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gyeomsweetgyeom · 25 days
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[8:08 am]
reference pic!
(cw: a child)
CEO!Jaemin's phone was ringing like crazy in his pocket, and yet as hard as he tried not to let it bother him, it was bothering him. He had let his assistant know he would be in late and to let everyone that needed to know know, so why was he getting calls?
His daughter's small hand was held in his own while she skipped and ran her fingers through the bushes and plants against along the sidewalk while she sang to herself. She was so cute.
Jaemin even had to admit he was proud of how put-together she looked this morning. Her hair looked neat, which was a struggle and a half since she was very picky since you always "did it better." Since the last time he did her hair, he'd made you be his model so he could learn some simple hairstyles for when you weren't able to do her hair. It was the best ponytail he'd ever done and he made sure to take tons of pictures to show you later.
This morning you'd left earlier than usual to handle some business which meant it was up to Jaemin to get his daughter ready and to school. They'd left on time and parked a ways away so they could walk and look at the flowers. Jaemin could never say no to his daughter- it was a real problem.
He sighed as he begrudgingly pulled his phone from his pocket, quickly tightening his hold on his daughter’a hand and adjusting the pink hello kitty backpack on his shoulder. “Hello?” He asked bluntly into the phone.
“Mr. Na, I’m sorry. I know you’re coming in late, but one of the board members came in early and is requesting a meeting. I’ve already told him you won’t be in right away but I can hear him leaving you messages. Maybe, don’t listen to them with your daughter around…” his assistant explained nervously.
Jaemin sighed, sending his daughter a bright smile when her concerned face turned to look up at him, “just let him know I’ll be there in 20. While you’re at it, please contact the rest of the board members and remind them about basic etiquette. Never mind, I’ll do that myself. I’ll be there in 20. Thanks for the heads up.”
He hangs up the phone and steps through the gates of his daughter’s school. He walks her to the door where other students and parents are looking at him with wonder. He can hear the mothers whispering about how handsome he looks and the dads mumbling about his he wasn’t all that. He laughed it off and crouched down to his daughter’s height.
He pulled the fluffy backpack off his shoulder and helped his daughter put it on. A backpack that was just over half her size, but she begged and begged, so of course Jaemin got it for her. He swore he saw some of the teachers in the hall fan themselves at that. He was going to have a blast telling you all about the fawning women later.
“Ok, are you going to be good today?” He asked his daughter in a soft voice.
She nodded dutifully, her pony tail bouncing up and down. He smiled, pressing a kiss to her forehead, “good girl. I’ll see you later. Love you, baby girl.”
“I love you mostest!” His daughter smiles, pressing a wet kiss to his cheek before she darts off into the hallway.
Jaemin watches her with a bittersweet feeling. She was growing up too fast, just a few months ago she would cling to your legs and beg you not to leave her. Now, she was running off without even looking back.
Or so he thought, she got to her class and turned to Jaemin with a smile that resembled his own, and waved. Good, now he could get through the day.
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pucksandpower · 1 year
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Max Verstappen x Miss Universe!Reader - Social Media AU
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maxverstappen1 y/n is the kindest, smartest, most beautiful, and most compassionate person i know. there is no one more deserving of being Miss Universe. i am so proud of you, schatje. the crown pales in comparison to the way you shine each and every day
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yourusername there is no greater gift than experiencing all of this with you by my side. love you forever
danielricciardo never a doubt from the second she got on the stage
yourusername thank you dany 💕
landonorris does that make you mister universe?
madmaxstan asking the real questions
f1fan8 i’m actually so obsessed with you guys
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yourusername tonight we learned that i’m the better driver in this relationship
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maxverstappen1 identity theft isn’t a joke
redbullracing where should we send the contract?
missuniverse if you’re taking our title holder does that mean we get to take your driver?
yourusername i’ll drive in barcelona and max can fill in for my photoshoot next weekend. he just has to learn how to walk in heels and we’re all set
yourfan5 what can’t y/n do??? a true queen
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f1wagupdates Reigning Miss Universe Y/N Y/L/N joined boyfriend Max Verstappen and sponsor TAG Heuer at the Monaco Grand Prix
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pageantgirl the fact that y/n was invited in her own capacity because Miss Universe is partnered with TAG Heuer … it’s fate
f1wagupdates and how proud they look of each other in every pic I’ve seen 🫠
orangearmygirl i remember them walking in together for max’s debut race. they’ve come so far 🥺
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yourusername there’s something about the monaco air
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maxverstappen1 my date planning abilities have improved
yourusername it’s true. 10/10, no notes
landonorris pretty sure that something is just called max living there
yourusername yeah that certainly helps
missuniverse absolutely gorgeous 👑
maxandy/nfan the way max makes y/n laugh. i want that one day
f1fan3 they singlehandedly made me believe in love. they’ve been together for years and still look at each other like they’re the only person in the world
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leclercsainzz · 10 months
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hello darling,
idk if i asked already but i was listening to “moth to a flame” and i was wondering if you could do a smau with the ferrari boys to this song, please:) maybe she’s dating one of them but sneaking behind his back with the other (i swear i’m not into cheating i just wanted to request something with drama lol)
MOTH TO A FLAME
PAIRINGS: charles leclerc x girlfriend!reader / carlos sainz x fem!reader
TYPE: social media au
WARNING: || cheating
part 1 - part 2
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yourusername: my heart <33 (no, charles didn’t cook)
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charles_leclerc: you underestimate me, mon amour:( i’ll cook you something that’ll have you asking for more
charles_leclerc: i still love you though 😘
user: thanks for the clarification, babe!
↳ user: wait what happened?
↳ user: he uploaded a pic of yn holding the bowl captioning it, “cooked dinner for my love” on his story lmaoo 😂
user: “no, charles didn’t cook” not her exposing his ass
pierregasly: his story scared me a bit, ngl 🤣 i thought the food was gonna go to waste
↳ user: PIERRE 😭😭
user: they’re literally the cutest, i swear
user: my yncharles heart 😩
user: the way he’s looking at her in the last pic
↳ user: he’s soo in love with her, it’s too cute 😩
user: i just know carlos was laughing thinking charles actually attempted to “cook” after seeing his story
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yourusername: small vacay dump(:
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user: my favorites!!!
user: parents frr
user: i love the fact that he’s always smiling whenever he’s around yn 😭 they’re meant to be
charles_leclerc: you take my breath away ❤️ i love you
↳ yourusername: ❤️
↳ user: they are the reason i believe in love
danielricciardo: where was my invite?
user: my parents, eveyone!!! 😩
user: obsessed with you both
pierregasly: cute! (the last slide , that is) 🤪
↳ yourusername: hating ass
user: the cutest 🥺
user: charles, can i please have yn 🙏🏼 @charles_leclerc
user: yn, babe, come home the kids miss you
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carlossainz55: él sabe donde está realmente tu corazón?
see translation: does he know where your heart truly lies?
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user: sir, was the first pic necessary? 😩
user: weird way to propose but YES
user: oou what’s up with the caption? 👀
user: don’t let the thirst trap distract you from the caption
↳ user: I DEMAND TO KNOW WHO HE’S TALKING ABOUT
charles_leclerc: oh wow 😍
maxverstappen1: george russell who?
↳ georgerussell63: he learned from the best (me, obviously)
↳ carlossainz55: nO
user: the caption might not even mean anything but like?? 👀 who could he be referring to??!???
user: ima choose to ignore the caption and focus on YOU because my oh myyy 😮‍💨
user: was he seeing anyone that i didn’t know about??!?
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yourusername: race week with MY fav driver AND lover 😌
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user: MY FAV WAG!!!
user: mother asf 😍
charles_leclerc: you’re too beautiful, stop distracting me 😩
carlossainz55: of course
↳ user: it’s okay carlos, you’re my favorite driver 😌
user: mother and father looking good as always!!
user: yn, babe, we get it he’s yours 😭 no need to emphasize on the “my” or “and”
↳ user: not me being jealous of him
danielricciardo: i thought i was your favorite driver?
↳ yourusername: 😲
user: yn really knows how to make him smile huh 😒
↳ user: wishing i was her rn
↳ user: nah, i’m wishing i was him
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charles_leclerc: not the results we wanted today, but hopefully tomorrow will be a better day with no distractions!
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user: you got this!!
user: head up, charles! ❤️
user: it’s soo hard being a ferrari fan, i can’t 😭
user: what happened today?!???!? that turned looked like it was done intentional
↳ user: i don’t think charles would do that to carlos or himself
user: nah cause there was a lot of tension between carlos and charles … something happened between the two
↳ user: we need our girl yn to spill the tea cause 👀
user: i’m disappointed 😩 we could’ve had a great quali
user: i’m choosing to blame the cars
user: does anybody know where yn was? i missed seeing my girl on screen even if it’s like a second
↳ user: pretty sure she didn’t go today
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banananutsmuthie · 1 year
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The Beginner's Guide to Great-Looking Abs in Just 10 Minutes
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Idol(s): Wendy [Red Velvet]
Word Count: 2.8k+ words
A/N: A quick writing experiment for an idea I had. This will be different from what you're used to but I hope you'll give it a chance. Wanted to use Wendy abs pic from the GOT the Beat "Stamp on It" performance but there were no great stills.
“Close the door.”
This is how it starts. Notice Wendy’s choice of words here. She’s left the door open to interpretation. Now, you have two choices: you can either lock the door—which is probably what Wendy meant when she said to “close” it—or, you can take her words at face value and merely close the door like she asked.
Leave the door unlocked.
Give any passersby the opportunity to walk in on whatever lewd things Wendy wants to do in the 10 minutes she has before she has to perform. Perhaps this way, she’ll learn to choose her words carefully next time.
After you close the door, Wendy will smile. “Well? I haven’t got all day.”
She’ll be sitting on the couch. Walk toward her, but not too fast! You don’t want to seem too eager. This version of Wendy only works when she’s the needy one. Give her any reason to think you’re the one that needs her and you’ll never hear from her again.
There are rules, you see, prerequisites established by Wendy for this thing between you and her to work out. First, she lets you call her whatever you want. Call her Wendy, call her your cumbucket, call her a slut (she particularly likes that one), but under no circumstance shall you claim her as yours. She is not your baby, your lover, your jagi. You are not her boyfriend. This is just sex. Because when you get caught (and you will), the first newspaper to break the story will claim Wendy is “dating”. Wendy will only speak the truth—she will say she is not dating to free herself from the backlash she will inevitably receive and place the blame on the newspaper for reporting fake news. For her, it’s all the fun without the consequences.
The second rule—the fun rule—is “never the same place twice”. This is just sex for her, and because it’s just sex, she will want to do it everywhere and anywhere. Seulgi’s room, the recording studio, in some dark alley, it doesn’t matter: when she texts you the time and place, she expects you to drop everything for her, no questions asked. Wendy enjoys the thrill. She wants to get caught. This is why you leave the door unlocked in the first place.
Now that you’re refreshed on the rules, you’re ready to begin.
Get right up to her where she���s sitting on the couch. Gently part her legs if you have to. Slap her hand away when she greedily tries to unzip your pants. She will play along when you tell her, “You had all day to text me, and you only decide right before you have to perform to call me here? Not a lot of time to do anything, Wendy. This is going to cost you.”
“Name your price,” Wendy will say.
There are rules to negotiation, just like there are rules for sex with Wendy. Ask for something absurd, something she’ll never agree to. Set the bar high so that what you get is closer to what you wanted to begin with. “Threesome later this week. You and one of your members. I don’t care which one.”
Wendy will scoff and present a counter offer: “Eat me out now and I’ll let you cum in me before our next performance and let that load soak through my safety shorts on stage.”
As tempting as that sounds, there will be no immediate satisfaction for you should you accept. Make one last offer.
“Blowjob with a blast to your face. Right now. Maybe I’ll play with your tits if you’re good. Final offer. I’m a very busy man, y’know. I’ve got better things to do.” Make it sting. There probably won’t be many things above “sex with Wendy” on your list, but you need to make Wendy believe she’s not that important—this is key.
She will complain about her makeup, how there won’t be time to redo it after you’ve ruined it, or her hair, how she spent the last couple hours getting it done. Tell her how it’s not your problem and walk toward the door. Wendy will curse, but she will finally agree because this is why she came running to you in the first place: no other man can sexually satisfy her the way that you do, so she’ll take whatever sex she can get, even if she’s not the one being pleasured.
“Fine. Handjob with a little tongue and you can cum on my abs,” she’ll say.
Turn back around, as you should always do. “Well, you better hurry then, princess. You’ve only got eight minutes left before you have to perform.”
She’ll be reaching for that zipper, but she’s a clumsy little thing, is used to handling bigger meaningful objects in her hand like a microphone, or your cock. Help her with the button, but watch as she finally figures out your skinny fit jeans and slides it down your legs.
Wendy will start to stroke, trying to get you hard for her. Let her. Undoubtedly, she will be in a hurry since she’ll have 7 minutes before she is called to the stage. It’ll feel great between her two skillful hands, but she’ll use one to start, claiming it’ll tire her arm, and she needs that arm to hold her mic up to her face in 6 minutes and 45 seconds.
“Maybe if you use your mouth, honey,” you’ll say.
Take your hand. Pinch Wendy’s chin between your thumb and index finger. Tilt her head upward so you can see the look in her eyes, determined, lustful, capable.
“You promised me a little tongue action, where’s that tongue?”
She’ll grimace. “One hand should be enough,” she’ll try to reason, but you know what it takes to get you off.
“Now. Or I walk,” you’ll say, firm and threatening, so that she understands the gravity of what’s at stake. It shouldn’t take more than that. Hold in your excitement when Wendy leans forward, parting her lips enough to stick that tongue on your tip.
Encourage her. “That’s it, right there.”
Guide her, show her where you want that tongue to be used. Bring her forward. She will try to sidestep your cock from entering her mouth, will run that tongue down the side of your shaft and make your member nice and wet. That’s okay! Make her lick your balls while she’s there, watch your cock twitch in Wendy’s grasp.
