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bluemari23 · 3 months
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soul glow | choi seungcheol
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summary: you attended your first concert, waiting a long time to see your ult group perform. unable to recognize a soul bond taking place, you leave early, leaving seungcheol to scramble to find you.
pairing: choi seungcheol x neurodivergent reader
genre: soulmates, soul bonds, idol au, angst
warnings: a cinderella moment indeed, mentions of overstimulation,
word count: 1.4k
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an: couldn't help myself. I had a dream of this and needed to write it out.
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The concert was your first, and you wouldn’t question if it was also to be your last. You were overwhelmed to say the least. You could practically feel your skin crawl as the colored lights flashed throughout the stadium. 
You had come with your best friend, wanting to see your ult group, Seventeen, while they were finally visiting a city even remotely close to you. You had both waited a long time for them to come, often writing your own prayers on social media with the hopes someone in management would see. 
And now, you’re not sure how you feel. 
“If you’re not feeling it, we can always leave early.” You friend yelled out to you over the music. You were in the front row of the bottom section, right behind the floor seats. You were to the side of the stage, but still had an amazing view of the boys as they performed. 
You loved your friend, how understanding they were, but you just shook your head. You didn’t pay all this money for you to leave early, and because you were overstimulated. You hated feeling like a burden and you knew how much your friend was also looking forward to the concert. You both had been waiting to experience the right of passage for every carat at a concert, the ten thousand aju nices that would happen at the end. 
To be fair, you might just be overstimulated by the lights surrounding the boys, particularly on your side of the stage. You couldn’t figure it out, given it was a bright golden glow and none of the colored lights going on in the stadium resembled that glow or even just the lights that lit up the stage. 
You tried to make the best of your opportunity and sung along to your favorite song once it played. Shadow held a special place in your heart and you loved the timber of the groups individual voices as they sang, particularly Mingyu and Scoups as they gave their best selves to the performance. 
Once the instrumental for To You began to play, Scoups tried his best to remember the choreo but he couldn’t help but to continue to move towards the left of the stage, something catching his eye as he turned to look at their fans. 
He couldn’t help but to falter in his steps, thankfully no one caught his mistake as he was quick to sing his lines. The bright glow of gold held his attention, more like the woman who the glow centered around. 
He could name numerous different soul bonds, from the Flower Halo to the more common Soul Mark, but never did he think he would be blessed with a Soul Glow as his bond. And never did he think he would find his soulmate during one of their concerts, where he can’t immediately move to greet his soulmate, bringing them into his embrace and holding them tight. 
He had even more vigor as he continued on with the concert, knowing that his soulmate was watching him and his brothers perform. Something that everyone seemed to notice, especially his band members. 
During one of the outfit changes, Joshua has come up to him and asked him if he was okay, and he couldn’t hold back. 
“My soulbond activated. She’s here, Shua.” He admitted, causing Joshua’s eyes to widen in shock, and for the excited shouts of his other members who had not so subtly been eavesdropping on their elder members. 
They all quickly dressed in their next set of clothes, and right before they had to go back on stage, Seungcheol has pointed you out to his fellow members and manager, who had been tasked to get a message across to his soulmate before the end of the concert, wanting to meet his soul glow. 
Despite trying their best, his members kept moving to the left of the stage, trying to get a good look at who would be their new best friend by the end of the night. Yeah, they would give you and their leader your space, but they were determined to be your friends, seeing as you would be stuck with their leader forever. 
This was something the crowd noticed as well, those on the floor moving to the left trying to get the boy’s attention and whatever way they could. It only happened for a couple of songs, but then the boys moved back to giving equal time to all sides of the stage. 
It was weird, and something you and your friend both acknowledged. 
“I wonder what happened?” You friend questioned aloud, causing you to hum your agreement. 
“Maybe something caught their eye?” Was your own reply, thinking that to be the most likely answer. 
Either way, the concert continued but not without difficulties. Mainly for you. 
You had tried your hardest, but despite that, you couldn’t help but to feel as though you had overdone your tolerance, the biting pain of your nails digging into your palm a sad reminder.
Loud noises had always been a problem for you; the pain in your head and the itching under your skin that had your scratching marks into your arm was always a reminder. You don’t know why, but too much stimulation always caused somewhat of a shutdown for you, where you couldn’t speak and your mind didn’t seem to want to focus on anything in particular. 
By the time the third Aju Nice had rolled around, you were past your limit and you friend could tell. 
“Hey, you know what, it’s okay. I can see why so many people get tired after the first round. My feet are aching and my cheeks hurt from smiling so much.” Your dear friend helped you out of the aisle and towards the stairs that would lead out to the lobby of the stadium. 
You tried to protest, but even those were weak as you followed behind your best friend. You were incredibly thankful for them and knew you would need to make up for leaving the concert early, even if they are adamant about leaving.
Vernon was the first to notice you leaving, following behind the woman who had been sitting to your right. He tried his best to signal to Seungcheol, but only managed to at the end of the third Aju Nice encore. 
“She’s leaving, Cheol.” Vernon tried to be discrete, which thankfully he managed. His words caught the attention of the others, who had all huddled together near one corner of the stage, watching a couple of their fans in costume dance. They all watched the two women make their way to the stairs and out of the main stadium area.
Cheol panicked, sitting down at the edge of the stage and gesturing for his manager, making him aware of the dilemma. He could only watch as his manager had grabbed some of their security with him and started backstage, trying to catch up to you. 
His heart was racing as he tried his best to focus and make sure the concert ended like every other one, doing his best for his fans. It was like he could feel you getting further away from him, could feel the distance festering in his soul. 
As he sang the last encore, he had come up with a number of ideas, ways to track you down if you did manage to get away from him tonight. 
Once the last note played and they started to leave the stage, Seungcheol walked until he was out of sight of his fans, the proceeded to run to his dressing room, where hopefully you would be waiting with his manager. 
Disappointment and defeat coated his veins as he opened the door, the emptiness in his soul prominent as the room was empty from what he could only imagine would be your inevitable warmth. 
“I’m sorry, Seungcheol, they were driving out of the parking lot by the time we managed to get into the lot. One of the security team did manage to get their license plate number so we have that written down.” His faithful manager spoke sincerely, not wanting to upset Seungcheol more than he probably already was. 
Everyone was throwing out suggestions, some of the members even going to action as they tried to see if they could access ticket information from the stadium itself. Seungcheol remained quiet though, determination flowing through him as he followed along with Mingyu, calling their company and the stadium head to see what they could do. 
One way or another, he would find his soul glow. 
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clownprincehoeshi · 3 months
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Parallel Hearts - Chapter 4
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Synopsis: Never in your wildest dreams you imagined that you’ll meet your ult bias. But it seems that the universe really loves you this time. Will Jeon Jungkook notice you?
Genre: for all chapters- Fluff, Smut, Angst
Pairing: idol Jeon Jungkook x fem reader, idol Kim Mingyu x fem reader, idol Y x fem reader
Warning: for all chapters- Kissing/Nudity/Sex scene/Pet names/Angst Minors don’t interact!
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Word count: 6401
Don't know how this chapter got so long. By my calculations, all chapters combined will go somehwere between 40k and 50k. Depends how much the plot thickens. Happy reading!
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This is a feeling you know too well. You’ve been here before and you hate it. You hate how all you think about it’s him, how you can barely sleep or eat, how you cry so much. You hate you’re so far from home and you can’t have your besties to keep you company and give you warm hugs. They know you the best.
Of course Hana has become your good friend, but can’t compare a friendship of 15 years with one of 1 year. Though, you feel you can trust her, you were always lucky with picking your friend. Apparently, you’re not as good at picking men.
Hana has been sleeping at your place since the breakup, 3 weeks ago. She’s going to be visiting her parents in Busan this weekend though, and you’re afraid you might have nightmares again. It’s something that happens whenever you’re really sad.
But you’re making progress. You can finally eat almost normally, you went back to the gym, but you can’t yet listen to music. You feel like music reminds you of him and you are not ready yet for it. Sleep is still a problem for you, as you need to know that someone is there for you, in your house. Breakups have always left a hole in your heart, a loneliness you can’t express. So you need company. You feel like a lost puppy.
You told Hana that you’ll feel extra lonely this weekend since she’s not going to be there and she said not to worry, because she’ll send one of your friends to keep you company. She didn’t say who, she said she wasn’t sure which one will be in town and have some free time.
So you waited all day on Saturday for your mystery friend to arrive. You even baked and bought some of that good meat to grill later, as a sign of gratitude. You hear knocking on the door and you go to open it.
Y/N: Mingyyyuuu!
You are so happy to see him, that you jump right at him for a tight hug.
Mingyu: I had no idea you missed me so much.
You invite him in and you feel relieved that it’s him and not someone else. The only downside is that he reminds you of him, as they are such close friends. He’s hoping to find out more from you, and maybe get you to open up. He wants to be there for you and help you get over this dark period you’re having.
Y/N: Tell me what you need. I even got meat and we can cook. You’re thirsty, hungry?
Mingyu: I feel like we could use some drinks before anything.
Y/N: Yesss, please!
You get some soju out and you try to not abuse alcohol right now, you tend to speak too much when you’re drunk. And you get to become too direct and honest. You both sit on the couch that’s facing your big living room windows, revealing the city.
Y/N: Maaan, I love to sit here for hours and look out the window. But I hate that winters here are cold as fuck. And I’m not sure yet if I like snow or if I hate it.
