#my relationship with my gf could suffer though

[moviecritc]

Hi! Could you do a driver!reader who is dating Max and is in ferrari and the whole Carlos thing is happening to her so in Australia she ignores team orders and goes to win the race. Charles is mad at her and in the post race interview when asked about it she is just like "Happy multi 21 day everyone" and like Max is so fucking proud his gf is in her reputation era 💅💅💅

on the edge ⋆ max verstappen

pairing: max verstappen x driver!reader

word count: 1.7K

warnings: charles leclerc being himself (a bitch)

a/n: this is my first request it makes me very very happy!! thanks anon for your request, i hope you like this. i love max with all my heart and i love writing about him aswell.

just wanted to tell you guys that for the requests you can ask for reader and oc, even though when it's not a request it'll probably be an oc bc i love to give names to my characters <3

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Y/N didn't have a seat for the upcoming Formula 1 season, and that stressed her out quite a bit. She and Charles had been teammates for three years, and she really thought Ferrari would keep her on the team, but upon learning that Lewis Hamilton was leaving Mercedes, they were the first to snatch him up and turn their backs on her.

Now she had two options: give up, pray to sign with Williams or Haas, or outperform herself this season and force her way into one of the top five teams. And for now, she had chosen the second option. P3 in the first race and in the top five in the second. She was extremely motivated for Australia.

Y/N loved the view of the fireworks from the podium, the champagne, and, above all, celebrating with Max Verstappen. Because let's not lie, it was obvious that Max would be on most of the podiums.

They kept their relationship out of the media. Being coworkers, neither of them wanted their relationship to hinder their success in Formula 1, but that didn't mean they didn't support each other every time the other achieved something.

Max had been with her throughout her Formula 1 career. They were the same age, but when Max debuted in the competition, she was still in Formula 2, battling against Albon and Russell for the title. A year before his debut, Y/N got a spot at Alpha Tauri as a reserve driver. It was in that year that Max and she started a relationship, at first quite casual and sporadic until they realized they were too obsessed with each other not to formalize it. And four years later, they were still together, sharing an attic in Monaco and competing together for the championship.

"It's going to be great for both of us, I'm sure," Y/N nodded. Before each race, they had a kind of ritual where they wished each other good luck, hugged, and kissed.

"I see a Y/Nstappen 1-2," Max assured before giving her a long kiss, resting his arms on his girlfriend's waist.

"I hope so,"

"Oh, come on. You're starting fourth, it'll be bad if you don't get on the podium," Max said. He knew her situation in Formula 1 was tense and did everything he could to make her feel good and positive. Max loved racing with her, and if she ended up off the grid next season, he would probably suffer from seasonal depression.

They kissed once more and were about to hug when someone knocked on Max's door to get them to the drivers' parade. They couldn't complete their little ritual, but neither of them gave it too much importance.

They went out to the parade where she was asked about her future in Formula 1, as they had been doing since the season started. That also annoyed her, would it always be like this from now on? Would everything be oriented towards whether she was unemployed or not? She answered with the best smile she could and ended the interview as quickly as possible.

She returned to Max, who was leaning on the fence of the truck they were being taken in for the parade. She leaned on the railing, holding it with her hands. Then Max discreetly placed his hand on hers, making her smile at the contact. Max wasn't very fond of physical contact, but if he could manage to brush against her shoulder, he would, maintaining professionalism wasn't as easy as it seemed.

"How's it going, mates?" Surprisingly, Leclerc approached them to start a conversation, first fist bumping with Max and then with Y/N, pressing his lips a little.

Their relationship as teammates was quite complicated at the moment. She was killing it in the few races that had passed, while Charles was just doing okay. Plus, although when Y/N joined the team, Charles and she had gotten along very well, that year they had been growing apart for obvious reasons.

They talked for a while about the race and expectations, especially Max and Charles, while Y/N disconnected from the situation a bit. Sometimes she was surprised that Charles and Max got along so well.

"Good luck today, Y/N," Charles said before leaving with Gasly.

Y/N blinked and looked at Max, puzzled. "What did he mean by that?"

"What do you mean?" Max frowned a little.

"He wished me luck, as if he thought I needed it," she insisted, biting her cheek.

"Everyone needs some luck, Y/N," Max said, knowing how nervous she could get when something didn't fit in her head.

"He didn't say anything to you," Y/N argued, crossing her arms.

"I mean…" Max tilted his head a little, eliciting a little smile from Y/N. "Don't dwell on it too much, you'll do great."

She loved that, how Max was able to lift her spirits in any situation, getting a little smile out of her. She loved him for that.

The parade ended, and they each went to their garage, fist bumping as a farewell because anything else would cause a stir in the media. In the Ferrari garage, her engineer commented on the strategies that focused on supporting and defending Charles even if he started two positions below her.

She gave Charles a short glance before going to the cars and taking their respective positions. It’s light and away we go. Y/N was so focused on passing Lando Norris that she didn't realize her boyfriend was no longer in first place, actually, he wasn't there anymore. She asked the engineers what had happened; Max had had some problems with the brakes and had retired from the race. "Don't fuck with me," she said, not fully believing it. "Is Max okay?"

"We don't know, focus on the race," her engineer emphasized.

"When you know, tell me, please," Y/N added, without receiving a response. There had been no accident, no red flag, so he was probably fine. But if there was smoke and sparks, there was always a chance that something had happened to him in the pits.

Y/N took a couple of breaths and refocused on the race. She looked on the bright side; she was third and had a chance to win. A few laps later, she managed to overtake Lando Norris. She pitted, and in the last third of the race, she was in first place. Behind her was Charles, so she thought they would change the strategy, and he would be the one defending the position.

"Y/N, let Charles pass," her engineer said, taking her by surprise.

"What?" Y/N practically shouted. "But I'm in first,"

"They're team orders, let him pass,"

"He's slow! He's over half a second behind me, letting him pass will make me slow down!" She couldn't believe this was happening.

"Y/N."

"If he can overtake me, let him, but I'm not letting him pass. I'm winning this fucking race."

And so it was. Y/N crossed the finish line first, and when she got out of the car, Max was there to greet her with a hug. He tried to make her not notice that there were hardly any people from her team there, but Y/N realized it, and her gaze darkened a little. Still, Charles came second, and when he parked his car, several Ferrari mechanics went to congratulate him.

Max watched Y/N, worried that she would take it badly. But then he saw her exchange a triumphant

look with Charles, who, upon seeing her, turned serious. And if that wasn't enough, she blew a kiss to Charles and then went with Max, who put an arm around her shoulders.

"That was incredible," Max said.

"The race or Charles's face?" she questioned, with an ironic smile.

"Both. I thought you'd be sad because there was no one to greet you,"

"You were there,"

"From your team, I mean," Max explained.

"You and I are a team, Maxie. Have you never thought about that?" She looked at him with a smile. "You're right, we are,"

"Are you okay?" Y/N asked. "I got quite worried when you DNF’d."

"I'm okay, no serious damage,"

"And emotionally?"

"I'm fine. Proud of you, above all," Max nodded. "Now go celebrate your podium, I'll be watching you from below,"

They gave each other a brief kiss on the cheek, not caring too much about the cameras; she had just won the race, she deserved at least a kiss from her boyfriend. She received her prize with a smile and celebrated the podium with Charles and Lando, more with Lando than with Charles. The McLaren driver had congratulated her countless times that day, but Charles barely spoke to her.

"Are you okay, mate?" Y/N asked, knowing what was coming.

"You didn't follow team orders," Charles said directly.

"Oh, right. That," she shrugged, raising her eyebrows. "You came second, Charles. It's not that bad,"

"Damn, but if they tell you to let me pass, you let me pass. What does it matter to you?" he raised his voice a little.

"What does it matter to you? You have your golden seat at Ferrari. Some of us have to work really hard to have a seat, crazy, right?" Y/N rolled her eyes with a smile and turned around, leaving Charles with a word on his lips.

Y/N reached the interview area, where Lando and Oscar were doing their respective interviews.

"Y/N! You won the race by disobeying team orders, does it feel the same as winning a race fair and square?" a man asked.

"Fair and square? I was fast enough to cross the line first, the rest weren't. I think that's how a race is supposed to be won," she argued. She smiled widely; she saw Max was also around, waiting for his turn for interviews.

"Don't you have any remorse?" he questioned.

"Not one,"

She ended the interview after that; she didn't feel like explaining. As she turned around, she found Max with an almost mischievous smile. They fist bumped, and he went to do the interview. "Max, can we ask you about the win of your girlfriend?"

"About Y/N,"

"Yes, about Y/N," he nodded.

"I'm extremely proud of her, it's her second victory, and even though I had to retire, I'm glad she won this race,"

"Even given the circumstances of the victory?" the reporter questioned.

"With the circumstances of the victory," Max assured with a broad smile.

#max verstappen #max verstappen x reader #max verstappen x you #max verstappen fanfic #max verstappen fluff #max verstappen imagine #australian gp 2024 #charles leclerc #mv1 #mv1 x reader #mv1 fic #mv1 x you #mv33 #mv33 x reader #mv33 imagine #mv33 fic #mv33 x you #max verstappen one shot #noraverse 🫧

[ckret2]

I've inferred you like billford and i was wondering if you like any other GF ships?

if they'd been 5-10 years older and if Gideon had already gone through his humbling and heel-face turn before they met, I actually think Mabel & Gideon would've worked out pretty well; but Gideon spoiled any odds of that. In an AU it could work out. Anyway one-sided Gideon/Mabel is still fun to me because permanently unrequited love is one of my fav tropes, so Gideon can just suffer and I'll have a great time, sorry Gideon

I don't think they should ultimately stay together but I think exploring the toxic fucked-up-ness of unnatural magically-enforced attraction between Robbie and Tambry would make for a fascinating psychological fic

I yearn to know more about the siren Ford once dated. I'm personally going not by the "sirens sing a sexy seductive song" interpretation because that's boring and in my heart of hearts I believe that Ford is immune to conventional physical sexiness. Rather I'm going with the the Odyssean "sirens promise you irresistible knowledge" interpretation. What was that relationship like, what did she promise Ford, it's very canon that the promise of greater knowledge is metaphorically his siren song, the thought that at one point it was also LITERALLY his siren song is so juicy

I think there should be a love triangle between Manly Dan, Tyler Cutebiker, and Ghost-Eyes; Dan wins out though, Ghost-Eyes has that bad boy appeal but Tyler's got history with Dan, I think they've been silently making eyes at each other for years without making a move

the Hide-Behind is secretly in love with the Summerween Trickster

I believe with all my heart that Bill has the biggest stupidest crush on Quentin Trembley

we all know it's basically canon Bill has a thing for Wendy's mom, right

and furthermore if Bill ever met Mr. What's-His-Face I believe they would hit it off to an insane degree

I accidentally talked myself into realizing that Stan and Bud work REALLY WELL together

and of the other, like, normal popular ships that anyone else in this fandom actually cares about, I think Soos & Melody are the only one I'm emotionally invested in. I like them, I wanna see them happy.

