#no one cares. i should go study.

[supremeladyoftherandom]

Me: *looks at the hunger games fandom*

Me: So peaceful. So content. Must be nice having your biggest problem be the movie title being slightly innacurate.

Me: *sighs*

Me: *looks back to see the other fandoms shes in*

*Batfam is sipping tea while being surrounded by destruction*

*Pjo is having a full on duel with rick with swords while shit is on fire and they are both cackling manically*

*jjk is drunk in the corner and doing something on their computer*

*hp just had a shouting match with jk and has disowned her*

*septimus heap sits in the other corner and yearns for recognition*

*marauders just stabbed themselves in the heart and is currently crying*

*marvel is chanting shit shit shit while desperately trying to figure out What The Hell They're Supposed To Do*

*miraculous is on the ceiling, screeching*

Me: *sighs again*

Me: *quietly goes to the secrets of nicholas flamel fandom. it is only me. Im the only one here.*

#I will regret this post in the morning ik #wait shit it IS morning its currently 4 am #no one cares. i should go study. #tagging fandoms. #batfam #hunger games #pjo #jjk #hp #septimus heap #marauders #marvel #miraculous #too many fandoms #im in too many fandoms #theres so many i didnt mention here #addams family #series of unfortunate events #five kingdoms #danny phantom #osmanverse #demon slayer #bsd #too many. just too many. #oshi no ko #help me god #GORTIMER GIBBONS LIFE ON NORMAL STREET. #JUST. ADD. MAGIC. #smh bury this one so deep not even staff can find it

[honorthysalad]

“Matsuura-san’s parent died… Hikaru’s parent also died… having your parent die… is bad.”

Thank god we’ve got Yoshiki here, modern philosopher of our time, to drop this wisdom upon us. Surely this grand conclusion, which required a whole flashback to come to, will have an impact on how Yoshiki views death going forward- oh wait, lol what am I saying? Of course it’s not!

#It took so much to come to the coldest take I’ve ever seen #Like Yoshiki pulled this straight out of the fridge ‘hikaru’ put Matsuura in #And he somehow got less empathetic after this point #At the point that /‘Hikaru’/ is the one going ‘should we care about this person dying?’ #And Yoshiki is going ‘nah. We’ve got a research project to do’ #Smth has definitely changed #I hope this obsession with the research project is like- an actual thing #Maybe like Yoshiki is experiencing that same emptiness ‘hikaru’ feels on a daily basis but he doesn’t know what would fill it #So he’s just seeking out and taking in as much information as he can because learning has always been an escape for Yoshiki #Like being smart is Yoshiki’s way out of the village. Every time Tokyo is brought up it’s almost always in reference to his intelligence #So learning more has always been Yoshiki’s solution to things. ALSO Yoshiki is actually obsessed w/ this research project #He thinks about it while he’s in class- while he’s studying outside of class- while his friends are all talking- #You can probably count on two hands the amount of times Yoshiki talks about smth other than the research project post volume 3 #It’s actually concerning #hikaru ga shinda natsu #the summer hikaru died #hgsn #hgsn spoilers #my hgsn shit #It doesn’t have to be because he’s becoming more like ‘hikaru’ #I’d just like for that plot point to come up again and be like a driving force for why Yoshiki acts the way he does #The actual reason will be nothing at all #And instead Yoshiki will revert back to normal when Maki eventually dies #Because Yoshiki is only capable of caring about people he knows the name of

[obsob]

wizard that makes u nonbinary

#mine #hohohoheheh this is one of my. failed prints #was gna make like a wizard series w various colour palettes to do with th identities flag but....alas #this is the only one i finished tho the bi one got like halfway there so. maybe i will finish that 1 #i think new prints r arriving?? late next week maybe?? its a long bank holiday so. theyre gna b closed for a little #one of my insect books arrived yesterday VERY exciting. i. want to read abt buggies!!!!!!!!! #ive also been looking into uh learning to drive. bc i should. do that. #i think it is going to be awful i will probably kill someone #i need to do some theory first i havent had to study anything for like. 5 years. so this. is going to gp. badly #hfuhgn....sleepy.....sleepy baby....its only 4pm #oh i just got an email saying my prints have been dispatched jfbskdf never mind!! #ough i need to order. more envelops. my favourite thing to order #ive been spending so much MONEY it makes me so STRESSED #i had a spree of actually spending money usually i just hoard it like some sort of rabbit #i bought som clothes.......bought some skin care......som vitamins #i got some probiotic gut health vitamins n im like. cured. why did i not do this sooner #ibs be gone #wizard that gives u ibs

[incorrect-primarchs-quotes]

HonestlyYYYY!! Though now you intimidate me more, you're clearly a big league pharmacist. I just took a summer class to be a techie.

