#no they’ve seen EVERYTHING

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

ok everybody block dnp on all socials they have eyes everywhere. they know way to much. those omniscient fuckers are always watching. no one is safe.

like what do you MEAN you know about those stupid “real voice” compilations and people absolutely clowning about jumpcuts and smudged whiskers and what do you MEAN you’re aware of those 2009 phan theories people still debate to this day? what happened to “i don’t check my indirects” “i don’t go on the tags”?? i bet you’re lurking RIGHT NOW reading this very post. all men do is lie. can’t trust anyone 😤😪

#/j #dnp #dan and phil #pinof #phan #gamingmas 2023 #yeet my deet #dan howell #daniel howell #amazingphil #phil lester #danisnotonfire #i didn’t participate in the phandom until they came out #i was an older phannie i started watching at age 16 #so i knew better #so this feels like i’m being punished for something i didn’t do #and having always been mortified and embarrassed by the shit yall would say back in the day #my only respite was “ok maybe dnp didn’t see this” #no they’ve seen EVERYTHING #you’re past is coming back to haunt you but your past is also coming back to haunt me lmao #to be clear i am part of the problem simply for consuming phan/phandom media at the time and therefore giving those videos views #but i was always terrified of the phandom #like i didn’t even consider myself part of the phandom for my first 4 years as a phannie #i was a closet demon phannie lol #i started participating after they came out and we were all actual adults about it and super respectful #i was like we’re all old and gay now i love this for us #yeet my deenp

[ewwww-what]

an archdevil and a presidential candidate sneak into a gay bar

flatcolor + closeups below :)

#they love each other so much you guys don’t understand #they’ve lived together for years. they have seen each other at their worst. #THEY HAVE CHOSEN EACH OTHEROVER EVERYTHING SO MANY TIMES #ITS ALL ABOUT FRIENDSHIP #ITS ALL ABOUT THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE #ITS ALL ABOUT TAKING CARE OF EACH OTHER #my brother just brought me fettuccine alfredo #which is an important addon to this post #(it’s all about taking care of each other) #BY THE WAY #I understand the ‘they are sisters’ response to lots of my bad girls posts but I need to make it so clear that it’s more than that #not to be that guy because I do get it but I’m in a constant state of twisting myself around my art to avoid some things #and something I get a bunch is people seeing things as either ‘they’re siblings’ or ‘they’re dating’ when neither was my intention #because what I’m trying to get across here isn’t romantic and it’s not really sisterly either. love is such a wide range beyond that #+ and I want those types of love to also be understood within my art y’know #all that to say that it’s not that deep and they love each other very very much any way you slice it #d20 #d20 fantasy high #dimension 20 #d20 fanart #fantasy high #fhjy #kristen applebees #fig faeth #fig fantasy high #kristen fantasy high #kristen chilis applebees #fantasy high fanart #undescribed #my art

[thealogie]

Another thing about seeing David Tennant perform is that no matter where you sit in the room, he will make eye contact with you or at least look in your direction at least once during the play. And it’s all done so organically like of course the performance comes first it’s not like it looks like he’s looking around trying to make a connection with everyone but it’s been built into the staging/blocking/acting beats. His big brown eyes are like doesn’t matter where you sit man I’m gonna find you, I’m gonna make you feel like you’re in this with me

#@ all the people talking in the bathroom talking about how they’ve seen everything he’s done live since hamlet #please know that I actually fantasized about beating you with sticks #macbeth

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

it’s the way alex’s eyes flicker momentarily to miles’s mouth as he says “on a…” for me (and the accompanying tiny little smirk) (and the stuttering) (and the way he’s suddenly unable to make eye contact with miles after miles’s “table” comment) (actually, it’s just all of it)

#for some reason i’d never seen the video clip of this only the transcription #and oh god is it worse with the expressions and the body language and the everything of it #they’ve got lots of skills but subtlety isn’t one of them #milex #alex turner #miles kane #tlsp #baby puppets #baby milex #the last shadow puppets #milex vid #lulu posts

[zeb-z]

