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#my point is idc if they get married in the finale i will write a fic where they get divorced if they do
i love the voice acting for both hunter and willow in the willow park depression arc. she’s having a panic attack and hunter delivers his lines like “i feel the exact way, but i know what youre saying about yourself isn’t true, and im only now realizing how this kind of thinking hurts.” nice to see how hunter is getting more used to showing his emotions and crying after spending time in the human realm. and its nice to show him passing that to willow.
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blueclearcloud · 1 month
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That ending...
God.
I technically have complicated feelings about it but it's basically only that it felt too compacted and didn't explicitly involve gay sex so i will have to deduct 1 point from my 10/10 what is my life going to be now without Bang Brave Bang Bravern anymore? Score.
I do have to admit i cringed a bit when Isami immediately gave up, went into deep deapair, and begged to surrender and become a a prisoner of war, but i basically get why.
That fight with Vera Vitum was so good, omg it was the most glorious and cheesy thing I've ever seen and i wish we got more. Robots turning gold, Everyone turned gold to give THE POWER OF BRAVERY to said robots, Isami punching Smith and yelling at him. Iconic.
I have no idea if we actually are getting an episode 13 (maybe as an OVA?) but i am willing to blow my expectations to astronomic proportions and we see Isami and Smith married and raising Super Future Soldier Lulu in a cute small house and a dog.
Also, am i the only one thinking the writing is very nostalgic of 90s super sentai and in general shows? It felt like it to me at least.
Finally i am so happy Smith came back to life. Idc if ppl call me a baby or say it makes no sense, this show does NOT run on logic or sense or takes itself anywhere serious enough for that. We are here for vibes and goofy robots.
It would have lowered my opinion of the show too honestly. Anyway, Happy Last Bang Brave Thursday everyone!
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chaifootsteps · 3 months
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Okay, so jumping here. I've been thinking and imo the 'Lilith' is Eve in disguise and Rosie is Lilith theory still holds true. This is brought to you by me going "We know Viv is a shitty writer, so from the writing already available, where would she lead the plot NOW?" and by my tinfoil hat.
We know Lilith is somewhere in Heaven (maybe even in Eden itself). Unless she pulls the weirdest explanation out of her hat for why she took a small vacay for 7 YEARS abandoning her daughter (with whom we know she had a good relationship with, IF that part of the pilot is still true. She never stopped to explain what parts of the pilot are still true, ffs.), Lilith would never. I don't even think she:
1) Would be allowed in Heaven, even by making a deal with Adam.
2) Adam's pride is too big for him to simply accept such a deal and Lilith's pride would be equally big imo. This interaction would never work.
So that has to be Eve. And Adam *has* to know that that's Eve. Or he doesn't, idc. Point is, it's far more likely by normal logic for that to be Eve. By Viv logic...? Not so much.
Which brings me to my second point! Rosie and her character. I did kind of feel the Mary Poppins vibes a bit, ngl. Horrible redesign, but oh well... The way she reacted to Charlie, her going "yeah, singing totes works here, in the *cannibal* colony!" and her giving that love advice + "we all did things we aren't proud of" + the fact that she's a "hellborn"? She has to be Lilith, sorry. Also also I feel like cannibalism isn't even such a big deal??? In the show I mean. It's literally so cartoonish it simply becomes a hellish quirk for some inhabitants. Sure Alastor, you're a cannibal, boo-hoo. I don't feel threatened by any of them, is what I mean. And even irl, I feel like yeah, it's gross and most likely getting yourself sick, but what makes cannibalism truly bad is the act of *killing* that person, ye know? In Viv's Hell that can't even happen, they'll just respawn, no problem.
And my final reason issss: Viv just ran so fast past 4 seasons worth of plot that imo she backed herself info a corner. The only things keeping the plot going are...Alastor's deal and who he made it with. It's probably Roo or Eve (or Lilith if Rosie is just Rosie), but I have a feeling like it can't be so simple with her, she has to pull a super complicated sayan explanation to make it seem like she just had us all guessing the wrong things, she's suuuuch a literary genius. And she loves musicals a bit too much (Adam is literally just Beetlejuice minus everything interesting about him), so pulling a Sweeney Todd sounds very in-character for her.
Now, speaking of Alastor....I haaaate how she destroyed his character with all the swearing and the petty edgelord-ness. She's not smart enough to write a smart chaotic presence/maybe potential villain. There, I said it. She should open a psychology book or some shit (she should've hired psychologists to coach her about writing about topics such as SA, addiction, sadistic/criminal personalities and so on, but we know she never put such thought into her work). Or at least a sensibility reader for her plot, smh. The overall tone of the show is jumping around faster than a bunny on electrolytes.
And as always, Alastor and Rosie have more chemistry than Charlie and Vaggie literally the "main" couple. They seem like a 30s married couple, tbh.
Also also super confused about Alastor's microphone and how she can hand it over to Charlie??? Why would he do that??? Are we supposed to understand he now cares about her? Handling his (presumably from the Adam fight) source of power to her just like that?? TWICE?!?
I understand his final lyrics are supposed to be "holy shit, I almost died for these people, what is wrong with me???" in a nutshell (+ that part about the contract), but we were never SHOWN how he became more attached to them??? We just have to believe him based on the talks with Rosie and Niffty respectively. What a joke. (Niffty got partially restored in my brain, at least).
-idk, Broadcast🎭 anon- (I know I DMed u, but yea)
Honestly? Even if this leak never comes true the way Viv planned it back then, I for one am having a great time speculating.
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konggodzuko · 2 years
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(I may have posted something like this before but IDC trying to search for my posts is hard)
While Katara and Zuko’s relationship is obviously admired in their time, in the decades and centuries after their deaths their romance becomes semi-mythologized like Oma and Shu (many people believe they were the reincarnated first earthbenders, finally allowed to be together). They become a shorthand for a relationship that faced impossible odds which were ultimately overcome, sort of a positive Romeo and Juliet.
Popular depictions have Zuko marrying Katara despite the protestations of his court, while Katara marries Zuko despite her disapproving father and brother… when in reality by the time they got together Zuko had cleaned house, with most of the old nobility either dead or imprisoned forever, with his court now filled with progressives who cheered the Union. As for their part, Hakoda and Sokka were two of the biggest cheerleaders for the relationship.
Thanks to the letters they wrote to each other, Zuko and Katara’s personalities remain remarkably accurate over the centuries: both stubborn and quick to argue, but utterly devoted to each other and to making the world a better place. That’s not to say that inaccuracies don’t pop up. For instance, Katara’s typically portrayed as publicly stern, when in reality she was a woman of the people. However, the false characterization of Zuko is the far funnier one.
See, Zuko is cursed with the ability to write eloquently, and speak terribly. He can write beautiful prose but can’t smooth talk for shit save for the most random moments. However, since his written words are preserved, including dozens of soppy poems for Katara, he gets a posthumous reputation that turns his name into a byword for “romantic” similar to how we use “Romeo” or “Casanova”. As such, famous depictions of Zuko usually have him as a charismatic flirt, even during his banishment.
[and a fair few times, over the years, these depictions, whether on stage or screen, have been watched by a specific series of couples. One tends to have darker hair and a rougher past and prefers warm colors. The other is a bit gentler but has a great deal of their own, and prefers blue and cool colors. They usually were enemies or rivals at some point, but have usually grown past that by the time they watch a play or movie or show about Katara and Zuko. The one who likes warm colors typically feels oddly embarrassed whenever the fictionalized Zuko recites words taken from the real Zuko’s letters, while the one who likes cool colors feels both amused yet warmed by the words. These couples typically stay together.]
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vacantgodling · 8 months
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🥸🧥 hello i am a humble stranger here for the secret wip knowledge... 📓
welcome to secret wip corner mysterious stranger 😎
so i literally have a whole doc of my rogue yeehan ideas when i’m not thinking about cage OR when i’m pretending that my custody battle au that i need to update doesn’t exist. so i will let loose one of my ideas from the aether: one of my i have a kink about cassidy’s voice fic idea.
hear me out like
cassidy’s voice is hot as shit and i’m a weak sad sad man and i feel like hanzo is the same and you can pry this from my cold dead hands.
i don’t have a name for it yet but it’s a “sales call center au” (ive worked at both a call center and have done my fair share of phone sales so more of this au hinges on my experience from phone sales lol) and basically cole gets hired by some company (overwatch ig) to sell services over the phone. his easy humor, smooth voice, and non pressuring vibes have led to numerous sales so someone (idk who yet) asks him to pursue the toughest nut to crack: hanzo’s company—shimada whatever. no one has been ever able to get past the gatekeeping front desk staff let alone talk to the ceo. so cole does some digging and manages to get the ceo’s (hanzo’s) personal number. he leaves a few messages which hanzo ignores, but cole isn’t one to leave this shit hanging. finally one day hanzo picks up and is all Will you Quit Calling. and cole is like okay one growl at me more daddy what—but he’s like sugar gimme a second of your time but hanzo hangs up on him.
now at the company i worked for (and any phone sales company) getting hung up on didn’t mean don’t pursue; in fact they said hey keep trying until you get a good convo and a formal no then push them out for a few months and come back (basically pester them to death you know businesses gotta business LMAO). the only exception is obviously dnc lists and whatnot. so cole keeps calling. and more and more he and hanzo start to actually talk. it’s pretty flirty from jump and their talks get longer and longer to the point that they don’t even talk about sales or any of that shit just about each other. cassidy “takes work home” a night or two on his personal cell (and they have phone sex cough). and then eventually hanzo’s like alright tell me about this product of yours so i don’t make your superiors think i’m wasting your time. cassidy does the full pitch, hanzo actually considers it because he’s built up so much rapport with cole and it WOULD be beneficial for the business… so he’s just like cole i will consider your proposal and partnering with your company on one condition… and cole’s just anything sugar name your price. SO hanzo’s like i do not do online payments. i will only provide you a check… in person. and i will only sign if you are physically in my office. CLEARLY he’s saying “cole i need you in my bed and i’m willing to make this fucking happen” and cole knows but obviously it’s a recorded line when he’s in the office so he’s like hon lemme put you on hold. goes to talk to his boss and reyes (ig who is his boss i haven’t thought much about the company structure yet) is like: boy, if you get the shimada’s to sign i will promote you the second you come back WITH bonuses. and cole explains how hanzo will only sign if he goes in person and reyes is like i’ll book the flight for tomorrow LMAO. so cole goes back to his phone to talk to hanzo and said can i count on you to pick me up at the airport? and he can hear hanzo smiling over the line and HUEHUEHUE
yeah anyway when he gets to hanzo’s city they see each other in person they’re so fucking horny, they go to hanzo’s penthouse and fuck nasty style and then the next day hanzo goes over all the terms, signs the check and huzzah business partners lol. they probably get married in the future too LMAO
is it ethical?? idc the fic is hot to me LOL. one day i’ll write it 🌚
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✨Third one✨ (part 1)
ASJJFYJKHFTUJHG. As soon as I saw the header with Oliver I know it was finally time. LET THE FLIRTY-PLAYBOY-BABYGIRL SERIES BEGIN!!!!
I wanted to take my time diving into this fic and really digest and understand it as much as I can on my first read because I know it’ll be amazing so I saved it for last.