Though like the rude customers are both understandable (miserable, pain, feel icky) but also not because du d e it's not our fault the doctor did the wrong stuff

Don't be afraid, I'm really just tired or confused all the time😭

But yes, I've became kind of sus(?) of doctors now. I have a lot of things I could tell, like when this newly appointed doctor gave her first med to her own grandma - which is a family's friend - and I turned pale after hearing what drug she gave her.

#grandma is luckily find btw #she took only one pill before the cardiologist immediately took those pills away from her #also wait #because this might look weird #the drug in questions is one of the most common ever - its not rare #not weird #not new #it's super common and studies everywhere in the medical field #so like im sorry but that mistake was kind of big #but yeah be careful #another time we got this little girl having some hormonal problem and she was checked by 2 different doctors #i remember one of them was literally out of their head #i had to convince her big sister to go to a specialized clinic because i was really worried of #“yeah they don't know what it is but they said she should take this pill” #that pill was quite heavy and should not be given that lightly #anon #lmao sorry for the big rant #btw shes fine too for now after changing her meds

[kyouka-supremacy]

Thinking about pre getting together sskk where Atsushi can sense Akutagawa is significantly more relaxed and affable with him when they're alone yet cold and mean every time there's other people around and he's deeply hurt by the change and them fighting over it and them telling each other “So you're mad I'm kind at you? What do you want Jinko” “I want you to hate me when we're alone too” because. yeah

#I don't have fanfictions in my mind I just have random line prompts that hit illegally hard #One could argue that Atsushi should be flattered Aktgw feels like he can drop the mean facade only when he's alone with him but actually? #I think that's exactly how Atsushi would react because Akutagawa being like that would trigger his terror of being– #inadequate / unworthy / not good enough etc etc #Let 👏👏 Atsushi 👏👏 be 👏👏 the 👏👏 immature 👏👏 one 👏👏 for once #But it's also specifically fitting for Akutagawa because for Akutagawa apparence really IS everything. #Especially where he was raised to think it didn't really matter how strong he was but whether Dazai recognized him or not = #how Dazai perceived him = how he appeared in front of Dazai = how he appears in front of everyone else for extension #They're so deeply fucked up... #atsushi nakajima #ryūnosuke akutagawa #sskk #bsd #bungou stray dogs #mine #Also au where I don't have to get a diploma where I would write thousands of sskk fics #Also I just feel like it'd hurt Atsushi so much because he'd feel deluded and betrayed‚ in the way #“once again it turns out that no one really loves me- at least not as sincerely as to show it in front of others” :( #3am trying really hard to study Hans Kelsen but I keep thinking about Them #Please may the next exam go well 😭😭 I actually care a lot for this subject #q. #10/09/22

[silenthillbunni]

☃️

#out of nowhere i just got reminded of how in 9th grade during a break i was sitting w my friend group nd studying #me nd one of my friends got into just a silly argument bc she was always trying to cause friction lol #then she suddenly got rlly mad nd it resulted in her throwing a book in my face #and saying that i should just go kill myself and make the world a better place #and all our other friends just silently started packing up their things nd then just left #she left too #so i fled to the bathrooms nd cried for a long time not wanting to go to class #i ended up being a bit late to class nd walking into the classroom w all of my 'friends' in there was so weird #i also told our teacher but she didnt believe me nd just said that she (the friend) would never say or do smth like that #if just one of those friends would've stayed and comforted me..... #idk i am oversensitive so even small things hurt me lol but this was such an unpleasant nd bad moment for me #i felt so alone.... nd like none of them would care if i did kill myself. bc none of the protested when she said that skskksks #anyway.. i rlly dont wanna think abt my school time at all but sometimes i have dreams abt them nd i wake up remembering :((((

[newtness532]

im so annoyed with everything today, i think i need some tasty food and a million hours of sleep and then I'll be back to normal