Notice how her lips have yet to touch any part of your cock. This is intentional. Look at those luscious lips glazed in gloss. She can’t afford to have them ruined by slurping up some dick just before a performance. Everyone will know then. This is why she settled on a handjob with a cum shot on the only part of her body that’s exposed in an outfit that would look better on the floor. Let her be. You’re a gentleman in that regard. If she drools from that open mouth tongue action she’s still doing on you, put your hand out underneath her chin to catch her saliva so it doesn’t drip onto her pants.
There will be a knock at the door sooner or later. “Five minutes, miss Wendy!”
This is why leaving the door unlocked is important, for times like these. Wendy will tense up, her hand on your cock tightening its grip out of surprise. What she won’t know is that the stagehand could walk in on her stroking and licking your cock right now. Imagine the look on her face when he does.
But he won’t. People in this town are too nice.
“Coming!” she’ll say, and you’ll reply with something stupid like, “Hey, that’s my line!” Wendy will roll her eyes and tell you to quiet down, but ultimately will do three things.
First, she’ll stroke faster out of necessity. This is no longer a “want” but a “need”. She needs you to cum so she can get on stage. Second, she’ll finally add that free hand to your shaft, gripping you the same way a baseball player would grip a bat. Lastly, she’ll lick your tip, just a little, starting with the underside of your cockhead, swirling around that sensitive area, and finishing with a little flourish at the tip, all without breaking eye contact.
Compliment her again, then remind her of what she promised. “So fucking hot, Wendy. But you know what happens next, right?”
She won’t need much more of a reminder than that. Apply some pressure with a pushing motion to her shoulder, just enough for her to take the hint. She will fall backfirst onto the couch.
Straddle her.
Watch as her eyes flicker as she lets out a moan when you slip your fingers between her legs, in that thigh gap, rubbing, feeling the heat radiating from Wendy's pussy even with her pants still on.
Remind her for next time: “This tight little kitty could’ve been enjoying some action right now if her owner didn’t call the lion tamer so late.” She’ll be too lost in ecstasy from your touch, and too determined with your cock to notice, but that’s okay, too.
That’ll be enough pleasure for Wendy’s pussy this time. Any more than that and she’ll be too lost in her own little world to give a fuck about her performance, the one on stage later and the one on your cock currently.
By now, Wendy will have done a good enough job to get your cock rock hard. Reward her for it. Reach underneath her top with both hands, carefully lift it up off her arms, and let it rest as a useless necklace around her neck. This way, you don’t mess up her hair by pulling it up over her head, and she won’t need to put it back on when you’re done. More importantly, it now gives you a buffer when you overshoot Wendy’s abs and cum on her tits. Not only will it be a great view, but it will also keep her outfit clean.
You should now be staring at a raw, desperate, topless Wendy. Enjoy the view. Not many people get to watch an idol giving them a handjob with such fervor underneath them. Grasp at those lovely little breasts with both hands while she strokes you. She deserves that much, at least. Watch as the muscles in her biceps flex and extend with each jerk of your cock in her tiny hands. Feel it in her soft breasts, how they jiggle lightly in your grasp.
You should feel a tingling sensation, cock throbbing, almost there, almost ready to dump your load all over Wendy. Tell her. “I’m almost there Wendy, just a little more.” She might look at the clock on the wall for a quick check, but she’ll definitely stroke faster, grip tighter, maybe even throw out some encouragement of her own to move you along.
Reward her again for being so skilled with her hands: play with Wendy’s perfect burnt-almond colored nipples. Titillate her tits. Hear her moans when you pinch those little nubs that will be getting hard with arousal. Feel her abs clench underneath you, every curve and crevice throbbing against the underside of your balls. This will encourage her to stroke faster until you hit your breaking point.
Give her a sign that you’re about to cum so she can prepare for it. You’re a gentleman, after all. It can be as subtle as tightening your straddle against her hips, or as blatant as moaning out, “Fuck, I’m gonna cum!” If you’re feeling extra frisky, you may even do both.
“Right here,” she will remind you, taking one hand off your shaft to caress her hard-earned abs, showing you exactly where she wants it. You must be careful to cum only where she instructs you to cum, or there may be no next time.
Quicken your breathing. Make sure Wendy doesn’t let go of your cock. Watch as her continued stroking results in blasting her stomach with globs of your cum. Groan if you'd like, she'll consider it as positive feedback. If she’s done a great job, you may notice cum shooting as far as her tits, which isn’t exactly her abs like she directed, but this is why you pull her top off her chest.
Unmount her when she’s drained you completely and admire the work. You are the paint, she is the artist and the canvas. There will be aqueducts of white filling in the crevices of her abs, gutters of cum flowing down her sides and letting the excess drip onto the couch.
She will not be able to get up without the risk of your cum sliding down her stomach and onto her pants. So because you're a gentleman, you’ll hand her a towel so that she can wipe herself off. She’ll get most of it, enough to finally sit up and slip back into her top. If you’ve timed it right, she should have no more than a minute to spare.
“You’re welcome,” you’ll say.
Wendy will be the first to leave her dressing room. “I’ll text you,” she’ll say. Wendy will be too much in a hurry to care that there are still shiny remnants of your cum shimmering on her abdomen. This is fine. If she’s lucky, she can play it off as oil, an “artistic choice”, should anyone ask. “Sex sells in this industry,” she’ll say.
Stay behind, count to thirty. You want to make sure there is enough of an interval after Wendy leaves to avoid any suspicion from anyone backstage that you were just with her. Once you reach thirty, leave the room, close the door, and find your way back to your car.
You may run into someone in the hallway. It could be BoA’s boyfriend who came to support her for the comeback. You shouldn’t say hi, but be courteous if he initiates contact. Worst case scenario, he will ask, “Was Wendy good?”
“What’s it to you,” you’ll reply, and he’ll go on about a dream he had one drunken night where he fucked every member of Red Velvet in a Cinderella-like fairytale. He’ll tell you all about this vivid experience with Wendy, how she was a moaner and liked it in the ass.
Ignore him, it’s best not to dawdle. “It was nice to meet you,” you’ll say. Politely bow and continue to the parking garage.
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Once there, you’ll notice Somi just a couple cars over from where you’re parked, leaning against the hood of her car. She’ll be in this amazing outfit that highlights her best features: stockings on her legs that go on for days, a top that shows off that shredded tummy, and the horizontal stripe design that really emphasizes those mouthwatering melons. It’s not a coincidence she is here.
“Hey,” she’ll say. Be polite and greet her back. You’ll try to introduce yourself, but she’ll interrupt you.
“You’re cuter than I thought you’d be,” she’ll say.
Reply back with a compliment. Go ahead and shoot your shot. She’ll appreciate the fresh forwardness that most people would be too scared to treat her with. “And you look more fuckable than I thought you’d be.”
She’ll look appalled, but watch as her indignance turns into a smirk for the appreciation of the wit and brashness, the kind of behavior that gets her pussy wet. This is exactly what she’ll be expecting, after all.
“I’ll get straight to the point,” she’ll say, “Wendy unnie told me about you. I asked her to get you here today so I could see for myself.”
Deny anything she’s accusing you of until it comes straight from her. “What have you heard?”
“I hear you’re somewhat of an idol whisperer. Knows how to pleasure women with no strings attached. Was maybe wondering if I could get a consultation in the backseat of my car.”
You are not yet ready for Somi; she is way too advanced to be covered here. Instead, she will be covered in The Advanced Guide to Great-Looking Abs in Just 10 Minutes. Politely decline but give her your number. Tell her to text another day when you’re not so busy. If she’s really interested, she’ll call.
For now, there are other things on the agenda: places to go, people to see, things to do. Get in your car, check your messages. There will undoubtedly be a text from one Lee Saerom, another client who loves riding that dick harder than Wendy.
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Her text will read: Are you coming or not?
Tell her you’re on your way. She will give you her location, tell you how she wants it. She is a much different beast from Wendy: wilder, but more tamable than Somi.
Now, the rules Wendy imposed on your arrangement are a good foundation, but these are basic principles that don’t necessarily apply to women like Saerom and Somi, women more complicated in their wants and needs. This isn’t the end of the journey—there are more rules to follow, more concepts to learn. Once you feel comfortable with the concepts in this module, take a deep breath and pat yourself on the back.
Congratulations, you are now ready for The Intermediate Guide to Great-Looking Abs in Just 10 Minutes.
A/N: Hope you enjoyed! Just a little quickie I churned out in a couple days which is a much faster turnaround time that most of my fics. Thanks for reading!
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munson-mayhem · 1 year
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For a reason I don’t understand y’all seem to like my writing or at least the story but as long as you guys want to read I’ll write stuff ! And thank you for all the support !!! I still don’t know how to link things or add pics or anything but I’ll figure it out at some point
Part 2
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Ever since the day I kicked Ao’nung in the face life hasn’t been as horrible and empty I’ve even become closer with Ao’nung and Rotxo. Things will never be as they once were but I think Neteyam would tell me to stop being a skxawng, to stop waisting my life. All life is a gift from Eywa and should be treaded as such, every year every day every hour every minute every second is a gift so I should do something with it. At least that’s what Lo’ak in all his infinite wisdom said to me one night as I sat alone on the far side of the island. Watching him March up to me that night and tell me this isn’t what Neteyam would want for me I couldn’t help but smile and tell him in that moment I saw his brother in him and that Neteyam would be very proud of the man he was becoming. We both cried that night sitting together and talking, it’s the night I admitted to Lo’ak that I feel I’m close to losing myself and I promised I would try to live not only to honor the memory of Neteyam but for my family for the sully’s. It took some time but after a few weeks I find myself sometimes spending the day with Ao’nung and Rotxo and some of their friends or I even spend time with Tsireya and Kiri, I’ve even been asked to join the Tsahik lessons they receive when Kiri spilled the beans that I had been unofficially training with Mo’at before we left the Omatikaya clan. The current Tsahik Ronal will train Ao’nungs future mate when the time comes but until then she wants us to learn what we can that way when she has her baby there will be a few of us that can help around the village with simple things. When I wasn’t with them I spend days with Jake, Lo’ak and spider we run missions and ever now and again we go to the forest to meet up with Norm and the clan to plan battle strategy, other days I spend with Neytiri and Tuk going around the village helping with any stray task or even helping Tuk with lessons. Ao’nung has been helping me learn to use a spear how to dive better how to learn the way of the water,at one point I thought about asking Tsireya but I know she spends her spare time with Lo’ak and I’d never take that time together away from them but I also wasn’t comfortable asking someone I didn’t know so I asked Ao’nung. Who better to teach me the ways of the clan more than the future Olo’eyktan himself even if he is a skxawng sometimes. Once a week Ao’nung, Tsireya, Lo’ak and I would go for training with Lo’ak’s spirit brother payakan seeing as we are the first 4 that will be preforming our Iknmaya, the three of them only have to bond with a Tsurak. I however still need to bond with a Tulkun preform all the tasks and then bond with a Tsurak too. It was during one of our days like this that all of our lives changed.
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The way the light catches on the water is mesmerizing the flickers of animals shadows as they swim by distracting me slightly but the biggest shadow is that of the Tulkun that swims above Ao’nung and I, we can see the small silhouettes that belong to our respective siblings as they swim with payakan holding his fin. I must have been distracted for to long because Ao’nung flicks a shell at me and begins signing that I need to focus on my task, I nod and begin swimming just above the sea floor far deeper than I’d been able to just a few months prior. My goal to stay under water as long as I could, my ability to hold my breath under water has been getting much better. I’ve taken to reciting the mantra of the Metkayina in my head but as I’ve gotten better at holding my breath I’ve taken to learning how to sign it, Ao’nung sits in front of me in the sand under the waves. Looking at Ao’nung I begin to sign
“The way of water has no beginning and no end.The sea is around you and in you.” The first two lines were easy enough they were all motions I’ve seen before or even used myself. “The sea is your home, before your birth and after your death. Our hearts beat in the” I’m able to sign but the next word womb I pause I’d never seen anyone sign that before so I look up to Ao’ nung and motion the word “help.” He nods at me and smiles positioning his hand about three inches below his navel where a woman’s womb would be and made a circle motion. When I try to copy the motion I must do it wrong because he makes a sound of disapproval and gets up to swim towards me. I’m sitting cross legged on the ground as he swims behind me and while he’s still in my view he motions for me to kneel. Once he’s directly behind me he kneels his chest presses into my back as he leans forward to wrap his hand over mine, once he has it he flattens my hand over my womb his pressed firmly into mine and moves my hand in a clockwise motion. It takes a few moments but when he releases my hand he doesn’t back away instead I see him reach both arms around me and motion for me to “try again.”
Taking care to slow my heart I try signing the entire line again “Our hearts beat in the womb of the world.” I successfully Finnish the line. When I’m done I spin around quickly and throw my arms around Ao’nungs neck making him let out a startled noise and a few bubbles. You can’t really fall when you’re under water but with the weight I threw into this hug we hit the sea floor. There’s sand everywhere, as we try and twist and get away it just kicks up more I can’t see anything can’t tell which way is up or down. What I do feel seconds later are large hands grabbing my one on my waist the other on my neck then I’m pulled into a chest. When I try to move Ao’nung holds me tighter to his chest so I stop. It’s been a minute or two according to the count in my head but my neck if starting to hurt from holding it at an odd angle for so long so I decide to lay my head on his chest. Once I do I feel him relax a little and thread his fingers into my hair. It takes a few more minutes for the sand to finally settle but when it does I look up to Ao’nung and smile then place my head back where it was for just a few moments longer.
The way of water has no beginning and no end. The sea is around you and in you. The sea is your home, before your birth and after your death. Our hearts beat in the womb of the world. Our breath burns in the shadows of the deep. The sea gives and the sea takes. Water connects all things. Life to death. Darkness to light.
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It’s been a few days since the under water sand storm incident and I’ve been avoiding Ao’nung because of it, not entire sure now to deal with the fact that I’m pretty sure I have feelings for the young man. I find myself on the same deserted part of the island I practically lived at for the first few months after I lost my first love.About 6 months had passed since we lost Neteyam and I know he would want me to live and be happy but I still feel like I’m betraying him by caring for Ao’nung.