Love the setting up. The description is fantastic. Ohhhh there’s an older sister huh? I wonder if that relationship will come into play later 👀👀. PSHHHHHHHH THEIR FIRST INTERACTION IS LITERALLY COMPARABLE TO TWO JUDGY BRATS PLS ADJMHGGJNNH. This is amazing I already love where this is going Belle. Oh and they tolerate each other now? Hmmmm very much the potential for ignored feelings. “You can pay me back when you become a football star” oh ho ho making promises for the future already are we now? Loving how y/n is a tsundere but still shows that she cares. It’s really cute and adorable. ASHKKGFKKJHGGGG WHY IS IT ALWAYS 16 💀💀??? When I was 16 I was busy trying to survive high school, pass my classes, and watching anime. And here we have realizations of love already what?? Not a problem at all tho I love how quick this is moving along. Getting to the meat of it soon I hope. GASPS YOU DID NOT!!!! AND THEY WERE ROOMMATES ASDJKGGHJHHHG YESSSSSS. NAHHHHH STAB ME IN THE HEART WHY DONT YOU HE REALLY PULLED THE GAY ROOMMATE CARD OLIVER ISTG IF YOU DONT GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR- ahem anyways tough luck y/n stay strong girl 😭😤. Not you already being his wife what is this married-with-benefits 💀💀. Oliver wake up and kiss her already idc if it’s only chapter one 🙄😤🤚🏼. Oh thank God the sisterhood is safe *sighs in relief* as much as I love the drama that would’ve occurred if it had gone “that” route there seriously needs to be more loving sister relationships in writing, blood related or not. We Stan a supportive older sister 😤😤 (that digs up our buried love feelings for us even though we buried then for a reason 💀💀). LOVING THE ADVICE YES PUT YOURSELF FIRST YOU CANT WAIT FOR SOMEONE FOREVER BECAUSE OF THE POTENTIAL YOU SEE IN THEM AND STUNG YOUR OWN GROWTH IF THE TIME IS RIGHT ITLL HAPPEN. This is making me cry what the heck. I really needed to hear a variation of this at many points in life. I swear to God if Oliver starts coming around right after we start moving on I’m gonna riot. On the other hand love how y/n is starting to be real with herself like yes sweetheart you deserve better (and you’ll get that in him after you both grow separately ofc). OH ITS GONNA BE DUAL POV????? HECK YEAH GIMME THE TINY DETAILS FROM THE OTHER PERSON!!!! Oof not the wedding invite scenario pls this reality setting in part is hurting me so much legit tearing up rn gimme a minute Belle 😭😭. *sniffles* but the GROWTH it’s the first step y/n I know it’s hard but you gotta separate honey 😭😤. NO PLS GOD NO HOW DARE HE COME BACK AS IM SOBBING WHAT THE HECK OLIVER PRIVACY MAN. Not him giving you physical affection right when you’re most vulnerable and coming to terms with getting over him and looking all worried LIKE NO STOP THIS IS NOT HELPING OLI. Oh no not the alcohol 💀💀. This is gonna go great just fantastic isn’t it? *inhales deeply* Belle I’m not joking when I say that I was screaming internally the entire sex scene LIKE WHAT. Kicking my feet blushing and everything. It really felt so real. And the dialogue??? Magnificent!!! Tbh it was my favorite part. In my head I was like “NOOOOOOOO” when you kissed him but at the same time “…yes” when it started getting steamy and the teasing plus the praise??? Kill me now why don’t you. NOOOOO NOT THE AWKWARD MORNING *sobs* I mean I was expecting it but like. Serious. Emotional. Damage. 😭😭😭. Oh no. No you can’t be serious. Tearing up again hold on. The eavesdropping on the phone convo broke my heart seriously ouch. Not the way I gasped when he just walked passed the suitcases. Ahh yes. The m word huh? Excuse we while I go sob again. Almost nothing hurts worse than being called a mistake. Either from yourself or others it’s never fun. Speaking from experience. I knew the emotional outburst confession was coming. I knew. But still. Damn. If only everything could be fixed by telling your feeling out. Love her for that. Finally coming clean with everything. Also Oliver’s being such a jerk and an asshole rn but I know the later redemption is gonna be worth it. Still pissed at him rn tho.
- ✨ anon
✨Third one✨ (part 2) It really made me make a part two because the word count was too high the heck.Still pissed at him rn tho. Anyways moving on. I freaking adore how she also wrote her current feelings down as a part of the first letter. And how she just. Didn’t hesitate. And moved on. We’ve got a flight to catch. Oh my God that fic was amazing. Seriously. You outdid yourself. The pacing was fast enough that it didn’t feel dragged out. The characterization was absolutely on point. The oc characters had their own personalities no matter how few lines they had. The dialogue was emotional and to the point. And it was just overall really realistic in the sense of being human, loving, hurting, and moving on. It made me cry so many times. I had to take so many breaks Belle. It was seriously amazing and I loved it so much. I cant wait for the second chapter whenever it comes out!!! - ✨ anon
I read this ask over 20 times (or maybe more already) cause i love it when people go over the details of my writing and you got all of them! (⋟﹏⋞) Thinking if i should make a note of recommended songs before the chapter so that it make it a more immersive experience? The original setup was supposed to be different back in August, but then I came up with this in September. Mei was a part of the story, but the age gap was a really big one - and i had to make a change midway, so mei is 3 years older than (y/n)... I wanted to keep the pacing of the story to a medium because sometimes the details and the amount of drama that happens is such a drag that I wanted to move past that and onto the real stuff; not to mention that if i did drag it out, it would be more than 5 chapters. Mei and (y/n)'s relationship is gonna have more emphasis as the story progresses (cause honestly this is a simple plot but a very complicated one to explain and I don't wanna give away spoilers cause I wanna just see the reaction you guys are gonna give me) and most of the lines that i used in the first part are the ones that are going to be covered in the latter part of the series. it is going to be a dual pov (spoilers for part 2; the story is gonna be from Oliver's pov.) oh god- and this was the first part💀. you might need the whole box of tissues honestly for the onslaught that's gonna come. (i did cry btw. I ate the jar of nutella in such short time for a reason) The sex was such a drag to write honestly 💀 cause i was just not feeling it. Like really not feeling it; and i wanted to get to the conclusion and the angst (cause the potential for dialogue and feelings is high in those areas) but in the end, it ended up being satisfactory when i read it. Leaving the alcohol part out, everyone's first time should be a fun one and my attempt at keeping your standards and expectations high . (you saying that it felt real made my day, cause often times when i read smut, i really can't relate to it cause it straight up sounds like porn sometimes and porn is very unrealistic.) As for the concluding part of it, i had a bit of a struggle cause (y/n) needed a reason to back away from Oliver and the eavesdropping on the other side of the door was the last straw. And then... I just let my fingers do the magic, just typing everything out.
The amount of times I cried cause of the songs I used to write all of this, and the fact that it hits close to home. The second part is going to go on the ao3 account... still deciding the username i want so that i can upload my works there
But thank you for liking and reading it - cause i really enjoyed writing this one. i've already decided the songs i want to put for the next chapter
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wegottagetouttahere · 2 years
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Viva Las Vengeance song-by-song ratings under the cut 😂
Final album rating: 2/10. The songs are cookie-cutter low-effort money-grabbing radio singles. A couple of them could be somewhat catchy but they have weird tempo changes that make them even harder to dance to. The lyrics suck. It ain’t good, folks. Trashing each song in turn under the cut!
Viva Las Vengeance: oh god not the pre-downloaded ringtone riff. Wow he’s really reaching for the rhymes here. What is this song about again? Someone tell him he’s not a good pianist. It’s the Disney channel visual effects for me. Final rating 3/10 was bad
Middle of a Breakup: this is literally the same song??? Not joking it sounds exactly the same, musically. These lyrics suck. Yeah that’s all I can say. These lyrics suck. The video is boring too. Final rating 1/10 blatant money grab
Don’t Let The Light Go Out: starting the music video with himself listening to his own song on the radio is tacky and bad. Ok so this is the song where he’s gonna try to be deep. Again with the Disney channel visual effects! God does every song have to be a “lol watch how high I can belt” it’s boring! why are all these songs about breakups isn’t this man married. Final rating 3/10 idc about this one
Local God: AGAIN WITH THE BORING ASS INTRO. Oh this is another “look at me I’m famous” song. Hate this get me out of here. I’d this man incapable of writing anything not in 4/4 Dorian? My knowledge of music production is so minimal and yet I can tell you this mixing sucks. Final rating 1/10 boring
Star Spangled Banner: oh god is this a patriotism song? Please tell me no. OH THIS IS BAAAAADDDDDDD LMAO. Home of the freaks ok mr capitalism. Ok one point to him for trying to do something jazz… esque? However points away from him because it is bad and doesn’t work. Ugh aGAIN with the high belting! We don’t care! God this comes off as “how do you do fellow alternative teens?” Final rating 1/10 terrible terrible
God Killed Rock and Roll: title sucks. This sounds like it’s out of a Glee episode I hate it. Oh this is bad. He wants to be Queen soooo bad and he’s falling soooo short lmao. Ok this is a little catchy. Still not great, the backing vocals add nothing. Aaaaaaand we’re back to half tempo. Make up your mind!!! It just sounds like you’ve got a bad drummer!! What exactly is the message of this song…? Wow this man thinks he did something with this. Final rating 3/10 could be worse but that doesn’t mean it’s good
Say It Louder: this is the first intro that’s been vaguely interesting, and by that I mean it sounds like someone else wrote it. This is boring. Ok at this point his belting just sounds so strained. He sounds like he’s barely breathing. It ain’t good. Final rating 2/10 snooze fest
Sugar Soaker: you know, I might have hope for this! The riff is catchy! Nope never mind. This went downhill fast. It’s still better than all the others so far. The buildup to the chorus takes me out of the moment. This song would be better with a different singer, someone less Broadway. Like if Joan Jett covered this it could be good. DO SOMETHING ELSE, ANYTHING ELSE WITH YOUR BACKING HARMONIES I BEG YOU I AM BORED TO DEATH. Final rating 4/10 the best so far but that’s like being the tallest leprachaun
Something About Maggie: I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again the lyrics suck. The guitars are real boring. This sounds like any new panic at the disco song, I don’t care about it. WHAT is that ending?? 3/10 It could be worse but it could be a LOT better
Sad Clown: Mr. Urie hire a writer I’m begging you. You cannot write lyrics!!! What the hell is this music video? It’s like it’s trying to be ironic and classy at the same time but it’s failing at both and just comes off like a little kid’s dance recital, but less charming. “Even though I’m smiling I’m crying” wow so deep. He sounds like a goddamn cat, wailing like that. Final rating 1/10 I hate it
All By Yourself: Ryan Ross doesn’t think about you at all Mr. Urie, I guarantee you. Oh this is BAD bad… what exactly are you changing, Mr. Urie? What profound difference are you making in the world? I can’t even finish this one it’s so bad. Final rating 1/10 faker than a piñata.
Do It To Death: ok, this isn’t bad so far, whoop never mind! The old bait and switch! Sounds like if the characters in Cars 2 formed an amateur band. This is catchier than most of the other songs on the album, but it’s not catchy enough to warrant four and half minutes. The bridge is bad. Wow like really bad! He had to pull in a reference to another song to make this even less cohesive, wow! Final rating 4/10 mid.
This is a collection of some of the least memorable songs I’ve ever heard, I literally could not tell you what the music I listened to no more than ten minutes ago sounds like. Thoroughly unoriginal.
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maddysmomposts · 9 months
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08/04/23 here kitty kitty
I write as a way of venting. Usually on paper then once it’s all out it’s ripped to pieces. Idc if no one reads it - it’s therapeutic for me.
Two years ago this week, Hubs was invited to a Chicago Bears game by one of his brothers. No worries, even though I had plans because it was his first birthday since we got married. I’m used to my feelings being disregarded so no biggie.
Anyway……
I have always been terrified of covid. Life seems to have gone back to almost normal but for those of us that are severely immuno-compromised, the struggle is still very real.
Papa was going to decline the invite based on my fear alone but like a dumbass, I told him to go.
He promised three things:
1. To social distance
2. To wear his mask at all times and
3. To come straight home afterwards.
If I had known who was driving, I would have kept my mouth shut and let him decline the invite.
The game ended… one hour, two hours, five hours. No papa. Turns out, he was sitting in a bar full of cooties.
He finally showed up WITH COMPANY, and drunk. He came into the house to grab some beer and I told him to end his night. He knew that if he didn’t come home after the game, he’d have to find somewhere to stay for a couple of weeks. Not a problem if he chose to expose himself to getting sick.
I told him to ask his company to leave. He said “you do it.” And went outside. Seriously? Challenge accepted.
I went outside, didn’t even look at his company and said “end your night now, come inside.” This was an A&B conversation.
Then one of his brothers got stupid and started insulting me.
Because of my 30-years in customer service, I enjoy going off on people when I’m off the clock. It’s liberating. If dude thinks he somehow upset me, “nah bruh nothing you said got to me.”
