#next stop nowhere

[oxensfree]

"Happy National Video Game day from all of us at Night School Studio to you. 🎮👾🕹️" from @nightschoolstudio's x/insta

#i dont frequent twt or x or whatever you want to call it and i mostly linger on insta #so im posting it here for the tumblr peeps and to memorialize the art #bc its just so damn cute #night school studio #lost signals #oxenfree #next stop nowhere #afterparty

[artsy-kitten]

Played the sci fi game from the people who did Oxenfree but it’s an Apple Arcade exclusive so it has no online fandom I can talk to it about and it was so good 🥲😭

#next stop nowhere #nightschool studio #Oxenfree #Apple Arcade #personal

[riverthebooknerd]

being a trans person forced back into the closet hurts so fucking much. i want to be him again. i miss him

#for context: i searched for a job for months but nowhere would hire me because i'm trans #eventually i stopped presenting as openly trans and i got a job within the next two weeks :/ #i fucking hate it here #trans #trans man #transgender #transmasc #trans ftm #closeted trans #recloseted trans

[kelpiemomma]

He hesitated as the child below him smiled and reached up. His claws rested right above its head and yet it looked delighted to see him. Did it not realize the danger it was in? It grabbed his fur and giggled.

"Puppy!"

...if he was asked, he was simply raising it up to help him infiltrate human settlements better.

#Khan a. #Zoroark Khan #Raised by Zoroarks au #Khan finds Akari in the middle of nowhere and is about to kill her (bc all humans deserve to die in his eyes) #But when she smiles at him he can't do it and decides to take her in and raise her instead #There was something about her looking... Happy to see him that stopped him #(when was the last time anyone was happy to see him?) #(this is bc I thought it'd be funny if Khan raised akari as a Zoroark and then got upset and jealous #When ingo drops the fuck out of the sky and after becoming the warden becomes friendly #the weird feral child running with Zoroarks. He tries to guide her into human behaviors which she finds so INTERESTING #Esp when he decides she's good enough to go into town!!! The town humans are neat and not at all scary like khan had always said #Ingo lies and says she's his daughter. That they had gotten separated during travel. That she had to survive on her own for a time #Which is why she's... Like That. Everyone eats it up. Gives her free stuff. Tells her they're glad she's reunited with her dad. #Akari tells Khan (who's only referred to as 'malice' yet) and Khan gets jealous as FUCK. #That is HIS BABY. HE FOUND HER. HE RAISED HER. SHE'S HIS DAUGHTER. NOT INGO'S!!! #But when he tries to sneak into Jubilife to steal her back? Bring her home? Do something? He's caught and chased out. And the next morning #Things are abuzz with the news that a black Zoroark had tried to break in!! Those things are so dangerous!! Say... #Hadn't the clans mentioned a black Zoroark before? #Akari discovers then (long after befriending ingo and months since she started coming into town) that Khan had told her the truth. #That these people hated Zoroarks. Feared them. But Ingo tells her that the clans have been harassed by them for generations. #That Malice is right but also he's wrong. And Akari decides she's going to show how GOOD Zoroarks are!!! How loving the are to their family #She ends up helping Laventon and Rei with the dex. She is still known as Warden Ingo's Feral Daughter. And everyone wonders and fears #Bc somehow one of the first pokemon she caught was a zorua she keeps in her party ALWAYS. Ingo thinks her wanting to show the good side #of Zoroarks is a good thing. Peace would be beneficial. He's heard hunters in the pearl clan discuss wanting to track down and kill #Every Zoroark and zorua to keep them from hunting the clans. He doesn't want an entire species wiped out! #So there is Ingo and his 'daughter' (who he is genuinely starting to see as his daughter) and then suddenly #One day there is a knock at the door. And ingo opens it to see a young man with a nasty scar GLARING at him #And the first thing he says is 'give me back my child' which makes ingo ???) #There were more tags but Tumblr said 'fuck you that's too many' #TLDR ingo has to lie to Jubilife residents and tell them Khan is his ex and the residents are LIVING for the perceived Family Drama™️

[jewishfalin]

There is a very specific sort of antisemitism that is seemingly common in mental health facilities and its fucking terrifying

