#just sorta talking into the void

[theminecraftbee]

random rundown of fic ideas I have on the docket for at some point in the future, if anyone is curious (or wants to take from these concepts to use themselves because these are Long Bois so I’m probably saving them for november):

in a timeline where ren’s kingship immediately goes horrible dictatorship, joe hills accidentally discovers he has the superpower of Time Loop, and sets out to figure out what went wrong, fix it, and save his friends. the trick with this fic, however, is that it would be a single king oneshot taking place entirely over one of the loops, at least a dozen attempts in, and ending with the end of another failed loop. it’s all about the middle bits here.

pearl wakes up as a horrible monster in an unknown laboratory with no idea how she’s gotten there, what she is, how to talk, or what to do from here. fic is about her escaping, piecing together what happened to get her into the situation she wakes up in, and getting back home again, somehow.

xisuma tries to deal with his emotions about season eight. bluntly this one would be about abuse, and reconciling that is the word that describes what happened to you. I’ve wanted to write this for months. we’ll see.

double life cast is mysteriously swapped with their hermitcraft selves, as told from cleo’s perspective as she’s suddenly in a world with a person who claims to be her best friend that she doesn’t remember, on this massive ocean base that she doesn’t understand, trying to just… deal with that. this would be a very focused on “joe and cleo as friends” fic, but with the angle of “cleo wakes up suddenly not knowing who joe is and joe is faced with a cleo who doesn’t have a decade of history with him”. really want to write this in some ways.

vague “something about helsknight because I have ideas about what helsknight is but I have since ditched the fic concept I originally had for the helsknight interpretation I wanted to use so I need to figure out where else I can get it to work and also NOT have him be too much like the man in the striped suit in my recent fic”

rare new techno/sort of sbi fic from me, recycling aspects of a VERY old bedrock bros concept I never wrote. set in a world where people have various minor magical gifts/superpowers, old war god/demon technoblade is retired, thank you very much, and largely haunts a farmer’s market where he’s in a totally normal competition with the other local potato salesman and is maybe friends with the farmer’s market gang (featuring niki and sophie and probably connor along with obviously squid, amongst others). one day however one of his regular customers, out of desperation, summons techno to make a pact, a thing techno hasn’t done in decades. this person is tommy. wilbur is missing. he wants techno to help save him. cue adventure. at some point in my head this was supposed to be a superhero sbi fic send-up so there MAY be superheroes in the background but this has turned way more into the magical realism wheelhouse I reside in over time so you know. maybe not. anyway this is a BIG maybe since I largely sit in hermitcraft these days but I am still fondly attached to “old god techno and tommy, desperate regular human, end up bonding” because I came up with the basics back in november 2020 and have just never have successfully written it and also it’s morphed actual plots and basically every beat but that part like twelve times so we’ll see.

false ends up back in her homeworld, but fwhip and I think maybe shelby also end up there accidentally with her and also it turns out that false’s old world kind of sucks so they have to try to get fwhip and shelby home while false faces internal conflict over whether she stays in her homeworld or goes back to empires. this one relies on knowing a BIT more about false before I’m comfortable writing it though.

anyway I think those are all the main docket ideas for “next big thing second tries to write” but this guarantees none of them because, like, you never know if a new idea will take over my brain between now and november or anything else,

#and as always y’all are allowed to riff off of these yourselves. i haven’t actually written them. lol #just sorta talking into the void #also sometimes interest makes me more likely to write a thing. not always tho.

[xxbimbobunnyxx]

I’m sorry it’s been a minute since I posted a ST fic guys… just with the way the fandom has been I truly haven’t felt inspired to write for Eddie or Steve lately. It actually makes me very sad, but I think I just need a little break from writing about them… It’s not forever and I’m definitely still going to post ST stuff, and reblog fics. But I understand if you unfollow me because you don’t wanna see stuff for other fandoms, that’s totally fair.

