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Growth capitalism is a deranged fantasy for lunatics.

Year 1, your business makes a million dollars in profit. Great start!

Year 2, you make another million. Oh no! Your business is failing because you didn't make more than last year!

Okay, say year 2 you make $2 mil. Now you're profitable!

Then year 3 you make $3 mil. Oh no! Your business is failing! But wait, you made more money than last year right? Sure, but you didn't make ENOUGH more than last year so actually your business is actively tanking! Time to sell off shares and dismantle it for parts! You should have made $4 mil in profit to be profitable, you fool!

If you're not making more money every year by an ever-increasing exponent, the business is failing!

Absolute degenerate LUNACY

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Look, I'm really not someone who believes much in "the world sending signs" beyond the whole "you see notice things that appear as signs and interpret them in ways that are a helpful reflection of what you are trying to come to terms with" but I do find it really comforting to be struggling with something and to be met with something hilariously on point for the timing

Cause I am having today off cause I woke up and had like two hours of crying and anxiety / panic attacks (work stuff and thinking / realizing this line of work might not be good for me) and thats not suitable for work and so for self care I go with my fiance to the local thrift store among a few other things and

#alter: riku #vent #vent tw #shitpost

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A lot of the time I have to go into therapy focused brain and give myself reaffirmations to keep myself from doing stuff that would prolonge or worsen my condition. So, some affirmations for myself for those that need it

Its a good thing to know your limits and acknowledge them

Its a good thing to reach out and address when you are at and around your limits

Its the responsible thing to do to state what you are unable to withstand and handle and it is the best thing to do when engaging with others that may be dependent on you

Acknowledging your limits may close some doors but there is always a large number of opportunities down the line

When plans change, a door to new and better possibilities open up; especially as the changed plans were not meant to happen and thus are nothing lost

You are okay.

#alter: fei #vent #vent tw #positive affirmations #positive affirmation

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Dude I'm so me sometimes

(Also give me a cookie for doing good theraputic reaffirming and reinforcing of good self care and habits I suck at)

But like

Me: god Im extremely feeling vulnerable feelings and imma tell my bestie that because I need to practice letting thst be seen by my trusted support group more

#me: well this sucks lets make it a theraputic opportunity #shitpost #alter: fei #but SUCH alter: riku core #alter: riku #GIVE ME A COOKIE #if you read this and support me you owe me a cookie /hj #I demand food based reinforcement #<- may or may not be Aya Brain but sh

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Man I think Imma probably quit my job with ESDM. Not for any other reasons than the fact I don't feel like its a good fit for me because ESDM is good, ESDM is great even - at least the one here. But ESDM is also very intensive, very high energy, very hard emotional labor BECAUSE its good at my no / low empathy ass and low social tolerance bar just can't sustain the high empathy, high compassion, high energy environment consistently and its going to drive me insane honestly.

I need to check a few things by but its just a fucking lot more than I expected.

#vent #vent tw #esdm

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The Red-headed Horseman

The Red-headed Horseman was a menacing beast that terrorized Stuttgart in 2005-2006 as the second in command to the Erlkonig. His name was given to him based o his first sighting as he was seen riding horseback with this saturated long ginger hair. This beast was a seasoned shapeshifter. Thankfully, the Red-headed Horseman was killed by the Prime Commander, making this beast purely a historical threat

#self promo

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Interesting feral pigeon color morphs seen in Girne, North Cyprus

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Mini hawk launched from car. Attacks an unsuspecting invasive species.

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Honestly, I think I might just work part time for a bit once my fiance gets back to working because I've realized that working full time and handling most of the adult home duties and home admin tasks for a year and a half has really been keeping me at max function and walking the line of my window of tolerance and I really should take some time in life to slow down and relax since my brain is frequently wanting to fall into its usual heavy rush-through-life heavy flight mode.

#vent #vent tw

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california quails they’re unforgettable. small and round, black feather on top.

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this is a way better model... you'll still get transphobic & intersexist drs of course but i prefer this to male / female or even having separate questions for gender & sex.

[we can't see the full form, but i'd suggest having a "something else" option and dominant hormone question too.]

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First. It's largely where I am at these days. Ironically, rather than being perceived as my agab, I'm more often assumed to be the opposite of my agab which is ALSO wrong, but its fine and chill with me.

I honestly don't care too much about how others perceive me other than maybe my fiance.

*yes, this includes genders that it's currently not possible to "pass" as. it's a fantastical hypothetical

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god man why did I have to run into the history / lore / legend chapter of this book on buddhism ugh its less fun to read than the other stuff RIP Ill call it at half a chapter today cause Im tired and its a Monday

#reading journal #reading journals #reading logs #reading log