#most of the long stories i write like julian and koa's or fuck even stories you probably dont even know of

[mirohtron]

Fanfic writer's tag !

i was tagged by my friend @floraljae :] it’s below the cut

1. What fandoms have you written for (but not currently)?

i used to write for bts when id JUST started getting into writing. i never published it bc i hadnt heard of wattpad at the time i think. it’s all lost now so ://

2. What fandoms are you currently writing for?

original work ig ?? i am also writing for skz atm but the progress is so s l o w ...

3. How long have you been writing for?

i’ve been writing since hmm i think i’d say march 2019? or december 2018 im not that sure but i did start taking it seriously around june 2019 that’s when i made my wattpad account and posted poison paradise there

4. On which platforms do you post your stories?

i used to write on wattpad but then it downgraded . heavily . i still post my writing there, but im more active on tumblr, and i post on here and ao3 and wattpad bc yes

5. What's your favourite genre to write?

it’s actually a mix of sci-fi and fantasy !! i also like peppering in a little bit of slice of life :] i’ve been writing more non-magical universes lately but god you Need to know the world building of my first book, poison paradise. yes this is my hubris speaking but it’s So interesting bc there’s lore from multiple universes

6. Are you a pantser or a planner?

it’s both actually. i write from the get-go but for projects i take v seriously like julian and koa, i tend to plan a Lot more. honestly julian and koa is very fleshed out, enough for me to start writing, but the plot needs more work and so does a story in the same universe and city and neighbourhood as it, bambi. also im p sure im not writing it bc i suck at long stories, but u didnt hear that

7. One shot or multi chapter?

multi-chapter actually! oneshots do go with my incompetence tho lmao but i like multi-chapters :) they’re so fun and there’s so much room to see the characters grow. most of my original stories which i take seriously are multi-chaptered

8. What is a perfect length chapter in your opinion ?

it depends honestly. i dont mind a book with varying chapter lengths, because character arcs take different time periods to start and complete, and certain scenes should be left short, and also the reader needs a break with short chapters sometimes so their mind can pick up on what’s still happening. anywhere from 500 words to 2-3k words is perfect for me as long as the chapter feels like a good one as it is

9. What is your longest published story?

im . not sure actually i think it’s lonely? on tumblr i mean and if you count the second part. on wattpad my longest couldve been poison paradise maybe, but it’s unpublished atm bc it needs a character and plot based revamp but like i keep forgetting that lmao

10. which story did you enjoy working on the most?

probably this tbh villain was fun to write but i cant be sure lmaoo

11. Favourite request you have written and why?

OOO definitely the second part of lonely !! i wrote lonely when i was touch starved and the positive feedback it got was so nice :”)) i did kind of struggle with writing the second part but i struggle with writing requested second parts in general (i like requests okay im just incompetent). im happy w how it turned out tho :]

12. Are there reoccurring themes in your stories?

probably yes and probably angst lmao i love sprinkling in that pain. also idk if this is a theme but probably like . hmm i guess characters noticing little things in the person they’re focusing on/object of affection? like little details i guess. yes.

13. Current number of wips?

ten and more if you count my google docs lmaoooo help me please.

14. Three things you have noticed in your writing?

1) i have never ever had a point in which any of my works have been 100% angst-free. there’s gotta be angst somewhere

2) at least one (1) person has shit parents

3) Everybody is Not cishetallo. koa’s agender. julian’s demisexual. roommates!minho is demisexual. roommates!hyunjin is asexual. i think a portion of my characters (fanfic ones not included) being ace-spec has 2 do w me unconsciously projecting my ace-specness onto them but hey! now i know im aegosexual. that’s fun. the flag’s funky too i love it here u guys

15. A quote you like from a published story.

The hero glared. There it was, the defiance. There for the villain to chew up like popcorn, kept crushed between their teeth where it should be.

the villain’s sUCH a creep i cant KWJRKWJGRKJ

16. A quote from an unpublished story.

WAIT WAIT WAIT LMFAO OKAY SO I WAS GOING THROUGH TBIS ONE THING FOR THIS RIGHT AND THEN I SEE THIS

LEE FELIX [allosexual doesnt feel sexy fucky feelings much tho idk huge romantic tho crushes on ppl easily. perhaps bisexual . because i project. [...]]

IM SCREAMING I WAS PROJECTING SO HARD 😭😭😭😭😭

ALSO I FOUND THIS

YANG JEONGIN [demisexual ?? asexual ??? IM CONFUSED FOR HIM ???????? [...]]

character outlining for your first skz fic is always so fun

anyway this is the quote

"With all due respect if you don't leave us in five seconds I will be forced to rap Super Bass until you want to tear your ears out, my good sir."

