#im sorry but this is how it always will be to m

[diorsluv]

casual , part 8

“ so now when we kiss ”

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yourusername

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yourusername who’s gonna be the chandler to my monica (i need someone to marry me when i’m still single at 40) 🤗

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vivianliu don’t worry bae i’ll hook you up with the hottest 40 year old man when we get there

→ yourusername you’re too sweet 😞😞

→ lhughes_06 no you won’t

→ vivianliu yes i will 😒 lhughes_06

rutgermcgroarty i can’t be chandler but i can be the ullmark to your swayman

→ yourusername STOP YOU KNOW ME SO WELL

→ jswayman1 there’s only room for one pair 🙄

→ rutgermcgroarty …have you just been lurking??? jswayman1

→ yourusername oh my god sway it’s you i love you so much you’re like one of my favorite goalies ‼️

→ yourusername DID YOU JSUT FOLLOW ME IH MY FUCKUGB GODDDDD jswayman1

→ jswayman1 yes i did 🫡

→ jackhughes WHAT this isn’t fair???

username25 THE jeremy swayman just followed you babe how do you feel 🎤

→ yourusername AMAZING

username37 FRIENDS AHHH

trevorzegras i can be the chandler to your monica

→ yourusername yeah.. i’m good 😬

→ trevorzegras HEY THATS MEAN

→ yourusername i’m just kidding z (not really)

→ yourusername i’m sure there’s a ton of girls out there that want you!! it’s just not me 🫶🫶

→ _alexturcotte the public rejection is insane

→ trevorzegras 💔

→ yourusername i still love u tho!

→ trevorzegras ❤️‍🩹

edwards.73 me

→ yourusername we’ll see

→ edwards.73 whats that supposed to mean 🤨

→ yourusername one night in my bed isnt gonna make me forget about everything

→ edwards.73 IM SORRY FOR IGNORING U

→ yourusername prove it

luca.fantilli i’ll be the rachel to your ross!

→ yourusername you wanna be the woman in an on-and-off relationship??? 😭😭

→ luca.fantilli yeah i wanna see what it’s like to be you for once 🤗

→ yourusername hold up

→ lhughes_06 LMAO

→ dylanduke25 THAT WAS SO UNCALLED FOR

→ luca.fantilli oops

→ yourusername 😟😟

username34 the way he looks at her 🥲

username88 I LOVE THEM

markestapa hypothetically what would you do if someone asked you out and asked you to be the monica to their chandler

→ yourusername i would marry them on the spot

→ markestapa moving a little fast there aren’t we?

→ dylanduke25 AHEM edwards.73 AHEM

lhughes_06 ustjay osay ouyay owknay ehay eallyray oesday ikelay ouyay (just so you know he really likes you)

→ yourusername we haven’t used pig latin since like middle school 😭😭

→ _quinnhughes your nerd phases

→ lhughes_06 utshay upyay (shut up)

→ jackhughes IGPAY ATINLAY (PIG LATIN)

→ luca.fantilli oh my god i remember speaking pig latin

→ adamfantilli igpay atinlay asway oatedgay (pig latin was goated)

→ vivianliu is this just a sibling thing 😭

→ dylanduke25 no tyler never learned it for me 😐😐

→ tyler___duke5 no i just never used it with you dylanduke25

→ trevorzegras ancay onfirmcay ityay asway ayay iblingsay ingthay (can confirm it was a sibling thing)

→ griffinzegras please don’t bring it back i was struggling enough back then

→ edwards.73 iyay opehay ouyay owknay iyay understandyay igpay atinlay ootay (i hope you know i understand pig latin too)

username84 who’s gonna translate all that pig latin 🥰🥰

username97 oh my god this is gonna send me back into my friends phase

→ username6 RIGHT

_alexturcotte remember the friends marathons we would have every summer

→ yourusername barely 🙄

→ _alexturcotte WHY ARE U ROLLING UR EYES

→ yourusername YOU WOULD ALWAYS “FORGET” TO TELL ME YOU WERE WATCHING IT

→ trevorzegras he was watching it with me that’s why 😉

→ yourusername ieday trevorzegras (die)

→ trevorzegras you’re no fun rosie

adamfantilli i love gale weathers

→ yourusername completely different franchise but yes she’s toooooo iconic 😈😈

→ vivianliu sidney’s hotter

→ adamfantilli that’s a hot fucking take vivianliu

→ luca.fantilli sidney prescott or sidney crosby??

→ vivianliu both

→ markestapa you’re all forgetting about billy

→ yourusername BILLY

→ lhughes_06 billy 😒

username18 i just finished friends!!

username75 I WILL

mackie.samo I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTE

→ yourusername i love maddy more

→ mackie.samo YOU MET HER ONCE

→ yourusername i stand by my statement

username71 istg this is directed at ethan

username8 STOP I MISS THEM

username31 i need someone to look at me like that

colecaufield ‘90s shows were my childhood 🙏🙏

→ yourusername ur literally an ‘01 baby???

