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landoncrris · 2 years

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Hi love, I’m the one with the memory-loss-writing-idea. I wrote a little beginning. If it’s any good and you’re interested I would continue it :) hope you have a lovely weekend! xxx

*TW: memory loss and accident are mentioned

You were sat in a little booth, squeezed in between Sophia and Paula with some other friends right next to her. They were laughing, sharing inside jokes and having the time of their lives. The drinks in front of you were topped up every now and then and you would have been able to enjoy all of it just as much as they were, if it wasn’t for this one essential detail: You didn’t know them and their stories and jokes. Well, you did know them, you just couldn’t remember any of their faces or voices.

Because of a studiply drunk supporter at the Bridge, you had ended up being admitted to the hospital instead of celebrating the win with Mason and his family. You had hit your head pretty hard and alongside a gash right over your brow and a concussion, you also had to deal with severe memory loss. Lost memories that your doctors weren’t sure would fully return. You couldn’t remember anything from the last 2 to 3 years and since you had met most of your London friends during that timespan they all were strangers to you now. Including Mason. You were certain that you would never get over the look on his face the second he realised you weren’t joking and that you truly didn’t remember him. To you he was a stranger standing in your hospital room insisting on him being your boyfriend. He left your room devastated and in tears, with his perfect life shattered right in front of him.

Mason’s head snapped up the second his ringtone blared through the living room. It had only been two hours since he dropped you off at the club where you met some friends and while he had told you to call him whenever you wanted to be picked up, he was surprised it happened this soon. “Hi.”, he said, picking up the phone. “Are you okay?” The music was booming in the background and he could make out Sophia’s laugh in the background. Something that calmed him a little, knowing you were still with your friends and not on your own outside calling him. “I’m fine. I just want to go home. Can you pick me up?” His heart skipped a beat at you saying the word ‘home’. It was bittersweet to him. You’d moved in with him shortly before the accident, but because you didn’t remember any of your shared past, he knew that his flat might only be your home for so long.

You were somewhat forced into living with him after leaving the hospital. The doctors had made it very clear that you weren’t allowed to stay on your own and that a familiar environment – you had only laughed at that – would help your recovery. Within the weeks you had spent in the hospital Sophia had managed to earn some of your trust. She knew you needed someone by your side and did everything possible to make you see that she only wanted to be there for you. It took you a while, but eventually you gave in. Rationality winning over stubbornness and fear, because you were very aware of how much you needed someone to help you. Sophia was also the one who convinced you to live with Mason. There had been the thought of you moving in with her and Kai, but she hoped that Mason and the love he had for you would bring your memories back. She promised to only be one call away and while Mason was training at Cobham she came over to keep your spirits high and an eye on you. Yet, you were only meant to stay a week at Mason’s and with only a day left, this week was coming to an end rather quickly. A fact that plagued his mind nearly every second of every minute of every day. He couldn’t imagine being without you in his life, but he surely had to come to terms to that thought sooner rather than later.

hiii bestie!! so thank you again for sharing this with me/us, i really enjoyed reading this you have a true talent ngl!! like i really hope you continue writing this because i loved it and am really excited for how it could go on :’) manifesting a happy ending tho

#and if you sent in the next paragraphs or all of them #i can happily put it on the mason tag #just figured i asked before i do it right now already #i should ask*#anyways

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singledadjack · 2 years

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Hey cutie

You wanna an advice from a person that’s getting old (I was born in the first official year for Gen Z’s lol) + been on this website forever (10+ years of tumblr) + has been dealt with a lot of shit from fam + friends?

Stay off socials for a while. If it’s possible, go outside a while. See the sky, the trees, whatever nature is possible. Or open a book and read it mindlessly, let just your mind decode the words and your imagination flow. Listen to your favorite song, that one you know it’ll save you.

I’ve met many good people on Tumblr and they were friends but it’s somehow only on the cyberspace. When shit goes on hard in real life, all you have is you. So take care of you. Don’t go after the universe for things you, only you, can feel. Unwind a little. You’re too young, there’s so much more of life to live. When I was your age, this whole fandom thing was a lot to me, also my friends at the time, the problems with my family, I let it all out on Tumblr, but as I grew older I realized there’s a lot going on that I had to face and live and process, and I’m still here online cause I really like writing and reading stories (your stories are amazing!!) but at the end of the day, all I have is me all you have is you.

And again, you’re too young. Life’s beginning now. Go after your real dreams, do it for you. Every single day have this goal. And remember, people are temporary. Experiences are temporary. What really matters for you is yourself.

Have a nice day, writer!

thank you so much🥺 this was really sweet! ngl at first i was like “are you respectfully trying to tell me to touch grass💀🤨” but this was very sweet thank you🥺🥺

i’ve turned to tumblr with my problems because even though i love my friends with all my heart, they don’t really understand sometimes. and that’s ok but sometimes i do need someone to understand yk? but i have this one book that i done know why i cannot get myself to read😭 especially because it’s such a good book! i think the slow burn is boring me lol! and i crochet a lot too! and i’m currently figuring things out for when i do get my biggest dream! which is moving to london and i’m finally doing it!!!!!!! i’m going to oxford next school year and in literally so excited, i’m figuring out apartments and jobs and all that and in so excited😆😆

thank you for the sweet message it was very kind❤️❤️❤️ sending you hugs and kisses just cause

#ask #anon

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you-can-call-me-wanda · 3 years

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Missing You

Pairing: Mick Jones x Reader

A/N: ngl, I had a hard time finding a place to cut this one off. I could’ve just kept on writing and adding more and more drama lol...

Although many might consider him somewhat oblivious, Paul was able to notice that Mick was missing you sometime during the fourth week of their tour.

It was to be expected that they, the band, would start to miss their family and friends back home eventually. After all, The Clash was on a grueling three-month tour that was taxing both physically and emotionally. Travelling from country to country, playing show after show, could be fun but it could also be exhausting.

What first clued Paul in that Mick was getting homesick and missing you was when he started acting more withdrawn and began to pull away from his friends. Usually after a show, the four band members would all go hit up a local bar but lately, Mick had been declining his friend’s invitations to a night out. Instead, he would retire early to his hotel room.

The next, and biggest clue was the constant mention of your name. With every conversation, Mick seemed unable to not bring you up. Everything reminded him of you. They got Chinese food for dinner? He went on and on for minutes about your favorite dish. They walked past a shoe store? That led him into a twelve-minute anecdote about the time you ruined your favorite combat boots. Topper told a funny joke? You used to tell hilarious jokes. It was endless.

It wasn’t that the boys didn’t like to hear about you or your relationship with Mick but the constant blabbering on and on about how much “(Y/N) would love to see this” or “this reminds me of (Y/N)” was getting a bit old.

So, they devised a plan. A plan that would hopefully wipe that sad, forlorn expression of Mick’s face and get him to shut up about you for a little while too.

****

“Alright, right through here,” Joe said, leading you through one of the many hallways of the backstage area at the venue they were performing at tonight. “We can stay in this room and then Paul and Tops will bring Mick in here.”

He led you to a door labeled as a dressing room and opened it, allowing you to enter before him.

“You’re sure he doesn’t know I’m coming?” you asked, taking a seat on one of the couches in the room. “None of you let it slip?”

Joe shook his head.

“We’ve kept our lips sealed,” he assured you. “Mick has no idea you’ve flown out.”

“Hopefully he’s excited to see me,” you said, feeling a bit nervous about surprising your boyfriend on tour.

“He will be,” Joe said. “He hasn’t been able to stop talking about you for the past week.”

“Really?” you asked. “He talks about me?”

Joe had to resist the urge to roll his eyes.

“Nonstop,” he replied. “I think he’s really been missing you.”

You were about to reply but the sound of voices in the hallway and footsteps approaching the door interrupted you. Both you and Joe turned towards the door in anticipation.

“I still don’t know why we have to come back here so early,” you could hear Mick saying. “The show doesn’t start for hours. We don’t need to start getting ready yet.”

“Just stop asking questions mate,” Paul groaned. “C’mon.”

You sat up straighter as the door clicked open.

“What do you mean stop asking questions? You’re acting really suspicious. What are you- (Y/N)? What are you doing here?”

Mick stood in the doorway of the dressing room, wide-eyed and completely shocked, with a grinning Topper and Paul standing behind him.

“Surprise,” you said, offering him a nervous smile.

“I- but- how?” Mick stammered out, coming up to you and taking you into his arms finally.

“I took a plane,” you said, hugging him back. “Paul invited me out.”

Mick was quick to look back at his friend and shoot him a questioning look.

“You did?” he asked Paul.

Paul nodded.

“Well, we all got so sick of you looking so down all the time,” he explained. “Figured you could use some cheering up from the person we know you love most.”

Mick merely nodded at him, surprised but grateful that his friend would take such actions for him.

“Thank you.”

“Maybe this’ll get you to stop whining about how much you wish (Y/N) was here too,” Topper threw in with a smirk, unable to resist teasing his mate just a little.

Mick just rolled his eyes and blushed, turning back to face you.

“I don’t whine,” he mumbled to you.

“Hmm, I’m sure,” you replied.

Joe smiled at the two of you and how much more relaxed Mick seemed already just being in your presence. It was like a piece of him had finally been returned and he was whole again.

“Let’s give them some time, boys,” Joe said, leading Paul and Topper out the door. “They probably want some privacy.”

You barely registered the door clicking shut behind them as Mick took you into his arms again and held you close against his chest. He leaned his head down to rest on your shoulder and you felt him breathe you in.

“I missed you,” he breathed into your hair.

“I missed you too,” you replied.

Mick pulled away just enough to be able to look at you.

“I’m so glad you’re here. I haven’t been able to sleep without you by my side,” he confessed.

“Oh Mikey,” you said with a frown. “I didn’t realize it was that bad.”

It hurt your heart to know that your boyfriend was suffering this much from homesickness. When Paul had called to tell you that Mick was missing you, you hadn’t realized it was to this extent.

“You’re not sleeping?” you asked.

Mick shook his head, albeit a bit bashfully.

“Not well,” he said. “This tour has been stressful. I just can’t stop thinking about home and London and you.”

You reached up to cradle his face in your hands, brushing a stray piece of hair out of his eyes.

“Well, I’m here now and I’m staying for a week,” you told him, hoping that would bring him some comfort.