Most of these I don't actively pursue fanworks for. ... Most of them don't have fanworks TO pursue.

#(before this fic is over I'm subjecting you to most of these.) #(anyway you don't really need to infer i like billford. i tag the posts where i talk about it. u can just look at the tag on my blog.) #(bonus cursed ship: if the summerween trickster survives sometimes he texts soos at 3am like 'heyyy ♡' when he wants his vore kink indulged #(i think getting the summerween trickster a partner for negotiated consensual vore kink scenes would fix him and I'm not joking) #anonymous #ask

[nativehueofresolution]

lelouch and cc is legendary because it is all at once:

- sometimes the handsome prince falls in love with the wicked witch

- sometimes you make a deal with the devil and then the devil accidentally develops feelings for you

- roommates to lovers. literal 'room' mates with years of sharing a bed.

- what if two lonely souls could find one another across time and bend the forces of the universe for one another

- what if the two worst people you knew looked at each other and said 'i could make them worse 🖤' for the rest of their lives

- fake dating in MULTIPLE contexts. cutesy fake engaged for his sister, fake coy mistress for the black knights.

- partners in crime and love

- IMMORTAL partners in crime and love

- amnesiac lover who the other must care for, twice over

- girl who grew up dirt poor winds up with literal royalty

- rich boyfriend who exasperatedly watches his girlfriend spend his money on increasingly ridiculous purchases.

- girl cursed with immortality, condemned to straitjackets and experiments and tired of life sees a charming popular schoolboy growing further and further away from the possibility of a normal life and mourning what she knows he will one day miss even as she continues to help him down his chosen path.

- boy who chooses destruction and violence under the gaze of his seemingly all seeing immortal companion, furious as she watches him make mistakes, knowing he would have ignored her if she'd told him not to anyways

- boy who is way too serious and haughty, girl who likes to puncture his ego

- two mean and sarcastic people making mean and sarcastic comments to one another

- demon emperor and the nameless immortal who grants him his powers

- weird goth teens who wander in the forest

- bickering old married couple

- if you're a witch, then i'll be a warlock

- whatever was going on in that scene where kaguya pitching herself as zero's wife by referring to her nickname the goddess of victory and lelouch responding 'that's too bad, i've sold my soul to the devil, so i can't go befriending any gods now' as cc smiles in the background

- woman who watches the man she loves go to his death, having helped him there

- woman who defies the laws of nature, of time and death, to bring back the man she loves

- trying to force your partner to stay with you, even to the point of taking away choice

- trying to quietly leave when your partner isn't aware so you can exit their life where you think you're not wanted

- calling one another's bluffs with dangerous stunts

- shoving your accomplice into a giant vat of tomatoes so you don't get caught

- pointing a gun to your partner's face because you didn't suffer for them just so they could be weak

- having pet names like 'brat' and 'selfish creature' said in genuine affection

- for lelouch, cc means having one person you never lie to, who can always see through you, who you can take the mask off with

- for cc, she is telling layer upon layer of lies, some by choice, some by omission. many are painful, but she makes no apologies and each time the penny drops she's waiting for their relationship to be destroyed and it never is, somehow.

- immortal who's given up on love after the endless cycles of death and the emptiness of controlling others being reminded love is real and it is precious by a mortal

- neat freak, perfectionist boyfriend constantly picking up after his sloppy, disaster gf who only eats junk food. he only buys designer brands she wears pizza hut merch unironically

- immortal getting to enjoy glimpses of normal teen life at mortal's school

- mutually trying to use each other and catching feelings

- mutually inspiring each other to live

- multiple matching his and hers evil overlord looks

- girlfriend who steals her boyfriend's clothes

- mortal continually worrying for the immortal's safety even though they are immortal, because not being able to die is not the same as not being able to feel pain

- interrupted love confessions

- indirect love confessions

- literal magic kisses

- psychic link

- the one person alive who knows your true name

- changing your name as a gesture of love

- finally choosing to move forward after being stuck in a cycle of the past

#thank you goodnight #cluclu #lelouch x c.c. #code geass #kaitlin speaks

[tojikai]

ok so in part 2 we got to see more of gojo x reader past “relationship”

i wonder if gojo knows about his mom thoughts about reader (her being a one night stand and nothing more) and why do i have a feeling Naomi wasn’t just lucky to be in the right place and right time…

she’s gojo’s dad assistant AND his mom approved her immediately 🤔🤔 even though Naomi comes from a completely different social circle…

i don’t think Naomi is a saint as gojo think, not saying she’s evil either BUT she might get a little help from the outside (gojo’s mom) to act the way she does. bc how come she goes from acting shy and apologetic when reader found them in the couch, to give reader tips how to be a better parent and allowing yui to call her mom 🤥🤔 make it make sense

like who in the right mind would take a toddler on a trip without both parents permission?? in many countries that could be considered kidnapping even if one parent is with the baby and they dont cross the border! - when i was six i went abroad with my mom and in order for me to travel, my dad had to sign a written permission otherwise i couldn’t exit the country and my parents were married…

gojo pissing me off when he was trying to defend naomi for the mama episode by saying he will propose to her…like that doesn’t change anything reader IS the mother and eventually naomi will be the STEPMOTHER she would still have NO say in how Yui will be educated bc she has/will have NO legal rights. she can give her opinion/suggestions to gojo BUT NEVER to reader.

Gojo has to open his eyes bc if he’s truly happy with Naomi - i don’t really think so - good for him but he has to stop making reader’s feel like shit just bc his gf goes crying to him when reader doesn’t share the same opinion as her. i also noticed as soon as gojo doesn’t share the same opinion about something, naomi becomes sad and gojo tries to either reassure her or slightly changes his own opinion 🤥🤔👁️ my mom would call that manipulation 👁️

Honestly speaking Naomi is the easy route, what were the chances they got together if reader never got pregnant? bet gojo would still be having one night stands and wouldn’t spare naomi a glance.

The reason why gojo x reader didn’t work was because they were two strangers having a kid and didn’t communicate with each other. gojo was the first to give up even tho he promised reader to give it a try. bc how come soon after he got with naomi and she was oh so perfect 🥴 how can you possibly compare the two relationships when one has a kid involved…

so the mysterious man could be sukuna (bc of the tattoos).

it’s been weeks since the last argument, reader was clearly suffering (her mom’s words to gojo)…

that’s why i don’t think in that specific moment (a stranger man opening - shirtless- readers door to gojo) the man could be a possible love interest, maybe more like a friend bc she was still in love with gojo and a few weeks can’t possibly erase her feelings for him and make her move on easily, some people can do it tho (i.e gojo with his new gf 🙄)

also from the last sentence why do i have a feeling gojo has already met this “stranger” before?

the scratches in the stranger’s back scream sex but the bruises on his face? it’s a bit sus

last but not least contrary to popular opinion i still wish for gojo to be endgame, for that to happen he really has to have a gigantic redemption arc for all tje pain he caused to reader, specially when he said he wished they never met and had yui together, thanks good yui is still a toddler and was sleeping otherwise 💔 rip gojo’s relationship with his daughter

cant wait for more

this a great take, nonnie !! i like how you analyzed the few words of yn's mom and deducted abt yn's conditions, bc she really wasn't in a great condition during those weeks. she even had to steer clear of satoru as much as possible, bc seeing him hurts her. although, I can't say which of these is true or not, i can definitely see where you're coming from ~ thank u so much for this, and im happy that you're enjoying the fic <33

#🍭—kaitalks #f: sundered

[heyiwrotesomethings]

Since I haven't seen anything for Kanao yet...

I would like to request Kanao x demon reader who is really strong, fearsome, and feral most of the time but is actually pretty manageable and tame with her friends but *specially* so when with kanao

At first Kanao was scared of presenting her girlfriend to Shinobu, you know, for obvious reasons, but after Shinobu revealed her own demon gf (Natusmi, my beloved) Kanao got the courage to do the same, so one night she dragged (y/n) to Shinobu and told her something to the effects of "this is (y/n), I found her in the dumpster, she's my girlfriend now :)" meanwhile reader is just standing there kinda confused but trusting Kanao too much to worry about it

An Awkward Introduction

Kanao Tsuyuri x She/ Her Demon Reader (Feat. Shinobu Kochou x OC)

A/N: Here it is! I hope it’s passable. I think I illustrated the point that the demon is strong, but I guess I kinda missed the fearsome part and latched onto feral, and the found in the dumpster part so she’s a little more prone to gremlin behavior, sorry! Thanks for giving me an excuse to write a little more Natsumi though! I miss my blorbo. Word Count: 3,991

“Kanao! Kanao! I got ‘em, see? Are you gonna finish him off now, huh? Huh?!”

Kanao’s face held something between a fond, yet also concerned expression when she finally caught up to (Y/n). Her demon had zoomed off after the other demon she was sent to kill. In the end, their combined presence had scared them off. It wasn’t terribly often for a demon and a slayer to fight together after all. When (Y/n) had took off after them, Kanao had been a little worried, as was common where the impulsive demon she had come to love was concerned. Thankfully, her worry was unneeded.

The evil demon they had been chasing laid sprawled over the ground in a crumpled heap, legs torn off and absentmindedly tossed in different directions. (Y/n) stood over him, blood on her mouth and hands. She bounded excitedly over to Kanao, pointing proudly at what she had done.

“He won’t be able to run for a little while! Now is your chance!”

“Thank you, (Y/n),” Kanao lightly caressed (Y/n)’s cheek as she walked past her, “you did well.”

“Yes!” (Y/n) yelled. She was ecstatic. Every little smile and quiet praise she could pull from Kanao felt like a grand accomplishment.

Kanao beheaded the demon and (Y/n) supplied a round of applause. Then when Kanao sheathed her nichirin sword, (Y/n) popped up beside her once more.

“Where do we go next?” She asked.

“That was my last mission for the night.” Kanao revealed, causing (Y/n) to deflate noticeably.

“You have to go back home then?”

“Yes.” Kanao nodded curtly.

“Okay…” (Y/n) pouted, “Lemme clean up real quick so I can have a hug.”

Kanao watched (Y/n) jog down to the stream to wash the blood from her hands and mouth. She wasn’t excited to be leaving either. She often found herself worrying about what (Y/n) got into while she was at home, she wasn’t exactly careful with herself when Kanao wasn’t around to monitor her.

She had found (Y/n) in a sketchy alleyway in Tokyo. She had been tracking another demon as per Shinobu’s instruction, and followed the signs. The demon had been rendered immobile by (Y/n), causing Kanao to pause at the strange scene. It wasn’t unheard of for demons to turn on each other, but in a large city like Tokyo where humans were bountiful, it was unusual.