→ colecaufield BARELY

username66 THEM >>>>

yourusername

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yourusername i was fuckin superstars when i was nineteen 🥴

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jackhughes woah there

→ yourusername it’s just a song ! 😰

→ jackhughes i’m sure that’s all it is 🤨🤨

_quinnhughes YOU’RE STILL A CHILD

→ yourusername IM ALMOST 20??

→ _quinnhughes UR STILL 19

→ yourusername then my caption’s pretty fitting

→ _quinnhughes 😐

username27 IS IT BECAUSE OF WHAT I THINK IT IS

→ yourusername do tell

→ username27 ur 19, u and ethan, ethan’s like an underground superstar

→ yourusername 🙊

edwards.73 the shit we did you won’t believe me

→ dylanduke25 NOW IM AT THE TURN UP

→ mackie.samo LOOKING LONELYYY

→ trevorzegras AND THEY WONDER WHY IM QUIET AT THEM HOUSE PARTIESSSS

→ jackhughes CUZ EVERYBODY SEE ME

→ colecaufield ROLL SOME BLUNTS

→ adamfantilli AND HIT HER ONCE

→ rutgermcgroarty AND NOW SHE NEED ME

→ yourusername brent faiyaz 🙇‍♀️

→ edwards.73 did u put everyone on this song 😕 yourusername

→ yourusername yeah..

→ edwards.73 thought it was just me

→ dylanduke25 dont act all jealous 🙄🙄

username55 you’re. so. pretty.

dylanduke25 creds creds creds creds creds

→ yourusername creds!

→ edwards.73 why’d you take the pics

→ dylanduke25 bc we were hanging out?? 😭

→ edwards.73 oh

username89 omg babe where’s your top from

→ yourusername im gonna be honest i have no idea vivi got it for me as a gift 😔🙏

→ vivianliu i custom made it 🤭

mackie.samo this is so #cottagecore and #aesthetic

→ yourusername who the hell is teaching you this

→ mackie.samo my sisters 😕😕

→ lhughes_06 stop using hashtags good fucking lord

→ markestapa that intervention wasn’t for nothing mack 😒

trevorzegras brent faiyaz our lord and savior

→ yourusername 🛐

rutgermcgroarty HEY why didn’t you post our photos 😞

→ yourusername tis for another time my dear boy

→ rutgermcgroarty shakespeare lookin ass

→ yourusername 🖕

→ adamfantilli guys remember when we were nice to each other

→ yourusername no

→ rutgermcgroarty no

username99 CLOUDED

luca.fantilli is he gonna ask you out or what

→ yourusername luca 😭😭

→ luca.fantilli what?? i’m jus being curious 😔

username35 HELLO????? the fit ate down

vivianliu fuck her on the floor like i don’t give a fuck bout it 🎶🎶🎶🎶

→ yourusername your judgement get clouded when you clouted

→ vivianliu your judgement is clouded as hell

→ yourusername HOW???

→ vivianliu you know 😐😐

→ edwards.73 stop hating lil bro

→ vivianliu i hope you drown

username76 that second pic got me kicking my feet n shit

username21 skincare routine when???

username3 how are you not a model

adamfantilli let me tie your shoes bc i don’t want you falling for anyone else

→ yourusername no

→ adamfantilli did your license get suspended for driving all those guys crazy?

→ yourusername adam babe we talked about this

→ adamfantilli do you play soccer? bc you look like a keeper

_alexturcotte i got you new sneakers 🥰

→ yourusername REALLY??

→ _alexturcotte i figured you’d need them after running through my mind all day

→ yourusername oh god please don’t make this into a habit

→ colecaufield stop harassing her with pickup lines turcs

username69 we all know ethan’s going feral over this one

→ username14 fr i can sense it from here

username5 the hughes genes are godly asf

notes ) this is my way of coping through the pain of being a stars fan anyways should ethan n rosie finally get together 🫢

tags: @dancerbailey3 @hughesfein @loveforaugust @alwaysclassyeagle @love4ldr @inhoodmood @bunting58 @crazycat-ladys-blog @smoooore @bunbunbl0gs @lilasianmeat

#ethan edwards #ethan edwards x y/n #ethan edwards x reader #ethan edwards fanfic #ethan edwards fic #quinn hughes #jack hughes #cole caufield #alex turcotte #trevor zegras #luke hughes #dylan duke #mark estapa #mackie samoskevich #rutger mcgroarty #adam fantilli #luca fantilli

[notboredhuening]

..GOOD BOY ⟢

pairing; nerdy!subsoobin x semimean!domfem!reader

tags; kinda toxic presenting relationship but they’re madly in love, reader bullies soobin for the pure thrill of it, soobin has a degradation kink so he loves the bullying, public masturbation, degrading, bullying, edging, taunting, cock slapping, dacryphillia

word count; 0.9k

song; good boy gone bad - txt

i saw this idea from someone but i don’t remember who ;-; + this might be made into a series with all the members idk!!