“What about work?” Mick asked you, eyebrows furrowing adorably.

You pecked his lips, trying to ease his mind.

“I took off for the week,” you explained.

Mick sighed tiredly and leaned his head into your hands.

“You’re amazing,” he murmured, just loud enough for you to hear him.

“I know.”

“I’m glad you’re here (Y/N),” he said, closing his eyes and simply relishing at the contact he had with you. It felt like so long since he had been able to hold you. “I love you so much.”

“I love you too Mikey,” you said, stroking his hair lovingly. “I love you too.”

#mick jones #mick jones imagine #mick jones x reader #the clash x reader #the clash imagine #wanda writes

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haknew · 3 years

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anon asked: I HAVE SONG RECS :DDD I tried not to do songs that you would have obviously heard before but a lot of the songs here are still popular but I couldn’t help but add them 😭

AHHHH thank you so so so so much for all the recommendations anon ! your taste is absolutely impeccable !!! i think i vibed with a lot of these maybe we are a bit similar ^~^ and no worries about your picks ! i totally support you and your incredible music taste no need to defend yourself :p ! popular songs can still be good ones ! thank you again and i tried ... to ... get through them all i’m so sorry JHGFDJHGDK you’ll see i get through like ... half and then ran out of energy T^T i’ll probably get back to this list some other time when i have free time and update with thoughts ! thank you for sending so many in ! i found so many new songs to add to my playlist heh thank you lovely !

Pop

cherry by rina sawayama - super cute ! i love these kinds of pop songs it’s right up my alley :o !

xs by rina sawayama - her voice is so well suited for this style ! i watched the mv and djkfhskgrjf HHH idk she gives me mitski vibes even tho their music is pretty different, you have peaked my interest i’ll definitely look into more of her stuff :o !

comme de garçons by rina sawayama - the bass line T^T !!! the talk-y (?) parts are so good i got chills, it’s like a rave song low key haha :p ! it’s so good !

Any song by Rina Sawayama 😭 - yes yes i’ll try to look more into her stuff !

Kpop

123 by nct dream - i’m only an honorary guest of ncity but one of my irls ults them ! and dream’s music has always been a bit more my speed :o ! this has more nostalgic kpop vibes to it ! i said this before but i really am more a pop person at heart and this is so good ^~^

Up to you by pretty much and nct dream (HAECHANS PART HHHHH) - oooh are you a haechan stan 0v0 i like jaemin tho i admit my knowledge of dream is limited (my fren ults renjun heh) also yes yes consent is very important kids u.u dskjghkdfj YOU’RE RIGHT THO haechan is a singer he SINGS, i love the vocal harmonies !

Oasis by crush ft zico - those electric keyboard synths (?) amazing ! this song bops u.u

Moon by everglow - !!! i actually have heard this a lot before ^~^ i got so excited when i saw this bc it’s so good ! it’s definitely one of my fav everglow songs too i think i overplayed it a lot when it first came out *v*

Woowoo by dia - i love the ocean wave sounds ! that’s so cool i love how summery it is ! it kind of reminds me of loona too ! ggs are just >>> i love the fun and brighter pop songs so much 🥺

Secret garden by Oh My Girl - i’ve heard a few songs by omg ! and i really like a handful of them, secret garden kinda gives me early gfriend songs vibes too ! it’s so pretty ! i really love when songs utilize strings in their instrumentals too ! it’s a bit slower paced too which is really nice ^~^

Page by got7 - YEEEES okie actually maybe unpopular opinion but spinning top is one of my fav got7 albums ! i used to listen to the whole mini on repeat ! i actually used to ult got7 too for a few months heh ^^ BUT YEEES i love page ! got7 always have bangers love them so much

Nekkoya by produce 48 - AHHHHH ANOTHER SONG I LOVE !!! i’m actually a wizone haha :p so i’ve seen produce 48 ! tho admittedly it probably contributes to my burning h*tred for mn*t and any survival shows ;;;; but i loved the title song so much ! i used to unironically play it on repeat djghskfj

Puzzle moon by gwsn - AHHHH YOUR TASTE !!! i also followed gwsn from debut and puzzle moon is so so so cute ! it’s such a bop too ! they have such fun and catchy songs !

Goblin by sulli - ahhh the xylophone chimes ! they make the song sound a bit haunting before the piano comes in ;;;; it really reflects the mv story so well i think ;;; and sulli’s voice is so beautiful ;;;; it’s got that characteristic background vocal harmonies that sm artists usually do and it’s just really beautiful !

What are you up to by kang daniel - today on can you tell jess is unfortunately a bg stan daniel’s songs have been so good :,)) i stopped following all the wanna ones closely after a while but ! he always surprises me ! his songs are such vibes u.u

Best day ever by yeri and nct dream - the TRUMPETS YEEES it’s so upbeat and fun !!! the cheering is so cute i love it !

Hair in the air by yeri and nct dream - JAEMINNNNN !!!! I LOVE YERI SO MUCH PLEASE ! i love the vocal harmonies between her and the boys 🥺 it’s so cute T^T ! renjun’s a singer HE SINGS

119 by nct dream - ah yes this is ncity brand u.u LOL they always have really filled chorus instrumentals and use a lot of vocals to fill up the space which i think is really cool and something i think immediately screams sm artist :0 ! i think renjun’s voice really sells this for me tho HIS VOICE IS AMAZING him and haechan yeees it’s a banger tho :,)

Save me save you by wjsn - i love wjsn’s music so much ! it sounds so magic and ethereal and totally bops ! their voices are so beautiful too and work together so well and i think this song’s style really suits all the members’ voices so well too !

Loonatic by loona - YEEEEES loona are my ult gg ! and oec is probably my fav unit in terms of music ! i have spent many a day playing their whole discography ! haha :3

Up by izone - MY GIRLS ! yes yes up is so cute ! i love it so much ! the choreo is so cute too ! i love izone please ;;;;

N/s by stray kids - oh boy okie ;;;; i’m like not a good judge of a lot of hip hop / more rap heavy songs ;;;; bc i was classically trained as a singer in choir ;-; so i’m sorry i do not have much to say about this one ;;;; it slaps tho ! i probably wouldn’t listen to it normally if you hadn’t recommended it tho so ! good to listen to smth outside of my normal preferences

Sunshine by straykids - OH very very different from the last skz song KJHGKFJHKD yea this is probably more my speed i’m so sorry LOL T-T it’s so good tho :o ! i don’t listen to a lot of skz bc i figured i wouldn’t be able to vibe with them but this one is so good i really like it ! skz and ateez man i’ve been trying to stan for ages but music is a big part of why i stan /stan/ certain groups more seriously and it’s also why i’m only honorary nctzen lol clearly i have been enlightened (literally *looks at my past ult groups* yeaaaa)

Blueprint by stray kids - YEEES IT’S SO UPBEAT ! i love upbeat and brighter songs (i am consistent like this T-T) it’s got summery tropical vibes to it too ! it’s so cute !

Question by stray kids - another banger yeeeees ! i vibe with the lyrics too u.u love that

Any mixtape by stray kids (but I really love 1 and 4) - oooh i still have a lot to get through so i’ll save these for my own time haha ^^

I’m your girl by khan

Revolution by Alexa

Secret by wjsn

I wanna be by key and soyeon

Handle it by twice

Teenager by got7

Take by jus2 (CANNOT RECOMMEND THIS ENOUGH)

Bump bump by woodz

Stylish by loona - this is one of my fav loona b sides yeeees !!!! love them so much !

Outta my head by somi

Jpop

showersnow by orbit

show off by orbit

crazy love by orbit

any orbit song ngl 😭

poison girl by nanaka suwa

lost umbrella (I like the tsukishima kei version cause it sounds like lee know :DDD)

Notice by moe shop

Kawaki wo ameku (domestic girlfriend opening)

The day by porno graffiti (my hero academia opening 1)

Odd future by uverworld (my hero academia opening 4)

Again by yui (full metal alchemist brotherhood opening 1)

More English music

Luxury by azalea banks (Ive heard she’s said some terrible things tho 😭 WHY DOES IT SLAP)

Hurricane by Bridget Mendler (I miss this song and ready or not too 😭)

Little dark age by mgmt

I got a couple one direction recs bear with me here 💀

Happily, Magic, AM, 18, Tell Me a Lie, Through The Dark, Wolves, Night Changes, Better Than Words

Hip-hop/rnb

Leaked by lil tjay

Pretty little fears by 6lack and j cole

Water by joe gifted

The London by young thug

Bands by shoreline mafia

Swervin by a boogie wit a hoodie

Father stretch my hands pt 1 by Kanye west

More English music (indila is French)

Northern lights by kennie

I am not a robot by marina

Tourner dans le vide by indila

Parle a ta tete by indila

Greek tragedy by the wombats

Viva la vida by Coldplay (SHHHHH DONT ROAST ME)

La da dee by Cody Simpson (SHH IT MAKES ME HAPPY 😭)

Move your body by loving caliber and anders lystell (this ones good to make u feel like an early 2010’s movie protagonist :D)

Mariposa by Peach tree rascals

Sunflower by post Malone and swae lee (like many songs on here it’s popular but I still wanna put it here cause they make me happy 😭)

I got really carried away sorry I hope you haven’t heard too many of these 😭😭 OKAY BYEEE ❤️

#anon #jess.replies #not tbz #jess.text #ask games #shared songs hour #oh god i am so so sorry anon i swear i'll get to all the others on my own time T-T #i just underestimated all the asks i was going to get with recs and i can feel my energy fading #''faded in my last song~~~'''#i know i said i'd get around to all of them but it's nearing two am djgdkjfhg I'M SO SORRY #i'll come back to this list and update it with thoughts if i have time :o !#so what have we learned today kids ... jess does not have taste whatsoever #also also that ggs >>>>>>#i'm sorry to all my stay friends <///3 truly i have no taste u.u

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kakuzuisabigidiotwholoveshidan · 5 years

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Hi, I love your KakuHidan stories and just discovered your blog :) I'm always thinking there aren't enough fanfictions about them, so I'm always on the lookout - which stories of them do you recommend, which are your favorites and what would you love to read or can't get enough of reading about them?