“Sis” I hear a voice I’d know anywhere say. When I whip around and see all of my surrogate siblings Lo’ak leading the party.
When the entire group reaches me they all take a seat Lo’ak right across from me Kiri and Spider on either side of us and Tuk sits right in my lap giving me a hug as she does.
“How we can help?” Kiri asks giving me a soft smile while taking my hand. Squeezing her hand I smile back and sigh I take a look at each person here starting with Kiri then Lo’ak, Spider and finally Tuk, she smiles and nods for me to tell them.
“Would you hate me if I cared for Ao’nung” i finally mutter after several minutes
The three older kids look like they’re all about to start saying things at once and i wince but little Tuk beats them to it
“Y/N we could never hate you, not for anything your just as much a sully as we are and sully’s stick together you grew up along side each of us you are our sister with or without having mated with Neteyam.” She pauses to take a deep breath and sees I’m about to say something” I’m not done!” She giggles. “Neteyam would want you to be happy like he would for all of us, We want you to be happy too so do mom and dad.” Before I can say anything Kiri speaks next.
“ it’s not like your forgetting him or disrespecting his memory by loving someone else. Wouldn’t you want him to move on at some point and be happy too if it had been you that we lost.” I nod as Lo’ak starts speaking
“I said my peace a few months ago but what I will say is let us be here for you ok you skxawng.” I laugh out as I cry quietly we all look to spider but he’s quiet for a moment or two.
“ I’m not the same species but I am one of you and that’s because you always treated me like the sully kids, you taught me the same things you taught them, helped me with anything I needed just like you would them, you even stood up for me at times when others didn’t, you were the one that tried to fight my dads unit to get me back in the forest that night.” He pauses “ you have always been and will always be my big sister and you deserve all the happiness in this world.” He finishes speaking and looks up at me. They all look at me and I’m not entirely sure what to say. It takes a few minutes for me to stop crying but once I do I get a genius idea. Without waiting I launch from my spot on the ground onto Lo’ak and lay across his stomach and yell “ DOG PILE !” the other three scramble up to join in all of us laughing and making comments so loud that we don’t hear Jake and Neytiri walk up with with Ronal, Tonowari, Ao’nung, Tsireya, and Rotxo. Everyone but the Sully parents look at us like we’re crazy. When Ao’nung and Tsireya look at each other they smile and acknowledge the love they both share for a sully sibling. When we all finally untangle from the dog pile still laughing we start to help each other up and wave at the group looking at us. We end up making a bonfire on the beach and sitting there as one big group laughing and taking together and sharing fun stories for what seems like hours. After awhile I find myself next to Ao’nung and after slightly longer I rest my head on his strong shoulder he brings one hand to my hair and plays with it everything is amazing until we hear someone scream
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So I stayed up until like four last night writing down the lyrics for the Circe Saga because it’s incredible and Spotify didn’t have lyrics yet but since tumblr doesn’t want me to post pics rn for some reason I’ll just try again later and instead talk about the songs!!! :D
Puppeteer- The intro instrumental lives in my head to rent and so does Eurylochus’s rap part, I need to know what he was going to tell Odysseus he sounded so vulnerable- I swear this guy is climbing up my favorite characters list, I do find it interesting how he wanted to leave the crew behind with Circe when later in Mutiny he confronted Odysseus for “trading the lives of his crew” in order to get home so hopefully that means he had a change and heart and wasn’t just being a hypocrite, I also love how the Circe Saga as a whole but especially Puppeteer and There Are Other Ways really highlight how terrible Odysseus feels about everything he’s done, everyone he’s failed or killed since leaving home, I need to know how he goes from hating himself to embracing all he’s done
Uhh favorite lines!
“Look at all we’ve lost and all we’ve learned, Every single cost is so much more than what we’ve earned” SING IT Eurylochus
Wouldn’t You Like- HEHEHEH I absolutely adore the synthwave-y aspects of the song I’m a huge lover of synthwave vibes as of recent, I would genuinely vibe to the instrumental all day long, Mr. Jalapeño release the instrumental versions pLplzplz 🙏, I’m sure we all know by know that Troy is the real Hermes there’s no other way he can bring THAT much charisma to the role, I’ve seen charisma before but never like that oh my god, I also love his unhinged laugh so much idk how he does it but I want to learn, also when I was writing the lyrics I had to stop for a sec and be like “is this song just Hermes giving his great grandson drugs ooor-“ because that’s 100% something he would do
Favorite lines…
Just the entire “Here in the root of this flower, There lies such a power, To take her on” segment of the song it’s just 👌
Also the part where he’s going OOOhoOhohAhahdph while the ensemble sings his verses his voice is so BEAUTIFUL and POWERFUL oh my GOD
“Don’t thank me friend! You very well may die” I chuckled so loud lmao
And his little “Good luck 😉” he’s so silly he knows shit is going to go down
Done For- okay was the lyric for this song always “I just ate a flower, one that claims your power” cuz I could have sworn it was drains your power but I might just be crazy, also chimera supremacy I love that Jorge was able to find a way to implement it, Jorge and Talya’s voices sound so great together I need more 😭, I also love that this song starts to hint at more depth behind Circe’s actions idk who out here thinks she’s a meh one-note/one-off villain but she’s not!! I’ll make a 50 page PowerPoint on this don’t test me!!
Fav lines…
“You’ve lost.” Okay Odysseus 🤡
“My nymphs are like my daughters, I protect them at all costs, The last time we let strangers live, We faced a heavy loss.” This!! This is what I’m saying she feels like she has no choice other than to hurt people so that the people she loves will stay safe, she’s literally Odysseus further down the line! it’s so fascinating to see a character like this facing off against the main protagonist bc at this point in the story we don’t know what kind of person he will become yet and yet Jorge shows us with Circe Ahdldhnsbdk
There Are Other Ways- Okay I’ll be honest, this song was the last one on my radar not bc I didn’t like it but because I was just looking forward to others so much more and it was also the one I intentionally heard less clips of because I wanted at least one song that I didn’t already know half of the lyrics to 💀 ANYWAY THIS ONE IS THE BEST SONG IN THE CIRCE SAGA CHANGE MY MIND (I’m so sorry Troy I love your voice but this song is simply better) Dude the lyrics go soso hard in this one, I’m such a sucker for one character having like a big emotional moment while another is like singing/backing them up in the background and there’s so much of that here, and the call backs? Both to earlier songs in the saga AND Just A Man, my favorite song Just A Man? Every call back to that song is just so RAW I LOVE IT, I don’t know a ton about Greek mythology outside of Epic so I dont know if Circe and Posideon have this past beef or something but I do find it interesting that it’s only after he is mentioned that Circe decides to help Odysseus but I also think it’s larger due to how he reminds her of herself with how he misses Penelope, UM THE BEAT DROP after the underworld is mentioned for the first time??? CHILLS SHIVERS EVERYTHING dude I love how the entire atmosphere changes so much because yes this could be Odysseus’ only change to make it home safely but it’s also so much more dangerous than the shitty situation they’re already in so there’s not even time for relief or a breath of air like he’s IN it now there’s no going back
Best lyrics omfg…
“There are other roads to the soul~” Talya, Tayla. This is why some of us can’t sing, the universe needs balance and you are the only explanation for that
“Want to save your men from the fire? Show me that you’re willing to burn” 😐 AAAAAH
“But there’s no puppet here” get it puppeteer? Puppet here? I thought it was clever lol
“Back at home, my wife awaits for me, She’s my everything, My Penelope” The yearning in his voice made me feel things
“So I beg you Circe, Grant us mercy, And let us puppets leeeeave~” We have literally never seen Odysseus use this sort of tactic before to get his way but I genuinely think he’s being genuine here, no play, he only wants to see his wife and son again, he’s so close to giving up hope, he’s losing his spirit, he’s searching for any sliver of help even from a women who wants him dead
“I know of a brilliant prophet… Problem is that prophets dead.” Again the cord or piano key I think it was was so AH SO GOOD AH I am foaming at the mouth for when we start getting teasers for the Underworld Saga
“Maybe showing one act of kindness, Leads to kinder souls down the road” someone make an au where Polities and Circe become besties she needs a friend like him but don’t we all, but seriously THIS is what I’m saying!! She is future Odysseus! Only difference being is that she’s so tired of hurting people at this point she decides to take a chance and give help rather than pain in the hopes that it will somehow contribute to a kinder world
“Maybe one day the world, Will need a puppeteer no more” this is her plea for help, she yearns for the day where she won’t need to be a monster in order to protect her nymphs, for Odysseus his plea was for him and his men to leave, they both showed such vulnerability in this song in different ways its ART ITS ART *gun shot*
“I have been in love once before” She even had her own Penelope guys, this is the true reason why she decided to help Odysseus methinks
Okay uhhh I think that’s it ^_^ Circe Saga rules, it might be my fav saga I’ll decide soon
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Misumi Ikaruga | [SR] Triangular Sake Cup For A Dinner-Time Drink | A Coming-of-Age Ceremony and a Triangle - Part 2
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Kazunari: Ta-da!
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Misumi: How do we look~?
Kumon: Whoa!! You guys look so cool wearing hakamas!
Misumi: Ehehe, Yuki dressed us up so nicely~.
Yuki: It’s more thanks to the hakamas from the kimono shop Azu-nee goes to. The fabric they’re made of is great and they really suit you two.
Misumi: Thanks~. They’re also really comfy to wear.
Kazunari: For realsies! Huge thanks to Azu!
Tenma: By the way, if you guys still have some time, we got something for you…
Misumi: Something for us~?
Tenma: Yeah, it’s our gift to you for your coming-of-age celebration. You can open it if you want.
Misumi: Okay! I wonder what could be inside…?
Kazunari: Ah, sake cups! And the designs are supes cute too!
Misumi: Mine’s a really nice triangle~!
Tenma: It’s the perfect gift for you since you’re adults now, isn’t it?
Yuki: We all picked them out for you, so you better use them.
Misumi: Thanks! I can’t wait to have a drink out of this triangle!
Kazunari: Samesies! I’m so hyped! Thanksies, fam!
Muku: Ehehe, we’re glad you like them!
Kumon: Yeah!
Kazunari: Wait, Sumi! We need to get going, aren’t we like, lowkey running late!?
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Misumi: Wah, we are~!
*Footsteps*
Yuki: I know you’re in a hurry and all, but you’re wearing those beautiful hakamas, so you better not mess them up.
Muku: Be careful not to fall, guys…!
Tenma: Go make some good memories.
Kumon: Ah, and take some pics if you can!
Kazunari: ‘Kay!
Misumi: Bye!
*Door closes*
*Flashback end*
Izumi: I know I saw the pictures of you guys in your hakamas for your coming-of-age ceremony before, but I had no clue that was the story behind it.
Misumi: Yeah. Kazu was right, we made great memories and I’m still glad that I participated in the coming-of-age ceremony.
*Faucet running*
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Misumi: Ah, it’s a pretty triangle now~!
Izumi: Fufu, I’m glad. By the way, did you end up having a drink from that cup after the coming-of-age ceremony?
Misumi: I got to use it on the next day we had off. Me and Kazu had a drinking party with Azuma, Tsumugi, and Tasuku.
Misumi: But it was my first time drinking actual sake, so I drank a little too much… and I think I caused trouble for everyone.
Misumi: That’s why I try not to drink sake that much now~.
Izumi: I see. Well, sake does have a high alcohol content, so it’s easy to get drunk on it.
Misumi: I wanna use this triangle again when I learn to get better at drinking sake~!
Izumi: (But still, drunk Misumi-kun, huh… I can’t really imagine it, but I wonder what he’s like when drunk.)
Azuma: Sorry to intrude on your fun. Do you mind if I wash this dishcloth for a bit?
Misumi: I’m already done washing my triangle, so go ahead!
Azuma: Thank you.
Misumi: I was just talking to Director-san about one of my first times drinking.
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Misumi: Sorry for causing you so much trouble back then, Azuma~.
Azuma: Fufu, don’t worry about it. You were quite cute that day, Misumi.
Azuma: If I remember correctly, all your sentences ended with “triangle” as an inflection…
Izumi: T-Triangle as an inflection…?
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Choose!
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Option 1: You should try and talk like that.
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Izumi: Misumi-kun, can you try to talk like that so I can see what it’s like?
Misumi: Umm, today’s a great day for cleaning, so I made my triangle sake cup all shiny and happy, triangle~!
Misumi: It’s a really nice triangle, triangle!
Misumi: …Something like that~?
Izumi: (There were even more triangles than I had imagined…!)
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Option 2: I’ll try to talk like that.
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Izumi: Was it something like this?
Izumi: Can I get another refill, triangle!? …Or something.
Azuma: The nuance is right, but I think he used a lot more triangles.
Izumi: I-I see…
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Izumi: Well, it’s a very Misumi-kun-like thing to end his sentences with “triangle” when drunk.
Misumi: Ehehe, is it~?
Misumi: But I’ve been a little more careful not to drink too much since then~.
Azuma: Fufu. But I’d like to meet that Misumi again.
Izumi: (I think I’d like to see drunk Misumi-kun someday too…)
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heavyhitterheaux · 2 years
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One and Only
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AN: yall probably are going to want to fight Urban after this 🤷🏾‍♀️
Synopsis: You're tired of your long term boyfriend acting single so you decide to give him a taste of his own medicine
Pairing: Urban Wyatt x Reader
Inspired by my Luna love @sinsandsuccubus 😘💕
Please Do Not Repost My Content Anywhere
You couldn't quite put your finger on why your boyfriend was still acting the way he was as of lately, but you were tired of it.
But, you shouldn't be surprised.
This is how he acted before the two of you had gotten together.
The only problem is that even though you held the title of being Urban's girlfriend, the title shouldn't even exist at this point.
Any time he went out he would be surrounded by different girls.
And none of them were you.
People would tag you in the posts.