(Y/n) had turned to see Kanao and froze. The Tsuguko readied herself for a fight, but she was surprised again when (Y/n) stepped away from the suffering demon and gestured for her to finish him off. Though perplexed by the gesture, she followed through. When she looked up from the crumbling demon’s remains, (Y/n) was gone.

However from that night on, whenever Kanao was sent out on a mission alone, she had a shadow. As time went on, the shadow grew bolder and Kanao grew more familiar with her unexpected assistant.

Before Kanao knew it, she found herself in a relationship she wasn’t sure how she obtained. One day they had just started holding hands, getting each other little gifts and giving little pecks on each other’s cheeks.

(Y/n) came rushing back all squeaky clean and threw herself at Kanao, a happy hum rumbling in her throat when Kanao’s arms encircled her.

It had been becoming harder for Kanao to leave (Y/n) lately, and when Shinobu asked her if anything of note had happened in her missions, her stomach twisted when she danced around mentioning (Y/n). Ever since Tanjirou had told her to follow her heart, she had been wondering if she should intermix these two parts of her life.

She didn’t like hiding things from Shinobu and as previously stated, (Y/n) tended to get into trouble while she was away. It would be nice if she could introduce her love to her family and connect two more pieces of the puzzle that would make her feel whole.

But (Y/n) wasn’t an average civilian, or a slayer. She was a demon. And although Shinobu had made exceptions for Nezuko and then Natsumi, she was worried (Y/n)’s more… unpredictable, yet ultimately harmless behavior would earn her a poisoned blade through the chest if Shinobu felt like anyone’s life was in danger.

It took Shinobu a long time to even allow Natsumi to stay in the mansion, opting instead to lock her in the garden shed for a time. And Shinobu had been the one to find her and allowed her to live in the first place. Kanao still didn’t understand why, and she didn’t think Shinobu really understood her reasoning either.

Shinobu claimed it had been for reasearch purposes, and they still spent a lot of time in the lab trying to figure out the extent of Natsumi’s demon art, but Shinobu hadn’t actively tried to experiment on Natsumi in a long time… so maybe Shinobu could trust in Kanao that (Y/n) wasn’t so bad either.

“Are we going for a world record in hugging?” (Y/n) asked, bringing Kanao back in the moment.

“No, sorry. I’ll see you when I have my next solo mission.”

“Okay. I promise I won’t get into too much trouble while you’re gone.” (Y/n) teased.

Kanao smiled and reluctantly they went their separate ways. However it wouldn’t be an average homecoming for Kanao this time around. She would observe Shinobu, maybe ask the odd question here or there to determine how well received her being in love with a demon would be.

She just hoped that Shinobu wouldn’t think badly of her for her feelings should she choose to reveal them. Hopefully she wouldn’t be putting (Y/n) in danger either if such a discussion were come to pass.

***

Kanao began observing her adoptive sister’s behaviors more closely. Especially where Nezuko and Natsumi were concerned.

Shinobu treated Nezuko well. Gave her head pats when they crossed paths in the halls, let her come in her room to watch her feed Fugu. She even braided her hair from time to time. It was very sweet.

But Nezuko was a special demon who had never eaten a human. Perhaps that was why Shinobu didn’t mind her. (Y/n) hadn’t been so fortunate to have someone help her after the change like Nezuko had Tanjirou. Natsumi hadn’t either, which was why Kanao took extra care observing the interactions between the two.

When it came to Natsumi, Kanao was surprised with her sister’s conduct. She was astounded that she hadn’t noticed the change earlier. Shinobu seemed to light up when Natsumi was with her.

When she heard her speaking to someone around the corner, Kanao would notice how Shinobu would perk up and listen to make sure all was well. She also seemed to have a hard time keeping her hands to herself, always futzing with Natsumi’s clothes or reaching up on her tiptoes to tuck away barely noticeable loose hairs. When they walked together and someone was coming down the opposite side of the hall, Shinobu would tug her closer to her under the guise of making room for the nervous passersby.

Kanao liked Natsumi well enough. A gentle giant, she helped around the mansion and gained favor with the younger girls surprisingly easy. Kanao didn’t want to be presumptuous, but could it be that Shinobu really liked her too? Kanao really wanted to be sure of where Shinobu stood before mentioning (Y/n).

Kanao peeked in on them when Shinobu was supposed to be working with Natsumi’s blood in the lab and found some pretty damning evidence.

Natsumi appeared to have fallen asleep at the table. She still had a hard time recognizing when she needed to replenish her energy. She wasn’t as good a sleeper as Nezuko. She always seemed tense and restless. Presumably because her body had devoured flesh and blood before and would much rather have that than a nap.

Kanao watched from the door as Shinobu took notice of Natsumi’s shivering and tensing body. She felt bad for spying, but what she saw was very reassuring.

Shinobu removed her haori and draped it over (Y/n)’s shoulders. She rubbed gently at her back, murmuring reassurances to the sleeping demon. It took a minute, but Natsumi relaxed under Shinobu’s hands and the Hashira’s lips curled into a small, genuine smile that not even most humans got to witness. Her gaze was brimming with a level of warmth and kindness that Kanao wouldn’t have thought Shinobu was capable of directing at a demon.

That would have been enough for Kanao, but then Shinobu’s expression became a bit hesitant. She leaned down and whispered something Kanao could not hear. She pressed a soft kiss against Natsumi’s temple, prompting a quiet gasp from Kanao, which coming from her might as well have been a low breeze.

But Shinobu had heard her nonetheless and jerked her head up towards the half opened door and Kanao noticed a flicker of fear in Shinobu’s eyes that she was sure was reflected in her own expression as well for being caught.

Kanao looked down at her feet, a sense of shame rolling in over her. She did not try to leave when Shinobu began to walk over to her.

“Kanao,” Shinobu greeted, a hardly noticeable tremor in her voice, “do you need something?”

No going back now. Kanao had violated Shinobu’s privacy, she at least deserved to know why.

“Can I talk to you about something important?” She asked, wringing her sweating hands nervously.

Shinobu’s expression softened, though she still looked on edge. “Always.”

They stepped out onto the engawa from the lab side and sat together, legs dangling over the edge. Alone in the chilly, evening air, Kanao apologized for spying on Shinobu and let her know how much she valued her opinion of her, and how much her support meant to her. The words didn’t always come out right, still so unused to expressing herself, but Shinobu understood.

“Kanao, what has you all out of sorts?” Shinobu asked. There had been a lot of build-up, but Kanao was having difficulty telling her the issue at hand. It concerned her. She had never seen Kanao look like this before.

“I…” Kanao took a deep breath, sweeping her hands over her skirt in an attempt to dry them, “I am… dating someone!”

Not just someone, a demon! Kanao mentally berated herself. In the end, she was still too afraid to tell Shinobu that key distinction after all she had just seen?!

“Dating someone?” Shinobu blinked. She was genuinely surprised. “Since when?”

“Maybe almost two months now?”

“That long and you haven’t introduced them? Kanao, I don’t know what to say.”

“I’m sorry…”

“You needn’t apologize.” Shinobu patted Kanao’s knee, “I’m sorry that I somehow made you feel like you couldn’t tell me sooner. I want you to know that I would never want you to feel like you have to hide anything from me. I just want you to be happy.”

“Neesan…” Kanao’s heart soared. Of course Shinobu would want her to be happy!

“But I must meet them soon. I need to see if they are treating you right. As much as I want you to be happy, if they mistreat you in any way, then I must teach them a lesson and forbid them from seeing you again.” Shinobu added, causing Kanao’s heart to metaphorically splat against the ground.

(Y/n) had never mistreated her, Kanao didn’t think she was capable with how gently she treated her. How willing she was to protect her from harm. Still, Kanao was so scared, so out of her depth! Shinobu would eat (Y/n) alive! Human or demon, it wouldn’t matter, but the unfamiliar demon factor certainly wouldn’t help!

Kanao’s fingers twitched, she was suddenly very aware of the weight of her coin in the pocket of her skirt. No! She curled her fingers into a fist. She needed to come completely clean now! No coin!

“I’ll bring her tomorrow night.”

No! No! Why did she say that?!

“I look forward to it.” Shinobu smiled, and gave Kanao’s ponytail a couple playful tugs before standing again and making her way back into the lab. Before she could go completely in, she paused with her hand on the door and turned back to Kanao.

“I trust that you will keep what you saw earlier to yourself. And please don’t get the wrong idea. I was simply trying to calm her is all.”

Kanao wasn’t sure what the wrong or right idea about what she saw was. Why would Shinobu do all of that for Natsumi if she didn’t like her? It wasn’t like Shinobu went around giving kisses to patients to make them feel better either. Kanao had already invaded Shinobu’s privacy enough for one day though, so she nodded.

“Come inside now, it’s cold.” Shinobu said while she walked inside, motioning Kanao to come along.

***

Kanao had been unable to sleep that night. It was bad enough that she had chickened out on telling Shinobu about (Y/n) being a demon, but she only gave herself a day to come up with a strategy going forward.

Kanao went out early to train and decide how to break the news to Shinobu, but by the time she was back inside the mansion with the idea to reschedule, she couldn’t bring herself to take a rain check when she saw everyone already preparing for (Y/n)’s arrival. Shinobu sure didn’t waste any time spreading the word…

“Kanao-san, there you are.”

Kanao turned to find Natsumi jogging up to her and she felt her face heat up a smidge. The image of Shinobu so sweetly kissing Natsumi’s head while she slept was still fresh in her mind. She wondered how Natsumi would feel if she knew.

“Kochou-san was wondering when you would be picking up your special someone~“ she teased half-heartedly, then sighed, “Sorry, she told me to say it like that.”

“I’m going to retrieve her now I think. She lives rather far away.”

“Okay, I’ll let her know. Safe travels… wait, are you feeling okay?” Natsumi asked, voice laced with concern, “You seem to have gotten paler.”

Kanao shook her head. She briefly thought about telling Natsumi her dilemma, but she didn’t want to burden her with that information while everyone else would be blissfully unaware until they came back. If Shinobu found out that Kanao had told Natsumi, but not her, especially after the heartfelt talk they had yesterday, she was sure it wouldn’t be a great time for anyone involved.

Nope. Best to just continue to suffer in the hole she had made for herself and let everyone be surprised together.

“I’m fine. I’ll return sometime after the sun sets.”

“Okay then, if you’re sure you’re fine. We’ll have everything ready when you get back. Try not to worry too much. I’m sure it’ll all work out.” Natsumi said reassuringly.

If only she knew.

