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thelittleliars · 1 year

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Love forever? | Pt.1

Natasha Romanoff x fem!Reader Yelena Belova x fem!Reader (Platonic)

Warnings: Hospital, angst, fluff

Words: 1.2K

Summary: Natasha forgets that you are her wife after she suffered a head injury.

AN: Hi, I'm back 😁 I plan this to be a series but only if y'all want it too? And if I do it pls tell me if you want to be added to the tag list.

Part 2

You always knew this day would come. The day Natasha got hurt so badly that it would shatter your world. She was alive but you were the one who was barely breathing. The scene where Steve knocked on your door, all bloody and beaten up was constantly playing in your head. You knew right that second that nothing he'd be saying was going to be something good. "Natasha is alive." Those were his first words to you. You were glad he started that way since you honestly didn't know what you had done to him if he started any other way. Though his next words were all blurry to you. The words hospital, explosion, blood and head injury stood out for you and started to worry immediately. When he said "Natasha is alive" he actually meant she is alive for now. A head injury could go wrong fast, you knew that first hand since your twin sister died of an head injury after doctors said she'd be fine. You didn't know if you should go to the hospital to be with her or stay away since this all os very triggering for you. It didn't help that you and your wide had a nasty fight the last time you saw her. Would she even want me to be at her hospital bed? I hurt her pretty badly with my words and I do know that I regret saying them but her actions and words also hurt me.

In the end you decided to go to the hospital and be with her. You were an awful wife in her eyes anyways so not going would only proof her right even more. If only the past couple of months didn't happen then you both would still be in the bliss of an 'innocent' honeymoon phase. It wasn't until two days after staying with her and sleeping in the uncomfortable hospital chair, that she woke up determined. "Y/N," she tried to speak with the tube in her throat. You pushed the button for a nurse to while you tried to calm her down. After them removing all the tubes out of Natasha and drinking some water, she was on her feet looking frantic. "Yelena." She muttered over and over again. "I need to find Yelena. Y/N, will you help me find my sister?"

Your heart broke at her words, realizing that her memories were gone. She thought she was back to the time when the Avengers undid Thanos' snap. Back then, which was only almost four years ago, Natasha also got hurt pretty badly, she was treated in a hospital too but you were very close friends there.

"Yes of course I will but Nat, listen to me carefully before you go off running alright?" She sat back down on her bed, looking at you intensely wishing you'd hurry up with what you wanted to tell her. "I'm going to get your doctor to inform him about what we want to do so he can discharge you properly. Then we have to talk where you last saw Yelena before we rush out into the chaos that's currently happening outside, alright?"

Natasha had the urge to ignore your advice and sneak out of here to find Yelena fast but she had a huge crush on you and somehow that made do the right thing by listening to you.

After going out her room and talking to the doctor about her memory loss you called her sister. She came as fast as she could, probably driving like a madwoman through the city. You both decided it was the best for her to stay outside just yet so you could explain Natasha what had happen in peace. "Y/N not to rush you or anything but I really need to go and find Yelena now."

You nodded your head. "I understand and I will help you, I promise. There is something important I have to tell you first though."

"More important than finding my sister?" Your wife started to get upset with you. The serious look you gave her was enough to give in. "Ba-.. Natasha is the last thing you remember how you got injured during the big battle against Thanos?"

"How is this relevant? Wait we won right? Or did I just dream about that?" The color drained from her face, she looked at you like a ghost that was horrified. "Yes we won.. the thing is that happened nearly four years ago."

Natasha wanted to laugh in your face, laugh at the bullshit you were saying, there was no way that happened four years ago. She grabbed all of the wires and iv's attached to her and ripped them all out, you rushed to her knowing she wants to escape from here. "I need to find Yelena." Was all she said but you didn't let her, it made her angry that you hold her back. After telling you once again she needed to find Yelena, you literally had to hold her.

Yelena decided to come in as soon as she heard noises along with shouting. The sight of you on the ground looking shocked and scared made her heart ache. She knew that it was Natasha's doing, Nat probably did one of her signature moves on you and Yelena knew that some of those moves hurt a lot when you come in contact with the ground. "Natalia, what the hell?!" Yelena came rushing to you, helping you get up but before she could ask you if you're alright you ran away. Nobody could blame you though. You basically just lost your wife and then she hurt you physically for the very first time.