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soobie;

- where the fuck are you?

🐰 - im so sorry, i forgot my pen and i had to turn back around.

- over a pen? choi soobin are you stupid?!

🐰 - sorry, i’m almost there. so sorry.

that fucking nerd. always being late over the stupidest shit ever.

soobin runs in the library, apologizing profusely for his lateness. “‘m sorry my love. i was really busy looking for my pen. but i found it!” he smiles. holding the pen out to you. you couldn’t help but smile at this cute guy infront of you. god he’s so fucking stupid.

choi soobin. the super cute, super nerdy little bitch boy who somehow convinced you to date him. he worked at a bakery and always smelled like pastries. but you can’t think about that, not right now, you were supposed to be upset at him.

“choi soobin! you’re 40 minutes late. what do you have to say for yourself?” you ask. “‘m sorry..” he stutters. “c-can i make it up to you?..” he says, instantly regretting his words. seeing the smirk that crossed your lips as he said that made him nervous. “oh you know what i’m going to say huh?” you coo. he nods. “words.” you snap. “yes ma’am.” he blushes. “good boy soobin.”

soobins blush is highly evident, he bunches up his stuff, sliding it to your side of the table before speaking “i’m gonna go to the restroom.” he says shyly before walking away quickly and practically slamming the restroom door open. You chuckle at his actions. how pathetic. but it doesn’t fail to amaze you how stupidly cute he is. his little smile and the way he giggles. but no, you’re still mad at him.

soobin finally makes his way back from the bathroom and sits down next to you. you silently move your hand under the table, knowing the tablecloth was long. so nobody would notice. your hand reaches his crotch and brushes over it. his loud whimper rings throughout the library, causing students to turn their heads towards you two. you hit the older on the shoulder, causing him to wince in pain.

“i forgot how fucking sensitive you are you big baby. now shut up.” you whisper, your hand returning to its original position on his crotch, rubbing in circles until you eventually start palming him. “m-mommy..please.” he whines softly. “please what?” you ask. “can we leave..?” he whines. “nope. this is part of your punishment, better be grateful we’re sitting all the way in the back.”

your hand moves under his pants. slipping easily under his boxers as he grips his chairs armrest. “please.” he whispers. “no, now stop being such a whore and deal with it.” you spit, rubbing his extremely over sensitive tip. he bucks his hips up slightly, dropping his head onto the table and whining silently. at this point, the library is emptying out slowly.

soobin shakes a bit as you jerk him off. slowly. painfully. just how he liked it. his face finds your shoulder, whining in pleasure loudly. though his whines are muffled, they still elicit some stares, causing you to remove your hand from his cock. “Pull up your pants” you order. “but i t-thought-?” he says “no, that’s enough. stop talking. cmon, we’re going.”

soobins flushed face and hard cock is very evident as he walks through the library and out the door. “‘m confused.. where are we going?” he stutters out, causing you to smile. “oh we’re going home dear.” you say. oh shit. soobin knows what going home means. “‘m sorry..we don’t have to g-go home..” he whines. “oh by all means, we have to go home hm?” you tease, rubbing his painful erection with your palm.

“go get in the car baby, go on ahead.” you smile sweetly. soobin obeys, knowing as soon as he got in the car it’d be painful. as you both finally stepped in the car, shutting the doors. soobin cowers “‘m sorry again..” he says. “you know how loud you were in the library? you dirty slut.” you say, slapping his erection hard, causing him to jolt and whine, only causing him to get harder.

“a-agh..mommy please..” he begs. “don’t ‘mommy please’ me now.” you snap, slapping him harder, causing him to moan loudly and buck his hips up. “it feels..so good..please i need it..” soobin begs. “nope.” you say, starting the car. “home we go.” you say as soobin whines.

as soon as you two get home, soobin is whining like an adorable puppy, eyes glazed over like he might cry and a pout on his cute lips. “please..go easy on me..?” he begs. your smile falters. “nuh uh..now you know what to do.” you say, a slight smirk gracing your lips.

soobin didn’t even know when it started. he genuinely had no clue how long it’d been happening, all he knew was he was, it hurt. badly. so so badly. his aching cock leaking pre cum. “m-mommy please..” soobin whines. you’d been keeping time, it was the 3rd time you withheld him from cumming. and all he could do was sit there and cry. “you’re so fucking pathetic choi soobin, sitting there crying.” you spat. “i-i’m sorry! please please..! it h-hurts..hurts so b-bad.”

