#closeted trans

[seeminglydark]

Meeting under the bleachers, trying to convince your crush to hang out with you tonight instead of going to the after game party.

I’m definitely going to draw them at the Blockbuster.

Sully and his lil angel are from my webcomics Mil-liminal and Seemingly Dark!

#original characters #the punk and the cheerleader #blockbuster #highschool romance #punk #caros collecting all his stuff little by little #closeted trans #queer romance

[transpossumboy]

shout out to all my fellow trans people who are trapped in situations they don’t want to be in and can’t transition.

i see you and i feel you. things will be better for all of us one day <3

#until then i’m here to listen if anyone needs it #dms are open #lgbtqia #transgender #trans #lgbtq #transmasc #nonbinary #lgbt #closet #closeted #closeted trans #transfem #trans people #transpossumboy post

[trans-joy-is]

Trans joy as a closeted transmasc is telling a relative who recently came out as a transgender woman her dress really suits her and seeing her eyes sparkle and her brother hugging her because I know she was so afraid everyone would judge her while she just tries to enjoy her life.

Trans joy as a closeted transmasc is seeing openly trans people being happy and comfortable with who they are and I think that’s priceless

🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵

🤍!

#trans joy #trans #transgender #transmasculine #transfeminine #trans women #closeted trans

[nonbinary-vents]

Tips I do to feel a bit more masculine as a closeted ftnb/transmasc

Coping

—Tapping the flat spot in the middle of my chest, especially when lying down

—Looking for that slight hair on my upper lip and convincing myself it’s a moustache

—Curling up under blankets

—Wearing big hoodies. They’re not great for passing but they’re good if you’re having a bad time with dysphoria

—Seeing girls and women talk about something and acting completely disconnected from it (‘I’m a guy/not a girl so I don’t know about that’ sort of thing)

Demeanour

—Tilting head slightly up to give a more masculine look and vibe (idk man, it works)

—Narrowing eyes slightly

—Furrowing brows/frowning more

—Ruffling hair, especially after just being in the shower

—Roughing up eyebrows

—Taking up more space, especially when sitting (manspreading basically)

—Standing very loosely, putting weight on the back of body generally

—Hands in pockets!

Dressing

—Broadshorts, basketball shorts, and jorts. Basically any shorts that go a little lower than halfway to the knees and fit loosely. They help to hide hips so much

—Straight cut jeans

—Undone button ups box out your frame and hide curves very well

—Sporty tops and trousers

—Wearing very simple jewellery (for example I wear my Star of David necklace and it actually makes me feel more masculine)

—Keeping the sides of my hair short and the front longer

—Wearing dark colours, especially for tops and stuff

—Hoodies, obviously. Baggy, but not too oversized

—Graphic tees

#trans #transgender #nonbinary #transmasc #ftnb #ftm #closeted trans #queer #positivity #trans tips

[chronicallycouchbound]

When you call cis people an egg for practicing gender non-conformity, you are risking the safety of actual closeted trans people.

Enforcing the gender binary harms us all.

#cis #trans #egg #gender #gender nonconforming #cisgender #transgender #trans rights #transisbeautiful #trans pride #gender queer #gender questioning #questioning gender #trans or cis #trans egg #gender binary #closet #closeted #closeted trans #coming out #queer #queer theory #lgbtq community #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqplus #lgbtqiia+ #lgbtq people

[riverthebooknerd]

being a trans person forced back into the closet hurts so fucking much. i want to be him again. i miss him

#for context: i searched for a job for months but nowhere would hire me because i'm trans #eventually i stopped presenting as openly trans and i got a job within the next two weeks :/ #i fucking hate it here #trans #trans man #transgender #transmasc #trans ftm #closeted trans #recloseted trans

[poognthebrainbois]

Me: *being quietly depressed about being trans this very moment, have not said anything out loud, have been consistently nonbinary to family for like a year and have not suggested otherwise to them recently.*

Dad, just now, no warning: You don't wanna be a guy. Guys are assholes. You can be nonbinary, that's perfectly fine. Flip between whatever as your day-to-day, but you don't wanna be a guy. (Something something) the world doesn't need more men. (A couple more sentences trying to talk me out of wanting to be a guy) You're so much better off being a they/them in between (something something) androgynous, y'know?

Sooooo were you eavesdropping last night when I talked to my friend? Or are you just scared I'll add another problem to my list? Why are you so against the idea of me being genuinely trans? And also, that just proves that you see nonbinary as "the safe option" because you view nonbinary as they/them pronouns and androgynous clothing and no other changes because you don't actually know how queer people work and you don't want me to be "like them". Cool.

Like how the fuck--

But yeah no cool. That absolutely made me feel better and cured my trans thoughts! I'll be they/them forever and never change! Thanks dad! :D

#trans #trans masc #trans ftm #transgender #closeted trans #nonbinary #they/them #they/he #gender dysphoria #voice dysphoria #chest dysphoria #vent post #personal vent #trans vent

[raynedayys2]

I love being trans, but sometimes...

I want to be pretty the way boys are pretty.

I want to be strong the ways boys are strong.

I want to wear makeup & still look like a boy.

I want to wear a dress & still look like a boy.

I want to grow my hair out & still look like a boy.

I want to walk around shirtless without any care.

I want to swim in cool swim trunks.

I want to have a group of male friends that I do stupid stuff with because "boys will be boys".

I want to go the barber shops & be a regular there.

