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#like .....i have given it THOUGHTS anon and i want to scream at you rn
neuvistar · 2 days
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ate marie (is it ok for me to call you that) ano po yung thoughts mo sa mga genshin dads
- pinoy anon
❝ GENSHIN PAPAS ?! ❞ childe, thoma, neuvi, wrio, itto n kaveh x fem!reader cw. some mentions of pregnancy | small a/n. hello again pinoy anon :3 ++ ofc! u can call me that, always ❕GENSHIN PAPAS… sige wait lang.. i think the best dads would probably be!!!!! (list natin yng mga dilfs guys)
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𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐄
AH YES OF COURSE. THE NUMBER ONE FAMILY GUY. childe being on this list is not surprising considering the fact he’s (canonically?) a family man, he loves his siblings n u can’t tell me he wants his own children too :(( he probably has 3-4, a big family just like his own! he really does try his best to balance his occupation and his job as a husband and father, he knows what he does isn’t really what parents would do but he’s a good dad regardless :(( he makes sure his work doesn’t get in the way of his love for his young ones
𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀
i think thoma would be one of the best fathers, i mean.. HAVE YOU SEEN HIM. he’s so sweet guys 😭☝️ i think he’s a stay at home dad, cooking delicious meals for his exhausted wife and cute little babies <3 thoma is most definitely a family typa guy… i’m calling it rn he has abt 3-4 kids (waw) :3 the first time u had given birth 2 ur first child his heart immediately melted into hot chocolate, he was SOOOO happy and so damn emotional :((( he’s such a good papa n u know that all too well, you married such a good man :,)
𝐍𝐄𝐔𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄
neuvillette again with either 4-5 little dragons who look just like him 😋 i feel like neuvillette would be a heavily sweet father who’s also strict in his own ways, all he wants is to keep his little ones safe so you can’t blame him for being so (kinda) snappy whenever they run off somewhere :(( he loves his little ones too much he doesn’t want ANYTHING bad 2 happen to them. neuvillette already treats the melusines like his own children, so it’s no doubt he gives his dragonlings the same behaviour <3 he’s such a good dad
𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐘
his entire backstory just SCREAMS “best papa” and u can’t tell me otherwise. wriothesley is somewhat unexpected but i believe he wants kids of his own, maybe 2! due to how gentle and sweet he was to the little girl in his trailer AAANNND where he protected the other children in his backstory :(( wriothesley would be such a good daddy and i know that for sure, he has a soft spot for them and definitely devotes his life 2 protecting them and YOU :(( making sure they got the childhood he never had
𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐈 𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐎
something about this big guy just makes me go “oh yeah. he’s definitely the typa guy to have kids.” ITTO… he’s just a fun dad :(( i can imagine his little ones inheriting his oni features.. his horns, etc! they look exactly like itto atp your genes didn’t even try 2 fight LMAO but anyways, itto is such a fantastic father! not as strict as others but he’s definitely fun and lets his young ones be carefree! i know for a fact one of his oni kids r an exact a copy of him :3
𝐊𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐇
like i’ve been saying for the past few weeks now, KAVEH IS SO (GIRL) DAD CODED. this man jus screams girl dad or jus dad in general n i believe in that statement FULLY. kaveh’s a busy father who tries his best to tend to your needs n his little ones! (hint, they’re all girls) his daughters look EXACTLY like him and it’s acc insane :,3 kaveh just sparks me as a typa guy who’d be a dad, he jus gives off major dad energy! since he’s sassy, i bet his daughters would be sassy too n sass him daily :3
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chasing-chimeras · 6 months
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And if I said Apostate Theo x Noble. Grey warden(former templar) Liam.......
idk who you are but i would propose on both knees (and also inform you that a few months ago i typed up an eighteen page outline for almost this exact concept)
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vampiretendencies · 1 year
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request; jj blurb idea! wearing his clothes for the first time/him seeing you in his clothes for the first time. maybe showering at the chateau but you didn’t bring anything so he gives you a tshirt! hehe literally kicking my feet under the table rn
pairing; jj x fem!reader
warnings; fluff, maybe suggestive
authors note; i was doing the same when you sent this anon in love with this idea ! (req a blurb from below w what’s left on the prompt list, or send in blurb, imagines, & fic ideas) a few more hours until season 3!
other ways to say i love you prompt list
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The opportunity to wear JJ’s clothes tainted your thoughts undoubtedly.
Not only because it belonged to him but because everything about JJ’s wardrobe, is so JJ.
No problem with repping any and everything that belonged to your infamous boyfriend. Wether it be wearing his pair of boxers as shorts, a wife beater to slumber in, or a random tee shirt to go out in broad day light.
You just longed for his material to be around your figure.
Congenial and adequate, soft yet comfortable— all elements of his clothes that are alike with JJ.
They are his clothes, after all.
“JJ let go of me!”
Stood smack in the the middle of JJ’s room at the chateau. His window partially open, wind bristling from the night air, making its way through. Whilst the hard wood floors beneath the two of you tracked the imprints of your feet. Bed rolled around in, from you forcing JJ off of you then— merely to let you get up and off of the bed to shower, that you did. Since you came out though, wearing little clothing, (given that there wasn't much of your own items lying around at the Chateau) he hasn't let you be.
He encapsulates you with his sinewy arms, body swallowing you whole. Whilst you forcefully push your hands against his broad, shirtless chest— the skin mellow and thick. Indentations of your miniature hands marking his skin, like your were a rag doll; screaming for dear life.
All JJ could muster was a low, raspy chuckle.
“Say you won’t leave.”
JJ wanted to make love to you all day long.
Not sex.
But emotionally.
To emotionally make love, to have and hold. A day full of luster, every millisecond spent around or with you. To confide in and maybe even shrink you and put you in his pocket.
A keepsake.
“You know I can’t, I don’t have another change of clothes.”
Behind every ‘can’t’ JJ miraculously finds a way, opportunity at hand to see you clad in something of his.
“Lets find you something of mine?”
JJ flicks his tongue, peering down at you due to the fact that he knows he’s won and you aren’t moving a muscle. His hands maneuver themselves to the lower part of your ass, hands habitually grasp the masses with a squeeze of his hands.
“Are you gonna’ give me something to wear then or what?”
You hid your secret giddiness inside, not wanting to be the one to initiate this sentiment— things seemingly working themselves out anyway.
“Actually, baby … just fuckin’ walk around naked … s’even better.”
He acknowledges the glint in your eye, possibly even a twitch that says, ‘get me some damn clothes before I wring your neck.’
“Okay okay, whatcha’ thinkin’ a little Heywards t-shirt action … Bait Shop shirt … ?”
He let go of you distastefully, instantly salivating for the contact again. Walking over to the wooden drawers of his dresser, pulling out multiple options— signaling you to come over and pick.
“Surprise me.”
And you turn around, facing the emptiness of his room, that wasn’t his room, but nonetheless. Rummaging was heard as he hummed and mumbled minuscule things to himself.
“Turn around, pretty girl.”
An off-black brownish t-shirt is thrown into your hands. A decor in the upper left side that read ‘Sex Wax Est 2005’, font circular and embellished with stars on either end.
“Your turn-“
He was already turning around, the gentlemen that he prided on being. You grinned at the cotton beneath your digits, bringing it up to your nose— though it had been washed, his powerful musk still retained it. The silky sensation of yeasty beer and a freshly rolled blunt encompassed your senses.
“Need more time?”
“Just a second, J.”
If only he knew your fixation was obsessive beforehand.
“I’ll just be here … y’know ... missin' my girl."
Feet away, physical touch being his love language fully had a choke hold on him per usual.
After you were done with your inspection you pulled the thin material of your cropped cami past your shoulders, bra clasped tight to your back. Leaving you to remove those lacey pocketed shorts that adorned your body; his shirt lazily pulled past your head, drowning you in its bigger size, falling just to your mid thigh.
The sole way to sleep with JJ disclosed.
You felt more his than you ever had in the past; claiming his array of bib and tucker with exuberance.
His baby suffocating in him.
You cleared your throat gesturing for him to turn around, his mouth gaping open as he's awe struck; open long enough that you were impressed something didn't fly in it.
"Shit you look better than me!"
Ogle eyes whilst his mouth formed a tight-lipped smile, stomach churning and insides wavering at the woman he chose to take part in his life with him.
It may be a shirt to most, but with his person inside of it made it all the more nostalgic, heart growing tender.
"C'mere gotta get a better look at you."
Following suit you step forward to him, lips instantly connecting with your jaw with pure infatuation.
"S'perfect baby."
"Yeah? Think I can pass as the new JJ Maybank?" In the same position the two of you were in minutes ago, except grins are wider and souls aching all the more for eachother; and you mocked him.
"Pass me a beer and a J."