“choi soobin you look pathetic.” you whisper, jerking him off quicker, squeezing his cock tightly. “mmh! i-‘m sorry! please..oh gosh! i-i’m cumming!” he whines, but you immediately pull your hand off, seeing his eyes flutter open, tears staining his cute cheeks. “‘m sorry.” he whines. “but please.” his eyes plead. “fine.” you say, jerking him off quickly, eliciting mewls and moans from him before he finally cums.

“good boy, soobin. think you can do this all again?” you coo.

#koaz writes #not bored huening #soobin #choi soobin #soobin x reader #nerdy soobin #txt x reader #txt hard hours #txt smut #minisode 3: tomorrow #txt post

[p4nishers]

can't believe tom hiddleston ACTUALLY interrupted the interviewer to say "one last thing, i think mobius is loki's friend and i don't think loki has ever had a friend before" like king. i love how u felt the need to add that truly

#he's so PASSIONATE about them oh my god like im sorry but w sylki he was literally STRUGGLING to put sentences together and get his meaning #across but with loki he's literally just. rambling for a full five minutes barely taking a breath like he's so likes them together SO much #him interrupting the interviewer after half of a minute was so funny like u can see he's not paying any attention he needs to get this one #little thing in and what he says is just so sweet and i really love how he emphasis that mobius is loki's first friend basically every time #he talks about them bc he knows how very important this relationship is to loki and he wants to get that across. bbg always pulling thru for #us he's a real one #loki season 2 #loki series #mobius m mobius #lokius #loki #tom hiddleston

[cutie-lumi]

Every femstars artist I've seen draws Mugi with big boobs and I'M NOT COMPLAININGJFKSNGK I just love how she has the biggest boobs and then nat is like.... Flat.. I feel kinda rude saying thatdbsknf😭 I love them so much ❤️❤️

I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE DRAW THEM LIKE THIS!!!!!!! it's my ultimate hc for their bodies ever since I?? started shipping them ig?? Fem!Tsumugi not caring about her looks yet being well endowed while Fem!Natsume is like. always looking super pretty, but being flat as hell (and a little bit jealous of mugi's overall body proportions)? SIGN ME UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP IT'S MY FAVE SHIP DYNAMIC. I EAT IT ALL UP ALL THE TIME. I love seeing other artists having this as their hc as well!! Imo it suits them so much OUGHHHHHHH i need to thank all the artists who also draw them like this bc you're the reason why im so well fed. thank u for your service.

#IM SO SORRY FOR TAKING TO LONG TO RESPOND TO YOUR ASK ANON #i know it's been. almost a month. but im trying my best ok #do you ever think about how fem mugi probably has THEEEEEEEEEEE most perfect body proportions. #she's a perfect idol #yet she doesnt give a SHIT about it #which just makes her even more perfect imo #but natsume? she probably looks FLAWLESS on a daily basis. she'll be dead tired but you won't notice bc she's always wearing makeup #i also think natsume would have like. more of rectangular body shape while mugi's would be an hourglass #i have lots of thoughts #i'll try to answer more asks with drawings later!! i just need to draw them first JGHFJDHGDFKG and it might time some time. but bear with m

[modwyr]

i do think historical fiction that includes real historical figures exists in a weird space wrt fandom and that some people are way too quick to just apply the exact same fandom lenses they'd use for stories that are entirely fictional without really thinking through the implications, but also i don't think people who are horny posting online about an actor playing a historical figure are in any way shape or form indicating their opinions on the actions of the real person. i think they're just being horny for an actor.

#like im certain there will always be people who are weird about it. but generally i think there is nothing very deep happening here #sorry i went looking for some m*nhunt gifs and accidentally stumbled upon #discourse relating to whether or not its ok to find anthony boyle as jwb attractive and #while im reminded of beletsky's quote about how hollywood might be inherently glamorizing. i do think some people #just find anthony boyle in period costumes hot. like i dont think jwb's actions have anything to do with it #text

[stormyoceans]

FEELING DEEPLY MENTALLY UNWELL ABOUT THEM

#IM SORRY BUT WHERE HAS THIS STORYLINE BEEN FOR THE PAST 7 EPISODES #HOW DID THEY GET HERE #AND THE FRIEND THAT TOLD NAME ABOUT THE CYCLE OF KILLING IS OBVIOUSLY SAIFAH BUT WHEN!!!!!! WHERE!!!!!! #AT THIS POINT IM STARTING TO THINK THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME FOR ALWAYS WANTING TO SEE MORE OF THE ONE STORYLINE THAT GETS NEGLECTED #BUT LIKE. THE CHEMISTRY????? NAME GOING TO SAIFAH WHEN HE'S HURT????? SAIFAH BUTTONING UP NAME'S SHIRT????? HELPING HIM FIND ANOTHER JOB???? #IM BARKING #dangerous romance #papang phromphiriya #pepper phanuroj #m: txt

