too much for me
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i wish someone had told me that OCD causes depressive episodes because i spent so much time wondering why i had them and now I'm like... well alright this is shit
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my OCD has been getting worse recently so here is a drawing i did. idk i was whispering that stuff to myself earlier for some reason so i decided i would draw it.
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i be not giving a shit about something that happened, but then the OCD is like "what's that? you don't care? oh I'm gonna make you care, bitch😠" and then i'm stuck replaying it in my head nonstop and getting stressed out about it
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I’m disgusted in myself
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I wish I could openly talk about my OCD without fear of judgment or misunderstanding.
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the post-surgery challenge of dont pick at the surgical glue they put on the incisions dont pick at the surgical glue they put on the incisions dont pick at the surgical glue they put on the incisions dont pick at the surgical glue they put on the incisions dont pick at the surgical glue they put on the incisions dont
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anyone else absolutely clueless as to what this is all about?
so many people are hasty to reproduce as much as possible and when i try to look at it from a distance and see the entire timeline i'm just like, what are we rushing for? what is at the end of all of this that we are so eager to reproduce? what are we reproducing for? our successors will inevitably face the death of the sun if not the heat death of the universe so what's the fucking point
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OCD is getting really bad again... Get out of my head get out of my head get OFF OF ME
I want my brain splattered on the sidewalk.
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I hate having ocd like yeah ofc it's a disorder but like I hate it sm why did I have to have it??😭😭
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having uncommon ocd intrusive thoughts is kind of annoying
.. i’m currently having this one about the number 4 being bad but also this obsession to make an oc to give 4 names to
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thought for the day: why can some people not understand that its ok to be different?
it's so weird for me how being neurodivergent is considered as something "weird", because i speak from my own experience when i say that for me, neurotypical people are the different ones
i have OCD and i can't really understand how people go in life and don't have their brain torturing them, they have the ability of not to think of things they want to think about, they don't have compulsions or obsessive thoughts, their intrusive thoughts (for the neurotypicals who do have them) don't affect them the same way they do to me, they don't have their brain haunting and manipulating them all the time
idk, i have a shitty experience with my brain since i have memory so i really don't understand how some people have it so easy with their own brain, i wish i had that all the time
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Does anybody ever get so uncomfortable with intrusive thoughts that your hands start to physical feel gross? Like they’re so unclean that you might infect anybody around you with your bad thoughts? It happens to me a lot and it makes me want to chop my arms off.
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It's bedtime, which means it's time to over-analyze every weird pain I have and freak myself out until I can't sleep :)
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i just got reminded- thanks tumblr- that everyone hates me -and for some i dont even know why- and im feeling faily lonely today so ye
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My OCD and growing agoraphobia are going to further isolate me and it sucks I know but for now I think I need to have my own safe space.
It's not easy. I'm sorry.
I know it might turn unhealthy again but right now I need my space and I need to be somewhere safe.
I just wish people would understand.
-Amber (any pronouns)
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