#my mom: ok [that conversation]

[neuvifuri]

i did the whole kaveh hangout and it was perfect, but the part i most come back to is when kaveh’s mom met alhaitham’s parents and was like “these guys are so fucking boring and weird, i don’t think we’ll be friends” when, if they had lived, they would have been her son’s in-laws

#genshin impact #genshin spoilers #kaveh #kavetham #haikaveh #mine💫 #i’m already imagining Things #for the fic i will never write but lives in my brain kaveh’s mom was a major character and i loved getting to hear her voice and thoughts #and also the second best part to me was the conversation w alhaitham at the house of daena #when kaveh runs off to sort books and alhaitham says fondly guess we’ll just wait here #and then asks after him when he’s gone since he knows he’d object if he could hear #and then the third best part is kaveh saying don’t bother to wait for alhaitham and tighnari is ok we won’t #and then kaveh says oh…. well we could wait a little though…

[moveslikekeithrichards]

its so hard to talk about how traumatic it is to watch somebody be claimed by dementia without going "well i cant complain because at least i wasnt the one losing my mind (for now)" but that shit fucks you up so much. that ghost is going to haunt me for the rest of my life and all i can do is hope it Stays a ghost

#tiddytaco #b #thinking about it rn bc today while i was driving my mom home from pt #she saw someone she knew from years ago driving & was like FOLLOW THAT CAR & we met them in a parking lot #& the conversation turned to 'hey what the hell happened to your parents' pretty quickly bc our families hadnt been in touch #& it was a long conversation in the hobby lobby parking lot #& idk if itll ever Stop being fresh in my mind but now its Extra fresh in my mind #that whole time period was just so insane & awful #bc it was like Ok we're caring for both grandparents #& then my grandpa died #& all our pets at the time were very old #& when he died it occurred to me that we could easily lose both grandparents and all 3 pets within the year #it turned out to be like a long drawn-out year & a half from the first to the last #& looking back it seems impossible that is was that short a time period bc it felt like an eternity #we got off easy with grandpa bc he died before it got too bad but with grandma it just kept getting Worse #& the climax of the caring experience was traveling to take her to my uncle bc he wanted to take his shift caring for her #& that was so . So bad. SO bad #like it literally could not have gone more smoothly and it was SO bad #just thinking about it i feel like im there again i get so stressed out

[sodafizzyart]

(ER AU)

Ok so I was stuck on either having ハンジ as an MD for ER/ED, ICU, or like infectious disease…but tbh their horrible work habits, love for action, and messy habits are ER lol.

リヴァイ is the only paramedic that actually shows up on time and can start an IV on anything, anywhere.

#ok so during my CC clinical there was an ER MD that literally was stoked to do a cardioversion and was so pumped that the vasovagal #straw method and meds didn’t work #also the conversation with the kiddo is uhm #a one way convo I had with a NICU baby #baby was going straight to foster care bc mom was an addict #I cried when feeding baby and poured out my heart to it in the ward #snk #aot #levihan fanart #levihan #levi ackerman #hanji zoe #hange zoe #shingeki no kyojin #attack on titan

[beeholyshit]

You know you can't keep keeping secrets from your mom, she will eventually find out kid

#(🍰) *⁠.⁠✧ — Maroon #(☆) ｡⁠.ﾟ— Red #📖 //⁠ Pokespe comics #OK THIS ONE TOOK WAY MORE THAN THE OTHERS SINCE I REALLY WANT TO PUT MORE DETAIL ON THESE #I know I make them for fun but still #well.. fun haha this is not funny at all but yeah #anyways 🥰 #you know that one scene of Red by his own thinking why is he still fighting and everything. it break my heart everytime I read it so #this is probably their last conversation before THAT happened #or at least their last serious and full conversation #still Red is so scared to tell his mom the truth because he doesn't want her getting hurt #HE IS ALREADY ENOUGH SCARED OF DEOXYS #also. knowing that what's happening has team rocket involved and that means Giovanni's involved as well... well #at this point Red doesn't know still what happened between him and Maroon but that only adds to the mix #I don't know if I have something more to say mmmm #my head is empty. I passed at least 3 days thingking about this and doing it AAA #pokespe parents #pokespe

[torchickentacos]