[jedibongrip]

exposing myself as a the mountain goats fan but something that GETS ME every time i think about it is how much i want to say 'vader/obiwan is so no children coded' but like.... thats WRONG

no children presents us with a couple who are together even when they shouldnt be. they cant let go on each other. they want to destroy the other, because neither can stand the thought of the other being happy or being away from them. they hate each other but they find joy in it - they dont WANT to stop hating each other. and while this could certainly apply to vader... it just doesnt to obiwan. what makes the alpha couple interesting, what draws us in, is that their feelings are completely mutual - it isnt a song, or album, about one hating the other, of one seeking escape or refuge.

obiwan fundamentally doesnt hate vader. he doesnt want to destroy him, not in the way the alpha couple do. he finds no joy or deeper meaning in the hurt he gets from or inflicts upon vader. once he accepts that anakin is vader, that it was a choice anakin made, he grows and learns how to move on and let go, as best he can. and, importantly, they are not together. obiwan doesnt hover and orbit around vader, though vader constantly searches for obiwan.

the alpha couple are two people who will not leave each other because they NEED the other and need to hurt and be hurt. they would rather die together than be happier apart. vader wants this. i genuinely believe that if he did find and kill obiwan, he'd been more miserable knowing that his master was dead, that he could be found, made to submit, be hurt over and over again by vader's mere existence. vader WANTS to be part of the alpha couple.

obiwan doesnt. maybe at one point he would have settled for that. but by the time owk ends.... he's ready to grow, ready to do more than atone for sins.

arguably, the most well-known lines from no children, and tallahase in general, are:

and honestly... i think this is what best characterizes the alpha couple. and while i think vader would happily die if it meant he got to kill obiwan too, he does want to die, or at least, he wants freedom. but

obiwan still loves anakin, and in a way, still loves vader. obiwan doesnt want to drown. he doesnt want to pull vader down with him. he doesnt want to die. obiwan sees 'land' he sees something worth living for, something beyond torment and hatred and spite. obikin could never be the alpha couple. obiwan has too much love in him to ever BE a part of the alpha couple

#m #obikin #sorry for tmg posting but im always thinking of no children like... how TF did john do it how did he write THE SONG #no im not doing spell check im not proof reading this was writen to avoid writing a fic no more thought will b put into it

[im-still-a-robot]

M. It was impossible to make their name look good 😔

Notes:

- Main outfit based off the orginal skin for them (minus capelet). I might do a better design at a later point but I am out of outfit brain power atm

- They like nicer clothes (like sweaters and button ups) but are often annoyed by the lack of mobility

- Mask only comes off when alone or with people they trust. Their headscarf, on the other hand, is used to protect their hair, so they might take it off in public, but usually only briefly, to adjust it.

- The Moofia was important to them. Even after its effective dissolution, cows were very dear to them. Also cow axe :]

- Prone to annoyance and nervousness in equal measure. An asshole on bad days and tricky bastard on good ones.

Thats mostly it. I am going to be thinking about them for weeks to come <3

Diamond (the fox!) belongs to @twodragonsinatrenchcoat

I genuinely don't remember who the child was- feel free to tell me if you know :]

#crazy coconuts #my art #hbsmp #hbsmp!m #m #hb #unhappy with the composition but quite happy with how each drawing turned out #which is definitely the better of the two options #uhhhh. #yeah adding them to the list of characters that need a better outfit (calliope im sorry) #still. it fits them for now #also the delicate art of trying to make them compelling while also balancing hb (and not remembering half of it) #they are silly and animated. works good for the style and i like thinking of them as a bit of a trickster #i still want to draw them as a furry #uhh what else #idk honestly. in going through a bunch of recent stuff while making this i cannot believe how much of hb i missed #just in being so stuck in my head about everything. sorry guys. yall are all really cool #mostly ;) #but still. very happy to see a bit more love on hb. was always kinda sad to me that it got exploded immediately afterwards #i also really like how the main one came out. kinda want to post it by itself just because. again. hate the composition #idk idk. cheers. have fun. do whatever you want forever. i have tomatoes to go roast. o7

[moreclaypigeons]

Shout-out to everyone who writes femslash. There's not as many of you as one could wish but I'll be damned if you're not mighty and working your asses off 🙏

#sierra speaks #femslash #f/f #ao3 #its actually bonkers going thru tags and seeing the ratio of f/m to m/m to f/f #i looked at period sex tag and guys theres more m/m than f/f #shout-out to trans men forever n always etc but whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy #idk how it happens that mm has MORE than ff in that . like genuinely. i wouldnt ve surprised to find some. but MORE? #sorry maybe some of us were expecting kinky vampires to be homoerotic and i guess i found that but i was expecting lesbians if im being real #its ok im having a moment #any day i go onto ao3 and see the ratios is a day i prepare for murder and i wish i wasnt this way

