#i fucking hate it here

[aboveweirdest]

Time to be fucking sad. Vash talks to God exactly once in Trimax (as of the end of vol 10 at least). Like he goes into church once, laments about how he thinks he is unforgivable, but that's musing to himself. He's not actually talking to God or praying.

No, Vash talks to God exactly once, to ask for the only thing he ever requests. The only thing he wants, and the possibly the only thing he allows himself to want. And of course by the time he allows it, it's entirely too late.

Vash talks to God to ask for exactly one thing. To save Wolfwood, to let him live. So they can share their tomorrows. And by the time Vash lets himself ask for this one thing, he already knows how futile it is. Sitting next to his best friend, probably the only person who can come close to understanding him, he talks to God for the first time. And God does not answer.

#trigun #vash the stampede #wolfwood #trimax #nicholas d. wolfwood #vash #trigun maximum #trigun manga #trigun spoiler #trimax spoiler #fuck i'm not sure where this came from #i'm so sorry #i have so many fucking feelings #LET VASH HAVE WHAT HE WANTS #LET HIM HAVE HIS FRIEND GOD MOTHERFUCKING DAMMIT #i fucking hate it here #vashwood #in like a platonic context i guess #i'm not talking about them as a couple here at least #just as a unit

[oddheadd]

Perfect Husband

You didn't have that much experience with guys, and the little things you did experience weren't good at all. Everything felt so... Empty. The "Wyd" texts and shallow conversations at the bar didn't satisfy you. You knew what you wanted, and you decided to go for it.

So when you met him it felt so real and unreal at the same time.. He felt real as in he understood you, he engaged in interesting conversations and knew just what was the best for you.

...And he felt unreal as in he wasn't... Human? Like a man from 19th century novels, he was gentle, polite, relatable but mysterious enough to keep you wanting him. The problem before was everybody acting same, now you were weirded out with how unique he was? You started thinking you were the problem.

Therefore, after a few months of dating, when he set up a beautiful dinner table for you two, with candles, flowers, perfectly cooked delicacies and asked you to marry him, you said yes.

You cut the steak and...

"Oh... This seems raw..?"

"It's medium rare, dear. But I won't feel bad if you don't want to eat it." - he smiled.

You felt lucky. So, you cut a piece of it, and put the red, moist and almost slimy piece of meat in your mouth. His smile widened as he watched you do so. You chewed and chewed, trying not to think too much about the texture or the taste, instead washing it down with red wine and forcing a smile.

The night ended with him gently holding and kissing you, while not so gently fucking into you. It felt almost like a reward for accepting his proposal, and the amount of times he made you cum only supported that theory.

The wedding happened shortly after, him making sure it was as big or as small as you wanted.

Everything after that felt like a dream... In a literal sense. You found yourself derealizating on more occasions than you can remember. Feeling dizzy, out of the place and unreal was then a daily accurance for you. And you didn't quite feel comfortable with talking about it with your husband.

But it didn't matter... Not as long as at the end of the day you laid in his arms.

However, even that comfort was broken when only weeks after your marriage, he started staying at his job later and later... As soon as he got home he'd take a shower, too.

Suspecting that your husband was cheating, you decided to follow him one day.

The day went on fine, he stayed at his job til 8, but then he left. You quietly followed, wanting to catch him in the act. He... Went into the woods..? Was he actually fucking someone in the woods? Then you saw another person... But they seemed to not be aware of your husband being there. In fact, he was watching them... Stalking them like a predator would to a prey. The person was obviously wasted, having come in the woods to relieve themself.

Your dear husband got up from his hiding spot, and approached the person... And so you watched in horror as his limbs started twisting unnaturally, making popping and cracking sounds as, his skin changing it's color into a dark red, almost a bloody color. He turned into something incomprehensible... A monster.

His now inhumane looking jaw unclenched, opening so wide he could swallow a man whole, and he took a generous bite out of the person, their bloodcurdling screams not loud enough to bury the sound of your ears ringing.

Despite the scenery being hard to look at, you turned around to leave, but stumbled and fell down with a loud noise.

Your husband's head turned towards you slowly, and his smile fell.

The dream turned into a nightmare.

Man I just love creepy, cannibalistic, eldrich monsters/gods and not in an only ha they're sexy way (I blame the movie Ritual)

#yandere #yandere x reader #monster x reader #yandere oc #yandere male #yandere smut #plot twist #idk man #i fucking hate it here #i need help

[tinkerbitch69]

Hey, to anyone harassing trans women into outing themselves for pointing out that being a lesbian does not in fact entail attraction to men, I hope you know you are creating an unsafe environment for trans women on a site run by people who have already proven to be rabidly transmisogynistic.

Greeeeat job, guys. Truly outstanding ‘allyship’ 🖕

#I fucking hate it here #you should be ashamed #not naming any names #because she should have never had to do this in the first place #if you know what I’m talking about and think this is in anyway acceptable #please fuck off #transmisogyny #lesbophobia #anti harassment

[nyxofdemons]

ITS THE SAME LOOK OF FEAR BYE

#I FUCKING HATE IT HERE #mine #helluva boss #helluva boss spoilers #blitz #cash buckzo #fizzarolli #mammon #blitz helluva boss #blitzo helluva boss #helluva boss cash buckzo #mammon helluva boss #helluva boss mammon #helluva boss fizzarolli #fizzarolli helluva boss #helluva boss the circus #e: the circus #e: mammon's magnificent musical mid-season special #the ringleader

[bpdgotmelike]

have the biggest urge to self-destruct just so I can feel something

#i fucking hate it here #bpd #actually borderline #actually bpd #living with borderline #living with bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd tag #bpdgotmelike.exe

[xzrcv]

if anorexia why not skinny yet

[aw-tysm]

Some people seem to need this reminder.