Kanao thanked her and went on her way to the city to collect her girlfriend. The hard part would be finding where she had decided to hang around this time. She was a bit of a nomad. More often than not it was (Y/n) who would find Kanao first. It was like she had a sixth sense for knowing when Kanao was looking for her and this evening was no different.

“Kanao!”

Kanao had been passing by another alleyway, but she paused and looked up, finding (Y/n) climbing down one of the building’s outer walls in a way reminiscent of a spider. She dropped before Kanao and gave her an excited hug.

“I didn’t have to wait for you very long at all! What’s the mission?”

“I’m taking you home to meet my family.” Kanao answered as if in a ghostly trance. She couldn’t believe she was doing this.

“I’ll protect you, don’t worry.”

(Y/n) was a little confused about why she would need to be protected from Kanao’s family, but she was excited to meet them! She took Kanao’s hand and tugged her away from the alley.

“Let’s go then! Let’s go, let’s go!”

“(Y/n),” Kanao stopped her from going too far, “I’m glad you are excited, but you need to be on your best behavior.”

“I promise I’ll be good!” (Y/n) said with conviction, “See?” She put on her ‘best behavior’ face.

Kanao managed a weak smile and then they were off again.

“Woah, so big.” (Y/n) marveled as they approached the mansion.

“Mhm.” Kanao squeaked. She saw the doors ahead were being pulled open, bathing the ground in the light from inside.

Shinobu stepped out while the rest of the group observed from the doorway, waving at Kanao and (Y/n) from a distance while whispering excitedly to each other.

Kanao held (Y/n)’s hand tighter and that was the last conscious thought she had before her body began moving on autopilot towards Shinobu.

“This is (Y/n), I found her in a dumpster. She’s my girlfriend now.” Kanao spoke in a monotonous exhale of air.

Shinobu, who had noticed fairly quickly that (Y/n) was a demon, was so caught off guard by the strange declaration that she didn’t know what to say.

“Hey!” (Y/n) pouted indignantly, “Don’t tell her that! I wasn’t in the dumpster, I was sleeping next to it, huge difference! And that wasn’t even the first time we met! Found me in a dumpster… are you trying to make me look bad?”

Kanao and Shinobu were too busy sharing a whole conversation through prolonged eye-contact to listen.

(Y/n) didn’t let that bother her too much. She was content to just stand there and wait for some kind of response, but then she became more interested in the other demon she saw lingering in the doorway with a small group of human girls.

“Who are you?” She growled, pointing an accusatory finger at Natsumi.

“M-me?” Natsumi pointed to herself after watching the girls on either side of her move aside to give a wide berth for whatever was about to happen.

“A demon, Kanao! In your house! Let’s get her!” (Y/n) sprinted forward.

“WAH!” Natsumi shrieked, trying to brace herself for impact, “I’m not a fighter, I’m not a fighter!”

“Hm?”

(Y/n) felt Kanao’s hands encase her wrist and tugging her back, so she quickly stopped and turned to face her with a confused tilt of her head. When she looked back, she was surprised to see that Shinobu was gone. When she turned back around to look at the other demon, she found the Hashira standing between them, facing (Y/n) with a hand on the hilt of her sword.

“Ohhh, I see. She’s a traitor like me. Why didn’t you just say so?” (Y/n) asked.

“You didn’t exactly give me any time to defend myself!” Natsumi accused, peeking out from her crouched position behind Shinobu.

“Whoops!” (Y/n) laughed and shrugged her shoulders.

Kanao was still trying to remember how to breathe. (Y/n) had know idea just how lucky she was that Shinobu chose the position she did. Had she chosen to go on the offensive instead of defensive, it would not have been pretty.

“Alright then, we have a lot more to talk about it would seem.” Shinobu eyes scanned over Kanao before resting upon (Y/n), “We can all be civil over dinner, correct?”

“So civil!” (Y/n) agreed, pulling Kanao up to the engawa and bowed in front of Shinobu respectfully. “Nice to meet you!”

“It is nice to meet the person who has won over Kanao’s heart.” Shinobu stated diplomatically, “Please refrain from moving with the intention of harm while you are here. Everyone inside, human or demon, are here with my blessing.” It took a lot of self control on Shinobu’s part to keep her cool.

She really would have appreciated a little more information from Kanao, but she was also painfully aware of why Kanao would have difficulty telling her in the first place. She would endeavor to show Kanao that she trusted her judgment, but if (Y/n) tried lunging at someone like that again, Shinobu wasn’t sure if she could stop herself from using lethal force. That would absolutely be worse case scenario.

“Don’t worry, I understand now. I’m sure we’ll all be great friends!” (Y/n) pulled Kanao along and came to a stop in front of Natsumi who eyed her warily. “Sorry for going at you with the intent of ripping off your legs!”

“No problem…” Natsumi put on a nervous smile.

The group made their way back to where they had set up dinner. Shinobu apologized for the food not being particularly demon friendly. And Kanao ducked her head down to avoid Shinobu’s glance. (Y/n) assured her that it was fine, that she was happy just to be included. The atmosphere was still tense, but (Y/n) seemed very determined to get along with everyone.

She introduced herself to all of the girls and drummed up a a variety of conversations. Her vitality and vibrancy helped ease the tension and by the time everything had been cleaned up, she was delighting the youngest girls and getting a few laughs out of them. Even Shinobu cracked a smile at one of the stories (Y/n) told about her misadventures with Kanao.

When she learned that she would be spending the night she was even more excited, but Shinobu made it very clear that (Y/n) would be staying with Natsumi, which lead to Natsumi giving her a look of betrayal.

“More likely than not, you two will be up all night. You can keep each other company and talk about whatever demons talk about.” Shinobu spoke dismissively.

“That sounds like fun! I’m usually helping Kanao kill demons so I don’t have the opportunity to talk to them a lot.”

“Can we walk in the garden first?” Kanao asked, not ready to part for the night quite yet.

“Half an hour.” Shinobu allowed. “Natsumi, make sure they stick to it.”

“Why is that my job?”

“Because I said so~” Shinobu poked her in the ribs before wishing them all good night and retiring to her room.

“See you in half an hour then I guess.” Natsumi sighed, “Have a nice walk.”

“Thank you, we won’t be late.” Kanao promised. She would be sure to do as she was told. If Natsumi had to trouble Shinobu further for a missed curfew, Kanao would surely run out of the sisterly goodwill Shinobu had supplied her with thus far.

She took (Y/n) by the hand and led her outside. The garden was softly lit from the lights within the mansion shining through the windows.

“It’s nice here. Quieter than the city. Your family is really sweet too. I’m glad you brought me here.” (Y/n) told her, gently poking each closed flower blossom they passed.

“I’m glad.”

And Kanao really was. She had been worried that (Y/n) would be afraid of coming home with her on such short notice. (Y/n)’s easy-going temperament really helped make it easier on everyone.

After they were a ways in, Kanao laid on the ground, tugging (Y/n) down with her to lay on their backs. Having (Y/n) with her really helped Kanao relax from the stree she had been feeling. She always seemed to have that affect on her. They gazed up at the stars, enjoying the quiet moment to themselves until their time was nearly up.

Before they made it back inside, (Y/n) kissed Kanao quickly on her cheek, then took off running down the hall, looking over her shoulder to see if Kanao would give chase and laughing delightedly when she saw that she was.

Kanao was very familiar with this game of tag, it didn’t take her long to catch up and return the favor, hoping she conveyed her gratitude through the gesture.

“Good night.” Kanao murmured sweetly, peeking out of the doorway to her room.

“Good night, see you tomorrow. Sleep well!” (Y/n) grinned. She then loudly opened the door to Natsumi’s room, startling the other demon enough to make her yelp.

#demon slayer oneshots #kny oneshots #demon slayer x reader #kny x reader #kanao tsuyuri x reader #kanao x reader #kanao tsuyuri #requests #anonymous

[skzcoffeemachine]

Rewrite the stars

Pairing: Hyunjin , y/n (female)

Plot : As long as you remember,you have had a crush on Hwang Hyunjin. When the stars finally aligned to manifest him in your life,he came along with a relationship. But that could not stop you from falling for him harder and hurting. Everyone knew you were in love with him, only he was oblivious ( or was he?). Fate must be laughing at you when he started to come to you for relationship advice. As hurt as you are, you could not see him hurt.

It has become a habit. Right after your working hours, you both would sneak at the rooftop of the hospital you served in, your favourite place - the sky above and the skyline beneath. It was rather he would come to you,even if it means he was tired and busy all day long.

Some nights, he would show up directly after his dance practice, covered in sweat with huffs and puffs. And when you insisted that he rest,he would bring up an issue in his love life. Which would take up the rest of the night with you talking on every topic under the stars,finally ending with both of you falling asleep on the bench,until one of you wake the other one up so that you could go back home and rest until the next morning.

You look forward to meeting him every evening, that even if it hurts you,you listen to how he fought with his gf that day. But you were hurting coz you were torn. On one hand,you knew he was taken. On another, all you wish for was the night to never end.

That fateful day, a call from Felix cracked every mask you had put on for so long.

"He picked out a ring,y/n".

Lix sounded so upset when he told you about the shopping spree he went with Hyunjin earlier in the day.

"What did he talked to you about? Y/n, are you really gonna let this happen? Why don't you just tell him,goddamnit ",he was frustrated. But so were you.

"I'll get back to you, Lix ", were the only words you managed to spit out. You felt your legs go numb as you fell. Your mind ran with so many thoughts at a time. Luckily it was your day off. Noone has to know. Cry it out. It was nothing. Just a crush. Thousands crush on him. I'm no different. After all, they are meant to be, aren't they? Aren't th...

You woke up on the floor of your room, cold and dark. The feeling of the 4 walls swallowing you up- you knew you had to get out.

You could care less about how you looked at that moment. You rushed out the door, car keys in hand and off you went, seeking for a spark of comfort.

You held your head down the entire time until the elevator dinged.You have reached the top.Slamming the door open, you rushed out.You felt like you would survive.

The faint city noises. The setting sun. The colours of the sky.

Time seemed fake, as you stared out into the landscape.

"Its not even our time yet.."

A voice shook you conscious. His voice.

At this point, you had neither the courage nor the energy to face him like you would,on any other day. A bright smile on your face. Always trying to hype him up for his gf. Hiding away all the pain.

Taking a deep breath, you stayed as you were. Footsteps grew closer until it stopped next to where you were seated.

You held back tears. You are so near,yet so far.

"You know," he said ," i have never seen a bigger idiot than you."

You felt his eyes on you. But you would not dare look at him.

"Fine. What about you? Did you propose to her?", you snapped back with a weak voice.

"You rather I propose to someone I share nothing with?"

"She's pretty. Your fans will approve."

"Umm, so do I need to come to you everyday for life for advice?"

"Upto you".

"I'm fed up,though." ,he said in a stern voice, which made you look over at him with surprise.