#the last 2 times ive been in a mental hospital it was always the most visibly jewish person who got targeted by nurses #and i happened to be the most visibly jewish person in a psychward the last time #its like. the 1st time there were more jewish people in there and the one of us who got it the worst was an older woman with bipolar disord #and like. many of us who noticed how terrible she was getting treated had to tell staff off multiple times #like wtf stop u r literally just poking her with a stick at this point trying to get her to have a meltdown so u have an excuse #to lock her away #it was so fucked #and the rest of us jews in there were like... slightly more stable enough to ignore the taunting from staff #like they'd find the smallest shit to get on our asses about or tell us we're being delusional abt things out of nowhere #like they tried to get a rise out of us specifically so they could frame us as crazy and neurotic when we get frustrated #and the last time i had the mosfortune of being the 1 of 2 jews who was visible and very unstable #i was made sick by nurses on purpose and then gaslit when i was up all night vomiting #i had to be given an injection and sedated the next day just so i would stop projectile vomiting all over my room #i had multiple seizures and they told.me i was throwing myself on the floor #they did things to make me break on purpose #and they did it to others to but #it was different w how they did it to me? #and when they didn't let me go to the main eating area bc i kept fainting/seizing they ordered me shit with pork when i have kosher diet #it was fucked and i know this is a problem #its a problem in outpatient too #i ended up homeless for like a year bc an antisemitic counselor fucked me over #vent

[sskk-manifesto]

(´･ᴗ･ ` )

#I really like the “We're the bad guys' enemy” line. For someone I generally despise Dazai has all my favourite lines in this show… #Idk I can't really vibe with the unbalance that there is between s/kk. #Like when push comes to shove‚ Dazai has the power to keep Chuuya alive or let him die. #I understand why they make a compelling dynamic in their complexity‚ but it just doesn't do it for me. #I'm a little sad my opinion on them hasn't really changed since I watched the anime for the first time... #Also; I really can't vibe with Chuuya allowing Dazai to kill Q. Yes I know Chuuya cares about his comrades deeply. #Yes I know it can be interpreted as Chuuya seeing himself in Q as a living weapon and being disgusted by it #(though I honestly don't think that was intentional of the author). #Yes I know Chuuya is a mafioso and kills people. No I don't think your personal issues justify you being a dick to other people I'm sorry. #Back to my main annoyance with the episode: I must have already talked about this but I hate hate hate the narrative #“the mafia works for the city” “the mafia deeply loves the city too” it's so so sickening and insulting please stop I'm begging. #Please visit any actual city with a rooted mafia presence for once in your life (signed: someone whose hometown was destroyed by the mafia. #The writers really don't know what they're talking about and‚ politely‚ it's offensive.) #Also b/sd keeping being extremely nationalist with Mori (who's largely depicted unsimphatetically for the first part of the episode)– #bringing up western thinkers and subtly mocking Fukuzawa for not knowing them– #and Fukuzawa (the righteous man. the noble spirit and just soul in this episode and Mori's antithesis)– #stepping forward to say that he knows strategists from the east (because who else would he need?) #I don't know if it's meant to symbolize the conflict with an hostile and invading foreign power (the Guild). #But it does come across as. A very isolationist way of thinking. #I know it's subtle but it's really evident for me. And I didn't want to talk about this any further… #But by bringing actual examples of this I hope I can better explain why I think that b/sd holds nationalist views– #and that I'm not just making it up out of nowhere. Otherwise I fear I'd only come off as pettily hostile to b/sd in everything #That's it. I feel like I've been losing a lot of mutuals over my main recently due to not shutting up (sorry) #so I suppose it's only fair I lose them on here too pffttt. #Tune in next week for more bad takes #random rambles

[transillusionisms]

wait is. is zionism just the belief that jewish people should have a place to go should the world decide to kick us out and/or kill us all again. is that all it is. i haven't had the spoons for this for months so i haven't actually looked up the definition but like. is that seriously all it is

#and let's be clear: GENOCIDE IS BAD. i just don't trust that things won't get worse for us if we stop having somwhere to go #pine speaks #i don't know how to tag this im sorry #if you're an asshole on this post you're getting blocked btw. i trust my followers to be chill but not really anyone else #like . part of the reason so many jews die again and again through history is Nowhere Wants Us. nowhere will take us when we're being killed #which is the reason People Made A Place For Us To Go #and like while what the government of isreal is doing is fucking horrific #i don't Trust that getting rid of israel as a country will lead to anything but us fucking dying the next time everyone wants to kill us #genocide tw

[annieshowell]

townies 🏜️

#except crystal is not a townie anymore cuz i gave her a house #crystal vu #meredith lillard #abhijeet cho #strangetown #sims 2 #the sims 2 #sim portraits #and we finished the vanilla sims #next stop paradise place #*vanilla sims + service station #i think road to nowhere sims is more appropriate #nh: stpsp #stpsp: portraits