-xoxodolly

#just taking a step back I guess? #idk I feel like my boyfriends just asked me for a break or something #I’m sad lol #I’ve just been feeling a bit lonely here #sorta feel like since I haven’t posted I’ve been forgotten loool #but that’s probably just my BPD #talking into the void

[werenotacoupleyesyouare]

Do you think c!tnt duo sext through letters after the finale

#maybe this stays in the drafts #NO IT DOESNT (<- 3 months later) #im talking about in a 2014 roleplay way #*pushes u against the wall* rawr #sorta way #just pages and pages of this #tommy one day is wandering through q’s office and finds a bunch of letters from utah #going like Yo Big Q you didnt tell me wilbah wrote u letters as well! :D #and Quackity rushes in like NONONONO THOSE ARE PRIVATE #but tommy has already opened one and is just staring into the void with a thousand-yard stare #tnt duo #/rp /dsmp #dsmpshipping #tntduo #c!quackbur #quackbur

[thegreatyin]

the bandaged scoundrel is the type of guy who'd learn what literary roles are and then immediately declare themself the protagonist of life. the doomed scientist is the type of guy who'd promptly come up from behind to hit them with a brick. only the most important fallen london yin oc lore on this tumblr blog

#im aware i havent talked about the scientist (aka FL au caeru) very much #i need to go send him off to adventure through nemesis and also the horrors (seeking) on the side #yin-thoughts #fallen london #i like to imagine the scoundrel just sorta picked the scientist up like a feral cat and gave him the honor(?) of being their roommate #definitely not to fill the weird void in their chest whenever they think about how lonely their apartment is now. definitely not #shut up #the scientist hates them but rooming in the bazaar is also very convenient and he gets to steal their lab supplies so they can live #for now #caeru as an oc is just really fun to put in Situations and interpret him from there

[monards]

mondstadt couldnt handle one ethically skewed witch.how are they gonna handle end game all hexenzirkel oh dear

#3 more of them #one is the great sinner #one is presumably from a wiped out race (seelies) and scares people by talking from the void with no warning #and one's barbeloth #someone get jean a drink. #LMAOAOAO #im sorta assuming that hoyos gonna reuse the albedo havingto sorta reign in klees more destructive tendencies #with rhine and alice #which i WOULD complain about just a tiny bit because idk if i want them to just be like carbon copies of the both their kids but older #but how funny would it be to watch the great sinner and 'great adventurer of the realms' fight over the most insane shit ever #i am once again pushing my hypocrite rhine agenda #'alice you CANNOT catapult hilichurls' as she's actively experimenting on live ones. She just wants Alice to have an okay-ish public image #she needs SOMEBODY to look a bit normal and likable in the hexenzirkel. and its definetly not about to be rhine herself #once again pushing my rhinealice agenda #nicole reeyn #rhinedottir #alice #barbeloth trismegistus #hexenzirkel hcs #mondstadt

[rexscanonwife]

I picked up a volume of the mha manga at the con and it ended up being the Kamino Ward arc, or more the tail end of it but reliving it in manga form and seeing all the pro heroes/teachers being like "uhh maybe we've been hoisting all our problems onto All Might" and getting SO MAD ALL OVER AGAIN 😂😂

My s/i is in the corner being held back by someone thrashing and biting like "I'VE BEEN FUCKING TELLING YOU ALL THAT FOR YEARS" she's ready to start SWINGING at whoever is closest these hands are rated E for Everyone 😤😤😤

#jane journals #self insert talk #❤️ scars and stripes 💙 #trying to keep this somewhat vague cause i know my partner will see this and i dont wanna spoil them ajfjgm #but GODDDD #my s/i had been screaming into the void for YEARS that it cant all be on him that he shouldnt be shouldering the burden of EVERYTHING #to the point that thats what initially drove a wedge between them in their relationship #in fact i was listening to my playlist for him today on the bus and hhgghhh one of the songs on there is Everything by Muna #and one of the lyrics is 'you are wildfire and im standing in the rain' AND IT JUST SORTA HITS TBH YOU KNOW??? #he burns brightly. beautifully. dangerously and violently #and being soaked in the rain youd be safe. the fire never touches u but in this song it almost sounds like LONGING to be burned #e #ok thats all for now of my autistic ramblings

[arolesbianism]

Some stuff I've drawn semi recently

#keese draws #oc art #oc #ocs #furry #furry oc #furry art #Ive been going thru it recently but Ill survive #on the bright side the pet sitting job for my aunt is coming up soon #so Ill have a house to myself for a bit at least #Im probably still gonna be fairly offline for the foreseeable future unless I somehow manage to fix my sleep schedule anytime soon #not to say I will be on any sorta complete hiatus or anything just that Im not getting any more active most likely #not that I think anyone rly cares at this point since its been the norm for a while now but yknow #Ill still be around to answer asks and stuff just dont freak out if I take a lil bit to see it 👍 #anyways enough of being a downer Im actually pretty happy with these even if theyre mostly just doodles #also I havent posted any art of these guys in a While but say hi to them while you can cause theyre back into the void of my brain now #first is keese (the oc™) second is toon and third is clyve #all from different stories but toon and clyve are both from the magic cat universe #their paths never meet tho the closest connection they have has to go through like 4 characters first #you can also tell theyre from different stories because one is anthro and the other isnt lol #generally speaking I consider anthro designs slightly more canon but both are canon depending on the story #not in a shapeshifting way just in a me being an inconsistent bitch sorta way #but yeah keese the oc is much older than either of those two I just dont talk abt them or their story ever #but hey if any of yall remember suckerz those two are besties #suckerz is sort of younger than the other two and sort of much older than all three #shes a sort of updated version of a reallyyyy old sona sort of character I had in like 6th grade I think #back during my lilo and stitch experiment oc era where I had one that was music themed #I also had a digimon variant of her she was called like beatramon or smth like that #she was basically a hypothetical music mascot and shes kind of still that tbh #if I ever get enough into making music that I start posting shit it will be my music mascot