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effervescentdragon · 8 months
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Sometimes I get this uncontrollable urge to tell everyone who has ever given me an ounce of happiness I LOVE YOU and the the urge fizzles out and all that's left behind is this ugly feeling of hurt and shame because the sting of rejection and the feeling of not being considered enough to love back triumphs all other feelings. I want to scream it to my high school best friend who I've lost contact with. I want to say it to my sister but all that's left between me and her are bitter feelings of the present and ugly nostalgia of what we once were. I want to say it to my first bf who taught me what loving was. I want to say it to all the fanfic writers who've made me feel emotions I thought I was incapable of feeling. I just want to say it. Scream it actually. Loving others feels easy but the being loved back part is somehow so much worse. Sometimes I get so sad because to get where I am today I had to leave all this behind and now am I lonely or have I finally found my independence. Or are both the same thing and nobody told me that. My point Akira is that I LOVE YOU Okay I read somewhere there shouldn't be a limit to care and love and because you bring me tiny amounts of joy I letting you know this. Im maybe also just word word-vomiting my feelings rn and if this somehow weirds you out or makes you think I'm crazy my advice would then be to just ignore this ig. Anyways <3
It sounds like you have a lot of emotions anon, and sometimes letting them out in the void is good and the best way to start working on them. Sadly, working on them means therapy, which is what helped me and a lot of my friends who were more or less in the same boat. I don't know if that's an option for you, but that's what I would reccommend. One thing that a friend told me is that you'll never fix your life if you don't start interacting with people in it. I say this not to hurt you but to make you understand - for you, putting this in my inbox may seem like you're putting it into a void. It's not. I am a full fledged person, and I receive this and I still have to read it and process it and take it in, I can't just ignore it. And I am not a therapist, in general or yours. I do understand the urge, but this makes me feel uncomfortable because it is bordering on parasociality. I do not feel like a person when I see something like this. To you, I may be someone constantly on your dash and therefore I may seem familiar to you, but to me you are an anonymous ask in my inbox, and that is a lot of weight on me to reciprocate. Me understanding you does not mean that I'm obliged to take responsibility for your feelings - only you can do that. What I can say is that, once you do, everything starts feeling and being better.
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shywhumpauthor · 1 year
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please continue the algophobic villain one with the sadistic hero!! it was so good!!
Aw thank you Anon! I’m sorry it’s kinda short, motivation has been kinda low lately, and I’m trying not to force myself to write, but still maintain somewhat of a schedule lol. Also I’m not sure if this really fits the previous part, but when I started typing this is what happened so Meh
Cw: noncon/kinda con touching (not sexual), whipping, torture, knives, blood, partial nudity (non sexual), villain is just all sorts of broken rn idk what else to put. Not really descriptive, but kinda gore? Sadistic whumper
A soft smile played across Hero’s lips. Not a smirk, nor a grin, but a genuine smile, such as like one would bear upon the joy of receiving a small gift. They looked happy, the calm sort that brought along an air of tranquility. And despite the cold tension of the room, that is just what it seemed to do, settling like a blanket over the quiet whimpers and cries.
“Hush, sweet thing, you’re alright.” Hero’s voice was sickeningly sweet, thick as syrup, seeping through the haze of Villain’s mind. The only response they were given was a pained wheeze, they could hear the breath catch against the blood and the saliva that coated Villain’s throat. A single sound, so descriptive, painting a beautiful picture in Hero’s mind of fractured ribs and punctured lungs that for a moment all they could do was sigh longingly at the thought. Their fingers itched to return to a blade, a hammer, a crop, images of all the pain they could inflict in just a matter of moments flooding their conscious, but they held back. Gently raking their fingers through Villain’s sweat drenched, matted hair. The temptation to simply grab a fistful of those dirty, tangled locks and just tug begged for them to submit, but Hero only let them play for a moment, before pushing them to a far corner of their thoughts. They had already done enough for today, more than enough. Between the threat of bleeding out, and the growing risk of infection for every moment they neglected cleaning the wounds, hero knew well enough that any further damage inflicted, Villain’s chances of a quick recovery would be quite slim.
And they really didn’t want to break their toy on the first play. What use would that be? A faint twitch of regret told them that they should have stopped long before the point they did, that they should have controlled themself better, but once they had made the first true cut, they had been simply intoxicated by the screams. The way Villain sobbed, how they so quickly broke in to begging and whimpered pleads. Like a trance, it had captured their mind in a single moment, and they had been so lost within the beautiful splatters of red until they found themself standing over Villain’s utterly broken looking figure, the tail of a whip curled around their closed fist.
Now, Hero knew they ought to get up. To get Villain cleaned and taken care of. Pamper them for a day or two before they would be strong enough to withstand another session, where hero would certainly be able to control themself better. But when they had crouched to the ground, gathered Villain into their arms with the intention to carry them to a regular cell to get them patched up, the way Villain had simply melted into their touch had made them falter.
That’s how they found themself now, sitting on the cold tiled floor with their back against the wall, cradling Villain’s body against their own. Blood soaked through their uniform, smeared against their skin but Hero didn’t care. Their fingers worked through Villain’s hair with a sort of gentleness that the person they were half an hour before could never have mustered, combing tenderly through the sweat and the knots without a care. Many times had they tried to move, but for each Villain would tense up and whimper, and Hero broke once more, allowing for another few moments of comfort.
A thread of guilt pricked Hero’s chest as they looked down at Villain. They had spent so long taking in every one of their injuries, had summoned every last bit of self control they possessed to keep every cut perfect, intentional. Hero had known they were fragile, weak, yet they hd still let themself get carried away.
Looking across Villain’s back, however, those regrets quickly faded. Deep gashes crossed their back in a neat grid, Hero had spent so many hours, days practicing to get their strikes just right. A whip could be wild, difficult for an inexperienced hand to control. Hero, however, they were far from inexperienced. With a flick of their wrist, they sent the braided leather tail splitting a perfect line through their skin.
The backs of their thighs, knees, calves decorated with similar markings, though slightly more disorganized. Villain had been moving more, then, the fabric of their pants getting in the way of the perfect strokes Hero was notorious for. They were merciful enough to let Villain keep their remaining decency in that area, quickly moving on to their much easier to access back. After a while, they had stopped trying to squirm away, which made things much easier on Hero’s behalf.
“Come on, pet, we must get going. I have other things to do today, and we still need to get you patched up-”
Villain’s fists tightened against Hero’s shirt, voice catching in some mix between a whimper and a protest. Hero wasn’t sure if Villain was aware at this point, they were certain they would not be consciously acting this way, but it was too adorable for Hero to disrupt. They stroked Villain’s hair, their breath releasing in a sigh despite the way their eyes crinkled.
Their meetings could wait for now, hero told themself, shifting slightly to try and get comfortable against the hard floor. They could at the very least hold off on moving until Villain fell asleep. Call it an amend for the unplanned damage they inflicted.
After all, they weren’t sure they would ever be able to reduce Villain to this state of vulnerability, to this sensitivity and desperate affection. They should enjoy it while it was there.
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Lmk if there are any errors I couldn’t be bothered to edit
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kalpasio · 1 year
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On my way home rn and I cannot stop thinking about Kalpas kendjsjnnsns
I have a logical reason I swear XD
Ok so. Context: I was doing OJT or practicum where I, along with my group of student teachers, had to do a demo discussion with the students. The thing is, out topic was mythologies. And Kalpas (crying screaming this man istg) is essentially a walking representation of some myths.
One of the myths we discussed was Prometheus, and although it may seem that Kalpas does not have a connection with this titan aside from their shared association with fire-
Prometheus was the one to teach the people to create and 'wield' fire. This is slightly similar to how Kalpas was one of the pioneers (aka: Flame Chasers) of the Previous Era. Kalpas may not have given the people fire, but he gave them a chance to survive against the Honkai.
Another mythological figure I thought to have a connection was Cu Chulainn of Celtic Myths. He was known to have riastrad, otherwise known as warp spasms, wherein he would go on a rampage, fighting friends and foes alike. Seems familiar 👀
Those are two I somehow connected with Kalpas today haha 😅
May Kalpas bless me bc there's this one groupmate that is being so difficult hnggg. Oh to have an Emile hahaha
- the other herrscher anon in need of coffee owo
((Small additional bc I was curious hehe. If you were to become a herrscher, which herrscher would you like to be? Which powers would you like to have? Also curious of the answers from the other anons 👀
((For me I want to either be the herrscher of wind or herrscher of rimestar
((Sorry for the long ask *bows in apology*
definitely not responding to this when I should be writing, no sir
no I swear I'll just be sitting on the bus and go "man it's warm. you know what else is warm? kalpas." also he do be built kinda like a Greek god so he's got that too... also if you really want to get into it, he was left on the moon (tied to a rock) and left to go crazy (liver is where emotions were thought to be, so kinda makes sense? I am reaching lol)
100000% with Kalpas trying to kill his teammates tho, that checks out lmao. I'd say "may Kalpas give you the strength not to kill that groupmate," but he definitely would only promote violence, so uh good luck?? also "oh to have an Emile" is such a powerful sentence, I feel that in my soul 💔
unironically, I've always been really interested in gravity as a superpower so I'd probably say Herrscher of stars/Earth? obviously I really like fire too (bless all mhy fire men) but I would definitely just use it to keep myself toasty lmao
I'd love to hear from other anons too!! I've been kinda dead and I miss you guys 😭😭 I promise I'm trying to write, my chem professor just wants us all dead from the amount of hw she gives
(also you never have to worry about long asks, I love getting asks of any length!!!!! 🧡🧡)
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fear-is-truth · 3 months
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can you tell a little bit about the idea you said you already have clearly for the whump you mentioned?
okay so i have given a lot of thought for this fic. because i loved the idea so much. (air kisses for the anon who requested this, muah)
spoiler under cut:
so, reader is institutionalised in briarcliff. Jude especially hates her and treats her like shit. Kit’s saviour complex made him speak up for reader (but Jude was in a foul mood so bad decision on his part) long story short, Kit receives shock therapy next to the room reader was in (she’s doing labour work or smth) she hears his screams and decides to do something about it (i drew inspo from a scene from The Green Mile) she triggers the smoke alarm with a cig and they have to evacuate the asylum (this is the most i can give rn, deepest apologies 🙏🏻
also, im not planning anything nsfw, unless you want me to?