After some time of silence from Mingyu, and a couple of glasses, he finally got the courage to say something.
Mingyu: Y/N?
Y/N: Hmm?
Mingyu: I want you to know that I had no idea he didn’t tell you he will leave now. Even if I knew, I don’t think it was my place to let you know. And I hate that he acted like this and that he hurt you. I tried to talk to him about it and he just blew off, saying some stupid shit.
Y/N: What he did say? Because all he said to me was that he was sorry, on the day he enlisted. That was some lousy text. I blocked him after that.
Mingyu: He said “Why aren’t you happy now? You can finally have her”.
Y/N: What a stupid thing to say to his best friend. Where did that come from, why is he acting jealous since he never gave a shit about me?
Mingyu: Well I think he was always jealous, just not letting it show. Thing is this kind of affected our friendship. I mean, I was the first person to tell him to go for you, to confess. And for him to act like I was trying to make a move on you was pretty shitty.
Y/N: So let him believe that. Hope he can’t sleep well at night, thinking his ex and his bestie are fucking.
Mingyu: Whoaah, language!
He looks at you and asks how many glasses you had. You lift 4 fingers but you say two.
Mingyu: That’s it, no more soju for you, princess!
Y/N: I’m not a princess, look how I dress. Like a homeless dude.
He comes to hug you, patting your head.
Mingyu: You’re my homeless dude, then. Now let me be your chef for today, I’ll make you something really delicious.
And you let him cook. Not that you’re lazy, but you’re a little drunk and you don’t want to mess up. You’re feeling too good now, and you put some music on. You think some D’Angelo fits with today. You even forget you we’re not able to listen any music since the breakup.
Alcohol takes away your shyness and it’s like you’re another person, but you just think it brings the real you, fun, funny, silly, bright, friendly and chatty. Mingyu just giggles every time you’re like this, because he says it makes him happy when you’re happy.
He wonders if it’s a mistake that he came to keep you company today. And while he was having that thought and also moving around your kitchen, he felt you body brushing his. He froze and looked at you. You were just minding your business, looking for plates to set the table. The space between your counters and the kitchen island was not very generous, bot in your drunken state, you didn’t realize that.
He kept looking at you and felt his cheeks heating up. As your body brushed his, your hand also brushed his abs. It sent electric shocks through his body. He always had a thing for you, we can call it a crush. He gave up on you, as you were into his friend, so he kept these feelings closed. But what just happened now, woke a tiny little thought in his mind. What if…?
A voice brought him back to reality and a pair of big bright eyes looking up at him. Damn, you looked adorable.
Y/N: Gyyyyuuu! How many times do I have to call for you? You’re ghosting me right in my face.
Mingyu: Sorry, what does my princess want?
You look at him angrily and mumble something only for you to hear. Sheesh, such a tall and handsome dummy.
Y/N: Nevermind!
Food is ready, he made the grill and rice and you made salad. He knew that if you eat and drink lots of water, the alcohol will not have such a strong effect on you, and he was right. But he kept on drinking, he has a big tolerance. After dinner, you both took a shower. Separately. You went to you bedroom and he took the couch. Was a pretty big couch, he felt comfortable.
It was easy for you to drift to sleep after all that alcohol and food. And after that hot shower. But in the middle of the night you woke up scared and sweaty after a bad dream. Someone or something was chasing you in your dream.
You remembered Mingyu was there and you got out of bed to go check if he was maybe awake, to…talk to you, make you forget about the nightmare and the stupid mood it put you in. But he was sleeping. You got down on your knees, close to him and waited a little. In your sleepy state you thought that maybe if you stare enough, he’ll wake up and just guess what was going on in your head.
You whispered his name slowly but nothing. You pouted and got up to go back to bed. As you were getting up, you felt a grip on your wrist. He was awake. Why didn’t he say something? He pulled you down and you lost your balance and fell right on top of him.
Mingyu: What’s wrong, princess? Came  for cuddles?
Y/N: Uuummm I had a bad dream.
Mingyu: That’s why you’re on top of me in the middle of the night?
Y/N: You pulled me.
Mingyu: Not that hard.
Y/N: I tripped.
Mingyu: On purpose?
You whined, trying to get up, but he didn’t let you.
Mingyu: Stay here now, you said you had a bad dream. I’ll protect you, that’s why I’m here.
Y/N: Gyu..we shouldn’t. This isn’t..
Mingyu: Right? Why isn’t it right? You’re a free woman now, nothing wrong with us sleeping in the same bed, or couch. You’re still thinking about that jerk?
You drop your face into his chest, feeling stupid.
Mingyu: Darling, don’t feel bad, ok? He was stupid and now he’s gone. There are so many other guys that would be sooo happy to be with you.
You tried to speak into his chest but he didn’t understand any word. He just stroked your head and told you that you can use him as a pillow, or as anything you wanted. You were quiet and you stayed there. It felt nice. Warm and fuzzy. So you fell asleep in his arms and he was a happy man that night.
You only had Mingyu sleeping at your place one more time, but Hana was there too. It was after a little get together of the 97 crew. It’s been 2 months after the breakup and you felt good now. Crying had stopped, nightmares had stopped, and you didn’t feel lonely anymore.
Also, since you and Mingyu were closer now, you started to get into his group. It was like a ray of sunshine watching them do silly stuff on their shows and interviews. Reminded you of when you first got into kpop. Mingyu was very busy lately with Seventeen, preparing for a comeback, but he never forgot to check up on you and call you every other day.
You knew Mingyu was a ladies man and that he always had flings and affairs, mostly with female idols, actresses, models or just women that were famous. He would tell you about them sometimes and ask for advice. It seemed that he would never settle thought, like he was bored right away and was looking for something, but even he didn’t know what that something was.
You were at work one day and you had a meeting with your boss and teams about a new project you will work on. You were the team’s artist, you were skilled with your hands and very talented. You used to paint with Jungkook when you were together and you hated that every time you were drawing for work it reminded you of him. At least you’re not crying now, tight? Those days are over.
So this new project was for Hybe. Ugh! Will this man hunt you forever? You had to work with Seventeen’s team for their new promotion and when you heard you were a bit excited. Ok, maybe a lot excited, because you pretty much became a fan of them. This meant that you might be ending up meeting them, or at least some of them.
For the next few weeks, each member would come to your agency and have individual or group  shootings, and you had to be there for everything. Who was your bias? You thought it was Mingyu, obviously, but other than him, don’t ask. It’s impossible when there are so many of them and all so interesting in their own way.
Today’s shooting was for Hoshi, he was he 7th member you’ll be meeting. You got a little late at the office that day, so you were running in your heels like a crazy dude, carrying all these papers and drawings. Then, the next second you were on the floor, all your shit flying every where. You look at your skirt. Kimchy all over it. Your head hurt.
Guy: Omg, I’m so sorry, I was not looking, I had my face into my bowl.
He got up to help you. You were about to unleash the fire of hell on this guy, until you saw his face.
Y/N: Oh! It’s fine, it happens. It’s my fault too, for being late and running. I’m here for your shooting, anyway, I’m in charge of the set.
Hoshi: I’m Hoshi, it’s nice meeting you and again, I am sorry. Let me gather your stuff and help you clean your skirt.
Y/N: No no no no, it’s ok, really. I always keep extra clothes in my office just in case, I’ll change.
Hoshi: I feel so bad, not sure that spot will come off, I should know.
He pouts and you think it’s the most adorable thing ever.
Y/N: Btw, I am Y/N and a friend of Mingyu.
He looked a little stunned at your words and he became very defensive.
Hoshi: Oh, you’re that Y/N. Ok, then I should go back to the shooting, they expecting me.
And like that, he just ran away, he let you stand there with your extended hand, waiting for him to shake it. What a weird guy. But why did he say it like that? “that Y/N”. You decide to ask Mingyu about this tonight.
The shoot went smoothly, Hoshi was a natural and he is very photogenic. Though he kept giving you weird looks, almost mean and you felt like you did something but had no idea what it was.
Back home that night, you text Mingyu and tell him to call you when he’s free. He calls you in 2 hours after he gets home.
Mingyu: Y/N, hey! What are you up to? Missed me?
Y/N: Of course, why not.
And you start laughing by yourself, very proud of your joke. But he doesn’t flinch.
Mingyu: Ugh, please. Since you started watching Going Seventeen you’ve gotten insane.
Y/N: Come on, it’s cute when you say it.
Mingyu: Ok, going to hang up.
Y/N: Nooo, pleaseee Gyu! I’m sorry, I’m sorryyyy!
Mingyu: I like when you beg. Go on..
Y/N: Shut up, perv! I have a curiosity. Today I met your buddy, Hoshi and he was very awkward around me after he found out who I was. He said “oh, you’re THAT Y/N”. Spill!
Mingyu: Hmm, I have no idea. I mean, some of the guys know about you, that we’re friends, but that’s it.
Y/N: Hmm, I think it’s weird and there’s something more there. Maybe you don’t know either or you don’t want to tell me. Which is fine, I will find out on my own, I’m a good detective.
Mingyu bursts laughing. You end the call 30 minutes later and you keep thinking about that encounter with Hoshi all night.
It’s time for vacation, you and Hana got a week off work because you want to attend some concert Mingyu invited you both to. Seventeen is going to perform in Thailand and you always wanted to go there, so it’s the perfect opportunity. They will have 3 concerts there and you decided to go to one only, because you needed time to do tourist shit with Hana.
