#is tumblr being a bitch again ?

[mabellous]

no offense but how did ofmd go from trending in multiple spots including #1 to not being on the list at all ??

#is tumblr being a bitch again #or have y'all just moved on this quickly? #i mean good for you wish that was me #ofmd #our flag means death #shut up lori

[ganondoodle]

correct me if im wrong but im PRETTY sure that for something to be a proper sequel it needs more than literally just reusing the same world and character models and slightly altering their design or adding an ability (that they got somwhere in between which isnt shown nor elaborated on either while previous abilities or interests/knowledge vanish)

made the mistake of saying that really totk isnt a sequel bc it doesnt build on, nor expand nor elaborate nor continue anything from botw, its the same preset of basic things like ... world and character models and tells an entirely different story utterly disconnected from anything botw, which it not only acts like it never happened (aside from like one dialog which is not enough for me when everyone else has literally forgotten everything and tbh feels more like a reference thats actually a slap and laugh in your face) but often times actively contradicts it, like a different version of the same thing

which is called an alternative universe

half of the reasons why i despise totk is bc i wanted, expected and was TOLD its a sequel when it isnt, can you really blame me for being disappointed and frustrated when i was told its a sequel, which should build on established stuff, to a game and its lore i deeply cared about and then get an alternative universe game that has nothing to do with the one i cared about except wear its face and STILL get told its a sequel even just by simply reusing models

#ganondoodles talks #zelda #ganondoodles rants #god everytime i voice a single opinion on twitter i have to reexperience why i stopped saying anything about totk over there #im so close to blocking people just for starting an argument over and over again trying to tell me im wrong thinkging the games bad #even when i dont actually say its bad #just that its not what you were told it is #and still people go OOOOH YOU HATE IT AND YOU ARE WRONG GET ARGUED WITH BITCH #shut uuup #well thanks to tumblr for being more chill about it #at least i can rant here all i want as clearly as i want #can you imagine how mad people would get if i said I THINK TOTK SUCKS ASS AND IS THE WORST ZELDA AND NOT WORTH THAT STUPID PRICE TAG

[haley-harrison]

CALM DOWN, SATAN

#writing tag #writer's life #the muse being an evil bitch again #to my readers rather than me for a change #creative writing #writers on tumblr #writer memes #writing memes #author woes #author meme #ao3 writer #ao3 life #ao3 memes #ao3 author #writeblr #writing #writers #author life #fic life #ficcin be like #fic meme #fanfic meme #fanfic life #fanfic liveblogging #fic writing #fanfic writing #writer musings #writer woes #writer problems #author problems

[trickstersaint]

i don't want it queerplatonic either // april 12 2023

#thinking about that post from the aroaceconfessions page. the way people use qprs to justify pairing aro people off with a partner again... #it's the same shit. maybe i'm happy being alone :) #my perfect life is me... happy... and by myself... #i would kill myself if i had to share a bed with someone though for real haha #bitches will look for the main themes of my work and pick up 'i Never want to share a bed with someone ever' #poetry #napowrimo #escapril #poems about aromanticism #poems about identity #poets on tumblr #poems and poetry #poem #poems #aromantic poet #aromantic poetry #aro poet #aro poetry #aromantic

[karinasbaby]

moots as songs

hello my beloved anon thank u for sending this to me and giving me another chance to express my undying love for my mooties !!!! <3

going to try to make this as short as possible 🙏🏼 (i failed btw) (ilovemymootiessomuchplsleavemealome)(itriedtodoallofmymootiesandimsorryificouldntdotheonesidontinteractwiththatmuchmybelovedseitherwayiloveallofyouveryverymuch<3)

@enha-stars | end of the world intro - ariana grande

- if i had one last day on planet earth i would spend it with hana, this song feels like the embodiment of a hug from the sun and just feels like a warm blanket wrapping around me with sunlight lulling me to sleep and that’s exactly how i feel like with my dearest pookie vanilla flavoured sugary sweet pancake beloved hana <3

@sjyluv | soft core - the neighbourhood

- i love mimi & the soft vibes that she gives me sm. her account on its own & it’s aesthetic just gives me so much warmth and safety so !! it had to be one of my fav the neighbourhood song, i also feel like it matches her personality a lot ! someone very calm, loving and kind :D !! i love u a lot my dearest :( <33