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poltergeist-coffee · 6 months
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So apparently blue team and green team And red team is just chilling Lore aside, silly thoughts- CELLBIT AND RANBOO PLAYING TOGETHER??? WHAT??? THE CROSSOVER IS REAL Cellbit's chat is having a gay panic over... Sneeg I think? They are are shy but they are asking if he is single Slime is there too:D Anyway, SILLY THOUGHTS Heyyyy, you know the vampire pac headcanon(it still very much not paying rent) do you think qpac would actively try to hide it or nobody would think much about any strange, because let's face the reality everybody in that island is at least a bit strange, and nobody would ask him and never got the opportunity to talk about it Because, what are you supposed to do? Just say "oh yeah, I'm a vampire" out of nowhere Qmike would know of course, I think the rest of the favela six + Richas probably would figure it out at some point
At first view, qpac is just a normal guy, I mean, look at the other islanders, there demons, avians and other hybrids Oh yeah, and a cucumber
His fangs are a bit sharp BUT some humans are just like that, right? I mean, look at qforever it's not only his fangs that are sharp(yep, putting werewolf forever here, why not?) Blood on his fridge? That could be used to anything, blood transfusion, rituals perhaps, and if there was a glass with a little blood on the sink.. I mean it's not so bad considering qcellbit's past with cannibalism and that's doesn't mean qpac drank it And he's out during the say, yeah, he aways with his hoodie up and all covered in clothes but that's just a choice!
... I want to say that I take no responsibility for my actions because of that headcanons, I've stole them from you and Devil anon, I'm a child that has been given a fire sword and no instructions Update on the stream, Cellbit's high pitched screams are aways funny to hear
And the phantom cellbit headcanon still a very cool idea to me and I don't what to do with it:D
-Plate anon(<- started playing hollow knight so they might lose their head over it too... on a more literal sense)
OMGGG PLATE ANON IF YOURE PLAYING HOLLOW KNIGHTS WE COULD MAKE A HOLLOW KNIGHTS U TOGETHER…. OMG…
omg that’s so cute iamindihs i’m watching the stream rn from slime’s pov!! i didn’t know chat was in love with sneeg’s voice that’s so cute haha <33
i think no one woudl guess that q!pac is a vampire at first because he looks like so normal kekw he (use to) get a decent amount of sleep and he doesn’t really “dress” like a vampire (very fancy clothes u know) so people just think he’s a normal human or maybe an elf because he has pointed ears!! so what his teeth seem a little shaper then most? he was just born like that it’s rude to ask :// it’s not his fault he can’t stay in the sun long it’s because he gets sunburnt super easily!! not even sunscreen can help so he has to stay in the shade or inside a building!!
we love vampire pac in this household especially if he gets to turn into a cute bat and hang upside down to sleep (captures mike to cuddle him to sleep most nights hehehe)
phantom cellbit is so wonderful and i don’t have many thoughts abiut him but he’s like….. so cool….. he is so creature…. the goofiest creature ever you know…
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malyen0retsev · 1 year
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sorry if this is super random (especially in 2023 lol) but you're the only person i follow that i know has read tda and i always love your takes on things so i thoughts i'd ask. basically i recently finished tda and i find the parabatai curse confusing? i mean why is romance strictly forbidden and not any strong emotional attachment of any kind (a la jedi in sw)? cause platonic love can be just as strong, if not stronger in some cases, than romantic love so why doesn't everyone who has a strong emotional attachment to their parabatai burst into flames and turn into a giant? idk after literal years of waiting for the secret to be revealed i was disappointed that the reason turned out to be kinda dumb akdkfkf
Oh no dw, I'm literally rereading TDA rn bc I wanted to be hyper-aware of connections to TLH (which I have not started Book 3 of yet lol but ANYWAY)
Honestly, I don't actually have an answer to this. Because, ridiculous as it may sound (PARTICULARLY GIVEN I MYSELF AM ACESPEC AND RATE PLATONIC RELATIONSHIPS SO HIGHLY) (the capitals are me screaming at myself, to clarify) I've never actually bloody thought about it like that. I just sort of went "Eh, right, I guess romantic love does something specific, let's go". When it came to the curse, the bit I actually found ridiculous was what broke the curse. I'm not saying I wanted Emma and Julian to face negative consequences for something which was not their fault at all, but I dunno, it felt like a cheap workaround to be literally like... talked out of being cursed?? PERPLEXING.
Like, I love that trilogy so much, it's my favourite TSC trilogy, but the actual central conflict of the curse is slightly shaky lore wise and I won't argue against that lol. I think you're just meant to not think about it too deeply, which feels like a cheat answer but like. It is weird, because we're meant to think (as far as I'm aware) that Emma has been in love with Jules the whole time but just didn't realise it until Lady Midnight. But surely if they've been mutually in love that whole time the curse would have begun years ago? There are holes so I just choose not to poke at them FDFSDKBSDFBKJ bc honestly anon you raise a good point here!
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lavender--fairy · 2 years
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heyy fairy!! (im the anon you talked to in your dm long ago ) i just wanna tell you and everyone THAT I FUCKING GOT INTO THE VOID!! I AM LITERALLY CRYING RN JDCBIJDBCH (long post!!) okay okay so basically i was trying since like 5 months and nothing, i didnt even feel the symptoms that other anons did which made me so frustrated that i cried my eyes out every night. After that my self concept got so down because of all the failing attempts. I decided to keep affirming no matter what, exactly like you told me to do. i affirmed when i didnt feel good, i affirmed when i feel like it wasnt working, i affirmed no matter what and kept trying every night, when i failed i'd still affirm, yesterday was no different day i mean i didnt feel extra powerful or anything i just affirmed for a while and then i slept, after a while i woke up to see myself in a completely black place i couldnt even feel my body and i realized instantly that i was in the void so i affirmed for my desires and decided to come back. and when i got back i felt like crying because after all this time i finally did it!! i was gonna check for my results but i felt exhausted so i decided to sleep when i accidentally knocked something down and when i saw what it was it was THE PHONE I MANIFESTED KDJCBUDHDB!! i literally wanted to scream, but i didnt even check it because idk i wanted to keep it all as a surprise for the morning lol. anyways i woke in the morning and as soon as i did i went to see my face and I STOOD THERE IN SHOCK BROO LIKE THAT IS ME?? THAT PRETTY ASS GIRL IN THEE MIRROR IS ME?? i was so excited omfg. idk even know how long i was just standing there admiring myself and t felt so weird because i never thought i was pretty and then i ran to check my phone and saw that MY BF?? THAT I NEVER HAD BUT NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN DO?? TEXTED ME A GM MESSAGE!! i stalked him for a while and gurl istg i dont think i will ever look at any other guy!! like he is so fucking fineee i was straight up drooling ong. then i thought i was forgetting to check something else that i manifested, until i opened my closet for taking a shower to see sooo many pretty clothes (i just realized i forgot to take the shower and had a fashion show instead byee lmfao) and and and on top of that i also found like a $1000 in pockets of one of the clothes and i already spent some money cause i have no self control. I am just sitting here still processing everything like broo this is real?? ALL THIS IS REALL!! to anyone who needs it: PLZZ PLZZ LISTEN TO FAIRY CAUSE SHE IS THE ONLY REASON I AM HERE WITH MY DESIRES!! keep persisting no matter what!! it will be so worth it, like at this point i dont even remember my struggles i am just so happy and proud. Your subconscious doesnt have eyes, it only listens to what you are constantly telling it, and also please focus on your inner convos i realized that i was talking shit about the void for soo long. To fairy the lmol: bestie you are the only reason i got into the void and no no you cant deny it. i would have given up and would still be crying like a bitch but omg i have everything i could ever want!!
hey butterbean!! THIS IS THE BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME OMGG!!! i am so proud of you bestie, i remember how used to tell me that you were on the edge of giving up and here you are!!! omgg i feel like a proud mom lmaoo Guys please please keep persisting and i promise you will be your own success story!!
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anlian-aishang · 2 years
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omg first happy late birthday!! second, you truly are doing the lord's work with your levi work like oh my goodness. i was just binging your levi work and i read the lil prompt of levi getting his hair washed and saying it tickles and gosh i was hoping to request something with ticklish!levi x reader? he is so cute i just want him to smile and laugh be silly and i hc him to be really really ticklish lol. if you aren't taking requests rn tho i'm sorry!! feel free to disregard this🥰
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Hey, anon! Thank you for the kind words! Here is the haircut drabble you mentioned, I also have another ticklish!levi fic here. You asked so nicely, so here is another 🥰 Please enjoy, cutie!!