You tried to bring only your best clothes and accessories, because you knew you’ll see the guys again and you wanted to make a good impression. Plus, Hana didn’t let you bring any of your homeless stuff. You were a little pouty about that, but you’ll listen to her THIS time, because it was vacay time.
You did a lot of shopping there, spent a lot of time at the beach and trying out local food. Took tons of pictures, you wanted to post on your socials so that Jungkook will see you’re happy without him too. You didn’t know how he would see, you just liked to think he will.
You always get a nice golden tan in the summer and it somehow makes you look prettier, everyone tells you that it suits you. Hana insisted that you attend soudcheck too, not just the actual concert, claiming that’s where to fun is. Oh well, you went anyway and made sure to look your best. So you got the “girls” out, wearing a deep cut top, let your long hair flow over your back.
Y/N: Wifeu, quick answer. Should I wear something to show off my legs or my ass?
Hana: Uff, hard one. How about both?
Y/N: Nahh, too slutty for a concert.
Hana: Girl, you need to get laid again in this life.
Y/N: Legs or ass?
Hana: Damn, let’s have a little meeting about this. It’s important. So we’re going to dinner with some of the guys after the concert. What’s the first thing they will notice when they see you?
Y/N: Boos, of course.
Hana: Yes. But after that? I think they will notice the legs, since you’ll be facing them.
Y/N: Ok, so legs it is.
Hana: Unless……there will be times when we will be walking, turning, moving and stuff. And there will be people behind you, and if you wear tights pants, they’ll die.
Y/N: Come ooon, make up your mind woman!
Hana: Oh, ok. Legs. I think.
So you wore a short skirt that matched you top. Your top had a tiger print, it was just a coincidence, but Hana thought you were wearing it for a certain someone.
You were in the crowd, front seats, excited to see Mingyu and give him funny looks. When the guys came up the stage, the crowd went crazy. You could understand, these boys were breathtakingly handsome and pretty. What’s the deal with this Jeonghan guy, you think. Where does he have this audacity to look so beautiful?
Well your friend Mingyu was beautiful too, you knew that, you were not blind. Everyone knew that. And he had this stupid look on his face the entire soundcheck. He kept looking at where you two were standing. He looked…pretty hot, you have to admit. Even Hana said so.
And when the wind blew over his t shirt and shorts, it kind of…made you feel something. Were you too vacation drunk? You know you get hornier when you travel, so you blamed it on that.
The concert was so fun, you danced, singed, waved at them. Some of them recognized you from the shoots they had at your agency and they waved back. You found it funny to catch Hoshi throw some looks your way, but he was not smiling or anything, just serious looks. What’s wrong with this guy?
You knew it’s going to be a process to get out of the stadium when the concert is over, it was really crowded and you were right next to the stage, so you had to wait a lot for the people in the back to get out. Because of this, you and Hana arrived at the dinner place after the guys got there.
You went to the rooftop to find Mingyu, DK, Wonwoo, Hoshi, Jeonghan, Joshua, Jun and Minghao. You needed a drink, you were too nervous. Your hands were shaking as the guys stood up to shake your hands and introduce themselves once again. They all remembered you, except DK. And of course you knew Wonwoo pretty well.
The whole night you felt eyes on you. You still didn’t shy away to eat like you like to eat and Mingyu always praises you for this, telling you that you eat well. Whatever that means. Some of the guys asked you a bunch of questions, Hoshi was the only one to not engage with you.
Jeonghan even asked if you wore that tiger print top because Hoshi was your bias. Made you blush at the remark but you said you have no bias and that you don’t want to betray your friend Mingyu by having one.
DK: I can be your bias, I’ll deal with Mingoo, don’t worry.
Jeonghan: Yeah, he’s big but he’s not dangerous.
Y/N: Hey guys, don’t be mean with my Mingoo. I know you bully him a lot.
And you pout and put your hand over Mingyu’s hand. He blushes at the touch and he pulls his hand right away, slapping yours in a playful way.
The food was delicious there and you even put a little alcohol in you, some champagne. The guys went a little crazy because it was their last concert there and the net day they would return to Seoul. You saw Hoshi had red cheeks, sign that he was drunk. After ONE glass, guys. ONE glass. But this made him a little friendlier.
It also made him clingy with his members as he kept on kissing their faces. You thought it was cute. You love men that are not afraid of showing affection to their friends. Since you also had a couple of drinks, you felt courageous enough to engage with Hoshi and maybe find out if you did something wrong, so you could fix it.
So you saw him taking some photos of the view and you walked towards him.
Y/N: Hi!
Hoshi: Hi.
Y/N: Can I ask you something?
Hoshi: I guess.
Y/N: Did I do something to you? Because I feel like you hate me or something. And maybe there is a misunderstanding. I don’t know. If I did something, I’m sorry and please let me know so I can fix it.
Hoshi: Why do you treat Mingyu like that?
Y/N: Like what?
Hoshi: Like he’s some fool that you can walk over.
Y/N: What?
He looks right into your eyes, rage inside them. You have no idea where this is coming from and you don’t know where to go from here. You just know there is a misunderstanding between you. You would be fuming right now if it were some guy and you would just walk away, but it’s Mingyu’s friend and you don’t want to start some drama.
Y/N: I assure you, I don’t treat him like that. And I can have this conversation in front of him, right now, if you’d like, so you can see that’s you’re having the wrong idea about me.
Hoshi: Hmm, yeah, I see it. The gaslighting. That’s how you do it.
And he just hisses and leaves you there. You’re dumbfounded, what was that. You’ll need to talk to Mingyu again, he will have to tell you this time. You’ll do that after you all get back to Seoul and he gets some free time in his hectic schedule.
It’s not like you care what people think of you, it doesn’t affect you. But why did Hoshi having a bad opinion about you affected you so much? He wasn’t someone close to you. Tonight, Mingyu, Eunwoo and Hana are coming to your place for dinner. You’ll be cooking for them this time.
You ate, had some shots, played some cards and when it was time for them to leave, you asked Mingyu to stay a little bit longer because you wanted to talk about something.
Mingyu: Ok, what is it?
Y/N: So your friend Hoshi hates me and I think someone told him something about me that was not true. I know you know something that you’re not telling me.
Mingyu: Y/N, there are some things that I can’t just tell you, but why he’s like that to you, I don’t know. All I can say is that me and him had some conversations about you, maybe he misunderstood something I’ve said? It’s possible.
Y/N: You ever told him anything about me and Jungkook?
Mingyu: No, nothing about him. But why do you care so much? Just let him be, not like you’re close.
Y/N: But I want your friends to like me.
Mingyu: Why?
Y/N: Just cuz. What’s it to you?
And you slap his arm hard, making him whine and calling you mean. You invited him to spend the night on your couch, since he had to drink, but he said he has a hot date and how he’s been seeing this new girl for a month. So he left, leaving you wondering even more about the things that he doesn’t tell you.
Spring has come. Your second favorite season. Your favorite is summer, because you’re a lizard that loves the heat. And you like spring because it’s finally getting warmer, the plants are coming back to life, and it’s your birthday season. It’s also Mingyu’s birthday season and he’s planning a party.
The venue is huge and it feels like the invited the whole kpop industry. He’s so popular, you think. Why didn’t you go for him, in stead of Jungkook? Really? Why? Oh, maybe because he’s kind of a…fuckboy?
You try to look like your sexiest self, but not too over the top. You remember what happened  the last time when you looked too sexy. Some guy confessed and you ended up with your heart broken. So no, this time, going easier on the sexiness, thank you.
All night, you tried to stay close to Hana, holding her hand or her dress. You didn’t know who most of those people were. Hana kept dragging you from corner to corner, because she was into a guy from a band, you can’t remember the name. You have trouble remembering names. You bumped into the other Seventeen members and greeted each other. Hoshi didn’t even look at you. Huh, what a douche.
Trying to stay sober tonight, you want to remember it, because so many celebrities were here. You saw some members of TXT, Enhypen, Le Seraffim, The Boyz, Ateez. Mingi was not there and Hana was hearbroken. You felt good close to your 97 gang, still holding Hana’s hand.
Mingyu comes to you guys and hugs all of you, thanking you that you came. He hugs you a little too long. He has a sad look on his face and you ask if something is wrong. He shaked his head, but with a pout and a sad look. You knew it was something. Then DK and Minghao come over to chat.
DK: Hey guy, what’s up? Shall we do some shots?
Mingyu: Yes, and nobody can say no.
You all do 2 rounds of shots. Then you see Minghao coming closer to you.
Minghao: How’s tonight treating you, you having fun at the party?
Y/N: Hmm, so and so. I’m not a social butterfly like Mingyu here, but at least I have my friends.
Minghao: You look gorgeous, I have to say. You have great taste.
DK: Hao, did you just tell her she tastes good? Wtf?
You and Minghao start laughing. DK could be such a clown sometimes. While you were laughing, Minghao was leaning a little towards you, touching your shoulder and Mingyu noticed that and slapped his hand off you. He made it look like it was in a funny way, but you felt that he was protective. But come on, Minghao? He’s the sweetest guy, don’t need protection from him.
The night was a success, even though Mingyu seemed to be really stressed out. But probably because he wanted all to turn out ok.
You were back at home, 3 AM, when your phones rings. It was Mingyu.
Y/N: Mingoo, birthday boy, what’s up?
Mingyu: Can I come up?
Y/N: You’re here?
Mingyu: Yeah.
Y/N: Come up.
Now you were worried. His voice seemed a bit off, different. When he enters your apartment, the first thing he does is to hug you tight and you hear him sobbing.