@alvojake | confident - justin bieber

- is it the confident and flirty vibes i always get with kayla? might be. but this is one of my favourite jb songs and it also gives off so much kayla vibes. like i just know you’re fine as hell and so pretty so 🙏🏼 also i get alot of jake vibes from kayla, jake sometimes = jb in my head so the math is mathing for me !! (the beginning of this song literally plays in my head whenever i talk to u)

@pprodsuga | the great mermaid - le sserafim

- it’s the magical fairy & mermaid glowing vibes i get from seph, this song makes me feel like a girlboss and that’s exactly what sephseph is and i love her a lot bcs she makes me feel so safe and confident and comfortable !! this song is also an empowering song which i really love bcs that’s also how seph makes me feel (this doesn’t make any sense but it does in my heart and in my head)

@lheebra | one and only - enha

- my sweetest danidandan that always radiates light & warmth. i had to pick one and only for u as it’s one of the cutest songs ive ever heard and it always fills me up with so much joy (am i describing u or the song here? we’ll never know) but i genuinely love u and our little interactions sm they make my day okay ily i’ll stop my yapping now ✋

@riftanswhore | street star - p1harmony

- give it up for my fav p1h song of all time and also the funniest & coolest person on tumblr thank u very much 👏 for some reason i’ll always associate jul w p1h bcs she’s actually keeho in my eyes so !! yes. street star also matches u energy and aesthetic and it’s such a fun song too so !! yes jul as street star. ilysm and i hope u have a wonderful day/ night my beloved jul <3

@sleepyhoon | nasa - ariana grande

- this is due to the fact that violet seems like a very cool person and her acc also gives me space vibes which i adore a lot. either way !!! this is a very cute and light song that makes me feel like im walking through clouds (am i talking about the song or violet? we’ll never know pt2) and i just really love this song it brings me sm comfort :( ily violet and i hope u have a great day my beloved :D <33 (i also was contemplating putting goodnight n’ go for u cuz it also gives me the same vibes of ur acc so just know that song is for u as well my dear violet 🫵 so honourable mention: goodnight n’ go - ariana)

@jaeyunluvr | perfume - nct dojaejung

- pretty people listen to nct and my dear kayzie can confirm that !!! the amount of pretty vibes & summer night vibes i get from this song r immaculate and those same vibes apply to kayzie babie <3 i just know if i were able to spend one entire summer w u it would be thee most memorable one in my life like ever anywho i love u a lot and i miss u and i’m sending u a lot of love bby !!!!!

@heelvsted | chase atlantic - mamacita

- it’s the cool & dark mysterious vibes i get from rin ! either way i always associate her w chase atlantic bcs of her aesthetic & her (amazing) works like u two r locked in 🤞 in my head so yes !!! this is also one of my fav ca songs and it’s just very rin coded and i love that very much. any incredible ca atlantic always gets associated with rin for me, she just gives me alotttt of ca vibes and i bet u even look like this song rin 🫵 (honourable mention: meddle about by chase !) anywho i love u a lot and i’m sending u so many hugs & kisses hope u have an amazing day my love !! <33

@rkvriki | the aisle - pinkpantheress

- again pretty girl song for one of the prettiest girls ever !! this song reminds me of butterflies, strawberry smoothies and stargazing :3 and all of that also applies to ana, this song is so cute & it’s so pretty to listen to so it reminds me a lot of ana & her pretty personality, i love u lots lots my sweetest ana and i hope u have an incredible day my love !! ♡♡ (honourable mention: i’ll-it magnetic & naked by doja cat <3 aka very cute and pretty sounding songs that just fit her whole vibe & aesthetic <3)

@sparklovespink | igual que un ángel - kali uchis

- pretty girl song for one of the prettiest girls ever, kali uchis makes songs for pretty ppl so !! i just had to. (recently got into her music and this is just so spark.) might be also due to the fact that i always associate u with pink, glitter, flowers and just pretty pretty things cuz that’s what u radiate !! love u so much my sweetest spark and i’m sending u sm love :D !! <33

@ak4e7a | crash landing - nct 127

- starting this one off by saying that crash landing is one of my favourite songs in the entire world ✋ (just like how chels is one of my fav people like ever) this song just gives me lavender, space, stars, moon and pretty energy, all of which remind me of chelsea (it’s the purple eyeshadow) and i just adore her a lot and she fits this song’s aesthetic so much so yes !!! ily & imy my beloved chels :D <33