Dude completely misunderstood my fear of covid, accused me of being “jealous of bitches.” As someone who has a mom, a wife, daughters. sisters and nieces - plus loves to walk around with a bible under his arm, I was surprised that he would use that word. It’s not in my vocabulary because I find it super disrespectful. My husband’s not a cheater. Stupid ass couldn’t be more wrong. Fear of death and jealousy are two very different things.
I hear he walked around telling people what he did, acting all smug and proud. He told me he knew every cop in town and would have me arrested. I said it then and say it again: “do it bitch, do it.”
I probably called him a bitch 100 times during his attack. It felt sooooo good!
The one thing I’m sure he hasn’t said to anyone was that at one point, he got up and came at me like he was going to hit me. This is when papa finally reacted and jumped up and got between us. WWJD, stupid ass?
He should have let him hit me. I promise he would have gone to jail that night.
Man I’ve never wished for a loser to hit me so much as I did that night.
I kept telling him to leave, to get tf off my porch and he actually told me he didn’t have to because his brother paid for this place. Lmao dude. I hold my own and then some.
I kept my mouth shut for a full year. Did I expect an apology? Nah losers like him don’t know the word.
He told me he was going to “make” papa leave me just like he made him leave his ex. He’s so full of himself, actually thinks he has that power.
I wonder if he ever looks around and notices the empty chair where papa once sat. I’m still waiting for him to fulfill his threat. I wonder if he’s realized who the real loser is? I haven’t lost anything, so there you go.
I’m not well. My dream is that one day soon, Maddy comes for me - I will bounce so quickly and won’t look back. I’m hoping that papa never forgets what his dumb loser ass brother did and that he keeps his distance. Karma is a MF and he’ll get his one day. Watch.
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stargazingcarol · 2 years
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THIS IS...
Pairing: Frankie 'Catfish' Morales x f!reader
Warnings: uh the way i have never seen triple frontier but i like Frankie and his besties so idc. This fic has bridgerton vibes or maybe i just see it that way bc i was listening to the soundtrack while writing. And reader is mentioned to have hair (her hair is put up in a pony tail at some point). Angst, hurt/comfort, happy ending, Santiago García x reader for like the first scene or whatever, language, sexy thoughts.
Summary: Frankie is getting married and you may not be handling it very well. Santiago to the rescue.
Based on that FRIENDS episode where Ross says Rachel's name at the altar when he is marrying Emily. (I got the idea while watching that episode yesterday LOL).
Word count: so my phone doesn't say how many words the fic has but i estimate it's about 5-6k words. Enjoy lmao.
A/N: I've always wanted to write a fic like this. My imagines were mostly a sad ending but i felt like this idea was too good to not write it so here you go lol.
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Sitting in the dark wasn't your normality. But you couldn't make yourself turn a lamp on or even at least a candle.
Silent tears ran down your cheeks but the worst of it had passed. At least until tomorrow, that is. You honestly didn't know how you would handle tomorrow.
You grabbed the invitation that was sent months ago when your hell started.
You're invited to:
Frankie Morales & Sarah McAll's wedding
You didn't read more, you already knew it by memory (sadly that is). You crumpled the invitation and threw it far away from you.
You gulped down more of your white wine and made a face of distaste. White wine was nasty. You honestly preferred juice with vodka or whatever.
The white wine was a gift from Benny, he was trying to cheer you up and you were cheered because: present, but you didn't like white wine at all. Or red wine for that matter.
He was just being nice and you were grateful.
Suddenly, you heard a knocking in your front door and you frowned.
"Coming" you burped right after this and snorted. Getting on your feet, you stumbled to your front door.
Opening the door to a frantic Santiago wasn't on your plans.
"Oh fuck, you're okay" he grabbed your face and kissed your forehead. He finally noticed the mess behind you. "Why is it so dark in here" He pushed past you and turned on the lights.
Santiago looked over at you and you winced at the sudden light.
"Pope, warn a girl." You tried walking normally to the sofa.
"What? Were you doing sexy stuff in the dark?" He snorted and really looked at you. The way you were having trouble stepping in front of you and he rolled his eyes.
"You kept drinking after your message, i see" He walked over to you and wrapped his hands around you. And walked you to your sofa. You both sat down and you frowned when his words finally sank.
"Message?"
"You sent me a voice mail an hour ago and i just saw it" he pulled out his phone, clicked on a few buttons and then your voice filled the air.
"Fuck, Santi, Pope, i love *hiccup* him so fucking much you have no idea he's my *sniffles* he's my *you burst out crying, loudly* World." The message ends and you cringe.
"That sounds nothing like me." You grab your wine and try to take a sip but Santiago covers the bottle's opening. The back of his hand touching your mouth. You grin and step back a little and say: "this is basically us making out" you laugh loudly and then stop, running to the bathroom to empty your stomach.
Meanwhile, Santiago goes to your fridge and pours a glass of water. He leaves it in the coffee table and go over to the bathroom.
You're sitting on the toilet with a small towel on your lips. When you hear the door creak you look up to see a kinda blurry Santiago.
"You look better" you mumble and he snorts.
"Wow, gracias" He says.
"No, that's not what I meant, i mean--"
"Hush" he says and grabs the towel from your hands, he feels it and it's wet with water thank fuck and not puke.
He cleans your mouth with it and you sigh, leaving him do whatever. You know he wouldn't hurt you. After putting the towel to dry, he grabs a scrunchie and grabs the ends of your hair and pulls it back in a pony tail.
"Come on" He offers his elbow and you grab unto him. He takes you back to the sofa and after you sit down, he starts cleaning up the mess you had made on the floor of the living room.
You're with your eyes closed with your head leaning back when you suddenly feel something. That something, is simply Santiago reading the crumped up invitation. You bite your lip and he, without looking at you, throws it in the trash.
Santiago knows about your love for Frankie. Unrequited love, it seems. But you also know about Pope's love for you. He has never said anything but you and Benny got drunk a year ago and he spilled Santiago's secret. A secret Benny felt so bad of telling, he made Will drive to your house at three am, way after you guys had parted for the night after some drinks and the love confession of a person that wasn't the one who, you know, wasn't in love with you. Whatever. And he made you swear to not say anything. With a dizzy mind, still trying to get over one of your friends being in love with you, you nodded.
It's been a year and you haven't said anything to Santiago. Normally, you talk about your feelings for Frankie, to Benny. But in your drunk stage you might have dialed for Santiago instead.
Santiago sits next to you and you notice your vision is getting better. He doesn't look as blurry as in the bathroom. You gulp. Santiago is looking at your turned off TV.
You both stay silent for what feels like hours but it's probably just a few minutes.
"You should sleep" he says and looks at his watch. "Big day tomorrow" At this, you can't help but pout. It's the drunk in you, really. "Or whatever" he says as an afterthought.
"I like the afterthought" You say with a small smile and you let him take you to bed.
****
The light was too bright in this church. You were the only loser with sunglasses in this place, and you could feel some old people giving you the side eye. Maybe wearing sunglasses at church was a devil kinda thing. You didn't know honestly.
"I don't know how I'm gonna get through this" Benny said next to you. And you looked over to see him take a small bottle of vodka, he started to open it and you grabbed it, took a huge gulp, leaving him with only a sip.
The bottle was back in his hands and he just stared at it.
"Bro" He said defeatedly.
You snort and then sigh loudly.
"The real person who doesn't know how they're gonna get through this is me, Benny. I may die." You say looking straight at a figure of Jesus.
"If u stop drinking you may live" He mumbles to himself but you hear him. His comment makes a half grin show up on your face.
"I'm not even drunk" you look over to him again. "At least not yet" shrugging, you feel a hand on your shoulder and you jump a little in your seat.
Benny's hand going to your thigh to calm you and when you look to your left, Santiago is there with a weird look on his face.
"Uh, Frankie wants to see you." He says looking at Benny but the words were directed to you. On the last second before he walks away he looks over at you and you know he can't really see your eyes but you see his and that's when you notice that this wedding is not only bad for you, but it's also taking a toll on him.
"I think he was talking to you" Benny says when Santiago walks away.
"He was" you get up and smooth your blue 50s era dress.
When you get to Frankie's door. You try to smooth the anxiety away. You start making the air exercises your therapist has told you about. Just when you're inhaling, the door opens and you see Will coming out.
"Fuck me, Will" You gasp and your hand clutches at your dress.
"Gladly" He smiles and you can't help but laugh out loud.
You purse your lips after your outburst and Will frowns at you.
"Why are you wearing glasses, weirdo." He grabs them and your hands were to late to stop him and he stares at you for a moment. Your eyes widened.
Will seems like he wants to say something but Frankie opens the door and cuts him off.
"Where's--" He notices you and his grin widens. You feel like you have never seen him smile as big as he is now doing, looking at you.
He grabs your hand and helps you get inside the little room.
When he closes the door, the air feels like it stepped away from your body completely. Your eyes are fixated on Frankie's collar and you notice the room is actually very small. You can barely walk in it, you try to take a step back and almost fall, but Frankie takes you by the waist and pulls you to him.
Once again the air feels tight and you finally look into Frankie's face. His face is adorned with facial hair and he has his reading glasses on. He says they're reading glasses but you KNOW he needs them, probably forever.
His eyes are a warm brown and you gulped down the saliva that had accumulated in your mouth.
Being this close to him was doing things to you, you could feel your whole body turn mushy against him but at the same time you felt electricity between the both of you.
Finally, Frankie's words seem to register in your mind. You hadn't even noticed he was talking.
"Do I look okay? I need your opinion. Can't get married without taking your opinion for it." His smile is nervous. And you wish you could kiss his nerves away. Your hands that were once on Frankie's waist, fall down to your sides and take your dress in your hands, holding tight. Trying to rid away the thought of kissing him randomly. Gosh, you love him so much.
You look behind you and move with your foot a gym bag and step away from Frankie. You give him a once over and you smile at his hands making a "well?" Gesture and you nod, biting your lip. "You look really good"
He releases a breath he was holding and you watch him walk and forth. The walk is not long because the room is very small and has a lot of things in the floor.
"I--I just, I'm ...nervous. I feel like what I'm doing is not what I...should...do." He finally looks at you and his eyes are pleading.
You clear your throat and grab his hand. Even with your gloves, you can feel the electricity between the two of you. Can he feel it? Probably not. And if he does...he probably thinks it's nothing.
"Do you love her?" You ask looking deeply into Frankie's eyes. He stammers and doesn't say anything. "Frankie, do you love her?" You ask again and he frowns.
"I think I do"
"You can't know; you have to feel it, Catfish. Just close your eyes." You grab his other hand, now holding both of his hands. "Visualize yourself at the altar" you say with your eyes also closed. "are you doing it?" You ask.
"Yes" he breathes and you take a peak and he has his eyes closed.
"Okay... Now the person you first imagine walking down the aisle is the person you truly love. It's okay if you imagine your mom first. It's just familiar love."
Frankie chuckles and then you continue: "Anyways but seriously, the person, that's not family, the first person you imagine, that's the one you truly, deeply, love and desire with all of your soul. Till death does you apart." Both you and Frankie open your eyes and you guys can't stop staring at one another. Daring it seems. Frankie is about to say something when someone knocks on the door and then just when the door opens you release Frankie's hands.
Will appears and you smile. You smooth out your dress and walk over to him, knowing already.
"It's time" he finally says and you nod.
Will walks away and you grab the door. You inhale, look behind, see that already Frankie is looking at you with what seems like a confused face.
"Good luck" you say before walking away.
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You're not sure if what you heard is right. Frankie's words resonate all over your head like a melody, a melody that is going once, twice, thrice. Is that a word?
"...Y/N..." Frankie's words. Those were his words. He legit said that.
You repeat the whole scene in your head:
"Now repeat after me" the father says and Frankie nods even though he looks nervous. Sarah shoots him a confused look.
"I, Frankie Morales, take thee Sarah McAll as my lawfully wedded wife..." The father says.
Frankie blinks before repeating: "I, Frankie Morales, take thee Y/N..." he stops, frowns, then sees the look on his supposed to be wife, she seems hurt, and Frankie says: "No, uh, no--wait Yes--wait no. Fuck"
"No cursing please" the father says and Frankie shoots him a glare.
He finally takes in notice at the people around him. Everyone seems to be looking at him with their mouths opened. You, of all people, are looking at him strangely. Like you can't quite believe this is happening.