I feel like every team other than red starts the day with some modicum of hope. they want to put care into what they build for their base, for missions, they start thinking that they have a chance. while red starts the day in the dirt and just has no hope at all. no expectations. their main worry is not getting spawnkilled by badboyhalo again. so when red wins everyone is beat into the ground because man they tried their hardest and put stock in their ability. while red’s motto is ‘we won today and fuck tomorrow!’. the rest of the teams got dreams still, which allows them to crumble - reds already been there, and they’re running on pure spite and mania. blue and green are trying to talk with them a few days too late, they’re already wearing matching gas masks planning on eating people. it’s whatever it takes to win, and red has decided early that they’re together so it doesn’t matter if they get curb stomped every day.

they’ve won by the power of several miracles purely because they coordinate, and they have absolutely nothing to lose - which means everything to gain. The other teams have their hopes and plans for victory still, yet somehow red has the best morale because who cares who fucking cares, this is hell! this is hell!! but at least we are together!

#red team went fuck it we ball and that’s that on that #I haven’t watched a lot of green team but I have seen their times have been super staggered #and blue man. man #it doesn’t help that blue is cursed but like man #they’ve all got to coordinate and they’d beat red team back into a pulp to be clear #it’s like those who are try Harding aren’t try Harding together yknow? idk #red team was treated like a joke like the weak ones to kick around so they had nothing to lose and everything to gain #idk it’s interesting it’s just interesting to think about #mcyt #qsmp #qsmp purgatory #z speaks

[meimyr]

Headcanon that despite the Traveler having a sense of morality which opposes Ei’s previous actions, they still get along with her because they know they cannot judge. They would rend this world apart if their twin died in their arms.

#we still see how the traveler prioritizes their twin…they know their twin is head of the abyss order but instead of warning everyone #they continue to hold it to their chest and wait to see how everything will play out despite the harm they’ve seen the abyss order cause #because while they help where they can #their sibling is the end goal of their journey #genshin impact #genshin #Lumine #aether #raiden shogun

[starlooove]

Ppl will say fanon v canon doesn’t matter and it’s all jokes and I’m sooooo close to going sure sometimes and then I remember y’all removed a major role of one of the if not THEE most prominent black character in Bruce’s story who was created a whole decade before tim and gave it to tim based off a run where he literally handed the role back! Like IN THE COMIC Tim was CEO in name only and handed it back to Lucius relieved when he didn’t need to front anymore like.

#also if I said y’all took a lot of what tam does and her character traits and handed them off to tim…. #like from that run #it’s crazy bc I always say that’s like the only comic tim stans read #but if that’s true the racism isn’t even covert anymore el oh el #tim Drake #it’s actually about him this time #I’m not gonna clog Lucius or tam tags any further tho #oh and on the tam note #her quick thing and sheer insanity was seen as naivety from tim even tho it saved his ass quite a few times #mainly that Vicki vale shit #which is hung up on LUCIUS’ wall #bc it’s HIS office #bc HE is the CEO. #I think it’s so funny how Bruce quest was like unreliable narrator knows their unreliable and thinks that knowledge means that everything t #they say is true bc they acknowledge that maybe they’re not thinking healthily #which is so fucking fun #but y’all go ‘yesss this is Tim!’ #like no! it’s not! and tim knows that! and he’s too high strung to be pissed or scared about it! #AND THAT IS WHAT SHOULDVE HAPPENED NEXT #IK cómics don’t like to acknowledge that kinda trauma and shit #but something going deep into Tim’s mental state at the time and how he was impacted in daily and personal life #(bc instead of black characters being written out and ignored I’m choosing to believe tam distanced herself bc he was such a Dick) #Like that would’ve been craaaazy #like even tims lack luster reaction at seeing Kon in Paris after he was DEAD #And then later having the emotional reaction like he really kept that shit on the backburner #but noooo he’s so badass and a killer 🥺 #anyways justice for the fox family #at least for Lucius like he and cyborg are in the same boat for me #where they’ve been around for so long and have been so important (cyborg on a waaaay wider scale) #that the fact that they don’t get their flowers in favor of making shit up for tim is SICK

[acatalystrising]

Unpopular opinion: you can enjoy Andor AND the other Star Wars shows at the same time. Stories are great in that they are unique - not everyone will like every story, but every story isn’t meant for everyone. It’s okay to be respectfully critical, but you never know how a story could be impacting someone’s life.