Word count: 1600 Tags: levi x reader, sfw, fluff, modern AU, food mention, gn!reader
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An at-home movie marathon. At your suggested date, Levi had been so quick to agree to it. Much better than a trip to the theater - screaming kids, loud chewers, too public, no privacy. Pajamas, take-out, maybe even the lead-in to an impromptu sleepover, maybe even something more, infinitely more favorable.
Given that this was the first time you were coming over to his apartment, the clean freak had even more zing to his routine. Not only did he vacuum the carpet and wipe down the countertops, but he had run all his laundry and even gotten on his hands and knees to scrub those hidden places. Any snack you could want, he purchased. Any drink you could want, displayed on the coffee table just waiting for to be snatched. And if you wanted something different, he had your favorite restaurants on speed-dial.
It had been a long week of work, and on this Friday evening with all his added efforts, all he wanted to do was to curl up on his couch with you. He could not imagine anything better, but now that he was here, he realized: there was one thing - one particular thing - he had not prepared for.
// // //
A cotton tank top with striped shorts to match. Hair tied up in a messy bun. Your favorite pillow in one hand, a stuffed animal in the other. Seeing you outside his unit door, he was especially thankful for his outlook lens. The enamored smile that painted his expression, he felt it had to be neutralized: not wanting to disrupt any prior impressions you had of him thus far, not wanting to display such a bright contrast to his dark long-sleeve and even darker pajama pants. Levi shook his head, combed his bangs with his fingers, took a deep breath, opened up, and let you in.
“Hey, you.” The most affectionate greeting he had.
“Hey!” You, on the other hand, were unafraid of showing smiles. “Wow, your place is so nice… and clean.”
Heart pounded against his shirt, he thought you might hear it. Levi spoke quickly, diligently, somewhat nervously, “There are drinks and snacks in the kitchen, help yourself.”
Slippers sifted against his tile floor. Standing in front of his impressive array, you propped your cheek on your hand. “All looks good, I just…” you turned to him and loathed, “I’m not sure it’s gonna be enough.”
Levi bit the inside of his cheek. Maintaining eye contact, you confessed, “See… I invited some friends. Hope that was okay?”
A silent raise of his brow. Worried for just a moment, only until you took your plushie and shoved it to his chest.
A slow inhale, a relieved exhale. Levi almost broke then, but accepted his composure as a matter of not if, but when. You had barely come through the door. The movie had not even started. He had not even had the chance to sit by your side yet. Some time in that sequence, you would witness the joy of his that few ever had.
But, still, he was unbothered, for this had been his mindset about this date ever since you two planned it: tonight is the night.
// // //
Levi took his specific spot on the sofa: laying on his side, one arm kept his head propped, the other draped lazily - just begging for a little spoon to come find their place.
“What are we thinking, Levi?” You scrolled through the categories, “Horror? Comedy? Mystery…?”
Levi smirked, he could not be any more indifferent. If it was up to him, he would have preferred the first movie that happened to show up - whatever brought you to him the fastest. Levi hummed, content, “You choose.”
The truth was, you felt the same. It was not the movie you came here for. Had that been the case, you would not have driven across town, in the rain, far past sunset. The movie was distantly secondary - and in the anticipated cuddles, you hoped to cement that fact to him.
It started with how you carelessly picked a generic film and how quickly you took your long-awaited spot. Knees tucked adjacent to his, your back to his front, your head just underneath his chin. You peeked up to him, he gazed down to you. In only the opening credits, you two had already exchanged the night’s first pair of smiles.
What he did not foresee, though, was how many more there would be.
It started with how you buried yourself further into him: your backside itching against his abdomen, your shoulders shifting just beneath his clavicle. Immediately, a familiar alarm sounded within him. A feeling he had not felt for some years came rushing back - the sliver of tolerance he had built up in his past was now long gone. A sharp inhale hardly muffled. At first, you thought nothing of it - but for him - his mind was already spinning. How could he forget? And why did he only remember his weakness now?
The movie was made even more distant as his memory raced to recall. His tough exterior, his looks that could kill - he could not even remember the last time anyone tried to tickle him, his appearance did him favors in that regard. But at the same time, you were not trying to tickle him - you probably did not even know that you were. Stifling his symptoms, he wanted to keep it that way.
But that desire was made even less attainable as your legs intertwined. Against his feet, your toes curled then relaxed in a never-ending cycle. Sometimes, your nails would drag along his veins. Other times, you crossed your arches at his. No matter what you did, though, they all fucked with him the same. His heart raced. His lungs strained. The flighty rise and fall of his diaphragm - he was forever thankful that you did not notice it.
That was, until you did.
Turning over your shoulder to check on him only made it worse. Not only did you see his strife, but you amplified it along the way - your stray strands fraying against his neck as you spun. “L’Levi?” You blinked twice, eyes adapting to the dark living room lighting, “You alright?”
A fake cough - any excuse to turn away, any explanation for the tinge in his voice. “Y-Yeah, I’m fine.”
And, of course, you spun back - your hair revisiting that same dreaded path: tracing his tendons, riding his Adam's apple. Levi pressed his face to the back of your head, muffling the laughter that demanded an escape.
Only 90 more minutes to go. Levi shook his head, not that he was an optimist, but there was no way he would last that long. Every squirm, every cuddle, every move you made - they all tested the limits that were already too shallow.
At last - what he had waited for all week but feared for the past hour. Wrapping your arm around his neck, hooking your elbow to his nape, that was the last he could take. Fingernails woven through his undercut, wrist kneading that one spot. Levi’s body shook with shivers, his breaths dangerously titillated. To nudge you away or to simply succumb, his involuntary response seized the choice from him.
As always, his laughter started just barely audible. What was left unheard, though, was instead unleashed with how much you felt. Tremors from head to toe. Lip quivered at your ear. The stretch of his calves and the dance at his middle. It took only a handful of seconds for you to notice the change, only a few more for his composure to diminish entirely.
Laughs that fell on your skin, inadvertently tickling you back in response. The difference, though, was how unaffected you were and how unraveled he was. Low voice turned noticeably higher as he strove to mute his giggles. With only the light of the tv screen, you could see a deep blush forming.
His laughter was one thing, his speech was another. For all the times he was such a sound speaker, tonight was a leap to the other extreme. Interrupted consistently by his own stupid self.
“I-I’m sor’ry…!” Levi moved his wrist to his lips, biting a little, attempting to stay grounded - failing. “It’s just - I’m just…! I - I can’t…!”
Any worry you had about his condition disappeared with those fragments. He sounded so ridiculous - so cute - it was impossible to feel anything apart from the joy he seemed to have. You reached your fingertips up to his chin and tickled - deliberately this time, “Come on, Levi. Spit it out!” You teased, “What is it?”
A sweat on his brow. A flush in his chest. “It’s - It’s not your fault, I just…” Fuck. How he did not want you to get the wrong impression. Fuck. How he hated to admit his embarrassing vulnerability so fast. “I’m just really ticklish…!” Those few words were all that he managed before his reaction cut him off - long enough to make you forget them.
His laughter was contagious, and with it, you felt you had reached a new quirky stage in this budding relationship. Not the ones that they talked about - first kiss, first dance, whatever - but something arguably more special: a moment in which  neither of you could keep from laughing.
And if this was the thing that got laughs out of him, “Levi, are you free next Friday night?”
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Have you thought about your moots as tbz?
hi anon! hope ure doing okay !!
sangyeon - @mavericsohn - elle
elle is always looking after me omg, always !!! they’re always checking in on me in my inbox and reminding me to take care. their energy is just unmatched, thinking of comfort? soft? homey? that’s not even a word but talking and being with giselle just feels so damn easy like i dont need to worry about what to say or to do they literally are the entire vibe and idk who could better fit sangyeon than giselle. sangyeon is giselle. giselle is sangyeon. they are one.
jacob - @tbzhub - codi
codi is the sweetest!! honestly the embodiment of jacob like the angel his is too. codi has always been the nicest to me i’m seriously in awe. codi’s taught me kindness and the way codi makes me feel makes me is the happiest and i wish i could make someone feel that indescribable warm bubbly way too and i just know codi gives the bestest hugs ever. codi and cobie scREAMING IT SOUNDS SO PERFECT but theyre literally the softest humans ever and i will protect the both of them with my entire being.
younghoon - @0429a - sam
sam isn’t active rn but she is quite possibly the greatest person to ever exist. she’s literally light- sunlight so sparkly and glittery and i need her for that dopamine. she’s just like younghoon- the vibes are immaculate. they’re both funny as hell even if its unintentional or corny (thinking of that time sam went along with my cat jokes and i smiled so damn big) she’s beautiful inside and out just like younghoon is and seeing her on the dash makes me wanna cry bc shes so kind and sincere and like younghoon she just can’t be real. she can’t.