"Having to come here everyday to talk even if I had a hard day at work. Well, it's another thing that talking to you completes my day .Having to convince that security ajhussi that I am not suffering from hypochondria, I just need to meet someone. Well,it's another thing that I feel under the weather if I don't see you for one day. Having to come up with fake relationship situations just so that I have an excuse to talk to you. Well, it's another thing that I am a coward who could not tell you the truth in case I lose these precious nights with you. Having to watch you sleep, looking so serene under the moon from a distance. It's another thing that no matter how hard I try, I could never recreate this beauty on your face on paper".

He rambled on. Not breaking eye contact for even a second. It felt as if your heart was leaping out of your chest.

"So.. I'm fed up. Just be mine,already?", his voice softens as he gets down on one knee, hand extended to revealed a beautiful ring.

Just then, messages popped on your phone.

"Scared you,didn't we?

The ring was yours.

Stupid"

From Lix.

A mix of emotions. Overwhelmed.

You dropped to your knees and let out a big sigh of relief. Tears followed suit. Happy tears. Relieved tears.

He was quick to wrap you up in his arms.

"Hey.. don't you dare cry when I'm here. It has been always you",he muttered softly in between breaths,as he tried to calm you down.

A few moments later, you were in his arms. In the same spot where you used to talk for hours on end. The stars were shining bright above you both, as if they were smiling at you.

"By the way, why do you love this place so much?", he asked, playing with strands of your hair.

"Coz I tell the stars about you".

With that, a soft kiss on your forehead healed every hurt.

Curiosity got the best of you, you really tried to keep this all behind you both - "When did you break off with her? "

"A few days after our first talk", he replied with a smirk.

Smirking because he managed to fool you with fake relationship scenarios for so long, coz he made a big fool outta you, coz he never talked about his feelings for her and you never noticed that , coz he would only bring up scenarios that require you to advise him based on the way you think.

"It's always been you,silly. That's what I tell the stars about you".

#hyunjin fluff #hyunjin #straykids

[calehenituse-brainrot]

I AM SICK AS FUCK BUT LET ME SPEAK MY MIND ABOUT CALE!KRS

this one aint a story, sorry folks 😔✊

warning, this is nsfw : contains cnc, somno, breeding kink, bondage mention, and also sex toys.

there's a scenario down below for x readers but it's not really written well.

OKAY

does Cale Kim knows anything about kinks???

i lowkey feel like he would be knowledgeable about sex in general and u knoww, but he never really dives into the whole topic and the possibilities since he's busy suffering in his first life sorry lol

so when he regressed and possessed the body of KRS, he never really thought that he was gonna be smashing anyone since he's gonna devote himself to taking care of his niece.

but then damn, OG!KRS's ex girlfriend (yes do not fight me on this, i believe if he'd ever fall for anyone, it would be someone who knows KRS best) is really nice and mature and loving and kinda hot too so —

obviously she would notice that he's not the OG KRS and he'd have to come clean at one point.

anyways fast forward, they fall into a relationship and when they FINALLY have sex, it was gentle, loving, sweet, and oh-so-invigorating for both parties.

then she just goes "you know, you could just ... fuck me in my sleep."

and rattled, cale!krs would say, "but that's not right..."

"i just gave you my consent," she says, "you're absolutely allowed to do whatever you want."

"but what if you don't like it at that time?" he'd asked because OUR MAN IS A RESPECTFUL SIGNIFICANT OTHER AND CARES ABOUT CONSENT YES YES THE BARE MINIMUM

"then we'll make up a safeword."

so then his gf would explain all about safewords and kinks because tbh cale!krs knew NOTHING about kinks — if he had a preferred one, he wouldn't realized it's a kink before she says that "oh, that's what you're into?"

so he explores his sexual preferences with her, saying whatever he thinks he's into and trying it with her, figuring out how things work. he's into the whole mirror thing and cowboy girl position, also likes breeding and bondage a lil bit too much. inflation on the stomach when he's inside of them makes him feel 😩😩😩 he loves edging too and be a complete prick.

he does the thing where he will rub his cock alongside their pussy until he's hard and brushes his tip on their clit until he comes himself.

sees his partner bending down and he's feeling particularly horny? he's putting his large hand on their hip and slowly going down to rub their pussy though their pants, grinding his bulge against their ass. could fuck you on the spot if he wants to but always thinks about where his niece is first because nobody wants to be caught red-handed 😭

so during the times he's learning and to help him with trying out his sexual preferences, his gf takes him to a sex shop or just shows him a bunch of sex toys online, explaining how they work and stuff like that.

he's into cock rings more than pocket pussies, says he already got you so it's unneeded HAHAHA

the topic of self-pleasure toys comes up so he asked his gf what kinda toys she uses and she whips out the cute lil rose and the vibrator wand.

she explains to him how they work and stuff like that and OUUHHH BABEYYY cale kim WANTS to test them out.

just imagine here,

he's sitting naked on the bed, you on top of him with his dick rubbing on your pussy. he's testing out the levels on the vibrator in one hand, the other mindlessly rubbing your clit and plunging his fingers into your hole repeatedly, making sure you're wet enough to take him in later.

you have one arm around his neck so he'll be able to look down onto your pussy and easy access to your chest.

"we'll start slow," he says, putting the wand on the lowest setting and taking his sopping wet fingers out of you. he licks them clean before saying, "now spread your legs and take me in, doll."

you did as he told you so, having to lift yourself up first and slowly pushing his cock into you, filling you up to your stomach. he first allows you to get used to his size before you began to bounce on his cock, movement small and not erratic.

he lowered down the vibrator to your clit, brushing the vibrating sphere against your throbbing, red clit and when he felt you immediately tightening your walls around him, he let out a breathy, "fuckkkk"

it's a bit of a work having sex with a vibrator but the sounds you were letting out and the way your body reacted was more than enough for him to keep going.

he would sometimes squeeze your breasts with the other hand, pulling on the nipples and biting and leaving hickeys all over the breast he could reach.

you were creaming all over him, the base of his cock white with your fluids. you would have orgasmed so many times that night because having your pussy throbbing around him was an addictive feeling to Cale!KRS and he would make you cum over and over again to the point you'll be squirting all over the bed.

when he finally comes, it was hot and so much to the point it was dripping down to the sheets because you were filled to the brim. he'd turn off the vibrator and set it aside, hugging you and giving you kisses along your shoulders and the sides of your breasts.

"d-do you want me to pull out?" he whispered. yes, cale kim is a nasty man and he would like it if he could sleep while still inside you.

"do it slowly," you'd say, sore and sensitive. you were sure if he moves, you'd cum again. your legs are still trembling and your clit felt abused.

he wraps his hand around your hips, lifting you gently up and letting his cock slide out of you. his cum immediately dripping down out of your hole. you let out a sigh, feeling the previous load lesking out of you and as if you were perhaps the dirtiest person out there to have this much cum inside of you and loving it so much that you're a bit sad it's leaking out.

"fuck," he whispered, letting you sit on top of him and his own cum leaking out, wetting his flaccid dick.

"we should do this often."

#trash of the count's family #cale henituse #cale henituse x reader #kim rok soo x reader #totcf #tcf cale #lout of count's family #x reader #lcf cale #calehenituse brainrot #cale henituse smut

[chidoroki]

182 Days of TPN - Day 174

Chapter 174: "A New World, Part 1"

A little too late for Peter to realize that his clan's duties had him trapped. He couldn't really change his destiny like the children worked so hard to change theirs since the Ratri were bound to keep the thousand year promise in check. The most he could've done was probably assist James and the supporters in their plans, but he was too loyal for his own good.

Zack being such a good medic by jumping in to try and save him. Doesn't matter that Peter was their enemy up til a couple seconds ago, he's still human. Can't say I would've been so kind.

I bet demon god got a good kick outta all the drama that happened ever since the GF kids escaped. The past few years certainly had to be more entertaining to watch than the many centuries before.

Because I love see the entire family interact with one another, I wish we got to see the raid team finally release everyone else who was originally captured so we could see them all be happy with one another and relieved that everyone's unharmed.

Honestly, what else did Emma & the others have planned? We never find out due to everything that happens in the demon capital next chapter (which greatly benefits everyone), so unless my memory is failing right now, I remain curious about this "other stuff" since the new promise has already been made. All that aside though, I'm beyond happy that Emma makes the offer for Isabella & the other ladies to join them in the human world. It's such a powerful moment to see our leading lady wish for her biggest and most threatening challenge to accompany her to a new world where they can all live a better life and I love Emma so much for it.

I'm also so thankful that Emma phrased the new promise this way. The fact she made sure to include everyone who suffered under the farm systems way before she even learned Isabella was alive or that she & the other ladies would've joined them and betray Peter is wonderful. When our girl says she's gonna save everyone, she quite literally means it, not just her family.

Don't fret. I skipped several pages for a reason. Next chapter really takes away many wishes of mine huh. I would've loved to see Isabella & the other women run GF in secret, if only for a little while. Hell, I need more Grandma Isabella action in general. Her extra chapter was fantastic and all, but more please.

Hayato freaking out over all the soldiers outside is so precious.

Favorite panel/moment:

Duh, of course Ray addressing Isabella and convincing her to join all the kids in the human world is my favorite moment out of this whole chapter. I've anticipated this mother-son interaction for so long and it was well worth the wait! Starting off with the ladies being so surprised to even hear Emma offer them forgiveness, it's understandable why they're so hesitant, as they firmly believe they don't deserve that chance at a better life after all the harsh things they've done to the kids while acting as caretakers. Thankfully, we got Ray coming through with his blunt statement and you can chalk that up as another reason why I love him.

The anime added in this line between Ray's previous panel and the next few and it's something I appreciate very much, especially since.. you know, ch177 happens..

While I absolutely love the idea of Ray calling Isabella out about her true feelings solely because of their mother-son relationship, this moment works so well because if anyone can understand the amount of guilt that Isabella & the other ladies endured, it's Ray. He's able to empathize with all of them since he also had no choice but to watch all those children who were shipped out over the years back at Grace Field, no matter how much they all wished to save them. Ray was ready to throw his life away for those closest to him and as a form of personal punishment, so hearing him express that he's glad to be alive after he believed his life to be cursed for so long.. aahh my heart. I'm so incredibly happy and proud of him! Not to mention how he promises that he (& all the other kids) won't hold grudges towards the ladies, essentially giving all of them forgiveness, is such a big change for him, considering he just called Isabella monster a couple nights prior to the raid during that conversation he had with Ayshe in that ch169(?) extra page. I'm sure Ray's still holding back ever so slightly when it comes to trusting Isabella completely and getting close to her, but this conversation right here is a step in the right direction and I'm so thankful it actually gets to happen between them.