#vent post #ok to rb without screenshotting the tags but idk why you'd do that anyways #I'm once again wishing every fellow adult living with their parents a very 'I'm sorry o7' #mom's getting on my case about 'not wanting to be part of the family' #but if dinners are always silent and uncomfortable with all of us not talking then I think it's normal for me to leave the table #when I'm done eating. it's not 'not wanting to be part of the family' it's just not wanting to be somewhere awkward as hell lmfao #like oh okay sorry let me sit here for another fifteen minutes silently bc y'all ignore every conversation I try to start. jesus christ. #goddddddddddddddddddd fuck the housing market lmao #I love my family but I'd like them a hell of a lot more if I didn't live here #a little distance does wonders #anywaysssss sending love to everyone else who is perpetually stuck at home. esp oldest siblings and ill folk 🤝 #we'll get out eventually #no more silent dinners and people who find your optimism and attempts to lighten the mood to be juvenile #stay miserable and pragmatic and 'realist'. no joy or whimsy. fucking whatever. I'm not sinking down to cynicism. #what's the opposite of being the moody black sheep of the family lmao. I'm the only one who seems to enjoy being unserious #ok. vent over but fr anyone else stuck at home when they don't want to be: i love you and we'll figure it out in time. things WILL work out #delete later???

[songtwo]

most of the time i feel like im just an average person like i know im really lucky to be living my dreams working a job i love in the city i always wanted to live in like i know im a very lucky and privileged person bc most ppl don’t get any of that but most of the time i also forget it’s not just that like most ppl in my hometown never get out and don’t even go to college and like even in my family im still the only one to ever attend university and move to the city which is just crazy like it’s so crazy to me to think im not really average specially not where i come from which is idk so weird

#like we ran into this neighbour yesterday and he literally said he talked to his son abt how i went to college and now im living in the #city as some success story and as if that was something so extraordinary and it’s like. omg #like it was all just natural to me study a lot get into a good college get a job in the music industry move to the city #like i never gave it much thought i just did what i had to so to me it was never like this Huge thing any of it #and my mom was also telling me abt how her friends always bring me up in conversation to talk abt how ‘great’ i am while their children #just aren’t like 😭 #like idk i just don’t really think of myself #so when me and my life are brought it’s like . wow ok #like in uni moving and going to college was the norm and in the city i meet so many ppl who moved to pursue their dreams everyday so #its also become the norm to me #so when im remembered it’s not the norm at all where i come from is crazy

[opens-up-4-nobody]

House MD, my beloved 🖤

#way back in lile 2014. i found out my mom had cancer in the middle of watching house md #idk but thats really funny to me. i think bc my dad made me pase the episode. we had the conversation. and then i was like ok well #id like to go back to watching thr cancer show now if were done sitting in awkward silence now. which is like a goblin thing to do #but like it wasnt a huge shock bc we knew she had a tumor and all that and i didnt understand how to relate to ppl as well back then #but yea did not stop me watching house for even 2 seconds. and almost 10 years later my mom is still getting cancer treatment #booo. fuck that 👎👎👎 #idk the amount of anxiety in my body today has been unhinged and i thought. what will make me feel better? #the medical malpractice show. and i was right lol #its fun to watch him solve the problems and i love wilson #unrelated

[hellishfig]

my 23rd birthday was a couple days ago

and i have had so many conversations with friends and i've read so much about how getting older is not only okay, it's good

but a couple of friends came over very late the night before my birthday so they could be there at midnight and sing happy birthday to me (because they're the best and i love them)

and they did the "are you ONE, are you TWO, are you THREE" thing

all the way to 23

and they did it soooooooo slowly

and that kind of gave me an existential crisis? hearing the years get counted away? it took probably 30 seconds to a minute but it felt like forever, and all i could feel was the time passing

i keep thinking about being a kid and the joy and excitement that each birthday brings, how getting older is something to celebrate

i feel like 23 is the age (for me at least) where the joy of getting older begins to fade. i'm an adult now. i have worries and concerns about getting a job and what i want to do with my life, and it feels a lot more immediate

however, i still dressed up as a princess and had my friends come over and make powerpoints about things they're interested in so they could infodump to me

getting older doesn't mean giving up the things that make you happy

so here's a picture of me at 23 (face hidden for privacy) dressed as a princess to remind everyone (including me) that dress up doesn't have an age limit and neither does fun

happy birthday to me!