Y/N: Gyu, what happened?
Mingyu: She was supposed to come tonight but she just ghosted me.
Y/N: Who?
Mingyu: I was seeing a girl, Y/N. She broke up with me one my birthday, with a lousy text.
Y/N: Aww, come here.
You hugged him some more, kissing his head.
Y/N: Come on, let’s sit. You want water, food?
Mingyu: Water, please.
He gulps a whole glass of water and calms down. You had no idea he had a serious gf or that he had feeling for someone. He was always a mystery.
Y/N: Wanna talk about it?
Mingyu: Not right now. Can you cuddle me tonight, please?
He was looking so sweetly into your eyes that you couldn’t say no, it was your time to be there for him and you will do whatever he needs you to do.
You let him take a shower, made him a sandwich. You know he’s a big boy and needs to eat. Made him hot tea to help him sleep and put him into bed. You put a warm blanket over both of you and hold him close to you. Felt his breath on your neck and from time he would make out little cute noises. You could tell he was hurting.
You started stroking his hair slowly, telling him it will be ok and that you’re there for him.
Mingyu: Y/N?
Y/N: Yes, Gyu.
Mingyu: What if we…
Y/N: What
Mingyu: No, nevermind.
Y/N: I hate it when you do that. 
Mingyu: There is something I need to do.
Y/N: Ok, what is it?
Mingyu: Will you say yes?
Y/N: But I don’t know what it is.
Mingyu: Can’t you just…trust me?
Y/N: I do trust you.
Then he lifts his face from your shoulder and he is laying now on his side, facing you. He cups your face with one hand and brings his face close to yours, almost touching. Is he trying to kiss you? If he does, will you let him? He might be just drunk and will regret it tomorrow. And what about you? Do you want this? Thousand thoughts flooding your mind right now. If you’re being honest with yourself, you have thought about him that way.
You have looked at his lips one to many times and wondered how they feel like. Wondered how you’d feel under him, in his strong hands. You blamed it on the horniness and nothing else.
Your heart starts racing and when he puts his lips on your, you let him. You let him kiss you. And you like it, it feel right. But also wrong. But you know what? Get fucked, Jungkook, you deserve this. You deserve I make out with your friend.
He’s being so soft with you, so careful not to break you. Your lips open for his tongue to lick the inside of your mouth. You can feel heat raising inside you and you moan his name into his mouth. That was like a wakeupcall for him, because he stops and pulls away.
Mingyu: I’m sorry, shouldn’t have done that. I’ll go sleep on the couch.
And he leaves you in bed, alone and turned on. You were so turned on that you didn’t try to go after him, because you needed release right then and there. So you took matters into your hands, while thinking about Mingyu and what would he do to you. While you rubbed your clit slow, you imagined he was eating you out, pushing his fat fingers inside your soaked pussy. You could feel wetting the bed, you were that wet. You tried to fuck yourself with your fingers, but after a few minutes, you felt it was not enough. Damn you, Kim Mingyu! You needed him. Wanted him. You needed him to be inside you, fucking into you hard.
You got out of bed, took your clothes off and decided to go to him and just hope he won’t push you away again. If he kissed you, then he wanted this too, but he needed to know now that you wanted it also. So you went into the living room and you laid your naked self under his blanket, next to him.
He didn’t wait, he didn’t say anything, didn’t hesitate. He just took you right then. He felt like fire all over your body. His kisses so passionate, his lips all over your body. Licking your ear, your neck, whispering filthy things into your ears. His hands roaming all over you, squeezing your breasts, licking them with hunger and sucking on them. You started to pull him into you, wrapping your legs over his waist.
His cock felt so hard and big under his pants, rubbing on your naked pussy. You needed him so bad.
Mingyu: God, I’ve been wanting to have you like this since forever.
Y/N: Touch me, Gyu. Please!
Mingyu: I want to taste you so bad, baby. Want to taste your pussy and feel it cumming around my tongue.
Y/N: Fuck! Do whatever you want to me
His mouth traced lower, to your tummy, leaving open mouth kisses, to your hips and finally to your pussy. Licking your folds and feeling how wet you were for him. Teasing your poor clit that needed attention and release so bad.
Mingyu: You’re so wet for me, fuck! You’ll feel so good around my cock, princess
He started to lap at your clit fast, pushing a finger inside you. He felt you were so tight around one finger, he needed to prep you more for his cock. A second finger goes inside and you clench so hard around them.
Mingyu: Right there, baby? Gong to cum on my fingers like this?
Y/N: Yess, don’t stop. Please, Gyu!
And you came so hard that you were seeing stars. You pulled him by the shirt up to your face and tried to get him naked. You wanted to see him naked so bad, to run your hands all over his sculpted body.
Y/N: You feel so good naked, rubbing on me! I need you, Gyu
Mingyu: Tell me how you want me, baby
Y/N: I want you to fuck me hard, want you inside me. Ruin me!
Mingyu puts one hand around your throat, squeezing slow and getting tighter by the minute. Starts to kiss you hungrily. The other hand he used to hold your waist down. Then he begins to push into you and you can’t control your moans.
He thinks you sound so filthy right now and he loves it, wants to make you moan louder. Wants to know he’s making you feel that good.
Y/N: Oh god, Gyu! You feel so good, fuck! You feel so fucking big
Mingyu: You’re taking my cock so good, baby. So tight and wet for me. Wanna make you cum all night
You loved that he was so vocal and so rough but at the same time gentle.
Y/N: I feel so full. Please
Mingyu: You looks so beautiful right now. On my cock, while I split you open
Mingyu: Want me to fuck you dumb, princess? Need me to make you forget about all the other cocks you had?
Y/N: Yesss, fuck!!! I’m coming
He feels you clench around his cock so tight that he can’t stop his own orgasm,  releasing inside you deep and hard
Y/N: Shit! Fill me up, Gyu? Fill this pussy deep
You couldn’t believe what was coming out of your mouth. You felt like such a slut and you loved it. And he didn’t stop, he kept going with the thrusting. And you felt like the orgasms kept of coming. You were lucky that you could have multiple orgasms, sometimes they would not stop for minutes, and you had to take a break.
You kept on fucking for the next hour. You came multiple times and he came two more times inside you. He loved fucking his cum back into you. After this you two stopped and laid next to each other, sweaty and out of breath.
Y/N: Gyu?
Mingyu: You wanna go again?
Y/N: I want to suck you off
Mingyu: Shit, do whatever you want, baby
You went down, tracing wet spots with your tongue all over his body. He was putty under you and moaned so loud when you put his still hard cock in your mouth. You couldn’t take it all, it was too big, long and fat. You’re sure you’ll be sore for days after tonight.
Y/N: Want to cum in my mouth too, baby?
Mingyu: Fuck I want it so bad!
You keep on pumping his cock into your mouth, moving your mouth fast over his length. Moaning into his cock, sending vibrations throughout his whole body.
Mingyu: I’m going crazy here. You’re going to make me cum so hard
And he spills his seed down your throat, pulling your hair, arching his back off the bed and moaning so pretty. He looked fucking gorgeous when he came.
After you both settle down, breathing back to normal, you decide it’s time to clean up and you take a long hot shower. The sheets on the couch are ruined, so you sleep on your bed.
Y/N: Gyu?
Mingyu: Yes, princess
Y/N: What does this mean for us now? Will this ruin our friendship?
Mingyu: I have a confession. I’ve been in love with you since we met and I’ll be damned if I let you get away again. You’re finally mine now, if you want to be mine
Y/N: I do, Gyu, I do want that
You were not sure what you felt for him, but you knew he made you feel safe, he treated you good and made you cum 1000 times. Are you in love? What if his e comes back? He just cried for her a few hours ago, there must be some feelings there. You had so many questions and it was making it hard for you to know how you felt for him. Because he felt like he was surrounded by fog and you needed to fight it and make it go away with great effort. You knew he was a complicated man and you only hoped this will not break you again.
He didn’t let go of you the whole night and you thought you’ll never meet a more clingier man. In return, you showered him with kisses because he was just sweet like that.
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imnameimswrld · 20 days
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⃘ ֹ ִ 𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐒 ★ ִ a series ꒱
in which I make a moodboard and write some calculated nonsense about my biases as taylor swift songs (my queen) !
status, in session...
❪ kpop masterlist ❫
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𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍 as ...call it what you want by taylor swift.
stray kids. skz. leader. producer. '97. aussie-korean. my ult / husband. christopher bahng. 3racha. vocalist. rapper. dancer. gnabnahc. don't touch his laptop aka the mother-load. swarovski knows what's up. peak husband material.
𝐕 as ...maroon by taylor swift.
bts. bangtansonyeondan. vocalist. '95. korean. daegu boy. celine's top model. kim taehyung. thv. yeontan's dad. his boxy-smile, ugh. he's served enough, send him home please. visual. actor.
𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐘𝐔 as ...dress by taylor swift.
seventeen. svt. rapper. vocalist. visual. hip-hop unit. kim mingyu. my favourite tall tan boy. vampire. '97. korean. mr bullied by his 12 brothers. his lisp dear lord. cute puppy with the body of a greek god. dior, bvlgari & cartier doing God's work out here. min9yu_k.
𝐉𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐎 as ...gorgeous taylor swift.
blackpink. bp. vocalist. visual. mother. '95. kim jisoo. actress. ceo of blissoo. jisoo turtle-rabbit kim. i am so in love with her goofy ass. sooyaaa__. flower. pretty sure she's a billionaire. korean. blackpink in ur area (except for mine). blackpink is indeed the revolution.