#the teacher at the first class today was so dibsjdhdhdhdhsgs 😫 #like she was teaching us things that are like unrelated to the class that shes teaching so idek why she was teaching it #but also its things that we have been learning since the 1st semester and we've done them in at least 10 classes and she was acting like #this was the 1st time we were hearing about it #like oh yeah we're on the 7th semester of studying nutrition but no one bothered to tell us how many calories are in a gram of fat #and she gave us homework 'to see if we know this' like #oh yes i can make a meal plan for a child with crohns or cystic fibrosis or celiac disease or everything else we've done this semester and #all the other semesters but i guess i cant tell you what micronutrients are in this one breakfast meal #like fuck off and stick to what you're supposed to be teaching #anyway i know im getting more annoyed than i should but she was just even more annoying than usual today #like she interrupted the lesson every 5 minutes to yell at someome to be quiet i wasnt even aware there were people talking until she yelled #anyway #also my new earphones aren't working well idk why ive definitely not been mistreating them that much for them to break in less than a month #like i had my old pair for at least 4 years until the broke and i dont think the wire got cut in them like the sound was coming out weird #but there was sound coming out. in the new ones you need to hold them in a very specific angle for sound to come out #and like im careful with how i put them away so what is up with them? #my theory is that they make wired earphones shitty on purpose so that you will spend a lot of money and buy wireless #also we had said from Tuesday that we would hang out with my friends today but i guess they forgot or idk and they made other plans #(to go home and sleep) and during the weekend the one friend wont be here and next week my family will be here so we probably wont hang out #again until next year and we have exams almost immediately so we wont be hanging out much then either #also my period is supposed to come soon and i hope that it will either come today or it will wait until after Christmas #ideally it will never come ever again but we cant always get what we want #anyway im gonna go eat the rest of my μεσογειακό and go take a nap #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

[adore-gregor]

study smart not hard (altough both is best actually) this saying is so true

#my advice #but this saying is sooo true #i know some people at uni who study for exam so long and hard but then fail or just barely make it :( #like what are you doing? i don't mean this in a mean way but it doesn't have to be this difficult #i don't understand how some people can study for an exam for 2 weeks or even a month and still fail and i don't think they're stupid #or i don't see myself as particulary smart #but i guess they just waste their time a lot and i realized studying effective is so important #now everyone is a bit different and has to find what works best for them but there are certain techniques which are proven to work well #there is so much information on the internet on this look it up seriously #it made my life sm easier i never struggled in uni like i did in school and i get good grades #and if i ever struggled a bit it was because i started so late it was almost impossible to pass 😂 #which is why to do both is still best 😂 #but i actually always made it and i never failed an exam at uni (which i studied for) #(two i was fooled into to just try without studying bc it's easy lol) #i mean i shouldn't speak too soon but i already made it through some of the most difficult of my studies #ofc it depends on what you study how well this works but i'm speaking for myself #i once passed an exam with a B studying only 2 days as one of the best students while others studied 2 weeks #and got worse grades or failed #still studying only 2 days is stupidity don't do it 😅 #so the techniques i find very helpful are ofc exam questions probably the best one #if there are none make your own #then blurting for which there are different ways but i like to just go over a topic and then write down everything i remember #then fill the gaps #quizlet is also great it's an app which allows you to create cards and then tests you in creative ways #videos can be helpful as well for summaries and using summaries in general is normally enough it saves you sm time #normally you don't actually need to know everything but you should be careful it's not a bad summary leaving out too much 😅 #and i also like mindmaps bc i'm a very visual person #but all those tipps are mostly for remembering information so it doesn't work so well for other fields of study #well i hope this is somewhat helpful idk 🙈 #oh and reading texts over and over again is the most useless in my opinion i don't remember much at all and it takes sm time

[willowcrowned]

it took me four straight hours but I have FINISHED the draft for the phonological grammar for dathomiri and boy HOWDY do I want to keel over and die