@moon7jay | alright - victoria monét

- victoria’s songs always give me so much mature, girly (pretty girl) & just sexy mysterious but very loving vibes (very confusing but it makes sense in my head) and all of this apply to nia so !! (i was also stuck between choosing a lot of her songs so just know her whole discography gives me u vibes my dear xynia !!) this is also one of my fav victoria songs so it had to be chosen for one of my favourite ppl as well so ! yes ! sending u lots of love my sweetest nia ilysm and i hope u have a wonderful day !! :D ♡ (honourable mention: closer to you - jungkook)

@hoondrop | unknown - nct dream

- choosing one of the prettiest & most comforting songs ever for my dearest moon who fits the vibe of this song a lot !! (moonlight by ariana is also one i associate w u a lot) moon just gives me the vibes of someone that’s very calm, mature and also emotional which i love very much like i feel very safe & comforted whenever i see “hoondrop” and it’s just so !!! idk how to explain it ily a lot and i have since last year so im very thankful we get to be moots now :D ill stop now but just know that ily a lot ok bye !! have a wonderful day my beloved :D <33 (almost out sun & moon by nct for u as well & i just had to let u know my beloved !! so honourable mentions: moonlight - ariana | sun & moon - nct)

(u know i had to put the besties next to eachother)

@jaylaxies | fly girl - flo

- ahem* hello new moot 😁(thatiforsurehaventbeenfangirlingoversincelastyear) fly girl for my dearest aria that literally radiates light & just pretty pretty energy all over. again i feel like she’s a very mature & calm person, i just get a lot of confident and loving energy from her which always makes me feel very comforted and safe and i appreciate that a lot (her blog also smells like cinnamon in my head so ! yes very comforting aura & vibes) anywho !! sending u lots & lots of love my sweetest aria and i hope u have a wonderful day/ night !! :D <33 ♡♡ (honourable mention: main thing & just like magic by ariana aka peak pretty girls song)

@fariest | kitsch - ive

- a very cool & cute song for one of the coolest & cutest ppl ik !!! kafka just gives me a lot of cool girl vibes and it just reminds me sm of ive as a whole group and i love that sm so yes !!! kitsch !!! one of the best songs on planet earth for one of the sweetest (and most talented) person ever, kafka also reminds me of summer for some reason idk i just get a lot of warm vibes and i love it sm and !!! i get the same vibe from ive as well so atp ive = kafka for me :D sending u a lot of love kafka & wishing u an incredible night/day :] !! ♡

@fakeuwus | the boy is mine - ariana grande

- a song by mother herself for mother nic 🙏🏼 one of thee prettiest ariana songs for one of the prettiest ppl i ever know (also chose this one for personal reasons [said personal reason is bcs this nic & jay’s song in my head]) this song is just so pretty confident girl coded and i associate that a lot with my talented beloved nic !! imy and ily & i can’t wait to talk to u my lovely nyk (also honourable mentions: kiss by nct dojaejung & heated by beyoncé another song by mother for mother u just give me pretty & cool girl vibes so yes.) (OH and i’m that girl by beyoncé bcs yes. u are that girl nyk☝️ never stop girbossing my beloved)

@evermorehoon | cry for love - baekhyun

- it’s the warm & mature vibes i always get from raven, again another very calm & mature person on enhablr that makes me feel so safe in a way? either way bambi was also a very close song i was going to choose but cry for love bcs i also get the feeling that raven is a very deeply emotional person, she always radiates lots of love in my dash so !! anywho i love u a lot my beloved raven & im sending u so so much love i hope u have an incredible day !! <3 (honourable mentions: bambi & un village by baekhyun you’re very baekhyun coded for me so ✋ OH and bills by enha <3)

@sharksandminhos | charmer - stray kids

- could it be because of us constantly flirting in whatever chance we get or is it bcs of my beloved soulmate’s username that i always associate her with skz? both !! we’ve been to around 3 dates so far and each time she somehow manages to make me blush even more so one she’s a charmer for SURE ! anywho i love u a lot and i hope u have a wonderful day :D !! <3 (honourable mentions: wow by skz & be my baby by ariana :D !!)