"Should we continue?" The father asks.
And just as Frankie says "Yes", Sarah says a rotund "No", firm.
Frankie pleads to her, grabs her hands but she steps away and then they walk away with everyone's eyes staring at them.
When Frankie and his supposed wife are gone, chatter begins all over the church. You, though, can't seem to utter a word. You feel someone's hand on yours and you look up with teary eyes over to Benny who is looking sympathetic. You can feel eyes on you, but you're trying to ignore. Keyword on trying.
Will's hand suddenly appears in front of Benny, and his giant hand opens to reveal a little bottle of vodka. You grab it and take a sip immediately.
"You're gonna get drunk" Benny whispers and you shoot him a glare.
"No, I'm not" you say, just as Will says: "No, she's not".
You look around, ignoring the glares thrown at you and try to see if Frankie reappeared. Should you talk to him? He did just say your name while he was trying to marry Sarah. What did that mean? Your hopes are not up though. You honestly don't think this means anything.
You notice, though, Santiago is not on his seat. He must have gone to tend to Frankie.
Fuck.
***
Frankie is walking back and forth in his tiny room. He almost falls and he kicks at a gym bag.
Sarah doesn't want to see him and he doesn't get why he said your name. He wasn't thinking of you. Or was he? His head is a mess.
Just then a knock sounds on his door and said door opens, revealing his best friend, Santiago.
"Pope, I--"
"It's okay Francisco. It was just mistake." Santiago says and he notices the way Frankie makes a face at the word mistake. "Or wasn't?..."
"I don't know" Frankie exhales and sits down on a chair. His head in his hands.
Santiago looks around the room, thinks about you and Frankie. His best friends. What's best for you and how the both of you could get there.
He finally sits down on the floor in front of Frankie and says: "What were you thinking?"
"What?" Frankie looks up with teary eyes, his mind thinking about so much all at the same time.
"Who where you thinking about when you saw Sarah walk across the aisle? You seemed...tormented" Santiago's hand squeezed Frankie's knee.
"I--I, don't know, I--"
"You do know" Santiago smiles and Frankie looks at him like he is crazy.
"I wasn't--Was I?--"
"Frankie you do get you're in love with Y/N right?"
Frankie's eyes widen. "Me? But how? How could I have never noticed?" He looks lost.
"It's okay Frankie. I always kinda knew you had a thing for her. I was always surprised though, how you never seemed to noticed it yourself." Santiago pats Frankie's knee and gets up. "Think about it. Think about it really hard. And then decide what to do." As he is walking out the door he stops and turns to Frankie. "It's okay. She loves you too." And walks away.
***
Wedding was cancelled. But the reception was not. Most of Sarah's family was gone and Frankie was nowhere to be seen.
You walked to the bathroom to retouch your mascara. You may have cried a bit. Not sure why. Well you kinda do, you feel like you ruined Frankie's big wedding.
The door opens to the bathroom and you see Frankie step in.
He looks, you don't know how to call it, sad but relieved? Maybe.
You put your mascara back to your purse and sigh. "I could've been peeing" you say and he smiles, almost as big as when you had gone to his room earlier.
He looks around and then stops at you. "It's a multi bathroom so i wouldn't have been able to see you"
"Right" you smile and turn over to him since you had been watching him from the mirror.
"Are you okay?" You finally ask after a minute staring at eachother.
"Yeah, I... I finally noticed something. Something that I hadn't been able to see for myself before." He walks over to you and your thighs tighten. Not sure why. Fuck, you just think him walking to you as slowly as he is, is really doing it for you.
He is smiling also. So lovingly at you, your breath catches in your throat when he finally stops right in front of you. You look up at him and he places his hand on your cheek.
"What is that?" You gulp.
"That I'm completely and crazy in love with you."
His words echoes all around the bathroom and you close your eyes as they fill with tears. You have no idea how many times you had imagined him saying that to you. In a beach, at a party, between your thighs. But never in a bathroom.
You chuckle and open your teary eyes. "do you really?"
Frankie frowns. His other hand cups your other cheek. "Of course. I've never been more certain of something, Y/N. When you told me to imagine someone walking down the aisle, the person that first came to mind, besides my mother..."
You laugh.
"...was you." He is looking at you with more love than he ever looked at Sarah. You feel bad for her for a moment. But then think: this is your moment. Enjoy it.
His eyes are so sincere you hold unto his shoulders as yours lips clash against him. Showing him all the love you feel for him. And have felt for years.
You love Frankie Morales, always and forever...
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eoharu · 2 years
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okay writing another long essay because i need to get 2521 quickly out of my system and move on as soon as possible. probably my last tumblr post regarding 2521!
the ending i would have preferred if they want baekdo not to ended up together:
at bus stop, when they realize they still love each other, they decide to get back together again and promise to try their best. first year was manageable, second year was hellish like they FIGHT frequently and everytime it happens it didn't solve nicely because the time zone and they were so busy with their own careers. when they realize they're tired with fight then they simply stop communicating and the third year feels numb. by the end of third year, they simply think this love isn't going to work out anymore. It only drained them and only holding each other back. it's not like they're not trying, it's just time and place didn't make it work. they finally decide to separate, and promise to still support and root for each other. yijin still busy in NY and heedo still busy with competitions. heedo who is tired of competing and find fencing no fun anymore finally thinking of retiring. while she prepared for it, she decide to pick up her old hobby and enroll in making furniture class. there she meet a guy who are compassionate and kind and loves her and always there physically for her. a guy that resembles her father. she loves him back and decide to marry him. whenever she received the love from her husband, she got to remember how yijin used to love her passionately. the memories of yijin used to be painful, but now she can reminisce it in a good way. It was yijin who make her youth bright and beautiful. on another side, yijin is back to korea as anchor. everything feels new again to him. while adapting, he's close to his colleagues who always there and listen to his worries. they got close but yijin still hesitated to take it further. when he receive news he will interviewed na heedo and got info that she got married not too long ago, he's facing his old memories with heedo that was buried deep inside. he got to reminded again how heedo lift up his world. when yijin see heedo happy, he's so relieved and grateful she could find happiness after he hurts her so badly like that. the interview scene of him saying congratulations, parallel & show back to back with what scene words they actually want to say in the tunnel scene. yijin finally brave himself to try and find his happiness again. like, again, heedo's support reach him, and she lift him up again and lead him to good place, although it's no longer her. at some point heedo and yijin saw each other happy with someone else, but there's no resentment, only relief and happiness that the person they root for are finally contented. the squad still meet time to time. yijin and heedo didn't ended up together, but they got back again their friendship. yijin able to hang out again with taeyang squad. minchae knows the story not through the diary but through taeyang squad that tell their own stories while reminiscing their youth. laughing at their own silliness. teary eyes recalled the hardship they endure that time. and they back home to their respective families and promise to meet again sometimes later. THAT IS THE BITTERSWEET ENDING THAT I WANT. they didn't end up together but they live a satisfying life in the present!
SO NOW here's the possible ending i would have love where baekdo is inseparable, and idc if it's realistic or not, writing this solely for my happiness (and would be very happy if theres anyone who could turn this prompt into full length fanfic):
heedo & yijin dramatically broke up at bus stop. he work at NY and get therapy and he's gradually getting better. he's back to korea as anchor much years later and he got to report heedo's win and retirement. heedo doesnt married yet as these past years she fully swallow herself in endless competitions. heedo is now adjusting to her new life without fencing, and while doing so her path crossed again with yijin. turns out there's a little bit help from the mom, who clearly see they haven't move on. then just like old days, they meet accidentally numerous times. after meet accidentally for third time, and realize how his feeling for heedo strongly rise up to the point he cannot sleep, yijin decide to pursue heedo again. this time, nothing hold him back, yeah? hes got stable job, his fam reunited, and apparently heedo isn't seeing anyone. he's unstoppable. he's flirting directly and hes trying everything to get her back. he made up his promises he cannot keep back then. he's trying his best to show that he won't be the same yijin ever again who's once hurt her. he's eager to show her that she won't make her feel lonely anymore. they're having fun together like the old time. heedo's feeling for him still as strongly as ever, but when yijin proposed to her she hesitated. her old question back again, does she really want to have a marriage life that would be similar to her mom?? but she can't seem to let go yijin again. she's conflicted. and when she's revisiting old places she and yijin used to hang out to clear her mind, she find the answer through the bookshop owner, who is suddenly calling her out to give her, surprise, the missing diary! it becomes the trigger point for her, and finally accept yijin's proposals. they're married happily! what she fears didn't happen. yes, yijin is busy, but he could always make time for her. yijin's life basically revolves around work and heedo. and when heedo makes chairs for both of them to sit on the their little backyard, it occured to her what she want to do for the rest of her live besides fencing. thus she set up the studio, 2521, where she made furnitures just like her father. yijin support her new career, heedo support his job. they bicker time to time, but they getting closer as they already were. they were so lovey dovey that seungwan and yihyun who sometimes visiting hold their urge to puke. when yurim and jiwoong had their first baby, heedo is so amazed and proud that her friends become mom. she feared she couldn't be a great mom when time comes, but when they finally have minchae later on, both are trying their best and work it on together like they always do. they support minchae by every means. when minchae feel down, they finally retell how they able to overcome their youth. their ending scene will be heedo and yijin narrating tunnel end scene words, while showing sometimes when heedo wake up in the middle of her sleep and find sleeping yijin embrace her, she's grateful to know how great she could love and be loved. and everyday yijin wake up first while heedo still deep in her slumber, he would steal kisses and pinch her nose while so grateful heedo accept him again. he's got to make his own family, there's finally place for him to return and be at ease, he's finally know what the perfect happiness is. and the words in the diary would finally make sense!
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blxetsi · 3 years
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Hello! I love your blog and writing so much! May I please request modern au dating hcs for Mikasa?
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tysm for requesting ilysm 🙈💥
i also went a bit overboard i hope thats okay !!
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modern mikasa ackerman dating headcanons
lowercase intended !
college!mikasa ackerman x gn!reader
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- eren finds out abt her crush on you. idc idc
- mf may be dense sometimes but he isnt stupid, he KNOWS what mikasa acts like when shes in the presence of her crush,, he would know bc he was one ;)
- anyways, maybe your like, going up to ask mikasa for her notes from last class, or just chatting with them to be friendly
- either way mikasa goes from 😳 to 😐 real quick
- shes very quiet which youre used to so you dont really think too long abt her lack of communication. its literally just you and eren talking at this point
- after you leave to,,, idk sit under a tree ?? erens immediately turning to mikasa being like "okay tell me everything"
- she denies the crush on u 😔💔
- but then eren tells armin.
- and eren has a big mouth so who knows who else he told ??
- so finally, after beating up eren for spilling the beans she tells her two closest friends EVERYTHING
- like from how nice your hair smells to how pretty she finds your eyes. how she loves your sense of style. she just likes everything about you
- erens like "i mean yeah theyre rlly cute but like,,, what do you like about them that isnt physical 😐"
- mikasa starts blushing HARD. and slowly goes to her bedroom in their shared apartment, before slinking back out holding a crinkly folded piece of paper.
- its something you wrote and it says "thanks for studying with me mikasa !! let me treat you to boba as a thanks. youre so sweet, ill see you next class babie"
- erens looking at the note like 😐 mf is this it ??
- armins flipping it back and forth and reading it over and over again
- mikasa just says "theyre kind to everyone. and theyre funny. i just like them a lot."
- erens like 🙄 k but armins all for it
- then they start coming up with a plan to get you to like mikasa back (even though mikasa doesnt want that)
- erens an asshole and says "mikasa i love you and you will always be my number one, HOWEVER. they might just see you as a friend, OR WORSE. an aquaintance. we gotta make u so cool that youre irresistable"
- now mikasa is a bit worried
- HOWEVER. what none of those idiots know is that YOU have had a fat crush on mikasa since you asked her for a pencil at the beginning of the semester 😍 she stared at u like 😐✏️ and u were like "omg thanks 😊" w a little blush on ur cheeks bc mikasa's hot
- i mean,, if you didnt like mikasa WHY would you have invited her out for boba ?? one, who doesnt like boba ?? and two,, doesnt that count as a date ? u didnt know but u just wanted to like ✨subtly✨ shoot your shot
- but that was almost a month ago and she hasnt said yes. so you assume she didnt wanna go
- a few days go by after mikasa tells her friends all about her crush. and like,,, they do nothing ?? what happened to the big plan of making mikasa seem like the coolest person around ?