#i should establish that it’s not my fault I had to do this all in one day #I’ve just been That Sick and now my life is a game of catch up #even with the paper extension I got #it’s a shame too bc I would have loved to do more with it than a stress system some phonotactics and a few rules for fun #this is the stuff I LIKE this is the stuff I’ve actually STUDIED #like the grammar won’t be HORRIBLE but I’m not going to try to do anything crazy with it #bc I just. don’t really care about grammar as much #I’ll do. idk a pe’alim system for verbs and some interesting stuff with gender and pronouns for the worldbuilding #but it’s just not my jam the way this stuff is #willow’s life #anyways. I’ll put the draft up later if anyone wants to see it #it’s a lot of the same stuff from the phonetic inventory just with the phonotactics and stress system and a new vowel harmony rule #willow makes some words

[volatilemariner]

clasping my gross little hands together. so

#i should draw more cronus. i should #ooc. #if anything just to also practice drawing men more bc if im being honest im not like. that comfortable in that set of skills yet #and. i also feel like i should draw at least one picture where cronus isnt looking down at the camera #like bitch boy youre 5'9 lets not act like thats all that tall for a troll #cool it w the superiority complex :/ #just bc ure beefy doesnt mean youre thor of asgard #i hate one man #im gonna go study mens torsos now. if you even CARE #OH also feel free to see this as cronus running away. bc he kind of is LMAO he has no idea what to do now #give this motherfucker one smidge of positive attention and hes like 'wait thats scary actually and you are 100% fucking with me' #re: lonely and usually universally disliked+rejected

[iloveyouitisruiningmylife]

my sister called me and kept asking excitedly that what's happening in my life and

#like life as in. i can't say love life but like you know what's happening with the guys and the girls #girl #and i was so tired #am so tired #i just made up an excuse that im too physically tired too talk to cut the call and told her id call her back but i won't #i want to okay i really do I want to hear about her life what's going on but she's not that type of person jinke saamne #i can just divert the topic from myself avoid talking about me she's determined and caring like that😭 #just. kya batau main #i spent the whole day working but really if i stopped doing anything for like 2 minutes all the last convos i had with everyone i #liked loved whatever started replaying in my head constantly making me feel all down and sad in public yk that empty heaviness inside chest #i mean. what is there to say. i feel truly pathetic #everyone just keeps leaving me. they decide one day that oh nope she's not for me not interesting anymore doesn't understand is too much #draining and destroys my peace and then they leave #it doesn't even matter the weight of the relationship #whether it's been a year of being in love or two weeks of talking till 5 am or a week of wishing me good morning and good night #every day. it doesn't matter they leave and they leave and they leave and they don't look back and im left to pick up the pieces go on #pretend to be okay and normal and fucking focused on like. studying accounts as if my heart isn't breaking #into a million tiny pieces everytime #i don't know how to tell her. the sister you love so much the sister you can't live without imagine life without. the #sister who you thought about holding on for because you couldn't do that to her leave her alone when you had suicidal thoughts. she's #she's actually deeply unlovable undateable unfuckable and like truly lonely and easy to let go of #i know she loves me and i know my bestfriend loves me and she would fall apart if i wasn't there for her #but it's not enough. i really wish it was. but it's okay it's enough for now it's enough to keep me going it's enough to make me not wanna #die yk? like i don't love myself enough to live for myself get better for myself but they need me so i need to be okay be happy because i #need them to be happy. and they're happy when im happy #does that make sense #okay bye i should really start writing a diary

[flovverworks]

after a billion yrs i added a lil line about my gbf verse.....<3 one day i might flesh it out to something in-universe, but since gbf is so "oh ure from another world? ya that happens..." i....am gonna keep w that..........(also cuz i do think discussing the different ways of magic, moon-enemy & this n that is more fun like this