Yelena visited you at your and Natasha's house in the evening. She told you about how Natasha stayed with her until she would remember more. One thing Yelena had yet to tell you was your wife wanted a divorce. Nat saw pictures of you three together at Yelena's apartment. Once iconic photo in particular was how she figured out you two were married. It was the photo of Yelena making a gagging face when you two had your first kiss at your wedding, it was clear to see you two standing the background. The blonde widow counted you as her sister in law, she loved you being her sister and additionally good friend.

It all came back biting her ass a couple of days later when Natasha demanded the signed divorce from you. You were broken at the news of your wife wanting a divorce and your sister in law hiding that information from you. You felt betrayed by both. Yelena broke out in tears the second she saw the devastated on your face. "I-I'm sorry. I couldn't tell you. You're my sister and I didn't want to be hurt even more. I honestly thought Natasha would change her mind about it."

"Yel oh god what am I supposed to do now?" You broke down in her arms, needing the closeness and comfort from her. The fact that you didn't seem upset with Yelena was a huge relief to her, she was afraid of losing you. "I don't know Y/N.... one thing I do know for sure is that you won't lose me okay? This is real, this sister bond is real to me and I love you too much to let you go."

You cried in her arms to the point you physically couldn't cry anymore. There was a silent agreement or swearing that you were never gonna loose Yelena.

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thelittleliars · 1 year

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Love Forever | Pt. 3

Natasha Romanoff x fem!Reader Yelena Belova x fem!Reader (Platonic)

Warnings: yelling, mention of death, sad fluff

Words: 2.6K

AN: Here's part 3! I didn't expect it to be done so soon since I was in Budapest last week and visited all the Black Widow Filming locations. And let me tell you: it was fucking amazing. I absolutly didn't want to leave, it was hard to leave since I felt so close to Nat and Yelena there 😭

Part 1 , Part 4

"Call your Avenger friends." Yelena told Natasha as soon as she came back home. Natasha was surprised by the blonde's appearance, she didn't expect her sister to come home already, it was barely 15 minutes since you both drove away. She then noticed you not being here. "Where is Y/N?" The younger sister did not stop, she ran through the house looking room for room for Melina and Alexei. "Yelena stop!" The red head demanded in a cold tone. "What the hell happened?"

She stopped in her tracks, turning around to look Natasha dead in the eye. "She's gone okay? And I need to find her so call your damn Avenger friends for help since they both disappeared with just one finger snap." The moment Yelena was about to continue looking for her parents, an important thought crossed her mind so she stayed and starred at her sister before uttering a word. "I never asked but you also never said a thing but right now I need to know, what happened 6 months ago when you woke up in that hospital room?"

"Don't make me relive that time, please." Natasha begged, afraid of everything come crashing down once again. "Do you want Y/N back with us or not?" The older sister nodded. "Then start talking."

A bunch of moments of the battle flashes in front of her eyes as if it was happening right now and then out of nowhere everything went black. The next thing she sees is you sitting on a chair next to her hospital bed. She tries to call out your name but the tube in her throat doesn't really allow her to. You notice her awakened state though and push the button for a nurse to come, while you know it takes time for one to come, you try to calm her down with soothing words. As soon as the tube is out of her, she drowns a bit of water quickly since all she has on her mind is finding Yelena. Dread along with fear and panic is filling all her senses. But the comfort she feels from her good friend Y/N makes her ask you for help to find her sister. You agree and go outside to get a doctor, the wait just makes her uneasy and more restless. Everything suddenly becomes a blur to her, especially after you come back in. She doesn't know what just happened but she snaps out of it when she hears Yelena's voice. She stares at her as if this is all just a dream but it's reality and it dawns on her what she just did to you. She pushed you hard and now she has to live with the shocked and scared expression she sees on your face.