- it turns out eren doesnt know enough about you to know what you like. and ur dumbass friends aint help either.
- so one day he finds you and mikasa coming out of your shared class, your talking about something and mikasa is just nodding with a blush on her cheeks.
- he runs up to both of you before saying "hey just to let you know mikasa has a big crush on you. and she'd love to go get boba with you 😁👍"
- mikasa gets so red in the face and starts smacking him with her binder. you couldnt stop it even if you tried
- after literally YELLING at them for their attention you just turn to mikasa like "please get boba with me 🥺" and she cant resist
- and then the rest is history 😌✨
- after the boba date you learned so much about her and vice versa. you guys were like,, closer than ever. always going to her apartment or her coming to your dorm
- you guys would have sleepovers very frequently. nothing ever happens but you two like being so close with each other
- and you guys do a lot together when you arent busy with school or work or friends
- mikasa takes you to cool museums and art galleries
- you take her to cool shops downtown and parks
- its so fun
- but you cant help but wonder if youre dating or not ?? like do you have the right to call mikasa your gf ?? you guys havent kissed on the lips but she always kisses your head when you cuddle, and you always take each other out on dates
- on the day you finally bring it up during one of your sleepovers. shes on her back and youre almost on top of her with your arms around her shoulders and your face smushed into her chest
- u just kinda mumble "are you my girlfriend ?"
- and its SILENT.
- u start freaking out bc "omg she doesnt like me 😁👍 im gonna cry"
- until she just quietly says. "yes."
- OFNWIDNKWSMWKKWKALSMQLSME
- ur gonna marry this girl 😐
- her love language ?? definitely acts of service. idc idc.
- when u sleep over shes making you tea without u asking. (u said u liked lavender tea ONCE and this bith got a whole container 😭😭)
- when you have movie nights with her, eren, and armin she always chooses a movie you like ("no we arent watching the florida project again armin cried last time" "yeah but y/n loves it so" "this feels like oppression mikasa" "okay and ?")
- is also very protective. she hears mfs in the halls talking shit about you ?? shes shutting them up with her glare
- also u know how isayama made her goth in his like, highschool thingy ?? yeah 😍
- #gothmikasasupremacy
- she makes her eyeliner and shadow messy on purpose.
- you love just laying her down on her bed and straddling her, just leaning over and doing her makeup for her (jules and anna tease 🙈✨)
- sometimes you guys go to thrift stores and pick out outfits for each other
- one time you found this GORGEOUS floral sundress and she physically shivered from the thought of wearing
- tried it on and looked SO BEAUTIFUL, but it wasnt her style 😐
- also doesnt tell her parents about you ?? not bc shes embarassed or anything but just because she knows her dad is gonna be like "who are they ? what are they like ? where do they live ? whats their major ? where are they from ? whats their zodiac sign ?"
- he doesnt do it to play the "overprotective dad" role but because hes genuinely curious and excited
- she brings you home for the first time and youre so surprised because this tall blond man is her FATHER ?? she looks so much like her mom though its not even funny
- for dinner her mom and dad made traditional japanese food 😭😭 it was so good omfg
- also this has nothing to do with dating headcanons but mikasa used to live off of lunchables as a kid. was literally addicted to the rubber like ham 😍
- her mom is so sweet, and she shows you all of the stuff she's embroidered all these years
- her dad is so extroverted, he loves telling dad jokes. you find them HILARIOUS but mikasa sits there like 😐👍
- he DEMANDS you guys play scrabble. he says it help him figure out who you are as a person. now youre scared 😁👍
- anyways
- you love giving her little kisses on her lips because one, you get some of her moisturizing lip gloss on your lips and two, she blushes SO HARD
- one time you two were on a date and you ran into her ex. whos literally so scary
- her name is annie and shes blonde and muscular and rlly hot but has that same blank stare as mikasa
- you feel kinda weird bc how did she go from being with ANNIE to you ??
- you ask her abt it and shes like "oh yeah we dated in our last year of high school. im much happier with you" and now youre feeling all giggly and happy bc mikasa doesnt lie 😭😭
- u roll around on her bed with your cheeks squished together to hide your blush bc you feel so good that she said that
- she just rolls her eyes before getting on top of you and taking your hands away from your face
- she gives u kisses all over before putting the final one on your lips. its such a soft and sweet moment with just the two of you, you cant help but confirm what youve already thought:
youre gonna marry her one day.
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a/n
i REAAALLLLYYYY enjoyed making this oml. i hope u all enjoyed this !! remember: requests r open for anything aot OR u can give me ideas for other fandoms to write for
kk goodbye friends 🤩🤩🤩
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amour393 · 2 years
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Time for my auto generated year in review lol
I posted 2,038 times in 2021
264 posts created (13%)
1774 posts reblogged (87%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 6.7 posts.
I added 316 tags in 2021
#ninjago - 87 posts
#asks - 54 posts
#amour articulates - 41 posts
#ninjago jay - 26 posts
#jay walker - 22 posts
#ninjago nya - 19 posts
#the great prabk war of 2021 - 17 posts
#ninjago jaya - 17 posts
#ninjago kai - 17 posts
#ninjago headcanons - 16 posts
Longest Tag: 140 characters
#so yeah after i finish rebinging all 15 seasons i will write that and vent on why it is entirely appropriate that jay would say that abt kai
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
no thoughts head empty just druig and makkari
159 notes • Posted 2021-11-06 23:32:01 GMT
#4
Seabound finale spoilers
Sometimes I remember them.
Their faces cross my mind from time to time. I remember times. Places. People.
I remember them.
Sometimes it is the metal ones. The purple one crying into my shoulder. The white one offering me a kind word.
Sometimes it is the black one. I see him laughing. It is late. We should be asleep, but we cannot rest. We are too busy talking. He smiles at me, and I feel a pang of nostalgia.
Sometimes it is the green one. He pranks the red one with me. He comes to me after a nightmare. He bites his lip and tells me about a girl. He wants help. I smile and say that he should be himself. It is so much better than being someone you are not.
Be yourself...
Sometimes I see the red one. I see him quite often. I see him hugging me after a nightmare. I see him offering me the last piece of bread when we were small. I see the strength in which he holds me when he returns from another realm. I see the tears he sheds when we think the green one is gone. I see him smile and ruffle my hair, and I suddenly feel sad.
And sometimes I see the blue one.
He is certainly the most common. I see his stupid grins after he tells a dumb joke. I see the lightning flashing from his hands in passion. I see the way he holds me after we turn back time. I see his scattered freckles and bright eyes and crooked smiles. I see the smiles and I see the tears. I see his hand outstretched with a pin, and I see my own hand receive it with lighthearted joy.
Sometimes I think about them, and they make me smile.
But they will soon be gone. Mortal lives are so fragile. I know better than most.
It does not matter. Mortal lives are short, but the sea?
The sea is forever.
177 notes • Posted 2021-05-01 01:28:53 GMT
#3
*slams hands on table*
WHERE IS MY NINJAGO POWER SWAP
Y'all, if there's anything that has to happen before the end of Ninjago besides Jay and Nya getting married, it's this.
Let's discuss.
Cole getting water an being sO CONFUSED
Like, water and earth are so different. Water, you gotta be neutral, feel the flow, the push and pull. Earth, you gotta stand firm and stand strong. You are in control, you must stand strong if you want to use every powers.
So, Cole is baffled because "IT'S NOT LISTENING!" and Nya being like "You can't force it, you have to submit and guide its flow." "I control it by submitting???? That makes no sense!!!"
So Cole is just lost
Zane getting lightning and continually accidentally short circuiting and frying himself
Jay getting fire and mastering it almost immediately because "hey, this isn't so different from lightning! It's all energy!"
Nya getting ice and mastering it instantly because she's manipulated ice before, now it's just an issue of freezing stuff
She also spends like a day trying to manipulate water because if she can manipulate ice while having water powers then she should be able to manipulate water while having ice right???
Wrong
By the time they switch back she still couldn't figure it out and it drives her insane
OR instead of Cole, Lloyd getting water and s t r u g g l i n g because it's the only element of the six he hasn't had control over at some point or another
Or Lloyd gets earth idc
And yes
That means that Kai
Finally
Becomes the green ninja
And surprise surprise, he loves it
He masters it fairly quickly because sometimes he practices in his room alone because he's a natural
He loves the power, a little too much
We get the same temptation deal that Kai gets in s4
"It's too much, I can't control it!"
At one point he goes to talk to Skylor, since she's the only other person who had experienced Lloyd's power and knows what it's like
They have a nice long chat, mostly consisting of Kai being like "I'm a horrible person, I'm gonna turn evil, please stop me." And Skylor being like "shut up, sit down, and get a hold of yourself. You're stronger than this, and you're gonna beat this. Plus don't worry I'll kick your butt if needed."
I just really love this
We also get some one on one quality time which is nice because so often they're in at least groups of three so it'd be nice to see some rarer duos
Like Zane and Nya
Or Jay and Kai
I need more Jay and Kai bromance
Nya and Cole
Jay and Zane
Lloyd and Cole is honestly an underrated duo
OR NYA GETS LLOYD'S POWERS
KAI IS SALTY
"The ONE chance I have to be the green ninja, Nya gets it? Oh, come on!!"
I could go on about this for 5 hours
A power swap
263 notes • Posted 2021-02-03 23:09:21 GMT
#2
So I have finally finished my epic 15 season Ninjago rewatch, so I'm finally ready to address the scene is s15 episode 15.
The scene I'm talking about is when Jay is about to drown and he says "Think! What would Zane do? Actually, no, think, what would Kai do?"
When the episode aired responses were full of "haha lol Kai dumb tho" and "lol *proceeds to drown* yup kai" and I have a PSA.
Kai isn't dumb.
Jay’s reaction is completely legitimate in this scene, and here’s why:
When you (or Jay, in this case) think of who’s smart on the team, of course Zane is the first to come to mind. So why would Jay say, no, what about Kai?
It’s simple. Zane is an analyst. Kai takes action.
Zane is smart in the way that he can observe an environment and analyze solutions, scenarios, plans, etc. In the s5 episode “Grave Danger” it’s Zane who solves the first puzzle, because he has time to think it through.
Kai, on the other hand, is very impulsive. Impulsiveness isn’t the same as stupidity. Kai thrives in environments and situations where he’s on a time crunch and has limited time and options. In the s4 episode “Versus” he defeats the master of smoke while on his feet and with limited options. He tries something. If it works, great! If it doesn’t, no harm done (probably), try again! 
Kai is a natural leader, and it’s no secret Jay looks up to Kai in tough, time sensitive situations. At the end of “Grave Danger” it’s Jay who asks Kai what he thinks he should do. Kai is best at quickly weighing options to come up with a quick solution, whereas Zane takes more time to come up with a more effective one.
So, in “Nyad,” Jay needs a solution to a problem. His first instinct goes to Zane, like most of us, because he needs someone smart. But he also realizes that he has a few minutes, max, before he’s out of time, and who does he know is good in time sensitive situations?
Kai.
So yeah, it is completely legitimate that Jay tries to put himself in Kai’s shoes, because if someone else was in that situation, I’m sure they would have done the same.
318 notes • Posted 2021-07-23 22:14:11 GMT
#1
we love our “i recognize that the fanon interpretation of this character is not consistent with canon, let alone itself, but on the basis that i enjoy the tropes part of the fanon interpretation i’ll allow it”
541 notes • Posted 2021-11-11 02:46:33 GMT
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dilfdoctordoom · 3 years
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🔥 Doctor Doom
Oof got a few here so.
I really hate talking about shipping re: Doom with most people lmao they always reduce Doom to like. love interest. which is BAD
Unforgivable is, IMO, one of the most important Doctor Doom stories out there
Continuing from that. More people need to read Unforgivable because if I hear one more person claim that Victor Von Doom is morally a better person than Reed Richards, I am going to kill someone. It may perhaps be this kind of attitude that has made me grow so fond of Unforgivable.
