#in which new year new changes

[thund3randrain]

"I respect you and won't stop you from being who you are" and "I'm not ready to call you by a new name and pronouns because it hurts me" can not co-exist when the speaker is your parent who has a huge amount of control over your life.

#this basically means the rest of the family can't know #no hormones or puberty blockers #no name changes in the school database #being referred to as a girl by every new person they introduce me to #basically i can't do anything until i move out #which is years away #so thank you mum for being so supportive of me #and so fucking helpful #-_- #jayden's thoughts #trans #transgender #trans boy #trans issues #trans man #trans guy #trans ftm #transmasc #ftm #ftm trans #transmaculine

[5ummit]

Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014)

#bucky barnes #winter soldier #alexander pierce #catws #catwsedit #marvel #marveledit #filmedit #my edit #hydra trash party #mcufam #usertammy #usermal #userashe #userdorka #usersvenja #usermalin #tuseraud #unearthlydust #tenyearsoftrash #happy anniversary to the scene that birthed a fandom and changed my life #the slap heard round world #now in HD #if you look really closely at the 4th gif you can see his eye twitch! #which I never noticed before #I only noticed it now because I manually stabilized the horrible shakycam #10 years later and still learning fun new details #✨

[mobius-m-mobius]

I know what kind of god I need to be... For you.

#mobius #loki #lokius #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #owen wilson #tom hiddleston #ending one year and ringing in another the only way i know how #with all you lovelies #thinking of them #experiencing every emotion out there plus a few i didn't even realize existed 😭 #still working on other lokius sets but tragedy only makes their love stronger to me so couldn't resist a little homage to my pinned post #which i'd meant to have swapped for an s2 update anyway yet can't bring myself to change it when that was the start :')) #happy new year once again and here's to love and the most amazing 2024 anyone could hope for 🥳💖🥂 #marvel #owenwilsonedit #dianagifs

[ohno-the-sun]

Found this old comic in my drafts

#sorry for the resolution changes #this comic was actually mostly finished for like a year #maybe I’ll fix the art at some point #I feel like you can tell which is the old art and which are the new ones #fnaf daycare attendant #sundrop #moondrop #cw death #cw blood #my art #comic #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #daycare attendant #tw death #sorta based on thinking about the passage of time #like I know someday I won’t be as interested in the dca #and already a lot of artists in the community have moved on to bigger and better things #but there is a sort of sadness to knowing something will end eventually #the most you can do is enjoy the moments that you do have #this comic despite not being the best is somewhat precious to me in that way #lol blah blah funny goofy stop ranting in the tags

[sleepinglionhearts]

Oh, it’s gonna be the way you always thought it would be

but it’s gonna be no illusion

Oh, it’s gonna be the way you always dreamt about it

but it’s gonna be really happenin’ to ya

#doodles #fe art tag #fe3h #fire emblem three houses #claude von riegan #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #edelgard von hresvelg #oh yes here we go again it's kai putting characters to kate bush lyrics that barely fit #look look look i've been obsessed with the line the cross and the curve for a long time #and many many months ago was like WAIT HOLD ON A SECOND i'm gonna APPLY THAT TO MY FIRE EMBLEM NONSENSE #and what do you know!! there's three characters perfect for it!!! #so i have actually had this in mind for well over a year and only recently put it to paper #the concept went through many changes #did all the florals and the characters on paper and the filling in the background digitally #i might eventually revisit this perhaps with color or a new rendering to make it look more dramatic #but for now i am just happy to have completed something that has been on my mind for so long #and during a time at which i have been making so little art #anyway please enjoy the art as usual i worked a lot on this one jshdsjdhgs

[ryssbelle]

N2 au Brucey babe!! He really doesnt change much tbh, it's mostly just an outfit change plus his gropes about his brother would be a bit different in that they're extended to all of them and not just JD, theyre just mostly centered around JD.

Cuz from his side he knew all of his brothers were alive at least Floyd, JD, and Branch. He just couldn't leave Vacay island, at first due to fear, and then he started a family there (first kid was accidental).