[mementoasts]

i’ve never shared a fic here, i don’t think, but um. here’s nearly 10k words of minedai. embarrassed to say i rly poured all my love for daigo in here

summary: 

If there were a ghost haunting Touto Hospital, there was not a single indication of its presence; no rumors, no ghostly wails, no witness accounts of ever encountering such a thing within the hospital's walls. Surely, then, it meant the man residing in Daigo's dream was nothing more than a well-crafted imitation– an upsettingly realistic one, he realizes the longer this goes on– conjured in his weakened state from the cherished memories he held of when Mine was still alive. That's what he keeps repeating to himself, even as it becomes increasingly difficult to believe as the night progresses.

#yakuza #minedai #dojima daigo #mine yoshitaka #pls be nice to me i don't write much but i've been sorta motivated lately #im just really bad with words which is why i never feel like i'd be able to talk abt headcanons and stuff with anyone efficiently so... #i started this last month and finished yesterday #the void given form

[laufire]

"hardship made character A more compassionate/moral/whatever" CAN be true in some cases (sorta; it's usually more complicated than that), but putting aside "hardship made character B soooo much Worse" is just a more realistic option, my favourite might me "hardship turned character C, someone who might even have a kinder, more neutral, or simply non-sadistic baseline, into someone that chases (a)moral relativism and develops it into an art form" might be my actual favourite one.

#amorality is such a strange state to contemplate from where i stand #talking to the void #my thoughts #just rambling i need to think more on this #tropes #sorta

[anachronistic-falsehood]

tristamp vash being hinted at having an ed is something that can be so personal (<-struggled with disordered eating in eight months of college and already related to vash in a lot of ways and this is just the icing on the cake)

#whiskey yelling into the void #tw ed #<-never used that tag before!! wow #its not something i talk abt much bc honestly mine wasnt that bad i dont think and i wouldnt consider my experience with it a disorder #it was just a side effect of the actual problem which was my genuinely crippling health anxiety #but seeing a character sorta struggle with that happening as a side effect of their main issue (vash's self worth) makes me feel seen?? #idk. i just want him to experience the joy of recovery and actually eating w/o worrying if he rly deserves it yk. it's. yeah #wanna write something about it idk if i'd post it but i def wanna write a oneshot or somethin #holding tristamp vash in my hands very gently and feeding him timbits <3

[rexcaliburechoes]

some fandoms are just so... weird... about fanfic.

maybe it’s just me, but the more open character interpretations are, in addition to the fandom being so small... the less comments you tend to get. there’s always so much love around visual art, cosplay, photography of figures/models, and so on... but not a lot for fic?

writing is art, yes. i don’t like pitting visual art against writing because of it. it’s wholly unfair and actively harmful to anyone who makes any sort of creative work, full-stop. but it definitely feels like there isn’t as much commenting on fics when characterisation is so variable, compared to visual art. this fandom had a vibrant community of writers, but it eventually died out, leaving visual artists behind. when references are easy to find, of course visual art is going to come out on top; it’s so much more consistent, compared to how “writer a” chooses to write a certain character compared to “writer b”.

it’s certainly frustrating. in such a small fandom, you have to make your own fanworks, but it gets tiring, having to all of this by yourself, with no one looking at your works... or looking, but not saying “hey, i liked this, write more“.

all in all... just... comment. it doesn’t matter if the fic is super old, or super new, or unfinished, or finished, or anything in between. if you liked the fic, say you liked the fic, on the fic page. authors love that shit! even the “incomprehensible scream“ comments! go ahead!

you’ll get a lot more fic that way, and you won’t have to make your own food if you do.