Infamous Iron Man had a lot of really fun ideas and the fact that that entire character arc has basically been cast aside is rage-inducing. Would've been a much more engaging story to have Victor continue the whole hero thing (& actually continue it) with his scars and the FF back. Plus Sue would have been able to judge him which I am always here for
Doom should be allowed to interact with Nadia and Riri again :/ more children should annoy him in general it's very entertaining to me personally
Any writer that portrays Doom being dismissive of Kristoff is a bad writer. Cantwell I am staring directly at you
He should fight Daredevil more often IT WOULD BE FUNNY OKAY
Victor is not a good person. He's definitely not evil!! But he's also not. a particularly great guy. That's what makes him a good villain; he has lines that he won't cross, he does believe he's right, he's got some points and also he yeeted a child into hell. Duality.
If Ewing is actually going to give us DoomOroro interactions again, I am going to owe him my life
I wish that Doom had married Wanda. Not because they'd be a great fit but because the family dynamic would get even more fucked up. Mephisto is technically related to Billy and Tommy. I would like Victor's life to be a soap opera idk
He deserves to find out that Kristoff is Reed's half brother idc we're owed some good family drama
Not even a slightly warm take but fuck this marriage shit
Val & Kristoff not being at his wedding is bad
Absolutely hate the take that 'Doom is in love with Sue' because that's. Not true. Oh my god. Like a lotta people point to Secret Wars and it's like... it's because of Reed!!!! It's always because of Reed!!!! Victor is in love with Reed!!!
He hasn't punched the Avengers recently and I think he needs to work on that!!
Re: the Infamous Iron Man era, Victor should've fought the Maker. The Mephisto twist was a cop-out IMO it would've been a lot more interesting to put a Victor that has developed into a hero against a Reed that has developed into a villain
The second the casting for MCU Victor drops, I'm gonna be able to say definitely if it's gonna be mildly annoying or the worst shit I'll ever see
Adding onto that: any person that fan casts a white man to play Doom is racist
Putting Victor on the Guardians of the Galaxy is the best thing that's happened to him since Slott took over. Finally, a chance at some good writing...
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lemonietrinket · 4 years
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How Day6 would react to overhearing you admit your crush on him to one of the other members
AN: a request from anon. i feel ive treated this more seriously (and focused perhaps more on the confessions themselves, bc i interpreted ‘crush’ subconsciously as ‘having long-term-feelings for’) than you meant in your request but i hope you enjoy it nonetheless!
Sungjin
“hyuuun, i’m in love please make it stop.” “only way that’s going to happen is if you go tell him.” “...i hate you.”
sungjin... i picture is going to date to marry (or an equivalent if marriage is not for you, as though i get the vibe he’s quite traditional, for the right person he would be very easily convinced), so he takes crushes and confessions quite seriously
probably would feel bad for eavesdropping
then would feel happy that you felt the same way
but then more serious issue of now having to confess would take over
would spend a long time thinking of the best way to do it
would probably settle on a classic walk or cinema/theatre depending on what’s showing
would make damn sure he and you would be alone while confessing—so to save both parties from pressure and embarrassment should things go wrong 
also he’s quite a private guy and would want to let others know on his own and your terms
ngl probably wouldn’t admit he’d overheard you until like... a long time later
it would be under the initial reasoning that he would wait until you were stable so it wouldn’t have too big of an effect
but then he would forget
until it randomly came up in conversation 
like we may even be talking years here
maybe when you live in your own place, just the two of you, and you’re hanging out with him and younghyun who is just refusing to go home bc the food is too good at yours who brings it up 
“i don’t understand how it took so long for you two to get together, like even wonpil was starting to find yn’s pining sickening.”
and you would be salty, because “excuse me i hid my desperation very well!”
and sungjin would just immediately come to support you because he’s a loyal motherfucker and would begin, without thinking “she did, i didn’t know until i—”
that would be when he stops himself bc hes like oh shit i didn’t tell her and now two very curious sets of eyes are like staring at him and he’s 98% sure he can’t backtrack at all 
“when you what?”
and he would just sigh “when i overheard you telling younghyun that you liked me”
and there’d be a moment of silence, followed by laughter 
youngk would be confused, probably, having a surprisingly better recollection that you perhaps would “wait i remember that—how did it take you two months to work out what to do next?!”
and you end up just laughing harder, before noticing the the mix of emotions on sungjins face and reassure him “it doesn’t matter how long it took, we’re together now”
anyway overall sungjin is probably quite serious about it, but it will have a happy ending, you’ve just got to be patient lmao 
Jae
“dowoon, what do i do?” 
jae would be playful about it
after hearing you ask dowoon for advice since hes good friends with him he would be ecstatic, but would try and keep it lowkey
he’d hide out of sight of the doorway he’d passed by to have his little moment
and then he wouldn’t be able to stop smiling
his eyes would keep glancing to you for the rest of the day, even more than usual
but i think he would want to make things more official as soon as possible, as he doesn’t want to waste any time when he could do it sooner and be with you
and so he’d ask if you had a spare moment on the day or so, and take you some place quiet
not necessarily his room, more likely just outside the front door in the warm summer air
and ngl i think he would totally pull the “i think you know why i summoned you here today”
of course, yall have no idea, but you’re used to his occasional crackheadery—otherwise why would you crush on him so hard? “not a bit, but if its a trip to get snacks you don’t even have to ask, i’m in”
“well, that is a plan for later... depending on how this goes”
that’s the point where you would get confused and begin to wonder if something is up, but hel’l continue “i found out something really cool today yn.”
“really? was it the pin to brian’s credit card?”
he would laugh but shake his head, “nah even better” and that would give you the heads up that this was serious, and it would occur to you that he might have overheard something
but it becomes obvious when he follows with “a little bird... told me that someone, likes someone else, in our group. our friendship group.”
you briefly consider panicking, as the whole thing could still be construed as him not liking you back, but you put on a brave face and push through, “oh really? who?”
“that’s the problem, i don’t know, but i was wondering if you did.”
the chance was clear for anyone to see, and seeing the glimmer of hope, you seize it “well, i know someone who likes you... but i’m not sure if its mutual, so that might be why they haven’t said”
“if it’s who i think it is, then it definitely is... mutual” he would admit
and that would be the closest the two of you ever got to literally word-for-word confessing, because out of nerves neither of you would probably be able to admit it at the crux of the moment
however, like in all the movies idc if its cliche you would gravitate towards each other, and that would be the moment where you both recognised your feelings as well as shared your first kiss together
ok i’m going to stop before i combust 
anyway as for whether he’d admit he’d overheard you, he would probably be quite quick to the chase on that one too, probably right after the kiss and you’ve spoken about it a bit more, he’ll probably just say “i kind of accidentally overheard you telling dowoon, please don’t be mad at me”
but how could you be, you’d gotten what you wanted after all
in conclusion, jae is lighthearted about it and woudn’t waste any time
Younghyun
“wonpil did i tell you how much i love his eyes?” “hmmm... perhaps... but tell me again, to just to make sure.”
god bless wonpil his emotional support would be A+
right off the bat our youngk is a songwriter
he probably finds a lot of inspiration out of love
and so his feelings for you coalesce to create love songs that he may or may not use in the future
anyhow, it means that to cope with his feelings he’s probably half composed something small where he admits them 
with little intention of you probably ever hearing it at all
or at least, not without big chunks edited and names changed/cut
but when he overhears you rambling to wonpil who doesn’t mind the sappiness a characteristic you probably got off our brian anyway with his occasional borderline emo-ness
he’s grateful to his past-self for starting it, and realises that maybe its time to finish it
so it’ll take a week or so for him to finally confess
bc even though hes a bit of a flirt, i don’t see him wanting to tarnish love, since he owes it so much and its not fun to play with someone’s heart, especially not yours
so it might take him a little longer, and when he gets round to it, it’ll be perfect, just like you in his eyes
so prepare to be serenaded
yes, that sort of serenaded
in dim evening light, with the sun’s glow beginning to fade and make way for the stars, flickering like the candles laid out for you
again, that classical vibe won’t be missed on him
as for whether he’d tell you, probably only if you asked, but he would add that he’d been writing the song beforehand
he just may not admit to not planning on ever performing it
overall? when it comes to romantic flair, kang younghyun is king 
Wonpil
“sungjin, uh, do you know where wonpil is? i can’t—” “isn’t he at your hip?” “as much as i kind of wish he was, he kind of isn’t.”
wonpil, my lovely sweetheart
probably wouldn’t be able to stop himself from just
walking straight in when he accidentally overhears you to ask right there and then
like, you’re probably pestering talking to sungjin in the kitchen or another equally frequented place, so it was likely that someone was going to overhear anyway 
and maybe that was part of sungjins plan dont put it past him
but also it meant wonpil got further into the room the hunt for sustenance spurring him on, you know how it is before he caught onto what was being said, thus making it harder to back out
thus sungjin knew he’d overheard, but you with your back to the door were still clueless
and would’ve stayed that way had wonpil not continued and straight up asked or sungjin not said anything, which lets face it by this point he was really considering doing
he would be really excited about hearing that the feelings were mutual, and you were right there so what harm was really being done if he did just straight up waltz in?
as soon as you heard his small “you like me too?” you would whip around 
aaand that would be sungjin’s cue to leave
“do you mean that?”
“it only feels right when you’re by my side, pillie.”
the words you would exchange would be in a soft flurry of emotion tbh, out of disbelief but excitement for the future
most likely ending with you embracing, foreheads resting against one another’s
fluff hours only in the house of pil, ok?
Dowoon
“jae, do you think dowoon will be free tomorrow?” “yea why?” “i want to take him to the cat cafe—” “oh my god is it happening?! is it really happening? are you finally going to tell him? plan ILU is underway?” “keep it down!” “oh god everybody stay calm, stay fucking calm—!”
my bean
my lovely bean
would feel guilty over accidentally eavesdropping, and this would reflect in his shyness later
however, he decides to run with the silver lining of having the chance to be prepared for tomorrow
and so he would not say a word and try and act natural
especially when you ask him if he wants to go out somewhere with you the next day
he’s not sure how he did, he tried to hide his ears as best he could but he was also well aware you knew him too well
when the next morning rolls around, he’s up early, getting ready in nice clothes that he hopes aren’t suspiciously too nice
and then he waits, trying to calm is nerves, before realising that maybe ignorance is bliss
when the time comes and you make your way to the cafe, he finds it difficult to act surprised, but also to try and keep his breath steady
finally, near the end, after asking if he had a good time and wanted to come back, you confess you liked him and it’s as if a weight lifts off his shoulders
he would kiss your cheek soon after, without much warning, out of relief and joy and nerves and a whole lot of else
and you’d probably pull him in for a proper kiss by his collar as soon as you’re sure he’s ok with it
and then the fact he eavesdropped would be a secret that he would die with
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sukirichi · 3 years
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[ BROKEN RECORDS ; asks ] 
💌 — love letter from @kyriaan​
from track 007. 