He'd heard rumors about JD and the others due to JD traveling all over the place and hed sent put the postcard as a way of extending an olive branch and then nobody showed up :/

Also Bruce's outfit change is purely for me I hate drawing his canon vest lmao

#my art #trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls 3 #trolls bruce #n2 au #trolls au #not the only one au #bruce didnt really need to be changed #but i did want to add a bit to him #when he left the first place he went was vacay island #he only planned to stay for a little bit and then head back #but days turned to weeks which turned to months and then years #eventually he met and fell in love with brandy #they were planning on leaving vacay island together to visit his brothers #brandy had volunteered to essentially be his shield in case bergens showed up #but then bruce jr happened #and then the restaurant happened as a way to support the new family #so bruce felt stuck #so he was like if i cant go there ill bring them here #and sent jd a postcard which got very misinterpreted #so both sides thinks the other just doesnt want to see them #and then 20 years later his brothers do show up but only because they need something #and theyre doing it on behalf of jd who he assumes for like the first 30 sec was too much of a coward to say it himself #then he finds out the details and hes like oh shit okay- #and theyre fine but the anger and salt is still festering #idk if there would be a climatic argument like there was in the film #if anything it would just be them trauma dumping on eachother #i dont think theyd split up though #or what would spark it since jd isnt there to be bossy

[hatchetverse]

In 2024, I hope you find the confidence of jeff blim who sung the first line (of the song he wrote): “the greatest story ever told” despite it being the first song of the first musical of a trilogy, filled with lore that nobody had any context for

#happy new year #tgwdlm #starkid #the guy who didn't like musicals #it makes it infinitely rewatchable if u ask me #but i was hesitant at first #i call nightmare time muscial shorts (which is why tgwdlm. bf. npmd is the trilogy) #personal #edit: i know i keep changing the language #i get anxious

[faelingdraws]

a PSA about the chatlog iterators and how you can use them in fanon content

#rain world #rainworld #rw downpour #rain world downpour #rainworld downpour #rainworld iterator #chatlog iterators #epoch of clouds #wandering omen #pleading intellect #secluded instinct #gazing stars #faeling draws #have gotten a lot of questions about my chatlog iterators. i figured it was time to sit down and make an easy referenceable post #eoc and wo are my lesbian babies and theyve been that way since i made them #many of the chatlogs have been changed over time by the other writers but WO and EOC's original logs were more reflective of how i see them #honestly DP is noncanon to them as OCs because of the fact the logs were changed by other writers lol #so much of the logs were edited over the years that none of the iterators are super reflective of how i first wrote them #plus some new logs were written in the time i was not working on MSC which used the iterators #anyway i never clicked quite as hard with the others #i am okay with them being used pretty freely #their designs on the wiki are just remakes of the designs i made for an applebread stream in 2018 #i'll definitely art dump all my EOC and WO brainrot on this tumblr later

[nordsea-horizons]

☁️one year of seasonal islands☁️

#my project to change up my island for each season is complete!! it was a challenge lol but looking back it was mostly fun! #this was just a personal goal i had for this island! #almost cant believe i actually did this omg #and how has it already been a year since i started my summer island!?!! #anyway! tysm for giving me a comforting place to share and enjoy this game💛💛 #feel free to let me know if you have a fave season of these?? bc im not sure which one i like the most tbh🤔😂 #acnh #animal crossing #animal crossing new horizons #new horizons #acnh nordsea #acnh nordsea in spring #acnh nordsea in summer #acnh nordsea in autumn #acnh nordsea in winter #acnh island

[airborneice]

i'm late to this year’s art review thingy bc I had a reeeally busy december and then left my laptop behind when I came home so couldn’t finish any drawings or get my files 🥲 anyway I’ve been reunited with it now so!!!

it’s been a weird but mostly good year!! i started my first proper job in the anim industry and moved house twice. there’s tons of stuff i wanted to make this year but couldn’t find time for bc of the amount of. everything. going on all the time. it was actually a bit hard finding art to fill the spaces this year, which is why i had to stretch my little amount of sketchbook week stuff over two months. it’s been a little bit frustrating - i feel like i’ve learned so much from my job but i haven’t had much time to do anything to show it, but i guess that’s the trade-off. it’s cool being a small part of someone else’s idea but that means i get less time & energy for my own. i want to try and strike a better balance between the two this year and i really hope that soon i’ll be able to share the thing i’m working on i’m literally gonna die of excitement 😭

it’s been really cool getting to make more content of my ocs and see ppl enjoy it, you guys and the nice comments you leave are everything to me. i hope this new year is kind to everyone and thanks for sticking around <3

some of these i haven't posted so to give due credit -

*feb was a gift for @ewwgene-fitzherbert of our blorbos <3

*september is fanart of @the-hilda-librarians-wife’s amazing OC meiri. there will be more