#seriously I don’t want to sound like that person #but I’ve seen a lot of bashing of the sw shows lately #and don’t get me wrong #Andor is great and I love it #but that doesn’t mean everything else is garbage and deserves to be treated as such #every time I see someone trash TBOBF it pushes me further toward writing my essay #I’m not even kidding anymore #and the same goes for obi wan and mando #they’re all such great stories and they’ve gotten so many of us through life #we don’t need to be jerks okay #this is a love letter to boba fett #boba fett #book of boba fett #star wars #mandalorian #obi wan kenobi #the mandalorian #star wars: andor

[loveandthings11]

Jeremy Strong for Vulture 4/30/23

“We as a culture would be a lot better off if we judged a little less and empathized a little more.”

Jeremy hates being called cringeworthy and so does Kendall. It’s called being sincere ❤️ Do people understand it actually hurts him? 😭😭 Will be defending him forever!!

#hshxhcjsjsj I need to tell him how much he is appreciated for being who he is #I genuinely hope he hears that on a regular basis because the sincerity is everything to me #literally my blog description #I can’t believe he talked to vulture honestly #they’ve been so obnoxious about him in the past but he rises above it #Kendall would also be hurt by this so quit because have you seen his eyes- he needs to be happy always #succession #kendall roy #jeremy strong #succession season 4 #succession spoilers

[parallelunivrses]

hmmmm kinda wanna rewatch all of spn………… haven’t done a full rewatch since season 10 was airing I think……… is this a terrible idea….. yes. will that stop me though………

#also I kinda wanna see if I can get through it all before Mookie and my mom finish it #they started their rewatch like 3 years ago now. they watched the 200th episode and stopped cause they got into K-pop and kdramas #but they’ve slowly started talking about picking it back up again before Mookie goes to college #so like. there’s a bit of a time constraint #I think I could do it #plus I have the dvds now and I kinda wanna watch the bloopers after each season too #and a lot of the later seasons I’ve only seen the episodes once #like everything post season 11/12 cause I stopped watching with the British men of letters #and only binged it all to watch the last episode live #I’m gonna do this aren’t I #personal #fun fact: back when there were fewer than 10 seasons of the show I used to do a full rewatch in less than a month. while in school. taking #lots of AP classes and doing a ton of other volunteering. I was not okay

[bigwizardhat]

actually yeah i am pissed that i’ve spent almost a decade in therapy having to learn how to monitor and manage my emotions just to be accepted as a normal member of society and yet my 60+ year old peers are allowed to snap and bite and whine at me and im just told “you can’t teach an old dog new tricks”

#the situation is being handled and everything is fine but #how many times does this person have to be told this behavior is unacceptable before they fucking learn to deal with it like an actual adult #and the excuse of ‘that’s just what old [their ethnicity] women are like’ WELL IT SHOULDNT BE. #this person has made every other female teller they’ve worked with cry at some point and yet it’s just seen as ‘oh that’s just how they are’ #at what point are they going to realize that they’re acting like a petulant child

[zeb-z]

“Even if it’s not my fault, it’s still my accident, it’s still my mess. It’s still something that - exists, because I do” oh. and he just doesn’t know another way to help, either, because all his life has been screwing up without helpful direction in order to meet impossible standards, and so there is no other way than to bleed himself dry. for the cause, for a friend in need, for anyone he doesn’t know. especially for the problems that he himself creates, because to him his pure existence has always been the problem, because the elders were fucked as hell and traumatized him to no end - so even causing problems is a sin. a single mistake is a sin. it always has been. and it’s rough trying to learn anything other than that mindset - but Jay and Chip won’t let him struggle alone.

and it’s like - that’s what comes with being raised the way he was. punished for imperfection, but there’s no guidebook, no definition of perfect. and so perfect is never good enough anyway. it’s a trap and there is no winning, so there’s nothing else to do but take the blame and bear it, and internalize it. and it makes actual failure and actual mistakes that much more painful. of course responsibility needs to be taken for your actions - but when you’ve been taking responsibility for everything, up to and including the literal fate of the world, all of your life, every outcome is your fault. and guilt only builds, and resentment only festers. of course he hates the elders for how they treated him. of course he hates himself.

he’s grabbing his own destiny and making his own choices - but the thing about making your own choices is that there are so many of them. there’s no destiny to blame anymore. and all you can do is the best you can. and it’s not always going to be good enough. he’s learned plenty about failure, but with Jay and Chip around, maybe he’ll learn about second chances, and self forgiveness. maybe he’ll learn that accidents aren’t always met with extremes. and that he’s not the only one left to deal with a mess if he slips up and breaks something.