17. A space to say something to your readers.

im very grateful to have u guys :) does this sound pretentious or stuck up im so sorry 😭 i hope my stories make you happy tho ! (or sad. depends on my goal. i still hope my goal is achieved tho) i appreciate every note or comment or reblog i get on my story, and tbh im pretty sure every writer does. i love u pls take care of urself drink some water im proud of you ok??? 

tagging anybody who wants to join :]

#guys i spent my whole life misspelling grateful as greatful #i honestly ... #anyways #ngl #most of the long stories i write like julian and koa's or fuck even stories you probably dont even know of #kind of have a message i guess? #like #its okay to not have a goal at all times. its okay to just lie around and do nothing. you deserve some you time #kind of like that #im pretty sure if i just . write then itll b easier to say than rn lmfao #i suck at explaining shit

[mirohtron]

don't let go

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note: hEYY i wanted to show u guys a snippet of a story i have (not written bc . komitment hard) which doesn't have a title 😃👍 love that for me anyways i love the main ship's dynamics they're a little angsty but it's f i n e enemies to lovers needs angst sometimes !

(this is probably the most developed story i have with the worldbuilding and shit why am i not writing them,,,,,,,,,)

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Julian couldn't focus on anything else in his room except his enemy.

His lungs burned as he ran out of air, but the last thing he wanted to do was take his lips off of Koa's.

They'd been fighting—a verbal argument that made Julian want to push Koa out the window—but then something happened.

Somehow Koa had gotten him backed up against the side of his desk, and—and said something. The proximity made Julian notice that Koa still had the little scar near his jaw from when they were 13 and stupid. And Koa had said something about a reckless thing Julian had done from when they were 14 and stupid.

And then Julian had remembered how they'd ghosted each other when they were 15 and stupid. And then he saw how Koa's hair dyed platinum white was growing pitch black at the roots, and remembered that time he'd suggested Koa dye his hair to an uncommon colour when he got the chance.

He'd said that, what, a month before they started drifting apart?

And then he'd remembered all those times he'd pondered on what went wrong for them to stop talking, for Koa to ghost Julian all of a sudden. Wondered if it was because Koa couldn't handle his personality. Despised him somehow.

Then he'd remembered how he'd felt when he walked into his college classroom and seen Koa. And then went to his other classes and seen Koa in at least two of them, something ugly and pathetic boiling in his gut when he heard Koa's tone between the little words they'd exchanged, and his tone when he talked to other people. And then he'd recalled the way they'd spoken about each other during all this time, words vile and filled with nothing but spite and glares and accusing fingers and—just, something.

Koa had told Julian he'd never let him go, so what went wrong?

And then, somehow, he had Koa pushed to the wall, and his fingers were suddenly tangled into his hair, and Julian didn't even bother taking a breath before he smashed their lips together, and he swore Koa had pulled them together first. He knew it would come either way, with how Koa had been looking at his lips repeatedly like he was a starved man looking at a meal.

Julian wasn't his fucking meal.

The back of his mind told him that it was cliché, two people "smashing" their lips and all, but he couldn't describe it any other way. His senses lost use of taking in any other information other than the fact that Koa was here and Koa was holding him close and Koa was kissing him back and Julian's fingers were curling into his hair and his shirt with all the desperation of a man at the feet of a greater being, begging for another chance.

Another chance at what, Julian didn't want to know. Or admit.

Desperately, Julian pressed closer, closer, and Koa encouraged it by tightening his hold around Julian, tangling his fingers into Julian's hair audaciously, because, really, what rights did he have to do that after leaving Julian like that?

It was illogical. It was unfair. Julian knew, but he also knew that he'd painted Koa as the bad guy a long time ago. He should've tried to reach out, but he didn't and he didn't care, because Koa ghosted him first and then—and then moved away, and Julian couldn't believe that this stupid city was where Koa had moved to. And this was the stupid college he'd started studying in and he just had to take two gap years like Julian.

Julian didn't know. What didn't he know?

Julian just knew he didn't want to let go. Not right now. Not ever.

When their lips finally, finally seperated, gasping for air, Julian had meant to growl something out. To show that he was angry.

Instead, pathetically, he whispered, "don't let go," breath hitching just hard enough for it to almost be some dry sob.

Julian kissed him again, hurt (by what?), desperate, moving away just enough for their lips to barely brush.

"Please don't."

You promised.

When they kissed again, Julian just hoped Koa could feel the plea on his lips.

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