The strippers
The lap dances
Getting drunk and high in public
Oh, and let's not forget him doing a body shot off of someone's boobs that weren't yours.
But you still stayed.
For reasons that you couldn't quite understand.
At this point, it was embarrassing and humiliating to see that someone who was in a relationship that was publicly known act the way he did.
You saw the looks of pity.
You were told numerous times that you didn't deserve this from different family members and friends.
The fact that even Urban's best friend Jack told you that you could do better.
He knew Urban like the back of his hand and knew his ways and from the looks of it, things had only gotten worse.
He thought that the antics might stop since he had asked for you to be his girlfriend but it was the exact opposite.
Urban acted as if he never had a care in the world or a girlfriend waiting at home for him.
I guess he figured, if she hasn’t left by now, then what makes you think she’ll do it now?
As far as you know, Urban hasn't slept with anyone else, but you had a feeling if he kept this little routine of his up that sleeping with someone else would probably be next on the list.
You knew he loved you... or did he?
Or did he love you simply because you were reliable and always there for him when he needed it?
Urban was going on tour with Jack and you had helped him pack everything in his suitcases.
You were nervous to say the least.
Different city every night also meant different girls every night which also meant them not knowing how to keep their hands off your boyfriend and to themselves. 
He leaves tomorrow morning around 6 am to catch his flight and you were dreading it.
You weren’t really dreading it because you knew that you would miss him, that was a given.
You were dreading it because you already know that there will be plenty of pics and videos showing his extracurricular activities.
For now the two of you were just laying around the house and having a relaxing day.
One thing about your boyfriend is that he was perfect in every other aspect.
You didn't want for nothing with him.
Except him engaging in hoeish activities.
When he was with you, he was the perfect boyfriend and it was like a switch was flipped. 
It was almost as if you were dating two different people.
"I'm going to miss you." You confessed while looking up at Urban who had his eyes focused on the television in front of him. He broke out of that trance when he heard your voice. 
"You know you can always come with me, baby."
"If I want to keep my job, I can't."
If you wanted to eventually break out on your own, you needed to learn all that you possibly could and pay your dues.
"Can't you take off for at least a week?"
Honestly, every time that Urban left he would try his best to get for you to go with him, but nine times out of ten you opted to stay home.
"I'll see what I can do but no promises."
"You work too hard mamas."
"I have goals I want to accomplish. I have to work hard."
"Not being my girlfriend you don't."
"Not everyone has a famous best friend."
"But still..."
"Like I said, I'll see." You replied while kissing Urban's cheek.
"That way we can fuck in multiple countries. Maybe even join the mile high club."
"URBAN!"
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It took some convincing but you were able to get a week off from your job and told Jack and Neelam so that you would be able to surprise Urban.
So far you hadn't been tagged in anything displaying Urban's nonsense which you were thankful for.
Maybe he got it all out of his system and is starting to change?
Your flight had been delayed so you missed Jack's performance, but was happy that you would be able to spend more time with your boyfriend.
The entire team had gone out to celebrate at a popular club in the city after Jack's performance and you decided to make your way over there. After you had gotten settled, Neelam sent a driver to come and get you and you began to make the short fifteen minute trip. 
Once you were inside, you immediately spot Jack in the VIP section and he motions for you to come towards him. He met you halfway and brought you in for a hug.
"Hey Y/N, I'm happy you’re here."
"Always happy to spend time with you guys. Where's Urban?"
"Umm.."
"Jackman start talking. NOW."
"Look, I warned him not to, but..."
You peeked over Jack's shoulder the best that you could since he happened to be a lot taller than you and all you saw was red.
You went around Jack despite him trying to pull you back towards him and made a beeline for Urban. If you were a cartoon, there would have been steam coming out of your ears.
You make eye contact with Urban as he gets a startled look on his face and pushes the girl off of his lap.
Caught red handed.
The only reason why you probably didn’t know sooner is that no one was actually posting pictures and videos of what he had been doing when he was out of your sight.
At this rate, he was worse than a toddler and never knew when to quit. 
"Y/N! Baby, what are you doing here?"
"Don't baby me. I was trying to surprise you but I see that you're still up to your old ways. I should have known."
"It was just a little dance. Doesn't mean anything." He says while looking at you but slipping the girl some cash.
"Are you serious right now?"
"I'm not about to argue with you right now in public."
He had you fucked all the way up.
"Oh, but it's okay to basically embarrass me and be all over other girls in public?"
"Babe, quit overreacting! Like damn, you always do this shit."
"If you even think that this is me overreacting you have no idea what I'm actually capable of."
"You act like I'm fucking every girl I see!"
"With your eyes, you definitely are. And how am I supposed to know that you aren’t?"
"You doin too much right now. I have never cheated on you."
“No you just like to do body shots off girls who definitely aren’t your girlfriend.”
“That was one time.” Urban muttered before breaking eye contact with you.
You scoffed before answering.
"Hmm okay then. Pick one."
"Pick what?"
"Me your girlfriend even though that title should be used very loosely or your hoeish activities because you damn sure can't have both."
Urban had a look of disbelief on his face, but remained silent.
That was all the confirmation that you needed.
"Looks like I got my answer." You responded as your eyes filled with tears and went to make your way towards the exit.
Jack tried yelling for you, but you needed to get away from everything and everyone.
You knew you should have stayed home.
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It had been about three months and you had cut off all contact with Urban and you told all of your friends to do the same thing.
You were at the point that you didn’t want anything to do with him.
If he wanted to move about like he was single, then there wasn’t even a second thought to let him go.
It hurt like hell, but for your peace of mind you knew that this was the best option.
He could be free to do what he wanted.
While you had to work on healing your heart.
But, that was okay.
You knew it wasn’t the end of the world and that relationships would come and go.
However, you just knew Urban was your soulmate.
As crazy as that sounds. 
To get you out of the house, a friend of yours was throwing a party and had been begging you to go for weeks.
You really didn’t leave the house except to get food and go to work and you had officially turned into a hermit.
You wanted to get back out on the dating scene, so you immediately said yes.
Little did you know the surprise that would be waiting for you that would take place during the night.
Urban walked into the party surrounded by his best friends and simply took in the scene in front of him.
He partied, drank, and smoked a lot heavier than he had been because he missed you.
He admits that it was stupid on his part to let you go.
And for what?
Lap dances and body shots?
Now he had been lonely as hell and didn’t have anyone to blame but himself. 
You wouldn’t answer him when he called, the unanswered texts.
After the first month, he stopped trying to contact you.
He figured if you wanted to talk to him that you would’ve.
We were now on month three and nothing but radio silence was coming from your end.
Jack had hit him on his arm to get his attention and broke him out of his thoughts.
“What?”
“Uhh, is that Y/N?”
You did look slightly different, but there was no doubt in his mind that it was you standing there across the room in front of him.
You had dyed your hair.
Was that a new tattoo on your arm?
And you were surrounded by a lot of male attention. 
“We can leave...”
“Nah. I’m good.”
He in fact, was not good.
He had his eyes on you for the entire night, so much so that Jack was starting to get concerned.
But, you still had yet to notice him.
“Uhh, Urb, you are literally burning a hole in the back of her head. Go talk to her.”
“She doesn’t want to talk to me.”
“You won’t know that unless you go over there. Truth be told you never deserved her in the first place because of your fucking antics...”
“Thank you for that.”
“Just being honest.”
It wasn’t until he noticed you and the guy you were dancing with were basically fucking while you danced on him.
Jack saw the look on his face and before he could say anything, Urban immediately made his way over to you and proceeded to throw your over his shoulder.
“WHAT THE FUCK? URBAN?! PUT ME DOWN! NOW!”
The two of you made it outside before he put you back down on the ground and you had a look of disbelief on your face.
“Okay um, for starters, hi, hello ex-boyfriend that I want absolutely nothing to do with. Second, what the absolute FUCK is your problem?”
“Look, I just.... I get it.”
“You get what?”
“Why you would get so defensive and mad over me being around other girls.”
“Okay, you got a taste of your own medicine. But guess what? You’re single and have no girlfriend now so I could care less.”
You turned to walk away, but he caught your arm turning you back towards him.
“Please Y/N, just give me another chance. I promise to do right by you this time.”
“Oh, I see. You don’t like when someone does the exact same thing to you so now you’re trying to make up for the shit you put me through. Is that right?”
“For the most part.... yes.”
“And you expect me to say yes with no hesitation?”
“I just.. please baby. These three months have been absolutely miserable without you. I promise you won’t have to worry about me disrespecting you anymore.”
“I’m not your baby. How do I know this isn’t a ploy just to get me back and you turn around and do the same thing?”
“Well, you don’t. It’s just a chance you have to take, I guess.”
“But, am I willing to take it? That’s the question.”
“You know I love you and I always showed you that.”
“Except when you would rather go get attention from strippers instead of spending time with your girlfriend.”
“Mamas, I don’t expect for you to make this easy for me but got damn. It doesn’t have to be this hard either.”
“Oh, but it does. What you put me through....I would have NEVER done that to you. And you want to know why? Look at how you just acted in that party when a man wanted to dance with me. Someone who wasn’t you.”
“I don’t know what more I can say, Y/N. I just... if you give me the chance you won’t ever have to worry about something like that happening again.”
You were quiet for a few minutes contemplating on what you wanted to do.
Did you love him?
Yes.
Do you see a future with him?
Yes.
Would you be able to look past what he did when you two were together before?
You honestly didn’t know. 
You took a deep breath before saying anything.
“Urban...”
“Yes, baby?”
You didn’t even bother to correct him this time.
“If I give you another chance, the SECOND I hear about you doing some shady ass shit we’re done FOR GOOD. And I mean for good like there’s no coming back from that.”
“Okay, I got it. Soooo that means you’re my girlfriend again?”
“If you don’t fuck this up, I expect to be your wife but that’s another conversation for another day.”
“Best believe, I’m going to make that happen.”
Urban then kissed you and proceeded to pull you into a hug and you completely relaxed in his embrace. You missed this but you damn sure weren’t going to tell him that. 
Noticing this, he smirked.
“Looks like someone missed me a lot more than she’s letting on.”
“Don’t push it Wyatt!”
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Look how incredible what appeared on my tl ❤️
some facts about tom blyth:
did therapy.
he has a motorcycle.
he used to draw, learning how to use oil colors and mixing paint would be a feasible hobby to fit in between concerts.
in an interview he said: "i like the idea of doing something that scares me because that's where you learn the most."
his teenage (and ironic) fear of snakes derived from Indiana Jones and the unknown terrors that lurk in deep waters were conquered through exposure therapy.
he is studying and learning to speak Italian for his next film.
the mix of teenage angst, self-loathing and mischief has been processed in therapy. Now that you have competent knowledge, confidence and experience, acting has become more of something you can experiment with, learn from and expand on.
for Tom, acting used to be a form of escape. In an interview he talked about it: "i love accents, costumes, anything that takes me further away from myself because before I simply wanted to be anything but myself."
Donald Sutherland was actually one of his favorite characters in the original films of 'the hunger games'. In an interview he spoke about him and said: "i think he is one of the best villains in modern cinema."
Maya Hawke and Tom met at the Juilliard audition, the first time they started talking was at a school question and answer session.
he always creates a playlist for each character he's playing.
he gets a little camera shy when playing himself.
his passion for acting was influenced by his father, although he did not spend much time with him because he died when he was young.
during the pandemic, Tom was living in a cabin in the woods upstate, and he got up at 8 a.m. every day to chop wood for the wood stove to stay warm. "I was living this kind of lonely life and auditioning every day and just looking for the right job."
he loved western movies when he was a child.
at the premiere of The Hunger Games: The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes, in Los Angeles. After he took off his oversized jacket, exposing his arms, Rachel Zegler spent the next day sending him messages about the "thirst trap."
his favorite rom-com movie is 'When Harry Met Sally'.
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The man who you are T.B 🫶
Thank you for sharing! I love a man who improves and strives to be better. And let’s be honest, every man needs self improving.
What’s that meme? “I think all men should start off in jail and prove their way out” 👀
We need a motorcycle pic! And I want to see his art. Honestly, he needs to hand over his phone and I’ll do the rest 🤭
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toinfinitywinning · 4 months
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this is get to know you time. the cringy name game at every camp in the world you do with toilet paper. enough.
Conversations and thoughts resembling the same level of random and incongruence of my Apple Music library. like Josh Groban is to Eminem: Mercy Me. a lot about everything that’s not a hashtag bc it just needs more attention.
Let the first (post) be first:
Hi. I’ve never done this before (like a seriously grown up blog on purpose. Just when just followed sad somewhat desperate poetry with a random live-laugh-love meme in there somewhere.) and Pitch Perfect.
BUT.
For 2 years I’ve had Long-Haul COVID. It’s a different kind of lonely
Thanks so much, amirite? —Gen-Z apologies if I didn’t use that jumbled acronym-word correctly.
It’s hard to keep up.
See? What am I talking about now and how did I get there…
Due to a very common symptom of LHC…
Again—hard to keep up. It’s there. Tho
And I have a lot of quirk so it’s possible I think you’ll “get” but are just nice not to tell me
BUT.
It’s already gone. Train left the Station yesterday.
Slipped on a penny.
Not Good. not even funny.
Teens with the gorgeous graffiti have to Go elsewhere. I’ve always been jealous of that kind talent.
Whole lot better than something else shiny thrown on the track and it’s derailed. There’s at least some innocence in a paint can.
WOW.
I have major attention and Brain Fog hurdles to conquer or shortly bypass. You might not be able to tell b/c of how My writing jumps around so infrequently.
Not true but still easier.
Mostly innocent and playful.
Sadly the attention part is this many years young.
Writing comes naturally. As it always has, strangely...
And why is healing so exhausting? Writing is therapeutic but My body says—can you not?
i know im not the only one asking that!
As if I have time for that too.
find a community of people suffering just as similarly and gain strength, tips and tricks.
Just, speak-screen edit my writing for me. Maybe a clarification fact-✔.
Just not wherever Tr*mp gets his.