@wvnkoi | if only you knew - no guidnce

- one of my fav ever songs for one of my fav ever people ! no guidnce’s songs r always so fun and chill to listen to and this is one of their cutest songs so yes !! it matches seol in my eyes perfectly, it might also be the loving & mature aura i also get from her but seol & no guidnce’s whole discography sound like a perfect match for me. i love u lots & lots my beloved and i hope u have a wonderful day !! (honourable mentions: committed by no guidnce cuz i feel like you’re so a deeply emotional person loving wise ihopethismakessenseomgbutijustfeellikeyouloveverydeeplyanddearlyanditssocute)

for my beloved mooties that i adore and love so much pls accept my ring & my flowers i hope u all have an amazing day / night :D !!♡♡ 🫧💞💞💞

#mooties ♡ #i love u all sm :( #asks & responses <3 #again thank u my beloved moot for sending this sweet ask !! #sorry if there are any typos or weird sentences #i’m tired 💔 #also posting this and dipping it’s the second day of eid #eid has absolutely no business being this exhausting #anyways i love u all sm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i might edit this later :/ #mini update: tumblr was being a bitch and didn’t save my final draft of this post so two of my moots got excluded >:( i love u all sm :( #tumblr count ur DAYS.

[zylphiacrowley]

Boop bop Eyyy yo, please check out the colored version of this here. <3

#Final Fantasy XIV #FFXIV #Erenville #Final Fantasy 14 #FF14 #ffxiv erenville #viera #male viera #i don't like drawing clothes :) #my art #FFXIV fanart #I was listening to soooo much Cosmo Sheldrake while drawing this #he just gives me strong Cosmo Sheldrake vibes #had to reupload this because tumblr was being a bitch about it. #i dont think it likes me uploading stuff directly from my tablet... #don't know if Imma do anything else with this #it was mostly just practice again.

[elirium]

Pokespe Timeline

Made a quick detailed timeline about all Events from Pokespe which can be dated up until (chronologically) the oras arc. This is very long so everything under the cut

I'm not well read on anything after that so i will just put my very rough guesses for the rest beneath at the bottom.

Keep in mind there is never any year stated for anything (i mean except if i missed something) but given that this works out very well with the game releases im gonna stick to that. Otherwise all years references could be shifted up or down potentially. The timespan between all things and the month and day dates should defintly be correct.

I write all dates Day.Month.Year so be warned for that. kursiv means i dont have definite prove for anything but good evidence based on game canon os something else. Im gonna explain these things also beneath. Anything other i have to say also in the footnotes. This means i have footnotes but they are not timeline related just other things i want to say. Somethings i just say in (here) behind it, you will see. i also will stop writing peoples birthdays after they stop appearing

Timeline:

Around 1850 - Ho-Oh reawakens Entei, Raikou and Suicune

1950 - Prof. Oaks Birth[1][2]

1.8.1958 - Giovannis Birth Option 1.

1.8.1965 - Giovannis Birth Option 2. [3]

1973 - Oak becomes Champion

1978 - Lances Birth

1.6.1985 - Greens (f) Birth 💚

8.8.1985 - Reds Birth [4] ❤️

22.11.1985 - Blue Oaks Birth💙

3.3.1988 - Yellows Birth💛

24.12.1988 - Silvers Birth🤍

30.4.1989 - Kris' Birth💎

21.6.1989 - Golds Birth🪙

1.7.1990 - Rubys Birth❤️

20.11.1990 - Saphires Birth💙

Sometime around ~1990/1991 - Blue goes to Johto[5]

31.5.1991 - Emeralds Birth💚

Sometime between June 1991 and December 1991 - Green & Silvers kidnapping.

Sometime 1996 - Salamance attack on the Climate Reseach Center

1.6.1996 - Greens 11th Birthday💚

8.8.1996 - Reds 11th Birthday❤️

22.11.1996 - Blues 11th Birthday💙

1996 or 1997 - Beginn of the RGB Arc. (Depending on how long you think RGB lasts)❤️💚💙

1.6.1997 - Greens 12th Birthday💚

Sometime between 21.6.1997 and 8.8.1997 - End of the RGB Arc. (If you assume a) the league is held every year around the same time (for the 21.6 date) and accept the age redcon from RS as Canon (for the 8.8. date))❤️💚💙

8.8.1997 - Reds 12th Birthday❤️

Somewhere probably like late summer 1997 - End of the RGB Arc. (If you take Matos Website as canon or something. Or if you just have beef with the explanation from above)❤️💚💙