#stardust speaking ! #i do wanna write but im unsure when ill do so #anyway i need to talk abut that one 1.5 moment with that weird car horn sfx after murrs fancy speech cuz i #was thinking about it again due to one of the descriptions in the alterego event #i still didnt check the website btw is it available info why snows adult and whites a kid or is that a waiting game cuz #that..... #sometimes when i think abuot paradoxroid i think about them. that one was fkd up #snow&white r so fascinating to me #snow & white & figaro & oz are even more fascinating #oz who only started learning abut the world because arthur asked things about the world................. #oz who made arthur pancakes................................. #they make me ill. figaro feels like he should be the most welladapted cuz in some ways he IS. guy who lies about his power and age and love #humans and that one offhand line in 2nd anni about how he has cared for kids!??!? dude i need to reread 2nd anni did that ever get brought #up again #but figaro & love is................guy who leaves when he thinks he isnt loved anymore #<-guy who was taught by snow&white who valued e/o the most #2nd anni makes me lose my mind. figaro and fausts convo. both who felt like it was the other who left LIKE FIGAROS SURPRISE WAS UNREEEAAALL #somethings deeply wrong with him i am so intrigued #i need to go reread his pt2 parts like what the actual hell dude #the mental gymnastics he does in one part is ? id like to study u and the twins under a microscope #this is all shallowly/casually speaking about it btw theres a lot of things left&right about all of these topics that makes them very yummy #i think what gets me the most about pt2 is that a lot of it is things that we alrdy knew regarding characters feelings etc. such as figaro #but seeing them say it themself makes me faint #OH MY GOOODDDDDD THE FLASHBACK CONVO WITH OZ AND FIGARO? ABOUT WOULD U SAVE THE PERSON U LOVE OR THE WORLD #AND HOW FIGARO ENDS UP FALTERING DEAR LOOOOORRRDDDDDDDDDDDDD #fucked up family (affectionate) #i need to think of modern aus again i thought about arthur calling snow & white granpa for one second and everything hrut #ok im sorry i dont know what possessed me. i promise ill be rereading stuff soon #one more thing. fausts part in pt2. god. but in this cursed world the sage trusted me...

[zoekrystall]

Did that fav pkmn thing on a whim and I'm sorry for all my babies I didn't choose bc I really like too many by some.

Love how it's mostly pretty ones and then there's clodsire. Even tho I got it in my team since the beginning of violet do I continuously forget its name bc I just call it by the nickname blobby (one of the rare times I didn't spend hours googling the perfect nickname but it nonetheless is a perfect one)

And for fun without any legendaries as fav

Reg nicknames I even write all down so I only spend decades once for each pkmn (unless I don't like the prev one anymore). Need to update that someday since it's mostly old revolution ones but hey. Blaze do I use for arcanine nowadays more and ninetails got others. Gardevoir got soteria nowadays which I prefer more. Etc.

#a wild lux appears #(made this in december but for whatev reason left it in drafts until now. prob bc I wanted to limit non important posting idk) #Maybe you think garchomp is there bc of other reasons but I use it since dpp bc cynthia made kid me go 'woah!' #I remember having looked up as a kid to cynthia and juniper a lot and that fact n reason behind it makes me also go yeah no I was a girl wh #one day decided to be happier otherwise. Bc the reason was 'oh wow female and cool so I can indeed be that :0' most importantly with junipe #bc I never cared for battles. ye ye ignore fictional professions I was like 8. reason I loath alola tbh I missed doing non battle side stuf #I vividly remember picking my first pkmn game up (hg) and just immediately going fuck being a trainer let me be a prof and it's so funny ho #my horrendous sieve brain has that laser ingrained. Sometimes still brainstorm and I would prob study ghost pkmn tbh who by sheer luck isn' #dead yet. That and maybe being v charismatic to that type idk. Why bc I like those lil fellas. #What I also find extremely funny is having went by sonia prior to swordshield and there being a prof sonia. Wish I still went by it when it #dropped. Imagine. Kid sonia wanting to be a prof and meeting swsh sonia being on her way to be one. I either would've made her my #personality (which I think I nonetheless did I think I changed my icons to her) or would've wildly shaking her going 'it should have been #meeee'. which ig I mentally do by every rival or friend group person that takes that route like take me w you I hate battles please. Insane #that only blueberry academy me start to hate em slightly less. After over a decade of battles. Ig alpharad's n others streams w nuzlockes n #all started to also show me the appeal of actually strategizing instead of brute forcing which I did. #*that only blueberry academy MADE me #Whatev. Also no I don't got anything else that another pkmn would kickstart talking abt. Just know I drag my 2013 xerneas everywhere w me #and it is a fucking crime that I can't throw it into violet. What is this. You clearly don't mind throwing others into regions they don't #belong to at all (which I personally really dislike hc lore wise but gameplay wise whatever let new trainers catch old legendaries) #To come back to fav pkmn yes I'm in the dragonair boat. I hate evolving mine. Dragonite is fine I like it standalone but I like the #aesthetic of dragonair more. Idfc abt logic or whatever this is aesthetic talk. Yes I prefer some fan evos more. #I keep wanting to play that fusion fangame and if you want to know what pkmn I like I found out I have a huge overlap w alpharad there #Which sucks for us both! We adore pkmn that get lewded the most and I hate my life. You do you idc some are humanoid I have to admit that #but I personally would prefer to not see any art or even just jokes abt ANY of that. Humanoid or not I Do Not See. #I don't block let alone report over that just. tag and don't bring that to my doorstep thx. #What I will at most block n judge is if you touch any of the kids idc in this franchise if they're just pixels. #Can you tell I am writing this close to midnight anyways this is all. This became like a completely dif post in the tags welp

