kidnapped by the dream team? Oh and adding on to my request can it also have some cuddling towards the end haha I’m touch starved and crap lol but can it a full length fic Okay okay okay. So. I'm so damn happy people loved this fic and I got two requests that I can easily add together. I hope neither of you minds too much having your requests mixed together ^^ I deadass wanna cry from how many positive reviews I've received from Too Sweet. ALSO. I'm a little wary of making romantic fics for characters Ranboo and Tubbo so I'm gonna play with the platonic marriage, just making it really fluffy and affectionate. PS: THIS ISNT AS FLUFFY AS I WANTED IT TO BE SOOOO OOOOPS. AAAAND. TOMMY ONLY TOOK ONE OF DREAM'S LIVES IN THE FINAL DISC WAR

LIKELY TO HAVE MANY ERRORS DUE TO BAD WIFI AND LACK OF SLEEP TW: Knives (+injuries that come from knives), kidnapping, taking of canon lives, Dream being power-hungry, minor panic attack, referenced strangulation.

Part One

Too Sweet (For This World) Yandere!C!Ranboo x F!Reader x Yandere!C!Tubbo Part 2

A few months had passed since you had moved into the mansion and some... How ended up involved in Ranboo and Tubbo's marriage, as well as being Michael's mother. At first, you were quite unsure about being a wife or a mother, but you saw how happy you had made the three boys and realized how happy they made you in return. In the beginning, neither of them wanted you leaving the mansion much without either of them, but then Ranboo started to notice small and minor declines in your physical and mental health. This caused him to panic and study your symptoms for a few days straight, to the point where you didn't see him once and you were genuinely scared he had lost his canon lives to the point where you kept checking your right wrist constantly for the message confirming Ranboo's death. But thankfully you never got it. When he had figured out what was causing your health to be less than absolutely perfect, he had spoken to Tubbo about letting you out of your room more often and getting you the sunlight you needed. It took a little bit to convince him, but once the goat hybrid learned that you could, or even would, become a lot sicker, he decided to allow you to go outside without them, as long as you stayed within Snowchester. You met a man the first few days you were out, who wore white glasses with blue and red lenses, and a headset with a mic, although he ran away from you the second you introduced yourself as Ranboo and Tubbo's (platonic) wife. Foolish had quickly become your friend around the same time though, which caused Tubbo and Ranboo to be a little unsure because of how he made you laugh and smile, but they noticed how you always kept him at arm's length with friendship and almost physically. Sure you didn't mind too much when he gave you a friendly side hug or pat on the head etc, but you were never really the one to initiate the contact unless you had to. Thankfully he didn't mind your awkwardness around strangers, trust issues, or lack of social exposure, so Ranboo and Tubbo didn't have to threaten a literal god. After saying goodbye to Michael for the day and putting him down for his nap, you got dressed into something more appropriate for travelling the snowy lands that Tubbo owned. Ranboo had to go to a Syndicate meeting, and Tubbo was working more on some buildings around Snowchester, saying something about prepping things to attack Dream who apparently escaped from prison? Not sure could've been rumoured or could be true? You had no clue honestly. You trusted Ranboo and Tubbo to protect you. The crackling of a few pine branches caused you to lift your eyes from the icy water below to turn your head. Walking out of the bushes were three men and one woman, pushing their way through the branches decorated with freshly fallen snow. One of the men was your crown-wearing platonic husband, although dressed up in an outfit you had never seen before, although not too far off from his normal get-up. Ranboo had a long black cape with golden edges and a high collar, held up together by a golden chain. His vest was now a deep royal purple with an eye of ender pin clasped on his tie, and his pants were half purple half black with golden designs sewn in. Beside him was a short female with shoulder-length pink hair and nicely done dark purple and black makeup. Her outfit consisted of a thick and warm lavender sweater with dark purple pants. On her hip was an enchanted netherite sword with a diamond-encrusted handle. You were quick to recognize her as Niki Nihachu, the baker who had lived in L'Manberg, but you hadn't heard much of her since the Pogtopia war. Off to the side, was a man you recognized easily as you had only seen him a few days ago when Ranboo invited him to see Michael, Philza Minecraft. His outfit wasn't too different from what he used to wear when he was a resident in the country, except for the black and gold cape and a black mask covering the bottom of his face. Then... The sight of the final male was the one to make you visibly react. A tall and buff male with a golden encrusted netherite