Yelena takes Natasha home with her, an unfamiliar apartment that somehow feels like home to the red head. The blonde widow decorated most of her rooms, it feels weird to know that Natasha lost the last 4 years while looking at a part of Yelena's past 4 years. She looks around her younger sisters living room that is filled with a tons of photos. Most of them were of the siblings together but there are also a lot of photos of her and her close friend Y/N. And then she spots a photo that leaves her with confusion and a burning sensation inside of her body. In the photo Yelena is making a gagging face but in the background it clearly is you and the red head kissing, but in wedding clothes. A few memories are coming back to her, most of those are you both yelling at each other and fighting about things. She couldn't bare seeing herself so broken in her own memories, in all this haze she decides to fill a divorce and then telling Yelena to tell you about bringing back the signed papers. In her mind, with all the cruel memories this is the best way to restore and protect your friendship, the sacred bond that you both created during the snap. Though it never comes to that point since Yelena makes sure that Natasha is never near you again. Her marriage went down the drain along with friendship that she never get the chance to fix.

"I didn't regret filling that divorce until I had my check up with Dr. Cho and got recommended to a therapist." Natasha said truthfully. "Not only did I do what I did because I thought it was the best for us, to leave this bad or toxic marriage but also because somehow I got triggered and our childhood mantra was brought back into my system." Yelena saw how much this whole thing took a toll on her sister. "Love is for children, right?" The red head looked into the distance with nothing but empty eyes.

"Sestra, there are so many types of love and none of them are only for children." Yelena tried so hard to get through to her sister. "Natalia Alianova Romanova do you hear me? Love is for everyone!" The look the older sisters gave her was very concerning though, she feared it was too late.

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Home. You were finally back home. The first thing you did was checking the date of the day, month and year. You were gone for 3 weeks, but those were just 21 tiny earth days. A couple of decades went by for you though. Time works different when you travel through multiple universes. It also took a huge toll on your mind and body, you were beyond exhausted. But coming back here on earth 4-1-1 was worth all the trouble.

You were beamed back to the exact spot Tuuli, that's the name of the girl Alexei hired to work with in his tattoo shop, had snapped you away. It was dark inside and outside of the tattoo shop. You had to walk out the emergency exit since the front door is already closed. You stepped into the rain, it was pouring badly but you felt at ease with the weather. As you were walking around some corners you felt a weird sensation through your whole body. You gulped as you had your theories of why this was happening, but you pushed those theories and thoughts away.

The second you came out back with a clear mind you saw her standing there in the rain with an umbrella, looking stunning as ever with the colors of the led signs illuminating on her face. She looked astounded at you, you also could not believe that she stood right there. The both of you get lost in a trance. The more time went time the more you struggle to be back. What you just had lived through left you in a messy state so you absolutely did not know what to feel. You got your memory wiped after each failed attempt to find your soulmate and you were fine for the first 22 years. But Tuuli switched it up after the last try hit a century of failed attempts. Since your clock was ticking more and more, she unlocked all of your memories, thousands of different lives you've lived were all in your head, it drove you insane, you felt extremely depersonalized. It all went downhill from there though, it was another 9 years until you stopped Tuuli and told her you were done searching. You craved your found family back from earth 4-1-1, you two fought about it for a while since didn't want to lose you but you made peace with the fact that if you didn't find your soulmate you'd be dying soon. You would rather spend the last given time with your family than waste time searching for something that might not want to be found.

"Y/N." Your name fell from her lips, it sent a wave of shivers down your back along with a heavy ache in your heart. It was the ache of missing and craving her. "Please come back home." You nodded eagerly. "Gladly." With that the tiny Avenger rushed over to you, hugging you as if you were gone for years. You put your arms around her too. Both of you clung to each other like koala bears. While taking in the comfort she gave you, tears started to pool in your eyes since all the joy and love you felt right then overwhelmed you heavily. "Any chance that you have superpowers that could beam us home? I don't wanna let you go just yet." Natasha's hugged you even tighter than before, it warmed your heart to see her like with you. A part of you broke though since all she thought of you was a close friend. You were grateful to have her and Yelena back, but it hurt to know that you would never get your happy ending with her. For the rest of your time you needed to accept that it's better this way than not having them in your life at all.

The second Yelena saw you standing in the door frame at her parents house, she started sobbing uncontrollably. You went over to her, putting your arms around her tightly so she knew you were real, at that point she broke down. Seeing her react like this only made it harder for the talk about you dying soon. There was not a single thought in your mind where you'd hide that information from her. You just hoped Natasha would be there to catch Yelena once it was time for you to go forever. "I'm never letting you go. I swear I won't even leave you to pee alone." The blonde girl told you after it seemed like she calmed down after her breakdown. "I wouldn't have it any other way." You told her truthfully. "I missed you like hell darling."