#after their talk and their big spar part 2 and everything I’m choosing to hope for the up and up #I just. I dunno. again. y’all ever think about how he never lays on hands to heal himself? because I do #I’m calling it what it is tw for the tags here but #passive suicidality. and it’s scary and tough to deal with especially under these conditions he’s under and it’s like #he’s someone who can be seen as bigger than life almost a moral role model. a hero of sorts. and still he thinks he’ll never be good enough #abuse will do that to a mf #but like. idk jay shot him and he forgave her. and chip can be a downright bastard and he still cares for him. as much as his own #morals and nature have rubbed off on the other captains they’ve also rubbed off on him. I mean sarcasm? pranks? #chip is valuing others more and more. and so maybe gillion will value himself more and more. yknow? #after every mistake he’s made and the others have made they’re still crew. family. and ain’t that somethin? #I dunno. taking responsibility isn’t just bleeding yourself out as retribution. there has to be a balance. and for gillion (and chip tbh) #that’s difficult. and something I am hoping they will continue improving on #idk. I have many thoughts without full articulation I’m just kinda spinning them all in my brain yknow #jrwi riptide 86 #jrwi #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #character analysis #z speaks

[datastate]

i love reko and kai's friendship because you look at them and it's ex-assassin assumed homemaker with a morbid, mildly concerning sense of humor (with the occasional pun) whose two closest friends are people only slightly younger than his father & then a Rockstar who actually hangs out with people her own age but didn't fully register how to befriend and relate to them on a personal level until two years ago where her only unconditional support for the longest time was her brother, who ended up murdering someone. and despite both of them still very much learning how to navigate healthy friendships, they somehow find theirs through kai breaking down reko's intimidating exterior by mentioning yokai

#and then sitting down for a more serious talk abt the boundaries because neither one necessarily wanted to push the other one away #even if they didn't know each other. they still cared enough to point that out on both sides #i am mostly joking here but genuinely theyshare. so many of the same values and i truly wish we could've seen them interact more #if keiji hadn't survived.reko would've most definitely been the co-leader with sara and it's. augghg #kai appreciates her strength and recognizes that its drawn from compassion the same as saras... #and reko knows it's much healthier using that to fuel her than the spite and anger thst just. eroded her motivations in past years #doing everything you can becsuse you love people and you have that peace of knowing they love you... #that you can't give up on them and have to give it your all. they’ve given you a second chance... #augh. i am so sleepy but llease do you understsdlnd. there is so much more but... 💥 #jestersvaguely #yttdposting

[quietwingsinthesky]

even does know what plants are though. (as per doctor who canon, the way ships manage to keep oxygen on long voyages is via having literal forests in them. now, nothing to that extent, obviously, they weren’t that well-equipped or funded. but there’s definitely plants In There, probably relegated to a much more ordered existence, think the difference between a natural forest and one grown for logging.) at least they have that. they have seen plants. not often, but they have.

i don’t think they really understand plants beyond their functions (to eat, keep everyone breathing, etc.) whereas with natural beauties and animals and other such things that even has no experience with and can wonder over, they can’t really. do that with plants. the ability to admire a flower rather than immediately think of it in terms of resources lost and gained in its creation is a skill they have to learn.

but you know. at least they have seen them. that’s something. that’s slightly less depressing, right.