hyunjae - @cloudykyu - mani
oh god. where do i start. the clowns. KIDDING I LOVE YOU BOTH. you’re both so silly omg, the vibes are literally everywhere. you and hyunjae would literally be a mess together in the best way, you’re the same person its so scary?? thinking of the loudness, the jokes, the passive aggressiveness and the childish energy that you both give off ive said this before but mani does give me big sister energy. shes always hyping me up and is so ready to fight at any given point (think hyunjae and eric) i love her i’m in love with her and she’s my best friend- also too much prettiness that i cry. you all should see her private story on snap oh my god she’s chaotic but chill, the most down to earth and sincerest person i’ve ever had the best fortune to know. she’s unapologetically her own person and i respect that the most about her. her passion her sticking to what she believes is right and i admire that so hard, love u girl <3
juyeon - @odxrilove - dori
dori dori dori, we’ve interacted a few times before i’m posting this and it gave me shy awkward vibes bc i just wanted to be your friend but didnt know how bc im super awkward too omg could cry but youre so sweet !!! youve always been so damn kind to me you make me want to sob rivers. the effort and time you put into everything you do, you work so damn hard that i’m so proud of you n cheering you on!! just like juyeon omg he’s always so gentle and careful and can be clumsy and you really give off that energy, you and ju both underestimate yourselves and i’m here to let you know how amazing you both are <3
kevin - @armysantiny - minmin
you’re like my twin i’m not even kidding from the moment we had the same name and the same bias list and then living in the uk too? had me screaming because youre the coolest person i know, you’re so down to earth so intuitive and openminded. kevin can be intimidating too when you first see him but once you hear him speak you just never want him to stop and thats how it feels with you love, i just want to listen to you all the time and i will, i’ll always be here to listen to you min so thank you for being brave and opening up little parts of yourself that i love entirely <3
chanhee - @choiberry - honey
OH MY GOD EVERYTHING ANOUT YOU IS JUST SO PRETTY ACTUALLY SCREAMING RN youre so funny !! and honestly being on your blog feels like a museum everything is so aesthetic and im like that kid with grabby hands touching everything wanting to like everything, just like chanhee you’re both like premium. clearly too good to be true i feel undeserving. you’re so kind to me too and i’m always in awe because i did see ur reblog of project sugar daddy btw and i havent responded to it yet just bc i sit there and stare all giggly at it instead bc me?? you?? youre friends with me?? seriously i feel like youve been eating glitter and liquid gold or smth that you and chanhee are just like beautiful. absolutely stunning. im so :o
changmin - @stealanity - matty
MY FAVOURITE PERSON ALIVE AS MY BIAS, i’m actually matty biased idk if you can tell i try and keep it lowkey 😮‍💨 ur so talented babe and i will always scream on and on about this !! changmin is honestly the love of my life that every single part of him even what he thinks of as his flaws are my favourite things and its the same, the love i have for changmin is the same love i have for you. the excitement i get coming on tumblr bc i know youre here, the way i wanna cry when we talk bc it feels again like this doesnt feel real and i dont deserve this, youre my favourite writer and you inspire me so damn much with anything you write and its so crazy bc i feel like changmins oresence is just so soothing and he has no idea who i am but somehow he just knows how im feeling and how it is and thats so you, i just feel like you already know whats going on before i do and youre there, youre always there for me. youre my comfort girl matty and fuck im crying writing this because you and changmin both mean the absolute world to me. you’re both so warm and i have never felt so safe with the both of you.
haknyeon - @moonieric - ducky
ducky is honestly so fucking cute. she sends me snaps of her day and apologies babe if i see them and dont answer sometimes i genuinely do just forget but it just warms my heart to see you having an absolute blast and surrounded by all your friends the energy really is there and its beautiful. youre just like hak in the way that seeing you happy makes me the happiest, you and hak are just both chill and content with what you have and are so damn creative like the art snaps you show me? and your presentations? im so incredibly proud of you and hak and the ability you have like your energy just screams individuality like you are your own person the way hak can differentiate himself from the group too. i just love you both so much omg and so so proud of you both !!
sunwoo - @luvrbin - jel
jel. hi heh im so shy rn omg im just going to say this straight out okay YOURE SO COOL QUITE POSSIBLY THE COOLEST PERSON I KNOW LIKE HELLO YOUR WRITING YOUR MEMES YOUR ENERGY YOUR VIBES i know weve only interacted a few times but that means youre my best friend now okay? OKAY! but yeah, youre like the duplicate of sunwoo and its so scary because youre everywhere?? i always see you on my dash and i stare longingly thinking i hope jel is happy and life is treating jel well (rhymes ha) and then i panic and stop bc like sunwoo is always staring and i feel like youre staring at me rn and im getting shy see??? this is what im trying to say sunwoo is so good at flustering everyone and i JUST FEEL LIKE YOURE TOO GOOD FOR ME TO EVEN BREATHE THE SAME AIR AS YOU IM GETTING FLUSTERED
eric - @hvae - vae
i honestly dont even know where to start. eric is special. vae is special. eric is pretty as hell. vae is pretty as hell. eric is so damn talented. vae is so damn talented. the e in eric stands for extrovert and the e in vae stands for exceptional bc somehow shes just good at everything (mf was born perfect omg) but heres the thing!! vae doesnt need to be excessively loud for her presence to speak volumes, i love speaking to vae shes one of my favourite people and one of my first friends (passed the word moots at this point) it felt like i knew her from the beginning even though i didnt? it just feels like weve always known each other she just gets me omg and literally talking to her ive never felt so safe and welcomed and relaxed in my entire life and thats just the impact of her and eric’s presence like i wanna show them both my good side only but its like they already know every version of you and appreciate you more and vae’s so sensitive and intuitive to everything around her in the sense like she understands and so does eric you know like he knows when somethings up. we dont even have to talk for ages like weve been two months and it still felt the same when we texted again. she’s the constant in my life the way eric is in deobi’s life and the way hes always thinking and looking after deobis yeah well thats me to vae, theres no one i wanna talk to more and love more and learn more about in my entire life than her <33
this was so fucking long but ty anon for asking ! i’m socially awkward and have more moots but we havent spoken in a long ass while bc i suck at being active so the above are moots that im the closest too !! love u friends !! <333
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⚠️⚠️⚠️!!!!SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 16 “PHANTASMAGORIA” OF ADRENALINE JUNKIE!!!!⚠️⚠️⚠️
You sat quietly at your desk. You hands traced over the worn oak wood. This was all wrong. It was too quiet. There weren’t as many papers everywhere, cute sticky notes, and no redstone handprints that were far too small to be yours.
There wasn’t nearly enough of anything.
It hurt.
God it hurt knowing that the one person you devoted so much time, and love and care into wasn’t fucking real. 
Your breathing was heavy and tears clouded your vision as you hunched over your desk, curling into yourself.
“I-I had a son-”
Your broken words make your body and lungs shudder with the force of them and your voice cracked. Your wing pressed against your back uncomfortably, a few feathers out of place, but you couldn’t care less. You had already lost a wing, what would it matter if you lost enough.
A chill filtered through the room and you shivered. The basement was not warm at all and you could barely will yourself to get out of bed and down here.
Turning around feeling something brush a few of your primary feathers gently you whipped your head around. Your eyes widened and your wing puffed up, and your mind that could barely stay awake and focus on a single of the buzzing thoughts in your mind quieted.
It became solem and disbelieving like the basement you were standing in. All you felt was cold. The cool feeling on the cement floor under your feet and the ghost- phantom?- of your son standing before you. 
“Arthur-“ 
"Hey (Y/N)!”
His cheery voice seemed to echo and you scrambled over to his translucent, misty form. It didn’t make sense. None of this makes sense. It’s not supposed to be this way. He’s fake! He’s not real!
You walk through Arthur. He’s not here…he’s dead. Or at least not here. Not alive. Arthur isn’t your prodigy anymore. He’s your son, your second half, your entire world. To find him here of all places. ’
He can’t be real. He was never real. No. No. No No No NoNoNoNoNoNo-‘ 
“Your feathers have grown since you gave me your last one! They look damaged though.”
Your tears seemed to burn into your cheeks not stopping for a second. Your hand kept phasing through the desaturated Arthur in front of you. His words imprinted themselves into your mind. After hearing his voice for so long, to hear a echo-y version of his voice.
His real voice…to see him here in front of you shiny copper hair a bit less bright, and milky white iris, long hair pulled back into a ponytail, and freckles splashed across his face, freckles all over him actually. An old jacket of your draped over his cream sweater, black pants with knick-knacks and drafts overflowing from the pockets.
A cool hand laid on your shoulder, only able to reach because of the levitation. Was Arthur taller? He looked more mature? Was he older…? What happened?
“Are you okay (Y/N)?” -Tall Soft Anon (Also sorry accidentally started this as a request >-> so ignore that also this was super fun to write, ur welcome for extra angst lolz)
You stared at his pale face in disbelief, how in the world was he here? Was this your Arthur? It had to be, he mentioned the feather you gave him. Ender, how is this even possible? An icy finger swept across your cheek, rapidly cooling the warm tear stains. 
“(Y/n)?”
You swallowed the lump in your throat and screwed your eyes shut. A laugh echoed in the room, “(Y/n) you can’t hide from me, I’m finally here with you.”
You hesitantly opened your eyes and he was directly in front of you. After blinking rapidly and rubbing your eyes, he was still there. His smile was like it always was: wide, innocent, and cheerful. “H-how?”