[taegularities]

being here has never felt this suffocating.. it feels impossible sometimes to continue

#i wish you'd talked to me about it instead of making a post with screenshots #because that was nothing i did intentionally... i didn't wake up thinking 'i will be racists today' it was a mistake i'm not proud of #i meant my apology and i said i understand when people are offended and that i'm sorry #i know it was wrong and i'm ready to learn from it to not hurt people anymore and idk why it warrants calling me a full racist #and i don't know how you saw that ask bc it was days (or yesterday? idk anymore) ago and you blocked me weeks (months?) ago #you'd have to actively seek that ask out or look through my posts if im blocked for you #and if it wasn't you but someone else who pointed it out for you idk how you guys got to the point of scanning my blog #if i ever hurt anyone im ALWAYS open to talking about it. i remember once using a word wrong and someone pointed it out on anon #and I've never used that word ever since #i would've immediately apologised and deleted that bit too if you'd texted me just one sentence a la 'hey that's so not okay' #and you did the same thing when i went alway last time... never communicating but going against me while so many others reached out to me #if i didn't see anything wrong about this thing now i wouldn't have made that post. im not scared of disagreeing with ppl #and i don't know what you want me to do? i didn't even know M when their thing happened and still felt bad for them.. me or those who are #defending me didn't go against M... how would you think it's the same people? idk man #idk.. i can apologise a 100 times and it won't be okay. and if i don't say anything im dodging the topic it'll never be enough no matter #what i do #reach out to me jords tell me what i can do bc i did NOT mean to ever hurt anyone and im so freaking sorry that i did #<— this msg especially to those who were directly hurt #idk what to do so you stop posting so many screenshots #if you want ppl to stop supporting me then...yeah idk guys stop supporting me — unfollow me it's absolutely okay bc i know that was #uneducated af of me #to all sweet ppl who reached out thank you i see your messages #i'll see all those that'll come too.. i just wont answer so no one drags y'all #thank you that's it #go ahead and screenshot this too. i can't do anything else anymore #also.. the only parts i edited in my apology were 'i didn't mention japanese' and 'i dont feel superior' which i did after waking up cos #my post was made at 5am after randomly waking up during the night #edit: stop sending my friends asks saying i deserved this. i never told anyone to defend me.. they CHOSE it and they're allowed to #that's it... thank you guys and ily #ill brb. not too long just a bit

[trentcrimminallybeautiful]

your superhero AU has broken my heart 💔💔💔 protective Ted is so important to me

thank you!! ive been enjoying playing with it. and yeah!! like. i just. protective, pining ted and trent's like i am NOT a damsel!! (<- in this instance, is, in fact, a damsel. he will make an exception for one (1) person)

and like more seriously just. the trust it's about the trust!!! trent doesn't rely on anyone and he gets himself out of bad situations and he's lowkey terrified of this hero who's got him cornered and he's been in this horrible situation for so long but then it's ted and he immediately relaxes. and ted--you know ted realized they had trent and immediately panicked and was ready to just bust in there and it was only beard holding him back and making him be practical about it that didnt have him just bursting through the walls ten minutes after realizing. and him realizing trent trusts him.... holding him and being like oh. i can protect him this way and i can comfort him this way and it's working... augh

anyway im glad you like it 😩

#listen. im a simple man. sometimes i want to write my blorbo being battered and scared getting rescued #but it doesnt always make sense for whatever fandom it is so. hence. elaborate au #admittedly that wasn't my sole motivation for writing it or anything but it was up there. #ANYWAY can you blame him? #trents like im a reporter and a damn good one villains literally hate kidnapping me because im the worst hostage and heroes hate rescuing m #bc i am no fucking damsel. #and then ted 'tenderly holds him as he rescues him and asks him so so softly if hes okay with big warm brown eyes' lasso comes along #and its like. okay so i can get out on my own or i can let my crush simply cradle me in his beefy arms and carry me home. hmm #(im being silly ofc but it also has a lot more to do with like. the actual circumstances. but i think that if trent got kidnapped in the re #regular way where hes just rolling his eyes bc this is How The Game Goes ted would show up and he'd be like #oh nooooo look ive been tied up.... (glances down then sticks hands back in ropes) oh nooooo #and the villains like what the h-- #please actually now a crack version of this au where trent just lets himself get kidnapped so ted can rescue him and they're the world's mo #most obnoxious couple. villains stop kidnapping him entirely bc then that one hero just shows up and they banter--totally ignoring the vill #villain--for like ten whole minutes while beard quietly dismantles the villain's shit behind them #ANYWAY IM SORRY IVE GOTTEN OFF TRACK #askbox #anonymous #superhero au

[strwbrymlkshake]