#looking at this it was a VERY oc centric year which is cool #the guys in august are also my ocs just not hilda for a change..i wanted to do a series of drawings to set them up and post em all together #and then the season 3 news came in with a steel chair #ill come back to them #that dec drawing of arwen i finished literally yesterday but bc i sketched it out on paper over xmas it still counts as last year ok!!!! #wife got me thinking abt what her winter outfit would be. her fault <3 #im sorry to say i decided for some reason she still wears tights they're just probably rly woolly ones so she doesnt catch hypothermia #hilda the series #art tag

[hashileio]

figuring this out a little more

also here’s ya man @lady-of-disdain :3c

#hashiart #not having to color OR clean up my lines saves me so much time omg #like this is game changing kjfdhsjfsg #sorry for the wait all my posts are basically queued so it goes to the end of the line skjfhskf #i draw too much in too little time and this is how i end up burning out for 3 years HAHA #but im having too much fun to stop now #so fuck it we ball #undertale au #killer sans #killer!sans #i guess also #mafia!killer sans #now thats a fucking tag lmaoo #two versions cause while black on brown is hard to see black on white also hurts my eyes so now you get to choose which one to look at : ) #in other news my work recently got the same kind of chair hes sitting on and they are SO comfy #yall are in for a treat cuz nightmare is next again in the queue :)

[azulas-defense-lawyer]

au where no it wasn't misinformed zuko and aang who created republic city, who decided they knew what's best for the people living in the colonies despite no one in the gaang having experienced the fire nation's colonization of the earth kingdom, it was jet, jet who survived the violence against him by both his fire nation oppressors and the earth kingdom's secret police that served the interests of the government, jet who lived through the fire nation's colonization of the earth kingdom, jet who has had enough of it all and leads a revolution in his home against the fire nation who's oppressed them for 100~ years and the earth kingdom's ruling class. this of course would result in a very different republic city than in canon though.

#atla au #jet atla #honestly jet should get a chance to live and not fight but hes like the best character for the job #i think the colonies are a very tricky situation bc there are mixed families that ofc live there and you cant just ask those families #that have lived there for 100 years to leave #but also richer colonists have oppressed the native populations for decades now #and the fire nation should not have control over the colonies anymore whatsoever #which i haven't watched lok but the situation painted by the comics shows that while the fn has political control over the new nation #so just let jet lead a tiny little revolution guys #he doesn't start in book 1 with very good ideas but hes obvi open to change in book 2 #and sees the faults in the ek government so has reason not to want to be ruled by them #plus hes always hated the upper class #avatar #atla #avatar the last airbender

[ichthyorelationships]

an idea i invite anyone else to write about / run with lol....

the premise that The Change gets all messed up for alberto, say it's something that can happen from stress, &/or happens rarely and you just have to wait for it to resolve itself....used as some parallel to struggling through some emotional turbulence / upheaval / questioning / Realizing Things, etc etc

#luca 2021 #pixar luca #alberto scorfano #another idea i've failed to write for & so invite anyone else to run with: ciao alberto but what if he peaces out by swimming off lol #ends up in a coastal town maybe an hour's swim from genoa. but not Getting In Touch w/anyone for a while b/c plausibly he thinks that #giulia may not be a fan of him now by extension; just being too embarrassed asf to reach out to luca kinda lol....luca off doing his own #thing just fine & alberto not wanting to write him now like b/c i Ruined Everything again ahaha.... #and by ''not in touch w/anyone for a while'' who knows. months; a few years even....might stumble across news of him b/c like. #say more sea folk are coming to land / more humans know abt them & not many places are as [harpoon]ly from the start anyways #portorosso exceptional in that way....maybe where alberto settles down they're like legendary but also considered Good Luck anyways lol. #anyways like some people know of him who might; say; swim down to portorosso. have their own teen who knows a teen who mostly lives on land #most convenient re sparking [wow could they mean Our alberto] if he doesn't go so far as to take up an alias lol. but why would he.... #that difference in that massimo might figure that however alberto was surviving before; he could continue to do so now; but even though tha #is some comfort it's still Not Actually Enough....feeling way more Parentally towards alberto than his biological dad like that; obv #and anyways re: this [The Change gets messed up] idea it's more of an inconvenience lol but one that could still have some significance #like if he first finds out the issue exists via hopping right into the ocean; failing to change forms; never being human form'd in water b4 #thee worst....crash intro course to the experience of drowning. observation of How Humans Swim / being able to grab any part of the boat... #and besides That unpleasantness it's like; hey. where's my nonhuman form at #or; of course; being in sea form even while dry....especially if he's still dealing with Nonsense on land. which is presumed. #&/or if there's an upswing in nonsense b/c of Other ways you're Othered...ofc we can consider like; tfw you're a gay fish & maybe that's no #something that on its own would be like Aah until it's like well a) i kinda wanna do things that would make this Visible and b) i've learne #that humans also Have Issues about this kind of thing.... #appropriately my tablet was also all thrown off. no pressure sensitivity; input sensitivity overall was rough #but i would've had to restart my laptop about it lol like eh i'll just work around it