Could be Truth Social. Monthly fee tho will cost you your Red Hat.
MYGAbad
Speaking I struggle with processing w/e skills I must have held onto.
BUT.
Since 2 years is quite. some. time.—I’ve shared many struggles and victories.
Like a Bell curve. Or a punk Domino falling then lining them up takes longer just to go down again in half the time. Repeat.
It’s very likely I Will try to talk about many things at once.
I really can’t help that. LOL.
Jury’s still out but I get most of my writing and miscellaneous musings from mom.
Dad can write the best, longest, and precious prayers and notes.
Almost delicately but like you KNOW he’s giving you a hug.
A Good mix tape’s paper Version.
Enter Run on sentences. Truly a stream by now.
Although my brain muscle is weak I’ve been encouraged by several people to Start a blog. Someday I’ll include the past 2 years of w/e pics are on other SocMed.
I can’t think of anything worse.
Yea, okay LOL.
Judgment free. Occasionally… like normal doses then have to work through that.
Mostly that’s because I knew nothing about anything before I opened My computer and started sharing My thoughts under zero context ridden or form at all.
More likely as well to offend and piss someone off. Well done you’re now one less friend popular. There’s an App for that tho-tracking people Who don’t like you.
Not sure where I’ll land with this. It may not land you either.
Because like a lot of us. Sometimes you don’t get to talk actually. No Room.
I like routine; that’s out. So it gets dull.
I’ve learned I hadn’t yet given myself the space to see all of things I can do sitting down.
But. By “given” I mean to say that perhaps I didn’t know it was there.
One Good thing I’ve gathered from this Hell.
Hell fresh by the Day! Never frozen.
So at that time and in this case of my life; sitting is fine.
Some of it isn’t too bad. The writing. You will find questionable punctuation. Run on sentences that I was running.
Relevance at all.
All around Confusion…altho connect the dots could have been seen as practice.
Or annoying even. I’d have no words.
I truly don’t set out to be funny. I could never do stand-up or improv. Or act.
Humor forced just takes and receives too much energy that might come off insincere.
Nothing on command.
Like Matt Perry’s brilliant improv wit it just doesn’t hit the same.
B/c it was scripted.
A syllabus for it Imagine.
The horn to jump off the swim block.
It’s when Life feels more scripted a lot of people close up.
That’s because you’re not in charge anymore. I’ve lost the Power.
Don’t prefer caring about whether someone likes me like I used to.
I believe you can snooze me for 30 days or say ‘I’m done w/ her’ and send Me to the cyberarchives.
Okay. Okay.
So—90% of the time I’m witty and sarcastic with a bit of cynicism, discomfort (for you), and pettifogging.
I write primarily about the questions of intersectionality.
How do things fit.
Let’s Fit it.
Until I figured out physics and calculus and basic math were behind a career in architecture and the classes I would have to take, I enjoyed taking things apart to make something else.
Not always pretty.
Could be Good what I took apart was the best thing we can’t see.
Like I’m writing questions but with wisdom not meaning to do that either,
A lot of people don’t like that. You do you! Baby.
I don’t mean to be at all harsh or hurtful. I try not to say that anything vainly.
I say it b/c a lot of what I’m writing is all of every piece of stream of consciousness tallied.
And it was a synapse connecting another.
Maybe that’s the creative part? The other side of My Brain is telling Me to ✔ on the other side so I’m like…crickets.
What I write is stream of consciousness, brutally honest and to some might be lightly offensive. In College writing this Way would’ve absolutely driven Me crazy.
Then life steps in and bonks u on the head with a newspaper but 15 years later returns the favor with an iPhone.
Or too blunt. And comes across as harsh. And that’s mostly because if I don’t have an emoji to match my real-life broken ღ I’m breaking up with you.
Self reflection: impulsive
I used to journal so much growing up.
When did I lose that innocence?
We can’t talk about folding paper into cranes and witchcraft finger fortune games anymore?
No more MASH?
Huh, maybe you weren’t born this Way. Ur Parents just drew circles nearest each other or your apple stem twist broke too soon and you want a partner whose name starts with P.
Very often I overshare. If you’re reading this this is not brand new information. No ability to say things simply. Think I’ve already. That can put me really vulnerable to more bitcoin hacks.
And then you need to figure out what bitcoin is. And whether Mario can collect coins as well in place of the hackers.
I’d say ask Tom Brady b/c of his investments but since retirement he’s been pretty deflated.
Mean people that mean to hurt.
First of all I feel sorry for you. Not in a poor you tho.
People Who hurt on purpose don’t often have any Way to vent or get a rise other than evoke feelings in and deflect toward a schoolmate.
Skip back to the part I tried talking about vulnerability. It truly is the invisible cloak and no one can see you but nothing makes sense still and you’ve only fixed what’s on the outside. Now you’re peeved AND cloaked.
At this conjunction junction next I’d suggest try shopping at Target opposed to Abercrombie then.
Feet in the water right above bankruptcy to see how things could be different only what…if?
Good ♧ seriously.
So there’s more grace given when you fall. When it’s not your month Day or even year!
Nobody is there for you!!
And My cloak is getting rained on.
Maybe gathering strength from falling will come a common sense with a 6th one but with seriously meaningful things I’ve learned and less hard knock’s Life for us.
The hard Way.
The bottom’s still there and it actually stinks stinks. Discouraging b/c there are two sides to the bottom of the cave full of stalagTITES and mites.
All the up’s and down’s. Right there. And the COVID-19 bat OMG!
You know you may not be able to fall any further further but once you’re up again you’re wondering whether you should get some cement to close that thing off.
Choose to live! But welcome to the real world—it sucks—ur gonna Love it.
Almost 4got. In the cave you dont always have to wait for Jesus to be resurrected if that metaphor comforts you but if change comes and it requires a whole new worm can of Life we already can’t handle that gets us outta the dank I don’t think we need to ask permission to the rights of that Bible passage.
BUT.
Until YOU are ready for change...
Forget it. At least you meant well. Someone can guide that horse to water but it stays pretty hydrated, so he says he’s Good. Promise. The only talking animal and it was Me Who got to hear it. More importantly, who’s gonna ☊? Care? There’s a country song finding out Who your Friends are. A lot stay lost and it’s not helpful all our Friends aren’t the same.
Missing a Good chance to find out if you’re in a similar predicament and that not always a bad thing.
At times I have literally had to be lifted off the floor.
I don’t do this at all for pity. As you read, My Pride is the biggest obstacle to let Go.
When you do?
The hard way through this.
I am angry and irritable for bouts. Sometimes I’m silly and invite karma punishments.
Go all Brimstone and every type fire and the Old Testament has nothing New-thinking and no one new to add to it. SMH. Nail a list on the wooden church door reading it is nearing endgame. Or, Just open your hotel drawer and tear out the back half.
So change then— If it were Me and it has been just not an actual hole I’d be outta there due to the spiders and crickets alone. Jiminy’s Cool.
If u can’t change and just stay a novice bunny hill—fine! Stay there. Build some confidence through experience.
And isn’t that another thing? Something specific motivates the fire under your (cuckoo!) and before you’d see the dark without any End of the tunnel and more importantly with the light aspect. All the sudden you care b/c what? It applies to you of course be selfish. Fascinating yet humbling.
Then there’s the ‘Why Me’ (?) phase? Not fully pitiful but just pretentious enough to resume the trailblaze. Bad attitude with a healthy dose of are we there yet and trying to Balance whether someone is saying …’they get it; you always feel bad’ so…KY Basketball banter? Ashamed accompanies too bc thing is a few times I did kind of scoff at phrases like I always feel bad. Like, here’s 2 Extra strength Tylenol.Alright, Ok, come test for Covid 1/29/22. It shouldn’t take going through something to empathize with or change but you could’ve listened for longer with a clear mind. Just cannot wrap your head around it and I think sometimes that’s okay. What’s next I’ll try so hard.
+ It’s 12:01am of 1/29/24 (so last night), you still can’t do math and/or struggle to add or subtract 12 so aren’t entirely sure its your sophomore year orientation, and you already surrender to what you didn’t want to get up for in the first place. Kind of silly u set the alarm! B/c Pain, confusion, Discomfort and a Deep loneliness that has very little to do with people awaits. That whole scenario is a disaster but look who’s standing and GOT. UP. period. 15 years ago that’s where I’d be. Just defeated.
THAT. Is enough some days. I say that to you struggling to believe the same but know Deep down.
Year 2 longhaul and youre wondering why there are anniversaries at all given about half are always sad or tragic. Evoking the worst on what could be the best. Might be something To think 2 minutes ago you’d ended your prayer to have a better Day. Of anything is true about everything happens for a reason I’d say having to chooose how to respond given you have the privilege at all to that just means were normal. B/c ill be honest I would not
I’m angry. WHAT is so complicated about your lack of Faith or belief prayer must go into an encrypted iCloud even the FBI can’t retrieve or interpret. Never had a chance! But I’ll add that it’s worth noting prayer doesn’t deal with its existence in transaction currencies..
Feel less Pain but feel more with it or stronger now. Or, just plain ‘ol numb. Similar to Addiction I suppose people get so used to being healthy one Way or another they don’t even notice better OR worse and no one is getting married.
Truth is.
Yea.
I’m in Hell, but I’m not on a ventilator. I’m not without relentless Support.
I still can smile but laugh just a bit before it hurts.
Something is always worse.
SomeONE is doing worse.
Somewhere and definitely rn.
I never knew I’d be dealing greed of perspective for this Long.
Something you’ll never find out about that changed your life’s trajectory where an explanation would have only confused things.
Then we still have the chance to be astonished and then genuine bc of that. Thankful. Expectant. With Faith somehow. Maybe carrying someone else’s Hope for a while might burden you less for a short time.
You dont need to see eye struggle and suffering. You dont need examples. You just know. There’s a fleeting peace u might not see again for 2 days but in knowing it’s not just you with the same bs going on.
Like here. Here is someone who needs support but in a different Way but how unique it could be to trade just for a bit. It’s not leg day this time remember u agreed a temp trade.
We don’t have to know everything. Most of the time I don’t give God the time to keep up w/ Me let alone do anything miraculous before I just hang up.
Although My Life was headed in a completely renewed direction in so many ways of recovery—
I got sick. Not because it was meant to be.
Because COVID. Possibly a rabid bat. Cracked vile or petri-dish
Everything does not happen for a reason and ppl dont like hearing that bc its an easy out. Says time might go on but this thorn wont ever heal. How do we respond? that’s the most authentic and a strength yes or no wand.
I hate cliché. Thing is tho…I think we all hate it b/c it doesn’t hold us accountable. Eh it’s fine.
Unfortunately we wouldn’t have the pretty, surprise, one of the Walk to Remember walks. All up to the of healing and forgiveness individual to each of us.
If for Me that means ive healed all I can and I’m counting on research to help Me out some more maybe I just keep going. Trust Me nothing is forgotten but you do know now that at least you were strong and capable enough to figure all that at all. And—I can do that. Some days aren’t that kind.
Maybe it becomes a goal we never anticipated but ✔ your resilience at the ticket line and saddle up, honey.this donkey only holds ____ lbs. let some things Go. That thing will still only walk in a circle but you’ve evenly distributed your baggage.
The feeling of pure joy. Which btw does still require a thesaurus b/c it is NOT the same as joy. Like a preventative Med to an acute one.
Then feel Accomplishment.
Not knowing what’s next but trying to be prepared.
It’s a surprise party we never RSVP’d and don’t regret it.
And it’s a Good thing u got outbid for that yacht.
Hell, tho, you won’t be forgotten but pushing helps the donkey move faster for now that is acceptable.
Unshun. Reshun. (This will make sense if you Watch the Office)
Flee fly. Be gone. Thankfully we hope to come out more resilient after the rip and tear and often not fully repaired sewing lessons.
But perhaps the biggest trait I’ve had to work on is My Pride. I want to do it.
I’ll give myself 3 strikes. 4 balls.
Then I walk to First.
Please do not get Me a gift.
I Love you and that was so sweet.
Would I be as generous?
Do u work, yea. It’s just one really hurts more and being tough isn’t tough at all if it’s not helping the worst hurt.
Those are sitting down, timeout thoughts.
The compression socks need to breathe.
But once the Pride slides over, let go, I get to know how it feels to very tangibly be taken care of and watched over.
Patience. The other side of a rant.
Later on that.
My main goal is to learn. Connect. Be called out if something comes off really tasteless.
Laugh at things that don’t have anything to do with being chronically sick. Laugh about what Medicine u had to administer and royally failed.
Sometimes all coupled with a handicap car-tag. No crutches either b/c I don’t like hearing I Will get better. It is a nice statement but it is impossible to be sure. Ive struggled with that b/c I know everyone believes that and means well I’ve just taken prior sick Gentry’s generalization and multiplied.
I am not making light. I think part of me is using the sarcasm as a coping mechanism.
Praise God there is something that does help the pain or at least distract from that Pain just not the one in your legs.
A codependency just a bit less severe. Embarrassing. Reason for judgment. Too easy.
If you can believe it—-I am not the same person I was 2 years ago.
For now I truly don’t know how. Pain can leave, anything traumatic can be worked on. You’ve got your scars.
I actually really think a scar is just unique as a snowflake or fingerprint. Telling so many stories. B/c a scar does mean something has healed. And it never forgets at one time it was painful. I’d prefer to see what I accomplish but I see wonder and beauty in them.
Things get pretty deep, complicated and downright pitifully sad. Vulnerable. Frighteningly true and relevant.
So I take what Good I can get in that day and pray those with LHC (Long-Haul COVID-19)
Be released.
However. On the flip tail’s side.
I’m 35 years aware there are some people who just don’t like me.
Until recently I wouldn’t have meant ‘sorry not sorry.’
I do now. To a respectable extent.
Reader discretion is advised. I promise I never set out to hurt anyone.
definitely not on purpose.
