#maybe will delete later

[extrashortshorts]

freaking screaming about buggy

He is just there, preventing people from looking at important(🤨?) things just like at the marineford

#one piece #buggy the clown #love this idiot #maybe will delete later

[everywindintheriver]

A little while ago, I mentioned maybe sharing the voice memoes for the Lay of Leithian parts I’ve finished so far.

Well...

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1sHieEwLNry5meL-MVWfAku0xPDyeaCzT?usp=sharing

There’s about 3 hours of music. These are -very- rough little recordings- just my voice and my guitar on my phone, but I thought that people might be interested in them, since it will be a while before they are in a different, more polished form, if they ever are.

Included are:

Canto 1: Concerning Elu Thingol and Doriath

Canto 2: Concerning Barahir the Bold, the treachery of Gorlim, his death, and Beren Erchamion's vow for revenge

Canto 3:  Concerning the meeting of Beren and Lúthien Tinúviel

Canto 4: Concerning Beren's capture and the bride-price of Lúthien as laid down by Thingol: a Silmaril

Canto 9: Concerning Huan's battle with Thû, the destruction of Wizard's Isle, and the freeing of Beren

As well as large parts of Cantos 5, 6, 7, and 8.

Would really love to hear what people think- I’ve been working on this since 2020 in a vacuum with almost no feedback, ha

(This feels like a very blink-and-you’ll-miss-it way to share a couple of hours of music, but it’s just been a very long time since I’ve posted anything- the past year, I’ve been really shut down and haven’t been able to perform or share anything. I’ve been able to work on a little, but I just need to get something out and to have it heard by people who might care about it, even if it’s not in a polished, final form. <3 )

#The Silmarillion #silmarillion #beren #luthien #finrod #lord of the rings #middle earth #adele mcallister #J. R. R. Tolkien #tolkien #maybe will delete later #meep #please let me know if there's any trouble accessing them

[mmediocreman]

JJK CHP 220 SPOILER

kinda wanna talk about sashisu for a bit 

as someone who always prefer group dynamics (esp trios, theyre kinda my thing lol) i always take shoko into account but from what i’ve seen she has kept her distance with both gojo and geto. when asked what does she think abt geto turning into a curse user she said “its stupid” 「バカだね」

the sentiment i get from her last words was again, how full of ego gojo and geto are, to the point where it seems like they’re alienating other people, thinking they’re alone. i understand full well that a part of gojo’s loneliness was not having someone who’s up to his standard in strength anymore, and thats what he’s trying to nurture with his students, to be able to stand beside him or even be stronger than him. but just like how geto seems a bit reluctant to reach out for help (despite the fact the adults in his life should’ve realized as well) gojo too is guilty of this, going into shibuya on his own and welp we know where that got him. 

especially with gojo, i think what this all is trying to say is, even if someone isnt in the same capacity as you in some regards it doesnt mean they cant or wont help you. in gojo’s words “you cant help someone who doesnt want to be helped” then what about you gojo, do you want to be helped? are you even opening up the chance for other people to reach out to you?

i wonder how shoko must’ve felt trough all of that. she’s been the type to keep things to herself but the betrayal, sadness and annoyance gojo felt she mustve also felt in her own way

#jjk ramble #maybe will delete later

[m-bennet]

so, my delusional thoughts about santiago in context "trying to create his background for role-playing game with my beloved armand"...

obviously, all crazy shit started with his changed hair. two theories: he's just an old mf (101%) or he's kinda albino kind of guy... i'm definitely sure that he doesn't bleach his hair every 24 hours, it seems more likely that he used to paint his fucking eyebrows instead 👀

second thing — his mannerism, bunch of gestures in the novel. i always imagined that he's that flexible like vampires in 'penny dreadful' series (you know, doing this creepy backwards walking/crawling with arched spine, very exorcistian, lol, ben...).

i have no idea how all this new coven appeared in the theatre. i mean, cast was different at armand's first days as a leader, owner and etc etc. sooo, another "genius" idea came to my mind that santiago has circus origins. as an albino guy (or not), all this flexibility shit and gesturing, owning the scene. i imagine some kind of hard childhood, orphanage, freak show maybe or something like that even (they were at decline in the '40-50s, if I'm not mistaken).  and 'santiago' is more like his pseudonym from circus or even armand gave him this name, accepting into the coven.

bonus: "buffoon" insulted because of his past.

also he could be an acrobat or a knife thrower or a fire eater or everything everywhere all at once.