chest plate and a velvet red cape with gold accents as well. There was a rather majestic crown on top of his long braided pink hair and his dark eyes were narrowed behind a set of cracked glasses... His gaze pointing directly at you. Technoblade. Giving a shaky gasp, you stood up from your spot on the edge of the dock and turned to face the visitors. "Where's Tubbo," Techno growled softly, watching as you visibly trembled under his gaze. "Techno, mate. You're scarin' the hell outta her." Phil put his hand on his middle son's shoulder before stepping in front of him, blocking him from your gaze. "Hey, (Y/n), can you tell us where Tubbo is? We just have to ask him some things." "I'm here." An almost unfamiliar voice came from beside you before a hand was placed on your shoulder. When you looked over, you saw the goat hybrid with the coldest look you had seen him wear yet. "(Y/n), please, head into the mansion." Without another glance at the piglin hybrid, you quickly scurried towards the wooden mansion, faintly hearing the worried buzzing noises of your enderman husband in the distance before you slammed the large door shut. You almost ran towards your's or Michael's room in the basement, but then realized if any of them saw you heading down there, Michael's safety could be compromised. So, you quietly sat down in the living room and curled up on the couch, trying to keep your breathing stable as you fought to keep your mind off of the fact that the man who had almost killed you was standing a few feet outside the door of your home. You pinched your eyes shut and wrapped your arms around yourself, trying your best to simulate the hugs you would usually receive from your platonic husbands after a nightmare or a panic attack. ".../n)." "../n)!" "...(Y/n)!" With a terrified gasp, you flung your arms above your head to shield yourself from any oncoming attacker but only felt a gentle touch on your knee. It took a few seconds to muster up your courage, but you slowly brought your arms down and opened your eyes to come face to face with Tubbo, who immediately sat beside you and wrapped his arms around your shaking frame. After an hour or so with your face buried into Tubbo's shoulder, you felt another pair of arms wrap around you, causing you to look up and see Ranboo burying his face into your hair, "I'm so sorry... So sorry... I didn't think they would come to Snowchester..." You murmured a small, "it's okay," to him as you sat up a bit to return the hug for a few moments. Tubbo got up, murmuring something about going to get you a snack and a glass of water, knowing you must've been hungry or thirsty from panicking. After a few moments, Ranboo let go of you and briefly explained that Phil had given him some potions to help Michael adapt to the overworld, and he needed to give them to him. He rested his forehead against yours affectionately for a few seconds before turning towards the bookshelf and walking down the set of hidden stairs after opening the secret door. Once he shut it, you shuddered and rubbed your arms to get rid of the cold chill that had suddenly washed over you. Frowning slightly, you looked around for the source of the sudden cold, only to freeze as you saw the door cracked open, allowing the snow and cold wind to slip in. Ranboo wouldn't have left the door open... "Sorry kid." A deep and growly voice came from behind you, causing you to spin around and come face to face with Technoblade. The tall tusked male watched your expression go from confusion to horror in less than seconds, "It's nothing personal. Really. I just got a favour to pay off." A scream of terror escaped your lips before everything went black. "Hey, Michael!" Ranboo crouched down to greet the small zombie piglin child as he held a few potions of varying colours in his long arms, he set them and a thermos filled with a hot drink down on the table. "I got some new drinks for you to try today! Philza made them a little extra sweeter than last time." The small child squealed and made small tippy tap noises with his