Because. Idgaf. Not bars being held. Que sera, sera.
complete transparency and seriously tho this doesn't mean i dont care. i wear my heart on my sleeve like a ding-dong ready to get hurt.
call it a diversion. we were on a break.
i just might take all of whatever hits wrong and turn that in to whatever ounce of assurance I can with the openness and to the best capability to learn new things and grow with compassion.
And back to writing—may already be just engrained but I don’t ever have a thesis, 3 supporting ideas or a better word then a conclusion.
You might find yourself confused. Reading it again prob won’t help.
Some will be really bad. Ugly. Waste of time. it was at least therapeutic for me.
Already is.
Even more might not make sense.
Read at your own risk, basically.
I have confidence but not really. Just enough not to care to change.
But I think about it. Because I’m wrong a lot.
challenge me. ill try to get through the fog.
But a lot of things have changed. in ways i might not even know Beauty in the Mess.
To sum up the above (sorry, there won’t be another summary after this disclaimer’s commercial intermission.)
I want to be as positive as possible.
Be in control of what I can. Ask for help for what I cannot.
I’m so ready to get My Life back. Trust Me and trust anyone Who tells your theyre in constant pain.
Really embarrassing I used to kind of scoff and be empathetic.
Funny how youre so sure of things.
Until it happens to you.
Suddenly it’s back to the drawing board and humility.
I wear my ღ on my sleeve. My greatest superpower and kryptonite.
What you read is as close to what you get as possible.
Balance can be unfair.
Please know that I care. I try harder than I ever had before. There are things I didn’t even Imagine could happen to someone when sick.
In all the ways I want to come out of this even better than what I envy I was entering into when I got sick.
There will be a WIDE range of thoughts similar to how i write. Mostly Sports and public figures and the politics I can comprehend.
B/c I know there’s someone out there who’s homeless because of this diagnosis. Or was deadly. Fired.
Divorced.
Ive become a bit of a nerd. Childish in some ways b/c you have to be creative…to be creative.
How do I even Start philosophizing that? So I don’t.
So I try My best to be the best I can. Inspire. Elicit laughter and new ways of thinking.
Questions.
Really tho? I just wanna be me.
thank you so sincerly to anything fromn a meme to a gift to a hug a prayer a smile, company, vibes if they can travel
but most of all
for holding hope when ive not been strong enough to.
For better or worse
for loving me.
making me feel heard.
idk what tomorrow holds but if its the same as today ill know at least i can make it and i am still beyond blessed and cared for and loved unconditionally.
even if forever.
wanna feel free, free.
to be me unabandoned.
changed for the better without knowing it.
some people dont have that option.
or even less the resource or safety to write about it.
Lastly mostly—I’m thankful for Insurance and the ability and privilege to work from home. And. Still have a job in general.
A Family and Family reserves holding me.
gentry.gonna.gents/g3
next. and if you made it this far, bless you.
thank you.
you mean more than you know to me. to anyone miscellaneous thanks as well and to my family and extended family and friends and job and insurance.
im in better shape than a lot. perspective sucks in the throes. selfish not selfish but my gosh turn the lights off. each journey is sooo different, but idk find the goodness and inspiration inbtw. There will be a rainbow soon enough, I wont make the bold claim and promise you one tho,
semi lastly and vulnerably, we've all been hurt. all going through something.
I say this every time something really bad happens. Ya know the ‘this is even worse,’ talk.
This one holds every candle.
Funny not funny none are the same and you’re never fully prepared.
and no one knows what it is you’re dealing.
give grace when I can’t sometimes.
cliché’s be damned lets just golden rule it b/c that one’s hard to do too but it sounds cute and Idont see a periodic table saying A! U! Be nice and welcoming.
I know I’ve forgotten something.
So I’ll fight.
But I still get to complain.
Feeling so entitled to this ill.
Sincerely,
Gentry
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wa-royal-tea · 1 year
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Willow Reservation Forest, Silvie (10:25pm)
Ren: You should have a seat first, Hugo. The chicken skewers aren’t cooked yet.
Hugo: I’m fine~ I like to stand. Dira said if I always sit I’m going to have a huge butt.
Ren: A huge what? Your sister actually said that?
Hugo: Yeah. Even Alfie said so.
Ren: Pfft, Hugo, kid, you’re so gullible.
Hugo: Wait, is it a lie?
Ren: I mean, technically—
Alfie: Mmm, that smells good.
Ren: Oh, hey Alfie. Where were you?
Alfie: I was on a call with my parents. What are we having tonight?
Ren: Hot dogs and some chicken skewers.
Hugo: The hot dogs are a bit charred though. I accidentally burnt it.
Alfie: It’s fine. I’ve had worse.
Ren: I bet.
Alfie: Where’s Leon?
Ren: He was here just now. I didn’t notice him leaving.
Hugo: Maybe he’s looking for phone service? He’s been staring at his phone since we arrived yesterday.
Alfie: Does he now?
Ren: He’s probably around here. He can’t go that far.
Alfie: Yeah, unless he wants to get lost in the woods again. That bastard never learns.
Ren: Well, I’m sure he won’t go anywhere far. Try looking around the place.
Alfie: Hm, I’ll look around the waterfall. Call me when the food is done.
Hugo: Sure.
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Alfie: *grumbles* I swear he gets a kick out of this. Can’t he at least tell people where he’s going?
Alfie: There he is.
Alfie: Sometimes I wonder if you enjoy making people worry for you.
Leon: And I’m convinced that you want to take me out with your constant sneak attack. Couldn’t you at least warn me before talking?
Alfie: What are you? My grandpa? Are you going to have a heart attack now?
Leon: Probably, if you keep doing that.
Alfie: *scoffs* What a drama queen. Move over. I want to sit.
Leon: Can’t you find somewhere else to sit?
Alfie: You don’t own this place so I can sit anywhere I want.
Leon: You’re so annoying, Alfie.
Alfie: Pfft, get used to it.
Leon:...
Alfie: Are you okay?
Leon:...do you want me to lie or be honest?
Alfie: Even if you try to lie to me, I’ll know.
Leon: *scoffs* That’s true.
Leon: *sighs* I’m not fine.
Alfie: I can tell. What happened back home?
Leon: It’s my father, he’s been insisting that me and Astrid to get along. I know what he’s planning and I don’t like it.
Alfie: Yeah, not gonna lie. It’s quite obvious he wants you to be with Astrid. Are you going to do anything about it?
Leon: I already told him I’m not interested in marriage right now. And even if I were to get married in the future, I want to choose my future wife myself.
Alfie: Let me guess, he went apeshit and threatened you?
Leon: Obviously.
Alfie: Whoa, just when I thought he couldn’t get any worse. No offense, Leon.
Leon: None taken.
Leon: I don’t want to bring her to your wedding. The press are going to go crazy if they see me with her. They’re going to start rumours about me and her and I’m sure that’s what my father wants.
Alfie:...
Leon: I need to do something, anything.
Alfie:...anything, you say?
Leon: Yeah, anything. Just so I can buy more time for myself. I don’t want to be seen with her.
Alfie: I see...I have an idea.
Leon: What is it?
Alfie: How about you become my best man? You won’t be seen with Astrid and you can just stand next to me at the altar. Nora’s going to be Lina’s maid of honour too so...
Leon: Are you sure you’re asking me this because you want to help me and not because you were going to ask me anyways?
Alfie: Don’t flatter yourself. I’m doing you a favor now.
Leon:...
Alfie: So? What do you say?
Leon: That’s a good offer you’re making. I’m gonna say yes to that. But I’m doing this because I don’t want to sit with her. It’s not like I’m doing this because you asked me to.
Alfie: *laughs* Yeah, I believe you. Thanks, by the way.
Leon: No, thank you. I owe you again.
Alfie: Don’t be stupid, you don’t owe me anything.
Leon: I do. I’ll repay you one day, I promise.
Alfie: Yeah, whatever, buddy. Come on, we better get back before they hog the food.
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neowinestainedress · 1 year
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christmas lights | nakamoto yuta
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title: christmas lights | part of christmas must be something more
pairing: nakamoto yuta x oc
summary: there’s nothing better than romantic sex under Christmas lights.
genre: smut, non-idol au, established relationship, (implied) polyamorous relationship, smutmas
warnings: shibari / shibari with Christmas lights (just for a few snaps and then the lights were out, DON’T do it, especially if they’re not led lights and if they are connected with the elecritc current. In the story is specified better but I still think it’s necessary to explain that aesthetics =/= safety) | taking pics (does this have a name??), fingering, one orgasm denial, multiple orgasms, romantic sex, minor nipple play, minor dirty talk, sub/dom, dom!yuta, sub!oc
words: 3.426k
taglist: @webscreams @multislut @roxyvogue @dullparadisewithtxt @yutas-princess02 @seongwhaffels @cosmiczen @adorejhyun | couldn't tag: @yutascoffee127
a/n: i hate this but I'm going through life and writer's block so that's all I can put out. I hate even more that this is the last thing I'll post before disappearing, but here it is, so enjoy it anyway, I guess??? Let's pretend it came out when it was supposed to so before Christmas
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This wasn’t the first time Jade found herself in that position; tied up with her knees bent and her thighs pressed to her chest in a fetal position, her hands tied on her front bound with her legs while Yuta stared at her with need. Yuta was the only one she trusted with ropes or any other type of tying up that wasn’t a bland tie or handcuffs, he was also the first one that introduced her to this world. At first, she was taken aback, afraid of not being flexible enough, and even scared of everything, but Yuta was trustworthy, and he knew what he was doing. So after the first hesitant steps with the easiest and less complex positions, they explored that world further. 
Jade understood swiftly that it wasn’t only a purely sex-related thing, shibari was about the beauty of the body, and for as uncomfortable as it looked, she loved it because she learned how to appreciate her self-image more. The tons of compliments coming from Yuta’s mouth were an excellent plus to boost her confidence. 
But a few days before Yuta brought something else up, something not only they never tried before but something she never thought about.
“You want to hang me with the lights?” She asked, staring at her boyfriend while she cuddled up in the corner of the couch and he leaned close to the fireplace. 
“I can’t hang you with them, do you want me to kill you or something?” 
She shook her head, munching the biscuits and swallowing the bite before talking again. “No, none of you would survive without me.” 
Yuta huffed, rolling his eyes before reaching her and sitting at her side. “We would do as usual. I’ve got special lights that work with batteries and the wire is a bit larger, but we will still use the ropes. I will wrap them on you just for a few shots and then will try something else.”
“Oh, those lights,” her eyes lit up, the blanket falling off her body, the box of biscuits almost spilling over on the sofa. 
“Yeah, what lights were you thinking?” 
The truth was that she wasn’t thinking a lot lately, and even now that Yuta walked around her on the bed, fixing the last details, her brain was already lost, buzzing in anticipation. 
“Okay, the lights should be detangled. Are the ropes okay?” 
“They’re good.” 
“Are they rubbing on your skin? Itching? Is the position comfortable?” 
She rolled her eyes, she appreciated that Yuta always checked in but sometimes he used to worry too much. “I’m fine, you know these are my favourites, and my body can take this position.” 
Yuta glared at her. “You know your safety comes first, don’t be a brat about it,” he ordered. “I’ll start wrapping them around you, if it’s fine for you, I won’t follow the same exact path of the ropes since there are more and they are for decoration.” 
“Fine by me, just do it.” 
“You don’t have a bit of patience in you,” he murmured, grabbing the lights and starting to place them around her. He partly followed the path of the ropes, wrapping the lights around her, he couldn’t tie them like a knot, but just placing them on her and securing them for what he could, was more than enough to set a fire in him. 
Jade on the other end was watching him patiently, or so, for some reason more excited than she thought she would be. If Yuta loved the art of it, she loved how concentrated he was with everything, the care of tying her up, and securing her in place was an act she loved so much, probably even more than the sex that came after. Even in this position, the ball tie — it took her a while but she actually got a few names here and there — where she was very restricted, she trusted him completely and felt safe. 
Once he was sure everything was perfect, lights turned on, together with other ones scattered around the room, and she was relaxed, he grabbed the camera. 
“Can I take a picture of you?” 
“Is that one of Johnny’s cameras?” 
Yuta hummed, “he told me it’s an old one he doesn’t use anymore.” 
Jade smiled at the memories; that was Johnny’s college years camera, the one that went through hell and back and paid much of their first rents. “Yeah, you can. Make me look good, though,” she winked, beaming at her boyfriend that was staring at her with anticipation.  
Yuta chuckled, bringing his eye to the viewfinder before taking a few snaps. “Do you know how to pose?” 
“You got the wrong partner, honey,” she joked, shaking her head.  
“Come on, just be seductive.” 
“I can only move my head, though,” she said, trying to think of a way she could make it hotter. 
“That’s fine, just look at me,” he reassured, leaning down to get a better angle, “I’ll do the magic.” 
She suppressed a smile, trying to look at him with an intense gaze, angling her neck to the side to stare at the camera. 
“Perfect,” he hummed before standing up on the bed, his feet planted at her side as he took a shoot from above her. 
“Do I look good?” She asked, suddenly feeling shy. 
“You’re perfect,” he replied. “Look up here,” he ordered before snapping another photo, a close-up of her face, lightened up by the lights on her chest and the ones that ran on the bed frame and around the room. 
“Should’ve called Johnny for this,” he chuckled, but another idea made its way into his mind, making his lips curl in a smirk, “maybe next time we can invite him and give you a proper shoot.” 
Her skin heated up just at the idea, and Yuta snickered. “You like that? Or does it scare you? Maybe we should go to his studio with proper lighting. I could wrap you up and he will make you look so good.” 
“I — I like that.” 
“Of course you do,” he teased, moving back before sitting on the mattress another time, he grazed her legs and caressed the exposed skin of her ass, feeling the shivers form on her skin, and then moved his fingers between her legs. “You’re so wet, already. What’s turning you on so much?” 
Jade felt embarrassed when she whispered, “everything.” Shame creeping up even more when Yuta snorted. 
“Everything?” He asked, tilting his head, camera hanging around his neck, and fingers pushing past her entrance, while his eyes focused on her face. 
She hummed. “It’s exciting. You are — uhm — exciting.” 