22.11.1997 - Blues 12th Birthday💙

1.6.1998 - Greens 13th Birthday💚

8.8.1998 - Reds 13th Birthday❤️

22.11.1998 - Blues 13th Birthday💙

3.3.1999 - Yellows 11th Birthday💛

30.4.1999 - Kris' 10th Birthday💎

Sometime in 1999 - Yellow Arc [6]💛

1.6.1999 - Greens 14th Birthday💚

21.6.1999 - Golds 10th Birthday🪙

8.8.1999 - Reds 14th Birthday❤️

22.11.1999 - Blues 14th Birthday💙

24.12.1999 - Silvers 11th Birthday🤍

Sometime in 2000 - GSC Arc starts🪙🤍💎

3.3.2000 - Yellows 12th Birthday💛

30.4.2000 - Kris' 11th Birthday💎

1.5.2000 - Earliest Possible date for Volume 12💎

1.6.2000 - Greens 15th Birthday💚

21.6.2000 - Golds 11th Birthday🪙

22.6.2000 - Earliest possible date for the end of GSC.🪙🤍💎

2.7.2000 - Rubys 10th Birthday❤️

8.8.2000 - Reds 15th Birthday❤️

20.11.2000 - Saphires 10th Birthday💙

22.11.2000 - Blues 15th Birthday💙

24.12.2000 - Silvers 12th Birthday🤍

3.3.2001 - Yellows 13th Birthday💛

30.4.2001 - Kris' 12th Birthday💎

1.6.2001 - Greens 16th Birthday💚

21.6.2001 - Golds 12th Birthday🪙

2.7.2001 - Rubys 11th Birthday❤️

2.7.2001 - start of RS Arc❤️💙

The entirety of RS can actually be dated exactly but im not gonna do that

8.8.2001 - Reds 16th Birthday❤️

20.11.2001 - Saphires 11th Birthday💙

20.11.2001 - end of RS❤️💙

22.11.2001 - Blues 16th Birthday💙

24.11.2001 - Silvers 13th Birthday🤍

January or February 2002 - FRLG Arc❤️💚

3.3.2002 - Yellows 14th Birthday[7]💛

30.4.2002 - Kris' 13th Birthday💎

31.5.2002 - Emeralds 11th Birthday💚

1.6.2002 - Greens 17th Birthday💚

21.6.2002 - Golds 13th Birthday🪙

1.7.2002 - start of the Emerald Arc💚

2.7.2002 - Rubys 12th Birthday❤️

2.7.2002 - end of the Emerald Arc💚

July 2002 - Silver brings Giovanni to that abondoned house or whatever

8.8.2002 - Reds 17th Birthday❤️

October 2002 - Blue gifts Silver his Rhyperion

20.11.2002 - Saphires 12th Birthday💙

22.11.2002 - Blues 17th Birthday💙

24.12.2002 - Silvers 14th Birthday🤍

Nothing noteworthy happens in 2003 and there are to many birthdays to list them all so

Kris and Gold turn 14

Silver turns 15

Ruby and Saphire turn 13

Emerald turns 12

RGB turn 18

2004 - HGSS Arc🪙🤍

Gold and Kris turn 15

Silver turns 16

Ruby and Saphire turn 14

Emerald turns 13

RGB turn 19

31.5.2005 - Emeralds 14th Birthday💚

Sometimes 2005 - XY Arc

1.6.2005 - Greens 20th Birthday💚

2.7.2005 Rubys 15th Birthday❤️

8.8.2005 Reds 20th Birthday❤️

Sometime between July 2005 and July 2006 - ORAS Arc❤️💙

20.11.2005 - Saphires 15th Birthday💙

22.11.2005 - Blues 20th Birthday💙

My rough guesses for everything after, but as i said i am not well read on that so i might have made mistakes:

2009 DPPT

2011 BW

2013 B2W2

2015 SM

2019 SWSH

[1] - Age taken from Game Canon

[2] - As you will see later it is very unlikely from the ages that Oak is Daisys grandfather actually, but given thats also true in games canon, we gotta live with that.

[3] - super technically he could also be born in 48 or 38 or 28… you see how this goes

[4] - I didnt write down all the Pokemon Leagues in this, but i think its fun to note that there was (if they never changed the shedule) held a league in the summer Red was born.

[5] - Basing this mostly on the fact that Oak implied in Chapter 39 that Blue was already in Johto when Green was kidnapped. I guess that line could be interpreted some other way as well.

[6] - Going exclusively by vibes. I would put it in between Yellows Birtday and Reds.