#shitposting #stupid theories #I KNOW IT #iwtv #interview with the vampire #santiago #iwtv santiago #ben daniels #maybe will delete later

[maybewilwasboring]

My Story

It feels unfair to plunge you into my life without an understanding of why i’m doing this or who i am. As you know, my name is Wil. I’m a trans man from the UK who enjoys poetry, playing guitar and nighttime among other things. I am doing this for one reason: I want to get better. Im not a great person, mentally or just generally. I’m a bad friend, a bad partner, a bad son. I want to track my progress, all the bad and good things i go through. Hopefully if there are any people out there going through similar things this could help you.

My story truly begins when i was 10 years old and got my first phone. My parents, bless them, didn’t know enough about the internet to know that maybe a 10 year old shouldn’t be subject to the wide web unsupervised. I got into a few fandoms, some of which i’m still in today, but the main focus here is the fact that i met two very important people. One of which i’ll call Gray, which was his real name, as he is no longer alive. The other i’ll call by his internet alias, Mel. Gray and Mel were older than me by 5 years, which made them almost like older brother figures to me. I trusted them. Mel and Gray were dating, this might not seem that important but trust me it is. One day out of the blue Mel messaged me and confessed he had feelings for me. One thing led to another and there we were in a very messy and complex relationship. Keep in mind i was 10 and he was 15. Very quickly it became apparent Mel was only interested in the sexual side of things. From begging me for nudes to sending me videos of him masturbating to saying things like ‘Spread your legs for me’. Disgusting. After around a year or two of that i broke it off. This resulted in him calling me names like ‘Slut’ and ‘Attention Whore’. He then spent the next three or four months harassing me. He threatened to rape me among other equally reprehensible things. Eventually he moved on and i was left broken and terrified of everything. Fast forward a while and i made some new friends, which quickly broke apart. Then i made more friends, and that fell apart. Then i got a new girlfriend, who outed me to the whole school. Then i got friends, that fell apart. You see the cycle? I’m skipping a few things for quickness sake but the general idea is it messed me up. To this day i’m not good at relationships or friendships or anything of the sort. So this is me trying to get better.

-Wil

#spilled thoughts #vent post #personal vent #maybe will delete later #digital diary #dear diary #tw diary

[popponn]

im suffering through a backpain rn so all i will offer for a while are rebblogs with madman babblings. and here, for anyone who are interested (whoever u r, ily.)

#i dont usually complain here but please excuse me for this one because good lord #also before i start babble please think of the preview as a bribe. or peace offering 🫰 #but anyway so #i know there are times where my back hurts but man this time it hurts so much i have difficulties standing and sitting #like an actual grandma. i joke a lot about being grandma but really backache this severe in your 20s is not normal right????? #the funny part is that i try some yoga moves and light stretching pose and we are okay #on the good side this means i have a reason to binge read muehehhehee #the bad news is that. my schedule. next week. my back please get well soon please #okay thats all #if you are reading up to this point ily muach muach kis kiss visit hope ur fave fic got an update #hope ur fave stays alive hope ur fave authoe updates hope ur work/school is going very very fine #muach muach #okay back to reading. im very unwell in the head rn im sorry #maybe will delete later #babblings #also there is rin and kaiser and neuvi wip too but....

[thornheartfelt]

Hi I need. Na.da to reassure me that I'm not annoying and people don't want to just. Completely ignore me

#anomaly.txt #partner entity #the r.s.d has been horrific lately because. been having more flashbacks than usual #and i end up just. rambling a lot to try and seem 'relevant' because i don't want to feel alone #but then i get too carried away when it's not something people are really that interested in #so i guess people don't know what to say or. maybe they do find it irritating #i might slow down for a few hours or a day but then i just. it makes me panic and do the exact same thing to try and 'fix it' #so i get into this cycle #it's easy to when i'm so tired and already struggling and. it's just. wow this is my life #eugh. not fun #maybe will delete later #v.ent #just in case anyone wants to block tag.for this post or any future ones

[tiredfoxtf]

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Sorry I am boring and plain as sheet of paper I wish I had words on me, the ones that would be love The only suitable for you But I am a person not a letter, And a boring one, what a trick of life You believe in someone I can never be.

#> tired shitpost #> tired writes #kinda #wierd shit #maybe will delete later

[i-am-a-fish]

GUESS WHO DIDN'T GET THE JOB

ME

BECUASE THE JOB SUCKED BALLS AND THEY WANTED TO PAY ME LESS THAN MINIMUM WAGE WORKING OUTSIDE SIX DAYS A WEEK!!!!!!