Arthur winced slightly and glanced off to the side, “that- that doesn’t matter. I’m here (y/n), can you believe it?” A lively laugh bellowed from him, “I’m actually here!” He grabbed your hands and pulled you into a small dance. Granted he was merely moving your arms around and pulling you in circles, but despite the icy skin, he was here. He was actually here! 
A watery chuckle escaped you as you returned his grin and spun him around, some of the redstone that had found it’s way onto the floor getting blown upwards and glinting in the light, accentuating the air around you two in a flurry of red sparkles. 
Suddenly, he stopped dead in his tracks and your arms were yanked from the change in momentum. He didn’t look you in the eye, “I can’t be here forever, (y/n). Our time together is almost up, it’s almost time for you to wake up.”
You bent over slightly (he had really grown taller since the last time you saw him) and put your hands on his shoulders. “Artie, what do you mean? You just got here.” He said nothing, instead reaching into his pocket and pulling out a small colorful magnet. It was somehow a picture of you and him when you had given him his first pair of goggles and gloves. You both were smiling cheekily at the camera with your cheeks pressed together, redstone smeared across Arthur’s face.
You looked at it before looking back at your son, “A-Arthur, what-”
He was smiling at you bittersweetly, “keep that to remember me. I… I really don’t want to be forgotten, (Y/n)… I don’t want to go yet,” his breathing picked up, “I don’t want to go!” He lunged at you and wrapped his lanky arms around your midsection, sending you to the ground in the process. You landed on your bottom with a small grunt before you made quick work of hugging him as close to you as possible. 
You placed a kiss in his bushy hair, “I’ll never forget you, my little fledgling. I promise, we’ll find a way to stay together. I won’t let anybody take you away from me again.” He clutched your jacket tighter and burrowed his head into your shoulder, sobbing loudly between multiple “I don’t wanna go”’s
“Arthur, your time here is up.” You whipped your head up to see the person you didn’t want to see: Kristin. She was looking at the scene with melancholy and a frown tugging at her lips. Arthur whimpered and hugged you tighter, his fingers pinching your skin. 
You glared at the goddess with an amount of hate you didn’t know you could harbor for someone. You picked Arthur up in your arms with slight difficulty and wrapped him in your wing, some loose feathers falling off in the process. 
“You will not take him from me. Not again.”
“(Y/n) you must understand, he doesn’t belong here.” Kristen stepped closer to you. Her intense aura was nearly suffocating. 
You turned your body away from her, “YES HE DOES. HIS PLACE IS WITH ME AND ME ONLY. I WON’T LET YOU TAKE HIM.” You ran a hand along his tied back hair soothingly. 
“Fledgling-”
“NO. YOU DON’T GET TO CALL ME THAT WHEN YOU’RE TRYING TO TAKE MY SON AWAY.”
She stood there silently for a moment before sighing wistfully, “I’m sorry for what I have to do.” Without a second word, her fingers snapped and your hand was stroking the air. You looked on in shock and anger as Arthur appeared by her side, his hand in hers. Endless tears streamed down his cheeks as he tried to run at you, “(Y/N) DON’T LET HER TAKE ME!” You tried to run at them before she raised a hand up to snap once again. The last thing you heard was his terrified screaming.
“(Y/N)!” 
You shot up in your bed with your chest heaving. Eyes flickering frantically around the room, you realized that you were in your bedroom. You put your hands over your mouth in an attempt to cover up your choked sobs and let the dam break. 
Tears dribbled out of your eyes as you sobbed quietly into your hands. You just got him back, why did the universe keep ripping him away from you?! It wasn’t fair. None of this is. You just want to see his smile again.
“I’m sorry... I’m so sorry, my little fledgling.”
You cried until the sunbeams peeked through your window and you heard the tired shuffling of Philza’s feet on the carpet and the content hums from Wilbur outside your door. They didn’t bother begging for you to come downstairs with them anymore, not after you locked yourself in your room in your grief.
A shuddering sigh escaped you as you rubbed at your stinging eyes. You reached over to grab your glass of water on your nightstand before freezing when your fingers wrapped around something that definitely wasn’t a glass of water. 
You furrowed your brows before looking down at it in confusion. When you recognized what you saw, your breath hitched in your throat and a shaky laugh escaped you.
There in your hand laid a magnet.
fuck man I’m cryin in da club rn. It was fun to write tho!
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onyourzeus · 3 years
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11:48 am | pjh
title: 11:48am pairing: park jaehyung (of day6) & you genre: fluff, bullet style words: 2.1k
author’s note: mmm i’m kind of meh about this but i jus really needed to write so i don’t lose motivation, but this is just a short fic requested by this anon asking for a lazy day scenario with jae. hope it’s still an okay read.
any requests? check my pinned post if i’m accepting any at the moment, thanks!
once you receive a specific text from jae on a regular day
“whatchu doinnnn” 
you know he’s wondering if you’re not busy, and if you come hang out at his place
which, for the majority of the time, you always tell him “not much. y?”
even though you’re 99% sure of what he wants out of you
you have already made your way to a coffee shop before he had replied 
“same. wanna do nothing together? :)”
so u get two coffees: one americano and one vanilla latte (as much as you want to cut down calories here, there is no way you can drink just water and espresso by itself
you decide on getting two sandwiches as well, it’s close to noon and there’s a high probability that jae just woke up and he hasn’t even moved from the bed
you’re lowkey happy that jae texts you first (assumingly) during days like this because, honestly you miss the 6 foot lanky nerdy soft boy a lot
jae has a habit of keeping to himself during his downtime, especially now 
but with him streaming and having new friends through the platform has helped him socialize and feel a sense of normalcy from the world, which you are really glad for 
he’s mentioned how much he misses doing band activities but doesn’t really elaborate on them
he think he talks about it too much and that you wouldn’t want to hear his repetitive whining
you don’t have the needed bravery in your heart (yet) to tell him you will never get bored or feel burdened by his thoughts, no matter what they entail
so for now, when he asks of your presence in his lovely abode— you make time for him. always. 
even if it’s just a lazy day of doing nothing
you knock on his door and text him at the same time. you look around his neighborhood and enjoy the peace and quiet outside. you wonder if jae’s soundproof walls work well enough for his next door neighbors this time. you had told him multiple times that sungjin wouldn’t appreciate the noise too much, and he if he wanted to play he can do so at your place 
however you never suggested that last thought. it swam in the sea of your thoughts one too many times but it never came to shore. you thought too much about the implications of that idea
besides, what good came out of reminding him of his streamer noises is that he finally has an apartment of his own
and you don’t feel as shy or out of place whenever you came over to the one he shared with the boys 
“oh hey, wasn’t expecting you,” jae had opened the door and you snap out of your wondering
he greets you with drowsy eyes, a full yawn and long strands of hair sticking out everywhere 
you huff out a breath and show the goods in your hands. “you’re definitely gonna need this.”
his eyes light up as he recognizes the contents of the paper bag
“whaaaat you shouldn’t have, i was about to order for delivery,” he tries for an innocent tone but the goofy smile on his face makes that extra trip to the cafe worth it
“you’re welcome, jae.”
lazy days with jae come in two ways
number one: absolutely the title. you crash on the bed, he scolds you for it but then you feel his crushing weight on top of you for revenge or
you hog the couch, splay your legs until jae does the same thing and entangles all your limbs together it becomes a semi wrestling match
number two: he’d end up wanting to do something all this time, either jam on his guitar or play WoW with you in the background, just watching
commenting on things you have 0 knowledge about, and him dismissing every words you say with a random scream from his end
“you’re so bad at this lmao”
“NONONO STOPSTOPSTOP NONONO”
“is the riff supposed to sound like that? ew” 
“you want your face to meet my guitar? :)” 
yeah, banter between you can be brutal like this which is why it gets a little embarrassing to be your true self with him when the others are involved 
today, jae seems to just enjoy sipping on his iced coffee while tippy tapping on the floor to sit next to you on the couch
??? how can a grown man do something puppies so effortlessly pull out… just as cute if not even better??? 
usually, silence isn’t how the two of you spend lazy days together. once he’s thought of a topic to talk about, however out of this world or mundane it could be— the conversations you share are what you cherish the most bonding with jae
“you ever think about the first piece of a roll of sliced bread?”
“you mean the weird looking pieces no one ever chooses first and leaves it there until there’s none of the good slices left?”
“the very one” “what about it?”
“you’re that slice of bread”
“well yeah? jokes on you, you’re the OTHER piece. there’s two in a pack dumbass” 
one would mistake this as insulting, but this is how jae shows his affection to you, and you wouldn’t want it any other way
there’s a certain comfort in just.. not deliberating whether you’d overstep a line or say something that would be misconstrued. with jae, you appreciate the candid friendship you mutually benefit from
his sarcastic personality can be a pain at times when not needed, of course, but when you’ve missed him so much it just feels right
“jae your legs are too long for the couch get a new one.” he had taken over the other end of the couch with his legs over yours, and you’re trying your best to make the position comfortable
but being inches close to his socks and noticing that he’s intentionally moving his feet about just to annoy you
“you get me a new couch so we both fit here”
“bro do you know how empty my wallet is rn” 
“as empty as your love life?”