#text post #lgbt #lgbtq #trans #transgender #ftm #closeted trans #closeted ftm #queer poc #trans guy #not in like a toxic masculinity way..but in a silly boyhood way #and not saying I can't do any of this stuff now #but I have to wait b/c people hate crime people like me :/

[thecreditsroll]

I have a feeling I'm going to have a very trans reading of Marika/Radagon once I start investigating their lore

#elden ring #fantasy #genderfluid #? #eggs #closeted trans #??? i think

[seeminglydark]

A continuation on Prom Night, the kids needed a nap after a night of monster fighting and big confessions. Carrie never kisses Sul in the comic, but clearly tiptoe snuck a cheek smooch in before they both conked out. 💋

Sully’s childhood abandoned treehouse is neutral ground where he can keep Carrie safe from the closer to home monsters for a little bit (in this case, the parental kind.)

When the Detention piece ocs are from a horror comic, actually. You can read Carrie and Sully’s stories in my webcomic Mil-Liminal, which of course mostly focuses on their reconnection as adults, but has some flashbacks to the teenage years, including the story this art is from, Prom Night! And it’s free on Webtoon and Tapas.

#original characters #the punk and the cheerleader #prom night #horror stories #closeted trans #so eepy #king for a day #webcomics #Caro’s covered in blood cuz their date got eaten in a pretty gruesome way #John’s bloody cuz he fall flat on his face tripping over himself to say hi to his neighbor and crush #the one the only prom queen

[ghostscrown]

Young, clueless, closeted trans me was really walking around telling everyone about my OCs like :

yeah so I made this Angel's Friends AU but like. Replacing all of the characters by OCs. The story has nothing to do with the actual show, it just takes place at the same school and with similar rules that I just modified a little for my story.

The main character is this girl named Elisa. She's an angel. But what she doesn't know is that her dad was a demon, so she's actually half demon, and she has a twin brother who's a demon. He goes at the same school but they don't know they're siblings. They become friends and Elisa notices she just doesn't fit in with the other angels. She just get along with demons better even though her brain is supposed to hate them.

She realizes the feeling she always had to not fit in with angels, and the fact that now she met demons for the first time, she just really wants to be in their friends group. So she cuts her hair very short, then starts to ask everyone to call her "Eli" instead of Elisa because she hates her name and she hates having long hair. She also starts to dress more like the demons do and everyone is shocked and thinks she's crazy... However, the group of demons her brother is in accepts her among them. She wishes she was a demon so bad, she just doesn't identify with angels but she still doesn't know why. She ends up hanging out with demons too much and becomes a fallen angel, the thing she always felt she was going to be : a broken angel.

She eventually learns she's half demon and her best friend is her brother, finally understanding why she felt that way, and she transforms into a demon in the end. She's finally happy because she can be herself, a demon called Eli, because the angel called Elisa was never really her true self. She was not a broken angel, she was a demon all this time and just didn't know but always felt like that.

Wdym I'm projecting and I'm actually trans ? Nah, I have no idea what you're talking about I swear. I don't even know what "trans" means. Anyway, do you want me to also talk about my Tom Sawyer AU OC who's a girl running away and disguising herself as a boy and-

#I was in a denial so bad #but also barely knew what “trans” meant at this time so- #trans #transgender #queer #trans story #closeted trans #angel's friends

[trans-joy-is]

closeted trans joy is remembering fondly about how people used to argue over your gender in middle school even if you didnt present the way you liked to back then

🤍!

#I remember this being a subtext argument for me growing up - I was treated as nonbinary even though I was “officially” my gab :) #kind of affirming in a way! #closeted trans #trans joy #trans #transgender #nonbinary #genderfluid #trans men #genderqueer #trans women #transneutral #xenogender #mtf #ftm #transmasculine #transfeminine

[sage-writes-n-coins-mogai]

My older brother is visiting and he’s giving me gender envy fr.

He’s a little lanky and a head taller than me, I can’t help starting at his hairy asf arms and then looking at my own arms which looks like a baby compared to his, and discreetly studying his flat chest, wishing my chest looked like his. He’s so lucky to have a body like that.

#sage is getting personal #gender envy #gender goals #transmasc #trans #closeted #closeted trans #gender dysphoria #transgender

[blondewelshhimbo]

A little tip to my fellow trans folks who need to secretly wash your binder. I found this out because I have transphobic parents so I cant hand wash it and air dry. Wash it as a delicate. if your washer/dryer was a delicates setting wash it on that. it usually uses cold or room temp water with like a slower spin. I just go and wash my jeans and my joint braces so it's not just my binder(s) and then put it on a delicates dry which is the same it's a lower temp and a lighter tumble thing. so yeah! there's my thing that I learned and I thought it might help other people in my situation :)))

#disabled and trans #trans ftm #trans masculine #binder #chest binder #closeted #transphobic parents #closeted trans #stay clean #clean your binder #tips #tricks #trans tips

[scribbyizback]

I wamb more trans characters that havent gotten any surgery or cut/grown out their hair or hide their chests or where cute dresses that everyone at school gets upset w/ them abt.. more gay trans peeps like these. If u walk down the street and see these ppl, u would never know, and it happens all the time man

#transgender #trans masc #trans feminine #trans femme #trans ftm #trans mtf #trans mtnb #trans ftnb #closeted trans #pre transition #lgbt oc #lgbtq community #lgbt pride #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lgbt

[tristinian]

I made a little comic about pronouns. There's no real point to it, I just wanted to share my experience. Also, sorry for changing art styles in the middle.

#this isn't my best work #i might make a comic about my dysphoria at some point #also my practice in drawing male anatomy is coming in handy #ok i lied in the comic. i'm out to one friend irl. #it doesn't really matter because we've agreed he can only gender me correctly when we're alone. and we're rarely alone #but yeah that's not really the point #trans #transgender #transmasc #trans artist #trans comic #transgender artist #transgender comic #comic #art #closeted trans #pronouns