felt this in my soul
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y'all must be tired of hearing me saying this but i hate my insomnia so. god damn. much
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😘😘😘
NOT TO BE TOO FORWARD BUT
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NOT TO BE UNABLE TO EXPRESS MYSELF BUT
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trying to convince myself to go out and socialize tonight...........
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https://youtu.be/rf2UNTETb2Y
Thais have so many opportunities to make films based on local folklore, but for some reason they so rarely do it, and almost always in short films
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO???????????????? MY GOD WHAT AN ABSOLUTE TREAT THIS WAS I LITERALLY GOT CHILLS
i will forever be in awe at what great of a story you can tell in only 20 minutes when you have enough artistic vision. and the fact that this was shot with an iphone???????? there are hollywood movies that don't even have this quality!!!!!!!!! like these shots alone are INSANE
also when bas tried to burn the mask but the house went up in flames instead??????? TO ME THAT'S CINEMA
okay sorry im done gushing about this, let me get back to your message. honestly idk enough about thai medias as a whole to judge, i can only speak about QL series and when it comes to those i definitely think companies could draw way more inspiration from their folklore and mythology to build a story out of it. i do think we are slowly starting to get a little bit of that tho: im still stuck on episode 3 of the sign, but the naga and garuda are mythical beings that in thai's culture dwell within the himmapan forest, and now with goddess bless you from death we're maybe gonna delve a little into all the many ghosts of their folklore
but yeah in general i think there can never be enough media based on mythology and folklore so i absolutely agree with you on this and hopefully we'll get to see more of it in the upcoming years!!!!!!!
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it's 5 am and i can't sleep so im gonna be negative for just a second before moving on but like
after seeing change2561's line up and knowing what kind of shows companies like idolfactory and domundi and beoncloud are offering when it comes to their queer content, thinking about GMMTV 2024 part 2 makes me even more sad and disappointed. hell i personally don't even like domundi and beoncloud as companies but why is it that they actually invest in the QL shows they produce while GMMTV keeps giving us the same stuff over and over again
what's the point in having 16 QL shows announced in a year if then you give all your budget and interesting storylines to het series. also the fact that so many BL actors in GMMTV need to do straight shows to experiment different genres and grow is giving 'queer shows are second rate and only good for money' (from the company's pov, artists have no fault in this)
like i do appreciate GMMTV for other things and im still gonna watch their shows, but also it's not 2018 anymore, it's about damn time they start treating QL shows as an actual art form
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Dici sempre alle persone che possono mandarti un messaggio se hanno voglia di parlare. Perche ' non ti permetti una cosa del genere? Scrivi ai tuoi cari che vuoi parlare, metti ciò che si è accumulato sull'anima. Le persone vicine sono necessarie per questo - sia nel dolore che nella gioia.
a logica, so bene che hai ragione, anon
ma poi, di fatto, ci sono tutta una serie di esperienze passate e di meccanismi mentali che ancora oggi mi viene difficile scrollarmi di dosso, fra cui la paura di essere percepita come 'troppo': troppo bisognosa, troppo fastidiosa, troppo negativa, troppo depressa. e d'altra parte, non trovo giusto riversare sugli altri i timori e le ansie che nascono esclusivamente dalla mia insicurezza e poca autostima
lo so che, a ruoli opposti, non vorrei che una persona a cui voglio bene si isolasse, ma che al contrario si sentisse libera di confidarsi e chiedermi aiuto, ma quando si tratta di me stessa, nella mia mente questo sembra non valere
è un momento cosí, passerà (si spera il piú in fretta possibile ;;;;;;)
in ogni caso ti ringrazio moltissimo per il messaggio!!!! probabilmente non si direbbe, ma lo apprezzo davvero tanto, e mi fa sempre comunque bene ricordare che le persone care esistono sia per i momenti felici che per quelli difficili. grazie ancora di cuore!!!!! 💜
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https://www.instagram.com/reel/C5V8fYsKEfR/?igsh=MmpyeHc2bzB0em9n
Me to you 💕
ISMAY PLEASE THIS IS JUST SO SWEET IM 🥺💜🥺💜🥺💜🥺💜🥺💜🥺💜🥺💜🥺💜
i've actually been feeling pretty down in these past couple of days so getting this just made my entire week!!!!!! thank you so much, my sweetest, kindest, and warmest ray of sunshine. im sending all the hugs and hearts and love right back at you!!!!!!! 💜
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mon, what did you decide about the Rome fanmeet? I think I didn't end up seeing if we managed to convince you to go
i am indeed going to the jimmysea fanmeet in rome!!!!!
although it still doesn't feel real most days and it probably won't be until im gonna have to get my bags ready for it sfjksgfjsg
every day im also like. recreating that scene from tangled where rapunzel goes through the entire range of human emotions just going from utter elation and excitement to bone deep depression and regret, which doesn't really help ;;;;;;;; i know im gonna be glad to not have missed this opportunity, but unfortunately my anxiety riddled ass is annoying just like that SO YEAH IMAGINE ME LIKE THIS FROM HERE UNTIL THE 3rd OF AUGUST AFTER WHICH GOD ONLY KNOWS IN WHAT STATE IM GONNA BE IN
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THEY HOLD THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE AND MY WHOLE HEART IN THEIR EYES
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ABOUT TO MAKE THESE TWO SHOWS MY WHOLE ENTIRE PERSONALITY
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CHANGE2561 DID NOT JUST GIVE ME THE THRILLER/HORROR BL I WAS LITERALLY BEGGING FOR IM
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