“oh we’re talking about ourselves right now? ok cool”
he scoffs at your comeback, but he remains speechless and gives you room to breathe. you panic for a second thinking maybe, this is the unexplained boundary he has to draw a line on? love? 
but he puts down his already finished americano, and looks back at you a deadpan expression
you sit up as well, nerves creeping up on your arm. you didn’t want to take it too far and in your defense, this isn’t the first time you teased each other about your, well, non-existent romantic endeavors
“jae, i—”
“oh my god did you see your face?? i was kidding chilllll” he starts to burst into a fit of laughter, the kind where he loses air and lolls his head back 
this time you pout, reaching over to flick him on the forehead. his 6th sense had improved a lot overtime being with you as he blocks your hand away from his face, and sticks a tongue out
“you think i wasn’t prepared for that anymore?” he taunt, locking his grip around your wrist
“now you’re just making fun of me” >:(
“you get really puffy cheeks and look adorable when you’re mad” 
“THAT IS NOT A VALID REASON!!”
eventually he lets you go, pats your head then proceeds to just ruffle it as messy as his, and in an instant your mood changes again
you shouldn’t lie to yourself anymore, you love jae’s company and it would kill you if he’d one day decide he’s too old or too “mature” for moments like this
you get winded up with denial of having a crush on your best friend, and you’re so sure he knows at this point
because he reels you back into the present and challenges you to a game os super smash bros
and when he loses, he does it again. and you win again, and this time he says it was just a warm-up and he shouldn’t go easy on you anymore
and then you win again, and you’re the one cackling in the air at his look of defeat as well as the 6 losses he had endured during the matches
“man you’re getting rusty”
“am not! i’ve just been playing WoW too much i’m not used to switch controls anymore…”
“sure buddy”
“HEY, 1v1 me in league right now, i dare you”
“no”
“WHY?”
“you only have one desktop, stupid. i didn’t bring my laptop”
“oh so by default I win :D”
nothing can ever get away with jae, he always needs to have the last laugh with you and at times it’s frustrating, but his carefree charisma has grown on you so much that you anticipate what else he has in store to give you a hard time 
jokes on him, you fall for jae just an inch deeper the more he treats you comfortably this way 
it’s only been an hour or two, but jae had decided that he’s done enough productive stuff for the day (read: losing too many times) and invited you over to chill on his bed
it’s not an uncommon sight for the both of you to lie next to each other, taking turns with queueing up music on spotify. songs you and jae love together, and those that are new to your ears 
sometimes, you’d talk over the playlist— it becomes more of background noise as jae asks you about your day, the days before that, and what you’re planning on doing in the future
he doesn’t ask for specific answers, he likes to hear how you’ve been feeling, emotionally so
jae has always been intrigued by other people’s perception of themselves, of the things around them, and of what they think of the universe in the back of their minds
it was a little too much to handle, those questions of his, when you first were just getting to know each other
but he eased into it naturally, confessing about his love for the moon— its beauty in appearance, and the beauty of its purpose
which made you think… you’re in love with the moon too, not just what you see in the sky
but what you see right next to you right now
jae had given you enough time before to open up about your own thoughts, struggles, and share secrets with him. it didn’t take long until you found the trust between you and held onto it for dear life
lazy days with jae can be just that— lazy, loafing around the house, stealing a chip or two from each other’s bag, falling asleep to the sound of lofi music on the speaker
but it can go this way too: with jae explaining how good this one song can be, the metaphors every verse carries with the melody. “you’ve always heard of chocolate eyes or whatever, but blueberry? and to describe the setting sun as strawberry skies? amazing, GENIUS” 
and you laugh, and listen to the same song over and over as per jae’s request until he overpowers the original vocals— and you don’t complain, there’s not a sound you love to hear on a lazy afternoon than his low register, the kind of singing he does just for the heck of it. he’s not exerting too much range, too much work on the words he sings— he’s just doing so to comfort him, to bring life to the room, to dwell on each poetic verse’s meaning
i’m so lost in your blueberry eyes
he finishes singing, and the playlist shuffles to an instrumental lofi track with an upbeat, charming rhythm to it
jae keeps his eyes closed, smiling to himself probably proud for his faux performance
“you done gloating in your head yet, jae?”
“shut up i’m feeling the moment”
you poke his shoulder with yours, and you’re suddenly hyper aware at how close the two of you are.. physically, right now
he turns his head towards you, eyes fluttering, lips slightly open. he catches you staring, and it’s too sudden for you to look away and pretend it’s not awkward at all
“what are you doing?” he asks, a lilt of teasing on his voice but his eyes never leave yours 
“sh..shut up,” you quip in a small voice, looking down on your laying bodies before turning away, cheeks warm
“wait what? what i was asking a genuine question—”
“i was.. feeling the moment, okay? god jae you’re annoying” you mutter under your breath, a lousy response to cover up the pounding in your chest
“this moment feels really nice, doesn’t it?” he says next to you, quiet but gentle
you pause for a second, taking in his words and letting go of the smile you’re trying to hold off on
your heart is still racing, but there wasn’t a need to worry about stumbling with your feelings
if jae himself is enjoying your own company right now 
“it is. if it’s with you, it really is.”
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a-lil-bi-furious · 3 years
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omg i sent an ask for the ship ask thingy a while ago but completely forgot about it (i assumed it never arrived??) but now i remember and still.. need ...to .. know... opinion on stisaac and allydia?
Hi Anon! Tumblr would betray me and not deliver your ask?? 😱😠 Rude. I did not receive the first, but I am happy to answer this one. Sorry it took me a bit (school’s got me super busy rn), but hopefully you’ll still see this!
Stisaac
I don’t really ship Stisaac tbh, so I haven’t given them tons of thought? It would take some convincing for me to ship them romantically because their relationship in canon just felt like pure hostility on both ends to me. I do, however, see some potential there with the banter (add in even a tiny sprinkle of affection and we have something to work with). If they were to have a relationship, I can’t see them being all that serious or committed to it, and I have a hard time seeing it as a very healthy dynamic. They’d be like...the pair that people think are dating? Maybe? It’s kind of hard to tell when the only things that ever come out of their mouths are insults with very little outward affection (even though they both care at least somewhat, they just won’t admit it).
I think their dynamic in general is interesting, though, because they’re only really in the same circle because of Scott. And (in my opinion) some of their hostility is because Scott’s in the middle of them; he’s always been close with Stiles, but he’s starting to really bond with Isaac too. Scott has always been Stiles’ best friend, and for a long time it was just the two of them, and now suddenly there are all these other people around. And that’s great! They could both use some friends. But Isaac is living in Scott’s house and suddenly just seems to be everywhere Scott is. Stiles already wasn’t all that fond of the guy and now he’s getting all chummy with Scott and Scott is all chummy with Isaac. And he hates it. And Isaac knows he does. But look, Isaac wasn’t big on Stiles either and with the clear chip on his shoulder and all the insults Isaac is happy to just deflect that bitchiness right back. He couldn’t care less about what Stiles thinks of him. He kind of wishes he wasn’t around so much, though, practically marking Scott as his best friend territory. What I’m trying to say is (whatever the nature of their respective relationships with Scott) there’s some jealousy here.
The form of their relationship I’m most on board with is begrudging friends who somehow end up paired off a lot and hate it, but kinda, sorta, maybe, a little bit have grown more fond of each other. But that’s a secret for the grave. They’re frenemies. And hey, sure, maybe they’re frenemies who get a little hot and bothered and make out once. It’s not a big deal, okay? Stiles threatens Isaac in his very morbidly specific way about telling anyone it happened. Isaac quips that it wasn’t good enough to be worth telling. And then casually announces it hours later, entirely too pleased with himself. Lydia and Allison are so over this before it even starts, but ultimately decide to fan the fire. Poor Scott is ready to bash his head in with these two fighting. Again. (Afterward he never lets Stiles live it down. After all, what are best friends for if not to mercilessly lovingly harass each other?) I’m rambling nonsense at this point. What I’m trying to say is I see them as essentially rivals turned friends-ish. I don’t ship them, but I’m discovering this dynamic would be fun to play with in the love/hate, bantering sort of way. I could potentially be convinced to read fic with them given the right premise, but couldn’t see it/wouldn’t want it in canon.
Allydia
Now, Allydia. I don’t even know how to describe my feelings on this ship! I feel mystified by it, honestly. They both just have such wlw energy so much of the time, and it’s a damn shame Lydia never got a girlfriend. I always loved both Allison and Lydia individually, and I did love their friendship! They were never a pair that I really gave much thought while watching the show (specifically ship-wise) but I remember seeing a gif set once outlining their relationship, and was kind of like “ok but why the fuck not??”
I love pretty much any iteration of them, canon-compliant and not. I ship them romantically, platonically, queerplatonically; in a polyamorous relationship, as friends who dated but decided they were better as friends and are super close/supportive exes, mutually pining, unilaterally pining; in different AU situations like... dark!Allydia, (both) supernatural!Allydia, (both) hunters!Allydia, non-supernatural world Allydia, etc. etc. I am 👀 intrigued about pretty much any idea. I do prefer a healthy dynamic, so that’s for sure a constraint, but mostly I just...am more or less indifferent to the form of Allydia I get as long as I get it somehow and they’re close and love each other, whatever kind of love it is. I get so emotional sometimes about how much they bonded, and especially about their relationship in season 3. That’s where it really seemed to blossom in a genuine, reciprocal way. In seasons 1 and 2 I do think Lydia and Allison cared about each other, but they were both so focused on portraying an image/persona that sometimes genuine care in that relationship got overshadowed by superficiality. And they are such a power couple too! Oh my godddd the strength and the confidence and the skill and the intelligence and the sass...incredible. I also cry whenever I think about Allison dying, and Lydia feeling it and screaming for her. I just....they were so connected and they loved each other and I am sad. I haven’t read fic for them before, but I certainly would if recommended a good one. 