𝐘𝐄𝐉𝐈 as ...new romantics by taylor swift.
itzy. leader. main dancer. vocalist. rapper. '00. korean. hwang yeji. a literal lightfury. the cat is cating with this one. the eyes chico. a total loser girl but I love her for it. lucy hwang. my oppa. yezyizhere. ms english is about confidence. visual. midzy's protector fr.
𝐒𝐀𝐍 as ...lover by taylor swift.
ateez. vocalist. dancer. demon liner. '99. choi san. korean. mountain. my kitty cat. the fluff is fluffing. blonde brought me to my knees. stage presence. the de-twinkafacation is too real. shoulders for days. mr flirts too much his photocard that I don't have should be sleeping on the porch. deja vu eyebrows... ya just had to be there. kq give my boys their own insta accounts right now. totally kisses his band mate jung wooyoung.
𝐓𝐀𝐄𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐆 as ...delicate by taylor swift.
nct. nct 127. nct u og. super m. leader. lee taeyong. korean. rapper. dancer. '95. a parent of 26. korean. bless his hair. mr ty. my bubu. he is peak comfort. I just want to hug him forever and never let go. ai. he bleeds neo-green. taeoxo_nct. please don't send him away, he's already been serving since 2016. sticker's no.1 defender. visual. tik_tyong.
𝐓𝐄𝐍 as ...king of my heart by taylor swift.
nct. wayv. dancing king. vocalist. rapper. '95. a cat dad. a sassy king. chittaphon leechaiyapornkul. lee yongqin. gender-envy is real people. mr oh no your have to taste it. nct u og. thai and kinda chinese too I thinks. I wanna say multilingual king but according to bambam he can't even speak thai (his mother-tongue) well. a 10/10 fr. tenlee_1001. birthday was a cultural reset. visual. pretty sure he's in love with a guy named johnny suh from chicago.
𝐉𝐄𝐍𝐎 as ...mastermind by taylor swift.
nct. nct dream. dancer. rapper. '00. lee jeno. a samoyed doppelganger. so fluffy. leejen_o_423. hot sauce jeno is my roman empire. visual. korean. makes my heart so warm. kinda wanna put him in my pocket. he might be in love with some kid that goes by the name of na jaemin.
𝐊𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐀 as ...enchanted by taylor swift.
aespa. leader. rapper. main dancer. '00. real ? I think not. literally ai. my adorable stupid cheese cat. yoon jimin. korean. one of them laughing slappers. such a cutie pls just get in my pocket and let me protect your forever rina. katarinabluu. quite literally meows. a cat has never cat-ed like her before. run run run kitty kitty run run. visual.
𝐊𝐀𝐙𝐔𝐇𝐀 as ...dancing with our hands tied by taylor swift.
le sserafim. rapper. vocalist. dancer. ballerina. '03. zuha. japanese. literally lee hojung's sister because, huh. looks a little line jeon wonwoo too, but that just could be me. nakamura kazuha. my girlfriend (real). body goals fr, SLAY QUEEN. such a cutie patootie it makes me cry. the rizz is lowkey but so real. zuhazana. the swan song is literally her song. SOUNDS LIKE MONSTER BABY KING KONG, such a banger. visual.
𝐒𝐎𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐍 as ...wonderland by taylor swift.
txt. tomorrow x together. leader. vocalist. dancer. that dolphin song boy. '00. choi soobin. my favourite tall awkward and shy boy. he's just such a cutie pls. korean. I live in his dimples. I love that we collectively hate on math, my soulmate fr. you know you know soobin. page.soobin. so boyfriend dammit. visual. BRING BACK PURPLE HAIRED SOOBIN RN.
𝐉𝐀𝐘 as ...getaway car by taylor swift.
enhypen. enha. an all-rounder honestly. he plays guitar and that's hot. '02. blonde jay makes me spiral. korean but spent some time in america too. park jongseong. if angry bird, then why so gorgeous. he shouldn't be allowed to wear jeans because holy moly. he makes me giggle like a girl and I LOATHE IT because I'm supposed to be a feminist jason (his name isn't jason btw). I wanna kiss him. my boyfriend (REAL).
𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐊 as ...paper rings by taylor swift.
p1harmony. piwon. p1h. rapper. dancer. such a cutie I can't take it. he likes almonds. hwang intak. intakie. intak-attack. taki taki rumba. '03. he's soooo... BEIDJEDKWNDKED. I can't think straight when I see the guy. I love him. korean. his music taste is bangin'. I can't handle short-haired intak lord haveth mercy. okay okay, but fr this time, he's my boyfriend.
❪ more might be added... ❫
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thru-the-grapevine · 1 year
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Pairing: Vernon x fem!reader
Summary: Vernon wants to make sure Valentine’s Day is done right. Thankfully, so do you.
Word Count: 1.8k
Tags: fluff, pillow forts, fade-to-black mature content near the end (minors dni just in case)
Author’s note: Happy Valentine’s Day! May we never forget who my OG ult bias is :)
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It was days like this that Vernon was convinced you were perfect for him.
He glanced down at you, flopped on your back across his lap, fidgeting absently as you watched the movie playing on the screen. You glanced up at him, noticing his focus shift to you, and smiled sweetly before looking back at the movie again.
It had been your idea to stay in tonight, something you’d suggested a couple weeks ago.
“Everyone’s always going out and doing stuff on Valentine’s Day,” you’d texted. “Way less exhausting for us if we get takeout and watch like Star Wars or something.”
He’d agreed without extra thought, glad you felt the same. Why bother doing something out of the ordinary when you’d both rather be doing what you usually did?
And he didn’t normally second-guess himself on these things; he didn’t need to. Being with you had always felt as easy as breathing to Vernon. You’d never needed grand gestures or elaborate plans out of him, had always liked him for exactly how he liked to be, unassuming and quietly affectionate. It felt relieving, especially after all the idol pressures at work. Being with you was like taking a deep breath of fresh air after tense, short breaths all day.
But he’d heard his groupmates talking about Valentine’s Day plans as they spent time together in the studio and the practice rooms, workshopping their late spring comeback. His groupmates with partners were taking them places for Valentine’s Day, giving them things, some of them planning the day out with detail.
“I’m not making a habit of it,” Mingyu had said after sharing some of his plans. “But it’s a day specifically made to be special, right? An excuse to get creative, to give them something they haven’t wanted to ask for. So I’m going for it.”
And Vernon had pondered, absently at first, whether you’d want anything like that from him. Something special on a special day. Then he began wondering if there were things you wanted to do or try or have that you hadn’t wanted to ask for before. But that was silly; you’d never implied anything like that, so he was fine.
Probably.
The closer to the day he’d gotten, the less sure he became of that. The less sure he became of himself. Being with you was easy as breathing…but was it too easy, too effortless? Was he trying hard enough for you?
“Would you be interested in going to this one place tomorrow night?” He’d texted you yesterday night on a whim.
“Oh, did you want to go someplace?” You’d responded.
No. “Yes.”
You’d sent “👀” in response, and he’d given in. You always seemed to be on to him.
“So there isn’t anything different or more interesting you’ve secretly been wanting to do and haven’t told me about?”
“Vernon 😂” you’d texted. “If I wanted to do something else with you I would talk to you about it like a normal person, I promise ❤️”
He’d gone to bed relieved. And then, of course, woken up second-guessing it again.
“Let’s try it out anyway,” he’d texted you around lunchtime, watching some of his groupmates getting plans together and sending partners things. “Just to say we did, and then we can come home and do what we always do.”
And he’d been so busy mentally preparing himself to be around people, to be in a more formal atmosphere, to impress you so much that you’d never doubt that he cared, that he never realized you’d never replied.
He walked into your apartment to find it dark, only to flip the nearest switch and come face to face with a massive blanket fort in the living room.
“Um…babe?” He called, toeing off his shoes and drinking in the fort. It was rather impressive; how long had this taken you?
“Don’t you look nice.”
He looked down to see you sitting at one of the entrances to the fort (because yes, it did look like there was more than one), cross-legged, donned in one of his hoodies.
A sheepish smile played at the corners of his mouth. “So, uh…what’s all this?”
He couldn’t remember the last time you looked this shy. “Um…happy Valentine’s Day?”
He blinked. “Oh?”
“I know it’s not exactly going out somewhere,” you said, words rushing out like you were afraid he’d stop you. “But it just…seemed more us? And look, I even—”
You leaned back through the fort entrance, rustling something plastic, then re-emerged with a stuffed plastic bag in hand. “I got takeout. It’s from that one place you mentioned, since you sounded interested in it.”
He raised his eyebrows, letting the information slowly sink in, a tension he hadn’t noticed in his chest beginning to loosen.
You sighed and set the takeout bag down, standing and approaching him slowly. “I should’ve said something, maybe. It’s just…I dunno, it sounded like you got in your head a little, because I know you sounded happy about just staying in a couple weeks ago, and I thought I’d put together something you might actually like doing, just in case you wanted the option—”
You cut off as he scooped you into a tight hug.
“I fucking love you,” he sighed, and it was like he could breathe again. No going out, no big impressive gestures, no frills or flair. Just getting to be with you, as him.
God, he loved getting to be himself with you.
He felt you sigh and grin against his shoulder before wrapping your arms around him, hugging him back. “Love you too, Vern’.”
He basked in the soft warmth of you for a long, long moment, certain the feeling of you in his arms was his favorite.