It's so adorable how the rest of the children don't even question whether or not Isabella deserves another chance. They all forgave her ages ago and realized the love she had for them was real and I'm feeling so soft right now.

Even Isabella is surprised to see the children accept her so easily. Props to Don & Gilda though for keeping all the young kids under control way back when they first told them about the house's secret and the truth about Isabella.

It's because of those thoughts (that go unheard in the anime of course) that she openly questions how she could've possible earned their forgiveness. The English dub goes as far to have her say "But why? You should hate me" here instead which I'm more than fine with. Naturally, Emma explains everything and her words are similar to those said in ch177, so while the unspeakable event of that chapter doesn't happen in the anime, I'm glad Isabella was made aware of how Emma & the others truly felt about her since the escape.

I'm sure it took a whole lot for Ray to actually forgive you, honey. It certainly wasn't an easy thing for the boy to admit after all the trauma he's dealt with throughout his young life, but he understands that forgiving the source of his pain will help him become a better person and feel free. Also, love the idea of having Ayshe in the background of that panel with Ray just because of that late night conversation they had about their parents. I can imagine her giving a small "told ya so" comment about Isabella being a good parent.

Just like Isabella, I'm also overcome with emotion with how much this family cares for and loves each other. It's such a heartfelt moment and it means so much that this is how she truly feels about all her actions and her precious children without that mask she's so used to wearing to protect herself from showing any weakness.

I kinda prefer the anime here though since it has Isabella hugging them back. Dub also gives us an "I love you" here as well which absolutely melts my heart because they all definitely needed to hear that!

#the promised neverland #tpn manga #182daysoftpn #chidoroki used chatter

[lashton-is-my-drug]

5SOS Royal Albert Hall 'The Feeling of Falling Upwards' Fan Q&A

Luke and Ash (Lashton notes) during the Royal Albert Hall Fan Q & A Pre-show (Includes video)

- Luke is mostly focused on, staring at Ash, right from the very start and A LOT throughout (and not just staring, but it’s the way he’s staring at him a lot of the time).

- Laughing a lot at each others jokes, though that’s nothing new for them. Luke thinks Ash is the funniest person on the fucking planet (so adorable).

- A lot of the time there’s this tension between them, I don’t know how to class it (maybe its sexual but idk), but it’s easy to see if you focus on just them.

- Luke and Ash are wearing their matching onyx rings. Luke black onyx, Ash new blue sapphire ring which matches style of Ash’s matching black onyx one. (Blue sapphire = 5 year anniversary from when they lived together in 2017)

- Luke wearing his rainbow shirt. He started wearing it in Ireland on TMH tour, but he has worn it many times ever since. Meaning it wasn’t just for that occasion. It meant something.

- Luke, as Ash is intro’ing the show, remarks about Ash having his “soft voice on”, then (what seems like to appease to Luke’s comment) keeps talking in that same soft voice, then after a couple sentences Ash clears his throat to bring himself back to the matter at hand of intro’ing the show. (10:37)

- Luke brings up yet again about the band being like a marriage. (There’s interviews that the guys say that the band comes first even before women. This sentiment has been brought up for years and years now. There’s a specific interview where Luke and Ash say they prioritize 1. Band, 2. Family 3. The gfs, Luke is quick to say band always comes first when you’re in a relationship. Ash even talks about celebrating his sisters birthday instead of the “lady he sees” when they happened at the same time. There’s something about how he says “I see this lady” like he could've just as well talking about his hairdresser or something LOL, there’s a Zach Sang one where Luke says the home life suffers a bit)

- (4:40) Luke holds himself back from making a joke, apparently not suitable for the livestream, about being open in the studio, Ash immediately starts to laugh.

- (6:30) Ash reads a question about what should be a first dance wedding song. Luke immediately interrupts before Ash can answer by saying “ bad omens”, then Ash in a soft way says “dude get out of my way here” and they proceed to giggle. Then Luke says it’s “something we have to work on later”. So, think back to Luke’s comment about marriage just moments before), Ash “this is my headspace”. (7:10) Then Ash gives the answer of “Older” with a stutter, then Michael laughs as it feels a bit awkward, so then Ash quickly moves on to next question, throwing to VT.

- Michael says the message they want to get across for this album is “the relationship between the four of us, and the feeling of falling upwards”. The album is about them/5SOS. (My note: "Complete Mess" originated as a romantic song, but then the mv showed the dynamic between each of them).

- (13:00) Fan question about listening to songs for the first time. Luke says “the first time you listen back, you dim the lights, or maybe you’re in Ashton’s convertible, thats a nice feeling too” *Ash goes quiet and looks down to the floor* Luke continues on, “If we’re all together we dim the lights and it feels triumphant.” This insinuates that Luke and Ash listen to songs together, just the two of them for the first time in Ash’s convertible. It’s a separate thing than with all the band together.

(14:00) Calum remarks about believing everything that he’s told. Ash’s sarcastic remark of “that’s the spirit” with a head shake. (This insinuates there could be narratives being told to him. Or, he's just plain mocking how the general public and the fans believes things that they're told, without question.)

- Answering question about being “the masters of friendship”… Michael teases like a bff would that Luke is still learning to.

- (15:37) Fan question about how the band is so good at friendship and calls them “masters of friendship”. Calum says “relationship or friendship” at the beginning of his answer, when the question they were asked was about friendships.

- Luke saying towards Ash “just pictured you walking up to you” after Ash answers the question of what he would tell his younger self. The guys would take the blue line, then the red line which brought them to Hyde Park (across the street from RAH). On the album there’s a song called “Red Line” which is the train route they would take, while living in London, to go to songwriting sessions. Also, this reminds me about the train they all ride in the “Old Me” music video.

- (23:00) Luke’s favorite lyric answer from the album “I like the ashtray one in Take My Hand, I like the cocaine colored wedding dress in Older” then looks over at Ash. (The lyric in “Old Me” that has the double meaning of Ashes/Ash is, the 5sos twitter account RT’d fanart which made the same connection, by making Ash’s face onto an ashtray). Ash’s answer to fave line is “mine is, I’m still making sense of having nothing left to save… ouch”. Calum’s line as he’s looking at Ash like Ash probably wrote it “beautiful moment in time, it comes and goes in waves, and when I open my eyes, I hope I see your face”, during that line Ash does a surfing type motion. There’s a history of Luke and Ash learning to surf together and posting their surfing dates and Luke quoting Ash to his post when Ash doesn’t go with him on a surfing trip “looks like he can surf but he cannot.” That’s what popped into my mind.

- Fan Question: “What has been your biggest challenge as a band. Have you been able to overcome that challenge? If so, how?”

Ash answer is first ribbing on Calum’s bass playing then switching to complimenting his playing, like a bandmate bff does. “Biggest challenge for me is, as life moves on and gets more complicated, it gets harder to see what we naturally were at the beginning. *looks over at Luke* as we get further and further away so the challenge is to re-meet our childlike selves that involve ourselves with 5 seconds of summer and reattach to that beauty and simplicity. Do that all the time” Luke “that’s a great answer man”.

- Luke “we’re gonna throw to VT, I gotcha” Ash “gotcha”

- Fan question: “If you could chose one really memorable and defining moment over the last 10 years, that has really struck you artistically or personally, what would it be?”

Michael “My answer would probably be our first trip writing this, the second trip was great but the first was really great. That stands out to me a lot” *Luke nodding*. “An amazing time just making the 10 year anniversary thing, was amazing. Everything leading up to this show would be memorable to me. And pretty awesome.”

Luke “so you're saying recent stuff”

Michael “yeah, yeah, I think I’m more of a recent brain.”

Ash “I’m with you. It definitely seems like things are getting better all the time. *looks at Luke* its amazing”

“Luke and Ash deep in staring at each other*

Luke to Ash “Thats what we said in Carry On”

Ash’s very soft voice with a meaningful smile to Luke while reassuring “yeah… yeah”. 🥰

- At the end when they are figuring out where to throw to (aka what's next).

Ash “I think we throw to us on stage”

Luke “That’s a great throw” (pick someone supportive)

(I'm including this just for fun lol )

Ash “And if youre lucky, you might see Calum’s pajamas”

Ash doing a throwback to the earlier silly conversation.

#5sos #5 seconds of summer #ashton irwin #ashton 5sos #luke hemmings #luke 5sos #ashton fletcher irwin #luke robert hemmings #lashton #2022 #september 22 #royal albert hall #the feeling of falling upwards #michael clifford #michael 5sos #calum hood #calum 5sos #lashton hemwin #lashton is real #q&a #video #fan questions #Vimeo #lgbt #lgbt 🏳️‍🌈 #lgbtpeople #lgbtq #gay #heart eyes #black onyx ring

[d1cks1e-st1x]

Classpect the Total Drama characters RIGHT NOW. GO!

HELL YEA ABSOLUTELY

ezekiel - bard of rage. he is the gamzee of td without a doubt

eva - mage of rage. two rage players back to back but cmon she’s gotta be. mages (in my interpretation of the class since they’re like the least explored) have a deep understanding of their aspect through suffering through it and though we don’t see a lot of her in the 3rd episode where she gets eliminated we see that she feels bad abt her anger issues to some degree so like she is understanding rage through suffering it

noah - page of mind. he’s book smart and has a good grasp of other ppls thought processes despite not being great socially (because he has autism if u ask me) but never gets to amount to his full page potential on the series

justin - heir of light. light as the class representing luck fits him in the sense of his good looks being most of his power. since they’re something he was literally born with (inherited one might say) he’s an heir of light

katie - rogue of heart. spoiler for like 4 entries down but sadie has the exact same classpect. i think it’s fair to say that they’re redistributing their identities to each other.

tyler - tentatively calling him a bard of hope. he’s trying very hard but he keeps fuckin it up. also wanted to give him good ol bard near invincibility.

cody - page of hope. part of me wanted to make him a mage and/or heart player cuz that’s what i am but that’s really not what he is. he is however jake english apparently. tdwt was literally him reaching his full page potential.

beth - seer of space. don’t have much to say for this one beyond being a space player because she reminds me a bit of jade and being a seer cuz she’s a little nerd

sadie - rogue of heart. same reasons as katie

courtney - prince of light. she manages to get ahead through skill and a bit of luck here and there, but her own ambition is the thing that holds her back. she’s the one who destroys her own luck most of the time by pushing it past it’s limits

harold - rogue of time. he did steal courtney’s time on the show in tdi by rigging the elimination and then immediately get booted next episode so he didn’t get to make use of the time for himself. also this is my gfs classpect and harold is one of her favourites

trent - heir of doom. an heir since he’s kind of the normalest one and so is john and a doom player for his uh. poorly handled ocd from the second season that they added so they could break him and gwen up. idk if that makes sense but it does in my heart

bridgette - sylph of blood but im not 100% sure on it. i definitely think she’s a sylph but im not sold on a class. choosing sylph of blood since she definitely wants to fix relationships a lot of the time but also she causes a lot of the problems.