Okay okay im still kinda meh'ish' but i really wanted to answer you so 😭 ill try to compile both my answer to your answer on my love letter and my hyped review on track 7 <3 so yeah another long ass rant from me 😩💕Suki... Suki pls I totally forgot Tsumu had a crush on us Suki... And then poor Tsumu ir there sulking cause he still likes u- JFBFBDVDVSJCHDHSIA omfg i wanted so much to hug him my baby I like him so much 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 and he was trying so hard to behave while just sitting there sad fhfhfvbbshsjfhbdjaofhffhsoshd TSUMU YOU'RE STILL IN MY TOP 3 BABY 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 
And then you throw the whole dancing scene with suna and I dont know whos on my top 3 anymore 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 SUKIIIIIIII THAT SCENE ALONE GJGJBFBSJCNFNKSOSNF OMFG IM FALLING SO HARD FOR SUNA I THINK? I think my top 3 had 4 dudes in it cause 3rd place has Suna and Atsumu tied?? Hfhfbfbfhdhsja I CANT PICK?? BUT BUT I WAS FEELING STUPIDLY DOWN WHEN READING THAT AND THAT SCENE ALONE MADE ME FEEL SO SOFT IT WAS SO CUTE AND OMG IF SUNA DID THAT TO ME I WOULD DROP ON MY KNEES AND ASK HIM TO MARRY ME CAUSE OMFGGGFFFF DUDE EVEN WENT AHEAD AND SAID THAT WHOLE 'HES GOING TO BE ONE LUCKY GUY'
Oh shit im crying again that scene lets me emotional 😭😭😭😭 someone get me a sunrin irl pls
Anyways the way that suna knows y/n is just.... FUCKING END UP TOGETHER ALREADY FOR THE LOVE OF GOD JUST JBVSHSJBEHSISJ
Also how powerful are we?? HOW FUCKING POWERFUL ARE WE TO SCORE SUNA KITA AND TSUMU?? ARE YOU GONNA TELL. ME IF OIKAWA MOFO TOORU APPEARED HE WOULD ALSO BE ON HIS KNEES FOR US?? (okay no wait... No nooo i would legit drop anyones ass for tooru hes that powerful for me like sorry suna was fun but TOORU)
Yo nah but the whole Kita sex scene- let me breath bestie LET ME BREATH CAUSE I WAS HOT BUT AT SAME TIME I WAS FEELING GUILTY 😂😂😂😂 ESPECIALLY WHEN HE WAS FEELING DISAPPOINTED NEXT DAY LIKE KITA PLS BABY WHAT WERE YOU EXPECTING?? 😬😬😬😬 But at same time his 'ill fuck the thought of him out of you tonight' I ALMOST MOANED YASSSSS TELL ME DADDY HOLY SHITTTTT
👀👀👀👀 Still not a kita simp ✌️✌️🤏✌️
Okay Kita deserves the best tho I mean okay he went there as a y/n mom's plan but he did ended up helping alot... Especially cause he knows no matter what y/n heart will always be suna's and pls give Kita the best ending possible cause he deserves someone who will trully love him and show him the world cause mah boy deserves it
*breaths in breaths out* i hated this scene- not in a bad way but shit i hate rejections... To the point im kinda afraid of confessing now cause i despise the feeling of being rejected... The best i can descrive it it like this coldness in your chest that descends your whole body and then you feel frozen in place.. Thats how it feels for me I hate it I absolutely despise it- its also the feeling i have when in a really bad situation and ugh...
The suna part made. Me feel this no matter how many times i reread it the feeling doesnt lessen it keeps being there cause (okay you probably are tired already of me saying this but) Suki I feel like I cant put it in words how much of a fucking good of a writer you are. Ill go ahead and say you are by far my favorite writer the fact i always feel so engaged and the fact i always feel like im there its just- it blows my mind.
I felt like suna was personally rejecting me and i hated it- i swear the moment he said prove it I almost screamed HOW? My brain had to take a moment to just slap me and say: 'kya you reading this is not happening chill-' cause i was already sobbing uncontrollably... I even whimpered the dont leave me 😬 my sadass went to bed feeling so sad thanks to suna... Man i wanted so much to hug him and i swear i would give him as much love as he gave y/n cause well i kin suna alot in this series cause im like that im a giver i treat others the way i would like to be treated (reason why ive been down lately ✌️) and i cant blame suna for finally setting boundaries- his call tho 'do i not stand a chance with you anymore y/n? Are you really not capable of falling in love with me?".... Oh suna... We are in love with you.. We always were we're just fucking stupid 😩
Also mari pls go jump off a cliff <3 youre in need dear cause sleeping with other man just to separate suna and y/n <3 i want so much to punch her 🙂🙃
Now for the love letter part (im so sorry for this being so long ✌️)
You said that if we asked suna he woukd say that he genuinely loved mari okay... Ill go ahead and say yes he liked mari he even learned how to love her and he genuinely cared for her BUT and heres where my personal view comes in so maybe ill be biased here still for me that was just a he loves her as in he cares you also love your friends and care for them but he didnt love her- and by this I mean- he could never be fully committed for her. Yes he loved her and he felt happy with her but like track 7 proved everything he would do in the back of his mind was y/n he deeply wished Mari was her and for that he just loved Mari cause he learned how to care about her- but he never forgot who he trully was in love it. Also the happiness he experienced with Mari was pretty much the one I experienced the bliss of having someone there and that bliss also made suna turn a blind eye to all the red flags from Mari cause to him all the jealousy meant she cared and thats toxic but suna was so desperate for some sort of 'she cares' that even all the possessiveness was bliss for him... And that makes my heart clench for suna...
'suna had to put an effort for the relationship' and saddly i feel like mari didnt... Mari didnt care mari was there because she was a fangirl of suna and got lucky, the way she just discarded him so effortlessly that proved-screamed how much she loved him- she didnt. She was just possessive over him she liked the whole 'hes mine' dynamic and suna was the perfect boyfriend cause he was giving her the world... What he wanted someone to do for him.
Also yeah suna and y/n might have been spurred from them being fuck buddies but well love doesnt really have an agenda- they just clicked, understood each other and had chemistry yeah they had tons and tons of sex but feelings started not because of sex but thanks to their deep connection... Also that dsncing scene in track 7 that alone spoke for their whole relationship- that alone is enough to defend their feelings for each other- yes it might jave started just as fuck buddies but ended up in them loving each other deeply and that is enough love after all doesnt need a perfect start. It can start out of the most stupid ways.
You said life with excitement and fun wouldn't be permanent or real.. Honestly i think it could be.. Cause i mean when you love someone that deeply your life always feels exciting even with the littlest things and that the purest kind of love. Even just going for a walk at the beach would be fun for them or even staying up watching movies i believe suna and y/n would always find a way to make their lofe exciting without much effort.
Also it kinda makes me. Sad when i see some anon saying that y/n and suna relationship are toxic? It makes me. Confused maybe because I was in such extremely toxic one (girl i sweat if you search for toxic relationship my ex's face will be there as an example 🙄) that Mari to me screams toxic! Possessive, manipulative, jealous and a few more if I think closely about it while with y/n and suna they are just two idiots that are hurting each other cause they're just that: idiots one that is afraid to get hurt and the other that keeps hoping- dont get me wrong what they're doing is not healthy but i dont find it toxic honestly
Sorry for the extreme long rant 8D I tried to keep it short but you always make me so hyped to talk about your works 😩
Hfbfbfhfhfieia
[ from saeren ]
NAHHH CUZ I LOVE TSUMU SO MUCH HERE HE WAS SO PRECIOUS. I didn’t write too much about them in college but Atsumu was so cute when he crushed on YN. he was always sending her memes and cute texts like “have you eaten” “good morning” and she’d feel so awkward because she doesn’t know how to let him down easy without hurting him. either way tsumu would feel hurt. AND YES PLS HE WAS SO SAD I MEAN, HIS CRUSH AND HIS BEST FRIEND NEARLY HAD SEX RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM SO THAT’S GOING TO HURT
SUNA AND ATSUMU TIED?? tbh I loved that dancing scene bcos suna is one of my faves and I really wanna do that with him hehehhehe. NAHHH PLEASE SAME IF SUNA DANCED WITH ME AND MADE A WEDDING PLAYLIST I’D BE LIKE boy what’re u waiting for let’s get married now !! n yes he said whoever YN will choose in the future will be one lucky guy IM SOBBING RN
naur cuz. there’s something about dating your best friend. I’m not saying a boyfriend wouldn’t know you as well but there’s something different when you’re best friends first. they could literally share eye contact and have a long ass conversation just from that. their connection is different.
HAJKALA AS FOR THE POWER, BR! YN IS A VERY CHARISMATIC AND FRIENDLY PERSON !! she’s like one of those people you meet that not only are they attractive as hell, but they’re also super approachable and down to earth. that’s why she’s so popular + she’s flirty and can make a stranger feel welcome or comfortable in the first meeting. SGSHJAK I WAS ACTUALLY PLANNING TO ADD OIKAWA HERE BUT I WANNA MAKE IT MORE INARIZAKI CENTRED
the seggs scene with kita SOBSSSS he’s such a soft dom IDC he knows where the clit is, he knows how to hit it. he’s a “your pleasure first before mine” type of guy. kita is perfect, PERIODT. HE GIVES DADDY VIBES HUH AHSKAA HE’S SO SWEET YET SEXY IM IN LOVE WITH HIM ISTG IF SUNA WASN’T OUR BEST FRIEND THEN I’D RUN FOR KITA ALL THE TIME. and I agree, kita deserves the best !! and don’t worry, I actually plan on giving kita the best ending, I promise you he’ll be fine (slight spoiler there)
 YESSSSS OMG I’VE BEEN REJECTED BEFORE AND THAT’S EXACTLY HOW I FELT, MY BODY WAS SO COLD AND I WAS SO CONFUSED LIKE IT MAKES YOU THINK. am I not good enough, did I do something wrong, do you not wanna give me a chance or try it out but ofc I’d never say that out loud. AND KYAAA AAAH IM YOUR FAVORITE WRITER??? NO CUZ YOU’RE GOING TO MAKE ME CRY. I remember ur asks way back reckless era and you used to tell me that my writing made you picture the scenes easily and you felt you were there in that moment and I’m just so grateful thank you so much <33
NO BCOS WHEN SUNA SAID “prove it” I was like. this is it. that’s his hot boy shit moment. man’s has had enough of being thrown from one toxic relationship to another and he also deserves his good moments yknow. and you kin suna here?? BESTIE IM SORRY TO HEAR THAT, SUNA’S BEEN THROUGH A LOT HERE AHSJAKA. that’s true about suna tho !! he’s definitely affectionate + a giver. he’s happy being the one who gives most of the time but he’s a human as well, ofc he’d want to receive the same amount of love back. ALSO HIS PHONE CALLLLLL ugh tbh that part was the one that made me the saddest bcos he’s just. he wants to know if there’s really no more chance. all this time he never gave up. but he’s also tired so if yn says ‘no more’ then he’ll give up. its his way of respecting himself too ahsjaka
YOOOOO I AGREE WITH THAT. he cares for mari as a person but not 100% as a lover. but ofc he’s still thankful for how happy she made him because she was there at his worst. and that’s true, deep down suna still wishes that it was YN who’s right beside him. he will always ALWAYS want her back. he learned how to love mari in a way that was more out of mutual care but not in the way he loves YN. no that’s reserved only for YN – she will remain no 1 in his heart. AND YESSSSS the reason why suna overlooked the red flags was bcos to him, its something that was supposed to be “normal” like no perfect partner existed. he thought mari’s attitude of pushing YN away was normal, and its normal to want your partner’s best friend keep some distance but not to the point of mari’s place where she literally wants the two of them to cut each other out of their lives.
and aww I’m so happy that you realized how I wanted to portray suna and yn’s relationship. they’re….like the definition of youth in its freest form. they were fucking around and doing stupid things, but they had a connection. they had something deeper than just sexual intimacy. even if they never dated or even if YN never proposed the idea of it, they would’ve actually been still great friends. and oooh I actually don’t remember saying life with excitement and fun wouldn’t be real HAHAHAHA so I can’t comment further on that. but I think when I ‘said’ those I probably meant that it’s not always going to be all rainbows and unicorns in a relationship. there’s no such thing as a relationship that’s always happy and sweet 24/7, but ofc it can be sweet and it can be pure even with the little things <33 they just need to work on it.
hmmm tbhhhh… suna and yn are toxic in a way that they refuse to let each other go when they clearly can’t meet halfway. toxic doesn’t have to be limited in just being mari-like in which they are possessive or manipulative, because then if we’d drive deeper into yn’s personality, then she’d be stringing suna all along and that’s unfair of her. she knows suna wants more and yet she remained being friends with him, which totally isn’t a bad thing, but it’s because she keeps flirting with him and is so romantically comfortable with him that she doesn’t realize it’s hurting suna because he’ll give double meanings to that. their relationship is ‘toxic’ because they’re not entirely good for each other, they’re not that ready to be with one another yet and neither is the world letting them be in peace, so forcing their relationship to a point they’re hurting another is the toxic part.
[ from @kyriaan ]
Ah also not me feeling all proud and mushy cause my analysis made you mind blown fjfbdnsjdkpa 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I guess its also because i see this story as a really big mirror of my own toxic relationship sonits extremely easy for me to get it... And oh boy the way i kin suna here
But dhdhfjdospdhfbsoa 🥺🥺🥺🥺 i feel happy now *huggles*
[ from saeren ] 
and aah yes ofc, I’m really happy whenever someone can see the underlying details I scatter throughout the story !! yeah omg same hahahaha broken records is also half inspired by the toxic people I’ve met. I kin kita here tho and I’m so glad you’re happier now !!