You are completely right, there AREN’T enough fanfics about these two! Which is why I started writing fanfics myself, it was out of pure desperation (and I wanted to give back to the amazing fandom). So happy to hear that you enjoy my writing, thank you!

I can’t get enough of canon divergent AUs where they save each other after the fight with the Konoha nins and end up happily married in a cabin somewhere. I’ve read so many of these stories that I have successfully transformed by brain into firmly believing that this is how canon actually went and nobody can convince me otherwise. I JUST WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY

I love love LOVE mafia AUs, which is why my fic Beyond Reach has a special place in my heart. I’d love to expand on that verse, but unfortunately, I’m terrible at coming up with plot ideas. But yeah, I love mafia AUs with every fiber of my being, which is why I’ve read @thatshipcat’s oneshot about the zombi combi as hitmen more times than I can count.

Favourites:

Old Gods by @akatzombie

A Studio Ghibli AU that is somehow able to replicate the beauty of these movies with words. I catch myself reminiscing about the imagery A LOT.

The Cat that Ate the Canary by Daydreamer

This is mostly pwp, but it is currently my favourite pwp. Remember my obsession with mafia AUs? Well, Kakuzu is a mafia boss and Hidan his hitman in this fic and their dynamic is just. so so good.

In a Strange Land by Tozette

Hogwards AU. Hidan is involved in the dark arts and is so refreshingly, deeply unsettling it gives me goosebumps. And Kakuzu as well.

Blood and Water, co-authored by shipcat and awintersrose

Beautifully written, achingly romantic. Both @thatshipcat and @awintersrose have written a lot more absolutely amazing KakuHida content, so be sure to check out their other works!

The Choker by shipcat

It’s funny, it’s exciting, and I thoroughly enjoy watching Hidan rob a bank ngl. Also, the action scenes are RIVETING.

Obviously, there are endlessly more fics I love with all my heart, but I wanted to keep the list to a tight five.

Recommendations:

Hardly Eternity by Makkoska

Aforementioned Kakuzu-gets-Hidan-out-of-that-hole fic. It’s really sweet and never fails to make me smile.

Is it Life or Art? by @lilac-bramble

One of the fics that roped be back in the fandom two years ago. My favourite thing about this fic is that Hidan is a model – and rides a bike through the traffic in London which is ridiculously dangerous.

Follow your Arrow by Wierdowithagun

The slowest of slow-burns, but so so worth it. It features Kakuzu as a doctor, which is why I always imagine him as either a doctor or a banker in modern AUs now.

Sleepwalking in Stardust by jashinist_feminist

A fic loosely based on the movie Passenger, which is to say it’s KakuHida IN SPACE! How cool is that?? Also, @jashinist-feminist has written more fics about KakuHida, be sure to check them out!

Tea Leaves and Transcendence by Lightningpelt

A coffe shop AU of sorts. I just really enjoy Hidan in this fic - his little tea shop, the apron that is pink because he doesn’t get the blood out, and Kakuzu who just keeps. coming. back.

Obviously I can also recommend all my favs listed above, but I suppose that is implied. I

tried to suggest longer fics so that you have some reading material for the future! Again, there are a lot more fics I would recommend, but this post is already way too long. XD

In general, I’d recommend you check out my fic tag, where I reblog fanfics that I enjoyed, some of which are only on tumblr and not on ao3!

#kakuhida #fic #fic recs #kakuzu #hidan #this took me so long to put together oml #sorry for the delay!#galatea #ask

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milkchu · 5 years

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❝anyway the wind blows❞ nine.

Summary: (Y/N) Mercury’s journey of love, fame, and pain, alongside what would become one of the most legendary bands ever, Queen.

Pairing: Borhap!Queen x Reader, eventual Brian May x Reader

A/N: ngl this chapter really hurts. it’s also kinda short btw. happy (or sad) reading! 💓

Warnings: swearing, ANGST.

{previous chapter} {next chapter}

London, 1980

“What do you think?” You asked Brian, grinning widely after turning back from your huge framed picture of Marlene Dietrich.

Brian seemed to study your face a little bit, a small smile on his face as he looked at your now newly cut hair that he thought fit you perfectly.

“Beautiful,” He breathed, making your heart flutter, but you let out a ‘tsk’ before saying, “Not this darling,” You pointed to your face, before gesturing to the new mansion you just bought, “The house!”

“Isn’t it amazing?” You smiled as you walked around, decoration plans already coming to mind, Brian following you.

“Matthew’s already moved in next door, so he can visit the cats and me.”

“Uh-huh,” Brian said, looking up at the high-ceiling, wondering how the hell this huge mansion can only be occupied by you, and the cats, of course.

“Each cat will have his own room!” You bubbled, Brian letting out a soft chuckle at your excitement.

“Delilah’s by the kitchen, Miko’s next door....”

“Tiffany, Oscar, and Romeo, all upstairs!”

“Lilly’s room is even larger than this one! Spoilt thing.”

“Well, I’m not sure the echo is quite pronounced enough,” Brian joked, walking back towards you in the living room with a chandelier on top.

You chuckled, before singing out, “Ay-oh!”, Brian letting out a soft laugh at you.

“Oh, I knew you’d appreciate it,” You smiled, placing your hand on his shoulder, before continuing, “Stay for dinner! Anything you fancy.”

Brian sighed, before saying, “I can’t. Wife, kids, you know.”

Your smile immediately fell. You swore you felt your heart ache a little, but nodded at him, a forced smile forming at your lips, “Of course.”

But, you still insisted. “Oh, come on! We’ll eat off the floor, it’s clean enough!” You jested.

Brian grinned but then sighed, patting your shoulder, “Another time, (Y/N/N).”

Yup, your heart definitely ached even more.

But, your lonely thoughts were soon gone when you felt long arms wrap around you, pulling you into an embrace. You closed your eyes at the contact, wanting so desperately to stay like this forever. But, he pulled away.

As soon as Brian left, you immediately felt so alone, even with the company of your cats. Alone. That’s what you were. So, you decided to call a certain someone that night.

Dialing in Matthew’s number on your phone, you waited anxiously, heart beating fast before he answered, “Hello?”

“Matthew?”

“Hi,” Matthew answered. You immediately noticed he was panting a little bit.

“Hello, my love,” You smiled to yourself.

Matthew chuckled, “Hi,” before you heard a muffled giggle in the background. A female one. That’s not you.

“Did I catch you at a bad time?” You chuckled.

“Uh-no, no, no, you didn’t!” He stuttered before he let out a soft giggle, then making a ‘shhh’ sound, probably at his female companion.

“Do you need something, (Y/N)?” He asked.

You wanted to talk to him. Just to hear his voice again.

“Oh, uh, no. Just wanted to see how you’re doing.” You said, feeling tears forming in your eyes.

“Are you okay?” He asked with sudden concern.

You let out a sniffle, before rapidly wiping your tears away, “Yeah, I am. I’m okay.”

“(Y/N)...”

“Well, I hope you enjoy your night, Matthew! Goodbye.”

“(Y/N)-” But you hung up. He didn’t need you. Right?

Letting out a sigh, you rid of your tears again, before sitting down on the piano bench, dialing another number. Someone who doesn’t make you feel alone for once.

“Paul?”

“(Y/N)?”

“Sweetheart, I want to throw a party.”

“Okay, who do you want to invite?”

You scoffed, “People!”

“I want you to shake the freak tree and invite anyone who plops to the ground.”

Paul laughed in response, before you continued, “Dwarfs and giants, magicians, Zulu tribesmen, contortionists, fire eaters,”

“And priests,” You smirked.

“We’re going to need to confess.”

Striding down you staircase, with your royal crown and ermine robe on, the crowd erupted with laughs and cheers.

Walking over to Paul and Reid, Paul went behind you and undid your robe, revealing your short dress that was a two-piece with a tube top and some jewel embellishments on it.

“Fill me up, will you, Trixie?” You joked to Paul.

“Marvelous, (Y/N)! You’ve outdone yourself!” Reid said to you, patting your shoulder.

You grinned, walking over to the dwarf in the other room, “Thank you, John. I’m so glad you love it!” Before you took the two small boxes from Tiffany’s from him.

“They say money can’t buy happiness, darlings!” You exclaimed, throwing one in the air. “But it does allow you to give it away!” You gave the other one to a random woman.

“I see you and Paul are getting along quite well,” Reid said to your ear.

“He’s Trixie now! ‘Cause he’s always up to something,” You grabbed a glass of champagne from a waiter.

You walked through the crowd, trying to find your way to the living room, until you went up to a man you’ve met before, whispering some things into his ear, then walked away.

Finally reaching the living room, you found your three mates, along with their wives, sitting on the couches in the middle.

“Well, well, well!” You put your arms up, twirling around before Brian greeted you, chuckling at your ensemble with the crown, “Ah, your majesty!”

“No, I’m not her majesty! We’re her majesty, darling!” You exclaimed, before jumping down on the free seat, your champagne spilling out a little bit, making everybody laugh.

“Cheers!” You held your glass up, before everybody said the same, clinking your glasses together.

“Where’s Matthew?” You looked around, before Brian responded, sighing, “It’s not exactly his scene, is it, (Y/N)?”

Your smile fell a little bit, as you took your crown off, placing it near by Deacy’s seat, before breaking into a smile again, “Fabulous, isn’t it?”

Brian nodded, “If you say so.”

Paul then came in, refilling your glass without saying anything.

“You two are close now, huh?” Brian said, gesturing to your and Paul.

“What’s wrong with that, Brian?” Paul smirked.

“You’re supposed to be with Queen, (Y/N). Not the Village People,” Brian joked.

You laughed in response, “You might want to think about cutting your hair one day!” Grinning at him.

“Never. I was born like this,” He smiled, pointing to himself, everybody laughing in response.

Hearing Super Freak by Rick James suddenly come on, you stood up, “Come on!”

“Let’s dance!”

Brian squinted his eyes, shaking his head, “I don’t dance, (Y/N).”

“I need a few more of these for that,” Deacy joked, holding his drink up.

“It’s my party, and I demand you dance!” You exclaimed to them, “By royal decree!” before you noticed Roger and Dominique stand up and walk towards you, “We’re gonna go, actually.”

You frowned at the blond, “Oh, God! You’re dull. If you were any more dull, you’d be Deacy.”

“What are you complaining about?” Roger said, in a serious tone, “You’ve got your little pet,” He glared over at Paul.