"neurodivergent" and "neurotypical" was never meant to be a personality trait.

"neurodivergents are good at ___". And then lists some random human trait that anyone could be good at.

"neurotypicals are bad at ___". And then lists some random human trait that anyone could be bad at.

Whatever trait or symptom you seem to think makes a person "neurodivergent" is wrong. It's not a diagnosis. It's not personality. It's not a condition. It is an umbrella term for a bunch of disorders/conditions. If you don't have those then you're not ND, no matter how many "traits" you think you have.

"allistic" means not-autistic. It does NOT mean NO disorders/conditions.

Allistic still includes anyone with a disorder/condition that just isn't autism. INCLUDING anyone and everyone under the "ND" umbrella that isn't autistic.

#autism #actually autistic #autistic #actuallyautistic #asd #i dont even want to see the terms NT or ND anymore #I fucking hate it here #the ND and NT terms have been fucken ruined and reduced to bullshit #anyone calls me ND and yall gonna catch these fists.

[thinkhappythxughts]

you genuinely couldn’t make this shit up. fuck you, poor people, we’re spending billions burying an old coloniser so you don’t get to eat today.

#i fucking hate it here #me #uk #queen #monarchy

[beardedhandstoadshark]

Hey. Fun fact.

Germany is replaying the beginning of the Third Reich now.

The Too-German-Didn’t-Read is that main guys of the right-extremist party that is currently on a major rise, AfD, met with actual neo-nazis discussing plans to deport millions of people, those being anyone whose families came here after WW2 + anyone helping immigrants and refugees, to a fucking "Model State in North Africa“ specifically conscripted for the sole purpose of keeping them there.

And a good chunk of the other politicians plus the main law council itself that could do anything against it is saying it can’t ban them because the AfD isn’t proven to be acting in incitement enough.

Fun.

#politics #cw politics #german stuff #Germany #I fucking hate it here #^alternative^ für Deutschland #BITCH EUCH GAB ES SCHONMAL #Ooohh meine Heizung ist zu teuer deshalb wähl ich Nazis #warum sind durchschnittsdeutsche so inkompetente Fachidioten #will sehen wie lange die Arschlöcher durchhalten wenn satte 30% der Arbeitskräfte plötzlich aus dem Land fehlen #und dann wenn dieses drecksland *schon wieder* bis auf den Grund zerstört wurde #und Millionen von Menschen vermutlich *schon wieder* ermordet wurden #werden sie umdrehen und sind wundern Wie DaS deNn PassIeRen KonNte #und die gleichen Leute die sie rausgeworfen haben wieder anbetteln die drecksarbeit zu erledigen #Ja fickt euch doch auch

[honeypleasejustkillme]

no, this year has kicked me around like a fucking hackie sack

i don’t wanna do this anymore

pls kill me

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #bpd #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd problems #bpd vent #bpd mood #i fuckiNG HATE IT HERE #I WANT LIFE TO END FOR ME #WITHOUT MAKING MY FP UPSET #IS THAT TOO HARD TO FUCKING ASK

[ayuzima]

mfw when people draw william afton circa 1980s skinny .. STOP IT

STOP IT NOW !!!

#william afton #fnaf #i fucking hate it here

[hungry-skeleton]

When are we gonna start counting the daycare attendant from fnaf as a sexyman. I've complained before that the only thing I've seen as a result of following the fnaf tag is people that wanna fuck that goddamn sun and unfortunately I'm starting to think he fits all the sexyman criteria

Ugly af in canon

Basically only used for shipping content

Is always shipped with a y/n or themself

Gets completely removed from their source material/no other characters from the source material matter

Gets one million nonsense AUs made just for them

People want to fuck it

It's everywhere

#I fucking hate it here #skela speaks

[ikol-art]

Series writers stop taking meaningful things from the comics without giving your characters the same thoughtful storylines

#I see people talking about it being a possibility and it makes me want to rip my hair out #the series did NOTHING to make it deserve that arc #that arc meant something in the comics #and it means EVERYTHING to me #the series isnt even about loki #it literally ignored or brushed aside all his issues #and you want me to believe he went through the same character development??? #HELL NO #I fucking hate it here #give me back the selfcest actually I would prefer that over them taking the god of stories title unearned #anti loki series #I was having an ok time watching the new series #this would piss me off until my death is2g #goddess of stories is MY loki you dont get to ruin her

[nunalastor]

Cursed cat alastor eating worms

This is a bribe. Please don't block me

😡

#cursed cat alastor #wormgate #i fucking hate it here

[etz-ashashiyot]

🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 tumblr just ate my extremely carefully worded answer to a good ask I received and now I'm trying so hard not to literally throw my phone

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK TUMBLR

#i fucking hate it here