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inosuke x fem!reader | proper outfit [sequel]
inosuke hashibira x reader
female reader
The boys come back from their meeting with the pillars, and they encourage Inosuke to confess to (Y/N).
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I said I didn't have any idea to write a sequel when I published the first part, but I got one so here it is I love my baby boar boi inosuke...
that ended up longer than my usual stories but it's inosuke idc he deserves it
        ''She's gonna kill me, she's gonna kill me...'' Inosuke kept muttering on his way to the future pillar's house. Of course, her haori was going to get dirty, that wasn't a problem. But he had torn it open, trying to fight Zenitsu yet again, and that was something she would be mad at. ''You're the one who started it, I didn't mean to-'' Zenitsu started, but Inosuke cut him off by groaning. The boar boy knocked on the door, and a little boy opened it. ''Grandma ! Oh, no.'' He was surprised -why was she gone again ?
''(Y/N) ! It's Inosuke !'' The boy said ; not that he had seen the said teen often, he was rather young -which meant he was new in the household. He had seen him maybe 2 times ? The 3 boys entered in the house, and (Y/N) walked to them, greeting them. Immediately, Inosuke tensed up. ''Do I look that sick you're scared ?'' She asked, arching an eyebrow.
''You're sick ? N-no, I can't tell, I-I-I... tear it off.'' He said, showing the hole in the haori. The girl simply stared at it, taking it back. ''Hm, I knew giving it to you would end up in a mess. There's a reason you don't wear fucking clothes, hm ?'' She wasn't really asking him, but she just put the haori somewhere else, giving the boy his boar head back. Meanwhile, Suni hugged Zenitsu and greeted the other boys, giving them some fresh and clean clothes.
''We prepared your beds already, you just have to take a bath and eat !'' Suni said, proud of herself. ''Why are you so proud ?'' Tanjiro asked, a smile on his face -he really liked this house. ''Because (Y/N) is sick, so we did it ourselves ! Grandma isn't often home nowadays, so (Y/N) was supposed to be taking care of house.'' She explained.
When it was time for dinner, Inosuke had forgotten about the chapsticks already. ''I hope you didn't eat like that in front of the pillars.'' The girl said. ''Of course not.'' He replied. However, seeing the look on his friends' faces, she understood that he lied. But she was too sick to deal with it.
The next morning, however, she felt much better. Not enough to yell at Inosuke nor train, but enough to take care of the kids and to wake the boys up. Once she was gone, Zenitsu grinned at Inosuke. ''Are you going to kiss her today ?'' He asked. The boar boy groaned. ''I don't even see the point of it. You spent 3 whole days explaining what that was and I still don't understand why you want me to do it.'' Tanjiro giggled. ''Didn't you say you would've preferred to sleep in a room with her than with us last night ?'' And that single sentence made Inosuke groan and hide his face. Then, they got ready and put on their usual clothes.
While Tanjiro and Zenitsu spent their morning playing with the kids, Inosuke went outside ; (Y/N) was laying against a tree, reading. He put his mask on top of his head, without hiding his face ; she had some biscuits with her and he was sure going to eat some. He slipped under her arms that were holding the book, his head against her chest. ''What are you doing ?'' He said, and how he slipped made the girl giggle. ''I'm reading.'' She said, not taking her eyes off the book.
''Can I take some biscuits ?'' He asked her, trying to meet her gaze even though his back was facing her. ''Wow, you asked ! Sure, go ahead then.'' She said, laughing. She didn't have to tell him twice. Inosuke was looking at the pages of the book as well ; there were some illustrations with it. ''What's written there ?'' He asked, pointing a line. ''I'm not there yet, but 'she loved him, because she knew she was sad whenever he was gone'.'' Oh oh, maybe that line was too real.
''Did you write that ?'' Inosuke asked, which made the girl burst into laughter. ''No ! I don't write books !'' She said. But he was genuinely confused. ''But you're sad when I'm not here, so you love me, right ?'' (Y/N) coughed. ''It's not the same ! I'm sad whenever someone's gone for a long time.'' Now, she looked serious ; Inosuke had turned so he was now facing her -even though he was laying on her- and could see her expression had changed.
''You know I didn't mean not to see you and the kids. I just got hurt badly and we had to stay at the Butterfly Estate for some months.'' She nodded. ''Oh come on, you weren't that mad when you sent me to the hunter exam ! I could've died.'' He said, his usual angry tone back. ''As if.'' She simply replied, not taking her eyes off her book.
But as Inosuke kept yelling that close to her face -and was now moving too much his head so she had to move the book to be able to read- she stuffed a biscuit in his mouth. That managed to actually shut him up, and he started to eat more biscuits, leaving her alone. Finally, he slowly drifted to sleep, hugging her. They had always been close, maybe not as much as one sleeping directly on the other, but maybe the barrier between them had changed enough to allow it.
''What ?'' Tanjiro asked Zenitsu, who was frozen in place, his eyes widened. ''L-l-look !'' The blonde gasped, pointing to Inosuke sleeping directly on the girl. She had fallen asleep as well, after some minutes. ''Inosuke's sleeping on her boobs ! It's the best pillow that has ever existed !'' He said, jealous. ''How do you know ? You never tested it.'' Tanjiro said. Zenitsu groaned, but quickly ran back inside when he saw a little girl walking to their friend and the girl.
''(Y/N) ! We've prepared the food ! I don't want to wake up the scary boy...'' she whispered. But she managed to wake up (Y/N). She thanked her, and shook Inosuke a bit to wake him up -his boar mask had fallen, so she started to scratch his scalp. ''We have to eat. We slept for a long time, I'm sure we're not going to sleep tonight.'' She said. He woke up like nothing had happened, and went to eat.
''Zenitsu wants to marry every girl he sees. But he knows you're friends with Inosuke and he doesn't want him to hurt him.'' Tanjiro said, eating. The children were eating in another room, mostly because they didn't want to bother the 'big ones'. (Y/N) laughed. ''Do you even know their name when you ask that ?'' Zenitsu frowned. ''No... I don't even kiss them.'' The girl laughed again. ''Kissing is not important if you don't even know their name !''
''Have you ever kissed anyone in your whole life ?'' She asked, right after. ''... No. But Tanjiro hasn't kissed any girl neither !'' Zenitsu said. ''Maybe, but he's not trying to marry them.'' She replied. ''Have you ever kissed someone ?'' The blonde asked, grumpy. ''Yeaaaah, once ! It was weird, I didn't try to do it again.'' She replied. Inosuke threw whatever he was about to put in his mouth. ''UHHH ?! AND IT WASN'T ME ?!'' He asked. He was sat right next to her. She snorted. ''Well, obviously not ?'' He gasped. ''Who it was ?!''
''Katsuki.'' He growled. ''KATSUKI ?! ARE YOU KIDDING ?!'' Oh. The blonde was enjoying the show. ''Yeah like, we were childhood friends and when we were like 15, we wanted to know how it felt like. But it was weird.'' She said, as if it was normal. Tanjiro hummed. ''It's because you didn't like each other.'' The girl nodded. ''Yeah, I think so.''
         ''BUT I'VE NEVER KISSED ANYONE ! IT'S NOT FAIR !'' Inosuke kept yelling. ''Well I had my first kiss at 15, you're 15 too now, go kiss someone.'' The girl replied. However, the boar boy let some words slip : ''No ! Cause if I have to kiss someone it has to be you !'' (Y/N) arched an eyebrow. ''Why ?'' Inosuke simply froze, his face turning red, and started to stuff as much food as he could in his mouth to avoid answering.
        (Y/N) had to go to the other room to help the kids, and it was the moment for Zenitsu to laugh at Inosuke's blushing face from some minutes ago. ''You want to kiss her ! You love her ! That's why you don't want me to marry her !'' He said. Inosuke frowned. ''I thought you had understood that last time we were here.'' He replied. ''But she loves you back, doesn't she ?'' Tanjiro asked. ''I don't know, she let me be close to her.'' Inosuke was thinking.
          However, Zenitsu, even though he could be very annoying sometimes, was still his friend. ''She had an arm wrapped around your shoulders while you were sleeping. She must love you back.'' Tanjiro smiled at his friend's statement. Inosuke blinked a few times. ''Really ?!'', ''Yeah, you should ask her to kiss you.'' Tanjiro replied.
          The brunette knew she would be confused or even laugh if he was asking her. But he knew her, and he knew how to make her kiss him. That's why when she went to the boys' room to wish them a goodnight, he threw a pillow at her. ''Old woman ! You have to teach me how to kiss !'' She arched an eyebrow. ''17 isn't that old.'' She simply replied. ''Whatever, we're not old like you, we don't know how to do that !''
         She giggled. ''Why ? You wanna kiss each other but you need help ?'' Inosuke growled and ran to her. She had noticed he was going to run after her, so she had started to run around the house as well. At some point, she stopped, stopping him too by pushing his chest when he had caught her. ''The kids are sleeping ! The kids are sleeping !'' She whispered.
         ''I need to know how to kiss !'' Inosuke explained. ''With me ?'' He nodded. ''Why don't you kiss me then ?'' (Y/N) asked. ''Well, I've never kissed anyone before, you're the experienced one !'' She snorted at the word he used. She wasn't really experienced like he claimed. ''Okay, then !'' The girl said. Inosuke blinked. ''Really ? Like that ?'' She nodded.
        ''I've taught you a lot of things, I can try to teach you that. I don't know much myself neither.'' She explained to him how to do it. ''... Like I have to chew on your lips ?'' She laughed. ''God, no ! Please, don't do that !'' After trying to explain better, he nodded, eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
          She put an hand on his chest to support herself, and grabbed his cheek with her other. Then, she kissed him -at least she tried to be better than the first time she had tried. When she pulled away, Inosuke's eyes were widened. ''Can you do it again ? I'll be better, I'll do it like you !'' He said, as if he wanted to beat her.
         Thus, she did, and this time, Inosuke kissed back, putting his hands on top of hers. He even closed his eyes ! When she pulled away, she had a huge blush on her face, because he had gotten into it, much more than she had. He grinned at her reaction. ''So what ? I was better than you ?!'' The girl nodded, slowly, staring at him. Inosuke laughed. ''AHAH ! SEE ?!'' But suddenly, (Y/N) found her composure again. ''You're going to be sick too.'' She said. ''I never get sick.'' He replied, making her chuckle.
         After a moment of silence, he spoke up. ''It wasn't weird, right ? It felt... nice.'' He said. The girl nodded. ''Yeah.'' He grinned. ''Monchiro said that if it wasn't weird it was because of love ! So I was right ! You love me !'' He said, triumphant. ''But you love me too.'' She replied. ''UH ?!'' Inosuke groaned, that usual shocked face he does. ''Maybe I do ! So what ?!'' His eyebrows were furrowed, and his head was turned to the side. Still, it was obvious he was blushing.
          ''When you'll be a pillar I'll see you more often, right ?'' He muttered, quite fast. She nodded. ''Yeah, but I hope it won't be because I have to save your ass.'' She said, which made him bite his lower lip, pouting. ''If you're stronger in fights, I'm stronger in kisses anyway...'' He said, which made the girl laugh. ''Yeah. And it's late, Inosuke. Go to sleep.'' She was about to walk away, until he gripped her hand, tightly. ''Only if we kiss again ! I'm so strong at that game !'' She giggled. ''Sure !''
         That said, he pulled her close to him, cupping both her cheeks before kissing her. ''I promise I'll see you more often, just like before I became a hunter !'' The brunette said, quite calm. He was rubbing his thumbs against the girl's cheeks, which was pretty calming, even for him. She nodded, putting a hand on top of one of his and resting her cheek against it.
          ''I can't believe he got a girl first !'' Zenitsu whispered, crossing his arms. ''Well, he has been knowing her for a long time. Maybe you have to meet a girl and in some years you'll be able to kiss her.'' Tanjiro said, trying to comfort his friend between some giggles. Suddenly, Zenitsu gasped. ''Oh, Nezuko-chan ! In some years I'll kiss her !'' The boy frowned. ''No. Not her.''
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