You followed his gaze and decided to fire back at him, “I have, and he’s loyal,” You stared at Roger, “Loyalty’s so important. Don’t you think, Dominique?” You looked over to her.

“Careful, (Y/N/N),” Roger warned as you casually sipped on your drink, before he said to his Dominique, “Let’s go.” Brian and Chrissie standing up to leave as well.

They both brushed past you, leaving the room. “Where are you going?” You whined, “Just a joke!”

Brian and Chrissie walked up to you before Brian said something that completely crushed your heart, his hand on your shoulder,

“(Y/N), sometimes you’re a total bitch.”

Then leaving. Chrissie looking at you sadly but greeting you goodnight. Deacy and Veronica following.

You felt your chest ache as all of them left. Looking at the floor with tears threatening to come out of your eyes.

Paul then interrupted your thoughts, “Forget them. Come on! Your guests are waiting!”

“They all want a little Mercury in their cup.”

You both smirked, before Paul pushed, “Come on!”

Walking over to the couch, you stood up on it, “All right!”

You raised your glass up, “My darlings…”

“The time has finally come…”

“To get absolutely...shit-faced!”

The entire house erupted with cheers, but little did you know, a certain curly-haired friend of yours heard your little announcement.

Shaking his head as he felt nothing but pity for you at that moment.

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oh, i hope you can visit your grandparents soon!! and, yeah, everything kinda sucks right now :( but i do hope your grandparents are well and safe. and, ugh, id love to do all of that!! i guess youve been to a lot of farms then, right? do you have like a favourite thing? like is it milking cows or picking fruits? haha i guess im still a baby?? its funny to hear that you miss high school because i cant wait to get into college? like that independence and everything!! but id love to go to (1/4)

hong kong and vietnam again!! aside from asia i think id love to go to england? or like in general an english speaking country? i really love to english language and id love to go somewhere where they only speak english. i feel like thats just different from learning the language in school 🤧 and, ohhh, youve got plans!! a global rotation sounds soooo cool!! i hope you get to do all of that!! and, oh, i really love jake!! i feel like rosa is too cool for me you know? i do love all of them (2/4)

and, yes!! the art in japanese films are always on a whole new level!! 'your name' comes to mind when speaking about beautiful japanese films!! youre soo right in the heir its so noticeable that they arent 16 or whatever fdadfad as a high schooler im just like 'uh, literally nobody looks like that wtf'. ngl i absolutely loved the drama in the heir asdfads and im definitely gonna look into age of youth when ive got time!! and, oh, my painting isnt good at all asfadf i dont even know where i (3/4)

put it because i just couldnt look at it dfsafd and, oh, yeah, i heard that about oil, but i think its also nice because you can fix smth hours later? but you definitely need patience haha and thats a nice tip!! definitely need to keep that in mind!! and, oh, ive only seen people use white as a base, why do you use a yellow? what difference does it make? sorry for the late reply btw!! i spent my weekend catching up with school and everything!! hope your weekend was nicer!!💕 (4/4)

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ahhhh i really hope so, too! they’re quite old, so i’m hoping they’re doing ok during the pandemic ): ah yeah, i’ve been to quite a few of them!! i really enjoy seeing and petting all the animals, but picking fruit is quite fun! of course, it’s not fun after doing it for more than a couple hours, but my family likes to drive out to the cherry orchards outside of the city and pick some when they’re in season! my parents also really like fruit trees, so we have over 30 different variety of fruits in our backyard :’) and a little veggie garden!! college is honestly my favorite time out of all my schooling, like yes, the independence is amazing, and you’re not like a whole adult yet, y’know?? i still get to do a bunch of dumb things with my friends, but i’m also living on my own and having my own little place for myself is so nice!!! i miss it a lot ): my last quarter of college overall is being spent at home because of the virus, so i guess my true college days are over now /: but i’m sooo excited for you to experience college when you do! 💗

omg how is hong kong? i’ve never been there before, but i want to! and do you want to visit certain places in vietnam? and oooo i’ve only been to london in england, but i really love it a lot!! also omg wait, is english not your main language?? :o this entire time i thought you were a native speaker oh my god asdflkjahsf you’re saying you became fluent from classes in school??? i wish i paid more attention in spanish class now 😭 and yes!!! I really want to travel, and the global rotation program my future employer has is one of the reasons i chose to sign with them! omg yes jake is honestly husband goals :’) he’s such a wholesome character, i love him!! but also yes, i feel that, like i’m honestly always just heart eyes at rosa, she’s too cool ashldfkas

ooo omg yes i’ve seen that ‘your name’ before!! the graphics are indeed gorgeous :’) i watched the anime ‘free’ with my friends, and i remember it had absolutely stunning graphics, like especially the scenes with the cherry blossoms in the pool. and yes!!!! omg i was in hs when i saw it the first time and i was also like ??? no one looks like that here LOL i really enjoyed the progression of the relationship between tan and his brother, but i was really sad when his brother had to give up his gf ): tbh i liked the side stories more than the main couple in the heirs, like hyoshin and rachel made me happy for some reason askjdfhas

and oh nooo ): maybe you can repaint it into something you like? also, yes, that’s true! it’s easy to fix with oil since it takes like 12 days to fully dry! but it also means i have to wait a long time before painting the next part /: ah it’s personal preference for the color of your base, but i use yellow ochre because it’s not as noticeable if it shows through the paint layer on top of it! like if you don’t fully paint over an area, those tiny spots are more noticeable with white than a dull yellow color :) of course, if you’re doing a pastel, lighter color painting, then you should use white because that blends in more than the yellow! i tend to use a darker color palette, so i prefer the ochre :D and omg no worries, school is important! i hope your classes are going well 💕 and thank you! my weekend went well!! i finished my coding assignments, analyzed some case studies for class, and facetimed my friends 💓

#asks #latetaektalk

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LOVER TRACK BY TRACK REVIEW

i forgot that you existed — don’t like the beginning she sounds like a robot lol. “in my feelings more than drake”??? girl no thank you. not a big fan of this song. 3/10. fave lyric is “it isn’t love / it isn’t hate / it’s just indifference”; least fave is “in my feelings more than drake, yeah”.

cruel summer — love the production on this one! her voice sounds really good and i love the way she sings “cruel summer”. 8.5/10. fave lyric is “so cut the headlights / summer’s a knife / i’m always waiting for you just to cut to the bone”; no least fave lyrics here!

lover — the TENDERNESS of this song! love how easy and pretty and acoustic it it is. 9.5/10. fave lyric is “my heart’s been borrowed and yours has been blue / all’s well that ends well to end up with you”; no least fave again!

the man — okay “when everyone believes you / what’s that like?” wig! also when she’s like if i was a man…….then i’d be the man…….and the synths do That in the background? it does feel very Feminism 101 in the verses but the chorus is fun! idk i expected more from this one and it’s def fun but not an all time fave. 6/10. fave lyric is “i’m so sick of running as fast as i can / wondering if i’d get there quicker if i was a man”; least fave is “and they would toast to me, oh, let the players play / i’d be just like leo in saint tropez”.

the archer — SO gorgeous and vulnerable! love the gentle and introspective vibes of this one and how simple the backing track is. her voice is so pretty in this one! would love to hear this totally acoustic. 9.5/10. fave lyric is “i cut off my nose just to spite my face / and i hate my reflection for years and years”; least fave is the pre-chorus bit that’s similar to humpty dumpty you know the one lol.

i think he knows — ugh hate the intro again talky-singing works well for her sometimes but it really doesn’t work here. very bored by this one. it feels like it’s trying so hard to be fun but it doesn’t have particularly interesting instrumentals/synths/whatever and her voice is way too talky-singy for me here. the last chorus is kinda fun but not enough to fix the whole song. 4/10. favorite lyric is “he got my heartbeat / skipping down sixteenth avenue baby”; least fave is “he got that boyish look that i like in a man / i am an architect, i’m drawing up the plans”.

miss americana & the heartbreak prince — pretty intro! the talky-singing works a little better for me here. the pageant/prom conceit is fun. very amused by her still comparing her adult life to high school prom considering she left high school at like what 15/16 for music? jdeasjkkjcskjn it’s fun tho this song is fun. i have a feeling this one will grow on me. 8/10. fave lyric is “we're so sad, we paint the town blue / voted most likely to run away with you”; least fave is the “she’s a bad bad girl bit” lol

paper rings — ooh fun intro! like whatever effect they have over her voice. this one has a really cool beat. like the kiss me once/kiss me twice bit. the chorus is really sweet! the tune is very dance-worthy. i could def see this being played in a romcom (cue me adding it to the playlist for my gay summer camp romcom). didn’t expect to like this one so much but i’m enjoying it a lot so far! idk abt the lyrics im not even listening that closely jfekwjakjnkjn i just love the beat and the effect they have over her voice. also can’t stop thinking about when rey @theglowpt2 said “wrap your arms around me, baby boy” sounds something the try guys would shout at each other lmfao. 8.5/10. fave lyric is “darling, you’re the one i want / and paper rings and picture frames and dirty dreams / oh, you’re the one i want”; least fave is “wrap your arms around me, baby boy” bc of aforementioned try guys energies making it humorous instead of cute as intended for me.

cornelia street — like her voice in the intro it sounds very pretty and soft! don’t like the weird synth thing going on at the beginning tho it’s giving me a headache. don’t like the way she launches into the chorus it feels very abrupt. “we bless the rains on cornelia street” lol is this a toto ref? this one is pretty underwhelming ngl. her voice is pretty in some places here though. would probably enjoy an acoustic version of this a lot more. 6/10. fave lyric is “and baby, i get mystified by how this city screams your name”; no least fave lyric but i hate those loud synth things at the beginning more than anything.

death by a thousand cuts — totally thought this was gonna be a song about like. bitter ~haters~ or smth by the title. her voice is really pretty after the “my my my” bit! love the synths in this one. the line about the traffic lights…...wig! okay totally expected to not like this one but i kinda like it. laughing at her going “UNITED WE STAND” tho lmfao. this one will def grow on me. 8/10. fave lyric is “i ask the traffic lights if it’ll be alright / they say i don’t know”; least fave is “our songs, our films, united we stand / our country, guess it was a lawless land”.