A small smile crept on his face as he pulled his fingers out, hearing a disappointed sound. He would’ve messed around more, too, but he didn’t want to keep the lights on her body any longer, so he grabbed the camera again before taking some more pictures; they weren’t dirty, surely explicit but they leaned closer to nude photography than pornography and he loved how they came out, intimate, mysterious and provoking at the same time. 
“Are you taking them off?” Jade asked when he placed the camera on the other side and moved closer to her. 
“Yes, don’t you want me to fuck you, honey? Can’t do that with these on.” 
“Yeah, want you,” she replied, following his moves. Yuta was always calm in everything he did, never rushing things. There was something incredibly charming and attractive in the way he moved, so delicately and yet so fiercely and confident of himself. And she was so lost in him that it took her a while to realize he was undoing the ropes too. She wanted to ask why, fearing he was going to fuck her normally and not tied up, but then remembered that wasn’t a practical position for sex so she waited for his next move. 
“Stretch your limbs, babe,” he said, placing the ropes to the side and rubbing her skin. “Yes, I will tie you again,” he chuckled when he met her questioning eyes. “You know I keep promises.” 
And it was true, Yuta always kept his promises, and once she was comfortable again, he didn’t waste time putting her into a new position; calves pressed against the back of her spread-open thighs. 
“Do you want me to tie your arms or leave them free?” 
“Are we doing the, what is it called? Frog tie?” 
Yuta nodded, hand caressing her thighs as he waited. 
“I, uhm, you know I like that but can’t you tie me in another way? Like for my arms.” She didn’t mind having her arms tied behind her back, but the position could get tiring soon, and she didn’t want this to end quickly. 
“Against the frame is fine?” 
“Yes, yes, is fine,” she hummed, nodding swiftly, patience wearing thin as she just wanted things to spark up. 
“Give me your hands then,” he ordered, voice firm but gentle. “Let me know if it’s too tight.” He passed the rope around her wrists and then around the frame, locking her there. “And now your legs, want you all spread for me.” 
When after a few minutes Yuta was done, he simply stared at her for a while, admiring the way the ropes were sinking into her skin and how exposed she was, looking up at him with eager eyes, silently begging him to pay her attention. He didn’t need her words, he could see how wet she was under the dazzling colourful lights, the cum dripping out of her cunt glistening while her clit throbbed ever so often, asking to be taken care of. And Yuta wasn’t in the mood to play games, so he leaned forward, resting his hand on the pillow next to her, kissing her passionately while his fingers teased her entrance before pushing in, finally filling her with something. 
“Yuta,” she breathed out through the kiss, hips barely moving up to meet him halfway. 
“Shh, be patient,” he whispered, trailing his lips down her neck, “I’ll take good care of you.” 
Jade only hummed in response, shivers running through her back as he kept moving his fingers inside and kept kissing her skin until his lips wrapped around her hard nipples. The contrast between the chilly air of the room and his warm mouth made her hips roll up against his palm while her lips parted to leave out a shaky breath. 
“You sound so pretty for me,” Yuta mumbled barely pulling back from her hard nipple, his breath hitting her hot skin. “Can you hear yourself? Your body speaking to me, your cunt so wet it’s squelching around my fingers.” He snickered when she didn’t answer and only rolled her head back, parting her lips to let out louder sounds of pleasure. He moved back, placing his free hand on her knees and pushing her legs more apart, making her look up in surprise, but without answering her silent questions. There wasn’t a specific reason why he did that, other than wanting to look at her better. He also found it kinda funny how silent she would get when they did bondage, Yuta never set any different rules, unless he didn’t specify on the moment, she could talk — unless she wasn’t gagged, of course — but it was like she fell into a different space and full obedience. And she was so immersed in it that she didn’t even complain when he pulled his fingers out. Jade only stared at him, eyes widening and body squirming in embarrassment when he brought his cum stained fingers to his lips and sucked them clean. 
“Sorry, kitten, can’t hold it back any longer,” he smirked before wrapping the wet hand on his cock and giving it a few tugs, moving closer on his knees to align on her wet entrance. “Want my cock?”
She gulped and ran her tongue on her dry lips, pupils wide as she nodded, thrilled with anticipation. 
“Use your words, kitten.” 
“Yes, want your cock,” she replied, voice coming out in a whisper. 
Yuta smirked and then started to push in, taking his time to feel her welcome him, tight walls wrapping around him until he bottomed in. “Fuck,” he groaned, letting his head fall forward for a second, “feel so good every time.” 
She hummed in response, trying not to desperately roll her hips back to fuck into him, but it was hard when she still didn’t come and was denied an orgasm just a few seconds before. Luckily for her, Yuta got it, or maybe he was just as needy, and started moving in and out right after. Hips snapping against her body with a steady rhythm, not too fast and not too slow, it would’ve been perfect if only she didn’t crave the release more than anything else. 
“Want to come already?” He asked, wrapping his hands around her waist. 
“Yes.” 
“Then do it,” he replied. “I want to take it slow, babe. Fuck you nice and slow under the Christmas lights while you’re wrapped up,” he sighed, eyes squeezing when her pussy clenched around him, “don’t care about anything else. You can come all the times you want. Just be pretty for me and take me, alright?” 
“Yes, yeah, fuck,” she answered, eyes closing when his fingers moved to play with her clit and his lips wrapped around her nipple again, and everything was enough to send her over the edge in a second. 
“Just like this, babe. Take it all,” he hummed before he kissed her, muffling the moans. His hips started moving just a bit faster, he wanted to take this slow, savour the moment, watch as the colourful lights lighted up her blissful face and beautiful body, and created beautiful shadows on the hollows caused by the ropes. But she was warm and wet and her pussy clenched perfectly around his cock, so it was hard to don’t get lost in the pleasure. 
“You’re so beautiful, babe. You know that, right?” 
She hummed, feeling shy at the compliment, her whole body on fire as he kept hitting her sweet spot that made her tremble. 
“Yes, my good girl. Following my orders so well. Taking all of me.” His head rolled back when she squeezed harder around him, and as a reaction he gripped her waist tighter, angling her to reach deeper. 
“Fuck,” she spat out, breath faltering and heart beating fast as another orgasm approached. 
“Is it too much for you, babe?” Yuta teased, starting to rub her clit, watching a flame flicker in her eyes as they made eye contact. 
“No — no,” she rasped, “I can take it.” Pride, that surely was it, because Yuta could see she was fighting with herself to hold it in just a bit longer and it wasn’t working really well. 
“Then be my good girl and take it, alright? You’re doing — fuck — so good.” 
She mumbled something under her breath, words choking in her throat as another orgasm washed over, too strong to hold it in now that he was also paying attention to her clit. Also, the position made her feel everything more, and being so exposed and vulnerable at his mercy made her heart, and pussy, throb. 
Yuta came too a few moments after, grunting and moaning as he leaned closer to kiss her while his hips kept slamming against her. 
“That’s it, fuck,” he groaned against her ear, causing her head to roll back as his sexy voice got to her brain, thinking he was done, but when after a small pause his hips picked up the speed again her breath got stuck. 
“Again?” She asked with curiosity and incredulity in her voice. 
Yuta lifted his head a bit and smirked cockily, “I promised you I was going to fuck you over and over. Any complaints?” 
Jade shook her head, shivers running down her body and skin burning up. “Want you.” 
“I know, I’m right here, to give you an early Christmas present. Do you want that?” 
She nodded, biting her lips to hold back the moans. 
“Oh, wait, you are the gift. Look at how pretty you are, the only thing missing is a — fuck — a ribbon.” 
Her hips rolled up, legs pushing further down for what she could, the movements that the ropes allowed were very limited, but she still wanted to feel more. And Yuta got it, he leaned in again, his chest pressing against hers, and started kissing her, hips moving faster in and out of her soaked cunt, filling the room with lewd sounds of cum and skin. 
It went on for a while, with sweet words whispered, hands wrapping tightly around the frame and bodies rocking together under the dazzling lights he put up in the room, colouring it with different shades. 
“I’m — fuck — I’m, uhm, gonna come again,” she breathed out, eyes opening and meeting his, filled with lust and love. 
“Come with me, come on,” he urged, voice thinner as the orgasm was about to break out. “Squeeze my cock, babe.” 
“Mhh,” she hummed. 
“Look at me,” he ordered, grabbing her chin and keeping her in place but the hold was gentle, nothing harsh about the way his hand cupped her face. “Want you to look at me while I fill you up, got it?” 
“Yes, yes,” she mumbled, nodding in his grip and forcing her eyes open, “please.” 
“Fuck,” he groaned, closing his eyes only for a second before he met hers again, “come.” 
It didn’t take much more for both of them to come, just a few more messy thrusts and sloppy kisses as the orgasm washed over with force, leaving them gasping against each other while more moans and sloppy sounds filled the room. 
“Fuck,” Yuta slurred, “you did so well, kitten.” He kissed her one more time before he pulled up to stare at her, admiring her body, watching the cum drip out of her, overflowing even if his cock was still buried deep inside. “Should I untie you?” He chuckled, running his hand over the ropes while he pulled out of her, making her whine at the loss.
“Well, unless you want to put me under the Christmas tree like this,” she replied, laughing. 
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Ten minutes later they were in bed again, ropes put back in place and skin hydrated with the cream that Yuta thoroughly applied on her body as he kept praising her for how good she had been. 
“Why couldn’t you fuck me in them?” Jade asked, referring to the lights, the curiosity was killing her, and also she was a bit disappointed because she thought she looked so pretty with them on. 
“I preferred not to, those led lights shouldn’t heat up, and not being attached to the current they shouldn’t electrify you, but I don’t even want to risk it. It was good anyway, right? The mood was the same, just not on your body.” 
She gasped, “oh, that makes sense. The risks didn’t even cross my mind,” she admitted shyly. Once again it was very clear why he was the only one she did certain things with. 
Yuta chuckled, caressing a strand of hair back and tugging it behind her ear. “That’s why you have me,” he whispered with a tender smile on his lips. “Also I guess the thousands of photos on the internet every year can mislead you.” 
“Well, yes, I’ve seen pictures of people having them wrapped around their necks.” Yuta’s expression, a mix between worried and weirded-out, made her laugh loudly, shaking her head. 
“I will shut up or else I will judge hard,” he confessed, rolling his eyes. 
Jade frowned, turning around to lay on her front, supporting her body with her elbows, and Yuta quickly adjusted the sheets to cover her body again. “Wait, isn’t there a thing such as electric play?” 
Yuta nodded. “Yes, but it’s done with specific toys, you can’t just play with electricity randomly and hope nothing happens.” 
She hummed, “make sense.” Then she leaned closer to leave a small peck on his lips, and nose, making him chuckle. “Anyway, thank you for this.” 
“For not electrifying you?” 
A loud laugh rolled from her lips. “Also. But mostly for this aesthetically pleasing fuck under Christmas lights.” 
“It’s Christmas, we should all be more generous, shouldn’t we?” 
“Oh, if you’re this generous every time, I wish for Christmas to last all year.”
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Don’t think a lot of you saw the updates so I wanted to inform you even here, I won’t post the last two (one, actually) stories of this Christmas series so this is the last one. Hope you enjoyed it!
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voidthewanderer · 28 days
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WIP Wednesday
I was tagged by @bury-me-standing for today! Thanks!
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The sketch layer, just like the last post with this pic, is hidden because it's just nothing but chaos with it showing. I'm taking a little bit more time to study some of my favorite artists and how they draw ghoul noses because I really just gotta figure it out having a majority ghoul character line up. So yeah, working on Ripper holding his kid.
But also, here, have some of the draft from A Different Life because I've been working on it pretty religiously as well. Here's the first few paragraphs of the second draft of chapter three. It's supposed to be a little bit more of a feel good type story with some minor, more realistic everyday conflicts rather than some of the over the more major conflicts that happen less often.
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“Arsenic…”
The ghoul gave a soft groan, rolling over slightly, though didn’t open his eyes.
“Arsen~”
The voice had a soft warble to it now, despite the roughness. A soft touch on his arm garnered another soft groan, his own voice reflecting his groggy state, “Babe…”
“Baby, wake up…” Another hum, the hand lightly caressing his arm. His muscle twitched slightly at the touch, him finally opening an eye, smile soft on his lips, “What is it, babe?”
“I’ve got a little surprise for you.”
He couldn’t help but chuckle, tucking his elbows beneath his back to prop himself up, “Damn… we get engaged an’ I get t’ have ya back in my life again. What more could I get t’ make this even better?”
“Get up and I’ll show you,” Crow chirped, ducking in to peck his cheek; him humming softly at the affection. He stretched slightly before pushing himself out of the bed to get dressed. Nothing major, at least not for today since he wasn’t cooking; a plain tank top and sweatpants. As he turned back to face Crow, he’d caught their gaze wandering before completely adverting it when they noticed they’d been caught. A smirk crept on his face, “Whatcha thinkin’ ‘bout, babe?”
“Just come on,” Crow turned and trotted out of the room before Arsenic could even take his first step, needing to widen his stride to catch up the the smaller ghoul. He could tell that they were still at least curious about everything, but was having a hard time processing their actual thoughts when it was brought up. It was a topic that they’d only discussed once and that had been the day they got together. Nobody knew what tragedy would happen eight months later…
Crow led Arsenic to the communal kitchen, holding a mug out to him, “Here.”
He glanced to it, confused, “What’s all this?”
“Well…we never really got to, y’know, start our lives as a couple. To really do things as a couple living together. I wanna start with this.” This raised a smile, his voice much softer than before as he carefully took the mug, “Of course, baby…”
Once Crow had grabbed their mug, the duo headed to the couch. Arsenic only had a moment to get settled before Crow practically curled up into his lap, hugging their mug close to their chest and pulling his free arm around their waist. He tightened his hold, shifting his legs so they were cradled against him, “There we go…”
They fell into a peaceful quiet, the warmth of just being together comforting. Some of the other ghouls started to shuffle about in their own morning routines before heading out to work. None of them paid any mind to the couple; though most feared that they’d probably get ripped a new one if they made a comment. Crow cuddled up more against Arsenic’s chest, him stifling a groan as they spoke, “What’d’ya think? Maybe we can get up early, make ourselves some coffee together and just… cuddle. I know you’re really not the type to but-”
“Shh… I’d love t’ keep doin’ this,” he chuffed, “Gotta remember, I was on th’ go for a long damn time. Don’t gotta do that anymore. Somethin’ small like this? It’ll be nice. This is my home. An’ I think it’ll be a learning experience for us both.”