lindsey - maid of heart. i don’t have an explanation other than im love her and it would be cute i think

dj - bard of life. because of the whole accidental harming animals thing in tdwt. he’s so life player in general though

izzy - heir of void. frequently disappearing and reshaping her personality.

geoff - knight of breath. his breath player vibe is insane. knight the protector class and breath the freedom aspect coming together so jeff can defend the right to party

lashawna - knight of blood. the number one friend defender and also love of my life

duncan - thief of breath. this is one that makes sense to me but i can’t explain why. also for fun irony of him being in and out of juvie and therefore having his freedom stolen

heather - thief of light. her unparalleled vriska swag. heather could do vriska and vriska could do heather.

gwen - mage of doom. idk why so many characters have the same classpects as canon characters but anyway. she spends most of the series generally suffering but it does tend to get her far

owen - heir of blood. babygirl has the power of friendship on his side. this is like the first one i thought of i am so certain abt this one. passive class that embodies the aspect and the aspect of friendship? that’s owen babey!!!

sierra - witch of heart. i am not immune to making the romance focused character a heart player. witch because she is going to manipulate her way into that twinks heart whether he likes it or not

alejandro - prince of hope. he is so destroyer of hope omg wait that makes him and heather erivris. they literally were pitch in canon they were kismesises im a genius

blaineley - witch of rage. hashtag girlbossing her way through life by making everyone around her as angry as possible

chef - prince of life. first of all because he can just kill you. and secondly because of how he tried to make dj his apprentice in tda and dj is a bard of life. they’re not so different you and i

chris - lord of doom. THE lord of doom. he is literally the lord of doom he is dooming those canadian teenagers like his life depends on it. he’s so babygirl <3

YEAAAA THERE WE GO im surprised i haven’t done this before actually cuz i love classpecting and putting td characters in magic systems i’ve made a dnd au with them and an au with a magic system my sister made so like yea HOPE U THINK IM BASED AND THAT U LIKE THEM :D

#and sorry this took like an hour and a half i was doing schoolwork in between </3 #and i cannot rush a classpecting i gotta put my whole newtussy into these or i die

[kosukeiichi]

What are your thoughts on the w leotard and the w heroine dynamics? (analysis or headcanons, whatever fits)

W LEOTARD .... i've never seen someone call them that before it made me laugh out loud

i'll start with gf army then , umika and tsukasa !! i really enjoy their time together on screen . if we're talking analysis , i guess i can try to find some mirrors here and there . like how tsukasa keeps her interests a secret while umika is more open about it . though granted i have a hard time finding mirrors between them and sakuya and touma . i do think that's mostly because they're not as mentally ill as whatever w red or noel have going tho .

for umika alone , she's probably the one to come out of lupat the best . i mean , she's studying in france now and she seems to be pretty happy with shiho too . it sometimes hurts when i think about how she got stuck in this mess , and how in the end she just wanted everyone to be friends . thinking about it , she sacrificed a lot of her youth to become a phantom thief . and the fact that she was okay with just being a passerby like touma and kairi in the end ... somehow i have a feeling she doesn't really want that . i hope she can bring the group back together one day .

tsukasa is . definitely the most mentally stable out of everyone in the show . literally the best cop to come out of the show , but i don't think she was given much to work with other than being the gap moe competent one . i wish we could've seen more of her relationship with everyone cause right now most of her interactions are just , oh yeah she's the big sister figure to everyone . i think this could've been helped with diving back to her backstory during her academy days a bit more . i like the implied awkward friendship she has going on with touma though !!

about umika and tsukasa as a ship ... i can see the appeal and i don't see anything wrong with it , but it does give me the feeling of " the lesbian ship that exists to bully or take care of the gay ships " if you know what trope i'm thinking about . i much prefer umika with shiho , and tsukasa with none of the main cast because she needs to focus on herself !!!!

( also hesbian tsukasa and nonbinary or demigirl umika is so real don't come at me )

moving on . i like sakuya ! .... if i ignore half the things he did in the show . i think he's a little stupid and definitely immature . like you can see he's competent when he puts his mind to it , but god he does spend a lot of time onscreen just being stupid or creepy doesn't he . i think estrogen could fix him . other than that , i like the character that they gave to him if we ignore all the uncomfortable shit he did . he's clearly got low self confidence , and a bit of an inferiority complex . i feel like the pats really come best as a trio , they're like a little family to me , if only they learned to be more caring to one another . cause i can definitely imagine the sibling-like relationship they'd have with one another .

as for touma ... he's my number one punching bag i love him . i really like the autism they pumped into him and i just can't help but make him suffer a little bit for comedic purposes . though if i stop thinking about him as a comic relief for just a moment i think i'll start getting sad . i wish we dove a bit more into his backstory , i wish we got to see more of him with aya . i think they rely on one another a lot . and idk i love reading into throaway lines , but umika once called out " hey look everyone ! touma is eating !! " now i don't mean to read too much into this but maybe despite being a cook , touma struggles with his own relationship with food or something . we know he started cooking because of aya too ... there's just so much that could be explored then .

some people won't agree with me for this but sakuya / touma is a hilarious ship i love when touma suffers . it's like putting him up max tsundere levels but in the silently i'm going to either kill you or kill myself way . it's even funnier if you consider that aya and sakuya would definitely get along and she'd be like " CAN WE KEEP HIM " . anywayss , i like ayatou if that hasn't been obvious yet . and i think for sakuya ships , i think he needs to work on himself more ...

for headcanons , i'm an aroacespec touma believer , i believe his relationship with aya is so much more than romance , and i really wish we could've seen more of them . also sakuya is genderfluid and bisexual to me , that genderswap episode was really suspicious i think he'd want to get into it again .

i think that's about it for now !!!

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[vizthedatum]

Crying because my ex-gf and I are talking again. I know it will take time to rebuild her trust in me. I know it will take time for me to feel safe. I’m glad her abusive ex is out of the picture, and I’m glad my draining ex-friend who influenced me and triggered me with the abuse that her ex inflicted on me and her is out of the picture too. I’m glad that I’m not speaking my friend who almost died twice this year because she was draining me too without working on her addiction issues. I’m glad that I listened to myself and stopped talking to my other ex-friend who I was feeling weird about even though they seemed supportive on surface-level.

Why did I have to be so foolish? Why has this year been so hard? Why are things so fucking nuanced and even though I try, I can’t tell - I just can’t tell right from wrong? Who do I trust?

I feel like I have so many friends and I’m so grateful - yet I wish I had grounding supports like parents who are wise who could guide me…. Or a spouse.

The thing is - she was a grounding support. All of my partners were. And I fucking ruined it because I got caught up in my trauma. I ruined it.

I ruined a lot of things because I trusted the wrong people. And they ruined it for me because I get triggered and push people away. I literally can’t tell liars from people who tell me the truth

And while there were things she could have done better too - she was also suffering from so much shit including abuse. She needed empathy not scrutiny. FUCK.

Fuck it’s all a mess.

Why are we all so FUCKING AUTISTIC AND TRAUMATIZED.

Why did I fuck up not just my relationship with her (literally one of my best friends this year in addition to girlfriend) over trauma over TWO MISERABLE LITTLE CIS MEN who we both should have just cut off.

Why did I have to believe that she turned on me - when we prob needed space and to talk things out

Why did I block another person WHO I HAD SIGNIFICANT FEELINGS FOR just because I was not brave enough to face rejection - just because I was upset. God my ego. I should have told them I had feelings for them and we should have made the appropriate boundaries from there. So irresponsible. I’m better than this. I MISS THAT PERSON EVERY SINGLE DAY AND WE ONLY HAD A CASUAL SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP BUT I ALSO REALLY LIKED THEM AS A PERSON AND FRIEND.

I let myself be swayed by my former best friend and another ex-friend who both let their BPD get so unchecked that THEY TRIED TO ISOLATE AND DRAIN ME and I didn’t know who to trust.

After leaving my ex-spouse, I am so lost. I have amazing friends and my current partner is literally so fucking patient… but without a grounding nesting partner AND my mom (who is my original abuser)…

I am so lost and broken.

And fuck I hate this.

I am going to try to trust myself more and keep healing. This is all so hard but I know I’m making progress.

I can do this.

I am talking to her again. We are having full conversations. I am being honest. So is she. And while things may not be the same - maybe things will be better in the future now that we are freer. And while we may not be together again, that’s not a bad thing.

None of this is inherently bad. And I can try not to keep beating myself up. I must learn my lessons and keep loving myself.

Fuck 😭😭😭

#healing #trauma #neurodivergence #queer #complicated friendship and poly network things #abuse #prose

[altocat]

We had sad sephcanons a while back: any sad angeal canons to further the soldier trio brain rot 🔫🥹

Why must you hurt my man Angeal hasn't he suffered enough 😭

-Out of the trio, Angeal is the most aware of how lonely he is. He hasn't been conditioned that way like Sephiroth and he doesn't compensate like Genesis. He just...feels. And hurts, and senses the distance from everything he wants.

-He isn't as popular as his other two friends and he's not a fame hog or anything but he sometimes feels left out. He wants so badly to be a good person and inspire others but most don't want to deal with his lectures. Plus, because he's the most sensible of the three, he's viewed as the least "fun" even though Sephiroth never has ANY fun and Angeal actually has a sense of humor. So it's an unfair misconception.

-Angeal feels the most guilty about the war. It wasn't what he wanted or expected. A lot of innocent blood shed, a lot of bad memories. Some memories of his battles keep him up at night. And since his thoughts are so usually full of other people, no one really takes the time to think about what he's going through.

-Angeal loves women at every angle but isn't good at speaking with them. He's very, very shy and awkward unless it's business. So flirting isn't really his game. So he's always alone. He laughs about it a lot and makes it into a big joke but...it hurts. He devotes more time to his job and his code of honor as a good excuse to hide these upsetting feelings.

-Angeal loved his parents. Dearly. He had a great, very affectionate and loving relationship with them. So knowing that they were in on the Jenova Project kind of quietly fucked with his psyche. Especially when it came to his mom, who he was closest to. And what...became of her. Part of him blames himself.

-Look. Angeal wants a gf badly. And exclusively only wants that. But if there was any time he...wondered, it was because of Sephiroth. And could you blame him? Sephiroth is something else and brings those feelings out of anyone. But Angeal knows it wouldn't ever work. And besides, he's well aware that Sephiroth and Genesis were always so... Into each other. So Angeal buried that daydream a long time ago. He's better at being a good brother figure to Sephiroth than anything else. And he happily accepts that fact. But sometimes...he really does wonder what if...