london boy — oh excited for the absolute INSANITY of this one girls! DID SHE JUST REFER TO HER HOMETOWN AS SOCAL GIRL YOU ARE FROM PENNSYLVANIA!!!!! also so amused about she needs to reference the fact that she is american and her bf is british so many times. if i heard this song out in public i’d have to die. did she make a p!atd ref lol. unfortunate as hell but it’s kinda fun. 4/10. fave is none of it; least fave is all of it.

soon you’ll get better — oh this one is gonna make me SOB i just know it!!!! the vulnerableness of it all. thank you for a song about family ms taylor! the harmonies w the dixie chicks i’m ascending. this one is so so gorgeous and heartbreaking and the first song off this album that actually really made me Feel Something. 10/10. fave lyric is “the buttons of my coat were tangled in my hair / in doctor’s office lighting / i didn’t tell you i was scared”; no least fave!!! She’s Perfect

false god — intro is fun! i like her voice in this one it’s #sexi. the line abt being nyc is funny lol…..girl what does that mean you are not a town what does that MEAAAAN. taylor swift said YES i fuck what about it in this song. the line about being the west village…...what does that mean? he’s expensive??? 6.5/10. fave lyric is “the altar is my hips / even if it’s a false god / we’d still worship this love”; least fave is “staring out the window like i’m not your favorite town / i’m new york city, i’d still do it for you, babe”.

you need to calm down — i REFUUUUSE to listen to this song all the way it’s so corny and ridiculous. taylor rly thot she was doing smth w this one. 3.5/10. no fave lyric; least fave is like. ALL of it it’s very cheesy.

afterglow — pretty vocals! love me some vulnerable songs. not much to say about this one lol. i like the chorus a lot. 7.5/10. fave lyric is “fighting with a true love is boxing with no gloves / chemistry 'til it blows up, 'til there’s no us / why'd I have to break what i love so much?”; least fave is “tell me that it’s not my fault / tell me that i’m all you want / even when i break your heart”.

me! — unpopular opinion but i actually prefer me! to yntcd. idk why i just feel like me! knows how ridiculous and silly it is but yntcd does not. maybe that’s just me tho? 4/10. can’t believe she killed the best line of all time aka “hey kids spelling is fun”...that was HILARIOUSLY BAD AND WONDERFUL AT THE SAME TIME. that would’ve been the fave; least fave is the awkward uncomfortable space where “hey kids spelling is fun” used to be.

it’s nice to have a friend — very forgettable. her vocals here are pretty but the song overall is nothing special imo. do like the dreamy vibes tho! 4.5/10. fave or least fave lyrics tbh it’s just boring to me pretty but boring.

daylight — WHY is taylor swift so obsessed w/ mentioning that some of her friends turned out to be dicks. absolutely OBSESSED w/ that edit that’s like “i wounded the good and trusted the wicked” over katy perry and karlie kloss respectively it’s peak comedy. very pretty vocals but has some unfortunate lyrics! 5.5/10. fave lyric is “i, i just think that / you are what you love”; least fave is “i wounded the good and i trusted the wicked / clearing the air, i breathed in the smoke”.

overall: probably like a 6.5/10? had some really great tracks like lover & the archer & soon you’ll get better but also some BAD ones like me!, yntcd, and i forgot that you existed. it was a fun time but not an all time fave. in terms of tswift album rankings i’m not sure where i’d put it yet get back to me on that one. anyways i’m gonna go listen to lucy dacus now bye

#taylor swift #lover #lover review #enjoy lads.....

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diningpageantry · 5 years

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tag game(s)

anï (i’m too exhausted to do three separate posts but i was tagged in three tag games over the past few days and i’d forgotten to do the last few games i was tagged in and i feel super guilty so here they are in one go)

i don’t know who to tag to do these rn because my brain is dead i am emotionally exhausted and i’m writing a fic that’s about halfway done so i’m gonna say tag anyone who wants to be tagged for any of these. i’m so sorry that i’m dead, i will be back alive again after may 10th, which is my AP exam day

six questions challenge

tagged by @simon--speaks

rules: answer the questions, then tag 9 people you want to get to know better!

Q1: Relationship status?

single bby

Q2: Favorite color?

maroon !

Q3: Top 3 ships?

snowbaz (wow) and uh. wow. idk who else. i wanna say my own ocs matchstick and summer (is that allowed? i’m making it allowed)

Q4: Lipstick or chapstick?

whenever i get to this question in any ask i freeze up because i use a tinted chapstick so i don’t look dead but like. it can also be seen as a lipstick because it has pigment. but. chapstick.

Q5: Last song I listened to?

Run by Hozier

Q6: Last movie I watched?

uhhh i watched like. 5 minutes of the emperor’s new groove a few days ago, and watched a documentary about obscure houses like 10 minutes before that. so. i’m gonna say the house documentary.

21 questions

i was tagged by @simon--speaks, @angelsfalling16, @wo2ash, @alixanderthequeer, @sharkmartini and @bazypitchandsimonsnow

rules: answer 21 questions then tag 21 people

nickname: anï, munchkin, menina, and my hebrew name is elisheva

height: the doctor says i’m 5′3.5″, but they can’t put fractions on IDs so according to the state i’m 5′4″ and i cling to that

last movie i saw: see above (so like. funky houses)

last thing i googled: (next town over) movie tavern. i’m not saying where it is exactly bc hah i don’t wanna be stalked but. i was looking at movie times because they have $5 movies every tuesday

favorite musician: frank iero. love that funky rat man and his funky music too (i’m gonna see him for the second time next month because i made the executive adult decision to say fuck it to my seizures and go see him anyway)

song stuck in my head: i don’t have one rn but usually it’s a song by the killers (when you were young is a usual one)

other blogs: none, actually! i didn’t delete my old tumblr purely bc i’m a nostalgic dumbass, but it’s a completely different login and it��s inactive so i don’t count it.

followers: 1,666 (originally i wasn’t gonna share the number but it hit this last night and i was like heh. nice)

following: 231

amount of sleep: 8ish hours! (spring break bby)

lucky numbers: 7, multiples of 3 (only in cases of knocking), and multiples of 2 (only in cases like volume)

dream job: writing and illustrating books! i have a variety of dream jobs within art, and even within the subcategory of books, but my top dream job is creating inclusive/diverse children’s books that represent a variety different ethnicities/races, religions, abilities, and identities so that children can see themselves represented in media

what i’m wearing: a black turtleneck, a bra, and marvel boxers. that’s it.

favorite food: soup in general. i make a kick ass matzo ball soup

language: english, conversational portuguese, i know a small small bit of japanese (i should know more given i was raised being taught it but i always struggled with it), and i know some spanish. i also plan on teaching myself ASL.

can i play an instrument: yes! i’ve been playing violin since i was 2. i wanna play guitar and i know some chords but i have small hands so it’s hard to find one that’s the right size that isn’t a shitty children’s guitar, and i sing! i’m an alto

favorite song: hnnghg please don’t make me pick................ i’d have to say choke on one another by death spells

random fact: so like. if you didn’t know already, i’m an LGBTQ+ youth activist on a national scale. i disappear on occasion because i’m doing something or another, and sometimes i post about it on my blog (speaking of i have exciting news that i heard, but at the same time, i’m pretty much booked every weekend from middle of next month until middle of july), but........ i hate networking. i loathe it. if i never had to network again, i’d be thrilled. networking is my absolute least favorite thing because i struggle at everyday conversation, much less networking with people at least 10-20 years my senior. sure it’s usually free publicity and i get great connections, but god. at what cost? and like.... it’s always after a really emotionally taxing event, so i’m already drained and then wow here’s a room full of adults who want my 18 year old input. please. just let me steal a cupcake then leave.

describe yourself in aesthetic things: dye stained fingernails and necks. cranked open windows during a spring shower. dried tears and breaking laughs. coffee stains and milky tea splashes. trembling fingers, writing instead of speaking because you’re too afraid, and finally breaking free--running through the rain. scabbing blood, fresh piercings. knowing you’re loved and not saying it because it doesn’t need to be spoken. the smell of a new canvas, paint splattered jeans, and art school sweaters. black skirts with docs, then fairy lights and soft blankets hidden behind sharp profanities and harsh disgust. the unexpected. the unknown. the ever-changing, unstoppable force of the shifting tides.

carry on questions

tagged by @goodbyedandelion, @isthisisagoodkiss @wo2ash,

1- favorite type of scone?

cranberry orange! one of the farms a county over has a market and they sell them there and they’re to die for (altho, i found a sour cherry scone recipe that i’ve perfected and my family loves them so they’re a close second now)

2- london or la?

i’ve never been to london, but i’m gonna have to go with london. i went to la last october to present in an awards show for my organization and i lowkey was underwhelmed. i’m very much a gloom and rain kinda person, and it was too dry and sunny there. although, i did think the huge succulents were sick as fuck. but yeah definitely london. i’m planning to spend a semester abroad there in a few years for an illustration program

3- kissing in a forest or holding hands under the stars?

i’m afraid of forests because we have a lot of wildlife and i don’t want to get mauled by a bear don’t mind me holding hands under the stars :)

4- jeans or suit?

suit suit suIT SUIT suit. i love wearing suits. my chest doesn’t cooperate and my hips always hate them but god i do love suits.

5- loose hair or pulled back hair?

mine looks better loose, and my sides/back are shaved but the top reaches my ears, so it gets annoying sometimes and i pull it up to keep it out of my face

6- vampires or dragons?

i wanna say both. i used to say “yknow a dragon but in human form would be hot” then i got called dragon fucker for like two years so out of pure spite i’m going with vampires.

7- what saying do you wish could be a spell?

(this one’s a very specific reference so hear me out) “i’ve got to go pee on her” used to disorient and confuse the speech of the person casted upon. it’s one of my favorite quotes from scott pilgrim vs. the world (my favorite movie ngl) when scott’s brain can’t figure out two different sentences and he just says that. it’s so good and just fuckin weird that i love it.

8- which carry on character would you go on a coffee date with if you could?

depends tbh! if we’re talking date date, then penny because i would wife penny in 0.5 seconds, but if we’re talking friends getting coffee then 10000000% baz because i’d talk activism and identities with him

9- favorite carry on quote?