hooves against the quartz flooring before he sat on the chair. He watched as his tall father sorted through the bottles carefully before uncorking one of the light red ones. Before he could pick up the small pipette, there was an almost unearthly shriek that came from the top of the stairs. "(Y/n)!" Ranboo screamed, unintentionally startling Michael, but that wasn't his main concern as he sprinted out the door then teleporting up the stairs and pushing the bookshelf door with his sword drawn and gleaming with enchantments. In his peripheral vision, he saw Tubbo dash out of the kitchen with his axe drawn and bloodlust in his eyes. Glancing around, the only thing the two men spotted was moonlight and snow spilling through the open door. Tubbo ran out without a second thought and screamed your name at the top of his lungs as he spun around, searching for any sort of sign that would give away your location. Ranboo decided to start looking around the mansion, even though part of him grasped that you wouldn't have screamed without reason. "She's gone..." Tubbo whispered, standing in the doorway, the moonlight creating a dark shadow over his wide eyes. "Footprints are leading to and away from the house, but they disappear on the docks..." Ranboo stayed still, a violent growling noise bubbling up in his throat before escaping past his lips as both his eyes turned purple. He threw his head back and took a breath to scream all his anger out, but froze upon hearing sad whimpering. He turned his head and saw Michael standing at the top of the hidden stairs, whimpering and shaking quite violently. There was part of Ranboo that refused to move, but his brain seemed to flick onto autopilot as he walked over to the child and picked him up. "Sorry... Michael... Something happened..." "Mama?" "...Mama... Won't be home for a while..." "Wake up!" A voice growled before something sharply came in contact with your cheek, shaking you awake. Your eyes shot open and came into contact with... A smiley face? "Aha... Sleeping Beauty graces us with her gaze. It's about damn time." A harsh grip landed on your jaw, making you realize there was a dull throbbing pain in your head. "Huh... Dre... Dream..?" You whispered, barely recognizing the white mask that helped destroy your home and turn it into nothing but a crater. "W-What?" His mask was lifted up enough to the point where you could see his mouth curved up into a sadistic smile. "You, my darling pawn, are just the piece I needed to make life easier for me... I just need to raise the stakes enough for them to be... Well... Stakes. I'm sure you understand." You went to move your hand to slap the gloved hand away from your face, only to give a small whine of pain as you felt a tight pinching on your wrists, making you realize that they were shackled together and likely chained to a wall. "What are you talking about you psychop- Ah!" He tightened his grip on your face to the point where you knew there would eventually be dark bruising. "I don't think you're in a position to be calling the king any names, pawn." Screams and shrieks of pain bounced off of the blank stone walls as the two people standing outside of the door put their heads down with their eyes closed. "You still sure he's doing the right thing, George? Are you still sure... He's the good guy in this story?" "You know better than to question him, Nick." "Don't call me that."

(Y/n) (L/n) was slain by Dream using Nightmare. Life: 2/3 (Y/n) (L/n) suffocated while trying to fend off Dream. Life: 1/3