[arvoze]

the power i will receive in a matter of days will be astounding. watch out

#i am making this post to ramble. idk if it will actually change anything but i am trying 2 be hopeful . #ive been very. Rough all month thus far both physically and mentally and occasionally both at the same time #i am just hoping tht wat i am getting soon will help me do things bc ive rly had no energy to do anything at alllllll #and i rly dont want to like. Explode i would like to get things done #i have things i owe to people!!! i just dont have the spoons to do it Ever and it piles iup and up in my head #it fucking blows dude i have been stuck in a horrendous loop for like almost 6 months #i just want 2 be normal u know . i am hoping something will change soon #if it does not change in the nesxt few days when my shit arrives i think im like. Done For in general #like if im unable to get anything done in the next few days then i am going to very seriously have to reconsider #literally everything i do online i think. its a bit fucked up #ik it sounds like an exaggeration bu there is noooo way in hell i am Surviving like tihs !!!!!!! slash srs #i wish twitter circles did not die so i cold blow up in there bu back to ye olde norm of tumblr tags will have to do #also it feels less invasive so like. win for me ig. i do miss rambling nonstop in tags #i miss tumblr!! i miss a lot of old stuff. reminiscing for reasons both good and bad. the tumblr stuff is the good side tho #anyways i have been slowly chipping away at writing thigns this month and ik its like. not a lot at all. #but its a lot to *me* and when youre someone whos only capable of doing so mch its like. a big deal #(im writing pmdnd stuff finally getting back into gear nd stuff i have been trying to slowly draw the npcs #that ive made whilst trying to recover in other areas bu rghghrghgrgr i dont ewant to draw #i havent wanted to draw in a long long time blows up) #i shuld. stop typing actually i am rambling too much i jsujt have nowhere to mindlessly ramble anymore technicaly #i dont want to bug my friends w me being unwell all the time DFJKGHDFKGFG #mayne i will try to ccontinue with the npcs. we will see based on if i post again in the next 30 minutes

[da-proti-toku-grem]

sorry i needed to say this somewhere and my mom isn't home rn so here it goes because this is making me too anxious

#honestly wtf? #i was going back home by bus right #and no one usually gets off in the bus stop where i get off because it's a bit in the middle of nowhere #but it's the one closest to my house so i get off there #and today was the first time i took the bus at this time so it wasn't either of the two drivers that i usually see #and this one was literally shouting 'do i have to stop in the next one?' and people shout back if yes #(which is not usual because there are buttons to ask for the bus to stop anyway but oh well) #so when my stop was the next one she asked and i said yes AND press the button just in case #also note that i was already standing next to the door by this point #but she just passed by my stop and i was like 'excuse me i had to get off there' #and she got SO MAD at me and started saying 'then why don't you answer when i asked?' #and i told her i did respond and she didn't believe me until a woman that was there told her i did in fact say it #so she went on saying 'i'm not going to do this again next time i won't ask and let everyone tell me when they want to get off #because it's already happened to me twice today' #like girl if it happened more than once i think it's nit my fault here yk #and also the next stop after mine is literally in another town so she got mad again because she couldn't go back #(technically she could bc there was a roundabout only a bit further away but she didn't want to anyway) #so she literally stopped IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD. opened the doors and went 'are you going to get off or what? 🤨' #tbh i was so shocked that i didn't even know what to say so i just got off the bus #thankfully it wasn't too far away from my bus stop and there are not too many cars so it was safe i guess #but honestly wtf was that #like maybe i'm overreacting or something becuse i'm so exhausted after 12 hours at uni today #but that's NOT an appropriate behavior #i'm so fucking tired rn and idek how i went through 12 hours of uni with only one 30 minutes break w/o having a mental breakdown #but this was the straw that broke the camel's back #anyway #ranting #venting #random #maca speaks

[maedaeme]

brother moved in with me due to an Abrupt Life Change, brought 2 old cats, which I understand is going to take adjusting but I am SO stressed because it is my cat that is being the problem

#Its been. almost 2 weeks #and theyre still stuck in his room when shes not sleeping in mine because even when they are separated by a gate she just #cant handle it #she stopped hissing finally but she JUMPED the gate out of nowhere and started stalking it was Scary #i love her but she has got me all out of sorts man #peach was literally just like. hi new cats. Im in this house. oh ur nervous. thats cool im just sitting #like he was so chill. not a problem at all. this is the cat they told us was too mean to be inside when we first got him #and who is now just a giant snuggle baby #but MY CAT #cant rly afford feliway but im gonna buy some next week anyway #lays on the FLOOR #i love her i dont want her to bully the grandmas!!!!! #granted she has only visually seen them like TWICE bc we are keeping them separated but #thats bc both times she reacted BADLY #pointless post

[kurokoros]

The last two days have actually been awful because I’ve just been bursting into tears at random

#I’m sure it’s just a bad combination of PMS. stress. and knowing I’m basically going to be all alone in Chicago for the next 4.5 months #but I feel awful #I can’t stop crying #and I don’t even know what’s setting me off #like… I just walked into the laundry room to throw some clothes in the dryer and now I’m crying out of nowhere??? #alisha babbles

[mikereads]