“Am I allowed in the fort all fancy?” He mumbled, remembering he’d dressed nicer in anticipation of going out.
You laughed. “You left some practice clothes here last week that I washed, if you want to change.”
“Amazing. You thought of everything.” He leaned back, gazing at you, fond. God, he loved you so bad. He was truly fucked.
Your lopsided smile was a mix of bashful and affectionate. “Wanna eat and watch some Star Wars in my badass blanket fort?”
“Hell yeah I do,” he said, a grin spreading over his face. “How long did that thing even take you?”
“Literally all day. Please love it.”
“It’s the best in the whole world,” he reassured you, pressing a kiss to your forehead before letting you go to find his practice clothes.
There was something truly wonderful, something safe and pleasant, knowing the whole world was outside your apartment, bustling around doing things, and that Vernon could be in here away from all of it with the only person worth being not-alone with on Valentine’s Day. He loved the comfort of his practice clothes that now smelled like you, the coziness of your blanket fort decked out in fairy lights, the ease and interest of trying and swapping bites of the new takeout with you.
It was that it was all you, he thought, not bothering to concentrate on the movie when you’d finished eating, preferring to drink you in, instead. You made all of this the preferable option. You made some of Vernon’s favorite things better. It felt almost too good to be true, that he could have something so wonderful, the happiness of you with him. And now, just sitting together in contented silence, he didn’t see how it could get much better.
You stretched and shifted your hips as you watched the movie, and Vernon kept a steadying hand on your hip, feeling the sliver of skin between your joggers waistband and his hoodie—and something else.
He paused, glancing down at your hip. Gingerly, he moved his hand enough to reveal a small slip of lace.
“What’s this?” He asked, thumbing along the fabric again, fascinated.
“Oh,” you said, and when he glanced up at your face he was met with a cat-like grin. “Nothing. Hardly anything. Here, look.”
He felt his throat go dry when you tucked your thumbs into the waistband of your joggers and lifted your hips, wriggling until the fabric bunched around your knees. You leaned back, resting your hands above your head, the hem of his hoodie riding up to give him a better view. A pair of pretty, sheer lace underwear rode low on your hips, tinted in his favorite color.
“Christ,” he muttered under his breath, reverent. He traced his thumb along the lacy band again and tried to remember how to breathe.
“Nice, right?” Vernon could hear you smiling but couldn’t tear his eyes from the newly exposed sight. “And it may be part of a set.”
He nearly choked on his own tongue. Fuck. He glanced up at you, eyebrows raised.
“…Is that so,” he rasped.
You nodded, looking especially pleased with yourself, then sat up.
“It’s just that, well,” you mused as you maneuvered yourself to straddle his lap, “you sounded like you were interested in some variety today, and I don’t always get a chance to be fancy like this, so I thought, you know, why not?”
Why not, indeed. God. This was variety Vernon could get behind. He settled his hands at your hips, sliding them up beneath his hoodie to rest at your waist.
You grinned, leaning in until you were nose to nose. “If you’re really good I’ll let you take it off of me. You can be good for me, can’t you, Vern’?”
“I fucking love you,” he groaned, tilting his chin up just as you leaned in and kissed him hungrily.
Turns out there was a way tonight could get better, after all.
The movie was long over by the time the two of you relaxed again, piled in a tangle of limbs amongst strewn pillows in the blanket fort. Vernon stroked gently along your bare spine, sighing.
“I really didn’t put in any effort for you tonight, did I.”
You snorted. “Babe, we’re not allowed to have sex like that for you to say you’ve put in no effort for me.”
“No, I mean,” he said, abashed grin tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Just like, in general today. I was going to impress you, I swear I was, I just…”
You propped your chin on his sternum, frowning at him. “Vernon, you don’t need to impress me. You’ve already got me. You got me without the impressing, to be honest.”
He glanced down at you. “I just don’t want you to think I don’t care enough, or that I’m not willing to make any effort for you, or something awful like that.”
Your face softened into something warm. You leaned up and pressed the gentlest of kisses to his mouth.
“I don’t think that. I could never think that. You were willing to get fancy and go out, things you don’t like doing on your own time, just for me. I’d be stupid not to see that for what it is.”
He smiled then, lifting his hand from your back and stroking his fingers through your hair.
“Love you,” he whispered.
You grinned. “Sap…love you, too.”
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onlymingyus · 2 years
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onlymingyus' ult polycule
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pairing; kim mingyu (svt) - park chanyeol (exo) - kim seyhoon (wow a.c.e) - byun baekhyun (exo) - lee jihoon (woozi svt) x reader
genre; fluff, smut, polycule, headcanon
warnings; mentions food, multiple partners during intercourse, thigh riding, cockarming, aftercare, just a large happy polycule family okay? let me live my dream
request; no
a/n; i have been working on this nonsense forever. these are my ult biases and just how i see them in like a polycule situation. so someone put me in it please and thank you.
all of the headers are made by me @chogiwapadada do not use or repost
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Mingyu
Would spend most of his time wanting to take care of everyone in the relationship while also being taken care of 
Always cooking for everyone 
Special meals cooked for those who take less breaks like Jihoon/Chanyeol 
Would plan special dates/dinners and expect everyone to be there
If people didn’t show up or weren’t on time expect him to be the poutiest Mingyu ever 
Would use his pout as a weapon on everyone
Is a vitamin in the relationship alongside of Baekhyun
Always trying to make sure everyone gets equal time while also making sure that no one feels left out 
At the same time he would be one person who would want alone time with you or one of the others
Is the most responsible with the money in the relationship
Also is most likely to keep things clean around the house  
In the bedroom he would go through some power play struggles with others at times
Would probably struggle with Chanyeol off and on but based on other dynamics they would figure themselves out and take turns 
In the bedroom Mingyu would also make sure everyone was taken care of and had equal time and finished if they wanted to 
In charge of the aftercare
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Chanyeol
Can be found most of the time in the studio either alone or with Jihoon
Another puppy like Mingyu would want time to himself with you or others but would be more likely to take that time instead of planning it like Mingyu 
Literally built a bar in his own studio, he has priorities that line up differently from Mingyu but yet they would meet on common ground many times when he could get the others to let loose and chill with him
Wants to be creative and uses his relationships as a source of inspiration 
Always has his hands on someone if he can help it
Always laughing and enjoying the company of someone 
In the bedroom he is either completely focused on what is happening or trying to control the room
He gets into to dominate struggles with Mingyu and mostly Jihoon often but more likely than not Jihoon wins out 
Both Chanyeol and Mingyu can go rounds unlike some of the others in the relationship and can be a bit more insatiable
They have been known to have competitions which end up with Jihoon removing you from the room before you end up unable to walk straight the next day
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Sehyoon
The soft quiet lover 
Always as his hand on you or someone else 
Either on your back, your thigh, or your hand (or someone else’s) 
Can be a bit more of a giver and can be left behind sometimes but the others tend to notice especially Mingyu and push him to the front more often 
If you are Sehyoon are having a bad day Mingyu will go out of his way to push you to ride Sehyoon’s thigh, cockwarm him, or simply cuddle while the others do something else or are present
Sehyoon enjoys spending time in the studio with Chanyeol and Jihoon usually playing his guitar but also writing raps with Chanyeol 
In the bedroom, where he can sometimes let the others direct him or can just sit back and let whatever happen sometimes he can be more dominant
This happens even more when it is just you and him alone 
He enjoys one on one time even if he loves everyone equally 
Sehyoon will also go out of his way to do little things here and there for everyone without thinking about what he is doing just out of habit
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Baekhyun
Always making someone laugh 
Always holding you or someone else 
Has his head on your shoulder or in your lap if he doesn’t have you in his 
Tries to help Mingyu in the kitchen but is usually kicked out within the first 10 minutes 
Can be found with Sehyoon fairly often working on small music projects 
Baekhyun does small things for everyone like little art projects that no one really wants but they end up being so cute not even Jihoon can say no to having a clay Mongryong sitting on his desk in the studio 
In the bedroom, Baekhyun is full of energy right up to the point he isn’t and then he is full pillow prince
He doesn’t often fight for a dominant role but instead is happy to be where he is told to be or wherever he fits in 
Sometimes just enjoys to sit back and watch alongside of Sehyoon while Mingyu and Chanyeol fight for dominance 
Does enjoy his own personal time with you two because it means plenty of cuddles for him and he can go fully puppy with you 
Is the worst with the aftercare because he wants to be taken care of
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Jihoon
Spends the most time alone and in his studio 
You have to pull him away and make him remember to eat real food and more than just snack foods and coke zeros 
Mingyu loads up tray with foods for him and the rest of the studio dwellers often and sends you down with it 
Jihoon is the one who gets the least amount of sleep but he is also the one who complains the most when the rest of you don’t sleep enough. Worry about your health
He loves each of you deeply and has his own way of showing it 
Loves to cockwarm in his studio or to simply fuck in his studio especially when it just the two of you 
When it's all or just a few of you in the bedroom, Jihoon takes the main dom role and will command the room much to Mingyu and especially Chanyeol’s dismay
The two large men finding themselves completely helpless to such a “smaller” man in height but not in bulk
When he does join in Jihoon will still direct the situation but tends to ask you what you want letting you decide where you want him and everyone else
He likes to know where you want his cock and everyone else’s 
Watches over everyone with aftercare but trusts Mingyu
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dkbtho · 4 months
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Minji's 2023 K-Pop recap!!
Tagged by: @we-survive-endlessly @ambivartence and @lee-minhoe love you, friends <3 !!!