#even also would not know how to take care of plants. at most they know that plants require water. maybe. #their job was reconstituting the ship’s waste and recovering as much as they could and safely disposing of the rest #even doesn’t know to water plants. thank god the doctor doesn’t keep houseplants. they would die. #but i just think this would be an interesting contrast. #how easily even is taken in by things they’ve never seen before. and the few things they consider mundane. they have trouble looking at #with any emotion but Critically Thinking About How This Contributes To Us #the ever-present conflict of everything they learned to function as a part of a ship that was. not prepared. and responded to its lack of #preparedness by dehumanizing everyone on it and exploiting them until their death all for a future they couldn’t even be sure was there. #and the fact that they are delighted by the universe. they want to love it. they want to see it as beautiful. they want to escape. #and. what that means is that even thinks of flowers as wastes of space. long after they’ve gotten over a lot of their other ins #instincts about resource management and wasting it and such. they never really like flowers. #and that makes it kind of funny right? that it’s rose they have a crush on. #to them: rose is essential. so important to the doctor and so important - in their eyes - to the whole universe because of it. #idk where im going with this but its certainly a thing now #dw oc

[lesbiansanemi]

Okay. My roommate’s bf that is moving in in a couple weeks brought his fucking dog over today and 😭 like ig it was well behaved but the cats hated it (and both my cats are already anxious messes I dread to think of how they’ll act/what they’ll do with a brand new big stressor added) and it fucking. It fucking REEKS like dog. Like yeah it’s a dog but I haven’t been around dogs in so long I forgot how much like dogs dogs smell and 😭😭 if it’s gonna be here that means my apartment and my things and my blankets and clothes are gonna start to smell like fucking dog and I’m fjfjdjsksk I don’t like this but I’ve also said a couple times I’m not happy about the dog thing and they’re both like “haha well! He’s a good dog” and I think they think I’m kinda being jokey about it but like. No. I don’t like the fucking dog and I don’t wanna live with a dog 😭 because even if it’s super well behaved and doesn’t bother me in a literal sense I will still have to deal with the inescapable consequence of Living With a Dog in the sense of it making my cats anxious/moody/angry and my apartment smelling like it and hfjdjdjdks I don’t know what to doooooo

#he also made a comment tonight about me having a lot of art on the wall… #and then going ‘haha we’ll have to make a little Kaz corner’ and like implying he wanted me to take a lot of it down #he might have been joking? but if not I’m :/ #like I don’t mind kinda moving some of my things around to rearrange and making room for some of his stuff #but I’m not shoving all my shit into a teeny part of the apartment or all in my room or something #like. it’s. its my apartment. it’s reasonable for me to want some of my things in the main part of the apartment I PAY RENT IN #and idk. like I don’t MIND him living here and it’s not that I expected to not have to make any changes #but I’m starting to get worried that he (and my roommate will follow his lead cuz he’s a wet noodle) #are gonna start acting like it’s THEIR apartment and I’m the random third person that needs to compromise on everything/get shoved into a #spare room and my influence should not be seen #and then we’re gonna start to have. problems. which I really don’t wanna fucking deal with #like uh. no actually. it’s my name on the lease. I lived here before. I am not overhauling my living arrangements #for a guy my roommate is dating who wanted to move in even tho they’ve only been dating like five months #and from what I can gather is not even gonna pay rent 😭😭😭 #idk maybe I’m overreacting but just. the way my concerns have been kinda brushed off and my things are being treated so flippantly #is. mm. it’s rubbing me the wrong way and I don’t like it #kaz rambles

[minimitchell]

rant incoming but lola’s sl has really tainted a lot of great dynamics in that family unit and i really hate ee for doing that when it wasn’t necessary at all. we should’ve gotten them banding together to make lola’s last months/weeks as good as they could be and leaning on each other for support. instead we got them all at odds with each other, being frustrated with one another and even being completely absent. they had the opportunity to show the big, important conversations, the nice family scenes, the support not only for the dying person but for the family members left behind. but they opted for sensationalism, pointless twists and over-egging what could’ve been a heartbreaking story. i used to love the family dynamic and bond they all have with each other and now i’m close to giving up on the show because i simply can’t watch them tear this family unit apart even more.

#tw negativity #remember how excited i was for the callum/jay and ben/jay dynamic when this story started?? #now callum is nowhere to be seen in this and ben and jay’s relationship is folding under everything #we’ve had one nice family scene of them all together at the start and nothing since then #we haven’t gotten important talks or informative scenes regarding the pr or the cancer itself #and i’m not saying it had to be all sunshine and that the different reactions to lola dying shouldn’t be explored but the balance is missing #i’m biased and i’m annoyed so my opinion might soften but right now my opinion is that they’ve bitched this story #*botched