Melina and Alexei observed your reunion from the kitchen. They were glad you were back, it tore them apart seeing both daughters so devastated when you vanished. The siblings went unholy lengths to find you. It became unhealthy for everyone. "Yel, we need to talk about something important." You hated telling her the heartbreaking news but it was better doing it now than later when you wouldn't have the energy for it anymore. Both of you went into a more hidden library Melina had made, Yelena never let you go though, she held onto your hand like a little kid being afraid of getting lost.

Sadness filled your heart. It ached for you, for Yelena and for the rest of your chosen family. You took a deep breath before telling her that you're dying with teary eyes.

"No!" She yelled at you, shaking her head in disbelieve and denial. "No, you're lying." You met her with silence before softly asking her, "When did I ever lie to you Yel?" The realization hit her hard, you had never lied to her. She fell to her knees, so much pain and anger were consuming her. Tears started streaming down her face as it was a waterfall and from time to time heartbreaking sounds escaped her mouth. The sight of your sister (in law) broke you in ways you didn't know it could. You sat down behind her body and held her close to you. "I hate myself for doing this to you Yelena. You don't deserve to be hurt by me like this."

Though she still felt huge pain in her chest, she started to relax in your embrace. "I can't be there when you're going to tell Natasha. It'll hurt too much." Your quietness set off a couple red lights in her head. She was extremely shocked to see guilt on your face. "You don't even wanna tell her?" You shook your head. "Are you out of your mind? She deserves to know Y/N. For god's sake she was your wife and went beyond anything I've seen to get you back for the past 3 weeks. It's fucking cruel not wanting to tell her."

Of course the one person who shouldn't have been there came into the library. She got worried about the quietness after all the yelling she had heard. "What's cruel? And not telling who what?" When she saw her little sisters tears, she immediately sat in front of you both with a worried expression on her face. "What happened?" The youngest looked at Natasha first, then to you a for moment before turning her attention back on the women sitting on front of her. The look she gave you meant she was about to spill your secret. "Don't you dare Yelena!" But she didn't listen to you, being in this situation was hell for the blonde. Either way she would have betrayed both of her sisters. "Y/N doesn't want you to know that she's dying."

Natasha didn't expect anything like this. For a second she thought she heard wrong but the guilt and helplessness on your face told her she heard right. Her mouth opened and closed like a fish, a minute later she could finally stutter out a quiet 'what'. "I- I don't understand."

"I'm coming from an ancient planet called 'sielujen planeetta' which is translated to 'Planet of Souls'. We are born with the purpose of finding our one and only. You humans would call it soulmates but for us it's so much more. The structure is almost exactly like a normal soulmate but once we find them there has to be a period of time we can not separate, like not breaking up or divorcing. One and onlys have to stay together while going through a tough time that the universe puts in their way as a test." You started to explain. "Once you completed it with grace, a new more deep bond starts to form between the two souls and that bond gives energy to my planet so that it can survive and create the most beautiful things. If we do not contribute to that, the planet sucks the energy out of us and we die."

"And instead of continuing looking for your soulmate to actually survive you are back here dying at our hands." Yelena was furious with you. She hated you for coming back just to die soon anyways. You smiled sadly at her. "Lena, it was only 21 days for you but for me 30 years have gone by. 30 years of looking for my one and only, 30 years of falling in love and breaking up, 30 years of sadness and heartbreak, 30 years without you. I was sick of the ache in my heart. All I wanted was being back with you guys, my chosen family." You held onto Yelena like she might disappear in front of you. You also extended your hand for Natasha to hold, she gladly took it. "I came back here because I'd rather spend the time I have left with you all than waste time and might die alone in another universe."

"How long do you have left?" It was Natasha who spoke up since she noticed Yelena's questioned were all written on her face but she also knew her sibling had gone into a non-verbal state. "More or less than a month." You three sat there for a long time without saying anything. Melina and Alexei knew it had to be something heavy you told their daughters so they brought blankets and air mattresses for you to sleep and sit on. And that was what you did, all cuddled up in blankets with Yelena and Natasha on each side. The heaviness of your reality still hung in the air, it was a dark day for everyone.

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