Groups You Started Stanning?: The most notable has to be Seventeen! I knew their music before, and kinda new Mingyu (thanks Siyuan <3), but I really started getting into their content this year :) Others include (G)I-DLE and soloist Lee Young Ji!!!!
New Ult Biases?: S.Coups my BELOVED
Idol(s) Who Got The Most Of Your Simping?: S.COUPS MY BELOVED!!!
Most Streamed Group(s): Stray Kids, Seventeen, Cravity, and Oneus!
Most Streamed Soloist(s)?: BewhY, Jackson Wang, Lee Young Ji and Taemin!!!
Top K-Pop Song(s) Of This Year (Opinion Or Streaming, You Choose): This list is so long, but I'm not even sorry
Naseous - The Rose, GRL GVNG - XG, Candy Bomb - OnlyOneOf, Drowning - Bobby, Day&Night - BTOB, Good Enough - Xdinary Heroes, SHALALA - Taeyong, Tight - SF9, Intro : Beggin' You - ONEUS, Passion Fruit - The Boyz, Paranoid - Xdinary Heroes, SUPER - Seventeen, Designer - VAV, JUICE - SHINee, Move - T5, Psycho - Jun, Macaroni Cheese - YOUNG POSSE, Lucky! - Kim Jae Hwan, ODD-VENTURE - MCND, Wait - Dino, Watch It - The Boyz, Fighting - BSS, Honey - The Boyz
Top Debut This Year: I don't keep up with debuts much, but I just discovered KISS OF LIFE today, and I love their music <3 I also know ONE (1) RIIZE song (Memories). Someone also suggested eite's debut album to me over on @kpodcast and it was delightful!! I've heard good things about boynextdoor and zerobaseone, but haven't carved out the time to listen !
Choreographies You Learned: I don't learn choreographies, per se... but if bits and pieces of choreos are easy, I'll do a sad approximation of them lol (skz s-class, bss fighting, atz bouncy, etc)
Albums/Merchandise You Bought: A lot!!! I am the Best at impulse purchases, so when I see an album in the store I might just buy it! Even if I only know like one song.. But having all the albums on my shelf makes me happy :) I also bought the DKB lightstick, and the new Seventeen lightstick!!! OH and I got the iKON lightstick as a gift for my sister <3
New Kpop Mutuals You Made?: oh boy... <3 there's been a few that I didn't realize were following me?? and now we're mutuals!! anyway if you don't see me in your follow list it's because this isn't my main lol
tagging: just anybody!!! do it and say I tagged you i love you all so much <3
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lovejoshua · 1 year
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Bias tag game!!
You're going to pick 10 of your biases (or as many biases as you have and then fill in the rest of the spots with idols you like) and number them 1-10. Then answer the questions below! Try not to look at the questions before you make your list!
Thank you to @h-aelz for tagging me 🥺🥺 this seems like so much fun. I'm tagging @kookthief @junniieesbby @boba-beom @baljinciaga and anyone else who wants to do this 🩷🩷
My Answers:
1. Joshua (SEVENTEEN)
2. Yeonjun (TXT)
3. Ten (NCT)
4. Jiwon (FROMIS_9)
5. Chungha
6. Wonwoo (SEVENTEEN)
7. Jungkook (BTS)
8. Jungwoo (NCT)
9. Yves (LOONA)
10. Seungkwan (SEVENTEEN)
Questions:
1. Between 7 and 5, who did you bias first?
Jungkook was the one I biased first! I always loved his voice and personality but something shifted for me last year that made me finally add him to my bias list <33 Chungha is a recent bias of mine, I just started to get more into her music but she's becoming one of my ults
2. Between 2 and 6, who are you more attached to?
NOO THIS IS HARD 😭😭 Yeonjun has been one my of biases since 2019 and I've literally seen him grow up and become ever more talented through every era. I'm always so proud of him :') As for Wonwoo, he became my bias bc I saw myself in him and it felt nice to have an idol who has similar characteristics as me. When he spoke about his feelings during hit the road, i understood those same feelings. In summary, I can't choose between them 😔
3.If you were to spend a day with either 3 or 1, who would you choose and what would you do?
Why must you do this to me 😭😭 I will say shua since he's like my #1 ult and honestly idk 🧍🏼‍♀️ i think it would be nice to go to a coffee shop and then just walk around an unfamiliar city or!! go to an arcade or amusement park during the evening and just goof off. if i had money then we definitely could just randomly fly to another country like he did with mingyu.
4. What is your favorite physical feature about 9?
her smile 🥺🥺 she's one of those people where i think she could brighten everyone's day just by smiling. I also love how she smiles when she performs, you can just tell she enjoys it
5. What is your favorite part of 6's personality?
I love how reserved he is, yet he gets all cheery with the boys sometimes. There's some moments where you just see him keep to himself and will add a comment or two but 5 minutes later, he'll joke around with the guys and be chaotic with them.
6. If you were to tell 8 anything you wanted, what would you tell them?
that he has one of my favorite voices!! absolutely love it when he sings, and that I hope gets more opportunities to do solo songs or another djj project
7. Between 1 and 2, whose closest would you raid?
A little hard 😭 I'm going to say Yeonjun bc of how stylish he is, but I feel like Joshua would have comfy clothes which i also love.
8. What is a style that you want to see 3 try?
He has done it so many time but I love!! when he tries a style that is not only fashionable but that looks cool when he dances (if that makes sense?). I would love to see him do camp, I know he would pull it off so well
9. Between 5 and 4, who are you closer in height?
BOTH LMAO but if not wrong, jiwon is either the same height as me or an inch taller and chungha would be either an inch or two taller 😭😭 my shorties, no wonder they're my biases
10. Between 10 and 9, whose music do you like the best?
...sigh 😭😭. I both love loona and svt a lot, idk if there's one I can really choose 😭😭 but I'll go with seungkwan bc he hasn't been talked about here and i'm DYING to talk about him. I ADORE his verses in svt songs and all of the covers he does. He is a genius when it comes to adding emotions to his singing, just listen to his verse of samex3 or his cover of forsake. he has such an incredible voice, i live for his adlibs. he has so much singing talent and I always smile hearing him high notes. truly one of my favorite singers of all time 💖💖
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jongside · 1 year
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Bias game ~
Tagged by @seohotonin ❤️ and i'll tag @moonflowerglowing @skyjoong and @brownieracha if they want
You're going to pick 10 of your biases (or as many biases as you have and then fill in the rest of the spots with idols you like) and number them 1-10. Then answer the questions below! Try not to look at the questions before you make your list!
Seunghyub
Seoho
Seungsik
Mujin
Hyunjin
Lee know
Mingyu
Jinhwan
Yonghoon
Yunho
Questions
1. Between 7 and 5, who did you bias first?
Hyunjin, i accepted Minguy as the bias recently
2. Between 2 and 6, who are you more attached to?
Seoho. He is my baby my love no need to say more. Easy
3. If you were to spend the day with either 3 or 1, who would you choose and what would you do?
This is so hard! (I did the other questions because i just couldn't) Seunghyub. Going to a small concert in a park and then eating something in a café and finish the day with date in at home with movies and snacks
4. What is your favorite physical feature about 9?
I really like Yonghoon smile
5. What is your favorite part of 6's personality?
How he quietly take care of everybody. He's a soft person inside who shows love by teasing. His humor is fantastic also.
6. If you were to tell 8 anything you wanted, what you would you tell them?
That i love his voice and dancing and he should be confident in them. I hope in the future Jinhwan will bless us with some solo projects
7. Between 1 and 2, whose closet would you raid?
Seoho's for the big sweaters/hoodies. I may have think about it a lot already...maybe (sweater paws 🥺)
8. What is a style that you want to see 3 try?
For seungsik well a more "rock" style. Darker aura seungsik is a weakness
9. Between 5 and 4, who are you closer to in height?
Mujin and boy is still way taller than me like nearly 20cm!
10. Between 10 and 9, whose music do you like the best?
ONEWE no hesitation they are one of my ult groups
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jaetyun · 1 year
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i think we had the same top3;; i am so devastated that junhyeon didnt debut (with gunwook and taerae and that he just didnt debut) okay im happy for the ones who are debuting but i dont think i can be ot9 even if i try. i will do my best tho. im happy gunwook is debuting and taerae and ricky and haobin BUT KEITA AND JUNHYEON?? as if im not enough sad and mad after my ult bias for years,,, this broke me even more into pieces.. please give us a group with the remaining trainees or just do it like nct where they start adding new members for new units etc and the trainees will be the eliminated in finals ones + elimination before finals + ichan + wumuti (im sorry if i missed someone)
also the way i am rewatching boys planet for the 4th time and forgetting sbout mingyu and doha after their elimination:// miss them too tho but this is about Junhyeon and Keita. i just cant accept it that they wont debut. life is cruel since last week.