Why can't I be satisfied with everything? It needs to be perfect to me and I can't accept anything otherwise :(

#mine #oh boy here we go. guy last post was about has been pretty cool and i got flustered around him a few times #but i feel bad bc. i need m o r e he isnt insane enough he isnt making me go absolutely crazy i want to be satisfied but im NOT im sorry #like its quite honestly the most attention acceptance etc ive gotten but its not ENOUGH he doesnt die whenever i send a selfie #im never satisfied WHY i have unrealistic expectations !!!! i hate my brain killing and violence and death etc #i get crushes on guys who want nothing to do with me but then when one actually wants me its not enough? what is wrong with me #thrill of the chase? i cant accept being loved? what is it brain. christ almighty. im not doing anything like deliberately yandere related #anymore im just being generally incomprehensibly mentally ill 🙄 still trying to find a therapist but idk how on earth ill explain that #ill update this post tomorrow with more insanity but for now i am the sleepy tired #// ok its now 3 days later i dont feel like making another post. i think i was just having a mental illness moment as always #because he does make me insane. hashtag girl. im trying to be the smartest and calculated i have ever been with a relationship in my life #like im thinkin about it so hard bro. the future n shit. how would this relationship go. im so scared ill do something wrong its preventing #me from doing things RIGHT. im sad becaude i flipped out today over even imagining him being upset with me a little #so i was really embarrassed and it put me in a weird mood for the rest of the night but he reassured me he doesnt hate me or want me to die #every one aaalways says theyre different. i can only hope this one is telling the truth. i dont know what ill do if he isnt. #well i need to stop whining about fictional scenarios and focus on the good stuff in reality. i get along with him very well and he #is very niceys to me :3 he doesnt think im fucking insane or stupid for overreacting. i feel very comfortable gossiping and talking w him #every long time blog viewer of mine reading this like ah shit here we go again #but thats what im here for. i guess. just have to keep doing this shit until something good finally happens to me romantically hngh #i feel so strange because i have wanted and yearned for a relationship but now that i actually could have one im like WAIT #I DIDNT THINK ID GET THIS FAR 💀💀💀 bruh. and he doesnt even think im stupid hes respectful to me he checks in on me all the time #like perhaps the only person to ever actually almost match my energy in a romantic sense. there was [redacted] i guess but he didnt love me #he listens to me talk about my problems he doesnt think i complain or overreact too much. all the ridiculous cringe shit i do #he doesnt mind it. its nice to be able to be myself. and im really proud of myself for not rushing into a relationship right away

[blue-rick24]

gosh dargn I just don't know what to do anymore 😖💔

#NOTE: long vent in the tags #I'm so lonely #It's almost as if nothing I do can really fully even quench it #And even if other people are possibly be the answer to helping me feel better; #;I also feel so bad about becoming any sort of a burden to any of them. Im so sorry #vent #I don't want to come across as needy but I DO always keep somehow depriving myself of one or more of my needs >m<;; #ooc #txt #The whole emotional process that has been occurring for me upon talking to friends- behind the scenes in my brain- also seems as if it; #;is also draining me #making me tired and less likely to find ways of how to not be lonely anymore #I want to apologize to my family and closest friends #I'm so sorry to everyone but it just hurts #Emotions hurt #Maybe the emotions that drain me are because I just feel so... bad. Over nearly everything.. #I want to be a good friend to others or a great friend even. if i can help it #A good child. adult. and sibling to my family. all at once. ....Dependable. fun to be around #do I really need medicine? <;' ( #Sometimes I just feel unhelpable.. i know I'm making progress but it can just be so hard to see the big picture sometimes. Whilst Im sinkin

[hopefulyellowlamp]

it really hurts to see the people i trusted and loved more than anything in the world just move on from me as if they never knew me