#fandom #ao3 #archive of our own #writing #fanfiction #fanfic #rex rambles #i understand 'you have to write for yourself!' and that principle of sharing anything creative... #but like... yall don't realise how isolating it is to be shouting to a void and no one listens #maybe we want to be heard sometimes... and told 'HELL YEAH TELL ME MORE' #give us your keysmash comments! give us your unintelligible word vomit! god knows writers are also unintelligible when we go off too! #we love that shit! just... talk to us!! please!! #i'm sorta vaguing at a specific fandom but this logic can apply to all fandoms due to how... honestly weird ppl are at commenting #we literally do not care if something is years old just COMMENT

[mundanemiseries]

❝ ...puppies...? Well, that's...a new one. ❞

  At least for him it was. ...Immortals dead at his hands, ashes of an empire at the feet of him and his sliblings. The mountain of bodies they had piled up since and-

  Hm. It was at least a pleasant thing to be called....kinda nice.

#|[ IC | weighed down in this city ]| #mentioned: falseamore #// #read the puppy comment from Lei and Koko just #???? #still more used to being seen as a demon of the void #or alternatively put on a bit of a pedestal as some sorta hero/saviour/whatever #● | dash games/comms | when you're talking to yourself | #■ | v. | main | the one thing we will never lose is the ability to change |

[transinniter]

not delusional guy voice. guy who i maybe sort of like liked my birthday story Surely this is a good sign . (He has a girlfriend)

#crushes are weird for me #well obviously considering im probably aro #or at least on that spectrum #i never Expect anything to come from them #and at first it was solely insecurity like Can’t imagine them dating me (which . still true) but its more than that #its like people who i find funny and cute and enjoy talking to but when i think about Dating them? its a void #like i cant Imagine it . and its not even what i want like i want to Talk to them #so maybe i just want to be their friend? #but its a bit more like its clearly different than from other people i want to be friends with #its like i want to banter/bully them but. Not date them . does that make sense #in middle school when i fantasised about my crushes we didn’t go on dates we faced a zombie apocalypse together😭😭 #and even jusr dates and most romantic stuff doesnt feel appealing to me but . Having someone you can be intimate & sorta flirt with does #Basically what i want with these ‘crushes’ is like. a friend that i banter/flirt with and also bully #Man idfkkkkk this shits complicated #especially when you have absolutely 0 experience bc youre chronically undateable so theres not rly any reference grounds😭😭😭

[iwillstealyourjawbone]

i dont feel Well but not in a way that i can quantify, im not sick, im just tired even though im getting like 10 hours of fairly good sleep every night, and i cant really do anything about it so im just sad.

#i cant really talk to anyone about this so im just sorta posting at the void #sorry for the rant

[ghostwithaheartbeat]

Sudden impulse to start talking again go brrrrrrrrrr

#Taylor tag #Jaime tag #sorta #therapy was fuckin rough today man #I don’t feel like myself and I’m not sure where jaime is #I don’t know who I am #why am I so talkative? why do I feel alive? #is this what being alive again feels like? #I hate trigger dates. #I hate feeling no purple outside of what I was conditioned to do. #I hate missing and loving horrible people #and sometimes I fucking hate being a system. #it all feels like it’s not real anyway so fuck it maybe it’s not!!! #maybe I am just imagining the whole damn thing or exaggerating everything that happened #FUCK #I’m sorry. this has become an impromptu vent #possibly delete later #currently screaming into the void and hoping I’m not alone #but also knowing that if anyone else did answer #I probably won’t have the energy to respond

[crowflesh]

LGBTQ discourse on tiktok is so fucking dumb and I hate it so much and it all just mainly consists of people who have never interacted with irl queer people in their lives and would absolutely PISS THEMSELVES if they went to pride and saw people in leather gear or a butch lesbian that got top surgery

They act like some 13 year old using neopronouns is the end of the world and is somehow "making us look bad" or is "mocking the community"

There are worse things happening in the community right now like how black trans women are being murdered or how our rights are literally being stripped away I PROMISE you that some kid that uses meowself pronouns isn't what's hurting us

They need to get their heads out of their asses and stop trying to accommodate homophobes as if they'll suddenly start liking us if we're palatable.

#chronicaly online #its all so fucking performative #please go outside #go to ur local queer center join a gsa do SOMETHING #just get off twitter and talk to queer people IN REAL LIFE #i could go on forever about this shit #and as someone who has a pretty identy im pretty passionate about it #as it sorta applies to me #YOU CANT BE AROACE AND GAY #YOU CANT USE STAR PRONOUNS #fucking watch me dick weed #crow caws into the void