#it's just..

[yumethefrostypanda]

Lt. Ghost

#👉👈 #i'll ease with the ghost posts for a bit :3 #simon ghost riley #simon riley #lieutenant #ghost #call of duty #modern warfare ii #cod mw2 #my ingame shots #it's just.. #i can't get enough of this fictional man #so please #suffer with me

[usakkhae]

It’s kinda sad that there hasn’t really been a plan to chat with max by anyone, he’s gotten questioned by people when in crowds and people think he’s hiding something but no one’s actually took the step toward to try and get him to meet with them to talk about it. I know cellbit tried to move max away from the crowd to question him but that’s really the most we’ve got so far :(

I think qMaxo is one of the most lonely cubitos of this server. He has friends ofc but he spend some time with them and then go back to his beautiful but empty base to sleep or do his stuff alone . It's certainly his house, but not his home, not anymore.

A lot of people on the island do the same thing butwatching Max's pov everything just seems lonely in a unique way. A empty space that we are use to but still feel, idk how to explain.

Like, sometimes, when he's alone, Max just stands in silence doing something or doing nothing, just to scream a happy greeting when someone talks to him. It's such a different mood.

He has friends but I don't think he has someone. He's no one's number one priority, no one's family. And even those who care about him (BBh and Baghera for exemple) aren't always with him, don't know what's happening with him, rarely ask about how he's feeling. Because they don't have the obligation to do so. Not everytime.

People suspect about him more than about what he's going through and I'm not even talking about the cubitos, but the fandom!

I really wish to someone to talk with him, ask him about what's happening, worry about him and help. I wish that Max find someone that he can always trust, I wish that he finds a new family and the lonely atmosphere around him and his house disappears...

Anyway, sorry for the rant. I just love him:D

#and sorry for the veeery late response #i was delling tired then i was busy then i was lazy #feeling* #i really love max's relationship with baghera and bbh and etc and I'm not trying to say that they are bad friends #it's just.. #how qmax's life feels like #qsmp maximus #qsmp max #qsmp #echo echoes

[serpulalacrymans]

I think somebody’s betting on me winning the fight? that’s weird I wouldn’t fight anybody for anybody’s affection I respect your choices and your space also sorry about everybody talking about a fight nobody should fight each other 

-Jacqueline 

No one should fight at all, I don't know why they are?

#It's just.. #Me...

[rivilu]

We regret to inform thee that this user is Thinking about the bad timeline again

#might change up my talk tag to #river rambles #for self neutrality reasons #but yeah. #that timeline is like. #an archfey a god and a vampire ascendant walk into a tavern.. #and also there's the disgraced demigod in the corner who's the cause of it all #It's just.. #the bad ending variations for Alfhart in particular have SUCH juicy potential #like a guy who haaates power- does not want it - can't be lured by it - actively pushes it away- #learns that he has the potential for unfathomable amounts of it running in his bloodline- potential that getting his curse broken- #the one keeping him locked out of the feywild- would unlock. And he's PISSED about it! #where his bad ending has him not even caring anymore. He just needs to be as far away as humanly possible from it all #probably pays ungodly amounts of money on a wish spell to get the curse broken. immediately leaves the prime with no intention of returning #and winds up reaching that power level not even out his own volition. the feywild works in funny ways #and at that point he's lost the tiny slivers of the sense of self he was holding on to. he's Hollow. #and in a plane ruled by chaos- emotions and concepts more than anything. where hardly anyone could ever beat him in that regard.. well. #like he's not.. harsh winter- like what the prince of frost seems to be based around. He's not hostile to life. #if there's one aspect of winter i would say that he embodies- it'd be the sorrow of it. #The wilting of flowers. The loneliness and longing for the light of longer days. The stray freezing in the street. #Death in the neutral sense. The stagnation before rebirth #Again he's just. #the hollow. the empty. not numb. just.. the feeling of having one's heart ripped out- experiencing the pain of it- unceasing- #yet unable to die from it. barred from rest. barred from peace. Frozen in time- in hurt #you know the fey are way too jovial- even the 'evil' ones seem to just kind of be malicious tricksters. #i reckon they need one of their own being brought back broken beyond repair in a way they've never seen before to spice things up #(also to note he doesnt get like this JUST because of Hanne(durge)/The ascension or what have you- #he is sort of like. a bunch of glass that was pulverized to dust. that someone painstakingly melded back together. that's his baseline #regardless of timeline. now in the good one said glass ends up shaken a couple times but nothing /really/ happens. he ends up perfectly fin #in the bad one however. said glass might as well have been thrown into the sun and atomized

[jamesttiberius]

sorry rings of power the only valid part was the harfoots and everything else makes me want to just reread the silmarillion instead