"He just took two of an innocent woman's three lives. Just to use her as a hostage to make Tubbo hand over the nukes and to force Ranboo to follow his orders... He's a stranger, George. This isn't Dream anymore... Don't be stupid." Sapnap lowered his right arm that he read the messages off of and looked in the direction of his former best friend. The screams of agony were almost haunting as they echoed through Snowchester as silence fell down upon the entire Dream SMP. Shock slipped through the veins of everyone who read the message that appeared on their right wrists. - "I'm gonna kill him..." "I'm going to activate the nukes..." - "Techno... What did you do." "I owed him a favour. What he does after that is none of my business." - "...Isn't that Tubbo and Ranboo's wife?" "Yeah... She was my friend..." - "Tubbo's definitely not happy about this..." - "Ah... Atta girl..." Dream murmured in a mock soothing voice as he gently dragged his knife threateningly along your cheek. "Y'know... You would look better... With a smile." He leaned closer to you, the drawn-on eyes of his mask staring into your dull and tear-filled eyes as a stinging pain came from the corner of your lips. "Sh, sh, Relax... They're just shallow cuts, they won't even leave a scar. I'm not a monster." Time had passed quickly, but also excruciatingly slowly. You had no clue how long you had been down here, or how long you had been dead in between respawns. Dream just didn't seem to be leaving you alone. "Now..." He flipped the switchblade closed and threw it in his pocket before tremours shook the earth below and around you. "What the fUCK?!" He growled deeply before the door slammed open. "How did they even find this place!?" The door was blown off its hinges with a loud bang, causing Dream to duck out of the way of the flying piece of scrap. Light flooded into the room as you shut your eyes tightly, your ears ringing from the explosion. Once your eyes got a little bit adjusted, you opened them and saw five figures in the newly widened doorway. "Let's just say... It was an anonymous tip." "Sapnap?! You dare betray me?!" The black-haired male fell silent as he turned around and walked out, putting his hand on the shoulder of the tallest silhouette in the doorway as he walked by. Once you got completely used to the new light, you began to recognize the figures. Tommy, Tubbo, Foolish, and Ranboo. Tommy, Tubbo and Ranboo immediately ran forward and started a barrage of attacks on the masked psychopath while Foolish ran over and began to work on the chains binding you to the chair. After getting them off of you, he silently picked you up as you turned your head to look at the blond, brunet and monochrome boys. Dream's mask got knocked off and was thrown across the room as he was pinned below a growling Ranboo, whose skin looked almost purely black from your angle. Tommy was off to the side, rummaging through Dream's equipment, he already got his revenge when Dream was put into prison, this was Ranboo and Tubbo's revenge now.

"̷̛̲̪͝Ỳ̵̧̖͒̉o̸̟̔̆û̶̩̟̍͊'̸̧̺̎̉ṟ̷̰͘ế̴͍̰̎ ̶̤͆̎̒g̶̭̋̇o̸͍̐͑i̸̼̟̾ņ̷͊̈́̈́ĝ̷̰̤̈́ ̵̘̉t̵͖͠ȯ̸͎ ̴͎̐̈́r̸̰͙̾̑͝e̸͚͌͑g̴̛̗̦͑ř̷̳̳̱e̵̲̿̕ṫ̶̨͓͗ ̷̢͊E̷̬̪͒͊͂V̷̟̒͝Ë̸̜R̷͐̄̏ͅ ̶̲̟̤͗͋t̴̝̎o̵̖̐ư̴̞̾̇c̶̡̙̐h̵̹̜̣̒͂̂į̴̙̤͠n̴̤̼̻̅̚ǧ̵̹̙̌͜ ̵̥̞̏m̶̱̳̦͗̌y̴̱̮͒̒̄ ̶̮̈͑͆f̸͉̽̄à̵̹͠m̵͕̓̅͋í̸͇̩͔̿l̷̰̫̳͗͑y̸̡͌̊́.̶͓̇͝"̸̡͆ ("You're going to regret EVER touching my family.") Ranboo hissed lowly before he and Tubbo began applying weight to the sword pressed against the speedrunner's chest. You shut your eyes tightly for a moment before you felt a bottle press into your hands, causing you to re-open your eyes to see Foolish trying to hand you a healing potion. You eagerly took a small sip from it, feeling the small slices on your cheeks form back together and the pain from the bruises around your neck vanishing completely.

Dream was slain by Ranboo and Tubbo using Ranord

There was a clattering noise before two sets of footsteps running in your direction. Slowly tilting your head in their direction, you saw Tubbo with dark bags under his eyes and Ranboo with plenty more scars on his cheeks from tears. You were pulled from Foolish's arms and brought down to sitting on Tubbo's and Ranboo's laps, their arms completely wrapped around you. The goat hybrid was nuzzled under your chin while the enderman's face was buried in your hair. "We should have come sooner..." "We shouldn't have even left you alone in the mansion..." "I'm sorry... I should have never left the manor..."

#tubbo x reader #yandere tubbo x reader #ranboo x reader #yandere ranboo x reader #mcyt x reader #yandere mcyt x reader #mcyt #ranboolive #ranboo #tubbo #dream smp #dsmp #ranboo dsmp #ranboo dreamsmp #tubbo dsmp #tubbo dreamsmp #tubbo mcyt #ranboo mcyt

1K notes · View notes