“he told me we would be stars” (i don’t have my book on me so i could be getting the line wrong), but it hit so hard for me. like it’s clear how davy manipulated lucy so much that she fell into it and couldn’t crawl out. it’s such a powerful message of control from those who are charismatic enough to hold it, and how sometimes we aren’t weak enough to let go.

10- how excited are you for wayward son?

lemme paint this picture: i started hyperventilating in the hallway when i found out, and then cried an hour or two later when my friend texted me that he preordered me a signed copy. like. i’ve been pre-planning how to get home from college to come and pick it up (okok the 24th is also my dad’s birthday so i’m. um. “coming home to visit him”, of course) because i’m just SO EXCITED to read them again in a canon way :’)

#anï rambles #tag game

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vivypotter · 5 years

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Nickname(s): Vivy, Viv... I don’t really have a nickname.

Zodiac sign: Taurus. Not that I believe in astrology in any way.

Height: Five foot four -_- I am continually called short although I'm actually average height!

Hogwarts house: Ravenclaw! Caw caw motherfuckers.

Last thing I googled: 'marie kondo episodes ranked’. I wanted to see if anyone else agreed with me as I have been on a binge and there’s nothing I love more than placing some things higher than other things.

Favourite musician(s): Er... I’ve been very into Jade Bird recently? Billie Eilish, too. Sam Fender. Olafur Arnalds. Sigrid! Dua Lipa. First Aid Kit. dodie. half.alive. Hayley Kiyoke. girl in red. CHVRCHES. The Civil Wars. (Mostly gay icons ngl).

Song(s) stuck in my head:

‘Needy’ by Ariana Grande

‘It’s A Shame’ by First Aid Kit

‘Monster’ by dodie

'Johnny Johnny’ by Danny Gonzalez

‘I Say No’ by Carrie Hope Fletcher (West End Heathers Album)

Following now: I mostly follow fandom stuff, like other Tomarry authors. Also some Harry Potter meme blogs, art blogs, cute cat photos. A lot of meme pages actually ngl.

Followers: I have many a lovely follower but I don’t entirely know what this question is asking. I suppose I’ll use it as an opportunity to invite you to message me if you want to have a chat ever :) my mesages and asks are always open - although I am really bad at replying so if I don’t, I promise it’s not because I hate you, it’s because I’m the worst.

Do I get asks: I do indeed! If you’ve sent me one and I haven’t answered it, I really apologise. It either got lost or I was rubbish at replying. That said, if you send me one I will desperately try to answer it as soon as possible. (Anyone remember that time someone started a religion in my asks? 0.0)

Amount of sleep I get: I’m so bad at going to sleep at night. Not because I can’t, but because I’m a night owl. So anywhere from 6 to 5 (maybe 4 on occassion) hours on week days, and then like 10 or 11 hours on the weekend. It’s not healthy.

Lucky number: I don’t really have one, but I love the number 9.

What I’m wearing: My nightclothes, which is usually an oversized t-shirt and knickers, but this evening I’m treating myself to a nightie which I got years ago and no longer fits me! Sexy.

Dream job: Director. I love theatre and bossing people around - seems perfect. (Jokes, I know theatre is all about collaboration.)

Dream trip: Eh, I’m not really a fan of holidays? So probs a trip to London to watch some good theatre. But I am going to New York this summer and I am v excited. And Italy! So those are like my top two favourite places. (And Budapest, but that’s my first trip abroad with my friends so idk how much of the place we’ll actually see.)

Favourite food: Pizza! Or tuna paninis from Costa. Very specific, I know.

Instruments: My voice. Lol. I’m in a choir and I take voice lessons and do musical theatre. I did a bit of recorder when I was young, as does every British school child, but I couldn’t be bothered to practise. I really wish I’d learned the piano though.

Languages: I am disgustingly monolingual and I am so awed by people on tumblr who regularly communicate in their third or second language. I took two years of Russian so I can read the Cyrillic alphabet but I am beyond rusty, and I took three years of French, but again, very rusty.

Favourite songs:

‘Mr Brightside’ by The Killers. It’s an absolute killer at any party.

‘idontwannabeyouanymore’ by Billie Eilish. Makes me cry every time.

‘Feel It Still’ by Portugal. The Man.

‘Christine’ by Christine and the Queens

‘South London Forever’ - Florence and the Machine

‘Hospital’ by Jesca Hoop

‘Walk with the Devil’ by Karliene

‘Be The One’ by Dua Lipa

So many more, literally so many. This isn’t even including my loves from musical theatre.

Random fact: So this is not so much a fact as it is a story. I was in hospital last Friday cause I was having respiratory problems. I was having trouble breathing in bed and my mum called the NHS helpline. Suddenly there were paramedics at our door, telling me I had to rush to A and E because I might have a pulmonary embolism. I had blood tests and waited for the results until 3am, only to be told that I had a indicator of blood clots in the tests and I’d have to come into hospital for chest scans the next day. Which was when I was supposed to go on holiday. So me and my mum missed our train to France because I was sit in a waiting room for a chest xray and scan all day, which turned out to indicate that I didn’t have a blood clot at all and I probably just had a virus. So we booked a plane that evening and I was in the Alps the next evening. Bit of a hectic evening.

Aesthetic: Eh I don’t have much aesthetic. Clothing-wise, I’m a fan of tighter or shorter tops (t-shirt crop tops, etc) and loose, wide legged trousers. My friend described me as always slightly too dressed-up for the situation xD In general, I like grand, sweeping architecture; I love old cathedrals. There are some gorgeous ones in France. Elaborate, beautiful stonework.

I tag (by the way, please don’t repeat this if you’ve already done it, and please don’t feel obligated to do it either just because you’ve been tagged)

@itslemonsoda @cybrid @childotkw @k-s-morgan I can’t be bothered to find more people I know, but if you read this, consider yourself tagged! <3

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raaven-nerd · 5 years

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the epic mega tag of tags

I’ve been inactive for an eternity so I got tagged in a bunch of things by a WHOLE BUNCH OF PEOPLE (THANK YOU ALL FOR TAGGING ME I LOVE YOU ALL <3)

So i decided to combine all these tags into ONE MEGA TAG!!! I’m sorry if I don’t have every single tag that people have tagged me in, because I was kinda... inactive lol

I honestly have no idea how many questions are in here, but I’m really excited to answer all these questions. Subtle hint for you guys to ask me questions lmao!! My ask box is always open ;)

//INTRO//

Time: 9:00AM (i’m on summer break, i’m not ditching school rn lol)

Name: Michelle

Nickname: Mich (pronounced mish,,) and Michy (fun fact: all my friends spell this differently but the correct spelling is michy!! At least that’s how i spell my nickname lmao)

Gender: Female

Nationality: Australian

Star Sign: Cancer

Height: like 157cm LMAO i’m really short

Hogwarts house: Ravenclaw (hence my branding lmao)

Languages Spoken: English, Cantonese (but badly), Japanese (but only because i learn it at school)

Dream job: GOOD QUESTION LMAO umm something medical?? But like if i was remotely talented, doing something creative would be really cool.

How many pets do you have: 1, I have a pet dog named Pepper

What am I wearing: A T-shirt from last year’s school musical that’s way too big for me and black shorts (and by that i don’t mean a T-shirt that was like part of my costume,, i mean like a merch kinda t-shirt?? but not really merch bc i was in the musical)

Instruments/sports played: I don’t play any instruments ,, well i play ukulele badly lmao, and i play soccer and volleyball for grade sport :)

//ABOUT THE BLOG//

When did you make this account? Like,, 2 years ago?? YIKES

Why did you join studyblr? Honestly i don’t remember why,, probably bc i wanted to get better at studying and get more motivated

How many followers do you have? Surprisingly around 4800

Why I chose my url: because i’m a nerd,, and my hogwarts house is ravenclaw

//BELOW THE CUT//

Things about my personal life :000 (get that juicy goss!! lol not really tho my life is pre uneventful)

Study tips and my study routine I guess? Just about how i study lol

Music/Book/Film/TV faves and other related thingos (aka how cultured am i?? again not really tho i’m just trying to make this sound interesting lmao)

And some more just RANDOM things lmao (like some of these things get really random lol)

//PERSONAL//

What are three basic facts about you? Okay so whenever a teacher asks me to introduce myself at the start of the school year, my default interesting fact is “I have a dog” and every single year the teachers are super amazed that i have a pet dog and it’s absolutely hilarious bc everyone else is like “I’m not sharing any personal information with you guys”, and the teacher ends up interrogating me about my pet dog.

That’s not a basic fact lol um.. My birthday is on the 15th of July, I’m the youngest of 3 siblings and I graduate in 2020 :))

What was the best part of your day today? Ngl this is actually a really hard question for me to answer because I am NOT in a good mental state right now… but probably watching Joe Sugg’s new vlog. That was a good way to spend a study break. OR REPLYING TO THAT ANON MESSAGE OMG everyone sending me messages saying that they’re glad to see me back just wow ;; i can’t believe people even noticed i was gone it’s just ahhughsgs thank you all so much <33

Relationship status: um… single… yeah let’s just leave it at that

who is the first person you go to in a crisis, when you’ve had a hard day, or when you need to vent? Well… my best friend would be the first person i go to.. Except we’re on holidays right now and they have the worst reply game (bc they’re kinda not allowed to talk to me,,, it’s complicated lmao)

what is your love language? (if you don’t know it, there are plenty of love language quizzes on Google! I definitely encourage you to look it up and find it out for your benefit!) :ooo I did a quiz for this ages ago BUT I GOTTA DO IT AGAIN bc i forgot LOL

OKAY i did it! I used 5lovelanguages.com so yeah.. Just in case anyone was wondering? But I guess my love language is quality time/words of affirmation and from highest to lowest it’s quality time (9), words of affirmation (8), physical touch (6), acts of service (4) and receiving gifts (3)

what are the little things in your life that make you happy? Lmao all my friends bc we’re all SHORT AF.. but seriously,, just really small things can make me so happy, just being able to spend time with my friends makes me really happy?? Like we can just sit in (comfortable) silence, but i’ll be so content to just be there with my friends.. Quality time with friends?? thanks love language Does that count idk how to answer this

What is your favourite thing about yourself? Um physical thing?? Probably my hair tbh.. But like my actual fav thing about myself is um the fact that i’m empathetic, generally pre organised and good w/ time management and i can like teach myself stuff?? or maybe how i could be having the worst day of my life and i’ll still want to spread positivity and good vibes?? Yeah that’s pre cool

what accomplishment in your life are you most proud of? Uhh i got dux of english a few years back? I was in the top 10 of 4 subjects last year so that’s pre cool? But tbh the accomplishment i’m most proud of is probably just going to the school I go rn.. OR surviving last year lol 2018 was a mess

What’s one piece of advice to yourself a year ago? GIRL things are gonna be tough. Like really hecking tough. But it’s not worth it to hold grudges, there’s no point letting fear of what could happen stop you from doing things you want to do and you will survive and you will be stronger because of it. Don’t let what other people say about you get you down, yes, it sucks to hear people speculating about you and your private life, but they have no idea what’s actually going on, and they’re just curious . No one has anything against you. You are loved, and you are worthy, and you are strong. You got this.

what is a skill you wish you had? To play guitar!! Or to be able to sing!!