#anti rings of power #lotr #brahe speaks #sorry but that's not elrond sjdkfkf #also finrod no 😭 #it's just.. #not what I wanted At All and put it back

[glitch-e-rat]

is there. an actual word for the feeling of fear that you'll be uncovered existing? i don't. mean... the worry you're in the wrong place exactly. it's like.. a small furtid worry in the chest, a feeling you need to not be seen, maybe to see but not to be seen.

if you're spotted then others will.. do something? and not in a mean way nessasarily. they might talk, or wave, or something, but it'll be different from what they would do if you were not seen. like um.. like you're interrupting almost? like you're not. supposed to be a part of whatever is unfolding and you being integrated into it would fundamentally change it for the worse. would be a transgression of unimaginable proportions.

like you need to be sure to exist just out of sight, just a little bit away. hiding. where you cannot cause damage..

is there a word for that?

it's probably just me..

#glitch.bat #loud thinking #musing #this isn't a question i really want an answer to #it's just.. #something. i dont know..

[dreamsandflowers]

I feel so bad for Clark. He was still 0-3 and the backstage promo legit made me feel sad for him 😩

#Happy SHO won via his cheating shenanigan but still #it's just.. #clark hasn't able to win any match so far

[camping-with-monsters]

For those of you who weren’t able to get 100% of the total solar eclipse today… I gotchu <3

#THE MOON WAS OVER THE SUN THE MOON WAS OVER THE SU #we were in the 100% area like I just casually live here lmao #april 8th eclipse #total solar eclipse #solar eclipse #2024 eclipse #April #photos #eclipse photos #eclipse #2024 solar eclipse

[wizardpotions]

Christmas as a cultural icon is starting to get really dystopian in a climate sense, december has historically been a time of year in which there would be snow in a significant portion of europe and north america, and the fact that its not even icy this time of year and all the christmas songs and decorations reference a time of year that will likely never exist in the same way again in my life time is so strange.

#for reference i live in scotland so it is weird that there is no ice or snow in december anymore #shitpost #not really but its just how i find my original content #christmas #climate change

[tothechaos]

this is what every tiktok screenshot looks like to me

#its always a persons face and its always cropped to be like. just their eyes. its so fuckin weird #1k #5k #10k #25k #50k #100k

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

#greek mythology #ares #athena #greek gods #dont get me wrong it aint athena slander but it sure is ares praise #on some level at least #man justly accused of bad things deserves some mid praise more at 11 #thank you romi for helping me with words though i duly noted you insisted on ares not being cautious rather than him not being careful #romi be like “i want him to care” and honestly good you should say it #also EPIC led to this and i just..... i want to draw some animatics man i just need infinite time now #my long lost love for greek myths just will never stop coming and they dont stop coming and they dont stop coming #i want some vulture design in here for ares but not sure about this one #kochei doodles

[bonesandthebees]

one of the most infuriating things about becoming an adult is when you realize that it actually is 10x easier to solve problems by making a phone call vs literally any other communication method

#I was forced to get over my hatred of making phone calls bc of this #one 15 minute phone call is the equivalent of 5 back and forth emails #also if you don't know exactly what you need help with you can just ask and you can get real help #instead of just desperately clawing at faqs on websites #it's infuriating that it works so well #ramblings

[malwarechips]

yknow i never noticed the sheer rareness of images having ids or alt text on this website until i started adding alt text to my art (and trying to remember to add it to any images i post in general, especially text screenshots) and that makes me kinda sad

#i used to be pretty intimidated by the idea of having to describe my art but. it isnt as hard as it sounds #i just treat it like im describing an image i dont have at the time really #plus ive been told that even a simple id is better than no id #lev.txt

[vamprisms]

i feel like a lot of the 'i hate kids' crowd would be more tolerant if they understood that due to a kid's limited experience of the world that 4 hour flight might just be the longest they've ever had to sit still for or that trapped finger might literally be the most pain they've ever felt in their short life or they might not have ever seen a person with pink hair ever so of course they want to touch it or nobody's told them yet that they can't run around the museum and they only just learned cheetahs are the fastest animals so of course they want to put that to the test. how were they supposed to know etc etc.

#like majority of the time kids are not just 'being naughty'. they have big feelings inside little bodies it's a lot #also like. #it should be illegal to dye your hair fun colours if you aren't prepared for kids in public to ask if youre related to a my little pony #EDIT: the notes on this post are an absolute cesspool. i don't care about your reasons for hating kids you sound like a disney villain

[necromimetics]

can’t stop thinking about my friend’s cishet partner who said last night that he doesn’t think anyone is the same gender. god-tier take.

#sky.txt #we were talking about how some people conceptualize nonbinary as like a 3rd gender #rather than a huge spectrum of experience #and he just hit us with that

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week