honghais eliminated FUCKED ME UPPP I still haven’t recovered
EXACTLY HOW I FEEL! my perfect world would be them doing top 12 and jay phanbin and keita debut as well ☹️ though now that ive had more time to reflect I think its fir the better cause wakeone isn’t exactly known to have great management and junhyeon & those 3 deserve a permanent group w a better label 💔 I also have a feeling jay haruto zihao and seunghwan will be sought after by labels now that they got some attention w boys planet 
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dalkyeom · 1 year
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yeah I liked in legends arceus that sometimes you’d find like certain pkmn that would just be like 👀 when you’re crouched down and the you’re like 😳🥹 LOL
and hhhhh it makes me happy to know you’re excited to see my ocs they’re my babies and I’m kinda proud with how they’ve grown and changed and yet have stayed the same too 😭😭 like I look at my old art and think “you grew up but didn’t change too much” HAKSHSKSJ
also yes be prepared for warm hugs 🫂🫂😤😤 and oh! my svt biases are woozi and mingyu hehe woozi is one of my ults uwu <333 you’re so sweet tho whenever I get gifts from friends I feel shy and spoiled HAKSJSKD 💜💜💜
Amg the visuals 😭 they’re so cute esp when they gather
Aaaa yes yes! Hahaha I like looking at other’s ocs a lot 🥺 the lore can be fun to read and the oc friendship pairs too. I remember interacting with other artists that way before 😂 //gonna keep my eyes open for them 👀
Shall take note!! I’ll call your bundle the producer bundle (ft. Mingyu 😂) aww Izzy you’re the sweetest too, you deserved to be spoiled hehe 💖 also it’s fun to leave little gifts to friends ✨
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aceofvernons · 1 year
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ult group question game
rules: answer the questions based on your ult group
i was tagged by the ever wonderful @momobani ty for the tag <333 i am. unfortunately guilty of being a solo stan so seventeen is my default ✌️😔
tagging @seokmins @junkissed-replies @nu-replies @minghao-s @caratonce @dalkyeom @chogiwapadada and anyone else who wants to do it!!!
who was your first bias?
it was s.coups! i still like him a lot (and i love all the other members don't worry), but i could never be as insane about him as some of my friends who are stans.
2. who is your bias now?
it's vernon. like, if you take 5 seconds to look at my blog, being INSANE about him is sort of (really) my brand LMAO
3. what was the first MV you watched from them?
ooh, that's a really good question. i'd have to say home;run? it's also the song that got me into seventeen in the first place, so it definitely has a close place in my heart <3
4. what's your favorite MV?
oh, now that's a REALLY good question. i think it's the one for oh my!, i love svt's darker concepts a lot but i tend to favor their cuter or lighter ones and it's so delightful as well.
5. if you could listen to one song for the rest of your life, what would it be?
i think it would be home? it's such a soft song and also interesting enough that i think it would keep me hooked. 6. who would you want to see them collab with?
*sweats in solo stan* i uh, do not know. i only listen to the music of other groups casually so i don't really know enough about other groups </333 7. what MV concept do you want to see them do?
i mentioned this before but i love the cuter/lighter ones they do! it would be so fun to see them do a playful one again, let them have fun with it and be the absolute chaos men they are <3
8. have you ever had a dream with any of the members in it?
oh this is hilarious because i do have a few from time to time, but most of them fade EXCEPT for one. i had a dream that i was fighting with mingyu for a pint of seventeen themed ice cream and you know, i was doing pretty good considering that this man is twice my size and is HELLA buff. it's a classic case of an immovable object (mingyu) vs an unstoppable force (me).
9. if you could spend a day with one member, who would it be and what would you do?
extremely predictable of me, but i'd love to hang out with vernon! just chat, hang out, get some food, i think he would he a really cool person to talk to. i'd love to get a better understanding of his perspective of the world, since we're both the kinds of people who like to broaden our horizons and understand other people more.
10. which member do you think you'd get along best with?
i think it would be hoshi!! his high energy would rub off on me and we would both be a pair of chaotic menaces with not a single brain cell between us <33
11. which member do you think you would argue with?
maybe not *argue* but someone i think i could see myself having fun banter with seungkwan, he really reminds me of my irl childhood best friend and we need to be the fruitiest people in the room or else (/j)
12. if you had to choose one member to scroll through your tumblr, who would it be?
yet another good question because i'm really a fairly private person and the thought of having one of them look through my blog makes me want to throw myself out a window. but! i'm letting minghao do it because he is the least likely to care. if he doesn't know me then he hopefully won't judge me too hard.
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taexual · 2 years
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Hii!! So i've been following you for quite some time now but i realized i don't know any of your biases 🥺idk if you answered this or not but i still wanted to ask!!?
Btw your taste in books is immaculate 🤌
hiii, it’s so sweet of you to wonder! 🥺 i’ll put them under the cut, but before i get to that, just wanted to say that every single member of the groups below is wonderful and precious, and i love them ❤️
as for my biases,
san from ateez | either jimin or namjoon who is my soulmate from bts | jongin from exo (i know i don't write for them anymore, but this stuck with me 🥺) | jaebeom from got7 | hanbin probably doesn't count anymore? 🥺 he’s my ult anyway, but then junhoe from ikon | kihyun from monsta x | taeyong from nct | mingyu from seventeen | key from shinee | hyunjin (or minho? help) from stray kids | taehyun (or yeonjun? help2) from txt
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jaeyunsz · 2 years
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RINI!!!!! THE JAKE FIC WAS SO 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽 UGHHHH AND I NEVER EXPECTED MINGYU TO BE MYSTERY HEART BREAKER
And extra question, r they still gonna stream🫣
putting mingyu in the fic was self indulgent ngl since he is my ult ult ult bias and his recent insta post was just... >>> tbh i was going to put beomgyu in and yeonjun as yn's brother but using svt members made much more sense w their ages and stuff soooo yes
and ofc yn and jake are going to stream and even more then before since they're an official couple now <333
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hoshzonearchive · 2 years
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i'm a vernon ult but there's just SOMETHING about mingyu worshipping your pussy and devouring you like you're his last meal on earth. bonus points if he teases your clit with ice cubes before diving in .... and Absolute Dream
right?! anonie we share the same brain because all that runs through my head all day is mingyu devouring me like a starved man
ice play 👀 I might or might not be working on fic based on that 👀
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onlymingyus · 2 years
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I'm feeling evil okay so your nails are super pretty!!! ❤️ Don't you think mingyu would absolutely love to see them wrapped around his dick like I know we're not into hand things BUT he'd prolly whine a lot at just how gorgeous youe hands look and how good they feel lol imagining him being like bby we gotta see how the color looks against my dick every time you opt for a new color lmfao you gotta test it out as soon as you have some privacy alone... Or not, I mean he's not gonna complain if you jerk him off in the car before going home...
Also also I feel like jihoon would be more into how they feel against his back or on his chest when he's inside you rather than around his dick per se. Like idk I see him more into feeling than visualization??? Prolly likes if you pull on his hair or just run your fingers through it as well 💕
Yeah, anyways bye!
- @onlyseokmins <3
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After I sent you the most wholesome thing I could think of. This is what I get in return?
Talk about getting attacked.
Do I want all of this....100% fucking percent because Mingyu with a hand kink is one of the single hottest things I have ever heard of IN MY LIFE. Please beg for my hand on your dick. Please tell me my hand is pretty and my nails are pretty around your cock sir. Like seeing his cum dripping over the nails and him just admiring it and then maybe even taking a picture to remember the moment. Hnnng!
THEN YOU DIDNT STOP! No you went with another ult. And do I think about how my nails are shaped perfectly for raking across someone's back as they rail me into the mattress....yes. Would I like for that person to be Jihoon, also YES. Would I like to tug at his hair with those same nails and hear his hiss into groans, absolutely.
I just want you to know Elv, my dear sweet bestie wife. You have started a war today.
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sluttywoozi · 1 month
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Hey Em!! It's me, the not-so-baby carat.😁 I'm so glad you replied to my ask and that you understood what I meant.😭
I'm not yet settled but for the sake of my sanity, Cheol and Mingyu will remain my biases until further notice. I've recently started watching content like Gose and I'm just having fun here. Like Cheol scares me and I don't even know why.😂 My only regret is stanning so late🥲.
As for Ateez...hmmm. I'm currently an ot8 whose bias line changes very frequently 😂. So rn it's Wooyoung, Yunho and Jongho because they've been destroying me lately. With a special focus on Hongjoong because he looked and sounded so hot in the Chungha mv😭. I would like to know your bias line too!🙂
I'm sorry for taking so long and you can refer to me as Skye. I'm glad you were invested in my disaster biasing and I'm looking forward to hearing from you! Have a good one!
omg hi Skye!
gose is the absolute best! when i first got into seventeen i used to just watch that and their lives all the time, and i feel like that's how i really got to know them and their personalities. they also had a lot to do with the solidification of my bias line so perhaps they'll do the same for you 👀 Cheol can be scary!! he has a lot of natural authority and can look/be pretty intimidating sometimes, but he's a softie at heart and he'd do anything to protect his team 🥹 and stanning late just means you have more content to catch up on!! i slipped into the diamond life just before face the sun and i felt like i was late then too!
omg i respect that so much 😭 ateez is that kind of group where it's either ridiculously easy to pin down who your bias is or ridiculously hard, because they're all so wonderful and have such strong individuality and personalities. i went on a journey for my ateez bias line too! when my besties first got me into them, i liked wooyoung the most because i loved his attitude and i wanted to put him in his place and then i got really into yunho based on his performance in the first episode of wanteez, and then seonghwa's personality came for me with a quickness and i also fell in love with his insane visuals obvs and now i consider him my second ult! then mingi crept up on me during break the wall tour and i tried to refrain bc he's one of my bestie's biases but she's cool with me biasing him so he's now an official bias. all of that to say - my line is seonghwa (ult 2) and mingi as biases and yunho as a bias wrecker
i am so invested in your journey!! i love the beginning of stanning a new group, it's all so exciting and fun, like falling in love with someone new
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