#pain is forever

[evilwrongdoer]

i can never wean myself off this shit. i will be an addict forever, because it's all i have.

#tw addiction #honey what'd you take what'd you take honey look at me tell me what you took what'd you take #my many many vices #i do not seek peace #i seek nothing but chaos #because if keeps me alive #im not alive unless there are at least 3 things to worry about at all times #any feeling is better than no feeling #i wonder which will kill me first #the stress or the addictions #will i ever find peace? #will i ever learn to enjoy it? #the worst thing is #its the bad emotions i like the most #fun is fleeting #but pain #pain is forever #all the bad and dumb shit i have done will haunt me forever #and i love it #nothing makes me happier than scream crying over someone #pain is my drug #as in emotional pain #i will die one day #and when that day comes #ill hopefully be happy #i dont know how im going to die #i dont know where ill end up #i wish i could know #what ill be doing in 5 years #fuck

[just-spacetrash]

the 'what if you played it a little risky' post literally Changed my life but i cant fujkign find it in my blog because its. a tiktok screenshot

#like literally every time ive hesitated sending a text or complimenting someone or stuff ive thought of it #like youre right. what if i played it a little risky what do i have to lose in doing a nice thing!!!!!! ur so right!!!!!!!! #but its forever lost cos i cant search it with any words cause its an image #misery and pain. you know how it is #my post

[lesbianralzarek]

"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw

#i originally posted this as just a 'hey remember how fuckin bad middle/highschool was? shit was wild' type post but now #there are a bunch of teens in the notes being like 'oh my god are you serious? it gets better? im not stuck in hell forever??' #and im reminded that the only people who told teenage ella 'it gets better' were speakers at mental health assemblies #aka the least relatable people alive who were seemingly born to lie to you #so. uh. yeah im a certified adult who isnt here to lie or sugarcoat the realities of being a teenager #the only thing more certain than the pain is the transcience

[maplefiasco]

Steve's choices / Bucky's lack thereof

#captain america #steve rogers #bucky barnes #stucky #stuckyedit #stevebucky #mcu #mcuedit #steverogersedit #buckybarnesedit #marveledit #my edit #forever on my bullshit #if this isn't enough to cause you physical pain #lemme remind you of this little fact: #the one choice Bucky DOES make #is to follow “that little guy from Brooklyn” into “the jaws of death”

[lorastyrels]

Got unfinished business, ain't we? Cases to solve, ghosts to help out 🔎

#dead boy detectives #edwin x charles #charles rowland #edwin paine #painland #dbda fanart #mywork2024 #hey netflix GIVE ME MY RENEWAL NOW #I would do anything for them please I will only draw them forever if you asked

[pommegrantaire]

well, heaven knows

that without you is how i disappear

#and live my life alone forever now #song is This is How I Disappear by MCR #i have a lot of feelings #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens fanart #aziraphale #crowley #anthony j crowley #ineffable husbands #ineffable divorce #ineffable partners #air conditioning #a/c #aziracrow #another traditional drawing with some digital edits... didn't wanna make the background solid black so u can see the individual marks #kinda adds an Effect #yes the marker was too small but listen #i really like how this turned out even though it took me weeks to edit since i'm apparently busy all the time #i love pain #pomegrantArt

[xxxcertifiednerdxxx]

a week is long but a year is short

thank josh for the one who invented the jort

#jorts #not the cat the clothes #But the cat is cool too #drake and josh #josh #nerd out #nerd-out #time is a construct #pain Is forever

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wen ning #wei wuxian #wen qing #jiang cheng #Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile. #This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature. #But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly' #My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out. #Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth. #I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity- #-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly. #Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose. #You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok #Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards. #Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever. #To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss. #Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'. #described in alt text #I'm trying it out! *please* give me feedback - I want to eventually Add image ID to all of these comics one day

[whatbigotspost]

Terfs: hmm…scientists, sociologists, and experts of all kinds tell me I’m factually wrong, I’ve been rejected from most feminist spaces, my views are only embraced by white supremacists, MRAs, tradwifes, fundamentalist evangelical zealots, and all my former friends hate me. Maybe my views are…..…bad?

Also terfs: no, no it’s trans women who are the problem.

#HONESTLY i wish them #pain and suffering forever ☺️ #happy Saturday actually normal people #FUCK OFF TERFS

[iooiu]

playing around with future donnie’s design and all i can say for sure is this:

1) lose an arm gain three

2) dies

#my bribe has been fulfilled good bye forever folks #ignore how i my lineart is nonexistence i dont actually know her #tried playing around with thin lines though and honestly its kinda fun #personally i prefer the thick ones but thats just me #anyway #future donnie at your first #his design was so fun but also a PAIN TO DRAW THOSE STUPID ROBOT ARMS #hashtag suffering #its ok he dies real soon so its fine <3 #ft some conceptualizing scenes from tltc #hopefully #rottmnt #tmnt #donatello #future donnie #future michelangelo #mikey #bad future timeline #i love her actually sm bad future my beloved #kk im done

[localfandomenthusiast]