Name three places you’d like to go to. Richard Rodgers Theatre to watch Hamilton, Music Box Theatre to watch Dear Evan Hansen and the Warner Bros Studio Tour in London. (but also, Japan, London and New York)

//STUDY & ACADEMICS//

What’s your degree/favourite subject? Uhhh it was drama but i dropped that and the 2019 school year hasn’t started yet so.. Who knows?

What motivates you to study? The fact that I gotta do well and get good marks in order to get into a good uni course… and the fact that i just want to keep getting better,, and i don’t want to disappoint people and i also don’t want to do badly bc yikes its real competitive at my school so like lowkey fear of failure

What time do you do your best studying? Tbh it really depends, it’s either the morning not long after i wake up (esp if it’s holidays or the weekend), right after i get home from school, or like late at night if i get a burst of motivation (like sometimes i’ll end up studying from 10:30 to 1am which isn’t sustainable if i have to get up at 7 for school)

Best self care tip for exam season? Don’t spend your time around people who get really stressed out. It only makes you more stressed, and you don’t need that extra worry. Positive vibes only. Stay chill!

Do you listen to music when you study? Yeah. I just listen to music with no lyrics and I’ll use @studyquill’s playlist :DD

Where do you do your best studying? I do pretty much all my studying at home so.. home?? but i have this spot at school that i like to go to in the mornings when no one’s at school yet because it’s super quiet and i can get some quality work done there

What’s your go to thing when studying? Write notes, do practise questions, draw summary mind maps and try to recite my notes from memory

//MUSIC//

put your music library on shuffle, list the first 15 songs

Oh boi this is going to be interesting

How Would You Feel - Ed Sheeran

Part of Me (Bonus Track) - Dear Evan Hansen

If I Could Fly - One Direction

Better Man - 5 Seconds of Summer

If I Could Tell Her - Dear Evan Hansen

Somebody to Love - Queen

Moving Along - 5 Seconds of Summer

Candy Store - Heathers the Musical

Cabinet Battle #2 - Hamilton

Guns for Hands - Twenty One Pilots

Sunrise - In The Heights

The Judge - Twenty One Pilots

Radio Ga Ga - Queen

Defying Gravity - Wicked

Shine a Light - Heathers the Musical

Song stuck in your head: for some reason Acid Rain by Cimorelli just randomly came into my head when I woke up this morning?? so that i guess lol

Last song you played: Alaska by Maggie Rogers

What are you listening to right now? well right now it’s Shine a Light lmao

what are your 5 favourite songs right now? THIS IS HARD OMG okay um Photograph by Ed Sheeran, Shout Out To My Ex by Little Mix, Fire Away by Niall Horan, Walking in the Wind by One Direction and I discovered Light On by Maggie Rogers today so that too!!

What’s your favourite lyric right now? Darling you don't have to hold it/You don't have to be afraid/You can go 'head and unload it/'Cause you know it'll be okay

Fave artist? GOOD QUESTION.. I don’t have an answer lmao but I like 5SOS, Ariana Grande’s new songs, Ed Sheeran and the soundtracks to quite a few musicals but that doesn’t answer the question lol

//FILM, BOOKS & TV//

Last movie you saw: I rewatched Crazy Rich Asians :))

Top three TV shows: lol i don’t watch TV but all times favs include Gravity Falls and The Simpsons annnnndd um… yeah I really don’t watch much TV lol

What are your favourite books? All time fav is Harry Potter, but rn my fav is probably 13 Reasons Why (i know it’s also a TV show so i might check it out!!)

Which ones are you currently reading or want to read? Right now, I’m reading Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver. I’m only a few pages in though.

What’s the most recent book you’ve read? Finding Audrey by Sophie Kinsella

//MISCELLANEOUS//

Describe your favourite colour without saying the name! Soft colour of love

What’s your favourite season? Probably autumn

Favourite animal? My pet dog lmao (i really like dogs but i love so many animals but we’ll just say dogs)

Last thing you googled: ‘fire away lyrics niall horan’ because i wanted to check i had the right words lol

How many blankets you sleep with: 1

If you could be a celebrity, who would you be? Probs Emma Watson or Ariana Grande

What is the last text you sent? Ummm i’ll check AND i quote “I AM,,, somewhat certain that’s correct bc like.. I don’t have any confidence in myself” I was talking to my friend about an assignment lol

Average hours spent sleeping? 7-8 ish??? But during the school term, it could be more like 6-7 but still ain’t that bad???

WOW THAT WAS LONG if u actually stayed throughout all of this and read it all,, (which no one probably did) umm dm me your fav lyrics of the moment? yeah do that lol i wanna meet some new people

#about me #tag games #mine

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paperbackphoenix · 6 years

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2017 best happenings tag

2017 was possibly the most difficult year of my life, and when difficult things happen, it’s not easy to find the positive moments

BUT the wonderful @shadowtearling and the brilliant @bvkspine tagged me to do just that. and so I will!

(the “and so” was honestly just a ref to when u read my project ally and probably got pissed at how often I said that)

jan: I’mmmm ngl this was actually the toughest month of them all but since I need to be a happy gal, my dad was the best person in the world and sat on the computer all morning to get me and my parents tickets for hamilton in london!!!!!! april 2018 I’m shook

feb: it was my blog’s 2 year anniversary! I can’t believe I’ve had this trash blog for nearly 3 years how wild. I think I reached 3.5k followers or something? also I started doing dance in drama enrichment and it was actually really fun! I didn’t pick drama for my alevel but I could still experience it and get friendly with all the drama kids which was wicked

march: saw 2 gr8 films this month, and I finally felt like I was getting to grips with my alevels. the start of alevels (sept 2016) was HARD and I wasn’t doing as well as I expected, but this was when things began to align

april: this month was mainly easter holidays, which was GREAT, and also I got to hang with a lot of my friends from secondary school. college is v busy so its hard to meet up outside of studying, so getting to see my friends again was really lovely

may: BUSY month! mocks, signing up for volunteering at the library, and ALSO I starting rehearsing again! like in feb, I got to do more drama. my friend needed an extra actor so I stepped in for shakespeare’s ‘the taming of the shrew’. I met new people, and it was super fun.

june: I read my new favourite book in the whole world, ‘the name of the wind’ by patrick rothfuss, and also performed ‘the taming of the shrew’! it reminded me just why I love performing. the adrenaline rush as you walk on stage is always super thrilling

july: I read a bunch this month, because the summer holidays started mid july. also I got my mock results back and received 2 a’s and an a*, which, let me tell you, was such a joy. I had been stressing about university and whether or not I would get the grades (aaa) needed for my dream uni, and these mock results were such an utter comfort to me. I also had my birthday this month, and had 3 really great days with family and friends

aug: jam packed! once more I read a lot, and also went to berlin and london! berlin was beautiful and absolutely bursting with history. in london we stayed with some family friends and went to see harry potter and the cursed child at the west end! the theatre always has and always will have a special place in my heart.

sept: I never enjoy september, because it means going back to work and inevitable stress. BUT I read the sequel to ‘the name of the wind’ this month, and loved it just as much as the first book. I also got my new teachers and classes, made new friends (jiff i’m looking at u), and began to get super excited at the prospect of going to university

oct: busy busy busy month! somehow I read a lot this month? I also went to the theatre, accepted an award at my dream university, went to my first ‘‘‘‘teen’’’’ party (which was actually really fun) and FINALLY sent my ucas application off

nov: one of the best months of the year. I got an unconditional offer from my dream university to study english and creative writing, and, much like in july, my stress was alleviated. I still can’t quite believe it?? oh AND I started to learn to drive, but who cares about that?

dec: I always love december. christmas is the holiday I look forward to most, because it’s a celebration everyone can get involved in, rather than a birthday, which is focused on one individual. you spend time with family and friends, the german market opens, it snOWS! I also finally handed in a project that I had been working on since februrary, meaning I wrote the longest finished piece of creative writing of my life. 17k words about female pirates??? I’m immensely proud.

I can feel in my bones that 2018 is going to be a better year. I have so many great things happening in just the first few months, so I feel it will set the following months up for success

I’m going to tag: @chilledcake @phoebe-does @boneseasonofglass @celesteantu @kat-from-minasmorgul

#this was interesting to do #i actually cant remember half of the year lmao #paperbackphoenix #tags #wow

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I'm going to uni in London next year (I know, against your recommendations) but I am super excited + realise I need to buy a tonne of clothes to live out my London aesthetic haha, do you have any fashion tips and staples? As in, if I was starting a wardrobe from scratch again, what kinds of stuff should I buy? Ngl, my clothing choices range from 'overgrown child in mom jeans' to 'girl in fur coat abt to ruin your life with a glass of wine in hand' haha, I think I prefer the latter !

No no, there’s definitely great things about London unis and I’m sure you’ll have an amazing time! Sorry, I’ve been in a cranky mood lately (#5yearsofhighereducationistoomany) and not as fair as normal – yes, there’s things you miss out on going to a London uni, but there’s lots of things people who don’t go to a London uni miss out on! I’m sure you’ll have an amazing time and don’t let my old lady bitterness temper your excitement at all!