#i felt so good in that outfit #TWENTY THREE IS THE BEGINNING #I AM NOT DONE YET BITCHES #when i was in high school i thought i would be dead by 21 #so this birthday felt very important #it wasn't all fun #after everyone except one person left i cried in front of them #also after having a rough conversation with my mom #who was super drunk #i had not cried about my real life in YEARS #it hurt but it was cathartic #i have a future that i am excited to move towards #and that's good. i'm glad i'm still here #ok to like #ok to rb #i guess #don't know why peeps would want to #but you can if you want #personal #pointless posting #birthday post

[saaltskies]

i went to bed right after finishing the epilogue but i am now awake and can put my silly little rant here

#pokemon sv dlc spoilers #pokemon scarlet and violet dlc spoilers #sv dlc spoilers #ok first of all NOT PENNY CALLING MY MOM HOT IN FRONT OF ME #EXCUSE ME???? #glad to know penny is into milfs #anyways #it was soooo fun seeing how the three acted as house guests #nemonas the perfect house guest shes super polite and enthusiastic offering to help with stuff fantastic #penny is just vibing and having a good time #and arven is all stressed and anxious about being polite enough bestie calm down its fine #also YES nemona and kieran meeting #ive been wanting them to meet so bad this whole time #wish i could have gotten more nemona and carmine interactions #but ya this event was so silly goofy #oh and i sent out ogerpon in the battle against pecharunt and she reacted that was fun #around the time nemona disappeared i was freaking out bc right before in the remote finding conversation she wasnt saying anything #and i was like NEMONA?? ARE YOU OK?? bro whys she so quiet #i was surprised at first when kieran lost to nemona and by a lot #but ig it makes sense first of all nemonas probably gotten a lot stronger since we last fought her #especially now that she has a rival #and two kierans team is built for double battles #anyways that was fun! #my first class of the day was cancelled so ill be able to do stuff #i havent done anything after beating the story i just went to bed #weeeeee #back to scarleting the violet

[strawberrybyers]

crazy how when my mom was 22 she was married with two kids. i’m 22 and i’m at home acting like a mental ward escapee over a sci fi horror monster show because i believe at its core it’s a coming-of-age love story between two of the characters

#byler #stranger things #i’ve been analyzing literally all day today #talking to myself and gasping when i discover something #when my mom got home she asked me what i was doing and i had to look her in the eyes and say i’m writing about stranger things… #she thought something was wrong with me bc i wasn’t talking much and i was like i’m focused i can’t converse right now #she knows i’m mentally ill and when i’m focused i can’t have a conversation so she understood and said ok have fun writing goodnight lmaoo #literally when i get hyper fixated on something you can not have a conversation with me #my brain literally won’t allow processing of any information that doesn’t have to do with whatever it is i’m thinking about

[sunnibits]

yknow, I feel like we often tend to visualize progress as a staircase - very straightforward, you keep taking these easy little steps up until you finally reach the promised land of some finished goal. but tbh you know what progress really feels like to me? like the most twisted, shitty Sisyphean game of chutes and ladders. just an endless fuckin loop of climbing and falling over and over again. and goddamnit, I fucking KNOW that chutes and ladders is probably a more realistic and healthy expectation of how progress works, but I just wish I didn’t keep sliding my ass down all those goddamn chutes, you feel me??

#weird and probably uncalled for personal post bc it’s late and my mind is wandering #and I’m currently running imaginary future conversations with my mom in my head #my life has just been messy and hard lately and I want to be Better. I just wanna be better #like I’m ok don’t worry about me but also. the Horrors. (ed) #anyways this is allowed to be a funny post you can reblog it :) #haha I’m quirky and relatable #gem don’t look #tw ed mention #v brief but still #probably gonna regret oversharing come morning but oh well

[gouinisme]

that happened so long ago but i will never forget that the day i was finally allowed to watch dan and phil cuz i convinced my mom they were straight was the exact day dan and phil games went on hiatus. the universe really decided to fuck me on that one

#i mean i was still watching them this just meant i didnt have to sneak around anymore #just realise the only time i've heard my mom say faggot she was talking about dan and phil #ok maybe there was another time #but that's the only one i specifically remember #the conversation went like “ why do they look/act like that "”idk they're british“”what so all british people are faggots?“”👁️👁️“