SO I GOT THE JOB AND SAID NO

I'm on that tgirl egirl grindset

Logically I shouldn't post this because it's incoherent and I'm hyped on caffeine but I have the ability to say words on the internet and I think it's funny to use this power to say that employers SUCK ASS

did you drink water today? If not it's coming

#posts i'll delete later maybe

[b1cr1ptic]

Cannot for the life of mine decide if I like or not how this Gideon came out so enjoy her while it last : ' ) (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAU)

#THE VIBES ARENT VIBING TODAY IDK #But here she is #Maybe to be deleted later #TE QUIERO GIDEON #Gideon Nav #tlt #Gideon the ninth

[extrashortshorts]

Saw how people do some variations of buggy being Vivi's brother/uncle etc. Because of the hair and the fact that no one knows where he came from before becoming a part of Rogers crew.

But i didn't saw the same thing with Franky... really hoping people talked about that thing already, cus this variant is just funny to me. As if 40+- years ago some irresponsible pirate idiot was sleeping around, making blue haired, long lashed children and throwing them out

#one piece #??? #maybe will delete later

[pmpwbrrs]

There are so many AUs where Artificer's blue slugpup is taken by scavengers and raised by them . When will there be an AU where th GREEN slugpup s taken away by leeches and raised by them, huh?

#talk.pmp #ill delete yhis later maybe #upd: okay the post stays

[starkspi]

#so it turns out the mad durge route is PAINFUL #durge just killing themselves at the pier #and karlach just dies??? doesn't go to hell with wyll on her own? #astarion running away from the sun and never seeing durge again #no epilogue for mad dead durge #and UGH i so hate the editing of this but didnt want to make it again (maybe delete later??? not sure) #bg3 #astarion #astarion x durge #durge x astarion #astarion gifs #bg3 gifs #astarion ancunin #baldurs gate 3 #baldurs gate iii #baldur's gate 3 astarion #baldurs gate gifs #bg3 spoilers #baldurs gate spoilers #durge spoilers #astarion x dark urge #dark urge x astarion #dark urge spoilers #bg3 act 3 spoilers #bg3 act 3 #my edits

[snuffysbox]

something tells me I have a preference for how to draw characters...

#do love a good lineup #maybe I need to start putting these characters into situations #but it's fun and easy and it does a lot of damage idk #idk idk #delete later maybe

[maybewilwasboring]

Foreword

Hello, my name is Wilbur, or Wil, i don’t mind. I’ve decided to use this wretched website as a digital diary. Fair warning, this will contain some pretty dark stuff such as:

•Rape

•Transphobia

•EDs

•Depression

•Grooming

•Suicidal thoughts

•Self Harm

and probably some other things i am currently failing to think of. If any of this is triggering to you i strongly advise you don’t read on (unless you want to, i’m not your father). I’ll try to post every day but i’m a student with a fairly busy life, so god knows how frequently i really will post. All the best

-Wil

#dear diary #digital diary #vent post #maybe will delete later #spilled thoughts

[solarpunkani]

Hot 4am take but I feel like if we want to get people more interested in making their yards a more habitable space for wildlife like insects, we have to acknowledge that ‘Don’t want bugs in your house’ is still a 100% fair and valid point of view. ‘Loves nature’ and ‘doesn’t want roaches spiders and mosquitoes in the house’ aren’t opposites.

And with that in mind, when we propose to people that spraying pesticides around houses is Not A Good Idea, Actually, I feel like we need to give an alternative asides from ‘deal with it.’

#solarpunk #anti pesticides #ani rambles #this is coming from personal opinion at 4am keep that in mind but like #I’m scared of roaches. i’m fine with them outside though #my parents dont like roaches and for good reason. they spray Ortho Home Defense along the veeery edge of the concrete by the doors to #keep roaches and shit from coming in because yknow. Florida. #if I tell them ‘hey actually we shouldn’t spray pesticides inside (ie raid spray) or outside (ie home defense) #theyre gonna ask wtf to do instead to prevent roaches #and if I tell them ‘nothing suck it up buttercup’ they’re gonna laugh and then double down on the sprays #we gotta have an alternative ready and honestly maybe I’m not looking in the right places but I genuinely don’t know of any #like one online friend told me leaving brush piles around the yard decreased the amount of bugs trying to come in but like #thats one person. anecdotal. and I haven’t seen anything online confirming that as a thing (yet) #idk man I’m going to bed. #might delete later #house pest saga