#lamp vents #aka my exfriend posted on tiktok and i havent unfollowed them yet... #and im still not over how he just... cut me out of his life with no warning #he was like 'yeah i get that youre autistic and has a panic disorder and a severe depression. but also all your symptons for these are unac #ceptable and i hate u' and not only cut me out of his life but also turned several other of my friends against me #like i cant get over the fact that they used moments where i was in distress and having panic attacks or severe sensory overload against me #as if i would have sensory overloads and panic attacks just to manipulate them or make THEM feel bad #jeez im sorry i didnt realize im not allowed to have emotions #i know i snap when im overwhelmed which is why i usually always would deafen/leave call on discord immediately and try to jreathe or calm #and somehow theyd still turn it to be avout them #i was trying my damnedest to be the best friend but jesus christ man they expected me to do SO MUCH when i had two panic disorders and so m #uch mental health issues #most of which i tried to explain to them... they were all neuro spicy ot mentally ill too so i thought theyd understand #i thought theyd at least not think the worst of me when all ive ever done is look up to them #the worst feeling ever is having someone i looked up to and wantef to be like so much it fucking hurt #say everything they hated about me after 4 or so years of friendship where i trusted them enough to tell them anything #it still makes me doubt myself #anytime someone writes to me about how we need to talk i immediately expect loads of pent up anger at me #i always expect my friends to finally be done with my bullshit and tell me theyre tired of me #ive always had doubts about wether or not im a good enough friend or not but lately its just been so much worse #and i keep getting so angry and frustrated because i still miss them and i still wanna try and make it up to them #even tho theyve made it clear they already made up their mind about me being the bad guy #i just feel so helpless and alone #i used to be able to go to him about all my problems but i guess he really saw that as bothersome... i did so much for him and for what #i spent so much time with him and i knew his parents and i knew his pets and i knew his routines #we CUDDLED while sleeping in the same bed multiple times we took naps together and i #i showed him my favourite childhood game #and he bottled up all his emotions until they spilled into hatred for me #for what? for nlthing. and then he teams up with another friend WHICH I INTRODUVED HIM TO #he fucking replaced me after all those nights of quick typing and crying and reassuring him that i loved him and would never replace him

[farewell-in-veil]

so like anyways [picks voixer up liek cat]

#sorry im tired and i was thinking abt voifect A Lot earlier and m not rlly anymore but shhh. girlfie /gnc #there is something so comforting and soothing about being in love with the nothingness around you #knowing it will always be there to sooth you even if you dont know it #in short; WATCH HOW FAST I CAN THROW MYSELF INTO AN SS2 SHIFT BY TALKING ABT THE INHERENT ROMANTICISM OF THE VOID #i will cryptically talk about how comfortable the warm darkness is and no one can stop me #bc im fucking TIRED and love my partner

[stormyoceans]

Ngl i like new pictures of jealous Mork and Day smiling and being happy because he's on the court with his friend (ohm's chara) and Hia'Mork. How do you think Mork and Day are already dating on these pictures?👀 For me it seems like Mork will realise his feelings first and won't say a word because who is he and who is Day so he'll just pine while Day just trying to live his best life from day to day.

IM STARTING TO THINK THEY'RE NOT KIDDING WHEN THEY SAY LAST TWILIGHT IS ACTUALLY A ROMANTIC COMEDY BECAUSE THESE ARE THE FUNNIEST PICTURES I'VE EVER SEEN LIKE

MORK DOESN'T GET DAY'S UNDIVIDED ATTENTION FOR LITERALLY ONE (1) SECOND AND HE'S LIKE THERE'S NO LIVE LAUGH LOVE FOR ME ONLY DEPRESSION DESPONDENCY DESPAIR

i have to admit im usually not the biggest fan of jealousy in BLs because it often results in controlling possessiveness and unfounded mistrust, but when i tell you IM SEATED FOR MORK BEING JEALOUS OF AUGUST BECAUSE (all jokes aside) I KNOW IT'S NOT GONNA BE ANY OF THAT. i also admit i didn't feel like this the first time i saw the mock trailer, which already had an hint of jealous mork, however the more i think about it the more it makes sense to me

i definitely agree with you that mork is gonna fell first and is gonna fell HARD, but he's never gonna make a real move on day because of his own perceived unworthiness, which is also where his jealousy stems from. mork looks at august and sees everything he wishes he could be for day: august (probably) is the same age as day, he is of a similar background and social class, he has known day for a long time and shares his same dream, he is day's friend first and foremost which means that day feels happy and comfortable with him. in mork's eyes, mork himself has nothing to offer day, while august can give day the future he's always wanted, so of course mork is gonna step aside and let day go, but it's still gonna hurt like hell, he's still gonna feel jealous, even if he knows full well that he has no right to be

this is also why i don't think mork and day are already together in these pictures yet. day is going through a lot, and like you said at first he's just gonna be focusing on figure out how to live again, but when he finally realizes that he has feelings for mork? OH MORK BETTER BE READY. idk why, but i feel like at his best day is very confident and straightforward, so he's definitely gonna be the one to make the first move on mork and slowly but surely tear down every single doubt mork has about them

#mork is gonna try to leave because he thinks day deserves better than someone like him and day is gonna have none of that #I CAN FEEL IT IN MY HEART AND BONES AND SOUL AND TIDDIES #ALSO DAY IS CALLED LIKE THAT BECAUSE HIS SMILE CAN BRIGHT UP YOUR ENTIRE DAY FR #HE'S ALWAYS BEEN THE POPULAR GUY EVERYONE LOVES I KNOW IT #AND IT'S SO FUNNY TO SEE HOW MUCH MORK AND AUGUST CLEARLY DISLIKE EACH OTHER #IM SORRY I REALLY COULD TALK ABOUT THIS FOR HOURS I ALREADY LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS SHOW #last twilight the series #morkday #m: ask