Okay so fashion staples – not sure where you’re from, but colors are generally muted here (neutrals, lots of grey, nothing too bright). I would make sure you have: a few pairs of high wasted trousers (at least one in black), jeans if you like them (light colored, high waisted mom jeans are cool amongst the students atm), a selection of thin, oversized, fall off the shoulder type t-shirts, sweaters in both everyday weight and heavy weight (everyday = wear under other things, heavy = wear in place of a jacket), at least 1 silk tank top, a fall coat (medium weight), a fantastic winter coat (long, muted color, wool, zara’s usually a good place for these), a nice big, wrap-like scarf, at least one going out skirt (black and short is most common, cheap material is absolutely fine) and a few going out tops (anything sparkly or low cut or velvet – again, think cheap), one pair of loafers, one pair of boots (short, either moto or chelsea style are common), and then accessories (generally minimalist mixed metal is most common).

The weather can be a bit crazy here, not just day to day but also within the same day, so like in early fall an everyday sweater and the scarf might be enough, then you transition to throwing the heavy weight sweater on top, then move into your winter coat. In spring the process reverses (although you generally have cheerier colors in spring – cream, light pink, etc) but even in summer, you’ll use the layering approach (I could use a scarf today when the sun’s not out).

So because laying is key, getting a set of clothes that meshes together well is important. Obviously buy fun things, don’t be afraid of color and patterns, but basics should stick to neutral for maximum versatility. Up there is the absolute basics, you’ll also probably want dresses, skirts, heels, etc. Hope that’s helpful!

#fashion stuff #s dispenses wisdom #uni #correspondence #sorry for being such a crank lately i really need a massage and some more sleep #anonymous

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jimmynames · 5 years

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four

https://soundcloud.com/cosmicosmo/one-more-time

Okay, it’s 4am and I should totally put on that song, brb

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3t195yz9xCc

Okay so I was an hour earlier but I’m okay with that. I’m a bit late on my annual post however in the pursuit of a healthier mind again and again I loosened myself a bit and here I am writing the post at the right time I guess.. I’ve been reflective and had a wholesome sesh with some of the boys tonight and I’m quickly approaching my time in London coming to an end. SE01, episode 666: it’s been a blast. I sometimes can’t believe how in the nature of cyclical living you in turn present yourself with a consistent start and end point which provide like this article - moments in life in which you wholeheartedly check yourself.

I’ve grown a lot. Even Fara said since being together this summer I’m different. It means a lot. I’ve been trying. I found myself and still to this day, ironically I write this post under some after-glow:tm: of narcotics, moving away from dRuGs and even shifting my personal brand to health-core more than partyboi. Which has helped. Turns out if you don’t smoke a lot of weed - food becomes really exciting.. amongst other stuff, but yeah I guess in the last year I continued down my path of pursuing my self within my body and eventually my mind and heart. Day by day imma keep on going I guess.

It was nice to say to people near the end of this summer, “I’ve been consistently happy for three weeks!” and for it to continue, I mean life has it’s ups and downs but I really let go of some baggage this year amongst working on myself and achieving some dreams once again. It’s hard but we have to remember to reward ourselves, we spend our whole lifetimes with ourselves (instagram motival post lel) but yfm and I had to really check my self with how I was speaking internally and it’s a battle and delusions still remain but w.e ye no..

In regards to code I’ve really enjoyed the last year of Development both personally and professionally - I stepped out of my comfort zone and took a job with LuckyMe omfg !! like legit Dad I built the scrolling managa website v2 for them and I did it.. was mad as well.. forever greatful for jeffrey and dan moth’s involvement in that.. formulative experiences.. me and the boys built whoisourkid.com and managed the streaming platform, and yeah I guess music and tech have been amalgamating and it’s been synchronic..super harmonious coming together of all our talents.. I’m fearful that leaving london I’ll lose a part of this energy but I’m truly pursuing some self journey.. since losing my dad I’ve felt lost.. If im honest.. I’m so lost and whilst I’m happy and climbing my own mountains again and walking my path I find in the greater scope of it all myself a chess piece and I’m trying to think ahead.. it sucks.. ngl.. but yeah 2019 was the year of chess for me.. I started playing it with Fara and it changed my life.. she changed my life.. I fell in love again and I’m not sure where it’s going again but here we are my friends..

I had a couple of eureka moments with redux recently and it’s been so refreshing.. I’m so stoked to move home and get on my Narsicuss and Goldmund shit you know.. a long time ago only 5 years ago but none-the-less a literal *sad emojis* life-time *loads of hearts pouring* ago I dreamt of being a web developer, living in london and yeah my times up. I gotta go do something now in the pursuit of something greater.. another tale or another set of tales i guess.. idk.. I think and hope I’ll find meaning.. I’m transitioning a lot recently.. freeing myself of previous chains whilst more eyes remain it’s an interesting time to be alive.. I made some ripples with code and music and I intend to keep on swimming in this ocean of instagram induced depression..

Working at Ruin for the past year has been super weird and grand.. we went remote! legit life changing.. suddenly my code is trusted and/or I’m left to my own devices as long as I deliver.. so far so good.. it’s hard to express the complpexities of my state some times in instant messneger and i do miss the irl but all in all with relation to code - it makes sense - remote is bae.. im stoked to be home and spending some time with sean tbf.. altho he might not want to spend it with me lmao..shoutout tim and tom and sim and laz and bdan and beans aka seen lel and of course rik as well actually.. and brian.. i really pulled my socks up and keep on trying Dad to get back to who i was b4 the grief fucked me up.. i feel my professional self returning tbf.. and also i just miss you mate.. still chasing death but with all the saftey gear on.. can’t stop living.. i learnt this year actually that you gave your life for your family and for me to throw mine awya would be the ultimate disprect and for that i can no longer do it.. the ideas and thoughts and self-deprecitation still haunt me but like that pelican and frog imma keep on going..

FREE BOB COLE

WE ONLY EAT GOOD

RIP PJR

SHOUTOUT every1 tbf, if you’re reading this and you know - then you know

Shoutout the re-45 actually - this year man went in on apex legends and it was sick to play games again..

i guess goals for the next year:

- build personal site v4

- study js and ableton

- start learning piano

- record more mixes

- graphic design is my passion lol

- spend more time with my mum, sister and brothers

- run with maya

- bouldering

- just less drugs m8 pls

- get visas

- clean macbook and sort out digital self x irl self (ongoing4ever)

- download all tunes

shoutout no guidance but fuck chris brown

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voxvulgi · 7 years

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11 Questions for the Mun

tagged by: @warrioroflondonbelow

tagging: anyone who’d like to answer these questions c:

Rules

Answer the 11 questions posted for you

Create 11 new ones (optional, you can use the previous)

Tag 11 people (optional as well)

My 11 Answers

{Under read-more for length}

1. What drew you to Tumblr Roleplaying?

I was already kinda into roleplaying and a friend of mine suggested Tumblr roleplaying.

2. Did you RP somewhere else prior to Tumblr? Where else?

..when I was 12, I “RP”ed on the Moshi Monsters forums

3. What is your favorite part of RPing?

My absolute favourite thing is character and relationship development. I’m the kind of person who appreciates this even more than settings and plots. I'm also endlessly grateful that I’ve met some of my best friends ever while RPing. I’ll probably continue RPing into the apocalypse ngl

4. What is your least favorite part of RPing?

Combine my insecurity with the snobby side of the community and you have me endlessly cringing in a dark room.

5. Any former muses you miss writing?

Not really.

6. What’s your favorite thing about your muse?

Let me make a little list:

Hailey: Her undying love, positivity, and hope. She’s the little kid in me that I’m trying to keep alive.

Zoran: RPing him taught me that people will love you even when you are broken, and you will love adequately even when you are broken.

Althea: She’s the hardest for me to write because she is the most gentle and passionate. She’s a lover and an idealist and deep and emotionally driven and all the things I wish I could be.

Adonis: He’s so easy to write. I let out my frustrations and insecurities through him. And I love him, so I know that I might find it in me to love myself. (Dramatic much? HAHAHAHAHA)

Mahogany: He allows himself to be selfish and terrible. We all need to do that sometimes.

Jacqueline: She’s a silent fighter. I love her because she endures and breaks through and wants to prove herself to herself first and foremost.

Alan: He’s my little ray of sunshine. Not as vigorous or childish as Hailey, of course, but Alan is the smile through adversity and the jokes through sadness and the life in the room. And the fairy squad mother. (I also based his allergies on my own fairy squad mother’s I love her)

7. Do you think that if you and your muse were to meet, you would get along?

Again, a list:

Hailey: YES but to an extent because all that energy will exhaust me.

Zoran: Yes. Who am I kidding? Zoran is me. I am Zoran.

Althea: A little. I don’t think I’m interesting or cool enough to be friends with her *sulks*

Adonis: YES. We can be bitter together.

Mahogany: NO. I wll never tolerate Mahogany, and he’ll probably never find me interesting in the first place. Thank goodness.

Jacqueline: Maybe. We have a few things in common, but she won’t think I’m worth her time, and her depression will rub off on me.

Alan: Yes. I get along well with extroverts (because they do most of the talking) and he’ll laugh at my terrible jokes and make me sleep on time.

8. Is there any genre or setting of Roleplay that you cannot stand?

Teacher/Student threads. Teacher/Student threads are the bane of my existence. Can’t we have a normal professional human relationship where things aren’t sexualised? Thanks.

9. Do you ever reread threads? Which ones?

YES. Not as often as I used to, but I reread threads when I’m excited about them. I’ve reread threads I had with @loganxandrews & @elysiahellfire & @ericbrandonrp & @dangerous-smoll & @beastlynecromancer & @zimniyxsoldat (his old Dean blog to be precise) & @cupido-periculosa . That’s what I could think of off the top of my head.

10. Is there any particular plot or dynamic which you haven’t yet had the chance to RP that you want to? What is it?

Idk, maybe enemies-to-lovers? But I think this only works with some muses. I’m also definitely up for assassin/target and manipulator/manipulated threads.

11. What are your favorite books?

STOP (The Raven Cycle) MAKING (The Infernal Devices) ME (Mara Dyer) PICK (The Inheritance Cycle) FAVOURITES. (The Picture of Dorian Gray) I (Shades of London) WILL (Everything Everthing) NOT (Love Letters to the Dead) ANSWER (Legend) THIS (Daughter of Smoke and Bone [just the first book]) QUESTION.

#{{well that only took 5 lifetimes #thank you christine! <3}}#the fault in our mun #tagged and tagging #warrioroflondonbelow

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