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The Heartbreak Prince - Chapter Three
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Warnings: Major Spoilers for Top Gun (1986) and Top Gun: Maverick (2022)
Word count - 2.1K
A/N - Amelia saving Bradley's love life, Physics, Bradley being the lovable chaotic millennial we all adore, a lot of MCR and Star Wars references (I'm sorry but prequels were damn good don't fight me), and an easter egg to another one of my story set in the same universe.
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Next Day, Monday
“Ask her out.”
Bradley side-eyed Amelia sitting in the passenger seat, driving towards her High School. She’s been hanging on his neck ever since she annoyed him into telling her about Nisha. 
“Is she engaged? Married? In a relationship?” she asks, scrolling through her phone. “No. I don’t think so,” he says, trying not to think about the clear absence of a ring from her hand as he tried to focus on the road ahead. Truth be told, he too wanted to know what happened, and he was dying to meet her again.
They had so much to talk about, and years to catch up.
“Her Instagram says she isn't”
She shoved her phone in his face. It was opened on her profile:
NishiiiBagchi Professor at UC San Diego Getting better with age, In physics, that means you get cooler and smarter
He smiled looking at her profile picture, it was Ronnie. He must have been gone by now. That cat spent 4 years of its life hating Bradley to the core. Yet he curled up beside him when he slept over at Nisha’s house for the last time. Almost like it knew Bradey wouldn't return.
“How can you say she’s single?” “She has a cat on her profile pic, she’s single.” Amelia deadpanned.
He huffed out a breath and looked back at the road.
“Here’s what you’re going to do. You’re going to make an Instagram account. And send requests to everyone you know on the base-” “-Why would I ever-” "-You must do that or else she will learn that you made your account for her when it shows zero followers and no following. When you have at least 5 followers from when your friends follow you, then send her a request and ask her out.” “I will do no such thing.” “Well, then you’re kicking your fate in the ass after it literally led you to the love of your life.” “she’s not-” "You're not getting any younger, Bradshaw. Take the chance, don't be Pete. Plus, I really don't want to be your maid of honor when I'm in a wheelchair." "You sound like a grandma." "I will be one when you finally realize Nisha is it for you!" "Amelie!" “You don’t stammer when you talk to her? Does time stop when she smiles? smiles? And you never thought about what would happen if you were together. Never?”
He was rendered speechless by how goddamn accurate Amelia was. He stares at her, trying to seem calm, “You, miss, have watched way too many rom-coms and you’re trying to make my life one.” Bradley stops the jeep in front of the High School entrance.
Amelia glares back, “Brad-Brad, what I’m about to say is maybe the last time I’ll be saying these words to you so you better listen carefully.”
She grabs her bag and turns to him, “You’re an insanely attractive man. Men and women, young and old, long to be with you. And despite being an elite Aviator and somehow making a porn stache look cool, you are a softie who would sacrifice to lengths for someone you love. I bet if I were Nisha, I would have been pining for you despite your lack of abs in High School. Now stop being the frustratingly clueless bastard in every romance movie and fucking talk to that woman.”
She opens the door, jumps out, dabs, and disappears into the crowd of teenagers.
Bradley keeps staring at the opened door of his Bronco trying to process what the hell just happened. He closes the door in a trance, thinking about the MCR song that got famous recently.
Teenagers do scare the shit out of me.
He looks at the clock on his dashboard, realizing he was running late for the base. And still, here he was 10 minutes later, sitting in the parking lot of his base and making a profile.
There's a chance Amelia Benjamin shook him to his senses, and he'll learn if that's the case real soon.
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"- so how about we pull the jet in reverse and call it a day.” Sinopa, the only person in the class with the balls to oppose Nisha was back at it again.
Nisha appreciated the questions from her students more than anything. It means they were studying the subject in depth and were attentive. She never shamed someone for asking questions, unlike her own teachers. No matter how basic or lame they are, she would answer them. Sinopa was one of the students who took her field seriously and never failed to impress her.
“It is possible, but the g-forces applied to the body of the pilot will be dangerously high. We’re talking about 1200 km/s. Almost the speed of a bullet train.” she addresses everyone, nodding to the young woman for her observation. 
Case studies in physics were her favorite. They had a story, something you can easily apply in real life, and questions that toy with your brain. As frustrating as some could get, Nisha loved a challenge.
The bell rang, and the two-hour lecture was finally over.
"Your thesis submission deadline might be a month away, but I expect submissions by the next week. And please, as much as I love Star Wars, no Pop Culture references." There was an uproar of laughter, and her students started to shuffle through the seats, heading out to their next class.
“Dr. Bagchi, please tell me you finally caught up with the MCU. I have so much to discuss.” Sinopa walked towards the table. “I want to talk about everything wrong that happened there. The quantum realm-” “-Quantum Realm?” “Gosh, I’m sorry I don’t want to spoil anything but the theory they presented was insane, you have to watch it.”
"Of course, I will!" she grins at her and looks at her Star Wars t-shirt before walking out of the classroom.
Although she never mentioned it, she felt quite happy when young minds like Sinopa looked up to her, and talked to her about their interests and ideas. This made her realize all the sleepless nights and studying for ungodly hours paid off.
Her office was larger than her LA one, and there was still a lot of space to be filled in the future. She settles down on her chair and mournfully looks at the mountain of papers from the first-year students waiting on her desk. She can only delay it, but not get out of it.
As she was about to pick up the first one, her phone buzzed. Her attention was drawn to the newest notification that had just appeared.
BradshawBradley84 has requested to follow you
She raised her eyebrows at the screen as she read his bio.
BradshawBradley84 Flying is the best way to gain freedom Aviator | Proud Gryffindor
Then she noticed he had sent her a message too. She opened it, and could not stop laughing as she read his text
BradshawBradley84 Deeply saddened by the fact that you let go of your Ravenclaw heritage so easily when I clearly remember you saying, “I can and will be the finest fucking Ravenclaw this world has ever seen”
She replied
NishiiiBagchi Not a way it is to address a Jedi, Bradshaw
BradshawBradley84 And here I was thinking you were a stormtrooper
NishiiiBagchi I was undercover, dammit.
BradshawBradley84 I can bet on the fact you were swooning over Anakin Skywalker when the prequels came out.
NishiiiBagchi Shut. Up.
BradshawBradley84 Oh wait, I was right.
He sends Nisha a pic from her own profile, which was her sitting in her dorm room bed. The wall behind her was filled with posters, including one of Hayden Christensen and Natalie Portman from Attack Of The Clones.
BradshawBradley84 Are you free tonight?
Nisha thought about it, a part of her desperate to hang out with him, and the other urging her to act reasonably. She was only recently hired at the university and had only been teaching for weeks. Although she thinks everyone is cool with her, taking a break will be frowned upon by someone.
NishiiiBagchi I got some papers to grade ☹
BradshawBradley84 Well, shit.
Oh, fuck it
NishiiiBagchi I’m heading to the beach on Wednesday. You in?
BradshawBradley84 Yeah, sure! I’ll bring snacks 😊
NishiiiBagchi Cool!
Her heart was filled with warmth. It had been a while since she felt it.
She’s got a date. With Bradley Bradshaw And she was totally cool with it.
Right?
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“You’re a Gryffindor? I’m Hufflepuff!” Bob gleefully admitted to Bradley, unaware of the fact he was having a stroke reading the text from her, thinking about what to send next.
“Huh?” he asked Bob.
“I’m a Hufflepuff man!” he says, smiling at him
“Um, no offense Bob but I guess everyone guessed that.” Mickey's voice followed.
He laughed as Fanboy and Payback, Mickey and Reuben, joined him, the latter saying, “Really want to meet the person who convinced you to join social media dude, even Hangan couldn’t do it”
“That’s because he wasn’t being nice about it.” He scoffs.
"I have a really cool idea about your first post. Look!" Mickey didn't give him any time as he snatched his phone and took a candid selfie with all four of them. He then proceeded to post it on Bradley's profile with the caption.
A fun day with my fellow aviators. Missing you @ Tasha24 <3
He tagged Natasha, who had to return to her home for a family emergency. She was getting stationed in Arizona, and she swore she would only leave after meeting everyone. Hangman seemed to be chill about it, but that didn't stop the boys from teasing him once in a while.
“Anyways,” Reuben interrupted, “Hard Deck is opening this Sunday and we’re heading there to welcome Penny back. And you have to be there no matter what." “Sure.” He smiled as Reuben and Bob talked about the flight plans for the week.
"Where are you stationed next?” Mickey asked “I have zero idea. Cyclone seemed impressed by the flight plans we've been following so I really hope I get a break before another mission."
"I have a mission with Hangman and Payback. We have a few months before we start, middle of the Pacific." he grinned, but Bradley could clearly sense it was forced.
"What happened? is he bothering you?" he fisked Mickey away to a corner, already forming a speech in his head about what he should say to Hangman.
"No, it's just," he looked around and then said, "I need your advice on something."
"Okay," Bradley says, eager to help his friend.
"So, you know I'm dating this girl. It's only been a few months but I really think she is it for me."
"Yeah, you mentioned her once. Y/N, right?" he remembered a pool game with Payback, Bob, and Mickey after the uranium mission, where they talked about their partners and Mickey told them about Y/N, who was an art student and boy was he floored for her.
"Yeah, Y/N Sersin."
Oh.
Oh!
A memory flashed before his eyes, watching a picture on Jake's locker from his High School days. He was holding a little girl on his shoulders while dressed in full football gear. Forget me not big bro, good luck! - Y/N Scribbled under it in neat handwriting.
"Holy shit," Bradley said the only acceptable words that came into his brain at the moment. "Yeah." Mickey grimaced. "Jake will annihilate you. I'm not even kidding." "Don't you think I know that!" he whispered to Bradley. "Why would you voluntarily do something like this?" "I had no idea she was his sister!" He resisted the urge to shake Mickey out of it, "Well, now you do!" "I'm not breaking up with her." "Don't even think about it. Get Y/N and tell him together before he finds out, simple and clear. And please do it in public so someone stops him from committing manslaughter." Mickey looks hopeful. "That's it," he says. "Yeah," Bradley replies
He huffs out a frustrated breath, "There is no way I'm finding a loophole in this, am I?" "Nope." Bradley deadpanned.
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seeminglyseph · 2 months
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Have I spent like 20 minutes dying my clothes because I like to look fashionable? Fuck off. I know it has only partial effects and I’m wasting dyes on mid to low level armours. Don’t care. Maybe I’ll find more shops with better dyes or learn how to make them myself. I don’t care at all. It’s also why I fully have not been wearing the helmets as much as I should be. I am not sorry. I also quick save before testing dye combinations sometimes. It’s important right now for me to look hot. When I get the look just right maybe I’ll post a pic. I’ve defiled that bright red sun robe to make it goth for Py because his name is all about fucking lying. (Get it? Because pyrite is fool’s gold? He’s a Drow half elf with amber eyes and a goth aesthetic. I swear there was a reason.)
Contemplating also taking him to the magic mirror and adjusting his makeup a little. Maybe put his hair in a ponytail… I like the colours I’ve given him so far, but I think he could have a bit more razzmatazz…
One day I’ll go back to Hymn and get some more spice in their playthrough too because their appearance is fun. I’m just having a lot of fun with Py right now. There’s so much stuff I learn about every new time I play.
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rabbittwinrithings · 1 year
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My new Dragonborn, Yakov (Not really his name...)
Long post, heads up!
So, a bit of context... I think Naarifin is neat! I found a lot of interest in his backstory.
Basically, if you don’t know who this pathetic man is, he was a commander during the Great War who lead the battle at the Imperial City. He’s a Boethiah worshipper who wanted to conduct a ritual called “The Culling,” which would unleash daedra into the city. He was defeated and from the city’s tower he hanged for 33 days, and on the 34th day a winged daedra took his body away. 
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So, i decided, since I have a weird facination with this horrible man (and feel bad about it,) and I want to redeem him. Introducing Naarifin (Pathetic Meow Meow Edition!)
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(I don’t have a pic of him before he got all nice and somewhat presentable...)
But my twist on his story is that all this time he’s been in Boethiah’s realm facing punishment for failing in the battle. Though it’s felts like centuries for him, it’s really only been around 30-40 years. Now, he’s escaped the realm and has returned to Nirn. Having to discover things are completely different, he’s seen as a failure by the Thalmor, and having to find his new place in the world as Dragonborn; all the while finding connections with others who help him become a better person. During this time he comes up with the name Yakov to stay hidden.
His main party is Khash, Varrick, Lucien, and Miraak.
I’m still exploring the order of quests I want to do, but coming up with a bunch of neat ideas for him. 
(My favorite is I’m making that Lucien’s mother was the one who fought him in battle so he absolutley freaks out when he learns this boy he’s picked up is the son of the one who bested him in battle.) 
He also starts off as a bit of a Karen. When someone says something wrong to him (before he learns that everything is different,) his catchphrase is “Do you not know who I am?! Me? Me?!” 
But after he softens up he takes Lucien and Khash in as if they were his own kids. Kinda co-parents Lucien with Varrick (who I’ve decided teaches Lucien how to fight instead of Naarifin.)
(Khash also hugs his leg is she’s upset. Look how short she is!)
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And due to his name being a female Bosmer name, I’ve decided one of his mothers was a Bosmer. And due to this he wanted to prove himself extra harder in the ranks of the Aldmeri Dominion. 
He also wears glasses to try and hide his identity.
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I totally wanna make more posts about him. But I’ll leave it here for now. 
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