#the r.s.d has been horrific lately because. been having more flashbacks than usual

[thornheartfelt]

Hi I need. Na.da to reassure me that I'm not annoying and people don't want to just. Completely ignore me

#anomaly.txt #partner entity #the r.s.d has been horrific lately because. been having more flashbacks than usual #and i end up just. rambling a lot to try and seem 'relevant' because i don't want to feel alone #but then i get too carried away when it's not something people are really that interested in #so i guess people don't know what to say or. maybe they do find it irritating #i might slow down for a few hours or a day but then i just. it makes me panic and do the exact same thing to try and 'fix it' #so i get into this cycle #it's easy to when i'm so tired and already struggling and. it's just. wow this is my life #eugh. not fun #maybe will delete later #v.ent #just in case anyone wants to block tag.for this post or any future ones