-Angeal loved Zack a great deal. Zack was pretty much family to him and he did his best to be a good mentor. At the end, when Angeal was too consumed with guilt and self-loathing, he genuinely believes he failed at everything. At being a good mentor, a good man, everything. It was always hopeless. He's just a monster. And a failure. And worthless. His dying hope is that Zack could be the person he couldn't. But yeah, Angeal indirectly chose to end his own life intentionally. He knew what would happen. He was just sorry Zack had to be the one to do it.

-Even worse, Angeal sees what becomes of his loved ones in the Lifestream. His soul constantly calls out to Sephiroth (who is too corrupted to hear or remember him) and Genesis (who is still alive but consumed by survivor's guilt). He finds a level of peace when he finally sees Zack again. But it's all at a sad, unhappy price. They reunited far, far too soon...

#Angeal hewley #crisis core #ff7 #ffvii #asks #sephiroth #genesis rhapsodos #final fantasy 7 #zack fair #Honorcanons #Bawling #sobbing #Sephgeal

[kanade-aoyagi-official]

I’m Kanade Aoyagi. … I play the piano.

Toya, please don’t talk to me.

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# NOTES

❥ Kanade and Toya are cousins in this AU! After her father passes out and falls into a coma, she’s taken in by Harumichi. Which was the worst idea ever. My dude can’t help but ruin every child he touches.

❥ She’s… doing significantly less well than in canon, thanks to Harumichi’s A+ parenting. I feel like mentioning that he’s like, kind of worse than in canon because I have daddy issues I’m projecting on him. I needed to maximize the angst, so let’s be a bit canon divergent here~

❥ She’s basically avoiding Toya, so their relationship isn’t really good at the moment. They were really close before, though. Kanade’s glad that he got out of the shitty situation they were both stuck in, and she doesn’t want to endanger him. She still has a savior complex…

❥ Definitely agender, but she hasn’t really thought about her gender enough to have a crisis yet. You can crack some eggs if you want to. 👍 Currently using she/her prns.

❥ Anon hate for the little miss here is appreciated! She’s mostly the same as canon Kanade, except even worse. Making her suffer is incredibly easy. 👍

❥ Here’s the info post for this AU ♡ (If you’re on the Discord, then it’s exactly the same thing.)

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# ABOUT ME

❥ Hi! This is actually Moth from @viemarin. :3

❥ I made that account to vote in the Great GF War 2023, initially, but then I figured I could use it for this even angstier version of Kanade! I can even send asks directly from this blog now! Truly, it’s amazing. Marvelous, even.

❥ I use it/its prns. Bug/bugs prns are appreciated too ♡

❥ I’m also behind at least seven other blogs, which you can find here!

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# RULES

❥ Don’t be homophobic, transphobic or any kind of -ic here because I won’t be tolerating it.

❥ Also, don’t use slurs around me. I think they’re gross, and I don’t want to see them.

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❥ Timezone is GMT! School’s between 8am and 6pm, so I won’t be as active then.

❥ I’m currently on a break, though!

#// ooc #// any toya can talk to her​‚ obviously. it’s just her being sad (like she always is) ♡

[lysteriaposts]

I feel like Cobra Kai suffers from being a show w/ too many characters/relationships. Robby and Tory had to be sacrificed so Robby could bond with everyone else. But it would have been better to see a reconciliation scene between Sam and Robby, and maybe have Robby and Miguel slowly learn to tolerate each other, and be mad about the baby at first. I feel like Robby isn't allowed to have anything. He can't be with his GF, he can't be mad at Johnny, he has to be okay with suddenly having 2 brothers. I think the writers split up Robby and Tory so they could have their individual arcs, but they didn't think to give them more scenes, because if they had talked to each other sooner, things could have been resolved quicker.

For a show with such a short season and short runtime, I agree. Honestly their ensemble isn't even that big for a regular show, but for one with this format... it's too much. And that means they don't really delve deep into the characters that have been there, because there's simply no time. (I also wonder if they're even capable of this)

The thing is, I don't understand why it was necessary for Robby's arc to reconcile with everyone. Or why everyone needs to be (unrealistic) friends. You can fight a common enemy without singing "kumbaya" together. Dynamics such as Sam/Robby is just as annoying as Sam/Hawk where suddenly they're all chummy. Robby/Miguel was kind of fast, but I had a much easier time buying that than Tory/Sam, simply because Robby/Miguel didn't really know what they were fighting about anymore. I don't like that they promoted violence though by saying they need to beat release the anger onto each other- another glaring sign Johnny isn't and will never be fit to be a parent. And why the baby stuff is a stupid, time stealing sub plot that makes my skin crawl.

I'm fine with Tory and Robby having individual arcs, it's just that for me it didn't make much sense seeing as Tory has very few connections other than Robby. Maybe Amanda, but they completely forgot about that relationship. And as I said, I think it's more worthwhile deepening the bonds we have than trying to make superficial reconciliations between every character.. it feels phony.

In general I don't like the ideas they had this season, and I wasn't really seeing this vision in s4 so I don't know if this is what they planned all along or if it changed up. Anyway, thanks for the ask anon!

#answered #tory nichols #robby keene #cobra kai #ck negativity

[mutant-male-lee]

How I like my RP’s as a Lee

.Though I have a human form I do have a Semi human wolf boy form. I also got other shapes and forms as well as powers. but there are means to subdue me and make me easy to catch as well as the right meants to contain me to prevent me from Escape. These means of keeping me under control I can tell you prior to Our Role play. I’m also fine with either beganing with me already being captured or prior to capture.

But let’s talk about what I like about being a lee and what kind of sitations I like to be in best. 

1. I prefer female ticklers.

2. I like for things to get intimate between me and ler, be it the motive that leds to them coming after me or perhaps something that could develope during the session.

3. I like full body tickling. Feet, Belly, armpits, ribs, lubhandles, thighs, toes, even the palsm of my hands if your that creative, ears, neck, spine. While I get if you have a prefered area you like to focus on I like my ticklers to be flexable in areas they can exploit.

4. I’m fine with the idea of the tickler being someone I get intoa date with. either we’re already dating or they used tickling to force me to date them. Even though I do have some cannon GF oc’s it’s always nice when the charecters seeking to posses me as their tickle toy is someone who takes the relationship approach. So maybe you’r wanting to start out as like my girl friend who decides she want’s to transform  me from Boy friend to Tickle toy, then I like that plot angle.

Or Again the other option being you abduct me and you want to be my GF but maybe I’m seeing someone else and just not interested and you see need for some convincing? Or single or not you decide to you method of getting me is simply through tickling. By all means Whatever plot you wish to go with ^^

5. Do not control my charecter. that’s my place and try not to speed through the events. try to give me room to respond so that the role play feels organic and not rushed. If you hoping to lay out a bunch of things that take place, then what we can work out is a scedule where we asighn hours and minutes as dates upon when things could take place, allowing the other person to place when to react  and to add their reaction to a specific placement on the clock. I’ve done that before with someone was able to hae alot of fun and it worked well. But if your not about that sort of thing then do please try to keep the pacing to where I can keep up. don’t be like tickling one area and suddenly at the next if your not with the ability to move at crazy speeds or telaport or something like that. try to keep it belieiavable regarding your limits and understanding mine. I don’t want to simply spectate the whole rp and just let you do all the writing. Whatever type of RP we do  it’s needs to be managable by us both and fun for both and not just for one of us.

6. I like pet colars. while not every F/M has to have one I do like it when the Tickler get’s possesive or Dominates me. So things like colars, name tags, tattoos, brandings, trophey Plate. anything that allows the ler to claim me like property is in a since a flattery that they either realy like me or I’m a big deal and a worthy Catch. Now either we’re starting out with me having that tag at the beganing or this could be something we build towards. I think I like the idea of building towards the eventual ownership, like you worked hard to earn your right to claim me. Like you had to ware me out or break me. This is a good way to make sure I KEEP That symbol of ownership later on because we know by then you earned it rightfully~

7.Sharp things~ Sharp nails, claws, needle like, Pinwheels, hooks back scracthes, teeth extra.

8. Feathers, brushes, combs vibrating tools, toe floss hand brush, tooth brush, electic tooth brush, anything soft, or rough but you can also use your toung or anything creative for tickle purposes~

9. Make me suffer~~ hold me close with a leash, smother me under your feet. not a foot fetish but I mean boy does that show control! forcing me in a closterphobic space, or putting a rubber mask or box over my head while subjecting me to tickle buzzers or other tmeans of tickle torture. I want to see you smiling confidently whilest I’m shadding tears from being overwealmed.I want to feel abused and put through Hell. tickled for hours on hours. taunted and teased. I want my courage broken into fear, my wlll turned in submission. I want to feel scared even when your not acting angry or scary because I know full well what your capable of and what hides under that casual friendly smile is someone truely sadistic. Have me wimpering because ofthe fact that I know who’s in charge!~

10. Comfort me- a complimentary contrast to the previus, show me your soft and  affectionate side, especialy if we are supposed to be an item in the RP. then by all means I’ll be happy to have moments like cuddles, hugs and kisses and so on ^^ (Sex is debatable however. if we go NSFW, so I’d have to let you know if I’m in the mood or not. So if I don’t consent outside the rp then we don’t do it. differant from if I don’t in the Rp. though that would be a dark topic in itself so maybe not without any form of concent either. I’d rather not have nonconcential content. unless it’s the tickling itself alone.)

11. Speaking of NSFW if we do that, then I’m fine with being stripped down to my underwere or the nude. and I’m also fine with being redressed , in like leather , or rubber and so on. but no dresses or diapers, I’m not into that. I may not mind to much about having socks stuffed into mty mouth to gag me though. but if you ever insist on stuffing underwear in my mouth PLEASE make it unused! 

12. Sadly I’m being cut short of time so one last thing I’ll need to say is I’m fine with you either being a normal human being or you being an Anthro, Furie, Alien, mythical creature. but no demons! You can either be super powerful to make it easier and more beliavable that I’m at your mercy or captured in some way. or you can give yourself some kind of handicap to make things more interesting. you being a regular human woman alone makes it challenging unless someone else or something else leveled the playing field for you. but say like your crippled, or real tiny, or blind, or  something like that, then that means you have to get real creeative to find ways for how you’d not only be able to kidnap me and tickle torture me, but your basicly capturing a super mutant Wolf boy.

but if you don’t for handicap then there’s also Ironey. Like I also have spider powers, infact Thunderaknid is my Spider wolf form were I’m full on ahtro wolf with spider legs coming out my back. So your also free to go for a spider themed charecters or a Wolf theme or even a Spider wolf like me. I’ll have to update this, but I got stuff to do. My Dad just tends to dump stuff on me at the worst possible times and I can’t ever say no because it would look  bad if I did.

Send me a replie if your interested~