Buddie really is never happening huh. I guess it’s time for us (meaning me) to accept it. I mean it has always been a a huge what if but this. I mean it’s great people have positivity but people saying they would happen or that it would be opened ended and saying oh how smart that is. That they will both be single and maybe together and that they did this so it could be interpreted as you wish and they did this cause they didn’t want to rush etc. Well it couldn’t have been further from the truth and as much as we can find parallels showing it won’t work and seeing past relationships fail this is also what they third time now. It seems they are really trying to show these men be “excited” about it unlike in the past. Like some on here have said it’s not over until the series is done etc. That is true and things could always change next season but choices sure were made and they wanted to send a message to everyone. Buddies and ga alike and since this is the first time Buddie has been attempting to date other people at the same time. Is a choice. It seems the show knew it would be moving so they might have know they were safe. But if they didn’t and this could have been the last season than they says a lot. Not even having one buddie scene outside of the save. Which is funny since they paralleled other couples all season .

#yes im negative leave me be #buddie #eddie diaz #911 fox #evan buckley #buck x eddie #911 rant #that’s a wrap on fox see you next year I guess or whatever #I wouldn’t even talk about the buck/ Natalie save thing which was such a seen before and forces thing but whatever #I’m done #anyway buddie endgame in my heart and soul #another non canon ship I love going nowhere and being wasted after all the lead up and potential what a shame honestly #shame on you time shame on you #and if they never happened than Tim queerbaited us and I will never stop mentioning it he did #and I don’t care what people say he did even though he didn’t want to quote on quote #whatever want over #buddie endgame

[perenlop]

ik its been said many times but yeah the showcases as a concept are just so massively flawed by the judging system alone bc the audience decides which one is the best. like yeah of course the one thats more popular and has an established region-wide fanbase is going to win

#aria will probably keep winning til she gets too old for the crowds liking #(i mean serenas performance was honestly mid but still like even if she pulled out every stop she had she’d have lost #bc thats just what happens when u go against a girl everyone universally adores #also the way showcases are structured honestly makes them look more dangerous than battles bc the girls seem to get physically hurt all the #all the time #and tbf the old woman whos name i can never remember encourages serena to not do that to herself #but then serena says ‘’no i must bc i cant give up’’ and the message is to not let up if u get a serious injury #and then serena says ‘’yes i lost bc i am selfish i am always taking so i must learn to always give 🤗’’ girl what #girl you are ten years old you should not be doing this u should be in a mcdonalds playground #honestly so wild to watch this next to pmmm like i know its not the same thing at alllllllllllll not even close to the same genre even #but how are ppl getting on their high horse abt how madoka is abt girls being terrible selfish people so girls irl suck and its misogynistic #when this cartoon for babies is literally telling little girls that the female protag is selfish out of nowhere #and that her worth amounts to how pretty she is and her relationship w her guy friend #echoed voice #pokeani lb

[juneviews]

I SAW OFF!!! I REPEAT, I SAW OFF!!! (on an ad. it's at least 3 years old lol. but hey at least he's wearing his school rangers uniform for some reason. anyways I can die in peace now, I'm very happy 🥰)

#axelle rants #off jumpol #life made thanks #it was soooooo out of nowhere too lmao #like I was about to take a turn without looking & I stopped bc of course my man caught my eye immediately and I just. gaped at him. I died #also march chutavuth was right next to him but I was so freaked to have seen my baby that I didn't take a picture whoops #axelle goes to thailand

[francesderwent]

my brother and I both finished the books and now we are back to the show for a second watch and, my friends, I am losing it.

#episode two is SO beloved!!!!!!!! #it’s just them!!!! bumping up against one another and learning to be there for one another! #it’s EVERYTHING to me #Lucy screaming for Lockwood outside the burning house #George frantically worried for him #a very beaten up and disheveled Lockwood coming home and asking for a particular meal and saying he’ll love George forever #it’s the girls are funny about baths scene!! #it’s Lucy running into Lockwood’s room when she sees a ghost and cowering next to him and SWEARING she didn’t make it up #because nobody believed her nobody trusted her before #it’s the three of them taking on a ghost together for the first time!! #it’s Lucy knowing how to get George on her side against Lockwood and the two of them side by side standing up to him! like he needs!! #it’s Lucy with her hand on Lockwood’s face Lockwood saying they need to stop NOW #it’s Lockwood standing up for her in the library #it’s Lockwood trying SO HARD to keep everything together!! #it’s George and Lucy eating Italian food (pizza) and sharing bits of their past #it’s George saying she has nowhere else to go I don’t think you should fire her!! #it’s Lockwood APOLOGIZING and telling Lucy they need her because she’s Lucy Carlyle PLEASE STAY #it’s the three of them working in perfect unison to drive out the impostor from their home #and Lockwood LAUGHING when he finds out Lucy didn’t listen to him #Cate liveblogs! #it’s such a homey episode!!!!!!!!! #cate watches l&c