[7] - Technically it says in FRLG that Yellow is already 14, but Emerald Arc Says FRLG Arc was 6 Months ago and i think. March would not count at that anymore. But i guess you could do that however you want and put FRLG after Yellows Birthday.

As you can see i did not write the Birtdates or Birthdays for any of the XY people, because i dont think we can actually know for sure which year they were born, but assumingly around 1993.

I did not fact check anything in here except Emeralds Birthday. I wrote most of this on the train on my way to uni, because i had nothing better to do and just what i remembered spontanous at that moment. I do think however that i am correct. I might have made math errors.

#pokespe #pokemon adventures #pokemon #elis posts #of course assuming red was ever born and did not jsut spawn #trainer red #trainer blue #trainer green #blue oak #green oak #trainer gold #trainer silver #trainer yellow #trainer crystal #i am calling her kris because thats the only shortening of her name which does not make my eyes bleed #sorry i posted this once again but deleted it but here it is again i added something #tumblr is being such a bitch with this post #hope you guys appreciate some lore #if you have questions that i should explain something just send en ask #if you think i made an error also send me an ask and i will explain to you why i am correct and not kusaka

[death-rebirth-senshi]

Now that I've finished dungeon meshi I have to say, while I understand the disappointment with fandom's constant obsession with shipping two dudes in fandom typical ways and ignoring the women/men that don't fit a certain mold and basically ignoring the entire rest of the story...

People acting so indignant that people would do gay or even straight shipping, because this manga is such a super women-led yuri show that's all about the power of Marcille's all-consuming love for Falin, are absolutely fucking bonkers and have lost the plot.

That is not to say that these shippers are not insane or can't be annoying in the typical ways that they are, or that Marcille/Falin aren't the most shippable pairing and just about the closest you're gonna get to something romantic in Dungeon Meshi (it's a platonic ass story and I love that), or that it wouldn't be nice for the fandom around something to stay mostly devoted to the closest to a canon pairing most shippable F/F ship. It would. But like. I don't know I'm kind of upset by that attitude now

And my intention is not to be super negative about Marcille/Falin fans, because they are certainly not all like this, it's just. WHOO! That is just so not remotely what Dungeon Meshi is about to a degree I still wasn't prepared for despite being aptly warned.

#dungeon meshi tag #like this isn't a case where you'd have to shove every female character out the way to do your gay shipping exactly. #Again. I would not call these men very shippable with each other. And I would never tell anyone not to bitch and be snobby. #Bitch and be snobby always! #I'm just saying this attitude more than anything else is what gave me a different impression of what the show would be like #and the refusal to engage with a work for what it is is one of the annoying things about fandom shipping culture #like I wasn't expecting the relationship between Marcille and Falin to be SO understated. I wasn't expecting the bathroom hands #to basically be *it* with Marcille and Falin's interactions. Like there's just so little between them. Falin is barely in it. #And being super indignant that people would dare to ship Marcille with what the story clearly acts like is basically boy Falin #a character she actually spends the entire manga with and has a developed relationship with and that she clearly loves #(I think in general there are a few too many posts to my liking that toe a line towards 'gay shipping icky' for my tastes. But I get it) #I don't think I've been this gaybaited by something on tumblr for close to a decade which is also part of what's grinding my gears

[munamania]

real life drama moment eye roll sams apparently struggling bc he wants to move out and is touring this building hes been eyeing but his roommates dont want him to but also apparently theres beef and he just 'doesnt want to be friends with those people anymore' and he was really vague about what that was all abt and his friend group and who he wanted to even still talk to. and well. not my circus not my monkeys....... but im gonna go ahead and keep my feet in two lanes here does that make me a shady bitch. girl i literally dk any details and thats fine but like. idk whatever..

#personally me and ur roommate r fine so gonna just chill there and also thank my fellow dyke they went on a trip with #just for being a lesbian hashtag dyke swag (we met once and high fived over this) #again not my business but all i know is that apparently some of them planned trips even to where hes from over break and didnt talk to him #abt it. and i was like well did any of you just talk about spring break at all and he was like no. so. okay.. and then he talked vaguely ab #doing so much for them to try and make them like him again and i was just like well once again #did anybody in this friend group ever just like have a direct conversation about anything ever. lowkey. i said it nicer than that #and the answer is pretty much no #like ok blames not fully on u ig but if we had unspoken beef and u were adjacently doing nice things idk that id. recognize that..? #esp just with. the busy-ness of sams life. not trying 2 be callous #idk in general that group just needs to fall apart once again why have u known each other since freshman year #go to like. therapy. also. ok im sorry to be bitching abt somebody thats kind of my friend i dont like feeling like a two faced bitch #thats the gemini in me i guess. ahaha everyone laugh. but whatever this is tumblr dot com. also like the fact that he approached this with #ugh.... im feeling Complex emotions... and i dont like it... :(. im gonna keep it real idk that thats very complex #ur just gonna have to talk to them. a general them. whoever. 'well whats the end goal of that' idk dude u have to figure that out hello #abby talks

