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maedaeme · 3 hours
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maedaeme · 3 hours
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👉👉 sup
man my brain has gotten steadily worse over the past year or two but all of 2024 has been. probably rock bottom. I don't think I've been this messy since I was a teenager. my anxiety is off the wall bad and everything makes me cry and USUALLY thats a one day thing that I just have to power through but like. fuck dude. it's almost april. I do not want this to be my new normal like. I thought we sorted this out. we have like. coping mechanisms. why aren't they working my guy. I KNOW I'm shutting down and as a result I'm getting intense bouts of loneliness but attempting to remedy that puts me through unbearable anxiety attacks because my brain has completely reverted to baseline assuming i am irritating 100% of the time. which in turn DOES MAKE ME IRRITATING like. this is sooooo fuckin dumb man why would I want to be 17 again on purpose
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maedaeme · 4 hours
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Pills.
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maedaeme · 8 hours
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The agonising feel when a character tag is full of shipping that you Simply Do Not Vibe With. The solution is, naturally, to keep scrolling. But the wince, the WINCE.
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maedaeme · 8 hours
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Centuripe, province in Enna, Sicily, Italy
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maedaeme · 9 hours
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maedaeme · 9 hours
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maedaeme · 9 hours
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having adhd and being a creator is like being on a timer. oh sorry you have this art idea? well you have approximately 12 hours to start it and 6 hours to finish the task or else you will lose interest and inevitably move on. oh you have an idea for a one-shot? well you’d better finish it in a day unless you want to banish it to your wips forever. ding dong bitch
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maedaeme · 9 hours
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The point of fiction is actually to put that guy in a situation™️, and he might try to tell you the point is to then get him out of the situation, WRONG, second situation
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maedaeme · 12 hours
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You know when someone goes through your blog on a mass like-spree for a fandom? I love those like, 19 notifications in a row. it’s like “Ah, I see you’re well into a fixation. God bless.”
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maedaeme · 13 hours
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maedaeme · 13 hours
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There's a bunch of adhd advice out there that's like "people with adhd tend to work better under deadlines due to the anxiety so here are ways to artificially induce a stress response in order to get you to get work done" and it's like well what if I don't want to be stressed out all the time in order to function
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maedaeme · 16 hours
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I can’t let motherfuckers know I got desires or they’ll think I suck
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maedaeme · 1 day
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Miah!
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maedaeme · 1 day
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one of my greatest pet peeves in fiction, and it is truly stupid I know, is that no one seems to understand how genuinely hard it is to kill someone via stabbing. stab wounds have a mortality rate of like 5%. especially abdominal stabbing. tv shows and movies show dudes getting stabbed one time in the lower abdomen with a tiny knife and then they fall over. like what did he die of precisely. that man died of Small Knife
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maedaeme · 1 day
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thinking about aus for ocs is so funny. like i already put this guy in a situation but what if i put them in another totally different one
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girl who is normal about vampires, twirling his hair: hiii how do yours versions of vampires work, fascinated by the fact they seem to have some sort of functioning immune system
Also how did eave and Endymion meet
guy who is also trying to be normal about vampires: hiii i got carried away
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vampire bodies are constantly adapting and changing - they carry special cells that, if passed to a non-vampire, immediately start attacking and overwriting everything in the host body. if they survive, now you have a new vampire. amazing.
it's impossible to tell exactly what sort of new traits or abilities a new vampire will have, because the process isn't the same for everyone. vampires also tend to develop unique abilities over time.
example: lazarus doesn't have a heart because he got torn into like 6 pieces and lost it. this would 100% kill any vampire ever. he survived somehow and to this day no one has any fuckin clue how the hell he became the world's most indestructible man.
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(art @ zombiebass)
that said, most vampires do:
have fangs (obviously)
need blood (obviously)
get roasted in sunlight (of course)
need to hibernate because a little nap just doesn't cut it. they can stay awake for weeks but then they need to clock out for days. in a coffin. because why not.
the older a vampire gets, the more unique and strange they tend to be, until they're eventually considered an 'elder' vampire. elder vampires are all different, but they're usually Giant Monsters.
this is gluttony. he's an elder vampire and a massive asshole.
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It's very rare for vampires to get sick because most germs and viruses just can't survive in them - their bodies change too fast. unless you catch something that endymion made, at which point you are probably screwed.
how endymion and eave met is REALLY COMPLICATED, but the short of it is that:
eave tracked endymion for ages because he wanted endymion's research
endymion let him because eave was in his 'other people's problems are not my business' phase and was unlikely to turn him in
the more they interacted, the more they both realized that they were incredibly similar with polar opposite morals and they were probably going to end up killing each other.
they keep putting off the killing each other to argue about what the most interesting part of heart surgery is. and kiss.
it's been centuries and neither of them has really given in. but sometimes endy stops causing problems for a while and no one knows it's because he is distracted making a four month long passive-aggressive and over dramatic apology to his ex-ex-ex-ex-ex husband. they're a mess. you know how it goes.
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