Pick your poison,

Charles "Sounds a lot like you, maybe that's why I like her so much" Rowland

Or

Edwin "I keep attracting freaky ass guys towards me (Crow, cat and own bully/murderer)" Payne

#dead boy detectives #edwin payne #edwin paine #charles rowland #dead boy detective agency #dead boy detective spoilers #dead boy detectives agency #dead boy detectives spoilers #cat king #monty #i'm so normal about them #rip simon #had to take his picture myself #mixed feelings about him tho #so i dont feel that bad #forever cannot come soon enough #season 2 please #im not saying anything #but does this make Edwin a furry #attract all sort of guys except his own crush #bless his heart #i need charles and edwin to smooch

[frenchublog]

ily

#spuffy #spike x buffy #buffy the vampire slayer #btvs #my art #lmao guess who's brainrot again #sarah michelle gellar #james marsters #redraw screenshot #in pain since like forever #spuffy walked so that reylo could run #because it seems like all my ships are doomed and you'd think id be full of hate but no #im powerful because i decided to not care #denial is key #please dont repost #this came to me in a dream #they're effulgent #btw theres bonus art/doodles on instagram #things i couldn't put on the pages

[earthfluuke]

"Why am I hurting? Wake up. She's not your girlfriend." SHE LIKES A BOY (NXDIA)

#23.5 #23.5 the series #23.5 degrees #23.5 degrees the series #ongsasun #ongsa x sun #love pattranite #milk pansa #my creations #i've been waiting to make this set FOR FOREVER #felt like today's ep was perfect for it #i love pain :)

[ricky-mortis]

Curly haired Agent Curt Mega :D

#Curt talked about how his hair is naturally curly on his stream Wednesday #cause he hadn’t straightened it before stream #and so I said what if #what if curt characters with curly hair #and y’all know I love drawing agent Curt mega #idk just a silly little idea #I like it #Curt just has great hair period #between this drawing and the Ted one- I think drawing hair is finally growing on me #making peace with it #I love that jacket but it gave me hell this time around #art is pain but by god do I love doing it #spies are forever #curt mega #agent curt mega #saf #tin can bros #tcb spies are forever #hehehe #my art #:)

[rebrandedbard]

How does the great Sandpiper successfully smuggle 130 children out of the Nilfgaard-occupied territory of Hamm? With the power of a forgotten story, a traditional song, and a masterful lie.

A piece for my upcoming fic, The Piper of Hamm, based on The Pied Piper of Hamelin, next in my fairy tale series.

#FINALLY finished this wip from literally TWO YEARS ago and it only took an HOUR to add the background and stuff #my art #my witcher art #witcher #the witcher #jaskier #The Piper of Hamm fic #I'm basically writing all these fics in order on a sticky note #you can see why I haven't gotten around the the Howl's Moving Castle or Stardust AUs yet because of this #TWO YEARS I had this idea #and it is only now being written #my life is pain lmao #but I've never been invested in a fandom this long so I think I've finally found my forever fandom #and the need to write these aus is still strong #so we'll see them one day

[topnotchquark]

Nico saying that Lewis gives his daughters boxes of presents every Christmas just got caught in my mind.

Imagine you were a mixed race boy born in Hertfordshire, different from everyone else around you. Bullied in school, being raised by your father to compete in a sport where money is very much of essence and you and your family do not have a lot of it. And then you meet this other boy who comes from the kind of life you dream to live one day. You're friends and fierce competitors. You find solace in each other. You visit Monaco for the first time with your friend, dreaming up the life you will have when you make it, when you beat out of the mould that the world thought it could capture you in.

And then you two grow through the ranks and you're at the pinnacle of your sport and you have what it takes to win and the world recognises that you can win. And you win. You win with your friend and fiercest competitor by your side fighting with you for those wins, and this fighting ruins something something that was valuable to both of you when you were still innocent and unsullied by life.

But despite everything that went into the doing and undoing of this relationship, you still realise that this person you once called a friend has a life and family beyond your bitter dynamic. He has children, and children need love and affection and good memories. And you're a better man now so you understand that. So you make sure the kids get gifts on Christmas. And you make sure of it every year. Afterall, if you met someone you loved deeply when you were both kids, wouldn't you feel a pang of nostalgia when they had kids. Wouldn't you try to extend the warmth that you couldn't find for your friend to his children. Afterall, whatever happens during childhood basically remains with you forever.

#and nico's perspective of the same is just #being bullied as a child and being profoundly lonely till you find this friend who is in many ways the yardstick for performance #and even when you go through all this rancidity and the love has almost evaporated down to bare bones politeness #you know there is something that remains deep down #and so he gets your kids Christmas gifts each year #both their childhoods were sites of pain and both of them found something with each other #and lewis honours that by being a positive presence in nico's childrens' lives #albeit from a distance #and of course we're no strangers to how much Nico loves his kids #you can bet if Lewis had kids Nico would do that same #sorry this caught in my heart a little #I knew he had been giving presents for a while and I always thought of that as very beautiful but seeing it on the tl made me remember #man #love haunts you in such peculiar ways forever #brocedes #lewis hamiton #nico rosberg #f1 #formula 1