[tastesoftamriel]

Why are you all reblogging my post, now I gotta commit and write a paper 😭😭😭

#It's okay I chose this life I'm just being a whiny bitch #Fr though it's half ten here and I gotta get some rest to work on PhD again tomorrow #Which is still super fun FOR NOW #Okay goodnight Tumblr ily #155 notes yall are mad

[atlaskrr]

Just had one of my worst break downs ever and here i thought i was getting better 😃 i cant tell if its some weird ass anxiety attack, if im genuinely on the course to developing bpd (praying on my life not cause that shit will ruin my life frfr) or if im in a rlly shitty depressive episode recently and this is just its LOWest point.

#yes this was because of spiraling thoughts of being a lonely floater #like nothing even happened my friend (the only person i regularly text) did not respond to me and i started overthinking and analyzing #all my other friends that arent close anymore or just arent super close so yeah feeling like an overdramatic bitch rn cause i vented to her #on accident without asking and also cause ive been spamming like am i clingy oh and there i go again ranting #pls moots dw abt me and sry forventing cause this is the only place i can #praying to god they wont use tumblr and see this #do not want to be shittier by making them feel guilty cause its lowkey all my fault #personal vent #tw mental health #tw vent #vent post

[webarebares]

Sorry guys I'm afraid this Zelda movie thing was all my doing 😔

#shoosh star #the legend of zelda #Castlevania #also did you guys know that water filter is free on Tumblr LMFAO #also yeah this is not the first time in my life I accidentally manifest something terrible when I should've been manifesting bitches #my great grandma being a witch might have something to do with it #or good ol women's intuition #and a Scorpio moon #anyways I'll never forgive myself #might be plain karma #loz #Castlevania vg fans you will never bear judgement from me again

[intern-seraph]

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#seraph speaks #k word use #everything going on rn is just. awful. my dash makes me sick to my stomach on a regular basis. #but i feel such immense shame at the very idea of blocking The Words even if it's for my own well-being #because then i'll be One Of The Bad Jews or whatever #honestly this site feels really really hostile again #it hasn't felt that way since i was sent graphic gore and death threats during one of the nazi raids years and years ago #and the worst part is that this unsafe feeling is coming from ppl who i generally quite like and even trust. #to make it even worse i KNOW ppl will deride and mock me for the very fact that i (a filthy fucking jew) feel terrified and unsafe rn #because ~i'm not the one being actively bombed right now~ #i've already seen it happening. #and i just. am so tired. #as if this is a fucking competition? obvs i'm not saying i have it worse than palestinians #but honestly if you have the time to mock jews for being afraid rn #bc antisemitism ALWAYS spikes when israel's in the news for crimes (bc gentiles think all of world jewry is responsible for those crimes) #it's already been bad. it's going to get worse. #and if you come into my asks or my replies or w/e about this and get combative #genuinely just call me a fucking kike so i can block you #i just assume that if you have the time to bitch at random jews for the gall to be afraid rn that you aren't someone currently in a warzone #i feel like they have more important things to worry about than harassing jews on tumblr dot com. #anyways sorry for the [gestures] this #im not going to say anything else. will likely block certain words eventually as well. i'm just so exhausted and upset. #it's been all i can think abt.