[forestgreenlesbian]

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#feel like my relationship with my younger brother is changed completely forever not to be dramatic lol but i am sad #we used to b very close but he has kind of. found his faith again and gone full missionary christian which like. i knew meant the dynamic #was doomed lmao but actually acknowledging it makes me sad i feel like i'm grieving for the friendship we used to have even though #it is literally a me problem i think from his perspective he doesn't think anything has changed. but i feel weird about everything #also his new gf is nineteen and he is. almost 25 and i am the only one who feels weird about it like i know she's over 18 but! idk i can't #tell if i'm being overly cautious or if my gut instinct is right. my sister & her husband have a similar age gap but they met when they wer #both over 30 so like. it didn't feel weird. and i didn't feel comfortable actually seriously talking to him about it apart from the first #time he mentioned her over facetime (he went to another country to do mission stuff & met her there) so like an idiot i've just been #making jokes about the age gap becausee like. thats always been our thing lightly bullying each other lol but he blew up at me and said #i've had nothing positive to say about her since he's been back home and that he thinks i hate her and i'm out of line for constantly #implying he's creepy for dating someone younger. idk i felt like such a freak idiot horrible person about it. it completely blindsided me #bc yes the jokes were coming from a place of idk how i feel about this situation so i'm going to rely on the humour-based communication #we have always fallen back on as a safety thing but i guess i was wrong or the dynamic shifted or something anyway it's all fucked #& everyone is just telling me i feel weird out of some?? misplaced kind of jealousy thing?? because i'm 'losing' my brother to his gf lol #which does not feel right at all he has dated so many other girls and i have never had a problem it is literally the age gap like i haven't #even met this girl i'm sure she's very nice! i just worry about her being nineteen!! jesus. and yes maybe i do feel some resentment around #a brother younger than me who seems to be able to live his life with zero difficulty whilst i'm stuck being this unemployed loser who ruins #literally ever friendship & relationship ive ever had but i think thats ok right like i can't help feeling that. i don't fucking knowwww #am i just projecting all these sad feelings about our friendship dying onto his new relationship or like. am i right to be genuinely #concerned she's six years younger than him and still a fucking teenager!!!!!! i don't know

[fictionadventurer]

The Rosemary Tree is the first time I've had to put down a book so I could sob over how beautiful it was.

#elizabeth goudge how do you keep doing this? #her books are such a strange thing for me #either they're 'yes it's pretty but could you please get to the point and have something happen?' #or i am slammed with waves and waves of intense overwhelming emotion so i almost can't stand how deeply it affects me #i think it helps to read it at the same time of year the story occurs #the dean's watch during advent was a life-changing experience #and now reading this book in march is having a very similar effect #i actually had to go in a room by myself to properly cry #because someone caught me tearing up #and how could i begin to explain that i'm sobbing my heart out because miss giles is reading the secret garden? #i've cried over sad moments in books but i've never felt anything like this #such intense joy and sorrow all mixed in so you can't tell which emotion is causing the tears #it's been like two hours since that happened and i'm still shook #my world is upended #and i'm being reminded in an entirely new way of what really great literature can do #the rosemary tree #elizabeth goudge

[disc80s]

does anyone else feel like 2023 is gonna be a very lucky year? it may be because i saw that tiktok of those two girls talking about lucky girl syndrome, law of assumption, whatever, but I think i feel it!

#my tarot card for this year is death which is very exciting to me! #I want a big new change so bad