I think my overall preference for shipping Allydia is as a queerplatonic relationship--just “platonic” doesn’t seem to quite cover how they feel in the way that most people mean it, but there isn’t a romantic connection. (To be honest, Lydia strikes me as somewhere on the aromantic spectrum just in general.) But, yeah, no one quite understands them like the other does, and ultimately they want to go through life together. So they live together and build a life together. They’re open to date other people romanticlally/sexually (if either wants); they function as partners in every other way, just as they always have, really, since Lydia first spotted Allison and announced “You are my new best friend.” And maybe love at first sight does exist, but maybe it isn’t what everyone assumes it will be. Maybe there was something about that glance that said “come get to know me” and Lydia declared “I already do.” Maybe there’s so much focus on romantics that people miss it when true love in other forms passes them by. Not Lydia. She’s not one to let opportunities pass her, and, honestly, she isn’t one to wait for them to come along either. She creates her own; if she wants something she goes for it. She wants a relationship with Allison. She gets a relationship with Allison.  And hey, it works out wonderfully. No one is impaled by a sword, and they live out their long, happy life together. Yep. It’s decided.
(Send me ships and I’ll tell you if/how I ship them!)
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kodzumie-archived · 3 years
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I want to submit this anonymously but I can’t rn so oh well,
I had an idea last night for Shuichi with an Ultimate Lawyer S/O so this is sort of a oneshot (yes I used the argument from Ace Attorney Im not creative with law shit)
I wanted to write this genderneutral but I’m insecure about my writing style and I’m used to writing female Mc’s so apologise for that
Also also forgive any spelling or grammar mistakes I’m super dyslexic
Anyway anyway I’m rambling enjoy my brain rot- 👑! Anon
If you ever asked Shuichi Saihara what his thoughts were on trials he'd tell you he hated them. He hated everything about them. Fully believing in the person he was defending only for them to turn around and reveal some truth they hid making him look an idiot.
Trials truely brought out the worst in people in Shuichi's opinion.
Speaking of the detective right at the moment he was enjoying one of his rare quiet moments, sitting outside the courtroom he sighed deeply, this was his least favourite part of solving a case; for some reason part of being the ultimate detective meant he had to appear in court with his client. He wasn't exactly their lawyer but he did play a big part in defending them, But that wasn't the big reason he hated trails, His wallowing in self pity was interrupted when the very reason he was thinking about walked past him and made her way towards the vending machine nearby.
(Y/N) (L/N) The Ultimate Lawyer, anyone that manages to get her to defend them is 100% guaranteed to get cleared of all their charges or at least a very light sentence. And for some reason almost everyone she agreed to defend involved his clients in some way and therefore him.
And he could never win.
No matter how many arguments he and his client had she could take them all down easily, He hated having all the attention on him, everyone at school knew it too, But whenever the two of them were in the courtroom everyone there knew they were in for a show.
He stayed hunched on the seat for a few seconds, waiting wondering if she didn't notice him he could stay outside a little longer. Keeping his stare on her she realised Instead of her usual suit he couldn't help but notice she was wearing a pencil skirt today ending below her knees, everything about her screamed professionalism. He didn't even realise he was staring until she was suddenly standing right in front of him. nothing was said and instead they both just maintained eye contact. Before she turned around and made her way back inside.
He would never understand her.
He wondered if this process could speed up a bit. He hated the courtroom, the smells, the people, the noises, that's why he always watched her he told himself. He kept his eyes on her because she was the only interesting thing there. They way she moved, the passion in her voice when she talked, how she always kept her cool no matter what was thrown at her.
"And that's why your honour my client is innocent"
"Objection!" Shuichi found himself standing up, he'd been listening to every word that had left her mouth, and thanks to that he'd heard something that didn't add up
"(L/N), your client said he found the body 9:30, correct?"
She looked at him, instead of anger or annoyance her eyes held an excitement he'd never seen her have in the courtroom before.
"That is correct Mr Saihara,"
Standing up straight, in a complete reversal of their position before she sat in a seat while he stood tall.
"But there was a blackout, and since we know your client didn't have their phone on them since they ran downtown to call the police correct? So how did they know the time?"
The client decided to speak up
"I- I heard the time on the tv"
"But there was a blackout, so how would the tv be on?"
They opened their mouth
"A-Actually it wasnt the tv, it was the clock!"
Shuichi objected again;
"the murder weapon that had been accepted into evidence earlier was a statue, not a clock"
You were the one who revealed that The Thinker statue did indeed double as a clock; by tilting it, it spoke the time after.
However, Shuichi refused to back down now, and with the look in your eyes as your stared at him made him want to continue.
"there was no way your client could have known about the clock function without having held it in his own hand. The reason that you knew the time was because he was the real killer. As he killed Stone, the clock announced the time, leaving a strong impression on him."
Shuichi spoke, every word held a confidence to it he'd never felt in the courtroom before, and as he stared at (Y/N), her expression for a split second looked shocked, and he thought for once he'd finally put her down a peg, before her face twisted into a smug grin.
"Mr Saihara you seem different today" leaning on her hand her gaze was focused on him, like she didn't even care that she was losing the case at all. Shuichi didn't understand this side of (Y/N). From every argument he'd ever seen in this courtroom she knew every detail and every loophole, she always had a fire inside her and a determination to help her clients, so why was she staring at him like that? The in her gaze that usually appeared when she argued was now fully directed at him.
Her client, infuriated at Shuichi's ruining of his testimony, began to breakdown on the stand, discarding his sycophantic demeanor and angrily throwing his toupee at Wright's face.
This was once of the rare times her client was guilty, but she didn't seem to be affected at all. Outside the courtroom and crouching in front of the vending machine grabbing your snack she didn't seem phased at all when the Ultimate Detective appeared behind her.
"Hey there Saihara"
"What the hell was that?" He spoke, standing up and leaning against the machine she tried to look innocently at him but the wide smirk on her face betrayed her.
"That was not like you at all (L/N), I know damn well you saw the same discrepancy in your clients testimony I did"
Placing your finger up to your lip you feigned innocence
"Did I? Maybe I didn't notice"
"There's no way, your the Ultimate Lawyer, that case should've been child's play" Shuichi frowned, his tone getting louder as he got more annoyed
She laughed, "truth be told Saihara I knew he was guilty since the start"
Shuichi recoiled the tiniest bit at that news, his eyes widening slightly before he regained his composure,
"Then why did you take the case?"
Walking toward she stopped till she was a few steps from pressing her body against the detective who was at that point hide How activity flustered he was. Her hand slipped into his pocket and she left something light in there before leaning to his ear
"Why do you think I take all the cases I know you'll be at shu-i-chi" she whispered, dragging out his first name before walking away, a flounce to her step. Only when she was out of his view he remembered she had slipped something into his pocket, grabbing it and pulling it out to inspect it his face bursted into fifty different shades of red.
'This must've been why you'd worn a skirt today' he thought as he hurried to find a seat on the train so he could get home, trying to inconspicuously place his hat in a specific way on his lap.
He really wanted to get home now. He had something he needed to do.
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⤷ Kodzumie; INCREDIBLE!! THIS IS AMAZING, WAAHH..!! I CAN’T EXPRESS HOW HYPED AND EXCITED I GOT DURING THE TRIAL AND THE CONTRADICTION, IT WAS AMAZING!!
AAAH, THE PACING OF EVENTS WAS LITERALLY PERFECT, MY ADRENALINE WAS PUMPING THROUGH IT ALL AAHH!! I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE HOW EVERYTHING PLAYED OUT AND THE NARRARATION!!
THIS IS WRITTEN WONDERFULLY, I ADORE THE STYLE OF NARRATIVE YOU USED!! IT FELT SO RAW; SO PURE OF EMOTION AND PERCEPTION!!
I LITERALLY ADORE THE PERSONALITY YOU’D GIVEN THE READER, THEY WERE SO FUN TO TUNE IN TO!! AND, AAHH, THE ULTIMATE LAWYER IS TRULY SO INTRUIGING, ESPECIALLY PAIRED WITH SHUICHI!!
I CAN’T EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVED THIS!! SERIOUSLY, IT’S ACTUALLY SO, SO, SOOOO GOOD!! WAAH..!!
DO..! DO YOU HAVE A WRITING BLOG? YOUR WRITING IS SO WONDERFUL, I GENUINELY ADORE THIS ONE-SHOT SO MUCH!! I’D LOVE TO SUPPORT YOUR WORKS, IF YOU’RE COMFORTABLE ENOUGH!!
THIS IS AMAZING!! WAAAH, I LOVE YOUR WRITING WITH MY WHOLE HEART!!
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