[asfdhgsdkjhgb]

eugh not a fan of my ex boyfriend excitedly going to tell our group that he has a crush on someone

#i so desperately need to know who it is so i have more information to be desperately insecure about #just me rambling again #being actively in a friend group with your ex where many of your friends will avidly flirt back and forth with him also isn't. the most fun #especially bc the main 2 friends that flirt back and fourth with him are the two that know the most about how #badly the relationship fucked me up #so. fun :] #it makes me incredibly uncomfortable but also our group has a very flirtatious energy so i have no right to be #i just have to get over it i am making this post so that i dont say anything because that would be bitchy #also i literally cannot say anything about the main part of this post bothering me bc i literally have told the group i have a crush #but alsooooo i need my ex boyfriend to tell me who he likes immediately so that i can turn around and violently compare myself #and like take note of all the ways that they're more interesting than me #y'know #but like we're friends obviously he has full right to?? tell us Abt a life update he's excited about #hence... tumblr dot com vent post so i don't become a bitch in person and i can continue to ignore any negative feelings i have

[munch-mumbles]

ive been a little upset about it all night so i need to write out all the things that happened at work today and are bugging me so i can TRY to get it out of my head and actually RELAX bc i just keep pacing in circles around it instead of just accepting it and moving on

#for context i was working frying chicken today. ok so i arrive and literally all the chicken out expires within ten minutes of each other #meanwhile to remake everything takes about an hour 20 #tried my best to get everything out and replaced and make sure i have enough of everything and then take my break bc with chicken there are #few narrow windows to take your break in you have very little control over when it is #get back and while im getting ready for my next fry one of the assistant leaders comes back and passive aggressively asks 'everything ok?' #and when i say yeah shes starts saying how shes 'just checking' because apparently i didnt have enough chicken out for her liking and went #on about how we're in a chicken drive (I KNOW. I WORK CHICKEN SHE NEVER HAS.) #etc etc. i just say ok and she leaves #like 20 minutes later she comes fucking back to rag on me again about how i need to choose my break times better and i need to have more #chicken out there as back up (extremely difficult bc there is literally only so much room in the fryers. the batches i usually make already #nearly completely fill them up) blah blah and then when i try to explain how i WAS making pretty big batches people are just snatching them #up fast she keeps trying to walk out the door right away and keeps stopping and looking over her shoulder to just stare at me while i try t #finish my sentence #and she just. doesnt say anything in response when i do finish she just leaves #so clearly she didnt want a conversation she just wanted to rag on me #then later for cleanup the timing of everything just kept lining up inconveniently so i kept having to get in and out of raw cleaning gear #and slowing myself down and i end up having to stay almost 15 minutes late to finish cleaning #during cleaning i have to go grab a key to the back door to take out my trash and this one coworker i have was standing in the way of the #door. i say excuse me and she just stares at me and goes huh? #and i say i need a key and she barely moves out of the way without responding and she has a look like im bothering her #why are you acting like im being douchey. i just need a key. thats something she does a lot she acts like im inconveniencing her by asking #basic favors . ive stopped asking her to help me open the back door (sometimes needed if i also have raw garbage to take out and therefore #cant touch the key myself) for some reason she takes it upon herself to almost completely close the door after i walk out so when i come #back i have to awkwardly use my foot to reach around and pull the door open #ive asked her before not to do it and she just ignored me #GRAH GRAH. and then like i said in my last rb i realized while i was drivign home i forgot to wash a damn pan #im mostly worried about it because ive forgotten a couple times in the past too . in my defense its a pan i personally dont use but it just #gets left behind from first shift sometimes and then second shifters end up having to make sure its clean #im just irritateddd and im mad im worried about it all. its all little things piling up on each other #LOL I WROTE A LOT MORE BUT THE REST GOT CUT OUT IG I HIT A TAG LIMIT. tumblr voice ok dude quit your bitching !!

[ferdieinceladoncity]

I take so fucking long to watch a TV show because if I'm fixated on it, the vibe has to be Just Right for me to watch it. I can't be too hungry or too hot or too cold or too tired, I have to watch it in bed with no other kind of lighting in the room, I can't have food unless I know it's a filler episode or I'm rewatching something or the stakes of fixation aren't *that* high, I can't watch anything when the other members of my household are awake (and I have to pause it if I hear them awake, even though I'm on my laptop, with headphones, with my door closed) I can't watch anything on Monday or Tuesday evenings because I have to wake up at 5am for work. Wednesday evenings are peak: I often buy myself snacks to eat beforehand.

All this to say that I'm currently extremely fixated on the x-files and it's kind of awful being in the throes of hyper fixation without any new content, but im electing not to watch an x-files episode tonight because I'm tired and hungry (and those are not things I can remedy beforehand) so, I fear, I am going to live with anxiety until Wednesday.

#yes. anxiety. fixating fucks my brain up. I be like wow I love the X-Files and my brain hears “you said we're getting hunted by bears?” #bitch no #sorry for being neurodivergent on the Tumblr blog it'll happen again #mine