[airenyah]

having a deep-talk with a friend on whatsapp about how i'm really weird about having romantic feelings for someone and thinking about that one time when my mom stumbled across utsukushii kare on viki (back when only the first season was out) and watched it and then promptly sat me down and made me watch it too and by the end of it i was having a bit of a crisis, sitting there with my jaw dropped to the ground going "oh shit i see myself in hira" while my mom is just laughing her ass off saying "there's a reason why i wanted you to see this"

#i really need to watch the second season at some point #i didn't watch it back when it dropped bc i wanted to watch it together with my mom #but my mom that little traitor just went and watched it without me #i probably should have told her that i wanted to watch it with her lmao #anyway i still haven't seen s2 #utsukushii kare #airenyah plappert #adrm #also that whatsapp conversation sharing insecurities sure is super duper fun #got some great moments such as my friend saying ''bc of past bullying i feel undesirable and that no one will ever like me'' #while i'm just sitting there like ''i've literally had a crush on you for a year now but ok'' #not that i'd EVER admit it to my friend's face #no i'd much rather scream it into the void here on tumblr thanks #literally cannot deal with romantic feelings ok bye

[arthur-r]

these are all piled together in the same part of my brain and i’m so obsessed with it

#IM SORRY FOR POSTING JUKEBOX THE GHOST UNDER MY SKIN LIKE ITS FINE ART #BUT MAYBE IT IS. MAYBE IT IS #actually. im sorry for posting POOLBOY KING OF COOL as if it were fine art HELLO #a minute earlier: when you go leave me my baseball glove…. some cigarettes…. and a playboy…. that’s all i really want…. #five seconds later: cause i will.. give you asthma…. every time you try to run…. so don’t run….. #BUT have you ever been trapped for the next nine months with your dick in your hand EATING ARTERIES FOR LUNCH. no i dont think so #anywayyyy #these are um. ok so in order it’s: #i.b. vyache — a poem called victim complex. from the book conversations over sanguinnaccio dolce #minimall — static!! one of the coolest best songs ever in the world and i love it very much #poolboy — king of cool it’s such a strange and bad song but it’s also so visceral and i love it so much #and last but not least jukebox the ghost under my skin #when i was really into that song like four years ago my mom thought that he was singing about PICKLES #i can fit two pickles under my skin!! i will prove it if you will listen!!!! #shdhdf anyway something something consumption devotion something something being a home being a hearth being an ORGAN being a VESSEL #not to run a dead joke into the ground but it keeps being so TRUE: i am a HOUSE FUCKER i swear #anyway there are definitely more of these like on my pinterest probably but these are the ones i had off the top of my head shdhdf #could somebody climb around in here and join me ‼️ #anyway. i hope everybody is doing well. i have ANOTHER advisor appointment today (information science this time!!) and i’m also so tired #OH and i have a ten page paper to write by sunday…. but it’s chill and normal i got this 👍 #anyway i hope everybody is doing well lmk if you need anything!!!! #with best wishes and kind regards sincerely yours!!!! #me. my post. mine. #delete later

[widevibratobitch]

shut up about your diet shut up about your diet if i hear the words 'intermittent fasting' again ill kill someone

#do people really dont fucking talk about anything else these days? #been visiting my aunt and uncle in norway for two weeks. been here for ten days and every. fucking. day. there has been talk about #intermittent fucking fasting cause my uncle is doing it now and talks about it fucking constantly. #he saw i was very uncomfortable. asked why. i said why. he said ok i wont talk to you about it. #next day. guess what was the number 1 topic of conversation lmao #now i hear him talking to his mom on the phone and he literally just told her she should try it too and then the worst fucking sentence ever #'well if you feel hungry you should drink a glass of water' i felt as if someone slapped me lmao literally could murder someone rn #like. obviously. i have no right to demand anything from anyone. but fyi if you speak to me about your fucking weight loss diet #i will flay myself in front of you <3 no hard feelings. peace and love.

[daughterofsarenrae]

Do u ever just have an hour long convo with ur mom that makes u completely insane afterwards

#EVERY time i talk to her im like. oh i need therapy #like shes not evil or mean or anything #but god DAMN do i come out of ever convo with a new angle on some kind of complex #me: im not in a talkative mood rn #my mom: ok [that conversation] #i love her. and also thank GOD i do not live with her anymore