[sibyl-of-space]

missing music school hours. i don't think there's any doubt i'm going back for a doctorate someday, i absolutely LOVED eating and breathing and shitting nothing but all kinds of deranged music. the only question is when, where, and studying what in particular

#i think i will wait until i have finished paying off my loans from my masters first #in that time i should have finished all 5 episodes of amadeus as well #and i'll know where i am at and where i will want to be with a bit more clarity #i kind of think i'd like to specifically study the ballets russes and learn more from primary sources in french #which would require me to get better at french and maybe even study in france #anyway this is all extremely speculative #for now im just missing school a bit even though im also quite happy with where i am #going back to school was one of the best decisions i ever made for myself like actual life changing shit #im so grateful for like. everything i was able to do there #i don't care that i am going to be paying off loans for 5-10 years it was worth every penny honestly #personal

[just-a-little-hater]

okay but real question, does Miles have white hair when he gets old or does it stay grey

Let's just assume that his hair isn't dyed since he's had grey hair since early childhood and it probably isn't just because anime logic or something since unnatural hair colours aren't very common in AA (even though Franziska's bluish hair kinda breaks my model here but let's assume she has naturally light hair and dyed it for now) so the only option that leaves us with is some probably genetic and/or autoimmune illness that causes decrease or loss of cells' ability to produce pigment (similar to Vitiligo which can also cause grey or white hair but obviously doesn't work like this) and if we compare sprites from the original AA trilogy and then graphics from Dual Destinies his hair does get very slightly lighter which is probably mostly because of different shading styles but since ageing can make the loss of pigmentation even more severe what I'm saying is old man Edgeworth does very much have very light or even white hair

thank you for coming to my very random ramble about why does a little child have grey hair for fucks sake

#idk y'all I should be studying law for a test tomorrow and here I am once again #but someone has to answer the questions no one cares about #and I am very much going to use the shade of his hair to indicate his age in fanart from now on #or at least I will when i have time to draw some... #ace attorney #miles edgeworth #mitsurugi reiji

[epitheta]

⠀ > M5 - 04 - 2022

#[is.png] #[2022] #[cf.tot.zip] #[c.tot] #|| > ? last doodle (for now) so I can go actually study #let's see... clamp claw. while incomplete‚ the uberbot itself appeared to have all of its limbs intact so I kept to that #while giving it some parts that are a little less thick/covered with plating‚ such as the left arm and left (thigh). #the midriff-spine is imitated by wires (which happen to be everywhere)... I'd like for vector arrows to be mostly upon its left shoulder‚ #but it can appear wherever. head-cords should be exposed wiring too... transparent-themed cloth... #supposed to also be a lot more grime/rust but that's because it's been left idle for a while ++ paint... #has bouts of sleepiness/idling - usually to take a while to process or completely dismiss something. #never really stuck on one face in particular even when mood changes... mox gem insignia on (panel)... #truthfully it just stuck to this form but it can be pretty shapeless if they wanted to? #mostly a (it/its) fella (neutral) but doesn't mind being addressed by anything else so it's like . an (it/they) #whatever the challenger/individual wants to call it you know? pronoun ++ name collecting but got its general set-up #and that is the shortened version of all of this... ^()%*&(* okay take care #(by clamp claw I mean it's a pincer not a claw (three-pronged)) #ah. and when it gets upset/experiences particularly intense emotions it'll start leaking black liquid which feels more like grease #than it does oil . . ???? if it's Real bad then the screen gets inverted too or there's the constant dead pixels in its display as with 03's #I GUESS. we'll see how I feel about this whole thing in the future